WEBVTT 00:00:19.521 --> 00:00:21.271 align:center I'm still louder. 00:00:29.813 --> 00:00:30.730 align:center Boys. 00:00:31.980 --> 00:00:32.855 align:center Wait for me. 00:00:34.230 --> 00:00:36.063 align:center Neither of you have the basket. 00:00:39.730 --> 00:00:42.730 align:center Cal? Okay. Your brother's turn. 00:01:02.855 --> 00:01:06.688 align:center "Some of the men who had been to…" I lost my spot. 00:01:09.146 --> 00:01:10.813 align:center You probably stopped right there. 00:01:12.771 --> 00:01:14.188 align:center "The more we're told…" 00:01:20.688 --> 00:01:22.438 align:center - Can we still eat them? - Yeah. 00:01:50.813 --> 00:01:52.771 align:center What's the Chinese word for rice? 00:01:52.855 --> 00:01:55.813 align:center I told you your father doesn't want me teaching you Cantonese anymore. 00:01:56.563 --> 00:01:58.396 align:center - He wouldn't have to know. - Cal. 00:01:59.146 --> 00:02:00.188 align:center It's Aron's turn. 00:02:08.771 --> 00:02:11.605 align:center - Why do we rinse the rice? - So that it isn't gummy. 00:02:11.688 --> 00:02:12.605 align:center Mm-hmm. 00:02:13.980 --> 00:02:15.313 align:center Who taught you to cook? 00:02:16.938 --> 00:02:18.271 align:center The man who raised me. 00:02:18.896 --> 00:02:20.855 align:center He was a cook, like me. 00:02:21.813 --> 00:02:23.313 align:center And what about your mother? 00:02:24.730 --> 00:02:26.730 align:center My mother died when I was very young. 00:02:27.230 --> 00:02:28.063 align:center Like yours. 00:02:43.855 --> 00:02:45.146 align:center Are they lost? 00:02:48.313 --> 00:02:52.146 align:center Well, the sky just opened up, and there we were with the top down. 00:02:53.188 --> 00:02:56.063 align:center I can't tell you how pleased we were to find your ranch. 00:02:58.396 --> 00:03:00.105 align:center Oh, come say how do you do, boys. 00:03:00.188 --> 00:03:04.355 align:center I am Mr. Bacon, and this is Mrs. Bacon. 00:03:04.438 --> 00:03:08.188 align:center My daughter's name is Abra, and we live in Salinas. 00:03:08.813 --> 00:03:10.521 align:center Children, why don't you go play? 00:03:10.605 --> 00:03:11.771 align:center Go on now, dear. 00:03:12.896 --> 00:03:14.438 align:center Abra, mind your dress. 00:03:16.480 --> 00:03:19.355 align:center Aron, hurry up. Let's go. Come on. Hurry up. 00:03:25.063 --> 00:03:28.230 align:center Am I to understand that you've never planted your land? 00:03:28.313 --> 00:03:30.605 align:center Well, I guess I'm a lazy man. 00:03:31.480 --> 00:03:35.688 align:center And my father didn't help when he left me enough to go on without working. 00:03:35.771 --> 00:03:38.105 align:center Well, a rich man who doesn't work isn't lazy. 00:03:38.188 --> 00:03:39.646 align:center He's simply using his head. 00:03:41.563 --> 00:03:44.271 align:center - Hm. - Are you all alone out here? 00:03:44.355 --> 00:03:46.646 align:center Who takes care of the dear boys? 00:03:47.230 --> 00:03:51.480 align:center Lee is their nursemaid and their tutor. 00:03:52.271 --> 00:03:56.855 align:center A Chinaman's no substitute for a mother or proper schooling. 00:03:57.605 --> 00:03:58.980 align:center Can he… can he read? 00:03:59.063 --> 00:04:01.855 align:center Lee try he best, missus. 00:04:02.355 --> 00:04:05.563 align:center Very hard language, English. 00:04:09.105 --> 00:04:13.230 align:center Why not move into Salinas so your sons could attend our good public school? 00:04:13.730 --> 00:04:14.980 align:center If you don't live off your land, 00:04:15.063 --> 00:04:17.563 align:center there's no reason why you shouldn't profit off it. 00:04:18.063 --> 00:04:21.188 align:center My firm would be happy to secure a reliable tenant for you. 00:04:21.271 --> 00:04:23.605 align:center I could arrange things myself. 00:04:27.271 --> 00:04:30.771 align:center Aron, let's play like we're grown and this is our house. 00:04:30.855 --> 00:04:33.646 align:center You'll be my husband, and I'll be your wife. 00:04:35.021 --> 00:04:36.980 align:center Maybe we could play something else? 00:04:37.480 --> 00:04:38.646 align:center Like what? 00:04:39.938 --> 00:04:41.688 align:center We could pretend you're my mother. 00:04:48.521 --> 00:04:52.105 align:center Come here, my good little baby. Put your head on Mother's lap. 00:05:00.396 --> 00:05:01.896 align:center Do you wish you had a mother? 00:05:02.480 --> 00:05:04.146 align:center Everyone wants a mother. 00:05:05.105 --> 00:05:06.646 align:center Where is yours buried? 00:05:07.355 --> 00:05:08.813 align:center Salinas, I guess. 00:05:11.230 --> 00:05:14.896 align:center You should find out where so you can put flowers on her grave. 00:05:16.146 --> 00:05:17.105 align:center I know a secret. 00:05:17.605 --> 00:05:18.438 align:center What is it? 00:05:19.105 --> 00:05:20.188 align:center Aron will tell. 00:05:20.938 --> 00:05:22.230 align:center He always tells. 00:05:22.313 --> 00:05:24.105 align:center I wouldn't if you said not to. 00:05:26.271 --> 00:05:28.605 align:center I heard some men saying our mother isn't dead at all, 00:05:28.688 --> 00:05:29.938 align:center that she only ran away. 00:05:31.605 --> 00:05:32.563 align:center Who said? 00:05:32.646 --> 00:05:34.980 align:center Some men in the post office at King City. 00:05:36.146 --> 00:05:37.605 align:center They thought I couldn't hear. 00:05:38.313 --> 00:05:40.563 align:center When I'm big, I'm gonna find our mother and bring her back. 00:05:40.646 --> 00:05:42.480 align:center Our mother's dead. Father said so. 00:05:42.563 --> 00:05:43.813 align:center Maybe he told a lie. 00:05:43.896 --> 00:05:46.771 align:center You're making this up! What would our mother run away for? 00:05:46.855 --> 00:05:48.438 align:center Maybe she didn't like us. 00:06:22.896 --> 00:06:23.771 align:center Aron! 00:06:25.313 --> 00:06:26.146 align:center Aron! 00:06:27.521 --> 00:06:28.646 align:center Are they gone? 00:06:44.188 --> 00:06:45.605 align:center I didn't much like them. 00:06:46.271 --> 00:06:47.105 align:center Did you? 00:06:49.521 --> 00:06:52.063 align:center You know that star Lee gave me to look at? 00:06:53.355 --> 00:06:54.355 align:center He said 00:06:55.730 --> 00:06:57.521 align:center it was our mother. 