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<i>The worst part is the doubt.</i>

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<i>There's always a shred of doubt.</i>

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<i>Don't you miss your parents?</i>

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<i>It's terrible when it destroys a family.</i>

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<i>My parents have somehow</i>
<i>become stuck in their grief.</i>

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<i>More often, a tragedy like this</i>
<i>brings people together.</i>

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You're pretty heavy.

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How long would you like me
to keep Bukowski?

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I…

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Just this week, maybe?

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And I wanted to ask
if you could give me a lift into town.

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I need to see my parents.

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Sure.

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<i>Calm.</i>

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<i>Stay calm.</i>

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Go.

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You stay there.

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Wild.

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Yeah.

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Yes, we're going, sweetie.

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THE TRAP

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THE TRUTH

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- Aren't you feeling well?
- I'm fine.

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And? Did the interview go well?

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DISTANCE: 21.9 KM

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Rudow?

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They asked me about unreported income
before they left.

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Unreported income…

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From what?

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You'd tell me if we were in trouble,
wouldn't you?

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Of course, Elli.

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Hey!

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- I didn't see you. Is--
- It's okay. No harm done.

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- How long has it been since you--
- Ten years.

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I… I just need a moment.

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<i>Yes?</i>

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Katrin, it's me.

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I wanted to update you
about the interview.

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Do you know how many times I've called?

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<i>I might have rather good news for you.</i>

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<i>We had to cut the interview short and…</i>

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I'm leaving for Syria tomorrow.

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Before that, I've got a few appointments
with buyers for my parents' house.

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<i>That means you could do the interview now.</i>

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Karl!

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Karl!

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Come on. Come inside.

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Nothing's changed at all.

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LIGHT AND SOUNDS

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THE BIG CHILD

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NO LONGER YOU…

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We read every single one.

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You never mentioned it
when we talked on the phone.

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That you are here…

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I'm so happy.

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I want you to know that I understand.

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Somehow…

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Of course…

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Of course it was a shock at first.

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But we've tried to understand
why you did it.

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Did… what?

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- You think I--
- I'm sorry I hung up.

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When you called last night.

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I was so…

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Your mother and I
talked about it for a long time today.

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Of course…

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you can do what you want.

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It's your story too.

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But have you thought about us at all?

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It would have been nice
if you'd warned us.

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Especially…

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Especially about the chapter
with the murder.

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How do you know about the book?

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A journalist came to see us.

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A very nice man
from a respected newspaper.

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He knew your real name too.

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He stood exactly
where you're standing now, and…

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He asked us what we thought about
our famous daughter

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exploiting her sister's murder
in her latest novel.

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Those were his exact words.

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At first, we didn't believe him.

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Then he showed us
a copy of your novel on his tablet.

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And he read us part of the chapter…

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About the night Anna…

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And…

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What else did he say?

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That was quite enough.

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Your father then politely
asked him to leave. Too politely.

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That's why you hung up.

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You were angry. About the novel.

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I tried to call you today to apolo…

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What did you expect? You never call.

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You barely remember our birthdays.

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Mom, the novel will never be published.

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But…

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I didn't write it for publication.
I'd never do that to you.

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What did you write it for?

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I'm sorry, I… I need to…

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Darling, someone's on the phone for you.

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Who is it?

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I don't know. A woman.

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Thanks.

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- Hello?
<i>- Good evening, Ms. Konrad.</i>

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<i>This is Dr. Katrin Solms from </i>Reflekt.

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<i>It's great to finally speak with you.</i>

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I just got your number
from my colleague Robert Lenzen.

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<i>It's such a shame</i>
<i>things didn't work out the first time.</i>

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<i>Are you feeling better?</i>

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Yes.

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<i>Wonderful, I'm glad to hear that.</i>

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<i>I wanted to ask how soon</i>
<i>we could reschedule the interview.</i>

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<i>Our cover is still on hold.</i>

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<i>Unfortunately, Robert won't be available.</i>

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<i>He's leaving for Syria tomorrow</i>

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on an extended research trip.

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<i>So if you wouldn't mind having me instead…</i>

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<i>I know you really wanted him</i>
<i>as your interviewer.</i>

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<i>But the two of us could do the interview</i>
<i>over the phone tomorrow if need--</i>

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He left an expensive lighter at my place.
Is he still in town?

