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[♪ Hope Watson sings "Let You Go"]

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[insects chirping]

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<i>♪ Just because ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm not enough ♪</i>

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<i>♪ for you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ doesn't mean ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm not enough ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I feel kind of...</i>

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[Charlie] What the fuck were you thinking?

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What happened to
"we're never gonna tell Sam"?

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<i>♪ You'll never...</i>

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I had to tell him.

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Why? So you could ruin his life?

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No. You don't understand. He-he came to me

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and had broken up with Taylor.

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He was talking about second chances.

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He ended things with her because of me.

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I-I couldn't let him do that
without knowing the truth.

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If he has any chance
of happiness with Taylor--

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So then, I'm just collateral damage?

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I know how complicated
this makes your relationship--

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Do you actually? Because I'm pretty sure
Sam's never gonna forgive me.

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You swore this was gonna stay between us.

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I'm so sorry. I really am, but...

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I-I just need to know, is-is Sam okay?

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If you truly care about his well-being,

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you'll go back to Seattle. Today.

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You're fucking selfish, Percy!

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<i>♪ I'm not sure ♪</i>

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<i>♪ if love has ♪</i>

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<i>♪ a name ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Mm ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We're cool for the summer ♪</i>

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[♪ Demi Lovato sings
"Cool for the Summer"]

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<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Take me down into your paradise ♪</i>

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- <i>♪ Don't be scared ♪</i>
- <i>♪ Don't be scared...</i>

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Whoo! I've never been happier!

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I can't believe
this is gonna be our whole summer.

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I can't believe you got Dad's boat
working again.

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It wasn't that hard, really.
Just a few repairs here and there.

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I know it looks like shit
from the outside now,

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but I figured we'd sand it down
and put on a fresh coat of paint.

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Yeah, we're here to help. Right, Sam?

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[engine sputtering]

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<i>♪ We're cool for the summer ♪</i>

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[engine stalls]

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[Percy] Uh, guys?

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- [Sam] What's happening?
- [Charlie] Oh, shit.

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Okay, maybe I didn't fix Dad's boat.

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[laughs] Yeah, what gave you that idea?

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So we're trapped out here?

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Well, good thing we got oars.

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Ready to get your workout on?

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I'll be coxswain.

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[laughs] She said "cock."

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When will you ever grow up?

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Hopefully never.

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[Sam] All right, come on.

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[Percy] All right,
put your back into it, boys.

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[gentle music playing]

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[Charlie sighs]

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I'm guessing the engine's flooded.
I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs.

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I'll be back in a minute.

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That's some impressive rope action.

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[chuckles] You are easily impressed.

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Cleat hitch is pretty much
day one boat stuff.

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How lucky am I to have a boyfriend
who is both hot and smart?

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Yeah, you are very, very lucky.

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Master of maritime knots.

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Full scholarship to Stanford.

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Valedictorian.

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How does one address
a boat expert valedictorian?

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- Captain.
- Oh, so Captain Valedictorian.

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No, no, no. Captain's just fine.

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Will you still love my little,
old U-Dub state school self

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when you're hundreds of miles away
at fancy Stanford?

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Always.

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[sentimental music playing]

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I can't believe this is our last summer
before college.

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We need to make it epic.

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You know, revisit all our greatest hits.

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I think we start with a rewatch
of the entire <i>Halloween</i> series,

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but this time, we start
with the <i>H2O</i> timeline.

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You hate this idea.

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No, no, no. I think it's great.

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It's epic, for sure. [chuckles]

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Okay, something's going on with you.

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So, spill. What's up?

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I got into that summer intensive.

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No way.

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Okay, I'm officially changing
your boyfriend position

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from "hot and smart"
to "hot and genius."

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Didn't they only have room
for, like, ten people?

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Yeah, and I get, like,
six hours of college credit.

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I knew you'd get in. I'm so proud.

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The only thing is, it...

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starts in two weeks.

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Wait, for how long?

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For the whole summer.

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Hold up, so...

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So you're telling me, in two weeks,

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you're leaving for good and we won't
see each other until winter break?

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Maybe Thanksgiving. I know your parents
said they might want to come into town.

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- Five months.
- Yeah, but we still have two weeks.

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Look, we can fit everything in
on your list.

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How long have you known about this?

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I found out end of April.

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So for the past six weeks,
you've been hearing me talk

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about all the things we were gonna do,
and you've been pretending?

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- I wouldn't say pretending.
- But you knew they weren't gonna happen.

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Yeah, I guess I did.

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Kind of makes me feel stupid.

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I should've said something earlier,

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but you were so excited and cute
with all your ideas.

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I didn't want to ruin
what little time we had left.

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So, you'll ruin our last
two weeks together instead. Cool.

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I also sort of knew
you might react this way.

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Oh, so you're blaming me
for you not telling me?

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No, I j-- I was just dreading telling you.

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Look, I know we don't have
the entire summer, but...

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I promise, we will make
these next two weeks as epic as possible.

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Twenty minutes max,
and we'll be back on the water.

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Yeah, maybe tomorrow.

