WEBVTT 00:35.708 --> 00:38.666 Holly came from Miami, FLA… 00:40.958 --> 00:42.250 All right. Come on. 00:43.875 --> 00:48.416 Hurry, we got stuff to take care of, Val. Come on! Move it! 00:50.291 --> 00:53.125 Now, before I died, I asked you for two important things. 00:53.208 --> 00:55.416 -The first was start acting like a family. -Mm. 00:55.500 --> 00:58.458 That's gone south, but they're hanging in there just 'cause of you. 00:58.541 --> 01:01.000 You know I can't depend on the rest of them. No. 01:02.583 --> 01:05.000 The second thing is the most important. 01:05.083 --> 01:06.916 My children need to grow up together. 01:07.750 --> 01:12.208 How many times did I say it? And yet, Libero is in a group home. 01:12.875 --> 01:15.041 Not an option, man. Absolutely not. 01:15.125 --> 01:17.541 It's the worst possible outcome. 01:17.625 --> 01:19.958 They're brothers, Val. Make it right. 01:20.625 --> 01:23.375 They have to grow up together like you and I did. 01:23.458 --> 01:26.083 And you're the only one who can do something about it. 01:26.166 --> 01:28.458 It's on you. Bring him home, Val. 01:28.541 --> 01:30.458 Take a walk on the wild side 01:30.541 --> 01:31.958 And the colored girls go 01:32.041 --> 01:34.875 Do, do-do, do-do, do-do-do Do-do-do-do… 01:34.958 --> 01:36.625 Val, I know you've been busting your ass. 01:36.708 --> 01:40.250 Don't give up, you've done really well. But there's one thing you can improve. 01:40.333 --> 01:43.166 Ya gotta dance. You need to relax. 01:43.250 --> 01:45.125 -Yeah. -Yeah! 01:46.000 --> 01:48.916 Come on, hands out here. Move 'em around. Dance. 01:49.000 --> 01:51.708 Yeah! Turn, and turn again. 01:54.958 --> 01:59.333 Doo-do-doo-do Doo-do-do-do-do 01:59.416 --> 02:03.833 Doo-do-doo-do Doo-do-do-do-do 02:04.958 --> 02:06.791 You gotta dance, Val! Dance! 02:17.208 --> 02:18.416 Wake up, Ercole. 02:23.583 --> 02:25.666 Cross fire, I'm gonna win the race. 02:37.333 --> 02:38.291 Three? 02:42.208 --> 02:43.416 Whoa. That's good. 02:43.916 --> 02:45.000 Thank you. 02:52.250 --> 02:54.333 It's been a year since Fausto left us. 02:54.416 --> 02:55.625 Ma, c'mon… 02:56.666 --> 02:57.750 I know. 03:06.166 --> 03:07.875 Ercole, what do you have there? 03:07.958 --> 03:11.125 They're Libero's comics. So he has something to read. 03:11.208 --> 03:13.208 We gotta convince him to come home, hon. 03:13.291 --> 03:14.875 Bringing him comics isn't gonna do that. 03:14.958 --> 03:16.000 -Mom. -Huh? 03:16.083 --> 03:18.750 If that's your attitude, you might as well stay home. 03:18.833 --> 03:21.583 Sorry, but your way of gentle parenting hasn't brought any results. 03:21.666 --> 03:23.458 -Whoa! Hey! -Hey yourself! 03:23.541 --> 03:26.541 I'm sick of saying the same thing over and over again, Ma. 03:27.333 --> 03:29.250 Look, we can't force him to do anything. 03:29.333 --> 03:30.791 He has to come because he wants to. 03:30.875 --> 03:33.750 Yeah, right. Then we'll be waiting forever, Val. 03:35.125 --> 03:37.250 You think so too? Demetrio! 03:38.458 --> 03:41.166 -Pretty much. -The fuck does that mean, "pretty much"? 03:56.708 --> 03:58.750 -Good morning. -Hello, everyone. 03:58.833 --> 04:00.458 Uh, I'm sorry, but he won't come down. 04:00.541 --> 04:02.833 We come every single week, and he won't even see us. 04:02.916 --> 04:03.791 I tried to insist, 04:03.875 --> 04:05.916 but if he doesn't want to, we can't force him. 04:06.000 --> 04:08.458 -You have to be patient. -No, I'm out of patience. 04:08.541 --> 04:10.708 -Can I go up and talk to my grandson? -Mom, no! 04:10.791 --> 04:13.166 -We already talked about this. -And this is the result. 04:13.250 --> 04:14.333 Seem normal to you? 04:15.083 --> 04:16.958 Demetrio, say something to him! 04:17.041 --> 04:19.041 What do you want me to say? I don't know. 04:19.125 --> 04:21.583 Want to wait five minutes? Maybe he'll change his mind. 04:21.666 --> 04:23.833 -What do you think, Lucia? -Never mind. Shut your mouth. 04:23.916 --> 04:24.958 Libero! 04:25.625 --> 04:27.291 I brought you your comics! 04:27.375 --> 04:28.750 Libero! 04:33.458 --> 04:34.875 Libero! 04:38.541 --> 04:40.208 You can keep the comics. They're all yours. 04:40.291 --> 04:42.375 -Libero! -Come down for a bit, Libero! 04:42.458 --> 04:45.416 -Hey, Libero, come down! Just a minute! -Hon! 04:45.500 --> 04:46.708 He didn't say hi. 04:46.791 --> 04:49.500 -Libero, come on! Let us say hi. -Well… all right, then. 04:49.583 --> 04:51.416 -Goodbye. -See you next time. 04:51.500 --> 04:53.125 Ercole! Let's go. 04:53.208 --> 04:54.333 Nothing. 04:54.416 --> 04:56.000 -It's your fault, Val! -Me? 04:56.083 --> 04:58.250 -You shut up, Demetrio! -Me? What did I do? 04:58.333 --> 05:01.166 -Why is it my fault? -It's no one's fault. 05:01.250 --> 05:04.125 Come on, Demetrio. 