How long have you been up?
Don't know, a while.
There's fresh coffee in there if you want.
Thank you.
So, did you think of anything you want for your birthday?
No, I don't want anything.
You sure? Speak up or I'll choose for you.
Well, as long as you don't give me a hot dog warmer.
Where in the world did you get that?
Oh yeah, what a great gift, huh?
We put it to great use. We used it a lot, Greta.
- Come on. - Well…
Gimme that. I'll wash it now.
Tell your mother I'm going to do lunch with a client, okay? When she gets up.
Sure.
There's something for you here.
It was by the door.
Everything all right?
Yeah. It's just a thing from a friend.
- Dad… - Have a great day.
Yeah, see ya.
IT'S BETTER IF YOU CARRY ON ALONE. SORRY.
THE MAP OF LONGING
EL LAGO CAMPSITE AND CAMPER PARK
Will?
Will!
I hope you aren't in there shutting me out.
Will!
Spying's really rude.
So is disappearing like you did.
Why won't you answer my calls?
What's wrong? You don't wanna talk to me anymore?
Honestly, I don't.
Yeah, why not?
You think you're being mature about things?
No, that's not what I'm going for, actually.
I just don't know how to deal right now.
Will, does this have something to do with the other night?
You also said you were in trouble.
If you touched me, you'd get burned.
- Hmm. - And I don't want that for you, okay?
That's what's gonna happen if we keep seeing each other.
But you know nothing happened the other night, huh?
Face it, Greta.
You do feel it.
Yeah.
Do it with someone else. All right?
Who's that supposed to be? Will, Lucy sent you to do it.
- Well, she was wrong to. - Right.
I don't want to anymore.
I wish you could respect that choice.
Of course, now that you finally said it to my face, I get it.
You want me to leave you alone?
Hmm? Right now?
Sure, I will, but I feel a lot of resistance. Shouldn't it be easy?
It should. I don't know why it's hard.
It's why I didn't wanna talk.
But… what happened? Are you a monster? Tell me and I'll go.
No, no, I'm not a monster.
So, what's the problem?
I… I… I don't get why you have a lawyer.
Should I be scared of you?
No. No, of course not.
Do you really have a criminal record?
No.
- Will. - I don't have one.
But one day, I will.
I have to go to trial.
- Fuck. - But don't…
I'm not a criminal, I swear. It's just a legal battle. Complicated stuff.
Yeah, whatever. I don't know what to think anymore.
No, please don't leave like that.
Please forgive me.
I'm a total mess.
Yeah.
Me too.
So what do we do?
Well, how about we see how things flow between us. Mm?
Right.
- How about I hang onto the game? - 'Kay.
And just give it a think for a while.
Do yoga, or whatever you Scots do to reflect, and if you feel like it, call me.
'Cause I'll answer if ever you decide to.
I'll see you.
This dream I'm dreaming
Won't you wake me up tonight
'Cause this life I'm living
Doesn't really feel like mine
Boy, you sure outdid yourself with this game, sis.
And the worst part…
is you're gone.
Fucking great.
Never thought you were leaving
- Woo! Make a wish! I know! - Congratulations, dear.
Us traveling together.
- Is it my wish or yours? - It's ours.
Amazing! I love it!
Come on, or you'll never do it. Put it in there.
I got you this 'cause it was on your phone searches, just so you know.
Well, thanks. All right, next.
You gotta.
The cardigan robe.
You ready?
- Nice, huh? - What is that? A robe?
No, it's a cardigan, silly. Like Harry Styles wears, you know?
It's not, it's more of a granny robe. Seriously, it's hideous.
Relax, will ya? Then don't ask to borrow it, I know you.
I am keeping this cardigan robe.
It's all yours if you wear it.
Great. I'm not promising I'll wear it.
So what do I do with all this stuff now?
Ask Dad to help you out.
Really, Dad?
It's better than Mom, right?
Yeah.
Okay.
Hello?
Hi, can I speak with Jacobo? I thought I was calling his cell phone.
Yes. Yes, yes, yes, he left it at the office.
He'll be back soon. Would you like to leave him a message?
Um, no.
No, no, no. It's fine.
Thanks a lot.
Bye now.