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<i>He said he is at his parents' place</i>
<i>for a few appointments.</i>

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<i>- It would be really great if--</i>
- Yes. Thank you.

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Don't you think she'll find it odd
that we're turning up here together?

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Her agent and her publisher are worried.
Why would she?

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You never go anywhere with me.

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But here of all places, we have to--

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Lisa?

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Lisa.

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Is that blood?

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You look downstairs. I'll go upstairs.

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Sorry, but I have to go.

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I'm sorry.

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But… You can't already…

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I'll be back.

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I'll be back, Mom.

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I'll be back.

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Okay?

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Dad.

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Can I borrow your phone until tomorrow?
And 50 euros?

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JUNE 5, 2015
ON THE ANNIVERSARY…

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INSPIRING SPEECH AT THE JOURNALISM AWARDS

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BUNGALOW WITH LARGE GARDEN FOR SALE
DALANTSTRASSE 24, MUNICH

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We're here.

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Thank you.

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Your change.

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- Keep it.
- Thank you.

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So Katrin got hold of you.

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I had to check

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whether you'd keep your promise
and leave me alone.

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You didn't.

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Please. Take a seat.

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You didn't throw it away.

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There are people who know I'm here.

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If I don't get in touch,
they'll come here.

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To find me.

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Yeah?

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Who? Your parents?

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Not Yuma. She would've driven you here.

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Your bag.

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Now please stand up, empty your pockets,
and show me your waistband.

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You know the drill.

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No friendly "Lisa" this time.

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What do you want?

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The truth.

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Would you like a drink?

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I don't smoke.

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I know.

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But the main character in your novel does.

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Where were you on July 5, 2015?

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You really want to keep going
with this dumb interrogation technique?

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Why did you agree to the interview
in the first place?

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I was curious, of course.

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<i>After I heard that "Lisa Konrad"</i>
<i>was a pseudonym.</i>

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<i>I had already turned it down.</i>

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<i>When I realized who you are, I…</i>

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I assumed
you didn't have anything on me, but…

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I wasn't completely sure.

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<i>The police could just as easily</i>
<i>have been outside,</i>

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<i>waiting for a signal to move in.</i>

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I haven't spent the last 10 years
walking around thinking I killed someone.

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You said it.

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Yes.

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Where…

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Where did the music come from?

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Yesterday? In the house?

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The first time from a small player
in my colleague's case.

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<i>The second time from my other phone.</i>
<i>The one in my jacket pocket.</i>

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How did you know
what the music would do to me?

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Research.

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Your medical records
were the perfect instruction manual.

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<i>And your therapist is really very precise.</i>

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POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER,
PANIC DISORDER, DEPRESSIVE EPISODE

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You're on a pretty high dose.

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That's why I went a little overboard.
I thought you'd have a higher tolerance.

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What exactly was in my water?

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GHB.

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<i>And bufotenine in your coffee.</i>

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<i>It's a psychoactive hallucinogen, and…</i>

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It dries your throat.

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And the photographer?

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I told him it was a not very fair
but highly effective interview technique

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to get more out of the crazy author.

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We'd have a great story,
his photos would be exclusive…

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But above all,
he'd get to go to Syria with me.

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Any other questions?

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Yes.

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You made me believe

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that I had murdered my sister.

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I had to make sure
you wouldn't go to the police.

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Although they thought
your statements had been…

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How did she put it?

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I don't think Ms. Wilking's statements
are very reliable.

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But how did you know I'd fall for it?

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That can't have been in my medical…

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What did Anna tell you about me?

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Everything that's not in your novel.

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Because that's only
about the great, deep sisterly love.

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That's all you shared
with your therapist too.

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But at least she assumes…

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"trauma-induced false memories

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and feelings of guilt
bordering on pathology."

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Everything was just…

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gone.

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- Here, eat! Eat your loneliness!
- Stop that!

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<i>Stop it!</i>

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<i>You're so mean!</i>

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All the arguing. The…

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The shouting.

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The nastiness.

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All those years.

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From the moment Anna was lying there…

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There was…

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only love.

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Until yesterday.

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Anna found you unbearable.

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Your bizarre artsy-fartsy act.

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And then your success.
What do you think that did to her?

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I know.

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If I weren't so insanely jealous
of your talent and success,

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I'd tell you how proud I am
of my big sister.

