WEBVTT 00:00:00.272 --> 00:00:02.072 align:center [Connor] Previously on Sterling Point... 00:00:02.066 --> 00:00:03.226 align:center [Ellis] You're her dad. 00:00:03.234 --> 00:00:05.904 align:center I'm sorry. I never wanted it to come out like this. 00:00:05.903 --> 00:00:08.073 align:center What was your plan, then? Did you even have one? 00:00:08.072 --> 00:00:09.702 align:center God, I hate being back here. 00:00:09.698 --> 00:00:11.738 align:center How are you not scared of it? 00:00:11.742 --> 00:00:12.992 align:center Because I love you. 00:00:14.245 --> 00:00:15.535 align:center - Oh, my God! [screams] - Whoa! 00:00:16.413 --> 00:00:18.753 align:center I went to Barrie to talk to Gordon's lawyer. 00:00:19.542 --> 00:00:20.752 align:center I need you to sign this. 00:00:20.751 --> 00:00:21.921 align:center What is it? 00:00:21.919 --> 00:00:23.879 align:center I don't want you to be my guardian. 00:00:23.879 --> 00:00:26.969 align:center [Rory] Once we get back to the city, you'll feel like yourself again. 00:00:26.966 --> 00:00:28.256 align:center I may stay here, actually. 00:00:28.259 --> 00:00:29.259 align:center And do what? 00:00:29.260 --> 00:00:30.890 align:center And live. 00:00:30.886 --> 00:00:32.466 align:center Tell my kids they're not Canadian 00:00:32.471 --> 00:00:34.851 align:center and convince them to come back home, that'd be nice. 00:00:34.849 --> 00:00:38.019 align:center I'd rather die than leave Sterling Point and you and... 00:00:38.018 --> 00:00:39.558 align:center You were about to say Ellis. 00:00:39.562 --> 00:00:40.732 align:center - No. - Yeah, you were. 00:00:40.729 --> 00:00:42.479 align:center - [Annie] We did kiss. - [Ramona gasps] 00:00:42.481 --> 00:00:43.401 align:center [Annie] I know. 00:00:43.399 --> 00:00:44.689 align:center - [Ramona] Shut up. - In the closet. 00:00:44.692 --> 00:00:46.652 align:center Why do you check your dad's socks for him? 00:00:46.652 --> 00:00:49.742 align:center 'Cause he's colorblind, so he mixes up navy blue and black. 00:00:49.738 --> 00:00:53.238 align:center [Sully] I think that you are really good at hiding. 00:00:53.242 --> 00:00:55.242 align:center But what if you just went ahead and faced it? 00:00:55.244 --> 00:00:56.794 align:center I need you to spit in a tube. 00:00:56.787 --> 00:00:57.907 align:center Can I ask why? 00:00:57.913 --> 00:01:00.293 align:center Because I think you might be my dad. 00:01:13.220 --> 00:01:15.810 align:center [Annie] I cannot believe I have to leave this place. 00:01:17.933 --> 00:01:21.063 align:center It's just, like, this is exactly where I'm supposed to be. 00:01:22.354 --> 00:01:23.774 align:center - You know what I mean? - Yeah. 00:01:27.651 --> 00:01:30.031 align:center - With exactly who I'm supposed to be with. - Aw. 00:01:30.029 --> 00:01:32.359 align:center [chuckles] I'm sorry. I should've said it more seriously. 00:01:34.491 --> 00:01:37.411 align:center We could write letters. Have you ever written a letter? 00:01:38.329 --> 00:01:40.499 align:center - I've always wanted like a, like a... - [Ellis] Yeah? 00:01:40.497 --> 00:01:42.327 align:center ...Henry VIII-Anne Boleyn situation, 00:01:42.333 --> 00:01:44.753 align:center except, like, not. She was beheaded. 00:01:45.753 --> 00:01:48.013 align:center So not, like, entirely ideal. 00:01:52.593 --> 00:01:53.513 align:center So... 00:01:55.304 --> 00:01:57.854 align:center what do you want to do with your last couple days? 00:01:57.848 --> 00:01:59.678 align:center ["I Know A Place" playing] 00:01:59.683 --> 00:02:01.643 align:center Hmm... 00:02:02.895 --> 00:02:04.935 align:center Well, obviously this. 00:02:18.619 --> 00:02:20.199 align:center [all chattering indistinctly] 00:03:14.508 --> 00:03:17.008 align:center - [Oona] You okay? - [Ramona] Mmm-hmm. 00:03:18.137 --> 00:03:20.007 align:center [Ramona] Yeah, I'm just stressed. 00:03:20.597 --> 00:03:22.097 align:center You can tell me if something's up. 00:03:22.099 --> 00:03:23.019 align:center I know. 00:03:23.892 --> 00:03:24.772 align:center Okay. 00:03:37.322 --> 00:03:39.412 align:center [speaking indistinctly] 00:03:41.744 --> 00:03:42.954 align:center - Cheers. - Cheers. 00:04:04.975 --> 00:04:06.435 align:center [all laughing] 00:04:38.550 --> 00:04:39.930 align:center - Hey. - Hey. 00:04:40.552 --> 00:04:41.392 align:center Good morning. 00:04:49.937 --> 00:04:52.227 align:center - What? - Did you get up to brush your teeth? 00:04:52.231 --> 00:04:54.111 align:center - No. - [chuckles] 00:04:54.108 --> 00:04:57.318 align:center The truth will set you free. You put on your makeup. It's okay. 00:04:57.319 --> 00:05:00.239 align:center - Can't forget the morning makeup. - No one just looks like that. 00:05:49.496 --> 00:05:50.616 align:center [softly] Is this okay? 00:05:54.501 --> 00:05:55.501 align:center [whispers] Yeah. 00:06:01.633 --> 00:06:03.183 align:center [breath trembling] 00:06:16.607 --> 00:06:18.607 align:center [muttering] No, I'm not interested, thank you. 00:06:19.526 --> 00:06:20.356 align:center No. 00:06:21.945 --> 00:06:22.775 align:center Okay. 00:06:24.698 --> 00:06:26.198 align:center Oh. 00:06:29.244 --> 00:06:31.254 align:center [suspenseful music playing] 00:06:53.560 --> 00:06:54.560 align:center Fuck. 00:07:20.170 --> 00:07:22.000 align:center - At least your dick works. - [Ramona sighs] 00:07:22.005 --> 00:07:23.585 align:center I-- Okay. 00:07:23.590 --> 00:07:28.760 align:center So she is 100% your and Mom's biological child? 00:07:28.762 --> 00:07:32.182 align:center [Steven] I mean, to be clear, I didn't even think it was a possibility. 00:07:32.182 --> 00:07:33.432 align:center Also, Annie, this doesn't... 00:07:34.059 --> 00:07:37.439 align:center This doesn't change anything between us or-- 00:07:37.437 --> 00:07:41.357 align:center Why wouldn't you tell me the second that you thought that this could be true? 00:07:41.358 --> 00:07:43.318 align:center I didn't want to freak you out if it wasn't. 00:07:43.318 --> 00:07:46.238 align:center I didn't want to ruin your last few days here for no reason. 