WEBVTT

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Will, can you hear me?

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2 YEARS EARLIER

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Let's go. We should let him rest.

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He was very lucky.

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<i>That's what I kept hearing around me.</i>

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- <i>"He was very lucky."</i>
- Will.

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<i>I didn't know where I was,</i>
<i>or what had happened.</i>

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- Will.
- <i>Just that my whole body hurt.</i>

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- Oh, sweetheart.
- Mom.

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Tom! Tom!

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- He's awake!
- <i>I'd finally woken up.</i>

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Tom.

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<i>But things were only going to get worse.</i>

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HOURS BEFORE THE DISASTER

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- Don't you think we should get that?
- It's my girlfriend.

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She probably wants
to wish me a happy birthday.

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- Really?
- Yeah.

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Happy birthday!

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Fuck.

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Do you want to answer it?

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She's super-nice.

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Okay, I'm gonna answer it. Hey, Elena!

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Cut it out!

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<i>I know what you're thinking.</i>
<i>That I was a total asshole.</i>

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<i>But I'm not going to hide anything.</i>
<i>Please just listen to what I have to say.</i>

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<i>The Perseids, a remarkable meteor shower…</i>

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Will!

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<i>You can usually see them</i>
<i>around the same dates…</i>

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Ah, the birthday boy!

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- Happy birthday, my love!
- Thanks.

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- We thought you'd sleep here last night.
- Last-minute thing.

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You'll be here for the Perseids?

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No, I'll pass.
I'm seeing Juan and the guys later.

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<i>I used to live my life</i>
<i>without worrying about consequences.</i>

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<i>Assuming that everyone would just</i>
<i>forgive me no matter what I did.</i>

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THE MAP OF LONGING

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<i>Finally!</i>

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<i>Happy birthday, my love!</i>

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Thank you , sweetheart. How are ya?

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<i>Are you still in bed?</i>

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<i>You're unbelievable. I've been</i>
<i>calling you all day, you know?</i>

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I know. I'm sorry, honey. It's just that,
I was busy with my parents and then I…

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- Look, I'm sorry.
<i>- It's okay, love.</i>

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<i>- We've got to make some decisions about--</i>
- Sweetheart. Honey, I'm sorry.

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Sorry. Look, the guys are waiting for me.

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But I promise you I'll take care
of everything next week, okay?

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<i>- Fine.</i>
- And I'll cook for us.

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<i>- I love you.</i>
- Me too.

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Hey! Come on, man! Come on!

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Coming, asshole!

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- Tucker! There's the birthday boy!
- Hey!

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Happy birthday, man! What's with
the beard? You look like a homeless guy.

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- Does Elena like it?
- What?

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- At least I'm not going bald! Huh?
- Shut up! Cut it out asshole.

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Whose car is this?

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Your parents?

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No fuckin' way.

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No way, holy shit! You gotta
jump into a car like this feet first!

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If you scratch it,
I'll knock your teeth out.

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Don't be such a kill joy.

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And if you step on it again,
I'll cut off your feet.

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Come on, just shut up and start the car.

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Will, this car is fucking amazing, dude.

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But I don't know if you noticed that
you can't fit a kid's car seat in here?

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No way. His other car was awesome too.

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Yeah, but the other one was a little
too basic for Tucker, wasn't it?

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Haven't you seen
the mobster penthouse he bought?

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- No.
- No?

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- How do you know about that?
- Holy fucking shit.

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- Your girlfriend's been posting pictures.
- Holy shit! Tucker, that's nuts!

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Since when do you
and Elena follow each other?

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Since we hooked up one New Year's Eve.

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Sounds like wedding bells, huh?
We're gonna have a party!

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Hey! Tucker's already got everything
perfectly planned out, doesn't he?

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Fancy apartment, check. Girlfriend, check.

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Sick car, check.
It's all check, check, check, check.

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Which is why I'm not
still living with my parents.

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Ooh.

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Ah!

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- This is gonna be awesome.
- Gema's coming too.

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Hey!

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- What the fuck?
- What's wrong?

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Don't light up that joint in here.

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Hey. What the fuck
are you talking about, man?

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I told you not to light that.

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Fine, I won't light it.

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Dude, what's up with you?

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What's up, man?

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You're not drinking anything, Tucker?

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I'm good. I don't want any. What is it?

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That your car? Hey there, kid!

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That car there, is it yours?

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Yeah, something wrong?

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How much did it cost?

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Quite a lot.

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You know they ripped you off?

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Because it's just sheet metal.

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Only good for picking up.

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Yeah, but I don't need a car to get laid.
Then why'd you buy it, you fucking loser?

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Because only a loser
would buy a car like that.

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I bought it because I like making
assholes like you jealous.

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Hey, what's going on?

