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- [Chris] So gross.
- [Tommy] What's her name again?

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- Carrie White.
- More like Carrie Red.

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Bloody Carrie Red. Classic.

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[gasps]

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[Peist] <i>You could always
do some educating of your own.</i>

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Go vigilante.

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Carrie's excused.
The rest of you are gonna run line drills.

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- [Sue] <i>We deserved it.</i>
- She was out of her fucking mind.

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- We filmed her.
- The world is not kind to people like us.

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[girls chanting] <i>Plug it up! Plug it up!</i>

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It's called menstruation.
It means your body

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is capable of getting pregnant.

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Please, don't come in.

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<i>- Promise?</i>
- Who gave these to my daughter?

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I'm Emaline. You have all the power.

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They can only hurt you if you let them.

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We're spending time as a family.

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We are not a family.

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I don't want to hear another word about
you being a bitch to Brooklyn at school.

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<i>She's off-limits.</i>

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[Chris] <i>Little off-limit bitches.</i>

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Carietta!

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[haunting music playing]

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<i>[film projector whirring]</i>

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[rising, eerie music playing]

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[announcer] <i>Telekinesis,</i>

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<i>from the Ancient Greek,
meaning "far-off motion,"</i>

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<i>a psychic ability to influence
a physical system without physical action.</i>

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<i>Apports...</i>

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<i>...pyrokinesis...</i>

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<i>...levitation...</i>

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<i>materialization...</i>

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<i>...psychic healing...</i>

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<i>retrocausality...</i>

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<i>thoughtography...</i>

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<i>and many more mysterious abilities
are being studied</i>

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<i>by physicists and psychiatrists
on the cutting edge...</i>

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[♪ Haute & Freddy sings "Femme Hysteria"]

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<i>♪ Femme hysteria...</i>

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[Adelaide] <i>Angelique Cottin,
mid-1800s, 14 years old,</i>

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<i>known as the electric girl of France,</i>

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<i>claimed to move furniture across a room
with electric emanations.</i>

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<i>Famed paranormal researcher
Frank Podmore accused her of fraud.</i>

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<i>Eusapia Palladino, late 1800s,</i>

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<i>an Italian medium,</i>

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<i>claimed to move objects during séances.</i>

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<i>Accused of occultism and fraud.</i>

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<i>Stanislawa Tomczyk,</i>

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<i>early 20th century, another medium,</i>

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<i>claimed to perform telekinetic levitation</i>

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<i>thanks to an entity
she called "Little Stasia."</i>

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<i>Accused of thievery and fraud.</i>

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<i>Annemarie Schaberl, 1960s,
a 19-year-old secretary,</i>

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<i>said to have telekinetic powers
in the Rosenheim poltergeist case.</i>

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<i>Dismissed as a fraud.</i>

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<i>Nina Kulagina, 1970s, a Soviet housewife</i>

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<i>and former member
of the Red Army tank regiment,</i>

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<i>allegedly stopped a frog's beating heart</i>

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<i>with her mind.</i>

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<i>Kulagina's own heart rate
increased dramatically</i>

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<i>during the seven minutes
it took her to stop</i>

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<i>the frog's heart. She was filmed</i>

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<i>performing telekinesis
on numerous occasions.</i>

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<i>Her abilities were studied
by academics, scientists,</i>

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<i>and members of several nations'
intelligence communities</i>

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<i>for the final two decades of her life.</i>

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<i>She was accused of faking it all
with magnets and thread</i>

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<i>and was branded a con artist
by numerous publications.</i>

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<i>In 1987, she sued and won
a defamation case</i>

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<i>against the Soviet government magazine
that accused her of fraud.</i>

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<i>The pattern is familiar.</i>

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<i>Extraordinary claim, accusation of fraud.</i>

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<i>Extraordinary ability,
accusation of fraud.</i>

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<i>Often, by a man.</i>

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<i>Ridiculed, disgraced,</i>

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<i>or, sometimes, far worse.</i>

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[somber, dramatic music playing]

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[Emaline] What you reading?

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Emily.

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Emaline.

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- Right. I'm sorry.
- Mm.

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Telekinesis and witchcraft, huh?

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Some light reading before homeroom?

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Uh, it's for a project.

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Just doing some research.

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You haven't heard of Google?

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Google?

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I'm kidding.

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I-I know what Google is.
We use it in every class.

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So you think any of this is real?

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Well, the consequences
were certainly real.

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Yeah, but I mean, like, the rest of it.

