WEBVTT 00:09.592 --> 00:10.927 And we gotta move 00:11.011 --> 00:14.014 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh 00:14.097 --> 00:15.432 See that groove 00:15.515 --> 00:18.685 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh 00:18.768 --> 00:21.855 These nights are the kind of nights 00:21.938 --> 00:26.943 That we'll remember For the rest of our lives 00:27.026 --> 00:29.779 -Hi, sister. -Are you ready to model today? 00:29.863 --> 00:32.699 -I am. -All right. She's ready for her debut. 00:32.782 --> 00:35.577 -Look at those legs. She's a model. -Yeah, I'm already ready. 00:35.660 --> 00:38.955 I feel I haven't had a Woods by Jordyn photoshoot in so long. 00:39.039 --> 00:40.623 Yeah, you haven't either. 00:40.707 --> 00:43.043 Yeah, I'mma serve. I'm-- I'm ready, girl. 00:43.126 --> 00:46.546 Okay, so… with the brown. 00:47.380 --> 00:50.216 Cute. I love the little shorts. 01:01.061 --> 01:03.188 Fire. Your legs look so long. 01:03.271 --> 01:04.397 Right? 01:06.983 --> 01:07.984 Oh, perf. 01:15.450 --> 01:17.869 How are you feeling? I'm so happy I came today. 01:17.952 --> 01:18.870 I'm happy too. 01:18.953 --> 01:21.915 I haven't been to one of your photoshoots in so long. 01:21.998 --> 01:26.086 What's been going on with you? Miss wife? Miss boss? CEO? 01:26.169 --> 01:30.006 Interior decorator, a chef, a dog mom… 01:30.089 --> 01:31.674 A Labubu mom. 01:31.758 --> 01:33.218 A Labubu unboxing. 01:34.511 --> 01:36.346 Someone commented on my photo, 01:36.429 --> 01:38.723 "You don't need to put the Labubu on this Birkin." 01:38.807 --> 01:43.686 "Why would you put it on there?" I'm like, "Wait, is it my bag or yours?" 01:43.770 --> 01:45.563 Do you think they're demonic? 01:45.647 --> 01:47.899 I don't know. I really actually don't know. 01:48.650 --> 01:50.068 No, I was doing the unboxing, 01:50.151 --> 01:54.739 and everyone's, like, commenting like, "This is demonic." 01:54.823 --> 01:57.826 I… What just happened? 01:57.909 --> 02:00.161 I thought they… I… 02:00.245 --> 02:03.623 Whoa. The Labubu fucked up my makeup, so I'mma stop talking about it. 02:03.706 --> 02:05.208 Right, wrap it up, babe. 02:05.291 --> 02:08.628 -It's the Labubu curse. -You spoke the name, and look. 02:08.711 --> 02:11.422 Might throw all mine away. Tell me more. 02:11.506 --> 02:14.217 I mean, what's been going on with you guys? 02:14.300 --> 02:16.344 I swear, it's something every day. 02:17.137 --> 02:19.681 -Speaking of something every day… -So I can't even… 02:19.764 --> 02:21.432 What is the drama? 02:21.516 --> 02:23.685 It's a whole lot of drama that I stay out of. 02:23.768 --> 02:27.981 But there was some dates that went on when I was out of town. 02:28.064 --> 02:32.152 The lore of Calabasas is a whole bunch of mess. 02:32.235 --> 02:36.322 I feel like we have enough tea going on for ourselves. 02:36.406 --> 02:39.284 That's enough for me. I don't even want to be a part of the drama. 02:39.367 --> 02:42.745 -We're just living life. -Literally. We're busy girls. 02:42.829 --> 02:44.622 I'm so grateful for my sister. 02:44.706 --> 02:48.293 She, for sure, ran so that I could walk. 02:48.376 --> 02:52.881 Not saying I don't have to do any running, 'cause I do, but she paved the way for me. 02:52.964 --> 02:56.676 Like, I didn't even want to be a content creator or anything. 02:56.759 --> 02:58.178 I just did it because it was fun. 02:58.261 --> 03:00.263 And once I started posting, people were like, 03:00.346 --> 03:03.224 "Whoa, Jordyn has a sister that looks exactly like her." 03:03.308 --> 03:05.143 And then my following just started growing, 03:05.226 --> 03:08.563 and from there, I've been working with so many brands. 03:08.646 --> 03:10.940 I had a collab with M·A·C Cosmetics. 03:11.024 --> 03:14.068 So we did my own lip combo. We put it in the stores. 03:14.152 --> 03:16.988 It sold out worldwide, literally, in two days. 03:17.780 --> 03:20.325 I've put a lot of work in, and we've done a lot, 03:20.408 --> 03:23.578 but, like, it's time, you know, to take this to the next level. 03:23.661 --> 03:26.164 When's the makeup line coming? 03:26.247 --> 03:28.541 We're cooking. We're working. We're trying. 03:28.625 --> 03:31.628 Like, truly, I just feel I've been so locked in. 03:31.711 --> 03:34.172 But you know me. Before I'm about to have my period, 03:34.255 --> 03:38.509 my whole life comes crashing down, and I think I'm not doing enough, 03:38.593 --> 03:41.179 and I was just feeling stagnant for a second, 03:41.262 --> 03:43.222 but it's just me staying consistent. 03:43.306 --> 03:44.557 I still have the… 03:44.641 --> 03:47.977 -The youngest you'll ever be is right now. -Yeah. 03:48.061 --> 03:49.854 So enjoy it. Life is short. 03:49.938 --> 03:54.567 You just, as we know, can't take anything for granted. 03:54.651 --> 03:55.568 No, exactly. 03:55.652 --> 03:58.279 This is all part of the story. 04:03.534 --> 04:05.453 Gonna make it, make it good 04:05.536 --> 04:08.581 How I want it, how I want it Just like it should 04:08.665 --> 04:10.583 Not gonna slow it down 04:10.667 --> 04:13.169 Or care about how you livin' now 04:13.836 --> 04:17.882 -Don't care how you doin' it -Doin' it, doin' it 04:17.966 --> 04:19.467 Laugh out loud 04:20.134 --> 04:22.136 You can try to prove it 04:27.433 --> 04:29.811 -That looks good. Can I take a picture? -Wanna try it? 04:29.894 --> 04:33.731 -Yes. What's in that breakfast burrito? -What? 04:33.815 --> 04:35.775 I was just checking out your breakfast burrito. 04:36.442 --> 04:39.404 -I'm gonna come here again. -Yeah. After church. 04:39.487 --> 04:41.197 You should go. We should go. 04:41.281 --> 04:42.282 Yeah, I want to. 04:42.365 --> 04:45.201 I just, like, work on Sundays, so I haven't been able to. 04:46.411 --> 04:47.704 I'm a big girl now. 04:48.329 --> 04:49.539 Twenty-two. 04:49.622 --> 04:54.502 -I know. I'm excited, though, to like… -Twenty-two, I had two kids already. 04:54.585 --> 04:56.254 I, like, couldn't imagine that. 04:56.337 --> 04:57.839 When you were three years old, 04:57.922 --> 05:00.258 you used to run around butt-naked around the neighborhood. 05:00.341 --> 05:02.844 -Oh, I know. -I could not keep clothes on you at all. 05:02.927 --> 05:04.679 -And you're like, "No!" -"No!" 05:04.762 --> 05:07.181 Like, dragging me. Like, "No!" 05:07.265 --> 05:10.059 I know. I wish I could go back to that house. 05:10.143 --> 05:11.561 Yeah. We had some good times. 05:11.644 --> 05:15.273 Yeah. And then I think when you and Dad separated, 05:15.356 --> 05:17.984 I became a little bit of a diva. I was kind of a brat. 05:18.067 --> 05:19.944 I wasn't the most respectful, like… 05:20.028 --> 05:22.322 So do you think the separation did that to you? 05:22.405 --> 05:24.949 'Cause I know we've never really talked about, 05:25.033 --> 05:28.036 like, when me and your dad got divorced. 05:28.119 --> 05:29.120 Yeah. 05:30.204 --> 05:34.959 When my mom left, like, I, like, quickly had to grow up. 05:35.043 --> 05:37.337 Like, I quickly had to snap into reality of like, 05:37.420 --> 05:41.674 it's kind of your role to take on the time to take care of yourself. 05:41.758 --> 05:45.553 And I kinda hit a rock bottom where I was just, like, super depressed, 05:45.636 --> 05:48.723 and, like, I was not healthy, like, at all. 05:48.806 --> 05:53.519 Like, I had, like, hives on my body. Like, I had such bad anxiety. 05:53.603 --> 05:55.813 Like, I couldn't hang out with my friends. 05:55.897 --> 05:58.775 It was, like, the loneliest point of my life. 05:58.858 --> 06:00.610 You guys were just more distracted. 06:00.693 --> 06:03.571 I think that's also why I was able to get in more trouble in high school, 06:03.654 --> 06:04.697 and no one really noticed. 06:04.781 --> 06:07.742 Like, you guys separated, and I was just like, "Fuck the world," 06:07.825 --> 06:11.037 and kind of attitude, and I was mean to people around me. 06:11.120 --> 06:12.163 I hurt other people. 06:12.246 --> 06:14.999 Just clearly lashing out over whatever it was. 06:15.083 --> 06:17.919 Needing attention, and then I, like, lost all my friends, 06:18.002 --> 06:21.381 and that, like, just felt… it felt like the worst possible thing. 