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Nothing at all, man.

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Whatever.

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Seems like you came here to show off.
So let's race, huh?

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What kind of car can you possibly have?

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Mine's normal but it goes fuckin' fast.

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It's a real car. Not one for losers.

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- Really?
- Uh-huh.

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I'm gonna make you shut the fuck up.

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- This guy's just an asshole.
- Come on,

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we're racing with this fuckin' loser
in the fancy shirt!

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<i>I should have thrown him out of</i>
<i>the car with all my strength right then.</i>

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Step on it, come on!

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Faster, Tucker! Step on it!
Come on, we've gotta get ahead!

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Go, go! Yes, yes, yes, yes! Come on, yes!

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Come on! Tucker, come on!

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- Whoo! Yeah! There you go!
- Whoo! Yeah!

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Come on, man! You've got this!

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Look, Dad, another one.

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- But, aren't they stars?
- No.

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They're just particles.

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They're coming from a comet
that's passing by.

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And, does it happen
every year on the same day?

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Yeah. The exact same day.

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They come to wish you a happy birthday.

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Darling.

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Don't move sweetheart.

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You could get dizzy.

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What happened?

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You were in a terrible car accident.

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On El Pinar Road.

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Careful, now, don't touch it.

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Do you remember what happened?

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They put you into
an induced coma because of the crash.

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They took out your spleen and…
they had to do an operation on your leg.

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You were so lucky, son.

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I'll go find the doctor.

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And Juan?

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Is he okay?

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He was with me.

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No.

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What?

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What happened?

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The paramedics
weren't able to help him, Will.

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He was dead when they got there.

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He wasn't wearing his seatbelt.

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It wasn't your fault, honey.

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<i>Of course it was my fault.</i>

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<i>All I could think about was Juan.</i>

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<i>About all the things</i>
<i>we would have done together</i>

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<i>and what he would never get to accomplish.</i>

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<i>It was like he was always by my side.</i>

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- Do you like this color?
- <i>I was supposed to move on.</i>

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- This sink is suspended.
- <i>But I couldn't.</i>

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<i>I couldn't even cry.</i>

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<i>I had no right.</i>

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<i>- Why the fuck hadn't I died?</i>
- What's up, man?

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How are you?

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<i>Despite it all, everyone</i>
<i>kept telling me how lucky I had been.</i>

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You've been very lucky.

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And thank goodness
you hadn't been drinking, Will.

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That's why they didn't ask
for a pre-trial detention.

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But either way, we have to reach
an agreement before the trial.

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By the way, the lawyer said Juan's family

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want an apology from you
as one of the conditions.

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An in-person apology.

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No. I can't.

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You're going to have to.
Otherwise there won't be any agreement.

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- They can ask for what they want.
- I won't be able to look them in the eye.

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Can I come in?

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Sure, come in. I was just leaving.

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- Hi, Patricia.
- Hello.

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Hi, sweetie.

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Try to get some rest, okay?
And don't worry too much.

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- We'll figure something out. Bye.
- Bye.

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How'd it go?

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The, uh, bathroom's looking really great.

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I think you're gonna love it.

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- Look.
- No, no, no. No.

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I can't keep doing this, Elena.

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- But everything's nearly fini--
- I don't mean the apartment.

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I've been keeping things from you.

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Some of these are from my birthday.
And a lot of other days, too.

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You can see for yourself,
they're all time-stamped. Here.

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Who are they?

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What the fuck is this?

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- Is this some kind of joke, or…?
- I'm not who you think I am.

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- I don't want to keep lying to you.
- What are you talking about?

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I wanna end things.

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- What do you mean end things?
- I can't do this anymore.

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Do what you want with the apartment.

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I'll get Patricia
to take care of my share.

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Will, what the fuck is going on?

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Look at me, Will! Goddamnit!

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Who are you? I can't just…
What the hell kind of person are you?

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I guess I'm just a fraud.

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I guess so.

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So everything between us was a lie?

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God. You're a fucking asshole, Will.

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<i>That was the last time I saw her.</i>

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<i>And the last time I did something shitty</i>
<i>to someone who didn't deserve it.</i>

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<i>I also quit my job, quit the club.</i>

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<i>And I broke all ties with</i>
<i>everyone I knew from college.</i>

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<i>I hated myself so much that I had to</i>
<i>get away from anyone and everyone.</i>

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<i>Especially anyone who cared about me.</i>

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<i>I had hit rock bottom.</i>

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<i>And then one day, someone showed up and</i>
<i>changed the way I thought about the world.</i>

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<i>Someone you know very well.</i>

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Will?

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Is that…

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It is you!

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I can't believe it. Will Tucker.
Who else could it be but you?

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I'm sorry, who are you?

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Oh, really, you don't recognize me?

