WEBVTT 00:08.091 --> 00:10.593 Oh, oh 00:13.513 --> 00:16.599 Flashbang heart, light the fuse 00:16.683 --> 00:19.227 Belly of the beast, got nothin' to lose 00:19.310 --> 00:22.230 Make it rain with the fire 00:22.313 --> 00:24.733 Make it rain with the fire 00:25.942 --> 00:28.987 Oh, oh 00:29.070 --> 00:32.031 Ooh 00:36.911 --> 00:38.580 -Oh my God! -Raine! 00:38.663 --> 00:41.458 Not me with the hat on! 00:41.541 --> 00:42.834 Hello! 00:42.917 --> 00:45.378 -Oh, this is the most you store ever. -Hi! 00:45.462 --> 00:47.297 -You're tan! -My European chic? 00:47.380 --> 00:50.300 -Are you buying something? -Well, I was looking at hats. 00:50.383 --> 00:52.886 Wow, you came back cowboy. You're like Dylan. 00:52.969 --> 00:55.847 -Hell no. Don't make that comparison. -Sorry. 00:55.930 --> 00:58.308 I'm offending you, and I haven't even seen you in… 00:58.391 --> 00:59.726 I don't know what's going on. 00:59.809 --> 01:02.562 -Oh, honey, don't worry. -Tell us about Europe. 01:02.645 --> 01:06.316 Um, it was amazing. The hotel was beautiful. 01:06.399 --> 01:09.736 -The Italian men were beautiful as well. -Okay, good. 01:09.819 --> 01:13.281 -You come back with an Italian boyfriend? -Unfortunately, not really. 01:13.364 --> 01:15.950 But there was… there was a few that… 01:16.034 --> 01:17.577 -That caught your eye? -Yeah. 01:17.660 --> 01:20.455 -It smells so good in here. -Yeah, this is the best. 01:20.538 --> 01:25.168 And they have this cute little coffee bar over here in the plant store. 01:31.758 --> 01:34.385 Oh no. Bye. Making a mess here. 01:34.469 --> 01:36.513 Breaking a chair. 01:36.596 --> 01:38.765 -We've been here two minutes. -This will fall. 01:38.848 --> 01:40.308 Things are happening. 01:40.391 --> 01:42.227 -Wow. -Oh my God, okay. 01:42.310 --> 01:45.939 So I was gone for a long time. I need all of the tea. 01:46.022 --> 01:48.942 -So last time I saw you… -I need a pie chart and a whiteboard. 01:49.025 --> 01:51.986 -Do you guys have a whiteboard in here? -I know. Like, we need to… 01:52.070 --> 01:53.321 Buckle up, babe. 01:55.115 --> 01:57.116 -Okay. -Genuinely, so much happened. 01:57.200 --> 01:58.034 Okay, okay. 01:58.118 --> 02:01.079 -Okay. Dylan and Suede are, like, talking. -Oh! 02:01.162 --> 02:03.122 And a TikTok was posted. 02:04.207 --> 02:05.125 Wait. What? 02:05.208 --> 02:07.794 I guess they don't have cell service in Italy. 02:07.877 --> 02:11.214 -How did you not see this? -She was having a fling in Italy. 02:11.297 --> 02:12.966 She's not on Suede's TikTok. 02:13.049 --> 02:14.759 -That's crazy. -Yeah. 02:14.843 --> 02:17.720 I'm just shocked because the last time I was there, 02:17.804 --> 02:19.389 Suede was like, "Fuck Dylan." 02:19.472 --> 02:22.183 -Like, "He's so trash." -So you'd imagine my surprise. 02:22.267 --> 02:26.688 Did she speak to Jemma before kind of pursuing? 02:26.771 --> 02:28.857 -So she posted the TikTok. -Okay. 02:28.940 --> 02:32.652 And then she texted Jemma saying, "Hey, I just want you to hear it from me." 02:32.735 --> 02:34.821 Like, "I've been-- Dylan's been pursuing me." 02:34.904 --> 02:38.992 "I just thought you hear it from me so you don't spill a drink on me one day." 02:39.075 --> 02:40.618 Oh, okay. 02:40.702 --> 02:42.829 And then she spelled Jemma's name wrong. 02:42.912 --> 02:45.540 -Oh no. -She spelt it with a G. 02:45.623 --> 02:47.458 She spelt it with a G. 02:47.542 --> 02:49.878 "Hey, 'Gemma!'" 02:49.961 --> 02:50.795 "Gemma," girl. 02:50.879 --> 02:53.840 Jemma was like, "You know how to spell my name." 02:53.923 --> 02:54.966 I'm dying. 