05:04.208 --> 05:07.416 MY FAMILY 05:13.791 --> 05:16.583 -What are you doing? -Throwing things away. 05:17.375 --> 05:19.708 And must you clean this up this very second, Valerio? 05:19.791 --> 05:21.583 Ma, nothing else will fit in this room. 05:21.666 --> 05:24.541 You really think this is the right day to do this? You couldn't wait? 05:24.625 --> 05:27.041 No I couldn't, 'cause thinking of Fausto makes us all sad. 05:27.125 --> 05:28.958 No, no. You're making yourself sad. 05:29.041 --> 05:30.666 Mom, stop it, huh? 05:30.750 --> 05:32.791 If we don't do this now, we'll never even move on. 05:32.875 --> 05:36.500 Not everything is up to you. What if I'm not ready to move on? Huh? 05:37.291 --> 05:39.166 He's my son, and I don't want to. 05:53.875 --> 05:58.708 STRICTLY PERSONAL DO NOT OPEN 06:29.583 --> 06:32.291 Today is March 12, 2022… 06:33.250 --> 06:36.750 This is the first entry of my video diary. 06:36.833 --> 06:40.500 If you wanna keep watching, be aware that these are the musings of someone 06:40.583 --> 06:42.041 who is certain he's about to die. 06:42.125 --> 06:46.708 Therefore, I'm about to say things I would never say to you if I were alive. 06:59.000 --> 07:00.916 I really tried to be a good father. 07:01.416 --> 07:03.750 You don't need to be a psychoanalyst to figure that out. 07:03.833 --> 07:09.000 Also, because… my father was a complete and utter failure. 07:09.083 --> 07:12.666 My brother and I didn't get lucky with him, because… 07:12.750 --> 07:15.041 My dad, he was never there for us. 07:30.833 --> 07:32.833 Ercole, want to go to the movies later? 07:33.708 --> 07:37.375 Why did the judge decide that Libero had to stay in that group home? 07:39.833 --> 07:42.541 Libero asked to stay at the group home, bud. 07:42.625 --> 07:45.583 And the judge decided that it's better to let him stay, for now. 07:45.666 --> 07:48.708 But why did he ask to stay in that place without any of us? 07:48.791 --> 07:51.041 Because he doesn't want to stay with us, honey. 07:51.125 --> 07:52.625 They should let him go with our mom. 07:52.708 --> 07:55.750 He can't, Ercole. The judge decided he can't be with her. 07:55.833 --> 07:57.833 It's so complicated, though. 07:57.916 --> 07:59.041 Yeah. 08:01.250 --> 08:03.125 -And who's this? -Can I get it? 08:03.208 --> 08:04.041 Yeah, go. 08:18.958 --> 08:20.750 You get a perm or somethin'? 08:22.333 --> 08:25.125 -Hey, Libero! -I'm not Libero. I'm Ercole. 08:25.208 --> 08:28.250 Oh, Ercole, Libero. Strange names they gave you. 08:28.916 --> 08:29.875 Well… 08:30.833 --> 08:32.000 Your dad here? 08:32.500 --> 08:33.500 Huh? 08:34.333 --> 08:38.500 Fausto, where are… Hey! 08:39.208 --> 08:42.458 The king is back! 08:43.375 --> 08:46.708 Admit it, you're a little happy to see me again. Huh? 08:48.125 --> 08:49.875 You're all here, then. Ah… 08:50.666 --> 08:53.000 Hey, Gaetano! How are you? Demetrio! 08:53.083 --> 08:54.833 What's been going on with you? 08:54.916 --> 08:58.500 'Cause you really look like a total trainwreck. 08:58.583 --> 08:59.958 Huh? 09:00.041 --> 09:01.916 -Hello, Gaetano. -Ciao. 09:02.000 --> 09:03.375 -No. -What? 09:05.333 --> 09:07.208 -Is that Grandpa Gaetano? -Yeah. 09:07.291 --> 09:08.791 Where's Fausto at? 09:10.208 --> 09:11.250 Hey! 09:11.750 --> 09:14.500 Where… 09:14.583 --> 09:16.791 Faustino! Fausto! 09:16.875 --> 09:19.833 I'm back! I'm bumming a cigarette. I need to talk to you. 09:19.916 --> 09:22.083 I got some big plans! Big plans! 09:22.166 --> 09:23.875 Where… Mm. 09:26.500 --> 09:30.166 Where the hell is he? He at work? I'll go get him. Where is he? 09:31.416 --> 09:33.958 -Fausto is gone. -What… what does that mean? 09:34.041 --> 09:35.458 He's dead. 09:43.333 --> 09:45.500 -When was this? -A year ago. 09:53.708 --> 09:55.000 A year ago? 09:57.541 --> 10:01.625 He's been dead an entire year, and you didn't say a word? 10:05.708 --> 10:06.916 Not a word. 10:08.291 --> 10:09.791 Best if you leave now. 11:06.708 --> 11:08.500 Hey, Ma, come sit down. 11:09.208 --> 11:10.416 Demetrio brought pastries. 11:12.000 --> 11:13.166 What? 11:15.000 --> 11:16.041 Nothing. 11:19.250 --> 11:20.958 We were too hard on him. 11:23.166 --> 11:25.666 No, Ma, I think we did what we should have done. 11:25.750 --> 11:26.750 Yeah… 11:28.791 --> 11:31.916 But why didn't he know that my dad's gone? 11:37.250 --> 11:38.833 All right, listen up. 11:40.750 --> 11:43.916 Let's pretend like what just happened never did and move on, okay? 11:44.708 --> 11:48.708 We were doing just fine before, and we'll keep doing just fine now. 11:48.791 --> 11:50.041 All right? 11:51.166 --> 11:53.375 I know he made things hard for us. 11:53.458 --> 11:55.750 He never paid child support, never gave a fuck about us, 11:55.833 --> 11:58.916 but we could've at least offered to give him a plate of pasta, don't you think? 