WEBVTT 00:00:29.146 --> 00:00:31.938 align:center BASED ON THE BESTSELLING NOVEL BY ALICE KELLEN 00:00:45.396 --> 00:00:48.105 align:center Love, I'm still waiting for your Christmas wish list. 00:00:49.688 --> 00:00:53.105 align:center - I'm fine, Mum. Whatever you like. - What about me? 00:00:53.188 --> 00:00:55.063 align:center Don't I have to do my wish list? 00:00:55.396 --> 00:00:57.938 align:center You always ask for colourful socks... 00:00:58.105 --> 00:01:00.438 align:center Or some weird product for the garden. 00:01:01.063 --> 00:01:02.605 align:center Right, no need for a wish list. 00:01:02.730 --> 00:01:06.896 align:center By the way, Leah, have I ever told you what one lettuce said to another? 00:01:06.980 --> 00:01:08.438 align:center A million times? 00:01:10.438 --> 00:01:11.480 align:center Dad! 00:01:12.855 --> 00:01:15.271 align:center Things can suddenly change. 00:01:15.896 --> 00:01:19.980 align:center ONE YEAR LATER 00:03:59.855 --> 00:04:02.480 align:center - Morning. - Hey. 00:04:03.063 --> 00:04:04.355 align:center Weren't you leaving soon? 00:04:06.313 --> 00:04:10.438 align:center Yeah, but I liked dinner so much that I had to try breakfast. 00:04:13.146 --> 00:04:14.188 align:center The buffet is open. 00:04:15.813 --> 00:04:18.896 align:center If I eat too much, someone's not getting their present tonight. 00:04:19.021 --> 00:04:22.188 align:center - Really? What happens tonight? - It's Christmas Eve, you idiot. 00:04:22.771 --> 00:04:23.771 align:center What? 00:04:51.063 --> 00:04:54.438 align:center - Hi, Mum. Happy Christmas Eve. - Why didn't you answer the phone? 00:04:54.521 --> 00:04:57.938 align:center - I thought you'd have choked. - Always looking on the bright side. 00:04:58.438 --> 00:04:59.855 align:center Any room in the freezer? 00:05:00.688 --> 00:05:01.730 align:center Aren't they chilled? 00:05:02.855 --> 00:05:04.896 align:center Axel, love, weren't you in charge of that? 00:05:04.938 --> 00:05:05.896 align:center Yeah, I know. 00:05:05.938 --> 00:05:09.063 align:center Check the top shelf, I think there's room for them. 00:05:09.730 --> 00:05:12.021 align:center I told you I should've dealt with it. 00:05:12.563 --> 00:05:16.230 align:center - Don't ever let him help again. - Have you ever heard of ice, Dad? 00:05:16.355 --> 00:05:18.771 align:center - And Happy Christmas. - Happy? Hardly. 00:05:18.980 --> 00:05:21.813 align:center - We could just not celebrate. - Please, cut it out. 00:05:21.938 --> 00:05:24.438 align:center Tonight's going to be tough for all of us. 00:05:24.855 --> 00:05:25.896 align:center Alright? 00:05:26.271 --> 00:05:29.313 align:center Take these to your brother. I can handle this myself. 00:05:29.438 --> 00:05:30.438 align:center - You sure? - Yeah. 00:05:30.521 --> 00:05:31.563 align:center Okay. 00:05:34.730 --> 00:05:35.730 align:center Alright. 00:05:36.605 --> 00:05:37.605 align:center There we go. 00:05:38.146 --> 00:05:41.313 align:center You've just arrived and Dad's already pissed off. New record. 00:05:41.771 --> 00:05:42.896 align:center Hi, how are you doing? 00:05:42.980 --> 00:05:45.605 align:center Aren't you fed up with my brother already? 00:05:45.688 --> 00:05:47.480 align:center I know loads of nice, single mates. 00:05:47.605 --> 00:05:51.313 align:center - I could introduce you to them. - You know, I'm not trying to replace him. 00:05:51.813 --> 00:05:54.396 align:center "Love is blind", they say. If you saw his jumper... 00:05:54.480 --> 00:05:57.688 align:center Didn't you bring one of your girlfriends tonight? 00:05:58.105 --> 00:06:00.146 align:center So you scare them off with your dad jokes? 00:06:00.271 --> 00:06:02.730 align:center Yeah, I'm sure that's what would scare them off. 00:06:03.563 --> 00:06:05.855 align:center Open the door. We'll handle this. 00:06:09.355 --> 00:06:10.605 align:center - Hi. - Hi. 00:06:11.188 --> 00:06:13.771 align:center - Food's ready. Drinks are nearly chilled. - Great. 00:06:15.605 --> 00:06:17.146 align:center How's my favourite person? 00:06:22.021 --> 00:06:24.730 align:center Our lives changed 20 years ago, when the Joneses... 00:06:24.855 --> 00:06:28.646 align:center came from the other side of the world to become part of our family. 00:06:29.896 --> 00:06:32.980 align:center Oliver and I have been very close friends since we were little, 00:06:33.396 --> 00:06:36.146 align:center but that car crash that took their parents' lives 00:06:36.230 --> 00:06:38.563 align:center brought us together in an unbreakable bond. 00:06:47.771 --> 00:06:48.938 align:center Ready? 00:07:07.230 --> 00:07:10.313 align:center - It was delicious, Miriam. - Thank you so much, love. 00:07:10.438 --> 00:07:12.938 align:center I did my best, but without your mum... 00:07:13.646 --> 00:07:15.313 align:center It didn't turn out the same. 00:07:15.980 --> 00:07:17.105 align:center As you all know, 00:07:17.438 --> 00:07:20.688 align:center we've been celebrating Christmas together as one family. 00:07:22.355 --> 00:07:23.396 align:center Today, all of us... 00:07:24.938 --> 00:07:26.688 align:center miss your parents more than ever. 00:07:28.355 --> 00:07:32.605 align:center A toast to them, and may this always be your home. 00:07:33.855 --> 00:07:35.730 align:center - Leah! Leah, wait. - I'll go. 00:07:40.438 --> 00:07:43.688 align:center Damn, Dad. You sure are the life and soul of the party. 00:07:44.146 --> 00:07:47.396 align:center That's you, son. You never take anything seriously. 00:07:49.146 --> 00:07:52.938 align:center I was taking Christmas seriously, but it seems we have the Grinch at home. 00:07:53.063 --> 00:07:56.855 align:center - Cut it out, please. We're celebrating. - Yes? And your brother's the clown. 00:07:56.980 --> 00:08:00.063 align:center Pack it in already, Dad. Let's celebrate peacefully. 00:08:00.188 --> 00:08:03.563 align:center Peacefully? Don't make me laugh. I'm going home. My stomach hurts. 00:08:03.688 --> 00:08:04.896 align:center Axel, for God's sake! 00:08:06.855 --> 00:08:07.855 align:center I'll get him. 00:08:12.480 --> 00:08:14.813 align:center It's fine, Mum. No, it wasn't your fault. 00:08:15.271 --> 00:08:18.563 align:center We all agreed on it, we thought it was the best, but... 00:08:19.188 --> 00:08:21.146 align:center I guess it wasn't, after all. 00:08:21.480 --> 00:08:24.396 align:center - Is Oliver angry? - No, he's with me, at home. 00:08:24.480 --> 00:08:27.480 align:center We're having some drinks. He'll pick Leah up later, alright? 00:08:27.688 --> 00:08:31.063 align:center - Alright, love. We're here. - Okay. Love you, Mum. It's fine. 00:08:38.563 --> 00:08:39.605 align:center Hey there. 00:08:45.896 --> 00:08:48.688 align:center Sorry for what my dad put you both through. 00:08:49.730 --> 00:08:50.896 align:center It's okay. 00:08:52.355 --> 00:08:54.230 align:center It must be a rough time for him too. 00:08:56.688 --> 00:08:59.980 align:center What were you going to tell me? You really threw me earlier. 00:09:01.480 --> 00:09:03.855 align:center I've been offered a promotion. 00:09:05.230 --> 00:09:07.896 align:center That's amazing, man. When were you going to tell me? 00:09:08.313 --> 00:09:10.355 align:center - It's not that easy. - Really? How come? 00:09:10.438 --> 00:09:12.980 align:center Do you have to do anything special for your boss? 00:09:14.605 --> 00:09:18.396 align:center If I say yes, I'll spend nine months in Berlin. 00:09:19.646 --> 00:09:23.771 align:center And what's the issue? I can visit you. You know what the music scene's like there. 00:09:25.230 --> 00:09:27.021 align:center Yeah. Leah's the issue. 00:09:27.813 --> 00:09:28.896 align:center What's with her? 00:09:29.021 --> 00:09:31.271 align:center What's with her? She can't come with me, man. 00:09:32.438 --> 00:09:34.521 align:center I can't just take her away from her life. 00:09:35.730 --> 00:09:37.688 align:center Maybe that's what she needs. 00:09:38.771 --> 00:09:41.021 align:center I don't know. I'm not sure... 00:09:41.605 --> 00:09:43.771 align:center She's struggling after retaking a year. 00:09:45.688 --> 00:09:49.021 align:center And I want her to go to university next year. To a good one. 00:09:49.313 --> 00:09:51.105 align:center Like I did, thanks to my parents. 00:09:51.438 --> 00:09:53.563 align:center And to help her, I need more money. 00:09:53.938 --> 00:09:56.021 align:center I've spent a year working part-time 00:09:56.146 --> 00:09:59.480 align:center so I could be there for her, and I'm running out of money. 00:09:59.771 --> 00:10:02.771 align:center If you need some, just ask for it. I can help you out. 00:10:02.896 --> 00:10:03.980 align:center No way, Axel. 00:10:04.438 --> 00:10:05.563 align:center It's too much money. 00:10:06.271 --> 00:10:07.938 align:center How can I help you, then? 00:10:11.021 --> 00:10:12.688 align:center I've been weighing my options. 00:10:14.021 --> 00:10:16.813 align:center Maybe she could stay at your place? 00:10:19.688 --> 00:10:21.105 align:center - Leah, you mean? - Yeah. 00:10:23.438 --> 00:10:26.646 align:center She can't stay at your parents'. Look at the scene your dad made. 00:10:26.771 --> 00:10:30.063 align:center - Yeah, I agree. - I'm not close to your brother either. 00:10:31.396 --> 00:10:33.938 align:center I can work from here one week per month, 00:10:34.021 --> 00:10:37.021 align:center so you'd only have to look after her whenever I'm not around. 