1 00:01:07,541 --> 00:01:08,958 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo... ♪ 2 00:01:09,375 --> 00:01:13,958 I don't understand why we have to drive seven hours to see a psychiatrist. 3 00:01:15,291 --> 00:01:20,083 Because... (sighs) we want the best care possible for you. 4 00:01:20,166 --> 00:01:22,333 Rue: When Jules was eleven years old, 5 00:01:22,416 --> 00:01:23,458 her mother took her on a road trip. 6 00:01:26,166 --> 00:01:28,333 (exhaling) 7 00:01:29,750 --> 00:01:32,333 (exhaling) 8 00:01:32,416 --> 00:01:34,333 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo ♪ 9 00:01:34,667 --> 00:01:36,833 (window squeaking) 10 00:01:39,500 --> 00:01:41,625 (Jules sighs) 11 00:01:43,708 --> 00:01:45,708 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 12 00:01:46,041 --> 00:01:49,625 -Wasn't Dali, like, a sexual predator? -Was he? 13 00:01:50,583 --> 00:01:51,917 I hadn't heard that before. 14 00:01:51,999 --> 00:01:53,999 Would you like me to take it down? 15 00:01:54,083 --> 00:01:56,541 No. It's a cool painting. 16 00:01:56,625 --> 00:01:59,583 It is a cool painting. 17 00:01:59,667 --> 00:02:00,958 Rue: He was actually really sweet, though. 18 00:02:01,041 --> 00:02:03,958 They talked for over an hour, 19 00:02:04,041 --> 00:02:06,708 and only later did Jules realize that she hadn't lied once. 20 00:02:06,792 --> 00:02:09,792 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 21 00:02:09,875 --> 00:02:13,333 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 22 00:02:13,416 --> 00:02:16,708 Rue: After the session, they wanted to give her a tour of the Unit. 23 00:02:18,208 --> 00:02:19,750 (sighs) 24 00:02:21,249 --> 00:02:24,208 -Well, what's the Unit? -Dr. Kay: Think of it like a second home, 25 00:02:24,291 --> 00:02:27,291 where children can learn how to feel better about themselves. 26 00:02:27,375 --> 00:02:28,833 (hesitantly): Okay. 27 00:02:28,917 --> 00:02:30,833 Let me give you a tour. 28 00:02:30,917 --> 00:02:33,583 ♪ ♪ 29 00:02:33,667 --> 00:02:35,792 So, this is our common area, 30 00:02:35,875 --> 00:02:37,999 where we have group sessions, 31 00:02:38,083 --> 00:02:40,500 watch movies, play games, 32 00:02:40,583 --> 00:02:42,458 have art class. 33 00:02:42,541 --> 00:02:46,375 Um, on Tuesdays we have canine therapy. 34 00:02:46,458 --> 00:02:49,333 Uh, Thursdays we have music therapy. 35 00:02:49,416 --> 00:02:52,291 (Dr. Kay continues indistinctly) 36 00:02:53,583 --> 00:02:55,667 (breathing heavily) 37 00:02:55,750 --> 00:02:59,041 -Boy: Dr. Kay! -Allan! 38 00:02:59,750 --> 00:03:00,750 Suck my dick, you fucking cunt! 39 00:03:03,750 --> 00:03:07,500 -Dr. Kay: Allan! -(boy cursing indistinctly) 40 00:03:07,583 --> 00:03:09,667 (grunting) 41 00:03:09,750 --> 00:03:12,124 Dr. Kay: Usually there's two to a room, 42 00:03:12,208 --> 00:03:15,750 depending on how many patients are with us. 43 00:03:15,833 --> 00:03:18,458 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 44 00:03:18,541 --> 00:03:20,833 ♪ Whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 45 00:03:20,917 --> 00:03:22,583 So the kids live here? 46 00:03:22,667 --> 00:03:25,458 For short periods of time. 47 00:03:25,541 --> 00:03:28,083 And this is the quiet room. 48 00:03:29,541 --> 00:03:32,375 I'm gonna fucking rape you, Dr. Kay! 49 00:03:32,458 --> 00:03:34,041 -(pounds wall) -You just bought yourself 50 00:03:34,124 --> 00:03:37,917 another 30 minutes in the quiet room, Jesse. 51 00:03:37,999 --> 00:03:39,541 -(spits) -Rue: It was around then when Jules thought 52 00:03:39,625 --> 00:03:40,833 she had just about had enough of the tour. 53 00:03:40,917 --> 00:03:43,124 I think I wanna go home. 54 00:03:43,208 --> 00:03:45,541 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 55 00:03:45,625 --> 00:03:48,166 Rue: And that's when Jules realized, 56 00:03:48,249 --> 00:03:50,792 this wasn't a tour at all. 57 00:03:50,875 --> 00:03:53,667 It was an elaborate plan to admit her 58 00:03:53,750 --> 00:03:55,541 to a fucking psychiatric hospital. 59 00:03:55,625 --> 00:03:58,208 Mom! Mom! 60 00:03:58,291 --> 00:04:00,792 No, no, no, no, no! 61 00:04:00,875 --> 00:04:07,166 (screaming): No! No! No! 62 00:04:07,249 --> 00:04:08,708 Rue: During the ensuing struggle, Jules accidentally 63 00:04:08,792 --> 00:04:10,750 scratched an RA across the face, 64 00:04:10,833 --> 00:04:12,458 which she felt really guilty about. 65 00:04:14,500 --> 00:04:17,833 But quickly, that guilt turned into anger... 66 00:04:19,500 --> 00:04:22,458 and that anger, into defeat. 67 00:04:22,541 --> 00:04:24,291 ♪ ♪ 68 00:04:24,375 --> 00:04:26,583 Hi. I'm Jules. 69 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:29,583 -How are you feeling? -Jules: Better. 70 00:04:29,667 --> 00:04:31,583 Good. Good. 71 00:04:31,667 --> 00:04:35,333 Why don't you tell the group a little about yourself and why you're here. 72 00:04:35,416 --> 00:04:36,833 Jules: I don't know. 73 00:04:36,917 --> 00:04:41,291 Maybe because I was, like, sad for a really long time. 74 00:04:41,375 --> 00:04:42,917 What do you mean by a long time? 75 00:04:42,999 --> 00:04:46,083 Maybe since I was seven or eight or something. 76 00:04:46,166 --> 00:04:49,291 And I've been to see, like, a bunch of doctors. 77 00:04:49,375 --> 00:04:51,166 I've been on, like, a bunch of medications, 78 00:04:51,249 --> 00:04:53,625 but nothing's really helped, so... 79 00:04:53,708 --> 00:04:55,999 Maybe these mitts will do the trick. 80 00:04:56,083 --> 00:04:59,833 -(pen scribbles) -And, Jules, do you self-injure? 81 00:05:01,249 --> 00:05:04,249 Rue: The truth was, Jules hated herself. 82 00:05:04,333 --> 00:05:06,999 (indistinct conversation) 83 00:05:07,083 --> 00:05:08,249 Rue: She hated how her brain worked... 84 00:05:09,333 --> 00:05:13,249 the way it would get stuck on a thought, 85 00:05:13,333 --> 00:05:14,541 -like choking. -(coughs) 86 00:05:15,041 --> 00:05:18,208 (coughing, grunting) 87 00:05:19,208 --> 00:05:22,917 David: All right. Keep present. 88 00:05:22,999 --> 00:05:25,208 Rue: And it would just play on an infinite loop, 89 00:05:25,291 --> 00:05:27,333 until she couldn't think 90 00:05:27,416 --> 00:05:28,958 or breathe or stand to be alive. 91 00:05:29,041 --> 00:05:32,458 David (softly): This is hard, Jules. You're going to get through it, okay? 92 00:05:32,541 --> 00:05:34,625 Rue: She didn't just hate her brain, though. 93 00:05:34,708 --> 00:05:37,458 She hated her body, not every part, 94 00:05:37,541 --> 00:05:39,667 just her shoulders, and her arms, 95 00:05:39,750 --> 00:05:42,041 and her hands. 96 00:05:42,124 --> 00:05:44,833 Also her chest, her stomach, her thighs. 97 00:05:44,917 --> 00:05:47,083 Her knees were the worst. 98 00:05:47,166 --> 00:05:49,333 Plus her ankles, and her big, fucking, stupid feet. 99 00:05:49,416 --> 00:05:53,041 (school bell ringing) 100 00:05:53,124 --> 00:05:56,249 She hated her life, not because it was bad, 101 00:05:56,333 --> 00:05:58,708 but because when you hate your brain and your body, 102 00:05:58,792 --> 00:06:01,500 it's hard to enjoy the rest. 103 00:06:01,583 --> 00:06:05,875 So, Jules developed a few coping mechanisms. 