06:21.464 --> 06:22.465 Yeah. 06:25.635 --> 06:27.345 Is that when you started therapy? 06:27.428 --> 06:31.265 Yeah, that's when I kinda hit rock… I was so skinny, anorexic, depressed. 06:31.891 --> 06:33.810 I didn't know you felt like that. 06:35.478 --> 06:36.521 I'm sorry. 06:36.604 --> 06:37.605 Yeah. 06:37.688 --> 06:40.983 I think losing my friends in the lowest point of my life 06:41.067 --> 06:42.777 does make it difficult to trust people. 06:42.860 --> 06:46.322 It does make it feel like you're in this world all alone. 06:46.406 --> 06:50.368 Especially at that age, and, like… It's just a tough realization 06:50.451 --> 06:54.664 that maybe sometimes you are really gonna be the only person there for you. 06:54.747 --> 06:57.083 And it's a reality you have to come to senses with, 06:57.166 --> 06:59.502 but that doesn't mean that it's an easy one. 06:59.585 --> 07:02.213 It doesn't mean it's the best one. It just… 07:02.922 --> 07:04.882 And it's hard. 07:04.966 --> 07:10.596 But I think it was necessary for me to really do a true 180 07:10.680 --> 07:14.016 and figure out who is really meant to be in my life and why. 07:14.100 --> 07:16.352 As an adult, it kind of hits you differently 07:16.436 --> 07:19.522 because now you're realizing how your friends' dynamic affected you. 07:19.605 --> 07:23.109 Like, I get that I do not need to be friends with everybody. 07:23.192 --> 07:24.735 Like, I will hang out 07:24.819 --> 07:27.697 with who I really, really do think is a good friend for me, 07:27.780 --> 07:29.949 and who I like, and who likes me, and who respects me. 07:30.032 --> 07:32.201 -Whoever you have a good connection with. -Yeah. 07:32.285 --> 07:36.622 So I'm gonna prioritize the ones that, like, are real and deeper, so… 07:36.706 --> 07:38.124 -You probably… -Wow, Emma. 07:38.207 --> 07:41.252 -What? -I don't think I was as mature as you. 07:41.335 --> 07:42.670 Like, you've grown up. 07:42.753 --> 07:45.047 -Like, you have a different outlook. -Yeah. 07:45.131 --> 07:46.883 It's, like, very mature. 07:46.966 --> 07:49.719 -Maybe because you're in therapy. -I don't know. 07:49.802 --> 07:51.804 -I'm really grateful. -I can tell it's helped. 07:51.888 --> 07:54.682 Yeah, definitely. I literally owe my therapist like a million dollars. 07:54.765 --> 07:58.561 -You probably will. -Yeah, I'll give it to her. 08:01.731 --> 08:03.941 Temptation 08:04.025 --> 08:07.111 I just wanted to have some fun 08:07.195 --> 08:11.115 You're giving me one hell of a run For my money 08:11.199 --> 08:14.744 You think it's funny I need you to want me 08:15.369 --> 08:17.663 "Meet a Boy Cute As Can Be." 08:18.289 --> 08:20.374 -Aw. How cute. -What a funny color. 08:21.292 --> 08:24.128 -I'm ticklish. That part's gonna be awful. -I know. 08:24.212 --> 08:26.005 -Cheers. -Cheers. 08:26.088 --> 08:27.298 To a girls' day. 08:27.381 --> 08:30.218 -Mommy and daughter date. -Yeah. Mommy and daughter date. 08:30.801 --> 08:32.845 Those four years went by so fast. 08:32.929 --> 08:35.223 -I blinked, and you're back. -So fast. I know. 08:35.848 --> 08:37.475 But I'm happy to be back. 08:37.558 --> 08:41.270 You had a lot of fun in college, more than probably most girls. 08:41.354 --> 08:44.982 -I knew you were out, out with the girls… -No, I definitely have no regrets. 08:45.066 --> 08:46.943 But the only thing I didn't do ever 08:47.026 --> 08:50.696 was, like, after going out, running and get a tattoo down the street. 08:50.780 --> 08:53.616 Everyone did it, and I never did it. Maybe I'll get a tattoo one day. 08:53.699 --> 08:57.036 I feel like you have to. It's fun. You get one with me? 08:57.119 --> 08:58.621 No, I wouldn't do it. 08:58.704 --> 09:02.667 And I wouldn't want you to do it, but if you did, I can't stop you. 09:03.334 --> 09:05.920 -I was thinking of getting a tattoo here. -I'd kill you. 09:06.003 --> 09:08.631 -You're absolutely wild and crazy. -I was gonna put… 09:08.714 --> 09:11.175 -Something's wrong with you. -The F word. 09:11.259 --> 09:12.301 Why? 09:12.385 --> 09:14.095 -It's funny. -No, it's not funny. 09:14.178 --> 09:15.179 I think it's chic. 09:15.263 --> 09:16.722 -It's tacky. -No. 09:16.806 --> 09:18.516 It's obnoxious. 09:18.599 --> 09:19.642 It's ridiculous. 09:19.725 --> 09:21.352 No, not for me. 09:22.853 --> 09:24.438 Yeah, thank you. 09:25.773 --> 09:28.985 Do you guys have the shade Let's Be Friends by OPI? 09:29.068 --> 09:31.320 -Yes. -Okay, perfect. 09:31.404 --> 09:35.908 You know, like, I went on a date with this new friend of ours named Ben. 09:35.992 --> 09:39.287 I was like, "I definitely would have remembered him from high school." 09:39.370 --> 09:40.705 -He's really cute? -Yeah. 09:40.788 --> 09:44.000 I don't know if he had some crazy glow up, or I just never saw him. 09:44.083 --> 09:47.587 But he has these bright blue eyes. 09:47.670 --> 09:51.424 And I was just looking at them, and I was like… and he's like, 09:52.550 --> 09:55.177 like, Persian or something. Like, I can tell. 09:55.261 --> 09:57.138 -Oh, love it. -Mm-hmm. 09:57.221 --> 10:01.601 You get butterflies? Did you get a little butterfly in your stomach? 10:02.768 --> 10:06.772 Mom, I'm not five. No, I don't know. I'm a little like… 10:07.607 --> 10:11.485 Yeah, I guess I'm nervous. Everyone had a crush on him at the party. 10:11.569 --> 10:12.903 -Your friends? -But… 10:12.987 --> 10:16.657 I… After I was with Ben at the party, and I walked away, 10:16.741 --> 10:19.410 I saw the girls talking crap. 10:19.493 --> 10:20.661 -But… -Uh-oh. 10:20.745 --> 10:22.705 In such a tight-knit group, 10:22.788 --> 10:25.666 like, you annoy one girl, and you're so done. 10:25.750 --> 10:27.627 -I think that's so ridiculous. -It is ridiculous. 10:27.710 --> 10:29.086 That's why I'm not a fan. 10:29.170 --> 10:34.050 I think a lot of the problems that have happened so far this summer 10:34.133 --> 10:35.593 are projection. 10:35.676 --> 10:38.387 The cattiness was so ridiculous. 10:38.929 --> 10:42.308 Me and Alexie, we became friends when we were, I think, seven. 10:42.391 --> 10:43.768 We've been friends for so long, 10:43.851 --> 10:47.021 so I feel like you have different expectations of people. 10:47.104 --> 10:48.981 And of course I care, but, I don't know, 10:49.065 --> 10:51.776 I think it says a lot about people and how they feel about themselves, 10:51.859 --> 10:54.695 and I think that's the same when people have one-sided beef. 10:58.699 --> 11:00.117 He chose. 11:00.951 --> 11:05.498 'Cause I don't tolerate disrespect from friends, so I'm not engaging in that. 11:05.581 --> 11:10.127 But the only, like, downside is he's moving to New York. 11:11.128 --> 11:13.214 Oh. Like, now? 11:13.714 --> 11:16.008 Like, yeah, like, soon. 11:16.092 --> 11:20.680 So maybe you guys will just be friends, or… it's casual. It doesn't matter. 11:20.763 --> 11:22.056 But he's super cute, though, 11:22.139 --> 11:25.434 so, like, I don't really want him going on dates with any other girls. 11:25.518 --> 11:26.811 That'd be, like, weird. 11:26.894 --> 11:28.646 Oh. Okay. 11:29.355 --> 11:31.399 I don't want to share. 11:31.482 --> 11:33.025 Well, I mean, you're 22. 11:33.109 --> 11:36.821 -You did say you wanna get married young. -You'll freak me out with the timeline. 11:36.904 --> 11:39.699 You're going to freak me out. Okay, wait. So I'm 22. 11:39.782 --> 11:41.492 So then, date, like, 23, 24. 11:41.575 --> 11:45.287 -Right. -Get engaged by 26. Get married by 27. 11:45.371 --> 11:47.790 You've got, like, three years to have kids. 11:47.873 --> 11:52.002 No, you'll have to wait a little bit. That sounds, like, really fast. 11:52.753 --> 11:53.796 -Yeah. -So… 11:53.879 --> 11:56.799 My mom was like, "You're 22. You just graduated. Chill." 11:56.882 --> 11:59.969 But I feel like I've known Ben, like, forever. 12:00.052 --> 12:01.929 -And we ended up… -I'm behind. 12:02.012 --> 12:04.765 I think we'd have really cute kids. Are you kidding me? 12:04.849 --> 12:07.852 Like, my green hazel eyes, his blue eyes. 12:07.935 --> 12:12.648 They'd be like little freaking, like, little God kids. 12:12.732 --> 12:14.275 I mean, I'm a Pisces. 