12:02.125 --> 12:04.041 Isn't that what a good Christian would do? 12:04.125 --> 12:05.791 Then let's go find him. 12:05.875 --> 12:09.291 We'll make him something to eat, maybe without letting him in the house, 12:09.375 --> 12:11.666 but make… a sort of meal to go, you know? 12:11.750 --> 12:13.125 Is he a bum to you? 12:13.833 --> 12:17.416 Lucia, I don't want to be insensitive, but maybe since Gaetano is in Rome, 12:17.500 --> 12:19.416 we can have him sign off on the divorce. 12:21.125 --> 12:23.625 -The divorce? -He should've signed it 20 years ago. 12:23.708 --> 12:27.291 We're saying we want to get married, so why not do it for real at this point? 12:28.625 --> 12:31.125 -Did I say the wrong thing again? 'Cause-- -No, no, no. 12:31.208 --> 12:33.250 So, you're saying that I should go up to him and say, 12:33.333 --> 12:35.125 "Listen, Gaetano. Since you're here now, 12:35.208 --> 12:37.833 and since you just found out that your son has passed away, 12:37.916 --> 12:38.958 give me the divorce." 12:39.041 --> 12:41.166 Sergio, you know I care about you, 12:41.250 --> 12:42.958 but sometimes I just cannot put up with you. 12:43.041 --> 12:44.041 Take this. 12:46.083 --> 12:47.083 Go. 12:48.291 --> 12:51.291 -Watch the ball. Go. -We didn't need that, huh? 12:51.375 --> 12:53.291 -What? -Your father. 12:53.375 --> 12:56.083 Come on, I know you guys are all furious he's here. 12:56.166 --> 12:57.916 Demetrio, I'm all good. 12:58.000 --> 13:01.083 Nice and easy. Toss first, then swing. 13:01.166 --> 13:02.375 Good try. 13:02.458 --> 13:03.666 Uh… 13:04.416 --> 13:06.958 Look, I lost my father when I was five. 13:07.041 --> 13:09.708 And I miss him even more now than when I was little. 13:09.791 --> 13:12.916 Hey, wanna know what I think about him being around here? 13:13.000 --> 13:14.583 I really just don't give a fuck. 13:16.166 --> 13:18.083 Yeah, Ercole! 13:18.666 --> 13:19.625 Go again. 13:20.208 --> 13:22.458 Mm. He's not great, is he? 13:22.541 --> 13:24.041 He's learning. Give him a break. 13:24.125 --> 13:27.541 -I know, but… -He's learning. He needs practice. 13:27.625 --> 13:29.541 -He needs a little more encouragement. -Mm. 13:29.625 --> 13:31.833 Hey, will you go pick up Maria at the airport tomorrow? 13:31.916 --> 13:32.750 What do you think? 13:35.250 --> 13:36.750 -Tomorrow? -You deaf? 13:36.833 --> 13:39.541 -She's coming home? -Yeah, Demetrio. She didn't tell you? 13:39.625 --> 13:41.291 No, not a word. 13:41.375 --> 13:44.791 She gets in tomorrow, and… she asked me if I could pick her up. 13:50.125 --> 13:52.000 What's the situation with you and Maria? 13:52.083 --> 13:55.458 Uh, what situation? 13:55.541 --> 13:57.708 She sent me just two photos from her trip. 13:57.791 --> 14:00.791 Well, then you have to meet her and surprise her at the airport tomorrow. 14:00.875 --> 14:02.666 -Just go. -No, man. Not happening. 14:02.750 --> 14:04.208 She asked you to get her, you go. 14:04.291 --> 14:05.500 You upset about this, then? 14:05.583 --> 14:06.625 -Me? -Yeah, you! 14:06.708 --> 14:08.541 -Come on, no way. -You're upset about it. 14:08.625 --> 14:10.916 Not at all, Val. I seriously don't even care. 14:11.000 --> 14:13.583 I don't even feel anything for her anymore. 14:14.416 --> 14:15.500 What? 14:16.083 --> 14:19.500 Ah, come on. You can't fool me. Clearly you do. 14:50.625 --> 14:52.000 Watch it, asshole! 15:06.125 --> 15:07.166 Here we are. 15:09.791 --> 15:10.791 Hey! 15:12.625 --> 15:13.708 You not coming? 15:13.791 --> 15:17.791 No, I'd… I'd prefer to stay in the car. I don't wanna go. 15:18.416 --> 15:19.791 Then it's all on me? 15:19.875 --> 15:23.250 The hospital brings back bad thoughts. I can't go in, Val. 15:26.166 --> 15:28.500 I knew this mess would end up falling on me. 15:43.791 --> 15:45.041 Can I help you? 15:45.125 --> 15:46.208 Evening. 15:46.708 --> 15:48.250 Hey. Valerio. 15:48.333 --> 15:50.250 He's… he's my… my son. That's my son. 15:50.333 --> 15:51.458 -Come on. -What happened? 15:51.541 --> 15:54.666 He's all right. His heart's fine. Everything's under control. 15:54.750 --> 15:56.416 His blood pressure dropped, that's all. 15:56.500 --> 15:59.375 That's not what happened. It was… like an electric shock. 15:59.458 --> 16:03.625 All the way up the legs and feet till my head felt like it would combust, Val. 16:03.708 --> 16:06.041 -It was bursting. -You ain't got shit. 16:06.125 --> 16:07.041 What do you mean? 16:07.125 --> 16:10.375 But you'll keep him here, right? 'Cause he clearly can't be by himself. 16:10.458 --> 16:11.875 He needs to go with you. 16:11.958 --> 16:14.583 There's just no room. This guy needs to go home. 16:14.666 --> 16:15.666 "This guy"? 16:16.333 --> 16:17.291 "This guy"? 