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[♪ Sharon Van Etten sings "Seventeen"]
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♪ I know what you wanna say ♪
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♪ I think that you're all the same ♪
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♪ Constantly being led astray ♪
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- [Maya] Good morning.
- [Kali] Hey.
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♪ You think you know...
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Shuffle forward just a little bit.
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Gonna go on three.
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One, two, three.
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♪ Downtown hot spot ♪
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♪ Halfway up the street ♪
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♪ I used to be free ♪
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♪ I used to be 17 ♪
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♪ Follow my shadow ♪
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[over earbuds] ♪ around your corner ♪
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[knocking]
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♪ I used to be 17 ♪
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♪ Now you're just like me, down...
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[knocking]
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[Charlie] Yeah.
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[door opens]
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- Hey.
- [song stops]
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Don't tell me. Maya.
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Charlie. Good to meet you.
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Did you text me?
Weren't you supposed to text me?
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- Uh, I texted, yeah.
- You did?
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Well, shit. Uh... [laughs]
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Sorry. Come on in.
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You can use it as a nightstand.
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You can put it at the foot of your couch.
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You can put books on it.
I mean, it's good for books.
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I was using it for that. I...
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You in sales?
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[chuckles]
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Um, no, I-- uh, it'd take me a while
to explain what I do.
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But I-I'm working towards my PhD.
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And are you a, uh, doctor or something?
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That's cool.
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I'm a nurse. Is this drawer decorative?
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What do you mean?
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- Sorry.
- That way. Sorry.
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- No, you're good.
- [drawer clattering]
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That's not right.
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[both chuckle]
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It is supposed to open.
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Like drawers should.
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- I'll give you 75.
- [sighs] Ah.
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My gosh. I know you from somewhere.
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[sighs] Have we met?
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No, I don't think so.
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Are you sure?
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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'Cause you're familiar to me
in a really specific way.
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And it's...
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it's great.
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Okay.
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Um...
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[smacks lips]
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Are you gonna negotiate or...?
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[Charlie] Those are pretty cool
shoes you got there.
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They're grippier than sneakers.
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You don't have to defend them to me.
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Good. Yeah, I wasn't.
Everyone wears these.
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Not everyone picks that color though.
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- Well, got everything you need?
- Yeah.
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Want to go out with me sometime?
[chuckles]
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Um...
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Maybe. Yeah, I'll think ab--
uh, I'll think about it.
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- [chuckles]
- Yeah, mull it over.
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[chuckles] And get some outside opinions.
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- I'll be here.
- [laughing]
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Text me. You have my number.
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Want a ride home or something?
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You gonna carry that?
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I got it. Y-Yeah.
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- Okay.
- Okay.
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- Bye. [chuckles]
- Have fun.
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[gentle music playing]
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I got it.
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[sighs] Shit.
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[cassette tape clicks]
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[gentle classical music playing
over headphones]
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♪ ♪
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I just can't believe you had a Walkman.
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It's pretty cool.
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[Maya] Yeah. I, um...
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Old box of my mom's stuff.
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So, um, you made this?
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Kind of hypnotized me.
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Yeah, it's just, uh, it's a phrase
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from an old recording,
this old brass piece that I love.
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A few measures, but, uh,
I spliced the tape together
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so it plays like a loop.
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Except it-it...
it changes a little each time.
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Uh, the more you play it,
the more the tape degrades, right?
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It's just-- it's iron oxide
glued to plastic.
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So it dissolves, you know, it disappears,
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and the music just sort of, uh...
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Dies?
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Yeah.
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Can I keep this?
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No, sorry.
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[both laugh]
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Yeah, of course.
Technically, you bought it, so...
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What?
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I want to know about you. [laughs]
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What do you want to know?
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Uh, your-your likes, dislikes.
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What's the hardest part about your job.
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What pisses you off.
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What you love.
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How you feel about your mom.
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[♪ Beach House sing "Wildflower"]
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Everything.
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Okay.
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ER is chaos.
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It's, um...
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It's like working in a restaurant where
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everyone's ordering off a different menu
and they all hate the food. [laughs]
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[Charlie] Sounds relaxing. [chuckles]
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[Maya] I like it though.
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[Charlie] I can imagine, though,
that'd be kind of...
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Yeah.
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You learn to compartmentalize.
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[Charlie] Uh, you know,
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I like math.
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Used to ask my brothers
if I could do their homework. Uh...
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- So you were a nerd.
- Yeah.
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- [laughs]
- It was, uh... it was bad.
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[Maya] Yeah, I was.
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I was really shy,
and then in, like, fourth grade,
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we played truth or dare
for the first time,
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and I... I did every single dare.
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- I... [laughs]
- That was it.
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The planets aligned. [chuckles]
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- [stammers] Like...
- Oh, my God.
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I-I let my...
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Yeah, I... I...
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[laughs]
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Everyone realized that I was
secretly a little freak.
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[Charlie] Truth or dare.
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- [Maya] Truth.
- I had a really good dare.
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[laughs]
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You want to have kids one day?
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Um...
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I don't know. [sighs]
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I always thought I did, but now I wonder
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if it's kind of messed up to have kids
at the end of the world.
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[Charlie] How do you know
it's the end of the world?
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[Maya] I don't know. Isn't it?
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[Charlie] What if it's not?
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[laughter]
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♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪
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♪ The way you want nothing of it ♪
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♪ Baby, I'm yours ♪
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♪ You built a city ♪
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♪ all in your head ♪
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♪ You know you're not losing your mind ♪
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[breathing heavily]
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♪ What's left, you make something of it ♪
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♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪
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[song fades]
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[breathing deeply]
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Sorry. [chuckles]
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I have, uh...
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- Asthma.
- [chuckles softly]
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Nurse.
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[chuckles]
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It's not usually an issue, but, um...
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[chuckles]
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Yeah, you're... you know.
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Y-You should take it as a compliment.
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Tastes sweet.
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[whispers] You're a freak.
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[chuckles]
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[whispers] You're a nerd.
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Yeah.
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[gentle music playing]
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[quiet chatter]
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- Good morning.
- Hey.
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Hmm. Fun night?
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What is this? What is this?
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What is this face?
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What's what face?
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You like someone.
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[gasps] Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
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I am... I'm shocked.
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I don't know whether to puke or cry.
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You better tell me everything.
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I like someone.
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[laughing]
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♪ ♪
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[Maya] So you were six months old?
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[Charlie] Yeah.
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It's sweet that your parents
wanted you so much.
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Yeah.
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My mom said I just wouldn't
stop laughing, as a baby.
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I was, like, a really happy baby.
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That tracks.
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[laughs]
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Yeah, she's, uh, she's pretty cool.
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What about you? What about your parents?
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I was the product of a one-night stand.
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It was a... all-inclusive resort.
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Sounds like it.
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[both laughing]
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Sorry.
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Um, yeah.
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He was Scottish.
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He went back to Scotland.
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That was that.
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He just was, like, he was gone?
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I mean, I don't really know him.
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I don't, uh, I don't talk to my dad.
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I don't know my dad.
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What about your mom?
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She was 22 when she had me,
so she was, like...
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I don't know,
there's definitely resentment there.
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And, um, when I went to college,
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she moved to Australia
with her weird boyfriend.
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A different weird boyfriend
than she has now.
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But you, like, see her
for, like, holidays and stuff?
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No, I always did...
I did holidays with Jason.
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He was always on his own, too.
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We'd make Stove Top and, you know,
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watch Addams Family Values
and make the best of it.
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[sniffs]
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It was good for me.
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I learned to be independent.
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[♪ Julian Casablancas sings
"Left & Right in the Dark"]
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- [lively chatter]
- [Jason] Yeah. Look, I mean...
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Do you want me to help?
I mean, I-I want to help.
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So just call me anytime.
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I mean, I'm usually at the office
at, like, uh, 6:00 a.m., so...
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[man] Uh, okay. Thanks, yeah.
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I'll probably call you
a little later than that.
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- Yeah. No, I--
- Release this poor person.
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- Okay. Yeah.
- Charlie's here.
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I want you to meet him. Come here.
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[stammers] Yeah, all right. Whoa. Sorry.
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- [Maya] Charlie.
- Hey.
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- Hey, what's up, dude?
- Jason.
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- Oh.
- Here, sorry. Can you hold this?
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Hey, I'm Jason.
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- Great to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, dude. Oh.
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[both laugh]
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- You got a firm handshake, man.
- Thank you.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, thanks. You, too.
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Thanks, man. I've heard a lot about you.
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- Same, dude. Yeah. Yeah.
- Oh. [chuckles]
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Okay, Café Midnight
at the basement of Towers, right?
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Maya's there. She's doing her work-study.
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She's got the hairnet, the gloves.
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She's serving the curly fries,
the mozzarella sticks,
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the-the triangle pocket thing--
What are the--
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What were
the triangle pocket things called?
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- The ones we loved.
- Uh, triangle pockets.
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- No. Maya, the tr--
- [Maya laughing]
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Okay, whatever. Forget it.
They're delicious, right?
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And she would never share hers.
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- [laughing]
- So, anyways, I show up there
00:12:42.146 --> 00:12:43.645 align:center
with a bunch of the hockey guys.
00:12:43.646 --> 00:12:46.645 align:center
They had some stupid bet about,
like, how much, uh,
00:12:46.646 --> 00:12:48.645 align:center
what was it, like, hot sauce
that one of the goalies
00:12:48.646 --> 00:12:50.270 align:center
- could drink or something, so--
- [Charlie] Okay.
00:12:50.271 --> 00:12:51.812 align:center
Wh-What position did you play
on the hockey team?
00:12:51.813 --> 00:12:53.937 align:center
No, no. I didn't play hock-- I-I-I...
00:12:53.938 --> 00:12:55.687 align:center
A lot of the hockey guys
lived on my floor.
00:12:55.688 --> 00:12:57.270 align:center
So I just went with them.
I was bearing witness, I guess.
00:12:57.271 --> 00:12:58.562 align:center
I don't know. What-what was I doing there?
00:12:58.563 --> 00:13:00.312 align:center
Anyways-- Wait, wow, you thought
I was a hockey player?
00:13:00.313 --> 00:13:02.020 align:center
- Yeah.
- You just made my night.
00:13:02.021 --> 00:13:03.104 align:center
- Yeah?
- Hey.
00:13:03.105 --> 00:13:04.187 align:center
[Maya laughing]
00:13:04.188 --> 00:13:05.520 align:center
- He thought I played D1 hockey.
- [Charlie] Yeah.
00:13:05.521 --> 00:13:06.855 align:center
- [Jason] I love this guy.
- [laughter]
00:13:11.063 --> 00:13:12.187 align:center
[chuckles]
00:13:12.188 --> 00:13:13.854 align:center
I told you not to make so much.
00:13:13.855 --> 00:13:14.979 align:center
Yeah. Yeah.
00:13:14.980 --> 00:13:17.145 align:center
You're literally
the only person I've ever met
00:13:17.146 --> 00:13:18.562 align:center
who likes Long Island iced tea.
00:13:18.563 --> 00:13:20.312 align:center
That's not true.
00:13:20.313 --> 00:13:22.520 align:center
Jason had a lot.
00:13:22.521 --> 00:13:24.187 align:center
Okay? He had, like, I don't know, five?
00:13:24.188 --> 00:13:25.270 align:center
He was drinking them with me.
00:13:25.271 --> 00:13:26.645 align:center
Jason will drink anything.
00:13:26.646 --> 00:13:28.270 align:center
- [laughing]
- Yeah, well...
00:13:28.271 --> 00:13:30.854 align:center
- Yeah, but... I'm still--
- What'd you think of him?
00:13:30.855 --> 00:13:31.937 align:center
He's awesome.
00:13:31.938 --> 00:13:34.520 align:center
And we're going to Wally's
for blues night on Tuesday.
00:13:34.521 --> 00:13:38.187 align:center
Well, be prepared that
he might flake on you, okay?
00:13:38.188 --> 00:13:41.145 align:center
Or he might show up really late
or drunk or hungover or...
00:13:41.146 --> 00:13:42.354 align:center
What-what? [stammers]
00:13:42.355 --> 00:13:43.979 align:center
...ask you to pick him up in Eastie
00:13:43.980 --> 00:13:45.937 align:center
because he's crashed
some bachelorette party.
00:13:45.938 --> 00:13:49.479 align:center
It sounds like you're speaking
from experience. [laughs]
00:13:49.480 --> 00:13:51.645 align:center
You know, he and I, um...
00:13:51.646 --> 00:13:54.479 align:center
I wouldn't even call it dating.
00:13:54.480 --> 00:13:58.687 align:center
It was like two weeks before we realized
that was absolutely not happening.
00:13:58.688 --> 00:14:00.187 align:center
- Hey, Maya.
- Mm-hmm?
00:14:00.188 --> 00:14:02.104 align:center
I don't care. [laughs]
00:14:02.105 --> 00:14:03.396 align:center
I don't care.
00:14:05.188 --> 00:14:06.979 align:center
I'm gonna get him water.
00:14:06.980 --> 00:14:09.520 align:center
[gentle music playing]
00:14:09.521 --> 00:14:11.521 align:center
[water running]
00:14:13.021 --> 00:14:15.604 align:center
[Maya] You see your family all the time.
Can't I just come next time?
00:14:15.605 --> 00:14:17.145 align:center
So you don't want to go.
00:14:17.146 --> 00:14:18.562 align:center
I just told you, I'm exhausted.
00:14:18.563 --> 00:14:21.854 align:center
No. No, that's not what this is.
00:14:21.855 --> 00:14:23.687 align:center
I worked a 16-hour shift yesterday.
00:14:23.688 --> 00:14:25.354 align:center
I... [sputters]
00:14:25.355 --> 00:14:27.479 align:center
I did CPR on a guy twice my size.
00:14:27.480 --> 00:14:29.854 align:center
I broke up a fight
between two drunk assholes.
00:14:29.855 --> 00:14:31.645 align:center
- I cleaned up vomit. I got peed on.
- Okay. Okay.
00:14:31.646 --> 00:14:33.145 align:center
I mean, does that not sound
exhausting to you?
00:14:33.146 --> 00:14:35.270 align:center
No, I-- It does, okay?
It sounds exhausting.
00:14:35.271 --> 00:14:37.687 align:center
Okay, so I'm sorry I don't feel like
being around a bunch of people right now.
00:14:37.688 --> 00:14:39.687 align:center
It's not "a bunch of people."
It's my family.
00:14:39.688 --> 00:14:40.770 align:center
It's my mother. It's my brothers.
00:14:40.771 --> 00:14:42.520 align:center
They really want to meet you.
00:14:42.521 --> 00:14:45.229 align:center
Maya, this mean-- Come on.
This means something to me.
00:14:45.230 --> 00:14:46.979 align:center
Now you're just trying to guilt me.
00:14:46.980 --> 00:14:49.354 align:center
- I'm not trying to guilt you.
- You're being a baby.
00:14:49.355 --> 00:14:51.062 align:center
- You're being shitty.
- [scoffs]
00:14:51.063 --> 00:14:52.145 align:center
- Good one.
- [door opens]
00:14:52.146 --> 00:14:53.230 align:center
- Maya.
- [door slams]
00:15:00.771 --> 00:15:02.438 align:center
[exhales slowly]
00:15:06.938 --> 00:15:09.688 align:center
[♪ Ride sing "Vapour Trail"]
00:15:11.521 --> 00:15:14.229 align:center
♪ I'll love you anyway...
00:15:14.230 --> 00:15:16.437 align:center
[Charlie whistling a tune]
00:15:16.438 --> 00:15:18.355 align:center
What if they don't like me?
00:15:19.813 --> 00:15:21.646 align:center
What if I'm, um...
00:15:22.646 --> 00:15:24.479 align:center
[inhales deeply]
00:15:24.480 --> 00:15:26.895 align:center
...if I just don't know
how to act around them?
00:15:26.896 --> 00:15:29.770 align:center
I'm-I'm-I'm just-- I'm not good
with other people's families.
00:15:29.771 --> 00:15:33.062 align:center
I'm not good with families in general.
00:15:33.063 --> 00:15:34.813 align:center
[Charlie] Can I tell you something?
00:15:35.396 --> 00:15:38.354 align:center
I've never brought anyone home before.
00:15:38.355 --> 00:15:39.771 align:center
Never.
00:15:41.563 --> 00:15:44.313 align:center
That's how sure I am
that they're gonna love you.
00:15:45.480 --> 00:15:49.270 align:center
♪ La-la-la, la, la...
00:15:49.271 --> 00:15:50.730 align:center
[Charlie chuckles softly]
00:15:52.105 --> 00:15:53.229 align:center
[exhales heavily]
00:15:53.230 --> 00:15:54.937 align:center
[seagulls squawking]
00:15:54.938 --> 00:15:56.729 align:center
[Charlie] You good?
00:15:56.730 --> 00:15:58.104 align:center
[Maya] Yeah.
00:15:58.105 --> 00:15:59.521 align:center
Hey, Mom!
00:16:00.938 --> 00:16:03.354 align:center
- [Ruth] Ker, they're here!
- [dog barking inside]
00:16:03.355 --> 00:16:05.563 align:center
- How's it going?
- [laughs] Great.
00:16:06.980 --> 00:16:08.020 align:center
- [Maya] Hi.
- This is, uh...
00:16:08.021 --> 00:16:09.312 align:center
- I'm Ruth.
- So nice to meet you.
00:16:09.313 --> 00:16:11.812 align:center
Ah, same here. Oh, my goodness.
00:16:11.813 --> 00:16:13.729 align:center
I brought you some flowers, um,
00:16:13.730 --> 00:16:15.437 align:center
- but I also brought you beer, so...
- Thank you.
00:16:15.438 --> 00:16:17.187 align:center
- Better yet. [laughs]
- Okay, great.
00:16:17.188 --> 00:16:18.937 align:center
- Do you want me to carry these or...?
- No, no, no, no.
00:16:18.938 --> 00:16:20.145 align:center
I'm-I'm good. I'm hearty.
00:16:20.146 --> 00:16:21.229 align:center
- Hi.
- [chuckles] Hi.
00:16:21.230 --> 00:16:22.520 align:center
I'm Kerry. Good seeing you.
00:16:22.521 --> 00:16:24.062 align:center
- [Maya] So nice to meet you.
- [Kerry] Welcome, welcome.
00:16:24.063 --> 00:16:25.312 align:center
Come out back. Everybody's out back.
00:16:25.313 --> 00:16:26.687 align:center
[laughs]
00:16:26.688 --> 00:16:29.229 align:center
[Kerry] Even after I paid the fee,
00:16:29.230 --> 00:16:30.854 align:center
this kid looks me
straight in the eye, he says,
00:16:30.855 --> 00:16:34.937 align:center
"Dad, I'm not joining
because Mensa is elitist."
00:16:34.938 --> 00:16:36.645 align:center
- [Charlie] It is.
- [Kerry] I told him, "I don't care."
00:16:36.646 --> 00:16:38.937 align:center
I said, "You're gonna sign
on the dotted line, pal."
00:16:38.938 --> 00:16:40.229 align:center
You know, which he did, of course.
00:16:40.230 --> 00:16:41.645 align:center
He's always been good-natured.
00:16:41.646 --> 00:16:43.812 align:center
- And I was ten. [laughs]
- [Kerry] Ten and good-natured.
00:16:43.813 --> 00:16:45.479 align:center
[Colin] That was when
Charlie got obsessed with zero.
00:16:45.480 --> 00:16:47.812 align:center
[Kerry] Oh, my God, the zero phase.
00:16:47.813 --> 00:16:49.562 align:center
I mean, it's something
representing nothing.
00:16:49.563 --> 00:16:51.562 align:center
- Uh, come on. That's cool.
- [Kerry chuckles]
00:16:51.563 --> 00:16:53.812 align:center
Remember when, uh--
what were you, like, 11th grade
00:16:53.813 --> 00:16:55.770 align:center
for that paper you had to write?
00:16:55.771 --> 00:16:57.062 align:center
- Oh, yeah.
- [Kerry] The non-paper?
00:16:57.063 --> 00:16:58.437 align:center
- [Ruth laughs] The non-paper.
- [Kerry] Yes.
00:16:58.438 --> 00:16:59.770 align:center
[Ruth] He was, like, protesting
00:16:59.771 --> 00:17:03.062 align:center
the invention of writing
replacing the oral tradition--
00:17:03.063 --> 00:17:04.854 align:center
Yes, replace the oral tradition.
00:17:04.855 --> 00:17:05.937 align:center
- [Ruth] Right.
- [Kerry] That's right.
00:17:05.938 --> 00:17:08.270 align:center
[laughs] So he recorded it on...
00:17:08.271 --> 00:17:09.604 align:center
- on tape.
- [Kerry] He spoke it.
00:17:09.605 --> 00:17:10.687 align:center
- [Charlie] On principle...
- Yes.
