1 00:00:08,080 --> 00:00:10,120 What happened to us Barry? 2 00:00:12,320 --> 00:00:13,880 Life happened Carmel. 3 00:00:15,280 --> 00:00:16,000 I feel... 4 00:00:16,080 --> 00:00:17,880 like a orphan Barry. 5 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:20,400 When you coming out for the funeral? 6 00:00:21,080 --> 00:00:22,880 Sorry Carmel. 7 00:00:23,600 --> 00:00:25,200 I just can’t. 8 00:00:26,080 --> 00:00:28,640 Would it have killed you to have gone to Antigua with Mum? 9 00:00:28,960 --> 00:00:31,760 Do you understand that you are this close to losing her 10 00:00:32,080 --> 00:00:34,600 and tearing our whole family apart? 11 00:00:35,840 --> 00:00:37,240 Goodbye Barry. 12 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:45,960 I'm having to go to Antigua for grandad's funeral... 13 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:47,320 because you won't. 14 00:00:47,400 --> 00:00:49,560 You need to connect with your grandson, again. 15 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:51,640 - Hello, Grandy. - Danny-Boy. 16 00:00:51,960 --> 00:00:53,320 Let me tell you something. 17 00:00:53,400 --> 00:00:56,840 Your actions and misdeeds will always have consequences. 18 00:00:57,120 --> 00:00:59,280 All your Grandmother's things. 19 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:00,880 I say leave, so leave. 20 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:05,800 And take this, this homophobic shit noise with you. 21 00:01:05,880 --> 00:01:09,400 Grandad, Grandad I, I swear, I never meant to... 22 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:11,200 Don't you speak to me. 23 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:31,600 "Life's tragedy is that we get old too soon and wise too late" 24 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:38,320 Benjamin Franklin, hm... And it's far too late. 25 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:18,760 DAD..! DAD! DAD, DAD WAKE UP! 26 00:02:18,840 --> 00:02:20,120 PLEASE! 27 00:02:20,200 --> 00:02:22,920 I'm awake... I'm awake. I'm awake. I'm awake! 28 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:26,520 Oh, oh, oh, thank ***. 29 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:28,320 Oh my God! 30 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:36,480 - Oh, oh... oh, yeah, steady. - Thank you Maxine. 31 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:39,800 Yeah hold, hold onto me, hold onto me... 32 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:44,760 Dad, Dad, this stinks, this is disgusting. 33 00:02:44,840 --> 00:02:47,320 Come on let's take, let's take this off. Come on. 34 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:52,280 - Oh my God... Are you okay? - Yeah, oh... 35 00:02:58,120 --> 00:02:59,440 Fell asleep. 36 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:02,680 Oh... Dad you scared me. 37 00:03:08,080 --> 00:03:09,640 Oh my..! 38 00:03:55,160 --> 00:03:56,600 Okay... 39 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:01,080 Ready? 40 00:04:02,160 --> 00:04:03,400 Mmm... 41 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:07,720 Put your arm up for me. 42 00:04:08,320 --> 00:04:09,400 I can do this. 43 00:04:09,480 --> 00:04:11,480 No, no, Dad, I'm just trying to... 44 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:14,040 No, I can, I can... I can... 45 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:25,840 What day is it? 46 00:04:26,920 --> 00:04:28,440 It's Tuesday. 47 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:31,560 - Tues..? - Eight thirty. 48 00:04:31,640 --> 00:04:33,560 Eight thirty? 49 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:37,800 It's eight thirty in the morning. Look! See! Daylight! 50 00:04:40,120 --> 00:04:42,840 I'm gonna get you some water, okay? Leave you to get dressed. 51 00:04:44,240 --> 00:04:48,360 Dad... Come, sit up, sit up. I'm coming back. 52 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:51,240 If you need me just shout, okay? 53 00:04:52,240 --> 00:04:53,720 Okay?! 54 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:20,960 I never got to tell Papi how I felt. 55 00:05:21,920 --> 00:05:27,400 It's okay Carm, don't beat yourself up. 56 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:34,440 I spent my whole life trying to get away from Papi. 57 00:05:38,840 --> 00:05:40,320 I hate him. 58 00:05:42,680 --> 00:05:44,080 I do. 59 00:05:45,560 --> 00:05:48,080 For what he did to Mummy. 60 00:05:49,280 --> 00:05:51,200 For what he's made me. 61 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:55,040 Let it go, Carm. 62 00:05:57,320 --> 00:05:59,920 The only person you're hurting is yourself. 63 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:09,680 Barry not coming? 64 00:06:10,080 --> 00:06:12,000 I did ask him, but... 65 00:06:16,040 --> 00:06:18,800 I hope you don't mind me saying Carm, this, 66 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:22,520 but I know you're grieving, 67 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:25,920 but you're looking tired. 68 00:06:27,640 --> 00:06:30,240 Don't, don't let yourself go. 69 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:35,400 Years of marriage to that man has taken it's toll on you. 70 00:06:37,520 --> 00:06:43,440 What you need, woman, is some TLC. 71 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:48,560 Who goin' ever love me? 72 00:06:54,400 --> 00:06:55,960 You are! 73 00:07:02,200 --> 00:07:03,880 You are... 74 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:17,800 Okay, come on. 75 00:07:18,240 --> 00:07:19,480 What? No Maxine, no. 76 00:07:19,560 --> 00:07:21,840 You must be dangerously dehydrated, you idiot, so drink. 