02:55.049 --> 02:58.970 First of all… 02:59.053 --> 03:02.056 -I'm not laughing. -No, it's funny. It's hilarious. 03:02.140 --> 03:04.392 Oh my God. Poor Jemma. 03:04.475 --> 03:06.644 Anyways, Suede and Dylan went on a date. 03:06.728 --> 03:09.981 Then I hung out with Suede, and she was like, "Yeah, it sucked." 03:10.064 --> 03:13.276 -And I was like, "This man sucks. Duh." -Okay. 03:13.359 --> 03:15.486 -Shoot. I won't say "I told you so." -Shocker. 03:15.570 --> 03:18.740 But then basically Dylan told everyone about the shitty date. 03:18.823 --> 03:20.867 He told all the guys about the date. 03:20.950 --> 03:24.078 -And the guys, they talk. -The guys gossip more than us. 03:24.162 --> 03:25.330 Oh my God. 03:25.413 --> 03:29.209 So a few days later, I get a FaceTime call, and it's Suede, 03:29.292 --> 03:32.670 and she's like, "Dylan told me that you went and told all the girls, 03:32.754 --> 03:34.839 and you were talking shit about our little date." 03:34.923 --> 03:40.094 Genuinely, my life flashed before my eyes 'cause I was, like, so confused. 03:40.178 --> 03:44.224 My first thought was, "Take me back to Europe." 03:44.307 --> 03:45.934 "Get me out of here." No, I'm just kidding. 03:46.017 --> 03:50.438 Um… I'm super, like, not involved in drama. I never have been. 03:50.521 --> 03:55.151 So I don't even know what's going on. I got a lot of information just now. 03:55.234 --> 03:57.362 So I'm, like, trying to process it. 03:57.445 --> 03:58.696 It's a lot happening. 03:58.780 --> 04:00.657 That was, like, leading up to last night. 04:00.740 --> 04:02.951 And then, I don't know if you know my history with Emilie… 04:03.034 --> 04:04.744 You guys have been friends for a while. 04:04.827 --> 04:08.289 Yeah. We have a tough relationship. She'll never see what she did is wrong. 04:08.373 --> 04:10.959 -Okay. -So then, going into last night… 04:11.042 --> 04:12.669 We had this pool rooftop party. 04:12.752 --> 04:15.505 We thought it was our normal squad, you know, just getting drinks. 04:15.588 --> 04:18.132 Meeting other guys, hanging out with Bolt and Borna and Nolan. 04:18.216 --> 04:21.970 And then there was Ben, cutie. We're all chatting, getting to know them. 04:22.053 --> 04:25.473 So Emilie and I talk about it, and I was like, "Wait, Ben is so cute." 04:25.556 --> 04:29.435 Like, I'm kind of like… She was like, "Lexi, I think everyone thinks he's cute." 04:29.519 --> 04:32.021 "Me, Emma, Ella." So then she walks away, 04:32.105 --> 04:36.109 and I'm over there with Nicole and Jodie. They're taking photos. 04:36.192 --> 04:38.736 And I look over, and I'm like, "I think they're kissing." 04:39.904 --> 04:40.738 No. 04:41.489 --> 04:42.699 No. 04:42.782 --> 04:44.909 Well, I am, like, low-key upset. 04:46.327 --> 04:48.663 -I hate that. -Yeah. That was sad. 04:48.746 --> 04:51.374 So then I was heated. It's not even about the boy. 04:51.457 --> 04:53.501 It's about that she does that with everything in life. 04:53.584 --> 04:56.921 And even if I were to bring that up to her today, she'd be like, 04:57.422 --> 05:00.049 "So? Like, he chose me. Like, you're just jealous." 05:00.133 --> 05:03.511 "No, babe, you're just a bad friend. You are just a bad friend." 05:03.594 --> 05:07.640 I do think, because Alexie's been friends with Emilie for so long, she thought, 05:07.724 --> 05:11.227 "Okay, maybe it's different with us. She's done this stuff to other people, 05:11.311 --> 05:13.021 but she would never do it to me." 05:13.104 --> 05:17.108 Like, the "she never did anything to me" is the worst mindset to have. 05:17.191 --> 05:20.194 Because if someone's willing to do something to… 05:20.278 --> 05:22.405 another one of their friends, you're next. 05:22.488 --> 05:24.907 Hypothetically, would I love to talk to her? Yeah. 05:24.991 --> 05:28.453 Is she so in Emilie-land that she'd even listen to one word I said? 05:28.536 --> 05:31.289 -It might just be wasting your breath. -Yeah, literally. 