104 00:06:05,958 --> 00:06:07,416 None of them healthy, and a few scary enough to land her in... 105 00:06:07,500 --> 00:06:09,583 ♪ ♪ 106 00:06:12,041 --> 00:06:15,625 So, how are you liking the Unit? 107 00:06:15,708 --> 00:06:17,166 It's okay. 108 00:06:17,958 --> 00:06:20,999 -Are you making any friends? -Not really. 109 00:06:21,999 --> 00:06:24,083 Well, that'll change. 110 00:06:24,166 --> 00:06:26,583 Wait. Can you leave me the rest? 111 00:06:29,208 --> 00:06:30,792 Sure. 112 00:06:34,667 --> 00:06:36,875 ♪ ♪ 113 00:06:36,958 --> 00:06:38,999 (sighs) 114 00:06:48,625 --> 00:06:51,833 (crinkling) 115 00:06:54,500 --> 00:06:57,041 (indistinct conversation) 116 00:06:58,583 --> 00:07:01,999 -This guy did some damage. -Jules: Allan? 117 00:07:03,083 --> 00:07:05,333 I did something really stupid. 118 00:07:05,416 --> 00:07:07,792 Is everything okay? 119 00:07:07,875 --> 00:07:09,833 I'm so sorry. 120 00:07:10,458 --> 00:07:12,625 Please don't be mad at me. 121 00:07:14,375 --> 00:07:17,833 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 122 00:07:17,917 --> 00:07:20,708 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 123 00:07:20,792 --> 00:07:23,917 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 124 00:07:23,999 --> 00:07:26,041 Rue: Eventually Jules got better and came home. 125 00:07:26,124 --> 00:07:29,750 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 126 00:07:29,833 --> 00:07:32,500 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 127 00:07:32,583 --> 00:07:33,833 Rue: But her mom got worse and went away. 128 00:07:34,625 --> 00:07:38,416 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 129 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:41,875 Rue: And her dad quit his job to be closer to home, 130 00:07:41,958 --> 00:07:44,958 which she liked, 'cause she loved her dad. 131 00:07:45,041 --> 00:07:48,291 By 13, she started to transition. 132 00:07:48,375 --> 00:07:52,291 And by 16, Jules had gotten a little slutty. 133 00:07:52,375 --> 00:07:54,458 And every guy was the same: 134 00:07:54,541 --> 00:07:57,625 cis, white, married, 135 00:07:57,708 --> 00:08:00,291 engaged, in long-term relationships, 136 00:08:00,375 --> 00:08:01,249 and always, always... 137 00:08:01,333 --> 00:08:04,999 I mean, I'm a hundred percent straight. 138 00:08:06,541 --> 00:08:08,750 Um, cool. 139 00:08:10,875 --> 00:08:12,875 So do you like top? 140 00:08:14,041 --> 00:08:16,750 -No. -Cool. 141 00:08:16,833 --> 00:08:19,083 'Cause that's, like, not my thing. 142 00:08:19,875 --> 00:08:23,416 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 143 00:08:23,500 --> 00:08:26,041 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 144 00:08:26,124 --> 00:08:29,541 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 145 00:08:29,625 --> 00:08:32,708 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 146 00:08:32,792 --> 00:08:35,625 Rue: Some were sweet. Some were weird. 147 00:08:35,708 --> 00:08:37,500 And a few were aggressive. 148 00:08:37,583 --> 00:08:39,917 -(gagging) -Cal: Spit. 149 00:08:42,249 --> 00:08:45,166 Rue: And whenever anything got too uncomfortable... 150 00:08:45,249 --> 00:08:48,625 -(Cal grunts) -(muffled shriek) 151 00:08:48,708 --> 00:08:51,083 Rue: ...Jules would just imagine that she wasn't really herself, 152 00:08:51,166 --> 00:08:54,208 and this wasn't really her life. 153 00:08:54,291 --> 00:08:58,667 She was just a character in a book or a movie or a show. 154 00:08:58,750 --> 00:09:03,124 That none of it was real, and if it was, how did it matter? 155 00:09:03,208 --> 00:09:04,041 It's not like her body ever really belonged to her in the first place. 156 00:09:04,124 --> 00:09:06,500 (grunts loudly, pants) 157 00:09:06,583 --> 00:09:09,083 (grunts) 158 00:09:09,166 --> 00:09:11,500 Rue: But fuck it. She'd save it for the memoirs. 159 00:09:13,999 --> 00:09:18,750 'Cause that was the night she met her new best friend. 160 00:09:18,833 --> 00:09:20,875 And although she had never really been in a relationship 161 00:09:20,958 --> 00:09:23,958 or even in, like, love, 162 00:09:24,041 --> 00:09:27,667 she imagined spending the rest of her life with her. 163 00:09:27,750 --> 00:09:30,958 How they'd live together in some shitty New York apartment, 164 00:09:31,041 --> 00:09:34,708 and maybe date other people, but always sleep in the same bed. 165 00:09:34,792 --> 00:09:37,708 She even said it to her once, which was probably a mistake, 166 00:09:37,792 --> 00:09:39,625 for, like, a lot of reasons. 167 00:09:41,375 --> 00:09:44,958 Plus, that was before she fell for Tyler, 168 00:09:45,041 --> 00:09:48,124 like, hard, like, really hard. 169 00:09:48,208 --> 00:09:50,083 ♪ ♪ 170 00:09:50,166 --> 00:09:52,333 (TV playing indistinctly) 171 00:09:52,875 --> 00:09:55,166 What are you smiling about? 172 00:09:55,249 --> 00:09:58,667 I don't know. Just... life. 173 00:10:02,083 --> 00:10:06,792 ♪ I never felt so alone ♪ 174 00:10:06,875 --> 00:10:09,500 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 175 00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:17,208 ♪ And I never felt so alone ♪ 176 00:10:17,291 --> 00:10:19,708 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 177 00:10:21,083 --> 00:10:23,500 Rue: There's nothing I'm really passionate about. 178 00:10:24,375 --> 00:10:28,917 You know, like, I'm not dying to say or do anything, really. 179 00:10:28,999 --> 00:10:31,041 And every time I admit that to people, 180 00:10:31,124 --> 00:10:33,750 they're like, "Oh, my gosh, that's so sad." But... 181 00:10:33,833 --> 00:10:36,541 I think that's the case for most people. 182 00:10:36,625 --> 00:10:40,708 You know? Like, when I look at my mom or... 183 00:10:40,792 --> 00:10:42,458 like, the kids at my school-- 184 00:10:42,541 --> 00:10:46,667 like, their profiles or their posts and their Tumblr rants... 185 00:10:47,375 --> 00:10:52,750 you realize they're all just fucked up, too... and lost. 186 00:10:52,833 --> 00:10:56,208 They just have a reason to mask it... 187 00:10:56,291 --> 00:10:58,917 whether it be, like, their, their families 188 00:10:58,999 --> 00:11:03,041 or their boyfriends or their hashtag activism. 189 00:11:04,249 --> 00:11:07,375 And they're just reaching for something 190 00:11:07,458 --> 00:11:09,750 -to make it all seem meaningful. -Rue... 191 00:11:09,833 --> 00:11:11,667 But sometimes I just sit and think... 192 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:13,541 -Rue. Rue. -...like, what's the point? 193 00:11:13,625 --> 00:11:15,958 Rue, I don't give a shit. 194 00:11:16,041 --> 00:11:18,708 -Why'd you call me? -Honestly... 