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Having to raise kids during my illness
has two consequences.

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The first one is helping me get
through this period, which has been shit.

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Dad! Hurry up! It's starting!

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All right, Ercole! The boss is calling.

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Marco,
I have witnessed your incredible feats.

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Daddy's here.

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See, every time dark thoughts creep in,

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my kids notice and make me do fun stuff.

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Like eating popcorn.

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Hey! He'll choke on that. He'll choke.

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Take it from me, if you're about to die,

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fill your house with children and popcorn.

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MY FAMILY

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Demetrio, thanks for coming with me.

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I appreciate it. Really.

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If you're having second thoughts
and want to go…

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-No.
-No, I promise I'd understand.

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No, no. It's not that.

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What is it, then?

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The baby's not mine.

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There's no way I'm the father.

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But why not?

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Well…

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Because I'm sterile.
I've known since I was 17.

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Why didn't you say so before?

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I wanted you to feel guilty, Maria.

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Maria.

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I'm sorry.

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It's better this way.

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At least now it's all sorted out.

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Maria?

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Are you ready?

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-Are you the father?
-No. He's sterile.

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-Well…
-No need to get offended.

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Everything looks good.

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The measurement's within range.
The fetus has attached well.

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It's well positioned, Maria.

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I'll let you listen to the heartbeat.

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Here you are.

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Demetrio, do you hear it?

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Uh, yeah.

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Wow.

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Let's start with something simple.

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I'll show you a step,
and you try to copy me.

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One, two, three, four,

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five, six, seven, eight.

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One, two, three, four…

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-Five. Let's speed it up, okay?
-Whoa.

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One, two, three, and four,
five, six, seven, eight.

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One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven, eight.

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-No way. I can't.
-One, two, three. What?

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I'll never get it.

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Do me a favor. Don't judge yourself.
Do whatever comes naturally.

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But nothing comes naturally.
I can't do it, Valeria!

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How about this?
I'll put on some music, hmm?

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I'll stand here.

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Hands on my hips.

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Five, six, seven, and…

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One, two, three, oh…

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One, two, three, four,
five, six, seven, eight.

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One, two, three, four.

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Feel the energy? Hmm?

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I don't feel anything at all.

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Hm. Well, honestly,
you are a bit blocked. That's true.

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Then I give up, Valeria.

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-Hey, come on. We just started.
-No, no, no. I can't do it. I can't do it.

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Valerio, you have to dance for yourself.
Not for anyone else.

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I don't dance
because I can't dance to save my life.

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It's as simple as that, actually.

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How about we try again tomorrow, huh?

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Today's just not my day.

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Careful, Daddy's gonna give you
a big push, and off you go. Ready?

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And. Go, go, go, go, go, buddy!
That's it! Don't stop! Go! Keep going.

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Keep… Great job!

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Don't look down. Pedal!

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Good job, buddy. You're doing great!

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Step to the ball sooner.

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Can you picture me as a mom?

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Who cares what I think?
I don't have to picture it. You do.

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But I don't have any maternal instincts.

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What does "maternal instinct"
even mean, Maria?

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Look at me. I had two kids,
and I stayed exactly the same.

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One day I'd be crying with happiness,

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and the next, I wanted
to drop them off at the orphanage.

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Come on, Ercole.

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You know there was a possibility
that the baby was Demetrio's?

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It was a possibility?

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-It doesn't matter anymore, because--
-Right.

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Well, I mean, forget it.
It was just a thought.

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Anyway, we know it's not his, so…
It's not his.

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I just liked the idea
that Demetrio could be the father.

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I thought it'd be a beautiful thing.

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Eyes on the ball!

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Tell me, Maria.
What is it you want from life?

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-Nice. Well done.
-Did Pau just leave, or did you break up?

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Do you love the Spaniard, yes or no?

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Ugh, Lucia, why do you have
to be so aggressive?

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I'm not aggressive.

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Well, what I'm trying to explain
is that I'm confused right now.

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It's all good. Everything's good.
Pau and I are fine.

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I'm excited to have a child with him.

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-Hit it!
-I'll be fine, all right?

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-Come on, focus.
-He can't hit that fucking ball.

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You understand, right?

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I've got this deep yearning inside.
I can't really explain it.

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Even though I know I'm not the father,
I feel super virile!

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That's funny.
I always thought you were gay.

