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I do take after my dad.

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And just like him,
I've fucked up so many times in my life.

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But if you manage to at least do one thing
and get it right,

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then everyone forgets all the bad stuff.

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-Are you Mr. Ciaramitano?
-Yes. Here I am.

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-Pleasure.
-Likewise.

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Libero was adamant about having
you come get him.

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-Uh…
-Glad to hear it.

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-Not on the floor, please.
-No, no, no.

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Oh my God, sorry!
No, of course, I'll pick it up. Look.

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I assure you that at home we're
all committed to saving the planet.

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-Libero knows it. We use electric.
-That's great.

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-The judge gave approval for Libero to go.
-Yeah.

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Now we're just waiting on the decree, so…

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We'll check in next week
to see how everything's going.

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Sure, that's fine. But we can leave now?

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Yeah, absolutely. Ah! Well, then.

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-Nice to meet you. Bye.
-Thank you. Say bye.

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-Thank you.
-Let's go.

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-All right.
-Why are you so nervous?

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What are you talking about, Libero?
I'm excited. I'm not nervous.

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-But why?
-What do you mean?

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'Cause I'm getting you outta here, kid.

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I'm taking you home. Huh? Give me a kiss.

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Let's go. Come on.

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You wanna drive?

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-He with you?
-Yes, he's here with me.

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-Yeah. We're on our way.
-How does he seem?

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-Listen, I can't talk, I'm driving. Okay?
-Okay.

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-On our way. Bye.
-Okay. Hurry. Bye.

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Jesus.

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I guess she's also nervous.

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Ooh, you know how she can be.

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Can you tell her I don't want
to make a big deal about all this?

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Yeah. Yeah, yeah. I'll tell her, for sure.

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I just don't want to hear about

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how much they all missed me
now that I'm back home.

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You're right.
There's no need to make it a thing, and…

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And I don't really want
to show them how I feel.

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You know,
it's okay to feel the way you do.

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Although I gotta tell you this.

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Saying how you're really feeling
can be good, you know?

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It's good for you to say it, and it's good
for the other person to hear it.

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It's just three little words.
"I missed you."

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It feels good to hear that,
that someone missed you.

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Libero, I got a question.

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Why'd you ask for me to come and get you?

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I'm curious.

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Because I knew that you wouldn't make
this whole thing into such a big deal.

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Yeah! You see? Gimme five, kid.

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Oh man, oh man.

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Hey. Hold on. Hold it.
Stop right there. Stop right there.

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He's happy to be home,
but he has certain conditions, okay?

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Don't make it a big fuss. You hear me?

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-You understand?
-All right.

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-Low-key.
-Yeah, fine.

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Can we at least give him a hug?

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Let me ask him.

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-How about a hug?
-He has to ask?

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Okay, got that. Let's go.

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Here we are.

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Hey, Libero.

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Hey.

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Well, but can we give you one hug
at least?

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You get one hug.
But all together, so it's just one.

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-Okay.
-All right.

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-Shall we?
-Hold on.

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-Okay.
-Yeah?

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-I missed you guys.
-Buddy.

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Oh, Libero!

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-We missed you.
-Welcome back! Get in here.

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Come over here, kid.

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I'm so happy.

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-Oh man.
-Did you get taller?

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We're so happy you're back.

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-Come here.
-Get in here.

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-We missed you so much.
-My goodness.

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Come here.

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MY FAMILY

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Hey.

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I'll get my stuff out the way.

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You slept on top, then?

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Yeah. But I swear
I didn't touch your stuff.

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I believe you.

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I'm really happy you're back.

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Libero, hon,
what shall we have for dinner?

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Um, how about some pasta with tuna?

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Pasta with tuna? Should we have
Gaetano cook it since he makes it better?

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Yeah.

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-You're not gonna ask me? I want chicken.
-No, we're only making one dish.

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Why does Libero get to choose what we eat?

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Ercole, let your brother decide,
all right?

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She's acting this way
'cause she's afraid you'll leave again.

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I'm not going anywhere.

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What did you say?

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I said
you shouldn't be worried about that.

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It's not ever gonna happen.

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Not even if we have a fight
or if your cooking stinks.

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Honey, what a wonderful thing to hear.

