WEBVTT 00:50.315 --> 00:53.518 I still can't believe that I got a heart attack. 00:54.304 --> 00:55.015 Sorry. 00:55.372 --> 00:58.428 Why are you apologising? Shush it! 00:58.885 --> 01:01.889 It wasn't a heart attack. It's called a broken heart syndrome. 01:02.107 --> 01:03.201 The doctor just told us… 01:03.690 --> 01:05.218 I have a broken heart? 01:10.236 --> 01:14.127 Dad, your heart muscles got weak because of stress. 01:14.539 --> 01:15.635 We’re both under stress. 01:16.093 --> 01:17.610 I thought I was a goner. 01:18.679 --> 01:19.719 Don’t say that! 01:20.563 --> 01:23.014 Huh young boys these days seem physically fit. 01:23.892 --> 01:25.086 But mentally, not so much. 01:25.732 --> 01:27.721 Look at me. I'm strong both ways. 01:31.011 --> 01:31.715 Enough! 01:33.660 --> 01:35.960 I’m going to whack the heck out of this stress. 01:36.964 --> 01:40.810 Anxiety, panic attacks, all this bullshit... What is this f!@# culture ? 01:41.396 --> 01:42.560 Uh... 01:43.316 --> 01:47.916 Fine. We'll all go somewhere to just chill and relax. 01:48.748 --> 01:52.214 And we’ll come back only when we’re happy. - Okay? 01:53.356 --> 01:54.498 Tell me, where do you want to go? 01:57.028 --> 01:57.804 Shunya. 01:59.803 --> 02:02.037 It's a great place to meditate. 02:09.802 --> 02:12.283 Okay…Perfect! 02:24.598 --> 02:26.710 It feels like we are in heaven. 02:26.928 --> 02:28.832 Be careful. - Dad, hold my bag. 02:28.833 --> 02:30.274 Where are you? - Let's go. 02:31.280 --> 02:32.720 Oh, man! 02:34.783 --> 02:35.730 Come. - This one? 02:37.737 --> 02:39.925 Wow! It's lovely! 02:40.487 --> 02:42.656 Huh, nobody cares. Come! 02:43.008 --> 02:44.528 Wow! This is all that's left for us. 02:45.561 --> 02:47.116 'Welcome to Shunya Wellness.' 02:47.288 --> 02:49.448 'Where mind reaches zero chaos.' 02:49.873 --> 02:53.233 'My name is Rupesh, and I'll be your guide on this wellness journey.' 02:53.616 --> 02:56.057 'Equipped with world-class wellness amenities,' 02:56.168 --> 02:59.328 'Shunya makes your experience uniquely tailor-made.' 02:59.998 --> 03:03.400 'You'll find uniquely designed robes on your bedside.' 03:04.176 --> 03:06.097 See. - 'Your specially designed wellness' 03:06.098 --> 03:08.633 'Activities are mentioned in the envelopes with your names.' 03:09.153 --> 03:10.647 'These activities will be…' 03:10.648 --> 03:13.208 'A way to guide you towards your personal bliss.' 03:13.417 --> 03:16.434 'And that's why Shunya is a mobile-free property.' 03:17.288 --> 03:19.832 'I hope you find peace at Shunya.' 03:19.833 --> 03:20.633 Gardening? 03:20.848 --> 03:22.605 Cycling. - Exchange? 03:24.705 --> 03:25.199 Okay. 03:38.784 --> 03:40.784 We were supposed to be happy ‘together’... 03:41.964 --> 03:43.511 It’s okay... 03:59.049 --> 04:00.432 I'm glad to see Vishnu healthy. 04:02.792 --> 04:06.522 You have reached the final week of your compulsory therapy. 04:08.056 --> 04:09.536 And I'm so proud of all of you! 04:09.671 --> 04:11.467 You've shown up every time. 04:11.906 --> 04:12.706 Hmm! 04:13.168 --> 04:16.620 This week, We’ll do all the sessions together. 04:17.488 --> 04:18.987 It's time to be completely, 04:19.632 --> 04:21.392 And fully vulnerable. 04:21.608 --> 04:22.805 Vulnerable..? 04:23.368 --> 04:26.813 Vulnerable means sharing your true feelings, 04:27.017 --> 04:28.447 Without any fear. - Okay. 04:28.448 --> 04:31.422 No matter what you say, your family, 04:32.033 --> 04:34.527 will fully accept you for who you are. 04:35.488 --> 04:39.013 And based on these sessions, I'll be able to give you your 04:39.473 --> 04:42.633 Mentally Healthy Family Certificate for the school. 04:43.992 --> 04:46.026 Megha, we are unshakeable now. 04:46.688 --> 04:47.300 Great! 04:50.185 --> 04:52.976 'Good morning. The yoga session will begin in five minutes.' 04:52.977 --> 04:55.999 Hey sis, when will the results of your photography club elections be out? 04:56.752 --> 04:57.718 In a week. 04:58.705 --> 05:00.648 I think Tanya will win. 05:00.649 --> 05:02.249 I've even placed a bet on it. 05:02.336 --> 05:03.408 Why do you think Tanya’ll win? 05:04.160 --> 05:05.633 Because Tanya is pretty. 