WEBVTT 00:00:08.091 --> 00:00:10.593 align:center Oh, oh 00:00:13.513 --> 00:00:16.599 align:center Flashbang heart, light the fuse 00:00:16.683 --> 00:00:19.227 align:center Belly of the beast, got nothin' to lose 00:00:19.310 --> 00:00:22.230 align:center Make it rain with the fire 00:00:22.313 --> 00:00:24.733 align:center Make it rain with the fire 00:00:25.942 --> 00:00:28.987 align:center Oh, oh 00:00:29.070 --> 00:00:32.031 align:center Ooh 00:00:36.911 --> 00:00:38.580 align:center -Oh my God! -Raine! 00:00:38.663 --> 00:00:41.458 align:center Not me with the hat on! 00:00:41.541 --> 00:00:42.834 align:center Hello! 00:00:42.917 --> 00:00:45.378 align:center -Oh, this is the most you store ever. -Hi! 00:00:45.462 --> 00:00:47.297 align:center -You're tan! -My European chic? 00:00:47.380 --> 00:00:50.300 align:center -Are you buying something? -Well, I was looking at hats. 00:00:50.383 --> 00:00:52.886 align:center Wow, you came back cowboy. You're like Dylan. 00:00:52.969 --> 00:00:55.847 align:center -Hell no. Don't make that comparison. -Sorry. 00:00:55.930 --> 00:00:58.308 align:center I'm offending you, and I haven't even seen you in… 00:00:58.391 --> 00:00:59.726 align:center I don't know what's going on. 00:00:59.809 --> 00:01:02.562 align:center -Oh, honey, don't worry. -Tell us about Europe. 00:01:02.645 --> 00:01:06.316 align:center Um, it was amazing. The hotel was beautiful. 00:01:06.399 --> 00:01:09.736 align:center -The Italian men were beautiful as well. -Okay, good. 00:01:09.819 --> 00:01:13.281 align:center -You come back with an Italian boyfriend? -Unfortunately, not really. 00:01:13.364 --> 00:01:15.950 align:center But there was… there was a few that… 00:01:16.034 --> 00:01:17.577 align:center -That caught your eye? -Yeah. 00:01:17.660 --> 00:01:20.455 align:center -It smells so good in here. -Yeah, this is the best. 00:01:20.538 --> 00:01:25.168 align:center And they have this cute little coffee bar over here in the plant store. 00:01:31.758 --> 00:01:34.385 align:center Oh no. Bye. Making a mess here. 00:01:34.469 --> 00:01:36.513 align:center Breaking a chair. 00:01:36.596 --> 00:01:38.765 align:center -We've been here two minutes. -This will fall. 00:01:38.848 --> 00:01:40.308 align:center Things are happening. 00:01:40.391 --> 00:01:42.227 align:center -Wow. -Oh my God, okay. 00:01:42.310 --> 00:01:45.939 align:center So I was gone for a long time. I need all of the tea. 00:01:46.022 --> 00:01:48.942 align:center -So last time I saw you… -I need a pie chart and a whiteboard. 00:01:49.025 --> 00:01:51.986 align:center -Do you guys have a whiteboard in here? -I know. Like, we need to… 00:01:52.070 --> 00:01:53.321 align:center Buckle up, babe. 00:01:55.115 --> 00:01:57.116 align:center -Okay. -Genuinely, so much happened. 00:01:57.200 --> 00:01:58.034 align:center Okay, okay. 00:01:58.118 --> 00:02:01.079 align:center -Okay. Dylan and Suede are, like, talking. -Oh! 00:02:01.162 --> 00:02:03.122 align:center And a TikTok was posted. 00:02:04.207 --> 00:02:05.125 align:center Wait. What? 00:02:05.208 --> 00:02:07.794 align:center I guess they don't have cell service in Italy. 00:02:07.877 --> 00:02:11.214 align:center -How did you not see this? -She was having a fling in Italy. 00:02:11.297 --> 00:02:12.966 align:center She's not on Suede's TikTok. 00:02:13.049 --> 00:02:14.759 align:center -That's crazy. -Yeah. 00:02:14.843 --> 00:02:17.720 align:center I'm just shocked because the last time I was there, 00:02:17.804 --> 00:02:19.389 align:center Suede was like, "Fuck Dylan." 00:02:19.472 --> 00:02:22.183 align:center -Like, "He's so trash." -So you'd imagine my surprise. 00:02:22.267 --> 00:02:26.688 align:center Did she speak to Jemma before kind of pursuing? 00:02:26.771 --> 00:02:28.857 align:center -So she posted the TikTok. -Okay. 00:02:28.940 --> 00:02:32.652 align:center And then she texted Jemma saying, "Hey, I just want you to hear it from me." 00:02:32.735 --> 00:02:34.821 align:center Like, "I've been-- Dylan's been pursuing me." 00:02:34.904 --> 00:02:38.992 align:center "I just thought you hear it from me so you don't spill a drink on me one day." 00:02:39.075 --> 00:02:40.618 align:center Oh, okay. 00:02:40.702 --> 00:02:42.829 align:center And then she spelled Jemma's name wrong. 00:02:42.912 --> 00:02:45.540 align:center -Oh no. -She spelt it with a G. 00:02:45.623 --> 00:02:47.458 align:center She spelt it with a G. 00:02:47.542 --> 00:02:49.878 align:center "Hey, 'Gemma!'" 00:02:49.961 --> 00:02:50.795 align:center "Gemma," girl. 00:02:50.879 --> 00:02:53.840 align:center Jemma was like, "You know how to spell my name." 00:02:53.923 --> 00:02:54.966 align:center I'm dying. 00:02:55.049 --> 00:02:58.970 align:center First of all… 00:02:59.053 --> 00:03:02.056 align:center -I'm not laughing. -No, it's funny. It's hilarious. 00:03:02.140 --> 00:03:04.392 align:center Oh my God. Poor Jemma. 00:03:04.475 --> 00:03:06.644 align:center Anyways, Suede and Dylan went on a date. 00:03:06.728 --> 00:03:09.981 align:center Then I hung out with Suede, and she was like, "Yeah, it sucked." 00:03:10.064 --> 00:03:13.276 align:center -And I was like, "This man sucks. Duh." -Okay. 00:03:13.359 --> 00:03:15.486 align:center -Shoot. I won't say "I told you so." -Shocker. 00:03:15.570 --> 00:03:18.740 align:center But then basically Dylan told everyone about the shitty date. 00:03:18.823 --> 00:03:20.867 align:center He told all the guys about the date. 00:03:20.950 --> 00:03:24.078 align:center -And the guys, they talk. -The guys gossip more than us. 00:03:24.162 --> 00:03:25.330 align:center Oh my God. 00:03:25.413 --> 00:03:29.209 align:center So a few days later, I get a FaceTime call, and it's Suede, 00:03:29.292 --> 00:03:32.670 align:center and she's like, "Dylan told me that you went and told all the girls, 00:03:32.754 --> 00:03:34.839 align:center and you were talking shit about our little date." 00:03:34.923 --> 00:03:40.094 align:center Genuinely, my life flashed before my eyes 'cause I was, like, so confused. 00:03:40.178 --> 00:03:44.224 align:center My first thought was, "Take me back to Europe." 00:03:44.307 --> 00:03:45.934 align:center "Get me out of here." No, I'm just kidding. 00:03:46.017 --> 00:03:50.438 align:center Um… I'm super, like, not involved in drama. I never have been. 00:03:50.521 --> 00:03:55.151 align:center So I don't even know what's going on. I got a lot of information just now. 00:03:55.234 --> 00:03:57.362 align:center So I'm, like, trying to process it. 00:03:57.445 --> 00:03:58.696 align:center It's a lot happening. 00:03:58.780 --> 00:04:00.657 align:center That was, like, leading up to last night. 00:04:00.740 --> 00:04:02.951 align:center And then, I don't know if you know my history with Emilie… 00:04:03.034 --> 00:04:04.744 align:center You guys have been friends for a while. 00:04:04.827 --> 00:04:08.289 align:center Yeah. We have a tough relationship. She'll never see what she did is wrong. 00:04:08.373 --> 00:04:10.959 align:center -Okay. -So then, going into last night… 00:04:11.042 --> 00:04:12.669 align:center We had this pool rooftop party. 00:04:12.752 --> 00:04:15.505 align:center We thought it was our normal squad, you know, just getting drinks. 00:04:15.588 --> 00:04:18.132 align:center Meeting other guys, hanging out with Bolt and Borna and Nolan. 00:04:18.216 --> 00:04:21.970 align:center And then there was Ben, cutie. We're all chatting, getting to know them. 00:04:22.053 --> 00:04:25.473 align:center So Emilie and I talk about it, and I was like, "Wait, Ben is so cute." 00:04:25.556 --> 00:04:29.435 align:center Like, I'm kind of like… She was like, "Lexi, I think everyone thinks he's cute." 00:04:29.519 --> 00:04:32.021 align:center "Me, Emma, Ella." So then she walks away, 00:04:32.105 --> 00:04:36.109 align:center and I'm over there with Nicole and Jodie. They're taking photos. 00:04:36.192 --> 00:04:38.736 align:center And I look over, and I'm like, "I think they're kissing." 00:04:39.904 --> 00:04:40.738 align:center No. 00:04:41.489 --> 00:04:42.699 align:center No. 00:04:42.782 --> 00:04:44.909 align:center Well, I am, like, low-key upset. 00:04:46.327 --> 00:04:48.663 align:center -I hate that. -Yeah. That was sad. 00:04:48.746 --> 00:04:51.374 align:center So then I was heated. It's not even about the boy. 00:04:51.457 --> 00:04:53.501 align:center It's about that she does that with everything in life. 00:04:53.584 --> 00:04:56.921 align:center And even if I were to bring that up to her today, she'd be like, 00:04:57.422 --> 00:05:00.049 align:center "So? Like, he chose me. Like, you're just jealous." 00:05:00.133 --> 00:05:03.511 align:center "No, babe, you're just a bad friend. You are just a bad friend." 00:05:03.594 --> 00:05:07.640 align:center I do think, because Alexie's been friends with Emilie for so long, she thought, 00:05:07.724 --> 00:05:11.227 align:center "Okay, maybe it's different with us. She's done this stuff to other people, 00:05:11.311 --> 00:05:13.021 align:center but she would never do it to me." 00:05:13.104 --> 00:05:17.108 align:center Like, the "she never did anything to me" is the worst mindset to have. 00:05:17.191 --> 00:05:20.194 align:center Because if someone's willing to do something to… 00:05:20.278 --> 00:05:22.405 align:center another one of their friends, you're next. 00:05:22.488 --> 00:05:24.907 align:center Hypothetically, would I love to talk to her? Yeah. 00:05:24.991 --> 00:05:28.453 align:center Is she so in Emilie-land that she'd even listen to one word I said? 00:05:28.536 --> 00:05:31.289 align:center -It might just be wasting your breath. -Yeah, literally. 00:05:33.750 --> 00:05:36.586 align:center -It's kinda messy, but I like it -Uh-huh 00:05:36.669 --> 00:05:39.255 align:center You're kind of obsessive, but I liked it 00:05:39.339 --> 00:05:40.465 align:center Uh-huh 00:05:40.548 --> 00:05:44.802 align:center It's kinda messy, it's kinda messy But I think I like it 00:05:46.137 --> 00:05:49.807 align:center But I think I like it 00:05:49.891 --> 00:05:52.727 align:center But I think I like it 00:05:55.313 --> 00:05:57.440 align:center -Hey. -Oh, wow. 00:05:57.523 --> 00:05:59.567 align:center Why does our dog look like a cat? 00:06:00.359 --> 00:06:02.862 align:center I told them to trim him, and they gave him a summer cut. 00:06:02.945 --> 00:06:05.239 align:center I don't know what that means. 