WEBVTT 00:00.314 --> 00:02.024 [Annie] Previously on Sterling Point... 00:02.608 --> 00:06.278 [Annie] I drank way too much, then I went home with Rory. 00:06.278 --> 00:08.358 - You had sex with Rory? - [shushes] 00:08.364 --> 00:09.494 - Annie? - [Annie] Dad. 00:09.490 --> 00:11.070 - What? - What are you doing here? 00:11.075 --> 00:14.035 [Annie] And now I'm like, does this mess up the Ellis thing? 00:14.036 --> 00:16.496 Ellis, sometimes I can't tell if you hate me. 00:16.497 --> 00:19.497 I actually can't even think of one thing I don't like about you. 00:22.211 --> 00:23.671 You're so beautiful. 00:24.255 --> 00:26.755 [Annie] I didn't really, like, experience my childhood. 00:26.757 --> 00:28.877 Annie, you don't need to be fixed, though. 00:29.009 --> 00:30.219 [Annie] What happened, Dad? 00:30.219 --> 00:32.599 Your mom didn't wanna live in New York anymore. 00:32.596 --> 00:35.806 She filed for divorce and refused to bring you guys back home. 00:36.392 --> 00:40.772 It sounds to me like she was unhappy in her life, 00:40.771 --> 00:43.611 and so she came here to try to make things better, 00:43.607 --> 00:46.647 and I don't understand why that's an insane thing to do. 00:46.652 --> 00:48.652 'Cause she came up here and lost her mind! 00:48.654 --> 00:51.704 You know what happened to Goldie, and it sure as hell wasn't me. 00:51.699 --> 00:53.489 It was the biggest mistake of her life. 00:53.492 --> 00:55.542 I know she didn't love you anymore. 00:56.412 --> 00:57.702 [grunts] 00:57.705 --> 00:59.865 - Fuck! - [Kate] Were you in love with her? 01:00.499 --> 01:01.959 Is Ramona yours? 01:03.377 --> 01:05.667 Joe is your dad, Ramona. 01:06.171 --> 01:07.051 You two knew? 01:08.215 --> 01:10.715 You said, "No more secrets." 01:10.718 --> 01:12.508 - No-- - Ramona. Hey, Ramona, wait. 01:12.511 --> 01:13.931 [Sully] Ramona. 01:14.889 --> 01:16.059 Wait! 01:16.640 --> 01:17.640 Ramona! 01:24.481 --> 01:27.481 ["Ain't Quite Right" playing] 02:02.394 --> 02:03.564 Ramona! 02:05.105 --> 02:09.985 Ramona! Girl, where are you? 02:12.905 --> 02:14.235 [Annie] Ramona! 02:14.239 --> 02:15.319 [Ellis] Ramona! 02:16.992 --> 02:18.662 [Annie] Where else could she go? 02:18.661 --> 02:20.371 She could be anywhere, honestly. 02:22.039 --> 02:24.419 I've actually never felt like a more terrible person. 02:25.000 --> 02:26.500 I feel like I ruined her life. 02:27.878 --> 02:30.208 No. Annie, no. This isn't your fault. 02:31.048 --> 02:32.338 This is on our dads. 02:33.592 --> 02:35.592 They're the ones who should feel like shit. 02:38.180 --> 02:39.720 [exhales] 02:39.723 --> 02:41.523 She couldn't have gone that far, right? 02:42.476 --> 02:44.476 I feel like she wouldn't do that to Oona. 02:47.606 --> 02:49.936 I don't think she'd do it to her sister either. 02:51.276 --> 02:52.106 We'll find her. 02:56.991 --> 02:57.871 Ramona! 02:58.450 --> 02:59.410 Ramona! 03:07.876 --> 03:10.546 [Denise] Tell me about this philosopher who lived in a barrel. 03:10.546 --> 03:14.416 - Yeah, his name is Diogenes. And he-- - Who? 03:14.425 --> 03:18.545 - How you know all this shit? - He'd pee in the street and stuff. It was... 03:18.554 --> 03:20.974 - [chuckles] - Oh, hi. 03:20.973 --> 03:23.063 - [Denise] Anything? - No. 03:23.058 --> 03:24.478 [Denise] Any news? 03:24.476 --> 03:26.346 What about Joe? Where is he? 03:26.854 --> 03:30.234 Uh, I think he's also out there looking for her. 03:30.983 --> 03:32.443 Good. As he should be. 03:36.989 --> 03:38.659 Do you think she's fucking with us? 03:38.657 --> 03:40.777 Ramona? Absolutely. She's fine. 03:40.784 --> 03:43.254 I ran away, like, a hundred times when I was a youth. 03:44.079 --> 03:45.329 Mom, what is wrong with you? 03:45.330 --> 03:46.710 What? 03:46.707 --> 03:49.327 You're fully responsible for a missing 17-year-old. 03:49.334 --> 03:51.004 How am I fully responsible, honey? 03:51.003 --> 03:54.133 Ramona needed the truth and I was the only one willing to say anything. 03:54.131 --> 03:57.131 - But that's inappropriate. - Like, honestly, I mean, you kinda ate. 03:58.052 --> 04:00.762 Wild move, and I respect it. 04:00.763 --> 04:05.063 Thanks, Connor. See? Not everybody thinks that I'm the worst person in the world. 04:05.059 --> 04:07.769 - She's your sister, Connor. - Yeah. And I love my gay sister. 04:08.771 --> 04:10.271 Tell Steven I'm in the boathouse. 04:10.272 --> 04:11.862 Okay, sweetie. 04:13.108 --> 04:15.028 He just weaned off his Wellbutrin, 04:15.027 --> 04:17.277 and I think he needs that on top of the Lexapro. 04:17.905 --> 04:19.905 That is a successful combo. 04:19.907 --> 04:21.077 Right? 04:26.580 --> 04:28.540 - It's not about you. - Yeah, I know that. 04:31.376 --> 04:32.996 - Okay, let it out. - No, I hate crying. 04:33.003 --> 04:35.963 I don't like it when you bottle things up. Just come here, please. 