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Hey.

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Hey.

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Are you going to leave again?

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Not now, no.

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I have to sort out some stuff first.

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Listen, did you tell Pau
about the situation?

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No.

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What are you waiting for?

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I really try and think things through.

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I sit down every morning,
and I make a list of priorities.

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Should I take the DNA test with you first
or with Pau?

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Should I first talk to Pau?

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And then my brain gets so confused,
nothing makes sense.

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I get anxious and put it off.

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Are you still in love with him?

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Because I think the first priority
is understanding if you love him.

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Have I ever told you what I do

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when I get anxious
and can't decide what to do?

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-No.
-I haven't?

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I pretend I'm a submarine.

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A submarine? What do you mean?

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-I seriously never told you?
-No.

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Well, you gotta pretend
like you're a submarine.

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I do it with a sheet,
so like, I make a small tent.

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When I'm inside the submarine,
I don't think about anything.

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Because I'm underwater.

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It's all dark and muffled.
And no one can see me, you know?

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And from there, I can procrastinate
and don't feel bad about it.

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All right, show me this submarine, then.
Let me see what it's like.

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"Ladies and gentlemen, welcome
aboard the Who Gives a Shit submarine."

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That's a great name.

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"We'd like to remind
passengers to avoid thinking

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about problems, worries,
and anxieties, and…"

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"…to not give a shit
about anyone or anything."

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"Have a great trip."

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It feels nice to board
the Who Gives a Shit with you.

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It does?

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-Night, Ercole.
-Good night.

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If you want, you can sleep here with me.

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Seriously?

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Yeah, but with your head by my feet.

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Okay, now good night for real.

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Good night.

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Mm. What is it?

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Nothing, I was just wonderin'.

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I did manage to fix some things, right?

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Considering all the mess you left behind,
yes, you did fix some things.

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Mm. Not all of it.

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Of course not, no.

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It would take four lives to sort out
the messes you made, Gaetano.

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Yeah, well…

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-I guess I'll make do.
-Hm.

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Gaetano, I'm actually grateful to you,
and that is a huge achievement in itself.

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Hmm.

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You still like me?

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-I never liked you.
-Ha!

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Did you really believe
we could get back together, me and you?

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-No.
-Ah. I'm relieved to hear it.

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Because it shows
you're not an absolute moron.

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I guess it's time for me to leave.

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Hm. You wanna go?

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Well…

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Right, well, there's not enough room
here for everyone anyway.

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Right.

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-Gaetano.
-Hmm?

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Come back when you want.

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-Yeah?
-Yeah.

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Thanks.

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Yeah, because there's
still one more thing I need to fix.

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No, listen, I thought about it,

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and it's a really bad idea
to speak to Valerio about all that.

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But if you think that…

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If it might fix things
between you two, I don't know.

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What can I tell you? We can talk about it.

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Yeah?

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Six, seven, eight.

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Careful.

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Hurry up!

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Mark it!

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Isolations.
One, two, three, four, five. One, two.

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Bam!

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You lost your balance a bit.

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Mind your feet.

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-They were right.
-No.

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Ow. No.

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Ah, bravo! Oh my! Bravo!

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-What? Why are you here?
-Hey.

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-Yeah?
-I wanted to speak, when you get a minute.

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You gotta talk right now?
You can't wait until we're done?

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-Yes, of course.
-Great.

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I'll just wait downstairs.

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Steps work in opposite directions.
When you open, then you have to close.

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-You can take the next step.
-Can we take break?

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-Yeah.
-Thanks.

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Hey, sorry I interrupted you back there.
I didn't…

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It doesn't matter.

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I'm helping Valeria
because I owe her a favor.

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I can't wait
for this charade to be done with.

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What "charade"? Hey!
You dance pretty well.

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I used to dance too in my youth.
Let's say I got a sense of rhythm.

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I obviously passed it down to you.

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What do you want?

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I leave tomorrow.

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So you can come back to the house.

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What did Mom say?

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Hm.

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Mom says she can't wait
to have you back again.

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Good.

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And I wanted to apologize.

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That whole bizarre situation the other day
with the van, I'm embarrassed.

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It's just, when I see cops,
I lose my mind, you know?

