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[train horn blaring]

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[song begins]

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<i>♪ A pinch of night ♪</i>

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<i>♪ A drop of day ♪</i>

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<i>♪ They dissolve into the holy Ganga ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And become Kashi ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This sacred stream flows without end ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And this holy city speaks in whispers ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Kashi, so comforting,
like a beloved at night ♪</i>

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<i>♪ A lonely woman, like a boat ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Floats across Ganga at night ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Was it towards daybreak ♪</i>

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<i>♪ That she disappeared like the moon? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Are you a misty winter sky? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Is she Umadevi
going to Kashi from Kaveri? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ An indelible illution, the Maya? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who is this like the smile of the Sun,
the red-rayed? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who is this like the wind of
southern hill ranges? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who is this, like a village rivulet? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who are you? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ The wandering,
unshaken lamp's flame from the Aarti? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Or the cloud sent by the Sahya forest? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Are you the boatman of twilight ♪</i>

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<i>♪ To those
who come hoping to cross the river? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ The one who revolves around
the high ghats of dawn and dusk ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Like gentle sunshine? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ O Tathagata? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Are you Shiva,
who reigns upon the white mountain? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Or the one who waters the entire earth? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who are you? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who is this,
like the purest form of wisdom? ♪</i>

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[temple bells ringing]

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[ambient background noise]

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'CHINNA CHINNA AASAI'

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[soft music playing]

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[boat engine rumbling]

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Hello, Master ji.

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Hello! Hello!

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Come on. Let me give you a round.

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Not now.

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[melodious flute playing]

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Yes.

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In ten minutes. I'll be there.
I've reached Prabhu Ghat.

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Aren't you near the hotel?
I'll come there.

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Are you done for today?

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Not yet.

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One more round is pending.

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Shall we have tea?

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Why not? Come.

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[humming a tune]

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Two cups of tea.

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So what's up, Master ji?

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Doing good. How about you?

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All good here too.

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[ambient background noise]

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Here's your tea.

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And here's yours.

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Oh, I forgot to tell you.

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That lady sitting there
has been crying for some time now.

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I asked her but she's not answering.

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I think she's from your part of the country.

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Please check on her.

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[soft music playing]

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Please ask her once.

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Hello? What happened?

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Are you a Tamilian?

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What happened?

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Oh-no...

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[soft music playing]

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The folks who travelled in your boat,

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were they Tamilians?

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<i>No.</i>

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I see.

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There's a lady at the Ghat here.

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She got separated from her group.

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<i>Oh, really?</i>

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<i>I'll let you know if I get any info
about her group.</i>

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Alright. Okay.

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Alright, Master ji.

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Bag and phone snatching is
quite common here.

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No use in filing a complaint.

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Don't you even know your own phone number?

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Phone numbers of any of your family members?

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Maybe the address or phone number of
the hotel you're staying in?

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We should be a bit more careful, right?

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Master ji,

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there's a temple nearby.

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Lots of Tamil folks visit that temple.

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Maybe go check there?

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He was talking about
checking at a nearby temple.

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What happened, madam?

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Is the tea not good?

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This is Lord Bholenath's town.

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Somebody gets lost here every day.

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Right, Master ji?

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Have your tea.

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[mellow music playing]

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[temple bells ringing]

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No travel groups visited here today,
he said.

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Don't worry. Let's search for them.

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I mean, look for them.

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- We're hungry. Please help us.
- Go away. Go.

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Please give us something to eat.
We're hungry.

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Three cups of tea.

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I'm taking a biscuit packet.

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Biscuits too?

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For me?

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Take one more.

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[mellow music playing]

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Did you eat anything?

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[ambient street restaurant noise]

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[soft music playing]

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Can I trust you?

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Can I trust you?

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[PA system announcement]

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What happened? You didn't leave?

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There's this Kishen Bhai's restaurant nearby.

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They serve nice south Indian breakfast.

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Are you from Madras?

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All south Indians are 'Madrasis' here.

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Well, where's is your hometown?

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Near Tanjavur.

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I see! Nagavally's hometown!

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Tanjavur dolls!

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I have one in my home.

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I bought it when I visited Tanjavur
back in 1982.

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It's a mesmerizing place.

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Move this side.

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When did you reach Varanasi?

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Today morning.

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Any idea which side your hotel is?

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Or how far it is from here?

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No idea.

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There was a temple nearby that hotel.

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How did you get separated
from your tour package team?

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Never mind. Come.

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[melodious music playing]

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Please come. This is the place.

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Hello, Master!

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Hello, ji!

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- How are you?
- All good.

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You came with your wife today?

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- Oh-no! She's not my wife.
- Not your wife?

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It's okay. Please come.

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Please come.

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Please take a seat.

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Hey kiddo, go take their order.

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Don't get him wrong.
I've come here only with my daughter.

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That's why he asked that.

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What do you wanna eat?

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Is Masala Dosa okay for you?

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Masala Dosa, and two cups of tea.
Masala tea.

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If you have any idea about the places
you were planning to visit,

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we could go there and look for them.

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I understand Malayalam a bit.

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That makes it easier.

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Let me ask you then.

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Do you remember when your return train is?

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It's tomorrow morning's train.

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It's easy then. We can find them easily.

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Well, I mean if we can't find them
even after looking for them here.

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Here's your tea.

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What's your name?

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Leela.

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Leela? Special tea for you.

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Varanasi tea is the real deal.

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I drink minimum five cups every day.

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I don't drink tea.

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What's the big deal if five turns six?

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[melodious music playing]

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Who's there in your family now?

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It's been one and a half years
since he passed.

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Kids?

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I have a son.

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What does he do?

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There's a Tamil association office nearby.

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Let's go there and inform them.

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There's a chance that your group may
go there and enquire about you.

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Have your food.

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[soft music playing]

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There's a significant connection between
Tamil Nadu and Varanasi.

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Do you know that?

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I think it was in the 15th century...

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Parakrama Pandyan, the king of Madurai

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wanted to build
a majestic Shiva temple there--

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Can we leave from here soon?

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Shall we leave?

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We'll waste our time if we keep speaking.
Please eat your food.

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[ambient noise at ghat]

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I have informed them.

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They've received no enquiries yet.

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Let's see how it goes.

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If you're tired,
do you wanna go sit at their office?

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There's a chance that
your group comes there looking for you.

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Ganga Aarti ceremony happens here
in the evening.

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They will definitely come here to see that.

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We can go look for them there.

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It's a bit difficult.

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But it's better than looking for them
without any idea where they are.

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This is the person.

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Hello.

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Do you have any problem
if she waits here?

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As long as she wants!

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I'm not carrying her, right?
It's the earth that'll bear her weight.

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Take your honourable seat!

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I'll go look for them.

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Be seated. Please don't go anywhere.

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Please sit, madam.

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[soft humorous music playing]

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Tanjavur?

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Leela.

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Your father...

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gave you a nice name, isn't it?

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Well, why do you look so glum?

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Your face looks so dull.

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Be enthusiastic.

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You definitely have a backstory.

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You don't have to share it immediately.

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Shall I tell you my backstory
to close the distance?

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At my village, Paravakottai,

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I worked hard all alone,

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and became a big millionaire.

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As I worked hard to earn all my wealth,

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only I know the value of that money.

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So, I'd ask my wife about
how she spends the money I gave her,

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and if my son asks for money,
I'd ask them why he needs it.

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They apparently didn't like it.

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So one day,

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they planned to kill me
while I was asleep.

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That broke my heart,
and I decided to end my life,

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I came to Varanasi,
and jumped into the holy river Ganga.

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Suddenly,

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Lord Kashi Vishwanath held me close,
pulled me out from water, and told me,

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"A woman from your birthplace Tanjavur
will come seeking you,

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I will make you and her unite,

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live the rest of your life with her!"

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You're that woman from Tanjavur
who Lord Kashi Vishwanath mentioned--

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I didn't know about him.

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Did he trouble you a lot?

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Don't mind them.

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Do it like that.

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Do it like that.

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[melodious music playing]

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I heard they eat corpses.

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Is that true?

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I've heard that
they eat half-cremated bodies.

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That guy is a fraud.
It's evident from his looks.

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This place is not like
what I expected it to be.

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What?

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This Varanasi?

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Just look around,
the way you want to see Varanasi.

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Then you will see the true Varanasi.

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Only those who deserve this land
will understand that.

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[soft humming]

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<i>♪ Unleash the rain, O beloved ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Unleash the rain, O beloved ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Unleash the rain, O beloved ♪</i>

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Some people attach coins to the corpses
as a passage fee to the other world.

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Those boys are in search of that.

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Would God charge for that too?

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It's okay.
Ultimately the ones who deserve get it.

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I didn't understand.

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Uncle, please buy it.

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- I don't want it.
- Please buy it!

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Please!

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Please buy it, uncle!

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Do you want it?

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Please buy it!

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Please buy one!

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Shall I buy one then?

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Okay.

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[mellow music playing]

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Why are you doing me such favours?

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You didn't tell me anything about you.

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Well, you never asked me.

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'You', with respect.

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Sorry. 'You'.

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So tell me.

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I am Madhavan Master.

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A retired upper primary school teacher.

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I have a daughter. Janaki.

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She's doing Kathak masters
at Banaras university.

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I often come here to meet her.

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Dance?

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Yes. Why?

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How about your wife?

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She gave me Janaki and left.

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Manikandan.

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The son of his first wife.

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After two years of
Manikandan's mother's demise,

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his father married me.

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Do you stay with Manikandan?

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No.

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He lives in Delhi with his family.

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He works as an engineer there.

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I have a grandson.

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His name is Rohit.

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He studies in first standard.

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[soft music playing]

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It's been quite long since I met him.

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Everybody's quite busy, you know?

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What to say?

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If you look at it that way,

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this too gives me peace of mind
in a way.

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But we can't always

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be in peace, right?

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You came here for sightseeing, right?

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I can help you if you want.

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You're here anyway.

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We have to look for them,

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and we have time till Ganga Aarti.

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You can even pay me a guide's fee.

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[soft music playing]

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If it's okay with you,
I shall show you something.

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You can decide after that.

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If you don't like it,
you can go sit at the office.

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[pigeons fluttering]

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[soothing melody begins]

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<i>♪ Is there a soul that never soars high? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ There are answers to
every hardship in life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My sky and my earth become one ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I rise above, wings unfolding ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Is this reality, or an illusion? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Though this life may be a fleeting lie ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Your care and affection feel true
And they have shown me who I am ♪</i>

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[anklets jingling]

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[footsteps]

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[indistinct chatter and giggling]

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Didn't we see them there too?

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Yes.

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Looks like their whole life
is inside the phone.

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Don't just blame the phone entirely.

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It does have its uses.

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Do you know every place in Varanasi?

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Yes.

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Almost.

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Can I ask you something?

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Subbu had told me...

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we get Lassi, Malaiyo, and hot Kachoris here.

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What brought you here, actually?

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[gentle music playing]

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[pigeons fluttering]

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Am I...

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...talking too much?

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[pigeons flapping]

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[grains scattering]

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Have you travelled like this before?

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I've gone to Delhi
a couple of times with him,

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for his treatment.

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Where all have you travelled?

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To a few places here and there.

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Of all the places you've been,

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which did you like the most?

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Last July, I went to Spiti.

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I loved it.

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Where is that?

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It's a village in Himachal.

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The whole journey there
is so beautiful, you know?

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Himachal...

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It must be full of ‘pani' there, right?

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'Pani'?

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'Pani' means…

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Snow.

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Ah, snow?

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Not during that time.

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I'm planning to go this March.

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My son-in-law is coming from the UK.

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We're all planning together.

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[gentle music continues]

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Will you come along?

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[motorcycle passing]

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I don't even know where the others went!

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No idea.

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[soft laughter]

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[pigeons flapping]

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Didn't you say you wanted to have Lassi?

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Let's go.

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Okay.

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[traffic noise]

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[pleasant music playing]

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Here you go.

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[bicycle bell rings]

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At this age, I worry such things
might cause health issues.

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Was that meant for me,

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or for you?

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Don't worry. I have this regularly.

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But it isn't blue in colour!

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[background traffic noise]

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I'm trusting you and drinking this.

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[playful rhythmic music playing]

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- How is it?
- Not bad!

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Still, nothing like Tanjavur Ashoka halwa.