04:35.964 --> 04:39.014 Just... I got you, baby. 04:39.009 --> 04:41.969 [Oona crying] Just, like, is she gone? 04:41.970 --> 04:43.930 'Cause she literally disappeared for a year. 04:44.598 --> 04:47.018 [Sully] Let's think this through. She took the tinner, 04:47.017 --> 04:50.387 she can't be found on the lakes, and she clearly wants to be far away 04:50.395 --> 04:53.605 from everyone here, which I totally understand. 04:54.108 --> 04:56.978 Did you check to see if Gordon's car is still parked in town? 04:56.985 --> 04:58.735 [Oona] Oh, my God. [sniffles] 05:00.447 --> 05:01.567 I forgot she had his car. 05:01.573 --> 05:03.493 - Girl... - Right. Yeah, okay. 05:03.492 --> 05:05.912 She obviously took it. But where would she go? 05:05.911 --> 05:08.251 She probably went home to Barrie. 05:09.248 --> 05:11.998 Oh, my God. You are a literal genius. 05:13.252 --> 05:15.552 - Thank you. Yeah. - It's just common sense. 05:15.546 --> 05:18.706 Is there any chance that your mums would let us take the food truck? 05:18.715 --> 05:20.585 - Not in this lifetime, babes. - Why? 05:20.592 --> 05:22.552 - You've totaled three cars. - No, it was one. 05:22.553 --> 05:25.433 It was three. It was three. I was there, and it was three. 05:25.430 --> 05:28.520 But I do know somebody who does have a car. 05:39.194 --> 05:40.614 Ta-da. 05:46.201 --> 05:47.241 Take your pick. 05:49.288 --> 05:50.828 Yeah. She'll do. 05:51.415 --> 05:52.955 Yeah. Okay. Perfect. 05:52.958 --> 05:54.668 That's... That's my dad's favorite. 05:54.668 --> 05:55.588 Thank you. 05:56.920 --> 06:01.670 Um, and then just to review, so the "R" stands for... 06:01.675 --> 06:04.925 - "Reverse." - "Reverse." I knew that. Okay, great. 06:05.512 --> 06:08.062 And the "D"? The "D"... 06:08.724 --> 06:10.814 - Oona, "drive." - Amazing. 06:11.810 --> 06:13.730 Amazing. You did it. You passed the test. 06:13.729 --> 06:15.519 That's it. Ah, well done. 06:16.190 --> 06:18.320 Do you even know what to do at a red light? 06:19.067 --> 06:20.487 You ask her out to dinner. 06:22.112 --> 06:25.032 What is this, with the left-hand steering wheel thing? 06:27.242 --> 06:33.502 Okay, the total comes to $175 even. Will that be cash or charge today? 06:33.498 --> 06:36.038 Last time I was here, your son said you were cash only. 06:36.627 --> 06:38.587 [customer 2] Dude, that was annoying as hell. 06:38.587 --> 06:40.417 We had to drive 30 minutes 06:40.422 --> 06:42.172 for some machine to spit out cash. 06:45.636 --> 06:50.506 Uh, sorry. [hesitating] System must've been down. I apologize for that. 06:50.515 --> 06:51.765 You should look into that. 06:51.767 --> 06:52.677 Here you go. 06:54.269 --> 06:55.099 And these. 06:56.647 --> 06:57.477 Please. 07:08.450 --> 07:09.740 [Joe] Any word from her? 07:09.743 --> 07:12.663 No. I'm heading back out with Annie. 07:16.166 --> 07:17.786 [Joe] Your mom found the tape. 07:23.006 --> 07:23.876 [sighs] 07:25.592 --> 07:27.722 I left it for you. I didn't think she'd find it. 07:27.719 --> 07:30.469 Yeah, well, she did. 07:33.892 --> 07:35.102 And I found the money. 07:37.354 --> 07:40.904 [sighing] $7,345, Ellis? 07:42.567 --> 07:44.567 Where the hell did this come from? What... 07:45.696 --> 07:47.946 Are you dealing or something? What... 07:47.948 --> 07:50.618 You think I'm dealing drugs? Wow. 07:50.617 --> 07:52.947 You are so checked out, it's actually insane. 07:52.953 --> 07:56.373 - Don't avoid the question. - From the man who hid something so massive 07:56.373 --> 07:58.873 from everyone our whole lives? What do you mean? 07:58.875 --> 08:00.955 Look, I fucked up. You think I don't know that? 08:01.878 --> 08:04.968 I am trying to make sure that you don't. 08:08.552 --> 08:09.472 [sighs] 08:12.556 --> 08:14.766 I've been... I've been overcharging people. 08:14.766 --> 08:17.886 - What? - Yeah, just $50 here and there. So what? 08:18.937 --> 08:19.897 Why would you do that? 08:19.896 --> 08:21.646 Because you're stupid not to. 08:21.648 --> 08:24.778 - Ellis, watch it. - 50 bucks is nothing to these rich people. 08:24.776 --> 08:27.526 Fifty bucks over and over is everything to us. 08:27.529 --> 08:28.529 - We're fine. - No! 08:28.530 --> 08:29.910 No, we're not! 08:29.906 --> 08:33.776 Mom works nights and holidays 'cause the marina's barely scraping by, 08:33.785 --> 08:36.785 and you won't raise the prices and run the business as you should. 08:36.788 --> 08:39.618 - Yeah, what's the money for? - For a fuckin' safety net. 08:40.959 --> 08:42.249 We need six more tinners. 08:42.252 --> 08:45.212 - We need to fix the roof. - We're gonna get all those things, Ellis. 08:45.213 --> 08:47.423 - We're fine. - You're in denial, Dad. 08:47.424 --> 08:51.394 And, apparently, you have been my whole life. 08:53.805 --> 08:56.765 - You're her dad. - I'm sorry. I... 08:56.767 --> 08:57.767 I... 08:58.560 --> 09:01.520 - I never wanted it to come out like this. - What was your plan, then? 09:02.105 --> 09:03.105 Did you even have one? 09:03.690 --> 09:04.860 - I don't... - See? 09:06.360 --> 09:07.610 This is exactly what I mean. 09:10.405 --> 09:11.405 Ellis, just... 09:41.561 --> 09:42.401 Okay. 09:52.406 --> 09:53.696 [knocking at door] 09:59.037 --> 10:00.197 [sighing] 10:00.205 --> 10:03.825 If I wasn't so happy to see you, I would be so furious right now. 10:12.843 --> 10:14.223 Please don't do that again. 