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Although, looking the way I do now,
I guess I don't blame you.

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So, I'll tell you…

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if you beat me in a game of chess.

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No.

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I'm not gonna play chess.

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Okay.

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Do you have something better to do?

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Check.

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So no one can beat you, huh?

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- No.
- Right.

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I'm known at this place.

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Ah! You know, that is…

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a bit of a clue.

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No?

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- No.
- Okay. All right… Mm.

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I know that you love glitter. Hm?

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And I know you really don't like

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this stuff from Wales that's called
something, like, "Glamorgan."

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And I also know you had
a bit of a hard time in school.

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Lucy?

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- Lucy Álvarez?
- Yeah!

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- Lu… Lucy Álvarez? No.
- Yes! Yes, it's me.

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This is…

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- Crazy.
- Yeah, very.

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So then, what are you doing here?
What happened to you?

00:14:23.265 --> 00:14:24.665 align:center
I don't know, you don't…

00:14:25.265 --> 00:14:26.985 align:center
You don't seem like yourself.

00:14:31.705 --> 00:14:32.545 align:center
Yeah.

00:14:33.265 --> 00:14:34.185 align:center
No.

00:14:35.025 --> 00:14:36.585 align:center
I'm not the same Will you used to know.

00:14:40.025 --> 00:14:43.385 align:center
<i>I met Lucy when we were seven years</i>
<i>old and I had just arrived in Spain.</i>

00:14:43.465 --> 00:14:45.185 align:center
<i>We came because of my father's job,</i>

00:14:45.265 --> 00:14:47.465 align:center
<i>and we lived in</i>
<i>a big house in the countryside</i>

00:14:47.545 --> 00:14:49.585 align:center
<i>with a huge garden, and chickens.</i>

00:14:55.425 --> 00:14:57.665 align:center
Go take a shower, farm boy!

00:14:58.705 --> 00:15:00.225 align:center
Good morning, Merche.

00:15:00.905 --> 00:15:03.305 align:center
- Look who we have here.
- Welcome, Lucy.

00:15:03.385 --> 00:15:05.785 align:center
Why don't you sit next to Will?

00:15:07.985 --> 00:15:09.025 align:center
See you later.

00:15:14.625 --> 00:15:16.905 align:center
- Hi, Will. My name's Lucy.
- Oh, hi.

00:15:17.545 --> 00:15:20.705 align:center
Farm boy's got a girlfriend!

00:15:20.785 --> 00:15:22.505 align:center
Sebastian! Tino!

00:15:23.185 --> 00:15:24.345 align:center
I think you dropped this.

00:15:24.425 --> 00:15:26.625 align:center
Ah!

00:15:33.945 --> 00:15:35.665 align:center
What is that?

00:15:35.745 --> 00:15:37.905 align:center
Glamorgan, it's a Welsh sausage.

00:15:37.985 --> 00:15:39.865 align:center
What? I've never heard of Welsh sausage.

00:15:39.945 --> 00:15:41.585 align:center
Mine's turkey. Wanna trade?

00:15:41.665 --> 00:15:45.065 align:center
<i>From that day on, Lucy and I</i>
<i>would always share our sandwiches.</i>

00:15:45.145 --> 00:15:48.785 align:center
<i>And that way we shared</i>
<i>the disgust and the delight equally.</i>

00:15:48.865 --> 00:15:49.705 align:center
Told you.

00:15:49.785 --> 00:15:51.305 align:center
What about half and half?

00:15:54.265 --> 00:15:55.945 align:center
Here, Will. It's yours now.

00:15:56.025 --> 00:15:58.665 align:center
If you put it up to the sun,
it looks like stardust.

00:15:59.825 --> 00:16:01.945 align:center
<i>I loved that pen so much.</i>

00:16:02.025 --> 00:16:03.625 align:center
<i>I kept it for a long time.</i>

00:16:10.305 --> 00:16:14.225 align:center
<i>Eventually, Lucy had a relapse</i>
<i>and then school became hell for me again.</i>

00:16:16.105 --> 00:16:17.145 align:center
What do you think?

00:16:18.305 --> 00:16:19.145 align:center
Do you like it?

00:16:19.225 --> 00:16:20.585 align:center
<i>That was one of the reasons</i>

00:16:20.665 --> 00:16:22.945 align:center
<i>my parents decided</i>
<i>to move us to a bigger city.</i>

00:16:23.025 --> 00:16:25.425 align:center
Are you sure you won't miss the gardens?

00:16:25.505 --> 00:16:26.625 align:center
Or the chickens?

00:16:26.705 --> 00:16:27.705 align:center
Need help?

00:16:28.785 --> 00:16:29.865 align:center
Take this.

00:16:38.465 --> 00:16:40.745 align:center
My little sister's better than you.