195 00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:23,083 I didn't really have anybody else to call. 196 00:11:26,291 --> 00:11:28,958 Well, what happened to make you call? 197 00:11:31,041 --> 00:11:32,541 Um... 198 00:11:38,208 --> 00:11:39,750 you know... 199 00:11:43,958 --> 00:11:45,124 just like... 200 00:11:45,208 --> 00:11:47,708 (screaming): Open the fucking door! 201 00:11:47,792 --> 00:11:48,875 Fuck! 202 00:11:50,833 --> 00:11:52,583 ...just the usual bullshit. 203 00:11:52,667 --> 00:11:56,750 Rue, you know that drug addicts don't reach out for help 204 00:11:57,458 --> 00:11:59,500 unless there's no options. 205 00:12:00,375 --> 00:12:02,124 So what happened? 206 00:12:03,875 --> 00:12:05,500 (sighs) 207 00:12:07,041 --> 00:12:08,458 Um... 208 00:12:09,416 --> 00:12:11,208 I was with my best friend. 209 00:12:11,291 --> 00:12:13,583 Okay, well, she's-- I mean, she's a new friend, 210 00:12:13,667 --> 00:12:15,917 but we hang out every day. 211 00:12:16,458 --> 00:12:17,999 And, um... 212 00:12:19,625 --> 00:12:22,750 It's stupid. It's stupid. 213 00:12:22,833 --> 00:12:24,833 -Ali: What? -I just... 214 00:12:26,999 --> 00:12:31,375 I misread... the whole situation. 215 00:12:32,875 --> 00:12:35,750 And now it's gonna be really, really, really... 216 00:12:35,833 --> 00:12:38,124 really fucking awkward. 217 00:12:38,208 --> 00:12:41,166 And I guess that 218 00:12:41,249 --> 00:12:44,124 hanging out with her was... 219 00:12:44,208 --> 00:12:48,500 was the best thing that's happened to me in a while, so... 220 00:12:50,583 --> 00:12:53,999 Does the way in which you feel about her remind you of anything? 221 00:12:55,667 --> 00:13:00,249 -What do you mean? -You know, like... the obsession, 222 00:13:00,333 --> 00:13:03,667 the feelings, the withdrawal. 223 00:13:05,667 --> 00:13:07,291 What, like drugs? 224 00:13:08,375 --> 00:13:09,500 Bingo. 225 00:13:10,458 --> 00:13:13,124 Okay, but this is a good thing. 226 00:13:13,792 --> 00:13:18,333 Didn't drugs feel real good the first time you tried 'em? 227 00:13:22,083 --> 00:13:25,708 ♪ ♪ 228 00:13:29,375 --> 00:13:30,541 Shit. 229 00:13:38,875 --> 00:13:43,750 ♪ Everybody now is doin' their thing ♪ 230 00:13:43,833 --> 00:13:46,667 Yeah. It's gon' be a good night, tonight, man. 231 00:13:46,750 --> 00:13:48,416 Let's get this money. 232 00:13:49,999 --> 00:13:55,333 ♪ If you wanna have a good time ♪ 233 00:13:55,416 --> 00:13:59,083 ♪ Just grab your partner and step on a line ♪ 234 00:13:59,375 --> 00:14:00,958 What's good, bro? 235 00:14:01,041 --> 00:14:02,583 -(bell rings) -Rue: Fuck. 236 00:14:02,667 --> 00:14:04,667 -Lexi: You wanna go on the Gravitron? -Uh, no. 237 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:05,833 -The Ferris wheel? -Nope. 238 00:14:05,917 --> 00:14:07,708 -Why? -Rue: Because I don't wanna die. 239 00:14:07,792 --> 00:14:11,667 Maddy: Where are you? I'm standing by the fucking Ferris wheel. 240 00:14:11,750 --> 00:14:13,958 I don't see you. 241 00:14:14,041 --> 00:14:16,750 Why do you always do this to me? 242 00:14:16,833 --> 00:14:19,999 ♪ ♪ 243 00:14:20,083 --> 00:14:23,041 -Jules: Whoa! Whoa! Aah! -Kat: We're gonna die, die! 244 00:14:23,124 --> 00:14:26,333 Jules: Oh, my God. (screams) 245 00:14:26,416 --> 00:14:29,249 -(screaming, giggling) -Stop! Stop! 246 00:14:29,333 --> 00:14:31,833 Stop! You're rocking the fucking thing. 247 00:14:31,917 --> 00:14:34,375 -You're rocking-- -(screams) Oh, my God. 248 00:14:34,458 --> 00:14:36,333 (Kat chattering) 249 00:14:36,416 --> 00:14:39,124 Yo, are you at this Ferris wheel or that Ferris wheel? 250 00:14:39,208 --> 00:14:41,458 Well, how the fuck am I supposed to know which one you're at? 251 00:14:41,541 --> 00:14:43,083 You don't fucking tell me-- 252 00:14:43,166 --> 00:14:44,708 Yeah, I know, I know. I'm on my way. I-- 253 00:14:44,792 --> 00:14:47,625 How am I supposed to know that there's two Ferris wheels? 254 00:14:47,708 --> 00:14:49,750 ♪ ♪ 255 00:14:50,291 --> 00:14:52,792 -Yo, why are dressed like a hooker? -Maddy: What? 256 00:14:52,875 --> 00:14:55,249 Jesus Christ, Maddy. I'm here with my parents. 257 00:14:55,333 --> 00:14:57,708 -So what? It's the carnival. -No. It's the chili cook-off. 258 00:14:57,792 --> 00:15:00,750 It's very important. I can't have you hanging out at the booth dressed like that. 259 00:15:00,833 --> 00:15:02,416 Yeah, well maybe it'll sell better. 260 00:15:02,500 --> 00:15:04,875 Yo, this isn't a fucking joke, okay? 261 00:15:04,958 --> 00:15:06,500 Why are you being like this? 262 00:15:06,583 --> 00:15:10,458 -Listen, my parents already don't like you. -What? 263 00:15:11,625 --> 00:15:13,875 Go home, get changed, 264 00:15:13,958 --> 00:15:17,083 and come back looking like a person. Fuck. 265 00:15:18,416 --> 00:15:21,833 (riders screaming) 266 00:15:24,083 --> 00:15:25,999 -Aaron: Well, did you break up again? -Nate: No. 267 00:15:26,083 --> 00:15:27,999 -Looks like you broke up again. -No, we didn't. 268 00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:30,917 If you ask me, she's a distraction. 269 00:15:30,999 --> 00:15:33,208 (bell ringing) 270 00:15:33,291 --> 00:15:35,375 -Man: Hurry up, guy, go! -(retching) 271 00:15:35,458 --> 00:15:38,375 -Crowd: Oh! -(laughing): Ew! 272 00:15:38,458 --> 00:15:40,541 ♪ ♪ 273 00:15:43,625 --> 00:15:45,291 Hold on. 274 00:15:46,291 --> 00:15:48,375 Oh, my God. Jules! 275 00:15:49,458 --> 00:15:50,667 Come! 276 00:15:53,667 --> 00:15:56,667 Hands and feet inside the ride unless you want to die. 277 00:16:02,500 --> 00:16:04,541 -Hey. -Hey. 278 00:16:04,625 --> 00:16:06,917 -(ride whirring) -Kat: I'm really fucking scared. 279 00:16:06,999 --> 00:16:09,458 (Kat, Ethan laughing) 280 00:16:09,541 --> 00:16:11,041 Kat: Oh, no! 281 00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:16,041 ♪ ♪ 282 00:16:24,500 --> 00:16:26,583 ♪ ♪ 283 00:16:47,083 --> 00:16:49,458 (Jules squealing) 284 00:16:50,249 --> 00:16:51,833 -Hi. -Hey. 285 00:16:51,917 --> 00:16:54,375 -I missed you. -I missed you, too. 286 00:16:56,583 --> 00:17:00,333 Um, I think she's in love with her. 287 00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:01,999 Really? 288 00:17:02,083 --> 00:17:05,667 Yeah, like... Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 289 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:09,124 -Jules: Are you mad at me? -No. No, no. 290 00:17:10,667 --> 00:17:12,667 Are you mad at me? 291 00:17:12,750 --> 00:17:15,041 -No. -Okay. 292 00:17:15,124 --> 00:17:16,833 Don't you think? 293 00:17:16,917 --> 00:17:19,083 I hadn't really thought about it. 294 00:17:19,166 --> 00:17:21,833 Oh. I don't know. 295 00:17:21,917 --> 00:17:24,750 Can we just pretend like what I did wasn't super-weird? 296 00:17:24,833 --> 00:17:27,999 -It wasn't weird. It-- -It was weird, but... 297 00:17:28,083 --> 00:17:30,333 we don't have to talk about it. 298 00:17:31,792 --> 00:17:33,625 Talk about what? 299 00:17:33,708 --> 00:17:36,208 -Nothing. -Right. (laughs) 300 00:17:36,291 --> 00:17:40,249 Okay, um... Anyway, I'm gonna go catch some friends. 