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[operator] <i>Nine-one-one.
What's your emergency?</i>

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[man breathing heavily] <i>Hello?</i>

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<i>There's a... there's a fire.
Real bad fire.</i>

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<i>Ewen High School, in the... in the gym.</i>

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[operator] <i>You said Ewen High School?</i>

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[man] <i>Yes. Senior prom,
and the whole gym is on fire.</i>

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[operator] <i>You said Ewen High School?</i>

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[man] <i>I'm in the parking lot right now,
but nobody's coming out.</i>

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[operator 2] <i>Nine-one-one.
What's your emergency?</i>

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- [woman] <i>My God. They're dead.</i>
- [sirens blaring]

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[operator 2] <i>You said someone's dead.
Where are you?</i>

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[woman] <i>I'm at the prom. Ewen High prom.</i>

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<i>They're-they're all dead inside.</i>

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<i>I... I think, like,
the whole school's on fire.</i>

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[operator 3] <i>Nine-one-one.
What's your emergency?</i>

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[woman 2] <i>Yeah, um, I'm on Main
and Market in downtown Chamberlain.</i>

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<i>There's a-- I don't know,
the-the whole street's on fire.</i>

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[operator 3] <i>Main Street
and Market Street in Chamberlain?</i>

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[woman 2] <i>Yes. I mean, it's all downtown.</i>

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<i>All downtown is on fucking fire.</i>

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<i>And the street caved in.
The goddamned street caved in.</i>

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<i>There's dead bodies on the street!</i>

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[Adelaide] Caitlin is gonna hand you
a microphone, if you could just--

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[Caitlin] Run this under your...

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[Sue] <i>There's one thing no one understands
about what happened here in Chamberlain.</i>

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<i>The police don't get it.</i>

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<i>The press don't get it.
The scientists don't get it.</i>

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<i>And you won't get it, either.</i>

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[Adelaide] <i>What is it, Sue?</i>

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What is the one thing no one understands?

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Two hundred deaths.

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The destruction of the entire town.

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It's so easy to forget...

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...we were kids.

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We were kids.

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We were kids just trying to do our best.

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[birds chirping]

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[radio host] <i>My friends, we live in
a dangerous, dangerous world.</i>

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<i>And it turns out
the meek don't inherit the Earth.</i>

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<i>The meek are grist for the mill.</i>

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<i>Nowhere is safe, not the office,</i>

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<i>not the school, not your church,
not even your phone.</i>

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<i>But you're crazy to say "Illuminati."</i>

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<i>Yeah, sure, you're crazy to say
a shadowy group of protofeminists</i>

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<i>control the Western world.</i>

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<i>Which was debunked by the MSM for 40 years</i>

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<i>before, whoops, it turns out
the Five Eyes were real,</i>

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<i>and, whoops, we couldn't tell you
about it because we need</i>

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<i>- to maintain a strategic advantage...</i>
- [truck engine starts]

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<i>during the Cold War, so sure,</i>

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<i>we spied on our own people,
but it was to protect you.</i>

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<i>You can be protected by giving us</i>

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<i>your fingerprints and your blood
and your preferences</i>

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<i>and your passwords, every keystroke,
every sentence you utter within 30 feet</i>

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<i>of not just yours but anyone's cell phone.</i>

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- [construction machinery rumbling]
- [busy chatter]

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[construction noise muffled]

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[low rumbling]

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[muffled clattering]

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[indistinct shouting]

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[indistinct shouting]

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Call an ambulance!

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[Katt] <i>Did Mr. White
ever mention anyone to you?</i>

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A boyfriend, girlfriend?

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Someone's got to claim the body.

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I don't know.

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I didn't really know Ralph.
I don't think anyone did.

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Didn't you drive him home a couple times?

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Sure, that time his transmission went out.

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He barely said a word.

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He was a vet. I know that.

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Marines, I think.

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Bit of a doomsday prepper.

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He'd be pissed it was gravity
that got him and not the government.

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Did he rent or own?

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No idea.

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Look, we tried to fold him in,

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asked him out for beers,
told him to come sit with us at lunch.

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The man just wasn't having it.

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I'm sorry he died, though.

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[Eleanor] <i>He's been here almost</i>

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20 years, I think.

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Not quite sure.

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He handled
all the maintenance himself, apparently.

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He ever talk about extended family,
where he's from?

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Anything, Miss...

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Snell. Eleanor.

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No, I never met him.

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I just manage the property,
collect rent for the owners.

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I assume it's okay, you going through
his things without a warrant?

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[door creaking]

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[indistinct police radio chatter]

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[door closes]

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Oh.

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He's got something on the glass.

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Bubble wrap?

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[clock ticking]

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[radio chatter continues]

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[Eleanor] I thought he lived alone.

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Hello?

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Police officers.

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[distant thumping]

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Hey.

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Hey, it's okay.

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We're not gonna hurt you.

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What's your name?

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[atmospheric music playing]

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What's your name, sweetheart?

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[inhales sharply]

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[♪ Someone sings "Forget Forgive"]

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[Adelaide] <i>I would like it very much, Sue,</i>

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<i>if you would tell me more
about Carrie White.</i>

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<i>♪ Strange things...</i>

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What do you want to know?

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[Adelaide] Every single thing.

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She was real quiet.

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Like, real shy.

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She was a bully.

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[student] <i>She was, like,</i>

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genuinely kind.

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She was a troublemaker.
Her beef with Chris Hargensen?

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She had her own army by the end.

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She was a victim.

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She was a hero.

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She was a monster.

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She was my friend.