00:07:46.738 --> 00:07:49.568 align:center Also, I didn't... I didn't want it to be true. 00:07:50.659 --> 00:07:54.409 align:center It's not like I had this plan. 00:07:55.831 --> 00:07:59.001 align:center Should I get a paternity test? Maybe I'm, like, someone's secret dad. 00:07:59.001 --> 00:08:00.001 align:center Okay, please. 00:08:00.585 --> 00:08:01.705 align:center Are you mad at me? 00:08:01.712 --> 00:08:03.382 align:center No, I'm not mad at you, Ramona. 00:08:04.339 --> 00:08:06.009 align:center I'm just... 00:08:06.008 --> 00:08:08.758 align:center I'm not mad at you. I'm just processing this. 00:08:08.760 --> 00:08:11.050 align:center I'm just, like, wrapping my head around... 00:08:12.848 --> 00:08:14.768 align:center that they are your actual parents. 00:08:15.684 --> 00:08:18.814 align:center But didn't you say your parents are the people who raised you? 00:08:18.812 --> 00:08:21.062 align:center [Steven] I think we're all just gonna have to be 00:08:21.064 --> 00:08:23.904 align:center as understanding as possible with each other about this. 00:08:25.736 --> 00:08:26.736 align:center Can we talk outside? 00:08:29.072 --> 00:08:30.072 align:center Yeah, okay. 00:08:39.166 --> 00:08:41.036 align:center I think I'm gonna go to the bathroom. 00:08:41.626 --> 00:08:43.086 align:center Yeah, go for it. 00:08:46.381 --> 00:08:47.381 align:center Hey, um... 00:08:47.966 --> 00:08:49.716 align:center No, it's... Yeah, it's fine. 00:08:51.803 --> 00:08:56.273 align:center I actually have sympathy for you in this. It's a wild bomb drop. 00:08:56.266 --> 00:08:57.806 align:center Yeah, that's one way to put it. 00:08:58.935 --> 00:09:02.265 align:center I just don't want to make assumptions about what you might want from me. 00:09:02.272 --> 00:09:05.232 align:center I can just say, if you ever want to come to New York... 00:09:09.613 --> 00:09:12.323 align:center - That's sweet. I don't, but thank you. - [sighs] 00:09:12.324 --> 00:09:16.454 align:center Um, I do want you to sign off on not being my guardian, though. 00:09:17.954 --> 00:09:19.464 align:center Who's gonna take care of you? 00:09:20.290 --> 00:09:21.250 align:center Me. 00:09:22.501 --> 00:09:24.381 align:center No, no. It's not sad. It's... 00:09:24.378 --> 00:09:26.798 align:center It's not like that. You don't have to do that. 00:09:27.381 --> 00:09:29.671 align:center I'm serious. It's really not. It's what I'm used to. 00:09:29.674 --> 00:09:32.644 align:center It's been that way for a while, and I'd like to keep it that way. 00:09:34.763 --> 00:09:36.223 align:center That way we can all move on and... 00:09:38.058 --> 00:09:40.638 align:center I mean, you're thinking we're just gonna move on? 00:09:40.644 --> 00:09:41.734 align:center Yeah. 00:09:47.359 --> 00:09:48.899 align:center - Okay. I'm gonna... - Yeah. 00:10:03.667 --> 00:10:04.497 align:center [Steven] Hey. 00:10:06.545 --> 00:10:07.545 align:center Um... 00:10:09.840 --> 00:10:10.840 align:center I love you. 00:10:11.466 --> 00:10:12.466 align:center You're my daughter. 00:10:12.884 --> 00:10:14.594 align:center Nothing's gonna change that, okay? 00:10:17.180 --> 00:10:20.230 align:center Are you gonna turn around? Can we talk or... 00:10:21.059 --> 00:10:23.519 align:center Sure. But stop saying that nothing's changed. 00:10:23.770 --> 00:10:25.150 align:center Literally everything's changed. 00:10:25.147 --> 00:10:27.687 align:center Doesn't even feel like she's my sister anymore. 00:10:27.691 --> 00:10:30.321 align:center It feels like she's your daughter, and I'm the adopted one. 00:10:30.318 --> 00:10:32.398 align:center Like I'm the fake sister and the fake daughter, 00:10:32.404 --> 00:10:34.454 align:center and she's the one you always actually wanted. 00:10:34.448 --> 00:10:35.818 align:center She's the literal miracle kid. 00:10:35.824 --> 00:10:38.204 align:center [Steven] Annie, come on. None of that is true. 00:10:38.618 --> 00:10:41.288 align:center I'm surprised you're reacting like this. 00:10:41.288 --> 00:10:44.288 align:center I'm sorry that I'm having a bit of a complicated reaction 00:10:44.916 --> 00:10:47.706 align:center to a really fucked-up, complicated situation, 00:10:48.128 --> 00:10:51.208 align:center so I'm just gonna need you to understand that I... 00:10:51.214 --> 00:10:54.974 align:center cannot be okay right now, fully. I can't just snap my fingers and be fine. 00:10:54.968 --> 00:10:57.008 align:center I'm not either. I missed Ramona's whole life. 00:10:57.012 --> 00:10:59.642 align:center Oh, my God! This is exactly what I mean! 00:10:59.639 --> 00:11:03.689 align:center - What? - Like, it makes me so sad when you're sad. 00:11:04.436 --> 00:11:06.346 align:center Like, I literally can't take it. 00:11:06.897 --> 00:11:09.057 align:center It wrecks me. So I... Then I fix it. 00:11:09.065 --> 00:11:11.475 align:center But, like, I can't fix it for you right now. 00:11:11.485 --> 00:11:13.395 align:center I can't fix this for you. 00:11:13.987 --> 00:11:15.647 align:center Obviously, I want to make this better, 00:11:15.655 --> 00:11:18.525 align:center and act like I'm okay, but I'm not, 'cause I'm the kid. 00:11:19.993 --> 00:11:20.953 align:center You know? 00:11:21.453 --> 00:11:23.213 align:center [exhales] I'm the kid. 00:11:30.921 --> 00:11:31.921 align:center You're right. 00:11:32.714 --> 00:11:33.724 align:center I'm sorry. 00:11:36.176 --> 00:11:37.176 align:center I'm so sorry. 00:11:40.388 --> 00:11:41.258 align:center I didn't... 00:11:43.391 --> 00:11:46.651 align:center I know I'm not great at it. I... But I really was... 00:11:47.103 --> 00:11:50.403 align:center I've been just trying to protect you and give you the best life, but I know. 00:11:50.398 --> 00:11:52.398 align:center [Annie] I know, I know, but I just feel like... 00:11:54.736 --> 00:11:57.486 align:center like maybe, like, my life here is better for me. 00:12:04.162 --> 00:12:06.212 align:center Your life here? Really? 00:12:06.748 --> 00:12:08.618 align:center Like, you don't have a life here. 00:12:08.625 --> 00:12:10.825 align:center It's a lot realer of a life than the bullshit one 00:12:10.835 --> 00:12:13.495 align:center - I have in New York. It is. - This is a summer thing. 00:12:13.505 --> 00:12:15.085 align:center You've asked me one question. 00:12:15.090 --> 00:12:18.130 align:center What the fuck do you know about my summer? My summer. 