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Seriously?

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-Yeah.
-What?

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-Gaetano.
-Yeah?

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Do you think that a guy
who was sterile as a teen

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could become fertile as an adult?

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-Demetrio.
-Yes?

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Be honest with me.

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This morning,
did you take care of… your business?

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What?

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How long has it been since you last…?

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I don't know. I'd say… ten days.

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-Well, then, you're good to go.
-Go for what?

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For the fertility test. Let's go.

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The cart!

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On the Internet, it says the sperm

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must be brought to the lab
within 20 minutes.

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That's not much time, eh, Demetrio?

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Get movin'. And it also says that…
Ah, listen, this is important.

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It needs to be kept close to the body
to maintain the right temperature.

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"We suggest keeping it under your armpit
or between your legs." Okay?

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Did you hear what I said, Demetrio? Ah.

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Are you done?

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-No. I'm not.
-What's the problem?

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Gaetano, I can't focus with you talking.
Go away. I need some privacy.

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Oh for Christ's sake.

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I will never understand
all these inhibitions.

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These days, everyone's so blocked.

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-Gaetano! Gaetano!
-Yeah? What?

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-I did it!
-Ah. Amazing! Bravo.

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Okay, hurry.
We've only got 20 minutes. Let's go.

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-You're driving, right?
-No, you know the streets better.

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-Come on.
-But…

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Let's go.

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Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.
What is it now? What's wrong?

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Gaetano, either I drive,
or I hold the jar.

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Fine. I'll hold the jar.
I'm not fussy like you.

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Hey, congratulations.

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-Yeah?
-Yeah. Come on. Let's go.

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Get in, Gaetano!

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As I was saying, having two kids
by your side while facing an illness

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can sometimes be an advantage.

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But other times, it makes everything
much harder and heavier.

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I've only talked about this
with Demetrio, though.

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-No…
-What?

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Damn it. The elevator's stuck.

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-What do you mean, "stuck"?
-Well…

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-We're not moving?
-Yeah.

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Hey, hey. Push that button.
Call them. Do something.

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Are they answering?

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Who would answer, man?
It's not a phone. It's an alarm.

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-Anybody there?
-I don't have any signal. What about you?

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No, I don't either.

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-Demetrio, I can't breathe.
-Just stay calm, Fausto.

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No, don't tell me to stay calm.
Do something. A button, anything.

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Getting upset only makes it worse.

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Yeah, but I can't breathe.
There's no air in here.

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-Dude--
-Help, please!

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Can you hear us?
We're stuck in here! Help us!

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Hey! Fausto! Fausto!

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Listen to me, Fausto. Oh! Oh!

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-Okay? Sit down.
-Yeah.

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Sit down. All right.

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Oh. We're inside a hospital.
Nothing bad can happen.

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We just have to wait a few minutes,
and they'll come free us.

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That's good. Just breathe.

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Great. Great.

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-Hey, man…
-Hmm?

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I'm not afraid of dying.
I couldn't care less. I swear.

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I wouldn't stress out if I were alone.
But I'm thinking about the boys.

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The boys mess up every single thing.

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The… the thought of…
leaving them on their own…

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Make it feel like I disappeared.

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I mean…

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It's devastating.

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It's better to just be alone.

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Without children,
there's no one else who has to suffer

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because you're not there anymore.

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Alone. Alone.

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Well, honestly, I don't really agree
with you on that, Fausto.

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You know what I envy most about you?

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All the time you've spent
with Ercole and with Libero.

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Nothing matters more than that.

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Being alone is better? No freakin' way.

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Being alone sucks, man.

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Loneliness is a real bitch.

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If it were up to me,
I'd have four or five kids.

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-Oh.
-Nice.

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-It's working.
-Yep.

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It's working!

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Jesus, Fausto. Did you piss yourself?

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-No! No, I actually shit myself.
-You did? Nice.

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Dude, you went white as a ghost.

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Bye.

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Ah.

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So? How'd it go?

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-I'll get results the day after tomorrow.
-Okay.

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They told me it's practically impossible
for the result to be different now.

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Saying I'm not sterile all of a sudden.
It'd mean they got it wrong.

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Yeah, but we can't rule it out,
can we? Huh?

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-You know what the worst part is, Gaetano?
-What?

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Now that idea got inside my head,
I really wish that baby was mine.

