1 00:00:16,083 --> 00:00:17,958 MAN: I heard there's a recording of you 2 00:00:18,708 --> 00:00:21,124 engaged in sexual activity. 3 00:00:22,124 --> 00:00:23,416 Holy shit. 4 00:00:25,333 --> 00:00:27,458 RUE BENNETT: For the first time since getting out of rehab, 5 00:00:27,541 --> 00:00:28,917 I was feeling good about the world. 6 00:00:30,249 --> 00:00:31,625 Keep your mouth shut. 7 00:00:32,416 --> 00:00:34,291 These dudes ain't fucking around. 8 00:00:35,333 --> 00:00:36,917 MOUSE: Come on, just try it. 9 00:00:37,917 --> 00:00:39,208 TEENAGE BOY: (DISTORTED) You're so hot. 10 00:00:39,708 --> 00:00:41,583 MADDY: I'm just trying to get back at my ex-boyfriend. 11 00:00:42,875 --> 00:00:44,458 TYLER: Let me take you out tonight. 12 00:00:46,792 --> 00:00:47,958 Hey, I'm Ethan. 13 00:00:48,208 --> 00:00:49,208 I'm Kat. 14 00:00:49,958 --> 00:00:52,583 WOMAN: Cassie's smitten like a kitten with you. 15 00:00:52,958 --> 00:00:55,291 CHRIS MCKAY: Why you gotta make everything so sexual? 16 00:00:57,958 --> 00:00:58,958 (PHONE PINGS) 17 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:27,249 Rue: When Kat was 11 years old, 18 00:01:27,333 --> 00:01:28,667 she went on a family vacation to Sandals, Jamaica. 19 00:01:28,750 --> 00:01:30,416 (Kat screaming) 20 00:01:30,500 --> 00:01:31,958 I need help! 21 00:01:32,041 --> 00:01:36,583 Someone get this jellyfish off me! 22 00:01:36,667 --> 00:01:37,958 -Help me! -Rue: She quickly discovered that she hated the ocean... 23 00:01:43,416 --> 00:01:48,416 -...but fucking loved virgin piña coladas. - ♪ Oh! Feels so good! ♪ 24 00:01:48,500 --> 00:01:51,249 Rue: Up until that moment, Kat had a relatively good life. 25 00:01:51,333 --> 00:01:54,667 I mean, life wasn't amazing, 26 00:01:54,750 --> 00:01:57,208 but it's not like she fantasized about killing herself. 27 00:01:57,291 --> 00:02:01,208 It was good enough. She was popular enough, smart enough. 28 00:02:01,291 --> 00:02:05,833 The only thing that was, like, actually amazing was Daniel. 29 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:09,667 Daniel was like a dream, like, gorgeous, 30 00:02:09,750 --> 00:02:11,792 like, really nice. 31 00:02:11,875 --> 00:02:13,458 Like, the kind of boy that would text her 32 00:02:13,541 --> 00:02:14,541 every night before bed and say... 33 00:02:16,375 --> 00:02:21,792 And the kind of boy that would meet her outside of school every morning 34 00:02:21,875 --> 00:02:24,208 just to make sure he could hold her hand as they walked down the hall. 35 00:02:24,291 --> 00:02:28,208 She could never figure out why Daniel chose her, 36 00:02:28,291 --> 00:02:30,541 what Daniel actually liked or loved about her. 37 00:02:30,625 --> 00:02:32,958 She just knew it felt really good. 38 00:02:33,041 --> 00:02:35,625 -(bell ringing) - Whatever. It didn't matter. 39 00:02:35,708 --> 00:02:36,458 It's better not to jinx these things. 40 00:02:36,541 --> 00:02:38,124 (slurping) 41 00:02:38,208 --> 00:02:41,458 -Can I have another one? -Sure. 42 00:02:41,541 --> 00:02:43,750 -♪ Oh! ♪ -(slurping) 43 00:02:43,833 --> 00:02:46,708 Rue: During her eight-day stay on that stupid island, 44 00:02:46,792 --> 00:02:48,917 Kat drank 72 virgin piña coladas. 45 00:02:49,583 --> 00:02:51,249 She was in heaven. 46 00:02:55,667 --> 00:02:58,458 And then she got home. 47 00:02:58,541 --> 00:03:00,166 ♪ Heavyweight champion of the world! ♪ 48 00:03:00,249 --> 00:03:04,333 Oh, my God. What happened? 49 00:03:04,416 --> 00:03:09,124 Rue: When Kat had left for Jamaica, she was 107 pounds, 50 00:03:09,208 --> 00:03:11,249 when she returned, she weighed in at whopping... 51 00:03:11,333 --> 00:03:14,249 (breath quivers) 52 00:03:14,333 --> 00:03:17,541 -Kat: Get up. -Rue: Despite being five-two, 53 00:03:17,625 --> 00:03:19,667 - which was tall for her age... -(groaning) 54 00:03:19,750 --> 00:03:22,166 ...her body was not prepared to house the extra 20 pounds. 55 00:03:22,249 --> 00:03:23,875 -(groaning) -Rue: It was noticeable. 56 00:03:23,958 --> 00:03:26,333 (screaming) 57 00:03:26,416 --> 00:03:27,917 (phone dings) 58 00:03:30,083 --> 00:03:33,166 (sobbing) 59 00:03:33,249 --> 00:03:34,958 -Rue: Kat did her best to minimize the fallout. -(sighs) 60 00:03:39,291 --> 00:03:41,333 (sighs) 61 00:03:43,833 --> 00:03:48,041 -You're wearing two sweatshirts? -No. 62 00:03:48,124 --> 00:03:52,333 Rue: At least Daniel didn't make a big deal out of it. 63 00:03:52,416 --> 00:03:55,833 That's why she liked him. He didn't care about what people thought. 64 00:03:55,917 --> 00:03:58,375 He liked her for whatever reasons he liked her, 65 00:03:58,458 --> 00:04:00,208 and 20 stupid pounds would never change that. 66 00:04:00,291 --> 00:04:02,792 (bell rings) 67 00:04:02,875 --> 00:04:04,083 Until fourth period. 68 00:04:11,208 --> 00:04:15,750 It wasn't even in Daniel's handwriting. 69 00:04:15,833 --> 00:04:17,291 It was Kendra Sutherland's. 70 00:04:20,667 --> 00:04:22,792 Whatever. 71 00:04:22,875 --> 00:04:25,291 Fuck her. Fuck him. 72 00:04:25,375 --> 00:04:28,792 She didn't actually love Daniel. She was 11. 73 00:04:28,875 --> 00:04:31,583 And when you're 11, you fall in love with, like, everyone and everything. 74 00:04:31,667 --> 00:04:33,583 -It's not real love. -(Kat sobbing softly) 75 00:04:33,667 --> 00:04:35,875 Real love is when you can't exist without someone, 76 00:04:35,958 --> 00:04:39,083 when you'd rather die than be apart, 77 00:04:39,166 --> 00:04:40,958 and the whole world goes dark, and nothing else matters 78 00:04:41,041 --> 00:04:41,958 but the person standing in front of you. 79 00:04:42,041 --> 00:04:45,083 I just want you to know I'm in. I am all in. 80 00:04:45,166 --> 00:04:47,917 For the first time in 140 years, 81 00:04:47,999 --> 00:04:51,249 I felt something I thought had been lost to me forever. 82 00:04:51,333 --> 00:04:54,208 Say you'll wait for me. 83 00:04:54,291 --> 00:04:56,708 We love each other. 84 00:04:56,792 --> 00:04:59,625 Rue: That's real love, and those were real men. 85 00:04:59,708 --> 00:05:02,375 Men who'd never leave her, 86 00:05:02,458 --> 00:05:05,583 -disappoint her, break her heart. -(crunching) 87 00:05:05,667 --> 00:05:07,833 Real men whose love would spark and ignite and inspire. 88 00:05:12,750 --> 00:05:17,291 The summer before high school she started writing fan fiction. 89 00:05:17,375 --> 00:05:19,041 By the year's end, she had become 90 00:05:19,124 --> 00:05:22,124 one of the most prolific smut writers on Tumblr. 91 00:05:22,208 --> 00:05:24,124 She was known for her AU crossovers 92 00:05:24,208 --> 00:05:27,333 and her consistent NC-17 ratings. 93 00:05:27,416 --> 00:05:30,792 But what made her famous was her story, "The First Night," 94 00:05:30,875 --> 00:05:33,999 a 7,000-word fic that was largely credited 95 00:05:34,083 --> 00:05:35,833 with starting the "Larry Stylinson" conspiracy theory. 96 00:05:35,917 --> 00:05:38,708 ♪ Uh-oh, oh, oh! ♪ 97 00:05:38,792 --> 00:05:40,750 That Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson of One Direction 98 00:05:40,833 --> 00:05:43,124 were secretly fucking. 99 00:05:43,208 --> 00:05:44,833 "It's the first night of the 'Take Me Home' tour." 100 00:05:44,917 --> 00:05:46,667 (crowd cheering) 101 00:05:46,750 --> 00:05:49,875 Musician: London, we've got a little song for you tonight! 102 00:05:49,958 --> 00:05:52,333 Rue: "Louis was unusually nervous. 103 00:05:52,416 --> 00:05:55,625 "His mouth was dry, palms sweating, 104 00:05:55,708 --> 00:05:57,625 "when suddenly, he felt the press of Harry's body from behind. 105 00:05:57,708 --> 00:05:59,541 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪ 106 00:05:59,625 --> 00:06:01,166 Rue: "Harry can sense the nervous tension 107 00:06:01,249 --> 00:06:03,291 "running through Louis's stiff body. 108 00:06:03,375 --> 00:06:05,917 -"'What are you doing?' -'To calm your nerves.' 109 00:06:05,999 --> 00:06:08,416 "'You're my best mate, and this is what mates do for one another.' 110 00:06:08,500 --> 00:06:10,917 "'But Harry, what if someone sees?' 111 00:06:10,999 --> 00:06:11,917 "'Let them.' 112 00:06:14,208 --> 00:06:17,667 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh! ♪ 113 00:06:17,750 --> 00:06:19,917 "As Harry takes Louis into his mouth with surprising ease, 114 00:06:19,999 --> 00:06:21,625 he begins to suck his cock with torturous finesse." 115 00:06:29,458 --> 00:06:32,708 ♪ Ooh ♪ 116 00:06:32,792 --> 00:06:37,458 ♪ Ooh! ♪ 117 00:06:39,625 --> 00:06:43,083 ♪ Ooh! ♪ 118 00:06:50,208 --> 00:06:51,541 (whistle trills) 119 00:06:51,625 --> 00:06:54,166 Girl: Ugh. Kat doesn't even have asthma. 120 00:06:54,249 --> 00:06:57,041 She's just fat and doesn't wanna exercise. 121 00:06:57,124 --> 00:07:00,041 (students laughing) 122 00:07:00,124 --> 00:07:02,750 Rue: With 72 hours of publishing "The First Night," 123 00:07:02,833 --> 00:07:08,375 it had garnered 184,265 notes, 124 00:07:08,458 --> 00:07:12,625 and then three weeks later, Kat had amassed over 53,000 followers. 125 00:07:12,708 --> 00:07:15,083 She had become extremely popular... 126 00:07:15,166 --> 00:07:17,958 online. 127 00:07:18,041 --> 00:07:18,999 No one in real life knew that she was famous. 