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That's truly special.

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My grandmother used to make it so well.

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Every time I eat it, I'm reminded of her.

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She lived happily till ninety.

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And one day, smiling,
she just went to sleep.

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This doesn't come anywhere close
to Ashoka halwa.

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That's all I meant to say.

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You haven't tried Kozhikode halwa,
have you?

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No.

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Try it once… it'll sail across your mouth!

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[vomiting]

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[Leela chuckles]

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[Madhavan panting]

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[vomiting continues]

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[music continues]

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Now do you see who's really old?

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[children chattering and playing]

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Sister, please buy this lamp.

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It's only ten rupees.

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- Ten rupees.
- No, no.

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Only ten rupees, please buy it.

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Take two for ten.

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Come here for a second.

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Hold this, hold this.

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- Please buy it, sister?
- No, dear.

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Please, buy it.

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What is it?

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Please, buy it.

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Ask him.

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- Brother, buy a lamp?
- No, no, not now.

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After arati, the evening rituals, maybe.

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- Two for ten!
- Not now, go on.

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Please, just ten rupees.

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Can you give me a hundred rupees?

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Two for ten, please buy them.

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Buy them.

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Here you go.

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No, I don't want money.

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If you want to buy the lamp, buy it.
Otherwise, leave it.

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Huh?

32:47.161 --> 32:49.125
Didn't she just say something really smart?

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Yes.

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She must want to study too, right?

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How far did you study?

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I didn't even pass tenth grade.

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Aha!

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Most kids working here dropped out

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only because they couldn't afford school.

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Poor things.

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If only she had someone to support her…

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Are you thinking of taking her with you?

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If she's okay, I'm okay.

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[Madhavan laughs softly]

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Keep track of everything,
I'll pay you back later.

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[kite flapping]

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When does the evening ritual start?

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At 6 in the evening.

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[indistinct chatter]

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My daughter had called.

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Let me call her back.

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[footsteps]

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[gentle classical music playing]

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<i>♪ You fill every breath of mine ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Like a gentle fragrance ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Like the warmth of love ♪</i>

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<i>♪ O Krishna, eternal guardian of hearts ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My soul calls out to you, come ♪</i>

34:56.941 --> 35:02.150
<i>♪ This is your Radha ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Meera ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Gopika ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Radhika ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You dwell in my breath ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You are my body and my soul ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I am the river that flows beside you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And you are the rhythm
that moves through me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My restless mind ♪</i>

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<i>♪ My yearning eyes ♪</i>

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<i>♪ They wander through the night
in search of you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I am your Radha ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You are my Ghanshyam ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Our names are one ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Our names are one ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Come closer,
listen to the yearnings of my soul ♪</i>

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<i>♪ O Krishna, eternal guardian of hearts ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Radha ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Meera ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Gopika ♪</i>

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<i>♪ This is your Radhika ♪</i>

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[child mimics car engine]
[damaru beats]

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Didn't you say someone came asking?

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There was one more lady with us, right?

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Why didn't you go along with her?

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Ear cleaning...

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- Sir, you wanna clean your ears?
- What?

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- Get your ears cleaned once.
- Go away, man!

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- Always bugging people!
- Why do these folks come to Varanasi?!

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If you'd kept an eye on that lady,
this wouldn't have happened.

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Yeah yeah, that's our job, right?

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Before you leave, at least try
to find out where she went.

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This is all they do,
sitting around gossiping!

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Name... Leela.

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Age?

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Fifty... fifty-two.

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Place?

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Tanjavur, Tamil Nadu.

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Tanjavur...

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Tamil Nadu.

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That's it, details done.

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[faint announcements in distance]

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[microphone tapping]

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Hello? Hello?

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Hope they heard that.

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[over PA]
Mic check, one two three.

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<i>Attention please, missing person alert.</i>

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Don't panic. If nothing works out,
we'll check at the station tomorrow.

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A woman named Leela...

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52 years old...

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<i>From Tanjavur, Tamil Nadu,
seems to have lost her way here.</i>

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<i>If anyone has any information,
please inform the help desk.</i>

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Do you think they're really looking for me?

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Did you have other plans for today?

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Oh!

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Can you do me a favour?

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I need to buy a sari for Janaki.

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It's her birthday tomorrow.

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But I don't know how to pick one.

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[chuckles]

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You're asking me that?

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I'm from Tanjavur, after all!

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Subbu always says...

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My fashion sense is top class.

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[both chuckle]

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Who's this Subbu?

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I must meet her!

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You won't get to, whenever you want.

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She comes down from Hyderabad
only once in six months.

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She's my neighbour's daughter-in-law.

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But to me,

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she's more like a little sister.

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Even this Varanasi trip

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she's the one who arranged it for me.

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Okay, okay.

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The shop is a bit far from here.

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But we don't have to walk.

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In that case, I have a small wish...

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[calm music playing]

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[cycle rickshaw bell rings]

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[uplifting music playing]

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<i>♪ O desire, are you too the river ♪</i>

40:31.467 --> 40:37.733
<i>♪ That caresses the shore ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Without spilling over? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You seem like a lonely path,
aching with endless distances ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who is the tender cloud
drizzling upon your sorrow ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Like a dream? ♪</i>

41:39.177 --> 41:57.491
<i>♪ Who are you, like the divine form of
Goddess Gowri adorned with new leaves? ♪</i>

41:57.492 --> 42:01.659
<i>♪ Who, so near to me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Like the starlit sky over Mount Kailash? ♪</i>

42:56.735 --> 42:58.984
<i>♪ I do not know... ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Tell me, without drifting away
like a river ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Are you the goddess-heart
that bleeds for the whole world? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Are you Lalitha (the gentle Goddess)
or Jwalitha (the blazing one)? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ O, maiden of pure spring waters... ♪</i>

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You'll wear out your sandals
walking that fast.

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The saree you picked for Janaki was nice.

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Look, a call from the Tamil Association.

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Sorry, I was just…

43:29.856 --> 43:30.908
They're just jasmine flowers, right?

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Not rose or anything.

43:33.337 --> 43:34.743
That… sorry, I…

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I didn't like it.

43:36.483 --> 43:38.006
It felt a bit odd.

43:38.629 --> 43:40.721
Jasmine suits the saree so well.

43:41.094 --> 43:42.848
That's why I…
[Phone rings]

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One minute, my daughter's calling.

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Hello?

43:57.574 --> 43:58.815
Hello.

43:58.816 --> 44:00.907
I was at a dance shoot, missed your call.

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Where's Dad?

44:02.141 --> 44:03.470
I'm at the ghat.

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Aren't you coming here?

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No.

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Then I'll come there.

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Dad, you didn't eat, right?

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Let's eat together.

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I'll be there in 30 minutes.

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I... I'm here with a friend.

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<i>Which friend?</i>

44:18.976 --> 44:20.216
From our hometown.

44:20.421 --> 44:21.555
Which friend back home?

44:21.780 --> 44:23.381
You wouldn't know even if I told you.

44:24.187 --> 44:25.507
A friend of yours I don't know?

44:26.181 --> 44:28.314
That... um...

44:29.759 --> 44:30.766
Um… fine.

44:31.133 --> 44:32.617
What am I supposed to do now?

44:33.420 --> 44:34.764
We're going to eat.

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Then I'll come there.

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We can eat together.

44:39.427 --> 44:41.153
No need. He'll leave in the evening.

44:41.154 --> 44:42.676
After that I'll come to the hostel.

44:42.961 --> 44:44.571
Um… okay.

44:45.734 --> 44:47.384
Don't forget your medicine after food.

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I'll call you then.

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And did you arrange tomorrow's thing?

44:52.380 --> 44:54.760
Oh, I forgot it.

44:55.413 --> 44:57.662
Huh?! Really?

44:57.663 --> 44:59.158
<i>I'll go soon after this.</i>

44:59.705 --> 45:01.152
Uhm… fine.

45:01.421 --> 45:02.427
- I'm hanging up.
- Okay.

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We need to go somewhere. Shall we?

45:16.081 --> 45:18.380
It's to arrange something for tomorrow.

45:18.526 --> 45:20.060
It was urgent.

45:20.340 --> 45:21.793
I completely forgot.

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Only remembered when my daughter asked.

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Say sorry to me.

45:27.367 --> 45:28.374
Oh?

45:29.447 --> 45:30.454
Say “sorry.”

45:30.721 --> 45:31.727
Sorry!

45:33.921 --> 45:34.927
Shall we go?

45:35.274 --> 45:36.281
Let's go.

45:37.295 --> 45:39.749
[Islamic call to prayer]

45:40.664 --> 45:42.141
O, Lord Murugan...!

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If you want, we can rest for a while.

45:46.584 --> 45:48.366
Yes. I was about to ask you the same.

45:48.367 --> 45:49.881
Alright. Let's go sit there.

46:05.013 --> 46:06.638
Is your health okay?

46:06.810 --> 46:07.919
Yes.

46:08.287 --> 46:09.740
I've got a slight blood pressure issue.

46:10.512 --> 46:11.525
Why?

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Nothing. I just asked.

46:15.317 --> 46:16.136
[glass shattering, baby crying]

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You've turned my home to hell!

46:18.420 --> 46:20.530
You've ruined my peace of mind!
Always ranting!

46:20.531 --> 46:22.990
What am I ranting?
I'm the one who's in stress, right?

46:23.107 --> 46:24.607
You neither cook, nor do anything else!

46:24.873 --> 46:26.435
- Loser!
- What? Huh?

46:26.795 --> 46:29.098
Go to your loser friends now!

46:29.099 --> 46:30.534
They'll serve you food!

46:30.535 --> 46:31.662
[door shutting]

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[motorcycle engine revving]

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[baby crying]

46:36.443 --> 46:39.756
Have you and your wife ever had
such serious fights?

46:40.857 --> 46:42.404
Well, no.

46:43.803 --> 46:46.326
We were together for only a year and a half.

46:46.805 --> 46:48.270
[soft humming]

46:48.271 --> 46:49.670
To be frank,

46:50.537 --> 46:51.967
some six or seven months.

46:53.404 --> 46:54.826
But that time,

46:55.349 --> 46:56.795
it was full of fun.

46:59.482 --> 47:00.631
Then she got pregnant,

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her parents took her home,

47:01.742 --> 47:03.557
she delivered our child,
and all hell broke loose.

47:04.101 --> 47:05.814
[humming continues]

47:15.248 --> 47:17.724
Me and my husband used to fight
quite often.

47:19.482 --> 47:21.021
Even for trivial matters,

47:21.256 --> 47:22.943
we used to fight.

47:26.201 --> 47:27.381
Even then,

47:27.382 --> 47:29.138
I love him a lot.

47:29.431 --> 47:31.478
[soft music playing]

47:32.428 --> 47:36.615
On the other hand, he never had
any love or affection towards me.

47:43.928 --> 47:45.646
Rather than a wife,

47:46.248 --> 47:49.342
he needed a maid
who could take care of his son.

47:51.763 --> 47:53.935
I was the only one who couldn't realize it.

47:58.287 --> 48:00.326
Even when he was at the hospital,

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he used to tell me that
taking care of him is my duty.

48:11.732 --> 48:14.482
What's the point in discussing
all these, right?

48:16.263 --> 48:18.428
Your Malayalam is quite good.

48:19.521 --> 48:23.162
Keep that 'dam' issue aside,
and we're all one.

48:27.787 --> 48:30.145
You said you wanted to go somewhere
urgently, right?

48:30.146 --> 48:31.256
- Yes.
- Shall we go?

48:31.257 --> 48:32.271
Sure.

48:33.188 --> 48:34.995
[soft music playing]

48:35.572 --> 48:37.182
Hello, Master ji. How are you?

48:37.183 --> 48:38.557
Hello. All good.

48:39.275 --> 48:41.260
- I have a guest with me today.
- Who is she?

48:41.361 --> 48:42.572
Is she from your village?

48:42.713 --> 48:43.963
Hello. Hello.

48:45.088 --> 48:46.861
Isn't everything on track for tomorrow?

48:47.408 --> 48:50.377
Khalid, aren't the preparations for
tomorrow's veg meals done?

48:50.643 --> 48:51.893
Yes.

48:53.510 --> 48:56.127
It's already 1 o' clock.
Shall we eat biryani from here?