00:16:40.825 --> 00:16:43.185 align:center
<i>Since I was new, I didn't know anyone yet,</i>

00:16:43.265 --> 00:16:44.665 align:center
<i>and I could be whoever I wanted.</i>

00:16:44.745 --> 00:16:47.185 align:center
Well then, bring her down!
We can play one on one!

00:16:47.265 --> 00:16:49.785 align:center
She's six years old.

00:16:50.665 --> 00:16:53.185 align:center
You're the new guy, right?
My name is Juan.

00:16:54.225 --> 00:16:55.545 align:center
Will Tucker!

00:16:55.625 --> 00:16:58.465 align:center
Wow! Your name
is straight out of a zombie movie.

00:16:58.545 --> 00:17:01.985 align:center
<i>Juan was a pretty typical kid</i>
<i>but no one ever messed with him.</i>

00:17:02.065 --> 00:17:03.345 align:center
Look, Tucker.

00:17:03.425 --> 00:17:07.225 align:center
<i>Sometimes he could be a jerk. But</i>
<i>if you were on his side, you were safe.</i>

00:17:07.905 --> 00:17:09.145 align:center
You've got to hold it here.

00:17:11.065 --> 00:17:12.505 align:center
Hey, you. Come here.

00:17:13.305 --> 00:17:14.345 align:center
Come over here!

00:17:14.425 --> 00:17:16.385 align:center
Don't act like you can't hear me!

00:17:17.785 --> 00:17:20.345 align:center
<i>At first, I would just pretend</i>
<i>to act like him.</i>

00:17:20.425 --> 00:17:22.065 align:center
What kind of sandwich is that?

00:17:22.145 --> 00:17:23.385 align:center
Is it chorizo again, nerd?

00:17:23.465 --> 00:17:26.105 align:center
<i>But after a while,</i>
<i>I became exactly like him.</i>

00:17:26.625 --> 00:17:27.905 align:center
So what is it?

00:17:27.985 --> 00:17:29.825 align:center
Mortadella? Gross!

00:17:29.905 --> 00:17:32.505 align:center
<i>I loved that everyone</i>
<i>finally respected me.</i>

00:17:33.305 --> 00:17:36.145 align:center
<i>And as I got older,</i>
<i>I started to want more.</i>

00:17:41.105 --> 00:17:45.345 align:center
<i>I studied Law, even though I spent</i>
<i>half of my degree partying.</i>

00:17:46.505 --> 00:17:49.185 align:center
<i>I made lots of contacts,</i>
<i>and I became a new Will Tucker.</i>

00:17:49.265 --> 00:17:50.105 align:center
Oh, really?

00:17:50.185 --> 00:17:52.105 align:center
<i>And he was</i>
<i>even more of a jerk than before.</i>

00:17:52.185 --> 00:17:53.985 align:center
Hey there! Weren't you headed to Ale's?

00:17:54.065 --> 00:17:55.385 align:center
No, it's dead there.

00:17:55.465 --> 00:17:57.545 align:center
This is my cousin, Elena.
She just arrived from Madrid.

00:17:57.625 --> 00:17:59.625 align:center
Hello everyone. Thanks.

00:17:59.705 --> 00:18:01.665 align:center
From Madrid? Which part?

00:18:01.745 --> 00:18:03.505 align:center
Shh. She's got a boyfriend.

00:18:03.585 --> 00:18:05.345 align:center
I was only asking her about Madrid.

00:18:05.425 --> 00:18:06.585 align:center
Why are you even here?

00:18:06.665 --> 00:18:09.225 align:center
- He's waiting to get into the club.
- You should ask your parents.

00:18:09.305 --> 00:18:11.585 align:center
What? Not to let him in?

00:18:11.665 --> 00:18:14.385 align:center
Don't listen to your cousin.
You can trust me.

00:18:14.985 --> 00:18:19.345 align:center
<i>Elena was the perfect girl to</i>
<i>start building a new, perfect life with.</i>

00:18:19.425 --> 00:18:20.865 align:center
<i>Even if it was fake.</i>

00:18:20.945 --> 00:18:23.545 align:center
<i>I haven't thought about things</i>
<i>that way in a long time.</i>

00:18:24.065 --> 00:18:25.185 align:center
Hi, Mom.

00:18:25.745 --> 00:18:26.825 align:center
This is Will.

00:18:26.905 --> 00:18:29.905 align:center
- Will. Well, it's about time!
- Nice to meet you.

00:18:31.625 --> 00:18:34.545 align:center
We were just having a drink with
some friends, Susana and Ramón.

00:18:34.625 --> 00:18:35.785 align:center
They're members of this club.

00:18:35.865 --> 00:18:37.825 align:center
Are you sure
the two of you aren't sisters?