10:17.347 --> 10:18.177 Okay. 10:25.021 --> 10:28.401 Sorry. I know it's, like, very depressing. 10:28.942 --> 10:32.402 No. Hey, do not apologize for that, okay? 10:32.404 --> 10:33.494 Yeah. 10:34.531 --> 10:37.371 I mean, if you're gonna apologize, you should apologize for just-- 10:37.367 --> 10:40.157 For what? Being born in the first place? 10:40.954 --> 10:42.914 No. 10:44.541 --> 10:45.501 Hey, don't do that. 10:46.585 --> 10:50.165 Look, you can do that with everyone else for the rest of your life if you want. 10:51.214 --> 10:55.934 You can disappear, you can go dark, go quiet, take space. 10:55.927 --> 10:58.717 None of that is off limits, and there is no judgment. 11:00.765 --> 11:02.555 But you can't bail on me, okay? 11:05.645 --> 11:09.015 Tell me what you're feeling right now in this second. 11:16.281 --> 11:17.241 I feel like this... 11:19.367 --> 11:21.867 leftover problem everyone has to deal with. 11:28.835 --> 11:30.295 God, I hate being back here. 11:32.380 --> 11:34.010 It's just all so dark 11:35.717 --> 11:38.427 and... scary. 11:38.428 --> 11:40.718 How are you not scared of it? 11:42.474 --> 11:43.734 Or me? 11:50.607 --> 11:51.897 Because I love you. 11:53.568 --> 11:55.568 ["Wishes" playing] 11:56.988 --> 11:58.108 I do. 11:59.699 --> 12:01.949 I really, really love you. 12:15.840 --> 12:16.970 I love you too. 12:26.643 --> 12:27.813 Can we please go home now? 12:27.811 --> 12:30.151 [chuckles] Yeah. 12:47.497 --> 12:48.417 Annie? 12:51.626 --> 12:52.586 Hello? 12:54.212 --> 12:56.132 [whispering] Ellis. Hey. 13:06.850 --> 13:07.810 I like this. 13:08.476 --> 13:11.396 [Annie] See? What did I tell you? They always calm me down. 13:12.314 --> 13:14.074 - Closets. - Right? 13:15.984 --> 13:19.204 Thank God something's working, 'cause my next resort was a thunder jacket. 13:20.697 --> 13:22.317 [chuckles] I'm sorry. A what? 13:22.324 --> 13:24.744 - Do you not know what that is? - A thunder jacket? 13:24.743 --> 13:25.663 It's like a... 13:26.286 --> 13:28.116 It's like a jacket for anxious dogs. 13:28.622 --> 13:31.172 It's supposed to feel like a really tight hug. 13:31.166 --> 13:32.916 - Oh. Right. - Yeah. 13:34.586 --> 13:35.796 Sounds kind of nice, no? 13:36.921 --> 13:37.961 Yeah. 13:39.716 --> 13:40.676 Does it work? 13:41.551 --> 13:43.851 Apparently. We'll see when I get one. 13:50.810 --> 13:51.730 Well, come here then. 14:03.448 --> 14:06.448 ["Rowing Song" playing] 14:47.992 --> 14:49.872 [softly] Why are you so good at this? 14:54.040 --> 14:56.670 [softly] I don't really know how to answer that. 14:56.668 --> 14:58.168 It's okay. Just do it again. 15:32.162 --> 15:35.162 Steven, we're alone. 15:35.165 --> 15:36.745 [Steven clears throat] 15:36.750 --> 15:39.540 We are on an island in the middle of nowhere, Canada. 15:41.963 --> 15:45.513 If you need to get something off your chest, you should, 15:47.093 --> 15:48.893 'cause I know you're not okay right now. 15:49.387 --> 15:50.717 What makes you think that? 15:55.685 --> 15:57.015 Do you think I'm the bad guy? 15:58.646 --> 15:59.896 I don't think it matters. 16:02.025 --> 16:05.435 Well, here I am again, fighting for my family. 16:05.445 --> 16:07.645 Trying to bring my kids home. Again. 16:07.655 --> 16:10.695 Annie hates my guts, just like her mother did. 16:11.534 --> 16:13.704 So, I don't know. I think it might. 16:14.954 --> 16:18.464 Annie was always a well-behaved kid, but she was angry, 16:18.458 --> 16:19.748 mostly at me. 16:20.960 --> 16:25.130 And I thought, when she grows up, she'll figure out I'm not the bad guy. 16:25.131 --> 16:27.381 I didn't take her mom away. I didn't... 16:28.676 --> 16:29.836 wreck this family. 16:32.514 --> 16:35.724 In kindergarten, she had to draw this portrait of our family, 16:35.725 --> 16:40.225 so she drew the three of us, Connor, herself, and me, at the park. 16:41.773 --> 16:43.653 I'm pushing Connor on a swing, 16:43.650 --> 16:46.690 but she's over there by herself, alone. 16:47.987 --> 16:50.157 She said she was lookin' for somethin'. 16:52.075 --> 16:55.945 I mean, even in kindergarten, she could feel what she'd lost, you know? 16:55.954 --> 16:59.834 Her mom, her birth family, her sister. 17:00.792 --> 17:03.342 Any chance at a normal childhood. 17:04.212 --> 17:05.052 She knew. 17:06.965 --> 17:10.545 Honey, it was a powder keg. It was always gonna blow. 17:12.262 --> 17:16.722 But everybody survived, and now you can just put the pieces back together. 17:16.724 --> 17:18.604 - I don't know if that'll happen. - Hey. 17:21.479 --> 17:23.189 Honey, you did the best you could. 