301 00:17:40,333 --> 00:17:42,124 -All right. -Okay. 302 00:17:43,625 --> 00:17:48,124 (Jules and Rue chatting indistinctly) 303 00:17:52,917 --> 00:17:54,833 -Uh-oh. Mr. Jacobs. -Oh! 304 00:17:54,917 --> 00:17:56,458 -Stingray McKay. -I see you-- 305 00:17:56,541 --> 00:17:58,458 -I see what you got going on over here. -Cal: All right, chili. 306 00:17:58,541 --> 00:17:59,750 Let me get some. 307 00:17:59,833 --> 00:18:02,249 -Yo, what's up, brother? -How you doin', man? 308 00:18:02,333 --> 00:18:03,500 Yo. 309 00:18:04,999 --> 00:18:07,917 What are you... Are you guys, like, in a relationship? 310 00:18:07,999 --> 00:18:10,625 -Nah, we're just chillin'. -Nate: Are you just chillin'? 311 00:18:10,708 --> 00:18:12,708 Yeah, we're chillin'. 312 00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:15,124 (Nate chuckles) Okay. 313 00:18:15,208 --> 00:18:18,041 -Okay. -Why haven't I seen you on the field? 314 00:18:18,124 --> 00:18:19,416 Uh... (chuckles). 315 00:18:19,500 --> 00:18:21,875 Just freshmen got to earn their due, that's all. 316 00:18:21,958 --> 00:18:25,500 Cal: You take that attitude, you'll spend the rest of your life on the bench. 317 00:18:26,833 --> 00:18:30,083 It's really not that big of a deal, Mr. Jacobs. It's just the first season. 318 00:18:30,166 --> 00:18:31,541 Cal: No, it is a big deal. 319 00:18:31,625 --> 00:18:34,083 You got one of the best slide-steps I've ever seen. 320 00:18:34,166 --> 00:18:35,833 You've got promise. You've got talent. 321 00:18:35,917 --> 00:18:37,583 You're not pushing yourself hard enough. 322 00:18:37,667 --> 00:18:39,917 Nate: Dad, I think McKay's gonna be just fine. 323 00:18:39,999 --> 00:18:42,083 I'm just trying to help him keep a girl like her. 324 00:18:42,166 --> 00:18:43,458 (snickers) 325 00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:47,708 Why? It's not like we're in a relationship. 326 00:18:47,792 --> 00:18:50,583 -Plus, I don't even care about football. -Whoa. 327 00:18:51,917 --> 00:18:54,291 It's not just football. 328 00:18:54,375 --> 00:18:55,833 It's life. 329 00:18:55,917 --> 00:18:58,041 It's about maintaining your focus. 330 00:18:58,124 --> 00:19:01,625 It's about putting your all into everything you do. 331 00:19:01,708 --> 00:19:04,249 Why do you think I have the business I have? 332 00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:06,458 Why do think I have the family I have? 333 00:19:06,541 --> 00:19:08,625 The success that I have? 334 00:19:08,708 --> 00:19:10,625 Why do think this chili 335 00:19:10,708 --> 00:19:14,291 has been voted best chili in the county five years in a row? 336 00:19:14,375 --> 00:19:16,249 'Cause you refuse to lose. 337 00:19:18,291 --> 00:19:19,625 No. 338 00:19:19,708 --> 00:19:22,541 It's about who you want to become in the world. 339 00:19:23,291 --> 00:19:25,500 I'm just lookin' out for you. 340 00:19:28,083 --> 00:19:29,833 -Bye. -Cassie. 341 00:19:29,917 --> 00:19:33,249 -(Nate laughing) What the fuck is her problem? -Come on, bro. 342 00:19:33,833 --> 00:19:37,625 ♪ ♪ 343 00:19:38,750 --> 00:19:41,249 McKay: Yo, Cass. Cass. 344 00:19:41,917 --> 00:19:43,333 Cass, stop. 345 00:19:43,416 --> 00:19:45,375 Why would you say that? 346 00:19:45,458 --> 00:19:47,166 That we're just chillin'? 347 00:19:47,249 --> 00:19:49,291 It's not that big of a deal, Cass. It's a figure of speech. 348 00:19:49,375 --> 00:19:51,166 -It is a big deal. -It's really not. 349 00:19:51,249 --> 00:19:53,166 You literally just told me that you loved me. 350 00:19:53,249 --> 00:19:54,958 What does that have to do with anything? 351 00:19:55,041 --> 00:19:57,958 You just told Nate that we're not even in a fucking relationship. 352 00:19:58,041 --> 00:20:00,792 That's because I know the guy. He's just gonna talk shit. 353 00:20:00,875 --> 00:20:03,750 -Like what? -Like about you. 354 00:20:03,833 --> 00:20:05,500 Or whatever, Cassie. 355 00:20:05,583 --> 00:20:07,917 What do you mean, whatever? 356 00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:10,667 Like whatever the fuck you've done. 357 00:20:12,416 --> 00:20:14,458 What have I done, McKay? 358 00:20:15,458 --> 00:20:17,708 Look, I don't want to talk about this right now, Cass. 359 00:20:17,792 --> 00:20:19,249 We're in the middle of a fucking carnival. 360 00:20:19,333 --> 00:20:21,291 I don't know what you're talking about. 361 00:20:26,291 --> 00:20:29,500 It's not like it's that big of a fucking secret, Cassie. 362 00:20:33,875 --> 00:20:35,583 You know what? It's cool. 363 00:20:35,667 --> 00:20:39,583 We should just call it a night. I gotta get back, anyway. 364 00:20:44,500 --> 00:20:46,625 ♪ ♪ 365 00:20:53,166 --> 00:20:55,333 So, what you was lookin' for? 366 00:20:55,416 --> 00:20:59,375 -Molly. -Oh. She over there workin' at the pretzel stand. 367 00:20:59,917 --> 00:21:01,458 Thank you. 368 00:21:05,249 --> 00:21:07,999 ♪ ♪ 369 00:21:09,667 --> 00:21:11,333 Maddy: Hey. 370 00:21:11,792 --> 00:21:13,875 -Hey. -You're not having fun? 371 00:21:13,958 --> 00:21:16,208 -No. -Yeah, me, neither. 372 00:21:17,124 --> 00:21:18,999 You wanna do Molly? 373 00:21:20,041 --> 00:21:23,583 Welcome to Pretzelmania. Can I take your order? 374 00:21:23,667 --> 00:21:25,708 How many pretzels do you want? 375 00:21:25,792 --> 00:21:28,583 -We don't eat carbs. -Two, please. 376 00:21:28,667 --> 00:21:30,667 That'll be forty. 377 00:21:35,333 --> 00:21:37,583 So, you think Nate's cheating on you? 378 00:21:38,458 --> 00:21:41,708 I don't know. He's just been acting super-weird lately. 379 00:21:41,792 --> 00:21:44,541 ♪ ♪ 380 00:21:46,208 --> 00:21:48,541 Have you gone through his phone? 381 00:21:49,792 --> 00:21:52,416 I've never not gone through someone's phone. 382 00:21:52,500 --> 00:21:54,875 Bitch, you're my soul mate. 383 00:21:57,500 --> 00:21:59,500 Both: Thank you. 384 00:22:01,375 --> 00:22:03,249 Maddy: Yo, what's going on with you and McKay? 385 00:22:03,333 --> 00:22:04,875 I thought you two were in love. 386 00:22:04,958 --> 00:22:07,333 (Cassie scoffs) Nate asked McKay if were were in a relationship, 387 00:22:07,416 --> 00:22:09,541 and McKay said that we were just chillin'. 388 00:22:09,625 --> 00:22:11,208 -What? -Yeah. 389 00:22:11,291 --> 00:22:14,625 Honestly, fuck them both. 390 00:22:14,708 --> 00:22:15,958 Cassie: Right? 391 00:22:16,041 --> 00:22:18,041 Maddy: Okay, so if I tell you something, 392 00:22:18,124 --> 00:22:20,667 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 393 00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:22,208 Yeah. What? 394 00:22:23,750 --> 00:22:25,750 I went through Nate's phone. 395 00:22:26,625 --> 00:22:28,583 And it was weird. 396 00:22:29,792 --> 00:22:33,291 ♪ ♪ 397 00:22:39,583 --> 00:22:41,208 -Oh, my fucking God. -What? 398 00:22:41,291 --> 00:22:42,833 -That's him. -Who? 399 00:22:42,917 --> 00:22:44,416 The guy. 400 00:22:44,500 --> 00:22:47,416 -What guy? -The one from the motel. 401 00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:49,041 Okay, what guy are we looking at, exactly? 