05:34.552 --> 05:36.792 It's okay! It’s okay! 05:36.896 --> 05:38.317 Daani dear, don't worry. 05:38.481 --> 05:40.561 It's called Pawanmuktasana for a reason. 05:41.528 --> 05:42.419 Yes, continue. 05:51.184 --> 05:52.088 Ma'am, here you go. 05:54.952 --> 05:55.716 ‘Kamla?’ 05:56.744 --> 05:59.415 You’re going to wash this and give it to another Kamla. 05:59.416 --> 06:01.427 No, ma'am. This is custom-made only for you. 06:02.312 --> 06:03.712 For me? - Yes. 06:03.955 --> 06:05.648 Please change into it. - Okay. 06:06.976 --> 06:09.055 Ma'am, there's swelling in your foot joints, too. 06:09.056 --> 06:09.936 Hmm… 06:14.625 --> 06:15.825 How long will this take? 06:18.641 --> 06:21.633 It's time for my son's protein shake. 06:21.634 --> 06:22.714 I’m the one who has to give it... 06:24.024 --> 06:27.220 Relax your body. Only then you’ll feel better. 06:29.560 --> 06:30.529 Relax. 06:31.104 --> 06:32.200 Relax. 06:53.048 --> 06:53.848 Sir. 06:55.568 --> 06:57.768 Shunya has given you this private workspace… 06:58.352 --> 07:01.212 Without any noise or disturbance, away from everyone. 07:01.480 --> 07:02.111 What do you mean? 07:02.633 --> 07:04.940 Won’t there be other people, like there are in the other activities? 07:05.288 --> 07:07.815 No Sir. Everyone has their own three-hour time slot. 07:08.504 --> 07:11.464 I'll have to stay here alone for three hours? 07:12.064 --> 07:14.008 Creativity flows freely in solitude. 07:14.009 --> 07:16.073 Creativity is fine, 07:16.074 --> 07:18.038 but it's not fun to create alone. 07:18.504 --> 07:19.517 That's the challenge, sir. 07:19.929 --> 07:20.969 Oh! 07:22.371 --> 07:24.441 Are you challenging me? 07:24.993 --> 07:25.809 Fine then. 07:27.001 --> 07:28.746 Okay. Challenge accepted. 07:29.368 --> 07:30.220 Enjoy, sir. 07:46.675 --> 07:47.435 Hey! 07:48.681 --> 07:50.641 Oh, oh oh! 08:17.032 --> 08:18.982 Sir, there’s still time left. 08:18.983 --> 08:20.607 I forgot my spectacles. - Sir... 08:20.608 --> 08:21.928 I can't see anything. 08:32.799 --> 08:35.071 Welcome to Shunya, sir. How may I help you? 08:35.072 --> 08:35.912 Where's Kamla? 08:36.872 --> 08:38.102 Kamla Karkaria. 08:38.103 --> 08:40.008 Sir, please let me check. - Check? 08:40.568 --> 08:41.797 Sir, please have a seat. Let me check. 08:42.441 --> 08:43.801 It's urgent! 08:44.193 --> 08:45.673 Kamla? 08:49.248 --> 08:51.816 Where are you? Kamla? 08:53.649 --> 08:54.489 Where are you? 08:55.168 --> 08:56.008 Kamla? 08:56.472 --> 08:57.792 Coming!... 08:58.432 --> 08:59.952 Kamla? - Oh! 09:00.288 --> 09:02.430 Kamla? - Be careful, ma'am. It's oily. 09:03.104 --> 09:05.264 You could slip, ma'am. - Yes, I'll be careful. 09:05.777 --> 09:06.777 Kamla? 09:07.120 --> 09:09.880 Sir, you can't shout like that. - Kamla, where are you? 09:10.057 --> 09:11.015 Sir... - Yes! 09:12.449 --> 09:13.528 Good heavens! 09:13.799 --> 09:15.551 Where did you keep my spectacles? 09:15.552 --> 09:17.975 They were on the dressing table. I told you. 09:17.976 --> 09:20.921 I can't find them. I've searched the whole room. Come with me. 09:23.648 --> 09:26.088 Come. Look. Where are they? 09:26.441 --> 09:27.555 Where are my... 09:28.492 --> 09:30.995 I told you. It’s right there. 09:31.137 --> 09:32.199 What the hell woman... 09:32.920 --> 09:35.425 Can't you such small things of mine with you? 09:36.352 --> 09:39.224 “Kept them here, kept them there” God knows where. Give it to me! 09:39.225 --> 09:40.243 That's too much. 10:13.328 --> 10:14.568 For so many years, 10:14.747 --> 10:17.309 You've been living your life according to others. 10:17.794 --> 10:21.000 You adjust yourself according to whatever anyone says. 10:21.786 --> 10:24.743 Amidst all of this, you forgot about yourself. 10:25.851 --> 10:27.618 You couldn't create your own identity. 10:28.593 --> 10:29.246 Dear, 10:30.489 --> 10:32.067 All this, what you’re saying… 10:33.249 --> 10:34.450 Doesn’t feel good to listen... 10:37.777 --> 10:40.625 Okay, tell me, What's the date today? 10:41.471 --> 10:42.073 Hmm... 10:44.874 --> 10:45.689 Which day is it? 10:46.245 --> 10:47.104 Uh... 10:47.547 --> 10:50.516 All days are the same. What difference does it make? 10:55.945 --> 10:57.545 Kamlaji, you're in despair. 