77 00:07:21,920 --> 00:07:23,280 Put the damn water in a glass. 78 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:26,000 I'm not a, I'm not a pot plant. 79 00:07:28,080 --> 00:07:29,280 Come on. 80 00:07:32,120 --> 00:07:33,600 You know, a minute or two later up there, 81 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:35,400 we would've been covering you in dirt. 82 00:07:42,760 --> 00:07:44,240 When did you last eat? 83 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:57,520 Unbelievable. 84 00:08:20,720 --> 00:08:22,320 So why the bender then? 85 00:08:23,560 --> 00:08:26,360 No, come on. Something's gotta be up for it to be this bad. 86 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:28,240 For you to not answer your phone. 87 00:08:28,360 --> 00:08:30,840 And I've been ringing and ringing, and Donna has too. 88 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:35,520 Yeah, you better batten down the hatches mate because Donna is back. 89 00:08:35,840 --> 00:08:37,840 And she's gonna wanna know where her son is, 90 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:41,600 'cause like you, he hasn't answered his phone, or any texts in days. 91 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:43,800 He not here. 92 00:08:43,960 --> 00:08:45,840 Okay, so where is he, then? 93 00:08:48,880 --> 00:08:51,360 The shops or at his friends, where? 94 00:08:51,440 --> 00:08:52,680 Mi not know. 95 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:54,440 What do you mean you don't know? 96 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:57,600 No, mm-mm... 97 00:08:58,920 --> 00:09:01,720 No, no, no, no, no, try again. 98 00:09:03,120 --> 00:09:04,280 What happened? 99 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:08,320 LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE! 100 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:10,200 How dare you! 101 00:09:10,280 --> 00:09:13,200 Find your t'ings and *** off! 102 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:15,080 *** off! 103 00:09:15,360 --> 00:09:16,160 I don't know. 104 00:09:16,240 --> 00:09:17,600 That's not good enough. 105 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:19,320 That is nowhere near good enough. 106 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:20,720 Let's try again. 107 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:22,720 What happened?! 108 00:09:22,800 --> 00:09:24,760 Cucksucker... Come burn... 109 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:27,360 me. 'Cause I suck ***! 110 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:40,800 Maxine, hold on. Where you goin'? 111 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:44,120 I can't help you if you're gonna be no help to me whatsoever. 112 00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:47,240 I told you, he err, just, pick up and gone. 113 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:48,760 Yes, but how can you be so sure? 114 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:50,200 You've been out of it since God-knows-when. 115 00:09:50,280 --> 00:09:52,040 Have you even checked properly..? 116 00:09:52,720 --> 00:09:54,080 Like in here. 117 00:09:54,200 --> 00:09:55,880 Wait, wait, wait! 118 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:05,080 Oh my God! Oh my god! 119 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:09,600 Dad... 120 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:13,640 What the actual..? 121 00:10:14,840 --> 00:10:16,360 ***! ***! 122 00:10:19,320 --> 00:10:23,040 Look who it is. Welcome home, sis. 123 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:24,400 Where's Daniel? 124 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:26,320 Daniel? 125 00:10:26,840 --> 00:10:28,080 Daniel? 126 00:10:30,680 --> 00:10:31,680 Daniel? 127 00:10:32,360 --> 00:10:33,400 Daniel? 128 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:36,960 Where's..? Daniel? 129 00:10:37,840 --> 00:10:40,040 Daniel? Pumkin?! 130 00:10:41,520 --> 00:10:42,840 Baby...? 131 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:47,400 What, what's going on in here? 132 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,240 Where, where's my son?! Where's my son?! 133 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:54,160 I don't know. I only just arrived and Dad doesn't know either. 134 00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:56,080 Well, what, what happened to him? 135 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:57,840 What the hell happened in here? 136 00:10:58,280 --> 00:10:59,480 Erm, 137 00:11:02,280 --> 00:11:05,000 your son disrespected me, 138 00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:08,800 he disrespected yuh mother, all her t'ings. 139 00:11:09,520 --> 00:11:11,600 He disrespected this house... 140 00:11:13,680 --> 00:11:15,080 so I put him out. 141 00:11:16,360 --> 00:11:18,920 Did the only thing that was right. I tell him to leave. 142 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:21,240 You did what?! 143 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:28,440 I, I, I told him to leave. 144 00:11:28,760 --> 00:11:30,600 Margot, it's err, Donna Walker, 145 00:11:30,680 --> 00:11:32,240 Daniel's mum. Random question, 146 00:11:32,320 --> 00:11:35,360 I don't suppose Dan's been staying with you has he? 147 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:36,720 Is that, Benedict? 