00:06:58.646 --> 00:07:02.021 align:center And she would love us as long as that light was there. 00:07:05.230 --> 00:07:07.188 align:center Do you think Lee is a liar? 00:07:08.855 --> 00:07:10.646 align:center I was only joking, Aron. 00:07:12.355 --> 00:07:14.063 align:center Honest, it was only a joke. 00:07:52.313 --> 00:07:53.146 align:center Samuel. 00:07:53.646 --> 00:07:54.480 align:center Adam. 00:07:55.063 --> 00:07:55.896 align:center Lee. 00:07:59.813 --> 00:08:01.938 align:center It's a beautiful house still. 00:08:02.438 --> 00:08:05.896 align:center Seems a shame to leave it half done. 00:08:08.646 --> 00:08:10.480 align:center It's mine to do what I like. 00:08:13.105 --> 00:08:18.438 align:center All these years sitting on your pile, clinging to what you lost. 00:08:20.855 --> 00:08:22.146 align:center Do you take pride 00:08:22.771 --> 00:08:23.730 align:center in your hurt? 00:08:24.230 --> 00:08:27.063 align:center Does it make you feel large and tragic? 00:08:27.146 --> 00:08:28.896 align:center I didn't ask for a lecture, Samuel. 00:08:30.271 --> 00:08:31.105 align:center Oh. 00:08:36.730 --> 00:08:41.396 align:center Lee says you hardly speak to your sons. 00:08:43.563 --> 00:08:45.730 align:center Your wife left them motherless. 00:08:45.813 --> 00:08:48.021 align:center Don't leave them without a father. 00:08:48.521 --> 00:08:49.605 align:center I haven't. 00:08:50.355 --> 00:08:54.188 align:center Just because you haven't left doesn't mean you're here, Adam. 00:09:03.730 --> 00:09:07.646 align:center Did you ever hear a rumor that Cathy was in Salinas? 00:09:07.730 --> 00:09:10.605 align:center Oh, let it go, man, 00:09:10.688 --> 00:09:13.563 align:center for the sake of the boys. 00:09:16.021 --> 00:09:19.813 align:center Can I tell you what you do so you won't think you invented it? 00:09:20.313 --> 00:09:21.896 align:center When you go to bed at night, 00:09:21.980 --> 00:09:27.313 align:center she stands in the doorway, her nightgown sheer in the light. 00:09:27.396 --> 00:09:31.396 align:center And she comes over to your bed, and you smell her skin, 00:09:31.480 --> 00:09:33.855 align:center and it smells like no other in the world. 00:09:33.938 --> 00:09:36.188 align:center Stop. Stop it, goddamn you! 00:09:36.271 --> 00:09:40.063 align:center A… a woman came to me like that. 00:09:41.271 --> 00:09:44.980 align:center Night after month after year. 00:09:45.896 --> 00:09:49.021 align:center And for Liza's sake, I should have closed my heart to her, 00:09:49.105 --> 00:09:51.313 align:center but I… I didn't. 00:09:53.480 --> 00:09:55.355 align:center You know, I… I sifted through my mind 00:09:55.438 --> 00:10:00.730 align:center the way men pan the dirt under a barren floor for gold dust. 00:10:01.938 --> 00:10:07.188 align:center You are too young a man to be panning for memories. 00:10:08.646 --> 00:10:11.563 align:center You should be getting yourself new ones. 00:10:12.646 --> 00:10:15.146 align:center Did you come all this way to recite poetry to me? 00:10:17.146 --> 00:10:17.980 align:center No. 00:10:18.480 --> 00:10:19.396 align:center No. 00:10:20.188 --> 00:10:21.146 align:center I didn't. 00:10:22.563 --> 00:10:23.980 align:center I, uh… 00:10:26.188 --> 00:10:27.688 align:center I came to say goodbye. 00:10:29.563 --> 00:10:33.980 align:center My daughter Olive has asked Liza and me to go and stay with her in Salinas. 00:10:35.646 --> 00:10:37.813 align:center So we're leaving our ranch. 00:10:40.605 --> 00:10:42.188 align:center And when will you come back? 00:10:46.605 --> 00:10:47.938 align:center I suspect we won't. 00:10:53.063 --> 00:10:54.730 align:center Boys, why don't you get ready for bed? 00:10:54.813 --> 00:10:57.646 align:center - Don't forget to wash behind your ears. - Good night, Father. 00:10:58.396 --> 00:10:59.438 align:center Mr. Hamilton. 00:10:59.521 --> 00:11:01.730 align:center Good night, Aron. 00:11:04.438 --> 00:11:06.271 align:center Good night, Caleb. Cal. 00:11:12.146 --> 00:11:13.355 align:center You know, uh… 00:11:13.438 --> 00:11:16.605 align:center They seem older than 11. 00:11:17.105 --> 00:11:19.480 align:center With no woman around to put a value on babies, 00:11:19.563 --> 00:11:21.938 align:center it was never an advantage to them to behave so. 00:11:23.938 --> 00:11:28.396 align:center I have a parting gift for you, Sam. Something I've been sitting on for years. 00:11:28.480 --> 00:11:30.271 align:center - A present? - A story. 00:11:32.438 --> 00:11:34.563 align:center Do you remember the day we named the twins, 00:11:34.646 --> 00:11:36.438 align:center you read to us from Genesis? 00:11:36.521 --> 00:11:38.021 align:center - Yeah. Cain and Abel. - Yes. 00:11:38.105 --> 00:11:39.063 align:center Right. 00:11:39.146 --> 00:11:42.021 align:center There was one place in the scripture that bothered me, 00:11:42.105 --> 00:11:44.480 align:center when God rebukes Cain for his anger. 00:11:44.563 --> 00:11:49.021 align:center In the King James Bible, God tells Cain, "Thou shalt rule over sin." 00:11:49.521 --> 00:11:50.938 align:center He makes him a promise. 00:11:51.521 --> 00:11:54.230 align:center But then I got my hands on the American Standard Bible, 00:11:54.313 --> 00:11:59.146 align:center and in that version, God says, "Do thou rule over him." 00:11:59.855 --> 00:12:00.813 align:center More of an order. 00:12:00.896 --> 00:12:01.896 align:center Exactly. 00:12:02.646 --> 00:12:05.813 align:center So I began to wonder what the original words had been 00:12:05.896 --> 00:12:08.646 align:center that could produce such vastly different meanings. 00:12:10.563 --> 00:12:13.146 align:center Wait, don't tell me you studied Hebrew. 