05:33.750 --> 05:36.586 -It's kinda messy, but I like it -Uh-huh 05:36.669 --> 05:39.255 You're kind of obsessive, but I liked it 05:39.339 --> 05:40.465 Uh-huh 05:40.548 --> 05:44.802 It's kinda messy, it's kinda messy But I think I like it 05:46.137 --> 05:49.807 But I think I like it 05:49.891 --> 05:52.727 But I think I like it 05:55.313 --> 05:57.440 -Hey. -Oh, wow. 05:57.523 --> 05:59.567 Why does our dog look like a cat? 06:00.359 --> 06:02.862 I told them to trim him, and they gave him a summer cut. 06:02.945 --> 06:05.239 I don't know what that means. 06:05.323 --> 06:07.742 You make that for me, 'cause you're my favorite child? 06:07.825 --> 06:08.910 Do you want it? 06:08.993 --> 06:11.704 -If you love me… -It's a cappuccino with creamer. 06:11.788 --> 06:14.499 -I'd love it. Can I take it? -Take it. 06:14.582 --> 06:17.960 Ooh, it looks like I'm at a gourmet coffee place. 06:18.753 --> 06:20.171 What's going on? 06:20.254 --> 06:22.090 Nothing. The usual. 06:22.173 --> 06:23.841 Oh my God. This is so good. 06:23.925 --> 06:25.843 -Right? -Yeah, thanks. 06:25.927 --> 06:27.261 Can you move back in? 06:27.345 --> 06:28.304 I know. 06:28.388 --> 06:31.057 I'm willing to do almost anything to get you to move back. 06:31.140 --> 06:31.974 I know. 06:32.058 --> 06:36.187 Like, I offered you a Porsche. I offered you a Lamborghini truck. 06:36.854 --> 06:39.690 -Everyone tries to bribe me with a car. -Why? Dad's doing the same thing? 06:40.400 --> 06:41.234 Maybe. 06:41.317 --> 06:43.402 He's definitely got a bigger wallet than me, though. 06:43.486 --> 06:45.113 Like… 06:45.196 --> 06:47.532 My parents got divorced when I was 15, 06:47.615 --> 06:51.077 and it was, like, really tough because there was, like, an affair, 06:51.160 --> 06:55.248 and kids at school, like, my friends, would, like, play music by, like, a rapper 06:55.331 --> 06:57.500 that my mom was, like, talking to at the time, 06:57.583 --> 07:00.211 and it was just shitty. 07:00.294 --> 07:02.922 I feel like when all of it first happened, it's like… 07:03.798 --> 07:07.927 I'm so removed from it now, so it's easy to kind of talk about, maybe, but… 07:08.010 --> 07:11.889 Being a kid and dealing with that was difficult. 07:11.973 --> 07:14.183 And now my mom's in Miami, my dad's in Calabasas, 07:14.267 --> 07:16.144 and she wants me to move to Miami. 07:16.227 --> 07:18.563 So it's hard to balance that relationship with her, 07:18.646 --> 07:20.314 and not upset the rest of my family. 07:20.398 --> 07:22.859 I just read this thing, and it said 07:22.942 --> 07:24.318 now more than ever, 07:24.402 --> 07:27.155 kids that graduate from college move back in with their parents. 07:27.238 --> 07:28.156 Really? 07:28.239 --> 07:30.825 Yeah. Do you feel like that's what's happening? 07:30.908 --> 07:32.243 Yeah, honestly, kind of. 07:32.326 --> 07:33.870 -Right? -Yeah. 07:33.953 --> 07:35.872 So are all your friends back in Calabasas 07:35.955 --> 07:37.498 now that you are all graduated? 07:37.582 --> 07:39.709 -Yeah. It's wild. -Do they have jobs? 07:39.792 --> 07:40.960 No. 07:41.043 --> 07:44.255 You need a job too, bro. You know? Like, get in the finance world. 