00:06:05.323 --> 00:06:07.742 align:center You make that for me, 'cause you're my favorite child? 00:06:07.825 --> 00:06:08.910 align:center Do you want it? 00:06:08.993 --> 00:06:11.704 align:center -If you love me… -It's a cappuccino with creamer. 00:06:11.788 --> 00:06:14.499 align:center -I'd love it. Can I take it? -Take it. 00:06:14.582 --> 00:06:17.960 align:center Ooh, it looks like I'm at a gourmet coffee place. 00:06:18.753 --> 00:06:20.171 align:center What's going on? 00:06:20.254 --> 00:06:22.090 align:center Nothing. The usual. 00:06:22.173 --> 00:06:23.841 align:center Oh my God. This is so good. 00:06:23.925 --> 00:06:25.843 align:center -Right? -Yeah, thanks. 00:06:25.927 --> 00:06:27.261 align:center Can you move back in? 00:06:27.345 --> 00:06:28.304 align:center I know. 00:06:28.388 --> 00:06:31.057 align:center I'm willing to do almost anything to get you to move back. 00:06:31.140 --> 00:06:31.974 align:center I know. 00:06:32.058 --> 00:06:36.187 align:center Like, I offered you a Porsche. I offered you a Lamborghini truck. 00:06:36.854 --> 00:06:39.690 align:center -Everyone tries to bribe me with a car. -Why? Dad's doing the same thing? 00:06:40.400 --> 00:06:41.234 align:center Maybe. 00:06:41.317 --> 00:06:43.402 align:center He's definitely got a bigger wallet than me, though. 00:06:43.486 --> 00:06:45.113 align:center Like… 00:06:45.196 --> 00:06:47.532 align:center My parents got divorced when I was 15, 00:06:47.615 --> 00:06:51.077 align:center and it was, like, really tough because there was, like, an affair, 00:06:51.160 --> 00:06:55.248 align:center and kids at school, like, my friends, would, like, play music by, like, a rapper 00:06:55.331 --> 00:06:57.500 align:center that my mom was, like, talking to at the time, 00:06:57.583 --> 00:07:00.211 align:center and it was just shitty. 00:07:00.294 --> 00:07:02.922 align:center I feel like when all of it first happened, it's like… 00:07:03.798 --> 00:07:07.927 align:center I'm so removed from it now, so it's easy to kind of talk about, maybe, but… 00:07:08.010 --> 00:07:11.889 align:center Being a kid and dealing with that was difficult. 00:07:11.973 --> 00:07:14.183 align:center And now my mom's in Miami, my dad's in Calabasas, 00:07:14.267 --> 00:07:16.144 align:center and she wants me to move to Miami. 00:07:16.227 --> 00:07:18.563 align:center So it's hard to balance that relationship with her, 00:07:18.646 --> 00:07:20.314 align:center and not upset the rest of my family. 00:07:20.398 --> 00:07:22.859 align:center I just read this thing, and it said 00:07:22.942 --> 00:07:24.318 align:center now more than ever, 00:07:24.402 --> 00:07:27.155 align:center kids that graduate from college move back in with their parents. 00:07:27.238 --> 00:07:28.156 align:center Really? 00:07:28.239 --> 00:07:30.825 align:center Yeah. Do you feel like that's what's happening? 00:07:30.908 --> 00:07:32.243 align:center Yeah, honestly, kind of. 00:07:32.326 --> 00:07:33.870 align:center -Right? -Yeah. 00:07:33.953 --> 00:07:35.872 align:center So are all your friends back in Calabasas 00:07:35.955 --> 00:07:37.498 align:center now that you are all graduated? 00:07:37.582 --> 00:07:39.709 align:center -Yeah. It's wild. -Do they have jobs? 00:07:39.792 --> 00:07:40.960 align:center No. 00:07:41.043 --> 00:07:44.255 align:center You need a job too, bro. You know? Like, get in the finance world. 00:07:44.338 --> 00:07:45.673 align:center Get where the money is. 00:07:45.756 --> 00:07:47.800 align:center You're 23 years old. You're an adult. 00:07:47.884 --> 00:07:51.179 align:center At this point in your life, like, you gotta start making good decisions 00:07:51.262 --> 00:07:53.347 align:center when it comes down to your career, you know? 00:07:53.431 --> 00:07:56.309 align:center 'Cause you're gonna blink and, like, open your eyes, 00:07:56.392 --> 00:07:57.477 align:center and you're gonna be 30. 00:07:57.560 --> 00:08:00.021 align:center Once you're an adult, the years just fly by. 00:08:00.104 --> 00:08:03.357 align:center And so I feel like you need to focus on your career, you know? 00:08:03.441 --> 00:08:06.819 align:center I feel like that's the difference between when I'm here vs when I'm there. 00:08:06.903 --> 00:08:09.906 align:center I feel like my friends in Miami are more, like, 00:08:09.989 --> 00:08:13.951 align:center about, like, working and, like, the grind. 00:08:14.035 --> 00:08:17.246 align:center I feel like Calabasas, everyone is, like… No one wants to work. 00:08:17.330 --> 00:08:19.790 align:center Everyone's already got it, so they're just kicking it. 00:08:19.874 --> 00:08:23.336 align:center So you feel like the friends here have more, like, drive? 00:08:24.295 --> 00:08:25.254 align:center Honestly, yeah. 00:08:25.338 --> 00:08:27.924 align:center Okay, so tell me everything about Calabasas. 00:08:28.007 --> 00:08:30.259 align:center I feel like people just kind of annoy me lately. 00:08:30.343 --> 00:08:31.344 align:center Why? 00:08:31.427 --> 00:08:33.679 align:center There's one kid, I'm speaking highly about him, 00:08:33.763 --> 00:08:35.723 align:center 'cause he got a lot of shit thrown on him. 00:08:35.806 --> 00:08:37.183 align:center -Dirt on his name. -Yeah. 00:08:37.266 --> 00:08:42.188 align:center A lot of the stuff that people are saying about him is being proven to be true. 00:08:42.271 --> 00:08:45.483 align:center -Well, maybe give him a chance. -I gave him a chance. 00:08:45.566 --> 00:08:48.736 align:center I'm already at the point now where we're on the decline. 00:08:48.819 --> 00:08:51.697 align:center I thought we had a lot more in common, but I don't think we do. 00:08:51.781 --> 00:08:54.450 align:center But I'm still, like… I try to be nice to everybody. 00:08:54.534 --> 00:08:58.996 align:center So I don't know. I needed to escape the drama for five minutes. 00:08:59.080 --> 00:09:01.582 align:center So that's why you're here? Really? 00:09:01.666 --> 00:09:03.626 align:center Yeah, it's frustrating. That does give me anxiety 00:09:03.709 --> 00:09:06.379 align:center when people in my circle are saying stuff about me. 00:09:06.462 --> 00:09:09.549 align:center I feel like I need my circle to be tight, on lock. 00:09:09.632 --> 00:09:13.135 align:center So I don't like dealing with that, internally. 00:09:13.219 --> 00:09:14.637 align:center Yeah. No, I get it. 00:09:14.720 --> 00:09:15.972 align:center You're hypersensitive to it 00:09:16.055 --> 00:09:18.266 align:center because you've had to, like, 00:09:18.349 --> 00:09:21.852 align:center you know, defend your last name and your family. 00:09:21.936 --> 00:09:24.105 align:center Remember when you beat someone up in high school? 00:09:24.188 --> 00:09:26.607 align:center Do you remember you got into a fight when you were in China 00:09:26.691 --> 00:09:27.984 align:center with your basketball team, 00:09:28.067 --> 00:09:31.028 align:center 'cause one of your friends said something about me. 00:09:31.112 --> 00:09:33.739 align:center I'm not a fighter like that. I don't remember that, but maybe. 00:09:33.823 --> 00:09:36.409 align:center I remember 'cause I was on a plane coming back from Dubai, 00:09:36.492 --> 00:09:39.078 align:center and I landed, and Gabrielle Union was calling me, 00:09:39.161 --> 00:09:41.289 align:center like, "Um, Preston got into a fight." 00:09:41.372 --> 00:09:45.668 align:center Her stepson got involved in the fight over me, and I felt so bad. 00:09:45.751 --> 00:09:48.838 align:center I was like, "Preston, it's okay. Let people say whatever they want." 00:09:48.921 --> 00:09:52.717 align:center But I do feel like you're very protective over our family name, 00:09:52.800 --> 00:09:55.803 align:center and I feel like it's because you've had to be that way your whole life. 00:09:55.886 --> 00:09:58.848 align:center So that's probably why you're the way you are with your friends. 00:09:58.931 --> 00:10:05.271 align:center Yeah, it probably does, like, stem from years of deleting comments and, like… 00:10:05.354 --> 00:10:07.773 align:center -You know… false narratives. -Oh my God, did I screw you up? 00:10:07.857 --> 00:10:10.443 align:center -Yeah. You traumatized me. -Did me and Dad screw you up? 00:10:10.526 --> 00:10:14.238 align:center Dad saying he's the best basketball player in the world, me doing crazy things… 00:10:14.322 --> 00:10:15.197 align:center Yeah. 00:10:15.281 --> 00:10:17.450 align:center -Do you feel like you need therapy? -Oh my God. 00:10:17.533 --> 00:10:21.704 align:center -Do you need therapy to deal with this? -I think, yeah, after the summer, maybe. 00:10:25.541 --> 00:10:26.584 align:center Hey 00:10:28.377 --> 00:10:32.715 align:center Oh hey, whoa, whoa 00:10:32.798 --> 00:10:36.594 align:center Hey, whoa, whoa 'Cause I love it like that 00:10:36.677 --> 00:10:40.723 align:center Hey, whoa, whoa 'Cause I love it like that 00:10:40.806 --> 00:10:43.225 align:center Whoa, whoa 'Cause I love it like that 00:10:43.309 --> 00:10:44.143 align:center Hi. 00:10:44.226 --> 00:10:46.062 align:center -Hi! -You look so cute. 00:10:46.145 --> 00:10:47.021 align:center Oh, you do too. 00:10:47.104 --> 00:10:49.315 align:center So glad we came here. It's literally my favorite spot. 00:10:49.398 --> 00:10:52.360 align:center I know. I've been craving it so bad. You don't understand. 00:10:52.443 --> 00:10:54.445 align:center Leopard print. I need to go in your closet. 00:10:54.528 --> 00:10:55.821 align:center Yeah, let's do a little trade. 00:10:55.905 --> 00:10:57.823 align:center -Swip. I feel like you'd wear this. -Yeah. 00:10:57.907 --> 00:11:01.535 align:center -Yeah, that is gorgeous. -I was going for '90s Sofia Vergara. 