148 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:38,440 Eddie, hi, it's... 149 00:11:38,520 --> 00:11:41,920 Oh, okay, Jonah, do you have this Ash's number? 150 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:43,880 Hi Ash erm... 151 00:11:44,560 --> 00:11:45,640 He is? 152 00:11:45,720 --> 00:11:48,440 Oh, could you, could you just put him on for me please? 153 00:11:48,560 --> 00:11:50,080 Donna, I think it's best if... 154 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:53,280 Oh my baby, been so worried... 155 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:56,000 No, no, no, no, no, no, it's not your fault, Babycakes. 156 00:11:59,080 --> 00:12:00,280 Uh-huh... 157 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:02,560 Really?! 158 00:12:04,600 --> 00:12:05,800 He did what..? 159 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:09,640 Just, just give me a call when you want, okay? 160 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:11,040 Alright darling, okay. 161 00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:20,040 That was Daniel... and he explained everything. 162 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:22,480 Everything? 163 00:12:22,560 --> 00:12:23,720 Yes. 164 00:12:24,240 --> 00:12:26,160 So he got a bit tipsy. 165 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:27,560 Silly boy. 166 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:30,160 But we all made mistakes at his age. 167 00:12:30,680 --> 00:12:34,120 But he's so young and understandably very upset by your drunk, 168 00:12:34,200 --> 00:12:37,520 and judging by the state of you, over-reaction. 169 00:12:38,120 --> 00:12:40,760 Oh, God I'm shattered. 170 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:42,000 Oh... 171 00:12:42,080 --> 00:12:45,160 Max, stick the kettle on, I'm dying for a cup of coffee. 172 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:51,600 Oh and maybe a sandwich if you can find anything edible in there... 173 00:13:53,560 --> 00:13:55,200 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 174 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:58,160 Mrs Walker, I'm sorry, would you like me to stop? 175 00:13:59,200 --> 00:14:01,560 It's that there's so much tension in your body! 176 00:14:03,200 --> 00:14:06,880 It's alright, carry on. Carry on. 177 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:35,040 Arghhhhhhhhh. 178 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:47,040 Arghhhhhhhhh. 179 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:55,200 Arghhhhhhhhh. 180 00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:23,720 Right, I'm off to get some essentials. 181 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:25,000 I won't be long. 182 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:26,520 Huh, 183 00:15:27,400 --> 00:15:29,680 just like Donna to weasel out of cleaning up 184 00:15:29,760 --> 00:15:31,760 the mess her own precious son made! 185 00:15:32,360 --> 00:15:33,600 Wow... 186 00:15:34,160 --> 00:15:35,600 Okay, 187 00:15:37,840 --> 00:15:38,880 where to begin? 188 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:40,000 Hmm... 189 00:15:41,320 --> 00:15:43,720 Any idea where these dreadful things go? 190 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:49,720 Mm, are you still feeling rough, Daddy? 191 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:53,080 I think I have never felt rougher. 192 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:55,920 Well, let this be a warning then! 193 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:57,360 Lay off the booze. 194 00:15:57,440 --> 00:15:58,600 You're way too old to be caning it. 195 00:15:58,680 --> 00:16:00,440 That's not what I'm talking about. 196 00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:03,560 Okay, well what, what are you talking about? 197 00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:08,880 I don't know why he didn't... 198 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:12,720 Why Daniel never...? Why...? 199 00:16:13,880 --> 00:16:15,400 To his mo... 200 00:16:19,920 --> 00:16:22,120 Dad... what... 201 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:25,520 what actually happened here? 202 00:16:25,840 --> 00:16:29,680 Because you were absolutely petrified when Donna was on the phone. 203 00:16:29,760 --> 00:16:32,240 I saw you! Something is up. 204 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:34,200 I mean, it's not like Uncle Morris 205 00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:35,760 not to be nipping at your ankles either. 206 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:37,680 Where is he and why haven't you mentioned him? 207 00:16:37,760 --> 00:16:39,920 He wouldn't have let you go off the rails like this. 208 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,720 You could have killed yourself. 209 00:16:44,040 --> 00:16:45,320 Come on. 210 00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:47,200 Donna will be home with the shopping soon. 211 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:49,160 So tell me what I need to know before she does. 212 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:52,880 No, no, no, you get, get going Maxine and leave me be. 213 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:54,600 No! What is it? 214 00:17:00,120 --> 00:17:01,320 Dad... 215 00:17:02,840 --> 00:17:04,120 Talk to me. 216 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:15,480 I err, 217 00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:20,680 I told you 218 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:23,880 Daniel and him friends. 