00:17:10.688 --> 00:17:12.020 align:center
- [Ruth] Yeah.
- ...I think it was consistent
00:17:12.021 --> 00:17:13.229 align:center
with the theme of the class.
00:17:13.230 --> 00:17:14.729 align:center
Yeah, but it was creative writing.
00:17:14.730 --> 00:17:17.687 align:center
The only thing written on it was
the letter "F," which is what he got.
00:17:17.688 --> 00:17:19.770 align:center
- But he still, he still aced the course.
- [Ruth] Yeah.
00:17:19.771 --> 00:17:21.645 align:center
[Kerry] That is our Charlie, right there.
00:17:21.646 --> 00:17:22.813 align:center
Brilliant?
00:17:23.521 --> 00:17:24.855 align:center
Passionate. [chuckles]
00:17:25.646 --> 00:17:27.479 align:center
[Matt] Hey, you guys want burgers, dogs?
00:17:27.480 --> 00:17:28.645 align:center
Maya?
00:17:28.646 --> 00:17:31.395 align:center
I'll take a burger, thank you.
00:17:31.396 --> 00:17:32.980 align:center
- [Kerry] Yeah, I'd like one.
- [Colin] Yeah, both.
00:17:36.355 --> 00:17:38.520 align:center
- What can I do to help?
- Nothing.
00:17:38.521 --> 00:17:40.104 align:center
- Thank you.
- You sure?
00:17:40.105 --> 00:17:42.145 align:center
Pretty much the state of things
around here.
00:17:42.146 --> 00:17:43.812 align:center
Just leave it.
00:17:43.813 --> 00:17:46.104 align:center
- Okay.
- Plus, the boys do the dishes.
00:17:46.105 --> 00:17:49.979 align:center
I realized a long time ago
that that's what sons are for.
00:17:49.980 --> 00:17:51.520 align:center
- Yeah, that's what we're for.
- [kids laughing]
00:17:51.521 --> 00:17:53.312 align:center
I'm building a fort!
I'm the king of the fortress.
00:17:53.313 --> 00:17:55.105 align:center
[Ruth chuckles] Yeah, not so much.
00:17:55.896 --> 00:17:57.354 align:center
Uh...
00:17:57.355 --> 00:17:58.770 align:center
You know what you can do?
00:17:58.771 --> 00:18:00.979 align:center
Uh, you can feed Wilma.
00:18:00.980 --> 00:18:03.312 align:center
- She was really good at dinner and--
- Sure.
00:18:03.313 --> 00:18:04.979 align:center
Yeah. Uh, the food's right there.
00:18:04.980 --> 00:18:06.395 align:center
Around there.
00:18:06.396 --> 00:18:08.105 align:center
Thank you.
00:18:12.521 --> 00:18:14.479 align:center
- [Maya] Is this Charlie?
- [Ruth chuckles] Yeah.
00:18:14.480 --> 00:18:17.770 align:center
It's the first photo we got of him
before we adopted him.
00:18:17.771 --> 00:18:21.355 align:center
Kerry just keeps putting it in all these
different places around the house.
00:18:24.021 --> 00:18:25.730 align:center
- So sweet.
- Yeah.
00:18:26.813 --> 00:18:29.105 align:center
You know, he's never
brought anyone home before.
00:18:30.896 --> 00:18:35.020 align:center
I know. He just told me that
in the car ride on the way over here.
00:18:35.021 --> 00:18:36.479 align:center
- Oh.
- I was shocked,
00:18:36.480 --> 00:18:39.854 align:center
because, I mean, you guys are so close.
00:18:39.855 --> 00:18:40.979 align:center
[softly] Yeah.
00:18:40.980 --> 00:18:42.354 align:center
Yeah. [chuckles]
00:18:42.355 --> 00:18:46.062 align:center
Well, must be pretty special, hmm?
00:18:46.063 --> 00:18:47.812 align:center
Let's go outside.
00:18:47.813 --> 00:18:48.895 align:center
Come on.
00:18:48.896 --> 00:18:50.229 align:center
[Maya] Okay.
00:18:50.230 --> 00:18:52.979 align:center
[kids chattering playfully]
00:18:52.980 --> 00:18:55.479 align:center
Who wants to go for a beach walk?
00:18:55.480 --> 00:18:57.937 align:center
[lively, playful chatter]
00:18:57.938 --> 00:18:59.354 align:center
[Wilma barks]
00:18:59.355 --> 00:19:01.438 align:center
[gentle music playing]
00:19:04.438 --> 00:19:08.020 align:center
[Maya] I didn't really know
this existed, but, um...
00:19:08.021 --> 00:19:10.145 align:center
- [Maya laughs]
- [Charlie] What?
00:19:10.146 --> 00:19:12.063 align:center
[Maya] Just... this.
00:19:13.230 --> 00:19:14.855 align:center
But I get it now.
00:19:20.563 --> 00:19:22.230 align:center
I love you.
00:19:25.688 --> 00:19:27.271 align:center
I love you.
00:19:31.146 --> 00:19:33.520 align:center
- [whooping and cheering]
- [Matt] Yeah!
00:19:33.521 --> 00:19:34.688 align:center
[laughs]
00:19:36.980 --> 00:19:39.313 align:center
[whooping and cheering continue]
00:19:43.855 --> 00:19:45.645 align:center
[horn honking]
00:19:45.646 --> 00:19:46.938 align:center
[Maya laughs]
00:19:54.355 --> 00:19:55.479 align:center
Thank you.
00:19:55.480 --> 00:19:58.270 align:center
[indistinct chatter]
00:19:58.271 --> 00:20:00.270 align:center
[laughing]
00:20:00.271 --> 00:20:02.355 align:center
[indistinct chatter continues]
00:20:06.355 --> 00:20:08.230 align:center
- Yeah?
- Yeah, you'll like that one.
00:20:11.980 --> 00:20:13.980 align:center
I know you mentioned it, but...
00:20:16.105 --> 00:20:17.187 align:center
This is beautiful.
00:20:17.188 --> 00:20:19.020 align:center
- [Charlie] Really?
- [Maya] Yeah.
00:20:19.021 --> 00:20:20.521 align:center
[chuckles]
00:20:22.771 --> 00:20:24.395 align:center
[reporter] I think "nasty"
is the perfect word
00:20:24.396 --> 00:20:25.687 align:center
- to describe it.
- [thunder rumbling]
00:20:25.688 --> 00:20:27.979 align:center
- We've seen pretty consistent rain...
- What do you think? Should we cancel?
00:20:27.980 --> 00:20:30.104 align:center
Everybody's gonna show up
even if there's a monsoon.
00:20:30.105 --> 00:20:33.604 align:center
Yeah. Yeah, it is my 30th birthday.
00:20:33.605 --> 00:20:35.854 align:center
I don't need an out.
00:20:35.855 --> 00:20:36.938 align:center
Do you?
00:20:37.980 --> 00:20:39.605 align:center
No. I'm good.
00:20:40.646 --> 00:20:43.687 align:center
Uh, Jason's gonna pick up my parents
from the train station.
00:20:43.688 --> 00:20:46.479 align:center
- Does he know to be on time?
- Come on, give him some credit.
00:20:46.480 --> 00:20:47.645 align:center
What do you think? Top button?
00:20:47.646 --> 00:20:49.812 align:center
Done? Undone? Should I get my jacket?
00:20:49.813 --> 00:20:51.105 align:center
Help me. [chuckles]
00:20:52.355 --> 00:20:54.313 align:center
I think you can save the jacket.
00:20:56.605 --> 00:20:58.312 align:center
What?
00:20:58.313 --> 00:21:00.146 align:center
- You're perfect.
- [thunder cracks]
00:21:01.355 --> 00:21:02.562 align:center
You kidding me?
00:21:02.563 --> 00:21:04.895 align:center
- [laughing]
- Seriously?
00:21:04.896 --> 00:21:06.270 align:center
[♪ Fleetwood Mac sing "Hold Me"]
00:21:06.271 --> 00:21:08.687 align:center
- [thunder rumbling]
- [lively chatter]
00:21:08.688 --> 00:21:10.771 align:center
[song continues faintly over speakers]
00:21:17.938 --> 00:21:20.813 align:center
- [lively chatter continues]
- [Charlie laughing]
00:21:21.855 --> 00:21:23.645 align:center
- Wait, literally?
- Just six months. One... Yeah.
00:21:23.646 --> 00:21:24.895 align:center
[Jason in distance] Charlie!
00:21:24.896 --> 00:21:26.687 align:center
- Oh, shit.
- Go. Go, go, go.
00:21:26.688 --> 00:21:28.020 align:center
Hey.
00:21:28.021 --> 00:21:29.729 align:center
- Hey, dude.
- Hey, hey. What's up?
00:21:29.730 --> 00:21:31.395 align:center
- Bro, you're so late.
- Y-Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:21:31.396 --> 00:21:33.270 align:center
- There's a freakin' thunderstorm, but...
- [Ruth] Happy birthday. Oh.
00:21:33.271 --> 00:21:34.687 align:center
- [Kerry] Hey, boy genius.
- [Charlie] Love you.
00:21:34.688 --> 00:21:35.895 align:center
- Hey, Dad.
- Happy birthday.
00:21:35.896 --> 00:21:36.979 align:center
- Sorry, guys.
- Oh, no.
00:21:36.980 --> 00:21:38.062 align:center
It's a thousand degrees in here.
00:21:38.063 --> 00:21:40.062 align:center
[chatter and music continue in distance]
00:21:40.063 --> 00:21:42.146 align:center
[thunder rumbling softly]
00:21:45.980 --> 00:21:47.521 align:center
[sighs heavily]
00:21:51.480 --> 00:21:52.645 align:center
[shushing]
00:21:52.646 --> 00:21:54.730 align:center
[chatter quiets]
00:21:56.355 --> 00:21:57.645 align:center
[music stops]
00:21:57.646 --> 00:21:59.480 align:center
[rain pattering]
00:22:00.521 --> 00:22:02.105 align:center
[cheering]
00:22:05.271 --> 00:22:06.270 align:center
[Maya] You told them.
00:22:06.271 --> 00:22:08.395 align:center
[laughter]
00:22:08.396 --> 00:22:10.438 align:center
- [Charlie] No.
- [laughter]
00:22:11.021 --> 00:22:14.020 align:center
I spend a lot of time, uh, in my work
00:22:14.021 --> 00:22:18.020 align:center
thinking about the...
the awe and-and wonder emotions,
00:22:18.021 --> 00:22:19.604 align:center
- we call them, uh...
- [thunder rumbling]
00:22:19.605 --> 00:22:23.687 align:center
What your brain chemistry does
when you marvel at really tiny things
00:22:23.688 --> 00:22:26.687 align:center
or stand close to really big ones.
00:22:26.688 --> 00:22:29.812 align:center
Just the things in this world that...
00:22:29.813 --> 00:22:31.771 align:center
they just make you feel really small...
00:22:33.105 --> 00:22:35.854 align:center
...but somehow...
00:22:35.855 --> 00:22:38.480 align:center
just really important
at the same time. [chuckles]
00:22:39.313 --> 00:22:41.729 align:center
It's just, you know in your soul
00:22:41.730 --> 00:22:45.187 align:center
that whatever you're looking at,
it's just, uh...
00:22:45.188 --> 00:22:47.480 align:center
man, it's-it's really special.
00:22:48.896 --> 00:22:49.895 align:center
[chuckles softly]
00:22:49.896 --> 00:22:52.771 align:center
Yeah, you just got to stand there
and take it in.
00:22:54.396 --> 00:22:56.730 align:center
Maya, I-I, uh... [chuckles]
00:22:58.230 --> 00:23:00.521 align:center
I-I get that feeling from you.
00:23:03.105 --> 00:23:04.813 align:center
- Every day of my life.
- [Maya chuckles]
00:23:06.271 --> 00:23:07.854 align:center
[chuckles] God, I'm so nervous.
00:23:07.855 --> 00:23:10.063 align:center
[laughter]
00:23:12.771 --> 00:23:14.771 align:center
- Charlie.
- Yes?
00:23:17.563 --> 00:23:21.479 align:center
I never even, uh, dreamed
of romantic love.
00:23:21.480 --> 00:23:23.563 align:center
[breathing heavily]
00:23:24.855 --> 00:23:26.855 align:center
I know how that sounds, but...
00:23:29.396 --> 00:23:32.146 align:center
...it wasn't something
that I thought I needed.
00:23:35.063 --> 00:23:36.938 align:center
And then...
00:23:37.896 --> 00:23:39.396 align:center
I met you.
00:23:45.021 --> 00:23:46.855 align:center
And you changed everything.
00:23:49.313 --> 00:23:51.313 align:center
You are my dream come true.
00:23:53.688 --> 00:23:56.770 align:center
You are the dream that I didn't even know
that I ever had. [chuckles]
00:23:56.771 --> 00:23:58.854 align:center
- [♪ The Lumineers sing "Ophelia"]
- ♪ You ♪
00:23:58.855 --> 00:24:02.438 align:center
- ♪ can't see past my blindness ♪
- [lively chatter and laughter]
00:24:03.438 --> 00:24:04.437 align:center
[exclaims]
00:24:04.438 --> 00:24:05.937 align:center
- ♪ Oh, Ophelia...
- [laughs]
00:24:05.938 --> 00:24:07.812 align:center
[Charlie] I really wish
you guys could stay.
00:24:07.813 --> 00:24:09.979 align:center
- Get home safe, okay?
- [Ruth] Yeah.
00:24:09.980 --> 00:24:11.354 align:center
- Way to go.
- Uh...
00:24:11.355 --> 00:24:12.645 align:center
[both laugh]
00:24:12.646 --> 00:24:13.729 align:center
- Don't go.
- Oh.
00:24:13.730 --> 00:24:16.479 align:center
We got you a hotel around the corner.
It was a surprise.
00:24:16.480 --> 00:24:17.645 align:center
[chuckles]
00:24:17.646 --> 00:24:18.895 align:center
It was a surprise.
00:24:18.896 --> 00:24:20.062 align:center
[laughs] And I'm just...
00:24:20.063 --> 00:24:23.062 align:center
I'm really just glad
that you got to do this
00:24:23.063 --> 00:24:24.813 align:center
the way you wanted to.
00:24:28.563 --> 00:24:30.355 align:center
- Love you, sweetie.
- [Charlie] Bye, Mom.
00:24:31.396 --> 00:24:33.146 align:center
- [Ruth] Happy birthday.
- [Charlie] Yeah.
00:24:34.438 --> 00:24:35.520 align:center
[silverware clinking on glass]
00:24:35.521 --> 00:24:36.812 align:center
- Excuse me. [clears throat]
- Here we go.
00:24:36.813 --> 00:24:37.895 align:center
- Here-here we go.
- [chatter quiets]
00:24:37.896 --> 00:24:40.520 align:center
I'm, uh, I'm-I'm Jason.
00:24:40.521 --> 00:24:44.187 align:center
I've-I've had the pleasure of knowing Maya
ever since college,
00:24:44.188 --> 00:24:47.187 align:center
and, um, and she has been my best friend.
00:24:47.188 --> 00:24:48.479 align:center
I mean, she's QB1.
00:24:48.480 --> 00:24:50.229 align:center
Never flinches, always shows up,
00:24:50.230 --> 00:24:53.937 align:center
- even if you need stitches at 3:00 a.m.
- [light laughter]
00:24:53.938 --> 00:24:56.729 align:center
She's the only person
I've ever wanted to hang out with
00:24:56.730 --> 00:24:59.729 align:center
until... she introduced me to Charlie.
00:24:59.730 --> 00:25:01.354 align:center
[laughter]
00:25:01.355 --> 00:25:03.520 align:center
How many people in here would...
00:25:03.521 --> 00:25:06.604 align:center
would consider Charlie
one of their best friends?
00:25:06.605 --> 00:25:08.104 align:center
[laughter]
00:25:08.105 --> 00:25:10.520 align:center
No, I-- Me, too. Me, too.
00:25:10.521 --> 00:25:11.979 align:center
It's-it's a dogfight, man. It is.
00:25:11.980 --> 00:25:15.312 align:center
You know? I mean, I met someone earlier
that was from your kindergarten class
00:25:15.313 --> 00:25:17.895 align:center
that-that still lists you
as his emergency contact.
00:25:17.896 --> 00:25:20.104 align:center
- [Charlie] Yeah, Chris.
- Y-Yeah, Chr-- [laughs]
00:25:20.105 --> 00:25:22.812 align:center
I don't think I've ever been listed
as emergency contact, okay?
00:25:22.813 --> 00:25:24.604 align:center
But...
00:25:24.605 --> 00:25:26.520 align:center
Maya wins.
00:25:26.521 --> 00:25:28.646 align:center
And, uh, and she deserves it.
00:25:29.230 --> 00:25:31.937 align:center
And that is the greatest compliment
that I could give either of you guys.
00:25:31.938 --> 00:25:35.604 align:center
I mean, what-what-what
must it be like to...
00:25:35.605 --> 00:25:38.395 align:center
to know the-the secrets of the universe
00:25:38.396 --> 00:25:40.895 align:center
while the rest of us are just...
00:25:40.896 --> 00:25:42.645 align:center
stumbling around?
00:25:42.646 --> 00:25:43.770 align:center
You know?
00:25:43.771 --> 00:25:45.812 align:center
Looking for that kind of meaning.
00:25:45.813 --> 00:25:48.937 align:center
And you two are always so cool about it.
00:25:48.938 --> 00:25:50.355 align:center
Congratulations, you guys.
00:25:51.396 --> 00:25:54.354 align:center
Yeah, you know, you won the jackpot,
and I-I feel like I did, too.
00:25:54.355 --> 00:25:55.854 align:center
[cheering and applause]
00:25:55.855 --> 00:25:57.854 align:center
[♪ Depeche Mode sing
"Just Can't Get Enough"]
00:25:57.855 --> 00:25:59.145 align:center
[Charlie] Dude, "secrets of the universe"?
00:25:59.146 --> 00:26:00.229 align:center
[chuckles]
00:26:00.230 --> 00:26:01.770 align:center
[camera clicks]
00:26:01.771 --> 00:26:03.355 align:center
[lively chatter]
00:26:08.480 --> 00:26:10.270 align:center
♪ When I'm with you, baby ♪
00:26:10.271 --> 00:26:12.104 align:center
♪ I go out of my head ♪
00:26:12.105 --> 00:26:16.437 align:center
♪ and I just can't get enough,
and I just can't get enough ♪
00:26:16.438 --> 00:26:18.604 align:center
♪ All the things you do to me
and everything you said...
00:26:18.605 --> 00:26:19.937 align:center
I'm married!
00:26:19.938 --> 00:26:21.105 align:center
[laughing]
00:26:21.813 --> 00:26:24.020 align:center
♪ I just can't get enough ♪
00:26:24.021 --> 00:26:26.770 align:center
- ♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪
- [shouts]
00:26:26.771 --> 00:26:31.062 align:center
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪
00:26:31.063 --> 00:26:32.354 align:center
[laughing]
00:26:32.355 --> 00:26:33.562 align:center
[coughs]
00:26:33.563 --> 00:26:36.021 align:center
Ah, it's so crazy we're married.
00:26:37.605 --> 00:26:39.104 align:center
Did you tell Jason?
00:26:39.105 --> 00:26:41.104 align:center
What?
00:26:41.105 --> 00:26:42.604 align:center
Like, before?
00:26:42.605 --> 00:26:44.020 align:center
No.
00:26:44.021 --> 00:26:45.896 align:center
No, I promised I wouldn't.
00:26:47.521 --> 00:26:48.604 align:center
He was really great.
00:26:48.605 --> 00:26:50.479 align:center
Yeah, he was.
00:26:50.480 --> 00:26:51.813 align:center
[Charlie chuckles softly]
00:26:52.813 --> 00:26:54.145 align:center
He's got soul. [laughs]
00:26:54.146 --> 00:26:55.895 align:center
He's got the soul of a poet.
00:26:55.896 --> 00:26:56.979 align:center
It's great.
00:26:56.980 --> 00:26:58.770 align:center
[both laugh]
00:26:58.771 --> 00:27:00.230 align:center
Ah, I'm so hot.
00:27:01.271 --> 00:27:03.063 align:center
So hot.
00:27:06.271 --> 00:27:07.979 align:center
I got an idea.
00:27:07.980 --> 00:27:09.312 align:center
What?
00:27:09.313 --> 00:27:10.437 align:center
[grunts, chuckles]
00:27:10.438 --> 00:27:12.479 align:center
- Where we going?
- Come here.
00:27:12.480 --> 00:27:14.562 align:center
[chuckles]
00:27:14.563 --> 00:27:16.645 align:center
- This is my idea. [laughing]
- Oh, really?
00:27:16.646 --> 00:27:18.229 align:center
Oh, my God. What was I thinking?
