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[Annie] Previously on Sterling Point...
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[Annie] I drank way too much,
then I went home with Rory.
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- You had sex with Rory?
- [shushes]
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- Annie?
- [Annie] Dad.
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- What?
- What are you doing here?
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[Annie] And now I'm like,
does this mess up the Ellis thing?
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Ellis, sometimes
I can't tell if you hate me.
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I actually can't even think of one thing
I don't like about you.
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You're so beautiful.
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[Annie] I didn't really, like,
experience my childhood.
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Annie, you don't need to be fixed, though.
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[Annie] What happened, Dad?
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Your mom didn't wanna
live in New York anymore.
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She filed for divorce and refused
to bring you guys back home.
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It sounds to me
like she was unhappy in her life,
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and so she came here
to try to make things better,
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and I don't understand
why that's an insane thing to do.
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'Cause she came up here and lost her mind!
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You know what happened to Goldie,
and it sure as hell wasn't me.
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It was the biggest mistake of her life.
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I know she didn't love you anymore.
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[grunts]
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- Fuck!
- [Kate] Were you in love with her?
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Is Ramona yours?
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Joe is your dad, Ramona.
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You two knew?
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You said, "No more secrets."
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- No--
- Ramona. Hey, Ramona, wait.
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[Sully] Ramona.
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Wait!
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Ramona!
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["Ain't Quite Right" playing]
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Ramona!
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Ramona! Girl, where are you?
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[Annie] Ramona!
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[Ellis] Ramona!
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[Annie] Where else could she go?
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She could be anywhere, honestly.
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I've actually never felt like
a more terrible person.
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I feel like I ruined her life.
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No. Annie, no. This isn't your fault.
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This is on our dads.
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They're the ones
who should feel like shit.
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[exhales]
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She couldn't have gone that far, right?
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I feel like she wouldn't do that to Oona.
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I don't think she'd do it
to her sister either.
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We'll find her.
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Ramona!
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Ramona!
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[Denise] Tell me about
this philosopher who lived in a barrel.
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- Yeah, his name is Diogenes. And he--
- Who?
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- How you know all this shit?
- He'd pee in the street and stuff. It was...
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- [chuckles]
- Oh, hi.
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- [Denise] Anything?
- No.
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[Denise] Any news?
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What about Joe? Where is he?
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Uh, I think he's also
out there looking for her.
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Good. As he should be.
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Do you think she's fucking with us?
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Ramona? Absolutely. She's fine.
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I ran away, like, a hundred times
when I was a youth.
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Mom, what is wrong with you?
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What?
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You're fully responsible
for a missing 17-year-old.
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How am I fully responsible, honey?
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Ramona needed the truth and I was
the only one willing to say anything.
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- But that's inappropriate.
- Like, honestly, I mean, you kinda ate.
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Wild move, and I respect it.
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Thanks, Connor. See? Not everybody thinks
that I'm the worst person in the world.
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- She's your sister, Connor.
- Yeah. And I love my gay sister.
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Tell Steven I'm in the boathouse.
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Okay, sweetie.
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He just weaned off his Wellbutrin,
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and I think he needs that
on top of the Lexapro.
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That is a successful combo.
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Right?
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- It's not about you.
- Yeah, I know that.
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- Okay, let it out.
- No, I hate crying.
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I don't like it when you bottle things up.
Just come here, please.
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Just... I got you, baby.
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[Oona crying] Just, like, is she gone?
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'Cause she literally disappeared
for a year.
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[Sully] Let's think this through.
She took the tinner,
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she can't be found on the lakes,
and she clearly wants to be far away
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from everyone here,
which I totally understand.
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Did you check to see if Gordon's car
is still parked in town?
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[Oona] Oh, my God. [sniffles]
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I forgot she had his car.
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- Girl...
- Right. Yeah, okay.
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She obviously took it.
But where would she go?
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She probably went home to Barrie.
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Oh, my God. You are a literal genius.
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- Thank you. Yeah.
- It's just common sense.
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Is there any chance that your mums
would let us take the food truck?
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- Not in this lifetime, babes.
- Why?
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- You've totaled three cars.
- No, it was one.
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It was three. It was three.
I was there, and it was three.
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But I do know somebody
who does have a car.
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Ta-da.
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Take your pick.
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Yeah. She'll do.
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Yeah. Okay. Perfect.
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That's... That's my dad's favorite.
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Thank you.
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Um, and then just to review,
so the "R" stands for...
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- "Reverse."
- "Reverse." I knew that. Okay, great.
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And the "D"? The "D"...
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- Oona, "drive."
- Amazing.
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Amazing. You did it. You passed the test.
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That's it. Ah, well done.
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Do you even know what to do
at a red light?
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You ask her out to dinner.
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What is this, with the left-hand
steering wheel thing?
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Okay, the total comes to $175 even.
Will that be cash or charge today?
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Last time I was here,
your son said you were cash only.
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[customer 2] Dude, that was
annoying as hell.
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We had to drive 30 minutes
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for some machine to spit out cash.
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Uh, sorry. [hesitating] System must've
been down. I apologize for that.
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You should look into that.
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Here you go.
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And these.
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Please.
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[Joe] Any word from her?
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No. I'm heading back out with Annie.
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[Joe] Your mom found the tape.
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[sighs]
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I left it for you.
I didn't think she'd find it.
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Yeah, well, she did.
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And I found the money.
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[sighing] $7,345, Ellis?
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Where the hell did this come from? What...
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Are you dealing or something? What...
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You think I'm dealing drugs? Wow.
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You are so checked out,
it's actually insane.
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- Don't avoid the question.
- From the man who hid something so massive
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from everyone our whole lives?
What do you mean?
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Look, I fucked up.
You think I don't know that?
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I am trying to make sure that you don't.
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[sighs]
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I've been...
I've been overcharging people.
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- What?
- Yeah, just $50 here and there. So what?
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Why would you do that?
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Because you're stupid not to.
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- Ellis, watch it.
- 50 bucks is nothing to these rich people.
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Fifty bucks over and over is
everything to us.
