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[Connor] Previously on Sterling Point...
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[Ellis] You're her dad.
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I'm sorry. I never wanted it
to come out like this.
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What was your plan, then?
Did you even have one?
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God, I hate being back here.
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How are you not scared of it?
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Because I love you.
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- Oh, my God! [screams]
- Whoa!
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I went to Barrie
to talk to Gordon's lawyer.
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I need you to sign this.
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What is it?
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I don't want you to be my guardian.
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[Rory] Once we get back to the city,
you'll feel like yourself again.
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I may stay here, actually.
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And do what?
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And live.
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Tell my kids they're not Canadian
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and convince them to come back home,
that'd be nice.
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I'd rather die than leave Sterling Point
and you and...
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You were about to say Ellis.
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- No.
- Yeah, you were.
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- [Annie] We did kiss.
- [Ramona gasps]
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[Annie] I know.
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- [Ramona] Shut up.
- In the closet.
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Why do you check your dad's socks for him?
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'Cause he's colorblind, so he mixes up
navy blue and black.
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[Sully] I think that you are
really good at hiding.
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But what if you just
went ahead and faced it?
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I need you to spit in a tube.
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Can I ask why?
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Because I think you might be my dad.
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[Annie] I cannot believe
I have to leave this place.
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It's just, like, this is exactly
where I'm supposed to be.
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- You know what I mean?
- Yeah.
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- With exactly who I'm supposed to be with.
- Aw.
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[chuckles] I'm sorry.
I should've said it more seriously.
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We could write letters.
Have you ever written a letter?
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- I've always wanted like a, like a...
- [Ellis] Yeah?
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...Henry VIII-Anne Boleyn situation,
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except, like, not. She was beheaded.
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So not, like, entirely ideal.
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So...
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what do you want to do
with your last couple days?
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["I Know A Place" playing]
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Hmm...
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Well, obviously this.
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[all chattering indistinctly]
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- [Oona] You okay?
- [Ramona] Mmm-hmm.
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[Ramona] Yeah, I'm just stressed.
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You can tell me if something's up.
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I know.
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Okay.
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[speaking indistinctly]
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- Cheers.
- Cheers.
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[all laughing]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Good morning.
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- What?
- Did you get up to brush your teeth?
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- No.
- [chuckles]
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The truth will set you free.
You put on your makeup. It's okay.
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- Can't forget the morning makeup.
- No one just looks like that.
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[softly] Is this okay?
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[whispers] Yeah.
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[breath trembling]
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[muttering] No,
I'm not interested, thank you.
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No.
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Okay.
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Oh.
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[suspenseful music playing]
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Fuck.
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- At least your dick works.
- [Ramona sighs]
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I-- Okay.
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So she is 100%
your and Mom's biological child?
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[Steven] I mean, to be clear,
I didn't even think it was a possibility.
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Also, Annie, this doesn't...
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This doesn't change
anything between us or--
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Why wouldn't you tell me the second
that you thought that this could be true?
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I didn't want to freak you out
if it wasn't.
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I didn't want to ruin
your last few days here for no reason.
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Also, I didn't...
I didn't want it to be true.
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It's not like I had this plan.
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Should I get a paternity test?
Maybe I'm, like, someone's secret dad.
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Okay, please.
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Are you mad at me?
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No, I'm not mad at you, Ramona.
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I'm just...
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I'm not mad at you.
I'm just processing this.
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I'm just, like, wrapping my head around...
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that they are your actual parents.
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But didn't you say your parents
are the people who raised you?
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[Steven] I think
we're all just gonna have to be
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as understanding as possible
with each other about this.
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Can we talk outside?
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Yeah, okay.
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I think I'm gonna go to the bathroom.
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Yeah, go for it.
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Hey, um...
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No, it's... Yeah, it's fine.
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I actually have sympathy for you in this.
It's a wild bomb drop.
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Yeah, that's one way to put it.
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I just don't want to make assumptions
about what you might want from me.
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I can just say, if you ever want to
come to New York...
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- That's sweet. I don't, but thank you.
- [sighs]
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Um, I do want you to sign off
on not being my guardian, though.
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Who's gonna take care of you?
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Me.
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No, no. It's not sad. It's...
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It's not like that.
You don't have to do that.
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I'm serious. It's really not.
It's what I'm used to.
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It's been that way for a while,
and I'd like to keep it that way.
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That way we can all move on and...