00:12:18.134 --> 00:12:20.724 align:center I don't think you're gonna get what you're looking for. 00:12:22.097 --> 00:12:24.427 align:center I just don't think following in your mom's footsteps 00:12:24.432 --> 00:12:27.642 align:center and trying to live the life that she thought that she wanted 00:12:27.644 --> 00:12:29.694 align:center is gonna give you what you want. 00:12:29.688 --> 00:12:31.358 align:center It's not gonna bring her back. 00:12:31.356 --> 00:12:32.856 align:center It's not gonna make... 00:12:34.359 --> 00:12:35.779 align:center It's not gonna fix anything. 00:12:38.446 --> 00:12:40.366 align:center When are you gonna forgive her for dying? 00:12:43.702 --> 00:12:45.332 align:center Is that why you can't look at Ramona? 00:12:47.747 --> 00:12:49.287 align:center Because she looks so much like her? 00:12:49.291 --> 00:12:51.671 align:center [dramatic soft music playing] 00:13:01.386 --> 00:13:04.886 align:center You know, Connor, I'm like a mother figure. 00:13:04.889 --> 00:13:07.309 align:center It's me, Denise. 00:13:07.309 --> 00:13:10.309 align:center You can talk to me about what's going on. 00:13:10.312 --> 00:13:11.652 align:center Aw. 00:13:11.646 --> 00:13:12.896 align:center Thanks, Big D. 00:13:13.648 --> 00:13:16.898 align:center And... if I'm gonna be for real for real, 00:13:17.569 --> 00:13:21.609 align:center I did take some of your mushrooms that you keep in your bedside table. 00:13:21.615 --> 00:13:23.985 align:center - [scoffs] - Frankly, I'm fucking flying. 00:13:23.992 --> 00:13:25.542 align:center Did you leave me any? 00:13:31.875 --> 00:13:33.535 align:center No. [laughs] 00:13:33.793 --> 00:13:35.963 align:center [laughing] It's a little bit funny. 00:13:35.962 --> 00:13:40.422 align:center Like, my dad and my dead mom have a fucking real kid? 00:13:40.425 --> 00:13:42.755 align:center I mean, what a psychotic joke. 00:13:43.803 --> 00:13:45.353 align:center That raccoon looks really friendly. 00:13:45.347 --> 00:13:50.187 align:center Connor, honey, I don't think you really think that this is funny. 00:13:53.104 --> 00:13:54.774 align:center You know, you're likely the most... 00:13:55.899 --> 00:13:58.569 align:center emotionally intelligent person in your family. 00:14:00.945 --> 00:14:04.065 align:center And that can be a heavy weight to carry, you know? 00:14:04.616 --> 00:14:05.526 align:center Thank you. 00:14:06.117 --> 00:14:07.657 align:center But I see you, buddy. 00:14:10.413 --> 00:14:12.333 align:center Do you think that raccoon has distemper? 00:14:15.335 --> 00:14:16.455 align:center That's a mailbox. 00:14:17.212 --> 00:14:18.962 align:center Okay, good. I'm glad he's okay. 00:14:24.052 --> 00:14:25.392 align:center [footsteps approaching] 00:14:27.514 --> 00:14:28.474 align:center [Ellis] Annie? 00:14:29.265 --> 00:14:30.805 align:center - Hey. - Hey. 00:14:32.686 --> 00:14:33.846 align:center I was looking for you. 00:14:37.941 --> 00:14:39.941 align:center [slow instrumental music playing] 00:14:47.409 --> 00:14:48.409 align:center Are you okay? 00:15:14.269 --> 00:15:16.559 align:center [Oona] I think it's just gonna take Annie a second. 00:15:17.647 --> 00:15:21.187 align:center Yeah. I don't know, it just feels like... It feels so different now. 00:15:21.192 --> 00:15:22.282 align:center [Oona] Mmm-hmm. 00:15:23.445 --> 00:15:26.315 align:center Like, I feel like if I were to, 00:15:27.031 --> 00:15:30.161 align:center I don't know, ever want to get to know him or, like, 00:15:31.035 --> 00:15:31.865 align:center visit New York, 00:15:31.870 --> 00:15:33.200 align:center I probably can't do that now 00:15:33.204 --> 00:15:35.504 align:center because I really feel like she'd be weird about it. 00:15:35.498 --> 00:15:37.168 align:center Like I'm stealing her dad. 00:15:38.251 --> 00:15:39.291 align:center What? So, like... 00:15:40.170 --> 00:15:43.510 align:center are you thinking of going there and having a relationship with him? 00:15:44.007 --> 00:15:44.877 align:center I don't know. 00:15:45.383 --> 00:15:46.223 align:center Oh. 00:15:47.510 --> 00:15:48.640 align:center What? 00:15:48.636 --> 00:15:49.796 align:center No. Nothing. 00:15:49.804 --> 00:15:52.224 align:center [chuckles] No, it's obviously something. 00:15:52.223 --> 00:15:54.183 align:center - What-- - No, no, no, I just... 00:15:54.184 --> 00:15:56.484 align:center I didn't know that you'd even consider, like, 00:15:57.520 --> 00:16:00.190 align:center - maybe living in New York. - I didn't say I'm moving. 00:16:00.190 --> 00:16:03.400 align:center If you want a relationship with him, you'd want to live there for a bit. 00:16:04.444 --> 00:16:05.284 align:center Right? 00:16:05.278 --> 00:16:07.238 align:center Okay. I'm sorry. What's going on right now? 00:16:07.238 --> 00:16:08.778 align:center No, nothing's going on. 00:16:09.199 --> 00:16:11.949 align:center - You seem like-- - Babe, I'm just trying to catch up. 00:16:11.951 --> 00:16:12.991 align:center - Sorry. - Okay. Yeah. 00:16:12.994 --> 00:16:16.504 align:center Five minutes ago, you were so sure you wanted nothing to do with that man. 00:16:16.498 --> 00:16:18.918 align:center Like, you were so anti that. 00:16:18.917 --> 00:16:22.247 align:center Like, you were talking about me moving in with you for the winter. 00:16:22.712 --> 00:16:24.802 align:center - Do you still want me to do that? - Yeah, I just... 00:16:25.507 --> 00:16:29.587 align:center Dude, I just found out that my biological dad is Steven. 00:16:30.053 --> 00:16:32.143 align:center - Mmm-hmm. - Steven. Like... 00:16:33.348 --> 00:16:36.098 align:center - I'm just talking out loud. I don't-- - Yeah. No, I know. 00:16:36.643 --> 00:16:38.733 align:center - Okay. - Yeah, I'm talking out loud too. 00:16:40.063 --> 00:16:41.523 align:center I know how this is gonna go. 00:16:41.523 --> 00:16:43.693 align:center - You know how this is gonna go? - Yes. 00:16:43.691 --> 00:16:45.941 align:center - Okay, tell me. - You're gonna go to New York. 00:16:45.944 --> 00:16:48.494 align:center You'll like it better than here because it's New York, 00:16:48.488 --> 00:16:51.198 align:center and it's exciting and cool, and you're gonna have money. 