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Having a child
was the most intense feeling of my life.

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But you know I also lost one.

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Since Fausto passed away,

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I basically feel
as if someone cut off my arm.

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-Mm.
-But you have the other arm.

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You still have another son.

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-Let's go. Come on.
-Let's go.

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You don't think it matters?
I want to know the baby's gender.

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Fine. All right. I'll call you tomorrow.

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I miss you too, Pau.

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Maria.

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You can't dry your hair
when the dishwasher's running.

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-It'll trip the breaker.
-Please? I'll be fast.

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Yeah.

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And by the way,
tonight you're sleeping with me.

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It's not right
that you're still on the couch.

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You're so pretty, Maria.

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What did you say?

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Won't Pau get a little jealous
if I sleep with you?

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No, he won't.

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-I knew it.
-Oh, I'm so sorry.

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Just tell me where the breaker is,
and I'll go.

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Hey, so, why isn't he jealous?

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How should I know? I don't know… Because…

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Maybe he trusts me, or maybe Catalan guys
aren't the jealous type.

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Or because we're friends.
Where's the circuit breaker?

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No, you know why Pau isn't jealous,
in my opinion?

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Because I'm not even on his radar.

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It's like I don't count, you know?
He doesn't see me as a rival.

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Someone who could be a threat to him.
Know what I mean?

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What are you talking about? "A threat"?

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Never mind, it's…

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It's just talk…

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…from a guy who's… insecure

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and is gonna flip the breaker switch
and turn off the dishwasher.

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Jesus Christ.

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Uh, ma'am? I'm sorry.
I… I'll be back in a minute.

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-Sure.
-I'm really sorry.

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Hi. I need to talk to Mrs. Lucia.
Uh, Lucia! Lucia, listen to me, please.

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I couldn't sleep a wink last night.
I need to talk to you.

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-Gaetano, I'm working.
-Ah. But I'm suffering, Lucia.

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You gotta hear me out.

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I have to tell Valerio the truth.

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Huh? Sorry, ma'am.
This is a delicate, private matter.

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Isn't there a better time
to talk about this, Gaetano?

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I missed too many opportunities,
but now I'm here.

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I'm right here in front of you!

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How many chances does one person
get in life, Lucia?! How many?!

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This is my chance, Lucia!

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-This is it.
-Excuse me, ma'am.

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Huh?

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Can't you see I'm working?
I'm still on probation.

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-Right.
-Want to get me fired?

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Listen to me. I can't get on with my life
unless I tell Valerio the truth.

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No! The truth
is not yours to tell, Gaetano, okay?

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-Oh, no?
-No.

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You cheated on me many times,
in case you forgot.

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-Well, so did you, Lucia.
-So don't come talking about the truth.

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Because you're the last person
in the world who can talk about it.

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But you agree something needs
to be cleared up between me and Val?

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Gaetano, there are three ways
to clear up the situation.

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Oh, yeah?

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Either you tell him you're not his dad,
which would crush him,

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or you can just be his dad.

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But that means showing him some real love.

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Mm.

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And, uh, what's the third way?

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You leave, like you always do.

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-Hm.
-Oh God. It's Libero.

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Libero, honey. Everything okay?

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-What's going on?
-Shh, shh, shh!

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-No, uh… I can't right now. I'm working.
-Hey. I'm here. Give me the phone.

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Uh, Libero. It's Gaetano.

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I'll come get you. Don't worry.
We, uh… We'll do something fun.

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No worries. Bye, Libero. Bye.

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I'll go get him.

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Are you sure?

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Yes. I'm sure. Don't worry about it.

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-Ercole, tell me. How'd your test go?
-Uh, great. I aced it.

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Well done, bud! See?

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It makes a difference
when you study with me! Good job.

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What? Hey! Hey!

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All right. Hop in. Come on.

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Does Valerio know you stole his van?

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Uncle Valerio has the day off.
He doesn't need the van.

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-Why aren't you at school?
-I got permission from the counselor.

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Okay, guys. You talk too much.

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We're gonna miss the horses.
Come on. Hop in.

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-Casanova?
-Yeah. Casanova, my ass.

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No, it's the name of the damn horse.
Look alive, Demetrio.

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-Casanova to win. Five euros. Do it.
-Can we bet on Arancino, 17?

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I love that name.

