WEBVTT 00:29.146 --> 00:31.938 BASED ON THE BESTSELLING NOVEL BY ALICE KELLEN 00:45.396 --> 00:48.105 Love, I'm still waiting for your Christmas wish list. 00:49.688 --> 00:53.105 - I'm fine, Mum. Whatever you like. - What about me? 00:53.188 --> 00:55.063 Don't I have to do my wish list? 00:55.396 --> 00:57.938 You always ask for colourful socks... 00:58.105 --> 01:00.438 Or some weird product for the garden. 01:01.063 --> 01:02.605 Right, no need for a wish list. 01:02.730 --> 01:06.896 By the way, Leah, have I ever told you what one lettuce said to another? 01:06.980 --> 01:08.438 A million times? 01:10.438 --> 01:11.480 Dad! 01:12.855 --> 01:15.271 Things can suddenly change. 01:15.896 --> 01:19.980 ONE YEAR LATER 03:59.855 --> 04:02.480 - Morning. - Hey. 04:03.063 --> 04:04.355 Weren't you leaving soon? 04:06.313 --> 04:10.438 Yeah, but I liked dinner so much that I had to try breakfast. 04:13.146 --> 04:14.188 The buffet is open. 04:15.813 --> 04:18.896 If I eat too much, someone's not getting their present tonight. 04:19.021 --> 04:22.188 - Really? What happens tonight? - It's Christmas Eve, you idiot. 04:22.771 --> 04:23.771 What? 04:51.063 --> 04:54.438 - Hi, Mum. Happy Christmas Eve. - Why didn't you answer the phone? 04:54.521 --> 04:57.938 - I thought you'd have choked. - Always looking on the bright side. 04:58.438 --> 04:59.855 Any room in the freezer? 05:00.688 --> 05:01.730 Aren't they chilled? 05:02.855 --> 05:04.896 Axel, love, weren't you in charge of that? 05:04.938 --> 05:05.896 Yeah, I know. 05:05.938 --> 05:09.063 Check the top shelf, I think there's room for them. 05:09.730 --> 05:12.021 I told you I should've dealt with it. 05:12.563 --> 05:16.230 - Don't ever let him help again. - Have you ever heard of ice, Dad? 05:16.355 --> 05:18.771 - And Happy Christmas. - Happy? Hardly. 05:18.980 --> 05:21.813 - We could just not celebrate. - Please, cut it out. 05:21.938 --> 05:24.438 Tonight's going to be tough for all of us. 05:24.855 --> 05:25.896 Alright? 05:26.271 --> 05:29.313 Take these to your brother. I can handle this myself. 05:29.438 --> 05:30.438 - You sure? - Yeah. 05:30.521 --> 05:31.563 Okay. 05:34.730 --> 05:35.730 Alright. 05:36.605 --> 05:37.605 There we go. 05:38.146 --> 05:41.313 You've just arrived and Dad's already pissed off. New record. 05:41.771 --> 05:42.896 Hi, how are you doing? 05:42.980 --> 05:45.605 Aren't you fed up with my brother already? 05:45.688 --> 05:47.480 I know loads of nice, single mates. 05:47.605 --> 05:51.313 - I could introduce you to them. - You know, I'm not trying to replace him. 05:51.813 --> 05:54.396 "Love is blind", they say. If you saw his jumper... 05:54.480 --> 05:57.688 Didn't you bring one of your girlfriends tonight? 05:58.105 --> 06:00.146 So you scare them off with your dad jokes? 06:00.271 --> 06:02.730 Yeah, I'm sure that's what would scare them off. 06:03.563 --> 06:05.855 Open the door. We'll handle this. 06:09.355 --> 06:10.605 - Hi. - Hi. 06:11.188 --> 06:13.771 - Food's ready. Drinks are nearly chilled. - Great. 06:15.605 --> 06:17.146 How's my favourite person? 06:22.021 --> 06:24.730 Our lives changed 20 years ago, when the Joneses... 06:24.855 --> 06:28.646 came from the other side of the world to become part of our family. 06:29.896 --> 06:32.980 Oliver and I have been very close friends since we were little, 06:33.396 --> 06:36.146 but that car crash that took their parents' lives 06:36.230 --> 06:38.563 brought us together in an unbreakable bond. 06:47.771 --> 06:48.938 Ready? 07:07.230 --> 07:10.313 - It was delicious, Miriam. - Thank you so much, love. 07:10.438 --> 07:12.938 I did my best, but without your mum... 07:13.646 --> 07:15.313 It didn't turn out the same. 07:15.980 --> 07:17.105 As you all know, 07:17.438 --> 07:20.688 we've been celebrating Christmas together as one family. 07:22.355 --> 07:23.396 Today, all of us... 07:24.938 --> 07:26.688 miss your parents more than ever. 07:28.355 --> 07:32.605 A toast to them, and may this always be your home. 07:33.855 --> 07:35.730 - Leah! Leah, wait. - I'll go. 07:40.438 --> 07:43.688 Damn, Dad. You sure are the life and soul of the party. 07:44.146 --> 07:47.396 That's you, son. You never take anything seriously. 07:49.146 --> 07:52.938 I was taking Christmas seriously, but it seems we have the Grinch at home. 07:53.063 --> 07:56.855 - Cut it out, please. We're celebrating. - Yes? And your brother's the clown. 07:56.980 --> 08:00.063 Pack it in already, Dad. Let's celebrate peacefully. 08:00.188 --> 08:03.563 Peacefully? Don't make me laugh. I'm going home. My stomach hurts. 08:03.688 --> 08:04.896 Axel, for God's sake! 08:06.855 --> 08:07.855 I'll get him. 08:12.480 --> 08:14.813 It's fine, Mum. No, it wasn't your fault. 08:15.271 --> 08:18.563 We all agreed on it, we thought it was the best, but... 08:19.188 --> 08:21.146 I guess it wasn't, after all. 08:21.480 --> 08:24.396 - Is Oliver angry? - No, he's with me, at home. 08:24.480 --> 08:27.480 We're having some drinks. He'll pick Leah up later, alright? 08:27.688 --> 08:31.063 - Alright, love. We're here. - Okay. Love you, Mum. It's fine. 08:38.563 --> 08:39.605 Hey there. 08:45.896 --> 08:48.688 Sorry for what my dad put you both through. 08:49.730 --> 08:50.896 It's okay. 08:52.355 --> 08:54.230 It must be a rough time for him too. 08:56.688 --> 08:59.980 What were you going to tell me? You really threw me earlier. 09:01.480 --> 09:03.855 I've been offered a promotion. 09:05.230 --> 09:07.896 That's amazing, man. When were you going to tell me? 09:08.313 --> 09:10.355 - It's not that easy. - Really? How come? 09:10.438 --> 09:12.980 Do you have to do anything special for your boss? 09:14.605 --> 09:18.396 If I say yes, I'll spend nine months in Berlin. 09:19.646 --> 09:23.771 And what's the issue? I can visit you. You know what the music scene's like there. 09:25.230 --> 09:27.021 Yeah. Leah's the issue. 09:27.813 --> 09:28.896 What's with her? 09:29.021 --> 09:31.271 What's with her? She can't come with me, man. 09:32.438 --> 09:34.521 I can't just take her away from her life. 09:35.730 --> 09:37.688 Maybe that's what she needs. 09:38.771 --> 09:41.021 I don't know. I'm not sure... 09:41.605 --> 09:43.771 She's struggling after retaking a year. 09:45.688 --> 09:49.021 And I want her to go to university next year. To a good one. 09:49.313 --> 09:51.105 Like I did, thanks to my parents. 09:51.438 --> 09:53.563 And to help her, I need more money. 09:53.938 --> 09:56.021 I've spent a year working part-time 09:56.146 --> 09:59.480 so I could be there for her, and I'm running out of money. 09:59.771 --> 10:02.771 If you need some, just ask for it. I can help you out. 10:02.896 --> 10:03.980 No way, Axel. 10:04.438 --> 10:05.563 It's too much money. 10:06.271 --> 10:07.938 How can I help you, then? 10:11.021 --> 10:12.688 I've been weighing my options. 10:14.021 --> 10:16.813 Maybe she could stay at your place? 10:19.688 --> 10:21.105 - Leah, you mean? - Yeah. 10:23.438 --> 10:26.646 She can't stay at your parents'. Look at the scene your dad made. 10:26.771 --> 10:30.063 - Yeah, I agree. - I'm not close to your brother either. 10:31.396 --> 10:33.938 I can work from here one week per month, 10:34.021 --> 10:37.021 so you'd only have to look after her whenever I'm not around. 