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- We're fine.
- No!
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No, we're not!
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Mom works nights and holidays
'cause the marina's barely scraping by,
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and you won't raise the prices
and run the business as you should.
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- Yeah, what's the money for?
- For a fuckin' safety net.
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We need six more tinners.
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- We need to fix the roof.
- We're gonna get all those things, Ellis.
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- We're fine.
- You're in denial, Dad.
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And, apparently,
you have been my whole life.
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- You're her dad.
- I'm sorry. I...
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I...
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- I never wanted it to come out like this.
- What was your plan, then?
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Did you even have one?
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- I don't...
- See?
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This is exactly what I mean.
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Ellis, just...
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Okay.
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[knocking at door]
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[sighing]
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If I wasn't so happy to see you,
I would be so furious right now.
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Please don't do that again.
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Okay.
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Sorry. I know it's, like, very depressing.
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No. Hey, do not apologize for that, okay?
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Yeah.
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I mean, if you're gonna apologize,
you should apologize for just--
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For what? Being born in the first place?
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No.
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Hey, don't do that.
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Look, you can do that with everyone else
for the rest of your life if you want.
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You can disappear, you can go dark,
go quiet, take space.
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None of that is off limits,
and there is no judgment.
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But you can't bail on me, okay?
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Tell me what you're feeling right now
in this second.
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I feel like this...
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leftover problem
everyone has to deal with.
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God, I hate being back here.
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It's just all so dark
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and... scary.
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How are you not scared of it?
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Or me?
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Because I love you.
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["Wishes" playing]
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I do.
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I really, really love you.
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I love you too.
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Can we please go home now?
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[chuckles] Yeah.
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Annie?
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Hello?
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[whispering] Ellis. Hey.
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I like this.
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[Annie] See? What did I tell you?
They always calm me down.
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- Closets.
- Right?
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Thank God something's working, 'cause
my next resort was a thunder jacket.
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[chuckles] I'm sorry. A what?
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- Do you not know what that is?
- A thunder jacket?
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It's like a...
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It's like a jacket for anxious dogs.
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It's supposed to feel like
a really tight hug.
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- Oh. Right.
- Yeah.
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Sounds kind of nice, no?
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Yeah.
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Does it work?
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Apparently. We'll see when I get one.
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Well, come here then.
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["Rowing Song" playing]
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[softly] Why are you so good at this?
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[softly] I don't really know
how to answer that.
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It's okay. Just do it again.
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Steven, we're alone.
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[Steven clears throat]
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We are on an island
in the middle of nowhere, Canada.
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If you need to get something
off your chest, you should,
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'cause I know you're not okay right now.
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What makes you think that?
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Do you think I'm the bad guy?
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I don't think it matters.
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Well, here I am again,
fighting for my family.
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Trying to bring my kids home. Again.
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Annie hates my guts,
just like her mother did.
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So, I don't know. I think it might.
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Annie was always a well-behaved kid,
but she was angry,
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mostly at me.
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And I thought, when she grows up,
she'll figure out I'm not the bad guy.
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I didn't take her mom away. I didn't...
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wreck this family.
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In kindergarten, she had to draw
this portrait of our family,
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so she drew the three of us,
Connor, herself, and me, at the park.
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I'm pushing Connor on a swing,
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but she's over there by herself, alone.
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She said she was lookin' for somethin'.
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I mean, even in kindergarten,
she could feel what she'd lost, you know?
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Her mom, her birth family, her sister.
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Any chance at a normal childhood.
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She knew.
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Honey, it was a powder keg.
It was always gonna blow.
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But everybody survived, and now you can
just put the pieces back together.
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- I don't know if that'll happen.
- Hey.
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Honey, you did the best you could.
00:17:24.399 --> 00:17:27.399 align:center
But does it even matter?
00:17:30.738 --> 00:17:31.948 align:center
[sighs]
00:17:35.201 --> 00:17:36.661 align:center
That's all you left me?
00:17:39.831 --> 00:17:42.831 align:center
["Hey There Cowgirl" playing]
00:18:06.482 --> 00:18:08.032 align:center
Oh, okay. Ow! Ow!
00:18:08.026 --> 00:18:10.486 align:center
Okay, don't take it out on me,
Mommy, please?
00:18:10.486 --> 00:18:12.736 align:center
Connor, do you think
she really likes Ellis?
00:18:12.739 --> 00:18:15.029 align:center
I don't know.
Her only other boyfriend was gay.
00:18:15.033 --> 00:18:16.493 align:center
- Right.
- God, I miss Oliver.
00:18:16.492 --> 00:18:18.082 align:center
- That's interesting.
- [groans]
00:18:18.202 --> 00:18:20.952 align:center
Should I tell her that I kissed
Bruno Garcia in fifth grade?
00:18:20.955 --> 00:18:24.285 align:center
- I kissed that guy a couple times.
- Do whatever you want. Nobody cares.
00:18:24.292 --> 00:18:26.502 align:center
- I care. I care a lot.
- [groaning]
00:18:26.502 --> 00:18:29.802 align:center
- We connected in a lot of ways.
- Okay, ew.
00:18:29.797 --> 00:18:33.297 align:center
I want her to feel like
she can communicate with me.
00:18:33.301 --> 00:18:36.181 align:center
I feel, generally, pretty good
receiving feedback. You know that.
00:18:36.763 --> 00:18:39.143 align:center
And so, it's like, if I've done something
00:18:39.140 --> 00:18:40.970 align:center
- that's made her pull away...
- [yelps]
00:18:40.975 --> 00:18:42.725 align:center
...I wanna know, so I can--
00:18:42.727 --> 00:18:45.477 align:center
Okay, Rory, Rory, I'm gonna scream.
Can we please switch?
00:18:45.480 --> 00:18:48.360 align:center
- Dude, for sure.
- Oh, my God! Oh, my fucking God!
00:18:48.358 --> 00:18:49.608 align:center
- I'm sorry.
- [groans]
00:18:53.237 --> 00:18:54.777 align:center
All right. You want me to go deep?