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Like, telekinesis and witchcraft?

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- Your magic powers?
- Of course not.

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That's ridiculous.

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<i>♪ Work, work, work, move, move, move...</i>

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[electronic dance music playing]

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- Did you see this?
- What?

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[student] It's a private account.

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- You got to request to follow.
- [student 2] What's the handle?

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[dramatic music sting plays]

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[Sue] Good morning, Peloton.

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Shut up. Moving on.

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I'm just relieved there's an open house
tonight. I need it so bad right now.

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Me, too.

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You riding with me
or am I getting ditched for lover boy?

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He's working, which sucks.

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We could really use some time alone
without a chaperone.

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I think my mom walks in on us for fun.
It's cringe kink.

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Okay, if you can't talk him
out of work for an open house--

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He needs the money.

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God, you guys are both so nice,
it's exhausting.

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- You're a bitch.
- And I will never apologize for it.

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[gasps] Speaking of apologizing...

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You promised.

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[Chris] <i>Hey, Carrie.</i>

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Wait. [chuckles] Calm down.

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- Geez, you're skittish.
- Chris.

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Look, Carrie, I was a bitch to you
with the shower thing.

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Like, I was a total monster bitch.

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I mean, you have to admit
it was kind of crazy. [laughs]

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But I wanted to say that I'm sorry.

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Truly.

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[Sue] We both are.

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I'm sorry, Carrie.

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That wasn't cool. You didn't deserve that.

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- Okay. Thanks.
- Wait.

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Well, let me make it up to you.

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There's an empty McMansion
up on Spring Road,

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and sometimes,
we borrow those for the night.

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Like, tonight. It's an open house.
It's gonna be a really great party.

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Do you want to come?

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Wh-- A-A party?

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I-I don't know.

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I've never been to one before.
I wouldn't know what to do.

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- We could show you.
- Yeah.

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I'm inviting you, I'm not gonna let you
be a loser. Just wear something cute.

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[sighs] Momma would never let me.

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Fuck her.

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I mean, don't worry about her,

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- just sneak out.
- Carrie, don't do

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anything you're not comfortable doing.

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- Well, I-I want to go.
- [Chris] Yeah, see? Of course

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she wants to go. It's a rite of passage.

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- She is working nights this week.
- [Chris] Perfect. So then,

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you just need to be back
before she gets home.

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She's never gonna know the difference.

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What's your number?
I'll text you the address.

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Oh, I don't have a phone.

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What am I gonna do with you?

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Okay.

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May I?

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I really hope we see you there.

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<i>♪ All my life I've been ♪</i>

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- <i>♪ a sinner ♪</i>
- [Margaret sighs]

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Shut the door in my face?

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<i>♪ And no...</i>

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This isn't even English.

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<i>♪ they say...</i>

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[sighs] Do you think the cameras
are too much?

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You always think I overreact.

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No.

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You're right.

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You're right.

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<i>♪ how to pray...</i>

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[doorbell rings]

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- Margaret White?
- Yes.

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- Certified mail.
- [scanner beeps]

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Uh, what is that?

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Certified mail, I need you to sign for it.

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- <i>♪ Oh, Lord ♪</i>
- [thunder rumbling in distance]

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<i>♪ while it's not easy ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm a bit sad this day ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Please, Lord, give me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ your guide ♪</i>

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[teacher] So, let's first
think about exponents.

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All right, so if I take ten,

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and I raise it to the third power,

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what does that equal?

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One thousand. Correct.

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Simple, yes?

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All right, now, a logarithm is basically
the inverse of an exponent, okay?

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So, if we take the log base ten of 1,000,

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- it's gonna give me three.
- [gentle music playing]

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- Do you see how that works?
- [thunder rumbling]

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[teacher continues talking indistinctly]

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[gentle, dreamy music playing]

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[teacher] ...is equal to the number,

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so you have to raise to base two.

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[Morton] So, not a lot of options
this late in the year.

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I think your best bet
is community college.

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A lot of kids defer for a year to take
their core classes, then transfer.

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It's a great way to save money.

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No, I'm not going to community college.

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I'm going to Duke. I got in.

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That is a great school, and we can try
to appeal for financial aid--

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Okay, great, do that.

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But you have to be realistic.

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Maybe we can try for the spring,

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but for the fall semester, it's too late.

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It just is.

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I don't understand.

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I got in, and you're...

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all connected with these people, right?

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Uh... look.

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I know you don't want to hear this,

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but who you are at this school,

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who your family is to this town...