10:59.386 --> 11:03.224 Every person has a hope to start their day. 11:03.690 --> 11:06.516 And this hope comes from their personal desires. 11:07.249 --> 11:09.415 Not having that hope is called despair. 11:10.346 --> 11:11.746 For so many years, 11:11.867 --> 11:14.787 You've been ignoring your personal feelings so much 11:15.403 --> 11:17.283 that you've gone numb from the inside. 11:18.315 --> 11:20.310 Your day goes on, in the same way, everyday. 11:20.747 --> 11:23.993 Cooking, drinking tea, sorting laundry... 11:25.139 --> 11:27.423 Amidst all this, you became a wife, 11:27.978 --> 11:31.220 a mother, a mother-in-law, and even a grandmother. 11:32.332 --> 11:33.530 But you couldn't be Kamla… 11:41.163 --> 11:41.914 Dear, 11:43.409 --> 11:45.031 if everyone at home starts to feel 11:46.811 --> 11:48.007 and speak out, 11:49.954 --> 11:52.066 Then, who’ll protect the peace in the house? 11:53.970 --> 11:55.604 And by you, not doing this, 11:56.595 --> 11:58.395 Did peace prevail in the house after all? 12:20.523 --> 12:21.923 Welcome to Shunya. 12:22.714 --> 12:24.834 We’ll start the cycling activity from this point. 12:25.787 --> 12:28.187 We’ll follow the nature trail 12:28.298 --> 12:29.818 in front of you 12:30.417 --> 12:32.097 and enjoy the wilderness. 12:33.658 --> 12:36.850 And yes, after every half a kilometre, 12:36.851 --> 12:38.827 There’ll be drinking water available. 13:14.787 --> 13:15.499 Pooja! 13:18.090 --> 13:21.020 Ashok! Careful! Hey easy! 13:26.002 --> 13:28.399 Don't worry. I know how to ride a cycle. 13:29.353 --> 13:30.040 Let's go. 13:31.618 --> 13:32.717 Let's go. - Come on. 13:36.507 --> 13:37.311 Oh! 13:39.178 --> 13:41.643 Oh, no! 13:42.604 --> 13:43.547 No! 13:44.993 --> 13:46.516 I'm good, I’m good! 13:52.164 --> 13:52.836 That’ll do… 13:57.490 --> 13:58.324 The place is serene, isn’t it? 13:59.027 --> 13:59.705 Hmm. 14:05.250 --> 14:07.523 I feel lucky to have married you, Pooja. 14:08.906 --> 14:10.023 I feel like, I… 14:11.187 --> 14:13.503 An average guy from Agra stumbled upon the Kohinoor diamond from Delhi. 14:19.201 --> 14:20.023 But I'm sorry… 14:22.346 --> 14:23.532 I couldn't keep you happy. 14:26.202 --> 14:28.842 I'm not a diamond Ashok... 14:30.401 --> 14:32.315 I'm just a normal girl. 14:39.507 --> 14:40.827 We are very different. 14:43.082 --> 14:44.522 But that doesn't mean, 14:45.249 --> 14:48.690 There should be any pressure to change for each other. 14:52.066 --> 14:53.618 I'm fine the way I am. 14:54.320 --> 14:55.800 And you’re also a good guy. 14:58.587 --> 14:59.078 It’s just that... 15:03.577 --> 15:04.667 But, maybe I'm not good enough for you… 15:23.586 --> 15:25.037 I feel very lonely. 15:26.009 --> 15:27.771 And I'm not happy in my marriage, either. 15:30.321 --> 15:31.815 Actually, Ashok is not happy either. 15:34.138 --> 15:35.948 We’re not made for each other. 15:37.842 --> 15:40.266 Pooja my dear, a husband is meant to soothe your loneliness– 15:40.267 --> 15:41.929 - I want to divorce Ashok. 15:44.698 --> 15:46.163 And run our shop. 16:26.338 --> 16:28.338 It looks stunning. - Thank you. 16:29.451 --> 16:30.425 What have you thought of? 16:34.107 --> 16:34.674 Flowers. 16:36.640 --> 16:38.312 Flowers on the whole vase. 16:38.557 --> 16:39.490 Okay. Wow! 16:47.427 --> 16:49.787 Now everyone, slowly open your eyes. 16:50.435 --> 16:51.287 Relax! 16:58.762 --> 16:59.842 Hi. 17:00.930 --> 17:02.570 You are Vishnu? - Yes. 17:03.490 --> 17:04.434 I'm sorry… 17:05.018 --> 17:07.138 I came to know that you got a heart attack? 17:08.138 --> 17:09.098 Yes. 17:10.601 --> 17:12.032 I call it ‘the kiss of death.' 17:19.282 --> 17:21.585 How did you feel seeing death so closely? 17:25.098 --> 17:28.487 I felt it like a nightmare, when I was dying. 17:29.465 --> 17:33.823 I felt as if I was confronting a dark black cloud. 17:34.707 --> 17:35.547 Like a raging storm. 17:35.862 --> 17:37.387 As if it had come to take me… 17:39.890 --> 17:41.066 And I was thinking... 