00:10:38.605 --> 00:10:40.480 align:center I see you had it all planned, huh? 00:10:41.563 --> 00:10:43.271 align:center I know it's such a huge favour, 00:10:43.438 --> 00:10:44.980 align:center but I need the job. 00:10:45.355 --> 00:10:46.688 align:center I have no choice. 00:10:47.646 --> 00:10:49.188 align:center Oliver, man, I'm not... 00:10:50.146 --> 00:10:52.938 align:center You're the person I admire and trust most in the world, 00:10:53.021 --> 00:10:55.230 align:center and I wouldn't ask if it weren't important. 00:11:00.896 --> 00:11:02.813 align:center Alright, it's fine. I get it. 00:11:04.480 --> 00:11:06.480 align:center I can't just dump it on you, I know. 00:11:08.855 --> 00:11:10.355 align:center I'm just being selfish. 00:11:11.271 --> 00:11:12.855 align:center But I've run out of options. 00:11:17.771 --> 00:11:18.938 align:center Would you do it for me? 00:11:20.980 --> 00:11:22.480 align:center I'd do anything for you. 00:11:27.021 --> 00:11:28.021 align:center Deal. 00:11:29.230 --> 00:11:30.271 align:center Deal? 00:11:30.688 --> 00:11:33.146 align:center How could I say no to you? You're my brother, man. 00:11:35.105 --> 00:11:36.105 align:center Thank you so much. 00:11:37.521 --> 00:11:39.646 align:center - You'll take care of her. - You bet. 00:11:44.188 --> 00:11:47.230 align:center - I'll go down to pick her up, then. - I'm coming with you. 00:11:47.355 --> 00:11:50.105 align:center - I had a date with Elena after dinner. - Really? 00:11:50.896 --> 00:11:52.313 align:center - Is it serious? - Not at all. 00:11:52.605 --> 00:11:56.230 align:center We just have a nice relationship where we don't ask for explanations. 00:11:56.480 --> 00:11:58.396 align:center I see. Is she aware of it? 00:11:59.105 --> 00:12:02.396 align:center - She's a free spirit, you know her. - Great, then. Just great. 00:12:04.355 --> 00:12:06.980 align:center Shall we talk next week and sort it out? 00:12:07.063 --> 00:12:09.688 align:center - Yeah, sure. - Perfect. Let's go. 00:12:31.813 --> 00:12:32.813 align:center Ready? 00:12:34.938 --> 00:12:36.480 align:center Trust me, it'll all be fine. 00:12:37.688 --> 00:12:41.021 align:center You'll love it here in a couple of days. 00:12:42.313 --> 00:12:44.521 align:center And don't give Axel a hard time, please. 00:12:45.563 --> 00:12:47.480 align:center He's doing us a huge favour. 00:12:55.480 --> 00:12:57.563 align:center - When are you leaving? - In a few hours. 00:12:57.730 --> 00:12:59.230 align:center - All set? - Yeah. 00:12:59.313 --> 00:13:00.313 align:center Good to know. 00:13:00.480 --> 00:13:01.688 align:center - How's it going? - Good. 00:13:01.771 --> 00:13:03.896 align:center My house has never been this clean. 00:13:07.063 --> 00:13:08.480 align:center Leah, take this. 00:13:08.605 --> 00:13:10.230 align:center An old business phone. 00:13:11.230 --> 00:13:12.938 align:center You can call me whenever you want. 00:13:17.980 --> 00:13:19.521 align:center Come here for a goodbye hug. 00:13:28.063 --> 00:13:31.563 align:center I can go to Berlin instead of you. You're going to miss the flight. 00:13:31.980 --> 00:13:33.605 align:center Yeah, right. Right. 00:13:34.521 --> 00:13:37.105 align:center I'm heading home, still need to drop the car off. 00:13:56.396 --> 00:13:57.813 align:center So this is my pad. 00:13:59.105 --> 00:14:01.230 align:center It's usually a bit messier, though. 00:14:02.896 --> 00:14:04.188 align:center Make yourself at home. 00:14:04.813 --> 00:14:09.021 align:center You can use and touch whatever you want. There are loads of books, music... 00:14:09.313 --> 00:14:10.563 align:center Even a record player. 00:14:11.896 --> 00:14:13.271 align:center Have you ever used one? 00:14:14.813 --> 00:14:16.230 align:center They're cool, yeah. 00:14:19.146 --> 00:14:23.188 align:center Oh, and there's a bit of everything in the fridge, but if you want... 00:14:24.105 --> 00:14:26.230 align:center something in particular, we can buy it. 00:14:27.980 --> 00:14:29.980 align:center Right, your room. Here, please. 00:14:32.688 --> 00:14:34.855 align:center It was my storage room, which was a mess. 00:14:39.771 --> 00:14:43.105 align:center If you're up for it, we could go for a bite to eat in the village. 00:14:46.271 --> 00:14:47.313 align:center Well... 00:14:47.980 --> 00:14:50.313 align:center I'll let you settle in. 00:14:52.771 --> 00:14:54.521 align:center I'll be outside if you need me. 00:15:16.355 --> 00:15:20.021 align:center Sorry for making you come. I didn't think it'd rain this much today. 00:15:20.105 --> 00:15:22.980 align:center - It's fine. - Say hi to your brother for me. 00:15:23.105 --> 00:15:24.980 align:center He's vanished since he got married. 00:15:25.105 --> 00:15:27.105 align:center I'll let him know. See you soon. 00:15:35.896 --> 00:15:36.938 align:center Leah? 00:15:37.146 --> 00:15:38.980 align:center I ordered a pizza. Want some? 00:15:46.896 --> 00:15:47.896 align:center Leah? 00:16:57.313 --> 00:17:01.563 align:center OFF TO THE BEACH. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK 00:17:01.605 --> 00:17:04.105 align:center OFF TO THE BEACH. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK 00:17:28.396 --> 00:17:30.480 align:center I had always seen Leah as a little girl, 00:17:30.563 --> 00:17:32.813 align:center until Oliver and I came back from 4 wild years 00:17:32.938 --> 00:17:34.521 align:center living on the university campus. 00:17:35.021 --> 00:17:37.855 align:center - Bye, guys. Enjoy the surf. - Thanks, Douglas. 00:17:37.980 --> 00:17:39.855 align:center Did you get the motorbike keys? 00:17:40.021 --> 00:17:42.855 align:center - Didn't you have them? - No. I left them in the jacket! 00:17:42.938 --> 00:17:43.938 align:center Okay. 00:18:08.021 --> 00:18:09.105 align:center Did you do this? 00:18:12.105 --> 00:18:13.105 align:center Yeah. 00:18:14.230 --> 00:18:15.230 align:center Is it bad? 00:18:15.730 --> 00:18:18.771 align:center Quite the opposite. It's just... different. 00:18:21.480 --> 00:18:23.563 align:center - You're kidding, aren't you? - Not at all. 00:18:24.438 --> 00:18:25.521 align:center Why'd you think that? 00:18:28.438 --> 00:18:31.563 align:center Because my dad asked me to paint this vase, 00:18:32.021 --> 00:18:35.230 align:center and I did this, which is something completely different. 00:18:36.980 --> 00:18:38.605 align:center Well, it's... your own version. 00:18:39.605 --> 00:18:40.771 align:center Do you really think so? 00:18:45.813 --> 00:18:48.230 align:center - I got them! Let's go! - Coming! 00:18:49.480 --> 00:18:50.563 align:center I have to go. 00:18:51.480 --> 00:18:52.605 align:center Keep it up. 00:19:33.438 --> 00:19:35.896 align:center I forgot I had a flatmate. 00:19:39.688 --> 00:19:41.105 align:center I don't want to be a burden. 00:19:42.646 --> 00:19:43.646 align:center Be a burden? 00:19:48.438 --> 00:19:50.438 align:center You must be starving. 00:19:50.938 --> 00:19:53.313 align:center I don't know how long you were in your room. 00:19:53.396 --> 00:19:55.146 align:center Fancy some avocado on toast? 00:19:56.605 --> 00:19:58.563 align:center - It's really tasty. - No, thanks. 00:19:59.021 --> 00:20:01.855 align:center Shouldn't you get ready for class? 00:20:05.605 --> 00:20:06.896 align:center I didn't sleep well. 00:20:08.146 --> 00:20:10.771 align:center I'd probably just make up some lame excuse not to go. 00:20:14.771 --> 00:20:16.355 align:center You don't have to go, really. 00:20:16.438 --> 00:20:19.146 align:center - You can stay home. - I'll get dressed. 00:20:19.271 --> 00:20:21.480 align:center Are you cycling, or shall I give you a lift? 00:20:48.980 --> 00:20:49.980 align:center Hi, Leah. 00:20:51.896 --> 00:20:52.896 align:center How are you? 00:20:53.646 --> 00:20:54.688 align:center Going to class? 00:20:54.896 --> 00:20:56.896 align:center - Leah, wait. - I'm late. 00:20:56.980 --> 00:20:58.313 align:center Just a minute, please. 00:21:02.230 --> 00:21:03.521 align:center Look, I... 00:21:04.105 --> 00:21:07.021 align:center I'm sorry you had to repeat last year. 00:21:08.855 --> 00:21:10.188 align:center I've heard that... 00:21:10.730 --> 00:21:13.563 align:center your brother's working abroad and you're living with Axel. 00:21:17.563 --> 00:21:21.438 align:center If you need anything, whatever, even though we've not... 00:21:21.646 --> 00:21:25.563 align:center seen each other for a year, you can count on me. 00:21:26.188 --> 00:21:27.188 align:center Okay? 00:21:27.896 --> 00:21:30.438 align:center - Okay, thanks. - We could hang out someday. 00:21:31.105 --> 00:21:33.230 align:center Even if it's not like before. 00:21:37.855 --> 00:21:41.480 align:center - It wouldn't be. - Well, then... we can do something new. 00:21:45.021 --> 00:21:46.021 align:center Maybe. 00:21:46.146 --> 00:21:49.105 align:center - I'll call you later. - I don't have a phone anymore. 00:22:00.771 --> 00:22:01.771 align:center Leah. 00:22:07.355 --> 00:22:08.355 align:center Leah? 00:22:29.688 --> 00:22:31.230 align:center Leah, wake up. 00:22:34.230 --> 00:22:37.230 align:center The waves are great today. Come on, let's test them out. 00:22:39.438 --> 00:22:40.438 align:center It'll do you good. 00:22:42.938 --> 00:22:44.771 align:center Thanks, but I don't want to. 00:22:46.021 --> 00:22:49.646 align:center You might not feel like going, but trust me, it's definitely worth it. 00:22:57.271 --> 00:22:58.355 align:center Leah, look. 00:22:59.188 --> 00:23:00.313 align:center You and I... 00:23:01.063 --> 00:23:03.813 align:center You and I are like an Indian tribe, alright? 