00:11:01.619 --> 00:11:03.829 align:center -Oh, oh! Mm, yeah. -Did it land? 00:11:03.913 --> 00:11:05.289 align:center -Thank you. -Yeah. 00:11:05.373 --> 00:11:06.707 align:center -We need to switch. -Yeah. 00:11:06.791 --> 00:11:08.918 align:center -Here's your order, guys. -Thank you. 00:11:09.001 --> 00:11:10.961 align:center -Okay. -Thank you for ordering for us. 00:11:11.045 --> 00:11:13.214 align:center -I think she went to Calabasas High. -Oh my God. Really? 00:11:13.297 --> 00:11:14.382 align:center Yeah. 00:11:14.465 --> 00:11:15.883 align:center -Cheers. -Cheers. 00:11:15.966 --> 00:11:17.134 align:center Cheers. 00:11:17.218 --> 00:11:20.096 align:center I always mix the house with the spicy Asian dressing. 00:11:20.179 --> 00:11:22.223 align:center -Spice. Same. -I get the Noodlerama. 00:11:22.306 --> 00:11:24.558 align:center I add rice noodles to the Chinese Chicken. 00:11:24.642 --> 00:11:27.561 align:center Oh, so it's like the same thing, but with the crunchies. 00:11:27.645 --> 00:11:30.398 align:center -Yep. I've perfected my order. -You might have just changed my life. 00:11:30.481 --> 00:11:31.774 align:center Yeah, no, I did. 00:11:31.857 --> 00:11:34.068 align:center Just changed the trajectory of your whole life span. 00:11:34.151 --> 00:11:35.736 align:center I think you actually did. 00:11:36.737 --> 00:11:39.490 align:center All, like, the Kardashians are on this. 00:11:40.074 --> 00:11:43.911 align:center You know this place is literally put on the map by the Kardashians though. 00:11:43.994 --> 00:11:46.414 align:center -What? -People swear, like, they started it. 00:11:46.497 --> 00:11:48.290 align:center In my head, this is the Emilie salad, 00:11:48.374 --> 00:11:50.668 align:center but, apparently, it was the Emma salad too. 00:11:51.252 --> 00:11:56.382 align:center You know, yesterday, going into the party, I honestly felt kind of nervous 00:11:56.465 --> 00:11:59.969 align:center knowing that just, like, drama is gonna fall through. 00:12:00.052 --> 00:12:03.556 align:center But I feel like us kind of like having, like, this friendship, 00:12:03.639 --> 00:12:06.851 align:center honestly, like, made yesterday so much more fun. 00:12:06.934 --> 00:12:10.062 align:center I also wanted to talk to you about, like, the end of my night. 00:12:10.146 --> 00:12:11.605 align:center -Yeah. -Um… 00:12:11.689 --> 00:12:14.859 align:center I went over and talked to Ben, and then he kissed me. 00:12:16.569 --> 00:12:19.488 align:center But I wanted to see how you felt about that. 00:12:19.572 --> 00:12:20.406 align:center Yeah. 00:12:20.489 --> 00:12:23.325 align:center 'Cause I know you were saying that you thought he was cute before. 00:12:23.409 --> 00:12:25.536 align:center And I know all of us kind of said he was cute. 00:12:25.619 --> 00:12:26.829 align:center -And Lexie too. -Yeah. 00:12:26.912 --> 00:12:28.789 align:center But I wanted to see if that bothered you? 00:12:28.873 --> 00:12:33.335 align:center Yeah, for sure. I mean, I definitely can't lie and say I'm not hurt about it 00:12:33.419 --> 00:12:34.587 align:center 'cause I already knew. 00:12:35.379 --> 00:12:37.131 align:center I definitely, like, got kinda stung, 00:12:37.214 --> 00:12:40.176 align:center because you and I talked about how I was excited to see him, 00:12:40.259 --> 00:12:43.304 align:center hoping he didn't have a girlfriend, and it just didn't play out that way. 00:12:43.387 --> 00:12:45.556 align:center -Yeah. -And, like, it is what it is. 00:12:45.639 --> 00:12:49.852 align:center And I'm never gonna be the one to be like, "I'm over here. Look at me." 00:12:49.935 --> 00:12:51.353 align:center -Yeah. -He made his decision. 00:12:51.437 --> 00:12:54.648 align:center But ideally, it would've been, like, you'd have paused in the moment 00:12:54.732 --> 00:12:57.318 align:center and been like, you know, considered how I would feel 00:12:57.401 --> 00:13:01.572 align:center and been like, "Ben, I really like you. Let's pause," and talk to me and be like, 00:13:01.655 --> 00:13:05.409 align:center "Hey, Emma, XYZ. I really like Ben. I know we had this conversation." 00:13:05.493 --> 00:13:09.121 align:center Like, that's how I would like my friendships to be handled. 00:13:09.205 --> 00:13:11.624 align:center I don't think that it's fair to get mad at someone 00:13:11.707 --> 00:13:13.709 align:center when, like, he chose to hang out with me. 00:13:13.793 --> 00:13:17.171 align:center There's no way I'm not kissing him. Like, he's so hot. 00:13:18.923 --> 00:13:21.217 align:center There's a lot of sour grapes, probably enough to make wine, 00:13:21.300 --> 00:13:22.760 align:center but I like wine. 00:13:22.843 --> 00:13:25.346 align:center I mean, I was, like, just hanging out with him. 00:13:25.429 --> 00:13:26.722 align:center -I'll get over it. -Yeah. 00:13:26.805 --> 00:13:32.853 align:center But, um, it seemed as though Alexie was very mad, very upset. 00:13:32.937 --> 00:13:33.813 align:center -Really? -Yeah. 00:13:33.896 --> 00:13:36.690 align:center It sounded like they were all hopping on this train of, like, 00:13:36.774 --> 00:13:41.111 align:center "Alexie and Ben were hitting it off. Emilie knew it. Why would she kiss him?" 00:13:41.195 --> 00:13:42.863 align:center "She just met him." All these things. 00:13:42.947 --> 00:13:46.742 align:center I'm sitting there, one part of me is like, "Okay, I'm hurt that they kissed." 00:13:46.825 --> 00:13:50.371 align:center And another part is like, "Why is Alexie having everybody gang up on Emilie?" 00:13:50.454 --> 00:13:53.707 align:center I feel like she's mad because she had a conversation with Ben first. 00:13:53.791 --> 00:13:57.002 align:center You're the one that pulled him aside talking about New York. That's great. 00:13:57.086 --> 00:13:58.504 align:center Everyone can talk to him. 00:13:58.587 --> 00:14:01.966 align:center I feel like we can't go and put a name tag on the poor kid. 00:14:02.049 --> 00:14:03.509 align:center Mm-mm. 00:14:03.592 --> 00:14:08.806 align:center I've had friends that I've had in my life since I was two, younger… 00:14:10.891 --> 00:14:13.894 align:center and, like, 12, and those are still all of my best friends. 00:14:13.978 --> 00:14:15.771 align:center And we've never had fights. 00:14:15.854 --> 00:14:17.064 align:center Hang on, Emilie. 00:14:17.815 --> 00:14:19.066 align:center Is that her? 00:14:20.192 --> 00:14:22.611 align:center -Did she walk by us? -She did. 00:14:24.321 --> 00:14:26.323 align:center And she just walks out. 00:14:27.449 --> 00:14:30.995 align:center I didn't even see her walk in, and then doesn't say hi. 00:14:31.078 --> 00:14:34.582 align:center I don't know. Maybe she heard me being, like, "Oh, she's backstabbing me." 00:14:34.665 --> 00:14:37.710 align:center That just goes to show how small Calabasas is. 00:14:38.335 --> 00:14:40.754 align:center I think we all thought Preston and Alexie were a thing. 00:14:40.838 --> 00:14:41.672 align:center Mm-hmm. 00:14:41.755 --> 00:14:44.758 align:center In my head, you guys flirted at the beach under the same towel. 00:14:44.842 --> 00:14:46.010 align:center Poor Preston. 00:14:46.760 --> 00:14:47.845 align:center He's probably confused. 00:14:47.928 --> 00:14:50.806 align:center But I feel like that's not fair you want to claim Preston. 00:14:50.890 --> 00:14:55.185 align:center And not let Preston know that you're moving in other directions. 00:14:55.728 --> 00:14:58.397 align:center I wonder if Hercy's butthurt, if he knows. 00:14:58.480 --> 00:15:01.525 align:center I feel like I've established with Hercy that we're friends. 00:15:01.609 --> 00:15:04.111 align:center I mean, he still could be hurt, and he's entitled to that. 00:15:04.194 --> 00:15:05.029 align:center Yeah. 00:15:05.905 --> 00:15:08.240 align:center I'm honestly just kind of thrown off by this whole thing. 00:15:08.324 --> 00:15:10.784 align:center Like, it's gonna ruin my Health Nut salad. 00:15:11.410 --> 00:15:13.078 align:center That says a lot. 00:15:13.162 --> 00:15:16.498 align:center But it just kind of happened where I feel like Ben was really nice, 00:15:16.582 --> 00:15:17.916 align:center and I kind of like him. 00:15:18.584 --> 00:15:19.418 align:center Yeah. 00:15:21.629 --> 00:15:27.301 align:center You would do just about anything If I said "please" 00:15:27.384 --> 00:15:31.972 align:center And you'd do it for free 'Cause I'm so sweet 00:15:32.848 --> 00:15:37.227 align:center -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah. Can I have a dirty martini? 00:15:37.311 --> 00:15:38.479 align:center How-- how dirty? 00:15:38.562 --> 00:15:42.483 align:center Like, filthy. I like a very dirty, filthy martini. 00:15:42.566 --> 00:15:45.486 align:center Great minds think alike. Let me grab the vermouth. 00:15:45.569 --> 00:15:47.988 align:center -Oh. -Is this kind a martini? 00:15:48.072 --> 00:15:50.658 align:center I guess. I feel like that's a margarita glass. 00:15:50.741 --> 00:15:52.660 align:center This is most definitely not a margarita. 00:15:52.743 --> 00:15:55.120 align:center -Are you sure? -Yeah. 00:15:55.204 --> 00:15:57.957 align:center I feel like a martini is like this. 00:15:58.624 --> 00:16:00.084 align:center -It's a shape similar. -Okay. 00:16:00.167 --> 00:16:03.295 align:center When Nolan is showing me this setup, I'm taking this in, 00:16:03.379 --> 00:16:06.090 align:center and I feel like I don't deserve it. I feel like someone will jump out 00:16:06.173 --> 00:16:08.884 align:center and be like, "Just kidding." I have this idea in my head, 00:16:08.968 --> 00:16:12.930 align:center like, "No guy will ever want to do this for you. You're not worth that." 00:16:13.013 --> 00:16:17.434 align:center But I feel like he's not in here to, like, be a piece of shit like Dylan. 00:16:17.518 --> 00:16:19.311 align:center He's actually here to get to know me. 00:16:19.395 --> 00:16:21.105 align:center -Thank you. -Yes. Cheers. 00:16:21.188 --> 00:16:22.356 align:center Cheers. 00:16:25.067 --> 00:16:26.026 align:center And the verdict? 