12:14.358 --> 12:17.486 Of course I thought this all out already. I have the wedding planned. 12:18.070 --> 12:20.197 It's like I plan everything out in my head. 12:20.948 --> 12:23.117 I'm creative. 12:23.200 --> 12:26.245 A little creative and a little cray-cray. 12:26.328 --> 12:27.204 Just a little. 12:27.288 --> 12:30.624 Two kids who went on a date 12:30.708 --> 12:32.877 Sixteen, just finding our way 12:32.960 --> 12:34.962 Who knew how long we would stay 12:35.045 --> 12:37.423 And now we're getting older 12:39.633 --> 12:42.970 You want to start? We'll shoot a little horse and talk about life. 12:43.053 --> 12:45.389 Raine, you got this. Hit it. Confident. 12:45.473 --> 12:48.142 -This is how we're gonna pick what I do. -Okay, go ahead. 12:48.225 --> 12:52.313 -You can do what you put your mind to do. -I have to see which one I make. 12:52.396 --> 12:53.355 -Go ahead. -Modeling. 12:56.358 --> 12:59.195 -Boom! Sweet. Almost nothing but net. -All right! 12:59.278 --> 13:00.696 Okay, sports broadcasting. 13:00.780 --> 13:02.698 -It's my favorite. -It was fun. I loved it. 13:02.781 --> 13:04.658 -I'm down on the field. -Okay. 13:04.742 --> 13:05.993 Don't mess this up. 13:06.869 --> 13:09.038 -Oh, sh… -Oh, you did that on purpose. 13:10.498 --> 13:12.333 -You did. -Oh shit. 13:12.416 --> 13:15.336 -Uh, dog rescue. -Dog… That's a net. 13:15.419 --> 13:17.755 -That's always gonna happen. -Let's see that. 13:19.256 --> 13:21.425 -Oh my God. -Dang it. 13:21.509 --> 13:23.385 Well, we know which career I'm not doing, 13:23.469 --> 13:25.471 and that's a basketball player. 13:25.554 --> 13:26.514 I'm not so smart. 13:26.597 --> 13:31.435 I made a series of bad decisions, uh, which I managed to live through. 13:32.269 --> 13:34.897 The craziest thing I've experienced with my dad being a rock star 13:34.980 --> 13:40.653 is probably seeing a bunch of boobs at his concerts. 13:40.736 --> 13:44.740 Growing up, every concert we'd go to, there would just be boobs everywhere. 13:44.824 --> 13:47.326 I'd collect the bras that they'd throw on stage 13:47.409 --> 13:49.703 and end up donating them to a women's shelter. 13:49.787 --> 13:51.539 We were like, "What do we do with these bras?" 13:51.622 --> 13:54.500 One of my best friends came to one of the concerts, 13:54.583 --> 13:58.170 and our moms both happen to have very fake boobies. 13:58.254 --> 14:01.090 Uh, so my friend thought something was wrong with the women 14:01.173 --> 14:03.425 because she'd never seen real boobs. 14:03.509 --> 14:05.803 She was like, "What's wrong with those boobs?" 14:05.886 --> 14:08.764 Okay, if I make this, I get to live here forever. 14:08.848 --> 14:10.015 Done. 14:10.099 --> 14:11.851 This is big doings. 14:13.936 --> 14:15.938 -Wow. All right. Well. -And you're… 14:16.021 --> 14:17.857 Thank you. You're gone. 14:17.940 --> 14:19.608 -At least… -Let's go drink. 14:19.692 --> 14:22.027 -I need water. -All right. Are you antsy? 14:22.111 --> 14:24.405 Is your insulin-- You need insulin? Is your sugar high? 14:24.488 --> 14:26.699 I do. Just a touch. It's not too high. 14:26.782 --> 14:31.704 The sun's great, but it's about that time I should take a shot anyway. 14:31.787 --> 14:33.706 -Yeah. -They… 14:33.789 --> 14:36.125 -Can I push it in like I used to? -Yeah. You want to? 14:36.208 --> 14:37.918 -You put it in. I can't. -All right. 14:38.002 --> 14:38.961 You got it. 14:39.044 --> 14:42.214 -Go ahead. Remember when you were a kid? -How much? You gotta tell me. 14:42.298 --> 14:44.300 Just like two units, three units. 14:44.884 --> 14:46.218 You don't want too many. 14:46.302 --> 14:47.344 -Go ahead. -It's not going. 14:47.428 --> 14:49.346 -Here, I'll start it. -Hold on. Let me… 14:49.430 --> 14:51.015 How much do I do? 14:52.099 --> 14:52.975 That's good. 14:53.058 --> 14:55.978 -I don't even think I pushed it. -Well, it's enough. 14:56.061 --> 14:58.439 Okay, I have very weak thumbs. 14:58.522 --> 15:01.901 When you were a kid, I'd put it in, and you'd go… 15:01.984 --> 15:06.113 Like, "Not all the units in there!" "Not all the insulin go, Dad." And it was… 15:06.196 --> 15:08.282 Here's what I want to tell you. 15:08.365 --> 15:13.078 I think as a dad, I'm in no rush for you to ever move out, right? 15:13.162 --> 15:13.996 Done. 15:14.079 --> 15:16.248 Wait a minute. Let me rephrase that. 15:16.332 --> 15:17.708 -Done. -I mean… 15:17.791 --> 15:21.962 "Well, I'm never moving out." Does it mean just hand you the wallet? 15:22.046 --> 15:23.756 I have an old-timey wallet. 15:23.839 --> 15:24.882 Let me grab it. 15:24.965 --> 15:28.010 I don't need it. I have your card on my Apple Pay. 15:29.428 --> 15:34.433 But my point is, you know, again, I want to be this awesome dad, 15:34.516 --> 15:38.812 let you spread your wings, you know, but you're at that crossroads. 15:38.896 --> 15:40.814 What can I help you with? 15:40.898 --> 15:44.401 Walls that you think you might hit that I can help you get through. 15:44.485 --> 15:47.821 Well, I feel like you found success at a young age. 15:47.905 --> 15:49.740 -It's, you know… -Right. 15:49.823 --> 15:51.617 It's a lot to compare to. 15:51.700 --> 15:55.245 I've been doing modeling for ten years almost, which is crazy. 15:55.329 --> 15:57.915 Love modeling. I've met some amazing people through it. 15:57.998 --> 16:02.419 It's not like a forever thing, but I'll do it until I can't. I love it. 16:02.503 --> 16:05.547 I think I feel pressure because, like, he found success 16:05.631 --> 16:09.426 a little earlier on in life than necessarily, like, I have. 16:09.510 --> 16:13.472 I'm not saying I haven't found success, but his is such a broad scale of success 16:13.555 --> 16:16.725 that it's kind of like… it's almost too hard to compare yourself to 16:16.809 --> 16:20.312 because it's like, that's not a normal necessarily thing. 16:20.396 --> 16:24.441 Like, I did Sports Illustrated, but it's like, he also sold out a stadium. 16:25.150 --> 16:29.571 I don't know if I necessarily have fears. It's just the fear of the unknown, maybe. 16:29.655 --> 16:32.116 -Right. -Which is tricky in this day and age. 16:32.199 --> 16:37.871 Everything's on social media, and you compare everything, and, you know. 16:37.955 --> 16:39.206 You know what I got to do? 16:39.289 --> 16:41.750 While you're living in a digital world where you put a photo up, 16:41.834 --> 16:42.668 and it does great, 16:42.751 --> 16:46.547 I came from a world where you wrapped your own cassettes… 16:46.630 --> 16:48.340 I don't even know what a cassette is. 16:48.424 --> 16:51.385 I had to steal my first record from Sears and Roebuck. 16:51.468 --> 16:54.138 I bought two and slid one under my leather jacket. 16:54.221 --> 16:55.347 It's a true story. 16:55.431 --> 16:57.474 -The internet is amazing. -Yeah. 16:57.558 --> 16:59.226 It's an incredible world. 16:59.309 --> 17:01.979 I was the first one to embrace it as a musician. 17:02.062 --> 17:04.982 I love the internet. I love where the world's at. 17:05.065 --> 17:07.943 So are you okay with me doing FeetFinder then? 17:08.027 --> 17:11.739 I think FeetFinder's a brilliant, brilliant decision. 17:11.822 --> 17:15.242 They did mine, and I had negative 11 views. 17:15.325 --> 17:17.202 People wanted money back. 17:18.954 --> 17:20.748 -I love you, Dad. -Love ya. 17:24.168 --> 17:28.464 You know you could've let me down easy 17:28.547 --> 17:32.843 But you just had to be so harsh 17:32.926 --> 17:34.928 Mm, mm, mm 17:35.012 --> 17:37.097 Mm, mm, mm 17:37.181 --> 17:38.432 Mm, mm 17:38.515 --> 17:40.726 Yeah, I'm the one With all the problems 17:40.809 --> 17:42.686 I got issues, I can't solve 'em 17:42.770 --> 17:44.646 I'll find my true love someday 17:44.730 --> 17:46.774 Guess that day was not today 17:50.569 --> 17:52.696 -What's up, pretty lady? -Hi. 17:52.780 --> 17:55.365 -Good to see you. -Nice to see you. 17:55.449 --> 17:57.659 -Have you been here before? -A couple times. 17:57.743 --> 17:59.036 -Yeah. -My favorite place. 