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-Fine.
-Yeah. Me too. I really like it.

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You love it. Hold on. Let's change that.

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Ten on Arancino to win.
Five on Casanova to place, okay?

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-Let's go.
-Good morning.

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-Good morning.
-Um… What was it?

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Casanova to place, and Arancino to win!

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Come on, man.

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-Arancino, yeah!
-Come on! Come on!

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Faster! Faster!

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-Come on, Arancino! Go!
-Go!

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-Come on!
-Yeah!

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Come on!

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Bravo!

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We won!

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Yes!

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-So, 100, 200, 350.
-Oh my God.

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God. We killed it, right?
So that's 50 for Ercole.

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Keep it in your front pocket.

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And 50 for Libero. 150 for me. Yeah?

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What about Demetrio? How much does he get?

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-Right.
-No, that's not necessary.

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-You're the ones who placed the bets.
-Demetrio, you brought us good luck.

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-I can't accept it, Gaetano. Come on.
-Hey. Shut up and take the money.

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-Take it.
-All right.

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Right.

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-We're coming back tomorrow, right?
-No, no.

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You can easily lose your head
betting on horses.

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I know from personal experience.
Forget it.

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-Do you mind if we go see the horses?
-Yeah. Go ahead.

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-Let's go.
-Right.

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And don't stand behind them,
or they'll kick your ass.

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This is the most fun
they've had in a long time, you know?

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Yeah, well, I think I could've been
an outstanding dad, really.

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You're a lot like Fausto.
That's why I've always loved you, Gaetano.

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Could you tell me something
that I don't know about my son?

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What do you wanna know?

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Anything you think of.

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One time, I…

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It was toward the end with Fausto.

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I could see he was a little on edge,

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so I asked him,
"Fausto, why are you so nervous?"

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He smiled and said, "Why do you think?
Because it's my first time dying."

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-Where to now?
-Yeah, what should we do next?

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Uh, sorry. I have to go in half an hour.

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So soon?

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What, are you in jail? Huh?

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-Okay, fine. Here, you drive.
-What are you doing?

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-Don't know how?
-No.

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No? At his age,
I was already racing rally cars.

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-Co-driver, then driver.
-You kidding?

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Who knows.
Anything's possible with your grandpa.

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What? You think I'm bullshitting?
Okay, fine. I'll show you. Come with me.

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If you have a weak stomach,
you need to get out now.

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Can't puke on Uncle Valerio's floor mats.
It's his work van.

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You don't have to worry, guys.
Grandpa's only kidding, okay?

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-Right? Gaetano, put your seat belt on.
-You guys ready?

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-Ready for what?
-I said, "You all ready?"

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-For what?
-What am I supposed to say?

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Gaetano! No! Gaetano, no!

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No, Gaetano! Wait!

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Gaetano! Wait! Hold on!

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Gaetano!

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Hey, mister, can you tell me

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Where a man might find a bed?

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-I don't want to die!
-He just grinned and shook my hand

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-Gaetano! No, Gaetano! Stop! Oh my God!
-And "no" is all he said

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Take a load off, Fanny

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Hang on!

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Gaetano!

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And you put the load right on me

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Oh!

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I knew it, Gaetano.
Oh gosh. We're screwed.

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Relax. It's all good. I know those guys.

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-How you doing, officer?
-Turn off the engine, please.

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-Yes, of course.
-License and registration.

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-Yes. Right away.
-I told you to slow down.

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Uh, you know what? Uh…

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We were just out for…
…a little joyride. Uh, and that's all.

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'Cause we just found out that my grandson,

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that's the older one in the back,
was selected for Wimbledon 14 & Under.

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-What are you talking about?
-Here. Here's that registration.

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Sir, there are minors in the back seat.
What's wrong with you?

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No, nothing wrong here.
Everything's in order.

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-Oh, but the van's not mine.
-Really?

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No. No, no, no, no.
Is something wrong with the papers?

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What the fuck does she want?

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-Shut your shit.
-Right.

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-What?
-Nothing.

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Ta, ta-ta.

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You need to be loose, sinuous, nimble.

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If you bounce,
it helps you soften up, you know?

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Ta.

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-Uh…
-Demetrio.

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-All we needed was the phone.
-What?

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Uh, can you repeat that?

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-That's a 173-euro fine.
-All right.