402 00:22:49,124 --> 00:22:51,625 Okay, the one in the apron, serving the chili. 403 00:22:51,708 --> 00:22:54,667 -I swear to God. -No fucking way. Jules, do you know who that is? 404 00:22:54,750 --> 00:22:57,416 -Yeah, the guy from the motel. -That's Cal Jacobs. 405 00:22:57,500 --> 00:22:59,458 -Who's that? -Nate Jacobs's dad. 406 00:22:59,541 --> 00:23:02,291 -That's Nate's dad? -Yes, that's Nate's dad. 407 00:23:02,375 --> 00:23:04,583 -No fucking way! -Yes, fucking way. 408 00:23:04,667 --> 00:23:06,625 -You're full of shit. -No way. 409 00:23:06,708 --> 00:23:07,999 You're full of shit. 410 00:23:08,792 --> 00:23:10,500 Do you-- Do you know who he is? 411 00:23:10,583 --> 00:23:12,667 He fucking owns half this town. He built it. 412 00:23:12,750 --> 00:23:14,708 All the apartment buildings past Kemper, they're his. 413 00:23:14,792 --> 00:23:16,291 -Rue, I swear to God. -There's no way. 414 00:23:16,375 --> 00:23:18,124 -That's the guy I fucked. -There's no way. 415 00:23:18,208 --> 00:23:19,541 Bullshit. 416 00:23:19,625 --> 00:23:21,750 I'm being a hundred percent serious. 417 00:23:21,833 --> 00:23:25,083 -You-- You don't believe me? -No, actually. 418 00:23:25,166 --> 00:23:27,625 -I don't. -Okay. Watch. 419 00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:40,458 -Jules: Excuse me, sir. -Cal: Hmm? 420 00:23:42,667 --> 00:23:44,833 Hi. Can I help you? 421 00:23:44,917 --> 00:23:47,958 Uh, can I please have a small cup of chili? 422 00:23:48,999 --> 00:23:50,500 Yeah, sure. 423 00:23:59,333 --> 00:24:01,458 ♪ ♪ 424 00:24:08,333 --> 00:24:09,833 Cal: Oh. 425 00:24:11,124 --> 00:24:12,333 Shoot. 426 00:24:12,416 --> 00:24:14,291 Sorry. 427 00:24:18,625 --> 00:24:21,708 Uh, it-- it's okay. It was my fault. 428 00:24:21,792 --> 00:24:23,667 I'll get you another cup. 429 00:24:24,999 --> 00:24:28,291 Hi. It's two dollars. All the proceeds go to the football team. 430 00:24:28,375 --> 00:24:30,541 Uh... cool. 431 00:24:30,875 --> 00:24:32,375 Thank you. 432 00:24:37,708 --> 00:24:39,833 ♪ ♪ 433 00:24:42,333 --> 00:24:43,541 Thanks. 434 00:24:47,708 --> 00:24:50,083 Aaron: Yo, Nate, who was that? 435 00:24:50,166 --> 00:24:52,541 Her name's Jules. She's new here. 436 00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,999 Aaron: She goes to East Highland? 437 00:24:56,249 --> 00:24:58,249 Yeah. She's a junior. 438 00:24:58,333 --> 00:24:59,875 Aaron: Damn. That's jailbait. 439 00:24:59,958 --> 00:25:02,458 That's too bad. 440 00:25:05,583 --> 00:25:07,833 -Rue: ...nuts! -Jules: Why the fuck did you let me do that? 441 00:25:07,917 --> 00:25:09,792 Rue: I didn't let you do that! You just fucking-- 442 00:25:09,875 --> 00:25:13,083 You just did it. You went over there and you did it. (scoffs) 443 00:25:13,166 --> 00:25:14,875 Did you see that his hands were fucking shaking? 444 00:25:14,958 --> 00:25:17,166 -Yes, and then he dropped-- -And then he fucking dropped the chili! 445 00:25:17,249 --> 00:25:18,999 -Oh, my God. -He dropped the fucking chili. 446 00:25:19,083 --> 00:25:21,541 Oh, he dropped the fucking chili. And then he-- 447 00:25:21,625 --> 00:25:23,083 And then you looked at me. 448 00:25:23,166 --> 00:25:25,249 Yeah, because I was screaming inside. 449 00:25:25,333 --> 00:25:27,792 Yeah, well, that made him fucking look at me. 450 00:25:27,875 --> 00:25:29,583 -He looked at me in the fucking eyes. -I'm sorry. 451 00:25:29,667 --> 00:25:31,833 (groans) I feel so bad. That was literally the meanest thing 452 00:25:31,917 --> 00:25:33,958 -I've ever done. -Oh, shit, hold on. It's my mom. 453 00:25:34,041 --> 00:25:35,416 Hey, Mom. 454 00:25:37,416 --> 00:25:39,041 Yeah. Yeah, no. 455 00:25:39,124 --> 00:25:42,792 Well, because she's been in the Gravitron for like 20 straight minutes. 456 00:25:43,999 --> 00:25:47,333 Yes, yes. I promise. We will be home by ten. 457 00:25:47,999 --> 00:25:50,083 Okay, I love you, too. 458 00:25:50,958 --> 00:25:53,541 Apparently, Gia's not answering her phone. 459 00:25:54,416 --> 00:25:56,792 -Jules: Uh... -It's just going straight to voicemail. 460 00:25:58,041 --> 00:26:00,291 (sniffs, sighs) 461 00:26:00,375 --> 00:26:01,750 (sniffs) 462 00:26:03,208 --> 00:26:04,750 It burns. 463 00:26:07,166 --> 00:26:09,833 Maddy: It's so weird to think that, like, 464 00:26:09,917 --> 00:26:12,124 no matter what happens, 465 00:26:12,208 --> 00:26:16,792 the universe is just out here giving, like, zero fucks. 466 00:26:17,541 --> 00:26:19,124 Wow. 467 00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:21,667 (laughing) 468 00:26:21,750 --> 00:26:24,833 -Gia: You look super cute. -Emma: Thanks. You, too. I love that shirt. 469 00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:27,875 Gia: Thank you. Even though I have the same body as Bruno Mars. 470 00:26:27,958 --> 00:26:29,792 -Shut up, you look hot. -No, I don't. 471 00:26:29,875 --> 00:26:33,083 -Yes, you do. -No, I don't, 'cause these right here, they're cutlets. 472 00:26:33,166 --> 00:26:36,291 Emma: No, they're not. Trust me, these guys are super chill, okay? 473 00:26:36,375 --> 00:26:37,750 Do not worry. 474 00:26:37,833 --> 00:26:39,792 -Your mom's, like, all organic, right? -Oh, yeah. Yeah. 475 00:26:39,875 --> 00:26:43,124 -There's your issue. -What do you mean? 476 00:26:43,208 --> 00:26:45,917 Uh, organic food doesn't have any good hormones. 477 00:26:45,999 --> 00:26:49,083 You gotta get her to buy, like, the regular stuff, okay? 478 00:26:49,166 --> 00:26:50,667 What's the regular stuff? 479 00:26:50,750 --> 00:26:53,041 -Trust me. Oh, and milk, and milk. -Gia: No! 480 00:26:53,124 --> 00:26:55,708 -I hate milk! -At least three glasses a day. Three glasses. 481 00:26:55,792 --> 00:26:58,708 Emma: That's how I went from a small A to a full B. 482 00:26:58,792 --> 00:26:59,917 -(Gia groans) -Mm-hmm. 483 00:26:59,999 --> 00:27:01,667 -Fine, I'll try it. -I'm telling you. 484 00:27:01,750 --> 00:27:04,124 -You gotta do it. -How old are the boys again? 485 00:27:04,208 --> 00:27:05,708 They're, like, our age. Yeah. 486 00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:07,958 -(Ethan laughs) -Kat: That's a lot. 487 00:27:08,041 --> 00:27:09,833 -I know. -They are so good. 488 00:27:09,917 --> 00:27:12,375 -Right? -I could drink these, like, every day of my life. 489 00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:16,124 Yes. Uh, how 'bout you grab another slushie, 490 00:27:16,208 --> 00:27:20,583 I go get more tickets, and then get super drunk and ride the Ferris wheel? 491 00:27:20,667 --> 00:27:22,166 Deal. 492 00:27:22,249 --> 00:27:24,124 -Okay. -Okay. All right. 493 00:27:24,208 --> 00:27:25,583 -All right. -(both laugh) 494 00:27:27,999 --> 00:27:30,166 -Thank you. -No problem. 495 00:27:38,041 --> 00:27:42,208 ♪ ♪ 496 00:27:49,500 --> 00:27:51,041 Just tell your sister I really need her 497 00:27:51,124 --> 00:27:53,375 -to cover my shift on Wednesday. -Okay. 498 00:27:53,458 --> 00:27:55,958 For real. She's not answering any of my texts. 