00:16:51.199 --> 00:16:52.619 align:center Travel, do whatever you want, 00:16:52.617 --> 00:16:54.537 align:center experience all of these crazy, cool things 00:16:54.536 --> 00:16:56.116 align:center and you will forget about me. 00:16:56.120 --> 00:16:58.250 align:center You won't come back. And it is chill. 00:16:58.248 --> 00:17:01.248 align:center Like, Mona, so fine. I get it. 00:17:01.751 --> 00:17:03.711 align:center Like, can't blame you for it. 00:17:03.711 --> 00:17:05.801 align:center Hundred percent. Very chill. 00:17:07.507 --> 00:17:09.547 align:center Thought you knew me a little better than that. 00:17:11.386 --> 00:17:13.136 align:center Oona, look at me, I would never do that. 00:17:13.137 --> 00:17:15.677 align:center - Yeah, okay. - Like, in no world would I do that. 00:17:15.682 --> 00:17:16.982 align:center You say that now. 00:17:20.812 --> 00:17:22.942 align:center Glad to know you think so low of me. Cool. 00:17:22.939 --> 00:17:26.529 align:center - No, come on. It's not that. - That's awesome. Yeah. Yeah. I'm gonna go. 00:17:26.526 --> 00:17:30.696 align:center No, don't leave. Ramona. We agreed that that's the worst thing to do. 00:17:30.697 --> 00:17:32.867 align:center - I don't care. - Let's just talk about it. 00:17:32.866 --> 00:17:34.576 align:center - You don't care? - I don't care. 00:17:34.576 --> 00:17:37.996 align:center It's so clear to me right now that you don't care what I'm going through. 00:17:37.996 --> 00:17:40.366 align:center The lack of empathy is crazy. 00:17:40.373 --> 00:17:43.333 align:center You only care about how, like, this is gonna affect you 00:17:43.334 --> 00:17:46.304 align:center and your life and your happiness and your well-being, and... 00:17:48.006 --> 00:17:51.006 align:center none of this is actually about me. 00:17:53.511 --> 00:17:54.601 align:center This is about you. 00:17:54.929 --> 00:17:56.929 align:center It's about you and your fucking mommy issues. 00:17:56.931 --> 00:17:59.311 align:center Because you think I'm gonna leave you like she did. 00:17:59.309 --> 00:18:01.769 align:center I've never given you anything to think that, ever. 00:18:01.769 --> 00:18:04.059 align:center - [scoffs] Love that. - I've literally never even left. 00:18:04.063 --> 00:18:07.903 align:center Well done. Well done. You just pushed me away as far as you could. 00:18:08.484 --> 00:18:10.744 align:center Did you like that? Did that feel good? 00:18:10.737 --> 00:18:12.277 align:center - Did I like that? - That was great. 00:18:13.448 --> 00:18:16.738 align:center Hit the spot. Hit the spot, baby. Thank you. Cool. 00:18:17.577 --> 00:18:19.287 align:center Oona, I'm... I didn't... 00:18:19.287 --> 00:18:22.037 align:center Nah, it's all good. It's okay. 00:18:22.957 --> 00:18:24.707 align:center - We should just stop here. - I'm sorry. 00:18:24.709 --> 00:18:27.419 align:center We should stop before we hurt each other more. It's fine. 00:18:31.132 --> 00:18:34.432 align:center What the fuck does that mean? You're not hurting me. I don't know... 00:18:34.427 --> 00:18:38.467 align:center I don't know, I just, like, now isn't our time, and that's okay. 00:18:38.473 --> 00:18:40.813 align:center - Now isn't our time? - No. It's not. 00:18:40.808 --> 00:18:42.768 align:center It's just not working, obviously. 00:18:42.769 --> 00:18:45.359 align:center - So we're just gonna break up? - Yeah, I think we should. 00:18:46.522 --> 00:18:48.652 align:center I think it's what's best for us. 00:18:49.776 --> 00:18:51.686 align:center You think that's what's best... 00:18:51.694 --> 00:18:55.284 align:center So you're just, like, dictating the status of our relationship now? 00:18:55.865 --> 00:18:58.615 align:center - You should go see the world. - I don't want to go see the world. 00:18:58.618 --> 00:19:00.328 align:center You do. Do it. 00:19:01.079 --> 00:19:02.209 align:center Let me know how it is. 00:19:08.795 --> 00:19:09.795 align:center Have a good time. 00:19:12.215 --> 00:19:13.215 align:center [clears throat] 00:19:32.485 --> 00:19:35.405 align:center [Annie] I feel so bad about how I handled this with Ramona. 00:19:35.613 --> 00:19:37.623 align:center [Ellis] It's all... It's all gonna work out. 00:19:38.950 --> 00:19:39.870 align:center Will it? 00:19:43.705 --> 00:19:44.535 align:center Yeah. 00:19:46.416 --> 00:19:50.376 align:center We've kind of fucking been through it this summer, yeah? 00:19:50.378 --> 00:19:53.208 align:center - [both chuckle] - I don't know what you're talking about. 00:19:53.214 --> 00:19:55.344 align:center That was a really uneventful summer on my end. 00:19:55.341 --> 00:19:56.841 align:center Yeah. No, totally. Yeah. 00:19:56.843 --> 00:19:59.553 align:center God. If only something happened. 00:20:00.054 --> 00:20:03.644 align:center Okay, so what was more boring, when you found out that your dad 00:20:03.641 --> 00:20:05.351 align:center might also be your best friend's dad, 00:20:05.351 --> 00:20:09.651 align:center or when we found out that our parents had an affair? 00:20:09.647 --> 00:20:12.817 align:center - Yeah, that was kind of boring. - 'Cause that was pretty sick. 00:20:12.817 --> 00:20:14.187 align:center - Yeah. - Um... 00:20:16.821 --> 00:20:19.821 align:center Neither, actually. I think the most boring part was 00:20:21.451 --> 00:20:23.041 align:center watching my parents' marriage... 00:20:23.036 --> 00:20:24.866 align:center - Totes. - ...fall apart. 00:20:24.871 --> 00:20:28.001 align:center - [chuckles] Which is kind of fucked up. - [laughs] That's brutal. 00:20:27.999 --> 00:20:31.379 align:center - It's funny, though. No, it's funny. - It's not. That's why I'm not laughing. 00:20:31.377 --> 00:20:34.917 align:center No, please laugh. It's the only thing we can do. 00:20:34.922 --> 00:20:36.382 align:center - It's fine. - True. True. 00:20:37.592 --> 00:20:38.592 align:center True. 00:20:40.511 --> 00:20:41.511 align:center [sighs] 00:20:48.269 --> 00:20:49.229 align:center This face. 00:20:50.813 --> 00:20:54.323 align:center - I just wanna stare at it forever. What? - Ellis, no, no. 00:20:54.317 --> 00:20:55.227 align:center What? 00:20:55.234 --> 00:20:56.654 align:center No, we don't have to... 00:20:57.945 --> 00:21:00.865 align:center We don't have to make it harder for ourselves. Um... 00:21:02.241 --> 00:21:04.331 align:center We're gonna write 00:21:04.327 --> 00:21:06.827 align:center and talk and visit. It's good. 00:21:09.373 --> 00:21:10.373 align:center [softly] Annie. 