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...none of that means anything
the second you cross that county line.

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My job is to advise you and to help you.

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I can't fix the fact that you didn't apply
for financial aid last year

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when the deadline hit.

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I'm really sorry that your plans
didn't go the way you wanted,

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but I'd strongly, strongly advise you
to drop the attitude

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and start thinking seriously
about your future.

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Not just where you go to college, but...

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who you're going to be.

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Because, Chris,

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this is not the way.

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<i>♪ Like a bird beating its wings ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Sunrise as my heart sings ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Like a bird beating its wings ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Sunrise as my heart sings...</i>

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[Margaret] How was school?

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Good.

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I-I thought you'd already be gone.

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I'll leave after dinner.

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When will you be home?

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Not until 3:00.

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I swear I'm being targeted.

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This manager lady,

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she says that everybody
does a rotation on nights,

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but then you should see the way
she looks at me.

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Like I'm something
on the bottom of her shoe.

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Are you gonna be okay?

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I worry about you here by yourself.

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Oh, well, I'm just going
to go to bed early.

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I have a lot of homework.

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I was going to go up and get started,
if that's okay?

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Of course.

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Thank you, Momma.

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- Dinner will be ready in an hour.
- [door closes loudly]

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[♪ BEGINNERS sings "Bury My Head"]

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Not too many.

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[both laugh]

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<i>♪ Losing life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Picking up the pieces,
looking for a reset, like...</i>

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- What?
- Nothing.

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Well... you're being weird.

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<i>♪ feast your eyes ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'cause you're cold and you're wet...</i>

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Are you gonna swing by the open house?

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I mean, if somebody orders a pizza or a...

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...half-eaten bag of fries, maybe.

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My dad's still not working.
His back's all... so...

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gotta take what I can get.

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But you can drive with me all night,
if you want, though.

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You know, it'll be like, um,

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taking you to dinner, just, um,
a few bites at a time.

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I want you to come tonight.

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There'll be lots of rooms.

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Rooms with locks.

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And I'm thinking, maybe we could...

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- You mean--
- Yeah.

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Unless you don't want to.

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No, I-I want to.

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[stammers] Do you?

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- It's my idea.
- Right.

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Hold that thought. Just...

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Just...

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Keep holding that thought.

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Holding.

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Holding...

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[phone camera clicks]

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Oh, yeah, I'm going to the party tonight.
I mean, we can go right now.

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[Margaret] I'm going to work.

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- Good night.
- Good night, Momma.

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[door closes]

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[♪ Haute & Freddy sings "Anti-Superstar"]

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<i>[knock on door]</i>

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<i>♪ I can't be for everyone...</i>

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[Carrie] Hi.

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Do you know where Spring Road is?

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Yeah, why? What's on Spring Road?

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Well, I want to go to a party.

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I was actually hoping
you would give me a ride.

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Huh.

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And if I say no?

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I'll find another way.

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Okay, hell yeah. Good girl.
I'll give you a ride. Hold on.

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- Let me grab my keys, okay?
- Okay.

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<i>♪ Who gives a damn,
I'll be your anti-superstar ♪</i>

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<i>♪ your guilty pleasure
in the back of the bar ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Anti-superstar...</i>

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Thanks again for the ride.

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Call me if you need a lift home, okay?

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I will. Bye.

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<i>♪ I'll be your anti-superstar ♪</i>

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- <i>♪ Your cult classic kiss in the dark ♪</i>
- <i>♪ Kiss in the dark ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Anti-superstar ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My name can live and die
inside of your heart ♪</i>

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[Tina] You did see my post, right?

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Yeah, I did. I don't know, I thought
"get ready with me's" were dead.

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Yeah. Yeah, y-you're so...
you're so right.

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But, I mean, I did crack 150 likes.

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You can do better.

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Yeah, you're probably right.

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[dance music playing]

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I'm just gonna... dance by the door

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'cause I'm getting hot.

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What was that?

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Last semester, uh, I said I don't hang
with less than 100 likes.

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She thought I was serious,
and now, she keeps, like, checking in.

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I think she's making fake accounts
to like her own posts.

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- Oh, my God, that's so sad.
- Yeah.

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Yeah, it is.

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♪ ♪

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What the fuck is she doing here?

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[Sue] I mean, basically everyone
from school was invited.

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Can't fucking deal with that tonight.
She's, like, everywhere I fucking look.

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So stop looking at her. Hey.

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[upbeat song playing]

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I'm sorry.