00:18:54.781 --> 00:18:58.031 align:center
Yeah, you can go deep, 'cause I carry
a lot of tension in my glutes.
00:18:58.034 --> 00:19:00.704 align:center
Listen, man, it's never gonna work out
between them.
00:19:01.371 --> 00:19:06.251 align:center
I mean, Annie is not the Canadian bacon,
crunchy granola girl next door.
00:19:06.250 --> 00:19:07.250 align:center
She's cosplaying.
00:19:07.251 --> 00:19:09.291 align:center
- Right.
- When she gets back to the city,
00:19:09.295 --> 00:19:11.665 align:center
and realizes she's been dicking around
all summer
00:19:11.673 --> 00:19:15.803 align:center
instead of learning a new language
or solving the Pythagorean theorem,
00:19:15.802 --> 00:19:19.392 align:center
she's gonna freak out
and forget all about Ellis.
00:19:20.640 --> 00:19:22.560 align:center
You're endgame, sweetie.
00:19:29.399 --> 00:19:30.819 align:center
- Oh, my God! [screams]
- Whoa!
00:19:33.611 --> 00:19:34.821 align:center
Ramona [hesitating] Lee...
00:19:34.821 --> 00:19:36.991 align:center
- Lee.
- Lee. Ramona Lee Campbell!
00:19:37.824 --> 00:19:40.164 align:center
- You can never do that again. Ever.
- I'm sorry.
00:19:40.159 --> 00:19:41.989 align:center
No. I was worried sick about you.
00:19:41.995 --> 00:19:44.285 align:center
- We were all worried sick.
- I know. I'm sorry.
00:19:44.288 --> 00:19:46.458 align:center
- I'm sorry.
- I'm so sorry, because I was...
00:19:46.457 --> 00:19:49.167 align:center
- I should've told you about Joe, but I--
- [shushes] Stop. No.
00:19:49.168 --> 00:19:50.838 align:center
It's completely his fault.
00:19:51.421 --> 00:19:55.011 align:center
It's, like, actually insane,
when you think about it.
00:20:01.431 --> 00:20:03.311 align:center
I went to Barrie
to talk to Gordon's lawyer.
00:20:05.309 --> 00:20:06.599 align:center
- Okay.
- Yeah.
00:20:07.895 --> 00:20:12.935 align:center
I can get Joe to sign some paperwork
to give up the guardianship or whatever.
00:20:14.777 --> 00:20:20.407 align:center
Just, like, that way I can move on
and do whatever I want.
00:20:20.408 --> 00:20:22.828 align:center
Like, I don't know,
00:20:24.537 --> 00:20:25.707 align:center
live on my own...
00:20:26.998 --> 00:20:29.668 align:center
or marry Oona and get a cat
00:20:30.835 --> 00:20:34.585 align:center
and open a butterfly sanctuary
and live happily ever after.
00:20:35.798 --> 00:20:39.048 align:center
[Annie] Okay,
I wanna unpack all of that, but...
00:20:40.511 --> 00:20:43.971 align:center
Are you sure that that's what you want?
For Joe to not be involved at all?
00:20:44.766 --> 00:20:45.596 align:center
Yeah.
00:20:46.768 --> 00:20:48.728 align:center
Yeah. No, Gordon was my dad.
00:20:50.063 --> 00:20:53.653 align:center
Fuck all this swooping-in-now shit.
I can take care of myself.
00:20:55.610 --> 00:20:57.820 align:center
Well, I will support
whatever you wanna do here.
00:20:58.821 --> 00:21:00.701 align:center
- Thank you.
- Yeah, of course.
00:21:02.909 --> 00:21:04.079 align:center
Who brought you back?
00:21:05.745 --> 00:21:06.575 align:center
Oona.
00:21:07.830 --> 00:21:10.670 align:center
Your eyes literally started sparkling
when you said that.
00:21:10.666 --> 00:21:16.876 align:center
- [both laugh]
- Is it, like, love love?
00:21:19.884 --> 00:21:21.644 align:center
Yeah. Yeah.
00:21:21.636 --> 00:21:24.096 align:center
How do you know that? How does that...
00:21:24.097 --> 00:21:27.677 align:center
- What does that feel like?
- [chuckles]
00:21:33.564 --> 00:21:35.274 align:center
Have you ever gone fishing in the rain?
00:21:37.777 --> 00:21:39.317 align:center
No. Sorry. Of course not.
00:21:40.988 --> 00:21:42.318 align:center
Um... [chuckles]
00:21:48.287 --> 00:21:49.497 align:center
You know that feeling when...
00:21:49.997 --> 00:21:53.167 align:center
when someone jumps out and scares you,
and you almost piss your pants,
00:21:53.167 --> 00:21:57.457 align:center
and you think your heart's gonna explode,
it's pounding so fast?
00:21:58.172 --> 00:22:01.182 align:center
And five seconds later, you're fine.
00:22:02.301 --> 00:22:03.591 align:center
But you also feel like...
00:22:05.263 --> 00:22:06.973 align:center
you've never felt more alive.
00:22:09.392 --> 00:22:10.482 align:center
It's kinda like that.
00:22:24.949 --> 00:22:27.619 align:center
Wow. No days off, huh?
00:22:28.202 --> 00:22:29.202 align:center
[scoffs]
00:22:31.831 --> 00:22:34.791 align:center
Like, how... How are we related?
00:22:35.376 --> 00:22:38.246 align:center
I'm so much cooler than you.
It just doesn't make any sense.
00:22:38.254 --> 00:22:39.384 align:center
Right.
00:22:39.380 --> 00:22:40.840 align:center
- Yeah. Of course you are.
- Yeah.
00:22:40.840 --> 00:22:43.130 align:center
- I'll give it to you.
- Thanks.
00:22:47.305 --> 00:22:48.305 align:center
No offense, but...
00:22:49.515 --> 00:22:50.885 align:center
Joe isn't my dad.
00:22:51.976 --> 00:22:53.936 align:center
Like, he just... He just isn't.
00:22:56.480 --> 00:22:58.070 align:center
You can be my half-brother, though.