10:38.605 --> 10:40.480 I see you had it all planned, huh? 10:41.563 --> 10:43.271 I know it's such a huge favour, 10:43.438 --> 10:44.980 but I need the job. 10:45.355 --> 10:46.688 I have no choice. 10:47.646 --> 10:49.188 Oliver, man, I'm not... 10:50.146 --> 10:52.938 You're the person I admire and trust most in the world, 10:53.021 --> 10:55.230 and I wouldn't ask if it weren't important. 11:00.896 --> 11:02.813 Alright, it's fine. I get it. 11:04.480 --> 11:06.480 I can't just dump it on you, I know. 11:08.855 --> 11:10.355 I'm just being selfish. 11:11.271 --> 11:12.855 But I've run out of options. 11:17.771 --> 11:18.938 Would you do it for me? 11:20.980 --> 11:22.480 I'd do anything for you. 11:27.021 --> 11:28.021 Deal. 11:29.230 --> 11:30.271 Deal? 11:30.688 --> 11:33.146 How could I say no to you? You're my brother, man. 11:35.105 --> 11:36.105 Thank you so much. 11:37.521 --> 11:39.646 - You'll take care of her. - You bet. 11:44.188 --> 11:47.230 - I'll go down to pick her up, then. - I'm coming with you. 11:47.355 --> 11:50.105 - I had a date with Elena after dinner. - Really? 11:50.896 --> 11:52.313 - Is it serious? - Not at all. 11:52.605 --> 11:56.230 We just have a nice relationship where we don't ask for explanations. 11:56.480 --> 11:58.396 I see. Is she aware of it? 11:59.105 --> 12:02.396 - She's a free spirit, you know her. - Great, then. Just great. 12:04.355 --> 12:06.980 Shall we talk next week and sort it out? 12:07.063 --> 12:09.688 - Yeah, sure. - Perfect. Let's go. 12:31.813 --> 12:32.813 Ready? 12:34.938 --> 12:36.480 Trust me, it'll all be fine. 12:37.688 --> 12:41.021 You'll love it here in a couple of days. 12:42.313 --> 12:44.521 And don't give Axel a hard time, please. 12:45.563 --> 12:47.480 He's doing us a huge favour. 12:55.480 --> 12:57.563 - When are you leaving? - In a few hours. 12:57.730 --> 12:59.230 - All set? - Yeah. 12:59.313 --> 13:00.313 Good to know. 13:00.480 --> 13:01.688 - How's it going? - Good. 13:01.771 --> 13:03.896 My house has never been this clean. 13:07.063 --> 13:08.480 Leah, take this. 13:08.605 --> 13:10.230 An old business phone. 13:11.230 --> 13:12.938 You can call me whenever you want. 13:17.980 --> 13:19.521 Come here for a goodbye hug. 13:28.063 --> 13:31.563 I can go to Berlin instead of you. You're going to miss the flight. 13:31.980 --> 13:33.605 Yeah, right. Right. 13:34.521 --> 13:37.105 I'm heading home, still need to drop the car off. 13:56.396 --> 13:57.813 So this is my pad. 13:59.105 --> 14:01.230 It's usually a bit messier, though. 14:02.896 --> 14:04.188 Make yourself at home. 14:04.813 --> 14:09.021 You can use and touch whatever you want. There are loads of books, music... 14:09.313 --> 14:10.563 Even a record player. 14:11.896 --> 14:13.271 Have you ever used one? 14:14.813 --> 14:16.230 They're cool, yeah. 14:19.146 --> 14:23.188 Oh, and there's a bit of everything in the fridge, but if you want... 14:24.105 --> 14:26.230 something in particular, we can buy it. 14:27.980 --> 14:29.980 Right, your room. Here, please. 14:32.688 --> 14:34.855 It was my storage room, which was a mess. 14:39.771 --> 14:43.105 If you're up for it, we could go for a bite to eat in the village. 14:46.271 --> 14:47.313 Well... 14:47.980 --> 14:50.313 I'll let you settle in. 14:52.771 --> 14:54.521 I'll be outside if you need me. 15:16.355 --> 15:20.021 Sorry for making you come. I didn't think it'd rain this much today. 15:20.105 --> 15:22.980 - It's fine. - Say hi to your brother for me. 15:23.105 --> 15:24.980 He's vanished since he got married. 15:25.105 --> 15:27.105 I'll let him know. See you soon. 15:35.896 --> 15:36.938 Leah? 15:37.146 --> 15:38.980 I ordered a pizza. Want some? 15:46.896 --> 15:47.896 Leah? 16:57.313 --> 17:01.563 OFF TO THE BEACH. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK 17:01.605 --> 17:04.105 OFF TO THE BEACH. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK 17:28.396 --> 17:30.480 I had always seen Leah as a little girl, 17:30.563 --> 17:32.813 until Oliver and I came back from 4 wild years 17:32.938 --> 17:34.521 living on the university campus. 17:35.021 --> 17:37.855 - Bye, guys. Enjoy the surf. - Thanks, Douglas. 17:37.980 --> 17:39.855 Did you get the motorbike keys? 17:40.021 --> 17:42.855 - Didn't you have them? - No. I left them in the jacket! 17:42.938 --> 17:43.938 Okay. 18:08.021 --> 18:09.105 Did you do this? 18:12.105 --> 18:13.105 Yeah. 18:14.230 --> 18:15.230 Is it bad? 18:15.730 --> 18:18.771 Quite the opposite. It's just... different. 18:21.480 --> 18:23.563 - You're kidding, aren't you? - Not at all. 18:24.438 --> 18:25.521 Why'd you think that? 18:28.438 --> 18:31.563 Because my dad asked me to paint this vase, 18:32.021 --> 18:35.230 and I did this, which is something completely different. 18:36.980 --> 18:38.605 Well, it's... your own version. 18:39.605 --> 18:40.771 Do you really think so? 18:45.813 --> 18:48.230 - I got them! Let's go! - Coming! 18:49.480 --> 18:50.563 I have to go. 18:51.480 --> 18:52.605 Keep it up. 19:33.438 --> 19:35.896 I forgot I had a flatmate. 19:39.688 --> 19:41.105 I don't want to be a burden. 19:42.646 --> 19:43.646 Be a burden? 19:48.438 --> 19:50.438 You must be starving. 19:50.938 --> 19:53.313 I don't know how long you were in your room. 19:53.396 --> 19:55.146 Fancy some avocado on toast? 19:56.605 --> 19:58.563 - It's really tasty. - No, thanks. 19:59.021 --> 20:01.855 Shouldn't you get ready for class? 20:05.605 --> 20:06.896 I didn't sleep well. 20:08.146 --> 20:10.771 I'd probably just make up some lame excuse not to go. 20:14.771 --> 20:16.355 You don't have to go, really. 20:16.438 --> 20:19.146 - You can stay home. - I'll get dressed. 20:19.271 --> 20:21.480 Are you cycling, or shall I give you a lift? 20:48.980 --> 20:49.980 Hi, Leah. 20:51.896 --> 20:52.896 How are you? 20:53.646 --> 20:54.688 Going to class? 20:54.896 --> 20:56.896 - Leah, wait. - I'm late. 20:56.980 --> 20:58.313 Just a minute, please. 21:02.230 --> 21:03.521 Look, I... 21:04.105 --> 21:07.021 I'm sorry you had to repeat last year. 21:08.855 --> 21:10.188 I've heard that... 21:10.730 --> 21:13.563 your brother's working abroad and you're living with Axel. 21:17.563 --> 21:21.438 If you need anything, whatever, even though we've not... 21:21.646 --> 21:25.563 seen each other for a year, you can count on me. 21:26.188 --> 21:27.188 Okay? 21:27.896 --> 21:30.438 - Okay, thanks. - We could hang out someday. 21:31.105 --> 21:33.230 Even if it's not like before. 21:37.855 --> 21:41.480 - It wouldn't be. - Well, then... we can do something new. 21:45.021 --> 21:46.021 Maybe. 21:46.146 --> 21:49.105 - I'll call you later. - I don't have a phone anymore. 22:00.771 --> 22:01.771 Leah. 22:07.355 --> 22:08.355 Leah? 22:29.688 --> 22:31.230 Leah, wake up. 22:34.230 --> 22:37.230 The waves are great today. Come on, let's test them out. 22:39.438 --> 22:40.438 It'll do you good. 22:42.938 --> 22:44.771 Thanks, but I don't want to. 22:46.021 --> 22:49.646 You might not feel like going, but trust me, it's definitely worth it. 22:57.271 --> 22:58.355 Leah, look. 22:59.188 --> 23:00.313 You and I... 23:01.063 --> 23:03.813 You and I are like an Indian tribe, alright? 23:03.980 --> 23:07.438 Like the ones from the movies. And I'm the chief of the tribe. 