00:27:18.230 --> 00:27:20.229 align:center
This was a bad idea. [laughs]
00:27:20.230 --> 00:27:21.479 align:center
Ah, it's great.
00:27:21.480 --> 00:27:22.812 align:center
[both laugh]
00:27:22.813 --> 00:27:24.562 align:center
This is the best thing we've ever done.
00:27:24.563 --> 00:27:25.979 align:center
[exhales slowly]
00:27:25.980 --> 00:27:27.063 align:center
The ice bath?
00:27:27.646 --> 00:27:29.145 align:center
No, the wedding, Maya.
00:27:29.146 --> 00:27:30.354 align:center
- [laughing]
- The wedding.
00:27:30.355 --> 00:27:32.354 align:center
- [♪ Bleachers sing "Blood Brothers"]
- ♪ Just to save you ♪
00:27:32.355 --> 00:27:34.520 align:center
♪ then ready to go ♪
00:27:34.521 --> 00:27:36.520 align:center
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
00:27:36.521 --> 00:27:38.562 align:center
♪ God, please ♪
00:27:38.563 --> 00:27:40.062 align:center
♪ make it all go slow ♪
00:27:40.063 --> 00:27:41.521 align:center
[playful chatter]
00:27:43.605 --> 00:27:47.980 align:center
♪ The bad beats, the radio ♪
00:27:48.980 --> 00:27:50.729 align:center
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
00:27:50.730 --> 00:27:52.812 align:center
♪ Blood brother ♪
00:27:52.813 --> 00:27:55.979 align:center
♪ it's over soon ♪
00:27:55.980 --> 00:27:57.645 align:center
♪ I'll always carry you...
00:27:57.646 --> 00:28:00.604 align:center
Wait, wait! Not that one.
Not that one. Not that one.
00:28:00.605 --> 00:28:02.145 align:center
[Jason] Uh, Maya.
00:28:02.146 --> 00:28:03.729 align:center
Potato or sweet potato?
00:28:03.730 --> 00:28:05.145 align:center
- [Maya] Sweet potato.
- [smoke alarm beeping]
00:28:05.146 --> 00:28:07.187 align:center
Oh. [mutters]
00:28:07.188 --> 00:28:08.854 align:center
- [exclaims]
- Uh...
00:28:08.855 --> 00:28:11.479 align:center
- [coughs]
- Get the window.
00:28:11.480 --> 00:28:13.313 align:center
[urgent chatter]
00:28:16.938 --> 00:28:18.062 align:center
- It looks good.
- What?
00:28:18.063 --> 00:28:19.604 align:center
- [Charlie laughing]
- It looks good.
00:28:19.605 --> 00:28:21.187 align:center
- [Kali] Oh, it looks fine.
- [Charlie] Yeah, it's crispy.
00:28:21.188 --> 00:28:22.520 align:center
[beeping stops]
00:28:22.521 --> 00:28:25.813 align:center
♪ I'll meet you
in forever's parking lot...
00:28:27.771 --> 00:28:29.105 align:center
Foul. Foul.
00:28:30.146 --> 00:28:31.937 align:center
♪ God, please ♪
00:28:31.938 --> 00:28:33.938 align:center
♪ make it all go slow ♪
00:28:36.938 --> 00:28:39.145 align:center
♪ Blood brother ♪
00:28:39.146 --> 00:28:42.270 align:center
♪ it's over soon ♪
00:28:42.271 --> 00:28:43.729 align:center
- ♪ I'll always carry you ♪
- [song fades]
00:28:43.730 --> 00:28:45.687 align:center
Sorry to interrupt your date.
00:28:45.688 --> 00:28:48.062 align:center
- Mm. We don't mind a little third wheel.
- Yeah.
00:28:48.063 --> 00:28:49.270 align:center
How'd you find us?
00:28:49.271 --> 00:28:51.270 align:center
[Charlie and Jason laughing]
00:28:51.271 --> 00:28:53.355 align:center
- [food sizzling]
- [quiet chatter]
00:28:54.646 --> 00:28:57.437 align:center
You, uh... you think
this is gonna be a big thing?
00:28:57.438 --> 00:28:58.937 align:center
[newswoman over TV] ...here in the US.
00:28:58.938 --> 00:29:02.812 align:center
America's 15th case comes
as infections skyrocket
00:29:02.813 --> 00:29:04.855 align:center
across mainland China and spread...
00:29:05.896 --> 00:29:07.354 align:center
- [urgent chatter]
- [people coughing]
00:29:07.355 --> 00:29:09.187 align:center
We'll get you another blanket, okay?
00:29:09.188 --> 00:29:11.271 align:center
[urgent chatter and coughing continue]
00:29:12.688 --> 00:29:14.145 align:center
[Maya] Kali, any room in the ICU?
00:29:14.146 --> 00:29:16.479 align:center
- How's bed 19?
- No. And bad.
00:29:16.480 --> 00:29:18.563 align:center
[woman speaking Armenian over tablet]
00:29:33.021 --> 00:29:34.604 align:center
[Maya] Mr. Alvarez.
00:29:34.605 --> 00:29:38.521 align:center
We're still waiting on a room, but can I
get you a warm blanket while we wait?
00:29:41.021 --> 00:29:43.854 align:center
One of the nurses showed me the review
for your restaurant in the Globe.
00:29:43.855 --> 00:29:45.395 align:center
It looks amazing.
00:29:45.396 --> 00:29:46.520 align:center
I can't wait to bring my husband.
00:29:46.521 --> 00:29:47.687 align:center
He's gonna order half the menu.
00:29:47.688 --> 00:29:49.729 align:center
I'm gonna be right back
with your blanket, okay?
00:29:49.730 --> 00:29:52.230 align:center
[woman speaking indistinctly over P.A.]
00:30:07.563 --> 00:30:09.604 align:center
[woman speaking indistinctly
over speakers]
00:30:09.605 --> 00:30:11.062 align:center
[Maya] Hey, sweetie.
00:30:11.063 --> 00:30:13.563 align:center
[Charlie] Hey, babe. Be off in a second.
00:30:15.646 --> 00:30:17.354 align:center
Next, I think we'll get into
00:30:17.355 --> 00:30:20.520 align:center
the Attention Restoration Theory
using sound.
00:30:20.521 --> 00:30:22.562 align:center
- [dog barking over speakers]
- I know that, um...
00:30:22.563 --> 00:30:24.979 align:center
[man over speakers] Sorry,
I'll go on mute.
00:30:24.980 --> 00:30:27.187 align:center
[woman over speakers] Can you elaborate on
00:30:27.188 --> 00:30:31.104 align:center
the relationship between auditory stimuli
and neurodivergence?
00:30:31.105 --> 00:30:32.438 align:center
- [Charlie] Yeah. Actually...
- [shower knob squeaks]
00:30:38.146 --> 00:30:39.521 align:center
[Charlie] Hey.
00:30:40.980 --> 00:30:42.813 align:center
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
00:30:44.605 --> 00:30:46.521 align:center
[sighs] How was today?
00:30:47.146 --> 00:30:49.354 align:center
They turned the hockey rink into a morgue.
00:30:49.355 --> 00:30:50.646 align:center
[sighs]
00:30:51.938 --> 00:30:54.229 align:center
Well, uh...
00:30:54.230 --> 00:30:56.354 align:center
well, at least tomorrow you have...
00:30:56.355 --> 00:30:58.146 align:center
- Mm-mm.
- What?
00:30:59.605 --> 00:31:00.979 align:center
I have to go in.
00:31:00.980 --> 00:31:02.896 align:center
They're short-staffed. Everybody's sick.
00:31:04.480 --> 00:31:06.646 align:center
I think you need to go stay at your mom's.
00:31:07.730 --> 00:31:08.771 align:center
No.
00:31:09.813 --> 00:31:11.479 align:center
I'm staying here with you.
00:31:11.480 --> 00:31:12.979 align:center
- [door opens]
- Uh, take your time.
00:31:12.980 --> 00:31:15.354 align:center
- I'm starting dinner.
- [door closes]
00:31:15.355 --> 00:31:16.979 align:center
[sighs]
00:31:16.980 --> 00:31:19.395 align:center
[somber music playing]
00:31:19.396 --> 00:31:22.021 align:center
[breathes deeply]
00:31:24.563 --> 00:31:26.605 align:center
[kissing]
00:31:32.188 --> 00:31:33.730 align:center
[woman] We should cross.
00:31:40.438 --> 00:31:42.438 align:center
- [busy chatter]
- [people coughing]
00:31:43.855 --> 00:31:45.270 align:center
[device beeping]
00:31:45.271 --> 00:31:46.563 align:center
[Maya] Kali.
00:31:47.563 --> 00:31:48.813 align:center
We got this.
00:31:49.813 --> 00:31:51.312 align:center
[medical alarm beeping]
00:31:51.313 --> 00:31:53.729 align:center
- [man over P.A.] Code blue.
- [nurse] Coding. I need paddles.
00:31:53.730 --> 00:31:55.479 align:center
- Bed 15, Alvarez.
- [man over P.A.] Code blue.
00:31:55.480 --> 00:31:57.437 align:center
- [nurse] Go, go, go!
- [doctor] Shock.
00:31:57.438 --> 00:31:58.895 align:center
[electrical thump]
00:31:58.896 --> 00:31:59.979 align:center
[doctor 2] Starting compressions.
00:31:59.980 --> 00:32:01.145 align:center
- [defibrillator charging]
- [doctor 3] Reset.
00:32:01.146 --> 00:32:02.604 align:center
Charge to 300.
00:32:02.605 --> 00:32:04.062 align:center
[doctor 4] Clear.
00:32:04.063 --> 00:32:05.270 align:center
- [doctor] Shock.
- [electrical thump]
00:32:05.271 --> 00:32:08.146 align:center
♪ ♪
00:32:18.730 --> 00:32:20.730 align:center
- [glass clinks]
- [drink pours]
00:32:27.521 --> 00:32:29.187 align:center
Hey.
00:32:29.188 --> 00:32:30.480 align:center
[Maya sighs]
00:32:32.980 --> 00:32:34.021 align:center
Bad one?
00:32:37.896 --> 00:32:39.646 align:center
[sighs] That's really sweet.
00:32:49.771 --> 00:32:52.396 align:center
[♪ Nara Leão sings "Diz Que Vou Por Aí"]
00:32:54.896 --> 00:32:57.270 align:center
When all this is over,
I just want to run away.
00:32:57.271 --> 00:33:00.145 align:center
Can I come with you? [chuckles]
00:33:00.146 --> 00:33:01.312 align:center
Where you want to go?
00:33:01.313 --> 00:33:03.104 align:center
I want to go all the places
we talked about
00:33:03.105 --> 00:33:04.854 align:center
- but we haven't actually been.
- Okay, so Japan.
00:33:04.855 --> 00:33:06.687 align:center
You want to go there. I know that.
00:33:06.688 --> 00:33:08.229 align:center
- Yeah.
- Where else?
00:33:08.230 --> 00:33:10.687 align:center
- Portugal.
- Cool.
00:33:10.688 --> 00:33:11.812 align:center
Spain.
00:33:11.813 --> 00:33:14.312 align:center
Hold on. I'm writing this down.
00:33:14.313 --> 00:33:16.395 align:center
[song continues quietly
with lyrics in Portuguese]
00:33:16.396 --> 00:33:18.438 align:center
[sighs]
00:33:19.730 --> 00:33:22.604 align:center
Uh, so Japan's on there.
00:33:22.605 --> 00:33:23.813 align:center
What was the other-- Spain.
00:33:24.396 --> 00:33:26.187 align:center
Portugal.
00:33:26.188 --> 00:33:28.937 align:center
The whole I-Iberian Peninsula. [chuckles]
00:33:28.938 --> 00:33:30.479 align:center
What else?
00:33:30.480 --> 00:33:35.187 align:center
I've always wanted to do one of those,
um, swamp tour things.
00:33:35.188 --> 00:33:37.020 align:center
[chuckles] You serious?
00:33:37.021 --> 00:33:38.771 align:center
- What? [laughs]
- Okay.
00:33:39.480 --> 00:33:41.563 align:center
"Swamp tour things." Great.
00:33:43.355 --> 00:33:44.979 align:center
What if we really did?
00:33:44.980 --> 00:33:47.771 align:center
I mean, what if I took leave
for a while and...
00:33:49.313 --> 00:33:51.063 align:center
- ...we traveled?
- Really?
00:33:51.646 --> 00:33:52.646 align:center
Yeah.
00:33:53.646 --> 00:33:54.855 align:center
Okay.
00:33:56.146 --> 00:33:57.145 align:center
Okay, yeah.
00:33:57.146 --> 00:33:58.270 align:center
Hell yeah.
00:33:58.271 --> 00:33:59.979 align:center
I'll apply for a sabbatical.
00:33:59.980 --> 00:34:03.395 align:center
So, we travel the world,
you'll wrestle some alligators
00:34:03.396 --> 00:34:05.395 align:center
in the swamps. [chuckles]
00:34:05.396 --> 00:34:08.145 align:center
[laughing]
00:34:08.146 --> 00:34:09.687 align:center
And then what? What do you want to do?
00:34:09.688 --> 00:34:11.396 align:center
Come home and...?
00:34:13.230 --> 00:34:14.312 align:center
[both laugh]
00:34:14.313 --> 00:34:16.771 align:center
What? I didn't say anything.
00:34:19.146 --> 00:34:21.146 align:center
- I can hear you thinking.
- Can you?
00:34:23.896 --> 00:34:24.980 align:center
Uh, look, I...
00:34:27.230 --> 00:34:28.855 align:center
I want what you want.
00:34:29.980 --> 00:34:31.896 align:center
Okay? And we're already a family.
00:34:32.980 --> 00:34:33.980 align:center
And I love it.
00:34:35.980 --> 00:34:38.021 align:center
But I think we'd be really good at it.
00:34:38.980 --> 00:34:40.395 align:center
I do.
00:34:40.396 --> 00:34:42.146 align:center
And I think we'd have a lot of fun.
00:34:45.230 --> 00:34:46.854 align:center
[inhales sharply]
00:34:46.855 --> 00:34:50.520 align:center
It's always scared me so much
just to even...
00:34:50.521 --> 00:34:51.980 align:center
think about.
00:34:54.188 --> 00:34:56.020 align:center
But with you, I can really picture it.
00:34:56.021 --> 00:34:58.188 align:center
- Really?
- Yeah.
00:34:59.688 --> 00:35:00.979 align:center
Which is also scary.
00:35:00.980 --> 00:35:02.812 align:center
- [laughing]
- Yeah? [chuckles]
00:35:02.813 --> 00:35:03.895 align:center
I mean, yeah.
00:35:03.896 --> 00:35:06.395 align:center
[both laughing]
00:35:06.396 --> 00:35:08.187 align:center
Yeah.
00:35:08.188 --> 00:35:10.271 align:center
[siren wailing in distance]
00:35:11.646 --> 00:35:13.605 align:center
I'm gonna turn the music up, okay?
00:35:15.355 --> 00:35:16.813 align:center
Let me up.
00:35:21.605 --> 00:35:23.605 align:center
[siren continues]
00:35:25.396 --> 00:35:26.812 align:center
[music volume increases]
00:35:26.813 --> 00:35:28.896 align:center
[song continues with lyrics in Portuguese]
00:35:33.271 --> 00:35:34.645 align:center
[song ends]
00:35:34.646 --> 00:35:36.730 align:center
[crickets chirping]
00:35:39.938 --> 00:35:41.938 align:center
[Charlie coughing]
00:35:43.355 --> 00:35:45.729 align:center
[clearing throat]
00:35:45.730 --> 00:35:47.813 align:center
[Maya] I know, Ruth. I feel terrible.
00:35:50.105 --> 00:35:52.063 align:center
Yes. I'm well aware.
00:35:55.105 --> 00:35:57.479 align:center
- No, I'm positive, too, so I can't go in.
- [coughing]
00:35:57.480 --> 00:35:59.645 align:center
I'll be with him.
00:35:59.646 --> 00:36:02.020 align:center
- Don't worry. He'll be okay.
- [device beeps]
00:36:02.021 --> 00:36:04.145 align:center
- [TV playing quietly]
- [laughing]
00:36:04.146 --> 00:36:06.145 align:center
[Joe Exotic laughing over TV]
00:36:06.146 --> 00:36:08.270 align:center
Now it hurts. [laughing]
00:36:08.271 --> 00:36:10.270 align:center
[wheezing softly]
00:36:10.271 --> 00:36:12.355 align:center
[somber music playing]
00:36:17.438 --> 00:36:19.145 align:center
[Charlie coughing]
00:36:19.146 --> 00:36:21.271 align:center
[coughing]
00:36:24.230 --> 00:36:25.646 align:center
[coughs]
00:36:30.980 --> 00:36:32.020 align:center
[inhales deeply]
00:36:32.021 --> 00:36:33.480 align:center
[Maya] Jason dropped this off for you.
00:36:34.271 --> 00:36:38.312 align:center
He said he made it, but it tastes
suspiciously like Boston Market.
00:36:38.313 --> 00:36:39.895 align:center
[chuckles softly]
00:36:39.896 --> 00:36:41.854 align:center
[laughs]
00:36:41.855 --> 00:36:43.437 align:center
[coughing]
00:36:43.438 --> 00:36:44.604 align:center
[whispers] Shit.
00:36:44.605 --> 00:36:46.688 align:center
♪ ♪
00:36:52.105 --> 00:36:53.188 align:center
[beeps]
00:36:54.813 --> 00:36:55.896 align:center
[beeps]
00:36:57.813 --> 00:37:00.437 align:center
[Charlie breathing heavily]
00:37:00.438 --> 00:37:01.812 align:center
Sweetie.
00:37:01.813 --> 00:37:03.563 align:center
Yeah. Hey.
00:37:05.063 --> 00:37:07.645 align:center
Your O2's not great,
and you're short of breath.
00:37:07.646 --> 00:37:09.270 align:center
At 90, we're going in.
00:37:09.271 --> 00:37:11.312 align:center
No, they're, uh...
00:37:11.313 --> 00:37:14.062 align:center
[breathing heavily]
00:37:14.063 --> 00:37:16.063 align:center
They're not gonna let you
in there with me.
00:37:17.855 --> 00:37:19.896 align:center
We got to stay here at home.
00:37:21.563 --> 00:37:23.687 align:center
[Maya] How bad is it over there?
00:37:23.688 --> 00:37:25.604 align:center
[Kali over phone] Bring him in
if you absolutely have to,
00:37:25.605 --> 00:37:27.354 align:center
but we're still short on beds.
00:37:27.355 --> 00:37:28.562 align:center
- The hallway's overflowing.
- [coughing]
00:37:28.563 --> 00:37:29.896 align:center
It's not good.
00:37:32.521 --> 00:37:34.687 align:center
Sweetie, I'm gonna prop
your head up a little bit.
00:37:34.688 --> 00:37:36.063 align:center
[coughs]
00:37:41.771 --> 00:37:42.896 align:center
[coughs]
00:37:45.105 --> 00:37:46.855 align:center
[sighs, coughs]
00:37:50.646 --> 00:37:51.855 align:center
[inhales deeply]
00:37:53.938 --> 00:37:56.020 align:center
- It's 90.
- [weakly] Huh? What?
00:37:56.021 --> 00:37:57.687 align:center
It's 90. We're going.
00:37:57.688 --> 00:37:59.020 align:center
Oh, no.
00:37:59.021 --> 00:38:00.562 align:center
I'm bringing you to the hospital, sweetie.
00:38:00.563 --> 00:38:01.771 align:center
No. [coughs]
00:38:02.355 --> 00:38:04.562 align:center
I work at Boston General.
Can I please ride with him?
00:38:04.563 --> 00:38:06.062 align:center
[paramedic] Then you know
we can't take you.
00:38:06.063 --> 00:38:07.395 align:center
- You noted that he has asthma?
- We did.
00:38:07.396 --> 00:38:08.895 align:center
Will you please tell them
to call me the second
00:38:08.896 --> 00:38:10.687 align:center
- that he is triaged, please?
- [ambulance doors close]
00:38:10.688 --> 00:38:12.020 align:center
Sweetheart, I'll be right there, okay?
00:38:12.021 --> 00:38:13.270 align:center
I'm right behind you!
00:38:13.271 --> 00:38:14.937 align:center
[siren wailing]
00:38:14.938 --> 00:38:16.229 align:center
You have to get me in.
00:38:16.230 --> 00:38:17.395 align:center
[Kali over phone] I will do
what I can, Maya,
00:38:17.396 --> 00:38:18.562 align:center
but you know how strict they're being.
00:38:18.563 --> 00:38:19.937 align:center
But don't worry. I'm on radio with them.
00:38:19.938 --> 00:38:21.020 align:center
I'm gonna be down here when he arrives.
00:38:21.021 --> 00:38:22.437 align:center
What's his O2 sat? He has asthma.