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Carrie White. Surprised to see you here.

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I was invited.

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Um...

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Do I look okay?

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You look great.

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- You want a beer?
- Sure.

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No. No. Ew. She doesn't want beer.

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- She wants something better.
- Hi.

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- Hi. Thanks.
- I'm glad you made it.

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This is your first party, so let me give
you the tour, like they do in the movies.

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- Wow, it is really loud in here.
- Got drinking games, beer pong.

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Your home base for the socially awkward
and overly competitive.

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Dancing for the wasted or brave.

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At some point, someone's gonna
take control of the music

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and play shit no one wants to hear.

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I see you, George. If you play that awful
fucking rap song by your cousin,

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I will murder you.

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Stoners outside, if that's your thing.

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Vaping inside, if you hate your lungs
or like pneumonia.

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Hot people.

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Selfie time.

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Oh.

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Okay, so chin down, eyes up.

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- Like that.
- [phone camera clicks]

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- [yells]
- [laughs]

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Oh. Desperate, horny losers.

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Speaking of, hookup rooms are upstairs.

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Right, Sue?

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Mm-hmm.

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Kitchen, home of the booze.
Everybody just brings what they can

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get their hands on,
and the goal's to get fucked up,

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but not so fucked up
that you do anything stupid.

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Is that my shirt?

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I don't think so.

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No, it totally is. I lost it right before
break. What did you do to it?

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Jesus, Tina, calm down. Do you think
Carrie time-traveled to last year

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- to steal your shirt?
- Well, I just...

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- was wondering.
- So fucking dramatic.

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Sue. [laughs]

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Everyone, to Carrie White's
first high school party.

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And this girl's under my protection
tonight, so none of y'all be dicks.

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- Woo!
- [cheering]

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- [♪ Conan Gray sings "Lonely Dancers"]
- <i>♪ Dance with me so we don't cry ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We're lonely dancers,
there's no need to hide...</i>

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It's harder than it looks.

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<i>♪ I know the answer, baby,
dance with me so we don't cry...</i>

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[cheering]

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<i>♪ La, la, la-la, la ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Cry ♪</i>

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<i>♪ La, la, la-la, la ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Your lover left you, broke up tonight...</i>

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[Tommy] All right, Chris, it's your turn.

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Sue can play for me.

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Uh, uh, no, no, no, you cannot be serious.

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- Who said anything about serious?
- Billy Nolan?

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He's basically a drug dealer.

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[Chris] He's hot in, like, a dark, broody
kind of way. Not my usual type.

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You can do better.

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We don't all have Dudley DoorDash
waiting on us to give it up.

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<i>♪ We're lonely dancers...</i>

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- This is good. I made it myself.
- Yeah, thanks.

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Hey.

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It's Billy, right?

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Pills or weed?

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Uh, do you have any Molly?

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Did I say I had Molly?

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Right. Okay.

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Just pot.

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Can I get you a drink?
I can make an amazing vodka lemonade.

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Yeah, I'm here to make money,
not play around with little girls.

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- I'm not so little.
- [sighs]

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Cute, but like I told your friend,
I'm not into jailbait, so...

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Well, I'm 18.

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You can check my ID if you want.

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[laughs] Okay.

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Okay, yeah, sure. Show me.

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Are you serious?

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Yeah.

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Hargensen? [scoffs]

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What, like, as in John Hargensen?

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Mm-hmm.

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Does Daddy Hargensen know
where his little princess is tonight?

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Yikes. Does he know
his prom queen is slumming it?

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Hitting on me while I'm just
minding my own business?

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I'm not hitting on you.

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You totally are.

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[♪ BEGINNERS sings
"If the World is Ending"]

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No, you're hitting on me.

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That's how this goes.

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<i>♪ Just give it, a-give it,
a-give it away ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I want to go, want to go out
with a bang ♪</i>

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[laughs]

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<i>♪ If the world is ending anyway ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We'll dance our ashes to the grave...</i>

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So who lives here?

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For tonight, we do.

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<i>♪ If the stars are falling from the sky,
there's no better way...</i>

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Okay, wait, so you made this?

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Oh, uh, kind of. I-I changed the sleeves,
and I added these. [laughs]

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- Oh, I get it. It's upcycling.
- Yeah, yes.

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<i>♪ If the world is ending anyways ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We'll dance our ashes to the grave...</i>

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Oh, uh, that's so kind. No, thank you.

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- [girl] Okay.
- [boy] Sweet.