00:21:11.250 --> 00:21:12.250 align:center [softly] What? 00:21:18.508 --> 00:21:19.678 align:center Ellis, no. 00:21:21.636 --> 00:21:22.836 align:center I'm gonna miss you so much. 00:21:22.845 --> 00:21:25.555 align:center Don't make this hurt more than it has to, please. 00:21:26.390 --> 00:21:27.680 align:center [sobs] Please. 00:21:54.293 --> 00:21:55.593 align:center I think we... 00:21:55.586 --> 00:21:57.376 align:center I think we have to let this hurt. 00:22:04.887 --> 00:22:05.757 align:center Okay? 00:22:07.348 --> 00:22:08.308 align:center Yes. 00:22:09.809 --> 00:22:10.729 align:center Yes. 00:22:12.895 --> 00:22:13.895 align:center No. 00:22:31.873 --> 00:22:33.213 align:center I don't want to leave. 00:22:36.043 --> 00:22:38.133 align:center [Sully] All right. I know that you said 00:22:38.129 --> 00:22:40.759 align:center you wanted to try some different kinds of mushrooms, 00:22:40.756 --> 00:22:44.006 align:center so I got you some king mushrooms, some enoki, 00:22:44.010 --> 00:22:45.260 align:center and some lobster as well. 00:22:45.261 --> 00:22:47.761 align:center Which one of these will make me see raccoons again? 00:22:48.347 --> 00:22:50.467 align:center - What? Raccoons? - [door opens] 00:22:52.852 --> 00:22:54.022 align:center - It's over. - [Sully] What? 00:22:54.020 --> 00:22:55.440 align:center What... What is? 00:22:56.606 --> 00:22:57.726 align:center Oona broke up with me. 00:22:58.316 --> 00:22:59.936 align:center - No! Oh, my God, baby. - Wait, no! 00:22:59.942 --> 00:23:02.822 align:center What happened? You guys were iconic, like Bert and Ernie. 00:23:02.820 --> 00:23:05.110 align:center Okay, come sit. I'll be right back, okay? 00:23:05.114 --> 00:23:06.784 align:center Sully, don't bring me any food. 00:23:06.782 --> 00:23:10.542 align:center I'm gonna give you as much food as I want, because it always makes you feel better. 00:23:10.536 --> 00:23:12.366 align:center - I'm gonna throw up. - I'll be right back. 00:23:16.167 --> 00:23:17.497 align:center What am I supposed to do? 00:23:19.378 --> 00:23:21.918 align:center Annie's mad at me, and Oona hates me. 00:23:22.048 --> 00:23:24.088 align:center Like, I never thought I'd say this, but... 00:23:25.801 --> 00:23:27.601 align:center I fucking hate it here. 00:23:28.596 --> 00:23:31.216 align:center Like, everything just hurts. 00:23:35.269 --> 00:23:36.769 align:center You know what you could do? 00:23:37.521 --> 00:23:38.401 align:center What? 00:23:41.025 --> 00:23:42.315 align:center Sell that bitch. 00:23:43.110 --> 00:23:48.240 align:center I mean, if you sold, you could leave and do whatever you wanted forever. 00:23:49.075 --> 00:23:51.695 align:center I mean, Denise already made a deal. 00:23:51.702 --> 00:23:56.332 align:center She handed it to me in a fancy little folder, so we know it's legit. 00:23:56.332 --> 00:23:59.292 align:center And just tell Annie what you want to do. 00:23:59.293 --> 00:24:02.213 align:center She promised to go with whatever your decision was. 00:24:02.213 --> 00:24:07.013 align:center Taking myself out of this whole deal, I fuck with you. 00:24:07.593 --> 00:24:11.053 align:center And, like, this was before I knew my dad was your sperm donor, 00:24:11.055 --> 00:24:12.805 align:center so, like, now it's double that. 00:24:14.267 --> 00:24:16.227 align:center - I fuck with you too, I guess. - No surprise. 00:24:16.227 --> 00:24:18.097 align:center - Lesbians usually fuck with me. - Okay. 00:24:19.230 --> 00:24:21.610 align:center [chuckles] I mean, don't you wanna travel? 00:24:21.607 --> 00:24:24.777 align:center I don't know, go to school somewhere cool, like Italy. 00:24:24.777 --> 00:24:28.987 align:center You're smart. Like, you read books in not-a-performative-male kinda way. 00:24:28.990 --> 00:24:31.660 align:center And you look kind of Italian. You'd probably do great there. 00:24:32.493 --> 00:24:33.333 align:center And, I mean, 00:24:34.453 --> 00:24:38.043 align:center what do you have to lose? You've kind of already lost everything. 00:24:40.209 --> 00:24:41.839 align:center Right. Okay. Damn. 00:24:41.836 --> 00:24:44.206 align:center I'm sorry. That was... That was too far. 00:24:52.888 --> 00:24:54.968 align:center Okay, so, just, 00:24:54.974 --> 00:24:58.774 align:center hypothetically, if I were to do it... 00:25:01.731 --> 00:25:04.731 align:center Nothing could happen to Ellis 00:25:05.609 --> 00:25:06.609 align:center or the marina. 00:25:08.654 --> 00:25:12.624 align:center Hypothetically, you can cut whatever you want out of the deal. 00:25:27.423 --> 00:25:30.183 align:center [footsteps approaching] 00:25:33.304 --> 00:25:34.144 align:center Hey. 00:25:36.349 --> 00:25:37.179 align:center Hey. 00:25:38.893 --> 00:25:40.903 align:center I just want to talk to you about something. 00:25:41.354 --> 00:25:42.564 align:center If you wanna sit down. 00:25:45.524 --> 00:25:46.364 align:center Okay. 00:25:49.195 --> 00:25:50.235 align:center Is everything okay? 00:25:51.030 --> 00:25:51.860 align:center Yeah. 00:25:54.784 --> 00:25:55.664 align:center I wanna sell. 00:25:57.453 --> 00:25:59.123 align:center - Sell... - Sell the island. 00:26:03.626 --> 00:26:04.496 align:center What? 00:26:06.962 --> 00:26:08.262 align:center Sorry, I, um... 00:26:10.132 --> 00:26:11.882 align:center I'm confused. Wha... Since when? 00:26:11.884 --> 00:26:14.224 align:center I realized I have nothing left here, you know? 00:26:17.306 --> 00:26:18.556 align:center - What? - Gordon's dead, 00:26:18.557 --> 00:26:21.387 align:center Joe's essentially dead to me, Oona and I broke up. 00:26:21.769 --> 00:26:23.979 align:center - You broke... - You don't actually wanna be my sister. 