17:59.119 --> 18:00.621 -Used to be my neck of the woods. -Okay. 18:00.704 --> 18:01.997 How are you? 18:02.081 --> 18:03.165 I'm okay. 18:05.084 --> 18:06.835 I'm upset at you, but… 18:06.919 --> 18:08.128 Yeah? 18:08.629 --> 18:11.131 -It's only been a couple of days. Already? -Yeah. 18:11.215 --> 18:13.217 Because you bother me. 18:15.385 --> 18:16.720 So… 18:17.387 --> 18:18.847 -How was your week? -No. 18:18.931 --> 18:21.892 I'm over the week. We're not doing this shallow talk. 18:21.975 --> 18:24.394 So you know I hate having serious conversations with you. 18:24.478 --> 18:26.772 -I don't think you do. -And I hate confronting you. 18:26.855 --> 18:28.857 Then stop. Then let's not do it. 18:30.442 --> 18:32.027 So I want you to be honest with me. 18:32.110 --> 18:33.821 Because I feel like 18:33.904 --> 18:38.075 our friendship is pretty much based on honesty and loyalty, right? 18:38.158 --> 18:40.869 At least is what I thought, so… 18:42.120 --> 18:44.790 -I showed up to the carnival. -Mm-hmm. 18:44.873 --> 18:46.792 I saw something on your neck. 18:47.793 --> 18:48.669 Yeah? 18:49.294 --> 18:51.547 Obviously, I left with assumptions. 18:53.423 --> 18:57.010 Have you been sneaky behind my back and not telling me? Because I'd tell you. 18:57.094 --> 18:58.470 And you know I would. 18:59.388 --> 19:00.514 Um… 19:02.140 --> 19:04.268 I've been… I've been dating. 19:05.853 --> 19:07.187 Nobody, like, in particular. 19:07.271 --> 19:10.858 I think it's just kind of like seeing what the world has to offer. 19:10.941 --> 19:14.069 But it's nothing like… I'm locked in right now. 19:16.572 --> 19:18.574 You know, couldn't sit around forever. 19:20.701 --> 19:22.494 All right. Pardon my reach. 19:26.373 --> 19:29.334 Come on. Like, where's the loyalty in that? 19:30.043 --> 19:33.213 I'm not upset at you going on a date. I'm upset at the principle 19:33.297 --> 19:35.841 of you showing up to the carnival with a hickey. 19:35.924 --> 19:38.677 -Uh-huh. -Then where was that conversation then? 19:38.760 --> 19:41.388 Because I'm not trying to kill the whole vibe at the carnival. 19:41.471 --> 19:44.600 I got all my homegirls coming to me, "Oh, is that your hickey?" "No." 19:45.184 --> 19:47.561 Also, who gives hickeys? What are we, 12, Linda? 19:47.644 --> 19:49.897 Tell me about it. I was just as mad as you. 19:49.980 --> 19:51.982 What are we doing with hickeys out of everything? 19:52.065 --> 19:54.818 -I'm just as mad as you are. -I'm hurt, and I'm agitated. 19:54.902 --> 19:57.112 -If it comes off like a joke, it's not. -No, I get you. 19:57.196 --> 19:59.156 -I'm just weirded out. -I hear you. 19:59.239 --> 20:00.991 God, no, I didn't want her to see that hickey. 20:01.074 --> 20:02.826 I didn't want to see the hickey. 20:02.910 --> 20:05.662 I think that if I was, like, completely oblivious 20:05.746 --> 20:09.291 and, like, just kept chasing after this girl 20:09.374 --> 20:11.960 with two phones, who doesn't answer, 20:12.044 --> 20:14.922 it's like, you know, I'd be a little simp. 20:16.006 --> 20:17.341 Well, fuck that. 20:18.091 --> 20:19.468 Why try to play me? 20:19.551 --> 20:21.637 I've been the one that co-signed the fuck out of you, 20:21.720 --> 20:23.764 told all your homeboys that you're actually cool. 20:23.847 --> 20:25.224 All the girls. 20:25.307 --> 20:29.061 I'm like, "Yo, by the way, he's dope. Like, he's a good kid." 20:29.144 --> 20:30.437 And I get this? 20:30.520 --> 20:33.690 I'll be completely honest. I didn't know you cared that much. 20:33.774 --> 20:35.609 -I care. A lot. -That's what I'm saying. 20:35.692 --> 20:38.236 We can't have this conversation for me to find out that you care. 20:39.738 --> 20:43.450 The only times that you told me you cared is at this and then the apology, 20:43.533 --> 20:46.995 you know, coffee or açai, whatever, that we got right after Yamashiro. 20:47.079 --> 20:49.164 That's when you're gonna let it be known that you care. 20:49.248 --> 20:50.832 -Yeah. -In high-tense conversations. 20:50.916 --> 20:56.254 I don't roll like that. You gotta care. You gotta care every day from here on out. 20:58.048 --> 21:00.425 I think it's an excuse. 21:00.509 --> 21:01.885 He knows I care. 21:01.969 --> 21:05.597 So for him to say that he didn't think I would care, 21:05.681 --> 21:09.268 it's just kind of like a slap in the face. 21:09.351 --> 21:12.646 Yeah, you know what? You know what? Yeah, I wasn't getting the attention. 21:12.729 --> 21:13.981 And I slipped off, 21:14.064 --> 21:18.110 and I went and did my own thing for a weekend, a night, whatever. 21:18.193 --> 21:21.488 -Do you feel bad? Or you don't? -I'm truly sorry. Absolutely. 21:21.571 --> 21:22.948 Because I know that you feel. 21:23.031 --> 21:25.283 -No, sorry… -You have to feel bad, right? 21:25.367 --> 21:27.160 I absolutely do feel sorry 21:27.244 --> 21:30.122 for embarrassing you or hurting your feelings. 21:30.789 --> 21:31.999 And I don't want to do that. 21:32.082 --> 21:35.502 So, yeah, I can take accountability when I slip up. And, yeah, I did. 21:35.585 --> 21:39.631 Do you understand that, like, your actions affect people? 21:39.715 --> 21:40.549 For sure. 21:40.632 --> 21:42.634 There's certain things that you've done 21:42.718 --> 21:46.596 that I'm like, "Wait, is he trying to get a rise, a reaction out of me?" 21:46.680 --> 21:48.849 -Not at all. -I feel like now I get Jemma. 21:49.433 --> 21:51.852 -You fucked Jemma up, babe. -Yeah, when I was… 21:51.935 --> 21:53.145 -Like, bad. -Yeah. 21:53.228 --> 21:55.022 -The way you treat women. -Old dirt. 21:55.105 --> 21:56.857 No. I'm trying to help you understand 21:56.940 --> 22:00.527 that I can't have you going around saying, "I'm a man this. I'm a man that," 22:00.610 --> 22:01.987 when it doesn't show. 22:02.571 --> 22:04.322 So what do you want, though? 22:04.406 --> 22:09.494 I don't see myself being serious with you until you work on yourself. 22:10.078 --> 22:13.206 I think in order for me to be okay, 22:14.666 --> 22:16.209 I need to step away. 22:16.293 --> 22:20.505 I need to let you go 22:20.589 --> 22:25.427 -All right then, darling. -Feel like I'm going down deep 22:25.510 --> 22:29.222 Can't get out of this hole 22:29.306 --> 22:33.894 And I wish it was her and not me… 22:33.977 --> 22:36.730 I feel like I've given him so many chances 22:38.273 --> 22:41.443 that if I gave him another chance… 22:43.653 --> 22:47.157 I would just be hurt even more, and I don't want that. 22:47.240 --> 22:51.620 I don't want to be dealing with that. I got too much on my plate. 22:51.703 --> 22:53.997 …I ever loved you 22:55.624 --> 22:59.002 I need to let you go 23:12.474 --> 23:13.850 Ready, ready, ready… 23:14.810 --> 23:16.937 La, la, la, la Life ain't free, though 23:17.020 --> 23:19.064 -What's up, y'all? -Gettin' giddyup 23:19.147 --> 23:20.982 -Giddyup -What, what? You know 23:21.066 --> 23:26.530 I don't need nobody sliding up And only go round, round 23:26.613 --> 23:28.615 -Round, round -Everybody go around 23:28.698 --> 23:31.660 Look at your little setup. Are you kidding? You're so cute. 23:31.743 --> 23:35.497 Whoa. Sterling took a detour route. Look at him. He doesn't know what to do. 23:37.249 --> 23:41.086 What door is he going in? Is he going to the beach court? 23:41.169 --> 23:43.130 You want to play a pickup game? Look at him. 23:43.213 --> 23:45.549 He's just wandering around back there. 23:45.632 --> 23:47.259 I'm gonna pee my pants. Should I help him? 23:47.342 --> 23:50.846 He's walking in the wrong door. He's so confused. Look at him. 23:50.929 --> 23:52.222 Sterling! 23:53.432 --> 23:55.642 Why are there so many doors? 23:55.725 --> 23:58.311 -I gave myself a house tour. -He was on a tour… 23:58.395 --> 24:01.940 -Do you want anything to drink? -Yeah. Do you have water here? 24:02.023 --> 24:04.985 -Yeah. Drink fridge. Yeah. -There's a drink fridge. 24:05.068 --> 24:07.195 -I know. It's lit. -This is… What? 24:07.279 --> 24:10.073 He's like, "Do you have water?" I'm like, "How's one better?" 24:10.157 --> 24:12.993 -Wait. You have my favorite. Sanzo. -What's your favorite? 24:13.076 --> 24:15.370 -Oh, you like Sanzo? Sanzo's buss. -Yeah. 24:15.454 --> 24:19.082 I got this one. I used it as a mixer in Hawaii, and I was like, "I like it." 24:19.166 --> 24:20.959 Sometimes this makes me hiccup, so we'll see. 24:21.042 --> 24:23.628 Yeah, me too. Especially because I'm a drink chugger. 