00:38:22.438 --> 00:38:24.437 align:center
- He has to be first priority for a bed.
- [radio chatter over phone]
00:38:24.438 --> 00:38:25.937 align:center
Oh. Oh, shit, Maya. He just syncopized.
00:38:25.938 --> 00:38:27.020 align:center
I got to go.
00:38:27.021 --> 00:38:28.271 align:center
[line beeps]
00:38:29.605 --> 00:38:31.313 align:center
[keys jangling]
00:38:33.271 --> 00:38:34.895 align:center
[man coughing]
00:38:34.896 --> 00:38:36.729 align:center
Kali, I've tried everything,
and they're not letting me in.
00:38:36.730 --> 00:38:38.229 align:center
Will you please come down here
and get me inside?
00:38:38.230 --> 00:38:40.520 align:center
[Kali over phone] Maya, stop.
00:38:40.521 --> 00:38:42.854 align:center
I'm putting you on FaceTime, okay?
00:38:42.855 --> 00:38:44.062 align:center
What?
00:38:44.063 --> 00:38:46.146 align:center
[siren wailing in distance]
00:38:47.313 --> 00:38:49.479 align:center
- What?
- Look, we had to intubate him,
00:38:49.480 --> 00:38:52.687 align:center
and h-he's not doing well on the tube.
00:38:52.688 --> 00:38:54.770 align:center
- Well, do something else.
- I'm really sorry, Maya.
00:38:54.771 --> 00:38:56.270 align:center
We're trying everything.
00:38:56.271 --> 00:38:58.730 align:center
Whatever you need to say,
you need to say it now, okay?
00:39:03.646 --> 00:39:04.687 align:center
[stammers] Hi.
00:39:04.688 --> 00:39:06.312 align:center
Honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey.
00:39:06.313 --> 00:39:07.395 align:center
I'm right here.
00:39:07.396 --> 00:39:09.437 align:center
Sweetie, I'm right here with you, okay?
00:39:09.438 --> 00:39:10.645 align:center
I'm right here.
00:39:10.646 --> 00:39:12.979 align:center
You're okay. You're okay, okay?
00:39:12.980 --> 00:39:14.229 align:center
Just stay strong.
00:39:14.230 --> 00:39:15.562 align:center
You're so strong.
00:39:15.563 --> 00:39:17.645 align:center
I'm right here. You're so strong.
00:39:17.646 --> 00:39:19.979 align:center
You're so strong.
You're gonna be just fine.
00:39:19.980 --> 00:39:21.895 align:center
Just stay with me.
00:39:21.896 --> 00:39:23.937 align:center
Honey, we're gonna have babies.
00:39:23.938 --> 00:39:25.562 align:center
We're gonna have babies.
We're gonna have a family.
00:39:25.563 --> 00:39:26.854 align:center
We're gonna grow old together.
00:39:26.855 --> 00:39:28.645 align:center
We're gonna do
so many wonderful things, okay?
00:39:28.646 --> 00:39:29.770 align:center
You just stay right here with me.
00:39:29.771 --> 00:39:30.854 align:center
- [medical alarm beeping over phone]
- [Kali] Coding.
00:39:30.855 --> 00:39:31.979 align:center
[Maya] You just stay right here.
00:39:31.980 --> 00:39:33.229 align:center
[Kali] Put the bed down!
00:39:33.230 --> 00:39:34.312 align:center
[urgent chatter over phone]
00:39:34.313 --> 00:39:35.395 align:center
[doctor] Prepare to shock.
00:39:35.396 --> 00:39:36.979 align:center
[Maya] Kali?
00:39:36.980 --> 00:39:38.062 align:center
- [doctor] Charging.
- Kali?
00:39:38.063 --> 00:39:39.145 align:center
- [Kali] Come on, Charlie.
- [doctor 2] Clear.
00:39:39.146 --> 00:39:41.062 align:center
[defibrillator charging over phone]
00:39:41.063 --> 00:39:42.562 align:center
- [doctor] Shock.
- [electrical thump over phone]
00:39:42.563 --> 00:39:43.729 align:center
Kali, Kali, Kali!
00:39:43.730 --> 00:39:45.104 align:center
[doctor 2] No pulse.
00:39:45.105 --> 00:39:46.979 align:center
[doctor] Resetting.
00:39:46.980 --> 00:39:48.270 align:center
- Charging.
- [defibrillator charging over phone]
00:39:48.271 --> 00:39:50.187 align:center
[Kali] Come on, Charlie. Come on.
00:39:50.188 --> 00:39:51.604 align:center
[doctor 2] Clear.
00:39:51.605 --> 00:39:52.895 align:center
- [doctor] Shock.
- [electrical thump over phone]
00:39:52.896 --> 00:39:54.980 align:center
[Maya sobbing]
00:39:57.605 --> 00:40:01.187 align:center
[coughing]
00:40:01.188 --> 00:40:03.271 align:center
[sobbing]
00:40:09.313 --> 00:40:10.687 align:center
[coughing, gasping]
00:40:10.688 --> 00:40:12.187 align:center
[muttering]
00:40:12.188 --> 00:40:14.271 align:center
- [gasping]
- [line ringing]
00:40:16.021 --> 00:40:17.937 align:center
[hyperventilating]
00:40:17.938 --> 00:40:19.146 align:center
[line continues ringing]
00:40:21.146 --> 00:40:22.355 align:center
[sniffles]
00:40:23.605 --> 00:40:25.687 align:center
[Ruth over phone] Hi, Maya.
How's he doing?
00:40:25.688 --> 00:40:27.687 align:center
[sniffling]
00:40:27.688 --> 00:40:28.812 align:center
[sobbing softly]
00:40:28.813 --> 00:40:30.645 align:center
Sorry, the TV is loud.
00:40:30.646 --> 00:40:31.854 align:center
Where's the clicker?
00:40:31.855 --> 00:40:33.146 align:center
Kerry.
00:40:34.563 --> 00:40:36.562 align:center
Hey. Hi.
00:40:36.563 --> 00:40:37.855 align:center
- How's he doing?
- [gasps]
00:40:48.605 --> 00:40:51.563 align:center
[phone vibrating]
00:41:02.105 --> 00:41:04.105 align:center
[phone vibrating]
00:41:18.480 --> 00:41:20.480 align:center
[car door opens and closes outside]
00:41:21.771 --> 00:41:23.937 align:center
[dog barking in distance]
00:41:23.938 --> 00:41:26.437 align:center
[doorbell buzzing]
00:41:26.438 --> 00:41:28.145 align:center
[Ruth from outside] Maya!
00:41:28.146 --> 00:41:30.604 align:center
[doorbell buzzing]
00:41:30.605 --> 00:41:33.021 align:center
Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!
00:41:34.063 --> 00:41:36.145 align:center
[doorbell buzzing]
00:41:36.146 --> 00:41:38.604 align:center
- [crying] Maya.
- [breathing heavily]
00:41:38.605 --> 00:41:40.854 align:center
They won't let me into the hospital.
00:41:40.855 --> 00:41:42.646 align:center
Maya, I need your help.
00:41:44.813 --> 00:41:46.562 align:center
They won't let me into the... [sobbing]
00:41:46.563 --> 00:41:48.145 align:center
- [doorbell buzzing]
- Maya!
00:41:48.146 --> 00:41:50.437 align:center
[doorbell buzzing continuously]
00:41:50.438 --> 00:41:52.605 align:center
- It's Ruth!
- [buzzing stops]
00:42:11.938 --> 00:42:13.938 align:center
- [bird cooing]
- [wings flapping]
00:42:43.938 --> 00:42:46.646 align:center
[tram rumbling]
00:42:49.313 --> 00:42:51.062 align:center
[man speaking Portuguese over P.A.]
00:42:51.063 --> 00:42:53.146 align:center
[air brakes hissing]
00:43:03.105 --> 00:43:05.105 align:center
[pensive music playing]
00:43:07.438 --> 00:43:08.813 align:center
[tram bell rings]
00:43:13.396 --> 00:43:15.230 align:center
♪ ♪
00:43:29.771 --> 00:43:31.395 align:center
[Maya] Your surgery was Tuesday?
00:43:31.396 --> 00:43:33.104 align:center
[man over laptop] Yes, uh,
Tuesday morning.
00:43:33.105 --> 00:43:34.604 align:center
I tried my best to stay off of it,
00:43:34.605 --> 00:43:37.229 align:center
but if I have to go up
and use the bathroom,
00:43:37.230 --> 00:43:39.979 align:center
uh, I can't put any weight
down on it whatsoever.
00:43:39.980 --> 00:43:41.979 align:center
Did you finish your round of antibiotics?
00:43:41.980 --> 00:43:43.688 align:center
[lively chatter]
00:43:46.563 --> 00:43:48.520 align:center
Excuse me.
Can I get another glass of wine?
00:43:48.521 --> 00:43:49.854 align:center
[waitress speaks Portuguese]
00:43:49.855 --> 00:43:52.021 align:center
[man] Hey, are you American?
00:43:53.438 --> 00:43:54.562 align:center
[man 2] Us, too.
00:43:54.563 --> 00:43:56.562 align:center
We're here for a wedding, actually.
00:43:56.563 --> 00:43:57.729 align:center
Are you here on, like, vacation?
00:43:57.730 --> 00:43:58.813 align:center
[Maya] No.
00:44:02.063 --> 00:44:04.063 align:center
[man] Uh, s-so you live here?
00:44:07.980 --> 00:44:09.270 align:center
Sort of.
00:44:09.271 --> 00:44:11.395 align:center
Well, you should join us.
00:44:11.396 --> 00:44:13.145 align:center
Next round's on me.
00:44:13.146 --> 00:44:14.479 align:center
Yeah, I think about it.
00:44:14.480 --> 00:44:15.937 align:center
Like, I know the dance,
00:44:15.938 --> 00:44:18.729 align:center
I could do the dance now,
but whether it would--
00:44:18.730 --> 00:44:20.313 align:center
- [vomiting]
- [groans]
00:44:21.980 --> 00:44:23.395 align:center
- [retches]
- Are you okay?
00:44:23.396 --> 00:44:25.187 align:center
You still want to...?
00:44:25.188 --> 00:44:27.104 align:center
Oh, uh...
00:44:27.105 --> 00:44:29.312 align:center
uh, yeah, I'm good.
00:44:29.313 --> 00:44:31.396 align:center
[quiet chatter]
00:44:36.688 --> 00:44:38.229 align:center
[Maya] What color is your mucus?
00:44:38.230 --> 00:44:39.812 align:center
[patient over laptop] Maybe beige.
I don't know.
00:44:39.813 --> 00:44:43.480 align:center
It's just really thick and not nice.
00:44:44.813 --> 00:44:46.812 align:center
[Maya] I used to rehab antiques.
00:44:46.813 --> 00:44:47.896 align:center
Um...
00:44:48.688 --> 00:44:50.063 align:center
...like, fix things up.
00:44:51.063 --> 00:44:52.562 align:center
[smacks lips, inhales]
00:44:52.563 --> 00:44:54.104 align:center
[sighs] I-I don't know.
00:44:54.105 --> 00:44:56.895 align:center
I really don't,
I don't want stuff anymore.
00:44:56.896 --> 00:45:00.062 align:center
What about an entirely new activity?
00:45:00.063 --> 00:45:02.146 align:center
Something you've never tried before.
00:45:03.230 --> 00:45:05.770 align:center
And not connected to Charlie
00:45:05.771 --> 00:45:08.562 align:center
or your past interests.
00:45:08.563 --> 00:45:10.270 align:center
It's okay if you don't feel ready.
00:45:10.271 --> 00:45:14.396 align:center
I mean, sometimes we need action
to come before motivation.
00:45:15.896 --> 00:45:20.187 align:center
[group] ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
00:45:20.188 --> 00:45:23.687 align:center
- ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
- [man laughs]
00:45:23.688 --> 00:45:25.062 align:center
- [man] Come on.
- [man 2] Hey!
00:45:25.063 --> 00:45:29.270 align:center
♪ Happy birthday, dear Fábio ♪
00:45:29.271 --> 00:45:30.937 align:center
[man] Oh, oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:45:30.938 --> 00:45:33.562 align:center
[urgent chatter in English and Portuguese]
00:45:33.563 --> 00:45:34.687 align:center
Ice, ice!
00:45:34.688 --> 00:45:36.562 align:center
- Get them some ice.
- [man 3] Ice.
00:45:36.563 --> 00:45:37.854 align:center
[man] We have butter here. Come on.
00:45:37.855 --> 00:45:38.937 align:center
[man 2] Give me your hand, man.
Give me your hand.
00:45:38.938 --> 00:45:40.145 align:center
[woman speaking Portuguese]
00:45:40.146 --> 00:45:41.645 align:center
Please don't put butter on that burn.
00:45:41.646 --> 00:45:43.020 align:center
[chatter stops]
00:45:43.021 --> 00:45:46.021 align:center
Just gonna trap the heat in
and get infected.
00:45:47.230 --> 00:45:48.688 align:center
I'm a nurse.
00:45:50.063 --> 00:45:51.063 align:center
[Felix] What do you reckon?
00:45:53.355 --> 00:45:54.645 align:center
- It looks good.
- Yeah?
00:45:54.646 --> 00:45:55.729 align:center
Blistering normally.
00:45:55.730 --> 00:45:57.520 align:center
Leave it like that for 15 minutes,
00:45:57.521 --> 00:45:59.729 align:center
- and you'll be good.
- Fifteen minutes?
00:45:59.730 --> 00:46:01.271 align:center
Get comfortable.
00:46:01.980 --> 00:46:03.229 align:center
What's the little bird?
00:46:03.230 --> 00:46:05.020 align:center
Oh, um, that's for my daughter.
00:46:05.021 --> 00:46:07.187 align:center
It's a character from her favorite book.
00:46:07.188 --> 00:46:08.480 align:center
She's five.
00:46:10.813 --> 00:46:13.979 align:center
So, like, what do you... what do you do?
00:46:13.980 --> 00:46:15.312 align:center
You... you nurse.
00:46:15.313 --> 00:46:18.063 align:center
You work, uh, work in a hospital or...?
00:46:19.063 --> 00:46:20.604 align:center
I used to. [sighs]
00:46:20.605 --> 00:46:22.604 align:center
- Oh, cool.
- [smacks lips]
00:46:22.605 --> 00:46:24.854 align:center
- That's nice.
- Million years ago.
00:46:24.855 --> 00:46:26.521 align:center
- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay.
00:46:27.146 --> 00:46:28.646 align:center
You're not, you're not staying?
00:46:31.188 --> 00:46:32.479 align:center
I've got a drink to finish.
00:46:32.480 --> 00:46:33.604 align:center
Let me get you a fresh one.
00:46:33.605 --> 00:46:35.479 align:center
I'll take you out for a fresh drink.
00:46:35.480 --> 00:46:38.730 align:center
In about... 13 minutes.
00:46:42.063 --> 00:46:43.438 align:center
You don't like fresh drinks?
00:46:44.896 --> 00:46:46.770 align:center
- What about your friends?
- They won't care.
00:46:46.771 --> 00:46:48.563 align:center
I've been with them all day.
00:46:51.438 --> 00:46:53.230 align:center
- I'm not really a good time.
- I am.
00:46:55.896 --> 00:46:58.520 align:center
And you look like you need a distraction.
00:46:58.521 --> 00:47:00.605 align:center
[ethereal music playing]
00:47:01.688 --> 00:47:05.479 align:center
So, um, when you're not doing telehealth
00:47:05.480 --> 00:47:07.980 align:center
and, um, rescuing people at bars...?
00:47:09.271 --> 00:47:11.563 align:center
I wander around, and I, uh...
00:47:12.938 --> 00:47:14.896 align:center
...I eat and I drink.
00:47:15.605 --> 00:47:17.104 align:center
Probably too much of both.
00:47:17.105 --> 00:47:19.520 align:center
So that's what brought you to Europe?
00:47:19.521 --> 00:47:21.188 align:center
Solitary hedonism?
00:47:22.813 --> 00:47:23.812 align:center
Distraction.
00:47:23.813 --> 00:47:25.020 align:center
In your words.
00:47:25.021 --> 00:47:26.437 align:center
We should go in here.
00:47:26.438 --> 00:47:28.062 align:center
I don't really dance anymore.
00:47:28.063 --> 00:47:29.520 align:center
What are you talking about?
00:47:29.521 --> 00:47:30.854 align:center
Let's go.
00:47:30.855 --> 00:47:32.562 align:center
[muffled dance music playing]
00:47:32.563 --> 00:47:34.646 align:center
[dance music continues]
00:47:38.438 --> 00:47:40.438 align:center
[singer vocalizing]
00:47:54.896 --> 00:47:57.146 align:center
[Maya] My husband died three years ago.
00:47:58.355 --> 00:47:59.813 align:center
[Felix] I'm so sorry.
00:48:01.355 --> 00:48:02.521 align:center
[Maya] Thanks.
00:48:05.313 --> 00:48:07.437 align:center
It's amazing how much you can
talk about your dead husband
00:48:07.438 --> 00:48:09.313 align:center
and people still want to sleep with you.
00:48:13.355 --> 00:48:14.354 align:center
I don't mean you.
00:48:14.355 --> 00:48:15.479 align:center
- I just mean generally.
- [laughs] Oh.
00:48:15.480 --> 00:48:17.188 align:center
I know, I know, I know. That's, um...
00:48:17.896 --> 00:48:20.104 align:center
That's a good observation, to be fair.
00:48:20.105 --> 00:48:21.645 align:center
- So, do you like mustard?
- Yeah.
00:48:21.646 --> 00:48:23.937 align:center
Do you like mustard
or do you love mustard?
00:48:23.938 --> 00:48:26.354 align:center
- I love mustard.
- We'll see.
00:48:26.355 --> 00:48:27.771 align:center
Say when.
00:48:29.980 --> 00:48:31.104 align:center
When. [laughing]
00:48:31.105 --> 00:48:32.979 align:center
Oh, you really like mustard.
00:48:32.980 --> 00:48:34.604 align:center
You really like mustard.
00:48:34.605 --> 00:48:36.770 align:center
So, what you, um, what you gonna do
00:48:36.771 --> 00:48:39.605 align:center
once you finished
distracting yourself traveling?
00:48:40.771 --> 00:48:42.980 align:center
I don't know. Kill myself?
00:48:44.855 --> 00:48:46.980 align:center
My brother killed himself.
00:48:48.271 --> 00:48:49.937 align:center
Shit.
00:48:49.938 --> 00:48:51.646 align:center
You didn't know, did you?
00:48:53.896 --> 00:48:56.270 align:center
You didn't know.
00:48:56.271 --> 00:48:59.187 align:center
[chuckles] Why you got that face on?
00:48:59.188 --> 00:49:00.521 align:center
You're fine.
00:49:02.021 --> 00:49:03.187 align:center
What was his name?
00:49:03.188 --> 00:49:05.980 align:center
Leon. Lee.
00:49:06.771 --> 00:49:08.146 align:center
Yeah, that's my guy.
00:49:09.188 --> 00:49:10.604 align:center
And thank you for asking as well.
00:49:10.605 --> 00:49:12.063 align:center
A lot of people, they just kind of...
00:49:13.980 --> 00:49:15.271 align:center
You know.
00:49:18.480 --> 00:49:20.395 align:center
- My husband was Charlie.
- Mm?
00:49:20.396 --> 00:49:21.980 align:center
- My husband was Charlie.
- Charlie.
00:49:22.605 --> 00:49:23.980 align:center
Leon and Charlie.
00:49:28.521 --> 00:49:31.479 align:center
And then you get, like... I don't know.
00:49:31.480 --> 00:49:33.812 align:center
People just say the dumbest shit, like,
00:49:33.813 --> 00:49:36.063 align:center
"Oh, you know, he's...
00:49:38.271 --> 00:49:40.770 align:center
...he's in a better place now, Felix."
00:49:40.771 --> 00:49:43.229 align:center
Eh, or, like...
00:49:43.230 --> 00:49:47.020 align:center
you know, "He's alive,
but he's alive in you now."
00:49:47.021 --> 00:49:49.395 align:center
And I'm like, "Bro, what?"
00:49:49.396 --> 00:49:52.937 align:center
Like, what... what does that even...
00:49:52.938 --> 00:49:54.770 align:center
what does that even mean?
00:49:54.771 --> 00:49:57.312 align:center
I know it, I know it's,
I know it's love and--
00:49:57.313 --> 00:50:00.313 align:center
But, like, that's not helping me.
[chuckles]
00:50:01.438 --> 00:50:02.855 align:center
At all.
00:50:19.938 --> 00:50:21.980 align:center
Sometimes I wish I could just forget.
00:50:26.730 --> 00:50:28.105 align:center
But I can't.
00:50:31.396 --> 00:50:33.105 align:center
I remember everything.