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[Piper] <i>You read about things</i>

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like this, that family in California,
the Turpin case?

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Thirteen kids lived their whole lives
in captivity in a four-bedroom house,

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and neighbors had no clue.

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Thirteen kids,

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chained to the beds,
middle of the suburbs.

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You know, being a social worker, you never
think it can happen in your town.

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"No, we'd notice," you think.

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[Adelaide] But no one
did notice, did they?

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<i>♪ Look close...</i>

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[Piper] <i>Carrie White was born
in the upstairs bedroom,</i>

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<i>and she essentially never left that house.</i>

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<i>She didn't even have a birth certificate.</i>

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<i>Yeah, they were a...</i>

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a cult of three.

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<i>No phones, no evening news,</i>

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<i>no Internet, no social media.</i>

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<i>Except for Ralph, that is.</i>

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<i>She was</i>

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so stunningly uninformed.

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<i>Which made it all the more remarkable</i>

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<i>that she was as open as she was.</i>

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<i>As... as curious.</i>

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I mean, the first thing
she ever said to me,

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her dad's just died,

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her house is full of strangers,

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her life's been completely broken open,

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and she looks me in the eyes
and she says...

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Are you okay?

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You look worried.

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And so do they.

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[indistinct police radio chatter]

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We are all a little surprised.

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We didn't know you and your mom were here.

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We're all just so sorry about your dad.

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[Margaret] <i>They just let themselves in.</i>

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There's no knock. There's no warrant.

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You have to announce yourself.

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That is required by law.

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The landlord honestly thought
the house was empty.

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Why would anybody hide when
agents of the state storm their home?

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You watch the so-called news, you tell me.

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[Piper] <i>Carrie, have you ever
been to school?</i>

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Of course. Every day.

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[Margaret] <i>She's testing two grades ahead.</i>

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Did you file a private school affidavit?

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It's a state requirement to homeschool.

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- Test her. Go on, test her.
- [indistinct chatter]

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Excuse me! Do not touch those!

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Just moving them out of the way.

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Those belong to my husband.

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You're not to move them.

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[Piper] <i>There was no physical abuse.</i>

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<i>The way we saw it,
Margaret White was also a victim.</i>

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<i>She hadn't left the house in years.
She had an expired license.</i>

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And she was smart.

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She bottled her anger when it suited her.

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<i>She was downright demure for the judge.</i>

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Ralph White didn't have life insurance,
and it would be six months before they got

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the workman's comp payout, at least,

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so we had two conditions.

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Margaret kept custody,
but she had to work.

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First time in 15 years.

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And Carrie had to go to school.

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[♪ Katie Garfield sings "Weightless"]

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<i>♪ Breathe you in ♪</i>

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<i>♪ just so I can breathe ♪</i>

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What happens happens.

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- <i>♪ This world gets warmer ♪</i>
- [takes deep breath]

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<i>♪ every day...</i>

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Hey, I'm showing two houses
this afternoon,

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so I will not be here when you get home.

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Shit, I'm late.

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- Language.
- "Shit, I'm late."

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Tabby!

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I'll wrap yours in a burrito.
You can eat it in the car.

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[Eleanor] That girl,
the prayer closet girl,

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I think she's starting school today.
Just be nice to her, okay?

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If you could have seen her house...

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Why wouldn't I be?

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<i>♪ I'm weightless ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Weightless ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Weightless...</i>

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Still nothing on the portal.

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Early decisions were supposed
to be up before Christmas.

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Isn't there, like, someone
you can call or something?

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Build them a new gym?

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Breakfast?

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Yeah. Have some cereal.

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Mom says first days are always crepe days,

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ringing in another "crepe-y" semester.

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Well, maybe that'll scrape her off
of Kent Kirby's prick, huh?

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Tell her she's missing crepe day.

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Shit, I'm sorry, honey.

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She'll be back.

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Sometimes...

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people just have to get things
out of their system.

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That's all it is.

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Well, you know, they say skipping
breakfast means a higher risk of obesity.

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You want a fat little daughter rolling
around your alma mater next year or--

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You can eat cereal for one day,
for fuck's sake, Christine.

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[gentle music playing]

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[birds chirping]

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[Margaret] Carietta, breakfast!

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[Carrie] I'm just feeding the birds.

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[Margaret] <i>Fourteen an hour
doesn't leave much,</i>

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but I will save as much as I can.

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We demonstrate enough savings,
appeal the ruling,

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and things will go back to normal
soon enough.

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This is one semester.

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This is two at most.

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[knock on door]

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Ms. Piper. Come in.

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- Thanks.
- What are you doing here?

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[Margaret] She's required to be here.

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Don't mistake it for a friendly visit.

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[sighs] Wow, that is a...
that's a pretty dress.

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Um, so, you excited, kiddo?

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Now, remember, they're all just
coming back from winter break,

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so it's trips and families and stuff,

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so it's gonna be a little new
for everybody, not just you.

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Uh, Mama said that I might be the youngest

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- in my class.
- No, no. Um,

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Ewen has, uh, a few classes,
it's just a handful,

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of what they call composite classes.

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So that's, uh, study halls and gym.

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They mix all the grades together.

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So, uh, it's just a few classes, but
you're-you're not gonna be the youngest.

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- Time to get going.
- Hey, you're gonna be fine.

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Now.

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- Boots.
- Yeah.

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- [♪ Haute & Freddy sing "Femme Hysteria"]
- <i>♪ Oh, my God, femme hysteria ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's like a scarlet letter on my heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ All the rage...</i>

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- [song continues muffled]
- [dog barking]

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Hey, someone should tell your mom

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no one's gonna buy a house
from a woman in that blazer.