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<i>♪ If the stars are falling from the sky ♪</i>

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<i>♪ there's no better way to say goodbye ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Bye ♪</i>

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<i>♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪</i>

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<i>♪ La, la, la, la ♪</i>

23:29.105 --> 23:31.145
<i>♪ la, la, la ♪</i>

23:31.146 --> 23:34.105
<i>♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪</i>

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[Carrie] I'm so glad you're here.

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[Emaline] It seems like everyone's here.

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And I'm so sorry I forgot
your name this morning.

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You have been so nice to me, Emaline.

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You having fun?

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I'm having so much fun.

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- Yeah. Any more fun...
- [laughs]

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...and you might make yourself sick, so...

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I... I used to dream about this.

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Going to parties. [laughs]

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Having friends.

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It's like I'm a character in a book.

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We got to get you some better dreams.

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This small town shit is nothing,
I promise.

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I mean, I don't know
if I could handle much more.

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I mean, it's all so big
and-and loud and confusing.

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So what do you do
when you're not selling drugs to kids?

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I, uh, work on a farm.

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Mm.

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Cute.

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Yeah. You ever hear a pig squeal when
it realizes you're gonna string it up?

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It's really cute.

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If you're trying to be edgy,
you're really overachieving.

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- Yeah, I'm not trying to be anything.
- Oh.

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I don't think I realized how small I was.

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Like, my life was, before...

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[chuckles]

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Like, I...

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I think I was lonely?

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I had my mom, and I used to have my dad.

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Uh, and Stella, my next door neighbor.
She's... she's the best.

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She drove me here.

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[laughs] Um...

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But I just, I...

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I never had anybody like me.

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I mean, I hear that.

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I used to feel like

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everyone was speaking
a different language.

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One that they knew
and that I didn't, and...

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Nobody was like me.

25:41.271 --> 25:43.230
But I found my people.

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The other headcases and weirdos.

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[laughs] Weirdos?

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Os? [laughs]

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- You are drunk.
- No, I'm not.

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Is this when you tell me
you're not like the other boys?

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How dumb do you think I am?

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I don't care what you think.

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Everyone cares what people think.

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Well, I mean, look at these guys.

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You know, tonight, they all think
they're getting away with something,

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but come tomorrow,

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they'll all be in the same houses
they've lived in their whole lives

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and following the same rules.

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I'll be a couple hundred bucks richer,
and their highs will be hangovers.

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You know, they're all just
animals in pens.

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Why should I care about any of them?

26:36.355 --> 26:38.895
[Carrie laughs]

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No, no, I'm not...

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- I'm not...
- She's so fucking weird.

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[laughs]

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I think... I think I found
my people tonight.

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Yeah. Look, friends are...
they're important, but just...

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you got to make sure
that you choose the right ones.

26:57.855 --> 27:00.854
Are-are you my friend?

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Yeah. I'm your friend.

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[laughs]

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I thought you guys were, uh, friends.

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God, no.

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She's like...

27:14.688 --> 27:17.980
homework for my real friend.

27:19.438 --> 27:21.604
I only invited her
'cause I thought it'd be funny.

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[muffled dance music continues playing]

27:33.563 --> 27:35.563
[rap music playing]

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[Sue laughs]

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- Wait.
- [lock clicks]

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Are you sure about this?

27:54.063 --> 27:55.855
Are you sure about this?

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[♪ K.Flay sings "Blood In the Cut"]

28:05.313 --> 28:07.688
<i>♪ Met back up with the boy I love ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Cried on the streets of San Francisco ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I don't have an agenda ♪</i>

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<i>♪ All I do is pretend to be okay ♪</i>

28:16.646 --> 28:19.604
<i>♪ so my friends can't see
my heart in the blender ♪</i>

28:19.605 --> 28:23.687
<i>♪ And lately,
I've been killing all my time ♪</i>

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<i>♪ reading through your messages,
my favorite way to die ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Take my head and kick it in,
break some bread for all my sins ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Say a word, do it soon, it's too quiet
in this room, I need noise...</i>

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Honestly, I can't believe how cool
you're being about all that.

28:37.646 --> 28:38.813
You're, like, so Zen.

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About what?

28:41.855 --> 28:45.062
<i>♪ I need noise, I need the buzz of a sub ♪</i>

28:45.063 --> 28:47.395
<i>♪ need the crack of a whip...</i>

28:47.396 --> 28:51.104
I mean, everyone likes her,

28:51.105 --> 28:55.270
and I guess you're, like, sisters now.