16:25.500 --> 16:27.083 Turn it off. It's late. 16:27.166 --> 16:30.208 Ercole's here, and he's sleeping. 16:30.291 --> 16:32.583 -Help me, Valerio. -With what? 16:32.666 --> 16:35.333 I can't get up on my own. 16:36.208 --> 16:38.125 Help me go to the bathroom. 16:41.166 --> 16:42.666 What is it? 16:44.000 --> 16:46.041 My head's spinning, Valerio. 16:47.125 --> 16:48.416 Where's Lucia? 16:48.500 --> 16:50.791 In her bedroom. I guess. 17:04.541 --> 17:07.541 Tomorrow, he's outta here. 17:07.625 --> 17:10.291 I don't give a fuck if he had a stroke or if he's about to die. 17:10.375 --> 17:12.416 -Tomorrow, he's gotta go! -Shh, Valerio. 17:12.500 --> 17:15.958 Yes, of course he has to leave. It's just for one night, all right? 17:19.083 --> 17:20.458 Lucia. 17:20.541 --> 17:22.500 I need a towel for the bidet. 17:24.000 --> 17:26.875 It's 3:00 in the morning. Keep your voice down. 17:27.375 --> 17:29.666 Stay here, Lucia. Don't leave. 17:29.750 --> 17:31.208 Don't yell, Gaetano. 17:32.500 --> 17:33.583 I'm here. 17:38.041 --> 17:41.625 -Can your grandma make pancakes? -Grandma can't really cook. 17:41.708 --> 17:45.416 -The food here is bad. -Yeah… Yeah, I know, I know. 17:45.500 --> 17:48.708 When we were married, I did the cooking. Huh? 17:49.583 --> 17:53.625 Do you know what your father's favorite dish was? Huh? 17:57.250 --> 17:58.791 Hey, what's wrong, you shy? 17:59.291 --> 18:02.166 No, Uncle Valerio doesn't want us to remember Dad. 18:03.166 --> 18:04.166 Ah. 18:05.666 --> 18:07.458 Wanna know when a person really dies? 18:07.541 --> 18:08.791 It's when you forget them. 18:09.416 --> 18:12.041 When we forget them, the dead die twice, you know? 18:12.125 --> 18:13.208 Remember that. 18:14.000 --> 18:15.625 All right, come on, let's eat. 18:15.708 --> 18:18.500 I was a cook, you know? For years. 18:18.583 --> 18:19.833 You have a restaurant? 18:19.916 --> 18:23.625 I used to. It just so happens that my partners fucked me. 18:24.208 --> 18:25.958 Screwed me 'cause I'm a schmuck. 18:28.166 --> 18:30.208 Your dad must have told you I'm a schmuck? 18:30.291 --> 18:32.625 No, he said you were more of an asshole. 18:32.708 --> 18:35.416 You're already getting on my nerves. You're just like Valerio. 18:36.250 --> 18:37.875 So where's your brother at? 18:38.416 --> 18:41.291 -He left home a few weeks ago. -But why? 18:41.375 --> 18:43.875 Because the judge decided that he can't stay with Mom. 18:44.500 --> 18:46.166 And Libero doesn't want to live here. 18:49.416 --> 18:52.500 You know, I was the only one who cared about your mom, kid. 18:53.166 --> 18:55.000 I'm a sort of a linguist. 18:57.083 --> 18:58.375 What, what's going on? 18:58.458 --> 19:00.708 We can't talk about your dad, we can't talk about your mom. 19:00.791 --> 19:03.333 How the fuck are they raising you in this household? 19:03.916 --> 19:05.708 Remember one thing. 19:06.958 --> 19:08.291 You lost your dad. 19:09.208 --> 19:10.875 But I lost a son. 19:10.958 --> 19:12.291 Good morning. 19:13.041 --> 19:16.958 Outliving your own son… is the worst punishment that… 19:17.041 --> 19:19.000 that a man could receive. Remember that. 19:19.083 --> 19:23.500 -You think that's appropriate? -Yes. Yes, I believe it is. 19:23.583 --> 19:27.541 You're raising him in a bubble. No wonder this country's going to shit. 19:27.625 --> 19:28.791 Come on, now. 19:29.541 --> 19:32.500 Dad told us that one time, you went to a campground… 19:32.583 --> 19:33.583 Yeah. 19:33.666 --> 19:36.583 And then it started raining at night and you were inside the tent 19:36.666 --> 19:39.750 and all of a sudden, you heard a wolf scratching the tent with its paw. 19:44.000 --> 19:45.000 That's true. 19:46.833 --> 19:50.500 He also told us that sometimes, in the summer, you'd take him on vacation. 19:51.500 --> 19:56.291 And when you wanted to meet a lady, you'd tell Dad to get lost 19:56.375 --> 19:58.125 and say that he wasn't your son. 19:58.208 --> 20:01.250 -You really were an asshole. -My God, Gaetano. 20:15.750 --> 20:16.708 Mm. 20:17.375 --> 20:18.416 Mm-hmm. 20:21.666 --> 20:23.958 You didn't even call me for the funeral. 20:25.541 --> 20:26.750 Jeez, Lucia. 20:29.375 --> 20:30.458 But why? 20:33.000 --> 20:34.000 I don't… 20:36.125 --> 20:37.708 You're right, Gaetano. 20:39.083 --> 20:41.166 I'm sorry. 20:44.500 --> 20:45.500 Ma. 20:46.750 --> 20:47.625 Hey, Ma. 20:48.291 --> 20:49.625 Mom? 20:49.708 --> 20:51.208 At your service. 20:55.083 --> 20:57.375 -He's gotta go! -I know. He leaves today. 20:57.458 --> 20:59.125 And let's not mess around. 20:59.208 --> 21:02.208 Valerio, I'm not an idiot. I've known your dad since I was 16. 21:02.291 --> 21:04.000 But do you realize what we've done to him? 21:04.083 --> 21:07.208 What kind of monsters are we not to tell him that his son is dead? 21:07.916 --> 21:10.916 Go, come on, go pick up Maria. It's getting late. 21:15.125 --> 21:16.166 What now? Leave! 