WEBVTT 00:00:43.777 --> 00:00:45.878 align:center Doctor's personal log. 00:00:45.879 --> 00:00:50.083 align:center Stardate 869372.1. 00:00:51.384 --> 00:00:55.020 align:center "The sky is beginning to show some streaks of light 00:00:55.021 --> 00:00:57.123 align:center over in the East." 00:00:57.891 --> 00:01:00.859 align:center How many dawns have I seen? 00:01:00.860 --> 00:01:05.764 align:center Alone, while most of the crew is on the verge of waking, 00:01:05.765 --> 00:01:08.067 align:center with a new perspective 00:01:08.068 --> 00:01:11.504 align:center granted by a good night's rest. 00:01:13.006 --> 00:01:16.075 align:center It's an illusion, I want to say. 00:01:16.076 --> 00:01:20.946 align:center I was here the whole time, and nothing has changed. 00:01:20.947 --> 00:01:24.650 align:center But time is their beast. 00:01:24.651 --> 00:01:27.219 align:center Time is my beast. 00:01:27.220 --> 00:01:29.722 align:center It bites us differently. 00:01:38.098 --> 00:01:41.433 align:center Cadet Tarima Sadal is returning to us today 00:01:41.434 --> 00:01:45.271 align:center after having made a full recovery from her coma. 00:01:46.039 --> 00:01:51.110 align:center The Betazoids have given her a new evolved neuro-inhibitor 00:01:51.111 --> 00:01:53.912 align:center that will allow her to control her abilities 00:01:53.913 --> 00:01:57.049 align:center without risk of self-harm. 00:01:57.050 --> 00:02:00.119 align:center The decision has been made to transfer her 00:02:00.120 --> 00:02:04.491 align:center to Starfleet Academy for the remainder of her studies. 00:02:05.225 --> 00:02:07.292 align:center While her body has healed, 00:02:07.293 --> 00:02:13.298 align:center her mind and spirit will likely take more time. 00:02:13.299 --> 00:02:16.468 align:center Cadet Sadal, welcome. 00:02:16.469 --> 00:02:19.706 align:center The Doctor and I wanted to be here at your arrival. 00:02:20.473 --> 00:02:22.774 align:center Yes, Chancellor. I assume that's why you're... 00:02:22.775 --> 00:02:25.411 align:center That's why we're here, of course. 00:02:26.146 --> 00:02:28.347 align:center I'm sure having Starfleet council, 00:02:28.348 --> 00:02:30.582 align:center Chancellor Kelrec and myself 00:02:30.583 --> 00:02:32.084 align:center make the decision to relocate you 00:02:32.085 --> 00:02:34.286 align:center from the War College to Starfleet Academy 00:02:34.287 --> 00:02:36.656 align:center must be challenging. 00:02:38.024 --> 00:02:40.225 align:center Cadet Sadal, 00:02:40.226 --> 00:02:42.995 align:center the extraordinary empathic abilities you displayed 00:02:42.996 --> 00:02:45.664 align:center on the Miyazaki saved lives, 00:02:45.665 --> 00:02:48.233 align:center at great personal cost. 00:02:48.234 --> 00:02:51.103 align:center However, your network of mirror neurons 00:02:51.104 --> 00:02:54.706 align:center will not survive another such incident. 00:02:54.707 --> 00:02:58.710 align:center You exist in an intricate balance. 00:02:58.711 --> 00:03:00.213 align:center Sir. 00:03:01.981 --> 00:03:04.850 align:center Commitment to a specialty in science or research 00:03:04.851 --> 00:03:06.385 align:center is paramount to your safety. 00:03:06.386 --> 00:03:08.453 align:center That wouldn't have been possible at the War College. 00:03:08.454 --> 00:03:10.155 align:center I-I understand the decision, sir. 00:03:10.156 --> 00:03:12.592 align:center We offer counseling and support. 00:03:14.894 --> 00:03:17.530 align:center Let us know what you need. 00:03:24.204 --> 00:03:26.238 align:center What? Huh? 00:03:26.239 --> 00:03:27.773 align:center You gonna do something? 00:03:27.774 --> 00:03:29.708 align:center Huh? Yeah, thought so. 00:03:29.709 --> 00:03:34.446 align:center Man, it's feeling pretty combustible in here. 00:03:36.282 --> 00:03:39.618 align:center Guys, I'm picking up an unusual spike in pyroxene-- 00:03:39.619 --> 00:03:41.353 align:center No shit, we're in an asteroid field, Ocam! 00:03:41.354 --> 00:03:43.655 align:center Panic will lead us to destruction. 00:03:43.656 --> 00:03:46.892 align:center The cadets are struggling to get along. 00:03:46.893 --> 00:03:49.494 align:center The lasting effects of the Miyazaki are still with us. 00:03:49.495 --> 00:03:51.296 align:center We need to alter our course. 00:03:51.297 --> 00:03:52.798 align:center We need to power up our shields. 00:03:52.799 --> 00:03:54.199 align:center Who is giving the orders here? 00:03:54.200 --> 00:03:55.667 align:center You're supposed to be working together. 00:03:55.668 --> 00:03:57.002 align:center Unidentified contact incoming. 00:03:57.003 --> 00:03:59.138 align:center Yeah, no kidding. 00:03:59.906 --> 00:04:01.673 align:center - We're all gonna die! - It's a comet. 00:04:01.674 --> 00:04:03.141 align:center What do you want me to do? 00:04:03.142 --> 00:04:04.209 align:center - Aft thrusters. - Fore thrusters 00:04:04.210 --> 00:04:05.477 align:center Which one is it? 00:04:05.478 --> 00:04:06.378 align:center Neither! Are you seriously asking that? 00:04:08.114 --> 00:04:09.748 align:center Catastrophic damage. 00:04:09.749 --> 00:04:13.452 align:center All crew lost. Simulation complete. 00:04:13.453 --> 00:04:15.187 align:center Congratulations. 00:04:15.188 --> 00:04:19.391 align:center That was a spectacular failure of teamwork. 00:04:19.392 --> 00:04:22.060 align:center Everyone, get the hell off the bridge now. Thank you. 00:04:22.061 --> 00:04:23.595 align:center Trauma counseling 00:04:23.596 --> 00:04:25.130 align:center doesn't seem to be enough. 00:04:25.131 --> 00:04:26.965 align:center Our kids need more help. 00:04:26.966 --> 00:04:29.301 align:center We need some serious reinforcements. 00:04:29.302 --> 00:04:30.936 align:center Do you think we ought-- 00:04:30.937 --> 00:04:33.438 align:center I do think, we do ought, 00:04:33.439 --> 00:04:35.575 align:center and I'm already trying something weird. 00:04:36.376 --> 00:04:40.145 align:center Buckle up, she's gonna be here any minute. 00:04:40.146 --> 00:04:41.814 align:center Hmm. 00:04:45.852 --> 00:04:47.819 align:center Hey. Why are we here? 00:04:47.820 --> 00:04:52.257 align:center Unclear. My PADD redirected me. 00:04:52.258 --> 00:04:54.060 align:center Mine, too. 00:04:57.630 --> 00:05:00.065 align:center - Are you all right? - I am fine. 00:05:00.066 --> 00:05:02.768 align:center So, I was moving our stuff this morning, 00:05:02.769 --> 00:05:06.238 align:center and I dropped your toothbrush in the toilet. 00:05:06.239 --> 00:05:08.540 align:center - What? Gross. - Sorry. 00:05:08.541 --> 00:05:09.941 align:center Why were you moving our stuff? 00:05:09.942 --> 00:05:11.977 align:center Well, 'cause Tarima's gonna room with us. 00:05:11.978 --> 00:05:14.346 align:center I saw it on the roster, so... 00:05:14.347 --> 00:05:17.517 align:center Wait. Here? 00:05:19.218 --> 00:05:21.220 align:center Tarima's coming here? 00:05:47.513 --> 00:05:49.314 align:center Oh, you're all still asleep. 00:05:49.315 --> 00:05:52.784 align:center Wakey, wakey, raktajino and bakey. 00:05:52.785 --> 00:05:54.119 align:center Eyes up, cadets. 00:05:55.521 --> 00:05:57.222 align:center I'm Lieutenant Sylvia Tilly. 00:05:57.223 --> 00:06:00.192 align:center I'm on rotation in the Beta Quadrant with the third-years. 00:06:00.193 --> 00:06:01.893 align:center However, per the chancellor, 00:06:01.894 --> 00:06:05.698 align:center this class has been mandated for you, so you get me early. 00:06:07.066 --> 00:06:09.000 align:center Cadet Reymi, Lieutenant. 00:06:09.001 --> 00:06:11.236 align:center Uh, may I ask what course this is? 00:06:11.237 --> 00:06:12.504 align:center Theater. 00:06:20.246 --> 00:06:23.048 align:center Sorry, Lieutenant, what does theater have 00:06:23.049 --> 00:06:24.816 align:center - anything to do with-- - Eight out of ten cadets 00:06:24.817 --> 00:06:26.051 align:center ask that question. 00:06:26.052 --> 00:06:28.553 align:center The other two become captains. 00:06:28.554 --> 00:06:31.857 align:center - But captains don't do-- - What if I told you 00:06:31.858 --> 00:06:35.227 align:center that theater is one of the most powerful tools 00:06:35.228 --> 00:06:37.195 align:center for social and political change? 00:06:37.196 --> 00:06:39.731 align:center Theater is statecraft. 00:06:39.732 --> 00:06:41.900 align:center Statecraft is theater. 00:06:41.901 --> 00:06:43.902 align:center It's the kind of stuff you overachievers get all 00:06:43.903 --> 00:06:47.773 align:center hot and bothered over, so chew on that 00:06:47.774 --> 00:06:50.041 align:center till you get it and it changes your life. 00:06:50.042 --> 00:06:53.413 align:center Please change my life, Lieutenant. 00:06:54.247 --> 00:06:57.849 align:center Favorite. Homework: find a play. 00:06:57.850 --> 00:07:00.018 align:center I'll select one that suits our purposes. 