128 00:07:19,083 --> 00:07:24,333 Whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp... 129 00:07:24,416 --> 00:07:26,416 And no one online knew that her life was actually super depressing. 130 00:07:26,917 --> 00:07:30,333 Maddy: Ew! (laughing) Take those things off. 131 00:07:30,416 --> 00:07:34,999 (girls chattering) 132 00:07:35,083 --> 00:07:38,416 She'd regularly fantasize about telling her followers 133 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:41,625 how much she hated her school, her town, 134 00:07:41,708 --> 00:07:43,958 and how everyone in it was full of shit and a fucking asshole. 135 00:07:44,041 --> 00:07:46,625 She'd tell them to surround the school, 136 00:07:46,708 --> 00:07:47,958 show up right after the morning bell prepared for war. 137 00:07:48,041 --> 00:07:51,708 -(warriors roaring) -(bell ringing) 138 00:07:54,708 --> 00:07:58,708 They'd demand the release of their queen. 139 00:07:58,792 --> 00:08:00,291 And if anyone even hesitated... 140 00:08:00,375 --> 00:08:04,166 (screaming, groaning) 141 00:08:05,625 --> 00:08:08,291 The scary thing is, is they'd actually do it. 142 00:08:10,625 --> 00:08:12,083 They'd do anything she asked. 143 00:08:13,166 --> 00:08:15,208 That's how much they loved her. 144 00:08:16,375 --> 00:08:19,375 Granted, they didn't know who she was 145 00:08:19,458 --> 00:08:20,958 or what she looked like. 146 00:08:24,375 --> 00:08:26,792 (speaking Dothraki) 147 00:08:27,708 --> 00:08:29,917 It's me, ThunderKitKat. 148 00:08:32,917 --> 00:08:34,999 (shouting in Dothraki) 149 00:08:35,083 --> 00:08:37,625 (warriors shouting) 150 00:08:40,750 --> 00:08:45,083 -(Kat moaning on video) -Rue: And then that video came out. 151 00:08:45,166 --> 00:08:46,792 And they did see what she looked like, 152 00:08:46,875 --> 00:08:48,792 and they still loved her. 153 00:08:48,875 --> 00:08:51,625 And not only did they love her, 154 00:08:51,708 --> 00:08:53,958 they wanted to fuck her. 155 00:08:54,041 --> 00:08:55,958 ♪ Tay Keith! Fuck these niggas up! ♪ 156 00:09:07,917 --> 00:09:12,083 ♪ Look, I just flipped a switch ♪ 157 00:09:12,166 --> 00:09:16,541 ♪ Flip-flip, I don't know nobody else that's doin' this ♪ 158 00:09:16,625 --> 00:09:19,750 ♪ Bodies start to drop, ay, hit the floor ♪ 159 00:09:19,833 --> 00:09:22,792 ♪ Now they wanna know me since I hit the top, ay ♪ 160 00:09:22,875 --> 00:09:25,583 ♪ It's a Rollie, not a stopwatch, shit don't ever stop ♪ 161 00:09:25,667 --> 00:09:29,249 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 162 00:09:29,333 --> 00:09:32,458 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 163 00:09:32,541 --> 00:09:34,291 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 164 00:09:34,375 --> 00:09:36,083 ♪ This the flow that got the block hot ♪ 165 00:09:36,166 --> 00:09:37,458 ♪ Shit, that's super hot ♪ 166 00:09:38,667 --> 00:09:41,375 Hey, I'm Rue. I'm an addict. 167 00:09:41,458 --> 00:09:43,124 All: Hi, Rue. 168 00:09:43,208 --> 00:09:46,541 Rue: And I've been clean for 60 days. 169 00:09:46,625 --> 00:09:49,917 (applause) 170 00:09:49,999 --> 00:09:52,333 For the record, I'm not not telling the truth. 171 00:09:52,416 --> 00:09:54,792 I've actually been doing really well. 172 00:09:54,875 --> 00:09:56,416 Because the morning after that whole 173 00:09:56,500 --> 00:09:59,917 drug-dealer-face-tattoo fentanyl excursion, 174 00:09:59,999 --> 00:10:01,375 I, uh, got in a little bit of trouble... 175 00:10:01,458 --> 00:10:02,416 Fez: Oh, shit. 176 00:10:02,500 --> 00:10:05,583 (phone buzzes) 177 00:10:05,667 --> 00:10:07,667 Rue: ...for disappearing for like 16 hours. 178 00:10:08,958 --> 00:10:11,291 Leslie: Where have you been? 179 00:10:12,999 --> 00:10:16,416 -I'm sorry. My phone died. -Bullshit. You're doing drugs. 180 00:10:16,500 --> 00:10:18,500 -I'm not doing drugs. -Then where have you been? 181 00:10:18,583 --> 00:10:20,124 And why weren't you answering you phone? 182 00:10:20,208 --> 00:10:22,958 -And why are you sneaking into the house? -I was with someone. 183 00:10:23,041 --> 00:10:25,249 -Who? -It does-- It doesn't matter, Mom. 184 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:27,208 It matters, Rue. 185 00:10:27,291 --> 00:10:29,833 It matters. You're doing drugs. 186 00:10:29,917 --> 00:10:32,541 Gia, go back to sleep. 187 00:10:32,625 --> 00:10:34,583 Rue, are you-- are you okay? 188 00:10:34,667 --> 00:10:36,500 Yeah, Gia, I'm fine. You can go back to sleep. 189 00:10:36,583 --> 00:10:40,541 She's okay, baby. Okay, go to bed. Good night. 190 00:10:45,333 --> 00:10:47,792 I will not allow you to walk up into this house 191 00:10:47,875 --> 00:10:50,249 at 5:30 in the morning and lie to my face. 192 00:10:50,333 --> 00:10:53,583 So tell me the truth right now. Where were you? 193 00:10:53,667 --> 00:10:57,583 Mom, I don't want to have to tell you everything that's going on in my life. 194 00:10:57,667 --> 00:11:01,166 If you want to drug test me, just drug test me. 195 00:11:01,249 --> 00:11:05,583 (urinating) 196 00:11:05,667 --> 00:11:06,958 Rue: She wasn't the only person upset with me. 197 00:11:07,041 --> 00:11:09,249 Jules: I'm not kidding, Rue. 198 00:11:09,333 --> 00:11:11,833 I'm not trying to become best friends with someone 199 00:11:11,917 --> 00:11:14,249 who's gonna fucking kill themself. 200 00:11:16,625 --> 00:11:18,500 I know. 201 00:11:18,583 --> 00:11:20,750 I didn't mean to do this. 202 00:11:21,124 --> 00:11:23,958 I've been through, like... 203 00:11:24,041 --> 00:11:28,083 enough traumatic shit in my life that I don't... 204 00:11:28,166 --> 00:11:30,416 -I can't like-- -I get it. 205 00:11:31,041 --> 00:11:32,583 I get it. 206 00:11:33,708 --> 00:11:38,083 I don't want to be around you if you don't stop using drugs. 207 00:11:43,208 --> 00:11:44,750 Okay. 208 00:11:49,333 --> 00:11:51,291 I mean it. 209 00:11:52,667 --> 00:11:55,291 I know. I'll stop. 210 00:11:56,458 --> 00:11:58,166 I promise. 211 00:11:59,333 --> 00:12:01,625 I just need you to do me a favor. 212 00:12:04,041 --> 00:12:06,416 You're not gonna like it. 213 00:12:06,958 --> 00:12:08,958 (urinating) 214 00:12:15,999 --> 00:12:18,875 You're still grounded until I don't even fucking know. 215 00:12:18,958 --> 00:12:20,541 What else is there? 216 00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:22,625 I told you I wasn't lying. 217 00:12:33,708 --> 00:12:35,999 (sighs) 218 00:12:36,083 --> 00:12:40,291 Rue: So, I decided to stay clean. 219 00:12:40,375 --> 00:12:42,541 And I have been, for a while. 220 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:50,750 But I've also been coming to this meeting for longer. 221 00:12:50,833 --> 00:12:54,375 -Girl, it's your 60 days today, right? -(Rue laughs) 222 00:12:54,458 --> 00:12:58,416 Ah! Oh, God. So good! 223 00:12:58,500 --> 00:13:01,416 Rue: Hmm, I don't know. I just didn't want to depress anyone. 224 00:13:01,500 --> 00:13:03,249 Plus, I really have been trying, 225 00:13:03,333 --> 00:13:04,833 and that counts for something. 226 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:08,667 Two months ago, I woke up from a comma. 227 00:13:09,708 --> 00:13:11,500 I didn't know what happened, 228 00:13:11,583 --> 00:13:16,124 but from the looks of my mother and little sister's faces, 229 00:13:16,208 --> 00:13:18,041 I knew that... 230 00:13:18,124 --> 00:13:20,917 whatever it was, whatever I did... 231 00:13:22,708 --> 00:13:24,541 it wasn't good. 232 00:13:29,375 --> 00:13:31,166 It scared them. 233 00:13:32,541 --> 00:13:34,583 It really scared them. 234 00:13:37,291 --> 00:13:42,124 And, uh, at that moment, I decided to at least try and change. 235 00:13:42,208 --> 00:13:44,291 'Cause I owe it to them. 236 00:13:44,375 --> 00:13:48,041 I owe it to everyone I love, and everyone who loves me. 237 00:13:52,833 --> 00:13:56,249 The hardest part, uh, has been... 238 00:13:57,083 --> 00:14:00,583 feeling like I owe it to myself. (sighs) 239 00:14:02,124 --> 00:14:06,249 And, uh, maybe that'll get easier. 240 00:14:08,792 --> 00:14:10,833 I hope it will. 241 00:14:10,917 --> 00:14:13,124 Thank you. 242 00:14:13,208 --> 00:14:17,500 (applause) 243 00:14:17,583 --> 00:14:20,041 Rue: (sighs) I don't know. It's just been a really weird couple of weeks. 244 00:14:20,124 --> 00:14:23,500 I didn't know it at the time, but Jules was falling in love. 245 00:14:23,583 --> 00:14:27,291 -(bell rings) -(students chattering) 246 00:14:32,708 --> 00:14:35,291 ♪ It's gonna take a bit of work ♪ 247 00:14:37,792 --> 00:14:40,583 ♪ Oh, oh, work ♪ 248 00:14:43,958 --> 00:14:47,333 ♪ Now that you're here ♪ 249 00:14:49,458 --> 00:14:51,667 ♪ Whoa, oh, work ♪ 250 00:14:54,999 --> 00:14:57,917 ♪ 'Cause people come and go ♪ 251 00:15:00,208 --> 00:15:03,750 ♪ But I think you should know ♪ 252 00:15:07,083 --> 00:15:12,375 ♪ That I ♪ 253 00:15:12,458 --> 00:15:14,291 ♪ I think this will work ♪ 254 00:15:17,166 --> 00:15:23,667 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 255 00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:28,792 ♪ Ooh, ooh! ♪ 256 00:15:28,875 --> 00:15:34,083 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 257 00:15:34,166 --> 00:15:37,500 ♪ Ooh, ooh! ♪ 258 00:15:39,333 --> 00:15:42,333 ♪ It's gonna take a little time ♪ 259 00:15:44,500 --> 00:15:48,291 ♪ But with you by my side ♪ 260 00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:53,667 ♪ I won't let go ♪ 261 00:15:55,625 --> 00:15:59,208 ♪ Till I've got what's mine ♪ 262 00:16:00,999 --> 00:16:08,083 -♪ ' Cause people come and go ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 263 00:16:08,166 --> 00:16:13,667 -♪ But you should know ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 264 00:16:13,750 --> 00:16:19,041 -♪ That I... That I... ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 265 00:16:19,124 --> 00:16:21,541 -♪ I'm takin' it slow ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 266 00:16:23,416 --> 00:16:29,833 -♪ It's gonna take a bit of work ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 267 00:16:29,917 --> 00:16:35,792 -♪ Oh, oh, work ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 268 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:41,208 -♪ Now that you're here ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 269 00:16:41,291 --> 00:16:43,750 -♪ Whoa, work ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 270 00:16:48,041 --> 00:16:50,750 Jules: I'm not saying I'm in love. 271 00:16:50,833 --> 00:16:54,958 I'm just saying I really, really, really like him. 272 00:16:55,041 --> 00:16:58,792 -Who? ShyGuy118? -His name is Tyler. 273 00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:01,833 It doesn't really matter. They're both little fuckboy names. 274 00:17:01,917 --> 00:17:05,667 He's not. For real, like, he's so sweet. 275 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:09,083 -What school does he go to? -St. Mary's. 276 00:17:09,166 --> 00:17:11,917 Ew. Private school. 277 00:17:11,999 --> 00:17:15,667 You're just jealous. 278 00:17:15,750 --> 00:17:18,166 Rue: Aside from that being a really shitty thing to say, 279 00:17:18,249 --> 00:17:20,458 it's also not true. 280 00:17:20,541 --> 00:17:21,999 She'd just been acting weird all week. 281 00:17:22,083 --> 00:17:23,625 I'm not jealous. 282 00:17:23,708 --> 00:17:26,833 I mean, you've been acting weird, like, all week. 283 00:17:26,917 --> 00:17:28,541 -What? -Yeah, like, 284 00:17:28,625 --> 00:17:30,875 every time I'm on my phone, you just stop talking. 285 00:17:30,958 --> 00:17:32,999 You're literally like my dad. 286 00:17:33,083 --> 00:17:34,291 Sorry. 287 00:17:34,375 --> 00:17:36,124 It's fine. 288 00:17:37,500 --> 00:17:41,291 You wanna see his dick? 289 00:17:41,375 --> 00:17:44,416 ♪ My head is spinnin', smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin' ♪ 290 00:17:44,500 --> 00:17:47,833 ♪ My head is spinnin', smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin' ♪ 291 00:17:47,917 --> 00:17:49,500 ♪ This a Rollie, not a stopwatch ♪ 292 00:17:49,583 --> 00:17:52,291 -♪ Shit don't ever stop ♪ -Fuck. 293 00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:54,833 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 294 00:17:54,917 --> 00:17:55,458 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 295 00:17:55,541 --> 00:17:58,166 Ew. 296 00:17:58,249 --> 00:17:58,958 ♪ The bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 297 00:18:07,875 --> 00:18:09,249 Girl: Stick it out! 298 00:18:09,333 --> 00:18:13,208 (laughing, chattering on video) 299 00:18:13,291 --> 00:18:15,166 Girl: What a tiny twink! 300 00:18:15,249 --> 00:18:16,500 Guy (on video): Shut it. Just give it... 301 00:18:16,583 --> 00:18:19,291 What the fuck? 302 00:18:20,667 --> 00:18:24,708 Guy (on video): Fucking step on it. It's too small, 303 00:18:24,792 --> 00:18:26,708 -It could never satisfy you. -Kat! Dinner! 304 00:18:27,750 --> 00:18:29,541 I'll get her. 305 00:18:30,416 --> 00:18:32,625 (muttering): Ay, Jesus, girl. 306 00:18:33,667 --> 00:18:35,083 Kat! 307 00:18:35,166 --> 00:18:36,458 Hey! 308 00:18:36,541 --> 00:18:37,917 What? 309 00:18:37,999 --> 00:18:41,792 Take pictures of your toes later. Dinner's on the table. 310 00:18:41,875 --> 00:18:44,291 ♪ And I feel okay, okay, okay, okay ♪ 311 00:18:45,833 --> 00:18:47,416 ♪ Okay, okay, okay ♪ 312 00:18:48,124 --> 00:18:50,083 Bye. Love you. See ya. 313 00:18:54,625 --> 00:18:56,833 Maddy: (sighs) I can't believe I haven't even told you, like, 314 00:18:56,917 --> 00:18:58,792 how insane my parents are being. 315 00:18:58,875 --> 00:19:02,249 -All week long, she's just been going on and on... -(phone buzzes) 316 00:19:02,333 --> 00:19:03,999 ...about how much she hates my dad. 317 00:19:04,083 --> 00:19:05,291 -(phone buzzing) -I'm just like, 318 00:19:05,375 --> 00:19:07,249 you can't do this to me. He's my dad. 319 00:19:07,333 --> 00:19:09,958 I don't know. I know he has issues, but so does she. 320 00:19:10,041 --> 00:19:11,708 And he's not telling me shit about her. 321 00:19:11,792 --> 00:19:14,792 -(phone buzzing) -Nate: Yeah. That's, like, not cool of your mom 322 00:19:14,875 --> 00:19:16,500 to put you in that situation. 323 00:19:16,583 --> 00:19:18,500 Yeah, but if I say that, then she's gonna make me 324 00:19:18,583 --> 00:19:20,124 -an enemy, too. -(phone buzzing) 325 00:19:20,208 --> 00:19:21,792 Literally the last thing I need right now is-- 326 00:19:21,875 --> 00:19:24,541 -(phone buzzing) -Who keeps texting you? 327 00:19:24,625 --> 00:19:26,667 -My dad. -Well, do you want me to respond? 328 00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:28,458 -He's texted you like 15 times. -(phone buzzes) 329 00:19:28,541 --> 00:19:31,249 No, I'll just... call him later. 330 00:19:33,083 --> 00:19:35,249 (phone buzzing) 331 00:19:39,166 --> 00:19:41,416 I mean, it's huge, right? 332 00:19:42,416 --> 00:19:43,750 Mm... 333 00:19:43,833 --> 00:19:45,333 Don't front. It's a big dick. 334 00:19:45,416 --> 00:19:47,667 You know what? It may be, but, uh, we can't really tell, 335 00:19:47,750 --> 00:19:49,166 'cause it's just fucking floating in space. 336 00:19:49,249 --> 00:19:52,083 -So? -So, there's no way to compare scale. 337 00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:54,208 You know, if there's a fucking hand in the frame, at least you can be, like, 338 00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,083 okay, it's about the size of an adult male hand. 339 00:19:56,166 --> 00:19:59,166 Or like twice the size. Or a fucking fraction of the size. 340 00:19:59,249 --> 00:20:03,083 Rue. This is an objectively big dick. 341 00:20:04,375 --> 00:20:05,583 (bell dings) 342 00:20:05,999 --> 00:20:09,583 Rue: Some people say that eyes are the windows to the soul. 343 00:20:11,083 --> 00:20:12,249 I disagree. 344 00:20:12,833 --> 00:20:16,750 I think it's your dick and how you fucking photograph it. 345 00:20:16,833 --> 00:20:17,833 ♪ Aah! ♪ 346 00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:20,083 There are two different types of dick pics. 347 00:20:23,166 --> 00:20:26,208 Solicited, and unsolicited. 348 00:20:26,291 --> 00:20:28,208 Solicited makes up for about one percent 349 00:20:28,291 --> 00:20:29,708 of all dick pics sent and received. 350 00:20:29,792 --> 00:20:33,166 But within that one percent, there are three categories. 351 00:20:33,249 --> 00:20:34,833 Jules? 352 00:20:35,958 --> 00:20:38,999 Terrifying, horrifying, and acceptable. 353 00:20:39,083 --> 00:20:40,541 I know what some of you are thinking. 354 00:20:40,625 --> 00:20:44,249 Rue, terrifying and horrifying sound like the same thing. 355 00:20:44,333 --> 00:20:46,999 Well, to a trained eye, 356 00:20:47,083 --> 00:20:48,792 it could be the difference between... 357 00:20:48,875 --> 00:20:51,917 -(heavy metal song playing) -Yo, sorry about the mess. 358 00:20:51,999 --> 00:20:54,500 My mom's, like, out of town? 359 00:20:56,291 --> 00:20:59,041 (whispers): A basic hygiene issue. 360 00:20:59,124 --> 00:20:59,917 -(bell dings) -Rue: Or... 361 00:20:59,999 --> 00:21:02,333 (speaking gibberish) 362 00:21:05,999 --> 00:21:08,083 (buzzer drones) 363 00:21:08,166 --> 00:21:09,166 Rue: ...a life or death situation. 364 00:21:09,249 --> 00:21:10,999 So, here are some key things to look out for. 365 00:21:11,083 --> 00:21:11,917 ♪ All right! ♪ 366 00:21:11,999 --> 00:21:14,249 Uncapped deodorant touching the floor. 367 00:21:14,333 --> 00:21:15,958 Horrifying. 368 00:21:17,999 --> 00:21:19,958 Jug of lotion. 369 00:21:20,667 --> 00:21:21,999 Terrifying. 370 00:21:23,416 --> 00:21:25,166 Dirty fingernails. 371 00:21:25,875 --> 00:21:27,124 Horrifying. 372 00:21:28,708 --> 00:21:30,375 A medieval sword? 373 00:21:30,458 --> 00:21:32,583 Run-for-your-fucking-life terrifying. 374 00:21:33,166 --> 00:21:35,750 So, what constitutes this rarefied, 375 00:21:35,833 --> 00:21:38,583 sought after, acceptable dick pic? 376 00:21:38,667 --> 00:21:39,208 ♪ All right! ♪ 377 00:21:40,541 --> 00:21:42,625 Wow. Okay. 378 00:21:42,708 --> 00:21:46,500 So his penis is the size of an Evian bottle. 379 00:21:47,792 --> 00:21:49,999 -Well, the lighting is nice. -Jules: Mm-hmm. 380 00:21:50,083 --> 00:21:52,583 -Uh, his room looks clean. -Jules: Mm-hmm. 381 00:21:52,667 --> 00:21:54,792 -Looks well-groomed. -Right? 382 00:21:54,875 --> 00:21:57,708 Okay, yeah. I'm beginning to understand the appeal. 