00:16:27.820 --> 00:16:28.779 align:center No. 00:16:30.114 --> 00:16:31.323 align:center -Let me see. -Wait. 00:16:32.074 --> 00:16:35.244 align:center It's dirty, that's for sure. It's… 00:16:37.079 --> 00:16:39.039 align:center It's-- it's filthy. Yeah. 00:16:39.123 --> 00:16:42.543 align:center I love you endlessly 00:16:42.626 --> 00:16:45.796 align:center We'll fly to infinity 00:16:45.879 --> 00:16:48.173 align:center -This is so cute. -Here we go. 00:16:48.257 --> 00:16:50.509 align:center -Thank you. -Take the clean one. 00:16:50.592 --> 00:16:51.885 align:center Okay. 00:16:52.511 --> 00:16:53.637 align:center These are the ribs. 00:16:53.721 --> 00:16:55.597 align:center Okay. Which one should I have? 00:16:55.681 --> 00:16:57.891 align:center Which one looks the juiciest? 00:16:57.975 --> 00:17:00.352 align:center This one. 00:17:01.729 --> 00:17:06.024 align:center Okay, sure. He looks juicy, yeah. That's a good pick. Go for it. 00:17:06.108 --> 00:17:09.361 align:center Nolan, I'm not eating this off the bone. This is insane. 00:17:09.445 --> 00:17:13.949 align:center How do I do this? Can you have one too, so I'm not, like, the only, like… 00:17:14.032 --> 00:17:15.200 align:center No, I wanna watch you eat it. 00:17:15.284 --> 00:17:16.118 align:center Nolan! 00:17:16.201 --> 00:17:18.454 align:center Do you wanna go fork and knife with the rib? 00:17:18.537 --> 00:17:21.081 align:center -I'm going to judge you if you do that. -Why? 00:17:21.165 --> 00:17:23.375 align:center What, are you too good to eat some beef off the bone? 00:17:23.459 --> 00:17:25.711 align:center -No. Okay. -We're gonna try this together. 00:17:25.794 --> 00:17:29.214 align:center Huh? 00:17:30.007 --> 00:17:31.633 align:center -What, are you shy? -Yeah. 00:17:31.717 --> 00:17:33.260 align:center Why? Dig in. It's a rib. 00:17:33.343 --> 00:17:36.055 align:center No, but they actually-- This is really good. I'm really impressed. 00:17:36.138 --> 00:17:37.806 align:center Thank you. They were made with love. 00:17:37.890 --> 00:17:41.226 align:center Yeah, I can taste it. Did you do all of this yourself? 00:17:41.310 --> 00:17:44.354 align:center Oh yes, I did. This was cooked overnight. 00:17:44.438 --> 00:17:46.023 align:center -Really? -For 15 hours. 00:17:46.106 --> 00:17:48.567 align:center Oh wow. Damn. This is so nice. 00:17:48.650 --> 00:17:51.695 align:center I don't think I've ever had a guy cook a meal for me before. 00:17:52.279 --> 00:17:53.489 align:center -So… -Really? 00:17:53.572 --> 00:17:55.866 align:center -Yeah. -Where are you at, dating-wise? 00:17:55.949 --> 00:17:57.618 align:center Oh, well, I mean… 00:17:58.285 --> 00:18:01.663 align:center -I feel like I'm having fun. I'm 23. -Mm-hmm. 00:18:01.747 --> 00:18:05.209 align:center I have never been in a relationship, I've never had a boyfriend, ever. 00:18:05.292 --> 00:18:06.585 align:center -What? -Yeah. 00:18:06.668 --> 00:18:09.296 align:center -You have not had… actually? -Yeah. 00:18:10.130 --> 00:18:12.132 align:center -You and Dylan-- -No, we were not dating. 00:18:12.216 --> 00:18:13.759 align:center -You didn't date? -No. 00:18:13.842 --> 00:18:15.886 align:center Wouldn't you know? You were friends with him. 00:18:15.969 --> 00:18:18.222 align:center I believe he had told me otherwise. 00:18:18.305 --> 00:18:21.600 align:center -Oh, okay. News to me. -Maybe it was a high school thing. 00:18:21.683 --> 00:18:25.145 align:center Yeah. I mean, we, like, would hook up. 00:18:25.229 --> 00:18:27.773 align:center We hooked up for years, but we never dated. 00:18:27.856 --> 00:18:30.359 align:center And who was too afraid to put the label on it? You? 00:18:31.527 --> 00:18:35.447 align:center -Just two years of on-and-off hooking up? -Yeah, just we're very toxic. 00:18:35.531 --> 00:18:39.785 align:center Like, he would do fucked-up things, and I would just react and yell, 00:18:39.868 --> 00:18:43.330 align:center and, you know, it would be-- it just wasn't a good thing. 00:18:43.413 --> 00:18:45.541 align:center Why would I want to make that a commitment? 00:18:45.624 --> 00:18:48.001 align:center I don't know. Two years is kind of a commitment. 00:18:48.085 --> 00:18:52.548 align:center I know. Well, sometimes you get stuck into things that you can't escape. 00:18:52.631 --> 00:18:53.966 align:center -You go on dates? -No. 00:18:54.049 --> 00:18:56.510 align:center -Actually? -Nolan, this is, like, my first date. 00:18:56.593 --> 00:18:58.178 align:center -In a month? -Like, ever. 00:18:58.262 --> 00:19:00.264 align:center -No, like, ever. -Shut the fuck up. 00:19:00.347 --> 00:19:01.723 align:center Like, I don't go on dates. 00:19:01.807 --> 00:19:03.475 align:center -Why? -'Cause I just am like… 00:19:03.559 --> 00:19:06.728 align:center Are you closed in and shy and afraid to open up? 00:19:08.272 --> 00:19:11.275 align:center -I just feel like it's a lot. I have… -What's a lot? 00:19:11.358 --> 00:19:13.944 align:center -Sitting down, talking with someone… -Why? 00:19:14.027 --> 00:19:15.821 align:center Having a conversation, it's a lot. 00:19:15.904 --> 00:19:18.282 align:center I feel like I'd rather come to your house and hang out. 00:19:18.365 --> 00:19:19.700 align:center Oh my God. 00:19:19.783 --> 00:19:22.911 align:center I just like to skip to intimacy first, typically. 00:19:22.995 --> 00:19:24.204 align:center Okay. 00:19:24.288 --> 00:19:28.125 align:center -No, okay, that makes me sound crazy. -I didn't like that for you. 00:19:28.208 --> 00:19:31.378 align:center 'Cause it's not easy like that. No, I feel like I'm super picky. 00:19:31.461 --> 00:19:34.798 align:center You either click the button or you don't, and I know immediately. 00:19:34.882 --> 00:19:37.009 align:center Have a lot of guys clicked the button? 00:19:37.092 --> 00:19:39.511 align:center No. It's really hard to click the button, actually. 00:19:39.595 --> 00:19:41.513 align:center A lot of guys don't know where the button is. 00:19:42.264 --> 00:19:43.849 align:center That's the case, apparently. 00:19:43.932 --> 00:19:46.018 align:center I've been known to click the button a couple of times. 00:19:46.101 --> 00:19:48.937 align:center Okay, you're doing a good job. You're close to clicking the button. 00:19:49.021 --> 00:19:50.063 align:center Bing, bing, bing. 00:19:51.648 --> 00:19:52.858 align:center Mm-hmm. 00:19:52.941 --> 00:19:56.236 align:center Well, this rib date clicked some button somewhere. 00:19:56.320 --> 00:19:59.114 align:center -You can eat my ribs anytime. -Thank you. I will. 00:19:59.197 --> 00:20:03.368 align:center I'll come back again soon, hopefully, if you invite me. 00:20:03.452 --> 00:20:05.662 align:center -I will invite you. Yeah. -Okay. Good. 00:20:12.669 --> 00:20:16.506 align:center I think this is like-- this date healed a little part of me, 00:20:16.590 --> 00:20:21.053 align:center in the sense of, like, you don't need-- Like, it's not that serious. 00:20:21.136 --> 00:20:24.097 align:center You can go on a date. You can-- It's not that deep. 00:20:24.181 --> 00:20:26.391 align:center You don't have to deepen it. It's not a big deal. 00:20:26.475 --> 00:20:30.145 align:center And I feel like dating is normal. You are allowed to like a guy. 00:20:30.229 --> 00:20:32.397 align:center You're allowed to pursue a guy, 00:20:32.481 --> 00:20:35.442 align:center and I feel like this was the first step into healing 00:20:35.525 --> 00:20:40.030 align:center and just exploring this dating life of mine. 00:20:41.365 --> 00:20:42.991 align:center -Okay. -Same time next week? 00:20:43.075 --> 00:20:44.368 align:center -Yeah. Okay. -Okay. 00:20:44.868 --> 00:20:51.250 align:center I never felt so high… 00:20:52.626 --> 00:20:55.545 align:center -Okay. Bye. -Get home safe. 00:20:55.629 --> 00:20:56.463 align:center Thank you. 00:20:56.546 --> 00:20:58.423 align:center -Text me when you're home. -Okay. 00:20:58.507 --> 00:21:01.677 align:center Baby, it's you and I 00:21:12.187 --> 00:21:13.105 align:center Here we go now 00:21:13.188 --> 00:21:15.857 align:center Jump in and ride with me 00:21:15.941 --> 00:21:18.110 align:center Oh my God, it's the fair! 00:21:18.193 --> 00:21:21.488 align:center Only here for a good time, honey Not goin' home 00:21:22.155 --> 00:21:25.033 align:center Jump in and ride with me… 00:21:26.243 --> 00:21:28.161 align:center When was the last time you went to a fair? 00:21:28.245 --> 00:21:29.162 align:center When I was like 12. 00:21:29.246 --> 00:21:31.039 align:center -Oh my God, I love this. -It's so cute. 00:21:31.123 --> 00:21:33.083 align:center -Let's do it. -Welcome to the fairgrounds. 00:21:33.166 --> 00:21:35.919 align:center All right. Well, there's also a rodeo that I think… 00:21:36.003 --> 00:21:38.964 align:center -Oh! Coincidence. -Which is really why we're here. 00:21:39.047 --> 00:21:41.008 align:center Um, but I'm gonna go watch my boys ride. 00:21:41.091 --> 00:21:42.175 align:center If you guys are down, 00:21:42.259 --> 00:21:44.886 align:center I know we're probably gonna go bounce over for a little bit. 00:21:44.970 --> 00:21:46.555 align:center What do you ladies wanna do? 00:21:47.180 --> 00:21:51.101 align:center I think the girls should go somewhere, and we can meet up with you after. 00:21:52.561 --> 00:21:57.107 align:center I have never been more confused in my life about Dylan and Suede. 00:21:57.983 --> 00:22:00.068 align:center She's like, "We haven't hung out for a few days." 00:22:00.152 --> 00:22:02.487 align:center But then he walks in with a hickey on his neck, 00:22:02.571 --> 00:22:04.781 align:center which, by the way, "Are you, like, 15?" 00:22:04.865 --> 00:22:07.200 align:center That looked pretty fresh to me. 00:22:07.284 --> 00:22:10.579 align:center -I want to get a funnel cake. -I don't think that's our vibe. 00:22:10.662 --> 00:22:11.663 align:center We'll meet back up. 00:22:11.747 --> 00:22:14.541 align:center Have fun. Yeehaw. Save a horse. Ride a cowboy. 00:22:14.624 --> 00:22:16.877 align:center -Don't do that. -Oh shit! 00:22:20.672 --> 00:22:23.425 align:center Oh, oh, oh, oh 00:22:23.508 --> 00:22:25.218 align:center Underneath the stars… 00:22:25.302 --> 00:22:26.428 align:center We're here, boys. 00:22:26.511 --> 00:22:28.013 align:center Whoa! Dylan. 