17:24.399 --> 17:27.399 But does it even matter? 17:30.738 --> 17:31.948 [sighs] 17:35.201 --> 17:36.661 That's all you left me? 17:39.831 --> 17:42.831 ["Hey There Cowgirl" playing] 18:06.482 --> 18:08.032 Oh, okay. Ow! Ow! 18:08.026 --> 18:10.486 Okay, don't take it out on me, Mommy, please? 18:10.486 --> 18:12.736 Connor, do you think she really likes Ellis? 18:12.739 --> 18:15.029 I don't know. Her only other boyfriend was gay. 18:15.033 --> 18:16.493 - Right. - God, I miss Oliver. 18:16.492 --> 18:18.082 - That's interesting. - [groans] 18:18.202 --> 18:20.952 Should I tell her that I kissed Bruno Garcia in fifth grade? 18:20.955 --> 18:24.285 - I kissed that guy a couple times. - Do whatever you want. Nobody cares. 18:24.292 --> 18:26.502 - I care. I care a lot. - [groaning] 18:26.502 --> 18:29.802 - We connected in a lot of ways. - Okay, ew. 18:29.797 --> 18:33.297 I want her to feel like she can communicate with me. 18:33.301 --> 18:36.181 I feel, generally, pretty good receiving feedback. You know that. 18:36.763 --> 18:39.143 And so, it's like, if I've done something 18:39.140 --> 18:40.970 - that's made her pull away... - [yelps] 18:40.975 --> 18:42.725 ...I wanna know, so I can-- 18:42.727 --> 18:45.477 Okay, Rory, Rory, I'm gonna scream. Can we please switch? 18:45.480 --> 18:48.360 - Dude, for sure. - Oh, my God! Oh, my fucking God! 18:48.358 --> 18:49.608 - I'm sorry. - [groans] 18:53.237 --> 18:54.777 All right. You want me to go deep? 18:54.781 --> 18:58.031 Yeah, you can go deep, 'cause I carry a lot of tension in my glutes. 18:58.034 --> 19:00.704 Listen, man, it's never gonna work out between them. 19:01.371 --> 19:06.251 I mean, Annie is not the Canadian bacon, crunchy granola girl next door. 19:06.250 --> 19:07.250 She's cosplaying. 19:07.251 --> 19:09.291 - Right. - When she gets back to the city, 19:09.295 --> 19:11.665 and realizes she's been dicking around all summer 19:11.673 --> 19:15.803 instead of learning a new language or solving the Pythagorean theorem, 19:15.802 --> 19:19.392 she's gonna freak out and forget all about Ellis. 19:20.640 --> 19:22.560 You're endgame, sweetie. 19:29.399 --> 19:30.819 - Oh, my God! [screams] - Whoa! 19:33.611 --> 19:34.821 Ramona [hesitating] Lee... 19:34.821 --> 19:36.991 - Lee. - Lee. Ramona Lee Campbell! 19:37.824 --> 19:40.164 - You can never do that again. Ever. - I'm sorry. 19:40.159 --> 19:41.989 No. I was worried sick about you. 19:41.995 --> 19:44.285 - We were all worried sick. - I know. I'm sorry. 19:44.288 --> 19:46.458 - I'm sorry. - I'm so sorry, because I was... 19:46.457 --> 19:49.167 - I should've told you about Joe, but I-- - [shushes] Stop. No. 19:49.168 --> 19:50.838 It's completely his fault. 19:51.421 --> 19:55.011 It's, like, actually insane, when you think about it. 20:01.431 --> 20:03.311 I went to Barrie to talk to Gordon's lawyer. 20:05.309 --> 20:06.599 - Okay. - Yeah. 20:07.895 --> 20:12.935 I can get Joe to sign some paperwork to give up the guardianship or whatever. 20:14.777 --> 20:20.407 Just, like, that way I can move on and do whatever I want. 20:20.408 --> 20:22.828 Like, I don't know, 20:24.537 --> 20:25.707 live on my own... 20:26.998 --> 20:29.668 or marry Oona and get a cat 20:30.835 --> 20:34.585 and open a butterfly sanctuary and live happily ever after. 20:35.798 --> 20:39.048 [Annie] Okay, I wanna unpack all of that, but... 20:40.511 --> 20:43.971 Are you sure that that's what you want? For Joe to not be involved at all? 20:44.766 --> 20:45.596 Yeah. 20:46.768 --> 20:48.728 Yeah. No, Gordon was my dad. 20:50.063 --> 20:53.653 Fuck all this swooping-in-now shit. I can take care of myself. 20:55.610 --> 20:57.820 Well, I will support whatever you wanna do here. 20:58.821 --> 21:00.701 - Thank you. - Yeah, of course. 21:02.909 --> 21:04.079 Who brought you back? 21:05.745 --> 21:06.575 Oona. 21:07.830 --> 21:10.670 Your eyes literally started sparkling when you said that. 21:10.666 --> 21:16.876 - [both laugh] - Is it, like, love love? 21:19.884 --> 21:21.644 Yeah. Yeah. 21:21.636 --> 21:24.096 How do you know that? How does that... 21:24.097 --> 21:27.677 - What does that feel like? - [chuckles] 21:33.564 --> 21:35.274 Have you ever gone fishing in the rain? 21:37.777 --> 21:39.317 No. Sorry. Of course not. 21:40.988 --> 21:42.318 Um... [chuckles] 21:48.287 --> 21:49.497 You know that feeling when... 21:49.997 --> 21:53.167 when someone jumps out and scares you, and you almost piss your pants, 21:53.167 --> 21:57.457 and you think your heart's gonna explode, it's pounding so fast? 21:58.172 --> 22:01.182 And five seconds later, you're fine. 22:02.301 --> 22:03.591 But you also feel like... 22:05.263 --> 22:06.973 you've never felt more alive. 22:09.392 --> 22:10.482 It's kinda like that. 22:24.949 --> 22:27.619 Wow. No days off, huh? 22:28.202 --> 22:29.202 [scoffs] 22:31.831 --> 22:34.791 Like, how... How are we related? 