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I mean, you're thinking
we're just gonna move on?
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Yeah.
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- Okay. I'm gonna...
- Yeah.
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[Steven] Hey.
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Um...
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I love you.
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You're my daughter.
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Nothing's gonna change that, okay?
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Are you gonna turn around? Can we talk or...
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Sure. But stop saying
that nothing's changed.
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Literally everything's changed.
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Doesn't even feel
like she's my sister anymore.
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It feels like she's your daughter,
and I'm the adopted one.
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Like I'm the fake sister
and the fake daughter,
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and she's the one
you always actually wanted.
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She's the literal miracle kid.
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[Steven] Annie, come on.
None of that is true.
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I'm surprised you're reacting like this.
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I'm sorry that I'm having
a bit of a complicated reaction
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to a really fucked-up,
complicated situation,
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so I'm just gonna need you
to understand that I...
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cannot be okay right now, fully.
I can't just snap my fingers and be fine.
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I'm not either.
I missed Ramona's whole life.
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Oh, my God! This is exactly what I mean!
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- What?
- Like, it makes me so sad when you're sad.
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Like, I literally can't take it.
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It wrecks me. So I... Then I fix it.
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But, like, I can't fix it
for you right now.
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I can't fix this for you.
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Obviously, I want to make this better,
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and act like I'm okay, but I'm not,
'cause I'm the kid.
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You know?
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[exhales] I'm the kid.
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You're right.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm so sorry.
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I didn't...
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I know I'm not great at it. I...
But I really was...
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I've been just trying to protect you
and give you the best life, but I know.
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[Annie] I know, I know,
but I just feel like...
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like maybe, like,
my life here is better for me.
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Your life here? Really?
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Like, you don't have a life here.
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It's a lot realer of a life
than the bullshit one
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- I have in New York. It is.
- This is a summer thing.
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You've asked me one question.
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What the fuck do you know about my summer?
My summer.
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I don't think you're gonna get
what you're looking for.
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I just don't think following
in your mom's footsteps
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and trying to live the life
that she thought that she wanted
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is gonna give you what you want.
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It's not gonna bring her back.
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It's not gonna make...
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It's not gonna fix anything.
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When are you gonna forgive her for dying?
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Is that why you can't look at Ramona?
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Because she looks so much like her?
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[dramatic soft music playing]
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You know, Connor,
I'm like a mother figure.
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It's me, Denise.
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You can talk to me about what's going on.
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Aw.
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Thanks, Big D.
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And... if I'm gonna be for real for real,
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I did take some of your mushrooms
that you keep in your bedside table.
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- [scoffs]
- Frankly, I'm fucking flying.
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Did you leave me any?
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No. [laughs]
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[laughing] It's a little bit funny.
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Like, my dad and my dead mom
have a fucking real kid?
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I mean, what a psychotic joke.
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That raccoon looks really friendly.
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Connor, honey, I don't think
you really think that this is funny.
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You know, you're likely the most...
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emotionally intelligent person
in your family.
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And that can be a heavy weight
to carry, you know?
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Thank you.
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But I see you, buddy.
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Do you think that raccoon has distemper?
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That's a mailbox.
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Okay, good. I'm glad he's okay.
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[footsteps approaching]
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[Ellis] Annie?
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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I was looking for you.
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[slow instrumental music playing]
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Are you okay?
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[Oona] I think it's just gonna
take Annie a second.
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Yeah. I don't know, it just feels like...
It feels so different now.
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[Oona] Mmm-hmm.
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Like, I feel like if I were to,
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I don't know,
ever want to get to know him or, like,
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visit New York,
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I probably can't do that now
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because I really feel like
she'd be weird about it.
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Like I'm stealing her dad.
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What? So, like...
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are you thinking of going there
and having a relationship with him?
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I don't know.
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Oh.
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What?
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No. Nothing.
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[chuckles] No, it's obviously something.
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- What--
- No, no, no, I just...
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I didn't know that
you'd even consider, like,
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- maybe living in New York.
- I didn't say I'm moving.
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If you want a relationship with him,
you'd want to live there for a bit.
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Right?
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Okay. I'm sorry.
What's going on right now?
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No, nothing's going on.
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- You seem like--
- Babe, I'm just trying to catch up.
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- Sorry.
- Okay. Yeah.
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Five minutes ago, you were so sure
you wanted nothing to do with that man.
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Like, you were so anti that.