23:08.230 --> 23:11.980 Got it? And the chief says that mornings are for surfing. 23:14.355 --> 23:16.188 Why do you want me to go? 23:17.521 --> 23:19.105 And why do you want to stay? 23:23.313 --> 23:26.230 Chief waits outside. You come quick. 25:17.105 --> 25:20.813 It was silent and peaceful there. 25:23.771 --> 25:27.396 I finally felt safe from the memories of the life I lost. 25:53.813 --> 25:54.938 Sit down. 26:00.105 --> 26:01.188 Nice and slow. 26:02.813 --> 26:04.480 There we go. Breathe, calm down. 26:04.896 --> 26:06.480 Deep breaths. 26:07.021 --> 26:08.688 - Alright? - Yeah. 26:11.313 --> 26:12.605 Yeah. 26:22.605 --> 26:23.605 There we go. 26:24.188 --> 26:25.188 That's it. 26:33.563 --> 26:34.563 Fuck, Leah. 26:36.646 --> 26:38.980 What just happened? What are you...? What...? 26:43.355 --> 26:44.605 No, Leah, no... 26:45.563 --> 26:47.188 Calm down. I'm sorry, alright? 26:47.521 --> 26:48.688 Take it easy. Breathe. 26:49.688 --> 26:51.063 There, there... 26:51.688 --> 26:53.605 Breathe with me. 26:54.938 --> 26:55.980 Breathe. 26:57.813 --> 26:58.813 That's it, breathe. 27:00.688 --> 27:02.271 Breathe. Take it easy. 27:03.313 --> 27:04.688 Breathe. Take a breath. 27:05.813 --> 27:06.896 Let it out. There. 27:08.188 --> 27:09.438 There we go. 27:09.646 --> 27:10.646 That's it. 27:11.063 --> 27:12.438 That's it. 27:16.230 --> 27:17.313 - That's it. - Sorry. 27:19.313 --> 27:22.688 - I'm so sorry. - Easy. 27:23.563 --> 27:24.605 It's over now. 27:51.480 --> 27:52.771 I'm going to get changed. 27:53.438 --> 27:54.605 Feeling better? 27:57.146 --> 27:58.146 Thank you. 28:53.521 --> 28:54.896 I'm going to lie down. 28:55.521 --> 28:58.063 Wait, please. I want us to talk first. 28:59.563 --> 29:00.771 Do we really have to? 29:01.771 --> 29:04.230 Oliver's coming tomorrow, so I'll leave you alone. 29:04.688 --> 29:06.813 You'll be back next week, though. 29:19.063 --> 29:23.313 We'll spend a lot of time together, and there's so much I don't know about you. 29:23.396 --> 29:26.480 I should have asked you before, but I didn't know how. 29:30.396 --> 29:31.396 Do you have friends? 29:34.521 --> 29:36.355 - You're kidding, right? - Not at all. 29:36.771 --> 29:40.230 People your age are always hanging out. Do you have friends or not? 29:41.563 --> 29:44.146 - Yes, I do. - Why do I never see you with them? 29:45.605 --> 29:46.730 I don't feel like it. 29:47.021 --> 29:48.063 Oh. 29:48.313 --> 29:49.313 For how long? 29:51.021 --> 29:52.021 I don't know. 29:53.355 --> 29:54.396 How's school? 29:56.355 --> 29:58.105 Fine, I guess. 29:59.188 --> 30:01.271 - You don't seem sure. - I am sure. 30:02.980 --> 30:05.396 And why do I never see you study? 30:06.896 --> 30:08.896 - It's none of your business. - Leah. 30:10.438 --> 30:13.563 Your brother hasn't gone thousands of miles away 30:13.688 --> 30:15.771 to loaf around, you know that, right? 30:15.896 --> 30:17.063 He's in Berlin... 30:17.605 --> 30:20.313 so you can go to the university next year. 30:20.438 --> 30:22.105 He's busting his gut out there... 30:22.438 --> 30:24.063 for you, so you can carry on. 30:29.813 --> 30:32.521 We need to tell him what just happened at the beach. 30:32.730 --> 30:34.563 - Why? - Because it's important. 30:35.896 --> 30:38.896 - It was nothing. - Excuse me? Nothing? 30:40.146 --> 30:41.605 It was everything. 30:42.563 --> 30:45.396 This is too much for me, alright? 30:45.521 --> 30:47.105 I know, but it's done. I'm fine. 31:09.480 --> 31:12.521 I clearly remember the day I became aware 31:12.605 --> 31:15.230 of what it meant to be in love with Axel. 31:21.355 --> 31:23.521 - I got them! Let's go! - Coming! 31:24.771 --> 31:25.771 I have to go. 31:26.938 --> 31:27.938 Keep it up. 31:55.355 --> 31:57.605 - Want me to drive? - Sure. 32:00.021 --> 32:02.230 That's what platonic loves are like. 32:03.688 --> 32:06.688 No matter how far they go, they stay with you forever. 32:07.605 --> 32:10.771 No matter how hard my head tried to get those feelings 32:10.813 --> 32:12.063 out of my heart. 32:14.605 --> 32:16.480 I'm going to get some air. 32:17.646 --> 32:18.896 I'll be back soon. 32:21.438 --> 32:22.521 I'll go with you. 32:47.855 --> 32:49.646 Despite living on my own for years, 32:49.730 --> 32:52.480 and being used to managing time and space as I pleased, 32:53.271 --> 32:55.563 for the first time, the house felt empty. 32:55.938 --> 32:58.063 I missed the mystery that surrounded her. 33:04.313 --> 33:07.605 For over a year, I'd felt selfish and useless, 33:08.355 --> 33:10.063 unable to move forward, 33:11.021 --> 33:12.938 hiding beneath a raincoat 33:12.980 --> 33:15.438 to keep the pain from soaking me, 33:15.980 --> 33:19.105 but Axel had pierced it in just three weeks. 33:56.355 --> 33:57.355 Hi. 33:59.271 --> 34:01.146 Hi. You alright? 34:03.438 --> 34:04.438 Yeah. 34:05.730 --> 34:08.105 - Can I sit here? - Of course. 34:08.563 --> 34:09.605 Make yourself comfy. 34:27.688 --> 34:29.396 I want to ask you something. 34:30.188 --> 34:31.230 Alright. 34:32.188 --> 34:33.271 Go ahead. 34:35.188 --> 34:36.355 Are you happy? 34:37.230 --> 34:38.563 Happy? 34:39.980 --> 34:42.355 Yeah, I'd say so. 34:46.146 --> 34:47.146 What about you? 34:51.146 --> 34:52.896 I think I used to be happy. 34:55.896 --> 34:58.313 You think, or you really were? 35:00.771 --> 35:03.355 Sometimes I can't remember how things used to be. 35:14.230 --> 35:16.188 Do you think I'll ever be happy again? 35:17.730 --> 35:18.980 Of course you will. 35:21.063 --> 35:22.063 Do you want to? 35:37.230 --> 35:38.646 I miss you so much, Leah. 35:49.605 --> 35:50.605 What? 35:51.480 --> 35:53.521 I miss the girl you used to be. 35:54.480 --> 35:56.146 The girl who loved painting. 35:57.355 --> 35:58.938 The girl who always laughed. 36:01.480 --> 36:03.313 But I'm sure she'll be back someday. 36:12.230 --> 36:15.688 In the meantime, I'll make dinner. I'm so hungry I could eat a horse. 36:49.855 --> 36:51.855 We forgot to buy pancakes. 36:53.230 --> 36:54.688 I'm not going back in there. 36:56.688 --> 36:57.730 Leah! 36:58.688 --> 36:59.813 What a coincidence! 37:03.271 --> 37:06.480 Hi. I'm Belén. Well, we have met before. 37:07.313 --> 37:09.396 - Nice to see you... - Belén. 37:09.605 --> 37:10.771 - Belén, right. - Yeah. 37:11.646 --> 37:13.271 Popping out, right? 37:14.813 --> 37:18.188 - Yeah. - I'm off to the Peach for a drink. 37:19.313 --> 37:22.438 They still make those banana milkshakes you used to like. 37:24.396 --> 37:27.563 We could go together sometime. If you're up for it, that is. 37:28.146 --> 37:30.771 Of course she is. Come on, it's on me. 37:32.563 --> 37:33.563 Alright. 37:34.771 --> 37:36.105 And take the trolley back. 37:56.146 --> 37:58.646 So, how's living with Axel going? 38:01.396 --> 38:02.396 Fine. 38:06.605 --> 38:10.271 I heard your brother's doing great in Berlin. Is that true? 38:12.730 --> 38:13.730 Yeah. 38:18.646 --> 38:19.688 And... 38:20.855 --> 38:22.688 do you still have feelings for Axel? 38:23.938 --> 38:24.938 No. 38:26.313 --> 38:29.313 I'm sorry, that was out of line. 38:34.646 --> 38:36.230 How far away that time seemed, 38:36.271 --> 38:38.730 when I spent all day with Belén, 38:40.480 --> 38:41.896 pretending to be grown-ups, 38:42.813 --> 38:45.230 and telling her how much I loved Axel. 38:48.480 --> 38:51.188 How's catering school going? 