24:23.712 --> 24:27.048 I forgot hiccups existed, and I had them all week last week. 24:27.132 --> 24:29.843 How'd you forget they existed? How'd you have them all week? 24:29.926 --> 24:31.845 Mm-hmm. Mm, like off and on. 24:31.928 --> 24:35.015 Guess what helped? ChatGPT. I looked up how to get rid of hiccups. 24:35.098 --> 24:37.100 -And it told you? -What did it say? 24:37.184 --> 24:38.768 I forgot. 24:39.561 --> 24:41.146 -Oh, Mom! -Hey, you guys. 24:41.229 --> 24:43.190 -Hello! -Hi, Mom. 24:43.273 --> 24:45.358 You're drinking wine at this juncture? 24:45.442 --> 24:48.069 Yes. Let's bring Grandpa to the table. 24:48.153 --> 24:49.779 She said, "It's wine o'clock." 24:49.863 --> 24:51.531 Are you guys gonna eat? 24:51.615 --> 24:53.617 Yes, we've been dabbling in the grapes. 24:53.700 --> 24:54.701 Miss Hostess here. 24:54.784 --> 24:58.663 Miss Hostess… it's like a stress bake, but I didn't really want to bake, 24:58.747 --> 24:59.873 so it's stress plate. 24:59.956 --> 25:01.374 Wait, what do you mean? 25:01.458 --> 25:05.003 Oh, I didn't… I feel like I only told you. I kind of just went on. 25:05.086 --> 25:08.882 Um, so with Emilie, we haven't texted or talked since the pool party. 25:08.965 --> 25:12.677 Wait, so I feel like I pulled up into the friend group, 25:12.761 --> 25:14.262 and you and Emilie were like… 25:14.346 --> 25:16.306 -Tight? -You guys were tight. 25:16.389 --> 25:18.475 But I don't know the backstory leading up to that. 25:18.558 --> 25:22.020 So all I know is, like, friends when I first met you guys, 25:22.103 --> 25:23.813 now it's over. I don't know. 25:23.897 --> 25:25.065 Like, we've always had, 25:25.148 --> 25:29.569 like, we always grew up arguing and stuff, like, throughout high school. 25:29.653 --> 25:31.196 Was it like a sister vibe or what? 25:31.279 --> 25:34.616 Sister vibe, very much, because you're friends with the mom, 25:34.699 --> 25:37.118 the parents would get involved. Like… 25:37.202 --> 25:40.539 -I don't like when parents get involved. -I know you don't. 25:40.622 --> 25:43.917 But they'd always get involved. We'd always kind of just argue. 25:44.000 --> 25:47.796 And that's why it's hard. This… Like, my fight with her is different, 25:47.879 --> 25:50.590 because it's like, I've known her since I was seven, 25:50.674 --> 25:52.467 so it's like arguments with her… 25:52.551 --> 25:55.303 I know her so well. I knew that's how she was going to act, 25:55.387 --> 25:57.430 but it still doesn't make it any less hurtful. 25:57.514 --> 26:00.141 No, but, obviously, you guys have been friends for so long. 26:00.225 --> 26:01.810 There's always been good periods. 26:01.893 --> 26:04.229 With Emilie, every single time we'd get in a fight, 26:04.312 --> 26:07.524 it's like you forgive, and you forget. It's kind of just like, 26:07.607 --> 26:12.237 "All right, whatever. Yeah, we're going to get in an argument and then…" 26:12.320 --> 26:15.073 -And not talk to you for a year? -Yeah, she won't talk to me for a year. 26:15.156 --> 26:16.866 -A year? -Yeah, a year. 26:16.950 --> 26:18.785 And the mom didn't talk to me for a year either. 26:18.868 --> 26:20.704 -Yeah. -These are big cycles. 26:20.787 --> 26:23.748 You never forget, but it's like, you're kind of like, "Okay, whatever." 26:23.832 --> 26:26.751 Like, every single little time, it's like a little break, 26:26.835 --> 26:30.589 and it's like, you always just hope someone like that's going to evolve. 26:30.672 --> 26:32.716 Nope. Peeps. Nothing. 26:34.050 --> 26:36.803 A lot of what I do is being considerate to Emilie, 26:36.886 --> 26:38.471 whether or not she sees that. 26:38.555 --> 26:41.850 Kimora, Emilie, and I were really close. We were a little trio. 26:41.933 --> 26:43.476 I feel like I got caught in the middle. 26:43.560 --> 26:44.561 Where is Emilie? 26:44.644 --> 26:45.645 Okay. 26:46.521 --> 26:48.523 I'm coming with you. We're coming with you. 26:48.607 --> 26:51.109 And I think that I get worried about that a lot 26:51.192 --> 26:53.069 because I do think, especially with Emilie and I, 26:53.153 --> 26:54.904 people always kind of like group us together, 26:54.988 --> 26:56.573 and, like, they hate her. 26:56.656 --> 26:59.659 So, like, it's been kind of hard for me balancing that. 26:59.743 --> 27:02.787 I'm sorry. I'm sorry for you that that happened. 27:02.871 --> 27:06.541 It's hard to let something go when you feel like it's unresolved. 27:06.625 --> 27:07.959 I'm all about talking it out. 27:08.043 --> 27:10.503 -They've been friends for a long time. -Yeah. 27:10.587 --> 27:11.921 You don't ignore it. 27:12.005 --> 27:14.758 -Yeah, totally. -But for some people, it's challenging. 27:14.841 --> 27:18.136 They take it personally instead of a straight-up conversation. 27:18.219 --> 27:22.599 Regardless if you wanna be friends after, we're still in the same friend group, 27:22.682 --> 27:24.643 and so at least being cordial. 27:24.726 --> 27:27.979 I hate that awkward tension you have with someone in the room… 27:28.063 --> 27:29.230 Yeah, it's weird. 27:29.314 --> 27:32.275 Yeah, just, at minimum, express how you're feeling. 27:32.359 --> 27:34.861 We don't have to be friends, but we can be cordial. 27:34.944 --> 27:35.862 Yeah. 27:35.945 --> 27:37.906 It's very much like Emilie's way or the highway. 27:37.989 --> 27:40.408 She doesn't have the angel on her shoulder being like, 27:40.492 --> 27:43.119 "You shouldn't have done that." She's just a devil on her shoulder. 27:43.203 --> 27:46.247 Everyone knows that side of Emilie. I'm still trying to process that 27:46.331 --> 27:49.459 because I do still love her, but if I wasn't a stronger person, 27:49.542 --> 27:53.088 some of the daggers she's thrown at me really would have hurt, honestly. 27:53.171 --> 27:57.217 Is that like you date someone, and then you try to fix them 27:57.300 --> 27:58.718 and hope that they get better? 27:58.802 --> 28:01.513 Sounds like a toxic boyfriend. 28:01.596 --> 28:05.642 Where it's, like, I'm not into bad boys, but Emilie is like my vice. 28:05.725 --> 28:10.355 I'm into nice friends, bad guys. You're into good, nice guys, bad friends. 28:10.438 --> 28:13.608 There you go. Hey, just Emilie. 28:13.692 --> 28:15.610 She doesn't even see that it's her mess. 28:15.694 --> 28:19.364 Why don't you just focus on finding a lovely young man to date? 28:19.447 --> 28:21.408 -You have a girlfriend, right? -I do. 28:21.491 --> 28:25.412 -Smart. How long have you been with her? -A year and a half. 28:25.495 --> 28:27.956 -It's still new. -Time flies. Is it still new? 28:28.039 --> 28:31.084 -It feels so long to me. -It should not feel like that. 28:31.167 --> 28:32.794 No, it's in a good way. 28:32.877 --> 28:36.798 -He's like, "Feels like 30 years." -I know. It's not what I want to hear. 28:36.881 --> 28:38.466 You know what I mean. 28:49.894 --> 28:51.980 Wild 28:53.982 --> 28:56.234 Whoa 28:57.193 --> 29:00.238 Whoa, you've been waiting 29:00.321 --> 29:03.408 Whoa, to give me… 29:03.491 --> 29:06.661 We step into the crowd 29:06.745 --> 29:08.037 A shot of claw. 29:08.121 --> 29:10.999 -To Sagebrush! Cheers! -To Sagebrush! 29:11.082 --> 29:13.209 -To Ragebrush! -To Ragebrush. 29:13.293 --> 29:16.463 Come and get it Come and get it, they wanna 29:16.546 --> 29:19.716 Do what we do, but they ain't gonna 29:19.799 --> 29:22.343 They're waiting, they're begging 29:24.637 --> 29:25.889 This is what I needed. 29:26.473 --> 29:29.934 -Hi! -I love the dress. It's so good. 29:30.018 --> 29:30.977 It's fun, right? 29:31.060 --> 29:33.813 -How was everything? -I had a hard day yesterday. 29:33.897 --> 29:36.608 -You fully ended everything? -Yeah, I'm like, "We're friends." 29:36.691 --> 29:39.152 Suede! I am so proud of you. Thanks. 29:39.235 --> 29:40.779 -Thank you. -It was a phase. 29:40.862 --> 29:43.114 Dylan, bye. 29:43.198 --> 29:44.199 Like, he's over. 29:44.282 --> 29:48.244 This is gonna be the best night ever. There's no more Dylan in the equation. 