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Like, you were talking about me
moving in with you for the winter.
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- Do you still want me to do that?
- Yeah, I just...
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Dude, I just found out
that my biological dad is Steven.
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- Mmm-hmm.
- Steven. Like...
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- I'm just talking out loud. I don't--
- Yeah. No, I know.
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- Okay.
- Yeah, I'm talking out loud too.
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I know how this is gonna go.
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- You know how this is gonna go?
- Yes.
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- Okay, tell me.
- You're gonna go to New York.
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You'll like it better than here
because it's New York,
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and it's exciting and cool,
and you're gonna have money.
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Travel, do whatever you want,
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experience all of these crazy, cool things
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and you will forget about me.
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You won't come back. And it is chill.
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Like, Mona, so fine. I get it.
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Like, can't blame you for it.
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Hundred percent. Very chill.
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Thought you knew me
a little better than that.
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Oona, look at me, I would never do that.
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- Yeah, okay.
- Like, in no world would I do that.
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You say that now.
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Glad to know you think so low of me. Cool.
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- No, come on. It's not that.
- That's awesome. Yeah. Yeah. I'm gonna go.
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No, don't leave. Ramona. We agreed
that that's the worst thing to do.
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- I don't care.
- Let's just talk about it.
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- You don't care?
- I don't care.
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It's so clear to me right now that
you don't care what I'm going through.
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The lack of empathy is crazy.
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You only care about how, like,
this is gonna affect you
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and your life and your happiness
and your well-being, and...
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none of this is actually about me.
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This is about you.
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It's about you
and your fucking mommy issues.
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Because you think
I'm gonna leave you like she did.
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I've never given you anything
to think that, ever.
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- [scoffs] Love that.
- I've literally never even left.
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Well done. Well done. You just
pushed me away as far as you could.
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Did you like that? Did that feel good?
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- Did I like that?
- That was great.
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Hit the spot. Hit the spot, baby.
Thank you. Cool.
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Oona, I'm... I didn't...
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Nah, it's all good. It's okay.
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- We should just stop here.
- I'm sorry.
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We should stop
before we hurt each other more. It's fine.
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What the fuck does that mean?
You're not hurting me. I don't know...
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I don't know, I just, like,
now isn't our time, and that's okay.
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- Now isn't our time?
- No. It's not.
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It's just not working, obviously.
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- So we're just gonna break up?
- Yeah, I think we should.
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I think it's what's best for us.
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You think that's what's best...
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So you're just, like, dictating the status
of our relationship now?
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- You should go see the world.
- I don't want to go see the world.
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You do. Do it.
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Let me know how it is.
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Have a good time.
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[clears throat]
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[Annie] I feel so bad about
how I handled this with Ramona.
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[Ellis] It's all... It's all gonna work out.
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Will it?
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Yeah.
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We've kind of fucking been through it
this summer, yeah?
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- [both chuckle]
- I don't know what you're talking about.
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That was a really uneventful summer
on my end.
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Yeah. No, totally. Yeah.
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God. If only something happened.
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Okay, so what was more boring,
when you found out that your dad
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might also be your best friend's dad,
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or when we found out
that our parents had an affair?
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- Yeah, that was kind of boring.
- 'Cause that was pretty sick.
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- Yeah.
- Um...
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Neither, actually.
I think the most boring part was
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watching my parents' marriage...
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- Totes.
- ...fall apart.
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- [chuckles] Which is kind of fucked up.
- [laughs] That's brutal.
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- It's funny, though. No, it's funny.
- It's not. That's why I'm not laughing.
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No, please laugh.
It's the only thing we can do.
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- It's fine.
- True. True.
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True.
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[sighs]
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This face.
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- I just wanna stare at it forever. What?
- Ellis, no, no.
20:54.317 --> 20:55.227
What?
20:55.234 --> 20:56.654
No, we don't have to...
20:57.945 --> 21:00.865
We don't have to
make it harder for ourselves. Um...
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We're gonna write
21:04.327 --> 21:06.827
and talk and visit. It's good.
21:09.373 --> 21:10.373
[softly] Annie.
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[softly] What?
21:18.508 --> 21:19.678
Ellis, no.
21:21.636 --> 21:22.836
I'm gonna miss you so much.
21:22.845 --> 21:25.555
Don't make this hurt
more than it has to, please.
21:26.390 --> 21:27.680
[sobs] Please.
21:54.293 --> 21:55.593
I think we...