Excuse me. Sorry, you can't leave your bike there.
Is Jacobo back yet? I'm his daughter.
Oh, yes. You called and spoke to me a little earlier. He hasn't returned yet.
Maribel's here though?
Maribel? Mm. Yes, yes, sure she is. I'll go get her.
Greta!
Nice to see you! I was pretty sure it was you.
- Hi. - How are you, darling?
And your mother? I haven't seen her in so long.
- Well, she's not very social. - Yeah.
Uh, do you know where my father is?
He said he had a lunch meeting with a client.
A client? No, he's seeing some later today.
Okay, do you know where I can find him?
He eats outs out pretty often, but I don't know his usual spots.
Do you know anything?
Oh, hi.
HEMATOLOGICAL ONCOLOGY LABORATORY
Greta.
- What are you doing here? Something wrong? - No.
No, everything's fine.
I went to your office.
Dad, is this where you come for lunch every day?
Not every day.
When I get the chance to.
Lucy used to love coming out here.
You kinda forget you're in a hospital here.
Did you need something?
Mm-hmm.
Sorta.
I'm wondering if you'd help me practice driving.
I want to get my full license.
So you wanna drive?
Well, I think it's worth a shot. Yes.
Know what? I also have a special place where I eat. Reminds me of her.
Do you wanna go with me?
Yeah, I'd love that.
My food's not all that great anyway.
- Let's go now. - Let's do it!
- You wanna? - Let's go.
I haven't come back here since Lucy's last discharge.
Is this too much for you?
No. It's fine. It's fine.
- Hey Greta, how are you? - Oh, hi!
Wait, let me guess. Your father?
Oh my God, you two have the same vibe. It's crazy.
Jacobo. And this is Mía. She's a friend.
Nice to meet you. Mía?
My mom really liked Pulp Fiction.
- Mia Wallace was great. - Wow! You know stuff, huh?
What can I get you? I guess your usual kid's menu. And you?
I want a big old cheeseburger
with cheese and bacon and everything else you can think of.
And a lemonade.
Okay, I'll have the same as my daughter,
and how about I take the rest of the day off.
You totally should.
So, how about we do some practice driving later.
Great.
Yeah?
Um…
Lucy asked me to do it.
To take the test.
What do you mean she asked?
She created a game for me,
with a bunch of letters and challenges.
But I don't really know how to explain it.
And when did she do this?
Before her death.
She left it for me as a surprise farewell gift.
I got it recently, actually.
So what's it like? Could you show it to me?
It's supposed to be just for me.
Sorry, Dad.
No, it's fine.
It's all right.
I'm delighted she did that for you though.
The latest note I've read is asking me to donate all of her clothes.
But I can't do it by myself.
Greta, your mother won't let you do that.
Well, that's why I need your help.
Your mother and I haven't been doing very well lately.
Yeah.
It kinda feels like there's nothing left between the two of you.
No, no, no. No, that's not it. Of course there is.
We'll always be a family, we love each other.
I know, but are you still in love with her?
At our age, it's not as cut and dry like when you're 20 or so.
Well, I think it is, Papa.
There are certain old people who have wild love affairs.
Excuse me?
Did you really just call me old?
- Here you go, guys. - No.
Mia. You know, your friend just called me old?
She's out of it, Jacobo. Delulu, don't listen to her.
Wow.
- Yeah, wow. - I think we went overboard.
It's a lot.
If Lucy says something in those notes about me, you'll let me know?
Yeah, of course I will.
All right, let's eat.
I think you did a really good job driving.
Yeah. Come on, I saw you all nervous and sweating.
Only because it's a hot day.
Seriously, you did great, you'll ace the test.
- You're fine. You'll do great. - Whatever you say, Dad.
What the hell happened in here?
There's nothing left in her closet.
- Mom, wait, I can explain. - I had to.
It had to be done.
Don't ever touch her stuff without asking me!
- Rosi... - Mama!
Lucy said she wanted her stuff donated.
Well, I don't care what she wanted. I don't want anyone going in here.
I'm serious!
WILL TUCKER: IS MY POSITION STILL AVAILABLE?
I wanna love you Till the end of another
Another broken little dream of another
I'm gonna fight you To the end of another
Another broken little dream…
- What's up? - Will's in the stock room.