00:22:44.279 --> 00:22:47.157 align:center -We need everything. -I like this little food corner. 00:22:47.240 --> 00:22:49.409 align:center -Can we get hot dogs? -Yeah. You want to get a hot dog? 00:22:49.493 --> 00:22:52.537 align:center Wait, they have nachos too? I kind of want a hot dog. 00:22:52.621 --> 00:22:54.748 align:center Four-topping spiral fries? 00:22:54.831 --> 00:22:56.500 align:center Hell yeah. 00:22:56.583 --> 00:22:57.751 align:center -Yeah. -Yeah. 00:22:57.834 --> 00:23:00.253 align:center A little bull called Shaggy. 00:23:00.337 --> 00:23:01.630 align:center Look at that boy! 00:23:01.713 --> 00:23:04.424 align:center -Here he goes! He's good. -Oh shit. 00:23:04.508 --> 00:23:06.343 align:center That's all right. You're good. 00:23:06.426 --> 00:23:09.721 align:center When you texted me "rodeo," I thought you said "Rodeo." 00:23:09.805 --> 00:23:12.724 align:center Oh, see, that's the difference between us. 00:23:13.475 --> 00:23:15.977 align:center -A little nacho never hurt. -Mm. 00:23:16.061 --> 00:23:18.271 align:center -I like the jalapeño sauce. -Guys… 00:23:18.355 --> 00:23:19.523 align:center Alexie, do… 00:23:20.273 --> 00:23:21.108 align:center Wait. 00:23:21.191 --> 00:23:23.193 align:center -Alexie, have a bite. -Give me it. 00:23:23.276 --> 00:23:28.031 align:center I'm genuinely scared of that thing. Okay, yeah, see, this is more my speed. 00:23:28.115 --> 00:23:29.574 align:center That's more you. 00:23:29.658 --> 00:23:32.119 align:center -Perfect. Nicole. Hoodies, zip-ups. -This is my scene. 00:23:32.202 --> 00:23:33.328 align:center Look at this. 00:23:33.412 --> 00:23:34.454 align:center Let's go. 00:23:34.538 --> 00:23:35.872 align:center -You're Suede. -I am. 00:23:35.956 --> 00:23:39.292 align:center -Oh my God. I've followed you for years. -Girl! Thanks! 00:23:39.376 --> 00:23:41.795 align:center -So nice to meet you! -Thanks for the support. Appreciate it. 00:23:41.878 --> 00:23:44.172 align:center -You're like… -I think I wanna do a crew neck. 00:23:44.256 --> 00:23:47.676 align:center -This brown crew neck in a large. -I want this brown one too. 00:23:47.759 --> 00:23:48.927 align:center -Okay. -Please. 00:23:49.010 --> 00:23:51.638 align:center And I love the name. Cali Cowboy. I love it. 00:23:53.181 --> 00:23:55.058 align:center Well, I missed you guys. What's been up? 00:23:55.142 --> 00:23:57.644 align:center -I missed you, Suede. -What's the latest and greatest? 00:23:57.727 --> 00:24:01.106 align:center Where were you at the rooftop party? I feel like barely saw you. 00:24:01.189 --> 00:24:05.026 align:center I was there. I was there briefly though. I got stuck with Dylan most of the time. 00:24:05.110 --> 00:24:08.822 align:center -It was so awkward for me and Dylan. -Have you talked to him since? 00:24:08.905 --> 00:24:10.699 align:center -Babe, no. -No? I get it. 00:24:10.782 --> 00:24:12.117 align:center Are you and Dylan good? 00:24:12.200 --> 00:24:14.536 align:center -Yeah. I care about him. -You guys are fine? 00:24:14.619 --> 00:24:15.787 align:center He's such a cool kid. 00:24:16.455 --> 00:24:18.540 align:center I see him in my life for the next ten years. 00:24:18.623 --> 00:24:21.042 align:center -Really? -I see him, like, in my life. 00:24:21.126 --> 00:24:25.213 align:center Like, whether it's friends or not. I think he's a cool kid. 00:24:25.297 --> 00:24:28.383 align:center -That's how I feel with Preston. -Where our friendship is so good. 00:24:28.466 --> 00:24:30.427 align:center So important. I love you so much. 00:24:30.510 --> 00:24:32.762 align:center Yeah, I want to be friends with him. I want him in my life. 00:24:33.680 --> 00:24:37.726 align:center I am concerned 'cause I've been through similar situations 00:24:37.809 --> 00:24:40.604 align:center that Suede has, like, with the Calabasas guys. 00:24:40.687 --> 00:24:43.023 align:center So things that she might not even think are a big deal, 00:24:43.106 --> 00:24:45.066 align:center that she hasn't even brought up to me probably, 00:24:45.150 --> 00:24:48.737 align:center like, that would be enough to turn me off completely about a guy. 00:24:48.820 --> 00:24:51.406 align:center Being in a four-year relationship, you see a lot of stuff, 00:24:51.490 --> 00:24:52.991 align:center and you learn a lot. 00:24:53.074 --> 00:24:57.287 align:center And I feel like, with that knowledge, I never saw this working out. 00:24:57.370 --> 00:24:59.998 align:center But it's actually going worse than I thought. 00:25:00.081 --> 00:25:03.418 align:center It's just, I don't know. I just think, all around, he's a red flag. 00:25:03.502 --> 00:25:05.504 align:center Literally, a week into this relationship, 00:25:05.587 --> 00:25:07.839 align:center he's trying to create a rift between me and you. 00:25:07.923 --> 00:25:10.467 align:center I was just so shocked that that day when you called me, 00:25:10.550 --> 00:25:14.137 align:center like, "Nicole, is this true?" I was like, "Suede, you know me. I wouldn't do that." 00:25:14.221 --> 00:25:15.555 align:center In that moment, I was so hurt. 00:25:15.639 --> 00:25:19.518 align:center I want you to know that it didn't come out of a malicious intent. 00:25:19.601 --> 00:25:23.271 align:center I called you to ask a question, and I think it came off, 00:25:23.355 --> 00:25:27.108 align:center because I was with Dylan, it came off like I was ganging up on you. 00:25:27.192 --> 00:25:28.568 align:center Exactly, and I… 00:25:28.652 --> 00:25:32.822 align:center -That's never happened to us. -Ever. Agreed. 00:25:32.906 --> 00:25:35.325 align:center Triple in shock, like, "What's going on?" 00:25:35.408 --> 00:25:39.079 align:center And, honestly, I apologize for the way that it came out, 00:25:39.162 --> 00:25:41.289 align:center and I apologize for even FaceTiming you. 00:25:41.373 --> 00:25:42.457 align:center I appreciate that. 00:25:42.541 --> 00:25:45.001 align:center -You know I don't like this man. -I know. 00:25:45.085 --> 00:25:48.797 align:center If he makes you happy, and he doesn't come in between us, 00:25:48.880 --> 00:25:50.757 align:center I'll support it. I'll support whatever you want. 00:25:51.508 --> 00:25:55.595 align:center -Do you think we should go find the guys? -Let's meet up with our buddies! 00:25:55.679 --> 00:25:57.847 align:center Why? I just want to be with the girls. 00:25:57.931 --> 00:26:02.269 align:center -Find the boys! -Let's go! 00:26:02.352 --> 00:26:04.312 align:center Oh yeah, oh yeah 00:26:06.982 --> 00:26:09.734 align:center All I want to do is clear my mind… 00:26:14.406 --> 00:26:15.282 align:center Dylan, fuck. 00:26:15.365 --> 00:26:16.866 align:center Go higher. Want me to hold you? 00:26:16.950 --> 00:26:18.118 align:center No. 00:26:18.201 --> 00:26:19.119 align:center Hat backwards. 00:26:19.786 --> 00:26:21.204 align:center The same angle. 00:26:21.288 --> 00:26:23.498 align:center The same. 00:26:27.752 --> 00:26:29.921 align:center Come on, you're coming with me, boy! 00:26:32.632 --> 00:26:37.470 align:center This feeling is electrified It's electrified… 00:26:38.221 --> 00:26:44.269 align:center Oh, look who it is! Look who the cat dragged in. 00:26:44.894 --> 00:26:46.563 align:center -Long time no see. -Surf Rodeo? 00:26:46.646 --> 00:26:48.732 align:center -How was it? -It was fun. Got you something. 00:26:49.941 --> 00:26:52.652 align:center -Oh, it's a capybara! -Do you know…? 00:26:52.736 --> 00:26:54.946 align:center Do you know how much money this thing costs? 00:26:55.030 --> 00:26:57.365 align:center -You're the sweetest, thank you. -Of course. 00:26:57.949 --> 00:26:59.826 align:center We're gonna get a pineapple chill. 00:26:59.909 --> 00:27:01.661 align:center -Hey, what about me? -Okay. 00:27:01.745 --> 00:27:04.706 align:center -Save us the cinnamon roll. -We won't. 00:27:05.373 --> 00:27:06.750 align:center How was rodeo? 00:27:06.833 --> 00:27:09.711 align:center Dylan was so geeked. It was hilarious. He loves that shit. 00:27:09.794 --> 00:27:12.464 align:center -It's fun because it's so different. -Yeah. 00:27:12.547 --> 00:27:15.091 align:center But consistently doing that, I don't see how he does it. 00:27:15.175 --> 00:27:17.677 align:center Yeah, no. Wait, so how's everything with Dylan? 00:27:18.928 --> 00:27:21.723 align:center I don't know. I really only came when I heard you were gonna be here. 00:27:21.806 --> 00:27:24.351 align:center -I mean, yeah. -I haven't talked to him in a minute. 00:27:24.434 --> 00:27:28.688 align:center I was like, "Okay, he's gonna be here for the rodeo. I'll just pull up." 00:27:28.772 --> 00:27:31.441 align:center Yeah, we were talking to Suede about Dylan and stuff. 00:27:31.524 --> 00:27:35.153 align:center But it made me kind of bring up the whole Ben thing. 00:27:35.236 --> 00:27:38.365 align:center I know we never talked about that. Terrible place to talk about this. 00:27:38.448 --> 00:27:42.994 align:center Can y'all pipe down? I'm having an intimate conversation here. 00:27:44.913 --> 00:27:48.708 align:center I felt bad because I don't know where we stand and all that. 00:27:48.792 --> 00:27:52.587 align:center So I don't know. I just feel bad, and I wanted to, like, apologize 00:27:52.670 --> 00:27:56.216 align:center and also just ask what your opinion on all that was. 00:27:56.299 --> 00:28:01.221 align:center I mean, you didn't need to apologize. I get it. I think that's where it's weird. 00:28:01.304 --> 00:28:03.014 align:center In the past, we've been open about, 00:28:03.098 --> 00:28:05.016 align:center "I like this person. You like that person." 