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[Sue] They still haven't updated
the admissions portal.

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- It's supposed to be up by now.
- Yeah, my dad's gonna call again.

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Can I have half? I'm starving.

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- Mm.
- Thank you.

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You put in the roommate request
on yours, right?

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We both have to put it in
for them to do it.

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Yeah, of course.

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It's you and me, Snell, ride or die.

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<i>♪ Oh, my God, femme hysteria ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's like a scarlet...</i>

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[music playing quietly over truck stereo]

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- [engine shuts off]
- [music stops]

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[Margaret] You remember what I told you.

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Have pity on them.
Most of them aren't awake.

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Even the teachers.

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Especially the teachers.

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Don't let them confuse you.

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And the boys...

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Just don't be a damned fool.

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[unbuckles seat belt]

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Have a good day at work, Mama.

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[♪ Haute & Freddy sing
"Do You Remember the Lilacs"]

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[students chattering indistinctly]

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<i>♪ Do you remember the lilacs? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Sweet summer feels just drifting away ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We were back at the waves high ♪</i>

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<i>♪ The way they crashed
against your skin made the earth quake ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And when you said my name ♪</i>

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<i>♪ The memories I know ♪</i>

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- <i>♪ Then I could hold on to ♪</i>
- [scanner whines]

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<i>♪ a piece of you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Still dancing in a crowded room...</i>

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[indistinct chatter]

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[security guard] Go through.

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[scanner beeps]

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Stand here.

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- Wait.
- Come on.

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Back it up.

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Don't touch the wand, please.

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Oh.

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[scanner whines, beeps]

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Show me.

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I'm sorry, what?

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Show me what's on your chest.

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No, just... pull down your collar.

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Yeah, if the staff want to see your tits,
we usually do it

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in the parking lot between classes.

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Oh, that's your problem, honey.

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You want something higher-end.

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You know,
precious metals don't set it off.

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Oh, don't be a bitch, bitch.

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- [Chris] I am helping her.
- [Sue] Ignore her.

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She's just hangry. Never skip breakfast.

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Sorry, it's my first day.

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- See? It's her first day.
- Mm.

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That's her.

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Oh, shit.

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[anxious music playing]

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[students chattering]

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[indistinct chatter continues]

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Ugh.

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♪ ♪

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♪ ♪

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[Morton] You look lost.

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Oh, uh, yes.

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I could use a little guidance.

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- May I?
- Yeah. Yes.

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Ms. Desjardin's homeroom, 307.

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Up two flights of stairs
and then to the left.

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Left. Uh, okay. Thank you, Mister...

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Morton. I'm the guidance counselor.

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Well, Mr. Morton, I'm Carietta White.

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It's sure nice to meet you.

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[Desjardin] Oh. Uh,

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welcome, Carietta.

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Is that what
you would like us to call you?

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Uh, Carrie, if it's easier.

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All right, everybody, that's enough.

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I hope you all had a good holiday season,

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blah, blah, blah.

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Please say hello to Carrie White.

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She is a sophomore.

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Some of you have been mid-year transfers.

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You know it's tough,
so make her feel welcome.

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♪ ♪

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- [quiet chatter]
- [quiet laughter]

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Hi.

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I'm Sue, by the way.

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- Hi.
- That's a, that's a really nice dress.

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Oh, thanks. Uh, I made it.

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Wow.

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Sure did, didn't you?

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[Carrie] Which books do I need?

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Besides this one?

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This is homeroom.

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Right.

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So you don't need any.

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Right.

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So... so what do we do?

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I thought she said you're a sophomore.

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I am.

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I was schooled at home.

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Till today, I mean.

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[Sue] Oh, so this is your first...

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this is your first day, like, ever.

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Oh, I love that for you.

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[Sue] So, homeroom's not a class.

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It's just to sort of start the day.

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Take attendance, announcements,
and then you go to your first class.

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Algebra.

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Um, are you going to that one, too?

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No, sweetie, I'm a senior.

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Oh.

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Oh, wow, wow.

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Congratulations.

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[Sue] We're mixed up in-in homeroom, gym

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and study hall. Classes, though,

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you should just be
with the other sophomores.

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Well, I can't wait for fifth period.

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Computer lab.

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I've never used one of those before.

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[students chatting indistinctly]

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[chuckles]

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[♪ Wolf Alice sings
"In the Bleak Midwinter"]

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[Desjardin] Hey, Mr. Ross,

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none of that.

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Don't make me turn a hose on you two.

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Sorry, Ms. D, I was just, uh,

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saying good morning, and sorry I'm late.

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[Desjardin]
First time for everything, Tommy.

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♪ ♪

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<i>♪ Angels and archangels ♪</i>

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<i>♪ may have traveled there ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Cherubim and seraphim ♪</i>

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<i>♪ thronged the air ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But only his mother ♪</i>

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<i>♪ in her maiden bliss ♪</i>

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<i>♪ worshiped the beloved ♪</i>

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<i>♪ with...</i>

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Hi, Sue.

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How was your day?

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I mean, it's just fascinating.

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So much.

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So much all in one day.

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Well, now you can relax.

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So, what do we do in study hall?

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Me? I-I-I study.

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Try to get a jump on my homework.

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Gives me more time at night.

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But you, I mean, you can,

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you can do whatever you want.

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Hey, Chris.

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Your mom texted and told me
to tell you to call her back.

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Yeah, thanks.

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Hey, Brooklyn, what'd you have
for breakfast this morning?