48:56.588 --> 48:58.283
Mutton biryani is so yummy here.

48:58.419 --> 48:59.732
Do you eat mutton?

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[soft music playing]

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Come on, Papa. Let's play.

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Not now, dear. I've got lot of work to do.

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- Please come.
- No dear, I'm working now.

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Later, okay?
Go play with your brother now.

49:16.463 --> 49:18.095
He's not ready to play with me.

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Here's tomatoes.

49:19.305 --> 49:20.730
I'm too tired.

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One second.

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Hello?

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Did you not leave, Dad?
What happened?

49:30.352 --> 49:34.133
A lady here got lost from her tour group.

49:34.397 --> 49:37.001
I felt bad for her and decided to help her.

49:37.196 --> 49:38.368
I'm with her now.

49:38.461 --> 49:41.211
I'll come there after helping her
to reach her tour group.

49:42.258 --> 49:43.939
My dear Madhavan Master.

49:43.940 --> 49:45.478
Why do you need to give me an explanation?

49:45.479 --> 49:46.766
Don't I know you?

49:47.305 --> 49:49.477
<i>Even if you say that you guys are in love,
I'm okay with that.</i>

49:49.649 --> 49:51.321
Stop it, you!

49:52.235 --> 49:55.633
I swear. If I find her to be okay,
I shall get you guys married.

49:57.219 --> 49:59.360
I'm hanging up, okay?
I called you to tell you this.

49:59.361 --> 50:00.353
Don't hang up!

50:00.354 --> 50:01.438
What's it?

50:01.948 --> 50:05.878
You're not the one who would worry about
what I'd think, and cook up a lie.

50:06.735 --> 50:08.407
What's going on? Anything fishy?

50:09.790 --> 50:11.305
Stop it, girl!

50:11.514 --> 50:13.460
[soft music playing]

50:25.855 --> 50:27.066
Wow!

50:27.222 --> 50:28.495
Have it.

50:29.995 --> 50:32.503
Only if you have someone close to you,

50:32.591 --> 50:33.950
the phone will be of some use.

50:34.307 --> 50:37.082
There are plenty of folks here
who live like they have nobody,

50:37.083 --> 50:38.635
even though they have everybody.

50:40.125 --> 50:41.883
We need to go to one more place now.

50:42.091 --> 50:43.271
Shall we?

50:47.307 --> 50:49.727
[mellow music playing]

51:09.998 --> 51:10.952
Hello.

51:10.953 --> 51:13.967
Milord! How are you, Madhav ji?

51:13.968 --> 51:15.451
First class. And you?

51:15.452 --> 51:17.279
I'm also doing fine.

51:19.454 --> 51:23.103
She doesn't look old enough
to get an admission here.

51:23.104 --> 51:24.479
She's not here for an admission.

51:24.647 --> 51:26.354
She's my friend. Leela.

51:26.355 --> 51:27.381
I see.

51:27.382 --> 51:28.976
She's here for some sightseeing.

51:28.977 --> 51:30.594
I see. Please come.

51:31.701 --> 51:33.006
Please come.

51:33.772 --> 51:36.553
For tomorrow,
aren't the arrangements done for

51:36.803 --> 51:38.515
fifty meals?

51:38.516 --> 51:39.568
Yes.

51:40.502 --> 51:44.434
Did you get any missing enquiries?

51:44.809 --> 51:47.509
Missing enquiry? What happened?

51:47.835 --> 51:50.409
She had come here with a tour group
from Tanjavur.

51:51.323 --> 51:52.910
She lost her way.

51:53.564 --> 51:56.084
Please call me if any enquiry comes.

51:56.297 --> 51:57.664
Sure.

51:58.207 --> 52:00.400
[melancholic music playing]

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Okay. I shall take your leave then.

52:09.861 --> 52:11.469
Something urgent came up.

52:11.470 --> 52:13.609
- See you tomorrow then. Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

52:17.918 --> 52:19.293
What's going on here?

52:19.973 --> 52:21.293
I feel strange.

52:21.606 --> 52:22.785
Well...

52:23.012 --> 52:27.152
Some people believe that
dying here can help them achieve salvation.

52:28.762 --> 52:31.254
Most of these people come here alone
and live here.

52:31.691 --> 52:33.606
Or they can have a helper too.

52:35.074 --> 52:38.700
If they don't die within 15 days of check-in,
they'll have to check out from here.

52:38.701 --> 52:40.277
That's the rule here.

52:41.637 --> 52:45.848
And there are some people who donate
all their wealth and stay here till death.

52:46.598 --> 52:50.262
Also, there are some people here
who have done their final rites themselves.

52:51.457 --> 52:52.676
How's that possible?

52:53.029 --> 52:55.201
How can they know the time of their death?

52:55.965 --> 52:58.121
Only God knows that, right?

52:59.582 --> 53:01.285
Do you know that God?

53:03.981 --> 53:05.924
We have so many Gods, don't we?

53:05.925 --> 53:07.910
You can ask me about whoever you want.

53:11.907 --> 53:13.861
I have only one question.

53:15.649 --> 53:18.711
If I see God some day,

53:20.117 --> 53:23.321
I want to ask him
why he gave me a life like this.

53:24.426 --> 53:27.145
Did I really live a good life?

53:29.108 --> 53:30.405
I don't know.

53:34.091 --> 53:37.693
I've never opened up like this
with anybody before.

53:40.218 --> 53:42.929
We've got time till 'Ganga Aarti' ceremony.
Keep talking.

53:46.755 --> 53:48.755
I feel very happy, you know?

53:49.878 --> 53:52.565
What makes you really happy?

53:54.179 --> 53:57.132
Seeing Janaki dance,

53:57.133 --> 53:58.608
makes me really happy.

53:59.718 --> 54:02.327
I too feel like meeting Janaki.

54:03.057 --> 54:05.362
She's an excellent dancer, isn't she?

54:08.152 --> 54:10.980
I too wanted to be a dance teacher once.

54:15.846 --> 54:18.135
I've learnt dance during my childhood.

54:19.158 --> 54:23.048
Before my marriage, I've danced several times
during temple festivals.

54:24.673 --> 54:26.658
But, after marriage...

54:27.220 --> 54:29.025
I danced only once.

54:29.947 --> 54:31.587
And he didn't like it.

54:33.603 --> 54:35.080
So I stopped it right then.

54:38.095 --> 54:41.236
Had you told me this earlier,
we could've gone to her institute.

54:42.001 --> 54:43.384
That's okay.

54:44.816 --> 54:46.411
The moment I saw you, I felt that

54:46.412 --> 54:48.215
there's a dancer hiding within you.

54:49.054 --> 54:50.398
Please don't say such things.

54:50.399 --> 54:51.843
I feel awkward.

54:53.135 --> 54:54.685
When will Ganga Aarti ceremony begin?

54:54.686 --> 54:56.586
It will take another 3-4 hours.

54:57.216 --> 54:59.076
What can we do till then?

55:00.317 --> 55:02.677
Subbu had told me that
the boating experience is good here.

55:04.691 --> 55:06.712
It's better to do the boating in the morning.

55:09.121 --> 55:11.588
Then... What can we do now?

55:14.606 --> 55:17.118
There's gonna be a 'Sitar' performance
at Kala Kendra today.

55:17.119 --> 55:18.165
It's quite nearby.

55:18.166 --> 55:19.173
Shall we go there?

55:19.719 --> 55:21.046
Is it? Let's go there then.

55:21.178 --> 55:23.198
[mellow music playing]

55:30.650 --> 55:32.203
[ambient noise at ghat]

55:32.204 --> 55:35.064
This place is peculiar in several ways.
Do you know that?

55:36.246 --> 55:38.043
Here, lizards don't chirp,

55:38.516 --> 55:39.899
dogs don't bark,

55:40.977 --> 55:42.547
crows don't caw,

55:43.002 --> 55:44.721
eagles don't circle the sky,

55:44.828 --> 55:46.469
all those are--

55:46.470 --> 55:47.779
Ouch!

55:59.374 --> 56:01.594
[soft, sad music playing]

56:31.512 --> 56:33.988
Everybody calls me ill-fated.

56:35.199 --> 56:38.324
Please leave me
before something bad happens to you.

56:47.194 --> 56:48.335
Please come.

56:49.290 --> 56:50.970
[temple bells ringing]

57:24.924 --> 57:27.862
She wasn't watching out.

57:29.493 --> 57:30.649
It's okay.

57:37.031 --> 57:38.195
It's alright.

57:47.995 --> 57:49.261
Shall I talk to him?

57:52.168 --> 57:53.332
Go ahead.

58:09.392 --> 58:10.853
Please forgive me.

58:23.478 --> 58:26.665
Isn't it so tough to travel wearing a saree?

58:28.984 --> 58:30.078
Isn't it?

58:31.492 --> 58:33.828
She hated wearing it.

58:39.312 --> 58:41.131
It was for our marriage that
she wore a saree.

58:44.968 --> 58:46.860
But it was only for a short while.

58:46.861 --> 58:48.423
After that, for our marriage reception,

58:48.812 --> 58:51.290
she wore a white and white...
I don't know that attire's name.

58:51.929 --> 58:53.320
She wore something like that.

58:53.632 --> 58:54.789
She looked so pretty in it.

58:58.242 --> 58:59.953
We used to travel a lot.

59:00.625 --> 59:01.750
After...

59:03.171 --> 59:05.390
After our baby's arrival,
she changed completely.

59:09.148 --> 59:11.187
She'd call me back to back.

59:11.656 --> 59:13.453
She'd get angry if I ask her about our baby.

59:13.943 --> 59:15.483
[soft music playing]

59:17.109 --> 59:18.546
As if she doesn't like the baby.

59:19.031 --> 59:21.346
She wouldn't let me know
even if our baby is unwell.

59:23.119 --> 59:26.588
I was too stressed out due to all this
as well as my work pressure...

59:26.674 --> 59:27.979
so one day I lost it.

59:28.091 --> 59:29.260
I...

59:29.651 --> 59:30.908
snapped at her.

59:33.096 --> 59:34.877
But... I didn't expect her to do this.

59:40.843 --> 59:42.671
I didn't know that she was unwell.

59:45.093 --> 59:46.882
I can't do anything now. I'm helpless.

59:50.515 --> 59:52.171
I just can't bear this!

01:00:13.195 --> 01:00:14.203
Sorry...

01:00:27.637 --> 01:00:29.715
[religious chanting]

01:00:48.181 --> 01:00:49.908
Please go and dispose the ashes.

01:00:55.096 --> 01:00:56.752
Come. This way.

01:00:59.744 --> 01:01:00.861
Walk down.

01:01:01.298 --> 01:01:03.671
[sad music playing]

01:02:27.582 --> 01:02:29.749
[phone ringing]

01:02:41.333 --> 01:02:42.371
Hello?

01:02:42.372 --> 01:02:45.021
<i>Leela's tour group was here
asking for her.</i>

01:02:45.022 --> 01:02:46.444
<i>They're at Gwarighat now.</i>

01:02:46.445 --> 01:02:47.811
<i>- Please drop her there.</i>
- Okay.

01:02:51.047 --> 01:02:52.915
Didn't I tell you not to worry?

01:02:52.916 --> 01:02:54.485
They reached there, looking for you.

01:02:55.277 --> 01:02:58.027
They're at Gwarighat.
Let's go there via this lane.

01:02:58.317 --> 01:03:00.657
[soft music playing]

01:03:02.593 --> 01:03:03.773
Please come.

01:03:04.376 --> 01:03:07.216
[ambient street noise]

01:04:01.567 --> 01:04:03.278
It's only a bit further this way.

01:04:08.423 --> 01:04:10.127
They're all waiting there.

01:04:17.283 --> 01:04:18.884
What happened?
Don't you feel like going to them?

01:04:20.394 --> 01:04:21.777
You may leave.

01:04:22.323 --> 01:04:24.143
I'll go alone from here.

01:04:24.660 --> 01:04:25.822
No, let's not do that.

01:04:25.823 --> 01:04:27.095
It's only a few steps away.

01:04:27.096 --> 01:04:28.663
I'll leave only after dropping you off.

01:04:30.599 --> 01:04:32.333
If you come with me...

01:04:34.729 --> 01:04:36.596
they'll misunderstand me.

01:04:37.886 --> 01:04:39.112
You're right.