383 00:21:57,792 --> 00:21:58,875 Thank you. 384 00:21:58,958 --> 00:22:00,416 But here's the thing. 385 00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:03,458 I, like, sent him a few pics from the school bathroom during class 386 00:22:03,541 --> 00:22:05,458 -because he asked me to-- -Wait. Like, nudes? 387 00:22:05,541 --> 00:22:09,083 I can't talk about it. But I need your help. 388 00:22:09,166 --> 00:22:11,208 Yeah. Sure. Whatever. 389 00:22:11,291 --> 00:22:15,291 I want, like, good, professional partial nudes. 390 00:22:15,375 --> 00:22:17,375 Like, classy, but not too arty. 391 00:22:17,458 --> 00:22:20,041 Like, like I took them with very little thought or effort 392 00:22:20,124 --> 00:22:22,875 but could also be in fucking MOMA. 393 00:22:22,958 --> 00:22:23,999 Rue: Be cool, Rue. 394 00:22:24,083 --> 00:22:27,917 -Yeah. It's, like, easy. Whatever. -Jules: Yeah. 395 00:22:28,999 --> 00:22:30,999 (Kat muttering) 396 00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:34,583 Excuse me. Sorry. Sorry. 397 00:22:35,792 --> 00:22:37,375 -Cashier: Hey. -Hi. 398 00:22:37,458 --> 00:22:39,458 Look at you, still doing the grapefruit diet. 399 00:22:39,541 --> 00:22:41,333 Yep, I literally wanna die. 400 00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:43,541 Yeah. It's only bad for the first two weeks. 401 00:22:43,625 --> 00:22:46,166 Then your stomach shrinks, and you adjust, 402 00:22:46,249 --> 00:22:49,458 and you are reborn. (laughs) 403 00:22:49,541 --> 00:22:51,375 Oh, wow. Can't wait. 404 00:22:51,458 --> 00:22:54,458 -How much? -Uh, that'll be $3.25. 405 00:22:56,416 --> 00:23:00,667 Yo, can you please, maybe hurry the fuck up? 406 00:23:00,750 --> 00:23:04,375 Huh. Um, could I pay you the rest tomorrow? 407 00:23:04,458 --> 00:23:06,958 I'm sorry, baby. There's a policy. 408 00:23:07,041 --> 00:23:09,166 Hey, Kat, I, uh, I gotcha. 409 00:23:09,249 --> 00:23:12,166 -Oh, hi. -Hey. How you doing? 410 00:23:12,249 --> 00:23:14,750 -I'm good. How are you? -Sweet. I'm good, I'm good. 411 00:23:14,833 --> 00:23:17,541 -Hey, Erika. How much was it? -Erika: Uh, $3.25. 412 00:23:17,625 --> 00:23:20,541 I have, like, $1.25 here. 413 00:23:20,625 --> 00:23:22,208 Do you, um... For a grapefruit? 414 00:23:22,291 --> 00:23:24,208 Do you want-- Do you want something else to eat? 415 00:23:24,291 --> 00:23:26,416 -Oh, no, no, no. -No, 'cause if you don't have enough money on you right now, 416 00:23:26,500 --> 00:23:28,875 I can totally-- I can get you, like, some actual food, or-- 417 00:23:28,958 --> 00:23:33,625 She's doing the grapefruit diet. It's not easy. Don't tempt her. 418 00:23:35,333 --> 00:23:36,667 Okay. 419 00:23:37,333 --> 00:23:38,667 Cool. 420 00:23:39,500 --> 00:23:41,291 All right. Um... 421 00:23:41,375 --> 00:23:43,667 -Thank you. -Yeah, well, um... 422 00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:45,792 I'll see you in, uh, biology. 423 00:23:45,875 --> 00:23:48,541 Yeah, yeah. Um, thanks. 424 00:23:48,625 --> 00:23:50,249 -Yeah. Sure. -Goodbye. 425 00:23:50,333 --> 00:23:52,083 -Aw, man, do it upright. -(mutters): Fuck it. 426 00:23:52,166 --> 00:23:55,166 -Aw, you got moked out. -You suck, man. 427 00:23:55,249 --> 00:23:56,833 (laughter) 428 00:23:58,750 --> 00:24:01,541 Maddy: So you're basically in a long-distance relationship. 429 00:24:01,625 --> 00:24:03,291 No, we like FaceTime every night. 430 00:24:03,375 --> 00:24:05,958 Aw, that's so sweet. You guys are full-on in love. 431 00:24:06,041 --> 00:24:09,583 Oh, my God. Stop! 432 00:24:09,667 --> 00:24:10,750 -I really like you. -McKay (on phone): I like you, too, Cassie. 433 00:24:10,833 --> 00:24:12,750 I like you more. 434 00:24:12,833 --> 00:24:13,917 Ew. 435 00:24:13,999 --> 00:24:15,750 We are not in love. 436 00:24:15,833 --> 00:24:18,208 But he did invite me to spend the weekend with him. 437 00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:19,708 Maddy: Like, the whole weekend? 438 00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:21,792 Cassie: Yeah, like Friday and Saturday night. 439 00:24:21,875 --> 00:24:23,625 Wait, is your mom gonna let you go? 440 00:24:23,708 --> 00:24:26,375 It doesn't matter. I'll just kill her in her sleep if she doesn't let me. 441 00:24:26,708 --> 00:24:29,291 BB: Sounds like true love to me. 442 00:24:29,375 --> 00:24:31,792 Cassie: Whatever. She can't stop me. 443 00:24:31,875 --> 00:24:34,124 Maddy: Honestly, I love your mom... (continues indistinctly) 444 00:24:34,208 --> 00:24:36,249 Cassie: Yeah, well try living with her. 445 00:24:36,333 --> 00:24:39,208 (girls chattering) 446 00:24:43,333 --> 00:24:45,999 Do any of you guys know how Bitcoin works? 447 00:24:46,083 --> 00:24:47,833 -Hmm. No. -No. 448 00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:49,958 But you know who probably does? 449 00:24:50,041 --> 00:24:53,667 It's a worldwide cryptocurrency and digital payment system. 450 00:24:53,750 --> 00:24:56,124 Kat: I literally have no clue what you're talking about. 451 00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:59,458 Well, there's no easier way to explain it. 452 00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:02,792 Look, why don't you just tell us what you're trying to do, 453 00:25:02,875 --> 00:25:05,208 and we can tell you how we can help. 454 00:25:05,917 --> 00:25:07,750 -Kat: Um... -Unless it's human trafficking. 455 00:25:07,833 --> 00:25:09,708 I don't fuck with human trafficking. 456 00:25:10,208 --> 00:25:13,333 I'm not... human trafficking. 457 00:25:13,416 --> 00:25:15,041 Yeah, us, neither. 458 00:25:15,958 --> 00:25:17,583 Okay. Um... 459 00:25:18,249 --> 00:25:20,999 I was just wondering if it's like, 460 00:25:21,083 --> 00:25:23,999 a good way to anonymously get money online. 461 00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:26,667 Ashtray: That's literally what it's made for. (scoffs) 462 00:25:26,750 --> 00:25:28,249 (mutters): Dumb ass. 463 00:25:29,541 --> 00:25:31,041 Cool. 464 00:25:33,792 --> 00:25:35,500 I feel like that's it. 465 00:25:35,583 --> 00:25:38,999 Rue: No, it's good, it's good. I like it. 466 00:25:39,083 --> 00:25:41,667 ♪ Finishing, eight or nine? ♪ 467 00:25:41,750 --> 00:25:43,124 ♪ Tell me it's the perfect time ♪ 468 00:25:44,083 --> 00:25:46,124 Wait. Yeah, that really does look like I took it. 469 00:25:46,208 --> 00:25:47,375 -Right? -Okay. 470 00:25:47,458 --> 00:25:49,291 -It's good. -Yeah. 471 00:25:49,375 --> 00:25:51,249 ♪ Hiding from the rainfall ♪ 472 00:25:54,249 --> 00:25:59,541 ♪ Come into my bedroom, come into my bedroom ♪ 473 00:25:59,625 --> 00:26:02,458 ♪ Come into my bedroom, come into my bedroom ♪ 474 00:26:03,958 --> 00:26:05,375 -Got it. -Do I look hot? 475 00:26:05,458 --> 00:26:08,458 -Yeah. -Like, hot enough that you'd want to fuck me, 476 00:26:08,541 --> 00:26:10,291 or like, cute? 477 00:26:11,208 --> 00:26:13,375 Like... like me? 478 00:26:13,458 --> 00:26:15,625 Or like him, me? 479 00:26:16,249 --> 00:26:17,667 Either. 480 00:26:19,124 --> 00:26:20,416 Yeah. 481 00:26:20,500 --> 00:26:21,708 -Yeah, sure. -Yeah? 482 00:26:21,792 --> 00:26:25,458 -Mm-hmm. -Should I, like, show more? Like... 483 00:26:26,667 --> 00:26:29,708 -Rue: I don't know. -What do you think? 484 00:26:29,792 --> 00:26:31,750 I-- I mean, it's-- whatever. 485 00:26:31,833 --> 00:26:33,833 Whatever you, um, like to do. 486 00:26:33,917 --> 00:26:36,750 I mean, what do you think, though? 487 00:26:36,833 --> 00:26:37,500 ♪ Come into my bedroom, come into my bedroom ♪ 488 00:26:37,583 --> 00:26:40,041 -Um... fuck. -(phone buzzing) 489 00:26:40,500 --> 00:26:43,291 -(phone buzzing) -It's my mom. 490 00:26:45,083 --> 00:26:48,708 Hey, Mom. I'm just at Jules's house. 491 00:26:50,291 --> 00:26:53,083 Um, well I have NA tonight. 492 00:26:53,166 --> 00:26:56,083 So, like nine-thirty-ish? 493 00:26:56,166 --> 00:27:00,041 Okay. Uh, love you, too. Bye. 494 00:27:02,375 --> 00:27:04,625 -NA? -Yeah. 495 00:27:04,708 --> 00:27:07,083 Narcotics anonymous. 496 00:27:07,166 --> 00:27:10,708 Wait. You've been clean for like, two weeks, right? 497 00:27:10,792 --> 00:27:13,416 -(murmurs): Yeah. That's right. -Rue! 498 00:27:13,500 --> 00:27:15,875 -What? -Fuck you, come here! 499 00:27:15,958 --> 00:27:19,416 -What? -You've been-- Come here! Oh, my God! 500 00:27:19,708 --> 00:27:21,708 (kissing) 501 00:27:25,124 --> 00:27:28,625 I'm so proud of you. 502 00:27:28,708 --> 00:27:31,333 Rue: I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules. 503 00:27:31,625 --> 00:27:34,500 (breathes deeply) 504 00:27:37,083 --> 00:27:39,792 Um, I'm gonna go get a glass of water really quick. 505 00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:40,792 Okay. 506 00:27:40,875 --> 00:27:43,208 -Okay. -Jules: Whatever, bitch. 