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Crepes. Why?

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Yeah, fuck off.

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You okay?

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Yeah.

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[Carrie] Is that your sister?

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Well, just the way she talked about "Mom,"

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and-and the way that you, uh...

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I just thought it might be your sister.

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- Not yet.
- Snell.

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So, how was your first day?

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Who's the hottest person you met?

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What?

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Sue and I can't agree
who's gotten hotter this year

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and who's getting uglier.

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Ooh, I have a lot of thoughts about this.

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Tommy's hotter.

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[Chris] Yeah,

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we know, your boyfriend's hot.

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You want a medal?

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"Shall we make
a new rule of life from tonight:

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Always try to be
a little kinder than is necessary?"

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Uh...

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That's-that's J.M. Barrie.

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<i>The Little White Bird.</i>

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You guys ever read that one?

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Mm-mm.

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Well, what are
some of your favorite books?

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I-I'm starting <i>Catcher in the Rye</i> tonight.

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- [intercom beeps]
- [Grayle] <i>Attention, this is a lockdown.</i>

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<i>- Attention, we need to lock down.</i>
- [Peist] Okay, you know what to do.

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Up against the wall, everyone.

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- [Grayle] <i>Lock down.</i>
- [intercom beeps]

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[Chris] Damn, right out the gate.
Happy Holidays,

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welcome back, run for your lives.

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Run for our lives?

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It's just a drill.

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What... what's going on?

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Just get down. If we fuck this up,

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they make us do another one.

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It's okay, this is, this is normal.

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I guess you wouldn't
do these at home, huh?

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Please tell me what's happening.

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[whispers] It's a drill.

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What's a drill?

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Oh, it's a shooter.
A school shooter with a gun

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- somewhere in the halls.
- What?

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[ominous music playing]

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- It's a drill.
- [Chris] Might as well tell her

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it's a rave.
She doesn't know that one, either.

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What's going on over there?

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[whispers] New girl's struggling a bit.

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- Well, who has a gun?
- Not for real.

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- [loud bangs]
- [screams]

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[Sue] It's just, it's just a noisemaker.

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If we get loud, he'll come in here.

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[door rattles]

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[Sue] It's part of it.

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It's just part of it.

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- [shooter] I hear noises in there.
- [thumping on door]

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[Sue] Hey, Tommy, a little help.

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- It's really okay, all right?
- [door rattles]

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He's at the door.

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- Hargensen...
- [pounding continues]

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- [whimpers]
- [rattles]

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It's gonna be okay. I got you.

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[Carrie gasps]

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- [shrieks]
- [Sue grunts]

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[rumbling]

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[grunts]

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Ow, damn it. [groans]

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[Peist] Are you okay?

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Yeah, my foot. I...

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[quiet chatter]

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Abort drill.

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- Injury, injury.
- Holy shit.

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[Sue] Get off!

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I'm... I'm sorry.

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It's a drill!

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Okay? As in "not real."

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[Peist] Okay, settle.

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- [Grayle] <i>We are terminating the drill.</i>
- Hey, are you okay?

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Yeah, except my back, my neck

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- and my elbow.
- Sue, I am so sorry. I...

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Oh, my God, that's classic.

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[Tina] She's, like, naturally unfit.

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[Chris] What the fuck?
Girl, this is classic.

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[Grayle] It just fell off

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- the wall?
- Yeah, in the earthquake.

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What earthquake?

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What are you talking about?

24:16.146 --> 24:18.730
Well, I mean, the lights swung,
the desks were rattling.

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[Grayle] Well, I didn't feel anything.

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[school bell rings]

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Which one is she?

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[indistinct chatter]

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[Grayle] Thank you, everyone.

24:30.396 --> 24:32.229
Great first day back.

24:32.230 --> 24:33.937
Thank you, everyone.

24:33.938 --> 24:36.730
Nice to see so many happy, shining faces.

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Hi. Not in the hallways, please.

24:39.313 --> 24:40.604
Thank you so much.

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Uh, Carrie, would you stay
for a few minutes, please?

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[Grayle] So that's why we do these drills.

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So in case something
like that ever does happen--

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and we hope it never does--

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but if it does,

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then you kids can be
as prepared as possible.

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So... so people know?

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About the tragedies?

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How many people know about them?

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Well, yeah, Carrie, everyone knows.

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Well, I mean, I suppose I should say,

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uh, I thought everyone knew
until I met you.

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Um, okay.

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Well, that... that was my mistake.

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I'll be better tomorrow.

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"Tomorrow is a day
with no mistakes in it... yet."

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[Grayle] Is that, um,

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uh, <i>Anne of Green Gables,</i> right?

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Finally, someone got one. I...

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I-I thought that everybody
would know the books, but...

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seems like nobody does.

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Just people looking at me like I'm...