00:28:05.100 --> 00:28:06.685 align:center So there's a weird line. 00:28:06.768 --> 00:28:11.773 align:center And I think we haven't communicated our boundaries and where we're at. 00:28:11.856 --> 00:28:13.775 align:center So I wasn't holding that against you. 00:28:13.858 --> 00:28:16.820 align:center -Yeah, okay, good. -So I appreciate you thinking of that. 00:28:16.903 --> 00:28:18.738 align:center So what do we do about that? 00:28:19.531 --> 00:28:22.617 align:center I don't know. I've let you know I have feelings for you, and, like… 00:28:22.701 --> 00:28:23.952 align:center I don't. 00:28:26.538 --> 00:28:28.456 align:center Why do you just drop that? 00:28:29.582 --> 00:28:31.251 align:center What do you mean shrug, like… 00:28:31.334 --> 00:28:34.629 align:center I feel like I try to say, yeah, I have feelings for you. 00:28:34.713 --> 00:28:38.508 align:center Someone like you 00:28:38.591 --> 00:28:41.386 align:center Just don't come around every day 00:28:41.469 --> 00:28:45.390 align:center Someone like you 00:28:45.473 --> 00:28:48.435 align:center It's the promise that I'll never break… 00:28:51.354 --> 00:28:53.440 align:center Whatever the pretty lady wants. 00:28:54.023 --> 00:28:56.067 align:center -Oh my… -That's a wrap. 00:28:56.151 --> 00:29:00.947 align:center I don't know why I go for, like, the bad boy, but they get me sometimes. 00:29:01.030 --> 00:29:04.701 align:center -So many things in my hands. -Champagne problems, sweetheart. 00:29:04.784 --> 00:29:09.205 align:center It's like this very toxic, negative trait that I almost, like, crave. 00:29:09.289 --> 00:29:11.916 align:center I think we have a lot of chemistry together. 00:29:12.000 --> 00:29:15.420 align:center And there's something still pulling me towards him. 00:29:15.503 --> 00:29:17.130 align:center "Major, babe." 00:29:19.549 --> 00:29:20.633 align:center "Major, babe." 00:29:22.218 --> 00:29:25.597 align:center I don't know what I did To deserve what you give 00:29:25.680 --> 00:29:31.936 align:center I just know that this life Should be lived with someone like you 00:29:32.020 --> 00:29:35.231 align:center Just don't come around every day 00:29:35.315 --> 00:29:36.941 align:center Someone like you 00:29:37.025 --> 00:29:41.362 align:center -Oh, you look so cute. -Thank you. Great to see you. 00:29:41.446 --> 00:29:45.158 align:center -Wait, the line was crazy. -The line is crazy. You already got that? 00:29:45.241 --> 00:29:47.911 align:center -Also, they ran out of mint. -Thank you. 00:29:47.994 --> 00:29:51.122 align:center -Oh, that's okay. What flavor is this? -Sweet cream. 00:29:51.206 --> 00:29:53.374 align:center Okay, I like sweet cream. All good. 00:29:53.458 --> 00:29:57.170 align:center -Um… how was your day? -It was good. How was yours? 00:29:57.253 --> 00:29:59.756 align:center -You look cute. You look so cute. -Thank you. 00:29:59.839 --> 00:30:01.132 align:center What flavor did you get? 00:30:01.216 --> 00:30:04.052 align:center -Cookies and cream. Do you want to try it? -Is it your go-to? 00:30:04.135 --> 00:30:05.595 align:center Everything is. 00:30:11.684 --> 00:30:12.602 align:center Big bite. 00:30:12.685 --> 00:30:16.147 align:center Don't shame the bite. I wanted to get you a good bite. 00:30:17.273 --> 00:30:18.525 align:center You want to sit here? 00:30:19.359 --> 00:30:22.070 align:center -Oh my God, there's a turtle. My God! -What? Nah… 00:30:22.153 --> 00:30:24.197 align:center They're so cute! 00:30:24.280 --> 00:30:26.866 align:center -They're freaking me out. -They're not gonna jump up your gun. 00:30:30.203 --> 00:30:33.540 align:center -Look at all the turtles. -No, I was just saying that. Yeah. 00:30:33.623 --> 00:30:36.626 align:center -I was also just saying that. -There's a ton of turtles. 00:30:36.709 --> 00:30:39.629 align:center -Would you ever touch it? -Honey, come and look at the turtles. 00:30:39.712 --> 00:30:41.381 align:center -Are you Howie? -Pardon me? 00:30:42.006 --> 00:30:43.132 align:center -Is your name… -Yeah. 00:30:44.133 --> 00:30:46.594 align:center -100%. -They're turtles. Turtles. 00:30:46.678 --> 00:30:48.930 align:center -There are a lot. -Are you a big turtle guy? 00:30:49.013 --> 00:30:50.181 align:center Yeah, I-- I love turtles. 00:30:50.265 --> 00:30:51.474 align:center -Really? -Yeah. 00:30:52.725 --> 00:30:54.018 align:center -Good talk. -Nice meeting you. 00:30:54.102 --> 00:30:56.980 align:center -Nice meeting you. -Have a good day. 00:30:57.063 --> 00:30:59.274 align:center -Oh my God. -That's growing up in Calabasas for you. 00:30:59.357 --> 00:31:01.192 align:center -Yeah, right? -Wait. I'm starstruck about that. 00:31:01.276 --> 00:31:03.570 align:center -Yeah. -I don't normally get too starstruck. 00:31:03.653 --> 00:31:04.946 align:center -But… -Wait. 00:31:05.029 --> 00:31:08.074 align:center He was so fascinated with the turtles. Should I be looking at the turtles more? 00:31:08.157 --> 00:31:10.660 align:center -That was sick. -That was crazy. 00:31:10.743 --> 00:31:14.163 align:center -Last Thursday, it was nice to meet you. -It was nice meeting you too. 00:31:14.247 --> 00:31:18.668 align:center When I walked in, it was so funny, I was like, um… 00:31:18.751 --> 00:31:21.838 align:center I was like, "Who's that girl?" I was like, "I have to go talk to her." 00:31:21.921 --> 00:31:23.923 align:center -I had like the same reaction. -Stop. 00:31:24.007 --> 00:31:25.008 align:center What's your type? 00:31:25.508 --> 00:31:26.926 align:center -My type? -Yeah. 00:31:27.010 --> 00:31:30.638 align:center Other than, like, tall, tan, blue eyes, super funny… 00:31:30.722 --> 00:31:33.683 align:center -Mm. -I was hinting at you, by the way. 00:31:33.766 --> 00:31:34.851 align:center -Oh, were you? -Yeah. 00:31:34.934 --> 00:31:39.272 align:center But you lost me at the super funny part. I was like, "That does not align." 00:31:39.355 --> 00:31:41.024 align:center You don't think you're funny? 00:31:41.107 --> 00:31:46.195 align:center -No. I don't have jokes like that, but… -Maybe I think I just laugh. 00:31:46.279 --> 00:31:48.156 align:center -Yeah? -Not at you, but with you. 00:31:48.239 --> 00:31:49.699 align:center Yeah, sure. 00:31:49.782 --> 00:31:52.410 align:center No, you can be as mean as possible. Go on. 00:31:52.994 --> 00:31:55.288 align:center Someone who's active and likes to do a lot of things. 00:31:55.371 --> 00:31:58.791 align:center Because you don't watch movies or shows, right? Didn't you say that? 00:31:58.875 --> 00:32:00.627 align:center Yeah, no. You remembered that. 00:32:00.710 --> 00:32:03.922 align:center I don't really watch movies or shows much, except Adam Sandler movies. 00:32:04.005 --> 00:32:06.716 align:center That's the only thing I'll watch. He's my favorite actor, 00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:09.594 align:center and I've seen every single one of his movies, like… 00:32:09.677 --> 00:32:12.013 align:center -Happy Gilmore just came out. -Right. 00:32:12.096 --> 00:32:15.016 align:center -So I've watched that, um, five times. -Already? 00:32:15.600 --> 00:32:16.851 align:center -Yeah. -Right, okay. 00:32:16.935 --> 00:32:20.355 align:center So Happy Gilmore with your mom and dad. 00:32:20.438 --> 00:32:26.194 align:center You grew up around here, went to SMU. What has been your dating experience? 00:32:26.277 --> 00:32:27.946 align:center I honestly don't date a lot. 00:32:28.029 --> 00:32:30.657 align:center I told myself this summer I'd make myself go on dates 00:32:30.740 --> 00:32:33.201 align:center now that I'm out of college because I have a timeline. 00:32:33.284 --> 00:32:36.329 align:center -Right. Yeah. -You know, I'm getting old. I'm 22. 00:32:36.412 --> 00:32:38.581 align:center -But… -You're really old. 00:32:38.665 --> 00:32:41.292 align:center -Wait, when's your birthday? -June 7th. 00:32:41.376 --> 00:32:43.211 align:center Oh, happy belated. 00:32:43.294 --> 00:32:44.754 align:center Thank you. How about you? 00:32:44.837 --> 00:32:46.130 align:center -March 19th. -March, right? 00:32:46.214 --> 00:32:49.258 align:center I remember you saying that. Okay, so… 00:32:49.342 --> 00:32:50.259 align:center -Wait. -You're… 00:32:50.343 --> 00:32:51.678 align:center -Are you 2003? -Yeah. 00:32:51.761 --> 00:32:53.721 align:center -So I'm older than you? -Yeah, you're a cougar. 00:32:53.805 --> 00:32:56.516 align:center -Oh my God, I'm a cougar. -100%. 00:32:57.308 --> 00:33:00.061 align:center But that happens to fall under my type, though. 00:33:01.104 --> 00:33:03.356 align:center -Okay. -But I'm also like a weird dater. 00:33:03.439 --> 00:33:06.734 align:center -What does that mean? -Ya know, I haven't dated many people. 00:33:06.818 --> 00:33:07.735 align:center Mm-hmm. Me neither. 00:33:07.819 --> 00:33:11.489 align:center But… from who I've been with in the past, 00:33:11.572 --> 00:33:14.033 align:center I think what's super important to me is family. 00:33:14.117 --> 00:33:17.704 align:center -Which is, obviously, important to you. -Very important to me as well. 00:33:17.787 --> 00:33:19.080 align:center -Um… -That's good to hear. 00:33:19.789 --> 00:33:23.668 align:center -But I'm moving to New York. -Yeah. 00:33:23.751 --> 00:33:24.627 align:center In a month. 00:33:24.711 --> 00:33:27.046 align:center You know what's crazy? I've never been in New York. 00:33:27.130 --> 00:33:28.423 align:center -Really? -Isn't that crazy? 00:33:28.506 --> 00:33:31.426 align:center -You have somewhere to stay. -Oh, perfect. 00:33:31.509 --> 00:33:33.302 align:center How about long distance? 00:33:34.137 --> 00:33:36.097 align:center -I think long distance is… -That's a… 00:33:36.180 --> 00:33:41.811 align:center No, I mean, it's hard, but I think that all good things have difficulties, 00:33:41.894 --> 00:33:44.230 align:center and, like, I think it shows more about your relationship 00:33:44.313 --> 00:33:46.482 align:center if you can work through something like that. 00:33:46.566 --> 00:33:48.401 align:center It's only gonna make you stronger at the end. 00:33:48.484 --> 00:33:51.863 align:center One day we'll be married and laughing. "Oh my God, remember when we did that?" 00:33:51.946 --> 00:33:54.282 align:center You make certain sacrifices 'cause it's worth it. 00:33:54.365 --> 00:33:57.535 align:center And if it's not worth it, then it's just not the right person. 