507 00:28:08,249 --> 00:28:10,958 -Rue: Oh, fuck me. -(water splashing) 508 00:28:11,750 --> 00:28:12,875 (mutters): Fuck. 509 00:28:15,083 --> 00:28:17,375 ♪ Oh ♪ 510 00:28:17,458 --> 00:28:19,541 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 511 00:28:20,166 --> 00:28:24,083 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 512 00:28:24,166 --> 00:28:25,833 ♪ Taking it all for love... ♪ 513 00:28:31,375 --> 00:28:34,541 Uh... I gotta go. 514 00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:36,041 -But, uh, love you. -Okay. 515 00:28:36,124 --> 00:28:38,041 -And I'll see you later. -(kisses) 516 00:28:38,124 --> 00:28:39,208 -Bye. -Love you. 517 00:28:39,291 --> 00:28:40,291 Rue: Love you, too. 518 00:28:53,833 --> 00:28:57,041 ♪ Spend some time with it ♪ 519 00:28:57,124 --> 00:28:59,875 ♪ Make it under ♪ 520 00:28:59,958 --> 00:29:01,792 ♪ Spend some time with it ♪ 521 00:29:01,875 --> 00:29:04,708 ♪ Make it magic ♪ 522 00:29:04,792 --> 00:29:07,124 ♪ Spend some time with it ♪ 523 00:29:07,208 --> 00:29:09,083 ♪ To make under ♪ 524 00:29:13,875 --> 00:29:16,833 ♪ Don't know where to go ♪ 525 00:29:17,875 --> 00:29:21,999 ♪ I guess we'll keep it on the low ♪ 526 00:29:22,999 --> 00:29:26,999 ♪ There's just no cure anymore ♪ 527 00:29:28,041 --> 00:29:32,166 ♪ I guess we'll keep it on the low ♪ 528 00:29:33,667 --> 00:29:37,833 ♪ I've seen some better days ♪ 529 00:29:37,917 --> 00:29:39,999 Rue: And, uh, at that moment, I decided to at least try and change. 530 00:29:40,999 --> 00:29:42,708 'Cause I owe it to them. 531 00:29:44,792 --> 00:29:47,541 I owe it to everyone I love 532 00:29:47,625 --> 00:29:49,875 and everyone that loves me. 533 00:29:49,958 --> 00:29:51,750 And, uh, maybe... 534 00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:53,166 that'll get easier. 535 00:29:55,208 --> 00:29:56,999 I hope it will. 536 00:29:57,541 --> 00:29:59,208 Thank you. 537 00:30:06,041 --> 00:30:08,667 (indistinct chattering) 538 00:30:19,792 --> 00:30:23,667 Yo. Sixty days, no small feat. 539 00:30:23,750 --> 00:30:25,583 Rue: Thanks. 540 00:30:25,667 --> 00:30:28,833 -Very moving share. -Thank you. 541 00:30:30,333 --> 00:30:32,208 Can I ask you something? 542 00:30:32,291 --> 00:30:34,833 How'd you survive that OD? 543 00:30:37,917 --> 00:30:41,708 -What do you mean? -I mean, somebody had to save your life, right? 544 00:30:42,667 --> 00:30:46,416 -My sister. -Ali (whispers): Aw, man. 545 00:30:47,249 --> 00:30:49,249 Older or younger? 546 00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:51,041 Younger. Um... 547 00:30:51,124 --> 00:30:53,958 -I have to get home, so-- -Like 12, 13? 548 00:30:55,208 --> 00:30:59,458 -I don't really understand what the point-- -Curiosity. 549 00:31:00,583 --> 00:31:02,667 Yeah. She was 13. 550 00:31:02,750 --> 00:31:05,500 That's some heavy shit. But, hey. 551 00:31:05,583 --> 00:31:08,124 We've all done some bad shit in our lives, right? 552 00:31:08,208 --> 00:31:09,750 Comes with the territory. 553 00:31:10,458 --> 00:31:14,625 But, man, now you just got me thinking about... 554 00:31:14,708 --> 00:31:18,208 what that does to a 13-year-old, a 13-year-old kid, 555 00:31:18,291 --> 00:31:20,999 who finds her big sister overdosed. 556 00:31:21,625 --> 00:31:23,792 What that moment must do to somebody-- 557 00:31:23,875 --> 00:31:26,625 how it affects the rest of their lives, you know, 558 00:31:26,708 --> 00:31:28,375 how it affects their ability to trust. 559 00:31:29,208 --> 00:31:33,875 Leaves it hard for them to get close to people, you know, relationships. 560 00:31:33,958 --> 00:31:36,416 Makes it hard for them to fall in love. 561 00:31:36,792 --> 00:31:39,625 Living with the fear that at any moment, 562 00:31:39,708 --> 00:31:42,833 the rug can be ripped out from under them, and they lose everything. 563 00:31:43,625 --> 00:31:46,625 Especially the people that they love. 564 00:31:46,708 --> 00:31:48,416 You ever think about that? 565 00:31:48,500 --> 00:31:50,750 Yeah, probably fucked up for life. 566 00:31:51,708 --> 00:31:54,500 But, hey, you're gonna have to make peace with that. 567 00:31:54,583 --> 00:31:56,375 Just like you're gonna have to make peace with the fact 568 00:31:56,458 --> 00:31:58,375 that you could be responsible for some shit like that, 569 00:31:58,458 --> 00:31:59,999 and then get up in front of a whole group of people 570 00:32:00,083 --> 00:32:02,083 who are struggling with the same issues, 571 00:32:02,166 --> 00:32:06,166 and lie about being clean. You know what I'm saying? 572 00:32:08,124 --> 00:32:12,500 -I don't know what you're talking about. -Listen, young blood. 573 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:17,833 You're playing pool with Minnesota Fats. 574 00:32:18,708 --> 00:32:20,958 Who is Minnesota Fats? 575 00:32:21,041 --> 00:32:24,124 The greatest motherfucking pool player that ever lived. 576 00:32:24,208 --> 00:32:25,999 Okay. 577 00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:27,999 I'm Ali. 578 00:32:29,833 --> 00:32:32,875 Let me know when you want to stop trying to kill yourself 579 00:32:32,958 --> 00:32:34,875 and eat some pancakes. 580 00:32:51,208 --> 00:32:52,833 Leslie: How was NA today? 581 00:32:52,917 --> 00:32:55,083 (TV playing indistinctly) 582 00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:59,124 Uh, it was good. I, um... 583 00:32:59,208 --> 00:33:01,875 celebrated 60 days today. 584 00:33:02,500 --> 00:33:04,917 I'm really proud of you, Rue. 585 00:33:04,999 --> 00:33:06,249 Thanks. 586 00:33:12,166 --> 00:33:14,208 (TV playing indistinctly) 587 00:33:14,541 --> 00:33:17,041 -(knocking) -Hey. 588 00:33:17,667 --> 00:33:19,249 Gia: Hey. 589 00:33:20,083 --> 00:33:23,124 Whatcha doin'? 590 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:25,083 -Watching My So-Called Life. -(Rue chuckles) 591 00:33:26,667 --> 00:33:29,667 -Rue: Fuckin' Jordan Catalano. -I know, right? 592 00:33:29,750 --> 00:33:32,375 -Right. Ugh. -(Gia laughs) 593 00:33:38,208 --> 00:33:41,792 Please promise me you will never fall for a Jordan Catalano. 594 00:33:41,875 --> 00:33:44,875 But he's so cute. (laughs) 595 00:33:46,416 --> 00:33:47,667 (phone dings) 596 00:33:47,750 --> 00:33:50,625 Kat: Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. It's okay. 597 00:33:50,708 --> 00:33:52,708 (exhales) Okay. 598 00:34:01,083 --> 00:34:02,416 Hey. 599 00:34:03,249 --> 00:34:04,917 Hello. 600 00:34:04,999 --> 00:34:06,792 Oh, shit. No! 601 00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:09,208 (Skype chiming) 602 00:34:09,291 --> 00:34:10,833 Oh. 603 00:34:12,124 --> 00:34:14,958 Okay. (exhales) 604 00:34:20,625 --> 00:34:22,625 Kit... KittenKween? 605 00:34:22,708 --> 00:34:25,083 Hi. 606 00:34:25,166 --> 00:34:28,917 Hi. I'm really excited to meet you. 607 00:34:28,999 --> 00:34:31,917 I've seen you dance in that video, like, a hundred times. 608 00:34:31,999 --> 00:34:35,541 -Really? -Oh, yeah, yeah. I love your confidence. 609 00:34:35,625 --> 00:34:38,083 Well, Jesus fucking Christ, you've gotta be one of the most 610 00:34:38,166 --> 00:34:38,667 beautiful creatures I've ever seen. 611 00:34:38,750 --> 00:34:40,041 (scoffs) I don't-- 612 00:34:40,124 --> 00:34:42,667 I don't know about that, but... 613 00:34:42,750 --> 00:34:44,375 No, I'm serious. I'm-- I'm not even joshing you. 614 00:34:44,458 --> 00:34:45,875 I mean... Jesus. 615 00:34:45,999 --> 00:34:47,625 But, uh, I am gonna warn you. 616 00:34:47,708 --> 00:34:49,667 Uh... (laughs) 617 00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:50,917 I'm kind of-- I'm kind of an odd duck. 618 00:34:50,999 --> 00:34:55,166 (laughing) 619 00:34:55,249 --> 00:34:58,249 I mean, I'm serious. I got some extreme kinks. 620 00:34:58,333 --> 00:35:01,249 -Okay. -But, uh, I'm real gentle. 621 00:35:01,333 --> 00:35:03,958 -You wanna see something? -Sure. 622 00:35:04,041 --> 00:35:05,999 -It's kind of embarrassing. -Why? 623 00:35:06,833 --> 00:35:08,625 (clears throat) 624 00:35:12,625 --> 00:35:16,500 (laughing) 625 00:35:16,583 --> 00:35:18,625 -Well, hat are you laughing at? -Oh, no... 626 00:35:18,708 --> 00:35:19,999 Have you ever seen a penis this small before? 627 00:35:20,083 --> 00:35:23,291 Oh, my God. No, no, no. It-it's not small. It's not small. 628 00:35:23,375 --> 00:35:26,333 -Don't lie to me. -I... I-I'm not lying. 629 00:35:26,416 --> 00:35:27,750 -I'm not lying. -Tell me that you'd never fuck me. 630 00:35:27,833 --> 00:35:31,458 Wait. What? 631 00:35:31,541 --> 00:35:33,958 -Tell me that you'd never fuck me. -(Kat groans) 632 00:35:34,041 --> 00:35:36,416 -Uh... -That I'm a pathetic loser. 633 00:35:36,500 --> 00:35:38,041 And I could never satisfy some beautiful princess like you. 634 00:35:38,124 --> 00:35:41,249 (laughing): Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 635 00:35:41,333 --> 00:35:42,124 -Ooh! -Come on, tell me you'd never fuck me. 636 00:35:42,208 --> 00:35:44,291 I-I... I-I wouldn't. 637 00:35:44,375 --> 00:35:48,208 -I really wouldn't. -(Johnny Unite whimpers) 638 00:35:48,291 --> 00:35:51,625 -(crying): Tell me I'm a loser. -Are you crying? 639 00:35:51,708 --> 00:35:53,083 Tell me I'm a pathetic loser with a baby dick. 640 00:35:53,166 --> 00:35:56,792 (snickers, laughs) 641 00:35:56,875 --> 00:35:59,500 -Yeah, keep making fun of me. -Wait. 642 00:35:59,583 --> 00:36:01,750 -You want me to make fun of you? -Oh, yes, KittenKween. 643 00:36:01,833 --> 00:36:03,458 Come on. It turns me on. 644 00:36:03,541 --> 00:36:05,833 -(moaning) -(Kat laughs) 645 00:36:06,708 --> 00:36:11,124 I mean, I mean, your dick is, like, really, really small. 