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Will, can you hear me?
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2 YEARS EARLIER
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Let's go. We should let him rest.
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He was very lucky.
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That's what I kept hearing around me.
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- "He was very lucky."
- Will.
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I didn't know where I was,
or what had happened.
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- Will.
- Just that my whole body hurt.
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- Oh, sweetheart.
- Mom.
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Tom! Tom!
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- He's awake!
- I'd finally woken up.
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Tom.
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But things were only going to get worse.
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HOURS BEFORE THE DISASTER
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- Don't you think we should get that?
- It's my girlfriend.
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She probably wants
to wish me a happy birthday.
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- Really?
- Yeah.
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Happy birthday!
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Fuck.
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Do you want to answer it?
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She's super-nice.
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Okay, I'm gonna answer it. Hey, Elena!
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Cut it out!
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I know what you're thinking.
That I was a total asshole.
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But I'm not going to hide anything.
Please just listen to what I have to say.
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The Perseids, a remarkable meteor shower…
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Will!
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You can usually see them
around the same dates…
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Ah, the birthday boy!
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- Happy birthday, my love!
- Thanks.
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- We thought you'd sleep here last night.
- Last-minute thing.
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You'll be here for the Perseids?
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No, I'll pass.
I'm seeing Juan and the guys later.
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I used to live my life
without worrying about consequences.
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Assuming that everyone would just
forgive me no matter what I did.
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THE MAP OF LONGING
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Finally!
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Happy birthday, my love!
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Thank you , sweetheart. How are ya?
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Are you still in bed?
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You're unbelievable. I've been
calling you all day, you know?
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I know. I'm sorry, honey. It's just that,
I was busy with my parents and then I…
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- Look, I'm sorry.
- It's okay, love.
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- We've got to make some decisions about--
- Sweetheart. Honey, I'm sorry.
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Sorry. Look, the guys are waiting for me.
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But I promise you I'll take care
of everything next week, okay?
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- Fine.
- And I'll cook for us.
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- I love you.
- Me too.
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Hey! Come on, man! Come on!
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Coming, asshole!
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- Tucker! There's the birthday boy!
- Hey!
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Happy birthday, man! What's with
the beard? You look like a homeless guy.
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- Does Elena like it?
- What?
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- At least I'm not going bald! Huh?
- Shut up! Cut it out asshole.
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Whose car is this?
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Your parents?
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No fuckin' way.
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No way, holy shit! You gotta
jump into a car like this feet first!
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If you scratch it,
I'll knock your teeth out.
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Don't be such a kill joy.
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And if you step on it again,
I'll cut off your feet.
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Come on, just shut up and start the car.
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Will, this car is fucking amazing, dude.
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But I don't know if you noticed that
you can't fit a kid's car seat in here?
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No way. His other car was awesome too.
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Yeah, but the other one was a little
too basic for Tucker, wasn't it?
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Haven't you seen
the mobster penthouse he bought?
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- No.
- No?
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- How do you know about that?
- Holy fucking shit.
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- Your girlfriend's been posting pictures.
- Holy shit! Tucker, that's nuts!
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Since when do you
and Elena follow each other?
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Since we hooked up one New Year's Eve.
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Sounds like wedding bells, huh?
We're gonna have a party!
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Hey! Tucker's already got everything
perfectly planned out, doesn't he?
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Fancy apartment, check. Girlfriend, check.
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Sick car, check.
It's all check, check, check, check.
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Which is why I'm not
still living with my parents.
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Ooh.
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Ah!
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- This is gonna be awesome.
- Gema's coming too.
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Hey!
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- What the fuck?
- What's wrong?
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Don't light up that joint in here.
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Hey. What the fuck
are you talking about, man?
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I told you not to light that.
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Fine, I won't light it.
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Dude, what's up with you?
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What's up, man?
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You're not drinking anything, Tucker?
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I'm good. I don't want any. What is it?
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That your car? Hey there, kid!
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That car there, is it yours?
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Yeah, something wrong?
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How much did it cost?
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Quite a lot.
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You know they ripped you off?
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Because it's just sheet metal.
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Only good for picking up.