00:12:14.105 --> 00:12:15.188 align:center With some assistance. 00:12:15.271 --> 00:12:18.146 align:center Adam, did you know this? 00:12:18.230 --> 00:12:19.896 align:center He doesn't talk to me like he talks to you. 00:12:20.605 --> 00:12:22.646 align:center That's because you weren't listening. 00:12:24.646 --> 00:12:27.271 align:center My friend knew some Jewish scholars in San Francisco. 00:12:27.355 --> 00:12:29.813 align:center They identified the original Hebrew word. 00:12:30.896 --> 00:12:31.813 align:center Timshel. 00:12:32.855 --> 00:12:35.105 align:center It means "thou mayest." 00:12:35.980 --> 00:12:38.563 align:center You may triumph over sin. 00:12:39.563 --> 00:12:41.480 align:center And you think that's important? 00:12:42.980 --> 00:12:45.230 align:center It might be the most important word there is. 00:12:47.396 --> 00:12:48.605 align:center It offers a choice. 00:12:49.438 --> 00:12:53.021 align:center Our future isn't determined by God or by our past. 00:12:53.521 --> 00:12:59.063 align:center Even Cain, in his weakness and filth and the murder of his brother, 00:12:59.146 --> 00:13:01.980 align:center can still choose his course. 00:13:04.063 --> 00:13:05.646 align:center Because timshel. 00:13:07.188 --> 00:13:09.021 align:center Thou mayest. 00:13:12.813 --> 00:13:14.646 align:center You've had this horse forever. 00:13:15.146 --> 00:13:17.021 align:center And he was old when we first met. 00:13:17.105 --> 00:13:18.896 align:center Aye, he's 33. 00:13:19.563 --> 00:13:21.563 align:center I have to feed him mash with my fingers. 00:13:23.480 --> 00:13:26.188 align:center Sometimes he cries in his sleep. 00:13:27.105 --> 00:13:28.980 align:center You should put him out of his misery. 00:13:32.021 --> 00:13:33.521 align:center Would you shoot him, Adam? 00:13:34.021 --> 00:13:34.855 align:center Why not? 00:13:35.730 --> 00:13:37.813 align:center His lifespan is long over. 00:13:37.896 --> 00:13:41.355 align:center So you'd shoot this horse because death might be more comfortable. 00:13:41.896 --> 00:13:44.688 align:center Yes, I think I would. 00:13:49.188 --> 00:13:50.021 align:center Hey. 00:13:58.480 --> 00:14:01.063 align:center Do you like your life? 00:14:02.021 --> 00:14:02.980 align:center Of course not. 00:14:04.021 --> 00:14:06.813 align:center If I had a medicine that could cure you 00:14:07.980 --> 00:14:10.813 align:center but also might kill you, should I give it to you? 00:14:11.980 --> 00:14:13.688 align:center - What medicine? - Sam. 00:14:13.771 --> 00:14:16.396 align:center Whatever happens, Lee, I'll take responsibility. 00:14:21.605 --> 00:14:23.646 align:center Do you want the medicine, Adam? 00:14:27.646 --> 00:14:28.480 align:center Yes. 00:14:28.980 --> 00:14:30.813 align:center Cathy is in Salinas. 00:14:32.105 --> 00:14:35.271 align:center She goes by the name of Kate Albey. 00:14:35.855 --> 00:14:39.438 align:center She was a whore. Now she owns the whorehouse. 00:14:39.938 --> 00:14:43.480 align:center And the house she runs is the most vicious and depraved 00:14:43.563 --> 00:14:45.438 align:center in this whole end of the country. 00:14:48.438 --> 00:14:49.396 align:center You're a liar. 00:14:51.438 --> 00:14:52.313 align:center I'm not. 00:15:04.938 --> 00:15:06.896 align:center Your medicine acts like a poison. 00:15:10.188 --> 00:15:11.855 align:center Thou mayest, Lee. 00:15:13.688 --> 00:15:17.896 align:center Out of knowledge comes choice. 00:15:19.771 --> 00:15:23.271 align:center And to have any chance, 00:15:24.105 --> 00:15:25.188 align:center he had to know. 00:16:23.480 --> 00:16:25.771 align:center I arranged to have a wreath sent 00:16:25.855 --> 00:16:28.980 align:center and posted a card to Mrs. Hamilton from all of us. 00:16:30.355 --> 00:16:33.563 align:center - Will you see anyone you know there? - Louis Lippo, perhaps. 00:16:33.646 --> 00:16:36.271 align:center Rabbit Holman. They were both friends of ours. 00:16:39.355 --> 00:16:40.730 align:center Will you visit our mother? 00:16:43.188 --> 00:16:44.313 align:center In the cemetery. 00:16:45.355 --> 00:16:46.313 align:center In Salinas. 00:16:46.813 --> 00:16:49.313 align:center Your mother's grave is clear across the country. 00:16:49.396 --> 00:16:50.605 align:center But how'd she get there? 00:16:53.105 --> 00:16:54.521 align:center We put her on a train. 00:16:55.730 --> 00:16:57.188 align:center It's not so unusual. 00:16:57.271 --> 00:17:01.563 align:center Nearly every Chinese gets sent back to China after they die. 00:17:09.980 --> 00:17:12.855 align:center Be thou my vision… 00:17:12.938 --> 00:17:15.771 align:center Samuel Hamilton was a jack-of-all-trades. 00:17:17.230 --> 00:17:21.730 align:center Inventor, philosopher, jester, confidant, 00:17:22.646 --> 00:17:23.521 align:center friend. 00:17:24.980 --> 00:17:26.688 align:center But above all, husband and father, 00:17:26.771 --> 00:17:29.813 align:center because his family meant more to him than anything. 00:17:30.313 --> 00:17:33.771 align:center Thou my best thought… 00:17:33.855 --> 00:17:38.521 align:center Sam used to say a real man had no right to let sorrow destroy him. 00:17:41.480 --> 00:17:43.146 align:center Let it not destroy us now. 00:17:44.521 --> 00:17:49.730 align:center Thy presence my light 00:17:59.355 --> 00:18:00.480 align:center Cold out there. 00:18:01.813 --> 00:18:03.896 align:center How about a rum to knock the chill from your bones? 00:18:04.396 --> 00:18:05.605 align:center Yes, thank you. 00:18:07.146 --> 00:18:09.896 align:center We have rooms available if you're planning to stay the night. 00:18:09.980 --> 00:18:12.688 align:center - I'm just waiting out a train delay. - Where you headed? 00:18:13.230 --> 00:18:14.105 align:center Out near King City. 00:18:17.355 --> 00:18:19.563 align:center You've been in this town long? 00:18:19.646 --> 00:18:21.771 align:center - Since before it was a town. - Hm. 00:18:24.355 --> 00:18:26.230 align:center What do you know of a place called Kate's? 00:18:29.563 --> 00:18:30.855 align:center You'll leave that alone. 