He'll be right back. Want a beer?
Sure, I'd love one.
So, uh, how is he? How's he doing?
Well, he looks a little disoriented.
He's really forgetful, he cuts himself.
The other day, he freaked me out.
- What? How? What the hell happened? - Well, he was…
all locked in and stuff, with a knife.
As I walked up to him, I noticed he was carving a heart.
So beautiful.
- With a nice "G" inside it. - You're such an asshole.
You had me worried. I was all nervous!
I've got no idea how Will's doing. No one does.
But he's a pretty magnetic guy, huh?
He reels people in to Zinrock.
Oh yeah? And it's working?
Don't know. What do you think?
Could you two quit talking about me?
Hi there.
Hey, would you like me to play some music? I don't wanna trigger you again.
Head banger stuff. Mm.
I've got this for you.
Done thinking about it?
No, I don't think so.
To be honest,
I'm just gonna try to go with the flow.
Gotta trust Lucy.
And you? You wanna start where we left off or…?
Was Lucy aware?
Yeah.
She knew about everything.
Well, that's great then.
So, I'll just trust her judgment.
So you know, I missed you.
So, Greta, how would you like to walk a couple more dogs?
I've got a few friends who have dogs too.
One has a monkey, actually, if you're interested.
What kind of friends do you have anyway?
It's an eclectic bunch, honey.
- Pretty impressive, huh? - Mm.
A friend of mine painted it.
As soon as I saw it, I told her, "This one's for me." It was love at first sight.
- It really sucks you in, huh? - Mm-hmm.
You know, it reminds me of your mother.
She was brilliant.
- My father says she was awesome. - He's right, she really was.
Your mother could've easily sold an igloo at the North Pole.
She was so endearing, so enthusiastic, honest, confident.
And then she totally fell for your father.
The Brangelinos, we branded them.
Really?
Tell her she's welcome to come for coffee.
Yeah, no, sure, I'll tell her, but she won't say yes.
Just tell her.
Don't leave her in the dark, Greta.
You are the ultimate reason for her to hang on now.
Oh yes, this dates back to pre-Colombian times.
Yes, back to ancient civilizations.
It's a fascinating artifact
and it's really quite revealing of the and beliefs of that era.
I am always fascinated by how evolved ancient civilizations were.
They had wisdom before their time.
A scientific understanding before the advent of actual science!
They were so close to nature, in harmony with it.
Mom, you haven't eaten today.
I've got no appetite.
…has evolved, I don't think we're in a place to judge.
We have no means of knowing what life was like back then.
How hard it could get in the blink of an eye.
Rituals were developed to try to mitigate the devastation, to try to avoid it.
Mom.
I know that everything has been… really difficult.
But you can't keep hiding out all day like this.
Forgive me for the clothes incident.
'Cause you're right, we don't need to do any of that yet.
Mom.
I'm sorry for withdrawing like this.
No need for you to apologize.
We're all just doing what we can.
It's all a fucking shit show.
An absolute shit show.
We're shoveling shit. It's a shitstorm.
Hmm.
You know, there's this lady I know that says…
Hmm?
…that you have to go through suffering.
But you also have to find your way out.
And how can I do that?
I don't know, really.
How about we go and ask her?
I don't know how I let you convince me to try this.
Well, we both don't.
But let's not overthink it, all right?
It's sort of like going to work out.
You never go work out.
Whatever.
But people who do say that, right?
And I think we owe it to Lucy.
What do you mean?
Nothing. I'll tell you later.
Come on.
You got this.
Let's go.
Only a mother would fold a bag like that, don't you think?
You can't even look at it.
I only have one left.
We won't even get into the photo album, right?
- No, no, no. I'd rather not. - Okay.
Jenni, are you and your girlfriend broken up for good? So sorry.
I really enjoyed meeting her, she was lovely.
But she's annoying. I couldn't stand it.
Every day, she kept asking me how was I doing.
"You're not doing well, Jenni, sorry." Jesus!
Please just drop it already, 'cause I'm fine.
You're so not fine, Jenni.
- You too? - You have the right to grieve.
You're dealing with tremendous loss. I mean, you lost your mother.