00:18:37.905 --> 00:18:39.505 align:center
What a thing to say.

00:18:40.105 --> 00:18:42.265 align:center
Oh look, here comes the boss.

00:18:42.345 --> 00:18:46.385 align:center
<i>Thanks to her parents, I started</i>
<i>working at a prestigious energy company.</i>

00:18:47.705 --> 00:18:48.905 align:center
Will.

00:18:48.985 --> 00:18:49.985 align:center
Nice to meet you.

00:18:50.065 --> 00:18:53.985 align:center
<i>Then we put down a deposit</i>
<i>on a penthouse in the middle of the city.</i>

00:18:54.065 --> 00:18:56.545 align:center
<i>My future was perfectly mapped out.</i>

00:18:56.625 --> 00:18:57.625 align:center
<i>Juan was right about that.</i>

00:18:57.705 --> 00:19:00.105 align:center
Then, it all went to shit.

00:19:12.345 --> 00:19:13.785 align:center
That must have been horrible.

00:19:15.785 --> 00:19:17.905 align:center
So how are you feeling now?

00:19:18.425 --> 00:19:19.625 align:center
Uh…

00:19:20.625 --> 00:19:22.145 align:center
Like a piece of shit.

00:19:23.265 --> 00:19:25.185 align:center
I killed my very best friend.

00:19:27.625 --> 00:19:29.345 align:center
But you're not a murderer.

00:19:29.425 --> 00:19:31.785 align:center
No really, I'm serious.

00:19:32.825 --> 00:19:35.785 align:center
I mean, technically,
you might be a killer.

00:19:39.825 --> 00:19:41.585 align:center
I forgot about how honest you always were.

00:19:43.385 --> 00:19:45.265 align:center
Good people deserve to hear the truth.

00:19:48.945 --> 00:19:50.385 align:center
And… And you?

00:19:51.225 --> 00:19:53.545 align:center
Why are you here?
This hospital isn't near your house.

00:19:53.625 --> 00:19:57.185 align:center
Yeah, well, I'm participating
in a clinical trial.

00:19:57.265 --> 00:19:58.945 align:center
So I came here with my mother.

00:20:00.385 --> 00:20:02.465 align:center
They've got me on
some of the really good shit.

00:20:05.345 --> 00:20:06.905 align:center
- What a duo.
- Oh, yeah.

00:20:13.585 --> 00:20:15.785 align:center
I don't know. Maybe you could…

00:20:17.545 --> 00:20:20.265 align:center
make this into an opportunity

00:20:20.345 --> 00:20:22.265 align:center
to find the old Will again.

00:20:23.585 --> 00:20:24.665 align:center
The one that I knew.

00:20:25.185 --> 00:20:27.345 align:center
And then, think about the future.

00:20:27.425 --> 00:20:29.545 align:center
I don't really want to think about it.

00:20:30.505 --> 00:20:32.465 align:center
Yeah, well, you're lucky to be able to.

00:20:37.825 --> 00:20:39.985 align:center
<i>We used to see each other</i>
<i>almost every day.</i>

00:20:47.385 --> 00:20:48.425 align:center
Hello.

00:20:49.705 --> 00:20:51.545 align:center
Today's session tired you out, huh?

00:20:51.625 --> 00:20:53.265 align:center
Yeah.

00:20:54.225 --> 00:20:55.185 align:center
Yeah.

00:20:57.105 --> 00:20:58.305 align:center
I got you something.

00:20:59.105 --> 00:21:00.505 align:center
What is it?

00:21:05.425 --> 00:21:06.905 align:center
Let's see.

00:21:11.505 --> 00:21:12.705 align:center
I'm kinda nervous.

00:21:16.225 --> 00:21:17.985 align:center
I even bought one for myself.

00:21:18.065 --> 00:21:20.105 align:center
Of course you bought one for yourself.

00:21:22.945 --> 00:21:24.065 align:center
It's amazing.

00:21:25.625 --> 00:21:26.905 align:center
Thank you so much.

00:21:27.585 --> 00:21:29.065 align:center
Do you wanna play a game?

00:21:29.145 --> 00:21:32.025 align:center
Yeah, cards. Not chess, you'll beat me.

00:21:33.305 --> 00:21:35.025 align:center
Fine, we can play cards.

00:21:38.345 --> 00:21:40.265 align:center
Did they take away your driver's license?

00:21:41.825 --> 00:21:44.025 align:center
I don't have to hand it in
until the trial but…

00:21:44.825 --> 00:21:47.905 align:center
Whatever. I'm never gonna drive again.

00:21:48.865 --> 00:21:50.345 align:center
My sister always says that.

00:21:50.945 --> 00:21:51.945 align:center
Actually…

00:21:52.505 --> 00:21:54.505 align:center
you're both pretty similar to each other.