21:16.250 --> 21:18.500 -All right. Bye. -Go, honey. 21:19.958 --> 21:21.375 Bye, Ercole. 21:49.041 --> 21:50.250 Hello, Demetrio. 21:51.000 --> 21:53.708 Didn't expect it, huh? 21:55.416 --> 21:58.000 -I thought that Valerio… -Valerio's in the car. 21:58.083 --> 21:59.333 He's parked right over there. 21:59.416 --> 22:01.708 He'll drop us off at my place. You're staying with me, no? 22:01.791 --> 22:03.958 No, no. I had asked Valerio to book an Airbnb. 22:04.041 --> 22:06.000 Why would you spend money on a hotel? 22:06.083 --> 22:08.000 C'mon, I moved apartments. It's much nicer. 22:08.083 --> 22:10.000 I'm not sure that's a good idea because I'm not… 22:10.083 --> 22:12.208 -I missed you a lot. -…by myself. 22:12.291 --> 22:14.791 Ciao. Valerio? 22:16.291 --> 22:18.958 No, uh, I'm… Demetrio. 22:19.041 --> 22:21.541 Oh, Demetrio. Your ex? 22:21.625 --> 22:23.500 Actually, just a friend. 22:24.208 --> 22:25.541 This is Pau. 22:26.291 --> 22:27.416 My boyfriend. 22:28.125 --> 22:31.291 Ciao, Demetrio. I am very happy to meet you. 22:31.375 --> 22:34.666 -Maria told me a lot about you. -Oh, yeah? 22:34.750 --> 22:35.833 Yeah. 22:42.333 --> 22:45.833 You know… well… falling in love with her 22:45.916 --> 22:47.708 has surprised me 22:47.791 --> 22:49.750 because I never would've imagined 22:49.833 --> 22:53.708 that I'd fall for such a… passionate woman. 22:53.791 --> 22:56.625 Yeah, well, these things happen. 22:56.708 --> 23:00.708 Exactly, and… It's just that now Lucia and I want to get married… 23:00.791 --> 23:04.083 -Oh. -But it will be a symbolic ceremony. 23:04.166 --> 23:08.166 Because since you two never really got a divorce, uh… 23:08.250 --> 23:11.000 That's why it will only be symbolic. Yeah. 23:11.500 --> 23:13.458 Oof. 23:15.250 --> 23:17.291 Listen, Sergiolino. I wanted to ask you a question. 23:17.375 --> 23:18.208 Go ahead. 23:18.291 --> 23:21.333 -Are… are you rich? -No, I'm a nurse. 23:21.416 --> 23:23.833 Ah. You must own some properties? 23:23.916 --> 23:26.291 -Nope. -A trust fund? 23:26.375 --> 23:28.250 Not even close. Yeah. 23:28.333 --> 23:30.541 -It's curious, you see? -What is? 23:30.625 --> 23:34.875 Well, it's curious… that a woman like… uh… like Lucia 23:34.958 --> 23:36.583 would want to get herself… I don't know. 23:36.666 --> 23:38.833 Get involved in this kind of situation. 23:38.916 --> 23:42.583 I mean, love is love, you know, of course, but I wonder… 23:43.250 --> 23:45.875 Do you know what adjectives your family uses to describe you? 23:45.958 --> 23:47.416 -No. -Ah. Let's see. 23:47.500 --> 23:53.375 Um… unreliable, liar, crook, insensitive, 23:53.458 --> 23:55.166 and piece of shit! 23:56.875 --> 23:59.125 -What happened? -Going to work. I have the night shift. 23:59.208 --> 24:00.541 See you later. 24:01.041 --> 24:03.875 -You say something bad to him? -I am very disappointed in you, Lucia. 24:03.958 --> 24:07.625 I never in my life would have guessed you'd be with such a lame-o, 24:07.708 --> 24:10.875 but as a friend, he's okay, but do not insult me like that! 24:10.958 --> 24:15.000 My God, you're a pain in my ass. You've always been such a pain. 24:24.000 --> 24:25.416 It's not possible. 24:27.458 --> 24:29.750 I bet he'll snap out of it sooner than later. 24:29.833 --> 24:33.416 Snap out of it? It's been three weeks! Are you serious? 24:34.333 --> 24:35.916 Give me a break, Valerio. 24:37.250 --> 24:40.625 Every day that Libero spends in there, we are failing Fausto. 24:40.708 --> 24:41.875 Failing his wishes, you know? 24:41.958 --> 24:43.291 I understand that, Maria. 24:43.375 --> 24:45.166 But if Libero doesn't want to live with us, 24:45.250 --> 24:46.500 then why should I force him?! 24:46.583 --> 24:48.000 Maybe since you're the adult, 24:48.083 --> 24:49.750 the mature one. 24:49.833 --> 24:50.958 -And he's a child. -All right. 24:51.041 --> 24:53.458 Let's say that we force him and he hates us, what do we do? 24:53.541 --> 24:55.833 I don't know, but we have to find a way. 24:56.333 --> 24:58.416 On top of it all, your father decides to show. 24:58.500 --> 25:00.125 Talk to my mother, Maria. 25:00.208 --> 25:03.416 He's gotta leave. You know that man deserves nothing. 25:04.875 --> 25:07.250 Fausto was adamant about not letting him get close. 25:07.333 --> 25:08.708 I know, Maria. 25:09.833 --> 25:11.375 And you, Demetrio? 25:12.958 --> 25:15.833 -What is it? -Never mind. Forget it. 25:15.916 --> 25:20.250 No… don't listen to Demetrio, Maria. He's always secretly admired my father. 25:23.833 --> 25:26.750 -You know he hit on me? -Are you serious? 25:26.833 --> 25:28.333 -Forget about it, Pau. -Typical. 25:28.416 --> 25:29.583 The father? 