22:35.376 --> 22:38.246 I'm so much cooler than you. It just doesn't make any sense. 22:38.254 --> 22:39.384 Right. 22:39.380 --> 22:40.840 - Yeah. Of course you are. - Yeah. 22:40.840 --> 22:43.130 - I'll give it to you. - Thanks. 22:47.305 --> 22:48.305 No offense, but... 22:49.515 --> 22:50.885 Joe isn't my dad. 22:51.976 --> 22:53.936 Like, he just... He just isn't. 22:56.480 --> 22:58.070 You can be my half-brother, though. 23:00.735 --> 23:01.565 I'll allow it. 23:01.569 --> 23:04.609 [chuckles] Let me think about that one. 23:04.614 --> 23:06.454 - You have to think? - I'll think about it. 23:06.449 --> 23:08.659 Wow. Ouch, man. 23:09.368 --> 23:10.488 Knife to the heart. 23:12.788 --> 23:18.538 You know, the only weird thing now is, like, I just found out I have siblings, 23:18.544 --> 23:22.674 and now my half-brother and my sister are, like... 23:22.673 --> 23:23.723 All right. 23:23.716 --> 23:26.926 - Bow chick-a wow-wow. - All right. This is when we go. 23:26.928 --> 23:28.718 - Go? What do you mean? - We're going. 23:28.721 --> 23:30.851 Yeah, we're going. We're leaving on this boat. 23:30.848 --> 23:31.768 This one? 23:31.766 --> 23:33.476 - [Ramona] Yeah. - No, we're not. 23:33.476 --> 23:36.266 - [Ramona] Yes, we are. - No. Get your feet off the seats. 23:36.270 --> 23:37.980 - Jesus. - You get in here. Get in! 23:37.980 --> 23:40.730 [Ellis] This is the Gallaghers' boat. Remember the Gallaghers? 23:40.733 --> 23:42.733 - Remember Tom? - I don't care. This is nice. 23:42.735 --> 23:45.485 [Ellis] Get your freaking feet off the freaking seats. 23:45.488 --> 23:47.528 - Jesus. - This is nice. Wait, I wanna... 23:48.032 --> 23:49.532 This is nice! 23:49.533 --> 23:53.003 - [Ellis] I can't even drive this boat. - Yeah, you can. The key is right there. 23:53.621 --> 23:56.831 ["Moonlight Sonata III Presto Agitato" playing on piano] 23:59.418 --> 24:00.248 [Annie] Dad? 24:47.842 --> 24:48.842 [sighs softly] 24:50.094 --> 24:53.224 - Wow. Oh, sorry. - No. Shit! 24:53.222 --> 24:54.812 Whoa... 24:54.807 --> 24:57.437 Sorry. I was just looking for my dad. Uh... 24:59.145 --> 25:00.185 That... I... 25:00.771 --> 25:02.321 I thought you couldn't really play. 25:03.733 --> 25:05.193 I can't. That's not... 25:05.192 --> 25:07.152 - I wasn't playing. Yeah. - Really? 'Cause... 25:08.029 --> 25:09.159 That was... I was just... 25:10.323 --> 25:11.373 playing... 25:12.283 --> 25:13.453 Uh... 25:13.451 --> 25:16.081 Well, that was really, really beautiful. 25:16.704 --> 25:18.124 - Thanks. - Is my dad here? 25:19.206 --> 25:23.536 He... I think my mom took him out on the boat, but they'll be back soon. 25:23.544 --> 25:24.924 Okay. Thank you. 25:25.463 --> 25:26.303 That's okay. 25:26.297 --> 25:28.837 You wanna wait? We can have a little... 25:29.925 --> 25:31.385 - Can have a... - [chuckles] 25:32.261 --> 25:34.181 I only smoke weed when I can't sleep. 25:34.847 --> 25:36.767 Makes me feel like I'm on the news. 25:36.766 --> 25:37.766 - Okay. - Yeah. 25:37.767 --> 25:39.017 Or when I... 25:39.643 --> 25:41.943 When I don't really know what to do with my hands. 25:47.068 --> 25:48.068 When do you leave? 25:49.445 --> 25:51.775 - Tomorrow. - Thank you. Wow. 25:51.781 --> 25:52.701 Yeah. 25:53.366 --> 25:57.406 I don't start for, like, a couple weeks, 25:57.411 --> 26:00.461 but they make you move in to do all the dorm stuff. 26:01.290 --> 26:04.040 Right. The dorm stuff. 26:04.627 --> 26:05.627 - Yeah. - [chuckles] 26:08.964 --> 26:11.134 Um... 26:11.133 --> 26:13.053 You can tell me if this is, like, 26:14.595 --> 26:16.845 way too forward of a move, okay? 26:16.847 --> 26:20.477 But, um, my dad's best friend from high school 26:20.476 --> 26:23.096 is on the board at Wharton. 26:24.939 --> 26:27.189 Yeah. Finally got my dad on the phone. 26:27.858 --> 26:29.028 I'm talking to him, 26:29.026 --> 26:33.066 and he said he would introduce the two of you, 26:34.115 --> 26:36.825 - to talk about the admissions process. - Shit. Wow. 26:36.826 --> 26:39.696 Or even, like, he'd probably write you a rec. 26:39.703 --> 26:42.913 Or set you up in the best possible way for when you apply. 26:42.915 --> 26:45.165 And I don't want you to feel, like... 26:46.377 --> 26:49.167 'Cause my dad helped him with his son. He got him, like, 26:49.713 --> 26:52.383 this job at his dream law firm in D.C., so he owes him one. 26:53.551 --> 26:56.511 Like, um.... Yeah. 27:07.189 --> 27:08.769 You know, I may stay here, actually. 27:10.568 --> 27:11.528 And do what? 27:12.862 --> 27:14.322 And live. 27:17.992 --> 27:19.832 But nobody lives here. 27:21.162 --> 27:22.042 People live here. 27:22.037 --> 27:24.577 No, I know people... I know. 27:28.294 --> 27:29.304 Wait, for real? 27:35.509 --> 27:36.509 Is this about Ellis? 