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So you came
all the way here just for that?

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No, I also wanted to apologize for, well…

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…being a lousy father… all this time.

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Yeah.

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Something your friend so openly
pointed out the other day, and…

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…and it's true.

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Is that it?

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Well, you think it's easy
to say sorry to your own son? Hm?

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Can we go back now?

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Yeah. Yeah, I was about to leave.

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I also wanted to, uh… I wanted
to say something, uh, to you, uh…

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Valeria. My name's Valeria.

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I know you despise me.

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But the feeling's not mutual.

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I really do like you, Valeria.

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-You're a good person.
-Hmm?

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Good to know.

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-Thanks.
-Welcome.

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I'm going.

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Hey. What'd he want?

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He's leaving tomorrow.

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So I can go home.

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Should we practice?

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-What?
-Let's practice.

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-Yeah.
-C'mon.

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Mm.

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One second!

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Hola.

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-Hi.
-Hello.

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Hello.

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When did you get here?

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Um…

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May I come in, por favor?

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-Of course, yes.
-Thanks.

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Everything okay?

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Yeah. I'm just a little surprised.

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That's the idea.

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I wanted it to be a surprise.

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Do you know what this feels like, Maria?

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One of those bad movies where the lover
is behind a door or something.

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Listen, uh… I have to tell you something.

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It's written all over your face.
What is it?

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Can I take off my stuff and quickly go
to the bathroom first, por favor?

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No.

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Why not?

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That way, if you get on my nerves,
then you can get up and go right away.

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I don't want to get on your nerves.

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Maria, all I can focus on
at this moment is what lies ahead.

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For the three of us.

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Even if you didn't say anything,
I get it, I do.

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I know you don't wanna leave.

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That you changed your mind.

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Your world is here.

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But there's nothing of my life
in this place.

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We don't need… to compromise.

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That's not gonna fix anything.

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But that makes it even more difficult.

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'Cause one of us
has to give everything up.

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I don't know what the fuck to do.

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That's all.

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I have the same thoughts as you, Pau.

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And I have another that is maybe worse.

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Worse?

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I don't know if you're the dad.

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If you want to leave, I'll understand.

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Don't say that.

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Maria!

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Maria, I've got great news!

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I found real broccoli rabe at the market!

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I got a whole bunch, 'cause they
always cook down a lot once you--

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Hey, Demetrio. How are you?

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Hey, Pau.

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How's it going?

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Going very well.

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Do you like broccoli with sausage?

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-What?
-You know, like, the dish?

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I was gonna cook that today.

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It's a typical dish from Naples.

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Oh, to eat? No. No, no.

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I'm gonna take a nap now 'cause I'm…

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I don't know how to say it in English,
but I'm just a bit… over it.

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-But thanks.
-Sure.

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Thanks.

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Yeah.

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Hey. You spoke to him?

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Right. Well…

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This is shit, and I'm ashamed of myself.

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Nothing else will fit in here.

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Can I have this shirt?

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-Why?
-Think I don't have the guts to tell you?

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Tell me whatever you want.

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I'm sad you're leaving.

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I'm not like you, you know?

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I'll say how I feel.

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And?

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I don't understand this gesture.

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Well, didn't you want my shirt?

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-And tomorrow? You coming to practice?
-Yeah, of course I'm coming.

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Why wouldn't I come?

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I don't know. I never really know
what's on your mind or what you want.

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Well, it might not be easy
to say what I want or what I think. Hm?

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Ever occur to you?

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I've thought about that too.

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You say there's nothing
you can do about it, right?

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People who don't talk much
always seem to have

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this, uh, complicated inner world,

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like they're more sensitive
about things, no?

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What do you want, hm? What should I say?

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-You really want to know?
-Yeah. Enlighten me.

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Well, is there something
between us, yes or no?

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Are you serious?

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Come on. Please tell me
you've at least considered it.

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Of course I've thought about it.
We're two people who care for one another.

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-Oh, tell me you can do better.
-No, Val.

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You did a favor for me,
and I did a favor for you.

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Especially with this dancing situation.

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We'll have to see what happens next, Val.
I don't know!

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If you could stop asking shit,
I'd appreciate it.

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-So I don't have the right to ask you?
-No!