01:04:39.387 --> 01:04:40.949
But, will you be able to go alone?

01:04:45.376 --> 01:04:48.962
You've helped me a lot.

01:04:50.277 --> 01:04:53.183
Please keep tabs of
whatever money you spent.

01:04:55.125 --> 01:04:56.656
Once I reach home,

01:04:57.495 --> 01:04:58.972
I shall pay you back.

01:05:02.784 --> 01:05:04.917
Thanks for all the help.

01:05:07.361 --> 01:05:09.334
[mellow music playing]

01:05:22.327 --> 01:05:24.327
[ominous music playing]

01:06:01.160 --> 01:06:04.455
Murugan, my Lord, my aunty got married
and moved to a new house.

01:06:04.547 --> 01:06:06.092
Please take good care of her.

01:06:06.354 --> 01:06:07.820
And…

01:06:07.821 --> 01:06:10.221
The fish my aunty bought for me died.

01:06:10.594 --> 01:06:13.127
I fed it all the rice, still it died.

01:06:13.507 --> 01:06:15.674
I want another fish just like it.

01:06:15.841 --> 01:06:18.614
One with a spot on its head,
just like that one!

01:06:18.807 --> 01:06:19.839
Please, please…

01:06:19.840 --> 01:06:22.214
- I really love my aunty and that fish.
- <i>Leelavathi…</i>

01:06:22.215 --> 01:06:24.004
- <i>Leela…!</i>
- She’s coming, Appa!

01:06:25.534 --> 01:06:26.541
Tell me, Appa.

01:06:27.945 --> 01:06:30.588
Haven’t seen you for a while.
Where were you, Leela, my babygirl?

01:06:30.589 --> 01:06:32.477
I was talking to Murugan, Appa.

01:06:32.478 --> 01:06:33.640
Oh, is it?

01:06:33.641 --> 01:06:34.747
So, what did Murugan say?

01:06:34.894 --> 01:06:36.506
Murugan didn’t say anything, Appa.

01:06:36.507 --> 01:06:38.013
I told him I want another fish.

01:06:38.014 --> 01:06:39.216
Is that so, dear?

01:06:39.217 --> 01:06:42.760
Alright. I’ll go today and
catch another one just like it, okay?

01:06:42.761 --> 01:06:43.767
Really?

01:06:43.887 --> 01:06:45.360
When are you going, Appa?

01:06:45.361 --> 01:06:47.026
I’ll finish some work in ten minutes…

01:06:47.027 --> 01:06:48.446
After that, I’ll go catch it for you.

01:06:48.447 --> 01:06:50.814
I won’t go home without a fish today.

01:06:50.987 --> 01:06:51.994
Okay, my dear.

01:06:55.407 --> 01:06:59.334
Appa, who’s that man with the tummy?

01:07:00.493 --> 01:07:02.637
Who? That one? Oh, that’s our--
[Temple bell rings]

01:07:02.802 --> 01:07:04.027
Wow! Prasadam!

01:07:04.213 --> 01:07:05.986
[anklets jingling]

01:07:08.049 --> 01:07:09.393
[laughs]

01:07:11.322 --> 01:07:12.939
[soothing music playing]

01:07:17.994 --> 01:07:19.463
[anklets jingling]

01:07:21.187 --> 01:07:24.313
Appa, when will
all the temple work be finished?

01:07:24.314 --> 01:07:25.320
Why, dear?

01:07:25.481 --> 01:07:26.487
Tell me, Appa.

01:07:27.200 --> 01:07:29.529
It’ll be done in a couple of weeks.

01:07:30.307 --> 01:07:32.501
When will we go to the big temple, Appa?

01:07:33.243 --> 01:07:35.436
It’s close by, isn’t it? We can go anytime.

01:07:36.069 --> 01:07:38.847
Then shall we go, just the two of us?

01:07:39.607 --> 01:07:40.614
Just you and me?

01:07:41.027 --> 01:07:42.673
Won’t Amma and elder brother come?

01:07:42.674 --> 01:07:43.681
No, Appa.

01:07:43.807 --> 01:07:47.181
Amma keeps finding fault
with everything I do.

01:07:47.552 --> 01:07:49.728
Let brother stay with Amma.

01:07:49.729 --> 01:07:52.290
If he comes, he’ll just hit me anyway.

01:07:52.291 --> 01:07:54.846
But isn’t your grandma’s house right there?

01:07:54.847 --> 01:07:56.310
How can your mom not come there?

01:07:57.701 --> 01:08:00.453
Then let’s go to a temple
far, far away, Appa.

01:08:01.586 --> 01:08:03.717
If it’s far away,
we’ll have to go to Kashi.

01:08:03.718 --> 01:08:04.879
Where’s that, Appa?

01:08:04.880 --> 01:08:06.800
It’s very far away, dear.

01:08:06.987 --> 01:08:09.133
It’ll take two or three days to get there.

01:08:09.134 --> 01:08:10.945
We’ll need to take a train.

01:08:11.414 --> 01:08:13.341
Then let’s go there, Appa!

01:08:13.342 --> 01:08:15.865
I really love travelling by train.

01:08:16.056 --> 01:08:17.351
It’ll be so much fun, right?

01:08:17.617 --> 01:08:19.440
But it’ll be very crowded there.

01:08:19.441 --> 01:08:22.154
If I lose sight of my baby Leela
in that crowd, what will I do?

01:08:22.621 --> 01:08:24.667
I’ll never leave you, Appa.

01:08:24.874 --> 01:08:26.240
I’m big Leela now.

01:08:26.333 --> 01:08:27.564
I can take care of myself.

01:08:28.780 --> 01:08:30.653
Alright, you’re big Leela now.

01:08:30.654 --> 01:08:32.381
Then I’ll come with you to Kashi.

01:08:32.534 --> 01:08:33.821
I’ll take you there, Appa.

01:08:33.981 --> 01:08:34.987
Okay, dear.

01:08:35.220 --> 01:08:36.466
Do you still want more?

01:08:36.780 --> 01:08:38.080
Had enough?

01:08:38.513 --> 01:08:39.746
Do you want some, Appa?

01:08:39.747 --> 01:08:40.753
Eat carefully, dear.

01:08:43.574 --> 01:08:44.727
Hey. Hi.

01:08:45.966 --> 01:08:47.266
Hello, madam.

01:08:47.947 --> 01:08:49.502
[temple bell ringing in distance]

01:08:51.047 --> 01:08:52.054
[in Hindi]
Need any help?

01:08:58.041 --> 01:08:59.047
[in Tamil]
Are you Tamil?

01:08:59.821 --> 01:09:00.827
[in Telugu]
Don’t look Telugu…

01:09:02.687 --> 01:09:03.694
[in Malayalam]
Malayali?

01:09:08.961 --> 01:09:10.127
[in Tamil]
From my hometown?

01:09:23.643 --> 01:09:25.174
[whistling]

01:09:26.133 --> 01:09:29.039
Even as countless thoughts troubled
her mind…

01:09:30.946 --> 01:09:33.479
the world outside kept moving on.

01:09:34.744 --> 01:09:35.939
[playful music playing]

01:09:38.931 --> 01:09:39.937
Tamil, right?

01:09:48.067 --> 01:09:49.074
Hello?

01:09:49.794 --> 01:09:50.801
Yes.

01:09:51.867 --> 01:09:52.874
Green saree?

01:09:53.687 --> 01:09:54.910
Yes, she's here.

01:09:57.361 --> 01:09:58.367
Nose ring?

01:09:59.201 --> 01:10:00.221
That too.

01:10:04.074 --> 01:10:05.339
But won’t say a word…

01:10:07.407 --> 01:10:08.414
What?

01:10:10.539 --> 01:10:12.182
Could she be mute?

01:10:14.881 --> 01:10:15.887
Hello.

01:10:16.821 --> 01:10:17.827
Hello.

01:10:21.883 --> 01:10:23.320
[footsteps]

01:10:28.285 --> 01:10:29.478
[pensive music playing]

01:10:29.479 --> 01:10:32.234
Usually, no one who ends up here ever leaves.

01:10:33.107 --> 01:10:35.116
They all die and vanish here.

01:10:36.807 --> 01:10:38.656
If you don’t want that,

01:10:39.300 --> 01:10:41.428
tell me what your problem is.

01:10:46.636 --> 01:10:48.126
[sobbing]

01:10:48.127 --> 01:10:50.174
Oh no! Hey, cool! Cool! Cool!

01:10:50.301 --> 01:10:51.307
I was just kidding!

01:10:52.321 --> 01:10:53.728
Don’t cry!
[Playful music]

01:10:54.206 --> 01:10:55.356
Ugh!

01:10:55.357 --> 01:10:56.363
I’m dead!

01:10:56.921 --> 01:10:58.782
Please, I can really help you.

01:10:59.651 --> 01:11:01.514
Just please, don’t cry.
Just don't cry!

01:11:02.581 --> 01:11:03.587
Ugh!

01:11:07.501 --> 01:11:10.138
JANAKI [On phone]: <i>Not everyone
can understand everyone else, Dad.</i>

01:11:11.034 --> 01:11:12.823
Maybe she couldn’t understand you.

01:11:14.981 --> 01:11:15.987
<i>But…</i>

01:11:16.354 --> 01:11:17.361
<i>Aunty…</i>

01:11:18.394 --> 01:11:21.107
Didn’t you ask
why she behaved like that, Dad?

01:11:24.012 --> 01:11:25.200
Whatever it is, come here.

01:11:25.201 --> 01:11:26.663
Don’t sit there brooding.

01:11:26.664 --> 01:11:27.504
Okay.

01:11:27.505 --> 01:11:29.687
<i>Then come now. Don’t delay it.</i>
[Phone beeps]

01:11:29.982 --> 01:11:31.033
One sec, dear.

01:11:31.034 --> 01:11:32.041
<i>Okay.</i>

01:11:33.590 --> 01:11:36.406
RANJITH [On phone]: <i>Hello, this is Ranjith,
Tamil team’s coordinator.</i>

01:11:36.407 --> 01:11:37.700
<i>Where are you?</i>

01:11:37.938 --> 01:11:39.590
<i>We’ve been waiting for you here.</i>

01:11:40.507 --> 01:11:41.937
<i>Hello sir, can you hear me?</i>

01:11:42.300 --> 01:11:44.027
- <i>Sir, I’m telling you...
- Where are you?</i>

01:11:44.447 --> 01:11:47.435
<i>I’m here at Gauri Ghat.
Can you come quickly?</i>

01:11:48.724 --> 01:11:50.263
[mysterious music playing]

01:11:59.016 --> 01:12:00.477
Look at her audacity!

01:12:01.282 --> 01:12:03.249
The moment I saw her, I knew...

01:12:03.250 --> 01:12:05.484
I don't know where she went missing from.

01:12:05.827 --> 01:12:08.268
She probably cheated that man too.

01:12:08.269 --> 01:12:09.793
RANJITH: I very well know
how to manage a tour package.

01:12:09.794 --> 01:12:11.865
They left us running around
while they went off having fun.

01:12:11.866 --> 01:12:13.864
RANJITH: <i>Her phone is switched off.
I tried calling her.</i>

01:12:14.100 --> 01:12:17.252
We came to Kashi looking for peace.

01:12:17.669 --> 01:12:19.756
Now we've lost what little peace we had.

01:12:19.991 --> 01:12:22.277
How would I... alone…? Hello?

01:12:22.497 --> 01:12:24.122
Hello? I can hear you, go on.

01:12:24.476 --> 01:12:25.483
Hello?

01:12:26.579 --> 01:12:27.912
This isn’t going to end well.

01:12:28.263 --> 01:12:30.663
Her sons said not to file a police case.

01:12:30.664 --> 01:12:33.293
They said it’s fine
even if she never returns.

01:12:33.294 --> 01:12:34.341
What a family!

01:12:34.476 --> 01:12:36.445
She’s not her own son.
[Dog barks]

01:12:36.889 --> 01:12:38.935
She can’t have children.

01:12:39.470 --> 01:12:40.996
I said it from the begining.

01:12:41.187 --> 01:12:43.713
Don’t take along someone cursed.

01:12:43.714 --> 01:12:45.034
And here we are.

01:12:46.114 --> 01:12:47.426
I’m telling you again,

01:12:47.427 --> 01:12:49.466
If anything happens to her,
I’m not responsible.