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Yeah, but I don't need a car to get laid.
Then why'd you buy it, you fucking loser?
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Because only a loser
would buy a car like that.
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I bought it because I like making
assholes like you jealous.
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Hey, what's going on?
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Nothing at all, man.
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Whatever.
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Seems like you came here to show off.
So let's race, huh?
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What kind of car can you possibly have?
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Mine's normal but it goes fuckin' fast.
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It's a real car. Not one for losers.
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- Really?
- Uh-huh.
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I'm gonna make you shut the fuck up.
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- This guy's just an asshole.
- Come on,
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we're racing with this fuckin' loser
in the fancy shirt!
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I should have thrown him out of
the car with all my strength right then.
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Step on it, come on!
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Faster, Tucker! Step on it!
Come on, we've gotta get ahead!
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Go, go! Yes, yes, yes, yes! Come on, yes!
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Come on! Tucker, come on!
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- Whoo! Yeah! There you go!
- Whoo! Yeah!
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Come on, man! You've got this!
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Look, Dad, another one.
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- But, aren't they stars?
- No.
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They're just particles.
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They're coming from a comet
that's passing by.
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And, does it happen
every year on the same day?
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Yeah. The exact same day.
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They come to wish you a happy birthday.
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Darling.
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Don't move sweetheart.
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You could get dizzy.
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What happened?
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You were in a terrible car accident.
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On El Pinar Road.
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Careful, now, don't touch it.
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Do you remember what happened?
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They put you into
an induced coma because of the crash.
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They took out your spleen and…
they had to do an operation on your leg.
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You were so lucky, son.
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I'll go find the doctor.
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And Juan?
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Is he okay?
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He was with me.
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No.
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What?
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What happened?
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The paramedics
weren't able to help him, Will.
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He was dead when they got there.
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He wasn't wearing his seatbelt.
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It wasn't your fault, honey.
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Of course it was my fault.
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All I could think about was Juan.
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About all the things
we would have done together
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and what he would never get to accomplish.
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It was like he was always by my side.
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- Do you like this color?
- I was supposed to move on.
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- This sink is suspended.
- But I couldn't.
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I couldn't even cry.
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I had no right.
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- Why the fuck hadn't I died?
- What's up, man?
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How are you?
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Despite it all, everyone
kept telling me how lucky I had been.
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You've been very lucky.
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And thank goodness
you hadn't been drinking, Will.
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That's why they didn't ask
for a pre-trial detention.
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But either way, we have to reach
an agreement before the trial.
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By the way, the lawyer said Juan's family
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want an apology from you
as one of the conditions.
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An in-person apology.
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No. I can't.
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You're going to have to.
Otherwise there won't be any agreement.
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- They can ask for what they want.
- I won't be able to look them in the eye.
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Can I come in?
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Sure, come in. I was just leaving.
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- Hi, Patricia.
- Hello.
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Hi, sweetie.
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Try to get some rest, okay?
And don't worry too much.
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- We'll figure something out. Bye.
- Bye.
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How'd it go?
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The, uh, bathroom's looking really great.
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I think you're gonna love it.
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- Look.
- No, no, no. No.
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I can't keep doing this, Elena.
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- But everything's nearly fini--
- I don't mean the apartment.
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I've been keeping things from you.
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Some of these are from my birthday.
And a lot of other days, too.
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You can see for yourself,
they're all time-stamped. Here.
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Who are they?
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What the fuck is this?
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- Is this some kind of joke, or…?
- I'm not who you think I am.
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- I don't want to keep lying to you.
- What are you talking about?
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I wanna end things.
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- What do you mean end things?
- I can't do this anymore.
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Do what you want with the apartment.
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I'll get Patricia
to take care of my share.
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Will, what the fuck is going on?
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Look at me, Will! Goddamnit!
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Who are you? I can't just…
What the hell kind of person are you?
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I guess I'm just a fraud.
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I guess so.
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So everything between us was a lie?
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God. You're a fucking asshole, Will.
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That was the last time I saw her.
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And the last time I did something shitty
to someone who didn't deserve it.
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I also quit my job, quit the club.
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And I broke all ties with
everyone I knew from college.