219 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:26,720 Comin' here and they erm... 220 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:30,400 they were 221 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:33,560 trashing the place and... 222 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:38,640 blastin' their homophobic music and disrespecting my hou... 223 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:45,480 Disrespecting my house. 224 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,480 Your mother's home. 225 00:17:50,720 --> 00:17:53,440 And disrespecting... 226 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:55,800 me... 227 00:17:57,080 --> 00:17:58,400 Who I am. 228 00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:03,160 Who I erm... 229 00:18:08,560 --> 00:18:11,320 always... been... 230 00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:24,160 A homosexual. 231 00:18:32,720 --> 00:18:34,880 Gay or whatever them call it... 232 00:18:37,080 --> 00:18:39,400 I've been in love with your Uncle Morris 233 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:43,040 and him in love with me for, 234 00:18:44,800 --> 00:18:47,240 feel like my en... 235 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:50,560 my entire life. 236 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:36,000 Dad, this is huge. 237 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:46,280 How, how, how are you feeling? 238 00:19:48,200 --> 00:19:49,360 I am... 239 00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:52,840 petrified. 240 00:19:56,120 --> 00:19:57,800 - Yeah... - Scared... 241 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:01,320 Have you, have you, have you told anyone else? 242 00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:03,440 No... I'm... 243 00:20:05,360 --> 00:20:06,800 how can I? 244 00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:11,480 Maxine, how can I ever say this to your mother? 245 00:20:13,120 --> 00:20:15,120 She will never forgive me. 246 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:19,840 And she will never understand. 247 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,000 Yeah, probably not. 248 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:40,720 But... And, and I know you're gonna find this hard to believe. 249 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:50,000 Putting yourself first is what's best. 250 00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:54,120 For you and for Mum. 251 00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:05,640 I thought you would hate me. 252 00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:08,440 No... 253 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:11,400 All of my lies and 254 00:21:12,920 --> 00:21:15,120 hurt to so many people and... 255 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:21,160 Oh... Okay, yeah, yeah, yes, you have been dishonest, 256 00:21:23,920 --> 00:21:28,800 but Dad, you've also denied yourself for over five decades. 257 00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:31,520 That's too long. 258 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:41,240 What gonna happen Maxine? 259 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:45,360 I don't know, 260 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:47,880 but I'm here, 261 00:21:50,680 --> 00:21:52,000 through all of it. 262 00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:55,440 Hmm... 263 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:13,840 And we live to see another day. 264 00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:15,320 Hmm... 265 00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:17,520 Thank you. 266 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:19,040 I'm so proud of you. 267 00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:20,320 Hm... 268 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:22,280 Oh, you're leaving? 269 00:22:22,360 --> 00:22:24,120 Well yes, 'cause all the tidying's been done 270 00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:26,160 and I have places to go and people to see. 271 00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:27,720 Nephews to lose. 272 00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:32,280 I'm joking. Look, I've bought Chinese. 273 00:22:33,120 --> 00:22:36,880 Oh wow, yeah, trans fat, MSG, 274 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:38,960 heart attack and blocked arteries. 275 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:40,200 Thank you, but not really my thing. 276 00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:41,960 Oh, suit yourself. 277 00:22:43,040 --> 00:22:45,400 You're welcome for all the help tidying by the way. 278 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:47,920 No? 279 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:50,160 Honestly, can you believe her? 280 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:53,120 Bye Dad. 281 00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:54,520 Maxie. 