00:19:08.521 --> 00:19:09.355 align:center Yes? 00:19:10.646 --> 00:19:11.980 align:center I wanna see Kate. 00:19:12.813 --> 00:19:15.188 align:center You'll have to come back later. We're not open yet. 00:19:19.313 --> 00:19:21.105 align:center Tell her Adam Trask is here. 00:19:29.063 --> 00:19:29.896 align:center Mister. 00:19:31.230 --> 00:19:32.688 align:center She says she'll see you. 00:19:46.813 --> 00:19:47.646 align:center Come in. 00:20:02.771 --> 00:20:03.938 align:center Hello, Adam. 00:20:10.438 --> 00:20:11.438 align:center Joe, you can go. 00:20:26.188 --> 00:20:27.646 align:center Do you want another drink? 00:20:28.855 --> 00:20:31.355 align:center By the smell of it, you've been having rum. 00:20:48.980 --> 00:20:50.855 align:center It's funny. 00:20:51.813 --> 00:20:55.813 align:center For a long time, I expected you, and then when you didn't come, 00:20:55.896 --> 00:20:57.188 align:center I guess I… 00:20:57.730 --> 00:21:00.188 align:center Well, I guess I forgot about you. 00:21:06.063 --> 00:21:07.605 align:center I didn't forget you. 00:21:28.438 --> 00:21:29.396 align:center Thank you. 00:21:34.605 --> 00:21:36.730 align:center You still on that dusty old ranch? 00:21:41.188 --> 00:21:42.021 align:center Yes. 00:21:42.688 --> 00:21:44.563 align:center So you came all this way to see me? 00:21:45.063 --> 00:21:46.980 align:center Oh, no. No, no. 00:21:49.105 --> 00:21:54.563 align:center No. I… I came into town for Sam Hamilton's funeral. 00:21:59.230 --> 00:22:00.688 align:center I'm glad he's dead. 00:22:03.146 --> 00:22:03.980 align:center Why? 00:22:05.063 --> 00:22:06.230 align:center He was a good man. 00:22:08.105 --> 00:22:09.646 align:center I didn't like the way he looked at me. 00:22:10.271 --> 00:22:12.105 align:center You know, he looked at me too, and it helped me. 00:22:12.188 --> 00:22:14.105 align:center - The two of you, a pair of fools. - Come on, Cathy. 00:22:14.188 --> 00:22:15.188 align:center Kate. 00:22:19.146 --> 00:22:21.105 align:center Were you always like this, or have you changed? 00:22:25.313 --> 00:22:27.563 align:center - No one stays 19, Adam. - That's not what I meant. 00:22:27.646 --> 00:22:29.855 align:center - You've gotten old too, you know. - No. God… 00:22:30.355 --> 00:22:32.896 align:center I want to understand the woman that I loved. 00:22:34.938 --> 00:22:36.230 align:center You didn't love me. 00:22:36.730 --> 00:22:38.605 align:center I loved you more than anything. 00:22:38.688 --> 00:22:41.146 align:center How can you love someone you barely even know? 00:22:41.230 --> 00:22:42.813 align:center All right, then tell me. 00:22:42.896 --> 00:22:44.063 align:center Tell you what? 00:22:44.146 --> 00:22:45.896 align:center Tell me who you are. 00:22:47.188 --> 00:22:48.355 align:center Please. 00:22:52.980 --> 00:22:53.855 align:center Please. 00:23:07.813 --> 00:23:08.980 align:center I always knew… 00:23:11.146 --> 00:23:13.771 align:center what stupid lying fools they all were. 00:23:14.855 --> 00:23:15.688 align:center Who? 00:23:18.855 --> 00:23:19.896 align:center My mother. 00:23:21.438 --> 00:23:23.646 align:center My father, our neighbors, all of them. 00:23:24.438 --> 00:23:28.271 align:center Pretending goodness, but they didn't know me. 00:23:29.771 --> 00:23:33.105 align:center "Isn't she sweet?" they'd say. "Isn't she a pretty little thing?" 00:23:33.188 --> 00:23:35.688 align:center I could do whatever I wanted to them, and they didn't even see it. 00:23:35.771 --> 00:23:36.938 align:center No one saw a thing. 00:23:37.730 --> 00:23:40.021 align:center Like what? What… what… what didn't they see? 00:23:44.563 --> 00:23:45.396 align:center I… 00:23:47.480 --> 00:23:49.230 align:center I made a man kill himself 00:23:49.896 --> 00:23:51.188 align:center when I was 14. 00:23:53.855 --> 00:23:56.396 align:center He pretended to be moral and kind, but he wasn't. 00:23:58.813 --> 00:24:00.688 align:center He just wanted to go to bed with me. 00:24:03.855 --> 00:24:05.438 align:center And I was just a child. 00:24:16.730 --> 00:24:18.438 align:center Is that what you wanted to hear? 00:24:19.980 --> 00:24:21.605 align:center Is that what you wanted to know? 00:24:25.855 --> 00:24:28.813 align:center So in the whole world, there's only evil and folly? 00:24:28.896 --> 00:24:30.063 align:center Is that what you think? 00:24:30.146 --> 00:24:32.813 align:center - I know it. I can prove it. - You can prove it? 00:24:32.896 --> 00:24:33.771 align:center I can prove it. 00:24:47.938 --> 00:24:51.521 align:center That's a state senator. He thinks he's going to run for Congress. 00:24:51.605 --> 00:24:54.063 align:center That's a councilman. He owns half the county. 00:24:54.146 --> 00:24:55.146 align:center That's a professor. 00:24:55.230 --> 00:24:58.605 align:center He travels all the way from Berkeley to have his face smashed into a toilet. 00:24:59.355 --> 00:25:00.480 align:center That's a doctor. 00:25:00.980 --> 00:25:02.271 align:center That's a judge. 00:25:02.771 --> 00:25:04.813 align:center And that's the minister of the gospel. 00:25:05.355 --> 00:25:08.646 align:center There's your proof of who these men really are. 00:25:09.230 --> 00:25:11.313 align:center And if they were ever a threat to me, 00:25:11.896 --> 00:25:13.355 align:center those envelopes would find themselves 00:25:13.438 --> 00:25:15.396 align:center in the place where they would do the most damage. 00:25:19.855 --> 00:25:21.438 align:center So these men are evil. 00:25:22.396 --> 00:25:23.688 align:center And I'm a fool. 00:25:25.438 --> 00:25:26.563 align:center So what about you? 00:25:28.230 --> 00:25:29.355 align:center What about me? 00:25:29.438 --> 00:25:34.021 align:center What kind of a mother abandons her children? 