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[♪ SPELLES sings "Wild Heart "]

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<i>♪ In my dreams ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I am weightless ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I swim like...</i>

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[Adelaide] <i>By all accounts,
the destruction began in the gymnasium,</i>

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<i>and from there,
the fire spread to the whole school</i>

26:28.938 --> 26:30.855
<i>and onto Ewen Avenue.</i>

26:33.313 --> 26:36.562
<i>The next area to be affected
was Main Street.</i>

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<i>Cars were crushed, burned,</i>

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<i>the water main blew.</i>

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<i>Power lines came down,
and a shower of objects,</i>

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<i>debris, maybe even
some rocks and boulders,</i>

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<i>destroyed just about
every structure on the street.</i>

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<i>The crater that formed
in the center of Main and Ewen Avenue...</i>

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<i>nobody quite knows where it came from.</i>

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<i>Maybe a sinkhole.</i>

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<i>Maybe not.</i>

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[sirens wailing]

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<i>A giant crack seems to have formed on Main</i>

27:07.271 --> 27:09.646
<i>and ran for almost four blocks.</i>

27:10.438 --> 27:12.563
<i>Cars along Carlin Street were damaged...</i>

27:13.396 --> 27:15.187
<i>...windows broken,</i>

27:15.188 --> 27:17.438
<i>and, of course, more fires.</i>

27:20.938 --> 27:22.395
<i>The fires spread fast--</i>

27:22.396 --> 27:24.812
<i>a lot of Chamberlain burned--</i>

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<i>but the epicenter of the destruction
seems to start at Ewen High School</i>

27:28.313 --> 27:31.270
<i>and follow a clear path from the gymnasium</i>

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<i>to Carrie White's house.</i>

27:34.021 --> 27:35.854
<i>♪ Anywhere...</i>

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<i>And you lived
beside that house your whole life.</i>

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[Stella] <i>Yep.</i>

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<i>I grew up there,
and then inherited this place</i>

27:44.355 --> 27:47.105
<i>after my folks' accident in '22.</i>

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[Adelaide] <i>And in all that time,
how often did you see Carrie White?</i>

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Not often.

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I was very aware of her, though,

27:56.938 --> 27:59.562
whether I saw her or not.

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[Adelaide] And you didn't
say anything to anyone?

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Why would I?

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How was I supposed to know
nobody knew about her?

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<i>Our yards are next to each other.</i>

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<i>The Whites, they grew their hedges so tall</i>

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<i>you can't see over them anymore,</i>

28:17.896 --> 28:19.938
<i>but back then, you could.</i>

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[bushes rustle]

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Well, hello, there.

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Who are you?

28:36.896 --> 28:38.270
Carietta White.

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[Stella chuckles]

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Hi, I'm Stella.

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[both chuckle]

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That's a weird one.

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Never seen one like that one before.

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What do you mean?

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It's a weird bible.

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Oh. Uh, no, no, this isn't, uh, a bible.

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It's called <i>Boy Proof.</i>

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It's a bible called

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<i>Boy Proof?</i> That's ridiculous.

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[Stella laughs] No, no, no. It's, um,

29:01.813 --> 29:04.812
it's just a book that isn't a bible.

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Which is most books.

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All books, really, except the Bible.

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Can I see?

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Um...

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you know what? It's a little old for you.

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But what is one of your favorite books?

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Just the Bible.

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Oh, honey, okay.

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We've gotta get you some more books, okay?

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- [both laugh]
- Carrie!

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You get back here right now.

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Sorry, Mama, sorry, sorry.

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- [Margaret] Inside.
- Oh, it's really okay.

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[Margaret] This means a trip
to the prayer closet for you.

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- Mama, no, please.
- We don't talk to them, do you understand?

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Why don't we talk to her?

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She's a whore?

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But she's not, she's nice.

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- One hour.
- Ow, Mom!

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Don't defy me, Carietta.

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Oh, no, please, not the closet!

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No! No!

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[Stella] Mom.

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Mom, the crazy lady next door,

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I think she's hitting her little girl.

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And she called me a whore.

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[thumping]

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[sustained clattering]

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[ominous music playing]

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[glass shattering]

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[Stella] <i>But nothing...</i>

30:52.021 --> 30:53.980
<i>...nothing that wasn't
their property was hit.</i>

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<i>It only fell on the Whites' house.</i>

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And I checked the news for a week,

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thinking...

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I don't know, an airplane dropped cargo?

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I mean, that was one theory.

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An airplane hauling a crate of rocks.

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It happened, though.

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She didn't come back outside
much after that.

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Except to feed the birds.

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<i>Carrie,</i>

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<i>she wasn't as naive as people thought.</i>

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<i>She knew a lot more
than people gave her credit for.</i>

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I do not know if I can do this every day.

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My manager is a child.

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Thirty-year-old, I'd guess.

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And today was just training,

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and I spent half the day
praying for patience.

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What... what have you been doing?

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Have you even started supper?

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[sighs] Oh, I'm so,

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I'm so mad I could spit.

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What good could possibly come
from terrorizing children like that?

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Why didn't you tell me?

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Why on Earth would I tell you?

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If I decided to tell you all of the
horrible things that happen out there...

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Yes,

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our country has fallen so far from God

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that babies kill babies in the classroom.

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And what do they do?

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They disarm us,

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they take away our Bibles,

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take away our prayers,

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and then they take away our guns.

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That leaves us defenseless,
mind, body and spirit.

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I did tell you.

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Carrie, what-what did I tell you?
What is...

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What is the first thing that I told you?

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They have an agenda.

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Yes, and how does this fit it?

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They get you scared,

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they get you cowering,

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get you used to the idea

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that-that you're powerless--

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Also, the navy neck?

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Nobody was dressed like that.

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But you'd said it was perfect for today.

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You want your first impression
to be you're immodest?

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Is that the impression
that you want to make?

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What-- No. No, Mama.

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I don't know
what you want from me, Carietta.

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I spent today in a nylon vest,

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serving morons.

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I'm sorry...

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...but I-I tried to tell you
that you wouldn't understand it

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until you saw it,
and now you have seen it,

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and you know that I'm right.

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So...

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Let's pray for them.

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- What about supper?
- No.

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Should have prayed
as soon as I got home, days we had.

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Let's offer today up to God.