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[somber music playing]

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Finally told her, huh?

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♪ ♪

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I'm really gonna miss you.

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I promise I'm gonna miss you even more.

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I don't think that's possible. [chuckles]

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Hey.

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Look, we'll FaceTime every night.
And text.

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I'll even record all my lectures, so
you can pretend like you're there with me.

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The perfect bedtime stories.

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I'm gonna be asleep in mere minutes.

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I don't know, organic chem
sounds pretty riveting.

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I mean, the structural properties
of carbon-containing compounds?

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Come on, right? [laughs]

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Hey, we're gonna talk so much,
you're gonna think I'm right next door.

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Except you'll be nine hours away.

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Why does this goodbye feel so final?

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Hey, look at me.

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We got this.

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Okay?

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[older Percy] <i>I'll say goodbye
in my own way.</i>

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I can't show my face at the funeral.

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Charlie's right.
It'll just complicate things.

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Since when does Charlie Florek
decide what you do?

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He doesn't. I think he's right.

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Look, if you don't want to go
to the funeral, I get it.

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We can leave whenever you want.

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Thank you.

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But what happened between you and Charlie
is not just on you.

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Charlie was a part of it, too.

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Look, he... he probably
leaned in first to kiss me,

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and then, even if the kiss didn't even...

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Leaned in to-to kiss you first,
is, uh... [sighs]

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I'm just saying,
it's-it's probably his fault.

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You okay? About the Jordie of it all?

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Yes. Sure. Yeah. I...

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[sighs] I don't know
what's happening with me.

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If Charlie hadn't walked up,
I think my almost-kiss

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would've been not so almost.

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Are you... into Jordie?

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Maybe?

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I don't know. No. No, I'm not.

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I can't be. I-I barely know him.
No. No, I'm not.

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Okay, well...

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Coming from someone
who made a rash decision

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that affected the rest of their life,

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just take a beat

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before you blow up
your relationship with Drew.

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I am nothing if not rational.

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Beats happening in perpetuity.

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- I don't want to talk about this anymore.
- Aw.

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No. I don't want to talk about this. I...

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- Let's just talk about you.
- [groans]

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I prefer to be the cross-examiner
in this relationship.

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Yeah, of course you do.

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Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy
here, and-and it's not fair.

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I hate that he won't admit
his part in this.

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I'm not sure he can. It's too painful.

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For who?

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Percy, you cannot leave here without
telling Charlie what he needs to hear.

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What-what is the point?

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I just want to forget
all about Charlie Florek.

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No. No, that-that-that's
one of the reasons

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that you're here in the first place.

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Your whole life was torn up by this, while
he went off and made a shit ton of money,

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with a good job, in a gorgeous apartment.

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The watch that he wears is 50K, while you

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have spent the last decade stagnating
in a dead-end job with

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hot but painfully stunted hookups
in a shitty fourth floor walk-up.

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Hey. My apartment's cute.

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The point is, you have lived with regret
for the last ten years.

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Maybe confronting Charlie will
help with some part of that.

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Help you move on. Get un-stuck.

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What do you want me to do?

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What, yell at him
on the day of his mom's memorial?

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No. I want you to yell at him today.

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Tomorrow, we're gonna be gone, and

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you cannot let him
push this false narrative.

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If it were me, I would rip him a new one.

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[quirky, upbeat music playing]

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You know what?

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I will.

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Yeah?

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I'm gonna yell at him, and then, I'm gonna
leave here with my head held high.

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Or at least less filled
with shame and regret.

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- Good. Good.
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

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Okay. I'm gonna... I'm gonna go
get your stuff from Delilah's room...

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- Mm-hmm.
- ...and then, I'm gonna pack the car.

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- Okay.
- Okay.

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Um, oh, just, uh... tread lightly.

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She was pretty fragile last night
after Whit kicked her out.

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Good morning.

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Um, h-hi.

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Please come in.

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Feel like I'm, uh, walking
into a Jordan Peele film.

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Um, there's no basement in here, right?

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You want a espresso?

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Whit had this shipped from Milan.
It was, like, one of his favorite things,

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and now it's mine.

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[espresso machine whirring]

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Uh, I actually just came
to get Percy's stuff.

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Are you, you okay?

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I am...

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...making myself okay.

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Right.

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- Oh, you got the cups, too. Good job.
- [chuckles] Thank you.

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Learned through careful observation.

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My dad was married three times,

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so I've seen every variety
of post-divorce meltdown.

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That's helpful, I guess.

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Oh, beyond. First was my mother.
She fell apart, cut all her hair off,

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gained 20 pounds, and I'm pretty sure
has never had sex again.

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- Rough.
- Mm-hmm.

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Yes, and that will not be me.

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- Of course not.
- Number two went scorched earth.

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Bashed in the windows
of his mint condition 1967 Porsche Spyder.

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Wow. That's very Britney Spears.

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- I found it delightful.
- I agree.

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And then wife number three.

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- Masterful.
- Mm.

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Just stuffed her anger and sadness
and hatred just way, way, way, way down.