282 00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:03,920 Thank you. 283 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:13,840 Love you Dad. 284 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,320 Er... 285 00:23:57,760 --> 00:23:59,080 I'm sorry. 286 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,760 Sorry for what? 287 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:05,800 Kicking off earlier about Daniel. 288 00:24:06,760 --> 00:24:10,760 What I mean is, I went a bit overboard and I was just... 289 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:12,440 A bit rude? 290 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,000 I was just panicking about Daniel and I lost it. 291 00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:17,920 I shouldn't have spoken to you like that. 292 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,840 'Cause I'm well aware that Daniel can be a little bit of a *** 293 00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:26,200 when he wants to, but he's all I've got. 294 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:29,120 And when he goes off to Uni, that's it. 295 00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:30,800 I mean, he's said as much. 296 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:33,800 I know he won't be coming back except to bring his dirty washing, 297 00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:35,600 the way men do. 298 00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:38,200 Still. Every cloud, as they say. 299 00:24:38,720 --> 00:24:41,000 What I mean is, it frees you up, you know? 300 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:44,920 To find that erm, nice kind fella that you deserve, 301 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:47,640 somebody to treat you good. 302 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:50,640 Oh, it's just so hard to find a good-looking man 303 00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:52,800 with a good job and his own house and no baggage. 304 00:24:52,880 --> 00:24:56,080 And who, let's face it, is even into black women. 305 00:24:58,280 --> 00:25:01,040 But Donna, darlin', you don't think that maybe you're just, 306 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:05,880 I don't know, being a bit too fussy? 307 00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:08,120 Too fussy?! 308 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:11,920 I wasn't fussy enough with Frankie, was I?! 309 00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:14,760 I don't believe it, you just don't get it, do you?! 310 00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:16,440 - Get what? - That it's you! 311 00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,160 You're to blame. 312 00:25:18,280 --> 00:25:19,400 I can't trust men, 313 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:22,920 because of the pain you caused Mum her whole married life! 314 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:24,440 - Donna, listen, I... - No, no, no, don't even try 315 00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:27,080 and deny it because I saw you that night. 316 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:30,560 At the cemetery. 317 00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:46,560 I saw you with my own eyes. 318 00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:51,600 I saw you, my dad. 319 00:25:53,360 --> 00:25:55,080 With that ***. 320 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:04,960 A few nights later we were just watching telly. 321 00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:07,600 You said you were off to have a drink at the pub. 322 00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:10,120 So, in the interest of any doubt, 323 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:12,960 I followed you straight back to the gates of the cemetery 324 00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,960 and in you went with the rest of the dirty old men! 325 00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:18,480 I couldn't tell Mum, 'cause it would have broken her. 326 00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:21,320 And I couldn't destroy Maxine's fantasy version of you! 327 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:24,920 No, no, no, no, no, no don't go anywhere, I haven't finished. 328 00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:30,680 Donna the... the... 329 00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:37,680 Yeah, 330 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,920 excuse me. 331 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:50,760 Run away like you always do... 332 00:26:55,120 --> 00:26:56,560 You coward! 333 00:27:13,360 --> 00:27:14,640 C'mon, let me in! 334 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:18,400 C'mon, you have to let me in! 335 00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:28,120 - Hullo? - Hello? 336 00:27:28,360 --> 00:27:29,760 Hello, Morris... 337 00:27:30,120 --> 00:27:31,280 - Barry? - You see me? 338 00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:36,200 It's me I, I, erm, no, no, don't, don't, don't, please, 339 00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:37,960 don't hang up, okay? 340 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:42,680 Don't, don't hang up. Just hear me out, will you, please? 