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You pray for
those kids and their tragedies.

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I will pray for my simpleton bosses

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and gluttonous customers.

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And we will both pray for this country.

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We will both

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pray for America.

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- [♪ American Husky sings "So Good"]
- <i>♪ I think we finally found it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Something worth ♪</i>

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<i>♪ something that we can't ignore ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I live in the sound, yeah ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's burning through my body ♪</i>

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<i>♪ so let's get ready...</i>

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You okay?

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Yeah, yeah.

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No, I'm sorry, I just,

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I'm still a little weirded out by today.

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What's on your mind?

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I...

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I don't know.

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No, I do. I...

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I was just harsh on her.

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The new girl?

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I thought you went
out of your way, frankly.

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I just...

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I didn't need to snap at her so hard.

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She wasn't trying to hurt me.

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I guess she would have
saved my life if that was real.

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She tackled you during study hall.

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You're okay to not love that.

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Tomorrow, okay?

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- You can make it up to her tomorrow.
- Mm-hmm.

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[Margaret] What are you doing?

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It's bedtime.

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I'm just making some new clothes
for tomorrow.

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Your clothes are beautiful.

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But these'll just be a little different.

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Just a little.

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Your clothes are beautiful.

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And so are you.

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But you go ahead, you make what you want.

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Make me something.

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Make me, um, a blouse.

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Something I can wear
under my vest at work,

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so even if my day is awful,

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I know that I am
wrapped in my daughter's love.

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Sure thing.

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I'll make you something.

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Maybe tomorrow?

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[dog barks in distance]

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[Carrie moans softly]

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[door rattling]

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[moans softly]

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- [rattling]
- [screams]

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[shouting]

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[moaning]

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[gunshot]

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[gasps]

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[breathing deeply]

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Daddy?

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[screams]

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- [gasps]
- [sharp crack]

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[Carrie panting]

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- [♪ Primer sings "Waste Away"]
- <i>♪ The image of my future ♪</i>

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<i>♪ flashed before my eyes ♪</i>

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[Sue] What happens happens.

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<i>♪ with liver spots
and little dots on my insides...</i>

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- [gasps]
- [Chris] <i>Wait, are you serious?</i>

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[Sue] <i>I'm sure if I got in,</i>

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<i>you got in...</i>

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Okay, it's loading.
Come on, come on, come on.

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<i>♪ For all my years of grief...</i>

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I got in.

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We're going to college together.

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<i>Wait, I don't...</i>

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What does that even mean?

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It means, honey, that financially,
things are complicated.

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And it'll get fixed,

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I'm fixing it,
but I'm just saying, for now...

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And, look, the acceptance is great,

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but it's just
the feasibility is the thing.

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Financially speaking. For now.

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O-Okay, what does that mean?

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Okay, I'm trying to explain to you--

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Dad, I didn't apply for any financial aid.

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Good, you shouldn't.

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You don't want to be in debt for college.

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Jesus, didn't you listen to anything
that I taught you?

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And besides, honey, right now, you know,

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a-a loan isn't gonna be feasible, either.

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I got in, and you're telling me

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you can't afford it?

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God damn it,
this isn't about you, Christine.

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Now, I have enough problems right now
without this fucking drama, okay?

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You can handle one fucking
semester at the state school.

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And then I will fix it for you

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once the important things
are fixed, but please,

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just stop it.

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Just stop.

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[♪ Sofia Isella sings
"Rainbow Rocket Ride"]

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<i>♪ I take yours then you take mine ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Wrapped in gold with a cut in my soul ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I didn't know better,
I put it together...</i>

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I mean,
I-I still don't know all the details.

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My scholarship covers...

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<i>♪ a runaway boy, and the cosmos...</i>

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I mean, I-I still have to get the response

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from the student loan,
and that could take,

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that could take a few months,

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so I might end up there with you.

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- It could totally happen.
- It won't.

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♪ ♪

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[indistinct chatter]

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[Carrie] Can you wait just

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30 seconds before you come in?

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Are you that embarrassed by me?

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Nobody else walks in with their parent.

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No, I... I know.

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I'll... wait.

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[sighs] Can't believe

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you did that to your nice sheets.

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Thank you, Mama.

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[loud chatter]

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[security guard] Good.

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Good.

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Nice work.

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Thank you.

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[Grayle] <i>We understand
how this could be alarming, Ms. White.</i>

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Mrs. White.

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[Morton] It's about preparation.

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There's plenty to suggest
that these drills

40:33.355 --> 40:35.562
do help prepare them to respond,

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if, God forbid, there was a--

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Traumatizing the students helps
prepare them to accept trauma.

40:42.230 --> 40:43.562
Oh, it's not normally traumatizing.

40:43.563 --> 40:46.604
In fact, most of
the students find it routine.

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But we didn't have these growing up,

40:48.355 --> 40:51.480
so it can, it can feel, uh...

40:53.313 --> 40:55.895
But these-- they've been
doing it since grade school.

40:55.896 --> 40:57.521
Mm-hmm.

40:58.521 --> 40:59.980
What a horrific thing to say.

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Look, I was watching some videos

41:03.563 --> 41:07.021
online last night
about what these drills look like.

41:08.105 --> 41:11.354
You have these gorillas screaming

41:11.355 --> 41:13.187
- at the kids.
- It's a local police officer.

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And some kids
are made to lie down in the hall

41:15.438 --> 41:18.687
and covered with fake blood
so that their classmates get...

41:18.688 --> 41:21.104
get used to seeing their dead friends.

41:21.105 --> 41:23.229
We don't do anything like that.