00:50:36.355 --> 00:50:40.105 align:center
I remember the way
that he... chewed his pens.
00:50:40.938 --> 00:50:44.270 align:center
How he made friends everywhere we went.
00:50:44.271 --> 00:50:49.105 align:center
He was just present and curious and...
00:50:56.230 --> 00:50:57.605 align:center
I don't know.
00:51:01.355 --> 00:51:03.313 align:center
I'm not special.
00:51:04.896 --> 00:51:08.104 align:center
I just met the person
that makes everything magical
00:51:08.105 --> 00:51:10.521 align:center
and interesting and...
00:51:14.355 --> 00:51:16.729 align:center
I-I-I got the thing.
00:51:16.730 --> 00:51:18.813 align:center
I got the thing that everyone wants.
00:51:19.896 --> 00:51:22.145 align:center
You know, I... I won the lottery.
00:51:22.146 --> 00:51:23.438 align:center
I...
00:51:25.146 --> 00:51:26.438 align:center
[sighs]
00:51:31.730 --> 00:51:33.188 align:center
And then...
00:51:44.021 --> 00:51:45.438 align:center
[sighs]
00:51:50.230 --> 00:51:53.020 align:center
Sorry. I don't know what I'm... [chuckles]
00:51:53.021 --> 00:51:54.480 align:center
Don't be.
00:52:11.105 --> 00:52:13.105 align:center
[atmospheric music playing]
00:52:22.521 --> 00:52:24.521 align:center
[bells chiming in distance]
00:52:44.521 --> 00:52:45.855 align:center
[chuckles]
00:52:55.146 --> 00:52:57.105 align:center
Take care of that burn.
00:53:08.230 --> 00:53:11.230 align:center
[gentle classical music playing]
00:53:28.188 --> 00:53:31.355 align:center
[phone vibrating]
00:53:32.355 --> 00:53:34.355 align:center
[doorbell buzzing repeatedly]
00:53:36.480 --> 00:53:38.395 align:center
[buzzing fades]
00:53:38.396 --> 00:53:40.480 align:center
[gentle classical music continues]
00:53:45.271 --> 00:53:47.187 align:center
[instructing in Portuguese]
00:53:47.188 --> 00:53:49.646 align:center
[♪ Kiko Rodriguez sings "Hoy Te Vi Pasar"]
00:53:50.646 --> 00:53:52.646 align:center
[teacher continues instructing
in Portuguese]
00:53:59.521 --> 00:54:01.104 align:center
[music stops]
00:54:01.105 --> 00:54:03.730 align:center
[instructing in Portuguese]
00:54:15.480 --> 00:54:17.937 align:center
Meo português no é bono.
00:54:17.938 --> 00:54:19.270 align:center
[chuckles] Don't worry.
00:54:19.271 --> 00:54:20.438 align:center
You just follow me.
00:54:22.021 --> 00:54:24.145 align:center
["Hoy Te Vi Pasar" resumes playing]
00:54:24.146 --> 00:54:26.145 align:center
[teacher instructing in Portuguese]
00:54:26.146 --> 00:54:28.230 align:center
[song continues with lyrics in Portuguese]
00:54:31.605 --> 00:54:33.605 align:center
[teacher continues instructing
in Portuguese]
00:54:44.813 --> 00:54:46.813 align:center
♪ ♪
00:54:49.730 --> 00:54:51.271 align:center
[chuckles] Sorry.
00:54:53.271 --> 00:54:56.313 align:center
- One, two. One, two.
- [song fades]
00:54:57.355 --> 00:54:59.604 align:center
[man singing "Fado Novembro"
with lyrics in Portuguese]
00:54:59.605 --> 00:55:01.688 align:center
[playing gentle guitar music]
00:55:04.521 --> 00:55:07.105 align:center
[singing continues]
00:55:10.105 --> 00:55:11.938 align:center
[Beatriz] I used to hate fado.
00:55:13.063 --> 00:55:14.895 align:center
[Maya] How come?
00:55:14.896 --> 00:55:16.895 align:center
The Salazar regime.
00:55:16.896 --> 00:55:18.604 align:center
They took it. They use it.
00:55:18.605 --> 00:55:22.312 align:center
So it reminded me of that time.
00:55:22.313 --> 00:55:24.312 align:center
But these young, beautiful people,
00:55:24.313 --> 00:55:26.855 align:center
they make it new again.
00:55:27.896 --> 00:55:30.271 align:center
So now, uh, I think I like it.
00:55:32.146 --> 00:55:33.270 align:center
And you, too.
00:55:33.271 --> 00:55:35.688 align:center
So young and beautiful.
00:55:37.313 --> 00:55:38.937 align:center
I don't feel very young.
00:55:38.938 --> 00:55:40.395 align:center
Don't say that.
00:55:40.396 --> 00:55:41.854 align:center
[both laugh]
00:55:41.855 --> 00:55:44.395 align:center
I don't like you
when you say those things.
00:55:44.396 --> 00:55:46.396 align:center
- [laughing] Please.
- [laughing]
00:55:47.646 --> 00:55:49.895 align:center
I mean, I-I don't feel...
00:55:49.896 --> 00:55:52.438 align:center
I don't feel very young inside.
00:55:53.146 --> 00:55:55.396 align:center
Don't choose to be unhappy.
00:55:56.438 --> 00:55:59.605 align:center
It's lazy, and it's harder.
00:56:05.188 --> 00:56:06.562 align:center
- [Beatriz laughs]
- Okay.
00:56:06.563 --> 00:56:08.479 align:center
Valentona.
00:56:08.480 --> 00:56:09.937 align:center
Understand?
00:56:09.938 --> 00:56:11.313 align:center
I think so.
00:56:13.438 --> 00:56:15.688 align:center
["Fado Novembro" continues
with lyrics in Portuguese]
00:56:21.271 --> 00:56:22.938 align:center
[lively chatter]
00:56:33.938 --> 00:56:35.938 align:center
♪ ♪
00:56:39.646 --> 00:56:40.855 align:center
[keys clatter]
00:56:49.771 --> 00:56:51.771 align:center
[moaning]
00:56:55.980 --> 00:56:57.395 align:center
[song ends]
00:56:57.396 --> 00:56:58.855 align:center
[Felix sighs]
00:57:03.938 --> 00:57:05.395 align:center
I'm going to the Algarve.
00:57:05.396 --> 00:57:08.520 align:center
It's a site visit for work.
00:57:08.521 --> 00:57:10.729 align:center
And then I'm going back to London.
00:57:10.730 --> 00:57:12.105 align:center
Um...
00:57:13.230 --> 00:57:17.229 align:center
I was just wondering
if you wanted to, um...
00:57:17.230 --> 00:57:20.396 align:center
join me at the beach before I go back.
00:57:21.396 --> 00:57:23.229 align:center
You don't have to say anything.
00:57:23.230 --> 00:57:27.812 align:center
Um, you know, you can,
you can come or, um,
00:57:27.813 --> 00:57:30.313 align:center
obviously, you can not come.
00:57:32.188 --> 00:57:33.187 align:center
[chuckles] Yeah.
00:57:33.188 --> 00:57:36.854 align:center
But, um, yeah, I leave 12:00 tomorrow.
00:57:36.855 --> 00:57:38.313 align:center
On the train.
00:57:42.730 --> 00:57:44.771 align:center
Um... yeah.
00:57:46.646 --> 00:57:47.855 align:center
Bye.
00:57:48.855 --> 00:57:51.271 align:center
[door opens, closes]
00:57:54.605 --> 00:57:57.020 align:center
[woman speaking Portuguese over P.A.]
00:57:57.021 --> 00:57:59.645 align:center
[busy chatter]
00:57:59.646 --> 00:58:02.730 align:center
[♪ Cigarettes After Sex sing "Apocalypse"]
00:58:10.855 --> 00:58:12.855 align:center
♪ ♪
00:58:13.938 --> 00:58:16.271 align:center
[seagulls squawking]
00:58:21.021 --> 00:58:22.646 align:center
[laughs]
00:58:25.563 --> 00:58:26.770 align:center
[Felix] Henrique. Hello, mate.
00:58:26.771 --> 00:58:29.645 align:center
Um, it's Felix again.
00:58:29.646 --> 00:58:31.104 align:center
Uh, we're locked out.
00:58:31.105 --> 00:58:33.562 align:center
Give us a call back as soon as you can.
My phone's about to die.
00:58:33.563 --> 00:58:38.188 align:center
♪ Watching cityscapes turn to dust ♪
00:58:41.105 --> 00:58:44.187 align:center
♪ Filming helicopters crashing ♪
00:58:44.188 --> 00:58:47.437 align:center
♪ in the ocean from way above ♪
00:58:47.438 --> 00:58:49.937 align:center
Me and Leon used to do this all the time
00:58:49.938 --> 00:58:51.895 align:center
in Brighton as kids.
00:58:51.896 --> 00:58:54.479 align:center
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
00:58:54.480 --> 00:58:57.062 align:center
♪ Tell me why ♪
00:58:57.063 --> 00:58:59.562 align:center
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
00:58:59.563 --> 00:59:02.104 align:center
♪ Tell me why ♪
00:59:02.105 --> 00:59:04.895 align:center
♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪
00:59:04.896 --> 00:59:08.396 align:center
♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪
00:59:13.146 --> 00:59:16.187 align:center
♪ Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers ♪
00:59:16.188 --> 00:59:19.188 align:center
♪ wrapped in your arms ♪
00:59:22.605 --> 00:59:26.645 align:center
♪ You've been hiding them
in hollowed-out pianos ♪
00:59:26.646 --> 00:59:29.605 align:center
♪ left in the dark ♪
00:59:33.146 --> 00:59:35.770 align:center
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
00:59:35.771 --> 00:59:38.229 align:center
♪ Tell me why ♪
00:59:38.230 --> 00:59:40.520 align:center
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
00:59:40.521 --> 00:59:43.270 align:center
♪ Tell me why ♪
00:59:43.271 --> 00:59:45.770 align:center
♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪
00:59:45.771 --> 00:59:49.480 align:center
♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪
00:59:54.396 --> 00:59:56.396 align:center
♪ ♪
01:00:08.188 --> 01:00:10.146 align:center
♪ Oh ♪
01:00:11.188 --> 01:00:15.480 align:center
♪ When you're all alone ♪
01:00:16.313 --> 01:00:19.688 align:center
♪ I will reach for you ♪
01:00:21.146 --> 01:00:22.895 align:center
♪ When you're feeling low ♪
01:00:22.896 --> 01:00:26.729 align:center
So we've been working on this site
for the past two years.
01:00:26.730 --> 01:00:28.937 align:center
♪ I will be there, too ♪
01:00:28.938 --> 01:00:31.145 align:center
- Bom dia.
- Bom dia.
01:00:31.146 --> 01:00:33.230 align:center
♪ ♪
01:00:46.313 --> 01:00:48.229 align:center
[song fades]
01:00:48.230 --> 01:00:50.480 align:center
- [Maya] Wow.
- [Felix] Goûter.
01:00:51.480 --> 01:00:53.520 align:center
That's, um, that's what Noelle calls it.
01:00:53.521 --> 01:00:57.520 align:center
It's a snack French kids eat after school.
01:00:57.521 --> 01:00:59.145 align:center
What does "goûter" mean?
01:00:59.146 --> 01:01:02.270 align:center
Um, "chocolate sandwich"?
01:01:02.271 --> 01:01:03.520 align:center
"Chocolate baguette"?
01:01:03.521 --> 01:01:04.770 align:center
[chuckles] I don't know.
01:01:04.771 --> 01:01:06.895 align:center
I just know that that's what she likes.
01:01:06.896 --> 01:01:08.479 align:center
I can tell you like being a dad.
01:01:08.480 --> 01:01:10.980 align:center
[chuckles] Yeah, I do.
01:01:11.730 --> 01:01:13.979 align:center
Her mum and I have a...
we have a good setup.
01:01:13.980 --> 01:01:15.229 align:center
How'd you two meet?
01:01:15.230 --> 01:01:16.479 align:center
Um, art school.
01:01:16.480 --> 01:01:17.812 align:center
And I was awful.
01:01:17.813 --> 01:01:20.020 align:center
But, like, not like regular awful.
01:01:20.021 --> 01:01:22.187 align:center
I was really, really bad.
01:01:22.188 --> 01:01:25.229 align:center
And she was this...
01:01:25.230 --> 01:01:29.229 align:center
ultra-gifted, talented student
who, like, went on
01:01:29.230 --> 01:01:31.187 align:center
to open her own firm in London.
01:01:31.188 --> 01:01:33.145 align:center
And that's where I'm at
when I'm not working away.
01:01:33.146 --> 01:01:34.563 align:center
London boy.
01:01:35.730 --> 01:01:38.854 align:center
Did you two ever talk about kids or...
01:01:38.855 --> 01:01:40.979 align:center
is that not something you...?
01:01:40.980 --> 01:01:42.938 align:center
- [sighs] We did. Yeah.
- Yeah?
01:01:46.521 --> 01:01:48.605 align:center
Now I kind of wish that...
01:01:50.188 --> 01:01:51.188 align:center
Yeah.
01:01:53.230 --> 01:01:54.980 align:center
Have a piece of him left, you know?
01:02:01.521 --> 01:02:05.605 align:center
It's funny, I used to think
it was selfish to have kids.
01:02:07.063 --> 01:02:08.271 align:center
But...
01:02:10.396 --> 01:02:12.187 align:center
...now I think it's some kind of hope.
01:02:12.188 --> 01:02:13.562 align:center
Yeah.
01:02:13.563 --> 01:02:15.895 align:center
Noelle was, um, well, she was unplanned,
01:02:15.896 --> 01:02:21.104 align:center
so I never really had to...
01:02:21.105 --> 01:02:23.479 align:center
like, tangle with that, but...
01:02:23.480 --> 01:02:24.729 align:center
she is a hope.
01:02:24.730 --> 01:02:25.896 align:center
It's true.
01:02:26.896 --> 01:02:28.980 align:center
[atmospheric music playing]
01:02:30.980 --> 01:02:33.062 align:center
[lively chatter and laughter]
01:02:33.063 --> 01:02:35.271 align:center
[♪ Grupo Folclórico De Faro
play "Alma Algarvia"]
01:02:37.855 --> 01:02:39.855 align:center
- [whooping]
- [rhythmic clapping]
01:02:43.105 --> 01:02:45.729 align:center
- [song fades]
- [atmospheric music continues]
01:02:45.730 --> 01:02:48.645 align:center
[Maya] I feel like I'm living again,
01:02:48.646 --> 01:02:50.605 align:center
but it's someone else's life.
01:02:54.980 --> 01:02:56.187 align:center
[Felix] What does it feel like,
01:02:56.188 --> 01:02:58.313 align:center
being this other person?
01:03:03.938 --> 01:03:05.438 align:center
Like a fantasy.
01:03:19.771 --> 01:03:21.562 align:center
[Felix] I have to leave tomorrow.
01:03:21.563 --> 01:03:23.687 align:center
Noelle got a cold,
01:03:23.688 --> 01:03:26.687 align:center
and, um, they're headed home.
01:03:26.688 --> 01:03:29.937 align:center
I told her that I'd be home
before they got back.
01:03:29.938 --> 01:03:31.020 align:center
So...
01:03:31.021 --> 01:03:32.480 align:center
Of course.
01:03:33.313 --> 01:03:36.270 align:center
You probably don't want to come to...
01:03:36.271 --> 01:03:37.980 align:center
To London?
01:03:39.521 --> 01:03:41.813 align:center
I mean, we could say goodbye now, but...
01:03:42.980 --> 01:03:45.271 align:center
...I mean, obviously,
I don't want to do that.
01:03:46.521 --> 01:03:51.438 align:center
- [♪ Remy Bond sings "Cherry Red Balloon"]
- ♪ Cherry red balloon ♪
01:03:59.896 --> 01:04:01.437 align:center
[laughing]
01:04:01.438 --> 01:04:05.229 align:center
♪ I've run out of patience ♪
01:04:05.230 --> 01:04:08.437 align:center
♪ at gasoline stations ♪
01:04:08.438 --> 01:04:13.313 align:center
♪ It sounds kind of sad but true ♪
01:04:15.938 --> 01:04:16.937 align:center
- [laughs] Me?
- [laughs] Yeah.
01:04:16.938 --> 01:04:18.895 align:center
Must be impressive. Oh, here we go.
01:04:18.896 --> 01:04:20.187 align:center
- [Maya] Thank you.
- [waiter] And for you, sir.
01:04:20.188 --> 01:04:21.688 align:center
- [Felix] Thank you so much.
- [Maya] Pretty.
01:04:22.313 --> 01:04:23.645 align:center
Looks nice. Do you want to share that?
01:04:23.646 --> 01:04:25.270 align:center
- Yeah.
- Okay.
01:04:25.271 --> 01:04:27.355 align:center
[song fades]
01:04:29.021 --> 01:04:30.230 align:center
What's up?
01:04:31.896 --> 01:04:33.146 align:center
Um...
01:04:35.938 --> 01:04:37.605 align:center
- Maya.
- [murmurs softly]
01:04:39.563 --> 01:04:40.980 align:center
Maya?
01:04:44.230 --> 01:04:45.520 align:center
[chuckles]
01:04:45.521 --> 01:04:46.855 align:center
Hi.
01:04:48.021 --> 01:04:49.563 align:center
Hi. I-- You're, wha--
01:04:51.063 --> 01:04:53.104 align:center
Wow. How-how-how... how are you?
01:04:53.105 --> 01:04:54.563 align:center
Uh, uh...
01:04:56.021 --> 01:04:57.313 align:center
What are you doing here?
01:04:57.896 --> 01:04:59.812 align:center
[chuckles] I... Sorry.
01:04:59.813 --> 01:05:02.479 align:center
I-I-I've spent so long trying
to get in touch with you.
01:05:02.480 --> 01:05:03.562 align:center
I-I--
01:05:03.563 --> 01:05:07.063 align:center
Um, I haven't really been reachable.
01:05:08.605 --> 01:05:09.938 align:center
Uh-huh.
01:05:11.896 --> 01:05:13.437 align:center
Yeah, I'm-I'm here with friends.
01:05:13.438 --> 01:05:16.520 align:center
We're here for-for work. Are you...
01:05:16.521 --> 01:05:17.605 align:center
You-you live here now?
01:05:19.396 --> 01:05:20.813 align:center
No.
01:05:23.480 --> 01:05:24.521 align:center
[chuckles softly]
01:05:25.896 --> 01:05:28.021 align:center
[chuckles] Sorry, I'm-I'm...
01:05:29.730 --> 01:05:31.395 align:center
I-- This is...
01:05:31.396 --> 01:05:33.354 align:center
[Felix] I'm Felix.
01:05:33.355 --> 01:05:34.729 align:center
[Jason] Hey, man. I'm-I'm Jason.
01:05:34.730 --> 01:05:36.020 align:center
[Felix] Jason. Nice to meet you, mate.
01:05:36.021 --> 01:05:38.313 align:center
- [Jason] Yeah, nice to meet you.
- [Felix] Nice to meet you.
01:05:39.396 --> 01:05:43.187 align:center
Jason is, um, my friend from Boston.
01:05:43.188 --> 01:05:45.271 align:center
[Felix] Nice. Nice.
01:05:47.105 --> 01:05:49.188 align:center
"Friend from Boston"?
01:05:50.230 --> 01:05:51.395 align:center
Really?
01:05:51.396 --> 01:05:52.979 align:center
We were, we were family, Maya.
01:05:52.980 --> 01:05:55.604 align:center
We-we... we spent holidays together.
01:05:55.605 --> 01:05:57.562 align:center
I mean, we-we...
01:05:57.563 --> 01:05:58.854 align:center
We did 12 Thanksgivings toget--
01:05:58.855 --> 01:06:02.729 align:center
I-I... I made the speech at your wedding.
01:06:02.730 --> 01:06:04.354 align:center
[chuckles] That's a lot of Thanksgivings.
01:06:04.355 --> 01:06:05.812 align:center
Do you want to... do you want
to come and join us?
01:06:05.813 --> 01:06:08.437 align:center
- No.
- Uh...
01:06:08.438 --> 01:06:13.271 align:center
I mean, you, uh, got your...
dinner to go to.
01:06:17.771 --> 01:06:19.270 align:center
What are you, what are you...
01:06:19.271 --> 01:06:20.354 align:center
I mean, what-what are...
01:06:20.355 --> 01:06:22.187 align:center
What the hell? What are you...
01:06:22.188 --> 01:06:24.105 align:center
That's all you're gonna say to me?
01:06:25.313 --> 01:06:26.645 align:center
I don't know what you want from me.
01:06:26.646 --> 01:06:28.937 align:center
What I want from you?
I mean, you-you-you left.
01:06:28.938 --> 01:06:30.020 align:center
You left, Maya.