38:53.313 --> 38:55.063 Good. Great, in fact. 38:55.480 --> 38:57.813 There are times when I get home exhausted. 38:57.938 --> 39:00.896 Standing for hours can be tiring, but... 39:02.271 --> 39:05.355 - That's what you always wanted to do. - Yeah. 39:05.896 --> 39:07.980 It is, and I love it. 39:09.605 --> 39:12.188 Do you remember how I used to leave my mum's kitchen? 39:12.313 --> 39:13.605 I'd always make a mess. 39:22.480 --> 39:26.271 In a month, I'm celebrating my 20th birthday at a really cool place. 39:26.605 --> 39:28.396 Would you like to come? 39:29.980 --> 39:31.146 I don't think I can. 39:32.271 --> 39:33.355 It's fine. 39:36.480 --> 39:37.896 I had a great time! 39:45.980 --> 39:47.563 Why did you do this to me? 39:49.438 --> 39:51.771 Can you be a bit more specific? 40:13.021 --> 40:14.230 Wait here. 40:14.813 --> 40:16.188 While you were with her, 40:16.271 --> 40:19.271 I went ahead and got you something. It's over there. 40:19.605 --> 40:21.938 It's a surprise. No peeping, got it? 40:27.771 --> 40:28.771 No peeping! 40:43.688 --> 40:44.938 Okay, you can come! 40:52.605 --> 40:53.605 Ready? 40:56.355 --> 40:57.355 Do you like it? 41:02.855 --> 41:03.855 No. 41:05.146 --> 41:06.146 No? 41:06.813 --> 41:07.813 I can't. 41:49.271 --> 41:51.271 Only for brief moments. 41:51.438 --> 41:53.813 But I felt something lighter inside me. 41:54.688 --> 41:55.980 But that was scary too, 41:56.938 --> 41:59.438 because it meant something could change. 42:07.813 --> 42:09.146 - Hi! - You good, Belén? 42:09.230 --> 42:12.438 - Yeah, thanks. Glad you made it. - Yeah. 42:12.771 --> 42:16.188 - I'd love to celebrate my birthday here. - Yeah, it's amazing. 42:16.271 --> 42:19.271 It was my grandparents'. My dad rents it out for events now. 42:19.396 --> 42:21.271 I'll ask you for his number later. 42:21.355 --> 42:24.313 - I'll be back from the village in 2 hours. - One hour. 42:25.063 --> 42:28.646 I'm leaving and I'll be back in two hours. Need anything? Just call me. 42:28.855 --> 42:30.438 - Have a good time. - See you. 42:31.521 --> 42:32.605 Shall we? 42:33.521 --> 42:35.896 It's fine, we're just hanging out here. 42:48.730 --> 42:50.771 Want one? I didn't offer you one. 42:52.355 --> 42:56.438 - I didn't know you smoked. - Every now and then. 43:02.938 --> 43:03.938 Do you remember? 43:09.271 --> 43:10.271 Yeah, I do. 43:12.396 --> 43:14.521 All yours. It was your idea, after all. 43:19.105 --> 43:23.396 Whenever you're ready, we can carry on with the list. 43:25.188 --> 43:26.188 Alright. 43:33.188 --> 43:35.813 I'm sorry for being away so long. 43:37.521 --> 43:38.896 It's okay, Leah. 43:39.688 --> 43:41.605 You're here now, that's what matters. 43:45.730 --> 43:47.688 Can I give you a hug? 43:50.271 --> 43:51.271 Sure. 44:03.438 --> 44:04.438 I have to pee. 44:05.230 --> 44:06.230 Coming along? 44:07.688 --> 44:10.146 I'll get something to drink before, okay? 44:10.396 --> 44:11.646 Alright, let's go. 44:12.438 --> 44:13.438 Come on. 44:25.605 --> 44:27.480 Awe, thank you so much! 44:27.605 --> 44:28.605 Let's see... 44:30.438 --> 44:31.730 - No! - You like it? 44:34.646 --> 44:37.480 - Thank you! - No problem! You deserve it! 44:39.105 --> 44:40.563 It's so pretty! 44:46.896 --> 44:47.896 Hey. 44:49.563 --> 44:50.563 Why so lonely? 44:56.646 --> 44:58.188 I can leave if you want. 45:04.313 --> 45:05.605 Or you want anything? 46:09.855 --> 46:12.730 - Excuse me, got a light? - No, sorry. 46:13.188 --> 46:14.521 I know who you are. 46:14.646 --> 46:17.230 Wasn't the house at the top of the mountain yours? 46:17.355 --> 46:18.355 Yeah, it is. 46:18.563 --> 46:21.105 Mate, that place is perfect for a proper party. 46:21.230 --> 46:24.438 If you're up for it, I have a pal who uses this trailer of his... 46:24.563 --> 46:26.813 as a DJ set, and it's fucking amazing. 46:27.188 --> 46:30.521 He hitches it up to his car and sets it up wherever he wants. 46:30.646 --> 46:32.980 - And then badass music starts playing. - Wait. 46:33.105 --> 46:35.646 - What the fuck, man? - Sorry? 46:35.730 --> 46:38.521 - The fuck are you doing, dickhead? - You came quick. 46:38.646 --> 46:40.688 - Let's go. - Is he your boyfriend? 46:40.896 --> 46:41.896 Or your father? 46:52.313 --> 46:54.646 What the fuck were you thinking about? 46:57.980 --> 47:00.230 I wasn't doing anything. I just wanted to... 47:02.271 --> 47:03.563 ...feel something again. 47:03.980 --> 47:07.188 With some asshole you don't know? That's not the fucking way. 47:07.271 --> 47:09.146 Sorry, I don't feel so good. 47:11.313 --> 47:12.563 Hey, hey... 47:12.646 --> 47:14.105 Come on, move. 47:18.980 --> 47:19.980 Leah. 47:26.063 --> 47:27.730 Hey, take it easy. 47:29.771 --> 47:31.563 - Go take a shower. - I'm sorry. 47:31.688 --> 47:32.980 It'll do you good. Go. 47:33.313 --> 47:35.521 I'll clean this. Don't worry, okay? 47:36.063 --> 47:37.896 - I'm sorry. - It's fine. 47:59.771 --> 48:01.980 How come you've never noticed me? 48:26.605 --> 48:27.605 Mum, 48:28.271 --> 48:29.813 what's self-love? 48:31.063 --> 48:32.480 Why do you ask? 48:35.813 --> 48:38.813 I don't know, it's something I just don't get. 48:41.271 --> 48:42.646 Above all, self-love... 48:44.105 --> 48:46.021 is about your own freedom. 48:49.438 --> 48:54.105 About letting go of what isn't meant for you, without fear of losing it forever. 48:56.105 --> 48:59.521 About leaving, even though you'd rather stay. 49:01.855 --> 49:03.313 About recognising your power, 49:03.605 --> 49:06.896 without needing to see it in anyone else's eyes but your own. 49:10.980 --> 49:15.146 Self-love, dear, is about not giving up on everything you deserve. 49:17.146 --> 49:20.021 About listening to yourself before anyone else. 49:24.438 --> 49:29.438 About knowing your worth, regardless of what others see. 49:33.855 --> 49:35.980 That's why self-love is so powerful. 49:37.521 --> 49:39.480 You decide your own worth, 49:40.313 --> 49:42.355 and how much love you deserve. 49:46.230 --> 49:47.938 Does it make any sense? 49:51.146 --> 49:52.146 I think so. 49:53.271 --> 49:54.813 You clever girl. 50:16.563 --> 50:17.730 Are you painting? 50:24.980 --> 50:26.521 I wanted to apologise, 50:28.771 --> 50:30.688 and I thought this was the best way. 50:32.688 --> 50:34.688 - It's... - Awful, right? 50:34.938 --> 50:36.605 No, it's wonderful. 50:39.063 --> 50:41.813 It means a lot to me that you've started painting again. 50:47.146 --> 50:48.771 You've left this here. 50:49.771 --> 50:51.521 It's meant to be like that. 50:52.188 --> 50:53.230 Oh. 51:00.355 --> 51:02.438 Leah, we can't blur the lines. 51:04.438 --> 51:05.938 Last night wasn't right. 51:07.730 --> 51:09.313 We have to forget it, okay? 51:12.980 --> 51:15.605 From now on, last night never happened. 51:32.313 --> 51:33.605 Is this yours? 51:36.813 --> 51:39.730 It might have got a bit wet, it was in the washing machine. 51:39.896 --> 51:42.980 I'm not sure if what was written has come off. Is it important? 51:46.563 --> 51:48.313 Kind of, yeah. 51:48.605 --> 51:49.605 Can I see? 51:51.855 --> 51:53.730 - Oh, can't I have a look? - No. 51:55.063 --> 51:56.855 - How come? - I don't want you to. 51:59.855 --> 52:00.855 That's a shame. 52:05.563 --> 52:08.313 It was a list Belén and I started ages ago. 52:08.646 --> 52:09.771 Interesting. 