25:29.666 --> 25:32.541 Maria, that's not… No es la verdad. That's not true. 25:32.625 --> 25:34.541 He just wanted to take you to Tenerife. 25:34.625 --> 25:35.541 You're making it up. 25:35.625 --> 25:38.916 Making it up? You think I can't tell when someone's trying to get with me? 25:39.000 --> 25:41.291 Fine, okay, whatever. Whatever. 25:41.375 --> 25:44.333 'Cause you're a woman, you know what we have to deal with? Right? 25:44.416 --> 25:46.708 What a mess. He's so embarrassing. 25:51.125 --> 25:52.458 -Is this it? -Yeah. 25:54.666 --> 25:56.583 -Get the door, Demetrio. -The backpack. 25:58.041 --> 25:59.375 I almost forgot it. 26:04.083 --> 26:06.666 -Val, can I play you something? -Hm. 26:07.666 --> 26:11.375 Hi, Maria. How are you? When are you coming back? 26:12.250 --> 26:14.458 It's not bad here. It's not that. 26:14.541 --> 26:19.500 It's just… Sometimes, when it rains, I feel… a bit sad. 26:19.583 --> 26:21.583 I've got 20 messages like this. 26:22.166 --> 26:25.166 -And then this is Ercole. -Him too? 26:25.250 --> 26:27.291 Libero doesn't want me as a brother. 26:27.375 --> 26:29.875 I'm the problem. He hates me. I know he does. 26:29.958 --> 26:31.166 Enough with all this. 26:32.041 --> 26:34.250 Val, it's not your fault, and I know that. 26:34.333 --> 26:37.041 But it's a tough situation. You need some help to figure it out. 26:37.125 --> 26:39.416 You know what, Maria? Since you know what to do, 26:39.500 --> 26:41.791 take over the situation, and let me know how it goes. 26:41.875 --> 26:44.333 I knew it. I'm not surprised, 'cause Lucia warned me 26:44.416 --> 26:47.000 that trying to get through to you lately is impossible. 26:47.083 --> 26:48.708 No, no, no. You got it twisted, Maria. 26:48.791 --> 26:51.083 You spent months in Chiapas. 26:51.166 --> 26:52.583 You come back with a Spaniard, 26:52.666 --> 26:55.500 and you're trying to tell me what I gotta do? 26:55.583 --> 26:56.666 Get the fuck outta here. 26:56.750 --> 26:59.416 You're doing your best. I know you're trying to. 26:59.500 --> 27:01.541 But calm down, yeah? 27:13.791 --> 27:16.000 Are you sure we're not bothering you, Demetrio? 27:16.875 --> 27:18.291 Not at all. 27:19.083 --> 27:22.541 -You sure I can't help with that? -Yeah, why? I can handle it. 27:23.125 --> 27:26.708 I can sleep on the floor, really. I mean, I'm used to sleeping anywhere. 27:26.791 --> 27:29.791 Guys, do I need to go to a hotel? I'll go to a hotel. 27:32.166 --> 27:33.166 Fine. 27:34.541 --> 27:38.000 We'll just… go shower while you make the bed. 27:41.333 --> 27:44.791 Stop busting my balls. How many times do I have to repeat myself? 27:44.875 --> 27:48.125 I'll sleep on the couch. What did I fucking buy it for? 27:48.625 --> 27:51.666 Here… we are. 27:52.916 --> 27:54.625 -Have a good vacation. -Thank you. 27:55.291 --> 27:56.958 -Bye. -Bye. 28:02.291 --> 28:03.208 Valeria? 28:04.791 --> 28:05.833 Hey. 28:07.291 --> 28:08.375 What are you doing here? 28:08.458 --> 28:10.000 Hi, piece of shit. 28:10.500 --> 28:13.416 -I don't get it, sorry. -Why'd you disappear, dude? 28:14.333 --> 28:16.500 I was dealing with family shit. I told you that. 28:16.583 --> 28:18.041 I sent you a message three months ago, 28:18.125 --> 28:19.750 and you never bothered to reply though. 28:19.833 --> 28:22.125 Because I was dealing with family shit, like I said. 28:22.208 --> 28:24.208 Yeah, but I could care less what you were doing. 28:24.291 --> 28:25.500 Is this still your vehicle? 28:26.916 --> 28:28.708 -Yeah. -Wonderful. 28:28.791 --> 28:30.166 What are you doing? 28:30.750 --> 28:31.750 Hey! 28:31.833 --> 28:33.125 Five minutes. 28:33.958 --> 28:34.791 Hm? 28:42.000 --> 28:43.583 Hurry up though, okay? 29:04.541 --> 29:05.416 How do I look? 29:06.500 --> 29:08.000 -Great. -Hm? 29:08.583 --> 29:09.791 Butt good? 29:10.458 --> 29:12.333 -Butt great. -Is it too see-through? 29:12.416 --> 29:14.250 Uh, a little, but it's right at the limit. 29:14.875 --> 29:15.875 Thanks. 29:17.041 --> 29:19.208 Oh, also, I left my bag in there. 29:20.416 --> 29:21.625 Wait, your bag? 29:38.041 --> 29:39.750 -Hoe! -C'mon, get the fuck off the stage. 29:39.833 --> 29:41.083 Don't be a pain in the ass. 29:41.166 --> 29:42.833 -Get the fuck off! -Look at this bitch, man! 29:42.916 --> 29:45.458 -Bye. -Trash! Who do you think you are? 29:45.541 --> 29:46.541 Unbelievable! 29:46.625 --> 29:48.333 Why is she here? What is she doing? 30:24.833 --> 30:26.083 You have to leave! 30:26.166 --> 30:28.583 -You have to leave! I told you! -Get your fucking hands off me! 30:28.666 --> 30:31.250 -Get out of here! Turn off the music. -Get your dirty hands off me! 30:31.333 --> 30:33.208 -You can't be here! -Get your hands off me! 30:33.291 --> 30:35.500 Yo! Yo! 30:35.583 --> 30:36.625 Don't touch her! 30:36.708 --> 30:39.500 Don't put your fucking hands on a woman! What's wrong with you? 30:39.583 --> 30:41.916 Who the fuck are you? 30:45.916 --> 30:47.250 Enough! 