00:26:23.979 --> 00:26:27.189 align:center It was fun for you in theory, but now that it's real, you don't. 00:26:27.191 --> 00:26:28.481 align:center You're freaking out. 00:26:31.195 --> 00:26:33.315 align:center Okay. None of that is true. 00:26:33.322 --> 00:26:35.912 align:center Just feels like my dad is more your dad now than mine. 00:26:35.908 --> 00:26:38.658 align:center So I'm sorry that I'm not having a perfect reaction to that. 00:26:41.497 --> 00:26:43.867 align:center This is your home, Ramona. You love it here. 00:26:43.874 --> 00:26:46.504 align:center What if I just love it because I don't know anything else? 00:26:46.502 --> 00:26:49.302 align:center This is the best place in the world. You always say that. 00:26:49.296 --> 00:26:52.506 align:center You've seen everything, Annie. 00:26:53.551 --> 00:26:54.841 align:center And Gordon, he was, 00:26:55.928 --> 00:26:59.928 align:center like, traumatized by his daughter dying, and then... 00:27:01.308 --> 00:27:03.268 align:center he was stuck here. Like, he couldn't leave, 00:27:03.269 --> 00:27:05.809 align:center and he instilled all these morals and values into me, 00:27:05.813 --> 00:27:09.983 align:center and I don't know if they were important to me, though. 00:27:09.984 --> 00:27:12.904 align:center Like, actually, at my core, I don't know if I believe in them. 00:27:15.030 --> 00:27:17.320 align:center And, like, selling this place would just... 00:27:19.285 --> 00:27:21.235 align:center It would... It would change my life. 00:27:21.245 --> 00:27:22.745 align:center Yeah. Yeah. 00:27:23.998 --> 00:27:25.328 align:center I totally understand that. 00:27:26.125 --> 00:27:26.955 align:center Um, 00:27:26.959 --> 00:27:27.919 align:center I'm sorry. 00:27:29.336 --> 00:27:31.046 align:center I ju... I, um... 00:27:33.716 --> 00:27:36.756 align:center I don't know that it's worth the money to sell your home 00:27:36.760 --> 00:27:40.310 align:center - because there's so many options, Ramona. - You've had everything! 00:27:40.806 --> 00:27:42.306 align:center You've had everything! 00:27:43.100 --> 00:27:45.520 align:center I see the face creams, man. 00:27:46.020 --> 00:27:48.440 align:center You've never had to worry about a thing. 00:27:50.649 --> 00:27:53.229 align:center It's not bad for me to want this bigger life for myself. 00:27:53.235 --> 00:27:54.435 align:center That's not bad at all. 00:27:54.445 --> 00:27:56.565 align:center But a bigger life can be a lot harder, actually. 00:27:56.572 --> 00:27:58.372 align:center [Ramona] So can a small one! 00:28:00.367 --> 00:28:02.157 align:center If you're thinking about New York, 00:28:02.161 --> 00:28:04.751 align:center I don't know how much you're gonna like it, Ramona. 00:28:04.747 --> 00:28:06.827 align:center It's not an easy place to live, even for me. 00:28:06.832 --> 00:28:08.752 align:center It's why I might want to stay here. 00:28:10.169 --> 00:28:12.299 align:center This was Mom's place, and she wanted-- 00:28:12.296 --> 00:28:14.416 align:center [scoffs] Mom's dead. Mom's dead. 00:28:16.634 --> 00:28:19.514 align:center We can't ask her what she wanted. I don't know. You don't know. 00:28:21.263 --> 00:28:23.393 align:center Annie, she grew up here, and then she left. 00:28:27.269 --> 00:28:28.809 align:center [Annie] And then she came back. 00:28:33.609 --> 00:28:35.819 align:center You know what? I'm... Let's, um... 00:28:35.819 --> 00:28:38.279 align:center Why don't we take a night and sleep on it? 00:28:38.280 --> 00:28:40.490 align:center - No. No, I'm sorry. No. - And just... 00:28:42.618 --> 00:28:44.578 align:center My mind's not gonna be changed in the morning. 00:28:46.163 --> 00:28:48.713 align:center Ramona, you can't make a decision this big in one day. 00:28:48.707 --> 00:28:50.417 align:center Just take... Just take a second. 00:28:52.461 --> 00:28:54.881 align:center [Ramona] Because all that matters is what you want. 00:28:55.673 --> 00:28:59.053 align:center You don't want me to sell, but you sure as shit don't want me in New York. 00:29:00.678 --> 00:29:02.298 align:center You fucking promised. 00:29:12.356 --> 00:29:13.186 align:center Okay. 00:29:14.149 --> 00:29:15.029 align:center Okay? 00:29:15.568 --> 00:29:16.688 align:center I did promise. 00:29:18.153 --> 00:29:21.033 align:center I did promise. I said I'd do whatever you want, so I will. 00:29:26.036 --> 00:29:26.906 align:center Okay. 00:29:30.874 --> 00:29:32.384 align:center - Thank you. - Mmm-hmm. 00:29:53.981 --> 00:29:56.981 align:center ["Rain" playing] 00:30:23.636 --> 00:30:24.716 align:center Ramona? 00:30:24.720 --> 00:30:25.640 align:center [Ramona] Yeah? 00:30:26.639 --> 00:30:28.469 align:center Are... Are you sleeping in there? 00:30:29.975 --> 00:30:30.805 align:center [Ramona] Yeah. 00:30:45.199 --> 00:30:47.079 align:center [Ramona] You don't remember anything? 00:30:47.951 --> 00:30:48.791 align:center [sighing] 00:30:48.786 --> 00:30:51.616 align:center [Annie] I mean, like, one thing, but it's like... 00:30:51.622 --> 00:30:54.502 align:center I don't really know if it's, like, an actual memory 00:30:54.500 --> 00:30:56.920 align:center or just, like, a picture or a story someone told me, 00:30:56.919 --> 00:31:00.259 align:center so it's probably not real. 00:31:02.383 --> 00:31:04.723 align:center We're laying in bed, and she's scratching my back, 00:31:04.718 --> 00:31:06.468 align:center like, scratchies, you know? 00:31:07.846 --> 00:31:10.056 align:center And I can feel her breathing, and it's like... 00:31:11.141 --> 00:31:15.561 align:center Like, I just felt very warm and, like, so safe and held. 00:31:41.797 --> 00:31:42.837 align:center There you go. 00:31:42.840 --> 00:31:44.050 align:center [chattering indistinctly] 00:32:17.750 --> 00:32:19.250 align:center [laughing softly] 00:32:20.043 --> 00:32:20.883 align:center Thank you. 00:32:34.600 --> 00:32:35.890 align:center Mom? 00:32:39.396 --> 00:32:40.226 align:center It's okay. 00:32:44.234 --> 00:32:45.654 align:center ...down lazy river. 00:32:46.487 --> 00:32:47.607 align:center That'll be good. 00:32:47.613 --> 00:32:49.953 align:center And then we can go... 00:32:54.912 --> 00:32:55.792 align:center Yeah! 00:32:59.124 --> 00:33:02.254 align:center - [speaking indistinctly] - [both laugh] 00:33:15.432 --> 00:33:16.482 align:center Hi. 00:33:22.689 --> 00:33:25.109 align:center Honey, come here. Come on. 00:33:26.985 --> 00:33:28.855 align:center [Goldie laughing faintly] 00:33:45.045 --> 00:33:46.455 align:center I'm so sorry. 