52:09.980 --> 52:11.313 Was it a shopping list? 52:12.271 --> 52:13.563 Very funny. 52:14.896 --> 52:17.771 It's a list of things that made us happy. 52:18.146 --> 52:20.355 What did you write that you won't show me? 52:20.813 --> 52:23.480 I can't remember, and now it's gone. 52:24.563 --> 52:25.688 Did you do them all? 52:27.438 --> 52:28.730 I can't remember either. 52:31.230 --> 52:32.646 We can fix that. 52:33.313 --> 52:34.313 Time for a new list. 52:35.813 --> 52:36.813 Come on. 52:41.063 --> 52:43.355 - Now? - Do you have any better plans? 52:44.355 --> 52:48.730 - I was planning on dinner, I'm starving. - We'll do it and I'll make you dinner. 52:48.813 --> 52:50.480 Deal. Alright. One: 52:53.230 --> 52:56.105 "Dunking biscuits... 52:57.105 --> 52:58.646 in milk... 52:59.313 --> 53:00.813 and eating them afterwards." 53:03.188 --> 53:05.230 But loads of biscuits. 53:05.355 --> 53:07.896 Imagine a biscuit porridge. Like... 53:07.980 --> 53:11.896 a whole tray of biscuits, all together, overflowing the glass of milk. 53:13.105 --> 53:14.480 See what I mean? 53:15.271 --> 53:18.855 - Yeah, but does that make you happy? - You have no idea. 53:24.105 --> 53:27.063 But with chocolate or just milk? 53:27.688 --> 53:30.105 Chocolate makes it next level. 53:31.771 --> 53:32.813 Your turn. 53:36.896 --> 53:37.896 I don't know. 53:39.855 --> 53:43.855 I don't know, bouncing on the sofa? No, on the bed. 53:44.938 --> 53:47.980 Or... dancing with no sense of rhythm at all. 53:48.105 --> 53:50.896 Totally arrhythmic and uncoordinated, like robots. 53:54.438 --> 53:55.438 Yeah. 53:56.230 --> 53:58.396 I don't know, Axel. It's hard for me. 53:59.480 --> 54:01.480 Thinking of happy things? 54:03.021 --> 54:04.021 Yes. 54:04.563 --> 54:06.188 No, I mean... I don't know. 54:06.771 --> 54:07.813 I don't know. 54:12.313 --> 54:13.313 Come with me. 54:14.271 --> 54:15.438 - What? - Come with me. 54:15.605 --> 54:17.438 - Where? - Leave the list and come. 54:17.521 --> 54:19.063 - Now. - Right now. Chop chop! 54:20.563 --> 54:21.896 Over here. 54:23.355 --> 54:25.313 - It's dark, Axel. - Come on. 54:26.396 --> 54:28.146 - Hurry up. - I'm barefoot, look. 54:28.271 --> 54:29.480 Here. You can stop. 54:31.188 --> 54:32.355 Close your eyes. 54:33.063 --> 54:35.230 - What? - Do as I say. 54:39.855 --> 54:40.855 You're such a pain. 54:42.521 --> 54:44.355 So, what are you feeling? 54:45.313 --> 54:46.313 I don't know. 54:48.438 --> 54:49.730 How can you not know? 54:51.021 --> 54:52.938 Close your eyes and focus. 54:57.730 --> 54:59.271 What do you feel around you? 55:11.813 --> 55:14.021 I feel my feet. 55:18.480 --> 55:21.688 The wet grass tickling me. 55:27.271 --> 55:29.688 The light of the lighthouse on my face. 55:31.896 --> 55:32.896 There we go. 55:34.146 --> 55:35.146 Go on. 55:40.230 --> 55:42.480 I can feel the sea breeze. 55:50.688 --> 55:51.688 Your hand. 56:01.480 --> 56:03.688 All this water on my face. 56:04.980 --> 56:08.230 Fuck. Stop feeling, run! Hurry! 56:16.480 --> 56:17.480 Dang it. 56:40.271 --> 56:41.271 What is it? 56:41.771 --> 56:42.896 It's nothing. 56:44.646 --> 56:45.896 It wasn't bad, right? 56:47.355 --> 56:48.355 Yeah. 56:51.855 --> 56:55.438 Now I'm starving too. I'll get the lasagne out of the fridge. 56:55.521 --> 56:59.480 - Why don't you set the table? - Okay. Would you like some beer? 57:00.480 --> 57:01.980 How about a glass of wine? 57:02.105 --> 57:05.521 - This is something for us to celebrate. - Can I have one, too? 57:09.105 --> 57:11.271 It'll be fine, we're at home. 57:12.396 --> 57:14.605 I'm not messing up like the other day. 57:15.105 --> 57:18.021 Alright, you're an adult now, so I can't stop you. 57:24.021 --> 57:28.230 Your brother was there, protecting me, and he was hit right on the nose. 57:28.563 --> 57:29.980 - No! - He nearly broke it. 57:30.063 --> 57:32.105 - No way. - But he saved me, at least. 57:33.688 --> 57:35.563 I really love your stories. 57:35.646 --> 57:38.771 And we've got thousands. We've been through everything. 57:41.855 --> 57:43.896 Want that bit? Come on, all yours. 57:43.980 --> 57:46.688 No, I'm full. I'm about to explode. 57:47.730 --> 57:50.688 - Same here, but it's so tasty. - It is. 57:51.188 --> 57:53.980 - Give me the list. Let's continue. - Alright. 57:54.646 --> 57:55.980 - Go ahead. - Let's see. 57:57.980 --> 58:01.105 "Walking barefoot... 58:01.938 --> 58:03.230 in the deep night... 58:04.105 --> 58:07.063 until it starts raining." 58:08.271 --> 58:09.688 - There we go. - Check. 58:10.396 --> 58:12.146 Your turn. No excuses. 58:15.980 --> 58:17.146 Okay then. 58:20.813 --> 58:23.355 Dancing with my eyes closed. 58:24.646 --> 58:25.646 I like it. 58:27.063 --> 58:28.146 What else? 58:29.355 --> 58:31.605 Going out on a boat... Maybe? 58:32.605 --> 58:36.063 The furthest I've ever been from shore was on a surfboard. 58:36.813 --> 58:38.271 - It was my turn. - Sorry. 58:38.396 --> 58:39.938 It's fine, I like it. 58:40.188 --> 58:43.188 A friend of mine has a sailing boat, so he could... 58:43.313 --> 58:44.480 - Really? - Yeah. 58:46.605 --> 58:48.563 What else? You're on fire, keep it up. 58:52.855 --> 58:54.313 I want to get drunk. 58:56.188 --> 59:00.355 - You're already drunk. - Right, but so are you. A bit, at least. 59:01.021 --> 59:05.105 Seriously. It has to be something proper. 59:06.438 --> 59:07.563 Look inside yourself. 59:16.271 --> 59:18.521 I want you... to kiss me. 59:19.688 --> 59:22.021 - Now. - Leah... 59:23.605 --> 59:27.105 - It's not a big deal. - Yeah, right. Come on. 59:27.605 --> 59:30.105 - It's your game. - A stupid game, in fact. 59:30.313 --> 59:31.646 Just forget about it. 59:32.480 --> 59:35.063 Alright, I will. 59:47.271 --> 59:48.355 What was that for? 59:49.063 --> 59:50.480 I want to know how it feels. 59:53.063 --> 59:56.563 - Besides, you kiss anyone. - You aren't just anyone. 59:56.896 --> 59:59.313 - Can't you ask a friend of yours? - No. 01:00:00.438 --> 01:00:02.271 I bet no one kisses like you. 01:00:02.980 --> 01:00:04.146 So do I. 01:00:07.146 --> 01:00:08.813 So I'm right, then? 01:00:11.146 --> 01:00:13.063 I was just being honest. 01:00:16.188 --> 01:00:18.646 Alright, I guess I'll never find out. 01:00:19.855 --> 01:00:20.855 That's it. 01:00:23.355 --> 01:00:24.355 Okay. 01:00:38.313 --> 01:00:40.563 - We'll do it. Just once, got it? - Really? 01:00:41.146 --> 01:00:42.146 Just once. 01:00:43.230 --> 01:00:45.771 And, tomorrow morning, we won't remember it. 01:00:46.230 --> 01:00:47.313 Deal. 01:00:49.896 --> 01:00:50.980 Close your eyes. 01:01:08.396 --> 01:01:12.188 - What was that? - What were you expecting? 01:01:13.396 --> 01:01:16.605 - A real kiss, of course. - Leah, don't piss me off. 01:01:19.313 --> 01:01:20.563 Are you scared? 01:01:22.480 --> 01:01:24.688 Maybe you're not as good as you think. 01:01:57.188 --> 01:01:58.188 Leah... 01:02:01.688 --> 01:02:04.438 Go to bed. You've got a first-period lesson tomorrow. 01:02:05.813 --> 01:02:06.813 Axel. 01:02:35.938 --> 01:02:36.938 I'll be back later. 01:02:37.563 --> 01:02:38.896 Dinner's in the fridge. 01:02:45.146 --> 01:02:46.855 Can we talk about last night? 01:02:51.230 --> 01:02:53.230 What happened was fucked up. 01:02:55.438 --> 01:02:57.188 You're not serious. 