07:44.338 --> 07:45.673 Get where the money is. 07:45.756 --> 07:47.800 You're 23 years old. You're an adult. 07:47.884 --> 07:51.179 At this point in your life, like, you gotta start making good decisions 07:51.262 --> 07:53.347 when it comes down to your career, you know? 07:53.431 --> 07:56.309 'Cause you're gonna blink and, like, open your eyes, 07:56.392 --> 07:57.477 and you're gonna be 30. 07:57.560 --> 08:00.021 Once you're an adult, the years just fly by. 08:00.104 --> 08:03.357 And so I feel like you need to focus on your career, you know? 08:03.441 --> 08:06.819 I feel like that's the difference between when I'm here vs when I'm there. 08:06.903 --> 08:09.906 I feel like my friends in Miami are more, like, 08:09.989 --> 08:13.951 about, like, working and, like, the grind. 08:14.035 --> 08:17.246 I feel like Calabasas, everyone is, like… No one wants to work. 08:17.330 --> 08:19.790 Everyone's already got it, so they're just kicking it. 08:19.874 --> 08:23.336 So you feel like the friends here have more, like, drive? 08:24.295 --> 08:25.254 Honestly, yeah. 08:25.338 --> 08:27.924 Okay, so tell me everything about Calabasas. 08:28.007 --> 08:30.259 I feel like people just kind of annoy me lately. 08:30.343 --> 08:31.344 Why? 08:31.427 --> 08:33.679 There's one kid, I'm speaking highly about him, 08:33.763 --> 08:35.723 'cause he got a lot of shit thrown on him. 08:35.806 --> 08:37.183 -Dirt on his name. -Yeah. 08:37.266 --> 08:42.188 A lot of the stuff that people are saying about him is being proven to be true. 08:42.271 --> 08:45.483 -Well, maybe give him a chance. -I gave him a chance. 08:45.566 --> 08:48.736 I'm already at the point now where we're on the decline. 08:48.819 --> 08:51.697 I thought we had a lot more in common, but I don't think we do. 08:51.781 --> 08:54.450 But I'm still, like… I try to be nice to everybody. 08:54.534 --> 08:58.996 So I don't know. I needed to escape the drama for five minutes. 08:59.080 --> 09:01.582 So that's why you're here? Really? 09:01.666 --> 09:03.626 Yeah, it's frustrating. That does give me anxiety 09:03.709 --> 09:06.379 when people in my circle are saying stuff about me. 09:06.462 --> 09:09.549 I feel like I need my circle to be tight, on lock. 09:09.632 --> 09:13.135 So I don't like dealing with that, internally. 09:13.219 --> 09:14.637 Yeah. No, I get it. 09:14.720 --> 09:15.972 You're hypersensitive to it 09:16.055 --> 09:18.266 because you've had to, like, 09:18.349 --> 09:21.852 you know, defend your last name and your family. 09:21.936 --> 09:24.105 Remember when you beat someone up in high school? 09:24.188 --> 09:26.607 Do you remember you got into a fight when you were in China 09:26.691 --> 09:27.984 with your basketball team, 09:28.067 --> 09:31.028 'cause one of your friends said something about me. 09:31.112 --> 09:33.739 I'm not a fighter like that. I don't remember that, but maybe. 09:33.823 --> 09:36.409 I remember 'cause I was on a plane coming back from Dubai, 09:36.492 --> 09:39.078 and I landed, and Gabrielle Union was calling me, 09:39.161 --> 09:41.289 like, "Um, Preston got into a fight." 09:41.372 --> 09:45.668 Her stepson got involved in the fight over me, and I felt so bad. 09:45.751 --> 09:48.838 I was like, "Preston, it's okay. Let people say whatever they want." 09:48.921 --> 09:52.717 But I do feel like you're very protective over our family name, 09:52.800 --> 09:55.803 and I feel like it's because you've had to be that way your whole life. 09:55.886 --> 09:58.848 So that's probably why you're the way you are with your friends. 