17:41.067 --> 17:43.156 I should run away from it as fast as I can. 17:44.745 --> 17:46.225 You were thinking in your dreams? 17:48.402 --> 17:50.059 I over thought about things and put too much pressure on myself. 17:50.060 --> 17:51.300 That's why I got stressed. 17:51.867 --> 17:54.235 But I meditate. That saved me. 17:54.531 --> 17:57.131 Wow, how long can you meditate for? 17:58.147 --> 18:02.297 About three hours. Fully focused, with zero thoughts. 18:02.531 --> 18:03.342 Impossible… 18:06.378 --> 18:09.389 You can't meditate that long in everyday life. 18:12.347 --> 18:13.347 Do you work here? 18:13.707 --> 18:14.509 You could say that. 18:15.542 --> 18:17.738 I've been meditating for fifteen years. 18:18.827 --> 18:22.122 But how long can you focus without having any thoughts? 18:22.507 --> 18:25.547 It's not about time or focus. 18:26.707 --> 18:30.747 Thoughts will come no matter how hard you try. You can't stop them. 18:31.185 --> 18:34.549 Meditation means facing your thoughts, 18:34.738 --> 18:36.619 and emotions for clarity. 18:37.443 --> 18:38.915 Like, love, jealousy, etc… 18:40.147 --> 18:43.200 And being able to face yourself after feeling them. 18:44.746 --> 18:45.615 That’s meditation. 18:56.162 --> 18:57.509 I don't know what does he think of himself. 18:58.313 --> 19:01.323 I got a heart attack, man. Only I know how I held myself together. 19:01.842 --> 19:03.300 And I'm a meditation master. 19:03.301 --> 19:05.805 Ask my chanting group if you want. Damn baldy! 19:07.179 --> 19:08.619 Everything is not always about you. 19:12.770 --> 19:14.050 Are you crazy? 19:14.178 --> 19:16.701 You've been mumbling nonsense, ever since we got here. 19:17.578 --> 19:19.733 Did you eat bad food or what? 19:27.462 --> 19:30.377 “In our family, there’s no 'mental illness’… 19:30.378 --> 19:33.818 “If anyone needs a mental doctor, it's your family... not ours!” 19:33.995 --> 19:35.520 “You trapped my son!” 19:35.863 --> 19:37.834 “I know it’s you who doesn't want to live here.” 19:37.962 --> 19:40.360 “In their family, everybody lives separately, right?” 19:40.361 --> 19:42.117 “She's trying to copy-paste the same thing here.” 19:42.465 --> 19:44.806 “And you're leaving us because of her!” 19:44.986 --> 19:47.930 “Stop it now! You had to pick today of all days for such drama, eh?” 19:48.150 --> 19:51.370 “Why, Neeti? Do you think I can't even buy a house now?” 19:51.778 --> 19:53.858 “Neeti, what do you want?!” 19:54.440 --> 19:57.464 “What more do you want?” “Girls from broken homes… 19:57.465 --> 19:59.710 “Never build happy families…” 20:02.969 --> 20:05.355 “I'll go alone first as I’ll get family accommodation only after I'm settled…” 20:05.356 --> 20:06.427 “I'll take you after…” 20:16.985 --> 20:19.508 Sometimes I get so angry that I can't take it. 20:20.547 --> 20:21.102 Why? 20:23.123 --> 20:25.785 For thirteen years, I have done everything for this family. 20:26.907 --> 20:27.747 To keep them happy. 20:31.444 --> 20:32.514 And it's never enough. 20:34.187 --> 20:35.227 “She feeds the kids noodles,” 20:35.946 --> 20:38.514 “Causes ruckus, and talks back.' 20:40.907 --> 20:42.907 They have enough love to share amongst everyone… 20:44.690 --> 20:45.350 Except me. 20:46.068 --> 20:48.136 Neeti, we really love you. 20:49.547 --> 20:51.511 Whatever you want, we get it. 20:51.747 --> 20:52.778 Designer bags... 20:52.779 --> 20:54.587 And I have been trying for that house for so long… 20:55.394 --> 20:56.234 Just because you wanted it... 20:58.027 --> 20:59.319 If you were there for me, 21:00.498 --> 21:02.100 I wouldn't need any of these things. 21:06.845 --> 21:09.470 For me, there’s no love or happiness in this house. 21:11.067 --> 21:12.642 Huh, and then they preach about 'family values'. 21:13.313 --> 21:15.048 So you're saying that, 21:15.842 --> 21:17.522 your happiness depends on them? 21:18.835 --> 21:19.168 Yes. 21:20.634 --> 21:22.359 But why did you give them the right over it? 21:22.972 --> 21:25.015 Because once you’re married and go live in someone else's home... 21:26.057 --> 21:26.766 One has to hand over that right. 21:27.978 --> 21:28.710 That's just how it works. 