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Oh, that's healthy.

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Always in a full face of makeup,
clad in tasteful clothing

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with just a hint of sexiness,
and it drove him crazy

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that she seemed like she was doing better
without him. And you know what?

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What?

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She walked away with half of his money,

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the house in Bellevue, and both dogs.

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Wow.

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So, if I just keep it together
like Shannon...

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Or I think it was... Sharon?

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Shonda. I don't...

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If I keep it together like her,
I'm golden.

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- Another espresso?
- Yeah. Thank you.

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I, uh... pulled out
some of Dad's old ties.

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[somber music playing]

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Maybe we could both wear one
to the memorial tomorrow?

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Think Mom would've liked that.

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I know you might never forgive me,

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but I need you to know
that I did not set out to hurt you.

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My whole life was spent
trying to protect you.

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And... I blew it all up in one night.

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Everything you're thinking about me,
I've thought of myself, only worse.

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- So you're just gonna ignore me?
- Yes, I am.

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Jordie said I could stay at the motel
until after the funeral.

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[Charlie] No. Don't do that.

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This is your home.
You were the one who always came back

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- and took care of Mom when I--
- Selfishly lived your life

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exactly how you wanted,
no matter who got hurt.

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Like you always have.

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I'll go.

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Good.

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[Sam] Hey.

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I came by to see if you needed help
setting up for the memorial.

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Is everything okay?

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Yeah. Fine.

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Perfect.

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Okay, 'cause you just seem like--

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Like someone who's looking
for the teal tablecloths

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that I ordered for
your mother's memorial? Yes.

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Can you look in that box, please?

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I think they're on the table.

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Those are aqua.

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- Are those not the same color?
- No, they're not.

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To a discerning eye,
they're very, very different.

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Okay, look, I appreciate everything
you're doing here,

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but I wouldn't stress.
I think those are just fine.

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They're not fine. [scoffs]

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Just, details are very important,
and I ordered teal, so...

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Hey, I think maybe you need to relax
for a second.

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[chair drags across floor]

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Come sit down.

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[Delilah] Wow, I had no idea.
That must... yeah, that must really hurt.

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You know, when my dad died,
all I wanted was to be a cardiologist

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so I could fix people's hearts, but...

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...after all the studying,
I finally realized that...

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...you can't really save someone
from heartbreak.

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Nope, you can't.

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I had worked so hard
to forget about Percy,

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just to get out of Barry's Bay, but...

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...you know, I really think
that I-I was just...

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...trying so hard not to admit to myself
that this...

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big, adult life that I'd sacrificed
so much for just wasn't working.

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So I threw myself into taking care of Mom,
and I don't regret it.

15:56.373 --> 15:59.291
Obviously, I'll always cherish
the time I had with my mom, but...

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I do think that it was a little bit

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of a noble excuse
to ghost the rest of my life.

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Well, ghosting is kind of your MO.

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I had a front-row seat to your breakups
with Percy, all of them.

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Yeah, you did. [sighs]

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She took it really hard, Sam.

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[power tool whirring]

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[whirring stops]

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We were supposed to have the whole summer,
and now it's just gone.

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You're being dramatic.

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I can see why you and Sam work.

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And you still have the whole summer.

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Just not with him.

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Yeah, I'm stuck with you.

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Tragic, but this is my last summer
before I have to put on a suit

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and rot in some corporate office that'll
hopefully pay me a fuckton of money.

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I'm not going to waste it
watching you mope about Sam.

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[whirring resumes]

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Empathy is really your strong suit.

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I'm just saying,
don't let him ruin your summer.

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Or mine.

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[whirring stops]

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[music playing faintly]

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You need to do something very un-Sam-like
to get out of your funk.

17:19.914 --> 17:21.791
Why don't you help me fix the boat?

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Yeah, manual labor is definitely not
Sam's first choice in summer activities.

17:31.092 --> 17:33.093
Cool, meet me here tomorrow at 8:00 a.m.

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I didn't know your species
could function before noon.

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Only for you, Pers.

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[sighs]

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Have to go to a clambake tonight.

17:42.061 --> 17:43.187
Oh, a clambake?

17:43.188 --> 17:45.230
Where are we, the Hamptons?

17:45.231 --> 17:47.358
[laughs] Yeah, I know.

17:48.359 --> 17:51.236
These Seattle tech girls are throwing it.

17:51.237 --> 17:53.781
I didn't have the heart to tell 'em
that up here we're all about the oysters.

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Well, we all know you don't have
a heart, Charlie Florek.

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[older Charlie] <i>Goddamn it.</i>

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[door opens]

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How'd you even find me?

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Tried calling,
and it went straight to voicemail.

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Figured this is where I'd find you.

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Why are you even here?

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We have nothing more to say to each other.

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Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?

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You may have nothing more to say,
but I do.

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Know what?
I don't want to hear it.

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You know what?
You don't have a choice.

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[Charlie sighs] Percy, just go.

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[Percy] No, I'm gonna say
what I have to say,

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- and you're--
- No, don't let it...