01:12:49.467 --> 01:12:50.913
You’ll have to deal with it.

01:12:59.687 --> 01:13:00.694
Thank you.

01:13:02.382 --> 01:13:03.468
[faint footsteps]

01:13:03.819 --> 01:13:05.288
[indistinct chatter]

01:13:06.968 --> 01:13:08.327
[sighs]

01:13:10.702 --> 01:13:12.179
[vehicle passing]

01:13:18.594 --> 01:13:19.601
Granny...

01:13:19.999 --> 01:13:21.202
Hmm?

01:13:21.897 --> 01:13:23.311
[indistinct chatter]

01:13:24.374 --> 01:13:25.381
Hey!

01:13:26.014 --> 01:13:27.020
What happened?

01:13:27.707 --> 01:13:28.714
Tell me.

01:13:33.257 --> 01:13:34.413
[slurping]

01:13:35.019 --> 01:13:36.133
Why am I like this?

01:13:38.566 --> 01:13:40.726
Honestly, I’m not like this.

01:13:43.841 --> 01:13:44.847
Or maybe…

01:13:47.407 --> 01:13:48.414
Maybe this is who I am.

01:13:50.133 --> 01:13:51.227
And I’ll live like this.

01:13:51.788 --> 01:13:53.235
Did anyone say don’t?

01:13:55.276 --> 01:13:56.309
Yes.

01:13:57.609 --> 01:13:58.986
They did.

01:14:00.914 --> 01:14:03.614
Everyone said so, except him.

01:14:04.015 --> 01:14:05.429
[soft melancholic music playing]

01:14:06.667 --> 01:14:09.141
I don’t know who you are.

01:14:10.594 --> 01:14:12.823
But the only reason
I’m talking to you this much

01:14:12.824 --> 01:14:14.280
is because of him.

01:14:19.234 --> 01:14:21.361
Is it wrong to speak like this?

01:14:21.761 --> 01:14:22.983
Yes,

01:14:23.115 --> 01:14:24.324
it is wrong.

01:14:24.714 --> 01:14:27.518
Who am I to ask you?
Who are you to tell me?

01:14:28.320 --> 01:14:29.803
Say nothing.
[Pigeons flutter]

01:14:38.333 --> 01:14:39.340
It's okay, keep going!

01:14:41.480 --> 01:14:42.854
Tell me, Leela.

01:14:43.914 --> 01:14:45.151
Who is this “him”?

01:14:45.341 --> 01:14:46.630
Your husband?

01:14:51.857 --> 01:14:52.864
Master.

01:14:53.631 --> 01:14:54.932
Who? Your teacher?

01:14:55.544 --> 01:14:56.551
Yes.

01:14:56.989 --> 01:14:59.084
Yes, a teacher.

01:15:00.944 --> 01:15:03.051
He taught me what life is…

01:15:04.264 --> 01:15:05.905
But I’m the one

01:15:06.432 --> 01:15:08.365
who left him halfway.

01:15:08.923 --> 01:15:09.990
Was it love?

01:15:10.484 --> 01:15:11.517
No!

01:15:11.744 --> 01:15:13.264
Nothing like that.

01:15:14.031 --> 01:15:16.006
I saw him for the first time this morning.

01:15:16.749 --> 01:15:18.467
[soft melancholic music continues]

01:15:20.964 --> 01:15:22.419
Last night,

01:15:22.747 --> 01:15:24.453
I came here with my team.

01:15:25.624 --> 01:15:27.811
This morning, I got separated from them.

01:15:28.317 --> 01:15:29.324
Separated?

01:15:29.551 --> 01:15:31.309
Or did you walk away on purpose?

01:15:31.911 --> 01:15:34.117
- Yes!
- Huh? Really?!

01:15:34.561 --> 01:15:35.858
[soft pleasant music playing]

01:15:36.231 --> 01:15:37.629
Speak straight, Leela.

01:15:38.044 --> 01:15:40.176
I can’t stand this beating around the bush.

01:15:52.297 --> 01:15:54.227
There’s a little girl Leela inside me.

01:15:56.051 --> 01:15:58.264
I often talk to her.

01:15:59.851 --> 01:16:03.917
No matter what I ask or say,
she keeps crying.

01:16:05.917 --> 01:16:08.097
I feel like asking why she cries.

01:16:10.824 --> 01:16:14.031
But I never once asked her.

01:16:18.944 --> 01:16:21.559
Because I already know her answer.

01:16:22.718 --> 01:16:24.569
[soft melancholic music playing]

01:16:25.051 --> 01:16:26.837
Then what could I say to her?

01:16:29.771 --> 01:16:32.391
“Live the life you always wished for”?

01:16:33.650 --> 01:16:35.205
Should I say that?

01:16:37.985 --> 01:16:40.311
Or should I tell her,

01:16:40.897 --> 01:16:42.769
“This is your life, accept it.”

01:16:44.491 --> 01:16:46.679
[music swells]

01:16:51.190 --> 01:16:52.870
I have no one.

01:16:55.097 --> 01:16:56.540
Only her.

01:17:00.028 --> 01:17:01.517
Only her!

01:17:04.751 --> 01:17:06.274
So today, for once,

01:17:07.395 --> 01:17:09.315
I decided

01:17:10.022 --> 01:17:12.295
she should live the life she wanted.

01:17:14.817 --> 01:17:15.993
That’s why

01:17:15.994 --> 01:17:17.867
I left my team behind.

01:17:25.471 --> 01:17:27.068
I didn’t know what to do.

01:17:29.410 --> 01:17:31.234
I lost my bag.

01:17:32.831 --> 01:17:35.502
I was panicking, clueless.

01:17:36.975 --> 01:17:38.350
[sighs]

01:17:38.611 --> 01:17:40.403
That’s when Master came.

01:17:43.634 --> 01:17:45.405
And I don’t even know why.

01:17:50.237 --> 01:17:51.996
He probably didn’t come for me.

01:17:53.797 --> 01:17:57.131
It felt like he came
for that little girl Leela.

01:18:01.077 --> 01:18:02.100
But...

01:18:02.400 --> 01:18:04.614
without realising that,

01:18:05.333 --> 01:18:08.119
he pushed me back to my team again.

01:18:12.657 --> 01:18:14.704
And that’s why…

01:18:28.757 --> 01:18:29.968
[bangles jingling softly]

01:18:43.997 --> 01:18:46.071
Leela, you’re 'adipoli.'

01:18:47.837 --> 01:18:48.903
What do you mean?

01:18:48.904 --> 01:18:50.416
I mean, you’re super!

01:18:53.737 --> 01:18:55.157
What’s this?

01:18:55.444 --> 01:18:56.451
This?

01:18:56.917 --> 01:18:58.035
This ressembles my life.

01:18:58.557 --> 01:19:00.389
Just going around in circles.

01:19:00.390 --> 01:19:02.178
[pigeons fluttering]
[traffic noise]

01:19:02.944 --> 01:19:04.015
That’s how it is.

01:19:04.230 --> 01:19:05.470
It slips and falls in between.

01:19:05.471 --> 01:19:07.764
I'll take it and spin it again.

01:19:07.991 --> 01:19:10.664
It’s a loop. You wouldn’t get it.

01:19:12.316 --> 01:19:14.349
Oh, yeah,
for now, your episode is running, right?

01:19:15.860 --> 01:19:17.732
Come on, it's almost time for the Aarti.

01:19:18.034 --> 01:19:19.871
We’ve got to find your master, right?

01:19:20.585 --> 01:19:21.936
[footsteps]

01:19:25.486 --> 01:19:27.540
But tell me, this “master”...

01:19:28.520 --> 01:19:30.086
Does he have any bad habits?

01:19:31.847 --> 01:19:32.913
Like?

01:19:32.914 --> 01:19:35.261
Like smoking or drinking?

01:19:35.360 --> 01:19:37.857
Oh no, I wouldn’t know that.

01:19:38.687 --> 01:19:42.684
Really? You got so close to him
without knowing anything?

01:19:45.447 --> 01:19:46.948
That’s why I said,

01:19:47.142 --> 01:19:48.920
there’s nothing between us.

01:19:48.921 --> 01:19:51.151
Hey, old-fashioned lady!

01:19:51.634 --> 01:19:52.930
I'm talking about friendship.

01:19:57.507 --> 01:19:59.253
[distant devotional music playing]

01:19:59.254 --> 01:20:01.841
Friendship doesn’t need big things.

01:20:02.467 --> 01:20:04.821
Just understand the little things,
that's all it takes.

01:20:06.100 --> 01:20:07.582
Wow, well said!

01:20:10.669 --> 01:20:12.427
Where are you from?

01:20:13.067 --> 01:20:14.635
At presenst, this is my home.

01:20:16.999 --> 01:20:18.054
[traffic noise]

01:20:20.801 --> 01:20:22.410
And if he’s not there?

01:20:23.240 --> 01:20:24.958
If he’s not there,

01:20:24.959 --> 01:20:26.900
he’ll come to see you off at the station.

01:20:26.901 --> 01:20:27.907
Not a chance.

01:20:29.034 --> 01:20:31.343
I left him halfway, remember?

01:20:31.773 --> 01:20:33.940
He must be mad at me.

01:20:36.047 --> 01:20:37.054
He won’t come.

01:20:38.152 --> 01:20:39.158
It’ll be fine.

01:20:39.620 --> 01:20:40.954
I’m here, right?

01:20:44.288 --> 01:20:45.554
[man humming]

01:20:46.180 --> 01:20:47.186
HEY!

01:20:47.727 --> 01:20:48.733
My bag!

01:20:50.452 --> 01:20:51.788
[tense music playing]

01:20:52.827 --> 01:20:53.952
[rapid footsteps]

01:21:00.980 --> 01:21:02.224
- HEY!
- Hey, Leela!

01:21:02.766 --> 01:21:03.773
Leela...

01:21:06.529 --> 01:21:08.547
Hey! Hey! Get off!

01:21:09.866 --> 01:21:11.452
[iron gate creaking]

01:21:14.474 --> 01:21:15.480
Leela!

01:21:15.734 --> 01:21:16.741
Hey!

01:21:16.927 --> 01:21:17.934
Hey!

01:21:21.900 --> 01:21:23.232
Where did he go?

01:21:23.233 --> 01:21:23.999
[children chattering]

01:21:24.000 --> 01:21:25.675
Leela, wait! I’ll come too.

01:21:26.444 --> 01:21:27.960
[panting]

01:21:36.022 --> 01:21:37.475
[music fades]

01:21:38.132 --> 01:21:39.538
[panting]

01:21:43.600 --> 01:21:45.311
[soothing music playing]

01:21:48.788 --> 01:21:50.186
[footsteps]
[panting]

01:21:55.826 --> 01:21:57.592
Where the hell were you?

01:21:57.593 --> 01:21:58.811
Look at her!

01:21:58.812 --> 01:22:00.320
They all came after me

01:22:00.321 --> 01:22:02.256
Yeah, just blame me for bringing you here!

01:22:02.257 --> 01:22:03.865
Why was your phone off?

01:22:03.866 --> 01:22:04.976
Where's your phone, madam?

01:22:04.977 --> 01:22:06.286
Why are you standing there like a statue?

01:22:06.622 --> 01:22:07.943
[murmuring]

01:22:10.271 --> 01:22:12.654
Did you come along
just to make our lives miserable?

01:22:12.655 --> 01:22:14.068
Her damn phone's switched off.

01:22:18.640 --> 01:22:19.647
Look at her!

01:22:22.925 --> 01:22:24.821
Isn’t the train tomorrow morning?

01:22:25.321 --> 01:22:26.327
What?

01:22:26.541 --> 01:22:27.547
She’ll be there.

01:22:28.138 --> 01:22:29.357
[bangles jingling]

01:22:29.786 --> 01:22:31.419
[warm, soothing music playing]

01:22:39.521 --> 01:22:40.896
[music swells]

01:22:55.005 --> 01:22:56.482
[music fades]

01:22:57.529 --> 01:22:58.857
[pigeons fluttering]

01:23:02.587 --> 01:23:04.906
I didn’t do it intentionally.

01:23:06.847 --> 01:23:07.854
I know.

01:23:08.921 --> 01:23:10.692
They won't treat you well.