00:25:35.730 --> 00:25:38.605 align:center Is it an evil or is it a foolish one? 00:25:55.605 --> 00:25:57.521 align:center I may be their mother, yes, but… 00:26:00.355 --> 00:26:02.063 align:center how do you know you're the father? 00:26:04.105 --> 00:26:07.646 align:center How many times did I let you come close enough for us to have children? 00:26:10.438 --> 00:26:11.563 align:center Charles, though… 00:26:14.563 --> 00:26:16.563 align:center I think I could have loved him. 00:26:19.146 --> 00:26:21.230 align:center He was like me in a way, don't you think? 00:26:28.855 --> 00:26:30.396 align:center Aren't you gonna say anything? 00:26:35.313 --> 00:26:37.271 align:center I feel sorry for you. 00:26:37.355 --> 00:26:38.938 align:center You feel sorry for me? 00:26:39.021 --> 00:26:41.855 align:center You know the ugliness in people, 00:26:43.146 --> 00:26:45.105 align:center but you can't see the rest. 00:26:47.230 --> 00:26:48.771 align:center You only see the one side. 00:26:48.855 --> 00:26:52.688 align:center You don't believe that I really loved you. 00:26:53.813 --> 00:26:55.438 align:center You don't believe the men in those pictures 00:26:55.521 --> 00:26:57.063 align:center could have goodness in them. 00:26:58.438 --> 00:27:01.646 align:center You only see the one side, and you think that that is all there is. 00:27:01.730 --> 00:27:04.063 align:center - I see the truth. - Maybe you do sense it. 00:27:04.146 --> 00:27:07.355 align:center A goodness… all around. 00:27:08.896 --> 00:27:11.396 align:center But how terrible it would be to know 00:27:12.730 --> 00:27:13.938 align:center that it was there 00:27:15.438 --> 00:27:16.855 align:center and not be able to reach it. 00:27:20.355 --> 00:27:22.480 align:center What the hell are you talking about? 00:27:28.271 --> 00:27:29.438 align:center Goodbye, Cathy. 00:27:33.688 --> 00:27:35.938 align:center Adam? You think you're free? 00:27:36.021 --> 00:27:39.105 align:center I could crook my little finger and have you crawl back to me. 00:27:39.188 --> 00:27:40.146 align:center Adam! 00:27:40.980 --> 00:27:42.688 align:center You'll come crawling back! 00:27:42.771 --> 00:27:44.563 align:center You'll come back begging! 00:28:26.730 --> 00:28:27.855 align:center Oh… 00:28:28.896 --> 00:28:31.105 align:center Aron. Cal. Come here. 00:28:31.771 --> 00:28:33.771 align:center Come here. 00:28:38.355 --> 00:28:39.188 align:center Oh… 00:28:45.438 --> 00:28:48.771 align:center How would you boys like to move out of this house and into Salinas? 00:28:49.271 --> 00:28:53.105 align:center Hm? What do you think? You can go to school with other children. 00:28:53.188 --> 00:28:54.188 align:center We'd leave here? 00:28:54.271 --> 00:28:56.521 align:center Yes, we'd find a new home in town. 00:28:57.021 --> 00:29:00.730 align:center - Could we go to a baseball game? - Sure. Why not? 00:29:00.813 --> 00:29:02.563 align:center We can do whatever we like. 00:29:03.605 --> 00:29:06.896 align:center Boys, you have your chores. We can talk about this later. 00:29:06.980 --> 00:29:08.230 align:center The chores can wait, Lee. 00:29:08.313 --> 00:29:10.563 align:center Well, the horses need to be fed. Boys, go on. 00:29:11.146 --> 00:29:12.021 align:center Oh. 00:29:12.105 --> 00:29:13.521 align:center Let's go. Come on. 00:29:13.605 --> 00:29:14.605 align:center Okay. 00:29:33.396 --> 00:29:34.855 align:center You saw her, didn't you? 00:29:49.438 --> 00:29:51.021 align:center I never knew her, Lee. 00:29:51.813 --> 00:29:54.980 align:center The wife I had, I made up. 00:29:57.396 --> 00:29:59.938 align:center I… I feel free now. 00:30:01.063 --> 00:30:04.188 align:center I can leave this place. I can be with my boys. 00:30:05.105 --> 00:30:06.855 align:center I can start a new life. 00:30:10.438 --> 00:30:11.896 align:center Well, if you're free, 00:30:13.146 --> 00:30:15.021 align:center maybe you could let me go. 00:30:17.813 --> 00:30:18.938 align:center You wanna leave? 00:30:22.396 --> 00:30:24.730 align:center Haven't you been happy with us? 00:30:27.230 --> 00:30:30.063 align:center I'm not sure I've ever known what people call happiness. 00:30:30.563 --> 00:30:34.480 align:center It's hard to be content with so many things left undone. 00:30:36.605 --> 00:30:37.480 align:center Like what? 00:30:37.980 --> 00:30:39.938 align:center One thing it's too late for. 00:30:40.646 --> 00:30:41.605 align:center A wife. 00:30:43.230 --> 00:30:44.396 align:center Sons of my own. 00:30:46.396 --> 00:30:48.646 align:center Surely you still have time. 00:30:52.688 --> 00:30:54.105 align:center There was another thing. 00:30:55.271 --> 00:30:57.271 align:center I thought I might have my own business. 00:30:57.855 --> 00:30:58.730 align:center Oh. 00:30:59.396 --> 00:31:00.521 align:center A laundry? 00:31:00.605 --> 00:31:02.980 align:center I think there are enough Chinese laundries, don't you? 00:31:04.313 --> 00:31:06.771 align:center No, I dreamed of having a bookshop. 00:31:08.105 --> 00:31:12.063 align:center In San Francisco, with books in both English and Chinese. 00:31:12.146 --> 00:31:15.646 align:center - I… I can lend you the money to start. - I have the money already. 00:31:20.730 --> 00:31:22.063 align:center Then why haven't you left? 00:31:24.480 --> 00:31:27.563 align:center Being needed is hard bait for a lonely man. 00:31:32.813 --> 00:31:33.980 align:center Could you wait? 00:31:35.271 --> 00:31:37.563 align:center Until I get the boys settled in Salinas. 00:31:38.146 --> 00:31:39.730 align:center Help see us through the change. 00:31:57.813 --> 00:31:59.271 align:center Dear brother Charles, 00:32:01.146 --> 00:32:04.521 align:center I think you will be surprised to hear from me after all this time. 00:32:06.605 --> 00:32:08.105 align:center I have twin sons. 00:32:09.480 --> 00:32:11.646 align:center Their mother is no longer with us. 00:32:13.730 --> 00:32:16.021 align:center For a number of years, I felt poorly. 