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...shut.

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- Fuck.
- Wait, wait,

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it still has the outdoor lock thingy only?

18:43.498 --> 18:44.581
Mm-hmm.

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- [handle rattling]
- So we're locked in here?

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You mean you locked us in here?

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[Percy] Don't you dare blame me for this.

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Yeah.

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No, I'll see you in the Keys.

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Thanks, Liam. Okay, bye.

18:57.303 --> 18:58.388
Uh...

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I just closed
$40 million worth of business.

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- Congrats?
- Yeah.

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Uh, we-we bonded
over our mutual love of fishing.

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You mean what you did
for the first time yesterday?

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Yeah, it turns out that having interests

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outside of work is actually an advantage,

19:13.778 --> 19:16.822
like maybe there's something
to this work-life balance thing.

19:16.823 --> 19:20.450
You want work-life balance
so you can get more work?

19:20.451 --> 19:21.619
Exactly.

19:23.162 --> 19:24.163
You're leaving?

19:25.081 --> 19:26.373
Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can...

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I... I've-I've got it.

19:29.085 --> 19:32.129
Yeah, I was going to come by
in a bit to check out.

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You can't.

19:33.298 --> 19:34.882
I can't?

19:34.883 --> 19:36.466
- No.
- Why?

19:36.467 --> 19:38.927
- Oh, did Percy already do it?
- No.

19:38.928 --> 19:40.679
Uh, yeah, okay.

19:40.680 --> 19:42.931
[sighs] Jordie, about last night--

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Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that.

19:44.601 --> 19:50.564
It's about your final task of the official
Jordie Wirth Lake Life Seminar.

19:50.565 --> 19:53.108
Well, tasks are my happy place,
as are seminars.

19:53.109 --> 19:54.192
Mm-hmm.

19:54.193 --> 19:57.195
Assuming certificates of completion
are also your thing?

19:57.196 --> 20:00.449
Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy
and maybe a gold seal?

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Okay, what is the final task?

20:02.118 --> 20:03.410
You got to jump in the lake.

20:03.411 --> 20:08.332
Oh, no, no, no, I-I, I don't do water
that is below 95 degrees.

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- Can you give that to me in Celsius?
- You know,

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I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind,

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but, uh, no, I could not give you your
temperature if my life depended on it.

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Suffice to say, though,
I don't do water that's warm.

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It has to be scalding hot.

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You know, that certificate might even come
with some sort of frame.

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Mm, it's tempting.

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You know you want to.

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Uh, maybe.

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The lake is calling.

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Me, you, the water.

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Just us, no distractions.

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[door opens]

20:37.779 --> 20:40.031
- [door closes]
- [footfalls approach]

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Hey, uh, Delilah.

20:42.325 --> 20:45.410
Jordie and I were just talking
about going to the lake.

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Would you want to join us?

20:47.705 --> 20:49.624
The more the merrier, right?

20:50.124 --> 20:51.541
You should just come with us.

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[Delilah] That's a very kind offer.

20:52.835 --> 20:54.628
No, I have a lot of organizing to do.

20:54.629 --> 20:57.506
I have to get more hangers
for my more delicate fabrics.

20:57.507 --> 21:00.926
Although I agree
that the hangers here are subpar,

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because, well, they are,
you should just come with us.

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[intriguing music playing]

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Okay, yeah.

21:09.310 --> 21:11.437
I'll just get my bathing suit.

21:12.814 --> 21:14.147
- Great.
- [door opens]

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[door handle rattling]

21:16.275 --> 21:17.776
Help! Hello!

21:17.777 --> 21:19.277
No one's coming.
You know that, right?

21:19.278 --> 21:21.989
You could at least try calling someone.

21:21.990 --> 21:23.449
With what service?

21:25.451 --> 21:26.994
[Percy] Help!

21:26.995 --> 21:28.745
<i>- [banging on door in video]</i>
- [man] <i>What the hell's that, Ernie?</i>

21:28.746 --> 21:29.871
<i>Front door.</i>

21:29.872 --> 21:31.373
[man] <i>What the fuck are they doing?</i>

21:31.374 --> 21:33.334
- [Ernie] <i>I'll find out.</i>
- [paramedic] <i>Listen...</i>

21:35.336 --> 21:37.963
- Oh, man, yes.
- [Sam] <i>Oh. Oh, oh, no.</i>

21:37.964 --> 21:40.007
<i>No, that is, that's beyond disgusting.</i>

21:40.008 --> 21:43.301
How are you gonna be a doctor if you can't
watch someone get their face eaten off?

21:43.302 --> 21:46.304
Okay, that is not in the purview
of a cardiologist.

21:46.305 --> 21:48.932
This is pretty much
a face-eating-free zone.

21:48.933 --> 21:50.308
<i>Hey, uh, Derek, hold up.</i>

21:50.309 --> 21:52.561
<i>Did you finish that stats problem set?</i>

21:52.562 --> 21:55.105
<i>It was gnarly, right?</i>

21:55.106 --> 21:57.607
<i>Hey, uh, I got to go talk
to my buddy for a sec.</i>

21:57.608 --> 21:59.609
<i>- Can we finish this tomorrow night?</i>
- Yeah, sure.