01:23:14.774 --> 01:23:16.281
Why did you do all this?

01:23:19.087 --> 01:23:21.160
Why did you leave me and go?

01:23:23.529 --> 01:23:25.099
[soft music playing]

01:23:26.443 --> 01:23:27.533
[footsteps approaching]

01:23:27.534 --> 01:23:29.159
What's here, a new episode?

01:23:32.801 --> 01:23:33.807
Master?

01:23:34.727 --> 01:23:35.734
Hi, Master.

01:23:36.314 --> 01:23:37.320
I am Shetty.

01:23:41.314 --> 01:23:43.069
You’re Malayali, right?

01:23:43.287 --> 01:23:44.341
So, how are you?

01:23:47.020 --> 01:23:48.357
I’m Leela’s new friend.

01:23:51.460 --> 01:23:53.836
I had promised Leela

01:23:53.837 --> 01:23:55.619
I’d track you down and bring you.

01:23:56.387 --> 01:23:57.464
But no worries.

01:23:59.807 --> 01:24:02.276
What? Where have you been?

01:24:02.277 --> 01:24:04.225
I've been looking for you the whole morning!

01:24:04.462 --> 01:24:06.173
What? What are you doing here?

01:24:06.174 --> 01:24:08.963
- Sorry, sorry. I’ll explain to you.
- I’m leaving tomorrow. You know that, right?

01:24:08.964 --> 01:24:10.026
Yes, yes!

01:24:10.027 --> 01:24:12.365
- I will explain, I will explain.
- No! No excuses.

01:24:13.152 --> 01:24:14.512
Listen to me. Wait.

01:24:14.513 --> 01:24:16.066
Listen! Come.

01:24:16.990 --> 01:24:18.216
[playful music playing]

01:24:18.860 --> 01:24:20.294
- Wait. Wait a second, okay?
- What?

01:24:25.224 --> 01:24:26.338
Here’s your phone.

01:24:26.339 --> 01:24:28.777
It’s short of 200 bucks,
I gave it to that thief.

01:24:29.919 --> 01:24:30.966
Poor guy has to live too.

01:24:31.052 --> 01:24:32.271
Okay, Master, I’m off.

01:24:32.272 --> 01:24:33.303
Bye.

01:24:33.304 --> 01:24:34.520
Have fun, guys.

01:24:34.857 --> 01:24:36.318
[rapid footsteps]

01:24:40.419 --> 01:24:41.630
[pigeons fluttering]

01:24:52.826 --> 01:24:54.167
I feel a bit tired.

01:24:55.307 --> 01:24:56.998
I feel like freshening up.

01:24:57.547 --> 01:25:00.331
If you don't mind, my hotel is nearby.

01:25:01.327 --> 01:25:03.599
We can freshen up and then go for aarati.

01:25:05.802 --> 01:25:06.935
[gentle music playing]

01:25:07.787 --> 01:25:08.793
Okay.

01:25:09.653 --> 01:25:10.707
Okay.

01:25:15.904 --> 01:25:17.130
[scooter approaching]

01:25:28.013 --> 01:25:29.286
[giggles]

01:25:31.809 --> 01:25:33.289
Something wrong...

01:25:33.958 --> 01:25:35.427
[scooter engine revving]

01:25:36.607 --> 01:25:38.216
[dance teacher calling out steps]

01:25:40.341 --> 01:25:41.872
[door creaks open]

01:25:45.453 --> 01:25:46.460
Come.

01:25:53.368 --> 01:25:54.374
You may go freshen up.

01:25:55.954 --> 01:25:58.064
No, I’ll freshen up later.

01:25:58.347 --> 01:25:59.703
Can I take a bath then?

01:25:59.806 --> 01:26:00.813
Okay.

01:26:06.630 --> 01:26:07.896
[door shutting]

01:26:15.583 --> 01:26:17.279
[phone ringing]

01:26:23.740 --> 01:26:25.615
Janaki’s calling.

01:26:26.274 --> 01:26:27.762
Can you answer it?

01:26:34.862 --> 01:26:36.083
Hello.

01:26:36.084 --> 01:26:37.080
<i>Hello.</i>

01:26:37.467 --> 01:26:39.020
Your dad’s in the shower.

01:26:39.021 --> 01:26:41.137
Shall I ask him to call back?

01:26:42.446 --> 01:26:43.524
Hello.

01:26:43.525 --> 01:26:44.585
Hi aunty.

01:26:44.586 --> 01:26:45.593
This is Janaki.

01:26:45.743 --> 01:26:46.859
[soft chuckle]

01:26:46.860 --> 01:26:49.000
I know, your dad told me.

01:26:49.001 --> 01:26:50.063
[pleasant music playing]

01:26:50.231 --> 01:26:51.663
Is dad with you?

01:26:52.204 --> 01:26:53.211
Yes.

01:26:54.004 --> 01:26:55.570
Not sure what happened in between.

01:26:55.571 --> 01:26:57.088
I’ll ask him later.

01:26:58.044 --> 01:27:00.191
We all were really tensed.

01:27:01.664 --> 01:27:03.166
I feel relieved now.

01:27:06.597 --> 01:27:07.604
Aunty.

01:27:07.877 --> 01:27:09.235
Yes, dear?

01:27:10.306 --> 01:27:12.476
I want to see you once.

01:27:12.477 --> 01:27:13.484
Is it possible?

01:27:14.004 --> 01:27:15.340
Of course, you can.

01:27:18.251 --> 01:27:19.607
Are you going for aarati?

01:27:22.325 --> 01:27:24.584
Yes, we’ll leave in half an hour.

01:27:26.384 --> 01:27:28.430
If you have anything troubling your heart,

01:27:28.431 --> 01:27:29.666
pray sincerely.

01:27:29.764 --> 01:27:31.072
It will surely work out.

01:27:32.891 --> 01:27:33.897
Okay.

01:27:34.844 --> 01:27:36.305
Then I’ll call back later.

01:27:36.991 --> 01:27:37.997
Alright, dear.

01:27:38.177 --> 01:27:39.839
And thank you.

01:27:50.985 --> 01:27:52.423
[music swells]

01:28:13.397 --> 01:28:14.404
What did she say?

01:28:16.670 --> 01:28:18.542
She said she surely wants to see me.

01:28:20.377 --> 01:28:22.019
Have you thought about

01:28:22.020 --> 01:28:24.195
what to do
when you meet them tomorrow?

01:28:24.884 --> 01:28:26.508
No, we’ll see then.

01:28:28.837 --> 01:28:30.310
Then go freshen up.

01:28:30.511 --> 01:28:31.766
It’s time for aarati.

01:28:45.196 --> 01:28:47.157
[bangles jingling]

01:28:49.771 --> 01:28:50.777
One moment…

01:28:51.324 --> 01:28:52.331
Huh?

01:28:53.144 --> 01:28:54.151
I need jasmine flowers.

01:28:56.094 --> 01:28:57.305
[door creaks open]

01:28:58.602 --> 01:28:59.774
[door shutting]

01:29:00.675 --> 01:29:02.090
[soft romantic music playing]

01:29:07.169 --> 01:29:09.275
[song begins]

01:29:16.927 --> 01:29:26.655
<i>♪ The dreams I thought were lost
are taking shape again ♪</i>

01:29:26.784 --> 01:29:36.273
<i>♪ All that I believed had left me return,
like wings unfolding ♪</i>

01:29:37.346 --> 01:29:46.381
<i>♪ Within these new desires,
life I thought was gone breathes once more ♪</i>

01:29:46.974 --> 01:29:51.241
<i>♪ This is enough ♪</i>

01:29:51.739 --> 01:29:56.592
<i>♪ My heart feels complete ♪</i>

01:30:21.285 --> 01:30:31.608
<i>♪ I searched for myself in silence
and wandered in dark ♪</i>

01:30:32.507 --> 01:30:40.860
<i>♪ Then you arrived,
and I found a gentle guardian in you ♪</i>

01:30:41.264 --> 01:30:46.128
<i>♪ Who are you, and who am I, in this space? ♪</i>

01:30:46.129 --> 01:30:50.483
<i>♪ The bond between us escapes every name ♪</i>

01:30:51.215 --> 01:30:56.124
<i>♪ An unseen force weaves a secret lock
between us ♪</i>

01:30:56.125 --> 01:31:00.314
<i>♪ And who holds the key to unfasten it? ♪</i>

01:31:01.219 --> 01:31:10.381
<i>♪ I sense you in the wind
that brushes against me ♪</i>

01:31:10.542 --> 01:31:20.100
<i>♪ When you are here, I need no one else ♪</i>

01:31:20.101 --> 01:31:29.235
<i>♪ I want to journey far with you,
beneath an endless blue sky ♪</i>

01:31:30.128 --> 01:31:34.912
<i>♪ This is enough ♪</i>

01:31:34.913 --> 01:31:39.226
<i>♪ My heart feels complete ♪</i>

01:31:39.691 --> 01:31:44.084
<i>♪ This is enough ♪</i>

01:31:44.486 --> 01:31:49.282
<i>♪ My heart feels complete ♪</i>

01:32:12.036 --> 01:32:13.982
[ambient noise at ghat]

01:32:15.503 --> 01:32:17.159
That wasn't necessary.

01:32:18.322 --> 01:32:19.549
What do you mean?

01:32:20.581 --> 01:32:21.831
You paying them.

01:32:22.346 --> 01:32:24.018
Just consider it as a form of art.

01:32:26.059 --> 01:32:28.606
Then consider it as a ticket
to see the art.

01:32:34.670 --> 01:32:36.999
Do you not believe in God?

01:32:38.917 --> 01:32:41.697
[man singing]

01:32:46.600 --> 01:32:48.232
Can I ask you something?

01:32:49.116 --> 01:32:51.309
[mellow music playing]

01:32:53.819 --> 01:32:55.569
You had a love marriage, I guess?

01:32:55.989 --> 01:32:57.083
Yes.

01:32:57.344 --> 01:32:59.602
Four years of love.

01:33:02.516 --> 01:33:05.203
I've heard that
being in love feels so beautiful.

01:33:06.950 --> 01:33:08.888
Why? Have you never been in love?

01:33:10.866 --> 01:33:11.975
Sister...

01:33:13.450 --> 01:33:14.872
Hey! Come here.

01:33:16.128 --> 01:33:18.494
- Yes, sister.
- I was looking for you!

01:33:18.726 --> 01:33:20.296
I want all of this.

01:33:24.617 --> 01:33:28.037
[soft melodious music playing]

01:33:46.409 --> 01:33:47.644
Can you please come here?

01:33:50.977 --> 01:33:52.227
Hold this.

01:33:52.603 --> 01:33:53.962
Okay.

01:34:19.098 --> 01:34:21.191
[soft music playing]

01:34:36.711 --> 01:34:39.070
One should visit this place
during the 'Dev Diwali' festival.

01:34:40.699 --> 01:34:41.902
What's that?

01:34:42.047 --> 01:34:45.336
On the fifteenth day of Diwali,
the full-moon night,

01:34:45.649 --> 01:34:49.219
the whole Varanasi gets lit up
with lamps like this.

01:34:50.351 --> 01:34:52.218
It's a delight to watch.

01:34:54.057 --> 01:34:56.971
Please don't awaken my desires
by saying such things.

01:34:58.316 --> 01:35:01.832
I'll feel bad when I realize that
I won't be able to do it.

01:35:02.186 --> 01:35:04.753
Why do you have to feel bad?
You just need to come see the festival.

01:35:06.453 --> 01:35:08.274
How can I come alone?

01:35:17.625 --> 01:35:21.367
When auntie went missing,
it was like dad got stuck.

01:35:21.539 --> 01:35:23.367
I've never seen dad like this.

01:35:23.882 --> 01:35:27.093
I could feel the change in his voice
when I talked to him a moment ago.

01:35:27.445 --> 01:35:29.140
He's happy with her.

01:35:29.617 --> 01:35:30.710
<i>Come on, stop it!</i>

01:35:31.015 --> 01:35:33.742
<i>Are you saying that he's fallen in love
at this age?</i>

01:35:34.497 --> 01:35:37.020
Why not?
Why can't he fall in love at this age?

01:35:37.187 --> 01:35:38.351
<i>I didn't mean it.</i>

01:35:38.727 --> 01:35:39.937
Just think about it.