21:55.586 --> 21:57.376
I think we have to let this hurt.
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Okay?
22:07.348 --> 22:08.308
Yes.
22:09.809 --> 22:10.729
Yes.
22:12.895 --> 22:13.895
No.
22:31.873 --> 22:33.213
I don't want to leave.
22:36.043 --> 22:38.133
[Sully] All right. I know that you said
22:38.129 --> 22:40.759
you wanted to try
some different kinds of mushrooms,
22:40.756 --> 22:44.006
so I got you some king mushrooms,
some enoki,
22:44.010 --> 22:45.260
and some lobster as well.
22:45.261 --> 22:47.761
Which one of these
will make me see raccoons again?
22:48.347 --> 22:50.467
- What? Raccoons?
- [door opens]
22:52.852 --> 22:54.022
- It's over.
- [Sully] What?
22:54.020 --> 22:55.440
What... What is?
22:56.606 --> 22:57.726
Oona broke up with me.
22:58.316 --> 22:59.936
- No! Oh, my God, baby.
- Wait, no!
22:59.942 --> 23:02.822
What happened? You guys were iconic,
like Bert and Ernie.
23:02.820 --> 23:05.110
Okay, come sit. I'll be right back, okay?
23:05.114 --> 23:06.784
Sully, don't bring me any food.
23:06.782 --> 23:10.542
I'm gonna give you as much food as I want,
because it always makes you feel better.
23:10.536 --> 23:12.366
- I'm gonna throw up.
- I'll be right back.
23:16.167 --> 23:17.497
What am I supposed to do?
23:19.378 --> 23:21.918
Annie's mad at me, and Oona hates me.
23:22.048 --> 23:24.088
Like, I never thought I'd say this, but...
23:25.801 --> 23:27.601
I fucking hate it here.
23:28.596 --> 23:31.216
Like, everything just hurts.
23:35.269 --> 23:36.769
You know what you could do?
23:37.521 --> 23:38.401
What?
23:41.025 --> 23:42.315
Sell that bitch.
23:43.110 --> 23:48.240
I mean, if you sold, you could leave
and do whatever you wanted forever.
23:49.075 --> 23:51.695
I mean, Denise already made a deal.
23:51.702 --> 23:56.332
She handed it to me in a fancy
little folder, so we know it's legit.
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And just tell Annie what you want to do.
23:59.293 --> 24:02.213
She promised to go
with whatever your decision was.
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Taking myself out of this whole deal,
I fuck with you.
24:07.593 --> 24:11.053
And, like, this was before I knew
my dad was your sperm donor,
24:11.055 --> 24:12.805
so, like, now it's double that.
24:14.267 --> 24:16.227
- I fuck with you too, I guess.
- No surprise.
24:16.227 --> 24:18.097
- Lesbians usually fuck with me.
- Okay.
24:19.230 --> 24:21.610
[chuckles] I mean,
don't you wanna travel?
24:21.607 --> 24:24.777
I don't know,
go to school somewhere cool, like Italy.
24:24.777 --> 24:28.987
You're smart. Like, you read books
in not-a-performative-male kinda way.
24:28.990 --> 24:31.660
And you look kind of Italian.
You'd probably do great there.
24:32.493 --> 24:33.333
And, I mean,
24:34.453 --> 24:38.043
what do you have to lose?
You've kind of already lost everything.
24:40.209 --> 24:41.839
Right. Okay. Damn.
24:41.836 --> 24:44.206
I'm sorry. That was... That was too far.
24:52.888 --> 24:54.968
Okay, so, just,
24:54.974 --> 24:58.774
hypothetically, if I were to do it...
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Nothing could happen to Ellis
25:05.609 --> 25:06.609
or the marina.
25:08.654 --> 25:12.624
Hypothetically, you can cut
whatever you want out of the deal.
25:27.423 --> 25:30.183
[footsteps approaching]
25:33.304 --> 25:34.144
Hey.
25:36.349 --> 25:37.179
Hey.
25:38.893 --> 25:40.903
I just want to
talk to you about something.
25:41.354 --> 25:42.564
If you wanna sit down.
25:45.524 --> 25:46.364
Okay.
25:49.195 --> 25:50.235
Is everything okay?
25:51.030 --> 25:51.860
Yeah.
25:54.784 --> 25:55.664
I wanna sell.
25:57.453 --> 25:59.123
- Sell...
- Sell the island.