29:48.328 --> 29:51.289 Wow. You know what? Like, there is hope for us. 29:51.372 --> 29:53.833 -I fell for it. Straight up. -But we have you back. 29:53.917 --> 29:56.211 -We're back. -This is your redemption arc. 29:56.294 --> 30:00.340 -Goodbye, fake cowboy, by the way. -Get your Malibu cowboy out of here. 30:00.423 --> 30:02.467 I'm so happy to have you back. 30:03.009 --> 30:06.304 -We're so back, babe. We're so back. -We're so back. 30:06.387 --> 30:09.307 Sweet like cherry Ain't no kind of worry 30:09.390 --> 30:12.018 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh 30:12.101 --> 30:15.897 Life is temporary Just enjoy the journey 30:15.980 --> 30:17.774 -What's up, Raine? -Hello! How are you? 30:17.857 --> 30:19.108 Good to see you. 30:19.859 --> 30:22.987 Oh my God, Hercy! 30:23.905 --> 30:24.948 How are you? 30:26.824 --> 30:27.951 What's up? 30:29.786 --> 30:33.665 Suede, like, I won't lie, I'm not the most excited to see her again. 30:33.748 --> 30:37.252 I hear her say, like, "I care about you, and I'm here for you," 30:37.335 --> 30:39.087 and any time, it's like, 30:39.170 --> 30:40.839 it's all make-believe. 30:40.922 --> 30:44.008 It's been so long. I feel like I never see you. It makes me sad. 30:45.176 --> 30:48.721 -How you doing? -Life's been doing its thing. Same old. 30:48.805 --> 30:49.764 What exactly? 30:49.848 --> 30:54.686 Just, you know, this time around, I'm just a little tired of bullshit. 30:54.769 --> 30:56.521 How was your date with Nolan, by the way? 30:56.604 --> 30:58.648 -Oh, it was good. -Are you guys exclusive? 30:58.731 --> 30:59.858 -No. -No? Okay. 30:59.941 --> 31:01.484 -No. -It's just fun. 31:01.568 --> 31:05.029 -Me and Jemma are having fun! -Having fun! 31:05.113 --> 31:05.947 I like that. 31:06.030 --> 31:09.409 Go, Jemma! Go, Jemma! 31:09.492 --> 31:12.620 I feel like it's very healthy, very good. We're getting to know each other. 31:12.704 --> 31:14.330 You mean it's not Dylan? 31:16.082 --> 31:17.000 That's my point. 31:21.754 --> 31:23.715 All eyes on me 31:24.841 --> 31:27.594 -Yeah, when did this happen? -Bro, they pull up holding hands? 31:27.677 --> 31:31.806 Go ahead, let them stare 'Cause I know what I want 31:31.889 --> 31:34.517 And it's unbelievable 31:35.768 --> 31:39.397 -They're like fully in it. -He's kissing her shoulder. 31:40.273 --> 31:42.442 Look at this touchy-touchy shit right here. 31:42.525 --> 31:45.612 I've got the take cards energy 31:45.695 --> 31:47.864 Shit. I'm over here confused. 31:48.740 --> 31:50.992 -I got more shit to stress about. -Heard that. 31:51.075 --> 31:53.244 Sometimes you gotta walk away from some shit. 31:54.495 --> 31:56.789 I ain't gonna lie. I told you it was dry season, 31:56.873 --> 31:59.292 but, shit, it might be raining over here. 32:00.001 --> 32:02.837 Couldn't even keep your mind made up for more than ten minutes. 32:02.920 --> 32:05.673 That's why I gotta stay positive. We're not looking at it. 32:05.757 --> 32:06.591 I hear you. 32:06.674 --> 32:09.636 Hey, yeah, whoo! 32:09.719 --> 32:13.556 Cut to the top of the ranks Where nobody can stop me… 32:13.640 --> 32:17.810 Margarita! Margarita! 32:17.894 --> 32:20.229 -How's work going? -It's good. I love it. 32:20.313 --> 32:22.106 -I'm still yet to come. -I know. 32:22.190 --> 32:25.401 Wait, I saw, um, a BRABUS the other day. Is that how you say it? 32:25.485 --> 32:26.986 -Yeah. -And I thought of you. 32:27.070 --> 32:28.404 -Aw. What color was it? -Who? 32:28.488 --> 32:30.615 -"Who?" BRABUS. -It was… 32:30.698 --> 32:32.325 Like, the 4x4 G-Wagon. 32:32.408 --> 32:33.868 -Oh! I was like… -Yeah. 32:34.827 --> 32:36.663 -"Who? Who'd you see?" -Yeah… 32:37.246 --> 32:40.083 I'm like, "Who the fuck did you see?" 32:40.166 --> 32:44.003 "Who the fuck is BRABUS? I'm fighting that guy." 32:44.587 --> 32:46.714 The time of our lives 32:46.798 --> 32:50.551 Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh 32:50.635 --> 32:55.390 Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh 32:55.473 --> 33:00.436 I love a dive bar, but I wouldn't go to Calabasas for a dive bar, to be honest. 33:00.520 --> 33:01.896 I'm sorry, this is… 33:02.438 --> 33:04.357 -I cannot. -I cannot. 33:05.692 --> 33:08.736 It's a very, like, mature crowd. 33:08.820 --> 33:12.323 -Girl, don't start, don't start -Oh, oh, oh, oh 33:12.407 --> 33:14.242 -Keep it going, keep it going -Oh, oh 33:14.325 --> 33:16.327 -Let's go, let's go, let's go -Oh, oh 33:16.411 --> 33:18.246 The time of our lives 33:18.329 --> 33:20.373 It's kinda going off at the Sagebrush Cantina. 33:20.456 --> 33:23.501 We came in, I was like, "There's two different vibes here." 33:23.584 --> 33:25.211 It's kind of my vibe, honestly. 33:25.294 --> 33:26.504 Look at them go. 33:26.587 --> 33:28.673 -She doesn't say hi to me… -Nothing? 33:28.756 --> 33:30.133 -Absolutely nothing. -Nothing. 33:30.216 --> 33:32.802 It's at your expense that she's happy. 33:32.885 --> 33:35.930 It's not sitting right with me, but it's not up to me. It's up to you. 33:36.014 --> 33:39.892 I overhear Nicole kind of talking about Emilie and Ben. 33:39.976 --> 33:43.688 And, in general, like, I think she's a smart girl 33:43.771 --> 33:45.982 who knows how to play this middleman. 33:46.065 --> 33:49.485 I've seen her do it with me in my drama, seen her do it with other people's drama. 33:49.569 --> 33:51.946 So, no. I don't trust Nicole. 33:52.030 --> 33:54.699 What are you gonna you say to her? "Hey, you were a bad friend"? 33:54.782 --> 33:58.494 If she doesn't come up to you, you never were her friend of ten years. 33:58.578 --> 34:03.791 Five, four, three, two… 34:03.875 --> 34:06.002 -What's up with you and Ben? -I don't know. 34:06.085 --> 34:08.796 Honestly, like, between me and you, I kind of really like him. 34:08.880 --> 34:10.256 -That's good. -Yeah. 34:10.339 --> 34:12.133 Why is Preston and Emilie having a sidebar now? 34:12.216 --> 34:13.051 I don't know. 34:13.134 --> 34:15.219 -'Cause he's a messy. -Messy Pressy. 34:15.303 --> 34:18.222 Messy Pressy, Messy Pressy over there. 34:18.306 --> 34:20.641 Emma told me that, like, she was… 34:20.725 --> 34:23.269 She overheard Alexie talking crap about me. 34:23.352 --> 34:25.730 -Have you talked to her tonight? -Like, barely. 34:25.813 --> 34:29.150 Yeah. She won't even come up to me, which is, like, crazy. 34:29.233 --> 34:31.360 I mean, it's honestly just kind of jealousy. 34:31.444 --> 34:33.446 Like, it's weird. 34:33.529 --> 34:36.074 From what she told me at the fair, um… 34:36.157 --> 34:37.784 -Hi. -Hola. 34:37.867 --> 34:40.286 -Can Em and I talk for a second? -Yeah. 34:41.037 --> 34:42.747 -I'll see ya. -All right. 34:44.081 --> 34:45.625 -Hey. -Hey. 34:47.210 --> 34:51.756 -Things have been so awkward between us. -Yeah. 34:51.839 --> 34:55.468 I'm just confused where that started, or what happened. 34:55.551 --> 34:57.804 So, I was trying to process the whole Ben thing, 34:57.887 --> 35:01.224 'cause the rooftop, obviously, I was like, "Oh, Ben's cute," and then… 35:01.307 --> 35:02.391 We all did. 35:02.475 --> 35:05.812 Yeah, but if I said Ben's cute, because I did bring it up first, 35:05.895 --> 35:09.440 then I saw you kiss him, and you're not gonna, like, tell me? 35:09.524 --> 35:11.234 What kind of friend does that? 35:12.151 --> 35:13.194 What do you mean? 35:14.445 --> 35:17.031 -Okay, so… -You can't be mad that he kissed me. 35:17.824 --> 35:18.908 -That's weird. -No. 35:18.991 --> 35:21.577 I'm upset because I would think our communication would be better 35:21.661 --> 35:23.496 since I've known you since I was seven. 35:23.579 --> 35:25.957 You getting attitude is crazy right now. 35:26.040 --> 35:28.960 -So two best friends-- -You're mad because I kissed him? 35:29.043 --> 35:30.711 Could I speak? 35:30.795 --> 35:34.632 So two-- two best friends. "Hey, Emilie, I think this guy's cute." 35:34.715 --> 35:36.843 -Yeah. -Yeah. I see you kiss him. 35:36.926 --> 35:38.386 Yeah, but… 35:38.469 --> 35:42.306 Don't shoot me because he chose me, like… 35:43.307 --> 35:45.560 That's just not girl code, not best friends. 35:45.643 --> 35:48.521 I don't know what they do at SMU, but that's, like, not cool. 35:48.604 --> 35:49.856 We all said he was cute. 35:49.939 --> 35:52.275 You can't put a name tag on a guy that walks in. 35:53.234 --> 35:54.944 I do not owe Alexie anything. 