01:35:39.938 --> 01:35:42.711
Dad being stubborn about
not coming with us to the U.K.,

01:35:42.875 --> 01:35:44.852
and now him meeting this auntie,

01:35:45.125 --> 01:35:46.999
isn't this all a coincidence?

01:35:47.000 --> 01:35:48.704
<i>Whatever! Coincidence!</i>

01:35:48.963 --> 01:35:50.711
<i>First, go meet auntie tomorrow.</i>

01:35:51.008 --> 01:35:52.243
<i>Let's see after that.</i>

01:35:53.141 --> 01:35:54.446
There's nothing to see here.

01:35:54.766 --> 01:35:56.157
My mind is telling me that

01:35:56.696 --> 01:35:58.211
this is something special.

01:36:00.219 --> 01:36:01.337
Let it be.

01:36:01.338 --> 01:36:02.953
Aren't you going to see the flat tomorrow?

01:36:02.954 --> 01:36:04.915
<i>Oh, yes. Please be free tomorrow.</i>

01:36:05.125 --> 01:36:06.422
<i>I'll facetime you.</i>

01:36:06.586 --> 01:36:07.882
Okay.

01:36:08.469 --> 01:36:10.085
<i>Call me after meeting auntie tomorrow.</i>

01:36:10.086 --> 01:36:12.758
<i>I too wanna know
if Madhavan master is in love.</i>

01:36:13.334 --> 01:36:15.266
Okay. Good night then.

01:36:15.817 --> 01:36:17.185
Sorry, good noon.

01:36:17.336 --> 01:36:19.352
<i>- Okay. Bye.</i>
- Bye.

01:36:32.381 --> 01:36:35.006
Do you wanna buy anything for anybody?
You won't get time in the morning.

01:36:37.326 --> 01:36:39.357
Who do I even have?

01:36:40.342 --> 01:36:42.670
Isn't tomorrow Janaki's birthday?

01:36:42.810 --> 01:36:44.787
Let's buy something for her.

01:36:46.295 --> 01:36:48.982
She said she'll come here
tomorrow morning at 8.

01:36:49.092 --> 01:36:51.053
She said we'll have breakfast together.

01:36:53.217 --> 01:36:54.513
You want more chutney?

01:36:55.396 --> 01:36:56.482
Brother...

01:36:57.333 --> 01:36:58.389
Chutney.

01:36:58.390 --> 01:36:59.717
Okay. One moment.

01:36:59.928 --> 01:37:01.474
The chutney isn't that good.

01:37:08.560 --> 01:37:09.982
It's really not good.

01:37:10.826 --> 01:37:12.185
Visit Tanjavur sometime.

01:37:12.467 --> 01:37:14.560
I'll make you nice dosas and chutney.

01:37:16.857 --> 01:37:18.489
- Tamil?
- Yes!

01:37:18.490 --> 01:37:19.537
Rajinikanth?

01:37:20.888 --> 01:37:23.014
Thalaivar? Super, super!

01:37:23.015 --> 01:37:24.279
Which movie do you like?

01:37:25.138 --> 01:37:26.334
I don't know much Tamil.

01:37:26.842 --> 01:37:28.412
Only Rajinikanth.

01:37:31.545 --> 01:37:35.076
♪ Lungi dance, lungi dance ♪

01:37:35.832 --> 01:37:37.545
[background applause]

01:37:42.474 --> 01:37:44.334
When will you go back to your hometown?

01:37:44.920 --> 01:37:46.248
In a couple of days.

01:37:49.771 --> 01:37:51.279
Will you come with me?

01:37:54.967 --> 01:37:56.263
I was just kidding.

01:37:57.553 --> 01:38:00.803
If my travel group speaks bad about me
tomorrow,

01:38:01.037 --> 01:38:05.045
I felt it'd be good if there's someone
who I can share it with.

01:38:07.967 --> 01:38:10.849
Aren't we going back to the hotel
after food? I shall book another room.

01:38:11.888 --> 01:38:13.310
No need.

01:38:13.922 --> 01:38:16.654
I wish to stay at the ghat
throughout this night.

01:38:37.987 --> 01:38:39.893
[pleasant music playing]

01:38:42.632 --> 01:38:45.038
Never in my wildest dreams did I expect
all these to happen.

01:39:18.370 --> 01:39:20.269
[flute playing]

01:39:33.236 --> 01:39:35.346
Thank you. Thank you.

01:39:37.929 --> 01:39:39.773
I have a small wish.

01:39:42.281 --> 01:39:43.968
Dance...

01:39:44.468 --> 01:39:46.515
[audience chattering]

01:39:52.949 --> 01:39:55.175
[soft music playing]

01:40:11.132 --> 01:40:12.461
This is Leela,

01:40:12.462 --> 01:40:15.532
the beautiful dancer from Tamil Nadu.

01:40:16.125 --> 01:40:18.375
She is gonna dance for us.

01:40:18.868 --> 01:40:20.188
Leela, come.

01:40:20.312 --> 01:40:21.507
Please. Come, come.

01:40:22.242 --> 01:40:23.531
Hey, come on.

01:40:23.820 --> 01:40:25.148
Just some small movements.

01:40:30.539 --> 01:40:31.750
Please go ahead.

01:40:42.652 --> 01:40:44.965
[flute playing]

01:42:18.448 --> 01:42:20.735
[applause]

01:42:35.173 --> 01:42:36.697
Thank you.

01:42:37.993 --> 01:42:39.618
Leela, please come here.

01:42:41.689 --> 01:42:43.142
Please come here.

01:42:44.945 --> 01:42:46.141
Come. Come.

01:42:53.173 --> 01:42:55.704
This is for you. Please.
Take it.

01:42:56.495 --> 01:42:58.188
[soft music playing]

01:43:06.418 --> 01:43:07.457
Let's go.

01:43:08.244 --> 01:43:09.514
- Bye.
- Bye.

01:43:17.832 --> 01:43:19.027
Thank you.

01:43:24.526 --> 01:43:27.057
If I give you something,
will you accept it?

01:43:27.699 --> 01:43:29.972
You've become quite rich, aren't you?

01:43:32.332 --> 01:43:33.457
It's not like that.

01:43:33.766 --> 01:43:35.266
This is my first salary.

01:43:37.734 --> 01:43:39.125
Please keep it.

01:43:40.139 --> 01:43:43.037
I'd rather prefer you buying me something.

01:43:50.695 --> 01:43:53.180
I really miss my father today.

01:43:54.664 --> 01:43:57.742
He was the one
who always supported my dance.

01:43:58.238 --> 01:44:01.585
[melodious music playing]

01:44:12.594 --> 01:44:14.445
What's happening there?

01:44:15.875 --> 01:44:17.898
Oh, that?
It's the dead bodies being cremated.

01:44:19.219 --> 01:44:20.836
Why didn't we go there?

01:44:22.969 --> 01:44:24.516
Ever since Latha left me,

01:44:25.008 --> 01:44:27.117
the sight of pyres burning scares me.

01:44:32.922 --> 01:44:35.133
What will you do after going back home?

01:44:36.672 --> 01:44:38.172
Janaki is also coming with me.

01:44:39.086 --> 01:44:40.945
She must be having some plans.

01:44:41.195 --> 01:44:43.492
She's planning to travel to the U.K.
after her course.

01:44:44.133 --> 01:44:46.594
She's planning to launch dance classes there.

01:44:47.242 --> 01:44:50.234
They're adamant about taking me along.

01:44:50.883 --> 01:44:53.078
Alex called me and discussed about it
even yesterday.

01:44:55.948 --> 01:44:57.307
Will you go with them?

01:44:58.297 --> 01:45:00.377
[soft music playing]

01:45:04.135 --> 01:45:06.198
It is quite difficult to live all by yourself.

01:45:08.026 --> 01:45:10.159
It's better for you to go with Janaki.

01:45:10.589 --> 01:45:14.569
[man singing]
[Man singing a song]

01:45:25.346 --> 01:45:26.456
Who is this?

01:45:30.331 --> 01:45:31.839
Master ji...

01:45:32.206 --> 01:45:35.470
Isn't she the one who was crying at the store
in the morning?

01:45:35.471 --> 01:45:37.292
Yes, she's the one!

01:45:38.042 --> 01:45:40.003
And you're smiling now?

01:45:40.518 --> 01:45:43.190
Something's fishy, Master ji!

01:45:45.518 --> 01:45:46.987
Don't you wanna go home?

01:45:47.659 --> 01:45:48.760
Home...

01:45:52.096 --> 01:45:54.456
Master ji, the tunes of the waves...

01:45:55.909 --> 01:45:57.995
The calling of the shores...

01:45:59.260 --> 01:46:01.003
the kick of the booze...

01:46:02.073 --> 01:46:04.487
and the elegance of the moonlight.

01:46:05.346 --> 01:46:07.135
This is my home, Master ji.

01:46:07.694 --> 01:46:09.397
This is all I have.

01:46:09.651 --> 01:46:12.292
Or, you should have someone

01:46:13.816 --> 01:46:15.480
who you can call your own.

01:46:15.581 --> 01:46:17.932
No. She will go back tomorrow morning.

01:46:18.159 --> 01:46:19.191
Why?

01:46:20.926 --> 01:46:23.667
Did I say anything wrong, sister?

01:46:26.307 --> 01:46:27.706
I see!

01:46:27.971 --> 01:46:29.651
Please have it, sister.

01:46:33.807 --> 01:46:36.331
I didn't understand anything you said.

01:46:37.229 --> 01:46:38.628
But today, for this one day,

01:46:38.940 --> 01:46:40.401
I've been living as myself.

01:46:41.815 --> 01:46:44.151
He is not the only reason for that.

01:46:44.792 --> 01:46:46.159
Even you are a reason for that.

01:46:47.721 --> 01:46:49.018
Thanks a lot.

01:46:50.456 --> 01:46:51.604
Madam...

01:46:51.956 --> 01:46:53.245
I don't understand

01:46:53.612 --> 01:46:55.401
your language.

01:46:56.846 --> 01:46:59.042
But, there's a story about Varanasi.

01:46:59.823 --> 01:47:02.612
Whoever comes here, Madam ji...

01:47:03.550 --> 01:47:08.432
they leave something close to their heart
here in Varanasi.

01:47:09.073 --> 01:47:10.526
But now, Madam ji...

01:47:10.698 --> 01:47:12.464
he's doing just the opposite!

01:47:13.893 --> 01:47:15.135
Master ji...

01:47:16.542 --> 01:47:18.714
You're extremely lucky.

01:47:22.385 --> 01:47:24.128
Did you understand what he said?

01:47:25.048 --> 01:47:27.095
The people who come to Varanasi

01:47:27.525 --> 01:47:30.395
usually leave behind something
close to their heart.

01:47:30.396 --> 01:47:32.560
That's the custom here.

01:47:34.139 --> 01:47:35.725
You have time till tomorrow, right?

01:47:36.223 --> 01:47:37.474
Roam around more.

01:47:37.475 --> 01:47:38.989
Go see the whole Varanasi.

01:47:39.512 --> 01:47:40.871
Enjoy to the fullest!

01:47:42.167 --> 01:47:43.195
Sure.

01:47:45.504 --> 01:47:47.309
Praise, Lord Mahadev!

01:47:47.310 --> 01:47:50.257
[soft music playing]

01:47:53.076 --> 01:47:55.015
See how happy he is!

01:47:55.016 --> 01:47:56.217
Yeah.

01:47:57.026 --> 01:47:58.980
[giant wheel whirring in the background]

01:48:08.618 --> 01:48:09.970
[playful music playing]

01:48:11.446 --> 01:48:13.040
[giant wheel creaking]

01:48:18.712 --> 01:48:20.306
[music swells]

01:48:43.314 --> 01:48:44.509
[lip smacking]

01:48:46.268 --> 01:48:49.875
You look just like a pre-school kid.

01:48:50.455 --> 01:48:51.857
Why are you staring at me?

01:48:52.408 --> 01:48:54.728
I saw you taking that woman to the lodge.

01:48:57.548 --> 01:48:58.874
[giant wheel creaks to a stop]

01:48:58.875 --> 01:49:01.008
Huh?! A new saree!

01:49:02.182 --> 01:49:03.530
A new sweater too!

01:49:06.082 --> 01:49:07.088
What’s the plan?