01:06:30.021 --> 01:06:31.604 align:center
I mean, you-you didn't say goodbye.
You didn't say any--
01:06:31.605 --> 01:06:33.104 align:center
Do you know how long we spent
looking for you,
01:06:33.105 --> 01:06:34.770 align:center
trying to get in touch with you
to make sure
01:06:34.771 --> 01:06:37.020 align:center
that you were okay,
that everything was-was fine?
01:06:37.021 --> 01:06:38.562 align:center
- I didn't ask you to do that.
- I know, but--
01:06:38.563 --> 01:06:39.937 align:center
- I think that's enough. Thank you.
- It's okay. It's okay, really.
01:06:39.938 --> 01:06:41.020 align:center
Will you just get out of here, please?
01:06:41.021 --> 01:06:43.312 align:center
Will you just leave me alone?
Please? Go have a drink.
01:06:43.313 --> 01:06:45.271 align:center
Go have ten drinks. Forget about this.
01:06:45.855 --> 01:06:46.855 align:center
Okay?
01:06:50.771 --> 01:06:51.980 align:center
Yeah.
01:06:55.396 --> 01:06:57.396 align:center
[somber music playing]
01:07:02.355 --> 01:07:03.729 align:center
Um...
01:07:03.730 --> 01:07:05.771 align:center
- What was that?
- Can we get out of here?
01:07:06.813 --> 01:07:08.937 align:center
I put... [breath trembles]
01:07:08.938 --> 01:07:12.605 align:center
everything I needed in two suitcases.
01:07:14.021 --> 01:07:18.770 align:center
I took his phone, his keys
and his birth certificate,
01:07:18.771 --> 01:07:21.062 align:center
and I put them in a Stop & Shop bag,
01:07:21.063 --> 01:07:25.270 align:center
and I left it outside of Jason's door.
01:07:25.271 --> 01:07:26.938 align:center
Um...
01:07:30.688 --> 01:07:32.688 align:center
I didn't answer my phone.
01:07:35.063 --> 01:07:37.063 align:center
I didn't even answer for his mom.
01:07:39.355 --> 01:07:40.855 align:center
I...
01:07:44.563 --> 01:07:45.979 align:center
[sobs softly] I don't know.
01:07:45.980 --> 01:07:47.438 align:center
I mean... [stammers]
01:07:49.480 --> 01:07:50.563 align:center
[sniffles]
01:07:51.646 --> 01:07:53.271 align:center
I guess I...
01:07:54.855 --> 01:07:59.021 align:center
I couldn't be around, um...
01:08:00.521 --> 01:08:02.812 align:center
...just for them to hate me, you know?
01:08:02.813 --> 01:08:06.230 align:center
And blame me and...
01:08:08.438 --> 01:08:09.771 align:center
You know.
01:08:11.188 --> 01:08:14.145 align:center
Tell me that I should've
st-stayed somewhere else
01:08:14.146 --> 01:08:16.563 align:center
and kept him safe and... [sniffles]
01:08:17.646 --> 01:08:18.855 align:center
Um...
01:08:21.438 --> 01:08:24.687 align:center
Yeah. I mean, and then there's...
01:08:24.688 --> 01:08:26.437 align:center
Jason and what was, like...
01:08:26.438 --> 01:08:28.020 align:center
[sniffles]
01:08:28.021 --> 01:08:29.937 align:center
I don't know.
I just couldn't deal with it.
01:08:29.938 --> 01:08:31.438 align:center
I'm...
01:08:32.646 --> 01:08:34.355 align:center
I, uh...
01:08:37.813 --> 01:08:39.895 align:center
I called a Taskrabbit,
01:08:39.896 --> 01:08:44.145 align:center
and I had them pack up my apartment
01:08:44.146 --> 01:08:47.187 align:center
and put it in a storage unit,
and I went to the airport,
01:08:47.188 --> 01:08:49.354 align:center
and I threw my phone away in a trash can,
01:08:49.355 --> 01:08:51.771 align:center
and then I just didn't go back.
01:08:52.396 --> 01:08:53.396 align:center
[Maya sniffles]
01:08:54.938 --> 01:08:56.230 align:center
[Maya sighs]
01:08:57.271 --> 01:09:00.854 align:center
It's clarifying, I guess,
01:09:00.855 --> 01:09:02.104 align:center
to have nobody.
01:09:02.105 --> 01:09:03.937 align:center
Um, I don't know.
01:09:03.938 --> 01:09:05.145 align:center
[laughs]
01:09:05.146 --> 01:09:09.145 align:center
Just... float around like
a useless piece of matter in the void.
01:09:09.146 --> 01:09:11.562 align:center
[laughs, sniffles]
01:09:11.563 --> 01:09:12.980 align:center
Uh...
01:09:14.521 --> 01:09:15.938 align:center
[sighs heavily]
01:09:21.730 --> 01:09:25.438 align:center
They say you can't run away
from your life, but you can. [sniffles]
01:09:27.521 --> 01:09:29.521 align:center
It just makes you a monster.
01:09:42.646 --> 01:09:44.646 align:center
[somber music continues]
01:10:00.188 --> 01:10:01.854 align:center
Thank you.
01:10:01.855 --> 01:10:03.396 align:center
Yeah. You're welcome.
01:10:16.480 --> 01:10:20.105 align:center
What if we just acknowledged
that there actually is something here?
01:10:22.813 --> 01:10:24.813 align:center
What if we took that risk?
01:10:27.605 --> 01:10:31.605 align:center
I mean, I know he was
the love of your life, and, um...
01:10:34.021 --> 01:10:35.938 align:center
...I-I think that's beautiful.
01:10:39.313 --> 01:10:41.313 align:center
But who's to say you can only have one?
01:10:43.605 --> 01:10:45.605 align:center
♪ ♪
01:10:57.438 --> 01:10:59.271 align:center
- [Felix speaking indistinctly]
- [kids chattering playfully]
01:11:00.980 --> 01:11:02.312 align:center
[Felix] Hey.
01:11:02.313 --> 01:11:03.895 align:center
Do you know who this is?
01:11:03.896 --> 01:11:05.020 align:center
I do.
01:11:05.021 --> 01:11:06.979 align:center
And I've seen her before.
01:11:06.980 --> 01:11:09.604 align:center
Noelle, this is our friend Maya.
01:11:09.605 --> 01:11:11.645 align:center
- Hi.
- Hi.
01:11:11.646 --> 01:11:14.020 align:center
- So nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, too.
01:11:14.021 --> 01:11:15.520 align:center
Papa.
01:11:15.521 --> 01:11:17.104 align:center
[Felix] Yeah, that's a...
01:11:17.105 --> 01:11:18.604 align:center
that's a nice one. Yeah.
01:11:18.605 --> 01:11:21.854 align:center
So we're-we're very into signs right now,
aren't we?
01:11:21.855 --> 01:11:24.229 align:center
Especially signs with a slash through it.
01:11:24.230 --> 01:11:27.979 align:center
If it has a "no" or a slash,
we really like those signs.
01:11:27.980 --> 01:11:30.021 align:center
- Really love them right now, don't we?
- Mm-hmm.
01:11:30.730 --> 01:11:32.604 align:center
I...
01:11:32.605 --> 01:11:36.229 align:center
I might have something
you could help me with.
01:11:36.230 --> 01:11:38.937 align:center
I saw this sign in Madrid.
01:11:38.938 --> 01:11:43.063 align:center
It didn't have a slash or a "no,"
but I thought it was pretty cool.
01:11:44.105 --> 01:11:45.854 align:center
- [Noelle] What does it mean?
- I don't know.
01:11:45.855 --> 01:11:47.604 align:center
I was thinking maybe you might know.
01:11:47.605 --> 01:11:49.729 align:center
You seen that one before?
01:11:49.730 --> 01:11:51.479 align:center
Never seen it before.
01:11:51.480 --> 01:11:53.645 align:center
It's kind of existential.
01:11:53.646 --> 01:11:55.396 align:center
- Isn't it?
- [whispering indistinctly]
01:11:57.063 --> 01:11:59.270 align:center
Euh, en anglais, s'il te plaît.
01:11:59.271 --> 01:12:00.395 align:center
Oh, it's a secret.
01:12:00.396 --> 01:12:03.395 align:center
[whispering indistinctly]
01:12:03.396 --> 01:12:05.395 align:center
Um...
01:12:05.396 --> 01:12:07.104 align:center
I don't know, babe. Maybe.
01:12:07.105 --> 01:12:08.979 align:center
Yeah? Maybe. We'll see.
01:12:08.980 --> 01:12:11.062 align:center
We'll go and then we'll talk about it
a little bit later.
01:12:11.063 --> 01:12:12.937 align:center
Yeah? Shall we give that
back to Maya? Yeah?
01:12:12.938 --> 01:12:15.895 align:center
So it don't break,
'cause phones are expensive.
01:12:15.896 --> 01:12:17.770 align:center
- Mm-hmm.
- And...
01:12:17.771 --> 01:12:19.855 align:center
you go and grab your scooter, yeah?
01:12:20.980 --> 01:12:21.979 align:center
Oh.
01:12:21.980 --> 01:12:23.354 align:center
Oh, skills.
01:12:23.355 --> 01:12:26.687 align:center
[♪ Dustin O'Halloran sings "New Day"]
01:12:26.688 --> 01:12:27.854 align:center
Ah, you can ride off.
01:12:27.855 --> 01:12:29.855 align:center
Just don't go too, too far, yeah?
01:12:34.896 --> 01:12:37.521 align:center
What did Noelle whisper to you
at the park earlier?
01:12:38.730 --> 01:12:39.729 align:center
Oh.
01:12:39.730 --> 01:12:40.979 align:center
[chuckles] She, um...
01:12:40.980 --> 01:12:45.063 align:center
She just asked me if you wanted
to come to her birthday party.
01:12:46.896 --> 01:12:48.313 align:center
[chuckles softly]
01:12:50.480 --> 01:12:52.230 align:center
If it's too much...
01:12:56.771 --> 01:12:57.938 align:center
[doorbell buzzes]
01:13:01.230 --> 01:13:02.730 align:center
Yeah, it's Mouse Trap.
01:13:03.730 --> 01:13:05.188 align:center
The game.
01:13:07.646 --> 01:13:09.646 align:center
- [playful chatter]
- [upbeat music playing]
01:13:13.146 --> 01:13:14.187 align:center
Hey.
01:13:14.188 --> 01:13:16.312 align:center
Felix! Ça va?
01:13:16.313 --> 01:13:17.604 align:center
Oui. Ça va.
01:13:17.605 --> 01:13:19.104 align:center
- Wow, looking sharp.
- Thank you.
01:13:19.105 --> 01:13:20.855 align:center
And, Maya, hi.
01:13:21.855 --> 01:13:24.145 align:center
Welcome. It's so lovely to have you.
01:13:24.146 --> 01:13:25.812 align:center
Uh, you're so French.
01:13:25.813 --> 01:13:27.062 align:center
- [laughs]
- Sorry.
01:13:27.063 --> 01:13:28.770 align:center
- Yes, I-I have been told that.
- I told you.
01:13:28.771 --> 01:13:31.062 align:center
[laughs] Sorry, I can't hide it.
01:13:31.063 --> 01:13:33.187 align:center
- Thank you so much.
- [box rattles]
01:13:33.188 --> 01:13:34.854 align:center
- Good job, Papa.
- [Felix] Thank you.
01:13:34.855 --> 01:13:36.937 align:center
- I know exactly what this is.
- Yeah, I listen, don't I?
01:13:36.938 --> 01:13:38.854 align:center
- Yeah, you did.
- See? Do you want a drink?
01:13:38.855 --> 01:13:40.604 align:center
- Yes, please.
- Yeah? Okay.
01:13:40.605 --> 01:13:43.687 align:center
You're probably well aware
of our particular theme.
01:13:43.688 --> 01:13:46.604 align:center
- That cake is incredible.
- Ah, thank you.
01:13:46.605 --> 01:13:48.312 align:center
I actually wanted to do "no smoking,"
01:13:48.313 --> 01:13:50.062 align:center
but Felix said it was inappropriate.
01:13:50.063 --> 01:13:51.562 align:center
[Felix] It was inappropriate.
01:13:51.563 --> 01:13:53.229 align:center
- Absolutely, it was.
- [whispers] It was appropriate. It was.
01:13:53.230 --> 01:13:54.437 align:center
- [woman] Anna?
- [Anna] Yeah?
01:13:54.438 --> 01:13:55.645 align:center
[woman] Do you have any more red?
01:13:55.646 --> 01:13:56.770 align:center
[Anna] Yes. I'll be right back.
01:13:56.771 --> 01:13:57.979 align:center
- Okay.
- Should we say "happy birthday"?
01:13:57.980 --> 01:13:59.104 align:center
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
01:13:59.105 --> 01:14:00.520 align:center
Hey, hey, happy birthday.
01:14:00.521 --> 01:14:02.395 align:center
Where's the birthday girl? Where is she?
01:14:02.396 --> 01:14:04.312 align:center
[grunting playfully]
01:14:04.313 --> 01:14:06.604 align:center
Happy birthday. Do you remember Maya?
01:14:06.605 --> 01:14:07.937 align:center
- Should we say, "Hi, Maya"?
- Hi.
01:14:07.938 --> 01:14:09.020 align:center
- Hi, Maya.
- Hi, Maya.
01:14:09.021 --> 01:14:11.105 align:center
[playful chatter and music continue]
01:14:23.396 --> 01:14:24.813 align:center
You okay?
01:14:29.313 --> 01:14:31.313 align:center
Want me to go get your mom?
01:14:38.146 --> 01:14:39.646 align:center
[Maya sighs]
01:14:46.355 --> 01:14:47.729 align:center
[somber music playing]
01:14:47.730 --> 01:14:49.145 align:center
[humming a tune]
01:14:49.146 --> 01:14:50.229 align:center
Oh, thank you.
01:14:50.230 --> 01:14:53.270 align:center
Just leave that here
or anywhere you can find a space.
01:14:53.271 --> 01:14:55.104 align:center
- Okay.
- Thank you so much.
01:14:55.105 --> 01:14:56.437 align:center
Of course.
01:14:56.438 --> 01:14:58.521 align:center
[humming a tune]
01:14:59.980 --> 01:15:01.770 align:center
I'll hold it until the marble drops out.
01:15:01.771 --> 01:15:02.938 align:center
Ready?
01:15:04.188 --> 01:15:05.187 align:center
[exhales]
01:15:05.188 --> 01:15:07.271 align:center
[Felix continues talking indistinctly]
01:15:09.813 --> 01:15:12.313 align:center
Do you ever worry that something's
gonna happen to her?
01:15:13.980 --> 01:15:16.312 align:center
Um... [laughing]
01:15:16.313 --> 01:15:18.187 align:center
I mean...
01:15:18.188 --> 01:15:20.520 align:center
do you, do you love her so much
that you sometimes
01:15:20.521 --> 01:15:21.770 align:center
- worry about, you know?
- [laughs]
01:15:21.771 --> 01:15:23.730 align:center
No, I-I understand the question.
01:15:24.480 --> 01:15:26.480 align:center
- Okay.
- [chuckles]
01:15:27.355 --> 01:15:29.687 align:center
All the time.
01:15:29.688 --> 01:15:32.563 align:center
It's... abject terror.
01:15:34.438 --> 01:15:36.230 align:center
It's also love, I suppose.
01:15:37.271 --> 01:15:39.145 align:center
[footsteps]
01:15:39.146 --> 01:15:41.230 align:center
[dishes clinking]
01:15:42.355 --> 01:15:43.854 align:center
[Felix in other room] Yeah. That's right.
01:15:43.855 --> 01:15:45.896 align:center
What do you feel like for dinner?
01:15:46.980 --> 01:15:48.395 align:center
We got the curry in the fridge.
01:15:48.396 --> 01:15:53.229 align:center
Um... which you might not want twice.
01:15:53.230 --> 01:15:55.645 align:center
Um, if not, we could pop out
a little bit later
01:15:55.646 --> 01:15:58.146 align:center
and go to that place you like
around the corner.
01:16:00.980 --> 01:16:02.687 align:center
I can't.
01:16:02.688 --> 01:16:03.770 align:center
Huh?
01:16:03.771 --> 01:16:04.854 align:center
[smacks lips]
01:16:04.855 --> 01:16:06.271 align:center
I can't do this.
01:16:07.313 --> 01:16:09.562 align:center
What... what do you mean?
01:16:09.563 --> 01:16:11.979 align:center
I can't get entangled
in somebody else's life.
01:16:11.980 --> 01:16:13.855 align:center
Not again. I'm sorry.
01:16:16.855 --> 01:16:18.230 align:center
Um...
01:16:23.146 --> 01:16:25.687 align:center
Uh, was it, was it the party
or... what was it?
01:16:25.688 --> 01:16:27.562 align:center
All of it. It's all of it. It's...
01:16:27.563 --> 01:16:29.480 align:center
You guys are a family.
01:16:30.855 --> 01:16:32.105 align:center
Are-are you serious?
01:16:35.230 --> 01:16:36.730 align:center
You're not.
01:16:38.355 --> 01:16:40.854 align:center
You-- but you knew I had a...
you knew I had a daughter
01:16:40.855 --> 01:16:42.520 align:center
and I'm co-parenting.
01:16:42.521 --> 01:16:45.646 align:center
Like, that's... that's, like,
stuff you knew.
01:16:48.521 --> 01:16:50.187 align:center
S-So, what-what do you, what do you want?
01:16:50.188 --> 01:16:51.729 align:center
[stammers] Is...
01:16:51.730 --> 01:16:53.937 align:center
Do you want, like, just me and you
and the Algarve?
01:16:53.938 --> 01:16:55.104 align:center
- Is that--
- I-I don't--
01:16:55.105 --> 01:16:57.813 align:center
- I don't know.
- Do you want to be alone?
01:17:04.146 --> 01:17:05.812 align:center
[stammers]
01:17:05.813 --> 01:17:07.896 align:center
Maya, you know, you're...
01:17:09.396 --> 01:17:11.312 align:center
...you're so...
01:17:11.313 --> 01:17:14.563 align:center
you're so full of crap sometimes.
01:17:16.146 --> 01:17:17.146 align:center
Do you know that?
01:17:18.646 --> 01:17:20.562 align:center
This-this whole story about
01:17:20.563 --> 01:17:23.895 align:center
you avoiding human connection
when it's clear that that's...
01:17:23.896 --> 01:17:25.312 align:center
that's actually everything you want.
01:17:25.313 --> 01:17:27.146 align:center
I can't do this!
01:17:33.105 --> 01:17:34.938 align:center
Okay, fine. Yeah, go.
01:17:37.563 --> 01:17:38.855 align:center
I'm not gonna chase you.
01:17:42.563 --> 01:17:44.355 align:center
I'll leave your shit at the door!
01:18:00.646 --> 01:18:02.146 align:center
[cassette tape clicks]
01:18:02.771 --> 01:18:05.104 align:center
[gentle classical music playing]
01:18:05.105 --> 01:18:07.188 align:center
[cassette tape grinding softly]
01:18:11.521 --> 01:18:13.521 align:center
♪ ♪
01:18:26.646 --> 01:18:28.063 align:center
[Ruth] Maya!
01:18:30.646 --> 01:18:33.230 align:center
Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!
01:18:35.021 --> 01:18:36.229 align:center
[breathing heavily]
01:18:36.230 --> 01:18:37.521 align:center
[Ruth from outside] Maya.
01:18:38.521 --> 01:18:40.521 align:center
♪ ♪
01:18:43.563 --> 01:18:44.855 align:center
[doorbell buzzes]
01:18:45.688 --> 01:18:47.437 align:center
[doorbell buzzing continuously]
01:18:47.438 --> 01:18:48.895 align:center
Maya!
01:18:48.896 --> 01:18:50.020 align:center
It's Ruth!
01:18:50.021 --> 01:18:52.312 align:center
[dance music playing faintly]
01:18:52.313 --> 01:18:55.312 align:center
They won't let me into the hospital, Maya.
01:18:55.313 --> 01:18:56.729 align:center
[from outside] I need your help.
01:18:56.730 --> 01:18:59.812 align:center
- [dance music fades]
- [gentle classical music continues]
01:18:59.813 --> 01:19:01.520 align:center
Maya!
01:19:01.521 --> 01:19:04.229 align:center
You need to come d-down here
and tell me what happened.
01:19:04.230 --> 01:19:06.604 align:center
You need to come down here, Maya,
01:19:06.605 --> 01:19:09.312 align:center
[sobbing] and tell me what happened
01:19:09.313 --> 01:19:12.604 align:center
to my son.
01:19:12.605 --> 01:19:13.979 align:center
Maya, look at me!
01:19:13.980 --> 01:19:16.104 align:center
Look at my face.
01:19:16.105 --> 01:19:18.145 align:center
[sobs, sniffles]
01:19:18.146 --> 01:19:19.229 align:center
You coward!