35:55.027 --> 35:58.156 Like, I can kiss whoever I want. We all met him at the same time. 35:58.239 --> 36:01.409 She's making up a new handbook now called the Lexie Bullshit Rules. 36:01.492 --> 36:02.451 I'm not for it. 36:02.535 --> 36:04.871 -You shit on me all the time. -Get a dictionary. 36:04.954 --> 36:08.207 -Girl, I have never shit on you. -Please, really? 36:08.291 --> 36:11.002 You calling me prude in high school all the time. 36:11.085 --> 36:13.045 -What's going on? -Is that not shitting? 36:13.129 --> 36:16.591 -You just made that up. Oh my God. -You're just lying right now. 36:17.341 --> 36:18.634 I've literally never lied. 36:19.427 --> 36:20.553 That's a crazy statement. 36:20.636 --> 36:23.431 -That's just a crazy statement in general. -Dude… 36:23.514 --> 36:27.393 You're literally gaslighting me right now and acting so crazy. 36:27.476 --> 36:29.854 You actually need, like, a reality check. 36:30.354 --> 36:31.939 -Genuinely. -Gaslighting? 36:32.023 --> 36:34.942 And I don't wanna be friends with people who disrespect me 36:35.026 --> 36:36.277 and talk down to me. 36:37.904 --> 36:40.114 And I don't wanna be friends with people who are selfish 36:40.198 --> 36:41.657 and only think about themselves. 36:42.408 --> 36:46.120 Whatever. Honestly, we can't have a mature conversation, and that's fine. 36:46.203 --> 36:49.165 -But… maybe go talk to Preston. -Okay. 36:49.248 --> 36:50.124 I'm over it. 36:51.751 --> 36:54.629 In her mind, she's never been wrong in her life. 36:54.712 --> 36:58.549 I don't know one time in life where she's ever said sorry 36:58.633 --> 37:00.051 or admitted anything. 37:00.134 --> 37:02.136 I never thought she'd have a "come to Jesus" moment. 37:02.220 --> 37:03.763 I've known the girl since I was seven. 37:03.846 --> 37:07.642 Master manipulator, master, which is why people don't confront her, 37:07.725 --> 37:09.977 which is why she lacks a lot of friends. 37:10.561 --> 37:14.523 I don't know what she majored in at SMU. Maybe it was like "being a victim--" 37:14.607 --> 37:17.026 -I heard it was fashion. -No, it was… 37:17.985 --> 37:20.404 I want to know what's going on, but I also don't. 37:20.488 --> 37:22.823 I saw the same thing happening with Kimora, and-- 37:22.907 --> 37:24.283 She's not a good friend. 37:25.076 --> 37:26.494 You make me nervous. 37:26.994 --> 37:28.996 -The queen of Delulu-land. -Queen. 37:29.080 --> 37:31.791 One thing I'll give her, queen of Delulu-land. 37:32.667 --> 37:34.085 You know what? Whatever. 37:34.168 --> 37:36.170 -Shot? -A shot, right? 37:36.254 --> 37:38.339 -Yay! -She went, "Oh"! 37:38.923 --> 37:42.468 Only you can take my hand 37:42.551 --> 37:44.136 We could have an old-school love 37:44.220 --> 37:46.555 Hey, what's that on your neck? 37:46.639 --> 37:50.476 -Everyone's got a bug bite lately. -Right. Mosquitoes are out. 37:51.060 --> 37:53.479 Cheers! 37:55.982 --> 37:59.694 We could see some brand-new things 37:59.777 --> 38:03.906 Take you to a stolen site… 38:03.990 --> 38:05.366 Cheers. 38:06.617 --> 38:09.412 Listen, if you want to be upset with Suede, you can, 38:09.495 --> 38:13.374 but, like, this whole situation… This is not even worth it. 38:13.457 --> 38:17.920 She literally admitted to being on one by being with Dylan. We have her back. 38:18.004 --> 38:20.715 Listen, I always loved Suede, and I feel like in this moment, 38:20.798 --> 38:23.426 I was like, "Either I react, or I don't." 38:23.509 --> 38:25.386 -And you didn't. -I didn't. I let her-- 38:25.469 --> 38:29.807 I just want you to have your closure. You wanna talk to her? I think you should. 38:29.890 --> 38:32.268 In my head, I'm like, "Oh, maybe I can help the situation." 38:32.351 --> 38:34.145 I always want to fix everything around me. 38:34.228 --> 38:36.272 Like, that's just my trait. 38:36.355 --> 38:38.399 I love these people. I want them to fix it. 38:38.482 --> 38:41.068 But that's not up to me. That's up to them. 38:43.487 --> 38:44.572 Jemma! 38:44.655 --> 38:47.575 -Hey! Can I talk to you? -Always. 38:47.658 --> 38:50.286 Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. 38:50.369 --> 38:51.579 Let's have a chat. 38:51.662 --> 38:54.040 -Let's have a chat. Come on. -Oh no. 38:54.123 --> 38:56.125 We need to address some things. 38:57.668 --> 39:00.880 -I'm loving this family intervention. -Oh, it's happening. 39:00.963 --> 39:03.215 What's happening? 39:03.799 --> 39:05.634 -Okay. -Okay. 39:06.594 --> 39:10.097 I do-- I do want to apologize because, honestly, Jemma, 39:10.181 --> 39:14.018 the whole Dylan situation, it blew up. I think for both of us. 39:14.101 --> 39:17.980 -It was no malicious intent whatsoever. -Okay. Yeah. 39:18.064 --> 39:21.859 I was having flirty, whatever. I was bored, being a 24-year-old girl. 39:21.942 --> 39:27.031 Like, I think for me, I was thrown off by the whole Dylan thing. 39:27.114 --> 39:30.368 Like, I genuinely looked at you as someone that I could look up to, 39:30.451 --> 39:32.453 someone I could go to for advice. 39:32.536 --> 39:35.289 So I'm sure hearing that was a fuckin' slap in the face. Absolutely. 39:35.373 --> 39:38.042 Like, what the fuck? 39:38.125 --> 39:41.921 It's a lot. You don't do that. And it's not what friends do. 39:42.004 --> 39:45.549 And if I was in your shoes, I would feel the same way. 39:45.633 --> 39:48.844 I want you to be comfortable around me. And shit, if I do some shit, 39:48.928 --> 39:52.181 I want you to be like, "Yo, this is weird. You don't do that." 39:52.264 --> 39:55.434 I don't want any bad blood with Jemma. It just got messy. 39:55.518 --> 39:58.270 And I got got by a boy. 39:58.354 --> 40:01.440 It just makes me take a step back 40:01.524 --> 40:04.902 and realize where I put Dylan in my life. Period. 40:06.487 --> 40:10.491 -What's going on? Are you okay? -Yeah, I'm okay. 40:10.574 --> 40:13.536 I'm an emotional woman, and I was just letting it out to Suede. 40:13.619 --> 40:16.330 I want you to know that I feel for you. I'm here for you. 40:16.413 --> 40:18.207 -Is everything okay? -Yes, yeah. 40:18.290 --> 40:20.960 I mean, however this exploded, it exploded, 40:21.043 --> 40:23.796 and I feel like we've come to terms. 40:23.879 --> 40:26.549 This is why we have conversations like this. 40:26.632 --> 40:28.926 This is how we solve issues as a friend group. 40:29.009 --> 40:32.972 Funny we can't even go nowhere. Everyone's fucking got shit to talk about. 40:33.055 --> 40:36.058 Like, Emma was talking really bad about Nicole. 40:36.142 --> 40:38.602 -Who's talking about me? -Yeah… about you. 40:38.686 --> 40:40.563 Who? Why am I brought up? 40:40.646 --> 40:43.274 -I need a name tag, "Messy Pressy." -I need you to repeat it. 40:43.357 --> 40:46.819 -Emma was talking crazy about you. -Saying what? 40:46.902 --> 40:49.989 She said, "Nicole, uh, talks about other people 40:50.072 --> 40:53.033 because if she talks about herself, no one will listen." Which was ironic. 40:53.117 --> 40:56.453 -She was talking about someone else. -Okay. Like, I don't care. 40:56.537 --> 40:58.873 She can go in my comment section. That's fine. 40:58.956 --> 41:01.542 She can say whatever she wants. I really don't care. 41:01.625 --> 41:03.461 I just don't understand. 41:03.544 --> 41:06.005 Wait, I'm gonna join this. Like, wait… 41:06.505 --> 41:10.342 I'm gonna need more alcohol for this. I know what's over here. 41:10.426 --> 41:11.385 That was my bad. 41:11.469 --> 41:14.013 The vibes from like this to that are so different. 41:14.096 --> 41:16.599 -What's going on there? -It's negative energy. 41:16.682 --> 41:19.477 No. It's better over here. Trust me. 41:19.560 --> 41:22.730 We need to have a private conversation. It's not gonna be a big deal. 41:22.813 --> 41:25.357 I wanna go get her. I wanna go get her. 41:26.484 --> 41:28.694 It's all he said, she said. I wouldn't go over there. 41:28.777 --> 41:30.404 -Emma, come with me. -Yeah. 41:30.488 --> 41:32.406 -You don't wanna go. -Come. 41:32.490 --> 41:33.949 You know what's funny… 41:34.033 --> 41:35.951 World star! World star! 41:36.035 --> 41:40.080 What's funny is they hate for the quotes to come out. 41:40.164 --> 41:41.999 It's about to get way worse, bro. 41:42.082 --> 41:44.043 I've been summoned to the circle. 