01:02:57.980 --> 01:02:59.396 I am, I really am. 01:03:00.646 --> 01:03:03.188 I kissed you, like you wanted, and I screwed it up. 01:03:04.230 --> 01:03:07.480 I never thought you'd end up blurring the lines. 01:03:07.688 --> 01:03:09.271 I didn't. 01:03:09.438 --> 01:03:10.980 You did. You really did. 01:03:11.480 --> 01:03:12.563 But it's on me. 01:03:17.771 --> 01:03:18.771 It was a real one. 01:03:21.563 --> 01:03:22.771 It was a real kiss. 01:03:24.396 --> 01:03:25.563 Just face it. 01:05:25.438 --> 01:05:27.688 - Are you alright? - Yeah, yeah. 01:05:36.646 --> 01:05:37.646 Are you sure? 01:05:38.855 --> 01:05:40.646 I... I don't feel so good. 01:05:41.730 --> 01:05:43.355 It's okay. Let's get some rest. 01:06:13.021 --> 01:06:14.105 Good morning. 01:06:16.063 --> 01:06:18.188 Well, feeling any better? 01:06:18.896 --> 01:06:21.230 - Were you able to rest? - Yes. 01:06:23.188 --> 01:06:26.063 Are you in a hurry? I was going to make some breakfast. 01:06:26.896 --> 01:06:28.355 Not today, okay? 01:06:33.021 --> 01:06:34.021 What's the matter? 01:06:35.938 --> 01:06:36.938 I'm fine. 01:06:38.021 --> 01:06:39.230 I'm no fool, Axel. 01:06:43.396 --> 01:06:44.688 Is it about Leah? 01:06:45.771 --> 01:06:46.771 What? No. 01:06:49.855 --> 01:06:51.105 Are you fucking her? 01:06:52.063 --> 01:06:53.730 Have you lost your mind? 01:06:55.271 --> 01:06:56.521 Yeah, I have. 01:06:57.063 --> 01:07:01.271 Sure. I don't know which is worse, being a liar or a coward. 01:07:39.355 --> 01:07:41.771 You could've told me you weren't coming home. 01:07:44.688 --> 01:07:45.896 I said I'd be back. 01:07:46.980 --> 01:07:48.896 But I didn't think this late. 01:07:51.063 --> 01:07:52.313 I was worried sick. 01:07:54.230 --> 01:07:55.521 I'm here, aren't I? 01:07:58.146 --> 01:07:59.313 Where were you? 01:08:03.021 --> 01:08:04.021 At Elena's. 01:08:07.938 --> 01:08:09.313 Did you sleep with her? 01:08:11.188 --> 01:08:13.271 No, we spent the night playing chess. 01:08:16.396 --> 01:08:17.480 Go fuck yourself. 01:08:39.480 --> 01:08:42.105 - My little angel! - Hey. 01:08:44.105 --> 01:08:48.313 - Where'd you get that jumper? - Like it? Thank you. Shall we go? 01:08:48.438 --> 01:08:49.813 So, where's Axel? 01:08:50.313 --> 01:08:52.188 - He's asleep, I think. - Oh, I see. 01:08:52.271 --> 01:08:55.105 - Let's get moving. - I was asleep. Past tense. 01:08:56.313 --> 01:08:57.771 - Hey, man! - What's up? 01:08:58.896 --> 01:09:02.563 - What's with that face? - I didn't sleep well, you know. 01:09:03.313 --> 01:09:05.480 And you? Looking after him? 01:09:06.313 --> 01:09:08.355 - Of course. - Good. 01:09:09.563 --> 01:09:12.021 We're leaving. See you tomorrow at your parents'. 01:09:12.563 --> 01:09:14.855 - We're having lunch together. - Right. 01:09:14.980 --> 01:09:17.230 - Great. Come on. - Let's go. 01:09:17.480 --> 01:09:18.938 - Allow me. - Thank you. 01:09:28.480 --> 01:09:31.646 I brought some snacks to get you ready for the meat. 01:09:31.730 --> 01:09:34.730 Looks great, Mum. You haven't made Olivier salad in ages. 01:09:34.813 --> 01:09:37.646 I hope you like it. It has no peas, as you like it. 01:09:37.730 --> 01:09:38.730 Thanks, Mum. 01:09:38.855 --> 01:09:41.230 So, Oliver, any news in Berlin? 01:09:41.396 --> 01:09:42.396 Not really. 01:09:42.521 --> 01:09:44.480 I'm always thinking about coming back. 01:09:44.605 --> 01:09:48.146 I can imagine. We'd love to have you back. 01:09:48.230 --> 01:09:49.230 Want some? 01:09:49.563 --> 01:09:52.146 The weather there must be awful, I bet. 01:09:52.271 --> 01:09:55.438 I'm always wearing tights under my suit. 01:09:55.938 --> 01:09:58.355 - Do you want some, dear? - Yes, thanks. 01:09:59.396 --> 01:10:02.688 Axel, man, the university staff sent me a message. 01:10:02.896 --> 01:10:05.771 The university open days are in two weekends' time. 01:10:05.938 --> 01:10:09.896 If you can, you could take Leah and show her around the campus. 01:10:11.938 --> 01:10:13.855 - Sure, no problem. - Great. 01:10:14.563 --> 01:10:17.896 - You're going to love it. - Just pretend you don't know these two. 01:10:18.105 --> 01:10:20.730 - They probably hid a corpse in there. - No. 01:10:20.938 --> 01:10:23.355 - We weren't that crazy. - I need to loo. 01:10:23.646 --> 01:10:24.605 Alright. 01:10:24.646 --> 01:10:27.021 There've got to be some photos by the entrance. 01:10:27.063 --> 01:10:30.063 No, no! It really wasn't that bad. 01:10:44.688 --> 01:10:45.688 Are you leaving? 01:10:47.188 --> 01:10:48.230 I'm going for a walk. 01:10:50.188 --> 01:10:53.605 We'll go to the university tomorrow. We'll leave early, it'll take us two hours. 01:10:53.646 --> 01:10:56.355 I'll be busy. Oliver will take me next week. 01:10:56.980 --> 01:10:59.105 Are you going to sulk forever? 01:11:00.230 --> 01:11:02.605 You're being childish. 01:11:02.688 --> 01:11:03.938 - Oh, am I? - Yes. 01:11:04.063 --> 01:11:05.355 Do you really think so? 01:11:05.563 --> 01:11:06.563 I do. 01:11:07.230 --> 01:11:09.021 You don't know why I'm like this. 01:11:11.396 --> 01:11:12.938 Spit it out, then. Tell me. 01:11:18.688 --> 01:11:20.980 Do you think I'm like this because that kiss... 01:11:21.105 --> 01:11:22.355 meant something to me, 01:11:22.396 --> 01:11:24.480 and you immediately slept with someone else? 01:11:26.021 --> 01:11:27.355 Well, you're wrong. 01:11:30.230 --> 01:11:32.271 What's this all about, then? 01:11:35.146 --> 01:11:37.230 I've been in love with you my whole life. 01:11:39.813 --> 01:11:43.105 Why bother hiding it when we both know, anyway? 01:11:44.313 --> 01:11:48.938 - Leah, don't say that. - I fell in love with the brave Axel. 01:11:50.271 --> 01:11:54.105 The Axel who acted without considering the consequences. 01:11:56.896 --> 01:12:00.480 The Axel who followed his gut and what he felt in the moment. 01:12:03.855 --> 01:12:05.521 I really loved that about you. 01:12:08.438 --> 01:12:09.730 Because it was real. 01:12:12.521 --> 01:12:15.896 You sleeping with someone else did hurt me, but... 01:12:17.188 --> 01:12:20.313 I'm already over it. It's something I've dealt with for years. 01:12:24.938 --> 01:12:27.896 That said, that kiss clearly meant something to you. 01:12:29.688 --> 01:12:31.355 We both know, don't we? 01:12:34.771 --> 01:12:35.980 You're right. 01:12:36.605 --> 01:12:37.980 Of course it did. 01:12:40.438 --> 01:12:42.896 It really turned me on, Leah. 01:12:44.480 --> 01:12:47.605 I had to hold back from ripping your clothes off there. 01:12:49.188 --> 01:12:52.271 I didn't know a kiss like that could exist. 01:12:59.855 --> 01:13:00.980 But it's impossible. 01:13:02.355 --> 01:13:05.480 There are too many reasons why we can't take it any further. 01:13:07.605 --> 01:13:08.605 Do you understand? 01:13:43.938 --> 01:13:44.938 Axel! 01:13:46.938 --> 01:13:51.646 I'll go with you to the university, but I'm not getting up early on Sunday. 01:14:07.896 --> 01:14:10.230 This is the best place to spend four years. 01:14:10.521 --> 01:14:12.396 Especially doing what you love. 01:14:14.105 --> 01:14:15.855 I don't want to be on my own here. 01:14:16.980 --> 01:14:19.646 You'll make friends as soon as you arrive, trust me. 01:14:20.105 --> 01:14:23.938 The best years of my life, and your brother's, were here. 01:14:25.146 --> 01:14:27.146 It scares me a little, though. 