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Val, it's a normal thing to ask someone.

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You know what people like you are called?
Who never give a straight answer?

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-You're cowards.
-Whatever. Fuck off, Val.

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Just cowards. You force people
like me to show how they feel.

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You expect it.
You want me to make a move, yeah?

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And I'm fucking sick of having
to take the first step.

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Because it's not right
to always make the first move.

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The fuck? You've been talking for
two hours, and you haven't said anything.

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What do you want?

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Nothing.

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Nothing.

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Jesus Christ.

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Are we practicing tomorrow or not?

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Um, I don't know. I don't care, Val.

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Do what you want. Don't worry.

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See you around.

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See ya.

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-I picked this up from the dry cleaners.
-Oh, thank you.

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No, don't put it in the suitcase.
It'll get wrinkled. Just wear it tomorrow.

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Tomorrow? Where am I gonna sleep tonight?
Valerio's back home, so…

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Um…

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It's fine. Sleep in here.

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I'll just sleep on the couch.
It's fine. It's pretty comfy.

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Oh, Val…

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-Do you know where you're going?
-Yeah, uh, Tenerife.

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Uh, they'd asked me if I'd renovate
a bowling alley in Tenerife.

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-A bowling alley in Tenerife?
-Yeah.

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Listen, Gaetano.
You gotta speak to the boys.

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-They can't wake up and find you gone.
-No, no, no, no, no.

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I would never do that.

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If you want, we can sleep together.
With our heads on opposite sides.

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-No, it's fine. Don't worry.
-Okay. I don't snore, so…

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I know. No, but I do prefer the couch,
though, thanks.

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-Hey, Mom?
-Yeah?

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Uh…

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I wanted to ask you.

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Me?

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Both of you.

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-Ah, must be serious then.
-Uh…

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Am I really his son?

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-Uh…
-Yo. Honestly.

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-He wants honesty.
-Yeah.

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You want honesty.

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Then I'll be honest.

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Unfortunately for you, the truth is…

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you are our son.

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-Mm.
-Yes, you are.

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Yeah.

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-No doubt about it, Val. Unfortunately.
-No.

24:47.333 --> 24:50.125
I don't know, maybe you were expecting
a different answer.

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But no.

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-Yeah, sorry, buddy.
-You could've been much worse.

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Well, even worse than this?

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-I'm kidding!
-Don't be stupid.

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What kind of question is that, huh?

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Valerio, Valerio.

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Think fast!

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So dumb!

25:17.083 --> 25:19.875
So, how come you don't live
at your girlfriend's house anymore?

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Well, she's not my girlfriend.

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I'm sorry for you, then.

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She's really pretty.

25:26.500 --> 25:27.583
Hey! Cut it out.

25:28.166 --> 25:30.125
Yeah, why did you come back here?

25:32.000 --> 25:34.041
You know, I wanted to ask you.

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Why'd you come home?

25:38.166 --> 25:40.583
I didn't come back here
because of you guys.

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It's all thanks to Grandpa Gaetano.

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I was starting to get sad over there,
and he showed me how to feel happy again.

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It's a bit like my dad.

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They joke and laugh.

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-And I want to be more like that.
-Me too.

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I think it would be good
for all of us to be more like them.

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Yeah.

25:58.083 --> 25:59.416
Oh man, I died.

25:59.500 --> 26:01.875
Hey!

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Fine, whatever.

26:04.291 --> 26:07.875
Uncle, I don't think I've ever seen you
be happy in my entire life.

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What?

26:09.041 --> 26:10.083
I swear.

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Thanks, Ercole.

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-I'm going!
-Where?

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-To do something happy!
-But where?

26:33.625 --> 26:36.333
So really just one of us
has to do the test, then, right?

26:36.416 --> 26:39.291
Well yeah, obviously, Demetrio.
If it's not him, it's you.

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I don't know.
It's my first time doing this.

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But it's logical.

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Fine.

26:50.166 --> 26:51.166
In your cheek.

26:52.458 --> 26:56.083
Um… we sure we wanna do this?

26:57.333 --> 26:59.875
-It's just a bit awkward, Maria.
-Hm?

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-Isn't it?
-Well, I can go.

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All done.

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All right. I'll send it off today.