00:23:03.980 --> 00:23:07.438 align:center Like the ones from the movies. And I'm the chief of the tribe. 00:23:08.230 --> 00:23:11.980 align:center Got it? And the chief says that mornings are for surfing. 00:23:14.355 --> 00:23:16.188 align:center Why do you want me to go? 00:23:17.521 --> 00:23:19.105 align:center And why do you want to stay? 00:23:23.313 --> 00:23:26.230 align:center Chief waits outside. You come quick. 00:25:17.105 --> 00:25:20.813 align:center It was silent and peaceful there. 00:25:23.771 --> 00:25:27.396 align:center I finally felt safe from the memories of the life I lost. 00:25:53.813 --> 00:25:54.938 align:center Sit down. 00:26:00.105 --> 00:26:01.188 align:center Nice and slow. 00:26:02.813 --> 00:26:04.480 align:center There we go. Breathe, calm down. 00:26:04.896 --> 00:26:06.480 align:center Deep breaths. 00:26:07.021 --> 00:26:08.688 align:center - Alright? - Yeah. 00:26:11.313 --> 00:26:12.605 align:center Yeah. 00:26:22.605 --> 00:26:23.605 align:center There we go. 00:26:24.188 --> 00:26:25.188 align:center That's it. 00:26:33.563 --> 00:26:34.563 align:center Fuck, Leah. 00:26:36.646 --> 00:26:38.980 align:center What just happened? What are you...? What...? 00:26:43.355 --> 00:26:44.605 align:center No, Leah, no... 00:26:45.563 --> 00:26:47.188 align:center Calm down. I'm sorry, alright? 00:26:47.521 --> 00:26:48.688 align:center Take it easy. Breathe. 00:26:49.688 --> 00:26:51.063 align:center There, there... 00:26:51.688 --> 00:26:53.605 align:center Breathe with me. 00:26:54.938 --> 00:26:55.980 align:center Breathe. 00:26:57.813 --> 00:26:58.813 align:center That's it, breathe. 00:27:00.688 --> 00:27:02.271 align:center Breathe. Take it easy. 00:27:03.313 --> 00:27:04.688 align:center Breathe. Take a breath. 00:27:05.813 --> 00:27:06.896 align:center Let it out. There. 00:27:08.188 --> 00:27:09.438 align:center There we go. 00:27:09.646 --> 00:27:10.646 align:center That's it. 00:27:11.063 --> 00:27:12.438 align:center That's it. 00:27:16.230 --> 00:27:17.313 align:center - That's it. - Sorry. 00:27:19.313 --> 00:27:22.688 align:center - I'm so sorry. - Easy. 00:27:23.563 --> 00:27:24.605 align:center It's over now. 00:27:51.480 --> 00:27:52.771 align:center I'm going to get changed. 00:27:53.438 --> 00:27:54.605 align:center Feeling better? 00:27:57.146 --> 00:27:58.146 align:center Thank you. 00:28:53.521 --> 00:28:54.896 align:center I'm going to lie down. 00:28:55.521 --> 00:28:58.063 align:center Wait, please. I want us to talk first. 00:28:59.563 --> 00:29:00.771 align:center Do we really have to? 00:29:01.771 --> 00:29:04.230 align:center Oliver's coming tomorrow, so I'll leave you alone. 00:29:04.688 --> 00:29:06.813 align:center You'll be back next week, though. 00:29:19.063 --> 00:29:23.313 align:center We'll spend a lot of time together, and there's so much I don't know about you. 00:29:23.396 --> 00:29:26.480 align:center I should have asked you before, but I didn't know how. 00:29:30.396 --> 00:29:31.396 align:center Do you have friends? 00:29:34.521 --> 00:29:36.355 align:center - You're kidding, right? - Not at all. 00:29:36.771 --> 00:29:40.230 align:center People your age are always hanging out. Do you have friends or not? 00:29:41.563 --> 00:29:44.146 align:center - Yes, I do. - Why do I never see you with them? 00:29:45.605 --> 00:29:46.730 align:center I don't feel like it. 00:29:47.021 --> 00:29:48.063 align:center Oh. 00:29:48.313 --> 00:29:49.313 align:center For how long? 00:29:51.021 --> 00:29:52.021 align:center I don't know. 00:29:53.355 --> 00:29:54.396 align:center How's school? 00:29:56.355 --> 00:29:58.105 align:center Fine, I guess. 00:29:59.188 --> 00:30:01.271 align:center - You don't seem sure. - I am sure. 00:30:02.980 --> 00:30:05.396 align:center And why do I never see you study? 00:30:06.896 --> 00:30:08.896 align:center - It's none of your business. - Leah. 00:30:10.438 --> 00:30:13.563 align:center Your brother hasn't gone thousands of miles away 00:30:13.688 --> 00:30:15.771 align:center to loaf around, you know that, right? 00:30:15.896 --> 00:30:17.063 align:center He's in Berlin... 00:30:17.605 --> 00:30:20.313 align:center so you can go to the university next year. 00:30:20.438 --> 00:30:22.105 align:center He's busting his gut out there... 00:30:22.438 --> 00:30:24.063 align:center for you, so you can carry on. 00:30:29.813 --> 00:30:32.521 align:center We need to tell him what just happened at the beach. 00:30:32.730 --> 00:30:34.563 align:center - Why? - Because it's important. 00:30:35.896 --> 00:30:38.896 align:center - It was nothing. - Excuse me? Nothing? 00:30:40.146 --> 00:30:41.605 align:center It was everything. 00:30:42.563 --> 00:30:45.396 align:center This is too much for me, alright? 00:30:45.521 --> 00:30:47.105 align:center I know, but it's done. I'm fine. 00:31:09.480 --> 00:31:12.521 align:center I clearly remember the day I became aware 00:31:12.605 --> 00:31:15.230 align:center of what it meant to be in love with Axel. 00:31:21.355 --> 00:31:23.521 align:center - I got them! Let's go! - Coming! 00:31:24.771 --> 00:31:25.771 align:center I have to go. 00:31:26.938 --> 00:31:27.938 align:center Keep it up. 00:31:55.355 --> 00:31:57.605 align:center - Want me to drive? - Sure. 00:32:00.021 --> 00:32:02.230 align:center That's what platonic loves are like. 00:32:03.688 --> 00:32:06.688 align:center No matter how far they go, they stay with you forever. 00:32:07.605 --> 00:32:10.771 align:center No matter how hard my head tried to get those feelings 00:32:10.813 --> 00:32:12.063 align:center out of my heart. 00:32:14.605 --> 00:32:16.480 align:center I'm going to get some air. 00:32:17.646 --> 00:32:18.896 align:center I'll be back soon. 00:32:21.438 --> 00:32:22.521 align:center I'll go with you. 00:32:47.855 --> 00:32:49.646 align:center Despite living on my own for years, 00:32:49.730 --> 00:32:52.480 align:center and being used to managing time and space as I pleased, 00:32:53.271 --> 00:32:55.563 align:center for the first time, the house felt empty. 00:32:55.938 --> 00:32:58.063 align:center I missed the mystery that surrounded her. 00:33:04.313 --> 00:33:07.605 align:center For over a year, I'd felt selfish and useless, 00:33:08.355 --> 00:33:10.063 align:center unable to move forward, 00:33:11.021 --> 00:33:12.938 align:center hiding beneath a raincoat 00:33:12.980 --> 00:33:15.438 align:center to keep the pain from soaking me, 00:33:15.980 --> 00:33:19.105 align:center but Axel had pierced it in just three weeks. 00:33:56.355 --> 00:33:57.355 align:center Hi. 00:33:59.271 --> 00:34:01.146 align:center Hi. You alright? 00:34:03.438 --> 00:34:04.438 align:center Yeah. 00:34:05.730 --> 00:34:08.105 align:center - Can I sit here? - Of course. 00:34:08.563 --> 00:34:09.605 align:center Make yourself comfy. 00:34:27.688 --> 00:34:29.396 align:center I want to ask you something. 00:34:30.188 --> 00:34:31.230 align:center Alright. 00:34:32.188 --> 00:34:33.271 align:center Go ahead. 00:34:35.188 --> 00:34:36.355 align:center Are you happy? 00:34:37.230 --> 00:34:38.563 align:center Happy? 00:34:39.980 --> 00:34:42.355 align:center Yeah, I'd say so. 00:34:46.146 --> 00:34:47.146 align:center What about you? 00:34:51.146 --> 00:34:52.896 align:center I think I used to be happy. 00:34:55.896 --> 00:34:58.313 align:center You think, or you really were? 00:35:00.771 --> 00:35:03.355 align:center Sometimes I can't remember how things used to be. 00:35:14.230 --> 00:35:16.188 align:center Do you think I'll ever be happy again? 00:35:17.730 --> 00:35:18.980 align:center Of course you will. 00:35:21.063 --> 00:35:22.063 align:center Do you want to? 00:35:37.230 --> 00:35:38.646 align:center I miss you so much, Leah. 00:35:49.605 --> 00:35:50.605 align:center What? 00:35:51.480 --> 00:35:53.521 align:center I miss the girl you used to be. 00:35:54.480 --> 00:35:56.146 align:center The girl who loved painting. 00:35:57.355 --> 00:35:58.938 align:center The girl who always laughed. 00:36:01.480 --> 00:36:03.313 align:center But I'm sure she'll be back someday. 00:36:12.230 --> 00:36:15.688 align:center In the meantime, I'll make dinner. I'm so hungry I could eat a horse. 00:36:49.855 --> 00:36:51.855 align:center We forgot to buy pancakes. 00:36:53.230 --> 00:36:54.688 align:center I'm not going back in there. 00:36:56.688 --> 00:36:57.730 align:center Leah! 00:36:58.688 --> 00:36:59.813 align:center What a coincidence! 00:37:03.271 --> 00:37:06.480 align:center Hi. I'm Belén. Well, we have met before. 00:37:07.313 --> 00:37:09.396 align:center - Nice to see you... - Belén. 00:37:09.605 --> 00:37:10.771 align:center - Belén, right. - Yeah. 00:37:11.646 --> 00:37:13.271 align:center Popping out, right? 00:37:14.813 --> 00:37:18.188 align:center - Yeah. - I'm off to the Peach for a drink. 00:37:19.313 --> 00:37:22.438 align:center They still make those banana milkshakes you used to like. 00:37:24.396 --> 00:37:27.563 align:center We could go together sometime. If you're up for it, that is. 00:37:28.146 --> 00:37:30.771 align:center Of course she is. Come on, it's on me. 00:37:32.563 --> 00:37:33.563 align:center Alright. 