21:59.610 --> 22:00.610
Although you might have to...

22:00.611 --> 22:01.903
<i>- [horn honks]
- [siren wailing]</i>

22:01.904 --> 22:03.031
<i>[tires screech]</i>

22:07.493 --> 22:09.328
[Percy] Hello.

22:12.081 --> 22:16.376
I got your black, extra hot coffee.

22:16.377 --> 22:20.213
Do you realize this is the order
of a 75-year-old man?

22:20.214 --> 22:22.841
Shh. Caffeine first, talk later.

22:22.842 --> 22:25.636
Okay, but it's, like,
third-degree-burn-inducing hot.

22:26.929 --> 22:28.513
Mmm.

22:28.514 --> 22:29.807
It's just how I like it.

22:31.434 --> 22:33.268
All right. [exhales]

22:33.269 --> 22:35.271
- You ready?
- Yeah.

22:35.855 --> 22:37.731
Socket wrench.
It's the one with the round--

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I know what a socket wrench is.

22:41.861 --> 22:43.278
You're a cool girl.

22:43.279 --> 22:44.739
Thank you. I know that, too.

22:45.239 --> 22:47.241
[♪ Foster the People plays
"Sit Next to Me"]

22:52.914 --> 22:55.332
<i>♪ Yeah, it's over, it's over ♪</i>

22:55.333 --> 22:57.542
<i>♪ I'm circlin' these vultures ♪</i>

22:57.543 --> 23:00.420
<i>♪ Got me prayin', man, this hunger ♪</i>

23:00.421 --> 23:03.340
<i>♪ and feelin' something rotten ♪</i>

23:03.341 --> 23:05.842
<i>♪ Last time I saw you, said "What's up?" ♪</i>

23:05.843 --> 23:07.553
<i>♪ and pushed right through ♪</i>

23:08.137 --> 23:10.097
<i>♪ Then I tried to catch you ♪</i>

23:10.098 --> 23:12.015
<i>♪ but we're always on the move ♪</i>

23:12.016 --> 23:15.060
<i>♪ And now it's over, we're sober ♪</i>

23:15.061 --> 23:17.187
<i>♪ Symptoms of the culture ♪</i>

23:17.188 --> 23:20.232
<i>♪ And the night ain't gettin' younger ♪</i>

23:20.233 --> 23:22.734
<i>♪ Last call's around the corner ♪</i>

23:22.735 --> 23:24.903
<i>♪ Feelin' kind of tempted ♪</i>

23:24.904 --> 23:27.739
<i>♪ and I'm pourin' out the truth ♪</i>

23:27.740 --> 23:31.493
<i>♪ Just fadin' out these talkers
'cause now all I want is you ♪</i>

23:31.494 --> 23:32.578
<i>♪ I'm sayin' ♪</i>

23:36.791 --> 23:39.669
<i>♪ It's all right ♪</i>

23:41.254 --> 23:44.799
<i>♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪</i>

23:46.300 --> 23:49.428
<i>♪ Yeah, it's all right ♪</i>

23:50.429 --> 23:52.973
<i>♪ It's all right ♪</i>

23:52.974 --> 23:55.476
<i>[line ringing]</i>

23:57.311 --> 23:59.689
[Sam over phone] <i>Hey, it's Sam.
Leave a message.</i>

24:02.024 --> 24:04.526
[Charlie] Let me guess.

24:04.527 --> 24:06.695
My doofus brother
isn't answering the phone.

24:06.696 --> 24:08.363
No, I was just calling my mom.

24:08.364 --> 24:10.740
- Oh, really?
- Mm-hmm.

24:10.741 --> 24:12.659
Isn't she teaching a seminar today?

24:12.660 --> 24:14.161
Okay, fine, I'm pathetic.

24:14.162 --> 24:15.787
You're not pathetic.

24:15.788 --> 24:16.873
He is.

24:17.456 --> 24:20.208
He's just really busy right now.

24:20.209 --> 24:21.668
Too busy to call or text?

24:21.669 --> 24:23.170
Sometimes.

24:23.171 --> 24:26.674
And what's the ratio for
"I can't talk now" to not talking at all?

24:27.758 --> 24:29.594
Pretty high.

24:32.054 --> 24:36.851
Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
or about what's going on?

24:37.935 --> 24:39.769
Come on, you have to know something.

24:39.770 --> 24:42.982
Like, at least just from being a guy.

24:46.110 --> 24:48.613
I don't know what's going on with him.

24:49.697 --> 24:52.073
I don't know what's going on
in Sam's head.

24:52.074 --> 24:54.117
But he shuts down when things get hard.