27:18.125 --> 27:22.541
-We should get the results back in a week.
-No, no, no. No. Sorry, no.

27:23.291 --> 27:27.250
We're going to let some fucking stick
make this important decision?

27:27.333 --> 27:28.708
You're fine with that?

27:28.791 --> 27:31.250
Instead of what? What's the other option?

27:31.333 --> 27:35.000
I think this is a perfect opportunity
to be really honest.

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Us three have to tell the truth.

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Pau, I always tell the truth, man.

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Mm, okay.

27:43.541 --> 27:44.625
Fine.

27:45.333 --> 27:47.541
Then you go.

27:48.791 --> 27:50.541
Are you hoping this child is yours?

27:51.500 --> 27:53.250
Yeah, I mean, of course.

27:53.333 --> 27:54.875
No, just a minute.

27:54.958 --> 27:58.166
Uh, what are we playing at?
What are we doing here?

27:58.250 --> 27:59.250
Now you, Maria.

27:59.958 --> 28:01.583
Are you in love with me?

28:03.000 --> 28:04.375
No panicking, please.

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I can handle the truth.

28:07.208 --> 28:09.875
Do we really wanna hurt each other?
All right, let's hurt each other.

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I don't know if I'm in love with you.

28:18.375 --> 28:19.791
There we go.

28:21.000 --> 28:22.208
And you?

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Are you in love with me?

28:26.000 --> 28:29.500
It's not really the correct question,
wouldn't you say?

28:29.583 --> 28:30.833
-Oh, no?
-No, Maria.

28:30.916 --> 28:32.458
I've got the right question for Pau.

28:33.041 --> 28:34.041
Oh, yeah?

28:34.791 --> 28:36.000
What is it?

28:36.083 --> 28:38.666
Do you want a child?

28:45.541 --> 28:46.541
No.

28:48.375 --> 28:49.875
Not like this, no.

28:50.375 --> 28:53.750
Fuck, Maria.

28:53.833 --> 28:57.958
You know, when I met you,
you were a dream for me.

28:58.875 --> 28:59.875
You know perfectly well

28:59.958 --> 29:02.041
that I was willing
to change my whole life for you.

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But in this dream, it's not just you.

29:06.041 --> 29:07.791
There's a house.

29:07.875 --> 29:09.375
There's a family.

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A very big one.

29:12.208 --> 29:15.541
There's a job,
and maybe a dog, and definitely a kid.

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Or two.

29:17.541 --> 29:18.708
Are you leaving me?

29:18.791 --> 29:25.291
What I'm saying is, if we were all honest,
and did what we really wanted to do,

29:26.000 --> 29:30.083
in this situation, there would be
a happy ending for everyone.

29:30.166 --> 29:31.708
So you're leaving me?

29:35.000 --> 29:36.166
Maria,

29:37.375 --> 29:38.958
if I'm honest,

29:40.208 --> 29:43.583
if I were you in this situation,
I'd want Demetrio to be the father too.

29:47.583 --> 29:48.791
Ah.

29:48.875 --> 29:52.416
And plus, you just said
you don't love me, Maria.

29:52.500 --> 29:55.458
Uh, no! No, I didn't say that. No.

29:55.541 --> 29:57.791
-You did.
-No. I said…

29:58.541 --> 30:03.500
…I didn't know for sure
if I loved you anymore.

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Do not touch me.

30:06.583 --> 30:08.583
So quit acting like a philosopher

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because what you really are
is a fucking asshole.

30:20.666 --> 30:26.416
There's a hostile takeover.
I've been attacked by roaches! Ow! Anyone?

30:26.500 --> 30:28.166
-Help! Help me!
-He's so funny.

30:28.250 --> 30:29.666
Police!

30:29.750 --> 30:33.458
-They're very dangerous microbes.
-Dad!

30:33.541 --> 30:35.625
Just hit each other! Ow! Why me?

30:35.708 --> 30:37.291
-Okay!
-No!

30:37.375 --> 30:39.833
Okay.

30:49.083 --> 30:52.000
The other day,
dad came to the city to visit me.

30:52.083 --> 30:53.625
I didn't tell anyone that I saw him.