01:49:07.768 --> 01:49:09.297
Is this train heading

01:49:09.298 --> 01:49:11.346
to Thanjavur or to Kerala?

01:49:18.265 --> 01:49:19.272
Give me money.

01:49:19.399 --> 01:49:21.659
Little bro,
why do you need money?

01:49:22.338 --> 01:49:24.432
They just bought new clothes.

01:49:24.572 --> 01:49:26.765
Now they'll need to buy tickets home.

01:49:26.872 --> 01:49:28.139
He’ll need money again anyway.

01:49:28.251 --> 01:49:29.764
So, you pay him!

01:49:31.173 --> 01:49:32.689
[playful music playing]

01:49:37.259 --> 01:49:38.265
Give me money.

01:49:38.593 --> 01:49:39.617
Huh?

01:49:39.618 --> 01:49:41.014
Give me my money.

01:49:42.732 --> 01:49:45.550
They rode the giant wheel,
why should I pay?

01:49:45.551 --> 01:49:47.658
You’re the one who sent them! So, you pay.

01:49:47.885 --> 01:49:50.835
You’re just a kid. Don’t talk too much.

01:49:50.997 --> 01:49:52.025
Get lost.

01:49:52.145 --> 01:49:53.185
Scram!

01:49:53.712 --> 01:49:54.742
Scram!

01:49:54.743 --> 01:49:56.089
He doesn't even know Hindi!

01:49:56.090 --> 01:49:58.748
I’m holding my temper here
and he's bugging me for money?

01:50:10.166 --> 01:50:11.892
I’ve never been

01:50:13.078 --> 01:50:16.478
important in anyone’s life.

01:50:17.294 --> 01:50:18.743
[soft, soothing music playing]

01:50:18.972 --> 01:50:20.507
After all this,

01:50:20.508 --> 01:50:23.697
didn’t you ever feel angry with the God?

01:50:25.451 --> 01:50:26.804
I did.

01:50:29.652 --> 01:50:30.659
Tell me.

01:50:31.172 --> 01:50:33.676
What did you feel

01:50:33.797 --> 01:50:35.430
when you first saw me?

01:50:37.592 --> 01:50:40.005
Didn’t you suddenly cry
when I asked you the issue?

01:50:41.424 --> 01:50:43.492
That moment, I thought,

01:50:43.493 --> 01:50:45.282
“Oh, I’m trapped.”

01:50:45.603 --> 01:50:47.704
[both laugh]

01:50:48.745 --> 01:50:50.691
Ask me what I felt.

01:50:52.195 --> 01:50:53.192
Um…

01:50:54.065 --> 01:50:55.219
Ask me.

01:50:55.359 --> 01:50:56.385
So, what was it?

01:50:58.152 --> 01:50:59.365
Nothing at all.

01:51:00.821 --> 01:51:02.306
[laughs]

01:51:05.532 --> 01:51:06.858
But...

01:51:07.802 --> 01:51:09.795
can I tell you what I feel now?

01:51:14.099 --> 01:51:15.715
I’ve never

01:51:17.076 --> 01:51:19.469
felt this way before, ever.

01:51:25.505 --> 01:51:26.512
Truly.

01:51:29.518 --> 01:51:31.349
It feels different.

01:51:33.017 --> 01:51:34.251
[music swells]

01:51:42.065 --> 01:51:45.983
Isn’t this wrong, at our age?

01:51:46.558 --> 01:51:47.565
What?

01:51:50.901 --> 01:51:53.571
Lying here stargazing with someone...

01:51:55.893 --> 01:51:57.959
I just met this morning.

01:52:01.689 --> 01:52:03.321
[laughs]

01:52:04.755 --> 01:52:07.187
Do you think my husband, and your Latha,

01:52:07.188 --> 01:52:09.910
are watching us from above?

01:52:13.309 --> 01:52:18.549
Maybe smiling, seeing us together.

01:52:26.196 --> 01:52:27.689
[music continues]

01:52:29.002 --> 01:52:30.835
After Latha passed,

01:52:30.922 --> 01:52:33.242
did you never fall in love again?

01:52:35.126 --> 01:52:36.383
[both laugh]

01:52:36.822 --> 01:52:38.325
See! That’s what I asked.

01:52:38.326 --> 01:52:39.708
I thought so!

01:52:42.958 --> 01:52:46.525
I've been craving for true love
all my life.

01:52:46.946 --> 01:52:48.392
[soft music playing]

01:52:48.945 --> 01:52:50.005
It’s okay.

01:52:50.885 --> 01:52:52.157
I've aged, after all!

01:52:57.619 --> 01:52:59.577
How were you when you were young?

01:53:01.105 --> 01:53:02.669
When I was young…

01:53:18.919 --> 01:53:19.925
You looked good.

01:53:21.056 --> 01:53:22.553
No, not that good looking.

01:53:24.142 --> 01:53:25.458
You lacked nothing.

01:53:26.602 --> 01:53:28.948
Truly, you looked really good, master

01:53:30.488 --> 01:53:31.950
Let me keep this with me.

01:53:58.435 --> 01:54:00.017
What did you just pray for?

01:54:01.576 --> 01:54:03.003
I can’t say that.

01:54:04.255 --> 01:54:06.031
You’re already 53!

01:54:06.455 --> 01:54:07.462
No.

01:54:07.994 --> 01:54:09.001
52.

01:54:09.412 --> 01:54:10.419
Oh.

01:54:11.232 --> 01:54:14.300
Then shall I tell a story
to this 52-year-old kid?

01:54:14.391 --> 01:54:15.500
Um…

01:54:15.865 --> 01:54:19.105
Weren’t you about to tell me one
during breakfast?

01:54:19.472 --> 01:54:20.479
Tell me that one.

01:54:20.759 --> 01:54:21.854
Oh,

01:54:21.855 --> 01:54:24.110
I felt so embarrassed then.

01:54:25.139 --> 01:54:27.358
Of course! You had no sense at all.

01:54:27.745 --> 01:54:29.581
I was so stressed,

01:54:29.681 --> 01:54:31.781
and you chose that moment to tell me a story.

01:54:32.626 --> 01:54:34.173
How could I listen?

01:54:35.245 --> 01:54:36.549
That’s true.

01:54:37.311 --> 01:54:38.318
So, tell it now.

01:54:41.572 --> 01:54:43.207
I’m not in the mood.

01:54:43.591 --> 01:54:44.724
Oh!

01:54:45.204 --> 01:54:46.870
Is this revenge?

01:54:46.871 --> 01:54:47.925
Yes, revenge.

01:54:48.134 --> 01:54:49.775
[both laugh]

01:54:51.859 --> 01:54:52.865
Come on, tell it.

01:54:53.801 --> 01:54:55.404
Do you like listening to stories?

01:54:55.572 --> 01:54:57.829
Um… I’ve loved them since childhood.

01:54:57.830 --> 01:54:58.884
A lot!

01:54:58.885 --> 01:55:03.892
Who told you stories as a child?
Your grandmother?

01:55:04.516 --> 01:55:06.658
You said it right. Yes, my grandmother.

01:55:06.938 --> 01:55:08.749
She told me so many stories.

01:55:08.750 --> 01:55:11.005
I grew up listening to them all.

01:55:11.444 --> 01:55:12.451
Oho!

01:55:12.625 --> 01:55:13.684
Even now,

01:55:13.685 --> 01:55:16.074
I remember every single one.

01:55:16.399 --> 01:55:18.643
That’s how much I love stories.

01:55:18.644 --> 01:55:21.726
That’s why I ask you for one too.

01:55:21.919 --> 01:55:23.723
Tell me a story.

01:55:23.724 --> 01:55:24.948
Alright then,

01:55:24.949 --> 01:55:27.567
how about the story of two friends,
a mud ball and a dried leaf

01:55:27.568 --> 01:55:29.162
who travelled to Kashi?

01:55:29.163 --> 01:55:30.214
What's that story?

01:55:30.215 --> 01:55:34.480
Well... A mud ball and a dried leaf
once planned to visit Kashi.

01:55:34.481 --> 01:55:36.138
On their way,

01:55:36.139 --> 01:55:37.713
a huge storm erupted.

01:55:38.321 --> 01:55:40.571
[soft music playing]

01:55:47.251 --> 01:55:48.704
[birds flapping wings]

01:55:53.432 --> 01:55:54.940
[birds squawking]

01:56:40.361 --> 01:56:41.963
[soft music playing]

01:56:54.479 --> 01:56:55.768
[ambient noise]

01:57:01.033 --> 01:57:02.338
[temple bell ringing]

01:57:07.672 --> 01:57:08.679
Hello?

01:57:10.099 --> 01:57:12.645
Aren’t you getting up?
It’s already morning.

01:57:16.052 --> 01:57:17.059
We should leave, right??

01:57:17.559 --> 01:57:18.565
Hello?

01:57:19.811 --> 01:57:20.818
Leela…

01:57:21.545 --> 01:57:22.552
Hey…

01:57:27.732 --> 01:57:28.739
Hey, Leela…

01:57:29.845 --> 01:57:30.852
Hey…

01:57:32.764 --> 01:57:33.771
Leela…

01:57:37.484 --> 01:57:38.491
Leela!

01:57:39.839 --> 01:57:40.846
Leela!

01:57:44.799 --> 01:57:46.416
[tense ambience builds]

01:58:04.765 --> 01:58:06.197
Tea! Tea! Tea!

01:58:06.198 --> 01:58:07.218
Sir, tea?

01:58:07.432 --> 01:58:08.439
Hot tea!

01:58:08.685 --> 01:58:10.428
Yes, two cups.

01:58:16.928 --> 01:58:19.004
- Hey, tea seller.
- I’m coming.

01:58:19.176 --> 01:58:20.292
Bring us some tea.

01:58:26.760 --> 01:58:28.025
[soft melancholic music playing]

01:58:38.111 --> 01:58:39.580
[somber music builds]

01:59:29.854 --> 01:59:31.361
[indistinct chatter]

01:59:39.455 --> 01:59:41.190
[music intensifies]

02:01:03.065 --> 02:01:04.565
[music fades]

02:01:18.494 --> 02:01:19.979
[somber music playing]

02:01:37.462 --> 02:01:38.955
[fire crackling]

02:01:39.791 --> 02:01:41.400
[somber music intensifies]

02:02:22.041 --> 02:02:23.971
[ambient noise]

02:02:42.950 --> 02:02:52.784
<i>♪ Like a fading lamp with a mystic glow ♪</i>

02:02:53.220 --> 02:03:03.308
<i>♪ Like the mist that swallows the morning ♪</i>

02:03:03.654 --> 02:03:13.579
<i>♪ Like the shadow of
a broken song someone hums ♪</i>

02:03:13.973 --> 02:03:23.314
<i>♪ Like ripples born from an imagined boat ♪</i>

02:03:24.181 --> 02:03:33.132
<i>♪ Who are you? Who are you? ♪</i>

02:03:33.625 --> 02:03:39.325
<i>♪ So near, and yet beyond my reach ♪</i>

02:03:39.615 --> 02:03:43.701
<i>♪ Who are you? ♪</i>

02:03:49.871 --> 02:03:59.883
<i>♪ From a branch that touched the sky ♪</i>

02:04:00.246 --> 02:04:09.807
<i>♪ Where did you fly, radiant little bird? ♪</i>

02:04:10.055 --> 02:04:20.077
<i>♪ Without lingering a moment longer,
where did you vanish? ♪</i>

02:04:20.636 --> 02:04:30.846
<i>♪ Like a fading lamp with a mystic glow ♪</i>

02:04:30.977 --> 02:04:40.695
<i>♪ Like the mist that swallows the morning ♪</i>

02:04:41.317 --> 02:04:51.557
<i>♪ Like the rhythm of
a doomed song someone hums ♪</i>

02:04:51.558 --> 02:04:56.361
<i>♪ Like a melody that stumbles in the wind ♪</i>

02:04:56.362 --> 02:05:01.474
<i>♪ You dissolve into a dream ♪</i>

02:05:01.932 --> 02:05:10.932
<i>♪ Who are you? ♪</i>

02:05:11.345 --> 02:05:21.774
<i>♪ You drift, farther and farther away ♪</i>

02:05:22.413 --> 02:05:31.555
<i>♪ Farther and farther away ♪</i>