24:54.118 --> 24:56.704
[♪ The Head and the Heart plays
"Rivers and Roads"]

25:01.000 --> 25:05.837
<i>♪ A year from now, we'll all be gone ♪</i>

25:05.838 --> 25:10.384
<i>♪ All our friends will move away ♪</i>

25:11.510 --> 25:16.681
<i>♪ And they're goin' to better places ♪</i>

25:16.682 --> 25:21.604
<i>♪ but our friends will be gone away ♪</i>

25:23.105 --> 25:28.486
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

25:28.986 --> 25:34.033
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

25:36.744 --> 25:42.792
<i>♪ Been talkin' 'bout the way
things change ♪</i>

25:46.128 --> 25:48.797
<i>♪ And my family lives ♪</i>

25:48.798 --> 25:51.759
<i>♪ in a different state ♪</i>

25:54.303 --> 25:59.267
<i>♪ Then we will not relate ♪</i>

26:02.603 --> 26:08.067
- [shouting]
- <i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

26:08.818 --> 26:13.030
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

26:14.198 --> 26:19.078
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

26:19.578 --> 26:24.624
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

26:24.625 --> 26:29.963
<i>♪ Rivers and roads, rivers and roads ♪</i>

26:29.964 --> 26:33.717
<i>♪ Rivers till I reach you ♪</i>

26:33.718 --> 26:34.801
[banging on door]

26:34.802 --> 26:37.012
[Percy] God, how the hell
are we gonna get out of here?

26:37.013 --> 26:38.805
You know, at some point
Chantal will realize I never came back,

26:38.806 --> 26:40.223
but that could be hours.

26:40.224 --> 26:42.559
Yeah, and Sam doesn't give a shit
where I am. No one does.

26:42.560 --> 26:44.894
Oh, boo-fucking-hoo.

26:44.895 --> 26:46.604
You have nobody
'cause you're a selfish asshole.

26:46.605 --> 26:48.648
- You did this to yourself.
- I did this?

26:48.649 --> 26:49.941
You did this.

26:49.942 --> 26:51.985
- You happy now?
- No.

26:51.986 --> 26:53.779
I will not let you do this to me.

26:54.947 --> 26:57.449
I may have shut that door today,

26:57.450 --> 27:00.827
but how we got here, that's on both of us.

27:00.828 --> 27:04.164
I spent the last ten years
beating myself up,

27:04.165 --> 27:07.000
and I sure as hell am not gonna...

27:07.001 --> 27:09.002
[tense music playing]

27:09.003 --> 27:11.088
[panting rapidly]

27:15.092 --> 27:16.302
I'm not gonna...

27:17.386 --> 27:18.470
[groans]

27:18.471 --> 27:20.096
[Charlie] <i>Pers?</i>

27:20.097 --> 27:21.849
- [mutters softly]
- [banging on door]

27:25.770 --> 27:27.730
[Charlie echoing] Percy, you okay?

27:28.356 --> 27:29.357
<i>What's happening?</i>

27:30.816 --> 27:32.526
Are you having a heart attack?

27:34.487 --> 27:37.073
- [banging on door]
- Help! Somebody help us!

27:38.324 --> 27:39.532
Help!

27:39.533 --> 27:42.620
[shouts] Damn it!

27:44.455 --> 27:46.290
- [gasping softly]
- Okay, just breathe.

27:48.292 --> 27:50.920
I got you. I got you.

27:54.799 --> 27:57.425
[Delilah] I can't. I can't.

27:57.426 --> 28:00.554
I actually don't think
I've ever really been in the lake before.

28:02.139 --> 28:03.431
How is that even possible?

28:03.432 --> 28:05.433
- Hmm?
- You've been coming here for years, right?

28:05.434 --> 28:09.354
I basically only really waded in 'cause
I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl,

28:09.355 --> 28:11.856
but my priority was looking cute.

28:11.857 --> 28:13.150
For Charlie.

28:14.485 --> 28:16.236
Well, and having wet hair
wouldn't have accomplished that.

28:16.237 --> 28:18.613
I also don't think that any
of my bathing suits can actually get wet.

28:18.614 --> 28:20.573
They're strictly decorative.

28:20.574 --> 28:22.492
[Chantal] Yeah, um,

28:22.493 --> 28:25.370
I have a rule where I don't swim in places
where I can't see the bottom.

28:25.371 --> 28:26.996
Yeah, it's a lake.

28:26.997 --> 28:29.582
I understand that.
I just don't know what's under there,

28:29.583 --> 28:31.376
and it, and it's murky,
and murky scares me.

28:31.377 --> 28:34.004
[stammers] Which is why I like the law,
because it's clear-cut.

28:35.131 --> 28:36.424
[Delilah groans]

28:37.842 --> 28:40.136
- Well, I'm going in.
- Uh...

28:42.430 --> 28:43.889
- Oh, and he's, uh, he's off.
- [Jordie] Whew.

28:44.890 --> 28:46.642
[grunts, laughs]

28:47.226 --> 28:48.436
We're not really doing this, right?

28:51.856 --> 28:53.274
Screw it.

28:56.235 --> 28:57.986
- [Delilah chuckles nervously]
- [Jordie laughs] Yes!

28:57.987 --> 28:59.696
- [Delilah groans]
- [sputters]

28:59.697 --> 29:01.656
Well, you got to come all the way in,
otherwise it doesn't count.