26:03.626 --> 26:04.496
What?
26:06.962 --> 26:08.262
Sorry, I, um...
26:10.132 --> 26:11.882
I'm confused. Wha... Since when?
26:11.884 --> 26:14.224
I realized I have nothing left here,
you know?
26:17.306 --> 26:18.556
- What?
- Gordon's dead,
26:18.557 --> 26:21.387
Joe's essentially dead to me,
Oona and I broke up.
26:21.769 --> 26:23.979
- You broke...
- You don't actually wanna be my sister.
26:23.979 --> 26:27.189
It was fun for you in theory,
but now that it's real, you don't.
26:27.191 --> 26:28.481
You're freaking out.
26:31.195 --> 26:33.315
Okay. None of that is true.
26:33.322 --> 26:35.912
Just feels like my dad
is more your dad now than mine.
26:35.908 --> 26:38.658
So I'm sorry that I'm not having
a perfect reaction to that.
26:41.497 --> 26:43.867
This is your home, Ramona.
You love it here.
26:43.874 --> 26:46.504
What if I just love it
because I don't know anything else?
26:46.502 --> 26:49.302
This is the best place in the world.
You always say that.
26:49.296 --> 26:52.506
You've seen everything, Annie.
26:53.551 --> 26:54.841
And Gordon, he was,
26:55.928 --> 26:59.928
like, traumatized by his daughter dying,
and then...
27:01.308 --> 27:03.268
he was stuck here.
Like, he couldn't leave,
27:03.269 --> 27:05.809
and he instilled all these morals
and values into me,
27:05.813 --> 27:09.983
and I don't know
if they were important to me, though.
27:09.984 --> 27:12.904
Like, actually, at my core,
I don't know if I believe in them.
27:15.030 --> 27:17.320
And, like, selling this place would just...
27:19.285 --> 27:21.235
It would... It would change my life.
27:21.245 --> 27:22.745
Yeah. Yeah.
27:23.998 --> 27:25.328
I totally understand that.
27:26.125 --> 27:26.955
Um,
27:26.959 --> 27:27.919
I'm sorry.
27:29.336 --> 27:31.046
I ju... I, um...
27:33.716 --> 27:36.756
I don't know that it's worth the money
to sell your home
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- because there's so many options, Ramona.
- You've had everything!
27:40.806 --> 27:42.306
You've had everything!
27:43.100 --> 27:45.520
I see the face creams, man.
27:46.020 --> 27:48.440
You've never had to worry about a thing.
27:50.649 --> 27:53.229
It's not bad for me to want
this bigger life for myself.
27:53.235 --> 27:54.435
That's not bad at all.
27:54.445 --> 27:56.565
But a bigger life
can be a lot harder, actually.
27:56.572 --> 27:58.372
[Ramona] So can a small one!
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If you're thinking about New York,
28:02.161 --> 28:04.751
I don't know
how much you're gonna like it, Ramona.
28:04.747 --> 28:06.827
It's not an easy place to live,
even for me.
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It's why I might want to stay here.
28:10.169 --> 28:12.299
This was Mom's place, and she wanted--
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[scoffs] Mom's dead. Mom's dead.
28:16.634 --> 28:19.514
We can't ask her what she wanted.
I don't know. You don't know.
28:21.263 --> 28:23.393
Annie, she grew up here,
and then she left.
28:27.269 --> 28:28.809
[Annie] And then she came back.
28:33.609 --> 28:35.819
You know what? I'm... Let's, um...
28:35.819 --> 28:38.279
Why don't we take a night and sleep on it?
28:38.280 --> 28:40.490
- No. No, I'm sorry. No.
- And just...
28:42.618 --> 28:44.578
My mind's not gonna be changed
in the morning.
28:46.163 --> 28:48.713
Ramona, you can't make
a decision this big in one day.
28:48.707 --> 28:50.417
Just take... Just take a second.
28:52.461 --> 28:54.881
[Ramona] Because all that matters
is what you want.
28:55.673 --> 28:59.053
You don't want me to sell, but you sure
as shit don't want me in New York.
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You fucking promised.
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Okay.
29:14.149 --> 29:15.029
Okay?
29:15.568 --> 29:16.688
I did promise.
29:18.153 --> 29:21.033
I did promise. I said
I'd do whatever you want, so I will.
29:26.036 --> 29:26.906
Okay.
29:30.874 --> 29:32.384
- Thank you.