00:23:00.735 --> 00:23:01.565 align:center
I'll allow it.
00:23:01.569 --> 00:23:04.609 align:center
[chuckles] Let me think about that one.
00:23:04.614 --> 00:23:06.454 align:center
- You have to think?
- I'll think about it.
00:23:06.449 --> 00:23:08.659 align:center
Wow. Ouch, man.
00:23:09.368 --> 00:23:10.488 align:center
Knife to the heart.
00:23:12.788 --> 00:23:18.538 align:center
You know, the only weird thing now is,
like, I just found out I have siblings,
00:23:18.544 --> 00:23:22.674 align:center
and now my half-brother
and my sister are, like...
00:23:22.673 --> 00:23:23.723 align:center
All right.
00:23:23.716 --> 00:23:26.926 align:center
- Bow chick-a wow-wow.
- All right. This is when we go.
00:23:26.928 --> 00:23:28.718 align:center
- Go? What do you mean?
- We're going.
00:23:28.721 --> 00:23:30.851 align:center
Yeah, we're going.
We're leaving on this boat.
00:23:30.848 --> 00:23:31.768 align:center
This one?
00:23:31.766 --> 00:23:33.476 align:center
- [Ramona] Yeah.
- No, we're not.
00:23:33.476 --> 00:23:36.266 align:center
- [Ramona] Yes, we are.
- No. Get your feet off the seats.
00:23:36.270 --> 00:23:37.980 align:center
- Jesus.
- You get in here. Get in!
00:23:37.980 --> 00:23:40.730 align:center
[Ellis] This is the Gallaghers' boat.
Remember the Gallaghers?
00:23:40.733 --> 00:23:42.733 align:center
- Remember Tom?
- I don't care. This is nice.
00:23:42.735 --> 00:23:45.485 align:center
[Ellis] Get your freaking feet
off the freaking seats.
00:23:45.488 --> 00:23:47.528 align:center
- Jesus.
- This is nice. Wait, I wanna...
00:23:48.032 --> 00:23:49.532 align:center
This is nice!
00:23:49.533 --> 00:23:53.003 align:center
- [Ellis] I can't even drive this boat.
- Yeah, you can. The key is right there.
00:23:53.621 --> 00:23:56.831 align:center
["Moonlight Sonata III Presto Agitato"
playing on piano]
00:23:59.418 --> 00:24:00.248 align:center
[Annie] Dad?
00:24:47.842 --> 00:24:48.842 align:center
[sighs softly]
00:24:50.094 --> 00:24:53.224 align:center
- Wow. Oh, sorry.
- No. Shit!
00:24:53.222 --> 00:24:54.812 align:center
Whoa...
00:24:54.807 --> 00:24:57.437 align:center
Sorry. I was just looking
for my dad. Uh...
00:24:59.145 --> 00:25:00.185 align:center
That... I...
00:25:00.771 --> 00:25:02.321 align:center
I thought you couldn't really play.
00:25:03.733 --> 00:25:05.193 align:center
I can't. That's not...
00:25:05.192 --> 00:25:07.152 align:center
- I wasn't playing. Yeah.
- Really? 'Cause...
00:25:08.029 --> 00:25:09.159 align:center
That was... I was just...
00:25:10.323 --> 00:25:11.373 align:center
playing...
00:25:12.283 --> 00:25:13.453 align:center
Uh...
00:25:13.451 --> 00:25:16.081 align:center
Well, that was really, really beautiful.
00:25:16.704 --> 00:25:18.124 align:center
- Thanks.
- Is my dad here?
00:25:19.206 --> 00:25:23.536 align:center
He... I think my mom took him out
on the boat, but they'll be back soon.
00:25:23.544 --> 00:25:24.924 align:center
Okay. Thank you.
00:25:25.463 --> 00:25:26.303 align:center
That's okay.
00:25:26.297 --> 00:25:28.837 align:center
You wanna wait? We can have a little...
00:25:29.925 --> 00:25:31.385 align:center
- Can have a...
- [chuckles]
00:25:32.261 --> 00:25:34.181 align:center
I only smoke weed when I can't sleep.
00:25:34.847 --> 00:25:36.767 align:center
Makes me feel like I'm on the news.
00:25:36.766 --> 00:25:37.766 align:center
- Okay.
- Yeah.
00:25:37.767 --> 00:25:39.017 align:center
Or when I...
00:25:39.643 --> 00:25:41.943 align:center
When I don't really know
what to do with my hands.
00:25:47.068 --> 00:25:48.068 align:center
When do you leave?
00:25:49.445 --> 00:25:51.775 align:center
- Tomorrow.
- Thank you. Wow.
00:25:51.781 --> 00:25:52.701 align:center
Yeah.
00:25:53.366 --> 00:25:57.406 align:center
I don't start for, like, a couple weeks,
00:25:57.411 --> 00:26:00.461 align:center
but they make you move in
to do all the dorm stuff.
00:26:01.290 --> 00:26:04.040 align:center
Right. The dorm stuff.
00:26:04.627 --> 00:26:05.627 align:center
- Yeah.
- [chuckles]
00:26:08.964 --> 00:26:11.134 align:center
Um...
00:26:11.133 --> 00:26:13.053 align:center
You can tell me if this is, like,
00:26:14.595 --> 00:26:16.845 align:center
way too forward of a move, okay?
00:26:16.847 --> 00:26:20.477 align:center
But, um, my dad's best friend
from high school
00:26:20.476 --> 00:26:23.096 align:center
is on the board at Wharton.
00:26:24.939 --> 00:26:27.189 align:center
Yeah. Finally got my dad on the phone.
00:26:27.858 --> 00:26:29.028 align:center
I'm talking to him,
00:26:29.026 --> 00:26:33.066 align:center
and he said he would introduce
the two of you,
00:26:34.115 --> 00:26:36.825 align:center
- to talk about the admissions process.
- Shit. Wow.
00:26:36.826 --> 00:26:39.696 align:center
Or even, like,
he'd probably write you a rec.