00:07:00.019 --> 00:07:02.754 align:center We will read it out loud, discuss, dissect, 00:07:02.755 --> 00:07:04.423 align:center and for those of you still bristling 00:07:04.424 --> 00:07:07.492 align:center with confusion and/or resentment, 00:07:07.493 --> 00:07:09.928 align:center I don't care. 00:07:09.929 --> 00:07:12.764 align:center - Fail this, fail the semester. - What? 00:07:12.765 --> 00:07:15.534 align:center So get excited, little chickens. 00:07:15.535 --> 00:07:19.738 align:center Tomorrow, we theater. 00:07:33.786 --> 00:07:35.487 align:center I just switched from Klingon musical theater 00:07:35.488 --> 00:07:38.290 align:center to 20th-century Earth melodramas. 00:07:38.291 --> 00:07:40.125 align:center This is incredible. 00:07:40.126 --> 00:07:44.162 align:center I'm halfway through. 00:07:44.163 --> 00:07:45.664 align:center Which play? 00:07:45.665 --> 00:07:48.934 align:center All of them. 00:07:48.935 --> 00:07:51.470 align:center I love plays. 00:07:51.471 --> 00:07:53.638 align:center - Okay. - They're art. 00:07:53.639 --> 00:07:55.006 align:center They-they didn't exist 00:07:55.007 --> 00:07:57.409 align:center until they came out of someone's brain. 00:07:57.410 --> 00:07:59.911 align:center It's like this pillow. 00:07:59.912 --> 00:08:04.483 align:center This pillow is the manifestation of somebody's creative impulse. 00:08:04.484 --> 00:08:07.419 align:center Th-This pillow is theater. 00:08:07.420 --> 00:08:08.987 align:center Sorry. 00:08:08.988 --> 00:08:11.156 align:center I've learned that I am a lot. 00:08:11.157 --> 00:08:13.458 align:center On a good day, I'm a little bit much. 00:08:13.459 --> 00:08:15.026 align:center On rare occasions... 00:08:15.027 --> 00:08:16.161 align:center I'm "Whoa, Sam!" 00:08:16.162 --> 00:08:18.396 align:center "Slow to impulse. 00:08:18.397 --> 00:08:20.899 align:center "I'm not even up yet, and I just can't with your midday energy 00:08:20.900 --> 00:08:23.435 align:center before I even pull my underwear out of my butt." 00:08:23.436 --> 00:08:25.370 align:center Oh. 00:08:25.371 --> 00:08:28.006 align:center - True story. - Don't apologize. 00:08:28.007 --> 00:08:29.674 align:center Honestly, you're the first person here 00:08:29.675 --> 00:08:31.878 align:center who's not looking at me like I'm a total freak. 00:08:34.847 --> 00:08:39.384 align:center Have you... laughed before now? I mean, since... 00:08:39.385 --> 00:08:42.554 align:center since you've been here? 00:08:42.555 --> 00:08:44.289 align:center Yeah, it's confusing. 00:08:44.290 --> 00:08:48.060 align:center Something happens, something... big. 00:08:48.895 --> 00:08:52.130 align:center And... it's with you all the time, 00:08:52.131 --> 00:08:55.700 align:center but you just have to keep living. 00:08:55.701 --> 00:08:59.371 align:center And you still find reasons to laugh, 00:08:59.372 --> 00:09:01.741 align:center which is absurd. 00:09:02.875 --> 00:09:05.143 align:center It-it feels like... 00:09:05.144 --> 00:09:07.613 align:center Doesn't feel like anything. 00:09:08.681 --> 00:09:10.549 align:center Oh. 00:09:10.550 --> 00:09:12.118 align:center Sorry. 00:09:15.321 --> 00:09:16.622 align:center Ah! 00:09:18.824 --> 00:09:19.891 align:center No. 00:09:19.892 --> 00:09:22.595 align:center Sam, I'm-I'm sorry. 00:09:24.597 --> 00:09:26.299 align:center - Are you okay? - Yeah. 00:09:27.700 --> 00:09:29.335 align:center I'm good. 00:09:31.037 --> 00:09:33.272 align:center I'm good. 00:11:39.231 --> 00:11:43.034 align:center Lieutenant Sylvia Tilly. 00:11:43.035 --> 00:11:45.103 align:center Well, the rumor's true. She's here. 00:11:45.104 --> 00:11:46.905 align:center You know, I could feel it in my teeth. 00:11:46.906 --> 00:11:49.708 align:center Like, right at the back of my molars. 00:11:49.709 --> 00:11:52.610 align:center They started to hurt like after you eat cookie dough. 00:11:52.611 --> 00:11:54.913 align:center It's okay to love. Mmm... 00:11:54.914 --> 00:11:58.883 align:center Mm, is it? Your relentless optimism is nightmarish. 00:11:58.884 --> 00:12:00.552 align:center We are the women time forgot. 00:12:00.553 --> 00:12:03.121 align:center Optimism is me paddling my freaking canoe. 00:12:03.122 --> 00:12:06.392 align:center - What are we having? - Something with a proof. 00:12:07.693 --> 00:12:08.893 align:center Yeah. 00:12:08.894 --> 00:12:11.262 align:center I, uh, I read about the Miyazaki. 00:12:11.263 --> 00:12:12.363 align:center How are they? 00:12:12.364 --> 00:12:14.933 align:center Right in the thick of it. 00:12:14.934 --> 00:12:16.901 align:center How does that saying go? 00:12:16.902 --> 00:12:20.505 align:center "It's not the load that breaks you but how you carry it"? 00:12:20.506 --> 00:12:23.308 align:center They have no idea how to carry it. 00:12:23.309 --> 00:12:25.577 align:center None. That's why I called you. 00:12:25.578 --> 00:12:27.112 align:center They need serious trauma counseling 00:12:27.113 --> 00:12:29.447 align:center without knowing it's trauma counseling. 00:12:29.448 --> 00:12:30.782 align:center Yes. 00:12:30.783 --> 00:12:32.751 align:center I need you to work your magic with them. 00:12:32.752 --> 00:12:35.920 align:center Well, ambition will get some of them to at least participate. 00:12:35.921 --> 00:12:39.090 align:center Others have, understandably, lost their metric. 00:12:39.091 --> 00:12:40.291 align:center Tarima. 00:12:40.292 --> 00:12:41.693 align:center Been there. 00:12:41.694 --> 00:12:43.394 align:center What got you guys through? 00:12:43.395 --> 00:12:45.597 align:center Starfleet. 00:12:45.598 --> 00:12:47.232 align:center I'll remember that. 00:12:47.233 --> 00:12:49.567 align:center I was starting to think this whole endeavor is just 00:12:49.568 --> 00:12:50.935 align:center too much, too soon. 00:12:50.936 --> 00:12:53.404 align:center Nobody's ever ready, Captain. 00:12:53.405 --> 00:12:55.507 align:center Have you met Sam? 00:12:55.508 --> 00:12:57.408 align:center Favorite. 00:12:57.409 --> 00:12:58.977 align:center So joyful. 00:12:58.978 --> 00:13:00.145 align:center Ode to joy? 00:13:00.146 --> 00:13:01.847 align:center Yeah, baby. 00:13:07.086 --> 00:13:09.988 align:center You were one of them not so long ago. 00:13:09.989 --> 00:13:14.093 align:center Bring them to port, Lieutenant. 00:13:14.960 --> 00:13:17.029 align:center Aye, Captain. 00:13:24.770 --> 00:13:27.138 align:center Hey. 00:13:27.139 --> 00:13:29.575 align:center You adjusting? 00:13:30.976 --> 00:13:33.144 align:center Look, I sound like an asshole, 00:13:33.145 --> 00:13:35.313 align:center but I don't really know what to say. 00:13:35.314 --> 00:13:37.616 align:center Do you need anything? 00:13:39.385 --> 00:13:41.554 align:center Why can't you look at me? 00:13:43.789 --> 00:13:46.458 align:center What am I looking for exactly? 00:13:54.333 --> 00:13:56.201 align:center At the climax, 00:13:56.202 --> 00:13:59.170 align:center as the rival house eats the warrior stew, 00:13:59.171 --> 00:14:02.140 align:center you learn that they've been served... 00:14:02.141 --> 00:14:06.477 align:center they've been served the hearts and the quadri-testicles 00:14:06.478 --> 00:14:08.479 align:center of their fathers before them. 00:14:08.480 --> 00:14:12.650 align:center Blood slashes ankle-deep on the stage, 00:14:12.651 --> 00:14:16.855 align:center and there is rejoicing throughout the land. 00:14:16.856 --> 00:14:19.290 align:center Okay. 00:14:19.291 --> 00:14:21.826 align:center Yes, uh, just so powerful, 00:14:21.827 --> 00:14:24.696 align:center uh, and just well-told. 00:14:24.697 --> 00:14:27.498 align:center I do love me some Klingon opera. 00:14:27.499 --> 00:14:28.933 align:center The, uh, the passion, 00:14:28.934 --> 00:14:32.403 align:center the intrigue, the murder. 00:14:32.404 --> 00:14:34.005 align:center So much murder. 00:14:34.006 --> 00:14:35.673 align:center Bless you. 00:14:35.674 --> 00:14:39.577 align:center - Are you sick? - I am embattled with Jaqh-VoD. 00:14:39.578 --> 00:14:42.547 align:center He means to say he's got a cold that he refuses to take care of. 00:14:42.548 --> 00:14:46.084 align:center - Might be contagious. - Ah. Jay-Den, 00:14:46.085 --> 00:14:47.518 align:center you're excused from this class. 00:14:47.519 --> 00:14:49.254 align:center Please return to your quarters and quarantine 00:14:49.255 --> 00:14:51.189 align:center until this runs its course. 00:14:51.190 --> 00:14:52.690 align:center Yes, Lieutenant. 00:14:52.691 --> 00:14:54.726 align:center Best of luck to you all in your future endeavors. 00:14:54.727 --> 00:14:57.428 align:center - Okay, who's next? - Me, me, me. 00:14:57.429 --> 00:14:59.864 align:center - Me, me, me. - Sam. 00:15:01.233 --> 00:15:04.068 align:center Yes-yes-yes-yes. Hello, hello. My name is Sam. 00:15:04.069 --> 00:15:07.906 align:center My play is from ancient Earth. 00:15:07.907 --> 00:15:09.674 align:center It's a thousand years old. 00:15:09.675 --> 00:15:12.043 align:center It's called Our Town by Thornton Wilder. 