00:37:34.771 --> 00:37:36.105 align:center And take the trolley back. 00:37:56.146 --> 00:37:58.646 align:center So, how's living with Axel going? 00:38:01.396 --> 00:38:02.396 align:center Fine. 00:38:06.605 --> 00:38:10.271 align:center I heard your brother's doing great in Berlin. Is that true? 00:38:12.730 --> 00:38:13.730 align:center Yeah. 00:38:18.646 --> 00:38:19.688 align:center And... 00:38:20.855 --> 00:38:22.688 align:center do you still have feelings for Axel? 00:38:23.938 --> 00:38:24.938 align:center No. 00:38:26.313 --> 00:38:29.313 align:center I'm sorry, that was out of line. 00:38:34.646 --> 00:38:36.230 align:center How far away that time seemed, 00:38:36.271 --> 00:38:38.730 align:center when I spent all day with Belén, 00:38:40.480 --> 00:38:41.896 align:center pretending to be grown-ups, 00:38:42.813 --> 00:38:45.230 align:center and telling her how much I loved Axel. 00:38:48.480 --> 00:38:51.188 align:center How's catering school going? 00:38:53.313 --> 00:38:55.063 align:center Good. Great, in fact. 00:38:55.480 --> 00:38:57.813 align:center There are times when I get home exhausted. 00:38:57.938 --> 00:39:00.896 align:center Standing for hours can be tiring, but... 00:39:02.271 --> 00:39:05.355 align:center - That's what you always wanted to do. - Yeah. 00:39:05.896 --> 00:39:07.980 align:center It is, and I love it. 00:39:09.605 --> 00:39:12.188 align:center Do you remember how I used to leave my mum's kitchen? 00:39:12.313 --> 00:39:13.605 align:center I'd always make a mess. 00:39:22.480 --> 00:39:26.271 align:center In a month, I'm celebrating my 20th birthday at a really cool place. 00:39:26.605 --> 00:39:28.396 align:center Would you like to come? 00:39:29.980 --> 00:39:31.146 align:center I don't think I can. 00:39:32.271 --> 00:39:33.355 align:center It's fine. 00:39:36.480 --> 00:39:37.896 align:center I had a great time! 00:39:45.980 --> 00:39:47.563 align:center Why did you do this to me? 00:39:49.438 --> 00:39:51.771 align:center Can you be a bit more specific? 00:40:13.021 --> 00:40:14.230 align:center Wait here. 00:40:14.813 --> 00:40:16.188 align:center While you were with her, 00:40:16.271 --> 00:40:19.271 align:center I went ahead and got you something. It's over there. 00:40:19.605 --> 00:40:21.938 align:center It's a surprise. No peeping, got it? 00:40:27.771 --> 00:40:28.771 align:center No peeping! 00:40:43.688 --> 00:40:44.938 align:center Okay, you can come! 00:40:52.605 --> 00:40:53.605 align:center Ready? 00:40:56.355 --> 00:40:57.355 align:center Do you like it? 00:41:02.855 --> 00:41:03.855 align:center No. 00:41:05.146 --> 00:41:06.146 align:center No? 00:41:06.813 --> 00:41:07.813 align:center I can't. 00:41:49.271 --> 00:41:51.271 align:center Only for brief moments. 00:41:51.438 --> 00:41:53.813 align:center But I felt something lighter inside me. 00:41:54.688 --> 00:41:55.980 align:center But that was scary too, 00:41:56.938 --> 00:41:59.438 align:center because it meant something could change. 00:42:07.813 --> 00:42:09.146 align:center - Hi! - You good, Belén? 00:42:09.230 --> 00:42:12.438 align:center - Yeah, thanks. Glad you made it. - Yeah. 00:42:12.771 --> 00:42:16.188 align:center - I'd love to celebrate my birthday here. - Yeah, it's amazing. 00:42:16.271 --> 00:42:19.271 align:center It was my grandparents'. My dad rents it out for events now. 00:42:19.396 --> 00:42:21.271 align:center I'll ask you for his number later. 00:42:21.355 --> 00:42:24.313 align:center - I'll be back from the village in 2 hours. - One hour. 00:42:25.063 --> 00:42:28.646 align:center I'm leaving and I'll be back in two hours. Need anything? Just call me. 00:42:28.855 --> 00:42:30.438 align:center - Have a good time. - See you. 00:42:31.521 --> 00:42:32.605 align:center Shall we? 00:42:33.521 --> 00:42:35.896 align:center It's fine, we're just hanging out here. 00:42:48.730 --> 00:42:50.771 align:center Want one? I didn't offer you one. 00:42:52.355 --> 00:42:56.438 align:center - I didn't know you smoked. - Every now and then. 00:43:02.938 --> 00:43:03.938 align:center Do you remember? 00:43:09.271 --> 00:43:10.271 align:center Yeah, I do. 00:43:12.396 --> 00:43:14.521 align:center All yours. It was your idea, after all. 00:43:19.105 --> 00:43:23.396 align:center Whenever you're ready, we can carry on with the list. 00:43:25.188 --> 00:43:26.188 align:center Alright. 00:43:33.188 --> 00:43:35.813 align:center I'm sorry for being away so long. 00:43:37.521 --> 00:43:38.896 align:center It's okay, Leah. 00:43:39.688 --> 00:43:41.605 align:center You're here now, that's what matters. 00:43:45.730 --> 00:43:47.688 align:center Can I give you a hug? 00:43:50.271 --> 00:43:51.271 align:center Sure. 00:44:03.438 --> 00:44:04.438 align:center I have to pee. 00:44:05.230 --> 00:44:06.230 align:center Coming along? 00:44:07.688 --> 00:44:10.146 align:center I'll get something to drink before, okay? 00:44:10.396 --> 00:44:11.646 align:center Alright, let's go. 00:44:12.438 --> 00:44:13.438 align:center Come on. 00:44:25.605 --> 00:44:27.480 align:center Awe, thank you so much! 00:44:27.605 --> 00:44:28.605 align:center Let's see... 00:44:30.438 --> 00:44:31.730 align:center - No! - You like it? 00:44:34.646 --> 00:44:37.480 align:center - Thank you! - No problem! You deserve it! 00:44:39.105 --> 00:44:40.563 align:center It's so pretty! 00:44:46.896 --> 00:44:47.896 align:center Hey. 00:44:49.563 --> 00:44:50.563 align:center Why so lonely? 00:44:56.646 --> 00:44:58.188 align:center I can leave if you want. 00:45:04.313 --> 00:45:05.605 align:center Or you want anything? 00:46:09.855 --> 00:46:12.730 align:center - Excuse me, got a light? - No, sorry. 00:46:13.188 --> 00:46:14.521 align:center I know who you are. 00:46:14.646 --> 00:46:17.230 align:center Wasn't the house at the top of the mountain yours? 00:46:17.355 --> 00:46:18.355 align:center Yeah, it is. 00:46:18.563 --> 00:46:21.105 align:center Mate, that place is perfect for a proper party. 00:46:21.230 --> 00:46:24.438 align:center If you're up for it, I have a pal who uses this trailer of his... 00:46:24.563 --> 00:46:26.813 align:center as a DJ set, and it's fucking amazing. 00:46:27.188 --> 00:46:30.521 align:center He hitches it up to his car and sets it up wherever he wants. 00:46:30.646 --> 00:46:32.980 align:center - And then badass music starts playing. - Wait. 00:46:33.105 --> 00:46:35.646 align:center - What the fuck, man? - Sorry? 00:46:35.730 --> 00:46:38.521 align:center - The fuck are you doing, dickhead? - You came quick. 00:46:38.646 --> 00:46:40.688 align:center - Let's go. - Is he your boyfriend? 00:46:40.896 --> 00:46:41.896 align:center Or your father? 00:46:52.313 --> 00:46:54.646 align:center What the fuck were you thinking about? 00:46:57.980 --> 00:47:00.230 align:center I wasn't doing anything. I just wanted to... 00:47:02.271 --> 00:47:03.563 align:center ...feel something again. 00:47:03.980 --> 00:47:07.188 align:center With some asshole you don't know? That's not the fucking way. 00:47:07.271 --> 00:47:09.146 align:center Sorry, I don't feel so good. 00:47:11.313 --> 00:47:12.563 align:center Hey, hey... 00:47:12.646 --> 00:47:14.105 align:center Come on, move. 00:47:18.980 --> 00:47:19.980 align:center Leah. 00:47:26.063 --> 00:47:27.730 align:center Hey, take it easy. 00:47:29.771 --> 00:47:31.563 align:center - Go take a shower. - I'm sorry. 00:47:31.688 --> 00:47:32.980 align:center It'll do you good. Go. 00:47:33.313 --> 00:47:35.521 align:center I'll clean this. Don't worry, okay? 00:47:36.063 --> 00:47:37.896 align:center - I'm sorry. - It's fine. 00:47:59.771 --> 00:48:01.980 align:center How come you've never noticed me? 00:48:26.605 --> 00:48:27.605 align:center Mum, 00:48:28.271 --> 00:48:29.813 align:center what's self-love? 00:48:31.063 --> 00:48:32.480 align:center Why do you ask? 00:48:35.813 --> 00:48:38.813 align:center I don't know, it's something I just don't get. 00:48:41.271 --> 00:48:42.646 align:center Above all, self-love... 00:48:44.105 --> 00:48:46.021 align:center is about your own freedom. 00:48:49.438 --> 00:48:54.105 align:center About letting go of what isn't meant for you, without fear of losing it forever. 00:48:56.105 --> 00:48:59.521 align:center About leaving, even though you'd rather stay. 00:49:01.855 --> 00:49:03.313 align:center About recognising your power, 00:49:03.605 --> 00:49:06.896 align:center without needing to see it in anyone else's eyes but your own. 00:49:10.980 --> 00:49:15.146 align:center Self-love, dear, is about not giving up on everything you deserve. 00:49:17.146 --> 00:49:20.021 align:center About listening to yourself before anyone else. 00:49:24.438 --> 00:49:29.438 align:center About knowing your worth, regardless of what others see. 00:49:33.855 --> 00:49:35.980 align:center That's why self-love is so powerful. 00:49:37.521 --> 00:49:39.480 align:center You decide your own worth, 00:49:40.313 --> 00:49:42.355 align:center and how much love you deserve. 00:49:46.230 --> 00:49:47.938 align:center Does it make any sense? 00:49:51.146 --> 00:49:52.146 align:center I think so. 00:49:53.271 --> 00:49:54.813 align:center You clever girl. 00:50:16.563 --> 00:50:17.730 align:center Are you painting? 00:50:24.980 --> 00:50:26.521 align:center I wanted to apologise, 00:50:28.771 --> 00:50:30.688 align:center and I thought this was the best way. 00:50:32.688 --> 00:50:34.688 align:center - It's... - Awful, right? 