00:26:39.703 --> 00:26:42.913 align:center
Or set you up in the best possible way
for when you apply.
00:26:42.915 --> 00:26:45.165 align:center
And I don't want you to feel, like...
00:26:46.377 --> 00:26:49.167 align:center
'Cause my dad helped him with his son.
He got him, like,
00:26:49.713 --> 00:26:52.383 align:center
this job at his dream law firm in D.C.,
so he owes him one.
00:26:53.551 --> 00:26:56.511 align:center
Like, um.... Yeah.
00:27:07.189 --> 00:27:08.769 align:center
You know, I may stay here, actually.
00:27:10.568 --> 00:27:11.528 align:center
And do what?
00:27:12.862 --> 00:27:14.322 align:center
And live.
00:27:17.992 --> 00:27:19.832 align:center
But nobody lives here.
00:27:21.162 --> 00:27:22.042 align:center
People live here.
00:27:22.037 --> 00:27:24.577 align:center
No, I know people... I know.
00:27:28.294 --> 00:27:29.304 align:center
Wait, for real?
00:27:35.509 --> 00:27:36.509 align:center
Is this about Ellis?
00:27:40.097 --> 00:27:41.257 align:center
[sighing]
00:27:41.265 --> 00:27:42.635 align:center
Sorry, I'm...
00:27:42.641 --> 00:27:45.021 align:center
- No...
- Nah, I shouldn't have said...
00:27:45.019 --> 00:27:47.269 align:center
You're good, you're good. Um...
00:27:47.271 --> 00:27:48.981 align:center
I don't know how to...
00:27:50.524 --> 00:27:54.194 align:center
- I have just a lot going on at the moment.
- Yeah, I know.
00:27:54.195 --> 00:27:56.105 align:center
No, there's just... I'm in a bit of a...
00:27:57.740 --> 00:27:59.700 align:center
cloud. Um...
00:28:19.261 --> 00:28:20.511 align:center
[shop bell jingles]
00:28:32.608 --> 00:28:33.688 align:center
Hi.
00:28:37.655 --> 00:28:38.655 align:center
[sighs]
00:28:41.033 --> 00:28:41.873 align:center
Well...
00:28:42.868 --> 00:28:45.998 align:center
Look, Ramona,
I know that you are angry with me. I just...
00:28:45.996 --> 00:28:49.206 align:center
I wanted to give you some space
for a second, you know?
00:28:51.085 --> 00:28:53.295 align:center
Giving space seems
to really be your move, eh?
00:28:56.715 --> 00:28:59.005 align:center
I wanted to respect what Gordon wanted.
00:28:59.009 --> 00:29:01.179 align:center
He had just lost his daughter,
00:29:01.178 --> 00:29:03.888 align:center
and you were the closest thing
he had to her.
00:29:03.889 --> 00:29:06.889 align:center
And he's an incredible father. I knew...
00:29:08.477 --> 00:29:11.517 align:center
- I knew he'd give you the best life.
- And what if she didn't die?
00:29:11.522 --> 00:29:13.232 align:center
What were you gonna do then?
00:29:17.069 --> 00:29:21.029 align:center
The plan was that I was gonna leave Kate,
and your mom would leave Steven,
00:29:21.031 --> 00:29:22.621 align:center
and we were gonna...
00:29:23.701 --> 00:29:26.411 align:center
We were gonna raise you
all here, together.
00:29:26.412 --> 00:29:28.582 align:center
Kate and Steven
would just go along with that?
00:29:29.540 --> 00:29:32.000 align:center
So instead,
you and Gordon decided to just
00:29:32.001 --> 00:29:34.801 align:center
keep us apart for our entire lives.
00:29:35.713 --> 00:29:37.883 align:center
- Why?
- Ramona, it was so complicated,
00:29:37.881 --> 00:29:40.301 align:center
and we were a mess, you know?
00:29:41.218 --> 00:29:46.468 align:center
The one person that we needed to have
this conversation with wasn't here.
00:29:48.392 --> 00:29:50.312 align:center
And Steven, he had his wants.
00:29:50.311 --> 00:29:54.021 align:center
Gordon didn't want you to carry the burden
of what had happened to your mom.
00:29:54.023 --> 00:29:59.243 align:center
And we just, at least at first,
thought this would make everyone happier.
00:30:00.654 --> 00:30:01.494 align:center
But then,
00:30:03.032 --> 00:30:06.332 align:center
you know, when the shock of it all
wore off with time...
00:30:09.038 --> 00:30:10.708 align:center
I don't know. It...
00:30:11.707 --> 00:30:13.077 align:center
It was killing me.
00:30:14.668 --> 00:30:17.588 align:center
It was killing me. Just every single day,
00:30:17.588 --> 00:30:20.258 align:center
I felt like I was dying just a little bit
00:30:20.257 --> 00:30:23.677 align:center
because I knew this isn't
what your mom would've wanted.
00:30:24.553 --> 00:30:25.853 align:center
And Gordon knew it too.
00:30:26.597 --> 00:30:31.187 align:center
And so he tried to reconnect you guys.
I mean, he really did.
00:30:34.355 --> 00:30:40.225 align:center
If Gordon... If Gordon had ever decided
to sell the cottage for some reason,
00:30:40.235 --> 00:30:44.365 align:center
or if we never came to Muskoka, would you...
00:30:45.157 --> 00:30:46.617 align:center
Would you have tried to find me?
00:30:46.617 --> 00:30:48.617 align:center
Of course.
00:30:49.119 --> 00:30:50.749 align:center
Are you kidding? Of course.
00:30:52.081 --> 00:30:56.841 align:center
For so long, I have thought about
this moment and this conversation.
00:30:57.419 --> 00:31:00.759 align:center
Always struggled trying to find the words
to be able to explain it.
00:31:01.382 --> 00:31:06.602 align:center
But the one thing I do know is
I have always felt like I was your dad.
00:31:09.348 --> 00:31:10.598 align:center
Yeah, but you aren't.
00:31:12.226 --> 00:31:13.136 align:center
[sniffles]
00:31:13.727 --> 00:31:14.977 align:center
Gordon was my dad.