00:32:16.605 --> 00:32:18.563 align:center And now I'm finally well. 00:32:18.646 --> 00:32:20.730 align:center Aron, walk. Aron, walk. 00:32:20.813 --> 00:32:24.813 align:center We lived on a ranch in the valley but are moving into Salinas town. 00:32:25.980 --> 00:32:27.646 align:center Why don't you visit us? 00:32:28.730 --> 00:32:31.230 align:center - It's a great country. - And I will take these. Thank you. 00:32:31.313 --> 00:32:33.563 align:center You might even find a place of your own out here. 00:32:34.730 --> 00:32:37.355 align:center I have much to tell you that I can't put down. 00:32:37.938 --> 00:32:40.271 align:center Write quick and say that you will visit. 00:32:41.521 --> 00:32:43.271 align:center Your brother, Adam. 00:32:46.521 --> 00:32:49.271 align:center P.S. Charles, I never hated you. 00:32:50.355 --> 00:32:51.355 align:center No matter what. 00:32:52.563 --> 00:32:55.146 align:center I always loved you because you are my brother. 00:33:05.146 --> 00:33:07.271 align:center Why does Father want that hung in his room? 00:33:07.813 --> 00:33:11.105 align:center - I thought he hated his father. - People aren't just one thing. 00:33:11.188 --> 00:33:14.146 align:center Stop that. Electricity is expensive. 00:33:16.188 --> 00:33:17.771 align:center - Lee? - Hmm? 00:33:19.271 --> 00:33:20.188 align:center It's her, 00:33:20.688 --> 00:33:21.646 align:center isn't it? 00:33:25.146 --> 00:33:25.980 align:center Yes. 00:33:26.646 --> 00:33:27.521 align:center Who? 00:33:28.730 --> 00:33:29.855 align:center Our mother. 00:33:32.105 --> 00:33:33.438 align:center She was beautiful. 00:33:34.771 --> 00:33:36.146 align:center Is that a scar? 00:33:36.646 --> 00:33:39.646 align:center Boys, why don't you go finish up in your room, hm? 00:33:40.146 --> 00:33:41.021 align:center Go on. 00:34:07.271 --> 00:34:10.396 align:center You should tell the boys the truth about their mother. 00:34:11.771 --> 00:34:14.563 align:center Better they hear it from you than someone else. 00:34:18.188 --> 00:34:20.063 align:center Maybe, when they're older. 00:34:20.646 --> 00:34:24.521 align:center She's just across the tracks, Adam, not ten minutes' walk from here. 00:34:25.646 --> 00:34:28.063 align:center They deserve to hold on to the good thoughts of their mother, 00:34:28.146 --> 00:34:29.771 align:center and I won't take that from them. 00:34:49.938 --> 00:34:52.230 align:center Did you know my mother died when I was a baby? 00:34:55.605 --> 00:34:56.438 align:center No. 00:34:57.980 --> 00:35:00.188 align:center Because in all the time I've cared for your family, 00:35:00.271 --> 00:35:02.146 align:center you've never asked about mine. 00:35:13.688 --> 00:35:17.146 align:center The man who raised me was a cook named Lau. 00:35:18.646 --> 00:35:21.646 align:center Back in China, Lau had had a debt he couldn't pay, 00:35:21.730 --> 00:35:24.313 align:center so he signed himself up for the railroads. 00:35:25.855 --> 00:35:28.688 align:center Lau discovered my mother at sea. 00:35:28.771 --> 00:35:30.313 align:center She was dressed like a man, 00:35:31.063 --> 00:35:32.438 align:center hiding her sex. 00:35:32.521 --> 00:35:34.855 align:center They took a liking to each other. 00:35:36.688 --> 00:35:38.438 align:center He told her stories. 00:35:40.063 --> 00:35:42.730 align:center She told him her secret. 00:35:44.063 --> 00:35:45.355 align:center She was pregnant. 00:35:47.646 --> 00:35:49.146 align:center He promised to help her. 00:35:52.938 --> 00:35:55.730 align:center In San Francisco, they were pushed into cattle cars 00:35:55.813 --> 00:35:58.980 align:center and brought up the Sierra Mountains to dig the tunnels. 00:35:59.771 --> 00:36:02.813 align:center My mother did her best hiding her condition. 00:36:03.313 --> 00:36:05.480 align:center Why wouldn't they just go to the bosses? 00:36:05.980 --> 00:36:07.563 align:center They… they would've helped her. 00:36:14.771 --> 00:36:17.896 align:center Do you know why they brought only men from China? 00:36:20.688 --> 00:36:22.438 align:center So we wouldn't breed here. 00:36:25.896 --> 00:36:28.480 align:center God knows what they would have done to her if they found out. 00:36:29.938 --> 00:36:31.688 align:center So my parents made plans to escape. 00:36:31.771 --> 00:36:34.688 align:center Days before they were going to flee, 00:36:35.188 --> 00:36:38.230 align:center a little boulder jumped down a hill and broke my father's leg. 00:36:38.938 --> 00:36:44.188 align:center Whether with work or worry, my mother went into early labor. 00:36:45.855 --> 00:36:48.021 align:center When my father heard the shout… 00:36:50.105 --> 00:36:51.021 align:center "Woman!" 00:36:52.105 --> 00:36:52.980 align:center he knew. 00:36:54.563 --> 00:36:57.355 align:center You see, these indentured men 00:36:57.438 --> 00:37:02.938 align:center have been driven half-crazy with hunger and exhaustion and loneliness, 00:37:03.021 --> 00:37:05.396 align:center being treated as less than human. 00:37:08.480 --> 00:37:11.980 align:center The many crimes committed against those men 00:37:12.480 --> 00:37:15.813 align:center flared up into a kind of madness. 00:37:20.563 --> 00:37:22.605 align:center By the time my father got to her, 00:37:24.396 --> 00:37:28.146 align:center my mother hadn't even eyes to see out of. 00:37:32.938 --> 00:37:34.063 align:center She died 00:37:34.646 --> 00:37:36.480 align:center on a pile of shale 00:37:37.813 --> 00:37:39.605 align:center in the afternoon sun. 00:37:45.396 --> 00:37:48.021 align:center My father managed to claw me out of her. 00:37:50.813 --> 00:37:51.730 align:center Alive. 00:37:56.480 --> 00:38:01.146 align:center My father told me that story again and again from the time I was very young. 00:38:02.105 --> 00:38:04.230 align:center I'm glad he didn't spare me. 00:38:07.771 --> 00:38:09.771 align:center There's a beauty in the truth… 00:38:12.521 --> 00:38:14.438 align:center even if it is a dreadful beauty. 