00:33:57.618 --> 00:34:00.747 align:center -So is there anything wrong with you? -Me? 00:34:00.830 --> 00:34:02.415 align:center You just say everything perfect. 00:34:02.498 --> 00:34:05.209 align:center No, literally everything is wrong with me. 00:34:05.293 --> 00:34:07.962 align:center Like, actually, I overthink literally everything. 00:34:08.045 --> 00:34:09.297 align:center I'm a huge overthinker. 00:34:09.380 --> 00:34:11.883 align:center -Are you? -Yeah. I overthink myself. 00:34:11.966 --> 00:34:14.051 align:center Not really situations. 00:34:14.135 --> 00:34:16.846 align:center Okay, so then, within the friend group, 00:34:16.929 --> 00:34:20.099 align:center what do you think would happen if people found out that we kissed? 00:34:20.183 --> 00:34:22.101 align:center I don't think we were too slick about it. 00:34:22.185 --> 00:34:25.104 align:center -That is true. You think everyone saw? -I don't know. I don't really care. 00:34:25.188 --> 00:34:27.774 align:center -No? Really? -No… no. 00:34:27.857 --> 00:34:32.028 align:center Do you think other people are going to be mad at either me or you? 00:34:32.111 --> 00:34:34.197 align:center No, I don't think there's anything to worry about. 00:34:34.280 --> 00:34:37.658 align:center I feel like a lot of the boys are probably super into you. 00:34:37.742 --> 00:34:40.328 align:center I did go on a date with Hercy. 00:34:40.411 --> 00:34:43.790 align:center He asked me on a date, and, you know, I wasn't gonna say no. 00:34:43.873 --> 00:34:45.416 align:center I kind of like felt bad. 00:34:46.250 --> 00:34:48.544 align:center Wow, okay. Yeah, doing him a favor. 00:34:48.628 --> 00:34:52.131 align:center There was just, like, no spark, really. I feel like he probably feels mutual. 00:34:52.215 --> 00:34:53.800 align:center -Right. -There was never a second date. 00:34:53.883 --> 00:34:56.385 align:center -Well, there is now. -Yeah. 00:34:56.469 --> 00:35:00.598 align:center And you can't go on another date with anyone else. Seriously. 00:35:00.681 --> 00:35:03.810 align:center -No, seriously. You're mine now. -No, yeah. 00:35:03.893 --> 00:35:07.897 align:center Ben is so mature, and I enjoy him not being involved in the drama 00:35:07.980 --> 00:35:09.857 align:center because, as much as I try to run away, 00:35:09.941 --> 00:35:11.359 align:center it follows me. 00:35:11.442 --> 00:35:14.487 align:center It haunts me. Everywhere I go, the drama just comes. 00:35:14.570 --> 00:35:16.405 align:center It's like stuck in my hair or something. 00:35:16.489 --> 00:35:19.242 align:center This girl just walked by and gave me a funny face. 00:35:19.325 --> 00:35:22.161 align:center -Which one? This one? -She looked at me and she goes like this. 00:35:22.245 --> 00:35:23.204 align:center I'm like, yeah. 00:35:23.287 --> 00:35:26.124 align:center Gonna make somebody sorry 00:35:26.707 --> 00:35:30.002 align:center Not trying, just begging for a good time 00:35:30.086 --> 00:35:32.880 align:center So high, just fly 00:35:32.964 --> 00:35:36.801 align:center Live a little Not worry about a damn thing 00:35:36.884 --> 00:35:39.679 align:center Red lights, long sighs 00:35:39.762 --> 00:35:43.015 align:center Give a little I deserve what I'm chasing 00:35:43.099 --> 00:35:46.060 align:center I don't need love 00:35:46.144 --> 00:35:50.982 align:center Not gonna settle When I think I got a new crush 00:35:51.065 --> 00:35:52.525 align:center Crush 00:35:52.608 --> 00:35:54.277 align:center Crush 00:35:54.360 --> 00:35:57.405 align:center Yeah, I think I got a new crush 00:35:57.488 --> 00:36:00.992 align:center Crush, crush 00:36:01.075 --> 00:36:03.786 align:center Yeah, I think I got a new crush 00:36:14.338 --> 00:36:15.715 align:center Zoey, come here. 00:36:15.798 --> 00:36:17.466 align:center Minute you caught my eye 00:36:17.550 --> 00:36:19.969 align:center I was losing my mind 00:36:20.052 --> 00:36:22.972 align:center Dreamed, and when I woke you… 00:36:23.055 --> 00:36:24.348 align:center Howdy, partner. 00:36:24.432 --> 00:36:27.226 align:center -Hey, bud. How are you doing? -Good. 00:36:27.310 --> 00:36:29.020 align:center So, Sterling, what have you been doing? 00:36:29.103 --> 00:36:30.479 align:center My best. 00:36:31.230 --> 00:36:34.025 align:center -What does that mean? -Um… 00:36:34.108 --> 00:36:37.737 align:center I just found out I'm on hold for this super huge job in New York. 00:36:37.820 --> 00:36:41.741 align:center Do you get some kind of pay if you block out time or you just…? 00:36:41.824 --> 00:36:43.409 align:center Only if you book the job. 00:36:44.452 --> 00:36:46.454 align:center So where is this gonna take you, though? 00:36:46.537 --> 00:36:50.833 align:center So you're going to… I mean, is this-- Is this going to be sustainable? 00:36:50.917 --> 00:36:55.463 align:center It's going well. I think you'd be sur… Like, you'd be proud. Like, I don't know. 00:36:55.546 --> 00:36:59.217 align:center I'm not saying I'm not proud. It's something that I don't understand. 00:36:59.300 --> 00:37:02.929 align:center Your father said, "Okay, this is what I'd think you should be doing." 00:37:03.012 --> 00:37:03.846 align:center Yeah. 00:37:03.930 --> 00:37:06.474 align:center It'd look a lot different than what you're doing. Right? 00:37:06.557 --> 00:37:09.894 align:center So how would that look? What would I be doing right now? 00:37:09.977 --> 00:37:13.439 align:center Well, you'd probably be out on a well location helping design a well. 00:37:13.522 --> 00:37:18.819 align:center An oil well? You think I would be out on the field making an oil well? 00:37:18.903 --> 00:37:21.405 align:center I think it would be a good occupation. Yes. 00:37:22.281 --> 00:37:25.952 align:center I was actually born in Texas, and I moved to Alaska when I was 8. 00:37:26.035 --> 00:37:27.411 align:center My dad works in oil, 00:37:27.495 --> 00:37:31.540 align:center and so you have two options, Texas and Alaska. So we did them both. 00:37:31.624 --> 00:37:34.293 align:center For those months of me graduating and moving here 00:37:34.377 --> 00:37:36.921 align:center was just like… him just being mad. 00:37:37.004 --> 00:37:40.549 align:center He's this big hunter guy, like, has a beard, wears camo. 00:37:40.633 --> 00:37:42.510 align:center And so I started wearing Lululemon. 00:37:42.593 --> 00:37:45.054 align:center But he was like, "My son doesn't wear Lululemon." 00:37:45.137 --> 00:37:49.475 align:center "Somehow, you got switched up in birth. My son's out there wearing camouflage 00:37:49.558 --> 00:37:50.434 align:center and hunting boots." 00:37:50.518 --> 00:37:52.728 align:center And at the moment, I'm just like, "Damn." 00:37:52.812 --> 00:37:54.897 align:center But why did that affect me so much? I don't know. 00:37:54.981 --> 00:37:57.692 align:center Do you see yourself getting married at some point in time? 00:37:57.775 --> 00:37:59.902 align:center Do you see yourself having children? 00:38:00.903 --> 00:38:02.863 align:center I mean, yeah, of course. 00:38:02.947 --> 00:38:06.075 align:center You've got to be thinking about, if there is to be young 'uns, 00:38:06.158 --> 00:38:07.785 align:center how are you gonna support them? 00:38:07.868 --> 00:38:11.497 align:center -Are you saying kids are expensive? -Kids are very expensive. 00:38:11.580 --> 00:38:13.958 align:center Obviously, marriage is the goal of a relationship, 00:38:14.041 --> 00:38:19.338 align:center and Brynn loves to, like, toss in the whole marriage word. 00:38:19.422 --> 00:38:22.758 align:center Before I wanna get married, I want to grind work, have a thriving relationship. 00:38:22.842 --> 00:38:25.678 align:center But it's hard dating in the industry. 00:38:25.761 --> 00:38:29.015 align:center My first ever big campaign I booked was with Speedo, 00:38:29.098 --> 00:38:31.350 align:center and I had to shoot with a girl, and, like, 00:38:31.434 --> 00:38:34.770 align:center now we call it SpeedoGate because there was a huge argument. 00:38:34.854 --> 00:38:38.733 align:center And so even dating a year and a half, I still think we're pretty young. 00:38:38.816 --> 00:38:42.778 align:center I think there's a lot for us to experience before we make that commitment. 00:38:42.862 --> 00:38:47.450 align:center I mean, life is decisions. You're constantly faced with decisions. 00:38:47.533 --> 00:38:51.537 align:center What you can't do is you can't look back and regret decisions. 00:38:51.620 --> 00:38:54.081 align:center You've gotta stay forward-focused. 00:38:54.790 --> 00:38:58.002 align:center -Well, hey, I do got to run. -All right. Thanks for calling. 00:38:58.085 --> 00:39:00.379 align:center -Love you a bunch. -Love you too. Talk soon. 00:39:00.463 --> 00:39:02.590 align:center -Just be careful, please. -You be good now. 00:39:02.673 --> 00:39:04.884 align:center -All right. Bye. -All right, bye. 00:39:08.137 --> 00:39:10.139 align:center Just like a movie 00:39:11.557 --> 00:39:13.684 align:center We're livin' how we want 00:39:13.768 --> 00:39:16.562 align:center That's our life, we own it 00:39:16.645 --> 00:39:19.565 align:center No one is gonna be 00:39:20.524 --> 00:39:23.110 align:center No turning back on me 00:39:24.862 --> 00:39:27.907 align:center -Welcome to Celé! -Hello, here for a sound bath. 00:39:27.990 --> 00:39:30.409 align:center -Are you guys excited? -I've never done one. 00:39:30.493 --> 00:39:32.036 align:center -Hi! -Hi, ladies, welcome. 00:39:32.119 --> 00:39:33.496 align:center Oh my gosh. 00:39:33.579 --> 00:39:36.791 align:center -It smells amazing here. -How fabulous is this? 00:39:36.874 --> 00:39:40.252 align:center Already you're healing me. I can feel your warmth, girl. 00:39:40.336 --> 00:39:44.215 align:center Get comfy, okay? I want you to feel like you're at home on the couch. 00:39:44.298 --> 00:39:47.384 align:center -Right, cozy vibes. Love it. -Cozy vibes, exactly. 00:39:47.468 --> 00:39:51.889 align:center So sometimes I like to do a little intention or a prayer saying, 00:39:51.972 --> 00:39:54.850 align:center "Hey, what type of message do I need to hear today?" 