27:40.097 --> 27:41.257 [sighing] 27:41.265 --> 27:42.635 Sorry, I'm... 27:42.641 --> 27:45.021 - No... - Nah, I shouldn't have said... 27:45.019 --> 27:47.269 You're good, you're good. Um... 27:47.271 --> 27:48.981 I don't know how to... 27:50.524 --> 27:54.194 - I have just a lot going on at the moment. - Yeah, I know. 27:54.195 --> 27:56.105 No, there's just... I'm in a bit of a... 27:57.740 --> 27:59.700 cloud. Um... 28:19.261 --> 28:20.511 [shop bell jingles] 28:32.608 --> 28:33.688 Hi. 28:37.655 --> 28:38.655 [sighs] 28:41.033 --> 28:41.873 Well... 28:42.868 --> 28:45.998 Look, Ramona, I know that you are angry with me. I just... 28:45.996 --> 28:49.206 I wanted to give you some space for a second, you know? 28:51.085 --> 28:53.295 Giving space seems to really be your move, eh? 28:56.715 --> 28:59.005 I wanted to respect what Gordon wanted. 28:59.009 --> 29:01.179 He had just lost his daughter, 29:01.178 --> 29:03.888 and you were the closest thing he had to her. 29:03.889 --> 29:06.889 And he's an incredible father. I knew... 29:08.477 --> 29:11.517 - I knew he'd give you the best life. - And what if she didn't die? 29:11.522 --> 29:13.232 What were you gonna do then? 29:17.069 --> 29:21.029 The plan was that I was gonna leave Kate, and your mom would leave Steven, 29:21.031 --> 29:22.621 and we were gonna... 29:23.701 --> 29:26.411 We were gonna raise you all here, together. 29:26.412 --> 29:28.582 Kate and Steven would just go along with that? 29:29.540 --> 29:32.000 So instead, you and Gordon decided to just 29:32.001 --> 29:34.801 keep us apart for our entire lives. 29:35.713 --> 29:37.883 - Why? - Ramona, it was so complicated, 29:37.881 --> 29:40.301 and we were a mess, you know? 29:41.218 --> 29:46.468 The one person that we needed to have this conversation with wasn't here. 29:48.392 --> 29:50.312 And Steven, he had his wants. 29:50.311 --> 29:54.021 Gordon didn't want you to carry the burden of what had happened to your mom. 29:54.023 --> 29:59.243 And we just, at least at first, thought this would make everyone happier. 30:00.654 --> 30:01.494 But then, 30:03.032 --> 30:06.332 you know, when the shock of it all wore off with time... 30:09.038 --> 30:10.708 I don't know. It... 30:11.707 --> 30:13.077 It was killing me. 30:14.668 --> 30:17.588 It was killing me. Just every single day, 30:17.588 --> 30:20.258 I felt like I was dying just a little bit 30:20.257 --> 30:23.677 because I knew this isn't what your mom would've wanted. 30:24.553 --> 30:25.853 And Gordon knew it too. 30:26.597 --> 30:31.187 And so he tried to reconnect you guys. I mean, he really did. 30:34.355 --> 30:40.225 If Gordon... If Gordon had ever decided to sell the cottage for some reason, 30:40.235 --> 30:44.365 or if we never came to Muskoka, would you... 30:45.157 --> 30:46.617 Would you have tried to find me? 30:46.617 --> 30:48.617 Of course. 30:49.119 --> 30:50.749 Are you kidding? Of course. 30:52.081 --> 30:56.841 For so long, I have thought about this moment and this conversation. 30:57.419 --> 31:00.759 Always struggled trying to find the words to be able to explain it. 31:01.382 --> 31:06.602 But the one thing I do know is I have always felt like I was your dad. 31:09.348 --> 31:10.598 Yeah, but you aren't. 31:12.226 --> 31:13.136 [sniffles] 31:13.727 --> 31:14.977 Gordon was my dad. 31:17.648 --> 31:19.728 Yeah, and a damn good one. 31:21.443 --> 31:22.283 Yeah. 31:27.616 --> 31:28.826 I need you to sign this. 31:32.037 --> 31:32.867 What is it? 31:34.748 --> 31:36.628 I don't want you to be my guardian. 31:39.962 --> 31:43.672 Look, Ramona, I know you don't want anyone breathing down your neck. 31:44.425 --> 31:46.505 Just let me do this for you. 31:46.510 --> 31:48.720 I can take care of all this stuff, 31:48.721 --> 31:51.011 make sure you get the check from Gordon's estate. 31:51.014 --> 31:54.354 - You don't even have to see or talk to me. - No, I don't want that. 31:59.773 --> 32:00.773 I can't. 32:00.774 --> 32:02.444 - [scoffing] Excuse me? - I can't. 32:03.819 --> 32:05.819 See, if I sign this, I am doubling down 32:05.821 --> 32:08.031 on the biggest mistake I ever made in my life. 32:08.031 --> 32:11.241 And, Ramona, I can fix this. Let me fix this. 32:11.243 --> 32:14.373 - I don't want you to fix anything! - Look, I get it. 32:15.080 --> 32:18.880 You hate me right now, all right? But the answer is no. 32:19.626 --> 32:22.206 Gordon appointed me your guardian. 32:22.212 --> 32:23.922 That is what he wanted. 32:23.922 --> 32:25.172 Yeah, well, he's not here. 32:25.174 --> 32:27.384 So how can you say that's really what he wanted? 32:28.761 --> 32:30.141 Maybe you were the only choice. 32:30.137 --> 32:32.307 Then you tell me. What do you think he wanted? 32:32.306 --> 32:36.766 I don't know, but if you expect any type of relationship to come from this, 32:37.686 --> 32:40.516 trust it will only be biological. 32:41.690 --> 32:46.450 Because if you think, even for a second, that I'm forgiving you, ever, 32:47.863 --> 32:48.953 you are delusional. 