01:14:29.938 --> 01:14:32.480 Feeling like that at the beginning isn't weird. 01:14:32.605 --> 01:14:34.938 You'll see everyone else is just like you. 01:14:35.063 --> 01:14:37.980 It's their first time fleeing the nest too. 01:14:38.313 --> 01:14:40.355 That's not helping, you know. 01:14:43.021 --> 01:14:45.480 Alright, I'll take you somewhere else. 01:14:46.521 --> 01:14:48.688 Just promise me not to tell your brother. 01:14:49.980 --> 01:14:51.646 - Deal. - Deal? 01:15:00.980 --> 01:15:03.230 And what exactly did you learn here? 01:15:03.480 --> 01:15:04.938 Here you learn how to live. 01:15:05.896 --> 01:15:07.313 Don't listen to him. 01:15:07.938 --> 01:15:10.313 Ramón! I thought you'd be retired by now. 01:15:10.438 --> 01:15:12.271 And I didn't think I'd see you again. 01:15:12.396 --> 01:15:16.146 - It'll be just a moment. - You always say that. 01:15:19.396 --> 01:15:21.313 - Doing fine? - Great, in fact. You? 01:15:21.563 --> 01:15:23.271 Same here. What are you having? 01:15:25.230 --> 01:15:27.813 See that cocktail named "The Artifact"? 01:15:28.271 --> 01:15:31.896 Your brother and I made it using the trial-and-error method. 01:15:32.188 --> 01:15:33.313 I don't get it. 01:15:33.896 --> 01:15:36.480 - Nobody does. - It's clever humour. 01:15:42.021 --> 01:15:43.230 What is this? 01:15:43.605 --> 01:15:46.146 It's an evolution. Don't you like it? 01:15:46.521 --> 01:15:47.521 No. 01:15:50.063 --> 01:15:51.063 Cheers. 01:15:57.396 --> 01:15:58.605 - It's great. - Is it? 01:16:12.980 --> 01:16:14.688 Mamihlapinatapai. 01:16:16.021 --> 01:16:17.021 Sorry? 01:16:18.230 --> 01:16:20.813 "A meaningful silence between two people 01:16:20.938 --> 01:16:23.313 sharing the same thoughts or desires". 01:16:25.813 --> 01:16:28.563 It's a word from Patagonia's natives, 01:16:29.230 --> 01:16:32.771 said to be one of the most precise words in the world. 01:16:34.771 --> 01:16:36.771 That's exactly what just happened to us. 01:16:39.105 --> 01:16:40.105 Who knows? 01:16:46.896 --> 01:16:49.146 Axel, I'm sorry for making everything worse. 01:16:50.605 --> 01:16:55.605 You already had your own problems, including dealing with me at home, and... 01:16:56.438 --> 01:16:57.938 now all this mess. 01:16:59.563 --> 01:17:01.355 Trouble is my middle name. 01:17:11.646 --> 01:17:12.813 This song... 01:17:14.980 --> 01:17:17.396 ...was Belén's favourite. 01:17:18.188 --> 01:17:20.355 Mine too. Have you ever listened to it? 01:17:21.146 --> 01:17:22.146 No. 01:17:26.521 --> 01:17:30.980 Whenever I'd sleep at Belén's, this song was always blasting out. 01:17:31.605 --> 01:17:33.896 One of us would play the role of a boy, 01:17:34.230 --> 01:17:38.188 and we'd dance while imagining what it'd be like to do it 01:17:38.313 --> 01:17:41.105 with our knight in shining armour. 01:17:42.730 --> 01:17:44.563 We were crazy back then. 01:17:46.396 --> 01:17:47.480 Do you want to dance? 01:17:49.605 --> 01:17:51.063 You mean it? 01:17:53.021 --> 01:17:56.896 Wasn't dancing with your eyes closed on your list? 01:17:59.646 --> 01:18:01.188 It was, yeah. 01:18:05.271 --> 01:18:07.271 - Alright. - Okay. 01:18:07.355 --> 01:18:09.105 Let's give it a go... 01:18:24.063 --> 01:18:25.563 Close your eyes. 01:18:47.605 --> 01:18:48.730 Let it happen. 01:18:53.188 --> 01:18:55.605 Leah... I can't. 01:19:40.896 --> 01:19:42.313 See? It's fine. 01:20:16.230 --> 01:20:17.813 Take me, please. 01:20:19.938 --> 01:20:21.688 You're going to drive me mad, Leah. 01:20:48.771 --> 01:20:49.771 I'm ready. 01:20:51.980 --> 01:20:54.980 - You sure you don't want a lift? - No, it's fine. 01:20:55.105 --> 01:20:56.688 I'm going by bike, alright? 01:20:56.896 --> 01:20:57.980 - Okay. - Bye. 01:20:58.188 --> 01:20:59.980 I made you lunch. 01:21:05.646 --> 01:21:06.688 Thank you. 01:21:08.480 --> 01:21:10.188 Haven't you forgotten something? 01:21:33.105 --> 01:21:34.813 Doesn't this all feel a bit weird? 01:21:38.063 --> 01:21:39.355 It does. 01:21:40.480 --> 01:21:41.521 But it's not. 01:21:56.813 --> 01:21:58.896 - See you later. - Bye. 01:23:00.230 --> 01:23:03.063 Would it be possible to go around the world on this boat? 01:23:03.230 --> 01:23:04.230 Definitely. 01:23:04.563 --> 01:23:06.938 Edgar brought it from the Dominican Republic. 01:23:07.063 --> 01:23:08.063 Really? 01:23:08.730 --> 01:23:11.855 Yeah, even though he went through a pretty mad month. 01:23:12.480 --> 01:23:15.146 You could ask him to tell you about it. 01:23:21.355 --> 01:23:23.730 Leah, could we talk about what's happening? 01:23:27.355 --> 01:23:28.688 We could... not. 01:23:30.730 --> 01:23:32.021 But we have to. 01:23:35.521 --> 01:23:37.230 Alright then. 01:23:38.021 --> 01:23:39.396 What did you have in mind? 01:23:40.980 --> 01:23:42.271 What are we going to do? 01:23:43.438 --> 01:23:44.938 I have no fucking idea. 01:23:46.230 --> 01:23:47.855 I see you're ready. 01:23:51.563 --> 01:23:53.021 I'm serious, I... 01:23:54.563 --> 01:23:56.021 Maybe we could... 01:23:57.063 --> 01:23:59.771 keep this going a bit longer. 01:24:00.813 --> 01:24:03.563 Getting to know each other without jumping the gun. 01:24:06.938 --> 01:24:10.980 And after that, well... I have no idea what to do next. 01:24:11.813 --> 01:24:14.605 I try not to think about it or I'll lose my mind. 01:24:15.021 --> 01:24:16.771 No more thinking, then. 01:24:24.980 --> 01:24:27.688 This is pretty fucked up for me, you know. 01:24:30.188 --> 01:24:31.396 I'm sorry. 01:24:31.730 --> 01:24:34.896 Hey, don't. You don't have to apologise at all, it's just... 01:24:35.521 --> 01:24:37.313 I've never felt this way before. 01:24:40.396 --> 01:24:42.771 But you've been with loads of girls. 01:24:43.396 --> 01:24:46.605 I can promise you this is the first time I've felt like this. 01:24:47.646 --> 01:24:48.896 This is new for me. 01:24:53.313 --> 01:24:54.563 I want it to last. 01:27:10.730 --> 01:27:11.896 This is for you. 01:27:17.646 --> 01:27:20.896 A present for getting me out of that awful place I was stuck in. 01:27:31.521 --> 01:27:34.396 Thanks for bringing my old self back to life. 01:27:49.521 --> 01:27:50.771 I love you, Leah. 01:27:54.855 --> 01:27:56.146 I love you, Axel. 01:29:07.980 --> 01:29:09.021 Hi, sweetheart. 01:29:09.438 --> 01:29:11.146 I tried calling you, but your phone was off. 01:29:11.355 --> 01:29:12.730 We got here a bit late, 01:29:12.813 --> 01:29:14.688 because your dad forgot to get gas... 01:29:14.730 --> 01:29:15.730 as usual. 01:29:15.771 --> 01:29:18.521 But who remembered your sketchbook? 01:29:18.813 --> 01:29:20.938 Come on, you'd left it lying around. 01:29:21.271 --> 01:29:23.438 As usual, too. 01:29:23.480 --> 01:29:26.146 Leah, I'm painting something wonderful. 01:29:26.563 --> 01:29:27.563 I know you'll love it. 01:29:27.605 --> 01:29:29.271 It's different. Totally your style. 01:29:29.938 --> 01:29:32.230 Oh, and I opened those new jars I bought you. 01:29:32.271 --> 01:29:33.396 Hope you don't mind. 01:29:33.438 --> 01:29:34.688 As usual, too. 01:29:36.313 --> 01:29:37.438 Honey, in the end, 01:29:37.480 --> 01:29:40.730 the three of us are going Christmas shopping together. 01:29:53.063 --> 01:29:54.480 Looking good, sis. 01:29:55.938 --> 01:29:57.480 You too, bro. 01:30:01.563 --> 01:30:02.730 No, I'm serious. 