30:54.458 --> 30:56.708
And he said that he opened up
a new restaurant in Genoa,

30:56.791 --> 30:58.458
which you can bet has closed already.

30:59.791 --> 31:02.166
And to celebrate, he said,

31:02.250 --> 31:04.541
"Come on. Let's go get tattoos together."

31:06.500 --> 31:10.208
There's a poem by Emily Dickinson
that Maria showed me that I like.

31:10.291 --> 31:12.250
And it says something like,

31:12.333 --> 31:16.750
"You should tell the whole truth,
but you need to tell it slant."

31:16.833 --> 31:20.666
"Because the truth must dazzle gradually,

31:21.500 --> 31:25.000
or every man be blind."

31:26.958 --> 31:29.416
I don't know how to tell it slant.

31:29.500 --> 31:30.750
So I just said…

31:30.833 --> 31:32.625
Dad, I have cancer.

31:38.291 --> 31:39.291
Dad.

31:40.541 --> 31:42.791
I've got cancer.

31:51.583 --> 31:52.958
Excuse me.

31:58.208 --> 32:00.583
And I want you to stay here in Rome
and be with me.

32:01.875 --> 32:03.708
I'd like you to meet the kids.

32:04.666 --> 32:11.083
And, well, spend time with them
over the next few months, you know?

32:13.291 --> 32:14.583
Sure, uh…

32:16.166 --> 32:17.875
Uh, no problem at all.

32:19.333 --> 32:24.000
I'll just tell the restaurant, that…
that I need some time.

32:24.083 --> 32:25.041
It's no problem.

32:25.125 --> 32:28.458
And I'd like you to help me with Mom,
because I haven't told her yet.

32:28.541 --> 32:30.916
-Oh, you haven't told her yet?
-No.

32:31.000 --> 32:35.125
Hmm. Well, your mom,
I don't know if she wants to see me.

32:35.208 --> 32:38.333
No, Mom can't stand you.
We already know that.

32:38.416 --> 32:41.500
But I think we really need someone
who can bring some joy.

32:41.583 --> 32:45.333
-Yeah.
-A person that can bring laughter.

32:46.125 --> 32:47.625
Because the kids will need that.

32:51.458 --> 32:52.541
I bet.

32:54.375 --> 32:56.166
You remember Agostino?

32:56.916 --> 33:00.125
-Huh?
-Agostino, a friend of mine.

33:00.208 --> 33:03.250
We were in the military together
in Sardinia.

33:03.333 --> 33:04.208
-No?
-No.

33:04.291 --> 33:08.250
An orthopedic doctor
at an important hospital. He's a friend.

33:08.333 --> 33:11.166
Yeah, I can give him a call, and…

33:11.666 --> 33:15.083
He has a… a waiting list,
but he'll let us skip it, you see.

33:15.166 --> 33:17.000
It's no problem.

33:17.083 --> 33:18.375
But how does that affect me, Dad?

33:18.458 --> 33:22.875
What do you mean?
You need a second opinion. We need one.

33:22.958 --> 33:24.625
No, no, listen. You don't get it.

33:24.708 --> 33:27.208
There's nothing we can do about it, Dad.

33:27.291 --> 33:28.916
No! Don't say that!

33:29.000 --> 33:30.958
-There's always something to do!
-Dad, please stop.

33:31.041 --> 33:34.500
You're not listening.
There's nothing we can do.

33:35.291 --> 33:36.458
Believe me.

33:44.500 --> 33:46.083
In that case…

33:48.958 --> 33:51.541
then, Fausto, all I can say is

33:51.625 --> 33:53.500
I don't know if I can do that.

33:55.208 --> 33:56.625
I don't know.

33:57.958 --> 34:02.541
I don't think I can handle watching…
my son die.

34:02.625 --> 34:05.583
No.

34:06.500 --> 34:08.375
I can't handle it.

34:08.458 --> 34:11.125
I can't be here. I can't do it.

34:11.625 --> 34:14.666
I just can't do it, Fausto.

34:20.458 --> 34:21.625
Fausto.

34:22.333 --> 34:23.500
I can't.

34:30.625 --> 34:31.625
Hold on.

34:31.708 --> 34:33.625
-Fausto.
-No, Dad, Dad, Dad. Please.