30:47.333 --> 30:50.291 -Stop it, Valerio! What the fuck?! -You motherfucker! 30:50.375 --> 30:52.250 I'll break your fucking face! 30:52.333 --> 30:54.208 -Enough! -Get out! Get out! 30:54.291 --> 30:56.041 -Piece of shit! -Hey, fuck yourself. 30:56.125 --> 30:58.583 And fuck you too! Don't come back here again! 30:58.666 --> 31:02.666 Here they are. I told you I had some tissues. Hm. 31:06.666 --> 31:08.458 I'm cleaning the blood, Valerio. 31:08.541 --> 31:10.750 -Yeah, I am. -No, you're doing it on purpose. 31:16.333 --> 31:19.375 Hey, I'm short, so if you lift your head, I can't see you. 31:20.208 --> 31:22.375 You did right beating up that bastard. 31:23.416 --> 31:26.833 -You didn't have to, but… -Well, he beat me worse, though. 31:30.166 --> 31:31.208 Sorry. 31:33.625 --> 31:34.791 Sorry. 31:38.000 --> 31:40.708 It's true, dude. You're right, I'm really sorry. 31:42.333 --> 31:44.333 So fucking embarrassing. 32:20.000 --> 32:22.166 I mean, it's unbelievable. 32:22.250 --> 32:24.875 I just keep getting myself in fucking trouble. 32:24.958 --> 32:26.125 Seriously, I can't help it. 32:26.208 --> 32:28.833 I can't even… go dancing in the clubs anymore. 32:28.916 --> 32:32.666 Know why? I've been kicked out of everywhere and everything. 32:32.750 --> 32:36.166 Just because last week I slapped that stupid bitch 32:36.250 --> 32:37.541 who was dancing before me. 32:37.625 --> 32:40.000 That blonde, tall one with the long legs. 32:40.083 --> 32:42.666 But if you look like a stupid bitch, come on, 32:42.750 --> 32:43.916 you deserve to get smacked. 32:44.000 --> 32:47.458 But now, because of this bullshit, you know what else? 32:47.541 --> 32:49.708 -My dance partner called it quits on me. -No. 32:49.791 --> 32:52.416 Yeah, so now I can't even dance with a partner anymore. 32:52.500 --> 32:53.458 As if I was plagued. 32:53.541 --> 32:55.416 Everyone, they're all treating me like shit. 32:55.500 --> 32:58.500 But if I can't dance, then what is the point of living? 32:58.583 --> 33:00.958 -Why aren't you saying anything? -Come on… 33:01.041 --> 33:03.500 -Don't just stand there. Say something! -Uh…. 33:03.583 --> 33:06.625 I was doing just fine. Why the fuck did I follow you? 33:06.708 --> 33:07.708 What? 33:07.791 --> 33:09.916 -Why in the hell did I follow you? -No, no, I heard you. 33:10.000 --> 33:11.000 I mean, sorry. 33:11.083 --> 33:13.291 But… I apologized to you. No need to make me feel guilty. 33:13.375 --> 33:15.291 I understand, but I try to do everything right. 33:15.375 --> 33:17.458 I'm trying so hard, and you come and fuck it all up! 33:17.541 --> 33:20.083 -Whoa! I already said sorry. -How's it possible? 33:20.166 --> 33:21.583 Man, enough now! 33:21.666 --> 33:23.291 -Yeah, fine, all right. -Okay. 33:23.375 --> 33:25.125 -It's late, go on. -What? 33:25.208 --> 33:26.916 It's late, get going. 33:27.000 --> 33:28.416 You serious? 33:29.208 --> 33:30.583 Yes, I'm serious. 33:33.458 --> 33:35.500 You are fucking weird, you know? 33:35.583 --> 33:38.541 Don't take it personally. Yeah? 33:42.666 --> 33:45.625 Valerio, fuck you. It is personal. 33:52.625 --> 33:53.791 Valeria! 34:13.208 --> 34:14.666 Oh my God, Val. 34:15.250 --> 34:16.875 Everything's fine, Ma. 34:16.958 --> 34:18.041 Go to bed. 34:18.541 --> 34:19.541 Hey. 34:20.916 --> 34:24.083 -Did you get in a fight? -Now you wanna be a father? 35:33.500 --> 35:38.250 And at the end of the day, well… I had a pretty fortunate life, I think. 35:38.333 --> 35:44.166 Yeah, you could definitely say that despite the catastrophic circumstances 35:44.250 --> 35:46.083 that I grew up with. 35:46.166 --> 35:47.625 I found it by chance. 35:47.708 --> 35:51.208 No, no, no. No, let it play. 35:54.250 --> 35:58.541 The most catastrophic part of it all was probably our father. 35:59.375 --> 36:02.500 Dad really… let us down a lot. 36:03.000 --> 36:05.083 But while, with me, 36:05.166 --> 36:10.750 he was able to sort of show some signs of love, 36:10.833 --> 36:13.666 uh, Valerio didn't get anything… 36:16.166 --> 36:21.416 Not even those small, occasional gestures of love that 36:21.500 --> 36:23.125 I would receive. 36:24.833 --> 36:28.958 And this absence, um… did a number on him. 36:30.375 --> 36:32.833 So Valerio is stuck where he is because of my dad. 36:43.125 --> 36:46.333 Let me stay a couple more days, Lucia. 36:46.416 --> 36:47.666 And then I'll go. 36:49.666 --> 36:51.666 No, Gaetano. It's not a good idea. 36:51.750 --> 36:54.958 -Just a day or two. -Why did you come here? 36:56.166 --> 36:58.041 What did you want from Fausto? 37:00.791 --> 37:03.708 I had some trouble with the guys at the restaurant. 