00:31:17.648 --> 00:31:19.728 align:center
Yeah, and a damn good one.
00:31:21.443 --> 00:31:22.283 align:center
Yeah.
00:31:27.616 --> 00:31:28.826 align:center
I need you to sign this.
00:31:32.037 --> 00:31:32.867 align:center
What is it?
00:31:34.748 --> 00:31:36.628 align:center
I don't want you to be my guardian.
00:31:39.962 --> 00:31:43.672 align:center
Look, Ramona, I know you don't want anyone
breathing down your neck.
00:31:44.425 --> 00:31:46.505 align:center
Just let me do this for you.
00:31:46.510 --> 00:31:48.720 align:center
I can take care of all this stuff,
00:31:48.721 --> 00:31:51.011 align:center
make sure you get the check
from Gordon's estate.
00:31:51.014 --> 00:31:54.354 align:center
- You don't even have to see or talk to me.
- No, I don't want that.
00:31:59.773 --> 00:32:00.773 align:center
I can't.
00:32:00.774 --> 00:32:02.444 align:center
- [scoffing] Excuse me?
- I can't.
00:32:03.819 --> 00:32:05.819 align:center
See, if I sign this, I am doubling down
00:32:05.821 --> 00:32:08.031 align:center
on the biggest mistake
I ever made in my life.
00:32:08.031 --> 00:32:11.241 align:center
And, Ramona, I can fix this.
Let me fix this.
00:32:11.243 --> 00:32:14.373 align:center
- I don't want you to fix anything!
- Look, I get it.
00:32:15.080 --> 00:32:18.880 align:center
You hate me right now, all right?
But the answer is no.
00:32:19.626 --> 00:32:22.206 align:center
Gordon appointed me your guardian.
00:32:22.212 --> 00:32:23.922 align:center
That is what he wanted.
00:32:23.922 --> 00:32:25.172 align:center
Yeah, well, he's not here.
00:32:25.174 --> 00:32:27.384 align:center
So how can you say
that's really what he wanted?
00:32:28.761 --> 00:32:30.141 align:center
Maybe you were the only choice.
00:32:30.137 --> 00:32:32.307 align:center
Then you tell me.
What do you think he wanted?
00:32:32.306 --> 00:32:36.766 align:center
I don't know, but if you expect any
type of relationship to come from this,
00:32:37.686 --> 00:32:40.516 align:center
trust it will only be biological.
00:32:41.690 --> 00:32:46.450 align:center
Because if you think, even for a second,
that I'm forgiving you, ever,
00:32:47.863 --> 00:32:48.953 align:center
you are delusional.
00:32:55.537 --> 00:32:57.247 align:center
- [door closes]
- [sighs]
00:32:58.165 --> 00:33:01.165 align:center
["Begging For Rain" playing]
00:33:17.476 --> 00:33:18.306 align:center
I'm right here.
00:33:42.376 --> 00:33:46.336 align:center
"Dear Ramona, it feels strange
to write you this letter
00:33:46.338 --> 00:33:48.588 align:center
after you just beat me in Scrabble."
00:33:49.675 --> 00:33:55.635 align:center
"The 'Q' on the triple-letter score
was rather brutal, but all is forgiven."
00:33:56.473 --> 00:34:00.603 align:center
"I wanted... No, needed to tell you
how proud I am of you."
00:34:02.354 --> 00:34:03.194 align:center
"You amaze me."
00:34:04.648 --> 00:34:06.018 align:center
"You amaze me every day."
00:34:06.650 --> 00:34:10.150 align:center
"Your stubbornness, your sense of humor,
your strength."
00:34:10.153 --> 00:34:15.623 align:center
"You've always been exactly who you are,
and I love that person dearly."
00:34:17.202 --> 00:34:19.912 align:center
"Thank you for giving me
the honor of raising you."
00:34:22.291 --> 00:34:28.591 align:center
"It gave me a second chance at having
a daughter after we lost your mom."
00:34:31.383 --> 00:34:34.263 align:center
[sobs] "I wish the two of you
could've spent more time together."
00:34:35.888 --> 00:34:38.138 align:center
"I know you would've
made each other laugh."
00:34:40.350 --> 00:34:42.730 align:center
"I'm sorry there were things
I didn't tell you."
00:34:45.606 --> 00:34:47.686 align:center
[sniffing] "Hindsight is 20-20,
00:34:49.651 --> 00:34:53.781 align:center
but I wanted you to know, at the time,
this felt like the right decision."
00:34:54.281 --> 00:34:55.701 align:center
"Maybe the only decision."
00:34:57.200 --> 00:35:02.620 align:center
"But now I know I was very wrong,
and I'm incredibly sorry, my dear."
00:35:04.333 --> 00:35:05.633 align:center
"But you are not alone."
00:35:06.293 --> 00:35:10.713 align:center
"You have a family,
and I hope you've found each other
00:35:11.214 --> 00:35:15.014 align:center
and, together, will make up
for lost time."
00:35:16.428 --> 00:35:21.388 align:center
"I know they will cherish you
as much as I have cherished you."
00:35:24.311 --> 00:35:25.481 align:center
"Love always,
00:35:27.356 --> 00:35:28.476 align:center
Gordon."
00:35:32.861 --> 00:35:34.241 align:center
[sobbing]
00:36:03.684 --> 00:36:06.814 align:center
[Annie] Ramona, that's so intense.
I'm sorry.
00:36:06.812 --> 00:36:08.862 align:center
[Ramona] Yeah, no, it's okay, actually.
00:36:09.439 --> 00:36:11.189 align:center
I'm really glad I read it.
00:36:12.943 --> 00:36:16.073 align:center
I guess we'll see about, you know,
what'll happen with Joe.
00:36:16.071 --> 00:36:16.991 align:center
Yeah.
00:36:18.949 --> 00:36:22.449 align:center
Well, I'm here for you for all of it.
00:36:22.452 --> 00:36:24.202 align:center
Any... Anything you need.