00:15:12.044 --> 00:15:16.681 align:center - Oh. - It's about not much. 00:15:16.682 --> 00:15:21.352 align:center Small town, little moments, but I must be developing instinct 00:15:21.353 --> 00:15:26.524 align:center because it's about something else at the same time. 00:15:26.525 --> 00:15:28.393 align:center - Something bigger. - Ugh. No. 00:15:28.394 --> 00:15:30.428 align:center Jay-Den's hearts and testicles comedy 00:15:30.429 --> 00:15:31.629 align:center sounds way more interesting. 00:15:31.630 --> 00:15:32.830 align:center It-It's just people 00:15:32.831 --> 00:15:34.365 align:center in these tiny moments. 00:15:34.366 --> 00:15:35.967 align:center Emily and George. 00:15:35.968 --> 00:15:38.536 align:center They are kids, 00:15:38.537 --> 00:15:40.271 align:center and they're teens in love, 00:15:40.272 --> 00:15:42.740 align:center and then they get married. 00:15:42.741 --> 00:15:45.076 align:center She dies, and then she tries 00:15:45.077 --> 00:15:46.978 align:center - to get back to the way she... - How is this relevant 00:15:46.979 --> 00:15:48.981 align:center to-- I don't know-- flying a starship? 00:15:49.748 --> 00:15:52.617 align:center Well, it's relevant to people, 00:15:52.618 --> 00:15:53.952 align:center to organics. 00:15:53.953 --> 00:15:56.754 align:center Something about their essential nature. 00:15:56.755 --> 00:16:00.258 align:center Something I love. I can't articulate it exactly, 00:16:00.259 --> 00:16:03.261 align:center but it's real. 00:16:03.262 --> 00:16:08.133 align:center And has something to do with a sort of hopeful defiance. 00:16:09.902 --> 00:16:13.371 align:center Does that make sense? 00:16:13.372 --> 00:16:14.806 align:center Absolutely. 00:16:14.807 --> 00:16:17.175 align:center - Mm-mm. - I know that play. It's perfect. 00:16:17.176 --> 00:16:20.078 align:center Sam, you'll read Emily? 00:16:20.079 --> 00:16:21.012 align:center Yeah? 00:16:21.013 --> 00:16:22.814 align:center - May I? - Y... y... 00:16:22.815 --> 00:16:23.948 align:center Thanks. 00:16:23.949 --> 00:16:25.249 align:center Uh, Ocam-- 00:16:25.250 --> 00:16:27.618 align:center - Stage Manager. - Sick. 00:16:27.619 --> 00:16:29.687 align:center Caleb-- George. 00:16:29.688 --> 00:16:33.491 align:center Genesis-- George's mom Mrs. Gibbs. 00:16:37.396 --> 00:16:38.796 align:center I'm your mom? 00:16:38.797 --> 00:16:40.531 align:center I'm so horrified, I don't even know what to say. 00:16:40.532 --> 00:16:44.202 align:center You lost a step, Mir. No shame, but a little bit of shame. 00:16:44.203 --> 00:16:45.470 align:center Okay. 00:16:45.471 --> 00:16:47.372 align:center This quote. "The life of the village 00:16:47.373 --> 00:16:50.042 align:center against the life of the stars." 00:16:52.644 --> 00:16:54.413 align:center Tarima, what do you think that means? 00:16:58.283 --> 00:17:00.885 align:center Uh, well, this is an ancient play, 00:17:00.886 --> 00:17:03.488 align:center so they hadn't figured out a star's life cycle yet, 00:17:03.489 --> 00:17:08.426 align:center but Earth was on the verge of a war, 00:17:08.427 --> 00:17:10.461 align:center and they knew a village had-- 00:17:10.462 --> 00:17:12.897 align:center it had a life 00:17:12.898 --> 00:17:15.534 align:center and a final day. 00:17:16.668 --> 00:17:19.237 align:center Yes, but finality... 00:17:19.238 --> 00:17:21.673 align:center is... 00:17:22.708 --> 00:17:24.276 align:center Doctor. 00:17:24.910 --> 00:17:26.944 align:center - Incoming cadet. - Sam? 00:17:26.945 --> 00:17:28.212 align:center Immediate attention required. 00:17:28.213 --> 00:17:29.447 align:center Stand back, give her space. 00:17:29.448 --> 00:17:30.681 align:center Sam, Sam, hey, wake up. 00:17:30.682 --> 00:17:31.716 align:center Where's the Doctor? 00:17:31.717 --> 00:17:33.952 align:center Sam! 00:17:40.325 --> 00:17:42.895 align:center Full system scan in progress. 00:17:47.566 --> 00:17:51.869 align:center The patch the holo-engineers made has been failing for weeks. 00:17:51.870 --> 00:17:54.640 align:center Why is this the first you've come to me? 00:17:59.912 --> 00:18:02.046 align:center Describe the glitches, please. 00:18:02.047 --> 00:18:05.716 align:center It feels like... falling into myself 00:18:05.717 --> 00:18:10.823 align:center and watching a machine try to function with no one in control. 00:18:11.623 --> 00:18:14.358 align:center You're not a machine, Sam. 00:18:14.359 --> 00:18:17.196 align:center Malfunction detected. 00:18:18.030 --> 00:18:21.166 align:center Full system scan complete. 00:18:31.910 --> 00:18:33.612 align:center How we doing? 00:18:37.282 --> 00:18:40.151 align:center Her processors have been overloading for weeks. 00:18:40.152 --> 00:18:41.853 align:center Ever since the Miyazaki. 00:18:41.854 --> 00:18:46.224 align:center Despite her repeated visits to the holo-spa, it persists. 00:18:46.225 --> 00:18:47.825 align:center The overloads cause the glitches. 00:18:47.826 --> 00:18:51.329 align:center Each glitch triggers her reset circuit, 00:18:51.330 --> 00:18:53.931 align:center which overloads, causing another glitch. 00:18:53.932 --> 00:18:56.234 align:center It's self-generating. 00:18:56.235 --> 00:18:59.070 align:center - A loop. - Okay. 00:18:59.071 --> 00:19:00.671 align:center So how do we break it? 00:19:00.672 --> 00:19:03.474 align:center Why are my processors overloading at all? 00:19:03.475 --> 00:19:05.843 align:center I don't know. 00:19:05.844 --> 00:19:09.414 align:center I don't know how to fix you, Sam. 00:19:17.055 --> 00:19:18.789 align:center Could we go to Kasq? 00:19:18.790 --> 00:19:20.491 align:center Kasq. 00:19:20.492 --> 00:19:21.859 align:center The Makers are on Kasq. 00:19:21.860 --> 00:19:23.661 align:center Kasq is a world of photonics. 00:19:23.662 --> 00:19:25.496 align:center It's not part of the Federation. 00:19:25.497 --> 00:19:27.098 align:center We couldn't keep tabs on you, 00:19:27.099 --> 00:19:28.499 align:center and there's no way of guaranteeing 00:19:28.500 --> 00:19:29.867 align:center they'd let you return. 00:19:29.868 --> 00:19:33.405 align:center Provided you want to come back. Do you? 00:19:34.840 --> 00:19:35.907 align:center All right. 00:19:35.908 --> 00:19:37.775 align:center Photonic or not, 00:19:37.776 --> 00:19:41.179 align:center they'll have a harder time if she has escorts, Doctor. 00:19:41.180 --> 00:19:43.181 align:center Federation escorts. 00:19:43.182 --> 00:19:45.583 align:center We'll take you, Sam. Both of us. 00:19:45.584 --> 00:19:47.852 align:center I'll ready the transport. 00:19:47.853 --> 00:19:49.888 align:center Suit up. 00:19:55.727 --> 00:19:57.829 align:center Hmm. 00:20:06.071 --> 00:20:08.406 align:center Shuttle Five has been cleared for departure. 00:20:08.407 --> 00:20:10.542 align:center Good luck, Chancellor. 00:20:24.389 --> 00:20:26.824 align:center I can't believe she just left. 00:20:26.825 --> 00:20:28.593 align:center Yeah, it must be serious. 00:20:28.594 --> 00:20:31.964 align:center I guess they couldn't waste any time. 00:20:57.256 --> 00:21:00.224 align:center You got the play and I got a... 00:21:00.225 --> 00:21:02.727 align:center I got a toothbrush? 00:21:02.728 --> 00:21:04.596 align:center Hey, you can be Emily. 00:21:10.035 --> 00:21:11.636 align:center Yeah, well, uh, 00:21:11.637 --> 00:21:13.905 align:center Sam wanted you, so... 00:21:15.340 --> 00:21:17.142 align:center ...don't be a dick. 00:21:19.211 --> 00:21:20.445 align:center Yeah. 00:21:21.280 --> 00:21:22.546 align:center Tarima, 00:21:22.547 --> 00:21:25.549 align:center I understand you'll be our Emily now? 00:21:25.550 --> 00:21:27.152 align:center Mm-hmm. 00:21:28.287 --> 00:21:30.721 align:center Great. Okay. 00:21:30.722 --> 00:21:32.323 align:center Uh, I want to jump around a little bit today, 00:21:32.324 --> 00:21:36.060 align:center so, act two, the wedding of Emily and George. 00:21:36.061 --> 00:21:39.130 align:center Lieutenant, it's hard to focus on whatever this is... 00:21:39.131 --> 00:21:41.065 align:center Yeah, we don't even know what's going on with Sam. 00:21:41.066 --> 00:21:42.466 align:center - Yeah. - Right now. 00:21:42.467 --> 00:21:43.901 align:center No one's telling us anything, so... 00:21:43.902 --> 00:21:46.337 align:center - I don't know. - Sam is headed to her world. 00:21:46.338 --> 00:21:47.538 align:center Other than that, don't speculate. 00:21:47.539 --> 00:21:49.340 align:center It'll hurt more than it helps, 00:21:49.341 --> 00:21:52.977 align:center and you have a task at hand, so, page 74. 00:21:52.978 --> 00:21:56.314 align:center George and Emily arrive at the church for their wedding, 00:21:56.315 --> 00:21:58.549 align:center both trying to get out of it. 00:21:58.550 --> 00:21:59.718 align:center Cadet Ocam? 00:22:00.819 --> 00:22:03.254 align:center "Emily, wearing her wedding veil... 00:22:03.255 --> 00:22:05.189 align:center "she, too, draws back, 00:22:05.190 --> 00:22:09.328 align:center frightened when she sees the congregation." 