00:33:48.173 --> 00:33:49.843 align:center [sniffing] 00:33:52.970 --> 00:33:54.140 align:center It's okay. 00:34:47.649 --> 00:34:49.189 align:center - [Annie] Ramona? - Hmm? 00:34:49.776 --> 00:34:51.066 align:center I can't do it. I'm sorry. 00:34:54.239 --> 00:34:55.239 align:center Can't do what? 00:34:55.240 --> 00:34:56.620 align:center [Annie] Can we just wait a year? 00:34:57.826 --> 00:35:00.236 align:center Please? I feel like I'm just getting to know Mom. 00:35:00.245 --> 00:35:03.415 align:center And I didn't realize how badly I needed this place. But I really do. 00:35:05.584 --> 00:35:06.964 align:center I can't believe this. 00:35:06.960 --> 00:35:08.500 align:center I'm only asking you for a year. 00:35:08.503 --> 00:35:11.173 align:center I feel like I'm gonna die if I spend another year here. 00:35:11.173 --> 00:35:14.263 align:center I know that you're really hurt right now, and I'm so sorry about that. 00:35:15.802 --> 00:35:18.642 align:center But you're 16, Ramona, and if you sell this place, 00:35:18.639 --> 00:35:21.019 align:center you'll be making the biggest mistake of your life. 00:35:21.016 --> 00:35:24.646 align:center I swear to God. Please, I want you to think clearly about this. 00:35:25.228 --> 00:35:27.808 align:center I'm thinking clearly. Very clearly. 00:35:27.814 --> 00:35:28.824 align:center So am I. 00:35:30.108 --> 00:35:35.908 align:center I really, really feel that Mom would want us both to be here together. 00:35:35.906 --> 00:35:38.366 align:center Really? Do you? You really think that? 00:35:38.367 --> 00:35:41.237 align:center Or do you maybe think the way that I think? 00:35:41.244 --> 00:35:45.424 align:center Which is, I'm kind of discovering that my life is fucking, like, 00:35:46.583 --> 00:35:49.713 align:center bullshit, and I wanna see something new. 00:35:49.711 --> 00:35:54.761 align:center But now I'm stuck here because you don't want to sell? 00:35:56.551 --> 00:35:58.551 align:center I can't. I can't. I'm sorry. 00:36:01.014 --> 00:36:03.734 align:center Right. Right. Right. 00:36:09.481 --> 00:36:11.271 align:center Ramona, I'm leaving today... 00:36:13.485 --> 00:36:14.485 align:center [door slams] 00:36:18.991 --> 00:36:21.701 align:center [cell phone ringing] 00:36:24.371 --> 00:36:25.411 align:center Hello? 00:36:25.414 --> 00:36:27.624 align:center [female voice] Hi. Is this Connor Jacobson? 00:36:27.916 --> 00:36:29.126 align:center Yeah. 00:36:29.126 --> 00:36:32.546 align:center Hi, Connor. This is Dawn Fisher from Open Hearts Adoption Agency. 00:36:33.213 --> 00:36:36.973 align:center We got a response from your biological mother about your request. 00:36:36.967 --> 00:36:40.137 align:center And she would love to get in touch with you. 00:36:48.228 --> 00:36:49.148 align:center Hey, Maple. 00:36:49.980 --> 00:36:50.810 align:center [Maple] Hi. 00:36:53.316 --> 00:36:56.066 align:center Is she here? I wanna talk to her. 00:36:56.778 --> 00:36:57.818 align:center Um, 00:36:57.821 --> 00:36:58.911 align:center no. 00:37:00.240 --> 00:37:01.530 align:center Know when she'll be back? 00:37:04.202 --> 00:37:05.952 align:center Okay. Well, um... 00:37:07.748 --> 00:37:10.458 align:center if you see her, let her know I'm stuck here forever, 00:37:10.959 --> 00:37:12.629 align:center if she ever wants to talk. 00:37:16.131 --> 00:37:16.971 align:center Thanks. 00:37:19.718 --> 00:37:20.638 align:center I'm sorry. 00:37:21.219 --> 00:37:22.049 align:center Huh? 00:37:22.596 --> 00:37:23.636 align:center Sorry. 00:37:26.516 --> 00:37:27.386 align:center Yeah. 00:37:29.352 --> 00:37:30.352 align:center Yeah, me too. 00:37:48.622 --> 00:37:51.212 align:center [Maple] You know how messed up it is to ask a child to lie? 00:37:51.208 --> 00:37:52.288 align:center Yeah, I know. 00:37:53.126 --> 00:37:54.916 align:center I'm sorry. And thank you. 00:37:58.757 --> 00:38:00.507 align:center Why didn't you want to talk to her? 00:38:02.344 --> 00:38:05.184 align:center If she knew that I was here, she wouldn't do what she needs to do. 00:38:06.598 --> 00:38:09.478 align:center Well, what does she need to do? 00:38:12.270 --> 00:38:14.110 align:center She needs to do what's best for her. 00:38:18.276 --> 00:38:19.146 align:center Are you okay? 00:38:19.152 --> 00:38:20.202 align:center Yeah. 00:38:21.947 --> 00:38:22.777 align:center Yeah. 00:38:23.657 --> 00:38:26.117 align:center - Are you sure? - Yeah, I'm good. 00:38:38.839 --> 00:38:39.669 align:center Hi. 00:38:39.673 --> 00:38:40.763 align:center Hey. 00:38:41.883 --> 00:38:44.973 align:center I think Ellis is out there getting the plane ready for you. 00:38:47.889 --> 00:38:49.679 align:center - Okay. Thank you. Cool. - He should be back soon. 00:38:49.683 --> 00:38:50.603 align:center Cool. 00:39:04.239 --> 00:39:06.159 align:center I had a dream about my mom last night. 00:39:11.538 --> 00:39:12.538 align:center Yeah? 00:39:14.040 --> 00:39:15.920 align:center You think she regretted blowing up her life? 00:39:18.253 --> 00:39:22.843 align:center No, I think maybe she would've done things a little bit differently, but no. 00:39:27.429 --> 00:39:28.599 align:center She was... 00:39:30.182 --> 00:39:31.812 align:center She was finally happy. 00:39:32.851 --> 00:39:36.191 align:center In fact, she told me that she wished she had done it sooner. 00:39:42.402 --> 00:39:45.992 align:center So what happened between when my dad took us and when my mom died? 00:39:47.449 --> 00:39:50.539 align:center - Was she gonna come back ever? - Of course she was comin' back. 00:39:52.162 --> 00:39:55.792 align:center She had a ticket to New York two days after you left. 00:39:56.499 --> 00:39:58.039 align:center Soonest one she could get. 00:39:58.043 --> 00:39:59.463 align:center - Really? - Yeah. 00:40:00.337 --> 00:40:02.167 align:center So then was it the stress of my dad taking us 00:40:02.172 --> 00:40:04.382 align:center that caused her to go into an early labor or-- 00:40:04.382 --> 00:40:05.302 align:center No. 00:40:05.884 --> 00:40:08.144 align:center - Well, how could it not have been? - No, no, no. [sighs] 00:40:10.430 --> 00:40:11.930 align:center The doctor said no. 00:40:12.933 --> 00:40:13.773 align:center Okay? 00:40:15.936 --> 00:40:17.266 align:center She had a heart condition. 