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What happened that night?

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A newspaper headline would read,

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"Family man stabs young lover."

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Five words.

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Years ago I did a story
on death row candidates.

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One of them was executed
after 40 years in prison.

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He had converted to Buddhism.
He wrote children's books.

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So the question is,
is this 65-year-old still the same person

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as the 25-year-old murderer?

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That comparison doesn't work.

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You didn't spend a single day
in prison for what you did.

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Even so.

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I'd give anything
for it never to have happened.

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Tell me about her.

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Please.

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Anna and I…

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We'd known each other for almost a year.

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Shortly before we met,

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I had just become a father
and editor-in-chief.

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Some thought I got the job
only because of my wife because…

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her family owns the publishing company.
But that's not true.

00:32:36.375 --> 00:32:38.458 align:center
I was good at my job.

00:32:39.041 --> 00:32:40.708 align:center
I loved my wife.

00:32:41.750 --> 00:32:45.125 align:center
I had found my place in life, so to speak.

00:32:47.708 --> 00:32:48.833 align:center
And Anna?

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Yes.

00:32:53.875 --> 00:32:55.333 align:center
Then I fell in love with Anna.

00:32:58.208 --> 00:32:59.250 align:center
I was…

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enchanted.

00:33:03.250 --> 00:33:04.666 align:center
It was like being on drugs.

00:33:06.375 --> 00:33:08.708 align:center
She made everything brighter.
Including me.

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We kept things secret, of course.
We even used prepaid phones.

00:33:16.708 --> 00:33:17.708 align:center
She thought it was

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kind of fun at first. Exciting.

00:33:25.000 --> 00:33:26.625 align:center
I was scared.

00:33:28.250 --> 00:33:31.166 align:center
I tried to break up with her
several times, but…

00:33:33.333 --> 00:33:34.333 align:center
I couldn't do it.

00:33:36.708 --> 00:33:38.291 align:center
What a cliché.

00:33:38.375 --> 00:33:40.500 align:center
Yeah. Totally.

00:33:42.750 --> 00:33:45.375 align:center
Then we came up with silly ideas…

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Like going to some island for a few weeks
where nobody knew us.

00:33:51.458 --> 00:33:54.000 align:center
And then my wife got pregnant again.

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I told Anna
that we couldn't see each other anymore.

00:34:00.500 --> 00:34:02.916 align:center
What if I just go and see your wife?

00:34:04.291 --> 00:34:06.666 align:center
- Anna…
- We might even get along.

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Listen.

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She didn't get pregnant all by herself!

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- You didn't say you two are still fucking!
- You have no idea what my life is like.

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I can just imagine your life with her
and your fat baby in that fancy mansion!

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With those huge pink hydrangea bushes.

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You were there?

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Yes. Because I want to know
what your life is like.

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And I want you to know about mine.
I want you to finally meet my sister.

00:34:31.375 --> 00:34:33.625 align:center
For her to meet the man
I want to live with.

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For her to see how happy I am!

00:34:36.708 --> 00:34:38.125 align:center
- No.
- I…

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I'll soon have enough money for us both.
We can spend months on our island--

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Are you completely insane?

00:34:47.000 --> 00:34:49.125 align:center
My wife is pregnant. I'm leaving.

00:34:49.208 --> 00:34:51.416 align:center
You think you can just walk out?

00:34:51.500 --> 00:34:53.625 align:center
That you can just fuck off?

00:34:55.083 --> 00:34:58.583 align:center
Your father-in-law
will throw your ass out in no time

00:34:58.666 --> 00:35:01.541 align:center
when he finds out you're cheating
on his beloved daughter.

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Stop it.

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Look at you!

00:35:12.125 --> 00:35:14.208 align:center
<i>I really tried.</i>

00:35:16.541 --> 00:35:19.458 align:center
<i>I thought that way</i>
<i>she wouldn't want me anymore.</i>

00:35:25.916 --> 00:35:27.500 align:center
And you stabbed her.

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So she wouldn't tell on you.

00:35:36.750 --> 00:35:38.250 align:center
It was in the heat of the moment.

00:35:41.875 --> 00:35:44.750 align:center
I saw red but only for a few seconds.

00:35:49.250 --> 00:35:51.333 align:center
And then you suddenly showed up.

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Anna?