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I hated myself so much that I had to
get away from anyone and everyone.
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Especially anyone who cared about me.
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I had hit rock bottom.
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And then one day, someone showed up and
changed the way I thought about the world.
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Someone you know very well.
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Will?
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Is that…
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It is you!
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I can't believe it. Will Tucker.
Who else could it be but you?
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I'm sorry, who are you?
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Oh, really, you don't recognize me?
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Although, looking the way I do now,
I guess I don't blame you.
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So, I'll tell you…
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if you beat me in a game of chess.
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No.
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I'm not gonna play chess.
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Okay.
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Do you have something better to do?
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Check.
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So no one can beat you, huh?
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- No.
- Right.
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I'm known at this place.
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Ah! You know, that is…
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a bit of a clue.
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No?
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- No.
- Okay. All right… Mm.
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I know that you love glitter. Hm?
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And I know you really don't like
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this stuff from Wales that's called
something, like, "Glamorgan."
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And I also know you had
a bit of a hard time in school.
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Lucy?
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- Lucy Álvarez?
- Yeah!
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- Lu… Lucy Álvarez? No.
- Yes! Yes, it's me.
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This is…
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- Crazy.
- Yeah, very.
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So then, what are you doing here?
What happened to you?
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I don't know, you don't…
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You don't seem like yourself.
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Yeah.
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No.
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I'm not the same Will you used to know.
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I met Lucy when we were seven years
old and I had just arrived in Spain.
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We came because of my father's job,
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and we lived in
a big house in the countryside
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with a huge garden, and chickens.
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Go take a shower, farm boy!
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Good morning, Merche.
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- Look who we have here.
- Welcome, Lucy.
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Why don't you sit next to Will?
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See you later.
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- Hi, Will. My name's Lucy.
- Oh, hi.
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Farm boy's got a girlfriend!
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Sebastian! Tino!
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I think you dropped this.
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Ah!
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What is that?
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Glamorgan, it's a Welsh sausage.
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What? I've never heard of Welsh sausage.
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Mine's turkey. Wanna trade?
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From that day on, Lucy and I
would always share our sandwiches.
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And that way we shared
the disgust and the delight equally.
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Told you.
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What about half and half?
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Here, Will. It's yours now.
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If you put it up to the sun,
it looks like stardust.
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I loved that pen so much.
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I kept it for a long time.
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Eventually, Lucy had a relapse
and then school became hell for me again.
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What do you think?
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Do you like it?
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That was one of the reasons
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my parents decided
to move us to a bigger city.
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Are you sure you won't miss the gardens?
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Or the chickens?
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Need help?
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Take this.
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My little sister's better than you.
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Since I was new, I didn't know anyone yet,
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and I could be whoever I wanted.
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Well then, bring her down!
We can play one on one!
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She's six years old.
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You're the new guy, right?
My name is Juan.
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Will Tucker!
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Wow! Your name
is straight out of a zombie movie.
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Juan was a pretty typical kid
but no one ever messed with him.
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Look, Tucker.
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Sometimes he could be a jerk. But
if you were on his side, you were safe.
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You've got to hold it here.
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Hey, you. Come here.
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Come over here!
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Don't act like you can't hear me!
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At first, I would just pretend
to act like him.
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What kind of sandwich is that?
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Is it chorizo again, nerd?
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But after a while,
I became exactly like him.
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So what is it?
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Mortadella? Gross!
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I loved that everyone
finally respected me.
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And as I got older,
I started to want more.
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I studied Law, even though I spent
half of my degree partying.
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I made lots of contacts,
and I became a new Will Tucker.
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Oh, really?
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And he was
even more of a jerk than before.
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Hey there! Weren't you headed to Ale's?
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No, it's dead there.
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This is my cousin, Elena.
She just arrived from Madrid.
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Hello everyone. Thanks.
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From Madrid? Which part?
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Shh. She's got a boyfriend.
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I was only asking her about Madrid.
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Why are you even here?
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- He's waiting to get into the club.
- You should ask your parents.
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What? Not to let him in?
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Don't listen to your cousin.
You can trust me.