32:55.537 --> 32:57.247 - [door closes] - [sighs] 32:58.165 --> 33:01.165 ["Begging For Rain" playing] 33:17.476 --> 33:18.306 I'm right here. 33:42.376 --> 33:46.336 "Dear Ramona, it feels strange to write you this letter 33:46.338 --> 33:48.588 after you just beat me in Scrabble." 33:49.675 --> 33:55.635 "The 'Q' on the triple-letter score was rather brutal, but all is forgiven." 33:56.473 --> 34:00.603 "I wanted... No, needed to tell you how proud I am of you." 34:02.354 --> 34:03.194 "You amaze me." 34:04.648 --> 34:06.018 "You amaze me every day." 34:06.650 --> 34:10.150 "Your stubbornness, your sense of humor, your strength." 34:10.153 --> 34:15.623 "You've always been exactly who you are, and I love that person dearly." 34:17.202 --> 34:19.912 "Thank you for giving me the honor of raising you." 34:22.291 --> 34:28.591 "It gave me a second chance at having a daughter after we lost your mom." 34:31.383 --> 34:34.263 [sobs] "I wish the two of you could've spent more time together." 34:35.888 --> 34:38.138 "I know you would've made each other laugh." 34:40.350 --> 34:42.730 "I'm sorry there were things I didn't tell you." 34:45.606 --> 34:47.686 [sniffing] "Hindsight is 20-20, 34:49.651 --> 34:53.781 but I wanted you to know, at the time, this felt like the right decision." 34:54.281 --> 34:55.701 "Maybe the only decision." 34:57.200 --> 35:02.620 "But now I know I was very wrong, and I'm incredibly sorry, my dear." 35:04.333 --> 35:05.633 "But you are not alone." 35:06.293 --> 35:10.713 "You have a family, and I hope you've found each other 35:11.214 --> 35:15.014 and, together, will make up for lost time." 35:16.428 --> 35:21.388 "I know they will cherish you as much as I have cherished you." 35:24.311 --> 35:25.481 "Love always, 35:27.356 --> 35:28.476 Gordon." 35:32.861 --> 35:34.241 [sobbing] 36:03.684 --> 36:06.814 [Annie] Ramona, that's so intense. I'm sorry. 36:06.812 --> 36:08.862 [Ramona] Yeah, no, it's okay, actually. 36:09.439 --> 36:11.189 I'm really glad I read it. 36:12.943 --> 36:16.073 I guess we'll see about, you know, what'll happen with Joe. 36:16.071 --> 36:16.991 Yeah. 36:18.949 --> 36:22.449 Well, I'm here for you for all of it. 36:22.452 --> 36:24.202 Any... Anything you need. 36:26.999 --> 36:29.289 You know, I'm really, really proud of you. 36:33.255 --> 36:34.125 I am. 36:39.886 --> 36:42.006 How are you feeling about going back to New York? 36:43.390 --> 36:45.430 What's the latest with your dad? 36:45.434 --> 36:46.684 Um... 36:46.685 --> 36:49.345 You know what? I honestly don't even know. 36:49.855 --> 36:52.305 I went to go see him this morning, and he was not there. 36:52.315 --> 36:54.355 - Oh. - Yeah, so... 36:54.901 --> 36:56.741 Aside from that, I'm obviously devastated. 36:57.487 --> 37:00.407 I'd rather die than leave Sterling Point and you and... 37:01.324 --> 37:02.744 - [sighs] You know... - And? 37:04.411 --> 37:07.541 - No, nothing. I didn't say anything. - Annie... 37:08.623 --> 37:09.463 What? 37:10.542 --> 37:13.292 - I'm brushing... I'm in the middle-- - You were about to say Ellis. 37:13.295 --> 37:14.455 - No. - Yeah, you were. 37:15.088 --> 37:16.628 - No, I wasn't. - Yeah, you were. 37:17.424 --> 37:19.184 - No, I wasn't. - What? 37:22.888 --> 37:23.928 We did kiss. 37:23.930 --> 37:25.260 - [gasps] - I know. 37:25.265 --> 37:26.515 - Shut up. - In the closet. 37:26.516 --> 37:28.056 - In the-- - On the floor. 37:28.935 --> 37:31.395 - And he dragged me on the floor. - Wait. 37:31.396 --> 37:34.566 - In a really good way. - Yeah, that's a great place for a kiss. 37:34.566 --> 37:36.146 Dragged, in a nice way. 37:36.151 --> 37:38.241 It was a perfect place for a kiss. 37:38.779 --> 37:42.069 Wait, I'm so glad I'm telling you this. It was the perfect place for a kiss, 37:42.783 --> 37:45.083 and it was a perfect kiss. 37:45.077 --> 37:46.237 - Fuck. - Like, a perfect-- 37:46.244 --> 37:48.704 No shit. You guys slow-burned the shit out of it. 37:48.705 --> 37:50.655 - Yeah, we did. Yeah. - It took you forever... 37:50.665 --> 37:51.865 - Okay, turn. - Okay. 37:51.875 --> 37:56.415 But now I'm like, what do people do? 37:56.421 --> 37:58.221 Like, how do people do this? 37:59.007 --> 38:01.507 - Do what? What do you mean? - Like, be with someone. 38:01.510 --> 38:03.890 Not... We're obviously not in a relationship. 38:03.887 --> 38:05.597 - Right. - But it's just occurring to me 38:05.597 --> 38:11.687 that I literally have no idea what to do or how to be in this context. 38:11.686 --> 38:15.146 Know what I mean? I feel like I know myself pretty well in other ways. 38:15.148 --> 38:18.188 I'd like to think that. But with this, I'm like, "Oh, I'm a baby." 38:18.193 --> 38:19.743 I'm a newborn baby. I'm an idiot. 38:19.736 --> 38:22.106 - You're not. Don't say that. - It's not a bad thing. 38:22.114 --> 38:24.204 - It's just, when we were at camp... - Yeah. 38:24.199 --> 38:27.659 ...I literally shared the deepest pits of my brain with him. 38:27.661 --> 38:30.121 - Yeah? - Sorry, I'm just gonna get... 38:30.831 --> 38:32.921 There. I shared the deepest pits of my brain. 