00:35:58.250 --> 00:36:00.333 align:center
Anna? I'm coming in!

00:36:04.875 --> 00:36:05.958 align:center
Anna?

00:36:08.583 --> 00:36:09.500 align:center
Anna!

00:36:23.166 --> 00:36:26.125 align:center
<i>I took the same route back</i>
<i>that I always took to Anna's.</i>

00:36:26.208 --> 00:36:28.791 align:center
<i>One where no one</i>
<i>would see me go into her house.</i>

00:36:31.083 --> 00:36:33.833 align:center
<i>Then I checked into a nearby hotel.</i>

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It's okay. No harm done.

00:36:40.041 --> 00:36:41.000 align:center
<i>The next day</i>

00:36:42.416 --> 00:36:44.416 align:center
<i>I picked up the car…</i>

00:36:48.875 --> 00:36:50.333 align:center
<i>and drove home.</i>

00:36:51.916 --> 00:36:54.375 align:center
<i>With a birthday present for my wife.</i>

00:36:55.500 --> 00:36:58.541 align:center
I was scared the police
would be waiting there.

00:37:00.583 --> 00:37:01.583 align:center
And then?

00:37:06.458 --> 00:37:07.875 align:center
Then I realized.

00:37:08.958 --> 00:37:10.125 align:center
Anna had kept her word.

00:37:10.208 --> 00:37:12.833 align:center
She didn't tell anyone about us,
not even you.

00:37:14.291 --> 00:37:18.583 align:center
No one ever saw us together.
In her life, I didn't exist.

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I see.

00:37:53.041 --> 00:37:54.750 align:center
What happened back then…

00:37:56.916 --> 00:37:58.625 align:center
was only a moment.

00:37:59.958 --> 00:38:01.625 align:center
A terrible moment.

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Should that define me
for the rest of my life? In my own eyes?

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In those of my colleagues? My daughter?

00:38:10.375 --> 00:38:13.291 align:center
Should I be nothing but a murderer?

00:38:16.458 --> 00:38:18.958 align:center
Was your wife really pregnant again?

00:38:22.000 --> 00:38:25.416 align:center
Or was that just a perfect excuse
to break up with Anna?

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I have a question for you too.

00:38:46.125 --> 00:38:49.500 align:center
Why did you write in your novel
that there were eight stab wounds?

00:38:49.583 --> 00:38:51.000 align:center
There were eight.

00:38:51.083 --> 00:38:52.875 align:center
No, Lisa.

00:38:53.833 --> 00:38:56.166 align:center
There were six. I stabbed six--

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You counted the stab wounds
in the heat of the moment?

00:39:01.500 --> 00:39:03.333 align:center
You wanted the truth.

00:39:04.750 --> 00:39:08.083 align:center
And I gave it to you
because you deserve to know.

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The whole truth you've repressed
all these years.

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I stabbed her six times.

00:39:18.458 --> 00:39:20.625 align:center
You're the one who killed her.

00:39:34.000 --> 00:39:35.708 align:center
You're trying to provoke me.

00:39:39.416 --> 00:39:41.416 align:center
So you can claim self-defense.

00:40:20.833 --> 00:40:23.500 align:center
Why didn't you just stay in your mansion?

00:40:26.166 --> 00:40:27.958 align:center
I'd never have hurt you.

00:40:34.125 --> 00:40:35.500 align:center
Close your eyes.

00:40:37.375 --> 00:40:38.458 align:center
Lisa?

00:40:39.541 --> 00:40:40.666 align:center
Lisa?

00:40:48.166 --> 00:40:49.875 align:center
<i>Can you hear me?</i>

00:40:50.958 --> 00:40:51.916 align:center
<i>Mr. Rudow?</i>

00:40:53.125 --> 00:40:54.750 align:center
<i>Where exactly are you?</i>

00:40:55.458 --> 00:40:57.250 align:center
Dalantstrasse 24.

00:40:58.458 --> 00:40:59.500 align:center
"Lenzen."

00:41:16.083 --> 00:41:18.375 align:center
I stabbed her six times.

00:41:18.458 --> 00:41:19.833 align:center
You know that's true.

00:41:27.833 --> 00:41:29.250 align:center
No!

00:41:49.625 --> 00:41:50.875 align:center
<i>Ms. Wilking?</i>

00:41:53.750 --> 00:41:55.125 align:center
Ms. Wilking.