646 00:36:11,208 --> 00:36:12,291 -How small is it? -Like, medically small. 647 00:36:12,375 --> 00:36:15,249 Like, really tiny, and I can barely see it. 648 00:36:15,333 --> 00:36:16,875 (moans) I know. I'm pathetic. 649 00:36:16,958 --> 00:36:19,124 And no woman would ever fuck you, because you're a big, 650 00:36:19,208 --> 00:36:22,208 disgusting piece of shit! 651 00:36:22,291 --> 00:36:22,917 (excitedly): I am! I am! 652 00:36:22,999 --> 00:36:25,667 (laughing) 653 00:36:25,750 --> 00:36:27,750 Keep laughing at me! Keep laughing at me! 654 00:36:27,833 --> 00:36:28,750 -Tell me to stop touching it. -Please stop touching it. 655 00:36:28,833 --> 00:36:31,999 You're literally gonna make me throw up. 656 00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:34,500 -Stop it! -Okay, okay. Okay, I'm sorry. 657 00:36:34,583 --> 00:36:35,999 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, KittenKween. I'm sorry. 658 00:36:36,083 --> 00:36:40,500 So you... so you'd do anything I tell you? 659 00:36:40,583 --> 00:36:43,833 -KittenKween, I'd do anything you want. -Why? 660 00:36:43,917 --> 00:36:46,625 Because you're big, and beautiful, and powerful, and... 661 00:36:46,708 --> 00:36:48,291 I want you to take complete control of me. 662 00:36:48,375 --> 00:36:50,792 I want you to tell me... 663 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:54,041 when I can come, and when I can't come. 664 00:36:54,124 --> 00:36:55,333 And I want you to punish me when I cheat. 665 00:36:55,416 --> 00:36:58,416 Punish you, like, how? 666 00:36:58,500 --> 00:37:00,625 I want you to fine me. 667 00:37:00,708 --> 00:37:03,041 -Wait. Like, like, money? -Yeah. 668 00:37:03,124 --> 00:37:04,792 I wanna be your cash pig. 669 00:37:05,958 --> 00:37:10,833 Rue: But Kat didn't actually, like, believe him. 670 00:37:10,917 --> 00:37:13,041 Until... three days later when she got a message. 671 00:37:13,124 --> 00:37:15,083 Cassie: I wanna look cute, but not eager. 672 00:37:15,166 --> 00:37:17,208 Maddy: Then don't wear that top. 673 00:37:17,291 --> 00:37:20,333 Cassie: This? I thought it looked good. 674 00:37:20,416 --> 00:37:22,458 I don't really know if I like this body suit, though. 675 00:37:23,999 --> 00:37:27,792 (Cassie, Maddy chattering) 676 00:37:28,833 --> 00:37:31,958 Rue: And within minutes, 677 00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:33,416 $100 in Bitcoin was transferred to her. 678 00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:36,792 -(scoffs) -Lexi: What are you looking at? 679 00:37:37,333 --> 00:37:41,208 Kat: Nothing. Just this, um, article. 680 00:37:41,291 --> 00:37:42,875 About what? 681 00:37:42,958 --> 00:37:45,416 Um... you know, like, uh... 682 00:37:45,500 --> 00:37:47,083 the Holocaust. 683 00:37:47,166 --> 00:37:49,208 Oh. Cool. 684 00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:53,667 -Love that. -Like, perf. 685 00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:56,958 -Cassie: Lex? -It's cute. 686 00:37:57,041 --> 00:38:00,625 (Maddy sighs) I wish I had your collar bones. 687 00:38:02,667 --> 00:38:05,041 I'm putting a lot of trust into you. 688 00:38:05,124 --> 00:38:08,583 -Yeah, Cassie, don't get pregnant. -That's not funny, Kat. 689 00:38:08,667 --> 00:38:11,458 But don't you dare get pregnant. 690 00:38:11,541 --> 00:38:13,249 Relax, Mom. He has a roommate. 691 00:38:13,333 --> 00:38:16,291 I want you to keep your phone on throughout the night. 692 00:38:16,375 --> 00:38:18,500 You send me a photo when you get back to the dorm 693 00:38:18,583 --> 00:38:22,124 -with a clock in it. -Like a ransom photo? 694 00:38:22,208 --> 00:38:25,124 -I hate you. -Well, I love you. 695 00:38:25,208 --> 00:38:27,208 I love you, too. 696 00:38:28,999 --> 00:38:31,208 Suze: Have fun, baby girl. 697 00:38:34,249 --> 00:38:36,792 No funny business, Christopher! 698 00:38:36,875 --> 00:38:40,500 -McKay: Yeah, no, I promise. -Yeah, just be a gentleman. 699 00:38:43,416 --> 00:38:46,541 And don't you dare get pregnant. 700 00:38:46,625 --> 00:38:49,500 -(Maddy moaning) -♪ Oh! Oh! ♪ 701 00:38:51,208 --> 00:38:52,833 ♪ Oh! ♪ 702 00:38:54,124 --> 00:38:55,583 -♪ Oh ♪ -(phone buzzing) 703 00:38:56,625 --> 00:38:58,458 -(moans) -♪ Oh! ♪ 704 00:38:59,083 --> 00:39:01,500 -(panting): That was amazing. -(phone buzzes) 705 00:39:01,583 --> 00:39:03,041 (panting): I know. 706 00:39:03,124 --> 00:39:04,249 (faucet squeaks) 707 00:39:05,124 --> 00:39:06,625 ♪ Oh! ♪ 708 00:39:07,917 --> 00:39:09,375 ♪ Oh! ♪ 709 00:39:10,917 --> 00:39:12,249 ♪ Oh! ♪ 710 00:39:13,917 --> 00:39:14,917 ♪ Oh! ♪ 711 00:39:16,917 --> 00:39:18,583 ♪ Oh! ♪ 712 00:39:19,541 --> 00:39:20,917 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 713 00:39:22,416 --> 00:39:23,625 ♪ Oh! ♪ 714 00:39:25,291 --> 00:39:26,875 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 715 00:39:28,416 --> 00:39:29,917 ♪ Oh! ♪ 716 00:39:30,999 --> 00:39:32,750 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 717 00:39:34,875 --> 00:39:36,583 ♪ Oh! ♪ 718 00:39:37,792 --> 00:39:39,458 ♪ Oh! ♪ 719 00:39:40,625 --> 00:39:41,541 ♪ Oh! ♪ 720 00:39:41,625 --> 00:39:43,625 (whispers): Oh, my God. Fuck. 721 00:39:46,875 --> 00:39:49,166 Maddy: Hey, my mom called. I gotta go. 722 00:39:49,249 --> 00:39:52,333 -Nate: Okay, I love you. Bye. -Maddy: Love you, too. 723 00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:03,333 ♪ Eh, huh ♪ 724 00:40:03,416 --> 00:40:04,667 ♪ Eh, hey ♪ 725 00:40:05,958 --> 00:40:09,249 ♪ Lost my mind again ♪ 726 00:40:09,333 --> 00:40:10,208 ♪ Ticking time bombs never wait ♪ 727 00:40:10,291 --> 00:40:13,208 -Out of my way, dick. -Okay, bitch. 728 00:40:13,291 --> 00:40:14,541 ♪ I might fucking blow up in your face ♪ 729 00:40:15,166 --> 00:40:17,416 This is, like, the craziest party I've ever been to. 730 00:40:17,917 --> 00:40:20,249 I just want to make it through initiation. 731 00:40:20,333 --> 00:40:22,917 You will. 732 00:40:22,999 --> 00:40:26,083 ♪ I don't need no medicine, keep that shit for the trembling ♪ 733 00:40:26,166 --> 00:40:27,416 ♪ Never do the welcoming, you can hang onto the questioning ♪ 734 00:40:27,500 --> 00:40:27,833 ♪ Who you think you are, bitch? ♪ 735 00:40:28,208 --> 00:40:29,667 Kill the fucking music! 736 00:40:30,458 --> 00:40:32,750 Kill the fucking music! 737 00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:35,458 -(shouting, booing) -All right, listen up, bitches! 738 00:40:35,541 --> 00:40:37,249 We got some fresh meat up in here. 739 00:40:37,333 --> 00:40:40,208 I want all your pledgie faggots up against the wall! 740 00:40:40,291 --> 00:40:41,999 (cheering) 741 00:40:42,083 --> 00:40:45,416 -Guy 1: Don't lose, bitch! -Guy 2: Fuck you, bitch! Drink this shit! 742 00:40:45,500 --> 00:40:48,500 -Woo! -Last one to finish gets stripped naked. 743 00:40:48,583 --> 00:40:51,166 -(music resumes) -(cheering) 744 00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:54,999 Go, McKay! 745 00:40:57,083 --> 00:40:58,541 Woo! 746 00:41:00,708 --> 00:41:04,333 Yeah! Yeah! Woo! 747 00:41:04,750 --> 00:41:06,541 (Cassie cheers indistinctly) 748 00:41:09,041 --> 00:41:11,458 (crowd cheering) 749 00:41:11,541 --> 00:41:13,208 Woo! 750 00:41:13,708 --> 00:41:15,208 Yo! Strip that faggot! 751 00:41:15,291 --> 00:41:17,500 (loud cheering, shouting) 752 00:41:19,625 --> 00:41:22,917 ♪ Skrrt off in that Benz in a drop top ♪ 753 00:41:22,999 --> 00:41:24,124 ♪ Lamborghini in a drop top, hey ♪ 754 00:41:24,208 --> 00:41:25,541 Is it still alive? 755 00:41:25,625 --> 00:41:27,625 Of course it's still fucking alive. 756 00:41:27,708 --> 00:41:30,333 Fuck that, dude. 757 00:41:30,416 --> 00:41:31,917 ♪ Lamborghini in a drop top, drop ♪ 758 00:41:31,999 --> 00:41:35,500 I don't know, dude. 759 00:41:35,583 --> 00:41:37,249 ♪ I might skrrt off and then flip a bitch off ♪ 760 00:41:37,333 --> 00:41:39,124 ♪ Two ounces I smoke I told them my exhaust ♪ 761 00:41:39,208 --> 00:41:40,875 ♪ Get all these blue benjamins, bitch I'm a fourth ♪ 762 00:41:40,958 --> 00:41:42,792 ♪ Can't relate to a worker cuz bitch I'm a boss ♪ 763 00:41:42,875 --> 00:41:43,625 ♪ Float me some work and bitch I'ma get off ♪ 764 00:41:43,708 --> 00:41:45,708 -Follow my lead. -(glasses clink) 765 00:41:45,792 --> 00:41:48,249 Crowd: Oh! 766 00:41:48,833 --> 00:41:53,208 Chapter President: McKay brought the baddest bitch in the fucking game, yo! 767 00:41:53,750 --> 00:41:56,166 ♪ Prince ♪ 768 00:41:56,249 --> 00:42:02,541 ♪ Prince, our glorious king ♪ 769 00:42:02,625 --> 00:42:05,958 -♪ Why you acting like you lost the crown ♪ -McKay: I love you. 770 00:42:06,041 --> 00:42:09,833 ♪ If you were never wearing one ♪ 771 00:42:09,917 --> 00:42:14,291 ♪ Falling ever deeper dealing cards down now ♪ 772 00:42:14,375 --> 00:42:17,917 ♪ You can't recognize yourself on the deck ♪ 773 00:42:17,999 --> 00:42:21,166 ♪ Though they shake in the club ♪ 774 00:42:21,249 --> 00:42:23,792 ♪ That ain't what he like, I'm in love ♪ 775 00:42:23,875 --> 00:42:28,458 ♪ You tell me all the time, baby ♪ 776 00:42:28,541 --> 00:42:31,958 ♪ It's over now, it's all right ♪ 777 00:42:32,041 --> 00:42:33,541 ♪ Nobody showed up ♪ 778 00:42:33,625 --> 00:42:37,416 ♪ I looked away♪ 779 00:42:37,500 --> 00:42:39,875 ♪ Yelling at the sky ♪ 780 00:42:39,958 --> 00:42:42,917 ♪ Screaming at the world ♪ 781 00:42:42,999 --> 00:42:45,792 Rue: This is so depressing. 