34:33.708 --> 34:35.666
Seriously. Please.

34:42.375 --> 34:44.291
I never got that tattoo.

34:44.375 --> 34:48.083
I left, and I'm guessing he went
to Genoa pretty quickly after.

34:49.458 --> 34:50.500
Now…

34:52.041 --> 34:54.958
to be clear, I understand him.
I really do.

34:55.458 --> 34:58.375
But it was
the biggest disappointment of my life.

35:01.916 --> 35:05.291
I always forgave Dad
for everything. Everything.

35:06.250 --> 35:11.375
But being abandoned in that moment…

35:13.375 --> 35:14.875
was unforgivable.

35:16.291 --> 35:18.375
I mean, I don't get it.

35:18.458 --> 35:20.291
I'll tell the kids you say bye.

35:23.541 --> 35:24.625
Lucia.

35:27.375 --> 35:28.916
-Lucia.
-Don't talk to me.

35:30.083 --> 35:31.500
Lucia, please.

35:34.125 --> 35:35.625
Get out, Gaetano.

35:35.708 --> 35:37.833
-Let me explain.
-Get the hell out!

36:02.541 --> 36:03.708
Mm…

36:27.083 --> 36:29.375
I just hope there's no hard feelings.

36:33.916 --> 36:35.291
I'll try to call you.

36:36.333 --> 36:37.833
If you want, you can pick up.

36:38.583 --> 36:40.500
If you don't, ignore me.

36:41.375 --> 36:42.416
Okay?

36:44.416 --> 36:46.250
I totally understand.

36:47.333 --> 36:48.875
Yeah. Okay.

36:50.375 --> 36:51.458
Ciao.

36:54.583 --> 36:55.750
Ciao.

37:16.375 --> 37:18.541
It is said

37:18.625 --> 37:22.083
That you cannot be found

37:23.083 --> 37:25.416
Under rocks or broken skull

37:25.500 --> 37:28.541
I will lay down

37:28.625 --> 37:31.041
I will lay down

37:31.791 --> 37:33.916
I can be found

37:34.416 --> 37:37.791
Beneath the rose

37:38.291 --> 37:40.500
Beneath the rose

37:42.083 --> 37:43.541
Alone…

37:48.166 --> 37:50.250
It's safe to say

37:50.333 --> 37:53.416
That I'll never be found

37:54.666 --> 37:56.916
Broken bones holding loose

37:57.000 --> 38:00.125
You will be crowned

38:00.208 --> 38:02.916
You will be crowned

38:03.000 --> 38:09.208
Queen of all you have found

38:10.041 --> 38:12.041
You have found

38:13.625 --> 38:15.083
Alone

38:50.958 --> 38:53.208
It is said…

38:54.041 --> 38:55.500
Hey.

38:55.583 --> 38:57.666
What a letdown.

38:57.750 --> 39:01.750
Under rocks or broken skull
I will lay down…

39:01.833 --> 39:05.500
But you know,
Maria, that Spain is overrated.

39:05.583 --> 39:07.500
They act all progressive,
but then you see--

39:07.583 --> 39:09.375
What are you talking about?
I'm the letdown.

39:09.458 --> 39:11.041
That's not true.

39:12.875 --> 39:15.833
Beneath the rose…

39:17.458 --> 39:18.666
Valeria!

39:23.041 --> 39:25.000
I gotta do something happy!

39:26.125 --> 39:28.708
-That's great.
-Exactly. Hold on a sec. Come on.

39:28.791 --> 39:31.041
Go away. I don't wanna talk, Val.

39:31.125 --> 39:33.375
-Hold on a second!
-Val, go home. All right?

39:33.458 --> 39:35.375
-I'm not doing this today.
-But why, Val?

39:35.458 --> 39:38.500
You need to stop 'cause a huge spider
is about to fall on your head!

39:38.583 --> 39:39.666
Jesus.

39:39.750 --> 39:42.291
-Val, can you stop for a second, please?
-Val, leave me alone!

39:42.375 --> 39:44.708
Please. Hold on.
Why are you acting this way?

39:44.791 --> 39:46.625
Yo! The fuck you doing?

39:49.458 --> 39:51.416
Valerio!
ck you doing?