29:01.657 --> 29:04.242
- [Delilah] I'm scared.
- Come on. You, too, Chantal.

29:04.243 --> 29:05.326
[Delilah] Yeah, you better.

29:05.327 --> 29:06.995
[sighs] Fine.

29:06.996 --> 29:09.915
[vibrant music playing]

29:12.042 --> 29:14.670
- Oh! It's cold!
- [laughter]

29:16.297 --> 29:19.215
Oh, my God, how did you just do that?

29:19.216 --> 29:21.927
- [Chantal] It's cold, it's cold.
- [Jordie] Wow.

29:24.555 --> 29:27.015
Just give in to the water.

29:27.016 --> 29:28.099
- [chuckles] Are you ready?
- No.

29:28.100 --> 29:29.642
Yes. Come on. On the count of,
on the count of three.

29:29.643 --> 29:31.769
- [Jordie] You've got this, Delilah.
- Ready? Yep.

29:31.770 --> 29:34.481
One, two, three.

29:34.482 --> 29:35.983
[inhales]

29:36.984 --> 29:39.110
- [panting]
- [Jordie] Whoo!

29:39.111 --> 29:41.154
[whimpers softly]

29:41.155 --> 29:42.239
- [Jordie chuckles]
- [grunts]

29:42.823 --> 29:44.200
[Chantal] Delilah?

29:45.409 --> 29:46.410
Are you okay?

29:48.662 --> 29:50.664
[pensive music playing]

29:52.791 --> 29:54.876
- [Chantal] You sure you're okay?
- [Delilah] Uh, yeah,

29:54.877 --> 29:56.503
I-I just need to find my phone.

29:56.504 --> 29:58.088
I-I'll catch up.

30:03.052 --> 30:05.513
[Chantal] That was a delightful afternoon.

30:06.013 --> 30:08.139
Almost as delightful
as that moment in a negotiation

30:08.140 --> 30:11.100
when the lawyer across the table
realizes that I have him by the balls

30:11.101 --> 30:13.311
and then he caves.

30:13.312 --> 30:14.604
[Jordie] I think I'm glad to hear that?

30:14.605 --> 30:17.273
Yeah, you would be if you were my client.

30:17.274 --> 30:20.276
Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate
that you told me about?

30:20.277 --> 30:21.361
I'll do you one better.

30:21.362 --> 30:23.739
How about we go get drinks?

30:25.824 --> 30:28.077
D, you okay?

30:29.453 --> 30:30.454
Hey, what's wrong?

30:33.123 --> 30:36.584
[crying] Stepmother number three
actually, um,

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she ended up in rehab.

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And her name was Siobhan,
it wasn't Shannon or Sharon,

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it was Siobhan, and I...

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I don't know, I just,
I should have remembered that

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because she deserved a lot better.

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[♪ Naomi Jean sings "Walk Away"]

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And I, I should have remembered it.

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[Jordie] Come on.
Let's get you back to your room.

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<i>♪ I shouldn't stay ♪</i>

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I really don't know what I would do
without you, Jordie.

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Come on. You'd just have a golf partner
worthy of you.

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<i>♪ Shouldn't stay ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Yeah ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It took all of my courage ♪</i>

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<i>♪ to walk away ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Took all of my courage ♪</i>

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Hey, it's me.

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<i>♪ To walk away ♪</i>

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I think we need to talk.

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You sure you're okay?

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Yeah.

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I'd offer you some water, but...

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- don't have anything in here.
- [chuckles]

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I'll be okay.

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What just happened?

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A panic attack.

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Do you get those often?

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Often enough.

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They started after...

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- I...
- We...

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...ruined everything?

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It was both of us.

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I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you.

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I guess I just didn't want
to admit my part.

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'Cause then I'd have to admit
why I did it.

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And why did you?

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Beside the fact that you've always been
the coolest girl I know?

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[young Percy] <i>Three, two,</i>

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- one.
- [engine starts]

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[laughs] Yes.

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- She lives.
- [shuts off engine]

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- We did it.
- [laughs] Yeah.

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Tomorrow we'll set her free.

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Hey, should we smash
a bottle of champagne on the hull?

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Fuck yeah.

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You know, most people
wouldn't have stuck with this all summer.

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Yeah, well, I'm not most people.

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No, you're not.

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You know, this has ended up being
a really good summer.

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[atmospheric music playing]

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[Sam] <i>Percy, I've been thinking
about you so much,</i>

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<i>but this summer's been hard.</i>

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<i>When we talk, I can hear your
disappointment in me, and I hate that.</i>

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<i>I hate disappointing you, but I have
to succeed here and I need to focus.</i>

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<i>This is so much more challenging
than I thought,</i>

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<i>so I think it's best if we stop talking.</i>

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<i>Otherwise you'll be all I think about.</i>

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<i>I'm so sorry. I thought I could handle it.</i>

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<i>[line ringing]</i>

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[Jo laughs] <i>Sam's phone.</i>

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- Who is this?
<i>- Uh, Jo. Who's this?</i>

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I'm Sam's girlf...