21:30.433 --> 21:32.322 Neeti, are you not happy in this marriage? 21:41.027 --> 21:42.974 I married happily out of my own choice... 21:50.338 --> 21:53.067 This painting you have... That girl in it… 21:53.731 --> 21:56.691 Full of possibility, light, love… 21:58.803 --> 22:00.006 I wanted to be like her. 22:06.213 --> 22:08.408 I don't even know how I ended up here. 22:27.602 --> 22:37.427 “Nam-myoho-renge-kyo” 22:41.955 --> 22:44.525 “Nam-myoho-renge-kyo” 22:49.481 --> 22:50.211 Are you okay? 22:57.545 --> 22:58.620 Calm down, Vishnu. 22:58.986 --> 22:59.878 I’m calm. I’m calm. 23:02.411 --> 23:04.411 Why are you punishing yourself like this? 23:06.347 --> 23:08.094 How would you know what I'm doing? 23:09.554 --> 23:11.114 Because, once, I was exactly in your place. 23:14.970 --> 23:17.598 Spiritual meditation is meant to awaken. 23:19.401 --> 23:21.419 But, you're using it to block. 23:22.802 --> 23:25.552 You're forcing yourself to focus. 23:27.226 --> 23:28.915 You need to let go, Vishnu. 23:31.027 --> 23:31.814 Let go… 24:39.850 --> 24:53.587 “Nam-myoho-renge-kyo” 24:55.130 --> 24:58.250 “Nam-myoho-renge-kyo” 25:56.157 --> 25:59.906 “Say hello to your new manager. Sandra Thomas.” 26:00.645 --> 26:03.168 “You’ve been an expert at embarrassing me…” 27:37.587 --> 27:39.610 I think I'm miserable. 27:41.442 --> 27:42.726 Now, what does that mean? 27:43.906 --> 27:46.746 It means someone who is dejected… Sorrowful... 27:46.747 --> 27:49.120 Useless... No, I'm not useless... 27:49.915 --> 27:51.901 But I sure do feel useless. 27:53.690 --> 27:55.970 I feel like I'm just wasting time at the office. 27:57.217 --> 27:59.101 I don't really care much about my job. 28:00.185 --> 28:01.187 It's not my passion. 28:01.995 --> 28:03.757 And at every gathering, you just have to constantly prove, 28:04.018 --> 28:05.762 How you're the most charming, 28:05.763 --> 28:07.803 and the most interesting person on the whole planet… 28:08.787 --> 28:10.534 Constantly fighting for attention… 28:11.258 --> 28:12.299 Goddamn it! 28:15.010 --> 28:15.806 It's too much. 28:17.390 --> 28:18.963 Then why did you take up this job, Vishnu? 28:22.129 --> 28:25.225 Because I wanted to prove that I could achieve something on my own. 29:10.787 --> 29:12.747 “Creativity flows in solitude” 29:13.243 --> 29:14.498 ‘Flows’, my foot! 29:15.324 --> 29:16.642 Trying to fool me! 29:17.918 --> 29:19.217 Damn it! 29:20.835 --> 29:22.753 One, two, 29:25.532 --> 29:26.128 three, 29:28.411 --> 29:29.011 four. 29:31.147 --> 29:32.027 And relax… 29:33.738 --> 29:35.698 Daanu…Daanu, 29:36.507 --> 29:37.827 What’s happening? What are you doing? 29:51.757 --> 29:53.313 Here you go. 29:55.399 --> 29:57.226 What kind of house are you making, Daani? 29:58.953 --> 30:01.230 It's so tall... Like a tower. 30:01.393 --> 30:02.605 It’ll collapse in a jiffy… - But, Grandpa– 30:03.527 --> 30:07.547 Sweetheart, a house needs a strong foundation. 30:07.898 --> 30:11.094 Look, this is like Grandpa's childhood home. 30:11.362 --> 30:14.266 It's solid. No one can shake it, right? 30:16.019 --> 30:17.757 No problem, here's what you should do… 30:18.706 --> 30:20.210 Make windows for Grandpa's house. 30:21.050 --> 30:24.740 We'll put them here, in this house. 30:24.963 --> 30:26.326 Make the window. 30:26.930 --> 30:27.920 Good girl. 30:28.683 --> 30:29.763 That thing... 30:30.827 --> 30:31.401 Give it to me. 30:34.334 --> 30:37.432 Daani, why did you… make a round window? 30:37.433 --> 30:41.558 Windows are supposed to be square or rectangular. That’s too much. 30:42.179 --> 30:45.867 We'll need it slightly bigger. Let's remove it from here… 30:46.474 --> 30:49.196 Like this, like this. 30:50.763 --> 30:51.589 What happened, Daanu? 30:52.297 --> 30:54.042 You can build your own house and stay in it alone. 30:55.809 --> 30:57.009 Umm… 31:47.955 --> 31:50.906 After hearing everyone, 31:50.907 --> 31:53.627 I've begun to understand a little. 31:55.307 --> 31:57.067 That there were so many feelings… 31:58.656 --> 31:59.694 Which I never even noticed… 32:02.907 --> 32:06.831 I think I was trapped in my own fear. 32:07.514 --> 32:09.503 There’s a fear that creeps in my heart… 32:10.450 --> 32:14.218 That my kids’ll leave me one day and I'll be all alone… 32:15.947 --> 32:16.601 Again. 