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Elena was the perfect girl to
start building a new, perfect life with.
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Even if it was fake.
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I haven't thought about things
that way in a long time.
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Hi, Mom.
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This is Will.
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- Will. Well, it's about time!
- Nice to meet you.
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We were just having a drink with
some friends, Susana and Ramón.
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They're members of this club.
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Are you sure
the two of you aren't sisters?
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What a thing to say.
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Oh look, here comes the boss.
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Thanks to her parents, I started
working at a prestigious energy company.
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Will.
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Nice to meet you.
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Then we put down a deposit
on a penthouse in the middle of the city.
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My future was perfectly mapped out.
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Juan was right about that.
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Then, it all went to shit.
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That must have been horrible.
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So how are you feeling now?
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Uh…
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Like a piece of shit.
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I killed my very best friend.
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But you're not a murderer.
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No really, I'm serious.
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I mean, technically,
you might be a killer.
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I forgot about how honest you always were.
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Good people deserve to hear the truth.
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And… And you?
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Why are you here?
This hospital isn't near your house.
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Yeah, well, I'm participating
in a clinical trial.
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So I came here with my mother.
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They've got me on
some of the really good shit.
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- What a duo.
- Oh, yeah.
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I don't know. Maybe you could…
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make this into an opportunity
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to find the old Will again.
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The one that I knew.
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And then, think about the future.
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I don't really want to think about it.
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Yeah, well, you're lucky to be able to.
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We used to see each other
almost every day.
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Hello.
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Today's session tired you out, huh?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I got you something.
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What is it?
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Let's see.
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I'm kinda nervous.
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I even bought one for myself.
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Of course you bought one for yourself.
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It's amazing.
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Thank you so much.
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Do you wanna play a game?
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Yeah, cards. Not chess, you'll beat me.
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Fine, we can play cards.
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Did they take away your driver's license?
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I don't have to hand it in
until the trial but…
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Whatever. I'm never gonna drive again.
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My sister always says that.
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Actually…
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you're both pretty similar to each other.
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- Oh yeah?
- Hm.
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In what ways?
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I don't know,
the two of you are both a little lost.
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Waiting for life to happen.
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I'm not waiting for anything.
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- Greta says the same thing.
- I'm not.
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When she was really small,
she'd always… She would wait for me.
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And see what I wanted before
she would order, you know?
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Like when we'd eat at a hamburger place
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or with presents
or even with our costumes.
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One Halloween, you know, I went as
Wednesday and she went as Thing.
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- Yeah. It was very cute.
- I hope you've got a photo.
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My mother has photos somewhere.
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Greta's truly my favorite person.
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You've got to meet her.
She was here this morning.
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I'm not in the mood to meet anyone at all.
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I'm not in the mood to be nice
or make small talk or answer questions.
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I'm not ready for that.
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No. You don't have to do
any of that with her.
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But I totally get it.
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It's nuts, you know,
they conceived her just to save me.
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Mm.
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Hey, can I show you something?
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Are you sure we're allowed up here?
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It's VIP only.
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I always look for places
that don't feel like a hospital.
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What do you think happens when we die?
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Nothing.
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Will, don't say that
to someone who's immunocompromised.
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I'm sorry.
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No. I mean, yeah.
There's something out there.
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Yeah, for sure.
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You know, I think that after we die…
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Or at least when you start getting closer
to the end of your life…
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You see your whole life,
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sort of like a movie and, um…
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you see the meaning of everything
and you can leave in peace.
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Huh.
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And there's… there's a part of you
that leaves but there's another…
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another part that stays on earth
with all the people that…
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loved you and stays in the places
and things you loved.
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You would make a very good therapist,
you know, Lucy.
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What do you think?
24:39.825 --> 24:41.105
I think that would've been nice.
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It would be.
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That's the right tense, just so you know.
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What would you like to study?
24:52.745 --> 24:54.185
When you get out of here?
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Even if I get out of here,
I'll have to come back.
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There's no cure for what I've got.
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Okay, sure. But, in the meantime,
you've gotta do something.
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Well, what do you think you'll do
when you get outta here?
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Keep visiting you.