- Mmm-hmm.
29:53.981 --> 29:56.981
["Rain" playing]
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Ramona?
30:24.720 --> 30:25.640
[Ramona] Yeah?
30:26.639 --> 30:28.469
Are... Are you sleeping in there?
30:29.975 --> 30:30.805
[Ramona] Yeah.
30:45.199 --> 30:47.079
[Ramona] You don't remember anything?
30:47.951 --> 30:48.791
[sighing]
30:48.786 --> 30:51.616
[Annie] I mean, like, one thing,
but it's like...
30:51.622 --> 30:54.502
I don't really know if it's, like,
an actual memory
30:54.500 --> 30:56.920
or just, like, a picture
or a story someone told me,
30:56.919 --> 31:00.259
so it's probably not real.
31:02.383 --> 31:04.723
We're laying in bed,
and she's scratching my back,
31:04.718 --> 31:06.468
like, scratchies, you know?
31:07.846 --> 31:10.056
And I can feel her breathing,
and it's like...
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Like, I just felt very warm and, like,
so safe and held.
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There you go.
31:42.840 --> 31:44.050
[chattering indistinctly]
32:17.750 --> 32:19.250
[laughing softly]
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Thank you.
32:34.600 --> 32:35.890
Mom?
32:39.396 --> 32:40.226
It's okay.
32:44.234 --> 32:45.654
...down lazy river.
32:46.487 --> 32:47.607
That'll be good.
32:47.613 --> 32:49.953
And then we can go...
32:54.912 --> 32:55.792
Yeah!
32:59.124 --> 33:02.254
- [speaking indistinctly]
- [both laugh]
33:15.432 --> 33:16.482
Hi.
33:22.689 --> 33:25.109
Honey, come here. Come on.
33:26.985 --> 33:28.855
[Goldie laughing faintly]
33:45.045 --> 33:46.455
I'm so sorry.
33:48.173 --> 33:49.843
[sniffing]
33:52.970 --> 33:54.140
It's okay.
34:47.649 --> 34:49.189
- [Annie] Ramona?
- Hmm?
34:49.776 --> 34:51.066
I can't do it. I'm sorry.
34:54.239 --> 34:55.239
Can't do what?
34:55.240 --> 34:56.620
[Annie] Can we just wait a year?
34:57.826 --> 35:00.236
Please? I feel like
I'm just getting to know Mom.
35:00.245 --> 35:03.415
And I didn't realize how badly
I needed this place. But I really do.
35:05.584 --> 35:06.964
I can't believe this.
35:06.960 --> 35:08.500
I'm only asking you for a year.
35:08.503 --> 35:11.173
I feel like I'm gonna die
if I spend another year here.
35:11.173 --> 35:14.263
I know that you're really hurt right now,
and I'm so sorry about that.
35:15.802 --> 35:18.642
But you're 16, Ramona,
and if you sell this place,
35:18.639 --> 35:21.019
you'll be making
the biggest mistake of your life.
35:21.016 --> 35:24.646
I swear to God. Please, I want you
to think clearly about this.
35:25.228 --> 35:27.808
I'm thinking clearly. Very clearly.
35:27.814 --> 35:28.824
So am I.
35:30.108 --> 35:35.908
I really, really feel that Mom would
want us both to be here together.
35:35.906 --> 35:38.366
Really? Do you? You really think that?
35:38.367 --> 35:41.237
Or do you maybe think
the way that I think?
35:41.244 --> 35:45.424
Which is, I'm kind of discovering
that my life is fucking, like,
35:46.583 --> 35:49.713
bullshit, and I wanna see something new.
35:49.711 --> 35:54.761
But now I'm stuck here
because you don't want to sell?
35:56.551 --> 35:58.551
I can't. I can't. I'm sorry.
36:01.014 --> 36:03.734
Right. Right. Right.
36:09.481 --> 36:11.271
Ramona, I'm leaving today...
36:13.485 --> 36:14.485
[door slams]
36:18.991 --> 36:21.701
[cell phone ringing]
36:24.371 --> 36:25.411
Hello?
36:25.414 --> 36:27.624
[female voice]
Hi. Is this Connor Jacobson?
36:27.916 --> 36:29.126
Yeah.
36:29.126 --> 36:32.546
Hi, Connor. This is Dawn Fisher
from Open Hearts Adoption Agency.
36:33.213 --> 36:36.973
We got a response from
your biological mother about your request.