00:41:57.208 --> 00:41:58.375 align:center
Ms. Wilking.

00:42:03.958 --> 00:42:04.958 align:center
Yes?

00:42:05.541 --> 00:42:08.541 align:center
Yours are the only fingerprints
on the gun.

00:42:10.750 --> 00:42:12.250 align:center
I didn't shoot him.

00:42:15.750 --> 00:42:17.750 align:center
They both saw it.

00:42:19.625 --> 00:42:23.458 align:center
You were brought in
together with Ms. Wilking?

00:42:23.541 --> 00:42:24.541 align:center
Wilking?

00:42:25.125 --> 00:42:26.416 align:center
Yes, and I…

00:42:27.083 --> 00:42:29.000 align:center
would like to make a statement.

00:42:29.083 --> 00:42:30.541 align:center
A little late, Mr. …

00:42:30.625 --> 00:42:31.625 align:center
Rudow.

00:42:32.250 --> 00:42:34.208 align:center
I'm Lisa Konrad's publisher.

00:42:34.291 --> 00:42:36.666 align:center
I mean, Lisa Wilking's.

00:42:36.750 --> 00:42:37.875 align:center
I see.

00:42:39.583 --> 00:42:41.833 align:center
That should be enough for the report.

00:42:42.416 --> 00:42:46.833 align:center
Just so you know, I never thought
for a second that you killed your sister.

00:42:47.666 --> 00:42:48.666 align:center
Never.

00:42:51.791 --> 00:42:55.166 align:center
Ms. Wilking and I have finished for now.

00:42:58.000 --> 00:43:00.083 align:center
We'll probably have more questions.

00:43:00.166 --> 00:43:02.250 align:center
He shot himself with your gun.

00:43:02.875 --> 00:43:05.291 align:center
With your unregistered gun.

00:43:08.291 --> 00:43:09.916 align:center
Where did you get it?

00:43:13.666 --> 00:43:15.833 align:center
I found it in the house a few years ago.

00:43:15.916 --> 00:43:19.375 align:center
Shortly after I moved in.
Behind some books on a shelf.

00:43:20.166 --> 00:43:23.708 align:center
Probably left behind by some nervous guest
of the publishing company.

00:43:29.041 --> 00:43:33.041 align:center
Could I have my phone back?
I'd like to call my parents.

00:43:33.541 --> 00:43:35.583 align:center
- Mr. Rudow.
- Yes.

00:43:37.666 --> 00:43:38.583 align:center
Thank you.

00:43:49.500 --> 00:43:50.500 align:center
Mr. Rudow?

00:43:51.000 --> 00:43:51.916 align:center
Yes.

00:43:52.000 --> 00:43:52.958 align:center
Honey.

00:43:54.750 --> 00:43:56.500 align:center
- Ouch.
- Oh, sorry.

00:43:59.125 --> 00:44:00.208 align:center
I'll be in touch.

00:44:53.208 --> 00:44:54.833 align:center
<i>You wanted the truth.</i>

00:44:55.833 --> 00:44:58.250 align:center
<i>And I gave it to you because you deserve…</i>

00:44:58.958 --> 00:45:00.708 align:center
<i>…a question for you too.</i>

00:45:00.791 --> 00:45:04.166 align:center
<i>Why did you write in your novel</i>
<i>that there were eight stab wounds?</i>

00:45:04.250 --> 00:45:05.291 align:center
<i>There were eight.</i>

00:45:05.375 --> 00:45:06.875 align:center
<i>No, Lisa.</i>

00:45:08.083 --> 00:45:09.166 align:center
<i>There were six.</i>

00:45:09.750 --> 00:45:11.583 align:center
<i>- I stabbed six--</i>
<i>- You coun…</i>

00:45:13.250 --> 00:45:16.875 align:center
ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO DELETE
THE VOICE RECORDING?

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<i>I had a sister</i>
<i>three years younger than me.</i>

00:45:49.541 --> 00:45:50.958 align:center
<i>Her name was Anna.</i>

00:45:52.708 --> 00:45:54.208 align:center
<i>I loved her.</i>

00:45:56.833 --> 00:45:58.250 align:center
<i>So very much.</i>

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Subtitle translation by:
Susanne Creak, Diana Renker