38:32.916 --> 38:34.826 - Okay. - The ugliest, worst parts. 38:34.835 --> 38:37.545 I shared them at him, okay? At him. 38:37.546 --> 38:42.586 Now I just am supposed to be completely vulnerable with this person? 38:42.592 --> 38:43.682 Like... 38:43.677 --> 38:45.007 - Yeah. - Do you want a braid? 38:45.011 --> 38:46.141 Yeah, sure. 38:46.138 --> 38:48.008 - And this is the feeling. - What? 38:48.014 --> 38:49.894 This is the feeling everyone talks about, 38:49.891 --> 38:52.981 the feeling that makes the literal world spin around. 38:52.978 --> 38:55.688 Oh, my God! Make me stop talking about this. 38:55.689 --> 38:58.149 I feel like this is torture for you. 38:58.150 --> 38:59.570 No, it's not. 38:59.568 --> 39:01.108 I mean, yeah, I... 39:02.320 --> 39:05.910 I get it. It's definitely fucked to feel like 39:05.907 --> 39:08.487 someone is holding your heart outside of your body, 39:08.493 --> 39:11.003 and they could just smash it at any... 39:11.788 --> 39:14.208 at any time for any reason and, like... 39:15.208 --> 39:17.168 Yeah. Yeah, I get it. 39:17.169 --> 39:19.379 Yeah. 39:19.379 --> 39:21.799 Like, how do you do that? How do I do that? 39:22.465 --> 39:25.085 If you really do wanna keep talking to him after you leave, 39:25.093 --> 39:26.803 you gotta get him Internet. 39:26.803 --> 39:29.263 It's like, this is what I'm supposed to be doing. 39:30.098 --> 39:32.308 - Making out with a hot guy in a closet. - Mmm! 39:32.309 --> 39:33.729 And finding myself. 39:33.727 --> 39:36.687 - Yeah. - Yeah, and not dating a guy in the closet 39:36.688 --> 39:40.978 and organizing my dad's socks so he doesn't mix them up. 39:40.984 --> 39:41.904 Like, can... 39:42.360 --> 39:44.950 [grunting] Let me live! You know what I mean? 39:46.114 --> 39:48.744 Wait, why do you check your dad's socks for him? 39:48.742 --> 39:51.792 'Cause he's colorblind, so he mixes up navy blue and black. 39:54.706 --> 39:57.416 Make sure you brush your tongue. You always forget. 40:08.303 --> 40:10.853 - Hey. Can I use your laptop for a sec? - Hey. 40:10.847 --> 40:14.347 I'm in the middle of an order. I'm trying to get some more tinned fish. 40:14.351 --> 40:16.691 A brand I like is about to drop new smoked mackerel... 40:16.686 --> 40:18.266 - Okay. - ...so I wanna be-- Awesome. 40:18.271 --> 40:20.521 Please take care of my electronics, thank you. 40:24.027 --> 40:27.527 Are you taking a summer school biology class I don't know about? 40:27.530 --> 40:29.240 What's going on? 40:35.914 --> 40:37.584 Ramona, what's going on? Are you okay? 40:39.668 --> 40:40.498 Yeah, I'm fine. 40:40.502 --> 40:42.502 You know how I feel about that word from you. 40:42.504 --> 40:43.884 - I'm fine. - Okay. 40:44.631 --> 40:45.591 [inhales] 40:45.590 --> 40:46.720 Can I speak freely? 40:47.467 --> 40:48.337 Mmm-hmm. 40:48.343 --> 40:52.683 I think that you are really, really good at hiding. 40:53.265 --> 40:56.425 Scarily good at it. Nobody could ever find you when we played sardines. 40:56.434 --> 40:59.234 Okay. Do you ever stop talking about tinned fish? 40:59.229 --> 41:00.439 We're having a moment. 41:01.106 --> 41:01.976 Sorry. 41:03.566 --> 41:05.686 I don't really know what the situation is, 41:06.820 --> 41:10.410 but I can tell that it's important, and I can tell that it's real, 41:11.032 --> 41:15.332 so, what if, instead of hiding from it this time, what if you just... 41:16.871 --> 41:18.371 went ahead and just faced it? 41:21.209 --> 41:22.039 Yeah, but... 41:24.504 --> 41:25.924 - I don't know if I can. - You can. 41:27.590 --> 41:29.090 I've seen it, Ramona. You can. 41:31.094 --> 41:32.934 You're one of the strongest people I know. 41:36.808 --> 41:38.768 And you never have to go through things alone. 41:41.354 --> 41:43.404 Why are you the best? It's stupid. 41:43.398 --> 41:45.228 I don't know. [chuckling] 41:45.233 --> 41:47.693 Maybe she's born with it, maybe it's mackerel. 41:47.694 --> 41:49.324 - [laughs] - Yeah. [chuckles] 41:49.321 --> 41:51.701 I won't even apologize for that. It was pretty good. 41:51.698 --> 41:53.368 - Yeah. - Incredible, actually. 41:53.366 --> 41:54.276 Mmm. 41:55.744 --> 41:56.664 You're gonna be okay. 41:57.412 --> 41:59.662 ["Hero" playing] 42:07.172 --> 42:09.552 Oh. Hey, Ramona. Hi. 42:10.133 --> 42:11.303 Hey. 42:11.301 --> 42:14.931 Um, I'm really happy you got home safe and sound. 42:16.181 --> 42:17.221 Cool. 42:17.223 --> 42:22.103 Well, uh, I was gonna head out, actually, and go see if I could talk to Annie. 42:22.103 --> 42:23.693 I, just... I wanna talk to you. 42:25.398 --> 42:27.358 Okay, sure. What's up? 42:28.610 --> 42:29.900 I need you to spit in a tube. 42:31.321 --> 42:34.241 [chuckles] Okay. Um, can I ask why? 42:34.240 --> 42:35.580 Because... 42:36.910 --> 42:38.500 I think you might be my dad.