28:55.271 --> 28:59.229
I don't know, but if it was me, I'd be...

28:59.230 --> 29:01.188
I'd be losing my shit.

29:02.521 --> 29:04.146
We're not sisters.

29:05.313 --> 29:07.271
Yeah, no, for sure. Um...

29:08.980 --> 29:11.104
Not-not like sisters,

29:11.105 --> 29:13.354
more like-like a mini-you.

29:13.355 --> 29:15.520
Like a Chris 2.0.

29:15.521 --> 29:18.646
Like a... like a replacement.

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[laughs]

29:20.938 --> 29:25.688
Only 'cause, like, she'll-she'll be living
with your mom and, like, her hot dad.

29:27.063 --> 29:29.646
He's actually pretty cute
for a replacement husband.

29:30.688 --> 29:33.855
It's kind of like
your mom's replacing everyone.

29:35.938 --> 29:38.104
Anyway, it is...

29:38.105 --> 29:40.895
it is very mature of you to not rip
her cunty little eyes out.

29:40.896 --> 29:42.980
♪ ♪

29:49.396 --> 29:52.312
<i>♪ I need noise, I need the buzz...</i>

29:52.313 --> 29:54.479
- Time to go.
- Let go of me.

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No, you've had your fun, and I'm sick
of looking at you, so bye, bitch.

29:57.396 --> 29:58.687
[Brooklyn] What is your problem?

29:58.688 --> 30:00.687
- You are my problem.
- [Brooklyn] Dad said if you

30:00.688 --> 30:02.062
mess with me again,
you're gonna get in trouble.

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Yeah, that's not my dad,
so fuck yourself, I guess.

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What did I do to you?

30:05.605 --> 30:08.020
- Just you breathing near me is enough.
- You don't get to be

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a bitch to me because
your parents are getting divorced.

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Divorced?

30:11.605 --> 30:14.729
Oh, sweetie,
you and your daddy are just a phase.

30:14.730 --> 30:16.562
Yeah, she's had them before.
She'll be done with you

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and come back, like always.

30:18.271 --> 30:21.812
Does she file for divorce every time?
Or is that just something new?

30:21.813 --> 30:24.604
[uneasy music playing]

30:24.605 --> 30:25.729
What?

30:25.730 --> 30:27.104
[♪ Metric sings "Help I'm Alive"]

30:27.105 --> 30:28.979
- You're full of shit.
- Oh, fuck.

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She didn't file for divorce.

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Seriously, I'm sorry.
I mean, I-I thought that you knew.

30:32.813 --> 30:34.770
- I... I'm...
- That's enough, Brooklyn.

30:34.771 --> 30:35.979
- You should go.
- I'm sorry, Chris. I mean, I--

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Get the fuck out.

30:37.938 --> 30:39.687
<i>♪ They're gonna eat me alive...</i>

30:39.688 --> 30:42.605
Oh, my God. Here.

30:44.313 --> 30:46.563
<i>♪ If I stumble...</i>

30:47.813 --> 30:49.021
Are you okay?

30:51.480 --> 30:53.020
[♪ K.Flay sings "High Enough"]

30:53.021 --> 30:58.270
<i>♪ I don't like anyone better than you,
it's true ♪</i>

30:58.271 --> 31:03.854
<i>♪ I'd crawl a mile in a desolate place
with the snakes, just for you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, I'm an animal, hand me a tramadol,
give me the juice ♪</i>

31:09.105 --> 31:14.979
<i>♪ You are my citadel, you are my
wishing well, my baby blue, oh, oh, oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I used to like liquor to get me
inspired, but you look so beautiful ♪</i>

31:19.730 --> 31:22.729
<i>♪ my new supplier, I used to like smoking
to stop all the thinking ♪</i>

31:22.730 --> 31:25.604
<i>♪ but I found a different buzz ♪</i>

31:25.605 --> 31:28.520
<i>♪ The world is a curse,
it'll kill if you let it ♪</i>

31:28.521 --> 31:31.145
<i>♪ I know they got pills
that can help you forget it ♪</i>

31:31.146 --> 31:35.062
<i>♪ They bottle it, call it medicine,
but I don't need drugs ♪</i>

31:35.063 --> 31:38.396
<i>♪ 'cause I'm already high enough ♪</i>

31:40.813 --> 31:43.521
<i>♪ You got me, you got me good ♪</i>

31:46.271 --> 31:48.938
<i>♪ I'm already high enough ♪</i>

31:51.480 --> 31:54.271
<i>♪ I only, I only, I only
got eyes for you ♪</i>

31:57.480 --> 32:00.813
<i>♪ Do you see anyone other than me? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Baby, please, I'll take a hit
of whatever you got, maybe ♪</i>

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<i>♪ two, maybe three ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, you're phenomenal,
feel like a domino, fall to my knees ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I am a malady...</i>

32:15.063 --> 32:16.145
Do you see my other sock?