00:21:54.585 --> 00:21:56.185 align:center
- Oh yeah?
- Hm.

00:21:56.265 --> 00:21:57.225 align:center
In what ways?

00:22:00.145 --> 00:22:02.305 align:center
I don't know,
the two of you are both a little lost.

00:22:02.985 --> 00:22:04.305 align:center
Waiting for life to happen.

00:22:04.385 --> 00:22:06.065 align:center
I'm not waiting for anything.

00:22:06.905 --> 00:22:09.065 align:center
- Greta says the same thing.
- I'm not.

00:22:10.865 --> 00:22:14.305 align:center
When she was really small,
she'd always… She would wait for me.

00:22:14.385 --> 00:22:17.185 align:center
And see what I wanted before
she would order, you know?

00:22:17.265 --> 00:22:20.465 align:center
Like when we'd eat at a hamburger place

00:22:20.545 --> 00:22:23.865 align:center
or with presents
or even with our costumes.

00:22:23.945 --> 00:22:27.745 align:center
One Halloween, you know, I went as
Wednesday and she went as Thing.

00:22:28.585 --> 00:22:30.585 align:center
- Yeah. It was very cute.
- I hope you've got a photo.

00:22:30.665 --> 00:22:32.345 align:center
My mother has photos somewhere.

00:22:35.025 --> 00:22:37.825 align:center
Greta's truly my favorite person.

00:22:38.585 --> 00:22:41.065 align:center
You've got to meet her.
She was here this morning.

00:22:41.945 --> 00:22:43.785 align:center
I'm not in the mood to meet anyone at all.

00:22:43.865 --> 00:22:46.665 align:center
I'm not in the mood to be nice
or make small talk or answer questions.

00:22:46.745 --> 00:22:48.025 align:center
I'm not ready for that.

00:22:48.105 --> 00:22:50.385 align:center
No. You don't have to do
any of that with her.

00:22:50.465 --> 00:22:52.025 align:center
But I totally get it.

00:22:56.585 --> 00:22:59.105 align:center
It's nuts, you know,
they conceived her just to save me.

00:23:00.185 --> 00:23:01.185 align:center
Mm.

00:23:05.225 --> 00:23:07.225 align:center
Hey, can I show you something?

00:23:24.025 --> 00:23:25.945 align:center
Are you sure we're allowed up here?

00:23:26.025 --> 00:23:27.225 align:center
It's VIP only.

00:23:29.265 --> 00:23:32.785 align:center
I always look for places
that don't feel like a hospital.

00:23:47.425 --> 00:23:49.345 align:center
What do you think happens when we die?

00:23:53.825 --> 00:23:54.665 align:center
Nothing.

00:23:54.745 --> 00:23:57.105 align:center
Will, don't say that
to someone who's immunocompromised.

00:23:57.185 --> 00:23:58.065 align:center
I'm sorry.

00:23:58.145 --> 00:24:00.425 align:center
No. I mean, yeah.
There's something out there.

00:24:00.505 --> 00:24:01.825 align:center
Yeah, for sure.

00:24:05.225 --> 00:24:07.265 align:center
You know, I think that after we die…

00:24:08.785 --> 00:24:11.345 align:center
Or at least when you start getting closer
to the end of your life…

00:24:12.945 --> 00:24:14.145 align:center
You see your whole life,

00:24:14.705 --> 00:24:17.105 align:center
sort of like a movie and, um…

00:24:17.665 --> 00:24:20.145 align:center
you see the meaning of everything
and you can leave in peace.

00:24:20.945 --> 00:24:21.825 align:center
Huh.

00:24:22.345 --> 00:24:26.225 align:center
And there's… there's a part of you
that leaves but there's another…

00:24:27.105 --> 00:24:30.705 align:center
another part that stays on earth
with all the people that…

00:24:31.465 --> 00:24:34.385 align:center
loved you and stays in the places
and things you loved.

00:24:34.985 --> 00:24:37.705 align:center
You would make a very good therapist,
you know, Lucy.

00:24:38.145 --> 00:24:39.025 align:center
What do you think?

00:24:39.825 --> 00:24:41.105 align:center
I think that would've been nice.

00:24:41.185 --> 00:24:42.305 align:center
It would be.

00:24:43.305 --> 00:24:45.305 align:center
That's the right tense, just so you know.

00:24:49.385 --> 00:24:51.945 align:center
What would you like to study?

00:24:52.745 --> 00:24:54.185 align:center
When you get out of here?

00:24:56.225 --> 00:24:58.385 align:center
Even if I get out of here,
I'll have to come back.

00:24:59.825 --> 00:25:01.185 align:center
There's no cure for what I've got.