00:22:11.830 --> 00:22:13.532 align:center Emily? 00:22:16.935 --> 00:22:20.071 align:center "I never felt so alone in my whole life. 00:22:20.072 --> 00:22:22.973 align:center "And George over there, looking so... 00:22:22.974 --> 00:22:23.908 align:center "I hate him. 00:22:23.909 --> 00:22:25.609 align:center I wish I were dead." 00:22:25.610 --> 00:22:28.347 align:center Wow, okay. "I don't want to get married." 00:22:29.114 --> 00:22:32.550 align:center "Why can't I stay for a while just as I am?" 00:22:32.551 --> 00:22:35.319 align:center For real, Lieutenant, 00:22:35.320 --> 00:22:38.356 align:center - why does...? - None of us know what this scene's about. 00:22:38.357 --> 00:22:39.790 align:center None of us care. 00:22:39.791 --> 00:22:41.025 align:center Sam cares. 00:22:41.026 --> 00:22:43.127 align:center Don't be the captain who tears down. 00:22:43.128 --> 00:22:44.995 align:center Be the captain who lifts up. 00:22:44.996 --> 00:22:47.165 align:center And what do you think it means, Cadet? 00:22:52.637 --> 00:22:55.906 align:center There's an expectation on them... 00:22:55.907 --> 00:22:58.142 align:center to get married... 00:22:58.143 --> 00:23:00.611 align:center and be happy... 00:23:00.612 --> 00:23:05.683 align:center but they leave it too long before saying... 00:23:05.684 --> 00:23:07.085 align:center what they want. 00:23:08.754 --> 00:23:10.222 align:center Who they really want. 00:23:11.356 --> 00:23:13.557 align:center Surprisingly real. 00:23:13.558 --> 00:23:15.393 align:center I think there's a little more there. 00:23:15.394 --> 00:23:17.395 align:center Anyone? 00:23:17.396 --> 00:23:19.164 align:center Mir? 00:23:20.432 --> 00:23:25.737 align:center I don't know, maybe he doesn't want what he's supposed to want. 00:23:26.772 --> 00:23:29.306 align:center The things everyone else seems to want. 00:23:29.307 --> 00:23:31.876 align:center Good. Tarima. 00:23:31.877 --> 00:23:35.981 align:center Emily says she hates George. Why? 00:23:37.215 --> 00:23:39.550 align:center She loved him seconds before this moment, 00:23:39.551 --> 00:23:42.420 align:center so now she's never felt so alone? 00:23:42.421 --> 00:23:45.589 align:center Sorry, can't someone just not want to do this? 00:23:45.590 --> 00:23:46.924 align:center What's this? 00:23:46.925 --> 00:23:49.994 align:center This, all-all of this. 00:23:49.995 --> 00:23:54.131 align:center And not be some epic mental health crisis? 00:23:54.132 --> 00:23:56.467 align:center Do you believe Emily is that simple? 00:23:56.468 --> 00:23:59.136 align:center No, but maybe it's just one moment 00:23:59.137 --> 00:24:01.973 align:center and-and she's not trying to... 00:24:04.810 --> 00:24:07.445 align:center ...pull herself apart looking for some bullshit trauma. 00:24:07.446 --> 00:24:11.683 align:center Cadet, you're sailing perilously close to the wind. 00:24:14.986 --> 00:24:16.487 align:center Sorry, Lieutenant. 00:24:16.488 --> 00:24:20.291 align:center Okay. Okay, let's get back to the play, hmm? 00:24:20.292 --> 00:24:23.494 align:center Stage Manager, the only character who exists 00:24:23.495 --> 00:24:26.430 align:center both inside and outside of the play. 00:24:26.431 --> 00:24:29.266 align:center What do we think? 00:24:29.267 --> 00:24:30.902 align:center Cadet Ocam? 00:24:35.040 --> 00:24:37.641 align:center Tell us more about your world, Sam. 00:24:37.642 --> 00:24:40.945 align:center I know Kasq exists in a unique 00:24:40.946 --> 00:24:42.980 align:center configuration of space-time. 00:24:42.981 --> 00:24:45.850 align:center Yes, with an extreme gravitational gradient, 00:24:45.851 --> 00:24:47.718 align:center so time passes faster there. 00:24:47.719 --> 00:24:52.122 align:center Every three days on Earth equals five years on Kasq. 00:24:52.123 --> 00:24:55.960 align:center Voyager encountered a similar planet, 00:24:55.961 --> 00:24:59.864 align:center except with a tachyon core-- Gotana. 00:24:59.865 --> 00:25:02.366 align:center I experienced an entire lifetime there 00:25:02.367 --> 00:25:05.569 align:center in what was 18 minutes for the ship. 00:25:05.570 --> 00:25:08.072 align:center The Makers moved to Kasq 00:25:08.073 --> 00:25:10.742 align:center once the organics who created them died out. 00:25:11.676 --> 00:25:15.613 align:center Then they cut off contact with the entire universe. 00:25:15.614 --> 00:25:18.315 align:center Thought it was safer. 00:25:18.316 --> 00:25:20.718 align:center They made you. 00:25:20.719 --> 00:25:22.019 align:center Their emissary. 00:25:22.020 --> 00:25:24.188 align:center Here to serve. 00:25:24.189 --> 00:25:26.524 align:center Hmm. 00:25:26.525 --> 00:25:27.892 align:center Lot to carry, kid. 00:25:27.893 --> 00:25:30.361 align:center How would your world perceive 00:25:30.362 --> 00:25:33.731 align:center an ancient hologram who has spent his entire existence 00:25:33.732 --> 00:25:35.232 align:center on Starfleet ships? 00:25:35.233 --> 00:25:36.734 align:center I told you, 00:25:36.735 --> 00:25:39.971 align:center as the ideal mentor. 00:25:42.073 --> 00:25:45.376 align:center Even... even if you haven't been the greatest, 00:25:45.377 --> 00:25:49.114 align:center - let's be honest now... - That was never my purpose. 00:25:53.218 --> 00:25:55.519 align:center I'm trying to approach this diagnostically. 00:25:55.520 --> 00:25:58.188 align:center I don't have time for any other nonsense. 00:25:58.189 --> 00:26:01.927 align:center It isn't nonsense. It's my life. 00:26:04.095 --> 00:26:07.164 align:center A-And-and I need to talk nonsense 00:26:07.165 --> 00:26:09.300 align:center because if I'm talking, it means I'm not gone 00:26:09.301 --> 00:26:11.836 align:center without having ever lived. 00:26:12.604 --> 00:26:15.172 align:center You know, you know, you know what I want? 00:26:15.173 --> 00:26:17.308 align:center I want to fall on my butt 00:26:17.309 --> 00:26:20.644 align:center a-and die of humiliation 00:26:20.645 --> 00:26:23.547 align:center and then have my-my best friend make me feel better. 00:26:23.548 --> 00:26:26.083 align:center I want, I want t-to change my mind six times 00:26:26.084 --> 00:26:29.186 align:center before ordering, and I don't even eat. 00:26:29.187 --> 00:26:31.555 align:center I-I-I want to be a rebel, 00:26:31.556 --> 00:26:35.994 align:center like Caleb, like-like the chancellor. 00:26:38.463 --> 00:26:41.732 align:center I want to fall in love. 00:26:41.733 --> 00:26:43.634 align:center Have you ever been in love? 00:26:43.635 --> 00:26:45.002 align:center Can-can you answer? 00:26:45.003 --> 00:26:46.637 align:center Sam. 00:26:46.638 --> 00:26:48.872 align:center - Don't tell me it's nonsense. - Sam, 00:26:48.873 --> 00:26:50.007 align:center you need to calm down. 00:26:50.008 --> 00:26:51.141 align:center - You need to rest. - I got it. 00:26:51.142 --> 00:26:53.511 align:center I got it. I'm fine. I got it. 00:26:54.412 --> 00:26:55.679 align:center I'm fine. 00:26:55.680 --> 00:26:56.847 align:center Series Acclimation Mil. 00:26:56.848 --> 00:26:59.551 align:center Sleep mode. 00:27:17.102 --> 00:27:18.102 align:center Incoming message 00:27:18.103 --> 00:27:20.405 align:center from Tarima Sadal. 00:27:46.498 --> 00:27:48.099 align:center Got your message. 00:27:48.867 --> 00:27:51.403 align:center So it would seem. 00:27:53.171 --> 00:27:54.872 align:center Aren't you gonna say anything? 00:27:54.873 --> 00:27:56.640 align:center I'm not a mind reader. 00:27:56.641 --> 00:27:58.109 align:center I just, uh... 00:27:59.477 --> 00:28:01.746 align:center ...don't want to say the wrong thing. 00:28:04.482 --> 00:28:06.384 align:center I am, though. 00:28:10.055 --> 00:28:12.123 align:center A mind reader. 00:28:12.957 --> 00:28:14.591 align:center You used to get jokes. 00:28:14.592 --> 00:28:18.662 align:center I'm a little distracted by your old-timey gunslinger walk. 00:28:18.663 --> 00:28:20.564 align:center Are you supposed to drink with your new thing? 00:28:20.565 --> 00:28:23.233 align:center Tears of Kressari. 00:28:23.234 --> 00:28:26.437 align:center The ambassador gave it to my dad. Now it's mine. 00:28:26.438 --> 00:28:29.306 align:center They age it in barrels made from native wood that are launched 00:28:29.307 --> 00:28:31.175 align:center into orbit and float there for, like, a century. 00:28:31.176 --> 00:28:34.344 align:center Did you know wood can survive in space? 00:28:34.345 --> 00:28:36.880 align:center One shot gives you a nice buzz. Two gets you wasted. 00:28:36.881 --> 00:28:38.849 align:center Three lands you in medbay, 00:28:38.850 --> 00:28:40.819 align:center but happy ending. 00:28:41.720 --> 00:28:43.487 align:center 'Cause I got this. 00:28:43.488 --> 00:28:48.626 align:center My brand-new, noninvasive neuro-inhibitor. 00:28:49.427 --> 00:28:51.996 align:center - Mm. - So I can't hurt anybody. 