00:39:54.934 --> 00:39:56.894 align:center "What can I let go of? What can I release?" 00:39:56.977 --> 00:40:01.941 align:center Is it fear? Is it judgment? Is it control? It's like you're shedding. 00:40:02.024 --> 00:40:03.692 align:center -Okay. -Lay down, ladies. 00:40:04.360 --> 00:40:06.487 align:center Allow yourself to surrender. 00:40:18.499 --> 00:40:22.253 align:center My first sound bath experience was absolutely incredible. 00:40:22.336 --> 00:40:25.131 align:center I've never done anything like this. It was a little emotional. 00:40:25.214 --> 00:40:28.008 align:center I felt like this wave of emotion at one point 00:40:28.092 --> 00:40:30.970 align:center because I started thinking about Dylan. 00:40:32.096 --> 00:40:35.558 align:center It's not clear to me where Dylan is standing in my life, 00:40:35.641 --> 00:40:36.851 align:center and where I want him. 00:40:37.435 --> 00:40:39.520 align:center Welcome back, queens. 00:40:39.603 --> 00:40:43.607 align:center When you're ready, you can slowly come up to an easy seat. 00:40:43.691 --> 00:40:45.651 align:center Lengthen through the spine. 00:40:45.734 --> 00:40:49.113 align:center You can bring your hands to your heart center if that feels good. 00:40:50.114 --> 00:40:53.117 align:center The light in me sees the light in you. Namaste, ladies. 00:40:53.200 --> 00:40:55.286 align:center Namaste. 00:40:56.120 --> 00:40:59.957 align:center Thank you again. Have an incredible day, ladies. 00:41:00.040 --> 00:41:01.792 align:center Thank you so much. 00:41:01.876 --> 00:41:04.044 align:center Okay. Wow, I feel rejuvenated. 00:41:04.128 --> 00:41:07.131 align:center -Dude, I almost fell asleep. -I know, same. 00:41:07.214 --> 00:41:09.842 align:center I want it for my house. I'm not kidding. 00:41:09.925 --> 00:41:14.763 align:center -This whole setup and the magic carpet. -I want the sand one. I love the sand one. 00:41:14.847 --> 00:41:18.184 align:center No, same. Cleanse, darling, cleanse. 00:41:18.267 --> 00:41:21.020 align:center That's enough cleansing. 00:41:21.103 --> 00:41:22.146 align:center Okay. 00:41:23.147 --> 00:41:27.026 align:center -Did you have fun at the carnival? -It was fun. We need more stuff like that. 00:41:27.109 --> 00:41:30.279 align:center I know. I feel like it brings our inner child out, which is good. 00:41:30.362 --> 00:41:33.115 align:center -I think both of us need that sometimes. -Yeah. 00:41:33.199 --> 00:41:35.743 align:center Um… it was good to see Dylan. 00:41:35.826 --> 00:41:37.411 align:center Okay. I'm so confused 00:41:37.495 --> 00:41:42.082 align:center because one second you're like, "I don't really know about this man." 00:41:42.166 --> 00:41:44.752 align:center -I look over, you're like, "Hi, guys!" -I'm up under him. 00:41:44.835 --> 00:41:49.006 align:center Yeah, exactly. I'm like, "Suede, I'm confused. What's the vibe?" 00:41:49.089 --> 00:41:50.966 align:center I knew you were gonna say something. 00:41:51.050 --> 00:41:52.927 align:center Did you see the hickey on his neck, by the way? 00:41:53.010 --> 00:41:56.680 align:center I don't know if it was a hickey, a bug bite, a pimple, bruise. 00:41:56.764 --> 00:41:58.807 align:center Suede, bruise? 00:42:00.351 --> 00:42:01.268 align:center Yeah. 00:42:01.852 --> 00:42:03.812 align:center Yeah, babe, that's a hickey. 00:42:03.896 --> 00:42:07.858 align:center I don't even wanna look in his direction, but I, like… when he first walked in, 00:42:07.942 --> 00:42:10.611 align:center I was like, "What the hell is that? What?" 00:42:10.694 --> 00:42:12.071 align:center -I don't know. -What else-- 00:42:12.154 --> 00:42:15.449 align:center It's like, how many chances this early on, dude? Like… 00:42:15.533 --> 00:42:19.203 align:center I saw the mark on his neck. I didn't want to say or do anything 00:42:19.286 --> 00:42:21.747 align:center 'cause it's like, I don't want to ask 00:42:21.830 --> 00:42:24.124 align:center and hear an answer that I don't want to hear. 00:42:24.208 --> 00:42:26.794 align:center Which it's like, I don't even know why I keep chasing him. 00:42:26.877 --> 00:42:29.505 align:center But then you know this, and I know you know… 00:42:29.588 --> 00:42:31.215 align:center And I do the opposite. 00:42:31.298 --> 00:42:34.718 align:center I'm like, I fall on my knees, "Oh my God, Dylan." 00:42:34.802 --> 00:42:37.972 align:center It's so embarrassing because I care about him. 00:42:38.055 --> 00:42:41.892 align:center It's just red flag after red flag, and I just want the best for you. 00:42:41.976 --> 00:42:43.811 align:center Like I said, I see so much good in him. 00:42:43.894 --> 00:42:47.147 align:center Like, he really is a cool kid. Like, he doesn't piss me off. 00:42:47.231 --> 00:42:50.442 align:center -He has a great sense of humor. -"He doesn't piss me off," babe. 00:42:50.526 --> 00:42:53.320 align:center And by the way, he's sober. Like, that right there… 00:42:54.113 --> 00:42:55.281 align:center a hundred brownie points. 00:42:56.365 --> 00:42:58.492 align:center The path she's going, I've seen it before. 00:42:58.576 --> 00:43:03.163 align:center It's one of those situations where the guy can do whatever the hell he wants, 00:43:03.247 --> 00:43:05.958 align:center and she'll take it. She'll make excuses for him. 00:43:06.041 --> 00:43:10.546 align:center Kind of like what I'm doing for Suede, she's doing for Dylan. 00:43:10.629 --> 00:43:15.593 align:center It's like, it hurts my heart because I don't want her looking stupid. 00:43:15.676 --> 00:43:18.679 align:center But, again, it's just something she has to experience at this point. 00:43:19.263 --> 00:43:22.266 align:center Honestly, I was trying my best to just get my mind off of it. 00:43:22.349 --> 00:43:25.603 align:center At the end of the day, I didn't want to be crying my eyes out at the carnival. 00:43:25.686 --> 00:43:27.896 align:center I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. 00:43:27.980 --> 00:43:30.065 align:center And I also don't want to look for something bad. 00:43:30.149 --> 00:43:35.446 align:center -Not looking to find something negative… -That was really hard to miss, by the way. 00:43:35.529 --> 00:43:37.573 align:center Like, it was blaring. 00:43:37.656 --> 00:43:39.658 align:center I don't know if he's intimate with other girls. 00:43:39.742 --> 00:43:42.745 align:center I don't know what he's doing out there, so it's like… 00:43:42.828 --> 00:43:44.538 align:center Okay. Like, Suede. 00:43:44.622 --> 00:43:47.750 align:center -He has to be, if not… I mean, I knew it. -He is. 00:43:47.833 --> 00:43:50.419 align:center I mean, I heard he went on a date… 00:43:52.838 --> 00:43:53.964 align:center two nights ago 00:43:54.465 --> 00:43:57.092 align:center with Emilie's best friend. 00:44:00.429 --> 00:44:03.098 align:center But then he shows up to the carnival all lovey-dovey on me 00:44:03.182 --> 00:44:05.184 align:center and wants to hang out with me. It's like, why? 00:44:05.267 --> 00:44:07.978 align:center -It was just talk of the town. -For what? For what? 00:44:08.520 --> 00:44:10.898 align:center You know? I just don't know. 00:44:11.649 --> 00:44:15.152 align:center I'm getting to the point where I'm like, "I don't want to be played around with." 00:44:15.235 --> 00:44:20.240 align:center I'm in this constant cycle with Dylan now, and I feel like I'm talking in circles. 00:44:20.324 --> 00:44:22.618 align:center By the way, this is why I don't like this man. 00:44:22.701 --> 00:44:25.704 align:center But that… my feelings aside, it's your feelings that matter. 00:44:25.788 --> 00:44:27.873 align:center Like, what… what do you want to do? 00:44:27.956 --> 00:44:30.167 align:center Do you want to talk to him? What would you say? 00:44:30.250 --> 00:44:32.670 align:center He's not gonna be like, "Yes, Suede, I have mental problems." 00:44:32.753 --> 00:44:35.381 align:center No. But I think it's a conversation I got to have with him, 00:44:35.464 --> 00:44:36.882 align:center which is gonna be tough. 00:44:38.342 --> 00:44:41.679 align:center I feel disrespected, and I feel hurt. 00:44:42.846 --> 00:44:47.559 align:center When I'm hearing that you're dating other girls behind my back, 00:44:47.643 --> 00:44:50.604 align:center and then he was being extra lovey to me yesterday. 00:44:50.688 --> 00:44:52.773 align:center It was just like a slap in the face. 00:44:52.856 --> 00:44:55.859 align:center You're hanging out in my home with my cat, 00:44:55.943 --> 00:44:58.278 align:center like we were playing house for a little bit. 00:44:58.362 --> 00:45:00.739 align:center So whatever this is, it feels like we're together. 00:45:00.823 --> 00:45:03.617 align:center And, like, now you're embarrassing me. 00:45:05.661 --> 00:45:06.662 align:center I don't know. 00:45:06.745 --> 00:45:09.915 align:center I'm just, like, I'm confused. I don't know what to do. 00:45:09.998 --> 00:45:12.584 align:center If he doesn't like me, just tell me. Tell me you don't want me. 00:45:12.668 --> 00:45:16.755 align:center He needs to learn how to communicate those feelings and how he really feels. 00:45:16.839 --> 00:45:19.508 align:center It almost feels like he's doing these things on purpose 00:45:19.591 --> 00:45:23.554 align:center just for him to be like, "Oh, is she gonna say something?" 00:45:23.637 --> 00:45:26.598 align:center -It's sick. -It's sick. Negative and sick. 00:45:26.682 --> 00:45:27.725 align:center Yeah. 00:45:29.268 --> 00:45:32.479 align:center Been feeling down 00:45:32.563 --> 00:45:36.900 align:center And can't snap out of it 00:45:36.984 --> 00:45:40.028 align:center I've been better than this 00:45:40.112 --> 00:45:43.449 align:center I've been better 00:45:43.532 --> 00:45:46.535 align:center I've been better 00:45:46.618 --> 00:45:50.539 align:center I've been better 00:45:50.622 --> 00:45:57.546 align:center -I've been better than this -I've been, I've been better 00:45:57.629 --> 00:46:00.048 align:center I've been better 00:46:00.132 --> 00:46:03.552 align:center I've been better 00:46:03.635 --> 00:46:08.474 align:center I've been better than this