I know she lost a lot too and you tend to minimize your pain,
but you have to be patient.
Um, sorry, patience for what?
The patience to get over it.
If you think this is something you get over, you're really full of shit.
Wait, wait, uh, sorry. Excuse me, that didn't come out right. What I meant--
Damn right, it was all wrong.
- I've had enough of this. - Mom, wait.
- Come on, please. Don't leave. - Leave me alone, I'm done. I am.
- Don't go yet. - Please leave me alone.
I'm sorry. Uh, I seriously didn't want to upset you.
- I know it all sounds really blunt. - Yeah, it does.
- What do you know about how I feel? - You're not alone.
Mm, I lost my daughter.
When she was 11.
That's why I started this group.
- Mom, stay. - So sorry.
- No, no, no, no. No, I'm sorry. - Forgive me.
Mom.
- Mom, it's fine. Don't worry. - Honey, it's too hard.
I know.
It's okay.
Mom…
It's okay, I've got you.
BONHOMIE
Happy birthday!
Bring it in!
You only turn 23 once, you know.
Yeah and soon I'll be older than you. Can you believe it?
Sure I can, what luck you have.
Oh, looks like someone messaged you.
Yeah, you got a text. From who? A boyfriend of yours?
- Why would you say that? - Yeah. The one you're screwing, is it?
- Stop, ew! You sound gross. - Hey, I'm just saying the truth.
Ah, that's the guy. Yeah. Your little boy toy.
Uh, yeah, so that's like the first picture you sent me with a shirt on.
COME OVER LATER SO I CAN GIVE YOU YOUR PRESENT
Good morning.
Hey!
Is… Is that your carrot cake?
For my birthday girl.
Could you hand me the batter? Thank you.
Not sure how it'll turn out.
I don't have any powdered sugar for the frosting.
No, that's all right. I know it'll be great. Huh?
But I want you to enjoy it.
Look, Mom. Powdered sugar, right?
Yeah, but we need the one with vanilla.
- This one, here. Excuse me. - Okay.
Can we have 50 grams of this sugar?
With vanilla.
Look at your dad, how modern, right?
And some cinnamon as well.
Thanks a lot, Grandpa, that's so cool.
Who did that for you? Your friend's grandson?
A voice memo. Here, listen.
His grandson? My ass! I did it, dear! I also know how to send GIFs. Look!
Check it out.
- Did he say anything else? - No. It's not Grandpa.
Ah.
Happy birthday, Greta Álvarez.
Don't make any plans after eight.
Time to open another box.
That got you grinning.
No, it didn't.
Let's go.
Olivia!
- How are you, Rosi? - It's been so long.
Yeah, I haven't been around for a while.
- Aren't you still with your parents? - No, I'm living in Bilbao.
Yeah, I went to do a master's in fashion design.
So, that's why I haven't seen you lately. How's it going?
Well, I'm really enjoying it.
So sorry for your loss.
- I was outta town, I couldn't go. - Don't worry about it.
How are you?
A little better. Just getting what we need for your friend's birthday cake.
That's right. Enjoy it.
Thanks.
- You doing anything later? - Um…
Yeah, we'll go out later tonight.
- Ah. - Yeah.
- Great. - It was great to see you again, Rosi.
Yes, come by the house, tell me about Bilbao. And say hi to your parents.
I will. See you. See you.
It's really good, Mom. You should bake more often.
It's fantastic.
I was worried it would be dry, but yeah, it is quite lovely.
Wonderful, not dry at all.
Okay, if anyone thought I was gonna forget, you're wrong.
- For you. - Mm! Wow.
- Hope you like it, sweetheart. - Mmm!
- Shall I open it? - Mm-hmm.
Wow.
It's beautiful, I love it.
- I really do. Thank you so much. - Well, it's not a hot dog warmer, but…
I love it so much. I'm thrilled.
You know what we forgot? Your birthday wish, sweetheart.
Mm.
You could've asked to pass the driving test.
Did I tell you she wants to get her license now?
And when I do, we could celebrate by going on a road trip, the three of us. Right?
That sounds great.
You been to Andorra?
- No, I never have. No. - No? Mm.
- Sorry. - No.
I shouldn't have said anything about a trip.
No, honey, it's not your fault.