32:16.146 --> 32:18.605
Yes. Right over here.

32:19.605 --> 32:22.520
<i>♪ I used to like liquor
to get me inspired ♪</i>

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<i>♪ but you look so beautiful,
my new supplier ♪</i>

32:25.063 --> 32:26.437
<i>♪ I used to like smoking to stop...</i>

32:26.438 --> 32:29.020
So, it was okay?

32:29.021 --> 32:31.355
What? Yes.

32:32.813 --> 32:33.813
Yes, of course.

32:37.688 --> 32:39.187
You?

32:39.188 --> 32:40.229
Yeah.

32:40.230 --> 32:42.896
- Yeah?
- Yeah. Yeah.

32:46.230 --> 32:47.229
[♪ Sofia Isella sings "Cacao and Cocaine"]

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<i>♪ I'm flirting with a boy that I think ♪</i>

32:48.355 --> 32:49.354
<i>♪ wants to murder me,
I giggle, touch his hair ♪</i>

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<i>♪ and wrap my fingers round my keys ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I got over him in a few days,
but I'm missing the thrill I put him...</i>

32:54.230 --> 32:56.479
- Oh.
- Oh, my...

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Shit. I got to, I...

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No. Go. I'll, um...

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...make sure your new bestie
gets home safe.

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<i>♪ The clouds are raining
cacao and cocaine...</i>

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You really are the best.

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<i>♪ I send it back, I prefer pain...</i>

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[Chris] Should I get on the--
Fucking do it.

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- I'm gonna...
- Oh, hey, hey, no, Chris. Chris.

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Chris, uh-uh-uh.

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<i>♪ If you are constantly
in the safety of danger? ♪</i>

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Hey.

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<i>♪ Safety ♪</i>

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- We're gonna go before you go viral.
- What? We're having fun.

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- Ready?
- Wait, I'm-I'm supposed to call Stella,

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but I-I forgot her number.

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No, it's okay, I'll get you home.

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You remember your address?

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- Yeah. Yes. Okay.
- Yeah?

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<i>♪ Danger crushes, pushes my buttons,
forces me to agree ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Danger's a slut, it's in my gut,
at night, it whispers ♪</i>

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- Okay. Whoa, whoa, whoa, watch your step.
- [laughs]

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Just stairs, right?

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Wow. Look at the stars.

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- [laughs]
- Oh, care-careful.

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They're so bright out here.

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Yeah.

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[sighs]

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It's like that when you get away
from town.

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[Carrie] When I was little, my dad said

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wherever I went, I could always
find my way home by the stars.

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Um, people used to just use the stars
back before the-the spy satellites

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and-and the GPS went up,

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all the bad stuff.

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It was just the stars.

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That's all you really need.

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That's Mars.

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They say we're gonna go there one day.

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Imagine that? People on Mars?

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[chuckles]

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That's amazing.

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I think it's terrifying.

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I read all <i>The Martian Chronicles.</i>

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- I'm a spacehead, I guess.
- [chuckles softly]

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There's this, um,
amazing sentence in there.

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"Earth men have a talent
for ruining big and beautiful things."

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Leave it alone, I say.

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[ethereal music playing]

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Can't it be enough to just look? I mean...

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Look at that.

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<i>♪ We can...</i>

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Stars.

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<i>♪ I can carry it all ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I can break your fall ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna wait for you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ One day with the sunrise ♪</i>

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<i>♪ we'll run to the outside ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Start a life on the crashing...</i>

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Do not bitch at me
if you throw up in your own car.

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Okay, Mom.

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<i>♪ I can break your fall ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I will, I will ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I will ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna, I'm gonna wait for you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna wait, I'm gonna wait,
I'm gonna wait ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna, I'm gonna wait for you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna wait, I'm gonna wait,
I'm gonna wait ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh...</i>

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Shh.

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[lock clicks]

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<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna wait for you...</i>

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Hey, Daddy.

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Found my way home.

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I had a good night.