00:40:19.814 --> 00:40:21.074 align:center I mean, nobody knew. 00:40:23.526 --> 00:40:27.906 align:center So, like... what exactly happened that night? 00:40:27.906 --> 00:40:29.066 align:center [sighing] Annie, uh... 00:40:30.700 --> 00:40:31.530 align:center I'm sorry, I... 00:40:32.744 --> 00:40:33.584 align:center Okay. 00:40:36.039 --> 00:40:37.369 align:center She was... 00:40:38.625 --> 00:40:39.575 align:center She was in pain. 00:40:41.419 --> 00:40:47.049 align:center And she didn't know if it was contractions or not, you know, so... 00:40:48.176 --> 00:40:49.636 align:center I rushed her to the hospital. 00:40:51.554 --> 00:40:53.064 align:center I remember thinking that... 00:40:55.016 --> 00:40:58.136 align:center There was no way this boat could move slower, you know, 00:40:58.144 --> 00:41:00.564 align:center but we were flying across the lake. 00:41:01.815 --> 00:41:03.185 align:center I kept pushing it. 00:41:03.191 --> 00:41:06.321 align:center I actually bent the throttle. 00:41:08.738 --> 00:41:09.858 align:center And we got there. 00:41:09.864 --> 00:41:14.454 align:center And I just remember all these doctors and nurses. 00:41:15.078 --> 00:41:16.038 align:center It was packed. 00:41:16.037 --> 00:41:18.577 align:center And I kept getting pushed out. 00:41:18.581 --> 00:41:20.791 align:center And so I was standing in the doorway, 00:41:21.918 --> 00:41:23.298 align:center and I heard this crash. 00:41:23.920 --> 00:41:25.550 align:center I remember I looked down the hall, 00:41:26.923 --> 00:41:30.053 align:center and this doctor, he was older than everyone else, 00:41:30.844 --> 00:41:33.104 align:center came flyin' around the corner, 00:41:33.722 --> 00:41:37.732 align:center and he ran into this medical cart, and shit went flyin' everywhere. 00:41:38.310 --> 00:41:40.940 align:center And he sprinted right past me into the room, 00:41:42.147 --> 00:41:44.767 align:center and I remember that that is when it dawned on me 00:41:44.774 --> 00:41:47.244 align:center that this was bad, you know? 00:41:49.946 --> 00:41:52.316 align:center And they, uh, took her into surgery. 00:41:52.324 --> 00:41:56.244 align:center Surgery? What s... What sur... I didn't know she had surgery. 00:41:56.244 --> 00:41:58.664 align:center She had an emergency C-section. 00:41:58.663 --> 00:42:00.213 align:center I didn't know she had a C-section. 00:42:02.500 --> 00:42:03.790 align:center [sighs] 00:42:05.837 --> 00:42:07.167 align:center Was she... Was she scared? 00:42:11.051 --> 00:42:12.471 align:center You know, your mom, 00:42:13.928 --> 00:42:17.388 align:center she was the bravest, most fearless person 00:42:18.433 --> 00:42:20.143 align:center I had ever known. 00:42:20.977 --> 00:42:24.307 align:center And when they were taking her out of the room, we made eye contact, 00:42:26.024 --> 00:42:28.034 align:center and I remember she smiled at me, 00:42:29.069 --> 00:42:32.989 align:center you know, like she was gonna reassure me. [chuckles sadly] 00:42:41.122 --> 00:42:42.122 align:center And then what happened? 00:42:42.123 --> 00:42:44.213 align:center Well, then I never saw her again. 00:42:45.085 --> 00:42:46.495 align:center She didn't come out of surgery. 00:42:50.340 --> 00:42:52.180 align:center So she never got to meet Ramona? 00:42:53.760 --> 00:42:55.390 align:center Or hold her? Anything like that? 00:42:59.766 --> 00:43:00.596 align:center No. 00:43:04.604 --> 00:43:05.444 align:center No. 00:43:12.028 --> 00:43:14.028 align:center ["Don't Think Twice, It's Alright" playing] 00:43:59.075 --> 00:43:59.985 align:center Hi. 00:44:01.619 --> 00:44:03.199 align:center I'm so glad you're here. I was... 00:44:03.830 --> 00:44:07.330 align:center You know, I was hoping I could... see you before I left. 00:44:07.917 --> 00:44:08.747 align:center - Um... - Yeah. 00:44:10.336 --> 00:44:13.586 align:center I don't know where your head is or if... 00:44:14.591 --> 00:44:16.131 align:center there's a world where maybe... 00:44:17.677 --> 00:44:21.007 align:center you and I could spend some time together. 'Cause I really wanna... 00:44:24.893 --> 00:44:27.023 align:center [sentimental music playing] 00:44:51.044 --> 00:44:52.214 align:center Ramona? 00:44:53.129 --> 00:44:55.169 align:center You've been girl with dead mom your whole life. 00:44:57.008 --> 00:44:57.878 align:center Okay. 00:44:57.884 --> 00:44:59.764 align:center And you've always had this place and her... 00:45:00.512 --> 00:45:03.562 align:center all of her memories and Gordon and... I mean... 00:45:03.556 --> 00:45:05.806 align:center You slept in her bed every summer. Like, that's... 00:45:07.936 --> 00:45:09.306 align:center That's so incredible. 00:45:10.396 --> 00:45:11.396 align:center I want that. 00:45:12.190 --> 00:45:14.070 align:center I need to be girl with dead mom too. 00:45:15.276 --> 00:45:17.566 align:center And you've never gotten to be girl with an alive dad. 00:45:18.196 --> 00:45:19.316 align:center And I have had that. 00:45:21.115 --> 00:45:23.115 align:center For 18 years, I've had that. 00:45:25.620 --> 00:45:27.210 align:center Ho... 00:45:28.122 --> 00:45:30.042 align:center And honestly, he's a really good dad. 00:45:31.709 --> 00:45:33.169 align:center And I want you to have that. 00:45:33.169 --> 00:45:35.959 align:center And I really do want you to have that. 00:45:37.966 --> 00:45:40.296 align:center ["Fleeting" playing] 00:45:50.061 --> 00:45:51.771 align:center You deserve to be taken care of. 00:45:52.647 --> 00:45:54.267 align:center Yeah. No, I know I deserve that. 00:45:56.818 --> 00:45:58.818 align:center I just... I don't know if I want it. 00:46:01.781 --> 00:46:02.661 align:center Well, I think... 00:46:04.325 --> 00:46:05.405 align:center I think you need it. 00:46:07.996 --> 00:46:09.246 align:center How do you know what I need? 00:46:15.295 --> 00:46:16.495 align:center Because I'm your sister. 00:46:26.889 --> 00:46:28.309 align:center [Ramona] So what should we do? 00:47:56.979 --> 00:48:00.399 align:center [slow instrumental music playing]