32:18.161 --> 32:20.804 You know, when I was six, 32:21.754 --> 32:25.074 my parents sent me 32:25.507 --> 32:28.819 to live with my aunt because she couldn't bear children of her own. 32:33.187 --> 32:36.580 I didn't want to go but… I was a kid, what could I do? 32:37.698 --> 32:38.712 Still, I kept wondering… 32:39.787 --> 32:43.267 Out of the seven siblings, 32:44.528 --> 32:45.998 why was I the one to be abandoned? 32:48.067 --> 32:50.547 Then I thought maybe… 32:51.122 --> 32:52.806 I was the useless one, that’s why. 32:56.427 --> 32:59.846 So, I started my own business. 33:00.547 --> 33:03.347 To show the world that Somnath is not useless. 33:04.431 --> 33:06.306 Then I made my own family… 33:07.095 --> 33:09.426 Thinking that, even if there is no one behind me, 33:09.427 --> 33:12.606 Somnath's family will begin with Somnath himself. 33:13.979 --> 33:16.299 And when Vishnu and Pooja came into my life. 33:17.467 --> 33:19.904 That's when I swore that, 33:20.587 --> 33:23.347 I would never let my children be away from me. 33:25.634 --> 33:27.434 I tried everything… Every trick in the book… 33:28.636 --> 33:29.836 I became selfish, didn't I? 33:31.737 --> 33:32.587 That... 33:34.587 --> 33:35.467 For me, 33:36.508 --> 33:38.028 My family is everything. 33:40.492 --> 33:43.412 I don't even know what I'd do without them… 33:44.378 --> 33:45.315 Where I'd go… 33:46.874 --> 33:47.393 So... 34:08.027 --> 34:08.839 I'm sorry…my children… 34:10.227 --> 34:13.674 What else…can I say? 34:14.955 --> 34:16.065 All I can say is…I’m sorry... 34:28.867 --> 34:29.707 I’m sorry, dear. 34:31.747 --> 34:34.273 I apologize to everyone. 34:46.082 --> 34:47.162 Good evening, everyone... 34:48.026 --> 34:51.932 Welcome to the last day of your Shunya journey... 34:53.107 --> 34:56.227 To make this day special, we've put together a little something for all of you. 34:56.875 --> 35:00.014 I hope we'll meet again. Thank you. 35:14.227 --> 35:15.638 *burp* Dear Lord Almighty! 35:54.834 --> 35:57.074 So beautiful! 35:57.820 --> 35:59.180 Come here. 35:59.323 --> 36:01.426 You should have brought him. 36:01.427 --> 36:03.867 It looks beautiful. 36:04.187 --> 36:06.906 This one. 36:06.907 --> 36:08.227 Come on. 36:08.387 --> 36:09.626 That’s... 36:09.627 --> 36:10.889 My granddaughter’s. 36:10.890 --> 36:14.110 Thank you so much for attending our annual photography competition. 36:14.347 --> 36:17.307 A round of applause for our young photographers. 36:19.199 --> 36:23.410 Like every year, we'll use this occasion for a special announcement. 36:23.769 --> 36:27.021 The President of the Photography Club for this year is… 36:27.627 --> 36:28.986 Daani Karkaria! 36:28.987 --> 36:33.187 Yay! - That's my granddaughter! 36:34.999 --> 36:36.377 She’s a Karkaria product! 36:40.265 --> 36:42.689 Congratulations, Daani! - Thank you! 36:43.470 --> 36:45.102 Daani! 36:48.585 --> 36:50.532 Wow! 36:56.787 --> 36:58.467 Hey! 37:08.081 --> 37:08.921 Look here, let’s take a photo! 37:09.047 --> 37:10.830 And, there you go. 37:10.976 --> 37:12.793 Thank you. - Thank you! 37:13.703 --> 37:16.027 Congratulations, young lady! - Thank you! 37:16.147 --> 37:17.506 I'm so proud of you Daani. 37:18.090 --> 37:18.733 And... 37:19.146 --> 37:21.746 Honestly, I appreciate everyone’s efforts. 37:22.035 --> 37:23.019 I told you, son, 37:23.882 --> 37:26.090 We can do anything for the family. 37:26.091 --> 37:28.091 And we did it. - You said, 37:28.617 --> 37:30.331 ‘I’ can do anything for the family. 37:31.203 --> 37:33.068 You’ve said, ‘we’ only today. 37:33.451 --> 37:34.772 It's one and the same! 37:35.514 --> 37:36.917 I'll be back. - Okay. 37:37.713 --> 37:40.595 Thank you for everything you did for Daani, 37:40.969 --> 37:41.529 at school. 37:41.962 --> 37:43.442 We just wish her success. 37:43.898 --> 37:45.618 Thank you! - Bye! 37:45.943 --> 37:47.099 So, how are all of you? 37:49.058 --> 37:51.043 Things must have gotten a bit tough… 37:51.363 --> 37:53.114 After our last session…? - Not at all. 37:54.027 --> 37:56.627 In fact, since Daani became president, 37:56.770 --> 37:58.469 We're all delighted. - Yes! 38:01.682 --> 38:02.322 Neeti…? 