499 00:27:56,041 --> 00:27:57,999 I promise you I will say something. 500 00:27:58,083 --> 00:28:00,833 Becky: I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend's family for the first time. 501 00:28:00,917 --> 00:28:02,500 It's really important. 502 00:28:02,583 --> 00:28:04,166 Yeah, I got you. 503 00:28:04,249 --> 00:28:06,416 Thank you. You're the best. 504 00:28:11,500 --> 00:28:13,583 ♪ ♪ 505 00:28:17,917 --> 00:28:21,124 -Maddy: Honestly, fuck that whole family. -Cassie: For real. 506 00:28:21,208 --> 00:28:23,833 'Cause right now I'm looking at a thousand versions of myself, 507 00:28:23,917 --> 00:28:27,249 and not only do I look good, I fucking feel good. 508 00:28:27,333 --> 00:28:29,375 -It's a bitch. -So, if they've got something to say, 509 00:28:29,458 --> 00:28:31,291 they should just say it to my face, right? 510 00:28:31,375 --> 00:28:34,291 -Or you could just say it to their fucking face. -Right? 511 00:28:34,375 --> 00:28:36,500 That's what I would do. 512 00:28:36,583 --> 00:28:40,291 -I feel like this is a turning point. -Totally. 513 00:28:40,375 --> 00:28:43,583 We should just pick the hottest, 514 00:28:43,667 --> 00:28:47,708 most confident, bad bitch version of ourselves, 515 00:28:47,792 --> 00:28:50,500 and be that for the rest of the school year. 516 00:28:50,583 --> 00:28:53,249 -Maddy: Yo. -(both laugh) 517 00:28:53,333 --> 00:28:56,208 And this year's winner of the chili cook-off is... 518 00:28:56,291 --> 00:28:58,208 Cal Jacobs! 519 00:28:58,291 --> 00:29:02,208 -(crowd cheering) -Make it six years and running! 520 00:29:02,291 --> 00:29:05,124 (cheering, whistling) 521 00:29:11,333 --> 00:29:13,833 ♪ ♪ 522 00:29:19,708 --> 00:29:21,166 Yeah, I'm not supposed to be here right now, 523 00:29:21,249 --> 00:29:22,875 because I'm dressed like a hooker, 524 00:29:22,958 --> 00:29:24,583 and none of you like me, 525 00:29:24,667 --> 00:29:26,500 but I just wanted to say congratulations. 526 00:29:26,583 --> 00:29:28,041 Nate: Maddy, get out of-- 527 00:29:28,124 --> 00:29:30,333 -(clattering) -Crowd: Ooh! 528 00:29:30,416 --> 00:29:32,166 What in God's name is your problem? 529 00:29:32,249 --> 00:29:35,041 -You, cunt. -(crowd gasps) 530 00:29:43,041 --> 00:29:45,958 -Hey. -'Sup, Cass? 531 00:29:47,541 --> 00:29:49,917 You wanna ride the carousel? 532 00:29:49,999 --> 00:29:51,166 Daniel: Cool. 533 00:29:51,999 --> 00:29:54,500 Shit. She's not answering. 534 00:29:54,583 --> 00:29:57,750 -It's just going straight to voicemail. -I mean, she can't be too far. 535 00:29:57,833 --> 00:30:00,291 Well, I have to get her home in like, 30 minutes. 536 00:30:00,375 --> 00:30:02,583 -Gia! -Gia! 537 00:30:02,667 --> 00:30:04,708 Excuse me. Sorry. 538 00:30:06,375 --> 00:30:07,833 Gia! 539 00:30:10,166 --> 00:30:12,541 -Gia! -Rue: Gia! 540 00:30:15,541 --> 00:30:17,792 Fuck. Okay. Uh... 541 00:30:17,875 --> 00:30:19,667 It'd be faster if we split up. 542 00:30:19,750 --> 00:30:22,333 -Yeah. Okay. Text me. Thank you. -Okay. 543 00:30:23,541 --> 00:30:25,375 -(Maddy giggling) -Nate: I'm not gonna let you fucking embarrass me 544 00:30:25,458 --> 00:30:27,291 like that again, I swear to fucking God. 545 00:30:27,375 --> 00:30:28,625 (Maddy giggles) 546 00:30:28,708 --> 00:30:30,458 Nate: Shut the fuck up! I'm fucking done with you! 547 00:30:30,541 --> 00:30:32,083 -I'm so fucking done with you. -Maddy: So what else is new? 548 00:30:32,166 --> 00:30:33,792 -I'm not fucking joking. -Yeah, fucking right. (giggles) 549 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:36,083 Calling my mom a cunt. What the fuck is actually wrong 550 00:30:36,166 --> 00:30:37,833 -with your fucking brain? -I think you're overreacting. 551 00:30:37,917 --> 00:30:39,667 -(Nate slaps) -(thuds) 552 00:30:39,750 --> 00:30:41,792 -(breathing heavily) -(Maddy wheezes) 553 00:30:41,875 --> 00:30:43,416 You're fucking dead to me. 554 00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,249 -(Maddy wheezes) -Fuck you. 555 00:30:46,333 --> 00:30:47,999 (gasps) 556 00:30:48,083 --> 00:30:50,917 -I do have one question, though. -Yo, what? 557 00:30:54,500 --> 00:30:58,583 Aaron: Man, I'm telling you, that girl has some real, fucking issues. 558 00:30:58,667 --> 00:31:00,708 I have to use the bathroom. 559 00:31:00,792 --> 00:31:04,041 -(fireworks popping, whistling) -Gia! 560 00:31:06,416 --> 00:31:07,792 Gia! 561 00:31:09,249 --> 00:31:10,458 Gia! 562 00:31:11,833 --> 00:31:15,416 ♪ ♪ 563 00:31:23,458 --> 00:31:25,500 ♪ ♪ 564 00:31:39,166 --> 00:31:41,291 ♪ ♪ 565 00:31:44,792 --> 00:31:46,667 Got an extra cigarette? 566 00:32:01,416 --> 00:32:03,124 (moans) 567 00:32:04,917 --> 00:32:07,041 (laughs) 568 00:32:10,416 --> 00:32:12,166 (Cassie squeals) 569 00:32:19,041 --> 00:32:21,291 Damn, you're so fucking hot. 570 00:32:21,375 --> 00:32:23,291 (Cassie laughs) 571 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:25,999 I could ride the carousel for hours! 572 00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:27,875 (laughs) 573 00:32:29,333 --> 00:32:31,625 -Emma. Yo. -Yo, Rue. What up? 574 00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:35,124 -Have you seen Gia? -Yeah, like, over there. 575 00:32:35,208 --> 00:32:38,249 -Over where? Where is she? -You know. Like, the Gravitron. 576 00:32:38,333 --> 00:32:41,291 -Is she in the Gravitron? -No, she's like, by it. 577 00:32:41,375 --> 00:32:43,875 I-- I really have to pee. 578 00:32:47,792 --> 00:32:50,833 (fireworks whistling, popping) 579 00:32:53,375 --> 00:32:54,875 Jules: Gia! 580 00:33:04,541 --> 00:33:05,708 Gia! 581 00:33:06,541 --> 00:33:07,333 Gia! 582 00:33:07,416 --> 00:33:09,999 Aren't you Luke Kasten? 583 00:33:10,083 --> 00:33:11,291 Yeah. 584 00:33:11,375 --> 00:33:13,667 You used to go to East Highland, right? 585 00:33:13,750 --> 00:33:16,750 Yeah, like, fuckin' forever ago. 586 00:33:17,875 --> 00:33:21,291 I used to hear stories about you, like, all the time in middle school. 587 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:23,750 Oh, yeah? What kind of stories? 588 00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:27,833 That you had a... 589 00:33:27,917 --> 00:33:31,041 have a really big dick and fucked every girl in your grade. 590 00:33:33,208 --> 00:33:35,124 Basically. 591 00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:37,541 That's cool. 592 00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:41,583 How old are you? 593 00:33:44,833 --> 00:33:46,249 Sixteen. 594 00:33:51,249 --> 00:33:53,375 ♪ ♪ 595 00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:10,124 (Cassie moaning) 596 00:34:15,333 --> 00:34:16,541 (moans) 597 00:34:16,625 --> 00:34:18,124 I'm just saying, as your girlfriend, 598 00:34:18,208 --> 00:34:19,875 those pictures are a little suspicious. 599 00:34:19,958 --> 00:34:21,249 Nate: It's not what it looks like. 600 00:34:21,333 --> 00:34:22,958 Yeah? Well, then, explain to me why you have 601 00:34:23,041 --> 00:34:25,583 someone else's dick in your phone. 