00:38:15.021 --> 00:38:15.855 align:center Lee… 00:38:15.938 --> 00:38:21.146 align:center Adam, if you continue to tell your sons this lie about their mother, 00:38:21.230 --> 00:38:23.938 align:center it will infect everything. 00:38:24.021 --> 00:38:26.188 align:center When they find out the truth, and they will, 00:38:26.271 --> 00:38:28.021 align:center they'll lose all trust in you. 00:38:28.105 --> 00:38:29.271 align:center You will lose them. 00:38:30.396 --> 00:38:32.896 align:center And what would you like me to tell them? 00:38:33.813 --> 00:38:36.938 align:center That their mother is a whore? That she is a mistress of whores? 00:38:37.021 --> 00:38:40.271 align:center That she tried to kill me? That she abandoned them? 00:38:40.771 --> 00:38:43.438 align:center What exactly would you like me to tell them? 00:38:43.521 --> 00:38:47.313 align:center When you forbade me to teach the boys Cantonese, did I protest? 00:38:47.396 --> 00:38:52.063 align:center When you went months without so much as looking at them, did I say a word? 00:38:52.146 --> 00:38:55.146 align:center In this matter, I must insist. 00:38:55.855 --> 00:39:00.813 align:center Tell them. Tell them enough so that you all don't suffer later. 00:39:04.188 --> 00:39:05.438 align:center I'll think about it. 00:39:09.521 --> 00:39:10.980 align:center Hmm. 00:39:21.730 --> 00:39:24.188 align:center - I'm done wasting my time on you. - Don't talk to me like that. 00:39:24.271 --> 00:39:26.230 align:center - Are you lying to yourself or just to me? - Shut up! 00:39:26.313 --> 00:39:28.480 align:center Your course is drawn, Adam! 00:39:30.146 --> 00:39:32.896 align:center Faced with two morals, you'll follow your training. 00:39:33.480 --> 00:39:36.605 align:center What you call thinking won't change that. What you call love won't change that. 00:39:36.688 --> 00:39:40.688 align:center Nothing will change that! You cannot change. 00:40:40.563 --> 00:40:43.021 align:center Dessie Hamilton has agreed to take in the washing. 00:40:43.521 --> 00:40:46.730 align:center I left a box of recipes for easy meals. 00:40:46.813 --> 00:40:50.313 align:center The boys can help. They know their way around a kitchen. 00:40:56.438 --> 00:41:01.063 align:center The boys can write to me at the Lee Tong. It's a club of sorts. 00:41:04.396 --> 00:41:05.230 align:center Oh. 00:41:06.063 --> 00:41:07.938 align:center My books are in crates. 00:41:08.021 --> 00:41:08.938 align:center If you don't mind, 00:41:09.021 --> 00:41:11.855 align:center I'll ask you to ship them to me when I find an apartment. 00:41:17.230 --> 00:41:19.646 align:center You better hurry if you're gonna make today's train. 00:41:25.605 --> 00:41:27.021 align:center Cal! Aron! 00:41:37.063 --> 00:41:39.271 align:center - We'll see each other. - Make sure to come visit us. 00:41:39.355 --> 00:41:42.938 align:center - Be good. Take care of yourselves. - We'll try. I promise. 00:41:44.396 --> 00:41:46.938 align:center As long as you write to us. 00:41:54.188 --> 00:41:55.438 align:center Hey, boys! 00:41:55.521 --> 00:41:56.771 align:center Let's go buy an automobile. 00:41:56.855 --> 00:41:58.188 align:center Really? 00:41:58.688 --> 00:41:59.521 align:center Why not? 00:41:59.605 --> 00:42:01.605 align:center Come on, get ready. Hurry. 00:42:04.396 --> 00:42:06.771 align:center Go, go, go. Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up. 00:43:07.188 --> 00:43:08.396 align:center Uncle. 00:43:09.021 --> 00:43:10.271 align:center Are you lost? 00:43:12.813 --> 00:43:15.021 align:center Do you know the Lee Tong? 00:43:15.646 --> 00:43:17.563 align:center I was certain it was here. 00:43:18.188 --> 00:43:19.813 align:center The Lee Tong no longer exists. 00:43:19.896 --> 00:43:21.980 align:center It was lost in the fires, 00:43:22.521 --> 00:43:23.771 align:center after the earthquake. 00:43:26.980 --> 00:43:30.063 align:center Do you know a scholar called Lau? 00:43:31.146 --> 00:43:32.730 align:center Connected to the Lee Tong? 00:43:34.480 --> 00:43:35.480 align:center Lucky Lau? 00:43:36.230 --> 00:43:37.646 align:center Don't worry, uncle. 00:43:37.730 --> 00:43:39.105 align:center He's alive and well 00:43:39.605 --> 00:43:41.855 align:center and still running his baccarat game. 00:43:43.105 --> 00:43:43.980 align:center You want in? 00:43:45.980 --> 00:43:48.230 align:center You must be mistaken. 00:43:48.980 --> 00:43:50.730 align:center This is a learned man, 00:43:51.230 --> 00:43:53.313 align:center a principled man. 00:44:03.355 --> 00:44:04.188 align:center Uncle. 00:44:04.730 --> 00:44:07.146 align:center You need a place to stay? 00:44:24.271 --> 00:44:26.105 align:center How many share this room? 00:44:26.605 --> 00:44:27.896 align:center It depends, 00:44:28.646 --> 00:44:30.438 align:center how many people come tonight. 00:44:36.480 --> 00:44:38.021 align:center - Cheers. - Cheers. 00:44:44.730 --> 00:44:46.896 align:center My Cantonese isn't what it should be. 00:44:47.855 --> 00:44:50.230 align:center It's been some time. 00:44:51.146 --> 00:44:53.730 align:center Good news. My English is excellent. 00:44:55.813 --> 00:44:59.646 align:center - Where are you from? - Right here. I was born in California. 00:45:00.521 --> 00:45:01.896 align:center An American uncle. 00:45:03.813 --> 00:45:05.938 align:center What brings you to San Francisco? 00:45:08.021 --> 00:45:10.188 align:center Well, I intend to open a bookstore. 00:45:12.230 --> 00:45:13.396 align:center You need a protector. 00:45:13.980 --> 00:45:15.396 align:center I can look after myself. 00:45:15.896 --> 00:45:17.938 align:center How will you negotiate the tongs? 00:45:18.438 --> 00:45:21.646 align:center Hm? Do you have funds set aside to pay off the police? 00:45:21.730 --> 00:45:22.896 align:center The Black Hand? 00:45:25.105 --> 00:45:26.563 align:center What is your plan? 00:45:26.646 --> 00:45:27.855 align:center It's funny. 