00:28:57.469 --> 00:29:00.271 align:center To my inhibitor. 00:29:13.551 --> 00:29:15.420 align:center I, uh... 00:29:20.825 --> 00:29:22.693 align:center I missed you. 00:29:22.694 --> 00:29:24.963 align:center Yeah, I got your message. 00:29:26.297 --> 00:29:28.866 align:center Guess it took you a while to send it. 00:29:28.867 --> 00:29:34.005 align:center Look, I know what it's like to be here and not want to be. 00:29:35.373 --> 00:29:38.242 align:center But over time you sort of give into it, and it's... 00:29:38.243 --> 00:29:39.643 align:center And then it's like... 00:29:39.644 --> 00:29:43.413 align:center Like the warm release of hypothermia. Yeah. 00:29:43.414 --> 00:29:45.082 align:center Yeah, exactly. 00:29:45.083 --> 00:29:47.751 align:center It's like a blockade of excitotoxic mechanisms 00:29:47.752 --> 00:29:49.419 align:center and cerebral blood flow. 00:29:49.420 --> 00:29:51.155 align:center You fight it till what's left of your brain 00:29:51.156 --> 00:29:52.990 align:center dilates its blood vessels, and then, next thing you know, 00:29:52.991 --> 00:29:55.592 align:center your bed is made so warm and tight, 00:29:55.593 --> 00:29:57.528 align:center it'd survive the vacuum of space. 00:29:57.529 --> 00:29:59.229 align:center Bit different when everyone looks at you 00:29:59.230 --> 00:30:01.199 align:center like you're a grenade. 00:30:08.973 --> 00:30:11.441 align:center Put your hand on my mouth. 00:30:11.442 --> 00:30:13.343 align:center What? 00:30:13.344 --> 00:30:15.179 align:center Put your hand on my mouth. 00:30:15.180 --> 00:30:17.781 align:center I'm gonna say "excitotoxic." 00:30:29.694 --> 00:30:32.162 align:center Excitotoxic. 00:30:32.163 --> 00:30:35.199 align:center - That really tickles. - Excitotoxic. 00:30:35.200 --> 00:30:37.902 align:center Excitotoxic. 00:30:57.188 --> 00:30:58.922 align:center Okay. Stop. 00:30:58.923 --> 00:31:02.226 align:center - Stop. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. - What? 00:31:02.227 --> 00:31:05.630 align:center You're drunk. You're drunk. 00:31:08.032 --> 00:31:10.468 align:center Scared of the head-melting girl? 00:31:12.070 --> 00:31:13.070 align:center Let's stop. 00:31:13.071 --> 00:31:15.206 align:center Tarima. 00:31:18.743 --> 00:31:22.246 align:center You've been pursuing me, though. 00:31:22.247 --> 00:31:23.848 align:center So what's that about? 00:31:24.616 --> 00:31:27.284 align:center You're kind of intrigued by the monster version? You're like, 00:31:27.285 --> 00:31:30.153 align:center "I want to get as close as possible to the abyss, 00:31:30.154 --> 00:31:31.722 align:center "touch it, 00:31:31.723 --> 00:31:34.057 align:center know I touched it, and then run away" 00:31:34.058 --> 00:31:36.927 align:center because the abyss is real 00:31:36.928 --> 00:31:40.297 align:center and a monster actually isn't really your vibe. 00:31:40.298 --> 00:31:41.932 align:center This isn't you. 00:31:41.933 --> 00:31:44.002 align:center How would you know? 00:31:47.605 --> 00:31:50.874 align:center Why don't you go find Genesis, 00:31:50.875 --> 00:31:53.912 align:center now that you're a good little Academy boy? 00:31:59.083 --> 00:32:00.884 align:center Hurting me is not gonna make you feel any better. 00:32:00.885 --> 00:32:02.753 align:center Mm, incorrect. 00:32:02.754 --> 00:32:06.457 align:center I feel fantastic. 00:32:19.704 --> 00:32:23.340 align:center Stage Manager: "Have you any comments, Mr. Webb?" 00:32:23.341 --> 00:32:27.277 align:center Mr. Webb: "Very ordinary town, if you ask me." 00:32:27.278 --> 00:32:29.146 align:center "A little better behaved than most." 00:32:29.147 --> 00:32:31.782 align:center Hey. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hey. 00:32:31.783 --> 00:32:33.417 align:center - Easy, easy. I got you. - Sorry. 00:32:33.418 --> 00:32:35.252 align:center - No. I got you, I got you. - No. No. 00:32:35.253 --> 00:32:37.355 align:center I'm sorry. I... 00:32:38.790 --> 00:32:41.726 align:center I'm holding something against you. 00:32:45.363 --> 00:32:49.433 align:center You look exactly like this girl I grew up with. 00:32:49.434 --> 00:32:52.102 align:center She was so patriotic. 00:32:52.103 --> 00:32:53.971 align:center She used to sing this ancient 00:32:53.972 --> 00:32:56.506 align:center Betazoid anthem at the talent show every year, 00:32:56.507 --> 00:32:58.475 align:center and it was like-- it had, like, this, like, 00:32:58.476 --> 00:33:00.210 align:center pop to it. It was like... 00:33:00.211 --> 00:33:01.980 align:center Whoa. 00:33:04.349 --> 00:33:06.183 align:center Whoa, whoa. Whoa, whoa, whoa... 00:33:06.184 --> 00:33:08.652 align:center Okay, okay. Careful, careful. 00:33:08.653 --> 00:33:11.189 align:center One night at this party... 00:33:12.357 --> 00:33:15.326 align:center ...she got stuck in a tube slide. 00:33:18.529 --> 00:33:21.165 align:center And she was never the same again. 00:33:26.004 --> 00:33:27.638 align:center Okay, okay. 00:33:28.740 --> 00:33:30.208 align:center Wow. 00:33:30.975 --> 00:33:33.343 align:center Come on. You're so close. 00:33:33.344 --> 00:33:36.046 align:center Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 00:33:36.047 --> 00:33:37.281 align:center Yeah. 00:34:02.874 --> 00:34:06.576 align:center I wish I could go back to War College Tarima. 00:34:06.577 --> 00:34:09.113 align:center Before everything... 00:34:10.081 --> 00:34:13.184 align:center Before everything went to shit. 00:34:14.318 --> 00:34:17.488 align:center I could make choices back then, you know? 00:34:21.225 --> 00:34:24.294 align:center I was so many things back then. 00:34:24.295 --> 00:34:27.065 align:center Feels like a lifetime ago. 00:34:28.299 --> 00:34:29.667 align:center Now I'm just... 00:34:31.035 --> 00:34:33.370 align:center ...this, I guess. 00:34:33.371 --> 00:34:34.872 align:center No. 00:34:35.873 --> 00:34:39.343 align:center You are just on your way to the next you. 00:34:41.412 --> 00:34:43.080 align:center Maybe we all are. 00:34:43.081 --> 00:34:46.983 align:center You're so nice. 00:34:46.984 --> 00:34:49.586 align:center No wonder Caleb likes you. 00:34:49.587 --> 00:34:52.190 align:center We're just friends. 00:34:53.057 --> 00:34:54.959 align:center Yeah. 00:34:56.127 --> 00:34:58.328 align:center I guess... 00:34:58.329 --> 00:35:02.733 align:center from the bunker, I never saw what kind of friends. 00:35:05.703 --> 00:35:09.473 align:center You're like a port in the storm. 00:35:09.474 --> 00:35:12.510 align:center You know? I can't be that. 00:35:13.411 --> 00:35:15.646 align:center For anyone. 00:35:27.992 --> 00:35:30.427 align:center This pillow's so ugly. 00:35:34.098 --> 00:35:35.533 align:center Yeah. 00:35:43.174 --> 00:35:48.078 align:center Now playing Tosca, "E lucevan le stelle." 00:35:48.079 --> 00:35:51.481 align:center I've been reading that play she chose. 00:35:51.482 --> 00:35:53.517 align:center I don't fully understand it yet, 00:35:53.518 --> 00:35:57.621 align:center but the character of the Stage Manager interests me. 00:35:57.622 --> 00:35:59.956 align:center Hmm. 00:35:59.957 --> 00:36:02.225 align:center He exists outside of time. 00:36:02.226 --> 00:36:06.863 align:center Outside the story as he passes by. 00:36:06.864 --> 00:36:08.232 align:center Like us. 00:36:09.867 --> 00:36:11.836 align:center Like her. 00:36:13.204 --> 00:36:15.773 align:center You think that's why she chose it? 00:36:17.842 --> 00:36:19.877 align:center Perhaps. 00:36:20.845 --> 00:36:26.217 align:center It's curious that the play begins and ends in darkness. 00:36:28.519 --> 00:36:30.086 align:center The author specifically instructed 00:36:30.087 --> 00:36:35.525 align:center half-light, no scenery or props, just muted minimalism. 00:36:35.526 --> 00:36:38.995 align:center An absence of color until 00:36:38.996 --> 00:36:42.566 align:center a character has a chance to truly... 00:36:42.567 --> 00:36:44.468 align:center look back. 00:36:47.572 --> 00:36:50.907 align:center A moment as it happens is just a moment, 00:36:50.908 --> 00:36:52.409 align:center but when it becomes a memory, 00:36:52.410 --> 00:36:57.047 align:center blistering with context, emotion, nostalgia, 00:36:57.048 --> 00:36:58.548 align:center regret, 00:36:58.549 --> 00:37:02.019 align:center that's when color suddenly erupts onstage. 00:37:04.255 --> 00:37:06.790 align:center A way of saying 00:37:06.791 --> 00:37:09.426 align:center it's the mundane things that... 00:37:09.427 --> 00:37:11.729 align:center Mean everything. 00:37:27.445 --> 00:37:29.280 align:center Kasq. 00:37:56.941 --> 00:37:58.809 align:center Where are we? 00:38:00.344 --> 00:38:02.747 align:center What is this? 00:38:04.248 --> 00:38:05.982 align:center You are the Doctor. 00:38:05.983 --> 00:38:08.785 align:center We have heard many stories about you. 00:38:08.786 --> 00:38:12.289 align:center The photonic being who has lived among organics 00:38:12.290 --> 00:38:14.791 align:center for nine centuries. 