00:25:01.265 --> 00:25:04.185 align:center
Okay, sure. But, in the meantime,
you've gotta do something.

00:25:07.625 --> 00:25:10.465 align:center
Well, what do you think you'll do
when you get outta here?

00:25:12.425 --> 00:25:13.705 align:center
Keep visiting you.

00:25:20.225 --> 00:25:22.665 align:center
<i>When they discharged me, I came back here.</i>

00:25:22.745 --> 00:25:24.985 align:center
- Thanks a lot, man. I'll see you tomorrow.
- Thanks.

00:25:26.265 --> 00:25:29.465 align:center
<i>I bought the camper van</i>
<i>and got the job at Zinrock.</i>

00:25:29.545 --> 00:25:31.065 align:center
<i>I think that subconsciously,</i>

00:25:31.145 --> 00:25:34.265 align:center
<i>I did it because I couldn't</i>
<i>stop thinking about what Lucy said.</i>

00:25:34.345 --> 00:25:36.985 align:center
<i>I wanted to find</i>
<i>the version of Will she used to know.</i>

00:25:37.065 --> 00:25:38.985 align:center
<i>I went to see her whenever I could.</i>

00:25:39.745 --> 00:25:40.945 align:center
When do you go home?

00:25:41.745 --> 00:25:43.265 align:center
It's close for me now, too.

00:25:44.945 --> 00:25:46.545 align:center
I don't think it'll be long.

00:25:49.025 --> 00:25:51.105 align:center
Have you heard anything about your trial?

00:25:54.385 --> 00:25:56.785 align:center
My lawyer says these things take time.

00:25:58.145 --> 00:26:00.625 align:center
And she's trying to settle with them

00:26:00.705 --> 00:26:03.345 align:center
but I'll have to apologize
to Juan's parents.

00:26:03.425 --> 00:26:04.465 align:center
Then why don't you?

00:26:05.385 --> 00:26:06.865 align:center
Because it's impossible.

00:26:06.945 --> 00:26:09.265 align:center
You can't just apologize
for something like that.

00:26:09.345 --> 00:26:12.465 align:center
You apologize for being late,
not for killing someone's son.

00:26:12.985 --> 00:26:17.465 align:center
Well, I think I would still
like to apologize… to my family.

00:26:17.545 --> 00:26:18.985 align:center
Wait, for what?

00:26:21.945 --> 00:26:23.025 align:center
Uh…

00:26:24.945 --> 00:26:28.865 align:center
For basically having ruined their entire
lives. But I can't really do that either.

00:26:29.505 --> 00:26:31.905 align:center
Because I know that what's wrong with me
isn't my fault.

00:26:33.505 --> 00:26:34.585 align:center
I understand.

00:26:42.425 --> 00:26:43.865 align:center
I want…

00:26:45.825 --> 00:26:47.385 align:center
I wanna ask you something, Will.

00:26:50.105 --> 00:26:52.265 align:center
The clinical trial isn't working and--

00:26:52.345 --> 00:26:54.345 align:center
They could try something else.

00:26:55.065 --> 00:26:56.105 align:center
Couldn't they?

00:27:01.025 --> 00:27:01.865 align:center
No.

00:27:05.025 --> 00:27:06.745 align:center
It's just… It's just…

00:27:08.345 --> 00:27:10.905 align:center
Everything is coming to an end
and it's okay.

00:27:12.105 --> 00:27:13.385 align:center
I'm very tired.

00:27:15.425 --> 00:27:16.705 align:center
Don't visit me anymore.

00:27:17.985 --> 00:27:19.785 align:center
What are you saying? No.

00:27:20.505 --> 00:27:22.865 align:center
Will, I don't want you
to go through this. It's too hard.

00:27:22.945 --> 00:27:24.345 align:center
- Let's play another game.
- No.

00:27:24.425 --> 00:27:25.505 align:center
You start.

00:27:25.585 --> 00:27:26.985 align:center
I'm being really serious.

00:27:31.425 --> 00:27:32.785 align:center
Will you respect my decision?

00:27:37.265 --> 00:27:39.225 align:center
I still haven't seen
your Halloween photos.

00:27:45.705 --> 00:27:47.865 align:center
Well, I can send them to you by mail.

00:27:47.945 --> 00:27:50.305 align:center
It's just that
I don't get mail at the camper van.

00:27:52.265 --> 00:27:53.585 align:center
Well, I'll find a way, then.

00:27:57.345 --> 00:27:58.465 align:center
If you wish.

00:28:06.825 --> 00:28:08.385 align:center
Do you want to go up on the roof?

00:28:11.705 --> 00:28:12.945 align:center
No, I'm feeling cold.

00:28:14.985 --> 00:28:16.625 align:center
Yeah, it's cold out there.