41:23.230 --> 41:26.729
Perhaps, if Carietta had been
better prepared at home--

41:26.730 --> 41:28.020
You...

41:28.021 --> 41:31.020
Oh. Oh, you are so lucky

41:31.021 --> 41:33.354
my husband is not here.

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If my husband...

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The fact is that no state in our union

41:41.563 --> 41:44.104
requires school shooting drills
for police officers,

41:44.105 --> 41:46.312
but for some reason,

41:46.313 --> 41:50.395
37 states require them in school
on a yearly basis,

41:50.396 --> 41:54.355
so you have done
your little pageant for the year.

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Oh, you academics,

41:56.771 --> 41:58.604
you think that

41:58.605 --> 42:01.520
parents are weak, and we're not.

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We're not weak.

42:02.980 --> 42:05.770
We are legion,
and we will rain down on you

42:05.771 --> 42:07.520
like God's wrath

42:07.521 --> 42:09.563
if you mistreat our babies.

42:11.313 --> 42:13.895
You're done with the drills for this year.

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You'll let me know
if you're gonna run another.

42:16.438 --> 42:19.730
My daughter's absence
that day will be excused.

42:21.271 --> 42:22.813
Absolutely.

42:25.021 --> 42:26.020
[Sue] <i>I love this.</i>

42:26.021 --> 42:27.520
Did you make this, too?

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I did.

42:29.230 --> 42:30.271
And the pants.

42:31.146 --> 42:33.188
You're really, really good at that.

42:34.438 --> 42:36.062
You know, you could sell these.

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Thanks.

42:37.355 --> 42:38.855
[both chuckle]

42:39.480 --> 42:40.437
<i>[volleyball bounces]</i>

42:40.438 --> 42:42.521
[dramatic music playing]

42:44.688 --> 42:45.771
[Desjardin] Nice set.

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I mean, that was yours.

42:50.355 --> 42:52.395
Come on, let me hear it. Call, call.

42:52.396 --> 42:53.480
Good job, Tina.

42:56.396 --> 42:58.438
- There we go.
- Over.

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[Desjardin] That's okay, that's okay.

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Get your shit together, fuckwit.

43:02.105 --> 43:03.854
[girl] Whoa!

43:03.855 --> 43:04.938
Talk to each other. Come on.

43:07.605 --> 43:08.605
[grunts]

43:10.105 --> 43:10.979
Sorry.

43:10.980 --> 43:12.645
She's on your team, dummy.

43:12.646 --> 43:14.312
[Chris] It was an accident. Sorry.

43:14.313 --> 43:16.020
- I'm-I'm fine.
- [Desjardin] Hey.

43:16.021 --> 43:17.520
Hargensen.

43:17.521 --> 43:19.187
Is everything okay?

43:19.188 --> 43:21.271
Yeah. My bad. Let's play.

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[quiet chatter]

43:35.855 --> 43:37.396
You're not showering?

43:38.938 --> 43:40.563
Are we supposed to?

43:41.771 --> 43:43.729
No, you could just smell like ass

43:43.730 --> 43:45.062
for the rest of the day
if you really want,

43:45.063 --> 43:47.645
but I don't recommend it.
That's how nicknames are born.

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No. Chris, knock it off.

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No, Carrie, nobody's gonna shower. Okay?

43:52.771 --> 43:54.937
Those are for the sports teams.
You can just throw your gym clothes

43:54.938 --> 43:56.104
in the locker.

43:56.105 --> 43:58.438
Just make sure you take 'em home
once a week, though.

43:59.438 --> 44:00.437
Or else you're gonna smell like Chris,

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'cause hers have been here
since sophomore year.

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Oh, shit.

44:14.313 --> 44:15.563
[whispers] Look.

44:24.438 --> 44:26.604
- Carrie...
- What?

44:26.605 --> 44:27.979
[Chris] Oh, fuck.

44:27.980 --> 44:29.230
In white pants, too.

44:34.688 --> 44:36.105
[Carrie] What?

44:38.605 --> 44:40.230
Oh, my gosh.

44:42.188 --> 44:43.437
[girl whispering] So gross.

44:43.438 --> 44:45.145
[fearful music playing]

44:45.146 --> 44:46.355
What?

44:47.521 --> 44:49.145
Why...

44:49.146 --> 44:51.104
why am I bleeding?

44:51.105 --> 44:53.145
What-what-what is going on?

44:53.146 --> 44:54.604
[Chris] You better
get those pants in cold water.

44:54.605 --> 44:55.687
What do I do?

44:55.688 --> 44:57.520
[Chris] Wash it off and plug it up.

44:57.521 --> 44:58.645
What?

44:58.646 --> 45:00.270
- [Chris] Jesus.
- What-what-- Help me.

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Help.

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Oh, no, no, no.

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Help me, Sue.

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No, I-I-- [laughs]

45:05.396 --> 45:06.730
What do I do?

45:07.688 --> 45:09.520
- Help!
- Oh. No, thank you.

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Okay, come on. You're fine.

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You're fine.

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Oh, shit.

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That works, too.

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[crying]

45:22.438 --> 45:25.020
Fuck. Plug it up before we drown in it.

45:25.021 --> 45:26.146
Help me!

45:27.230 --> 45:29.187
Hey. Carrie.

45:29.188 --> 45:31.604
- Carrie, it's okay, calm down.
- I'm dying!

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How is this okay?

45:33.521 --> 45:34.812
[Chris] Stop, everyone.
Don't embarrass the girl.

45:34.813 --> 45:36.520
Look, I got you. What do you need?