00:50:34.938 --> 00:50:36.605 align:center No, it's wonderful. 00:50:39.063 --> 00:50:41.813 align:center It means a lot to me that you've started painting again. 00:50:47.146 --> 00:50:48.771 align:center You've left this here. 00:50:49.771 --> 00:50:51.521 align:center It's meant to be like that. 00:50:52.188 --> 00:50:53.230 align:center Oh. 00:51:00.355 --> 00:51:02.438 align:center Leah, we can't blur the lines. 00:51:04.438 --> 00:51:05.938 align:center Last night wasn't right. 00:51:07.730 --> 00:51:09.313 align:center We have to forget it, okay? 00:51:12.980 --> 00:51:15.605 align:center From now on, last night never happened. 00:51:32.313 --> 00:51:33.605 align:center Is this yours? 00:51:36.813 --> 00:51:39.730 align:center It might have got a bit wet, it was in the washing machine. 00:51:39.896 --> 00:51:42.980 align:center I'm not sure if what was written has come off. Is it important? 00:51:46.563 --> 00:51:48.313 align:center Kind of, yeah. 00:51:48.605 --> 00:51:49.605 align:center Can I see? 00:51:51.855 --> 00:51:53.730 align:center - Oh, can't I have a look? - No. 00:51:55.063 --> 00:51:56.855 align:center - How come? - I don't want you to. 00:51:59.855 --> 00:52:00.855 align:center That's a shame. 00:52:05.563 --> 00:52:08.313 align:center It was a list Belén and I started ages ago. 00:52:08.646 --> 00:52:09.771 align:center Interesting. 00:52:09.980 --> 00:52:11.313 align:center Was it a shopping list? 00:52:12.271 --> 00:52:13.563 align:center Very funny. 00:52:14.896 --> 00:52:17.771 align:center It's a list of things that made us happy. 00:52:18.146 --> 00:52:20.355 align:center What did you write that you won't show me? 00:52:20.813 --> 00:52:23.480 align:center I can't remember, and now it's gone. 00:52:24.563 --> 00:52:25.688 align:center Did you do them all? 00:52:27.438 --> 00:52:28.730 align:center I can't remember either. 00:52:31.230 --> 00:52:32.646 align:center We can fix that. 00:52:33.313 --> 00:52:34.313 align:center Time for a new list. 00:52:35.813 --> 00:52:36.813 align:center Come on. 00:52:41.063 --> 00:52:43.355 align:center - Now? - Do you have any better plans? 00:52:44.355 --> 00:52:48.730 align:center - I was planning on dinner, I'm starving. - We'll do it and I'll make you dinner. 00:52:48.813 --> 00:52:50.480 align:center Deal. Alright. One: 00:52:53.230 --> 00:52:56.105 align:center "Dunking biscuits... 00:52:57.105 --> 00:52:58.646 align:center in milk... 00:52:59.313 --> 00:53:00.813 align:center and eating them afterwards." 00:53:03.188 --> 00:53:05.230 align:center But loads of biscuits. 00:53:05.355 --> 00:53:07.896 align:center Imagine a biscuit porridge. Like... 00:53:07.980 --> 00:53:11.896 align:center a whole tray of biscuits, all together, overflowing the glass of milk. 00:53:13.105 --> 00:53:14.480 align:center See what I mean? 00:53:15.271 --> 00:53:18.855 align:center - Yeah, but does that make you happy? - You have no idea. 00:53:24.105 --> 00:53:27.063 align:center But with chocolate or just milk? 00:53:27.688 --> 00:53:30.105 align:center Chocolate makes it next level. 00:53:31.771 --> 00:53:32.813 align:center Your turn. 00:53:36.896 --> 00:53:37.896 align:center I don't know. 00:53:39.855 --> 00:53:43.855 align:center I don't know, bouncing on the sofa? No, on the bed. 00:53:44.938 --> 00:53:47.980 align:center Or... dancing with no sense of rhythm at all. 00:53:48.105 --> 00:53:50.896 align:center Totally arrhythmic and uncoordinated, like robots. 00:53:54.438 --> 00:53:55.438 align:center Yeah. 00:53:56.230 --> 00:53:58.396 align:center I don't know, Axel. It's hard for me. 00:53:59.480 --> 00:54:01.480 align:center Thinking of happy things? 00:54:03.021 --> 00:54:04.021 align:center Yes. 00:54:04.563 --> 00:54:06.188 align:center No, I mean... I don't know. 00:54:06.771 --> 00:54:07.813 align:center I don't know. 00:54:12.313 --> 00:54:13.313 align:center Come with me. 00:54:14.271 --> 00:54:15.438 align:center - What? - Come with me. 00:54:15.605 --> 00:54:17.438 align:center - Where? - Leave the list and come. 00:54:17.521 --> 00:54:19.063 align:center - Now. - Right now. Chop chop! 00:54:20.563 --> 00:54:21.896 align:center Over here. 00:54:23.355 --> 00:54:25.313 align:center - It's dark, Axel. - Come on. 00:54:26.396 --> 00:54:28.146 align:center - Hurry up. - I'm barefoot, look. 00:54:28.271 --> 00:54:29.480 align:center Here. You can stop. 00:54:31.188 --> 00:54:32.355 align:center Close your eyes. 00:54:33.063 --> 00:54:35.230 align:center - What? - Do as I say. 00:54:39.855 --> 00:54:40.855 align:center You're such a pain. 00:54:42.521 --> 00:54:44.355 align:center So, what are you feeling? 00:54:45.313 --> 00:54:46.313 align:center I don't know. 00:54:48.438 --> 00:54:49.730 align:center How can you not know? 00:54:51.021 --> 00:54:52.938 align:center Close your eyes and focus. 00:54:57.730 --> 00:54:59.271 align:center What do you feel around you? 00:55:11.813 --> 00:55:14.021 align:center I feel my feet. 00:55:18.480 --> 00:55:21.688 align:center The wet grass tickling me. 00:55:27.271 --> 00:55:29.688 align:center The light of the lighthouse on my face. 00:55:31.896 --> 00:55:32.896 align:center There we go. 00:55:34.146 --> 00:55:35.146 align:center Go on. 00:55:40.230 --> 00:55:42.480 align:center I can feel the sea breeze. 00:55:50.688 --> 00:55:51.688 align:center Your hand. 00:56:01.480 --> 00:56:03.688 align:center All this water on my face. 00:56:04.980 --> 00:56:08.230 align:center Fuck. Stop feeling, run! Hurry! 00:56:16.480 --> 00:56:17.480 align:center Dang it. 00:56:40.271 --> 00:56:41.271 align:center What is it? 00:56:41.771 --> 00:56:42.896 align:center It's nothing. 00:56:44.646 --> 00:56:45.896 align:center It wasn't bad, right? 00:56:47.355 --> 00:56:48.355 align:center Yeah. 00:56:51.855 --> 00:56:55.438 align:center Now I'm starving too. I'll get the lasagne out of the fridge. 00:56:55.521 --> 00:56:59.480 align:center - Why don't you set the table? - Okay. Would you like some beer? 00:57:00.480 --> 00:57:01.980 align:center How about a glass of wine? 00:57:02.105 --> 00:57:05.521 align:center - This is something for us to celebrate. - Can I have one, too? 00:57:09.105 --> 00:57:11.271 align:center It'll be fine, we're at home. 00:57:12.396 --> 00:57:14.605 align:center I'm not messing up like the other day. 00:57:15.105 --> 00:57:18.021 align:center Alright, you're an adult now, so I can't stop you. 00:57:24.021 --> 00:57:28.230 align:center Your brother was there, protecting me, and he was hit right on the nose. 00:57:28.563 --> 00:57:29.980 align:center - No! - He nearly broke it. 00:57:30.063 --> 00:57:32.105 align:center - No way. - But he saved me, at least. 00:57:33.688 --> 00:57:35.563 align:center I really love your stories. 00:57:35.646 --> 00:57:38.771 align:center And we've got thousands. We've been through everything. 00:57:41.855 --> 00:57:43.896 align:center Want that bit? Come on, all yours. 00:57:43.980 --> 00:57:46.688 align:center No, I'm full. I'm about to explode. 00:57:47.730 --> 00:57:50.688 align:center - Same here, but it's so tasty. - It is. 00:57:51.188 --> 00:57:53.980 align:center - Give me the list. Let's continue. - Alright. 00:57:54.646 --> 00:57:55.980 align:center - Go ahead. - Let's see. 00:57:57.980 --> 00:58:01.105 align:center "Walking barefoot... 00:58:01.938 --> 00:58:03.230 align:center in the deep night... 00:58:04.105 --> 00:58:07.063 align:center until it starts raining." 00:58:08.271 --> 00:58:09.688 align:center - There we go. - Check. 00:58:10.396 --> 00:58:12.146 align:center Your turn. No excuses. 00:58:15.980 --> 00:58:17.146 align:center Okay then. 00:58:20.813 --> 00:58:23.355 align:center Dancing with my eyes closed. 00:58:24.646 --> 00:58:25.646 align:center I like it. 00:58:27.063 --> 00:58:28.146 align:center What else? 00:58:29.355 --> 00:58:31.605 align:center Going out on a boat... Maybe? 00:58:32.605 --> 00:58:36.063 align:center The furthest I've ever been from shore was on a surfboard. 00:58:36.813 --> 00:58:38.271 align:center - It was my turn. - Sorry. 00:58:38.396 --> 00:58:39.938 align:center It's fine, I like it. 00:58:40.188 --> 00:58:43.188 align:center A friend of mine has a sailing boat, so he could... 00:58:43.313 --> 00:58:44.480 align:center - Really? - Yeah. 00:58:46.605 --> 00:58:48.563 align:center What else? You're on fire, keep it up. 00:58:52.855 --> 00:58:54.313 align:center I want to get drunk. 00:58:56.188 --> 00:59:00.355 align:center - You're already drunk. - Right, but so are you. A bit, at least. 00:59:01.021 --> 00:59:05.105 align:center Seriously. It has to be something proper. 00:59:06.438 --> 00:59:07.563 align:center Look inside yourself. 00:59:16.271 --> 00:59:18.521 align:center I want you... to kiss me. 00:59:19.688 --> 00:59:22.021 align:center - Now. - Leah... 00:59:23.605 --> 00:59:27.105 align:center - It's not a big deal. - Yeah, right. Come on. 00:59:27.605 --> 00:59:30.105 align:center - It's your game. - A stupid game, in fact. 00:59:30.313 --> 00:59:31.646 align:center Just forget about it. 00:59:32.480 --> 00:59:35.063 align:center Alright, I will. 00:59:47.271 --> 00:59:48.355 align:center What was that for? 00:59:49.063 --> 00:59:50.480 align:center I want to know how it feels. 00:59:53.063 --> 00:59:56.563 align:center - Besides, you kiss anyone. - You aren't just anyone. 