38:04.217 --> 38:05.834 It’ll take some time to… 38:06.193 --> 38:06.802 Process. 38:07.154 --> 38:09.216 Yes! So take your time… 38:09.956 --> 38:11.670 No big deal. 38:12.099 --> 38:12.943 Absolutely! 38:13.267 --> 38:16.446 Take your time. Because therapy 38:17.555 --> 38:18.361 is a journey. 38:18.954 --> 38:21.750 And you've all just reached halfway. 38:22.627 --> 38:24.827 Now it's time to heal. 38:25.891 --> 38:28.105 There's no right or wrong in therapy. 38:28.491 --> 38:30.004 Nor there's any good or bad. 38:30.488 --> 38:32.014 Everything is okay. 38:35.634 --> 38:37.725 To struggle with loneliness is okay. 38:39.506 --> 38:40.387 Sometimes, 38:41.058 --> 38:43.418 to do what the heart desires, is okay. 38:47.440 --> 38:49.098 Not being able to identify 38:49.665 --> 38:50.696 …your happiness is also okay. 38:52.434 --> 38:54.125 Not being able to, 38:55.087 --> 38:55.727 prove yourself, is okay. 38:58.050 --> 39:00.262 To choose love over reputation… 39:00.443 --> 39:02.769 Is definitely okay. 39:03.747 --> 39:04.817 Hmm. 39:05.107 --> 39:08.539 I want to tell you all, that things can go anywhere from here. 39:08.915 --> 39:11.195 Life is tricky. What happens here 39:12.458 --> 39:13.297 is mostly talking… 39:14.027 --> 39:15.307 The real test is, 39:15.707 --> 39:17.425 whether one can alter 39:18.402 --> 39:19.522 their everyday life. 39:33.051 --> 39:34.248 Kamla, hand me that dosa. 39:36.590 --> 39:38.137 It's right in front of you… Take it yourself. 39:43.626 --> 39:44.118 Mm-hmm. 39:45.205 --> 39:47.107 It's right in front of me. Yes... 39:49.450 --> 39:52.200 Teji is on leave tomorrow. 39:55.146 --> 39:57.649 And…I have filed my divorce. 40:07.114 --> 40:08.192 She’ll stay here…In her house... 40:10.859 --> 40:11.859 It’s alright… 40:13.394 --> 40:15.611 Everyone's happiness lies in different things. 40:16.381 --> 40:17.869 What can we do? 40:18.307 --> 40:20.227 Do whatever you feel like. 40:20.556 --> 40:21.698 It’s alright… 40:26.714 --> 40:28.341 I'm quitting my job. 40:29.906 --> 40:30.313 What? 40:31.658 --> 40:34.609 Yeah, I just can't do it anymore. You already know that. 40:35.497 --> 40:36.313 It's okay, son… 40:36.882 --> 40:38.082 Do whatever feels right. 40:38.818 --> 40:40.778 No…But we had plans… 40:42.298 --> 40:42.844 The house… 40:43.448 --> 40:45.539 Dubai…What about all that? 40:47.730 --> 40:49.263 Are you taking a new job? 40:50.074 --> 40:52.883 No, I'll figure something out… 40:54.787 --> 40:55.782 Depending on what I like, 40:56.625 --> 40:57.625 after taking some time off. 40:58.530 --> 40:59.130 Hmm. 40:59.947 --> 41:02.226 So, as I was saying... 41:02.227 --> 41:04.787 A few months ago you both asked for money. 41:05.185 --> 41:06.816 to buy your own house, right? 41:07.914 --> 41:09.994 I'm ready to give you that money, happily. 41:10.522 --> 41:12.291 Get your own house. 41:12.747 --> 41:13.431 Yes. 41:14.929 --> 41:16.731 No, Dad, we don't want to live separately. 41:19.717 --> 41:21.889 Even after taking such rigorous therapy, 41:22.027 --> 41:24.919 if we still can't live together, then what's the point, right? 41:25.947 --> 41:28.397 Daksh, do you want to live in a different house? 41:32.482 --> 41:32.921 Daani? 41:34.321 --> 41:34.646 What…? 41:35.131 --> 41:36.839 You want a different house…? - Can we at least 41:37.322 --> 41:38.589 discuss this first? 41:38.698 --> 41:41.207 Neeti, whatever problems we had earlier…We don't have them now. 41:41.418 --> 41:43.458 And where will the money come from? 41:43.707 --> 41:45.827 Pooja just settled the debt on the shop. 41:46.747 --> 41:49.875 Bro, we'll manage if Neeti wants… - I don't want it. 42:03.153 --> 42:04.509 - Excuse me… 42:22.401 --> 42:24.017 Neeti... Come on… 42:24.145 --> 42:25.433 We're above this… 42:25.434 --> 42:26.826 Why is it always that the moment it's about my happiness… 42:26.827 --> 42:27.827 Suddenly your conscience awakens… “We’re above this”. 42:27.923 --> 42:28.806 And you know it yourself. 