01:19:19.230 --> 01:19:21.895 align:center
Get down here.
01:19:21.896 --> 01:19:23.729 align:center
After you got him sick!
01:19:23.730 --> 01:19:25.395 align:center
You did this!
01:19:25.396 --> 01:19:26.896 align:center
You did it!
01:19:28.646 --> 01:19:31.854 align:center
[sobbing] You look at my face, you coward!
01:19:31.855 --> 01:19:33.313 align:center
You c...
01:19:35.396 --> 01:19:37.395 align:center
[breathing heavily]
01:19:37.396 --> 01:19:40.104 align:center
[gentle classical music continues]
01:19:40.105 --> 01:19:42.187 align:center
What have you done?
01:19:42.188 --> 01:19:44.062 align:center
[sobbing] What have you done, Maya?
01:19:44.063 --> 01:19:45.520 align:center
What have you done?
01:19:45.521 --> 01:19:47.812 align:center
[sobbing] Charlie, oh, my God.
01:19:47.813 --> 01:19:49.230 align:center
No.
01:19:50.688 --> 01:19:52.688 align:center
[grief therapist] Stay with it, Maya.
01:19:54.646 --> 01:19:56.521 align:center
I really think we're getting somewhere.
01:20:00.771 --> 01:20:02.771 align:center
[gentle classical music ends]
01:20:09.605 --> 01:20:11.270 align:center
- [door opens]
- [entry bell jingles]
01:20:11.271 --> 01:20:13.521 align:center
- [quiet chatter]
- [door closes]
01:20:19.438 --> 01:20:21.438 align:center
- Hi.
- Hi.
01:20:28.855 --> 01:20:29.896 align:center
It's been months.
01:20:31.563 --> 01:20:32.937 align:center
[sighs] Yeah.
01:20:32.938 --> 01:20:35.145 align:center
I, um...
01:20:35.146 --> 01:20:38.229 align:center
think I've, like, lost all sense of time
at this point.
01:20:38.230 --> 01:20:39.520 align:center
[chuckles softly]
01:20:39.521 --> 01:20:41.646 align:center
Yeah. Huh.
01:20:43.146 --> 01:20:44.520 align:center
I got you a green tea.
01:20:44.521 --> 01:20:46.229 align:center
- Wicked. Yeah, nice, nice.
- Want to sit down?
01:20:46.230 --> 01:20:47.313 align:center
Thank you.
01:20:49.980 --> 01:20:51.480 align:center
[Maya sighs]
01:20:54.480 --> 01:20:56.396 align:center
Uh, well, how are you?
01:20:57.438 --> 01:20:59.188 align:center
Yeah. You look well.
01:21:01.188 --> 01:21:04.062 align:center
Thanks. I just, um...
01:21:04.063 --> 01:21:06.729 align:center
I just got back from Tokyo, actually.
01:21:06.730 --> 01:21:08.187 align:center
[chuckles softly]
01:21:08.188 --> 01:21:09.854 align:center
[Maya sighs]
01:21:09.855 --> 01:21:12.271 align:center
I'm just gonna say this. Um, I...
01:21:13.313 --> 01:21:17.187 align:center
Uh, I really don't want to, um...
01:21:17.188 --> 01:21:18.480 align:center
[smacks lips]
01:21:19.521 --> 01:21:21.645 align:center
I don't want to give up on us.
01:21:21.646 --> 01:21:22.730 align:center
Wait.
01:21:24.688 --> 01:21:26.521 align:center
Maya, uh...
01:21:29.521 --> 01:21:32.645 align:center
You-you, uh, you were gone
for a long time.
01:21:32.646 --> 01:21:34.437 align:center
You know?
01:21:34.438 --> 01:21:35.980 align:center
Um...
01:21:39.896 --> 01:21:42.645 align:center
Oh. [laughs]
01:21:42.646 --> 01:21:45.604 align:center
Um, Anna and I, we...
01:21:45.605 --> 01:21:47.062 align:center
Oh. [laughs]
01:21:47.063 --> 01:21:49.855 align:center
Yeah. Yeah. Um...
01:21:52.313 --> 01:21:55.104 align:center
I don't know. You-you and I had...
01:21:55.105 --> 01:21:59.229 align:center
And, um, now you sort of just...
01:21:59.230 --> 01:22:01.062 align:center
called my phone out of the blue,
01:22:01.063 --> 01:22:04.730 align:center
and I don't really know
what to do with that, to be fair.
01:22:07.605 --> 01:22:09.645 align:center
- Sorry.
- I just...
01:22:09.646 --> 01:22:12.479 align:center
I-I... wasn't ready.
01:22:12.480 --> 01:22:14.146 align:center
Yeah. No, I-I get that.
01:22:15.105 --> 01:22:16.313 align:center
Yeah.
01:22:18.688 --> 01:22:19.854 align:center
[laughs]
01:22:19.855 --> 01:22:21.396 align:center
Uh...
01:22:23.438 --> 01:22:26.563 align:center
This is... what I get.
01:22:29.480 --> 01:22:32.021 align:center
Maya, you've got to stop
feeling sorry for yourself.
01:22:33.563 --> 01:22:35.854 align:center
Just because we didn't,
01:22:35.855 --> 01:22:38.520 align:center
or we couldn't, doesn't mean that, um...
01:22:38.521 --> 01:22:40.980 align:center
[breathes deeply]
01:22:42.813 --> 01:22:44.855 align:center
What I'm trying to say is...
01:22:46.480 --> 01:22:48.229 align:center
...this wasn't nothing.
01:22:48.230 --> 01:22:53.604 align:center
And if you need to call me
in a year or two or five
01:22:53.605 --> 01:22:56.479 align:center
just to make sure, then I will answer
01:22:56.480 --> 01:22:58.771 align:center
and let you know that it was something.
01:23:03.896 --> 01:23:06.104 align:center
I won't do that, but thank you. [chuckles]
01:23:06.105 --> 01:23:08.104 align:center
- That's very nice.
- Is it? I don't know.
01:23:08.105 --> 01:23:09.187 align:center
[both chuckle]
01:23:09.188 --> 01:23:11.271 align:center
[lively chatter]
01:23:14.771 --> 01:23:17.020 align:center
[♪ Depeche Mode sing
"Just Can't Get Enough"]
01:23:17.021 --> 01:23:20.437 align:center
♪ When I'm with you, baby,
I go out of my head ♪
01:23:20.438 --> 01:23:24.437 align:center
♪ and I just can't get enough,
and I just can't get enough ♪
01:23:24.438 --> 01:23:28.020 align:center
♪ All the things you do to me
and everything you said ♪
01:23:28.021 --> 01:23:31.480 align:center
♪ I just can't get enough,
I just can't get enough ♪
01:23:32.188 --> 01:23:35.229 align:center
♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪
01:23:35.230 --> 01:23:39.812 align:center
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪
01:23:39.813 --> 01:23:41.896 align:center
♪ ♪
01:23:56.646 --> 01:23:58.645 align:center
[jet engine whooshing]
01:23:58.646 --> 01:24:00.730 align:center
[song fades]
01:24:03.480 --> 01:24:05.729 align:center
[woman over P.A.] Flight 291
is now boarding.
01:24:05.730 --> 01:24:08.687 align:center
Passengers, please proceed to gate four.
01:24:08.688 --> 01:24:10.771 align:center
[busy chatter]
01:24:15.271 --> 01:24:16.854 align:center
[applause]
01:24:16.855 --> 01:24:19.230 align:center
[Maya] Wow. So many of you. [chuckles]
01:24:19.813 --> 01:24:20.812 align:center
Bear with me.
01:24:20.813 --> 01:24:24.145 align:center
Um, public speaking is not my usual thing,
01:24:24.146 --> 01:24:28.645 align:center
but I really wanted to be a part
of this discussion about self-care.
01:24:28.646 --> 01:24:31.104 align:center
- I know. Cue eye roll.
- [laughter]
01:24:31.105 --> 01:24:35.854 align:center
But it's because I was an ED nurse
for the first few months of COVID
01:24:35.855 --> 01:24:39.020 align:center
before I burnt out
and switched to telehealth.
01:24:39.021 --> 01:24:40.770 align:center
Over the past six years,
01:24:40.771 --> 01:24:44.104 align:center
we've begun to process
how that trauma affected our profession.
01:24:44.105 --> 01:24:47.896 align:center
Not to mention the personal loss
that so many of us experienced.
01:24:50.396 --> 01:24:53.812 align:center
But we have to take responsibility
for ourselves
01:24:53.813 --> 01:24:55.521 align:center
in the same way that we do our patients.
01:24:56.271 --> 01:24:57.687 align:center
And I'm here to remind you
01:24:57.688 --> 01:25:00.062 align:center
of some of the tools
that are available for you to do it.
01:25:00.063 --> 01:25:02.062 align:center
[automated voice] You may hang up
or press one
01:25:02.063 --> 01:25:04.020 align:center
- for more options.
- [line beeps]
01:25:04.021 --> 01:25:05.229 align:center
[inhales deeply]
01:25:05.230 --> 01:25:07.063 align:center
Uh, hey. Um...
01:25:08.438 --> 01:25:10.188 align:center
This is Maya. I...
01:25:11.188 --> 01:25:14.479 align:center
I don't even know if this is
the right number anymore, but...
01:25:14.480 --> 01:25:18.562 align:center
I am actually in New Orleans right now.
01:25:18.563 --> 01:25:21.395 align:center
It's kind of crazy
to be back in the States.
01:25:21.396 --> 01:25:25.062 align:center
I guess I was hoping
I could reconnect with you.
01:25:25.063 --> 01:25:26.312 align:center
So... [sighs]
01:25:26.313 --> 01:25:28.020 align:center
call me, uh, if you can.
01:25:28.021 --> 01:25:29.813 align:center
Or, um...
01:25:31.438 --> 01:25:33.062 align:center
Call me if you want to.
01:25:33.063 --> 01:25:34.645 align:center
- [phone vibrating]
- Okay.
01:25:34.646 --> 01:25:36.895 align:center
I hope you're good. Bye.
01:25:36.896 --> 01:25:39.270 align:center
[somber music playing]
01:25:39.271 --> 01:25:40.688 align:center
Hello?
01:25:54.188 --> 01:25:55.521 align:center
[sighs]
01:25:57.396 --> 01:26:00.562 align:center
[♪ St. Paul & The Broken Bones
sing "Half the City"]
01:26:00.563 --> 01:26:02.646 align:center
[quiet chatter]
01:26:08.730 --> 01:26:11.645 align:center
♪ Oh, this poor and lonely heart ♪
01:26:11.646 --> 01:26:13.812 align:center
[Jason] Maya. [clears throat]
01:26:13.813 --> 01:26:15.895 align:center
♪ It is made of pure steel ♪
01:26:15.896 --> 01:26:17.563 align:center
- Hi.
- Hi.
01:26:19.313 --> 01:26:20.812 align:center
♪ And you can't let it cry...
01:26:20.813 --> 01:26:22.313 align:center
How are you?
01:26:23.605 --> 01:26:25.062 align:center
I'm...
01:26:25.063 --> 01:26:26.980 align:center
[both chuckle]
01:26:28.271 --> 01:26:30.230 align:center
I don't even know where to start. Um...
01:26:31.271 --> 01:26:33.604 align:center
[laughs]
01:26:33.605 --> 01:26:36.104 align:center
I... uh, I'm gonna get some...
01:26:36.105 --> 01:26:37.770 align:center
- Excuse me.
- [waiter] Yes?
01:26:37.771 --> 01:26:39.187 align:center
[Maya] Is there any way
I could get some water?
01:26:39.188 --> 01:26:40.979 align:center
[waiter] Absolutely.
01:26:40.980 --> 01:26:42.770 align:center
[Maya] Thank you.
01:26:42.771 --> 01:26:44.520 align:center
Actually, do you want to put in drinks?
01:26:44.521 --> 01:26:46.229 align:center
- Can we do, like...
- [Jason] Uh...
01:26:46.230 --> 01:26:48.395 align:center
...two dirty martinis, extra filthy,
01:26:48.396 --> 01:26:50.104 align:center
- with all the little pickles and stuff?
- Maya, I'm...
01:26:50.105 --> 01:26:52.645 align:center
Just, um, a sparkling water
for me, please.
01:26:52.646 --> 01:26:54.480 align:center
- [waiter] Sure thing.
- [Jason] Yeah. Thank you.
01:26:55.730 --> 01:26:57.063 align:center
Um...
01:26:59.146 --> 01:27:00.312 align:center
- [Jason laughs] Yeah.
- Wow.
01:27:00.313 --> 01:27:02.605 align:center
- [chuckles] Okay.
- That's-that's shocking, huh?
01:27:03.605 --> 01:27:04.604 align:center
Yeah.
01:27:04.605 --> 01:27:07.187 align:center
[both laughing]
01:27:07.188 --> 01:27:09.354 align:center
Um, we're...
01:27:09.355 --> 01:27:10.895 align:center
different people, I guess, now.
01:27:10.896 --> 01:27:11.980 align:center
Are we?
01:27:12.563 --> 01:27:14.145 align:center
I mean, look at you.
01:27:14.146 --> 01:27:15.229 align:center
- Look at me.
- [chuckles]
01:27:15.230 --> 01:27:17.812 align:center
You'd think that I'd spent
the last six years, um,
01:27:17.813 --> 01:27:22.020 align:center
in a room talking to myself,
but I have not done that though.
01:27:22.021 --> 01:27:24.980 align:center
Well, it-it hasn't been six years, but...
01:27:33.230 --> 01:27:34.396 align:center
I'm so sorry.
01:27:35.438 --> 01:27:37.354 align:center
I was awful.
01:27:37.355 --> 01:27:40.770 align:center
That doesn't make it
any better, but I, um...
01:27:40.771 --> 01:27:42.062 align:center
[smacks lips]
01:27:42.063 --> 01:27:43.770 align:center
...I hadn't told the guy I was with
anything,
01:27:43.771 --> 01:27:45.104 align:center
and I really didn't want him to know.
01:27:45.105 --> 01:27:47.312 align:center
Yeah, no, I-I-I figured.
01:27:47.313 --> 01:27:49.563 align:center
I mean, after the fact, but it was...
01:27:50.813 --> 01:27:52.146 align:center
Yeah.
01:27:57.105 --> 01:27:58.230 align:center
[sighs]
01:28:00.271 --> 01:28:01.271 align:center
You were my best friend.
01:28:04.396 --> 01:28:05.771 align:center
Um...
01:28:06.355 --> 01:28:08.688 align:center
To leave you like that was just...
01:28:12.563 --> 01:28:13.813 align:center
[Maya sighs]
01:28:15.105 --> 01:28:17.854 align:center
I've spent a lot of time,
um, thinking about
01:28:17.855 --> 01:28:20.687 align:center
how the pain made me want to run
01:28:20.688 --> 01:28:23.895 align:center
and how... [sighs]
01:28:23.896 --> 01:28:26.437 align:center
the running gave me... [sniffles]
01:28:26.438 --> 01:28:30.687 align:center
all of this shame,
and I was just destructive.
01:28:30.688 --> 01:28:33.854 align:center
I basically wanted to just obliterate
01:28:33.855 --> 01:28:38.395 align:center
all the love in my life, I think,
so that I couldn't be hurt again.
01:28:38.396 --> 01:28:40.604 align:center
You know? Um...
01:28:40.605 --> 01:28:44.770 align:center
But I am in a lot of therapy now,
and I probably always will be.
01:28:44.771 --> 01:28:46.437 align:center
Um...
01:28:46.438 --> 01:28:47.605 align:center
[smacks lips]
01:28:48.605 --> 01:28:50.855 align:center
But I just wanted to tell you that...
01:28:52.938 --> 01:28:56.021 align:center
I am... totally humiliated...
01:28:57.313 --> 01:29:00.271 align:center
...and I'm really, really sorry.
01:29:11.563 --> 01:29:14.104 align:center
[both chuckle]
01:29:14.105 --> 01:29:15.229 align:center
[laughs]
01:29:15.230 --> 01:29:16.438 align:center
What?
01:29:18.230 --> 01:29:19.895 align:center
- Are you enjoying this?
- Little bit.
01:29:19.896 --> 01:29:22.895 align:center
- Are you loving me groveling?
- [laughs]
01:29:22.896 --> 01:29:24.770 align:center
[laughs]
01:29:24.771 --> 01:29:26.104 align:center
You're sick. [laughs]
01:29:26.105 --> 01:29:27.604 align:center
- You're twisted.
- [laughs]
01:29:27.605 --> 01:29:29.188 align:center
I guess we're, uh...
01:29:30.480 --> 01:29:31.854 align:center
...we're still the same people.
01:29:31.855 --> 01:29:33.354 align:center
[♪ Jessica Pratt sings "Life Is"]
01:29:33.355 --> 01:29:34.479 align:center
Can I buy you lunch?
01:29:34.480 --> 01:29:36.437 align:center
Can I get you
a ridiculously overpriced steak?
01:29:36.438 --> 01:29:39.563 align:center
Mm. You're not gonna like this.
[clears throat]
01:29:40.355 --> 01:29:41.605 align:center
I'm a vegan now.
01:29:42.646 --> 01:29:44.645 align:center
[laughs] Well, that's-that's...
01:29:44.646 --> 01:29:46.854 align:center
I mean, it's these co-ops,
communal housing,
01:29:46.855 --> 01:29:49.104 align:center
totally self-sufficient and sustainable.
01:29:49.105 --> 01:29:51.770 align:center
It's this whole new world.
01:29:51.771 --> 01:29:54.062 align:center
I mean, do you ever ask yourself, like,
01:29:54.063 --> 01:29:56.312 align:center
who gets to live where, you know?
01:29:56.313 --> 01:29:58.729 align:center
And then if we actually want to go and try
to interrogate that system,
01:29:58.730 --> 01:30:00.187 align:center
then how do we want to live?
01:30:00.188 --> 01:30:03.187 align:center
♪ Life is ♪
01:30:03.188 --> 01:30:04.645 align:center
♪ It's never what you think it's for...
01:30:04.646 --> 01:30:07.312 align:center
- [laughs]
- [laughs] What?
01:30:07.313 --> 01:30:09.604 align:center
I have a place in Luxembourg.
01:30:09.605 --> 01:30:13.270 align:center
I've actually been there
for two years now.
01:30:13.271 --> 01:30:16.354 align:center
I... I have a kitchen garden.
01:30:16.355 --> 01:30:18.438 align:center
- Wow.
- I know my neighbors.
01:30:19.896 --> 01:30:21.020 align:center
Yeah.
01:30:21.021 --> 01:30:25.645 align:center
And the guy that you were with
when I saw you?
01:30:25.646 --> 01:30:28.438 align:center
Uh... [sighs] that didn't work out.
01:30:31.105 --> 01:30:32.979 align:center
But it was like a, um...
01:30:32.980 --> 01:30:34.354 align:center
I'm glad it happened.
01:30:34.355 --> 01:30:36.146 align:center
It was important.
01:30:37.313 --> 01:30:39.438 align:center
It was important because of...?
01:30:41.730 --> 01:30:43.020 align:center
- Um...
- What?
01:30:43.021 --> 01:30:44.271 align:center
No, I...
01:30:45.480 --> 01:30:48.688 align:center
I don't know how to talk about this
without talking about him.
01:30:51.521 --> 01:30:52.812 align:center
Let's talk about him.
01:30:52.813 --> 01:30:54.729 align:center
No, we don't have to. I just was...
01:30:54.730 --> 01:30:56.438 align:center
I want to.
01:30:58.771 --> 01:31:01.480 align:center
Trust me.
He used to be all I talked about.
01:31:02.563 --> 01:31:04.437 align:center
Even inside of my own head.
01:31:04.438 --> 01:31:05.730 align:center
[chuckles]
01:31:07.438 --> 01:31:09.354 align:center
Yeah, I, uh...
01:31:09.355 --> 01:31:11.687 align:center
I miss him.
01:31:11.688 --> 01:31:12.980 align:center
A lot.
01:31:14.063 --> 01:31:17.937 align:center
- ♪ Time is time and time and time again ♪
- ♪ And what would you say...
01:31:17.938 --> 01:31:19.730 align:center
Me, too. [sighs]
01:31:23.313 --> 01:31:26.437 align:center
- ♪ Time is time and time ♪
- ♪ To make your escape ♪
01:31:26.438 --> 01:31:30.480 align:center
- ♪ and time again ♪
- ♪ you've captured the captor's fear ♪
01:31:32.063 --> 01:31:33.062 align:center
♪ 'Cause I...
01:31:33.063 --> 01:31:34.770 align:center
[Jason] If you end up coming to Austin,
01:31:34.771 --> 01:31:37.229 align:center
then you got to go to Diego's
and hear it for yourself.
01:31:37.230 --> 01:31:38.562 align:center
[Maya] Was that an invitation?