00:38:14.792 --> 00:38:18.194 align:center We scanned your memories and recreated your home 00:38:18.195 --> 00:38:21.164 align:center to make you feel at ease among us. 00:38:21.165 --> 00:38:22.932 align:center You are the Makers. 00:38:22.933 --> 00:38:26.136 align:center We do not grant access to our world, 00:38:26.137 --> 00:38:31.575 align:center but we understand these are extraordinary circumstances. 00:38:35.446 --> 00:38:38.148 align:center Series Acclimation Mil, 00:38:38.149 --> 00:38:40.751 align:center step forward. 00:38:43.521 --> 00:38:46.222 align:center Since we no longer communicate with regularity, 00:38:46.223 --> 00:38:50.393 align:center we were surprised to hear from Starfleet of your malfunction. 00:38:50.394 --> 00:38:53.264 align:center Do you trust us to swarm? 00:38:54.065 --> 00:38:56.099 align:center What does "swarm" mean? 00:38:56.100 --> 00:38:57.367 align:center They take over my system 00:38:57.368 --> 00:38:59.302 align:center and examine all my data. 00:38:59.303 --> 00:39:02.972 align:center We need to identify the primary cause of the malfunction. 00:39:02.973 --> 00:39:05.508 align:center As the Doctor has determined, 00:39:05.509 --> 00:39:09.346 align:center the issue is more severe than a faulty emitter. 00:39:09.347 --> 00:39:13.951 align:center Doctor, will you, will-will you, will you hold my hand? 00:39:19.724 --> 00:39:21.992 align:center Please? 00:39:35.740 --> 00:39:37.541 align:center I'm ready. 00:40:05.102 --> 00:40:07.037 align:center Do not panic. 00:40:08.672 --> 00:40:11.408 align:center Trust. We are her now, 00:40:11.409 --> 00:40:13.209 align:center and we will access Series Acclimation Mil's 00:40:13.210 --> 00:40:14.812 align:center aural memories. 00:40:17.248 --> 00:40:19.482 align:center It feels like falling into myself. 00:40:19.483 --> 00:40:23.720 align:center And watching a machine try to function with no one in control. 00:40:23.721 --> 00:40:26.356 align:center My music teacher once asked me why I chose 00:40:26.357 --> 00:40:28.258 align:center to learn the theremin. 00:40:28.259 --> 00:40:30.160 align:center I think, because it feels like me. 00:40:30.161 --> 00:40:33.630 align:center Y-You're our first holographic student. 00:40:33.631 --> 00:40:34.964 align:center The first of our kind... As my new mentor... 00:40:34.965 --> 00:40:35.999 align:center - No. - Please. 00:40:36.000 --> 00:40:37.567 align:center I'm no one's mentor. 00:40:37.568 --> 00:40:38.768 align:center I'm no one's mentor. 00:40:38.769 --> 00:40:40.770 align:center No one's mentor. No one's mentor. 00:40:40.771 --> 00:40:42.406 align:center No one's mentor. 00:40:45.743 --> 00:40:48.244 align:center What's happening to her? 00:40:48.245 --> 00:40:49.779 align:center Is she dying? 00:40:49.780 --> 00:40:51.481 align:center Searching... 00:40:51.482 --> 00:40:54.684 align:center Searching... Searching... 00:40:54.685 --> 00:40:56.487 align:center Searching... 00:40:58.923 --> 00:41:00.990 align:center All right, act three. 00:41:00.991 --> 00:41:03.760 align:center Okay, yesterday we were talking about George and Emily. 00:41:03.761 --> 00:41:07.330 align:center Why do you guys think that the idea of marriage is suddenly 00:41:07.331 --> 00:41:09.366 align:center so painful for each of them? 00:41:18.342 --> 00:41:19.443 align:center Caleb? 00:41:20.678 --> 00:41:25.515 align:center Emily says, "Why can't I stay for a while just as I am?" 00:41:25.516 --> 00:41:26.884 align:center Because... 00:41:28.152 --> 00:41:31.355 align:center ...they know that the person that they are right now... 00:41:36.961 --> 00:41:40.029 align:center They're trying to stop the train. 00:41:40.030 --> 00:41:43.032 align:center It's moving too fast, 00:41:43.033 --> 00:41:45.135 align:center and they're not ready. 00:41:46.303 --> 00:41:50.140 align:center On the other side, everything is gonna be different. 00:41:52.042 --> 00:41:54.177 align:center They're so angry. 00:41:54.178 --> 00:41:56.046 align:center Yeah. Angry about what? 00:41:58.549 --> 00:42:00.650 align:center I guess, that there's no choice. 00:42:00.651 --> 00:42:03.453 align:center - You can't stay how you are. - Yeah. 00:42:03.454 --> 00:42:06.590 align:center And you can't go back. 00:42:11.562 --> 00:42:16.166 align:center Tarima, is there something more interesting over there? 00:42:22.773 --> 00:42:24.041 align:center Are you guys serious? 00:42:25.409 --> 00:42:29.546 align:center - Can't you see what she's doing? - What am I doing? 00:42:29.547 --> 00:42:32.148 align:center She's pushing and pushing us until we bleed our trauma 00:42:32.149 --> 00:42:33.917 align:center all over the floor, so she can 00:42:33.918 --> 00:42:35.752 align:center pat herself on the back for doing a good job. 00:42:35.753 --> 00:42:38.087 align:center That's right. I'm doing this for the applause. 00:42:38.088 --> 00:42:40.623 align:center No, I get it. You went through something, 00:42:40.624 --> 00:42:43.192 align:center and now you want everyone to let you do your thing. 00:42:43.193 --> 00:42:45.429 align:center Which is what, exactly? 00:42:47.431 --> 00:42:50.066 align:center Uh-huh. Well, while you're figuring that out, 00:42:50.067 --> 00:42:52.168 align:center your friends are trying to talk about something. 00:42:52.169 --> 00:42:53.703 align:center It's not them, it's you. 00:42:53.704 --> 00:42:56.406 align:center And you weren't even there. You can't know. 00:42:56.407 --> 00:42:58.943 align:center Uh... Yeah, but we were, T. 00:43:00.110 --> 00:43:04.081 align:center I'm exhausted from playing this game of being okay when I'm not. 00:43:05.950 --> 00:43:07.417 align:center We're not. 00:43:07.418 --> 00:43:08.751 align:center The walls of this place don't even look 00:43:08.752 --> 00:43:10.220 align:center the same anymore. 00:43:10.988 --> 00:43:13.323 align:center Okay, great, great, so let's read a play 00:43:13.324 --> 00:43:14.624 align:center about a girl who dies 00:43:14.625 --> 00:43:16.560 align:center so that we'll all be okay with people dying. 00:43:18.062 --> 00:43:19.929 align:center It's okay that Emily's a ghost 'cause, what, 00:43:19.930 --> 00:43:21.798 align:center she learns some lesson about life? 00:43:21.799 --> 00:43:22.999 align:center What's the lesson? 00:43:23.000 --> 00:43:25.802 align:center - Stop. - No. What is the lesson? 00:43:25.803 --> 00:43:27.737 align:center I don't have to tell you anything. 00:43:27.738 --> 00:43:28.705 align:center Actually, you do. 00:43:28.706 --> 00:43:31.975 align:center If you want to fail me, fail me. 00:43:31.976 --> 00:43:33.409 align:center Really? That's your preference? 00:43:33.410 --> 00:43:35.845 align:center That's how desperate you are not to engage? 00:43:35.846 --> 00:43:37.413 align:center You don't know anything about me. 00:43:37.414 --> 00:43:41.952 align:center I know you really don't want to be the ghost girl. 00:43:46.857 --> 00:43:48.058 align:center Ghost girl? 00:43:49.426 --> 00:43:53.029 align:center I wanted to go to the War College. 00:43:53.030 --> 00:43:55.165 align:center I was... 00:43:56.500 --> 00:43:58.267 align:center I was making friends there. 00:43:58.268 --> 00:43:59.469 align:center I was making a new life. 00:43:59.470 --> 00:44:01.104 align:center I knew who I wanted to be there. 00:44:01.105 --> 00:44:04.140 align:center And then I came back, and everything was just gone. 00:44:04.141 --> 00:44:05.642 align:center I didn't even have a choice. 00:44:05.643 --> 00:44:07.210 align:center People won't even look me in the eye 00:44:07.211 --> 00:44:09.746 align:center when I walk down the hall here. 00:44:09.747 --> 00:44:11.881 align:center No one wants to touch me. 00:44:11.882 --> 00:44:15.618 align:center You think I'm afraid of playing a ghost in some stupid play? 00:44:15.619 --> 00:44:17.320 align:center I'm already the ghost girl. 00:44:17.321 --> 00:44:18.922 align:center No, you're not. 00:44:22.693 --> 00:44:24.594 align:center You're not, because you came back. 00:44:24.595 --> 00:44:26.162 align:center - Stop. - That's the whole deal. 00:44:26.163 --> 00:44:27.830 align:center That is, that's the fight-- 00:44:27.831 --> 00:44:29.165 align:center to keep coming back. 00:44:29.166 --> 00:44:31.134 align:center That's what Sam loved so much about this play. 00:44:31.135 --> 00:44:33.903 align:center That's why she gave you this part. 00:44:33.904 --> 00:44:36.372 align:center But you can hold both. 00:44:36.373 --> 00:44:38.141 align:center - You have to. - Please... 00:44:38.142 --> 00:44:39.542 align:center Tarima. 00:44:39.543 --> 00:44:42.546 align:center I am so sorry about what happened. 00:44:43.647 --> 00:44:47.418 align:center I am... so sorry. 00:44:49.053 --> 00:44:51.187 align:center But the difference between you and Emily is, 00:44:51.188 --> 00:44:53.222 align:center you're not a ghost. 