42:28.807 --> 42:30.546 You genuinely don’t want a separate– 42:30.547 --> 42:32.067 I DO want my own house! 42:32.322 --> 42:34.058 We can let this go, Neeti. 42:34.176 --> 42:37.129 You have no idea what all I've let go. 42:37.866 --> 42:39.543 What are you saying? What have you let go? 42:40.170 --> 42:41.154 Your affair! 42:43.131 --> 42:43.811 Huh, What affair!? 42:46.145 --> 42:48.326 I've read your texts to Sandra. 42:48.880 --> 42:50.000 You cheated on me! 42:51.331 --> 42:53.160 She's getting married. 42:53.410 --> 42:54.941 It’s corporate. This is how it works… 42:54.942 --> 42:56.749 You don't understand the corporate culture… 42:56.750 --> 42:58.522 Cheating is a “culture”? 42:58.523 --> 43:00.403 Are you crazy? - Who THE HELL are you calling crazy?! 43:00.404 --> 43:01.787 Who are you calling crazy? 43:01.930 --> 43:03.610 You’re the one who is crazy!! 43:12.390 --> 43:13.826 Stop it! 43:13.827 --> 43:15.305 What are you doing!? 43:15.306 --> 43:16.706 Nothing is happening to you! 43:17.041 --> 43:18.001 Stop this! 43:18.002 --> 43:19.642 Exasperating all the time... 43:20.290 --> 43:23.215 The whole world is not here just to pat you on the back. 43:23.425 --> 43:25.785 Everything is not about YOU, Vishnu Karkaria! 43:26.842 --> 43:28.122 About me? - Yes. 43:28.267 --> 43:30.737 ‘Vishnu needs his protein shake every morning.’ 43:30.738 --> 43:32.836 ‘Vishnu needs perfectly ironed shirts.’ 43:33.002 --> 43:36.262 ‘Vishnu didn't get his promotion… Oh God! Poor Vishnu!’ 43:36.473 --> 43:38.254 'Vishnu danced with Daani “Ooh praise him in a ballad!” 43:38.255 --> 43:39.536 Now applaud for him! 43:39.537 --> 43:41.152 Now Vishnu wants sex! 43:42.989 --> 43:45.304 Have you ever seen me… When you go down on me? 43:47.700 --> 43:48.907 Have you ever REALLY seen me? 43:56.266 --> 43:57.266 Should I tell you something? 43:58.258 --> 43:59.658 The truth is, 44:00.433 --> 44:04.519 you’ll always be a GOOD FOR NOTHING! 44:18.586 --> 44:19.899 If you were hurting so much… 44:19.900 --> 44:22.320 Why did you take your sweet time to confront me eh? 44:25.195 --> 44:26.955 You were waiting to get the house, right? 44:27.787 --> 44:28.497 Weren't you? 44:29.034 --> 44:29.996 If you’d gotten the house first, 44:29.997 --> 44:31.467 you would’ve never brought this up, right? 44:31.564 --> 44:33.106 I didn't bring it up 44:33.107 --> 44:36.174 because I didn't want to give ‘his holiness’ any stress. 45:03.073 --> 45:05.913 You have turned me into my own mother. 45:07.433 --> 45:11.193 She ruined her whole life running after my father. 45:13.464 --> 45:16.006 And I've already ruined half of mine. 45:29.425 --> 45:30.585 Respected Principal, 45:30.786 --> 45:33.906 This is to ascertain that the Karkarias 45:34.459 --> 45:38.137 have completed their full term of mandatory family therapy 45:38.138 --> 45:39.956 as directed by the school counsellor. 45:41.650 --> 45:45.209 I found them mentally healthy and fit. 45:48.402 --> 45:49.722 Look at this, dear. 45:50.738 --> 45:51.418 How’s it looking? 45:51.809 --> 45:52.809 Looking good… 45:53.682 --> 45:54.601 What’s worrying you now? 45:55.187 --> 45:56.719 Isn’t it a happy thing that, 45:57.289 --> 45:59.083 our son is going to stay with us. 45:59.346 --> 46:01.422 Yes, yes, I'm thrilled. 46:03.107 --> 46:05.013 Our son might be a wimp, 46:05.435 --> 46:06.724 but at least he understands matters of the heart. 46:07.840 --> 46:10.215 He's not a wimp. He's just different. 46:10.428 --> 46:11.387 One and the same thing. 46:11.506 --> 46:12.826 “Their progress has been steady,” 46:12.827 --> 46:15.707 “and I hope they can create a safe family environment,” 46:15.833 --> 46:18.438 “for Daani Karkaria, their daughter.” 46:35.058 --> 46:40.178 I hereby declare that Daani Karkaria not be evicted from school, 46:40.321 --> 46:43.322 as all guidelines have been followed. 46:43.875 --> 46:44.540 Yes!! 46:45.266 --> 46:47.464 Which brings me to my final question… 46:48.801 --> 46:51.932 Until now, you all took therapy for Daani. 46:53.658 --> 46:54.619 From hereon, 46:55.073 --> 46:55.720 Would you like to, 46:56.986 --> 46:59.666 continue therapy for yourselves?