602 00:34:25,667 --> 00:34:27,541 It's really fucking complicated. 603 00:34:27,625 --> 00:34:30,124 How many reasons could there be? 604 00:34:30,208 --> 00:34:32,124 I can't explain it to you right now. 605 00:34:32,208 --> 00:34:34,208 Yeah, what does that mean? 606 00:34:34,291 --> 00:34:37,458 Look, I'm going through a lot of shit right now. 607 00:34:39,416 --> 00:34:41,625 I need-- I just-- I need you to promise me 608 00:34:41,708 --> 00:34:43,291 that you're not gonna tell a soul. 609 00:34:43,375 --> 00:34:45,333 I am not gonna tell anyone, I promise. 610 00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:47,999 -Like, on your life. -Yeah, on my life. 611 00:34:48,083 --> 00:34:51,333 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 612 00:34:52,792 --> 00:34:54,625 I am sorry. 613 00:34:59,041 --> 00:35:00,708 I'm sorry. 614 00:35:02,667 --> 00:35:04,583 (sniffles) 615 00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:06,333 I love you. 616 00:35:06,917 --> 00:35:08,833 Maddy, I love you. 617 00:35:11,291 --> 00:35:12,792 I got a lot of sh... 618 00:35:12,875 --> 00:35:15,833 a lot of shit going on right now and I'm really confused. 619 00:35:16,333 --> 00:35:18,375 I don't know what to do. 620 00:35:20,458 --> 00:35:23,999 (noisy chattering) 621 00:35:32,333 --> 00:35:34,541 (fireworks crackling) 622 00:36:00,833 --> 00:36:04,625 ♪ ♪ 623 00:36:04,708 --> 00:36:09,416 (moaning) 624 00:36:10,917 --> 00:36:13,750 (breathing heavily) 625 00:36:13,833 --> 00:36:15,958 (moaning loudly) 626 00:36:21,208 --> 00:36:22,958 (shudders, gasps) 627 00:36:23,041 --> 00:36:25,208 (voices murmuring) 628 00:36:31,416 --> 00:36:35,458 (voices murmuring) 629 00:36:35,541 --> 00:36:36,958 Man: Mmm! 630 00:36:39,833 --> 00:36:42,917 Ho, ho, ho. Nasty! 631 00:36:51,458 --> 00:36:54,166 (gasping) 632 00:36:54,833 --> 00:36:56,291 (grunts) 633 00:37:02,333 --> 00:37:03,958 (grunts) 634 00:37:07,792 --> 00:37:10,124 (Troy chattering indistinctly) 635 00:37:10,208 --> 00:37:11,833 Gia! 636 00:37:13,792 --> 00:37:16,375 What the hell? I've been calling you. 637 00:37:16,458 --> 00:37:18,166 Rue. 638 00:37:20,291 --> 00:37:23,458 -Are you stoned right now? -Nah. Um-mm. 639 00:37:24,416 --> 00:37:26,541 -(laughs) -(all laugh) 640 00:37:26,625 --> 00:37:28,708 -Troy: We're just chillin'. -Gia: Yeah, that's my sister. 641 00:37:28,792 --> 00:37:30,249 -Yo, Roy. -What's up? 642 00:37:30,333 --> 00:37:31,999 This is Rue's little sis. 643 00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:34,583 Oh, yeah. I knew that by the way she was hittin' the weed. 644 00:37:34,667 --> 00:37:37,208 -(laughter) -That's me. 645 00:37:37,291 --> 00:37:38,917 All right, Gia, get up. Let's go. 646 00:37:38,999 --> 00:37:40,999 Troy: What do you mean, let's go? You see we're having 647 00:37:41,083 --> 00:37:42,625 a funky good time. 648 00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:45,166 -That's great. -I'm having the best time. 649 00:37:45,249 --> 00:37:47,708 -We need to go, now. -We having the best time. 650 00:37:47,792 --> 00:37:49,416 Gia, get the fuck up and let's go. 651 00:37:49,500 --> 00:37:50,917 -I'm not playing with you. Let's go. -Troy: Wow. 652 00:37:50,999 --> 00:37:52,999 What'd you do? Decide to just clean up, 653 00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:55,291 -and, like, oh, I wanna become a mom? Like... -Right? 654 00:37:55,375 --> 00:37:57,333 -Relax. -Rue: Gia, get the fuck up. Let's go. 655 00:37:57,416 --> 00:37:59,083 -Now. -Mom. What's your problem, Mom? 656 00:37:59,166 --> 00:38:02,875 -Hey, if she's a mom, you know she a MILF. -(laughter) 657 00:38:04,208 --> 00:38:06,083 -(laughing) -Get up. 658 00:38:06,166 --> 00:38:08,833 Yo, for real. When'd you become such a bitch? 659 00:38:08,917 --> 00:38:10,875 (snickers) 660 00:38:13,166 --> 00:38:14,667 Excuse me? 661 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:17,249 Was it after you fuckin' OD'd? 662 00:38:19,708 --> 00:38:23,291 Troy: Yeah. It's good. I know it's only weed, 663 00:38:23,375 --> 00:38:25,750 but you might get addicted. 664 00:38:28,208 --> 00:38:29,458 Get up. 665 00:38:29,541 --> 00:38:32,166 Just hope you don't get addicted again. 666 00:38:33,708 --> 00:38:35,500 All I'm saying is, if I were you, 667 00:38:35,583 --> 00:38:37,708 I wouldn't be taking advice from her. 668 00:38:39,667 --> 00:38:42,166 Troy: Yo. Text me. 669 00:38:42,917 --> 00:38:45,166 Rue: Don't do that shit again, all right? 670 00:38:45,249 --> 00:38:47,500 You fucking scared me. 671 00:38:48,291 --> 00:38:49,917 (phone chimes) 672 00:38:53,458 --> 00:38:54,917 (phone bloops) 673 00:38:59,625 --> 00:39:00,917 Cal: Hey. 674 00:39:04,792 --> 00:39:08,333 Look, I know you have the power to ruin my life right now. 675 00:39:08,416 --> 00:39:10,833 I'm begging you, 676 00:39:10,917 --> 00:39:13,333 pleading with you, 677 00:39:13,416 --> 00:39:15,083 please don't. 678 00:39:16,416 --> 00:39:19,333 I know you already told your friend. I saw her look at me. 679 00:39:19,416 --> 00:39:21,583 She won't tell anyone. 680 00:39:21,917 --> 00:39:24,667 -I promise. -'Cause if this ever came out, 681 00:39:24,750 --> 00:39:27,958 I'd lose everything. I'd lose everything. 682 00:39:30,583 --> 00:39:32,708 I'll do whatever you want me to do. 683 00:39:37,999 --> 00:39:43,291 I have no intention of, like, hurting you or anything. 684 00:39:46,583 --> 00:39:48,792 I'm sorry about earlier. 685 00:39:49,792 --> 00:39:51,792 That was kind of dumb. 686 00:39:54,249 --> 00:39:55,792 That's okay. 687 00:39:57,792 --> 00:39:59,750 I just wanted to... 688 00:40:00,124 --> 00:40:01,917 It won't be a thing. 689 00:40:02,625 --> 00:40:05,416 -Don't worry. -Thank you. 690 00:40:06,958 --> 00:40:08,667 Thank you so much. 691 00:40:21,750 --> 00:40:23,333 (phone dings) 692 00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:45,708 Where were you? 693 00:40:45,792 --> 00:40:51,833 -What's wrong? -I just think the Molly's, like, way too strong or something. 694 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:03,875 So... did you come? 695 00:41:03,958 --> 00:41:05,375 No. 696 00:41:15,667 --> 00:41:17,917 Uh, do you think Mom's gonna be 697 00:41:17,999 --> 00:41:20,166 sitting in the living room when we get there? 698 00:41:20,249 --> 00:41:22,750 -No, she won't. -Okay. 699 00:41:23,958 --> 00:41:26,041 Because, if, um... 700 00:41:26,750 --> 00:41:29,500 If I walked in there, I wouldn't know what to say. 701 00:41:29,583 --> 00:41:33,041 -I wouldn't say hi. -No, she's-- She's gonna be in her bed. 702 00:41:33,124 --> 00:41:35,750 Trust me. Look, I need you, when we get home, 703 00:41:35,833 --> 00:41:38,625 to just go straight to your room and hide under the covers. Okay? 704 00:41:38,708 --> 00:41:40,833 Just let me deal with her. 705 00:41:40,917 --> 00:41:43,458 Wh-what are you gonna tell her? 706 00:41:43,541 --> 00:41:46,917 (sighs) I don't know yet. 707 00:41:46,999 --> 00:41:50,750 -(giggles) -What are you laughing at? 708 00:41:52,041 --> 00:41:55,541 -You good? (laughs) -(Gia giggles) 709 00:41:56,041 --> 00:41:57,500 Rue: Come here. 710 00:41:57,583 --> 00:41:59,375 (chattering) 711 00:41:59,458 --> 00:42:01,291 (both laughing) 712 00:42:02,416 --> 00:42:04,333 (Gia giggles) 713 00:42:04,416 --> 00:42:07,999 She's still a little sick from riding the Gravitron so many times. 