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-And your license suspended!
-You're all so arrogant here!

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I'm this close to arresting you
for insulting an officer of the law!

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You think you're hot shit
'cause you're wearing that uniform?

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Hey! Now, you listen!
Behave yourself, sir!

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Thanks. Excuse me!

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-Of course, you're arrogant--
-Excuse me!

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-The van is mine. It's my van, officer.
-No, the van's impounded.

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Impounded? Why?

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Because the person you lent it to
wanted to play a race car driver!

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No! That's not what happened.
He stole my car.

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-This man stole it. I didn't lend it!
-Look. Hold on a second.

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-We're father and son. Same blood.
-Stay quiet.

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It can't be theft, technically.

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-He's a liar. Don't listen. Look.
-It doesn't work that way.

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If you take away my car right now,
impound it, the damage would be enormous.

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-I'm begging you.
-Look, I'm sorry.

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It's out of my hands!
Take it up with your father!

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Why do you have to ruin my life, huh?

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Why did you take my car?
What did I do to deserve that?

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-Tell it to Miss Rottenmeier, over here.
-What did I do to you?

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-Hey. I understand this is tough.
-Please, officer.

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But he needs his car for work.

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Could you let it go
so he doesn't lose his car?

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Listen, I'm really sorry.
Unfortunately, that's the law--

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-Who is she?
-I don't know, Gaetano.

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-Who are you?
-Can't you see your son's in pain?

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Do we know each other?
Who do you think you are?

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Will you please stop behaving this way?

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Honestly, it is so typical,
I almost want to laugh!

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I told you.
They're all the same. It's their fault.

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-Excuse me?
-Yes, because you…

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You, like all
the other shitty fucking fathers,

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you fuck up,
and then you act all high and mighty.

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-High and mighty?
-Yeah, but your son's emotionally stunted!

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-The kid's a pressure cooker!
-Miss…

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And you always have
to make the situation worse!

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He came to live with me because of you!

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Because you showed up!
Why don't you do him a favor and leave?!

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-Whoa! Calm down, lady.
-Why don't you just arrest him?!

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I don't have the authority.

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Will you take this poor creature
away already?

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-Please! Enough!
-A poor creature?! You're a loser!

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There are kids here!
Not in front of the kids!

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Listen to me! Let's do this!
I'm going to forget about the fine.

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-There you go.
-Keep your van.

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-You have bigger problems to sort out.
-Thank you.

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-All right.
-Thank you.

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-All right. I'm not shaking your hand!
-Let's shake--

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-Go! Before I change my mind!
-Get in!

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-Gaetano, we have to go.
-I'd like to say--

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-Go away!
-We have to go. Get in the back now.

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Get in. Let's go. Go!

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I'll see you at home!

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Hey.

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-Did you drop them at the house?
-Yeah.

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Listen, I'm sorry about earlier.

25:31.250 --> 25:34.791
I went overboard. I said things
I probably had no right to say--

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Thank you.

25:41.375 --> 25:44.500
-Everything okay?
-Yeah.

25:44.583 --> 25:47.333
Let me change, and we can go practice. Hm?

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-Now?
-When else?

25:50.125 --> 25:52.750
Like you said. Anytime's a good time.

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I can do evenings
and mornings before I go to work.

25:59.166 --> 26:00.541
-Come on. Get moving.
-Yes.

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-Valeria.
-Yes?

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I'll get over it.

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I don't know how,
but I'll get over my block.

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Because you're right.

26:08.291 --> 26:10.208
You have to give
and take everything you can.

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Otherwise, what kind of life is this?

26:12.583 --> 26:14.333
My brother kept saying that too.

26:14.416 --> 26:16.541
"Dance, Valerio. Dance."

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One, two, three, four. One, two, three.

26:19.833 --> 26:24.041
One, two, three, four…

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One, two, three, four, five, six.

26:26.791 --> 26:28.291
-Tango step now…
-And…

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Two, three, four. Slow.

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Seven, eight, and one,
two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight…

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One, two, three, four, five, six.
Get ready! And go!

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Oh! Sorry, sorry!

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What are we doing?

26:53.250 --> 26:55.250
-I need a lift up in the air.
-Mm-hmm.

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You have to do
what you just did to lift me up. Okay?

26:58.541 --> 27:01.500
You have to go that way,
and I pull this way.