00:36:26.999 --> 00:36:29.289 align:center
You know, I'm really, really proud of you.
00:36:33.255 --> 00:36:34.125 align:center
I am.
00:36:39.886 --> 00:36:42.006 align:center
How are you feeling about
going back to New York?
00:36:43.390 --> 00:36:45.430 align:center
What's the latest with your dad?
00:36:45.434 --> 00:36:46.684 align:center
Um...
00:36:46.685 --> 00:36:49.345 align:center
You know what? I honestly don't even know.
00:36:49.855 --> 00:36:52.305 align:center
I went to go see him this morning,
and he was not there.
00:36:52.315 --> 00:36:54.355 align:center
- Oh.
- Yeah, so...
00:36:54.901 --> 00:36:56.741 align:center
Aside from that, I'm obviously devastated.
00:36:57.487 --> 00:37:00.407 align:center
I'd rather die than leave Sterling Point
and you and...
00:37:01.324 --> 00:37:02.744 align:center
- [sighs] You know...
- And?
00:37:04.411 --> 00:37:07.541 align:center
- No, nothing. I didn't say anything.
- Annie...
00:37:08.623 --> 00:37:09.463 align:center
What?
00:37:10.542 --> 00:37:13.292 align:center
- I'm brushing... I'm in the middle--
- You were about to say Ellis.
00:37:13.295 --> 00:37:14.455 align:center
- No.
- Yeah, you were.
00:37:15.088 --> 00:37:16.628 align:center
- No, I wasn't.
- Yeah, you were.
00:37:17.424 --> 00:37:19.184 align:center
- No, I wasn't.
- What?
00:37:22.888 --> 00:37:23.928 align:center
We did kiss.
00:37:23.930 --> 00:37:25.260 align:center
- [gasps]
- I know.
00:37:25.265 --> 00:37:26.515 align:center
- Shut up.
- In the closet.
00:37:26.516 --> 00:37:28.056 align:center
- In the--
- On the floor.
00:37:28.935 --> 00:37:31.395 align:center
- And he dragged me on the floor.
- Wait.
00:37:31.396 --> 00:37:34.566 align:center
- In a really good way.
- Yeah, that's a great place for a kiss.
00:37:34.566 --> 00:37:36.146 align:center
Dragged, in a nice way.
00:37:36.151 --> 00:37:38.241 align:center
It was a perfect place for a kiss.
00:37:38.779 --> 00:37:42.069 align:center
Wait, I'm so glad I'm telling you this.
It was the perfect place for a kiss,
00:37:42.783 --> 00:37:45.083 align:center
and it was a perfect kiss.
00:37:45.077 --> 00:37:46.237 align:center
- Fuck.
- Like, a perfect--
00:37:46.244 --> 00:37:48.704 align:center
No shit. You guys slow-burned
the shit out of it.
00:37:48.705 --> 00:37:50.655 align:center
- Yeah, we did. Yeah.
- It took you forever...
00:37:50.665 --> 00:37:51.865 align:center
- Okay, turn.
- Okay.
00:37:51.875 --> 00:37:56.415 align:center
But now I'm like, what do people do?
00:37:56.421 --> 00:37:58.221 align:center
Like, how do people do this?
00:37:59.007 --> 00:38:01.507 align:center
- Do what? What do you mean?
- Like, be with someone.
00:38:01.510 --> 00:38:03.890 align:center
Not... We're obviously
not in a relationship.
00:38:03.887 --> 00:38:05.597 align:center
- Right.
- But it's just occurring to me
00:38:05.597 --> 00:38:11.687 align:center
that I literally have no idea what to do
or how to be in this context.
00:38:11.686 --> 00:38:15.146 align:center
Know what I mean? I feel like
I know myself pretty well in other ways.
00:38:15.148 --> 00:38:18.188 align:center
I'd like to think that. But with this,
I'm like, "Oh, I'm a baby."
00:38:18.193 --> 00:38:19.743 align:center
I'm a newborn baby. I'm an idiot.
00:38:19.736 --> 00:38:22.106 align:center
- You're not. Don't say that.
- It's not a bad thing.
00:38:22.114 --> 00:38:24.204 align:center
- It's just, when we were at camp...
- Yeah.
00:38:24.199 --> 00:38:27.659 align:center
...I literally shared the deepest pits
of my brain with him.
00:38:27.661 --> 00:38:30.121 align:center
- Yeah?
- Sorry, I'm just gonna get...
00:38:30.831 --> 00:38:32.921 align:center
There. I shared the deepest pits
of my brain.
00:38:32.916 --> 00:38:34.826 align:center
- Okay.
- The ugliest, worst parts.
00:38:34.835 --> 00:38:37.545 align:center
I shared them at him, okay? At him.
00:38:37.546 --> 00:38:42.586 align:center
Now I just am supposed to be
completely vulnerable with this person?
00:38:42.592 --> 00:38:43.682 align:center
Like...
00:38:43.677 --> 00:38:45.007 align:center
- Yeah.
- Do you want a braid?
00:38:45.011 --> 00:38:46.141 align:center
Yeah, sure.
00:38:46.138 --> 00:38:48.008 align:center
- And this is the feeling.
- What?
00:38:48.014 --> 00:38:49.894 align:center
This is the feeling everyone talks about,
00:38:49.891 --> 00:38:52.981 align:center
the feeling that makes
the literal world spin around.
00:38:52.978 --> 00:38:55.688 align:center
Oh, my God!
Make me stop talking about this.
00:38:55.689 --> 00:38:58.149 align:center
I feel like this is torture for you.
00:38:58.150 --> 00:38:59.570 align:center
No, it's not.
00:38:59.568 --> 00:39:01.108 align:center
I mean, yeah, I...
00:39:02.320 --> 00:39:05.910 align:center
I get it. It's definitely fucked
to feel like
00:39:05.907 --> 00:39:08.487 align:center
someone is holding your heart
outside of your body,
00:39:08.493 --> 00:39:11.003 align:center
and they could just smash it at any...
00:39:11.788 --> 00:39:14.208 align:center
at any time for any reason and, like...