37:03.791 --> 37:05.750 -I was looking for support. -Mm. 37:06.291 --> 37:09.166 So basically, you needed money as usual, right? 37:16.166 --> 37:18.333 Let me stay another day or two. 37:22.458 --> 37:24.750 I'm so scared of being alone. 37:36.291 --> 37:37.541 -Turn it off. -No. 37:37.625 --> 37:39.750 -No, wait. We're not doing anything wrong. -Turn it off. 37:40.333 --> 37:42.875 Give me that! How dare you go through my things, huh? 37:42.958 --> 37:45.125 We're not doing anything wrong, Val. 37:45.208 --> 37:48.875 Fausto wanted nothing to do with you. Not a damn thing. 37:48.958 --> 37:50.333 You're exaggerating. 37:50.416 --> 37:53.625 I can show this video to the rest of the family if I want to, understand? 37:53.708 --> 37:57.625 You can do whatever you want. 37:57.708 --> 38:00.875 But he's not part of this family. And he has to leave, Ma. 38:00.958 --> 38:06.666 I see there isn't even the slightest chance of having a civil conversation. 38:06.750 --> 38:08.958 -You want a civil conversation? -Yes, I do. 38:09.041 --> 38:11.958 Let's ask him what the fuck he did to Fausto, Ma. 38:12.041 --> 38:14.125 -I didn't do anything to Fausto. -You didn't? 38:14.208 --> 38:16.000 He didn't want us to tell you that he was dead. 38:16.083 --> 38:18.333 -He didn't want you at his funeral. -Never done anything. 38:18.416 --> 38:20.375 Not even at his fucking funeral for fuck's sake! 38:20.458 --> 38:23.833 Valerio, that's enough! Stop, Val. Enough. 38:26.666 --> 38:28.708 Either he goes or I go. 38:28.791 --> 38:29.833 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 38:31.041 --> 38:34.083 I'm not answering you when you get like this. Go, then. 38:39.500 --> 38:40.750 Fine, I'm good with that. 38:50.583 --> 38:53.750 Libero, I think I'm making a mistake, bud. 38:53.833 --> 38:56.833 I thought I was doing the right thing, but I don't know anymore. 38:56.916 --> 39:00.666 I just wanted to see how you were. Yo, what the fuck was that?! 39:04.750 --> 39:06.750 -What do you want? -I was looking for you. 39:06.833 --> 39:08.583 -Just one question. -What question? 39:08.666 --> 39:10.291 -You think you're better than me? -Val. 39:10.375 --> 39:11.875 You're not better than me! 39:11.958 --> 39:13.291 -Val. -What? Huh? 39:16.375 --> 39:17.958 You got a place for me tonight? 39:20.541 --> 39:22.041 So what? Do I gotta make you dinner? 39:24.083 --> 39:25.583 No, I'm good in the kitchen. 39:26.250 --> 39:27.333 We'll see. 39:29.791 --> 39:32.916 -Wait up. Hey, wait up. -You got a helmet? 39:33.000 --> 39:34.375 It happens every time! 39:34.458 --> 39:36.458 Because Valerio always suffered the most. 39:37.000 --> 39:39.583 This is the result of all the mistakes you made in your life! 39:39.666 --> 39:41.000 Listen to me, Lucia. 39:41.083 --> 39:44.708 I'll take the blame for all the mistakes that I committed, all except one. 39:44.791 --> 39:47.291 -Which one? -The one that Fausto said in the video. 39:47.375 --> 39:48.291 What do you mean? 39:48.375 --> 39:50.416 I think the time has come, huh, Lucia? 39:50.500 --> 39:52.416 To finally make things right. 39:52.500 --> 39:55.666 This death is an opportunity to tell the truth once and for all, Lucia. 39:55.750 --> 39:58.250 That truth. That important one. 39:58.333 --> 40:00.291 No, Gaetano. I won't say it. 40:00.375 --> 40:03.625 I won't deal my son the final blow, so stop talking about it. 40:06.708 --> 40:07.791 Thanks. 40:08.708 --> 40:10.708 -Good night. -Good night. 40:26.041 --> 40:29.166 Anyway, despite all of Dad's disasters, 40:29.250 --> 40:32.541 there were moments when we really were a family. 40:33.375 --> 40:37.125 Brief intervals, you know, when Dad decided to show up again. 40:42.541 --> 40:45.291 We spent the whole summer together once. 40:45.916 --> 40:48.000 We were on a paddle boat, all four of us, 40:48.083 --> 40:50.250 and Dad lost his watch in the water. 40:50.750 --> 40:53.166 And he really loved that watch. 41:10.208 --> 41:14.958 We all dove in to look for it, but who ended up finding it? Valerio. 41:15.041 --> 41:16.250 I found it! 41:25.916 --> 41:29.166 -There you go, Valerio! -Attaboy, Valerio! 41:29.250 --> 41:32.708 I've never seen my brother as happy as he was that day at the beach. 41:38.750 --> 41:40.625 That's all Valerio needs. 41:40.708 --> 41:43.875 For someone to say, every now and then, 41:43.958 --> 41:45.416 "Good job, Val." 42:07.333 --> 42:08.333 Libero. 42:08.416 --> 42:11.791 Hey, I'm okay, I swear. 42:12.333 --> 42:16.291 And it's not your fault. I love you, Uncle Valerio. 42:17.125 --> 42:21.083 Thanks for being how you are with me. I really mean it, you're the best. 42:22.958 --> 42:24.708 Libero, I love you, buddy. 42:26.458 --> 42:27.541 Good night. 42:27.625 --> 42:29.541 Good night. ve you, buddy.