41:44.126 --> 41:47.129 -Yes. Sit, darling. -"Sit"? What am I, a dog? 41:47.213 --> 41:49.465 -No. Not that. Never that. -Not that. 41:49.548 --> 41:52.676 If either of you need anything, I'm here. Straight up. 41:52.760 --> 41:53.802 Straight up. 41:54.386 --> 41:55.304 Okay. 41:56.138 --> 41:57.473 Okay, girly. 41:57.556 --> 42:00.476 This is so awkward for me 'cause I hate confrontation. 42:00.559 --> 42:01.393 Yeah. 42:01.477 --> 42:04.980 But Preston has been saying that you were talking shit about me. 42:05.064 --> 42:07.233 -Okay, let's clear that up. -Yeah. 42:07.316 --> 42:10.402 So it depends what you determine as talking shit or not 42:10.486 --> 42:11.946 because it's up to discretion. 42:12.029 --> 42:16.909 What I said was that when the whole Jemma deal went down, 42:16.992 --> 42:19.578 and you and I and Raine went to pickleball, correct? 42:19.662 --> 42:22.498 -Yeah. -You, you know, inserted yourself. 42:22.581 --> 42:25.334 You let me know the drama that Jemma was saying to me, 42:25.417 --> 42:26.502 and I appreciated it, 42:26.585 --> 42:30.297 but I also took into account the fact that this was Jemma's business. 42:30.381 --> 42:34.301 I don't wanna keep secrets. If you're in my life, you mean a lot to me. 42:34.385 --> 42:38.222 So in that moment, when we're hanging out, we're close enough to play pickleball, 42:38.305 --> 42:41.016 I'm like, "Listen, this is what I heard about you." 42:41.100 --> 42:45.813 It's not like I went and secretly told somebody's, like, deepest secrets to you. 42:45.896 --> 42:48.482 It was something that she, loud and proud, felt, 42:48.566 --> 42:53.112 and I was like, "By the way, if someone hates me, I would want to know that." 42:53.195 --> 42:56.490 Yeah, and I said that. I was like, "Thank you for telling me." 42:56.574 --> 42:58.867 Okay, but then you're going around saying, "Nicole's this…" 42:58.951 --> 43:02.413 Do you think that was me talking shit saying that I don't know if I'd tell you-- 43:02.496 --> 43:06.292 I was told that you said, "Nicole's untrustworthy and boring." 43:06.375 --> 43:09.837 Okay, like, I really don't care if you think I'm boring, like… 43:09.920 --> 43:13.132 I didn't say that. I'm careful with who I get close to, 43:13.215 --> 43:16.510 and if I feel like they're quick to tell their friends' business, 43:16.594 --> 43:18.679 who am I to be like… You know what I'm saying? 43:18.762 --> 43:21.849 I feel like telling your friends' business versus common knowledge 43:21.932 --> 43:23.225 are two different things. 43:23.309 --> 43:24.268 What's common knowledge? 43:24.351 --> 43:25.853 The common knowledge, at that point, 43:25.936 --> 43:28.606 was that this is the type of person Emma is. 43:31.108 --> 43:32.985 Wait, what's common knowledge? 43:33.068 --> 43:35.112 Whatever I told you that day, which… 43:35.195 --> 43:39.116 Nicole, that doesn't even make sense. Do you know what common knowledge means? 43:39.199 --> 43:42.536 Common knowledge is what somebody is like, everyone around you is talking about. 43:42.620 --> 43:44.496 That's what everyone around me was talking about. 43:44.580 --> 43:47.249 If you say something's common knowledge, you have to know about it. 43:47.333 --> 43:48.375 Okay, and I knew about it. 43:48.459 --> 43:50.961 If you think I'm boring, you think I'm ugly, I'm whatever, 43:51.045 --> 43:51.920 I don't care. 43:52.004 --> 43:53.547 Let's get real for a second. 43:53.631 --> 43:56.175 There's multiple people here I genuinely feel nothing for. 43:56.258 --> 43:58.469 I have so much shit going on in my life that it's like, 43:58.552 --> 44:00.804 I literally couldn't care less about them. 44:00.888 --> 44:02.056 Is that so bad? 44:02.973 --> 44:04.058 Is that? 44:04.642 --> 44:07.269 Well, anyways, I didn't want us to have a problem. 44:08.270 --> 44:10.230 Miss Alexa Demie, I don't know what's, like-- 44:10.314 --> 44:13.233 -That's a compliment. Thank you. -You're welcome. You wish. 44:13.317 --> 44:15.653 -I'm kind of done with this conversation. -Okay. 44:15.736 --> 44:17.905 I genuinely wanted us to be good. 44:17.988 --> 44:22.117 But, um, I'm going to get up and end this conversation, 44:22.201 --> 44:25.162 but I hope that you find your friends in the circle, 44:25.245 --> 44:27.206 because I don't see many for you right now. 44:29.458 --> 44:32.628 You ate. You ate with that one. Really ate. 44:33.128 --> 44:36.548 Just the way that she was talking is what made me realize, like, 44:36.632 --> 44:40.552 "This… this is the bully that people were talking about." 44:40.636 --> 44:41.720 "That's the bully." 44:41.804 --> 44:43.889 I'm just, like, fed up with everything. 44:43.972 --> 44:47.142 Like, you can't win in this group. You really can't. 44:50.396 --> 44:51.230 Nicole! 44:51.313 --> 44:52.690 Nicole! 44:52.773 --> 44:56.276 Jesus fucking Christ. I didn't say anything. 44:56.985 --> 44:59.154 I literally didn't say anything. 45:00.906 --> 45:06.495 It seems to me that Nicole is willing to spread lies in order to have attention. 45:07.079 --> 45:08.705 In that moment, I looked around, 45:08.789 --> 45:11.041 and I didn't see anybody that I fully, fully trust. 45:11.125 --> 45:14.586 It was like me realizing that, like, nobody has my back there. 45:14.670 --> 45:16.964 -I don't know why she's crying. -What happened? 45:17.047 --> 45:20.384 She literally clapped in my face, walked away, and now she's crying. 45:20.467 --> 45:23.262 Well, she's upset because she's just so overwhelmed. 45:23.345 --> 45:25.723 Because she doesn't remember the things she says about people, 45:25.806 --> 45:26.723 and now she's crying. 45:26.807 --> 45:29.143 What did she say? What even happened? 45:29.226 --> 45:30.352 Come on. 45:34.481 --> 45:37.818 -I'm going home. -Why are you going home? 45:39.027 --> 45:42.573 Dude, you're gonna let her, this random girl, let you go home? 45:42.656 --> 45:43.824 Yeah, I don't care. 45:43.907 --> 45:46.827 Dude, she's no one. She works at a BMW dealership. 45:46.910 --> 45:51.665 -It doesn't matter. I just… -You buy cars from her. Who cares? 45:51.749 --> 45:53.208 Who cares what she thinks? 45:53.292 --> 45:56.754 That girl is messy, and she doesn't have any fucking friends. 45:56.837 --> 46:00.716 Like, I'm so done with all this. I just was living my life peacefully. 46:00.799 --> 46:06.472 Like, listen, you are a good, gorgeous, perfect human being. She's a no one. 46:07.473 --> 46:10.851 Oh, maybe if you let them see that I'm crying, that they'll care, maybe. 46:10.934 --> 46:12.644 Maybe that's what you have to do. 46:15.981 --> 46:19.610 I keep digging, I keep digging down 46:19.693 --> 46:22.571 I need some help, I need some help 46:22.654 --> 46:24.823 Somebody help me out 46:24.907 --> 46:26.658 Emma? Are you upset? 46:26.742 --> 46:29.244 Yes, I'm really upset. I don't want to talk to anybody right now. 46:29.328 --> 46:30.913 It's not personal. I just don't. 46:30.996 --> 46:33.123 Do you want me to walk away? How can I be there for you? 46:33.207 --> 46:35.125 Just… If you can walk away. 46:35.751 --> 46:36.835 I'm sorry. 46:38.295 --> 46:39.630 This isn't gonna change anything. 46:39.713 --> 46:41.548 -You weren't her friend in the beginning. -Ever. 46:42.174 --> 46:43.675 -Are you leaving? -Yeah. 46:43.759 --> 46:46.053 Like talking to somebody on your same… 46:46.136 --> 46:47.679 -Call me. -Yeah. 46:48.931 --> 46:51.683 Let's go a little deeper now… 46:52.643 --> 46:56.772 So you can leave with your no friends, have a field day. 46:57.439 --> 46:59.566 I've lost so many good friends 46:59.650 --> 47:02.569 because I wasn't able to communicate my feelings. 47:03.362 --> 47:05.781 But… I don't know. 47:07.616 --> 47:09.451 I just started rethinking my whole life. 47:09.535 --> 47:12.746 I'm like, "Am I even a good friend? Like, maybe she's right." 47:13.372 --> 47:14.498 You never know. 47:15.791 --> 47:17.835 Sorry. 47:32.015 --> 47:34.810 I keep searching, I keep searching 47:34.893 --> 47:37.312 I'm looking for soul 47:37.396 --> 47:43.151 But I go deeper I go deeper down the rabbit hole he's right."