341 00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:46,480 Just, I erm, 342 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:53,040 I, I was listening to you. 343 00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:57,680 I was listening to you and everything yuh haffu say. 344 00:27:58,120 --> 00:28:01,680 I was listening about erm, about erm, 345 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:05,080 George Michael and, and, and the boy Fashanu 346 00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:07,480 and how brave they were. 347 00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:10,560 And why you revere them for their bravery. 348 00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:14,520 I don't know M-Morris, I, 349 00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:18,520 I was wrong. 350 00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:22,760 I was wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. 351 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:24,920 About a whole heap of t'ings. 352 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:26,840 I was wrong. 353 00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:31,240 I am a, 354 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:35,200 a stubborn old fool... 355 00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,360 But I want to be brave, you know? 356 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:44,840 I want, I want to be brave... 357 00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:48,360 for you. 358 00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:55,480 I want to be brave for us, 359 00:28:57,600 --> 00:28:59,040 Morris. 360 00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:04,120 Morris? 361 00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:14,640 Okay... 362 00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:55,520 You hurt me, Barry. 363 00:29:57,160 --> 00:29:58,760 I know. 364 00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,680 I been meanin' to call you 365 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:06,240 and apologise and everything, but err, it's... 366 00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:09,920 Morris, you know, 367 00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:13,720 mi don't say this often enough. 368 00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:17,640 I need you... 369 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:25,080 I really do. I need my spar. 370 00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,240 Well, it don't mean you can keep hurting me this way. 371 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:29,200 That's right, that's right. 372 00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:31,880 You is right, because a man as, 373 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:33,480 as special and as loyal and as loving 374 00:30:33,560 --> 00:30:37,360 and as kind as you deserves more. 375 00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:39,200 You know you, far, 376 00:30:40,840 --> 00:30:42,320 far more. 377 00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:45,360 And I am 378 00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:48,640 sorry. 379 00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:52,000 I'm sorry Morris, 380 00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:54,320 because you are my anchor. 381 00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:58,600 Always have been you. And without you I am... 382 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:03,960 Well, 383 00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:07,200 truth is err, 384 00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:13,600 I need yuh too. 385 00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:18,600 I do. 386 00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:50,840 I love you too, mm? 387 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:52,400 Mm-hmm... 388 00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:53,760 I love you. 389 00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:45,520 You know Morris, 390 00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,640 you could pass for one of those buff middle-aged men, 391 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:52,880 pumping iron down at the gym, easy. 392 00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:54,160 Very funny. 393 00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:56,560 No for true man. Yuh is buff. 394 00:33:57,480 --> 00:33:59,320 But you know, even if you wasn't, 395 00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:00,880 I would still want you. 396 00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:04,200 Love still goin' strong here. 397 00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:07,480 Love still goin' strong! 398 00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:13,120 You're getting soft on me. 399 00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:16,120 Something go down in my absence? 400 00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:22,000 You're different. 401 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,320 Man, you should have seen the place. 402 00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:35,200 Trashed five ways to shit. 403 00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:38,560 And them just standing there, smirking, 404 00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:41,960 you know the way them rich, privilege white boys does do? 405 00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:42,560 Mm-hmm... 406 00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:46,840 And they're pumping out their homophobic, anti-man nonsense. 