00:45:28.355 --> 00:45:32.146 align:center I've always been the one preparing for every outcome, 00:45:32.230 --> 00:45:37.146 align:center but now it seems my dream has made me a stranger to myself. 00:45:39.855 --> 00:45:41.688 align:center I think all dreams do this. 00:45:46.896 --> 00:45:49.355 align:center It was a dream Lau and I shared, 00:45:49.896 --> 00:45:51.146 align:center our bookstore. 00:45:52.146 --> 00:45:55.063 align:center We wanted to make a place to serve the community. 00:45:55.771 --> 00:45:57.646 align:center Lau is serving the community. 00:45:59.438 --> 00:46:00.646 align:center By taking their money? 00:46:00.730 --> 00:46:02.146 align:center Even if they lose, 00:46:03.313 --> 00:46:06.855 align:center all gamblers eat at Lucky Lau's. 00:46:15.063 --> 00:46:17.896 align:center It must have been lonely, 00:46:18.730 --> 00:46:20.146 align:center living so long in the white world. 00:46:20.980 --> 00:46:22.980 align:center How did you survive it? 00:46:29.313 --> 00:46:31.480 align:center I used to imagine I had a wife. 00:46:33.313 --> 00:46:37.855 align:center I would tell her everything about what I did, all my troubles. 00:46:39.730 --> 00:46:41.021 align:center Did she say anything? 00:46:41.105 --> 00:46:42.688 align:center She wasn't much of a talker. 00:46:46.146 --> 00:46:47.396 align:center But a wonderful listener. 00:46:47.896 --> 00:46:48.813 align:center Hm. 00:46:50.271 --> 00:46:51.438 align:center And then I… 00:46:53.438 --> 00:46:55.021 align:center stopped talking to her. 00:46:58.730 --> 00:46:59.605 align:center Why? 00:47:02.021 --> 00:47:03.730 align:center Too busy, I suppose. 00:47:03.813 --> 00:47:09.021 align:center In my job, I had many responsibilities. Cook, housekeeper, accountant, 00:47:09.980 --> 00:47:10.980 align:center nurse, 00:47:12.105 --> 00:47:12.938 align:center tutor. 00:47:16.230 --> 00:47:19.396 align:center It sounds like you were someone else's imaginary wife. 00:47:21.813 --> 00:47:23.938 align:center Hmm. 00:47:26.438 --> 00:47:27.313 align:center Hm. 00:47:35.230 --> 00:47:37.313 align:center Advance the spark, retard the gas. 00:47:37.396 --> 00:47:38.646 align:center - Oh boy. - That's what he said. 00:47:38.730 --> 00:47:39.771 align:center Why isn't that going now? 00:47:40.730 --> 00:47:44.105 align:center - Maybe the engine's too hot. - I said, just give me a minute. 00:47:46.688 --> 00:47:47.563 align:center Okay. 00:47:48.105 --> 00:47:50.855 align:center Should I run and get the mechanic? I'm sure he'd show you again. 00:47:51.396 --> 00:47:52.980 align:center We don't need the mechanic. 00:47:53.063 --> 00:47:54.563 align:center - Mr. Trask. - What? 00:47:54.646 --> 00:47:55.646 align:center Package for you. 00:47:56.230 --> 00:47:58.480 align:center - Golly, is that your car? - Yes. 00:47:58.563 --> 00:48:00.521 align:center If he can ever get it to start. 00:48:00.605 --> 00:48:02.896 align:center Did you toggle the switch to battery? My brother always says 00:48:02.980 --> 00:48:04.688 align:center he forgets to switch it to battery. 00:48:06.230 --> 00:48:08.021 align:center - Yeah! - There, you see? 00:48:08.105 --> 00:48:10.771 align:center - Took you long enough. - Tell your brother to stick it. 00:48:16.563 --> 00:48:17.896 align:center Boys, I'll be right back. 00:49:08.730 --> 00:49:09.730 align:center Father? 00:49:15.188 --> 00:49:16.063 align:center Come on. 00:49:20.688 --> 00:49:21.646 align:center I'm all right. 00:49:27.896 --> 00:49:28.813 align:center I'm all right. 00:49:36.855 --> 00:49:38.021 align:center I had a brother, 00:49:39.313 --> 00:49:40.313 align:center just like you. 00:49:42.355 --> 00:49:43.313 align:center Charles. 00:49:45.271 --> 00:49:47.355 align:center We hadn't spoken in a long time. 00:49:49.813 --> 00:49:51.938 align:center And I've just received word that he's died. 00:49:54.646 --> 00:49:57.438 align:center Okay. Oh, okay. Thank you. 00:50:01.146 --> 00:50:02.146 align:center Thank you. 00:50:29.521 --> 00:50:30.646 align:center Cal? 00:50:32.855 --> 00:50:36.355 align:center The other night, it sounded like Lee and Father were fighting. 00:50:37.521 --> 00:50:39.813 align:center Do you think that's why Lee left? 00:50:40.855 --> 00:50:41.688 align:center No. 00:50:42.521 --> 00:50:45.355 align:center You got out of bed, didn't you? 00:50:46.355 --> 00:50:48.146 align:center I woke up, and you were gone. 00:50:48.855 --> 00:50:51.230 align:center Did you hear what they were arguing about? 00:50:52.646 --> 00:50:53.980 align:center They… 00:50:57.271 --> 00:51:00.521 align:center They weren't arguing. They were only excited. 00:51:01.646 --> 00:51:02.688 align:center What about? 00:51:05.146 --> 00:51:07.480 align:center Father's gonna send a wreath to our mother, 00:51:09.438 --> 00:51:10.438 align:center to her grave. 00:51:11.480 --> 00:51:13.396 align:center A big wreath of carnations. 00:51:13.480 --> 00:51:15.105 align:center How's he gonna get it there? 00:51:15.605 --> 00:51:18.396 align:center On a train. Don't talk so loud. 00:51:20.188 --> 00:51:22.230 align:center But how's he gonna keep it fresh? 00:51:22.730 --> 00:51:24.563 align:center They'll pack ice all around it. 00:51:25.396 --> 00:51:27.521 align:center Won't it take a lot of ice? 00:51:27.605 --> 00:51:29.271 align:center A whole hell of a lot of ice. 00:51:34.438 --> 00:51:35.646 align:center A big wreath. 00:51:36.563 --> 00:51:37.688 align:center That's nice. 00:51:39.188 --> 00:51:41.771 align:center I hope it gets there nice and fresh. 00:52:02.271 --> 00:52:04.855 align:center Dear Lord, please let me be like Aron. 00:52:07.438 --> 00:52:09.021 align:center Don't let me be mean. 00:52:11.855 --> 00:52:13.563 align:center Don't wanna be lonely. 00:52:15.271 --> 00:52:16.771 align:center Don't wanna be mean. 00:52:19.271 --> 00:52:20.813 align:center Don't wanna be mean. 00:52:23.771 --> 00:52:25.313 align:center Don't let me be mean. 00:52:27.688 --> 00:52:29.230 align:center Don't let me be mean. 00:52:43.146 --> 00:52:44.230 align:center Cathy.