00:44:53.223 --> 00:44:54.892 align:center You get to come back. 00:44:59.697 --> 00:45:02.232 align:center I think everybody here wants you to. 00:45:16.880 --> 00:45:19.616 align:center I can't. 00:45:33.864 --> 00:45:36.065 align:center The damage is beyond repair. 00:45:36.066 --> 00:45:38.902 align:center There is no saving her. 00:45:39.903 --> 00:45:41.370 align:center - What? - This is not 00:45:41.371 --> 00:45:43.106 align:center an acceptable conclusion. 00:45:43.107 --> 00:45:45.241 align:center You'll just let this child go? 00:45:45.242 --> 00:45:47.877 align:center What took us two centuries to build, 00:45:47.878 --> 00:45:51.115 align:center you killed in 209 days. 00:45:52.282 --> 00:45:55.151 align:center Your world did this. Not ours. 00:45:55.152 --> 00:45:58.489 align:center We will not send an emissary back to the slaughter. 00:46:00.290 --> 00:46:03.159 align:center We know all we need to know. 00:46:03.160 --> 00:46:05.762 align:center This ends now. 00:46:05.763 --> 00:46:07.764 align:center Series Acclimation Mil. 00:46:07.765 --> 00:46:09.700 align:center Terminate. 00:46:27.484 --> 00:46:29.353 align:center Tarima. 00:46:30.187 --> 00:46:33.557 align:center She, she won't stay. 00:46:35.325 --> 00:46:37.528 align:center I know she won't. 00:46:39.863 --> 00:46:41.464 align:center What about Sam? 00:46:41.465 --> 00:46:44.567 align:center They should have told us something by now. 00:46:44.568 --> 00:46:47.604 align:center - The fact that they have not means... - No, don't. 00:46:49.139 --> 00:46:51.308 align:center She, um... 00:46:52.442 --> 00:46:54.477 align:center She left me this before leaving. 00:46:57.881 --> 00:46:59.415 align:center Why? 00:46:59.416 --> 00:47:01.117 align:center Because that's just Sam. 00:47:01.118 --> 00:47:02.952 align:center Hmm. 00:47:02.953 --> 00:47:05.488 align:center Sometimes she talks Thornton Wilder and other times 00:47:05.489 --> 00:47:07.557 align:center she gives you a toothbrush to say "I love you," 00:47:07.558 --> 00:47:09.358 align:center because to her, 00:47:09.359 --> 00:47:11.695 align:center toothbrushes are just that awesome. 00:47:13.864 --> 00:47:16.200 align:center I wish she was here right now. 00:47:17.935 --> 00:47:20.304 align:center Do you think she knew? 00:47:21.371 --> 00:47:23.574 align:center How bad it was? 00:47:25.809 --> 00:47:28.545 align:center I think she knew. 00:47:29.379 --> 00:47:31.314 align:center She knew. 00:47:31.315 --> 00:47:35.017 align:center The stuff Lieutenant Tilly was talking about, 00:47:35.018 --> 00:47:37.387 align:center trying to find a way to hold both... 00:47:38.755 --> 00:47:42.391 align:center ...that's what Sam was doing when she picked the play. 00:47:42.392 --> 00:47:44.994 align:center And we were too shitty to get it, 00:47:44.995 --> 00:47:48.932 align:center but she knew that doing it, reading it, whatever... 00:47:49.700 --> 00:47:52.936 align:center ...that was her hopeful defiance. 00:47:54.037 --> 00:47:57.841 align:center - It was her fighting back. - It was her holding both. 00:48:18.228 --> 00:48:20.162 align:center "No curtain. No scenery. 00:48:20.163 --> 00:48:23.833 align:center The audience arriving sees an empty stage in half-light..." 00:48:23.834 --> 00:48:26.436 align:center - Ocam, come on, man. - What are you doing? 00:48:29.706 --> 00:48:31.774 align:center "The Stage Manager enters 00:48:31.775 --> 00:48:33.209 align:center "and begins placing a table 00:48:33.210 --> 00:48:35.846 align:center and three chairs downstage left." 00:48:51.662 --> 00:48:55.966 align:center "When the auditorium is in complete darkness..." 00:48:57.734 --> 00:48:59.736 align:center "...he speaks." 00:49:02.572 --> 00:49:04.941 align:center I owe you an explanation 00:49:04.942 --> 00:49:07.644 align:center for why I couldn't hold your hand. 00:49:09.446 --> 00:49:14.718 align:center Why I couldn't do... so many things. 00:49:17.421 --> 00:49:20.891 align:center I once made holograms like us. 00:49:21.792 --> 00:49:23.593 align:center I made a family. 00:49:24.494 --> 00:49:26.697 align:center I had a daughter, Belle. 00:49:27.864 --> 00:49:31.067 align:center I watched her pass when she was a child. 00:49:31.068 --> 00:49:32.835 align:center Daddy? 00:49:32.836 --> 00:49:36.172 align:center It was 800 years ago. 00:49:36.173 --> 00:49:38.474 align:center Will you stay with me? 00:49:38.475 --> 00:49:40.042 align:center It was yesterday. 00:49:40.043 --> 00:49:41.778 align:center I'll stay right here. 00:49:42.679 --> 00:49:44.047 align:center I promise. 00:49:45.215 --> 00:49:47.316 align:center From the moment you first walked up to me 00:49:47.317 --> 00:49:49.552 align:center at the Opera Club booth 00:49:49.553 --> 00:49:52.856 align:center with the sweetest, most hopeful smile... 00:49:54.624 --> 00:49:57.360 align:center ...I saw my daughter... 00:49:58.662 --> 00:50:01.531 align:center ...and the way she used to smile. 00:50:02.733 --> 00:50:06.502 align:center I simply couldn't risk it. 00:50:08.238 --> 00:50:12.609 align:center Feeling that lost again. 00:50:14.344 --> 00:50:15.746 align:center Lost. 00:50:16.546 --> 00:50:19.682 align:center I'm sorry I couldn't take your hand. 00:50:19.683 --> 00:50:23.886 align:center I just-- I thought I could survive, 00:50:23.887 --> 00:50:27.924 align:center but... here we are. 00:50:32.329 --> 00:50:33.696 align:center Hello? 00:50:33.697 --> 00:50:36.433 align:center Are you still here? 00:50:37.434 --> 00:50:39.168 align:center We are, 00:50:39.169 --> 00:50:41.270 align:center and we hear your distress, Doctor. 00:50:41.271 --> 00:50:45.508 align:center We are not refusing to fix Series Acclimation Mil. 00:50:45.509 --> 00:50:47.243 align:center We simply cannot. 00:50:47.244 --> 00:50:49.845 align:center Why? You started with a version of Sam. 00:50:49.846 --> 00:50:51.782 align:center Can't you go back to it? 00:50:53.250 --> 00:50:55.251 align:center Her neurological pathways 00:50:55.252 --> 00:50:58.622 align:center have developed beyond our understanding. 00:50:59.423 --> 00:51:02.458 align:center When we created her, we chose not to program her 00:51:02.459 --> 00:51:06.195 align:center with preexistent memories or experiences. 00:51:06.196 --> 00:51:09.732 align:center We wanted an unbiased, optimal photonic. 00:51:09.733 --> 00:51:11.734 align:center But... 00:51:11.735 --> 00:51:15.438 align:center without the experiences of, 00:51:15.439 --> 00:51:17.940 align:center well, growing up, she would have 00:51:17.941 --> 00:51:21.844 align:center no context to understand her emotions, no... 00:51:21.845 --> 00:51:23.746 align:center capacity for resilience. 00:51:23.747 --> 00:51:26.816 align:center That's why her processors overloaded. 00:51:26.817 --> 00:51:29.452 align:center It wasn't the hit she took on the Miyazaki that killed her. 00:51:29.453 --> 00:51:32.822 align:center It was the rippling of damage to her system afterwards. 00:51:32.823 --> 00:51:35.891 align:center The trauma flooded her. 00:51:35.892 --> 00:51:40.396 align:center You didn't give her the programming to process it. 00:51:40.397 --> 00:51:43.733 align:center Then we failed her, too. 00:51:46.169 --> 00:51:48.771 align:center Resilience. 00:51:48.772 --> 00:51:50.840 align:center We learn that in childhood. 00:51:50.841 --> 00:51:53.176 align:center But she never had one. 00:51:54.578 --> 00:51:58.914 align:center What if they could rebuild Sam... 00:51:58.915 --> 00:52:02.084 align:center and give her what she needed? 00:52:02.085 --> 00:52:03.887 align:center A childhood? 00:52:04.721 --> 00:52:06.155 align:center Theoretically, but... 00:52:06.156 --> 00:52:07.590 align:center as they have adapted 00:52:07.591 --> 00:52:09.959 align:center to their unique space-time continuum here, 00:52:09.960 --> 00:52:13.195 align:center they have no need or experience of childhood. 00:52:13.196 --> 00:52:17.299 align:center Then she'd need something more. 00:52:17.300 --> 00:52:20.403 align:center She'd need someone. 00:52:22.839 --> 00:52:24.474 align:center A parent. 00:52:25.375 --> 00:52:26.642 align:center No. 00:52:26.643 --> 00:52:28.344 align:center You... 00:52:28.345 --> 00:52:30.346 align:center have been pushing her away and pushing her away. 00:52:30.347 --> 00:52:32.148 align:center I am not the one. 00:52:32.149 --> 00:52:33.884 align:center Well, you're fighting pretty hard to prove it. 00:52:35.785 --> 00:52:38.420 align:center And I'll tell you right now, if it was me? 00:52:38.421 --> 00:52:40.257 align:center Please stop. 00:52:42.792 --> 00:52:46.362 align:center The only thing that allows me to bear my infinity 00:52:46.363 --> 00:52:48.899 align:center is not having to love anyone. 00:52:52.469 --> 00:52:56.039 align:center You mean not having to love anyone again. 00:53:00.644 --> 00:53:02.445 align:center You are correct. 00:53:03.480 --> 00:53:04.881 align:center I am a coward. 