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- Where's Sam?
<i>- Uh, he just went to get us some beers.</i>

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<i>- He'll be back.</i>
- Just give him this message for me.

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Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend,

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and you can't break up with someone
over fucking email.

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- [shouts]
- [phone clatters]

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When Sam hurt me, I would lash out.

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I would kiss other boys

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and shove a new boyfriend in his face.

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Sleep with his brother.

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I did this to you

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because I was too insecure--

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Stop beating yourself up.

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We made a terrible mistake.

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And I'm still trying
to figure out why I did it.

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Was I jealous of Sam?
Of what the two of you had?

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And that I couldn't
truly commit to anyone?

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I don't know.

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And I might never know.

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But one thing I am clear on

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is that this was not your fault

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because you weren't
the only one who was there that night.

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<i>[radio static]</i>

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- [♪ Alyssa Trahan sings "Out of the Blue"]
- <i>♪ Let me be the one...</i>

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[Charlie] Hey.

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You're never gonna believe it,
but I actually got the radio to work.

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- [turns off radio]
- Oh, shit.

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What happened?

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[somber music playing]

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Sam broke up with me.

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[♪ The 1924 Project plays
"I Hate to Lose You"]

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- Cool.
- I mean...

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Wow.

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- Cheers.
- Cheers.

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Hmm.

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You know what gets me?

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He robbed me of my last summer.

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Our... last summer.

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I know he's my brother,
but fuck him for that.

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An email breakup?

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I mean, that is
a total cowardly dick move.

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You deserve better.

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And when he's back in town,
I'm gonna kick his ass.

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Fuck him.

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Know what? If it wasn't for you,
I would've spent this entire summer

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obsessing over him,

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parsing every email
and checking every text,

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checking my phone constantly.

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So, thank you

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for saving me from myself.

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I try.

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No, really. I had fun.

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You're fun.

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I mean, it's kind of my thing.

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And you're annoyingly good at it, too.

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[laughs softly]

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<i>♪ Its petals close, dear...</i>

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Sam and I,

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we weren't fun.

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We used to be.

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<i>♪ And I'm so used to your kisses...</i>

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But lately
everything's been so heavy and serious.

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"Summer" and "serious"
should never be used in the same sentence.

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Agreed.

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And this summer,
for the first time in a long time,

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I remembered what it was like to just...

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...be here.

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And to be fun.

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I'm glad.

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I'm glad, too.

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<i>♪ You're all I've ever been thinkin' of...</i>

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So, thank you...

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...saving my summer.

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<i>♪ Just like the rose,
dear, that's used to sun ♪</i>

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Percy.

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<i>♪ Its petals close, dear ♪</i>

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<i>♪ when summer is done ♪</i>

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- What about--
- I don't care.

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<i>♪ And I'm so used to your kisses ♪</i>

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<i>♪ All the others seem strange ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Used to your lovin',
and I don't want to change ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I hate to lose you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm so used to you now ♪</i>

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I left the next morning.

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Pretty much didn't come back for years.

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I missed so much time

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with Sam...

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...and my mom.

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I'm sorry.

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[sniffles]

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I just didn't know how to cope.

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And so I threw myself into work

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and convinced myself
that if I supported Sam and his dreams,

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that... it would make up for what I did.

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I found it pretty hard to cope, too.

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It's why my parents sold the house.

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What happened?

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I...

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I don't know. I don't... know.

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[♪ Anthony Lazaro sings "My Bride"]

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I started having these... episodes

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where I felt like I couldn't breathe.

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And then my mom had these pills,

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and I thought, maybe if I took a bunch,

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I wouldn't feel so much,

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so I...

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My parents were terrified. They thought...

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this place was bad for me,
you know, dangerous.

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This place?

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Or us?

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I guess both, you know?

40:19.793 --> 40:24.297
Um, so we left, but the panic never left.

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And I guess it's 'cause I never really
dealt with what I...

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did, I never--

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Percy.

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You have to forgive yourself.

40:38.019 --> 40:42.148
How can I ever forgive myself
when I know Sam never will?

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How can I ever move on when I love him?

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When I've... I'm always gonna love him.

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Okay. Okay.

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It's okay.

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[exhales]

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<i>♪ And my heart will learn ♪</i>

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<i>♪ to love you more ♪</i>

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<i>♪ with every turn of summer ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My arms will learn to hold you still ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Fight the winter and help you heal ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, my heart will try to love you more ♪</i>

41:23.398 --> 41:27.569
<i>♪ with every turn of summer ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My arms will learn to hold you still ♪</i>

41:32.991 --> 41:35.869
<i>♪ Fight the winter ♪</i>

41:37.329 --> 41:39.664
<i>♪ Oh, my heart ♪</i>

41:41.499 --> 41:46.671
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

41:49.633 --> 41:51.343
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

41:53.762 --> 41:57.849
<i>♪ My heart ♪</i>

41:58.934 --> 42:02.687
<i>♪ My heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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♪ ♪