782 00:42:45,875 --> 00:42:47,792 ♪ I'm still your girl ♪ 783 00:42:49,416 --> 00:42:51,958 ♪ Holdin' on too tight ♪ 784 00:42:52,625 --> 00:42:54,083 (phone chiming) 785 00:43:08,750 --> 00:43:12,833 -What's up? -What's up, Kat? 786 00:43:12,917 --> 00:43:15,999 ♪ Head good, better give her some money ♪ 787 00:43:16,083 --> 00:43:17,958 -♪ Pussy good, better give her some money ♪ -♪ What? ♪ 788 00:43:18,041 --> 00:43:18,792 ♪ Head good, better give her some money ♪ 789 00:43:18,875 --> 00:43:20,875 -Kat: Hey. -Ashtray: What's up? 790 00:43:21,958 --> 00:43:24,708 ♪ Attitude, give her some money ♪ 791 00:43:25,458 --> 00:43:28,958 Mm... received. All right. 792 00:43:29,041 --> 00:43:31,583 ♪ Drop low, give her some money ♪ 793 00:43:31,667 --> 00:43:32,583 ♪ Dressing room, 'bout to get her some money ♪ 794 00:43:32,667 --> 00:43:36,416 Twenty, 40, 60, 80, 100. 795 00:43:36,500 --> 00:43:39,249 Twenty, 40, and 60. 796 00:43:39,333 --> 00:43:41,124 One-sixty? 797 00:43:41,208 --> 00:43:43,375 Twenty percent banking fee. 798 00:43:43,458 --> 00:43:44,999 Fine. 799 00:43:45,999 --> 00:43:49,958 Ashtray: Pleasure doing business with you. 800 00:43:50,041 --> 00:43:51,541 ♪ Bad bitch, better give her some money ♪ 801 00:43:52,124 --> 00:43:54,833 Do you think people are, like, 100 percent straight? 802 00:43:54,917 --> 00:43:56,958 Like, 100 percent gay? 803 00:43:57,041 --> 00:43:59,541 No, 'cause obviously there's, like, 804 00:43:59,625 --> 00:44:01,999 bi people, asexual, pan... 805 00:44:02,083 --> 00:44:06,625 -Sexuality is, like, a spectrum, you know? -Yeah. Totally. 806 00:44:06,708 --> 00:44:09,208 -Why? -I don't know. 807 00:44:12,500 --> 00:44:16,083 Do you think straight guys ever, like, watch gay porn? 808 00:44:16,166 --> 00:44:18,458 Not if they're a hundred percent straight. 809 00:44:18,541 --> 00:44:20,083 You just said it's a spectrum. 810 00:44:20,166 --> 00:44:23,416 Yeah, on either side of the spectrum is gay and straight. 811 00:44:23,833 --> 00:44:25,958 (sighs) I fucking hate this. 812 00:44:26,041 --> 00:44:31,166 -Is this about Nate? -No. He's, like, super straight. 813 00:44:31,249 --> 00:44:33,583 -Is it about your dad? -No. 814 00:44:33,667 --> 00:44:35,041 That would explain why they're fighting. 815 00:44:35,124 --> 00:44:37,500 It's not about any guy that I know. 816 00:44:37,583 --> 00:44:40,166 Look, all I know is that most guys are, like, 817 00:44:40,249 --> 00:44:42,625 weird, gross, and fucking pathetic. 818 00:44:42,708 --> 00:44:44,500 Okay, look, if I tell you something, 819 00:44:44,583 --> 00:44:47,917 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 820 00:44:47,999 --> 00:44:49,917 Yeah. 821 00:44:57,249 --> 00:44:58,583 Hey. 822 00:44:59,458 --> 00:45:01,083 You're home. 823 00:45:01,792 --> 00:45:03,750 Thanks for the weekend. 824 00:45:09,249 --> 00:45:11,249 I love you. 825 00:45:11,333 --> 00:45:13,458 I love you more. 826 00:45:14,124 --> 00:45:15,750 (chuckles) 827 00:45:17,792 --> 00:45:23,083 ♪ Geppetto, why you pullin' my strings? ♪ 828 00:45:23,166 --> 00:45:24,249 Yo! 829 00:45:24,333 --> 00:45:25,917 Sorry, we're about to close. 830 00:45:25,999 --> 00:45:28,375 Oh, just... I want to try a few things on. 831 00:45:28,458 --> 00:45:32,166 Okay. Be quick. 832 00:45:32,249 --> 00:45:35,291 ♪ Stiletto, right through the silver lining... ♪ 833 00:45:36,541 --> 00:45:39,291 ♪ I can't help it ♪ 834 00:45:39,375 --> 00:45:43,583 ♪ Won't you help me find a way ♪ 835 00:45:43,667 --> 00:45:46,458 ♪ To the moon and back ♪ 836 00:45:46,541 --> 00:45:48,708 ♪ And myself, myself, myself ♪ 837 00:45:48,792 --> 00:45:50,124 Kat: Hey. 838 00:45:51,124 --> 00:45:54,083 Um, can I ask your opinion on something? 839 00:45:54,166 --> 00:45:56,333 Man: Yeah, sure. 840 00:45:58,416 --> 00:46:00,708 Kat: How does this look? 841 00:46:00,792 --> 00:46:02,792 ♪ I am nowhere now ♪ 842 00:46:02,875 --> 00:46:04,500 ♪ I want you be safe ♪ 843 00:46:07,583 --> 00:46:11,249 (Kat moaning) 844 00:46:11,333 --> 00:46:13,750 (whistles) Yo! 845 00:46:13,833 --> 00:46:16,833 You hear me? I said we're about to close. 846 00:46:17,667 --> 00:46:19,500 Oh, yeah. Sorry. Um... 847 00:46:19,583 --> 00:46:22,458 -I just wanted to buy these. -Cool. 848 00:46:22,541 --> 00:46:24,208 You live around here? 849 00:46:24,999 --> 00:46:27,249 -No, no. -No, word. 850 00:46:27,333 --> 00:46:29,166 This place sucks. 851 00:46:29,249 --> 00:46:30,667 Yeah. 852 00:46:32,083 --> 00:46:34,208 I'll ring you up. 853 00:46:34,291 --> 00:46:34,833 ♪ Arf! Arf! ♪ 854 00:46:34,958 --> 00:46:37,041 Okay. 855 00:46:37,124 --> 00:46:39,166 ♪ Yeah! ♪ 856 00:46:39,249 --> 00:46:41,166 ♪ Yeah, uh ♪ 857 00:46:41,249 --> 00:46:43,416 ♪ Grrrrr, it's what you hearin' ♪ 858 00:46:43,500 --> 00:46:45,667 ♪ Listen, it's what you hearin', listen ♪ 859 00:46:45,750 --> 00:46:48,625 ♪ It's what you hearin', listen ♪ 860 00:46:48,708 --> 00:46:50,416 -♪ X gon' give it to ya, -♪ What? ♪ 861 00:46:50,500 --> 00:46:52,333 ♪ Fuck waiting for you to get it on your own ♪ 862 00:46:52,416 --> 00:46:54,208 ♪ X gon' deliver to ya, uh ♪ 863 00:46:54,291 --> 00:46:56,166 ♪ Knock, knock, open up the door, it's real ♪ 864 00:46:56,249 --> 00:46:58,458 ♪ With the nonstop pop-pop of stainless steel ♪ 865 00:46:58,541 --> 00:46:59,958 ♪ Go hard, gettin' busy wit it ♪ 866 00:47:00,041 --> 00:47:01,875 ♪ But I got such a good heart ♪ 867 00:47:01,958 --> 00:47:03,958 ♪ That I'll make a motherfucker wonder if he did it ♪ 868 00:47:04,041 --> 00:47:06,208 ♪ Damn right, and I'll do it again ♪ 869 00:47:06,291 --> 00:47:08,625 ♪ 'Cause I am right, so I gots to win ♪ 870 00:47:08,708 --> 00:47:10,458 -♪ Break bread with the enemy ♪ -♪ What? ♪ 871 00:47:10,541 --> 00:47:12,416 ♪ No matter how many cats I break bread with ♪ 872 00:47:12,500 --> 00:47:15,083 ♪ I break who you sending me ♪ 873 00:47:15,166 --> 00:47:17,166 ♪ You motherfuckers never wanted nothing but your life saved ♪ 874 00:47:17,249 --> 00:47:18,583 ♪ Bitch, and that's on a light day ♪ 875 00:47:18,667 --> 00:47:20,166 ♪ I'm gettin' down, down ♪ 876 00:47:20,249 --> 00:47:21,875 ♪ Like a nigga said, "Freeze!" ♪ 877 00:47:21,958 --> 00:47:24,166 ♪ But won't be the one ending up on his knees ♪ 878 00:47:24,249 --> 00:47:26,541 ♪ Bitch, please, if the only thing you cats did ♪ 879 00:47:26,625 --> 00:47:29,708 ♪ Was came out to play, stay out my way, motherfucker ♪ 880 00:47:29,792 --> 00:47:31,667 ♪ First we gonna rock, then we gonna roll, then we let it pop... ♪ 881 00:47:31,750 --> 00:47:33,500 Ethan: Ooh. You look different. 882 00:47:33,583 --> 00:47:36,083 -What? -(song continues through earbuds) 883 00:47:36,166 --> 00:47:38,249 You look different. 884 00:47:39,833 --> 00:47:43,124 I changed. 885 00:47:43,208 --> 00:47:45,416 ♪ Let it go, let it go, X gon' give it to ya! ♪ 886 00:47:49,667 --> 00:47:50,958 Jules: Rue! 887 00:47:52,416 --> 00:47:55,333 -Rue: Hey. -Guess what? 888 00:47:55,416 --> 00:47:57,249 Rue: What? 889 00:47:57,333 --> 00:47:59,500 Okay, well, actually, first, 890 00:47:59,583 --> 00:48:03,416 you are the best soft-core pornographer in the game. 891 00:48:03,500 --> 00:48:05,375 So thank you. 892 00:48:05,458 --> 00:48:08,333 And second... Tyler wants to meet. 893 00:48:08,416 --> 00:48:11,041 -Like, for real? -Yeah. 894 00:48:11,124 --> 00:48:12,625 -In, like, person? -Yeah. 895 00:48:12,708 --> 00:48:13,999 -That's cool. -Yeah. 896 00:48:14,083 --> 00:48:14,999 Where? 897 00:48:15,083 --> 00:48:17,208 -The lake. -When? 898 00:48:17,291 --> 00:48:19,625 On Saturday, after the carnival. 899 00:48:20,291 --> 00:48:22,541 Like at... at night? 900 00:48:22,625 --> 00:48:24,333 Of course. Yeah. 901 00:48:25,124 --> 00:48:30,249 That doesn't... seem, like, a little weird? 902 00:48:30,333 --> 00:48:32,625 No. Sis, you watch way too much Dateline. 903 00:48:32,708 --> 00:48:35,416 Relax, like, he's our age. It's fine. 904 00:48:36,625 --> 00:48:39,166 Jules, you don't think that maybe... 905 00:48:39,249 --> 00:48:43,750 you should like meet him at the carnival, like, in public? 906 00:48:43,833 --> 00:48:46,708 I mean, we can't, like... 907 00:48:46,792 --> 00:48:50,500 He's a jock. His mom is super conservative. 908 00:48:50,583 --> 00:48:52,291 It's, like, a tough situation. It doesn't work. 909 00:48:52,375 --> 00:48:54,917 Honestly, Jules, I don't really care about the situation, 910 00:48:54,999 --> 00:48:57,041 because it just doesn't seem safe. 911 00:48:57,124 --> 00:48:59,833 I've been in situations that are way less safe. Like... 912 00:48:59,917 --> 00:49:01,792 Okay, but that's not really the point, right? 913 00:49:01,875 --> 00:49:04,124 The point is, it's dangerous. 