45:36.521 --> 45:38.479
XL, "Carrie Caverns"?

45:38.480 --> 45:39.562
[crying]

45:39.563 --> 45:41.854
Everyone, pitch in, tampons,

45:41.855 --> 45:43.520
pads, got an extra bucket?

45:43.521 --> 45:44.937
Don't worry, Carrie,

45:44.938 --> 45:46.437
I got you covered.

45:46.438 --> 45:47.645
[shouts]

45:47.646 --> 45:49.020
[tense music playing]

45:49.021 --> 45:50.271
[girls giggling]

45:53.480 --> 45:55.230
[girls laughing, scoffing]

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Fucking plug it up.

46:01.188 --> 46:02.395
What...

46:02.396 --> 46:04.937
Plug it up. Plug it up.

46:04.938 --> 46:08.229
[chanting] Plug it up. Plug it up.

46:08.230 --> 46:11.104
Plug it up! Plug it up!

46:11.105 --> 46:14.479
Plug it up! Plug it up!

46:14.480 --> 46:15.688
[shouts]

46:16.646 --> 46:18.729
- Hey. Hey!
- [Carrie screaming]

46:18.730 --> 46:20.437
[electricity crackling]

46:20.438 --> 46:22.812
Plug it up! Plug it up!

46:22.813 --> 46:25.105
- Plug it up!
- [screams]

46:28.896 --> 46:30.313
[groaning]

46:33.063 --> 46:34.896
[discordant music playing]

46:36.188 --> 46:37.188
[gasps]

46:44.105 --> 46:45.605
[shrieks]

46:57.355 --> 46:58.562
Wow.

46:58.563 --> 47:00.646
[gentle music playing]

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I just got hit hard.

47:12.063 --> 47:13.562
I mean hard.

47:13.563 --> 47:15.270
It was like a starburst.

47:15.271 --> 47:17.395
I can't say for sure
it's the same girl from yesterday,

47:17.396 --> 47:19.395
this was a little different,
but I think it is.

47:19.396 --> 47:21.437
And whoever she is...

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wow.

47:24.105 --> 47:26.688
That's all I can say, is "wow."

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Where?

47:31.730 --> 47:33.354
[Sue] <i>That's the thing,</i>

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you're not asking the right questions.

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You think you know what happened at prom.

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A lot of people do.

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Same with the cops.

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They asked about Chris and Billy.

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♪ ♪

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<i>And I get why.</i>

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<i>I mean, that part is clear,</i>

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<i>what they did.</i>

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And they ask about Tommy.

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How he died.

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And they ask about Carrie.

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<i>Everybody asks about Carrie.</i>

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But nobody asks

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about the other people who were there.

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<i>The strangers who were there.</i>

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<i>The people who
I-I'd never seen before in my life.</i>

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And as hard as it is to believe,

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and as hard as it is to understand,

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nobody is asking the right questions.

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Because it wasn't just Carrie.

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That's the thing.

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It wasn't just Carrie.

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[dramatic music playing]

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♪ ♪

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♪ ♪

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[Carrie] <i>I-I guess I know that I'm...</i>

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...not normal.

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[quiet music playing]

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[Margaret] <i>Is something going on,
something at school?</i>

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School is fine.

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The world is not kind to people like us,

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<i>and I am trying to do</i>

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<i>what is best for you.</i>

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[Chris] Look at that face.

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[laughing]

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- [student] is that the new kid?
- Yeah.

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- What's her name again?
- [Chris] Carrie White.

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More like "Carrie Red."

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- [♪ K. Fly sings "High Enough"]
- <i>♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪</i>

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- [whistle blows]
- [Desjardin] Hey, Sue?

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I want you
to look out for Carrie White. Be kind.

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[Chris] Hey, Carrie, there's
gonna be a really great party.

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<i>What's your number?</i>

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I'll text you the address.

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Oh, I don't have a phone.

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<i>♪ They got pills
that can help you forget it...</i>

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What am I gonna do with you?

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<i>♪ Call it medicine,
but I don't need drugs ♪</i>

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I used to dream about this.

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<i>♪ I'm already high enough ♪</i>

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[Carrie] Going to parties,

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having friends.

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<i>♪ You got me, you got me good ♪</i>

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Look, friends are important.

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<i>♪ I only, I only,
I only got eyes for you...</i>

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<i>You gotta make sure
that you choose the right ones.</i>

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- What are you doing?
- You're famous.

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[girls chanting] <i>Plug it up! Plug it up!</i>

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<i>Plug it up! Plug it up!</i>

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<i>Plug it up!</i>

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<i>Plug it up! Plug it up!</i>

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A social media account

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<i>attacking our children</i>

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<i>is spreading like a virus.</i>

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[Grayle] We don't know who runs it.

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<i>There is not much the school can do.</i>

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[Peist] <i>It's not just the school.</i>

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It's all over town.

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[Chris] That could have hit someone.

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Oh, no.

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What is wrong with you?

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- Do it.
<i>- We're hoping to have</i>

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a word with your daughter.

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[Margaret] What did she do now?

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<i>You tell me everything that happened...</i>

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- [gasps]
- ...and I will make them pay.

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[intense music playing]

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Do you want to know a secret?

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<i>You have all the power.</i>

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[Margaret] Carietta!

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[Emaline] <i>They can only
hurt you if you let them.</i>

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♪ ♪

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[Carrie] <i>I know things aren't easy for me.</i>

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<i>They're not easy for any of us.</i>

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<i>And the worst part</i>

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<i>is that I really could've
been your friend.</i>