714 00:42:08,083 --> 00:42:11,708 -Leslie: Should I check on her? -Oh, no. It's good. I got it. 715 00:42:13,375 --> 00:42:16,541 Thank you for looking out for her tonight. 716 00:42:17,958 --> 00:42:19,833 -Of course. -Love you. 717 00:42:19,917 --> 00:42:23,625 -Love you, too. Good night, Mom. -Good night. 718 00:42:34,375 --> 00:42:36,958 (TV playing indistinctly) 719 00:43:05,208 --> 00:43:06,999 (sighs) 720 00:43:07,083 --> 00:43:10,333 (sniffling, sobbing) 721 00:43:14,500 --> 00:43:16,625 (crickets chirring) 722 00:43:36,500 --> 00:43:38,500 (Marsha sighs, scoffs) 723 00:43:39,917 --> 00:43:41,958 Marsha: Hey. Shut the door. 724 00:43:45,208 --> 00:43:46,999 (door closes) 725 00:43:53,792 --> 00:43:55,208 (lock clicks) 726 00:44:08,041 --> 00:44:10,416 (cases clacking) 727 00:44:16,500 --> 00:44:19,041 (clacking continues) 728 00:44:28,708 --> 00:44:30,750 ♪ ♪ 729 00:44:51,291 --> 00:44:53,416 ♪ ♪ 730 00:45:04,166 --> 00:45:05,958 (phone bloops) 731 00:45:12,750 --> 00:45:14,500 (sighs) 732 00:45:22,792 --> 00:45:23,958 Jules: Hey. 733 00:45:26,083 --> 00:45:27,333 Tyler? 734 00:45:35,291 --> 00:45:38,625 ♪ ♪ 735 00:45:45,667 --> 00:45:46,833 No. No! 736 00:45:46,917 --> 00:45:49,208 No, I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm not. 737 00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,375 I'm not here to hurt you. 738 00:45:51,458 --> 00:45:54,083 I know that you have these ideas about me, 739 00:45:54,166 --> 00:45:56,667 based on the first time that we met, and I understand that. 740 00:45:57,833 --> 00:46:00,166 But I'm not the person that you met that night. 741 00:46:00,999 --> 00:46:02,500 Can you let go of me? 742 00:46:10,458 --> 00:46:14,541 ♪ ♪ 743 00:46:19,249 --> 00:46:22,291 You know, over the past few weeks... 744 00:46:23,500 --> 00:46:25,208 I've spent... 745 00:46:26,625 --> 00:46:29,708 every moment of every day getting to know you. 746 00:46:32,166 --> 00:46:33,833 At night... 747 00:46:34,500 --> 00:46:36,333 I fall asleep to you. 748 00:46:37,708 --> 00:46:39,875 And in the morning... 749 00:46:40,833 --> 00:46:42,708 I wake up to you. 750 00:46:44,708 --> 00:46:49,500 I kind of feel closer to you than I do to anyone in the whole world. 751 00:46:53,083 --> 00:46:55,999 (sniffles) I don't trust you, Nate. 752 00:47:00,541 --> 00:47:02,667 I don't trust you, either. 753 00:47:30,875 --> 00:47:34,041 -(whispers): Open your mouth. -(whispers) Nate... 754 00:47:34,124 --> 00:47:35,625 Wider. 755 00:47:38,999 --> 00:47:41,291 Nate. Nate, stop. 756 00:47:43,416 --> 00:47:46,083 God, are you broken inside. 757 00:47:47,291 --> 00:47:49,958 And that's precisely why I don't trust you. 758 00:47:53,625 --> 00:47:57,083 Because you're so broken you don't even trust yourself. 759 00:47:59,208 --> 00:48:01,416 And that's scary. 760 00:48:02,291 --> 00:48:05,917 Not just for you, but for me. 761 00:48:05,999 --> 00:48:08,541 And for my entire family. 762 00:48:08,625 --> 00:48:10,583 (phone buzzes) 763 00:48:10,999 --> 00:48:14,249 I wouldn't answer that. You're gonna wanna hear this. 764 00:48:14,333 --> 00:48:17,500 Over the last three weeks, 765 00:48:17,583 --> 00:48:21,291 you have knowingly produced and distributed child pornography. 766 00:48:21,792 --> 00:48:25,249 Including obscene images that were taken on school property. 767 00:48:25,333 --> 00:48:28,041 I've compiled all these photos, 768 00:48:28,124 --> 00:48:32,625 along with an IP address, and an account that's linked to your name. 769 00:48:34,541 --> 00:48:38,458 I don't know if you're familiar with child pornography laws in this state. 770 00:48:39,833 --> 00:48:43,625 But they apply to minors just as they apply to adults. 771 00:48:44,833 --> 00:48:46,792 I sent them to you. 772 00:48:46,875 --> 00:48:48,917 No. You sent them 773 00:48:48,999 --> 00:48:52,166 to an account of a person that doesn't fucking exist. 774 00:48:52,999 --> 00:48:57,208 And I mean, anyone can anonymously report child pornography, right? 775 00:48:59,541 --> 00:49:02,249 -Then I'd tell them everything. -Okay. 776 00:49:02,333 --> 00:49:05,500 You could do that, but, um... 777 00:49:05,583 --> 00:49:08,875 here's what would definitely happen. 778 00:49:10,041 --> 00:49:12,958 You'd end up on a sex offenders list. 779 00:49:14,041 --> 00:49:16,833 It means no more college. 780 00:49:17,875 --> 00:49:21,625 It's gonna be very fucking difficult to find a job. 781 00:49:24,541 --> 00:49:26,875 And everywhere you go, 782 00:49:26,958 --> 00:49:29,500 for the rest of your life, 783 00:49:29,583 --> 00:49:32,166 you'll be harassed, and spat at, 784 00:49:32,249 --> 00:49:34,208 and treated like a fucking animal. 785 00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:39,833 You deserve better than that. 'Cause I know you. 786 00:49:41,708 --> 00:49:44,208 You're kind. 787 00:49:44,999 --> 00:49:47,875 You're smart. You're generous. 788 00:49:47,958 --> 00:49:49,708 You got a big heart. 789 00:49:49,792 --> 00:49:54,541 You deserve whatever the fuck it is in this world that you want. 790 00:49:56,500 --> 00:49:58,124 So keep your head down. 791 00:49:58,208 --> 00:50:00,375 Keep your mouth shut. 792 00:50:02,124 --> 00:50:04,667 Don't try to ruin my life, 793 00:50:04,750 --> 00:50:07,583 and I won't have to ruin yours. 794 00:50:10,583 --> 00:50:12,875 You know what I think? 795 00:50:13,999 --> 00:50:18,083 I think you're a fucking faggot, just like your daddy. 796 00:50:18,166 --> 00:50:19,458 (slapping) 797 00:50:19,541 --> 00:50:23,249 -(breathes heavily) -(Jules gasping) 798 00:50:30,375 --> 00:50:32,249 You have a nice night. 799 00:50:41,792 --> 00:50:43,917 ♪ ♪ 800 00:51:04,500 --> 00:51:06,458 (soft knocking) 801 00:51:08,249 --> 00:51:09,833 (knocking continues) 802 00:51:20,500 --> 00:51:25,667 -Hey. -Hey. Do you think I could, uh, sleep over? 803 00:51:26,375 --> 00:51:28,999 Yeah. Yeah, of course. Come on. 804 00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:09,249 Is everything okay? 805 00:52:16,291 --> 00:52:18,083 Um... 806 00:52:18,166 --> 00:52:20,041 Here. 807 00:52:21,875 --> 00:52:24,667 So how'd the date go with Tyler? 808 00:52:24,750 --> 00:52:26,083 Um... 809 00:52:35,917 --> 00:52:38,667 He didn't look like his picture. 810 00:52:57,041 --> 00:52:58,917 Come here. 811 00:53:04,083 --> 00:53:07,583 ♪ ♪ 812 00:53:21,083 --> 00:53:23,249 Are you sure you're okay? 813 00:53:47,333 --> 00:53:50,625 ♪ ♪ 814 00:54:11,249 --> 00:54:15,541 ♪ ♪ 815 00:54:28,999 --> 00:54:30,500 What? 816 00:54:33,416 --> 00:54:36,667 ♪ ♪ 817 00:55:12,083 --> 00:55:14,208 ♪ ♪