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-Got it!
-Got it? Show me. Just like this. Show me.

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Oh, that's it. Good.

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Go!

27:10.958 --> 27:13.583
Oh no, damn it. Damn it! Oh, fuck!

27:13.666 --> 27:16.250
Hey.

27:16.333 --> 27:18.666
-Sorry. Did you get hurt? Sorry.
-That hurts, actually.

27:18.750 --> 27:20.958
Oh. Let's do this!

27:21.041 --> 27:23.125
In order to lift me, you have to squat.

27:23.208 --> 27:25.875
When you squat, I climb up
on your shoulders, then comes the lift.

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-Weren't you gonna do all the work?
-Well, I need to use your energy to go up.

27:29.041 --> 27:30.750
-You were supposed to do everything.
-Yeah.

27:30.833 --> 27:32.000
-Come on.
-Let's do it.

27:32.083 --> 27:34.541
-Focused? I'm asking.
-With the squat.

27:34.625 --> 27:35.791
-Yes!
-Look forward if you are.

27:35.875 --> 27:36.916
I am looking forward!

27:37.000 --> 27:40.000
Three, two, one…

27:40.083 --> 27:41.291
Yeah!

27:41.375 --> 27:44.083
-Turn around!
-That's right! Holy shit!

27:44.166 --> 27:45.708
-Yeah!
-Turn around!

27:45.791 --> 27:46.875
-Which way?
-Do it.

27:46.958 --> 27:48.416
-The other way!
-All right, okay.

27:48.500 --> 27:50.583
-Slow down! No! Slow down!
-Shh!

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That's better.

27:51.958 --> 27:54.250
Okay.

27:58.541 --> 28:01.333
Ercole's finally asleep.
I'm going to bed too.

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God.

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-What's going on with you?
-I need to quit.

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I'm like an elephant, Lucia.

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I… I stomp around and knock things over.

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Yes, that's true. You're an elephant.

28:24.625 --> 28:26.833
But elephants are clumsy,
not mean-spirited.

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Mm.

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Who's this now?

28:33.708 --> 28:35.583
-Libero.
-Huh?

28:36.375 --> 28:37.708
Hello, honey. You okay?

28:37.791 --> 28:40.083
Hey, Grandma. Is Gaetano there?

28:40.166 --> 28:41.583
-Yeah, Gaetano's here.
-Hmm?

28:41.666 --> 28:43.750
-Wait, I don't--
-Can I talk to him for a sec?

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I'll put him on. Hm?

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Hey. Uh, Libero, you're on speakerphone.

28:50.250 --> 28:52.875
I'm having a hard time falling asleep.

28:52.958 --> 28:56.125
Oh. Uh, yeah, me too.

28:56.208 --> 28:57.791
Uh, listen, Libero…

28:59.333 --> 29:01.416
Why don't you come and live in the house?

29:01.500 --> 29:04.708
Can you tell me a bedtime story
to help me fall asleep?

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A bedtime story?

29:06.250 --> 29:10.666
Uh, I don't know
any of those fairy tales, Libero. Uh…

29:10.750 --> 29:13.708
-If you want, I can tell you a true story.
-Sounds good.

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Uh, all right, let's see… uh…

29:16.750 --> 29:21.708
Once upon a time…
there was… a dog! That's right, a dog.

29:21.791 --> 29:23.125
His name was Tom.

29:23.208 --> 29:25.625
-Tom, yes.
-He was a Doberman.

29:25.708 --> 29:28.333
And your dad,
he was very attached to that dog.

29:28.416 --> 29:31.583
-Was it the black one?
-Yes, the black dog. Exactly!

29:31.666 --> 29:36.208
One day, we woke up and Tom… was gone.
Gone, nowhere to be found.

29:36.291 --> 29:39.208
We looked for him everywhere,
but he just vanished.

29:39.708 --> 29:42.708
A few months went by, we…
we, um… we went to the beach,

29:42.791 --> 29:47.708
and… and one morning,
I… I woke up early, got out of the tent,

29:47.791 --> 29:50.125
and… what do I see outside the campground?

29:50.208 --> 29:53.416
It was a dog. Yeah. A black dog.

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A Doberman.

29:55.750 --> 29:57.250
I said, "Hey, that's Tom."

29:57.333 --> 29:59.541
-Was it really him?
-Well, I think it was him.