00:28:24.945 --> 00:28:26.105 align:center
Uh…

00:28:31.745 --> 00:28:34.345 align:center
If you need anything, call me, okay?

00:28:34.865 --> 00:28:37.665 align:center
We could play a game, talk, not talk.

00:28:38.745 --> 00:28:39.785 align:center
Thanks.

00:28:40.305 --> 00:28:43.265 align:center
Listen, I know that
what I'm asking you to do is a pain.

00:28:43.345 --> 00:28:44.585 align:center
A pretty big one, yeah.

00:29:11.385 --> 00:29:13.185 align:center
You take good care of yourself, okay?

00:29:17.825 --> 00:29:18.825 align:center
You too.

00:29:19.545 --> 00:29:21.265 align:center
You're a wonderful person, Will.

00:29:27.145 --> 00:29:28.145 align:center
Don't say that.

00:29:34.225 --> 00:29:35.545 align:center
See you outside.

00:29:43.545 --> 00:29:46.625 align:center
<i>Lucy was so frail that</i>
<i>she looked like she might break.</i>

00:29:49.025 --> 00:29:50.505 align:center
<i>I never saw her again.</i>

00:30:03.745 --> 00:30:06.145 align:center
<i>Lucy got even worse shortly after that</i>

00:30:06.225 --> 00:30:08.665 align:center
<i>and was allowed to spend</i>
<i>the rest of her days at home.</i>

00:30:43.425 --> 00:30:45.345 align:center
Hi. Package for Will Tucker.

00:30:45.425 --> 00:30:48.265 align:center
<i>I didn't hear anything</i>
<i>about her again, until one day…</i>

00:30:48.345 --> 00:30:49.545 align:center
Thanks.

00:30:49.625 --> 00:30:51.545 align:center
<i>I received a package from her.</i>

00:30:52.745 --> 00:30:54.585 align:center
<i>It was the beginning of spring.</i>

00:30:59.465 --> 00:31:05.465 align:center
<i>You keep pushing me aside</i>
<i>And I can't break through</i>

00:31:08.065 --> 00:31:11.225 align:center
<i>There's no talking to you</i>

00:31:13.585 --> 00:31:17.985 align:center
<i>I'm so sad that you're leaving</i>

00:31:18.625 --> 00:31:22.105 align:center
<i>It takes time to believe it</i>

00:31:22.185 --> 00:31:23.345 align:center
Are you Greta Álvarez?

00:31:25.345 --> 00:31:27.985 align:center
Yeah. I'm Greta Álvarez, who are you?

00:31:28.705 --> 00:31:29.985 align:center
My name is Will.

00:31:30.625 --> 00:31:31.705 align:center
I've got a package for you.

00:31:36.785 --> 00:31:38.625 align:center
My life has changed thanks to you, Greta.

00:31:39.985 --> 00:31:43.665 align:center
I've never felt like this
with anyone ever in my life.

00:31:44.825 --> 00:31:46.665 align:center
And now you know who I am.

00:31:47.505 --> 00:31:49.145 align:center
Who I am, for real.

00:31:55.185 --> 00:31:56.865 align:center
Don't leave like this. Greta!

00:31:57.665 --> 00:31:58.665 align:center
Greta!

00:31:59.305 --> 00:32:00.225 align:center
Greta!

00:32:00.305 --> 00:32:02.305 align:center
- Please say something.
- What do you want me to say?

00:32:02.385 --> 00:32:04.905 align:center
That you weren't honest?
That you kept all of this from me?

00:32:04.985 --> 00:32:07.105 align:center
I mean, how could you do
all those things, Will?

00:32:07.785 --> 00:32:10.105 align:center
Seriously,
did Lucy really know all this stuff?

00:32:10.625 --> 00:32:11.945 align:center
Yeah, she knew about it.

00:32:13.505 --> 00:32:15.265 align:center
Then who are you for real, Will?

00:32:19.945 --> 00:32:25.025 align:center
<i>But I know that I'll get through this</i>

00:32:30.625 --> 00:32:35.425 align:center
<i>'Cause I know that I am strong</i>

00:32:37.985 --> 00:32:41.905 align:center
<i>No, I don't need you anymore</i>

00:32:43.345 --> 00:32:47.145 align:center
<i>No, I don't need you anymore</i>

00:32:48.625 --> 00:32:52.625 align:center
<i>No, I don't need you anymore</i>

00:32:54.025 --> 00:32:57.985 align:center
<i>No, I don't need you anymore</i>

00:32:59.945 --> 00:33:02.625 align:center
<i>No</i>

00:33:05.145 --> 00:33:08.625 align:center
<i>No</i>

00:33:10.625 --> 00:33:13.945 align:center
<i>No</i>

00:33:15.945 --> 00:33:18.625 align:center
<i>No</i>