407 00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,760 Mi just cyan take it. 408 00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:52,400 So, I just fess up, fess up and tell him. 409 00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:55,640 "Fi true man, I am a ***." 410 00:34:55,720 --> 00:34:57,600 - You said that? - Shouted it. 411 00:34:57,680 --> 00:34:59,200 In front-a Daniel? 412 00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:03,080 - Lawd, Barry. - Hm... 413 00:35:03,240 --> 00:35:05,040 You don't wanna end up like me Barry. 414 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,560 Mm-mm... Broke. 415 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,640 No access to yuh children or your grandchildren. 416 00:35:10,720 --> 00:35:13,440 Like I said, I wasn't thinking. 417 00:35:13,680 --> 00:35:16,920 But subsequently I been thinking about George 418 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:19,800 and Justin and everything you said about them. 419 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:22,240 How they didn't run, you know? 420 00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:24,120 After they were outted. 421 00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:29,640 How they took control of their own narrative and their own destiny. 422 00:35:31,120 --> 00:35:33,600 So, yuh see me. 423 00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:37,880 I am unashamed. 424 00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:41,240 Are you sayin' what I think yuh sayin'? 425 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:44,720 It's not enough that I divorce Carmel. 426 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:50,000 Before somebody else can, I have to tell her the truth. 427 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:55,880 Have to tell her my truth. Not so? 428 00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:58,680 Mm... 429 00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:29,640 Carmel, that was amazing, amazing, fantastic, fantastic... 430 00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:32,280 No need to be scared over there... 431 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:38,040 That was sensational. I mean truly, sensational. 432 00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:41,600 Thank you, I was so nervous. 433 00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:45,120 Oh, it felt so good. 434 00:37:45,360 --> 00:37:47,320 Can I get you another drink? 435 00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:48,840 Same again. 436 00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:53,360 - Oh, can I get you..? - Oh, it's alright, thanks. 437 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:54,520 Alright. 438 00:37:57,320 --> 00:37:59,880 Um-hm. There she is. 439 00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:02,560 The Carmelita I remember. 440 00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:05,680 Odette! 441 00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:08,880 I can't thank you enough. 442 00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:10,880 No need. 443 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:15,680 Just promise mi you'll allow her to continue to grow radiant 444 00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:18,760 and strong before letting anybody else 445 00:38:18,840 --> 00:38:20,720 pluck her again for them garden. 446 00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:26,120 Need I remind you, I'm a married woman. 447 00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:27,840 Happily? 448 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:31,240 It's complicated. 449 00:38:42,720 --> 00:38:44,040 Listen, Carm! 450 00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:47,280 There's no easy way to say this... 451 00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:52,440 but there's something I need to tell you... 452 00:38:53,240 --> 00:38:54,600 What? 453 00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:01,280 It's about yuh husband! 454 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:11,640 Arghhhhhhh! 455 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:21,000 Carmel, I know you've not been happy for a long time now. 456 00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:22,120 And that we... 457 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:23,280 have both been lonely... 458 00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:25,240 in this antiquated union. 459 00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:27,240 For which we once foolishly... 460 00:39:27,320 --> 00:39:30,240 pledged to honour, love and obey... 461 00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:33,200 one another till death us do part... 462 00:39:33,360 --> 00:39:35,080 So rather than waste any more of... 463 00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:36,880 our days. I... 464 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:40,120 freely admit finally that I have... 465 00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:42,360 transgressed on all three. 466 00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:46,000 'Cause you see, Carmel. I'm... 467 00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:50,800 I'm... I...