00:39:15.208 --> 00:39:17.168 align:center
Yeah. Yeah, I get it.
00:39:17.169 --> 00:39:19.379 align:center
Yeah.
00:39:19.379 --> 00:39:21.799 align:center
Like, how do you do that?
How do I do that?
00:39:22.465 --> 00:39:25.085 align:center
If you really do wanna keep talking to him
after you leave,
00:39:25.093 --> 00:39:26.803 align:center
you gotta get him Internet.
00:39:26.803 --> 00:39:29.263 align:center
It's like, this is what
I'm supposed to be doing.
00:39:30.098 --> 00:39:32.308 align:center
- Making out with a hot guy in a closet.
- Mmm!
00:39:32.309 --> 00:39:33.729 align:center
And finding myself.
00:39:33.727 --> 00:39:36.687 align:center
- Yeah.
- Yeah, and not dating a guy in the closet
00:39:36.688 --> 00:39:40.978 align:center
and organizing my dad's socks
so he doesn't mix them up.
00:39:40.984 --> 00:39:41.904 align:center
Like, can...
00:39:42.360 --> 00:39:44.950 align:center
[grunting] Let me live!
You know what I mean?
00:39:46.114 --> 00:39:48.744 align:center
Wait, why do you check
your dad's socks for him?
00:39:48.742 --> 00:39:51.792 align:center
'Cause he's colorblind, so he mixes up
navy blue and black.
00:39:54.706 --> 00:39:57.416 align:center
Make sure you brush your tongue.
You always forget.
00:40:08.303 --> 00:40:10.853 align:center
- Hey. Can I use your laptop for a sec?
- Hey.
00:40:10.847 --> 00:40:14.347 align:center
I'm in the middle of an order.
I'm trying to get some more tinned fish.
00:40:14.351 --> 00:40:16.691 align:center
A brand I like is about to drop
new smoked mackerel...
00:40:16.686 --> 00:40:18.266 align:center
- Okay.
- ...so I wanna be-- Awesome.
00:40:18.271 --> 00:40:20.521 align:center
Please take care of my electronics,
thank you.
00:40:24.027 --> 00:40:27.527 align:center
Are you taking a summer school
biology class I don't know about?
00:40:27.530 --> 00:40:29.240 align:center
What's going on?
00:40:35.914 --> 00:40:37.584 align:center
Ramona, what's going on? Are you okay?
00:40:39.668 --> 00:40:40.498 align:center
Yeah, I'm fine.
00:40:40.502 --> 00:40:42.502 align:center
You know how I feel
about that word from you.
00:40:42.504 --> 00:40:43.884 align:center
- I'm fine.
- Okay.
00:40:44.631 --> 00:40:45.591 align:center
[inhales]
00:40:45.590 --> 00:40:46.720 align:center
Can I speak freely?
00:40:47.467 --> 00:40:48.337 align:center
Mmm-hmm.
00:40:48.343 --> 00:40:52.683 align:center
I think that you are really,
really good at hiding.
00:40:53.265 --> 00:40:56.425 align:center
Scarily good at it. Nobody could ever
find you when we played sardines.
00:40:56.434 --> 00:40:59.234 align:center
Okay. Do you ever
stop talking about tinned fish?
00:40:59.229 --> 00:41:00.439 align:center
We're having a moment.
00:41:01.106 --> 00:41:01.976 align:center
Sorry.
00:41:03.566 --> 00:41:05.686 align:center
I don't really know what the situation is,
00:41:06.820 --> 00:41:10.410 align:center
but I can tell that it's important,
and I can tell that it's real,
00:41:11.032 --> 00:41:15.332 align:center
so, what if, instead of hiding from it
this time, what if you just...
00:41:16.871 --> 00:41:18.371 align:center
went ahead and just faced it?
00:41:21.209 --> 00:41:22.039 align:center
Yeah, but...
00:41:24.504 --> 00:41:25.924 align:center
- I don't know if I can.
- You can.
00:41:27.590 --> 00:41:29.090 align:center
I've seen it, Ramona. You can.
00:41:31.094 --> 00:41:32.934 align:center
You're one of the strongest people I know.
00:41:36.808 --> 00:41:38.768 align:center
And you never have to
go through things alone.
00:41:41.354 --> 00:41:43.404 align:center
Why are you the best? It's stupid.
00:41:43.398 --> 00:41:45.228 align:center
I don't know. [chuckling]
00:41:45.233 --> 00:41:47.693 align:center
Maybe she's born with it,
maybe it's mackerel.
00:41:47.694 --> 00:41:49.324 align:center
- [laughs]
- Yeah. [chuckles]
00:41:49.321 --> 00:41:51.701 align:center
I won't even apologize for that.
It was pretty good.
00:41:51.698 --> 00:41:53.368 align:center
- Yeah.
- Incredible, actually.
00:41:53.366 --> 00:41:54.276 align:center
Mmm.
00:41:55.744 --> 00:41:56.664 align:center
You're gonna be okay.
00:41:57.412 --> 00:41:59.662 align:center
["Hero" playing]
00:42:07.172 --> 00:42:09.552 align:center
Oh. Hey, Ramona. Hi.
00:42:10.133 --> 00:42:11.303 align:center
Hey.
00:42:11.301 --> 00:42:14.931 align:center
Um, I'm really happy
you got home safe and sound.
00:42:16.181 --> 00:42:17.221 align:center
Cool.
00:42:17.223 --> 00:42:22.103 align:center
Well, uh, I was gonna head out, actually,
and go see if I could talk to Annie.
00:42:22.103 --> 00:42:23.693 align:center
I, just... I wanna talk to you.
00:42:25.398 --> 00:42:27.358 align:center
Okay, sure. What's up?
00:42:28.610 --> 00:42:29.900 align:center
I need you to spit in a tube.
00:42:31.321 --> 00:42:34.241 align:center
[chuckles] Okay. Um, can I ask why?
00:42:34.240 --> 00:42:35.580 align:center
Because...
00:42:36.910 --> 00:42:38.500 align:center
I think you might be my dad.