00:59:56.896 --> 00:59:59.313 align:center - Can't you ask a friend of yours? - No. 01:00:00.438 --> 01:00:02.271 align:center I bet no one kisses like you. 01:00:02.980 --> 01:00:04.146 align:center So do I. 01:00:07.146 --> 01:00:08.813 align:center So I'm right, then? 01:00:11.146 --> 01:00:13.063 align:center I was just being honest. 01:00:16.188 --> 01:00:18.646 align:center Alright, I guess I'll never find out. 01:00:19.855 --> 01:00:20.855 align:center That's it. 01:00:23.355 --> 01:00:24.355 align:center Okay. 01:00:38.313 --> 01:00:40.563 align:center - We'll do it. Just once, got it? - Really? 01:00:41.146 --> 01:00:42.146 align:center Just once. 01:00:43.230 --> 01:00:45.771 align:center And, tomorrow morning, we won't remember it. 01:00:46.230 --> 01:00:47.313 align:center Deal. 01:00:49.896 --> 01:00:50.980 align:center Close your eyes. 01:01:08.396 --> 01:01:12.188 align:center - What was that? - What were you expecting? 01:01:13.396 --> 01:01:16.605 align:center - A real kiss, of course. - Leah, don't piss me off. 01:01:19.313 --> 01:01:20.563 align:center Are you scared? 01:01:22.480 --> 01:01:24.688 align:center Maybe you're not as good as you think. 01:01:57.188 --> 01:01:58.188 align:center Leah... 01:02:01.688 --> 01:02:04.438 align:center Go to bed. You've got a first-period lesson tomorrow. 01:02:05.813 --> 01:02:06.813 align:center Axel. 01:02:35.938 --> 01:02:36.938 align:center I'll be back later. 01:02:37.563 --> 01:02:38.896 align:center Dinner's in the fridge. 01:02:45.146 --> 01:02:46.855 align:center Can we talk about last night? 01:02:51.230 --> 01:02:53.230 align:center What happened was fucked up. 01:02:55.438 --> 01:02:57.188 align:center You're not serious. 01:02:57.980 --> 01:02:59.396 align:center I am, I really am. 01:03:00.646 --> 01:03:03.188 align:center I kissed you, like you wanted, and I screwed it up. 01:03:04.230 --> 01:03:07.480 align:center I never thought you'd end up blurring the lines. 01:03:07.688 --> 01:03:09.271 align:center I didn't. 01:03:09.438 --> 01:03:10.980 align:center You did. You really did. 01:03:11.480 --> 01:03:12.563 align:center But it's on me. 01:03:17.771 --> 01:03:18.771 align:center It was a real one. 01:03:21.563 --> 01:03:22.771 align:center It was a real kiss. 01:03:24.396 --> 01:03:25.563 align:center Just face it. 01:05:25.438 --> 01:05:27.688 align:center - Are you alright? - Yeah, yeah. 01:05:36.646 --> 01:05:37.646 align:center Are you sure? 01:05:38.855 --> 01:05:40.646 align:center I... I don't feel so good. 01:05:41.730 --> 01:05:43.355 align:center It's okay. Let's get some rest. 01:06:13.021 --> 01:06:14.105 align:center Good morning. 01:06:16.063 --> 01:06:18.188 align:center Well, feeling any better? 01:06:18.896 --> 01:06:21.230 align:center - Were you able to rest? - Yes. 01:06:23.188 --> 01:06:26.063 align:center Are you in a hurry? I was going to make some breakfast. 01:06:26.896 --> 01:06:28.355 align:center Not today, okay? 01:06:33.021 --> 01:06:34.021 align:center What's the matter? 01:06:35.938 --> 01:06:36.938 align:center I'm fine. 01:06:38.021 --> 01:06:39.230 align:center I'm no fool, Axel. 01:06:43.396 --> 01:06:44.688 align:center Is it about Leah? 01:06:45.771 --> 01:06:46.771 align:center What? No. 01:06:49.855 --> 01:06:51.105 align:center Are you fucking her? 01:06:52.063 --> 01:06:53.730 align:center Have you lost your mind? 01:06:55.271 --> 01:06:56.521 align:center Yeah, I have. 01:06:57.063 --> 01:07:01.271 align:center Sure. I don't know which is worse, being a liar or a coward. 01:07:39.355 --> 01:07:41.771 align:center You could've told me you weren't coming home. 01:07:44.688 --> 01:07:45.896 align:center I said I'd be back. 01:07:46.980 --> 01:07:48.896 align:center But I didn't think this late. 01:07:51.063 --> 01:07:52.313 align:center I was worried sick. 01:07:54.230 --> 01:07:55.521 align:center I'm here, aren't I? 01:07:58.146 --> 01:07:59.313 align:center Where were you? 01:08:03.021 --> 01:08:04.021 align:center At Elena's. 01:08:07.938 --> 01:08:09.313 align:center Did you sleep with her? 01:08:11.188 --> 01:08:13.271 align:center No, we spent the night playing chess. 01:08:16.396 --> 01:08:17.480 align:center Go fuck yourself. 01:08:39.480 --> 01:08:42.105 align:center - My little angel! - Hey. 01:08:44.105 --> 01:08:48.313 align:center - Where'd you get that jumper? - Like it? Thank you. Shall we go? 01:08:48.438 --> 01:08:49.813 align:center So, where's Axel? 01:08:50.313 --> 01:08:52.188 align:center - He's asleep, I think. - Oh, I see. 01:08:52.271 --> 01:08:55.105 align:center - Let's get moving. - I was asleep. Past tense. 01:08:56.313 --> 01:08:57.771 align:center - Hey, man! - What's up? 01:08:58.896 --> 01:09:02.563 align:center - What's with that face? - I didn't sleep well, you know. 01:09:03.313 --> 01:09:05.480 align:center And you? Looking after him? 01:09:06.313 --> 01:09:08.355 align:center - Of course. - Good. 01:09:09.563 --> 01:09:12.021 align:center We're leaving. See you tomorrow at your parents'. 01:09:12.563 --> 01:09:14.855 align:center - We're having lunch together. - Right. 01:09:14.980 --> 01:09:17.230 align:center - Great. Come on. - Let's go. 01:09:17.480 --> 01:09:18.938 align:center - Allow me. - Thank you. 01:09:28.480 --> 01:09:31.646 align:center I brought some snacks to get you ready for the meat. 01:09:31.730 --> 01:09:34.730 align:center Looks great, Mum. You haven't made Olivier salad in ages. 01:09:34.813 --> 01:09:37.646 align:center I hope you like it. It has no peas, as you like it. 01:09:37.730 --> 01:09:38.730 align:center Thanks, Mum. 01:09:38.855 --> 01:09:41.230 align:center So, Oliver, any news in Berlin? 01:09:41.396 --> 01:09:42.396 align:center Not really. 01:09:42.521 --> 01:09:44.480 align:center I'm always thinking about coming back. 01:09:44.605 --> 01:09:48.146 align:center I can imagine. We'd love to have you back. 01:09:48.230 --> 01:09:49.230 align:center Want some? 01:09:49.563 --> 01:09:52.146 align:center The weather there must be awful, I bet. 01:09:52.271 --> 01:09:55.438 align:center I'm always wearing tights under my suit. 01:09:55.938 --> 01:09:58.355 align:center - Do you want some, dear? - Yes, thanks. 01:09:59.396 --> 01:10:02.688 align:center Axel, man, the university staff sent me a message. 01:10:02.896 --> 01:10:05.771 align:center The university open days are in two weekends' time. 01:10:05.938 --> 01:10:09.896 align:center If you can, you could take Leah and show her around the campus. 01:10:11.938 --> 01:10:13.855 align:center - Sure, no problem. - Great. 01:10:14.563 --> 01:10:17.896 align:center - You're going to love it. - Just pretend you don't know these two. 01:10:18.105 --> 01:10:20.730 align:center - They probably hid a corpse in there. - No. 01:10:20.938 --> 01:10:23.355 align:center - We weren't that crazy. - I need to loo. 01:10:23.646 --> 01:10:24.605 align:center Alright. 01:10:24.646 --> 01:10:27.021 align:center There've got to be some photos by the entrance. 01:10:27.063 --> 01:10:30.063 align:center No, no! It really wasn't that bad. 01:10:44.688 --> 01:10:45.688 align:center Are you leaving? 01:10:47.188 --> 01:10:48.230 align:center I'm going for a walk. 01:10:50.188 --> 01:10:53.605 align:center We'll go to the university tomorrow. We'll leave early, it'll take us two hours. 01:10:53.646 --> 01:10:56.355 align:center I'll be busy. Oliver will take me next week. 01:10:56.980 --> 01:10:59.105 align:center Are you going to sulk forever? 01:11:00.230 --> 01:11:02.605 align:center You're being childish. 01:11:02.688 --> 01:11:03.938 align:center - Oh, am I? - Yes. 01:11:04.063 --> 01:11:05.355 align:center Do you really think so? 01:11:05.563 --> 01:11:06.563 align:center I do. 01:11:07.230 --> 01:11:09.021 align:center You don't know why I'm like this. 01:11:11.396 --> 01:11:12.938 align:center Spit it out, then. Tell me. 01:11:18.688 --> 01:11:20.980 align:center Do you think I'm like this because that kiss... 01:11:21.105 --> 01:11:22.355 align:center meant something to me, 01:11:22.396 --> 01:11:24.480 align:center and you immediately slept with someone else? 01:11:26.021 --> 01:11:27.355 align:center Well, you're wrong. 01:11:30.230 --> 01:11:32.271 align:center What's this all about, then? 01:11:35.146 --> 01:11:37.230 align:center I've been in love with you my whole life. 01:11:39.813 --> 01:11:43.105 align:center Why bother hiding it when we both know, anyway? 01:11:44.313 --> 01:11:48.938 align:center - Leah, don't say that. - I fell in love with the brave Axel. 01:11:50.271 --> 01:11:54.105 align:center The Axel who acted without considering the consequences. 01:11:56.896 --> 01:12:00.480 align:center The Axel who followed his gut and what he felt in the moment. 01:12:03.855 --> 01:12:05.521 align:center I really loved that about you. 01:12:08.438 --> 01:12:09.730 align:center Because it was real. 01:12:12.521 --> 01:12:15.896 align:center You sleeping with someone else did hurt me, but... 01:12:17.188 --> 01:12:20.313 align:center I'm already over it. It's something I've dealt with for years. 01:12:24.938 --> 01:12:27.896 align:center That said, that kiss clearly meant something to you. 01:12:29.688 --> 01:12:31.355 align:center We both know, don't we? 01:12:34.771 --> 01:12:35.980 align:center You're right. 01:12:36.605 --> 01:12:37.980 align:center Of course it did. 01:12:40.438 --> 01:12:42.896 align:center It really turned me on, Leah. 01:12:44.480 --> 01:12:47.605 align:center I had to hold back from ripping your clothes off there. 