01:31:38.563 --> 01:31:39.645 align:center
Yeah.
01:31:39.646 --> 01:31:42.312 align:center
I can't believe you go to the same place
and listen to the same band
01:31:42.313 --> 01:31:44.687 align:center
- every Friday night.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
01:31:44.688 --> 01:31:46.187 align:center
First off, Diego's is
an institution, okay?
01:31:46.188 --> 01:31:48.645 align:center
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
- And the band is absolutely--
01:31:48.646 --> 01:31:51.104 align:center
It's just-- it's a very-- it's a routine.
01:31:51.105 --> 01:31:52.854 align:center
Yeah, but I'm Mr. Routine now.
I mean, I love routines.
01:31:52.855 --> 01:31:54.687 align:center
- You're Mr. Routine now?
- Yes.
01:31:54.688 --> 01:31:56.395 align:center
I love routines,
because in all the-the just--
01:31:56.396 --> 01:31:58.229 align:center
- [laughs] You're Mr. Routine now?
- [laughs] Yes, in the--
01:31:58.230 --> 01:32:01.104 align:center
[Maya] Oh, God. These things.
01:32:01.105 --> 01:32:02.562 align:center
I do not approve.
01:32:02.563 --> 01:32:03.937 align:center
- I kind of love them.
- You love them?
01:32:03.938 --> 01:32:05.479 align:center
- Yes.
- [laughs]
01:32:05.480 --> 01:32:06.645 align:center
- No, no.
- Why?
01:32:06.646 --> 01:32:08.437 align:center
'Cause you can talk to them. Watch.
01:32:08.438 --> 01:32:09.520 align:center
[clears throat]
01:32:09.521 --> 01:32:11.020 align:center
Excuse me. Ooh.
01:32:11.021 --> 01:32:12.687 align:center
- [laughs]
- Excuse me, little buddy.
01:32:12.688 --> 01:32:15.187 align:center
Um, pardon my-my friend's rudeness
over here.
01:32:15.188 --> 01:32:17.062 align:center
I just... I wanted to know:
01:32:17.063 --> 01:32:20.229 align:center
Do you think we're put on Earth
for a reason?
01:32:20.230 --> 01:32:22.229 align:center
Like, is there any meaning to any of this?
01:32:22.230 --> 01:32:24.229 align:center
[delivery robot] Humans
can find profundity
01:32:24.230 --> 01:32:25.854 align:center
in banal experiences,
01:32:25.855 --> 01:32:28.187 align:center
though most human lives
are an amalgamation
01:32:28.188 --> 01:32:30.937 align:center
of random events devoid of significance.
01:32:30.938 --> 01:32:32.562 align:center
- [Jason] Mm.
- This is just my personal feeling...
01:32:32.563 --> 01:32:34.229 align:center
[Jason] Eh, this one must be broken.
01:32:34.230 --> 01:32:35.645 align:center
[delivery robot] ...and in no way
reflects the views...
01:32:35.646 --> 01:32:36.854 align:center
[Maya] It was not that bad.
01:32:36.855 --> 01:32:38.895 align:center
[Jason] No, it-it was though.
I mean, it was basically a mullet.
01:32:38.896 --> 01:32:41.604 align:center
I was like an-an '80s wrestler
without any muscles.
01:32:41.605 --> 01:32:43.230 align:center
[Maya laughs]
01:32:44.230 --> 01:32:45.770 align:center
Wow.
01:32:45.771 --> 01:32:48.854 align:center
[Maya] Thanks so much
for coming to meet me here.
01:32:48.855 --> 01:32:51.771 align:center
It just... means a lot.
01:32:53.521 --> 01:32:55.521 align:center
Come on, Maya.
01:32:58.188 --> 01:33:00.562 align:center
You called, and I got in the car.
01:33:00.563 --> 01:33:03.020 align:center
How many times have you done that for me?
01:33:03.021 --> 01:33:05.605 align:center
[wistful music playing]
01:33:13.563 --> 01:33:17.271 align:center
[tour guide] Our wetlands are vital
in protecting the city against storms.
01:33:17.980 --> 01:33:22.104 align:center
You know, people ask me,
"How long will New Orleans last?
01:33:22.105 --> 01:33:25.230 align:center
Twenty-forty? Twenty-fifty?"
01:33:25.813 --> 01:33:28.479 align:center
And I say, "You're asking
the wrong question."
01:33:28.480 --> 01:33:31.771 align:center
Here's the question:
What are we doing about it?
01:33:32.521 --> 01:33:33.687 align:center
[Maya] It's so crazy.
01:33:33.688 --> 01:33:37.770 align:center
It's like, I know
that if you were still alive,
01:33:37.771 --> 01:33:42.313 align:center
we'd be together, we'd have kids,
we'd have grown up together.
01:33:43.563 --> 01:33:47.605 align:center
It's like there's
a whole other life that I...
01:33:49.021 --> 01:33:51.188 align:center
...obviously didn't live but I, like...
01:33:53.188 --> 01:33:54.438 align:center
...can imagine.
01:34:01.771 --> 01:34:04.688 align:center
- [busy chatter]
- [horns honking]
01:34:07.813 --> 01:34:09.480 align:center
- [grunts]
- [jet engine passing]
01:34:11.855 --> 01:34:13.813 align:center
So what's it gonna take to see you again?
01:34:15.021 --> 01:34:16.520 align:center
Another five or ten years?
01:34:16.521 --> 01:34:20.063 align:center
Run into you in some random restaurant
in Shanghai somewhere?
01:34:23.646 --> 01:34:26.313 align:center
I guess we'll just have to meet up
for Thanksgiving.
01:34:40.896 --> 01:34:42.896 align:center
[jet engine passing]
01:34:51.021 --> 01:34:53.063 align:center
- Safe flight.
- Thanks.
01:34:57.230 --> 01:34:58.646 align:center
[vehicle door opens]
01:35:00.355 --> 01:35:01.687 align:center
[vehicle door closes]
01:35:01.688 --> 01:35:03.771 align:center
[vehicle departing]
01:35:08.688 --> 01:35:10.688 align:center
[wistful music continues]
01:35:35.771 --> 01:35:37.395 align:center
[pensive music playing]
01:35:37.396 --> 01:35:39.062 align:center
Sorry. Excuse me.
01:35:39.063 --> 01:35:40.520 align:center
I'm just gonna squeeze by you.
01:35:40.521 --> 01:35:41.645 align:center
I'm...
01:35:41.646 --> 01:35:43.313 align:center
Excuse me.
01:35:55.396 --> 01:35:57.396 align:center
[seagulls squawking]
01:36:00.146 --> 01:36:02.146 align:center
♪ ♪
01:36:03.355 --> 01:36:04.771 align:center
[vehicle door opens]
01:36:06.313 --> 01:36:07.730 align:center
[vehicle door closes]
01:36:13.855 --> 01:36:16.646 align:center
Well, after a hundred years,
she finally shows up.
01:36:20.980 --> 01:36:22.605 align:center
I'm really sorry.
01:36:27.813 --> 01:36:29.105 align:center
Want one?
01:36:31.188 --> 01:36:32.938 align:center
[seagulls squawking in distance]
01:36:41.188 --> 01:36:44.105 align:center
Can I ask what happened when I left?
01:36:46.688 --> 01:36:48.688 align:center
What do you want to know?
01:36:51.688 --> 01:36:55.355 align:center
Do you want to know how hard it was
to get his body released?
01:36:56.771 --> 01:36:59.104 align:center
Well, you were the next of kin
and you were AWOL,
01:36:59.105 --> 01:37:03.813 align:center
so they kept him in a refrigerated truck
for two weeks.
01:37:09.063 --> 01:37:11.021 align:center
And then I planned his funeral.
01:37:12.688 --> 01:37:17.187 align:center
And I didn't know
what kind of music he liked.
01:37:17.188 --> 01:37:21.437 align:center
I didn't know
what music to play for my son.
01:37:21.438 --> 01:37:23.605 align:center
Um, but you would've known that.
01:37:24.271 --> 01:37:25.396 align:center
Right?
01:37:34.396 --> 01:37:36.313 align:center
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
01:37:37.855 --> 01:37:40.604 align:center
And I'm sorry...
01:37:40.605 --> 01:37:42.730 align:center
uh, for how I...
01:37:45.188 --> 01:37:47.730 align:center
...acted that night
outside your apartment.
01:37:49.271 --> 01:37:51.480 align:center
That was horrible. I'm sorry.
01:38:00.146 --> 01:38:02.020 align:center
Did you ever like me?
01:38:02.021 --> 01:38:04.105 align:center
[laughing]
01:38:05.521 --> 01:38:07.146 align:center
Uh, I didn't...
01:38:09.438 --> 01:38:11.438 align:center
...want to not like you.
01:38:13.021 --> 01:38:16.104 align:center
But at first you seemed so uncomfortable
01:38:16.105 --> 01:38:19.646 align:center
and then maybe
just a little too comfortable.
01:38:20.813 --> 01:38:23.187 align:center
And, uh...
01:38:23.188 --> 01:38:26.230 align:center
the wedding actually,
the wedding really threw me.
01:38:27.730 --> 01:38:29.854 align:center
The surprise of it all.
01:38:29.855 --> 01:38:33.480 align:center
I felt, like, sort of rejected.
01:38:36.271 --> 01:38:38.312 align:center
[chuckles] Did you like me?
01:38:38.313 --> 01:38:40.021 align:center
[chuckles] Never mind.
01:38:43.938 --> 01:38:44.938 align:center
I loved you.
01:38:50.021 --> 01:38:51.980 align:center
[sucks lips, sniffles]
01:38:55.396 --> 01:38:56.771 align:center
[sighs] God.
01:39:00.230 --> 01:39:02.230 align:center
[sighs, chuckles]
01:39:03.605 --> 01:39:04.980 align:center
We're all right.
01:39:08.521 --> 01:39:10.645 align:center
Grief is never finished.
01:39:10.646 --> 01:39:13.021 align:center
It's never finished. [chuckles]
01:39:14.855 --> 01:39:17.521 align:center
But neither is love.
01:39:19.563 --> 01:39:20.563 align:center
Yeah.
01:39:22.271 --> 01:39:24.645 align:center
I'm so stupid for...
01:39:24.646 --> 01:39:26.020 align:center
I keep trying. [sighs]
01:39:26.021 --> 01:39:28.812 align:center
What are you... why are you stupid?
01:39:28.813 --> 01:39:30.355 align:center
Keep trying.
01:39:32.021 --> 01:39:33.812 align:center
That's good.
01:39:33.813 --> 01:39:39.520 align:center
You don't know
what you at 60 or 70 or 80...
01:39:39.521 --> 01:39:42.645 align:center
will say about your life.
01:39:42.646 --> 01:39:45.104 align:center
If you did the right thing.
01:39:45.105 --> 01:39:47.396 align:center
If you made the right choices.
01:39:48.105 --> 01:39:52.104 align:center
That's why you really have to stay in love
with your own life
01:39:52.105 --> 01:39:55.813 align:center
while it's happening,
whatever it throws at you.
01:39:57.146 --> 01:39:58.896 align:center
Whatever it's thrown at us.
01:40:00.271 --> 01:40:01.937 align:center
That's what I tell my own kids.
01:40:01.938 --> 01:40:03.020 align:center
- [front door opens]
- [Wilma barking]
01:40:03.021 --> 01:40:04.104 align:center
[Kerry] Hi.
01:40:04.105 --> 01:40:05.604 align:center
- [door closes]
- [keys clink]
01:40:05.605 --> 01:40:08.104 align:center
Oh, look who it is, Wilma.
01:40:08.105 --> 01:40:09.562 align:center
Your old buddy.
01:40:09.563 --> 01:40:10.854 align:center
It's Maya.
01:40:10.855 --> 01:40:12.188 align:center
[chuckles]
01:40:15.188 --> 01:40:17.646 align:center
[pensive music playing]
01:40:30.480 --> 01:40:31.980 align:center
[sighs]
01:40:41.438 --> 01:40:44.187 align:center
[chuckling softly]
01:40:44.188 --> 01:40:46.271 align:center
[sobbing softly]
01:40:48.855 --> 01:40:50.855 align:center
[sobbing]
01:41:00.188 --> 01:41:01.770 align:center
[sniffles]
01:41:01.771 --> 01:41:03.855 align:center
[sobbing]
01:41:06.021 --> 01:41:07.271 align:center
[Charlie] Do me a favor.
01:41:08.063 --> 01:41:09.645 align:center
Just close your eyes real quick.
01:41:09.646 --> 01:41:11.104 align:center
- [quiet chatter]
- [dishes clinking]
01:41:11.105 --> 01:41:12.396 align:center
Please.
01:41:13.396 --> 01:41:15.105 align:center
Trust me.
01:41:15.813 --> 01:41:17.312 align:center
Okay.
01:41:17.313 --> 01:41:21.937 align:center
Okay, you hear forks clinking on plates.
01:41:21.938 --> 01:41:24.520 align:center
Hear my ice crackling in the glass.
01:41:24.521 --> 01:41:25.979 align:center
[ice crackling softly]
01:41:25.980 --> 01:41:28.270 align:center
- Traffic outside.
- [traffic passing]
01:41:28.271 --> 01:41:30.645 align:center
[woman laughing]
01:41:30.646 --> 01:41:32.020 align:center
A laugh.
01:41:32.021 --> 01:41:34.854 align:center
Now think about all the sounds
you might not notice.
01:41:34.855 --> 01:41:36.770 align:center
That hum of the neon lights in the window.
01:41:36.771 --> 01:41:37.854 align:center
[billiard balls clacking]
01:41:37.855 --> 01:41:40.895 align:center
The pool game in the back of the bar.
01:41:40.896 --> 01:41:42.687 align:center
It's just layers of auditory information
01:41:42.688 --> 01:41:44.812 align:center
that's creating this environment
you're in, right?
01:41:44.813 --> 01:41:46.895 align:center
Right, and that environment
gives you a feeling,
01:41:46.896 --> 01:41:48.937 align:center
consciously or subconsciously.
01:41:48.938 --> 01:41:51.146 align:center
And that feeling affects
your central nervous system.
01:41:52.188 --> 01:41:54.480 align:center
But, uh, you know all about that, so...
01:41:57.105 --> 01:41:58.521 align:center
Yeah. I do.
01:42:08.730 --> 01:42:12.562 align:center
What's gonna happen
when all the iron oxide powder wears off?
01:42:12.563 --> 01:42:14.645 align:center
Notes will still be there.
01:42:14.646 --> 01:42:18.271 align:center
But the, uh, tails will just get
shorter and shorter, and then...
01:42:20.438 --> 01:42:22.438 align:center
...it's just gonna be white noise.
01:42:23.813 --> 01:42:25.354 align:center
[cassette tape grinding softly]
01:42:25.355 --> 01:42:28.438 align:center
[gentle classical music playing,
distorted]
01:42:32.396 --> 01:42:34.312 align:center
[white noise hissing]
01:42:34.313 --> 01:42:36.396 align:center
[distorted classical music continues]
01:42:47.313 --> 01:42:49.229 align:center
[distorted music fading]
01:42:49.230 --> 01:42:51.313 align:center
[white noise hissing]
01:43:00.646 --> 01:43:02.646 align:center
[white noise continues]
01:43:15.938 --> 01:43:17.854 align:center
- [wind blowing]
- [birds chirping]
01:43:17.855 --> 01:43:19.938 align:center
[water sloshing]
01:43:21.813 --> 01:43:24.270 align:center
[kids chattering playfully]
01:43:24.271 --> 01:43:26.104 align:center
[woman laughing]
01:43:26.105 --> 01:43:28.145 align:center
[lively chatter]
01:43:28.146 --> 01:43:30.979 align:center
[train clacking rhythmically]
01:43:30.980 --> 01:43:33.063 align:center
[buoy bell clanging]
01:43:34.438 --> 01:43:36.438 align:center
- [dog barking]
- [lively chatter continues]
01:43:41.938 --> 01:43:43.938 align:center
[geese honking]
01:43:46.105 --> 01:43:48.938 align:center
[♪ Fleetwood Mac sing "Seven Wonders"]
01:43:54.646 --> 01:43:56.646 align:center
♪ ♪
01:44:03.230 --> 01:44:05.687 align:center
♪ So long ago ♪
01:44:05.688 --> 01:44:07.562 align:center
♪ Certain place ♪
01:44:07.563 --> 01:44:09.605 align:center
♪ Certain time ♪
01:44:11.271 --> 01:44:13.729 align:center
♪ You touched my hand ♪
01:44:13.730 --> 01:44:15.729 align:center
♪ on the way ♪
01:44:15.730 --> 01:44:19.312 align:center
♪ on the way down to Emmeline ♪
01:44:19.313 --> 01:44:24.270 align:center
♪ But if our paths never cross ♪
01:44:24.271 --> 01:44:26.812 align:center
♪ well, you know I'm sorry, but ♪
01:44:26.813 --> 01:44:30.770 align:center
♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪
01:44:30.771 --> 01:44:34.770 align:center
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
01:44:34.771 --> 01:44:40.063 align:center
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
01:44:41.063 --> 01:44:43.855 align:center
♪ The rainbow's end ♪
01:44:46.771 --> 01:44:48.480 align:center
♪ Aaron ♪
01:44:50.855 --> 01:44:53.105 align:center
♪ Aaron ♪
01:44:59.646 --> 01:45:01.729 align:center
♪ So it's hard to find ♪
01:45:01.730 --> 01:45:07.604 align:center
♪ someone with that kind of intensity ♪
01:45:07.605 --> 01:45:09.520 align:center
♪ You touched my hand ♪
01:45:09.521 --> 01:45:12.145 align:center
♪ I played it cool ♪
01:45:12.146 --> 01:45:15.729 align:center
♪ and you reached out your hand to me ♪
01:45:15.730 --> 01:45:20.729 align:center
♪ But if our paths never cross ♪
01:45:20.730 --> 01:45:23.187 align:center
♪ well, no, I'm not sorry, but ♪
01:45:23.188 --> 01:45:27.145 align:center
♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪
01:45:27.146 --> 01:45:31.145 align:center
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
01:45:31.146 --> 01:45:36.646 align:center
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
01:45:37.896 --> 01:45:40.979 align:center
♪ The rainbow's end ♪
01:45:40.980 --> 01:45:43.063 align:center
♪ ♪
01:45:51.313 --> 01:45:53.813 align:center
♪ Aaron ♪
01:45:59.521 --> 01:46:01.896 align:center
♪ Aaron ♪
01:46:04.271 --> 01:46:06.812 align:center
♪ So long ago ♪
01:46:06.813 --> 01:46:08.937 align:center
♪ It's a certain time ♪
01:46:08.938 --> 01:46:10.980 align:center
♪ It's a certain place ♪
01:46:12.521 --> 01:46:15.020 align:center
♪ You touched my hand ♪
01:46:15.021 --> 01:46:17.062 align:center
♪ and you smiled ♪
01:46:17.063 --> 01:46:20.937 align:center
♪ All the way back,
you held out your hand ♪
01:46:20.938 --> 01:46:25.604 align:center
♪ If I hope and if I pray ♪
01:46:25.605 --> 01:46:28.187 align:center
♪ ooh, it might work out someday ♪
01:46:28.188 --> 01:46:32.062 align:center
♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
01:46:32.063 --> 01:46:36.104 align:center
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
01:46:36.105 --> 01:46:41.563 align:center
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
01:46:44.355 --> 01:46:46.062 align:center
♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
01:46:46.063 --> 01:46:48.229 align:center
♪ If I live to see
the seven wonders ♪
01:46:48.230 --> 01:46:50.354 align:center
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
01:46:50.355 --> 01:46:52.312 align:center
♪ I'll make a path there ♪
01:46:52.313 --> 01:46:54.479 align:center
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
01:46:54.480 --> 01:46:57.854 align:center
♪ I'll never live to see
that beauty, that beauty ♪
01:46:57.855 --> 01:47:00.520 align:center
♪ that same, same beauty again ♪
01:47:00.521 --> 01:47:02.437 align:center
♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
01:47:02.438 --> 01:47:04.479 align:center
♪ If I live to see the ♪
01:47:04.480 --> 01:47:08.520 align:center
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
01:47:08.521 --> 01:47:11.479 align:center
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
01:47:11.480 --> 01:47:14.854 align:center
♪ Well, if I hope and I pray,
well, maybe it might ♪
01:47:14.855 --> 01:47:16.854 align:center
[song fades]
01:47:16.855 --> 01:47:18.938 align:center
[wistful music playing]
01:47:48.896 --> 01:47:50.896 align:center
♪ ♪
01:48:20.896 --> 01:48:22.896 align:center
♪ ♪
01:48:52.896 --> 01:48:54.896 align:center
♪ ♪
01:49:08.896 --> 01:49:10.896 align:center
[music ends]