914 00:49:05,375 --> 00:49:08,750 Rue, this is the difference between, like, you and me. Like... 915 00:49:08,833 --> 00:49:10,583 I don't always get the privilege of meeting people 916 00:49:10,667 --> 00:49:12,166 in front of a fucking audience or something. Like... 917 00:49:12,249 --> 00:49:13,875 Like, people here know I'm trans-- 918 00:49:13,958 --> 00:49:15,917 That doesn't mean that you have to meet this dude 919 00:49:15,999 --> 00:49:18,625 at, like, a fucking deserted lake in the middle of nowhere. 920 00:49:18,708 --> 00:49:21,333 Okay? It seems insane. 921 00:49:22,083 --> 00:49:25,999 Out of everyone in the world, I wanted to tell you. 922 00:49:26,750 --> 00:49:29,625 'Cause I thought you'd be happy. 923 00:49:29,708 --> 00:49:31,416 But fuck it. 924 00:50:23,333 --> 00:50:25,999 -Hey, Rue. -Hey, um, is Jules here? 925 00:50:26,083 --> 00:50:28,249 -Yeah, she's upstairs. -Can I, um... 926 00:50:28,333 --> 00:50:30,416 -Of course. Come on. -Okay. 927 00:50:30,500 --> 00:50:33,249 -(door shuts) -David: Jules, Rue's here! 928 00:50:33,333 --> 00:50:35,541 (computer playing indistinctly) 929 00:50:45,750 --> 00:50:47,999 Hey. Um... 930 00:50:48,708 --> 00:50:50,625 I don't want to fight with you. 931 00:50:51,708 --> 00:50:54,583 I don't want to fight with you, either. 932 00:50:55,875 --> 00:50:58,750 (breathes deeply) Um... 933 00:51:00,750 --> 00:51:03,917 You have to understand that I just want you to be safe, okay? 934 00:51:03,999 --> 00:51:07,958 (voice breaking): I just, I don't want anything bad to happen to you. 935 00:51:10,166 --> 00:51:12,416 And, you know, you just can't be mad at me 936 00:51:12,500 --> 00:51:13,708 for wanting you to be okay. 937 00:51:13,792 --> 00:51:17,166 You can say I'm being anxious, you know? 938 00:51:17,249 --> 00:51:18,999 Just... 939 00:51:19,083 --> 00:51:21,208 It hurts my heart too much. 940 00:51:21,291 --> 00:51:22,375 And... 941 00:51:22,458 --> 00:51:25,583 -(sobbing): It just, I-- -I'm not mad at you. 942 00:51:25,667 --> 00:51:28,083 You're the best thing that's happened to me in a really long time, 943 00:51:28,166 --> 00:51:30,083 and I just-- I-I just don't want... 944 00:51:30,166 --> 00:51:33,541 anything bad to happen, so, just, please don't be mad at me. Okay, Jules? 945 00:51:33,625 --> 00:51:35,917 -Just don't be mad. -I'm sorry. 946 00:51:35,999 --> 00:51:37,958 (sniffles) 947 00:51:38,999 --> 00:51:40,208 I get it. 948 00:51:41,458 --> 00:51:42,999 I love you. 949 00:51:43,792 --> 00:51:45,500 I really do. 950 00:51:46,208 --> 00:51:50,124 I love you, too. (breathes heavily) 951 00:51:57,833 --> 00:52:00,208 You're a mess, you know that? 952 00:52:00,291 --> 00:52:02,166 So are you. 953 00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:10,708 I hate everyone else in the world but you. 954 00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:25,208 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I should go. 955 00:52:27,249 --> 00:52:28,875 Fuck! 956 00:52:34,999 --> 00:52:37,500 (doorbell ringing rapidly) 957 00:52:37,583 --> 00:52:39,875 -(coughs, sniffles) -(pounding on door) 958 00:52:39,958 --> 00:52:42,999 -Who is it? -Rue: It's me. Open the door. 959 00:52:43,083 --> 00:52:44,917 Fuck. 960 00:52:45,917 --> 00:52:47,208 (sighs) 961 00:52:47,291 --> 00:52:50,208 Not today, Rue. I'm sorry. 962 00:52:50,625 --> 00:52:54,083 -Come on, man. Don't be a dick. -Nah, I'm serious. 963 00:52:54,166 --> 00:52:56,208 You can't come in. 964 00:52:56,291 --> 00:52:59,458 Look, man, all I-- All I need is just, like, a few OCs. 965 00:52:59,541 --> 00:53:01,124 -That's all. -Sorry, I can't help you. 966 00:53:01,208 --> 00:53:04,375 Fez? Fez, I've had a really fucked up day, all right? 967 00:53:04,458 --> 00:53:06,500 Look, it's been a really, really fucked up day, okay? 968 00:53:06,583 --> 00:53:08,416 So I need you to open the door for me, okay? 969 00:53:08,500 --> 00:53:12,083 -Can you open the door, please? -I'm not gonna help you kill yourself, Rue. 970 00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:18,792 I'm sorry, but, you can't be coming over here no more. 971 00:53:18,875 --> 00:53:21,208 -Just go home. -Don't-- Fez! 972 00:53:21,291 --> 00:53:23,500 Don't close the-- Fuck! 973 00:53:23,583 --> 00:53:26,667 Fez, open the fucking door, please? 974 00:53:26,750 --> 00:53:29,249 I'm begging you just to open the door. 975 00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:33,166 Fez! You're full of shit, man. 976 00:53:33,249 --> 00:53:36,166 You know you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. 977 00:53:36,249 --> 00:53:39,917 And now all of a sudden, you want to have a fucking moral high ground? 978 00:53:39,999 --> 00:53:43,166 You're a fucking dropout drug dealer. You know that? 979 00:53:43,249 --> 00:53:44,958 You're a fucking dropout drug dealer 980 00:53:45,041 --> 00:53:47,917 with seven functioning fucking brain cells. 981 00:53:48,917 --> 00:53:51,333 -(banging) -Open the door! 982 00:53:52,124 --> 00:53:53,792 Fuck you! 983 00:53:53,875 --> 00:53:56,083 Fuck you, Fez. Okay? 984 00:53:56,166 --> 00:53:58,375 Are you doing this because you care about me? 985 00:53:58,458 --> 00:54:01,166 If you gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have sold me 986 00:54:01,249 --> 00:54:03,583 the fucking drugs in the first place! 987 00:54:03,667 --> 00:54:06,833 But you did! You fucking did! 988 00:54:06,917 --> 00:54:09,458 So open the goddamned door! 989 00:54:09,541 --> 00:54:10,875 Open the door! 990 00:54:10,958 --> 00:54:13,208 -I can't do it, Rue. I'm sorry. -Open the door! 991 00:54:13,291 --> 00:54:16,291 Open the door! Open the door! 992 00:54:17,833 --> 00:54:19,500 Open the door. 993 00:54:20,166 --> 00:54:22,500 (whimpering) 994 00:54:22,583 --> 00:54:25,083 You did this to me! 995 00:54:25,166 --> 00:54:28,792 You fucking-- You did this to me, Fez. 996 00:54:30,166 --> 00:54:32,917 You fucking ruined my life! 997 00:54:32,999 --> 00:54:37,416 The least you could do is open the goddamned door and fix it! 998 00:54:37,500 --> 00:54:40,917 I'm fucking serious. I'm so fucking serious. 999 00:54:40,999 --> 00:54:44,999 If you don't open this door right now, I swear to God, 1000 00:54:45,083 --> 00:54:48,667 I will hate you, till the day I fucking die. 1001 00:54:51,541 --> 00:54:53,208 (mutters): I'm sorry. 1002 00:54:53,291 --> 00:54:54,541 (screams) 1003 00:54:54,625 --> 00:54:58,083 You fucking did this to me! (sobbing) 1004 00:54:58,958 --> 00:55:01,625 (whimpering): Open the fucking door. 1005 00:55:01,708 --> 00:55:03,667 -Open the door, Fez! -(banging) 1006 00:55:03,750 --> 00:55:05,291 Come on, man! 1007 00:55:05,375 --> 00:55:07,541 -(banging rapidly) -That is so fucked up! 1008 00:55:10,041 --> 00:55:12,541 (panting) 1009 00:55:14,083 --> 00:55:17,166 ♪ Ah ♪ 1010 00:55:17,249 --> 00:55:20,541 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1011 00:55:20,625 --> 00:55:24,124 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 1012 00:55:24,208 --> 00:55:26,875 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1013 00:55:27,999 --> 00:55:31,458 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1014 00:55:31,541 --> 00:55:34,458 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1015 00:55:34,541 --> 00:55:38,166 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1016 00:55:38,249 --> 00:55:40,708 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1017 00:55:40,792 --> 00:55:44,124 Hey, um... is this Ali? 1018 00:55:44,792 --> 00:55:47,792 Uh, this is Rue. 1019 00:55:47,875 --> 00:55:50,416 I was just calling to see if maybe you 1020 00:55:50,500 --> 00:55:54,041 still wanted to get pancakes or something? 1021 00:55:59,333 --> 00:56:01,875 (song playing fast-forward): ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1022 00:56:01,958 --> 00:56:03,416 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1023 00:56:04,500 --> 00:56:07,625 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1024 00:56:11,416 --> 00:56:15,291 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1025 00:56:15,375 --> 00:56:17,999 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 1026 00:56:18,083 --> 00:56:21,625 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1027 00:57:25,541 --> 00:57:28,375 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1028 00:57:29,208 --> 00:57:31,375 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1029 00:57:52,708 --> 00:57:54,166 RUE BENNETT: When Jules was 11 years old, 1030 00:57:54,500 --> 00:57:55,917 her mother took her on a trip. 1031 00:57:55,999 --> 00:57:57,958 ♪ (TRIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 1032 00:57:58,208 --> 00:57:59,792 MAN: Are you making any friends? 1033 00:57:59,875 --> 00:58:01,875 -Not really. -MAN: Well, that'll change. 1034 00:58:02,917 --> 00:58:05,291 RUE: Although she had never been in a relationship, 1035 00:58:05,375 --> 00:58:08,083 Jules imagined spending a life with her new best friend. 1036 00:58:08,750 --> 00:58:10,083 But that was before Tyler. 1037 00:58:10,625 --> 00:58:13,041 Does the words you feel remind you of anything? 1038 00:58:13,333 --> 00:58:14,875 -(LAUGHING) -ALI: The feelings? 1039 00:58:17,041 --> 00:58:18,416 The... withdrawal? 1040 00:58:20,416 --> 00:58:21,750 Your obsession? 1041 00:58:22,999 --> 00:58:24,041 JULES VAUGHN: Tyler? 1042 00:58:24,625 --> 00:58:26,083 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