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When they discharged me, I came back here.
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- Thanks a lot, man. I'll see you tomorrow.
- Thanks.
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I bought the camper van
and got the job at Zinrock.
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I think that subconsciously,
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I did it because I couldn't
stop thinking about what Lucy said.
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I wanted to find
the version of Will she used to know.
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I went to see her whenever I could.
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When do you go home?
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It's close for me now, too.
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I don't think it'll be long.
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Have you heard anything about your trial?
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My lawyer says these things take time.
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And she's trying to settle with them
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but I'll have to apologize
to Juan's parents.
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Then why don't you?
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Because it's impossible.
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You can't just apologize
for something like that.
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You apologize for being late,
not for killing someone's son.
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Well, I think I would still
like to apologize… to my family.
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Wait, for what?
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Uh…
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For basically having ruined their entire
lives. But I can't really do that either.
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Because I know that what's wrong with me
isn't my fault.
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I understand.
26:42.425 --> 26:43.865
I want…
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I wanna ask you something, Will.
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The clinical trial isn't working and--
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They could try something else.
26:55.065 --> 26:56.105
Couldn't they?
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No.
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It's just… It's just…
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Everything is coming to an end
and it's okay.
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I'm very tired.
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Don't visit me anymore.
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What are you saying? No.
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Will, I don't want you
to go through this. It's too hard.
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- Let's play another game.
- No.
27:24.425 --> 27:25.505
You start.
27:25.585 --> 27:26.985
I'm being really serious.
27:31.425 --> 27:32.785
Will you respect my decision?
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I still haven't seen
your Halloween photos.
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Well, I can send them to you by mail.
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It's just that
I don't get mail at the camper van.
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Well, I'll find a way, then.
27:57.345 --> 27:58.465
If you wish.
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Do you want to go up on the roof?
28:11.705 --> 28:12.945
No, I'm feeling cold.
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Yeah, it's cold out there.
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Uh…
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If you need anything, call me, okay?
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We could play a game, talk, not talk.
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Thanks.
28:40.305 --> 28:43.265
Listen, I know that
what I'm asking you to do is a pain.
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A pretty big one, yeah.
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You take good care of yourself, okay?
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You too.
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You're a wonderful person, Will.
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Don't say that.
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See you outside.
29:43.545 --> 29:46.625
Lucy was so frail that
she looked like she might break.
29:49.025 --> 29:50.505
I never saw her again.
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Lucy got even worse shortly after that
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and was allowed to spend
the rest of her days at home.
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Hi. Package for Will Tucker.
30:45.425 --> 30:48.265
I didn't hear anything
about her again, until one day…
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Thanks.
30:49.625 --> 30:51.545
I received a package from her.
30:52.745 --> 30:54.585
It was the beginning of spring.
30:59.465 --> 31:05.465
You keep pushing me aside
And I can't break through
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There's no talking to you
31:13.585 --> 31:17.985
I'm so sad that you're leaving
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It takes time to believe it
31:22.185 --> 31:23.345
Are you Greta Álvarez?
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Yeah. I'm Greta Álvarez, who are you?
31:28.705 --> 31:29.985
My name is Will.
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I've got a package for you.
31:36.785 --> 31:38.625
My life has changed thanks to you, Greta.
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I've never felt like this
with anyone ever in my life.
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And now you know who I am.
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Who I am, for real.
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Don't leave like this. Greta!
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Greta!
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Greta!
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- Please say something.
- What do you want me to say?
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That you weren't honest?
That you kept all of this from me?
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I mean, how could you do
all those things, Will?
32:07.785 --> 32:10.105
Seriously,
did Lucy really know all this stuff?
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Yeah, she knew about it.
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Then who are you for real, Will?
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But I know that I'll get through this
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'Cause I know that I am strong
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No, I don't need you anymore
32:43.345 --> 32:47.145
No, I don't need you anymore
32:48.625 --> 32:52.625
No, I don't need you anymore
32:54.025 --> 32:57.985
No, I don't need you anymore
32:59.945 --> 33:02.625
No
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No
33:10.625 --> 33:13.945
No
33:15.945 --> 33:18.625
No