29:59.625 --> 30:00.625
I don't think so.

30:00.708 --> 30:03.416
Uh, Grandma says it wasn't him,
but… I believe it was.

30:03.500 --> 30:05.583
And how does the story end?

30:06.333 --> 30:09.291
Well, it ends with us bringing him back.
We took him home.

30:09.375 --> 30:10.708
After a few months…

30:10.791 --> 30:13.375
…Tom attacked Grandma and bit her hand.

30:16.041 --> 30:19.625
That's when I realized
that it couldn't be Tom.

30:19.708 --> 30:23.166
Because Tom
would never have bitten Grandma's hand.

30:23.250 --> 30:26.583
-So what happened to that dog, in the end?
-Oh, I took him to the shelter.

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-No, Gaetano! Don't say… God, you're such…
-Yes, the shelter.

30:29.083 --> 30:31.916
I had to. That dog bit Grandma's hand.
We couldn't keep it.

30:33.208 --> 30:36.291
I told you, I…
I don't know any fairy tales.

30:36.375 --> 30:37.375
I just don't.

30:37.458 --> 30:40.125
True stories
don't always have a happy ending.

30:40.208 --> 30:41.708
Sometimes the truth can be sad.

30:42.291 --> 30:46.041
Yeah, you're right.
I actually don't like those stories.

30:46.125 --> 30:49.375
The ones with a happy ending.
I think they're fake anyway.

30:49.875 --> 30:51.708
Dad used to say that too.

30:52.208 --> 30:55.458
"Dad used to say that too."

30:56.458 --> 30:59.708
As a matter of fact,
your dad really liked that story.

31:00.791 --> 31:03.416
Thank you. Have a good night.

31:03.500 --> 31:06.458
Good night, Libero.

31:15.875 --> 31:19.166
-Uh, let's smoke a cigarette, shall we?
-Yeah, let's.

31:27.541 --> 31:28.791
You tell me, ma'am.

31:28.875 --> 31:31.375
This week I have an opening
on Tuesday at 4:00 p.m.

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or Wednesday at 10:00 a.m.

31:32.750 --> 31:34.166
Good morning.

31:34.250 --> 31:36.375
No, unfortunately,
Wednesday at 11:00 is full.

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Excuse me.
I'm here to pick up test results.

31:39.416 --> 31:42.125
-Wait over there, please, sir.
-Thanks.

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Yo.

32:03.708 --> 32:05.916
-Yo.
-You good?

32:06.000 --> 32:07.000
Yeah.

32:08.166 --> 32:11.375
You are very scared.

32:12.125 --> 32:14.291
No, I'm not scared. I'm just nervous.

32:14.375 --> 32:16.375
Hmm.

32:16.458 --> 32:19.916
Because you like the idea
of having children, Demetrio.

32:21.000 --> 32:22.000
Yeah.

32:24.958 --> 32:26.541
Then let's breathe together.

32:26.625 --> 32:30.583
-I'm already breathing, dude.
-No, no. Breathe deeper.

32:44.250 --> 32:47.125
And now let's close our eyes.

32:47.958 --> 32:50.666
Close your eyes. Close your eyes.

33:01.041 --> 33:06.041
Keep going, Demetrio.
Do not stop, Demetrio. Keep going.

33:07.708 --> 33:10.833
Sir?

33:11.666 --> 33:12.666
Excuse me?

33:12.750 --> 33:14.833
Are you Mr. Demetrio Nasta?

33:14.916 --> 33:17.500
-Ah, yes.
-Your results.

33:19.500 --> 33:21.708
Yes! Yes. Yes.

33:22.500 --> 33:24.666
Yes. Yes!

33:24.750 --> 33:26.833
Yeah!

33:26.916 --> 33:29.833
Yeah! Yeah!

33:33.708 --> 33:36.583
Maria! Maria! Maria!

33:36.666 --> 33:40.000
-Maria! Maria, I've got amazing news!
-What's going on?

33:40.083 --> 33:41.958
I'm not sterile!

33:42.041 --> 33:44.875
It's a scientific fact!
I'm not sterile. I…

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-And now?
-Now?

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I'm able to have a baby, Maria.

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I'm so happy, I… I… Maria…

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All the words I say

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Feel like they won't fade

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All the love inside you rests

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Believe that I'm still there