Don't you worry.
- Dude, you're so high. - I hardly smoked.
- So harsh. - You'll stick it anywhere.
Find me some chick and we'll see.
There you go, the birthday girl is here.
- I thought you'd be a no show. - Glad you're here.
Hey there.
- Here, have a seat. - Thanks.
- Want something? - Sure, a beer.
Bring me another one.
What's going on?
- Happy birthday, girl. - Aw, thanks.
How old are you? 15?
- Yeah, fuck you. - Someone's in a mood today, huh?
What a shocker.
Don't kill the vibe, guys. It's Greta's birthday and my goodbye party.
- Goodbye party, why? You're leaving? - I'm out, yeah.
- This bastard is leaving me. - Going to Barcelona with my cousin.
He's gonna smoke as many joints as here, but with other stoners.
I mean, he's not wrong. I just need to change ecosystems.
You know? I've had enough of this guy's stinky feet.
- I'm so happy for you, Ricky. Seriously. - Thank you.
Look. Look, we all got this for you.
Hey, come on, guys! You could've waited. Seriously, you guys suck.
Can I open it?
- I love it, thanks! - You do? Really?
It's great, yeah. Yeah, I love it. I'll wear it all the time.
I'm so happy. Tino found it, actually.
- I'm gonna try it on. - Yeah, totally your style.
- Tino did good, I'm surprised! - Yeah, you're so hot. Oh yeah.
Let's see.
- You like it? - You look great.
- You're killing it! Perfect. - You look amazing.
- I'll go check it out. - You're hot. Smoking.
That's great. I was worried we got the wrong size. It's perfect.
I liked the one with the dragon, that one's nice though.
How about this. We'll go and I'll get it for you tomorrow.
- Hey, did you get the wrong bathroom? - No.
I wanna give you my personal gift.
You coming over later? I haven't seen much of you in a while.
You trying to say you miss me?
No.
- It's just weird not hooking up with you. - Wow.
That's the most romantic thing I've ever heard.
Someone's in here!
Will you come over?
- No, I can't. I've got a thing. - Yeah, with who?
You don't even have friends.
- Fuck you, Tino. - Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
I just said I like being with you.
You like it too, right?
Otherwise, we wouldn't have fucked so often.
- Fucking is very easy-- - No, no, no, no, no.
Not like we do. 'Cause we bang like gods.
And we laugh together.
Yo, someone's in here. Fuck.
Well, I don't laugh enough.
- No. Yeah, I think I'm over it. - What?
You're just so fucking bitter.
You better not come running back when you're down.
Relax, I won't. We're through.
My cousin's taking care of all that. I don't really know what's what.
You're so clueless, dude.
Hey, is there a wait for the bathroom?
All right, gonna get going, 'kay? I'll give you a call later, all right?
- What? Why? Where are you going? - What's wrong? You two fighting?
Hey, why'd you even come?
Why don't you stay home so we don't have to deal with you and your sourpuss?
You bring it out in me, just so you know.
How about we all just chill now?
You and I exchanged fluids once, remember?
I don't need a reminder.
Hey, hope you enjoy Barcelona. See ya.
Oh no, don't go after him to try to sweet talk him.
Just shut the fuck up! Stay out of it, you dick!
You better lower that hand or I'll rip it off you.
You're such a loser, Sebas.
Hey, thanks for the gift.
- You all right, girl? - Yeah, great.
The gift is from all of us, you know.
Well, it's all yours now. Take it.
Will, I'd really love for you to come get me now, please.
In front of the Alameda bar. I'll be waiting. All right? Later.
Who do you think you are?
Talk to me like that again and you'll regret it.
Will you leave me alone, Sebas? Go back inside.
I'm talking to you. You're really getting on my nerves!
Take your hands off.
You annoy people. No one can stand you, not even Olivia!
You're such a cynic, I swear to God.
Listen to me, if you're all fucked up, deal with that shit alone.
- You hear me? - I said hands off!
We're all sick of your bullshit with your sister!
No! What did you fucking say about my sister?!
What the fuck are you doing?
Get off me!
Stop, Greta! Stop!
Don't you ever talk about my sister again, you asshole!
Why are you even here, you trash? How long has it been?