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[tense, somber music playing]

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[door closes]

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[keys jingle]

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[latch clicks]

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- [Sue whispering] This way.
- [Chris laughing] I know.

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Yeah.

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I got this.

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- I want chili cheese fries.
- Shh, shh.

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- You are gonna wake up your dad.
- [laughs] Yeah, okay.

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Sue, are you gonna get me fries?

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No, asshole, I'm gonna get you
water and aspirin.

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- Shh...
- Shh. Yeah.

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[laughing softly]

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[footsteps approach]

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- [gasps]
- [Sue] Here. Take this.

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Thank you.

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Delicious.

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Are you gonna replace me?

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Of course not.

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[gentle music playing]

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♪ ♪

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[sighs]

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[♪ Amélie Farren sings
"Unsweetened Lemonade"]

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<i>♪ My eyes are made of acid ♪</i>

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<i>♪ and my tongue is sharp with spite ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Attention whore with too much pride ♪</i>

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<i>♪ there's no one I wouldn't fight ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I don't like confrontation,
but I'm staring at the sun ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I won't quit until my eyes go red ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'll finish what's big, and I fucked the
reaper 'cause I knew my time was coming ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Can't you see? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I was either gonna die at 12
or 90-fucking-three ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'd do anything for 20 bucks,
I'd sell my sour soul ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'cause lemonade is bitter
till you sweeten up the bowl ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm sitting in the bathroom,
I'm crying citrus tears ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Everything I'll ever love decayed ♪</i>

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<i>♪ over the years ♪</i>

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[gentle piano music playing]

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You want breakfast?

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Um...

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How are you feeling?

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I just have a headache.

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Think maybe I got a cold.

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Hmm. You don't have a fever.

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Well, my night was really good.

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Homework was really good?

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Yeah, it-it was.

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- And I-I got some really good sleep.
- Mm.

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<i>♪ My Heavenly Father...</i>

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How was your night?

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[sighs]

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Do you know, Carietta,
that it is so common

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to find drug paraphernalia,
and drugs themselves,

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in the restroom of big-box stores

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that there is a special,
overnight drop box just for that?

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I didn't.

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I didn't, either,
till they put me on nights,

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and now, that-that is something
that I have to know.

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And it is hardly all.

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I'm learning a lot.

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<i>♪ my soul ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My Heavenly Father ♪</i>

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<i>♪ watches over me ♪</i>

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Oh, man, who took this? I look so stoned.

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Who the fuck is Carrie Red?

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[♪ PEGGY sings "Villains Aren't Born
(They're Made)"]

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Oh, shit.

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[overlapping chatter]

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- [gasps]
- [laughs]

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<i>♪ Watch the torch set aflame ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Watch it burn, watch it fade ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Watch the armies gather soon ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Someone's got to win and lose ♪</i>

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<i>♪ They say...</i>

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- [phone camera clicks]
- What are you doing?

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You're famous. See this?

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<i>♪ who's to blame for that? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who's to blame for ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Count your blessings,
count your minutes ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Played my game, hell, now you're in it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Bittersweet, my renegade ♪</i>

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- <i>♪ and I'm anything but tame...</i>
- Hey, give it back, please.

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<i>♪ Grab your sword,
you might just need it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'cause I'm not afraid of cheating ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, I hate to tell you this way ♪</i>

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<i>♪ but villains aren't born,
darling, they're made ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Scream my name when they run ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Honestly, it's kind of fun ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Scream it louder when they fall ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm never satisfied at all ♪</i>

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<i>♪ They take, they take until you give ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You taught me well, now watch me win ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Now watch me win ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Count your blessings,
count your minutes ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Played my game, hell, now you're in it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Bittersweet, my renegade ♪</i>

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<i>♪ and I'm anything but tame ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Grab your sword,
you might just need it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'cause I'm not afraid of cheating ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, I hate to tell you this way ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I aim before I kill ♪</i>

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<i>♪ live only for the thrill ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's bad, I know, but still ♪</i>

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<i>♪ there's nothing left to lose ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Don't tell me it's not fair ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Believe me, I've been there ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'd much rather be alone ♪</i>

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<i>♪ if I'm sitting on a throne ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Count your blessings,
count your minutes ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Played my game, hell, now you're in it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Bittersweet, my renegade ♪</i>

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<i>♪ and I'm anything but tame ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Grab your sword,
you might just need it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'cause I'm not afraid of cheating ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, I hate to tell you this way ♪</i>

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<i>♪ villains aren't born,
darling, we're made ♪</i>