36:36.967 --> 36:40.137
And she would love
to get in touch with you.
36:48.228 --> 36:49.148
Hey, Maple.
36:49.980 --> 36:50.810
[Maple] Hi.
36:53.316 --> 36:56.066
Is she here? I wanna talk to her.
36:56.778 --> 36:57.818
Um,
36:57.821 --> 36:58.911
no.
37:00.240 --> 37:01.530
Know when she'll be back?
37:04.202 --> 37:05.952
Okay. Well, um...
37:07.748 --> 37:10.458
if you see her, let her know
I'm stuck here forever,
37:10.959 --> 37:12.629
if she ever wants to talk.
37:16.131 --> 37:16.971
Thanks.
37:19.718 --> 37:20.638
I'm sorry.
37:21.219 --> 37:22.049
Huh?
37:22.596 --> 37:23.636
Sorry.
37:26.516 --> 37:27.386
Yeah.
37:29.352 --> 37:30.352
Yeah, me too.
37:48.622 --> 37:51.212
[Maple] You know how messed up
it is to ask a child to lie?
37:51.208 --> 37:52.288
Yeah, I know.
37:53.126 --> 37:54.916
I'm sorry. And thank you.
37:58.757 --> 38:00.507
Why didn't you want to talk to her?
38:02.344 --> 38:05.184
If she knew that I was here,
she wouldn't do what she needs to do.
38:06.598 --> 38:09.478
Well, what does she need to do?
38:12.270 --> 38:14.110
She needs to do what's best for her.
38:18.276 --> 38:19.146
Are you okay?
38:19.152 --> 38:20.202
Yeah.
38:21.947 --> 38:22.777
Yeah.
38:23.657 --> 38:26.117
- Are you sure?
- Yeah, I'm good.
38:38.839 --> 38:39.669
Hi.
38:39.673 --> 38:40.763
Hey.
38:41.883 --> 38:44.973
I think Ellis is out there
getting the plane ready for you.
38:47.889 --> 38:49.679
- Okay. Thank you. Cool.
- He should be back soon.
38:49.683 --> 38:50.603
Cool.
39:04.239 --> 39:06.159
I had a dream about my mom last night.
39:11.538 --> 39:12.538
Yeah?
39:14.040 --> 39:15.920
You think she regretted
blowing up her life?
39:18.253 --> 39:22.843
No, I think maybe she would've done things
a little bit differently, but no.
39:27.429 --> 39:28.599
She was...
39:30.182 --> 39:31.812
She was finally happy.
39:32.851 --> 39:36.191
In fact, she told me
that she wished she had done it sooner.
39:42.402 --> 39:45.992
So what happened between
when my dad took us and when my mom died?
39:47.449 --> 39:50.539
- Was she gonna come back ever?
- Of course she was comin' back.
39:52.162 --> 39:55.792
She had a ticket to New York
two days after you left.
39:56.499 --> 39:58.039
Soonest one she could get.
39:58.043 --> 39:59.463
- Really?
- Yeah.
40:00.337 --> 40:02.167
So then was it the stress
of my dad taking us
40:02.172 --> 40:04.382
that caused her to go
into an early labor or--
40:04.382 --> 40:05.302
No.
40:05.884 --> 40:08.144
- Well, how could it not have been?
- No, no, no. [sighs]
40:10.430 --> 40:11.930
The doctor said no.
40:12.933 --> 40:13.773
Okay?
40:15.936 --> 40:17.266
She had a heart condition.
40:19.814 --> 40:21.074
I mean, nobody knew.
40:23.526 --> 40:27.906
So, like...
what exactly happened that night?
40:27.906 --> 40:29.066
[sighing] Annie, uh...
40:30.700 --> 40:31.530
I'm sorry, I...
40:32.744 --> 40:33.584
Okay.
40:36.039 --> 40:37.369
She was...
40:38.625 --> 40:39.575
She was in pain.
40:41.419 --> 40:47.049
And she didn't know if it was contractions
or not, you know, so...
40:48.176 --> 40:49.636
I rushed her to the hospital.
40:51.554 --> 40:53.064
I remember thinking that...
40:55.016 --> 40:58.136
There was no way this boat
could move slower, you know,
40:58.144 --> 41:00.564
but we were flying across the lake.
41:01.815 --> 41:03.185
I kept pushing it.
41:03.191 --> 41:06.321
I actually bent the throttle.