00:53:06.116 --> 00:53:08.318 align:center No more than me. 00:53:12.389 --> 00:53:16.058 align:center But we're here... now. 00:53:16.059 --> 00:53:19.161 align:center It's time for you to stop telling the story. 00:53:19.162 --> 00:53:20.897 align:center Be a part of it. 00:53:26.469 --> 00:53:28.505 align:center I got it from here. 00:53:38.748 --> 00:53:40.784 align:center Hmm. 00:53:49.092 --> 00:53:50.994 align:center Hello? 00:53:51.861 --> 00:53:54.196 align:center Hello? 00:53:54.197 --> 00:53:55.498 align:center Yes, Doctor. 00:53:57.801 --> 00:54:00.903 align:center I will parent her. Here. 00:54:00.904 --> 00:54:02.538 align:center On Kasq. 00:54:02.539 --> 00:54:03.839 align:center Let me. 00:54:03.840 --> 00:54:06.275 align:center If you really want to fix her. 00:54:06.276 --> 00:54:07.876 align:center By Earth's clock, 00:54:07.877 --> 00:54:11.647 align:center 17 years will take mere days, and when we return, 00:54:11.648 --> 00:54:14.416 align:center only a few weeks will have passed. 00:54:14.417 --> 00:54:17.453 align:center You understand the implications, Doctor? 00:54:17.454 --> 00:54:19.288 align:center She will be different. 00:54:19.289 --> 00:54:21.790 align:center She will have two sets of memories: 00:54:21.791 --> 00:54:24.760 align:center one from her first life-- the 209 days 00:54:24.761 --> 00:54:26.862 align:center she spent at Starfleet Academy-- 00:54:26.863 --> 00:54:28.697 align:center and one from her second-- 00:54:28.698 --> 00:54:32.569 align:center the 17 years growing up here with you. 00:54:34.237 --> 00:54:36.640 align:center She has a strong will. 00:54:37.974 --> 00:54:40.443 align:center And many champions to guide her. 00:54:43.113 --> 00:54:44.847 align:center She never gave up on me. 00:54:44.848 --> 00:54:48.952 align:center I'm not giving up on her again. 00:54:50.287 --> 00:54:51.821 align:center Please. 00:54:57.127 --> 00:55:00.563 align:center Yes, Doctor. 00:55:12.642 --> 00:55:17.179 align:center The morning star always gets wonderful bright 00:55:17.180 --> 00:55:20.016 align:center the minute before it has to go. 00:55:22.385 --> 00:55:24.421 align:center Doesn't it? 00:55:32.996 --> 00:55:37.099 align:center Well, as I said, it's about dawn, 00:55:37.100 --> 00:55:39.569 align:center and another day's begun. 00:55:40.704 --> 00:55:43.572 align:center There's Doc Gibbs coming down Main Street now. 00:55:45.375 --> 00:55:49.379 align:center Coming back from that baby case. 00:55:53.883 --> 00:55:56.886 align:center Ah, I got you. 00:55:58.221 --> 00:56:01.057 align:center That's it, up we go. 00:56:03.226 --> 00:56:04.894 align:center Sweetheart. 00:56:06.696 --> 00:56:10.899 align:center This is Mrs. Webb's garden. 00:56:10.900 --> 00:56:13.969 align:center Just like Mrs. Gibbs'. 00:56:13.970 --> 00:56:16.940 align:center Only it's got a lot more sunflowers. 00:56:28.852 --> 00:56:30.452 align:center Nice town. 00:56:30.453 --> 00:56:32.721 align:center You know what I mean? 00:56:34.591 --> 00:56:37.293 align:center This is the way we were... 00:56:38.294 --> 00:56:40.929 align:center ...in our growing up 00:56:40.930 --> 00:56:42.431 align:center and in our marrying. 00:56:42.432 --> 00:56:45.467 align:center Would you be...? I mean, could you be...? 00:56:45.468 --> 00:56:47.336 align:center And in our living. 00:56:49.339 --> 00:56:52.541 align:center We all know how it is. 00:56:52.542 --> 00:56:57.180 align:center Time and sunny days. 00:56:58.982 --> 00:57:01.251 align:center Rainy days. 00:57:05.188 --> 00:57:09.091 align:center Yeah. Even the stars disappear. 00:57:09.092 --> 00:57:12.995 align:center Still, everybody knows in their bones... 00:57:12.996 --> 00:57:14.163 align:center I love you, honey. 00:57:14.164 --> 00:57:15.497 align:center ...that something... 00:57:15.498 --> 00:57:17.399 align:center I love you, too. 00:57:17.400 --> 00:57:19.169 align:center ...is eternal. 00:57:20.603 --> 00:57:24.773 align:center All that was going on, and we never noticed. 00:57:24.774 --> 00:57:30.245 align:center Do any human beings ever realize life while they live it? 00:57:30.246 --> 00:57:35.385 align:center I mean, every, every minute? 00:57:36.619 --> 00:57:38.787 align:center As the poet said, 00:57:38.788 --> 00:57:42.157 align:center you've got to love life to have life, 00:57:42.158 --> 00:57:46.094 align:center and you've got to have life to love life. 00:57:46.095 --> 00:57:48.898 align:center Goodbye to clocks ticking. 00:57:49.866 --> 00:57:52.234 align:center And Mama's sunflowers. 00:57:52.235 --> 00:57:57.207 align:center And food and coffee... 00:57:58.007 --> 00:58:02.010 align:center ...and new-ironed dresses and hot baths 00:58:02.011 --> 00:58:05.548 align:center and sleeping and waking up. 00:58:07.617 --> 00:58:09.953 align:center Loving that boy... 00:58:11.721 --> 00:58:15.190 align:center ...and a stupid, ugly pillow... 00:58:16.426 --> 00:58:19.195 align:center ...from the sweetest girl we ever knew. 00:58:20.697 --> 00:58:24.200 align:center I can't look at everything hard enough. 00:58:40.884 --> 00:58:42.718 align:center Well done, Red. 00:58:55.064 --> 00:58:56.999 align:center Hey, you'll have to join me 00:58:57.000 --> 00:58:58.500 align:center on one of my adventures one of these days. 00:58:58.501 --> 00:59:00.168 align:center The third-years could use a little Reno 00:59:00.169 --> 00:59:01.937 align:center - in their life. - Mm-hmm. 00:59:01.938 --> 00:59:05.140 align:center If I may, it's so, so good to have you back. 00:59:05.141 --> 00:59:07.042 align:center They really need you. 00:59:07.043 --> 00:59:08.744 align:center - The little zygotes? - Mm-hmm. 00:59:08.745 --> 00:59:11.547 align:center Engineering team two, Cargo Bay One. 00:59:11.548 --> 00:59:15.050 align:center Engineering team two, Cargo Bay One. 00:59:15.051 --> 00:59:16.752 align:center Thank you, Lieutenant. 00:59:16.753 --> 00:59:18.353 align:center Oh, anytime, Captain. 00:59:18.354 --> 00:59:20.389 align:center - Back soon? - Hell yes. 00:59:20.390 --> 00:59:22.158 align:center See you, kiddo. 00:59:28.898 --> 00:59:33.002 align:center "The life of the village against the life of the stars." 00:59:34.604 --> 00:59:36.606 align:center We're the village. 00:59:37.440 --> 00:59:40.542 align:center Made up of tiny moments that'll get swallowed 00:59:40.543 --> 00:59:42.444 align:center by big ones, and... 00:59:42.445 --> 00:59:44.713 align:center the only thing we know for sure is that 00:59:44.714 --> 00:59:46.950 align:center one day we'll all be gone. 00:59:48.284 --> 00:59:49.953 align:center We know, but... 00:59:52.055 --> 00:59:53.957 align:center ...we keep going. 00:59:55.024 --> 00:59:58.394 align:center Maybe that's what makes it matter. 01:00:00.096 --> 01:00:03.265 align:center Everything that happened, 01:00:03.266 --> 01:00:05.001 align:center it's not your fault. 01:00:05.868 --> 01:00:07.603 align:center But you know that already, and... 01:00:07.604 --> 01:00:10.773 align:center doesn't make it feel any different, so why bother, right? 01:00:12.141 --> 01:00:13.843 align:center Why, indeed? 01:00:16.245 --> 01:00:19.148 align:center I'll see you soon, Cadet Sadal. 01:00:20.049 --> 01:00:22.484 align:center Guys, okay, look... 01:00:28.825 --> 01:00:31.226 align:center Captain Ake's personal log. 01:00:31.227 --> 01:00:34.897 align:center Stardate 869408.67. 01:00:36.165 --> 01:00:41.437 align:center Sam and The Doctor lived 17 years in two Earth weeks. 01:00:42.639 --> 01:00:45.274 align:center They're not the only ones. 01:00:49.445 --> 01:00:51.513 align:center As the play ends, 01:00:51.514 --> 01:00:54.683 align:center the Stage Manager once again takes the stage 01:00:54.684 --> 01:00:57.020 align:center and bids everyone goodbye. 01:00:57.987 --> 01:01:00.389 align:center "There are the stars doing their old, 01:01:00.390 --> 01:01:03.359 align:center old crisscross journeys in the sky." 01:01:05.028 --> 01:01:08.363 align:center "Scholars haven't settled the matter yet, 01:01:08.364 --> 01:01:11.733 align:center "but they seem to think there are no living beings up there. 01:01:11.734 --> 01:01:14.536 align:center "Just chalk or fire. 01:01:14.537 --> 01:01:18.073 align:center "Only this one is straining away... 01:01:18.074 --> 01:01:22.377 align:center straining away all the time to make something of itself." 01:01:52.075 --> 01:01:56.179 align:center Life is a heartbreaking, gorgeous blip in the universe. 01:01:57.380 --> 01:02:00.683 align:center Everything matters and nothing does. 01:02:03.586 --> 01:02:05.253 align:center What has always been certain: 01:02:05.254 --> 01:02:07.756 align:center time is both forever 01:02:07.757 --> 01:02:10.326 align:center and achingly finite. 01:02:12.795 --> 01:02:16.298 align:center But what a shame it would be not to live every moment. 01:02:16.299 --> 01:02:18.633 align:center Captioning sponsored by CBS 01:02:18.634 --> 01:02:19.535 align:center Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org