Let's do this!
Did he hurt you?
He makes me sick, he's so gross.
How do you know him?
From high school.
He was one of those fuckers who bullied whoever he could.
This has been a really shitty birthday.
Well, the day's not over yet.
Yeah, well, I'm still really pissed off.
Maybe this will help.
Happy birthday, Greta.
I don't know if I have the heart to read it now.
Ah.
Well, this might help you to.
How's that supposed to help?
What's better? You'd rather a sad song to cry to?
- I can put one on. - No, no.
You're right.
I know you're not thrilled about today,
but you've been in this world for 23 years now.
And today, I'm asking you to do something that's a little crazy.
I asked Will to take you somewhere fun, I really hope he honors my request.
You good with that?
Yeah.
How about it? Uh, maybe you think it's too childish?
Are you kidding me? What are you saying, Will! I love it.
This is incredible.
Wait, hang on.
Listen, we're not obligated to wear those, all right?
Oh, we have to. You're going in there wearing one.
Not if you insist on it, no.
Okay, I won't. But I get to choose, 'cause it's my birthday.
["Recharge & Revolt" by The Raveonettes playing
Wow!
- You look amazing. - Yeah?
We have to come back here later.
- Sure! Man, I so want one of those. - Sure, but a little later.
- No, come on, let's do this one first. - No way.
- That one's not that high, it looks fun. - Yeah, no, not high enough!
- It's really high! I'll freak out! - Let's do this. I know!
Bumper cars!
No, no, no, no. Let's do something else.
Yes! You ready or not?
- What, separately? - Yeah, dude. We're not ten anymore, Will!
- All right, all right, all right. - I'll destroy you.
Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Greta!
Woo-hoo!
Yes!
Where'd you go? Ah!
Stop, stop, stop!
No! You're so mean!
I give up. You're the winner, clearly.
My God, we're gonna die on this.
- I love it. - It's fun, yeah.
Thank you.
You tricked me, right? You were messing with me.
Maybe a little.
Fuck me, man, that was great!
Thanks. I'll wear it.
- Looks nice. No one's gonna mess with you. - Get off me!
- It's true! - You shit yourself?
Nothing like that, I just get nauseous. I barfed once, it sucked.
I get it.
Where'd we leave the car?
Looks like we'll end up at a hotel again.
Yeah, no way.
It wasn't so bad.
But you're pretty intense when you sleep.
You watched me sleep?
Yeah, I was awake.
What? You looked at me, right?
No, not once. No, I never saw you with your mouth open and your eyelids parted.
- What? My eyes open when I sleep? - Yeah.
I gotta say it's a little creepy.
There's the car.
So, then you were totally watching me, right?
Yes. Is that bad?
No.
You seen yourself?
No.
So what's…
there to see? Hmm?
Well, you look like a really…
fucking awesome girl.
And… and your life's about to start for real.
Um…
Will…
I know this is exactly what you said would happen and it's a lot for you,
- and I wouldn't wanna overwhelm you. - I said that.
I know you did, but if I don't kiss you, I'm going to explode.
I get that, but what if we… get burned? You're a hot pan.
We might. That's very true. But we can just treat our burns.
I've got a first-aid kit, remember?
You never shut up.
- Mm. - You don't.
Should I move away?
No.
I don't want you to.
The keys.
- What? - I can't find the keys.
What? You're full of shit.
Got them.
Feeling it slow, over this dream
Touch me with a kiss
Now you're above feeling it still
Tell me it's love, tell me it's real
Touch me with a kiss
Feel me on your lips
Because this is where
I want to be
Where it's so sweet
And heavenly
I'm giving you all my Giving you all my
Giving you all my love
- Wait, wait. Hang on. - What?
- What? What's wrong? - Stop, stop, stop.
Let's not. Let's not do this, sorry.
- Okay. - I'm sorry.
- Are you all right? - I hope you'll forgive me.
Why, what is it?
I've got a lot of stuff to tell you.
Before we go on,
you have to know who I am really.
This is where I want to be
Where it's so sweet
And heavenly
I'm giving you all my Giving you all my
Giving you all my love
Giving you all my Giving you all my
Giving you all my love
All my love
Giving you all my Giving you all my
Giving you all my love