01:30:03.563 --> 01:30:05.438 I was scared as hell when I left. 01:30:06.313 --> 01:30:08.188 I didn't know how you'd work it out. 01:30:09.480 --> 01:30:10.980 But every time I come back... 01:30:12.063 --> 01:30:13.146 I see you better. 01:30:15.688 --> 01:30:17.063 You've done it, squirt. 01:30:24.813 --> 01:30:27.563 Maybe I learned to appreciate the present. 01:30:31.521 --> 01:30:32.855 You sound just like Axel. 01:30:37.021 --> 01:30:38.855 We spent too much time together. 01:30:48.980 --> 01:30:49.980 Leah... 01:30:51.521 --> 01:30:52.771 Do you dream about them? 01:30:54.771 --> 01:30:56.230 About Dad and Mum? 01:31:02.521 --> 01:31:03.521 No. 01:31:05.855 --> 01:31:06.938 I don't think so. 01:31:10.063 --> 01:31:12.188 Honestly, I've never thought about it. 01:31:16.355 --> 01:31:17.396 Neither have I. 01:31:18.396 --> 01:31:19.605 And I try to. 01:31:22.105 --> 01:31:24.855 I go to bed every night, thinking about them, 01:31:24.980 --> 01:31:26.188 so I can see them again. 01:31:27.855 --> 01:31:29.063 But it never happens. 01:31:40.980 --> 01:31:43.730 Do you know what the last thing Dad said to me was? 01:31:50.230 --> 01:31:51.563 A joke. 01:31:53.146 --> 01:31:54.480 - A joke? - Yeah. 01:31:57.146 --> 01:32:00.105 "What did one lettuce say to another?" 01:32:03.313 --> 01:32:06.605 - "Lettuce enjoy every minute". - "Lettuce enjoy every minute". 01:32:09.396 --> 01:32:10.646 Yeah. 01:32:20.938 --> 01:32:23.063 I'd do anything to see them one last time. 01:32:27.730 --> 01:32:28.730 So would I. 01:32:38.771 --> 01:32:40.896 I'm going for a drink. Do you want to come? 01:32:41.480 --> 01:32:44.105 I'm meeting Belén at her place today. 01:32:45.646 --> 01:32:46.688 - Okay. - Yeah? 01:32:46.896 --> 01:32:48.730 - I'll pick you up later. - Great. 01:32:50.313 --> 01:32:52.813 Lettuce enjoy every minute. 01:32:54.230 --> 01:32:56.063 Lettuce enjoy every minute. 01:32:59.063 --> 01:33:00.146 Not anymore. 01:33:15.355 --> 01:33:16.438 Is it free? 01:33:17.188 --> 01:33:20.021 Oli! It's so nice to see you! 01:33:20.105 --> 01:33:22.021 - How are you? - Great. You? 01:33:22.146 --> 01:33:24.813 - Good. - Are you visiting, or settling in? 01:33:24.938 --> 01:33:26.896 No, I've still got three months left. 01:33:27.021 --> 01:33:30.563 It's not that hard anymore for me to leave since Leah's doing better. 01:33:31.438 --> 01:33:32.438 Right. 01:33:35.146 --> 01:33:36.230 Take a seat. 01:33:36.438 --> 01:33:37.563 Thank you. 01:34:20.105 --> 01:34:23.271 What are you doing here? There are a few beers in the fridge. 01:34:25.730 --> 01:34:27.396 How could you do this to me? 01:34:34.688 --> 01:34:35.688 Oliver... 01:34:38.438 --> 01:34:39.438 I love her. 01:34:41.188 --> 01:34:42.480 Don't bullshit me. 01:34:43.938 --> 01:34:46.855 - Do you know what you've done? - I really love her. 01:34:47.396 --> 01:34:50.313 If you did, you wouldn't have let this to happen! 01:34:53.521 --> 01:34:55.105 Want to know what she told me? 01:34:58.230 --> 01:34:59.938 She's not going to university. 01:35:02.063 --> 01:35:03.896 She wants to stay here with you. 01:35:06.355 --> 01:35:07.896 I spent a year far from her, 01:35:08.813 --> 01:35:12.146 working my arse off, and you come to screw everything up. 01:35:16.480 --> 01:35:18.230 What about the consequences? 01:35:19.313 --> 01:35:21.563 What if things get difficult 01:35:21.688 --> 01:35:23.688 and you leave her, like everything else? 01:35:25.063 --> 01:35:27.438 And I'd have to pick up the pieces. 01:35:36.563 --> 01:35:38.730 No one else made me feel like this. 01:35:42.438 --> 01:35:43.980 Don't tie her down to you. 01:35:45.771 --> 01:35:47.355 She's nineteen. 01:35:49.230 --> 01:35:50.396 She must live, 01:35:52.230 --> 01:35:53.771 go to university, 01:35:54.730 --> 01:35:58.563 meet people, have new experiences, live her life as it comes. 01:36:01.521 --> 01:36:03.605 Don't take that from her if you love her. 01:36:07.730 --> 01:36:08.855 I don't know if I can. 01:36:10.230 --> 01:36:11.438 You owe me that. 01:36:14.146 --> 01:36:17.396 I put you in charge of looking after her. 01:36:21.271 --> 01:36:23.188 Leah's everything to me. 01:36:26.063 --> 01:36:27.438 She's all I've got left. 01:37:27.688 --> 01:37:29.813 We just couldn't make it work. 01:37:33.938 --> 01:37:34.938 No. 01:37:57.771 --> 01:37:58.813 Leah... 01:38:01.188 --> 01:38:03.771 We didn't just bump into each other in a bar. 01:38:06.730 --> 01:38:08.771 I didn't ask for your phone number. 01:38:12.021 --> 01:38:13.646 We never went on a date. 01:38:16.730 --> 01:38:19.063 We never walked down the street holding hands. 01:38:22.355 --> 01:38:25.355 I've never waited outside your door to kiss you. 01:38:34.146 --> 01:38:35.771 Our problem is... 01:38:37.063 --> 01:38:38.480 all that we never were. 01:38:59.980 --> 01:39:02.771 And I don't want to take you away from your brother. 01:39:07.105 --> 01:39:09.646 I don't want to make you live my life. 01:39:20.980 --> 01:39:22.230 You're wrong. 01:39:25.646 --> 01:39:28.063 I'd just hold you back. 01:39:42.771 --> 01:39:47.188 I'd just become baggage you'd never know how to let go of. 01:39:50.480 --> 01:39:53.396 At least not without hurting each other. 01:40:02.813 --> 01:40:05.271 Staying here won't make me lose anything. 01:40:08.105 --> 01:40:10.188 Oliver loves me, 01:40:13.605 --> 01:40:17.105 and he'd eventually accept the idea of me living with you, but... 01:40:19.771 --> 01:40:23.105 ...he probably wouldn't forgive you for it. 01:40:37.355 --> 01:40:38.646 And now... 01:40:40.771 --> 01:40:43.605 ...if I want to become who I'm meant to be, I have to... 01:40:45.480 --> 01:40:47.396 go far away from here, 01:40:51.313 --> 01:40:53.480 distance myself from certain places... 01:40:56.563 --> 01:40:57.980 ...and certain memories... 01:41:04.021 --> 01:41:07.855 ...so one day I can come back and enjoy this place again. 01:41:31.688 --> 01:41:33.563 I'll miss you so much. 01:41:41.855 --> 01:41:42.855 I'll miss you too. 01:41:54.688 --> 01:41:56.438 Thanks for teaching me how to feel. 01:42:02.688 --> 01:42:03.813 No. 01:42:06.271 --> 01:42:07.521 Thank you. 01:42:14.605 --> 01:42:16.563 If I'm here like this, 01:42:17.896 --> 01:42:19.355 it's all thanks to you. 01:42:24.438 --> 01:42:26.480 We've really helped each other. 01:42:39.563 --> 01:42:41.855 You know I love you so much, don't you? 01:42:44.771 --> 01:42:47.271 It'll never be the same with anyone else. 01:42:47.730 --> 01:42:49.313 I'll never feel this way. 01:42:52.813 --> 01:42:53.938 I know. 01:42:58.021 --> 01:43:00.271 Because I won't either. 01:43:14.438 --> 01:43:15.646 I have to go. 01:43:20.021 --> 01:43:21.271 And I'm staying here. 01:44:05.688 --> 01:44:08.896 Mum was preparing me for a moment like this. 01:44:09.813 --> 01:44:12.355 She gave me the power to decide on my own 01:44:12.438 --> 01:44:14.980 my worth and the love I deserve, 01:44:15.813 --> 01:44:19.230 without needing to see it in anyone else's eyes but my own. 01:44:24.021 --> 01:44:25.938 Here and now starts my new life, 01:44:26.480 --> 01:44:29.021 far away from who I was and from everything I loved, 01:44:29.355 --> 01:44:32.188 without knowing if I'll ever forget Axel, 01:44:32.771 --> 01:44:34.230 my platonic love. 01:44:34.521 --> 01:44:35.730 my first love. 01:44:40.271 --> 01:44:47.021 TO BE CONTINUED...