01:12:49.188 --> 01:12:52.271 align:center I didn't know a kiss like that could exist. 01:12:59.855 --> 01:13:00.980 align:center But it's impossible. 01:13:02.355 --> 01:13:05.480 align:center There are too many reasons why we can't take it any further. 01:13:07.605 --> 01:13:08.605 align:center Do you understand? 01:13:43.938 --> 01:13:44.938 align:center Axel! 01:13:46.938 --> 01:13:51.646 align:center I'll go with you to the university, but I'm not getting up early on Sunday. 01:14:07.896 --> 01:14:10.230 align:center This is the best place to spend four years. 01:14:10.521 --> 01:14:12.396 align:center Especially doing what you love. 01:14:14.105 --> 01:14:15.855 align:center I don't want to be on my own here. 01:14:16.980 --> 01:14:19.646 align:center You'll make friends as soon as you arrive, trust me. 01:14:20.105 --> 01:14:23.938 align:center The best years of my life, and your brother's, were here. 01:14:25.146 --> 01:14:27.146 align:center It scares me a little, though. 01:14:29.938 --> 01:14:32.480 align:center Feeling like that at the beginning isn't weird. 01:14:32.605 --> 01:14:34.938 align:center You'll see everyone else is just like you. 01:14:35.063 --> 01:14:37.980 align:center It's their first time fleeing the nest too. 01:14:38.313 --> 01:14:40.355 align:center That's not helping, you know. 01:14:43.021 --> 01:14:45.480 align:center Alright, I'll take you somewhere else. 01:14:46.521 --> 01:14:48.688 align:center Just promise me not to tell your brother. 01:14:49.980 --> 01:14:51.646 align:center - Deal. - Deal? 01:15:00.980 --> 01:15:03.230 align:center And what exactly did you learn here? 01:15:03.480 --> 01:15:04.938 align:center Here you learn how to live. 01:15:05.896 --> 01:15:07.313 align:center Don't listen to him. 01:15:07.938 --> 01:15:10.313 align:center Ramón! I thought you'd be retired by now. 01:15:10.438 --> 01:15:12.271 align:center And I didn't think I'd see you again. 01:15:12.396 --> 01:15:16.146 align:center - It'll be just a moment. - You always say that. 01:15:19.396 --> 01:15:21.313 align:center - Doing fine? - Great, in fact. You? 01:15:21.563 --> 01:15:23.271 align:center Same here. What are you having? 01:15:25.230 --> 01:15:27.813 align:center See that cocktail named "The Artifact"? 01:15:28.271 --> 01:15:31.896 align:center Your brother and I made it using the trial-and-error method. 01:15:32.188 --> 01:15:33.313 align:center I don't get it. 01:15:33.896 --> 01:15:36.480 align:center - Nobody does. - It's clever humour. 01:15:42.021 --> 01:15:43.230 align:center What is this? 01:15:43.605 --> 01:15:46.146 align:center It's an evolution. Don't you like it? 01:15:46.521 --> 01:15:47.521 align:center No. 01:15:50.063 --> 01:15:51.063 align:center Cheers. 01:15:57.396 --> 01:15:58.605 align:center - It's great. - Is it? 01:16:12.980 --> 01:16:14.688 align:center Mamihlapinatapai. 01:16:16.021 --> 01:16:17.021 align:center Sorry? 01:16:18.230 --> 01:16:20.813 align:center "A meaningful silence between two people 01:16:20.938 --> 01:16:23.313 align:center sharing the same thoughts or desires". 01:16:25.813 --> 01:16:28.563 align:center It's a word from Patagonia's natives, 01:16:29.230 --> 01:16:32.771 align:center said to be one of the most precise words in the world. 01:16:34.771 --> 01:16:36.771 align:center That's exactly what just happened to us. 01:16:39.105 --> 01:16:40.105 align:center Who knows? 01:16:46.896 --> 01:16:49.146 align:center Axel, I'm sorry for making everything worse. 01:16:50.605 --> 01:16:55.605 align:center You already had your own problems, including dealing with me at home, and... 01:16:56.438 --> 01:16:57.938 align:center now all this mess. 01:16:59.563 --> 01:17:01.355 align:center Trouble is my middle name. 01:17:11.646 --> 01:17:12.813 align:center This song... 01:17:14.980 --> 01:17:17.396 align:center ...was Belén's favourite. 01:17:18.188 --> 01:17:20.355 align:center Mine too. Have you ever listened to it? 01:17:21.146 --> 01:17:22.146 align:center No. 01:17:26.521 --> 01:17:30.980 align:center Whenever I'd sleep at Belén's, this song was always blasting out. 01:17:31.605 --> 01:17:33.896 align:center One of us would play the role of a boy, 01:17:34.230 --> 01:17:38.188 align:center and we'd dance while imagining what it'd be like to do it 01:17:38.313 --> 01:17:41.105 align:center with our knight in shining armour. 01:17:42.730 --> 01:17:44.563 align:center We were crazy back then. 01:17:46.396 --> 01:17:47.480 align:center Do you want to dance? 01:17:49.605 --> 01:17:51.063 align:center You mean it? 01:17:53.021 --> 01:17:56.896 align:center Wasn't dancing with your eyes closed on your list? 01:17:59.646 --> 01:18:01.188 align:center It was, yeah. 01:18:05.271 --> 01:18:07.271 align:center - Alright. - Okay. 01:18:07.355 --> 01:18:09.105 align:center Let's give it a go... 01:18:24.063 --> 01:18:25.563 align:center Close your eyes. 01:18:47.605 --> 01:18:48.730 align:center Let it happen. 01:18:53.188 --> 01:18:55.605 align:center Leah... I can't. 01:19:40.896 --> 01:19:42.313 align:center See? It's fine. 01:20:16.230 --> 01:20:17.813 align:center Take me, please. 01:20:19.938 --> 01:20:21.688 align:center You're going to drive me mad, Leah. 01:20:48.771 --> 01:20:49.771 align:center I'm ready. 01:20:51.980 --> 01:20:54.980 align:center - You sure you don't want a lift? - No, it's fine. 01:20:55.105 --> 01:20:56.688 align:center I'm going by bike, alright? 01:20:56.896 --> 01:20:57.980 align:center - Okay. - Bye. 01:20:58.188 --> 01:20:59.980 align:center I made you lunch. 01:21:05.646 --> 01:21:06.688 align:center Thank you. 01:21:08.480 --> 01:21:10.188 align:center Haven't you forgotten something? 01:21:33.105 --> 01:21:34.813 align:center Doesn't this all feel a bit weird? 01:21:38.063 --> 01:21:39.355 align:center It does. 01:21:40.480 --> 01:21:41.521 align:center But it's not. 01:21:56.813 --> 01:21:58.896 align:center - See you later. - Bye. 01:23:00.230 --> 01:23:03.063 align:center Would it be possible to go around the world on this boat? 01:23:03.230 --> 01:23:04.230 align:center Definitely. 01:23:04.563 --> 01:23:06.938 align:center Edgar brought it from the Dominican Republic. 01:23:07.063 --> 01:23:08.063 align:center Really? 01:23:08.730 --> 01:23:11.855 align:center Yeah, even though he went through a pretty mad month. 01:23:12.480 --> 01:23:15.146 align:center You could ask him to tell you about it. 01:23:21.355 --> 01:23:23.730 align:center Leah, could we talk about what's happening? 01:23:27.355 --> 01:23:28.688 align:center We could... not. 01:23:30.730 --> 01:23:32.021 align:center But we have to. 01:23:35.521 --> 01:23:37.230 align:center Alright then. 01:23:38.021 --> 01:23:39.396 align:center What did you have in mind? 01:23:40.980 --> 01:23:42.271 align:center What are we going to do? 01:23:43.438 --> 01:23:44.938 align:center I have no fucking idea. 01:23:46.230 --> 01:23:47.855 align:center I see you're ready. 01:23:51.563 --> 01:23:53.021 align:center I'm serious, I... 01:23:54.563 --> 01:23:56.021 align:center Maybe we could... 01:23:57.063 --> 01:23:59.771 align:center keep this going a bit longer. 01:24:00.813 --> 01:24:03.563 align:center Getting to know each other without jumping the gun. 01:24:06.938 --> 01:24:10.980 align:center And after that, well... I have no idea what to do next. 01:24:11.813 --> 01:24:14.605 align:center I try not to think about it or I'll lose my mind. 01:24:15.021 --> 01:24:16.771 align:center No more thinking, then. 01:24:24.980 --> 01:24:27.688 align:center This is pretty fucked up for me, you know. 01:24:30.188 --> 01:24:31.396 align:center I'm sorry. 01:24:31.730 --> 01:24:34.896 align:center Hey, don't. You don't have to apologise at all, it's just... 01:24:35.521 --> 01:24:37.313 align:center I've never felt this way before. 01:24:40.396 --> 01:24:42.771 align:center But you've been with loads of girls. 01:24:43.396 --> 01:24:46.605 align:center I can promise you this is the first time I've felt like this. 01:24:47.646 --> 01:24:48.896 align:center This is new for me. 01:24:53.313 --> 01:24:54.563 align:center I want it to last. 01:27:10.730 --> 01:27:11.896 align:center This is for you. 01:27:17.646 --> 01:27:20.896 align:center A present for getting me out of that awful place I was stuck in. 01:27:31.521 --> 01:27:34.396 align:center Thanks for bringing my old self back to life. 01:27:49.521 --> 01:27:50.771 align:center I love you, Leah. 01:27:54.855 --> 01:27:56.146 align:center I love you, Axel. 01:29:07.980 --> 01:29:09.021 align:center Hi, sweetheart. 01:29:09.438 --> 01:29:11.146 align:center I tried calling you, but your phone was off. 01:29:11.355 --> 01:29:12.730 align:center We got here a bit late, 01:29:12.813 --> 01:29:14.688 align:center because your dad forgot to get gas... 01:29:14.730 --> 01:29:15.730 align:center as usual. 01:29:15.771 --> 01:29:18.521 align:center But who remembered your sketchbook? 01:29:18.813 --> 01:29:20.938 align:center Come on, you'd left it lying around. 01:29:21.271 --> 01:29:23.438 align:center As usual, too. 01:29:23.480 --> 01:29:26.146 align:center Leah, I'm painting something wonderful. 01:29:26.563 --> 01:29:27.563 align:center I know you'll love it. 01:29:27.605 --> 01:29:29.271 align:center It's different. Totally your style. 