41:08.738 --> 41:09.858
And we got there.
41:09.864 --> 41:14.454
And I just remember
all these doctors and nurses.
41:15.078 --> 41:16.038
It was packed.
41:16.037 --> 41:18.577
And I kept getting pushed out.
41:18.581 --> 41:20.791
And so I was standing in the doorway,
41:21.918 --> 41:23.298
and I heard this crash.
41:23.920 --> 41:25.550
I remember I looked down the hall,
41:26.923 --> 41:30.053
and this doctor,
he was older than everyone else,
41:30.844 --> 41:33.104
came flyin' around the corner,
41:33.722 --> 41:37.732
and he ran into this medical cart,
and shit went flyin' everywhere.
41:38.310 --> 41:40.940
And he sprinted
right past me into the room,
41:42.147 --> 41:44.767
and I remember that
that is when it dawned on me
41:44.774 --> 41:47.244
that this was bad, you know?
41:49.946 --> 41:52.316
And they, uh, took her into surgery.
41:52.324 --> 41:56.244
Surgery? What s... What sur...
I didn't know she had surgery.
41:56.244 --> 41:58.664
She had an emergency C-section.
41:58.663 --> 42:00.213
I didn't know she had a C-section.
42:02.500 --> 42:03.790
[sighs]
42:05.837 --> 42:07.167
Was she... Was she scared?
42:11.051 --> 42:12.471
You know, your mom,
42:13.928 --> 42:17.388
she was the bravest, most fearless person
42:18.433 --> 42:20.143
I had ever known.
42:20.977 --> 42:24.307
And when they were taking her
out of the room, we made eye contact,
42:26.024 --> 42:28.034
and I remember she smiled at me,
42:29.069 --> 42:32.989
you know, like she was gonna reassure me.
[chuckles sadly]
42:41.122 --> 42:42.122
And then what happened?
42:42.123 --> 42:44.213
Well, then I never saw her again.
42:45.085 --> 42:46.495
She didn't come out of surgery.
42:50.340 --> 42:52.180
So she never got to meet Ramona?
42:53.760 --> 42:55.390
Or hold her? Anything like that?
42:59.766 --> 43:00.596
No.
43:04.604 --> 43:05.444
No.
43:12.028 --> 43:14.028
["Don't Think Twice,
It's Alright" playing]
43:59.075 --> 43:59.985
Hi.
44:01.619 --> 44:03.199
I'm so glad you're here. I was...
44:03.830 --> 44:07.330
You know, I was hoping
I could... see you before I left.
44:07.917 --> 44:08.747
- Um...
- Yeah.
44:10.336 --> 44:13.586
I don't know where your head is or if...
44:14.591 --> 44:16.131
there's a world where maybe...
44:17.677 --> 44:21.007
you and I could spend some time together.
'Cause I really wanna...
44:24.893 --> 44:27.023
[sentimental music playing]
44:51.044 --> 44:52.214
Ramona?
44:53.129 --> 44:55.169
You've been girl
with dead mom your whole life.
44:57.008 --> 44:57.878
Okay.
44:57.884 --> 44:59.764
And you've always had this place and her...
45:00.512 --> 45:03.562
all of her memories
and Gordon and... I mean...
45:03.556 --> 45:05.806
You slept in her bed every summer.
Like, that's...
45:07.936 --> 45:09.306
That's so incredible.
45:10.396 --> 45:11.396
I want that.
45:12.190 --> 45:14.070
I need to be girl with dead mom too.
45:15.276 --> 45:17.566
And you've never gotten
to be girl with an alive dad.
45:18.196 --> 45:19.316
And I have had that.
45:21.115 --> 45:23.115
For 18 years, I've had that.
45:25.620 --> 45:27.210
Ho...
45:28.122 --> 45:30.042
And honestly, he's a really good dad.
45:31.709 --> 45:33.169
And I want you to have that.
45:33.169 --> 45:35.959
And I really do want you to have that.
45:37.966 --> 45:40.296
["Fleeting" playing]
45:50.061 --> 45:51.771
You deserve to be taken care of.
45:52.647 --> 45:54.267
Yeah. No, I know I deserve that.
45:56.818 --> 45:58.818
I just... I don't know if I want it.
46:01.781 --> 46:02.661
Well, I think...
46:04.325 --> 46:05.405
I think you need it.
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How do you know what I need?
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Because I'm your sister.
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[Ramona] So what should we do?
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