01:29:29.938 --> 01:29:32.230 align:center Oh, and I opened those new jars I bought you. 01:29:32.271 --> 01:29:33.396 align:center Hope you don't mind. 01:29:33.438 --> 01:29:34.688 align:center As usual, too. 01:29:36.313 --> 01:29:37.438 align:center Honey, in the end, 01:29:37.480 --> 01:29:40.730 align:center the three of us are going Christmas shopping together. 01:29:53.063 --> 01:29:54.480 align:center Looking good, sis. 01:29:55.938 --> 01:29:57.480 align:center You too, bro. 01:30:01.563 --> 01:30:02.730 align:center No, I'm serious. 01:30:03.563 --> 01:30:05.438 align:center I was scared as hell when I left. 01:30:06.313 --> 01:30:08.188 align:center I didn't know how you'd work it out. 01:30:09.480 --> 01:30:10.980 align:center But every time I come back... 01:30:12.063 --> 01:30:13.146 align:center I see you better. 01:30:15.688 --> 01:30:17.063 align:center You've done it, squirt. 01:30:24.813 --> 01:30:27.563 align:center Maybe I learned to appreciate the present. 01:30:31.521 --> 01:30:32.855 align:center You sound just like Axel. 01:30:37.021 --> 01:30:38.855 align:center We spent too much time together. 01:30:48.980 --> 01:30:49.980 align:center Leah... 01:30:51.521 --> 01:30:52.771 align:center Do you dream about them? 01:30:54.771 --> 01:30:56.230 align:center About Dad and Mum? 01:31:02.521 --> 01:31:03.521 align:center No. 01:31:05.855 --> 01:31:06.938 align:center I don't think so. 01:31:10.063 --> 01:31:12.188 align:center Honestly, I've never thought about it. 01:31:16.355 --> 01:31:17.396 align:center Neither have I. 01:31:18.396 --> 01:31:19.605 align:center And I try to. 01:31:22.105 --> 01:31:24.855 align:center I go to bed every night, thinking about them, 01:31:24.980 --> 01:31:26.188 align:center so I can see them again. 01:31:27.855 --> 01:31:29.063 align:center But it never happens. 01:31:40.980 --> 01:31:43.730 align:center Do you know what the last thing Dad said to me was? 01:31:50.230 --> 01:31:51.563 align:center A joke. 01:31:53.146 --> 01:31:54.480 align:center - A joke? - Yeah. 01:31:57.146 --> 01:32:00.105 align:center "What did one lettuce say to another?" 01:32:03.313 --> 01:32:06.605 align:center - "Lettuce enjoy every minute". - "Lettuce enjoy every minute". 01:32:09.396 --> 01:32:10.646 align:center Yeah. 01:32:20.938 --> 01:32:23.063 align:center I'd do anything to see them one last time. 01:32:27.730 --> 01:32:28.730 align:center So would I. 01:32:38.771 --> 01:32:40.896 align:center I'm going for a drink. Do you want to come? 01:32:41.480 --> 01:32:44.105 align:center I'm meeting Belén at her place today. 01:32:45.646 --> 01:32:46.688 align:center - Okay. - Yeah? 01:32:46.896 --> 01:32:48.730 align:center - I'll pick you up later. - Great. 01:32:50.313 --> 01:32:52.813 align:center Lettuce enjoy every minute. 01:32:54.230 --> 01:32:56.063 align:center Lettuce enjoy every minute. 01:32:59.063 --> 01:33:00.146 align:center Not anymore. 01:33:15.355 --> 01:33:16.438 align:center Is it free? 01:33:17.188 --> 01:33:20.021 align:center Oli! It's so nice to see you! 01:33:20.105 --> 01:33:22.021 align:center - How are you? - Great. You? 01:33:22.146 --> 01:33:24.813 align:center - Good. - Are you visiting, or settling in? 01:33:24.938 --> 01:33:26.896 align:center No, I've still got three months left. 01:33:27.021 --> 01:33:30.563 align:center It's not that hard anymore for me to leave since Leah's doing better. 01:33:31.438 --> 01:33:32.438 align:center Right. 01:33:35.146 --> 01:33:36.230 align:center Take a seat. 01:33:36.438 --> 01:33:37.563 align:center Thank you. 01:34:20.105 --> 01:34:23.271 align:center What are you doing here? There are a few beers in the fridge. 01:34:25.730 --> 01:34:27.396 align:center How could you do this to me? 01:34:34.688 --> 01:34:35.688 align:center Oliver... 01:34:38.438 --> 01:34:39.438 align:center I love her. 01:34:41.188 --> 01:34:42.480 align:center Don't bullshit me. 01:34:43.938 --> 01:34:46.855 align:center - Do you know what you've done? - I really love her. 01:34:47.396 --> 01:34:50.313 align:center If you did, you wouldn't have let this to happen! 01:34:53.521 --> 01:34:55.105 align:center Want to know what she told me? 01:34:58.230 --> 01:34:59.938 align:center She's not going to university. 01:35:02.063 --> 01:35:03.896 align:center She wants to stay here with you. 01:35:06.355 --> 01:35:07.896 align:center I spent a year far from her, 01:35:08.813 --> 01:35:12.146 align:center working my arse off, and you come to screw everything up. 01:35:16.480 --> 01:35:18.230 align:center What about the consequences? 01:35:19.313 --> 01:35:21.563 align:center What if things get difficult 01:35:21.688 --> 01:35:23.688 align:center and you leave her, like everything else? 01:35:25.063 --> 01:35:27.438 align:center And I'd have to pick up the pieces. 01:35:36.563 --> 01:35:38.730 align:center No one else made me feel like this. 01:35:42.438 --> 01:35:43.980 align:center Don't tie her down to you. 01:35:45.771 --> 01:35:47.355 align:center She's nineteen. 01:35:49.230 --> 01:35:50.396 align:center She must live, 01:35:52.230 --> 01:35:53.771 align:center go to university, 01:35:54.730 --> 01:35:58.563 align:center meet people, have new experiences, live her life as it comes. 01:36:01.521 --> 01:36:03.605 align:center Don't take that from her if you love her. 01:36:07.730 --> 01:36:08.855 align:center I don't know if I can. 01:36:10.230 --> 01:36:11.438 align:center You owe me that. 01:36:14.146 --> 01:36:17.396 align:center I put you in charge of looking after her. 01:36:21.271 --> 01:36:23.188 align:center Leah's everything to me. 01:36:26.063 --> 01:36:27.438 align:center She's all I've got left. 01:37:27.688 --> 01:37:29.813 align:center We just couldn't make it work. 01:37:33.938 --> 01:37:34.938 align:center No. 01:37:57.771 --> 01:37:58.813 align:center Leah... 01:38:01.188 --> 01:38:03.771 align:center We didn't just bump into each other in a bar. 01:38:06.730 --> 01:38:08.771 align:center I didn't ask for your phone number. 01:38:12.021 --> 01:38:13.646 align:center We never went on a date. 01:38:16.730 --> 01:38:19.063 align:center We never walked down the street holding hands. 01:38:22.355 --> 01:38:25.355 align:center I've never waited outside your door to kiss you. 01:38:34.146 --> 01:38:35.771 align:center Our problem is... 01:38:37.063 --> 01:38:38.480 align:center all that we never were. 01:38:59.980 --> 01:39:02.771 align:center And I don't want to take you away from your brother. 01:39:07.105 --> 01:39:09.646 align:center I don't want to make you live my life. 01:39:20.980 --> 01:39:22.230 align:center You're wrong. 01:39:25.646 --> 01:39:28.063 align:center I'd just hold you back. 01:39:42.771 --> 01:39:47.188 align:center I'd just become baggage you'd never know how to let go of. 01:39:50.480 --> 01:39:53.396 align:center At least not without hurting each other. 01:40:02.813 --> 01:40:05.271 align:center Staying here won't make me lose anything. 01:40:08.105 --> 01:40:10.188 align:center Oliver loves me, 01:40:13.605 --> 01:40:17.105 align:center and he'd eventually accept the idea of me living with you, but... 01:40:19.771 --> 01:40:23.105 align:center ...he probably wouldn't forgive you for it. 01:40:37.355 --> 01:40:38.646 align:center And now... 01:40:40.771 --> 01:40:43.605 align:center ...if I want to become who I'm meant to be, I have to... 01:40:45.480 --> 01:40:47.396 align:center go far away from here, 01:40:51.313 --> 01:40:53.480 align:center distance myself from certain places... 01:40:56.563 --> 01:40:57.980 align:center ...and certain memories... 01:41:04.021 --> 01:41:07.855 align:center ...so one day I can come back and enjoy this place again. 01:41:31.688 --> 01:41:33.563 align:center I'll miss you so much. 01:41:41.855 --> 01:41:42.855 align:center I'll miss you too. 01:41:54.688 --> 01:41:56.438 align:center Thanks for teaching me how to feel. 01:42:02.688 --> 01:42:03.813 align:center No. 01:42:06.271 --> 01:42:07.521 align:center Thank you. 01:42:14.605 --> 01:42:16.563 align:center If I'm here like this, 01:42:17.896 --> 01:42:19.355 align:center it's all thanks to you. 01:42:24.438 --> 01:42:26.480 align:center We've really helped each other. 01:42:39.563 --> 01:42:41.855 align:center You know I love you so much, don't you? 01:42:44.771 --> 01:42:47.271 align:center It'll never be the same with anyone else. 01:42:47.730 --> 01:42:49.313 align:center I'll never feel this way. 01:42:52.813 --> 01:42:53.938 align:center I know. 01:42:58.021 --> 01:43:00.271 align:center Because I won't either. 01:43:14.438 --> 01:43:15.646 align:center I have to go. 01:43:20.021 --> 01:43:21.271 align:center And I'm staying here. 01:44:05.688 --> 01:44:08.896 align:center Mum was preparing me for a moment like this. 01:44:09.813 --> 01:44:12.355 align:center She gave me the power to decide on my own 01:44:12.438 --> 01:44:14.980 align:center my worth and the love I deserve, 01:44:15.813 --> 01:44:19.230 align:center without needing to see it in anyone else's eyes but my own. 01:44:24.021 --> 01:44:25.938 align:center Here and now starts my new life, 01:44:26.480 --> 01:44:29.021 align:center far away from who I was and from everything I loved, 01:44:29.355 --> 01:44:32.188 align:center without knowing if I'll ever forget Axel, 01:44:32.771 --> 01:44:34.230 align:center my platonic love. 01:44:34.521 --> 01:44:35.730 align:center my first love. 01:44:40.271 --> 01:44:47.021 align:center TO BE CONTINUED...