09:58.931 --> 10:05.271 Yeah, it probably does, like, stem from years of deleting comments and, like… 10:05.354 --> 10:07.773 -You know… false narratives. -Oh my God, did I screw you up? 10:07.857 --> 10:10.443 -Yeah. You traumatized me. -Did me and Dad screw you up? 10:10.526 --> 10:14.238 Dad saying he's the best basketball player in the world, me doing crazy things… 10:14.322 --> 10:15.197 Yeah. 10:15.281 --> 10:17.450 -Do you feel like you need therapy? -Oh my God. 10:17.533 --> 10:21.704 -Do you need therapy to deal with this? -I think, yeah, after the summer, maybe. 10:25.541 --> 10:26.584 Hey 10:28.377 --> 10:32.715 Oh hey, whoa, whoa 10:32.798 --> 10:36.594 Hey, whoa, whoa 'Cause I love it like that 10:36.677 --> 10:40.723 Hey, whoa, whoa 'Cause I love it like that 10:40.806 --> 10:43.225 Whoa, whoa 'Cause I love it like that 10:43.309 --> 10:44.143 Hi. 10:44.226 --> 10:46.062 -Hi! -You look so cute. 10:46.145 --> 10:47.021 Oh, you do too. 10:47.104 --> 10:49.315 So glad we came here. It's literally my favorite spot. 10:49.398 --> 10:52.360 I know. I've been craving it so bad. You don't understand. 10:52.443 --> 10:54.445 Leopard print. I need to go in your closet. 10:54.528 --> 10:55.821 Yeah, let's do a little trade. 10:55.905 --> 10:57.823 -Swip. I feel like you'd wear this. -Yeah. 10:57.907 --> 11:01.535 -Yeah, that is gorgeous. -I was going for '90s Sofia Vergara. 11:01.619 --> 11:03.829 -Oh, oh! Mm, yeah. -Did it land? 11:03.913 --> 11:05.289 -Thank you. -Yeah. 11:05.373 --> 11:06.707 -We need to switch. -Yeah. 11:06.791 --> 11:08.918 -Here's your order, guys. -Thank you. 11:09.001 --> 11:10.961 -Okay. -Thank you for ordering for us. 11:11.045 --> 11:13.214 -I think she went to Calabasas High. -Oh my God. Really? 11:13.297 --> 11:14.382 Yeah. 11:14.465 --> 11:15.883 -Cheers. -Cheers. 11:15.966 --> 11:17.134 Cheers. 11:17.218 --> 11:20.096 I always mix the house with the spicy Asian dressing. 11:20.179 --> 11:22.223 -Spice. Same. -I get the Noodlerama. 11:22.306 --> 11:24.558 I add rice noodles to the Chinese Chicken. 11:24.642 --> 11:27.561 Oh, so it's like the same thing, but with the crunchies. 11:27.645 --> 11:30.398 -Yep. I've perfected my order. -You might have just changed my life. 11:30.481 --> 11:31.774 Yeah, no, I did. 11:31.857 --> 11:34.068 Just changed the trajectory of your whole life span. 11:34.151 --> 11:35.736 I think you actually did. 11:36.737 --> 11:39.490 All, like, the Kardashians are on this. 11:40.074 --> 11:43.911 You know this place is literally put on the map by the Kardashians though. 11:43.994 --> 11:46.414 -What? -People swear, like, they started it. 11:46.497 --> 11:48.290 In my head, this is the Emilie salad, 11:48.374 --> 11:50.668 but, apparently, it was the Emma salad too. 11:51.252 --> 11:56.382 You know, yesterday, going into the party, I honestly felt kind of nervous 11:56.465 --> 11:59.969 knowing that just, like, drama is gonna fall through. 12:00.052 --> 12:03.556 But I feel like us kind of like having, like, this friendship, 12:03.639 --> 12:06.851 honestly, like, made yesterday so much more fun. 12:06.934 --> 12:10.062 I also wanted to talk to you about, like, the end of my night. 12:10.146 --> 12:11.605 -Yeah. -Um… 12:11.689 --> 12:14.859 I went over and talked to Ben, and then he kissed me. 12:16.569 --> 12:19.488 But I wanted to see how you felt about that. 12:19.572 --> 12:20.406 Yeah. 12:20.489 --> 12:23.325 'Cause I know you were saying that you thought he was cute before. 12:23.409 --> 12:25.536 And I know all of us kind of said he was cute. 12:25.619 --> 12:26.829 -And Lexie too. -Yeah. 12:26.912 --> 12:28.789 But I wanted to see if that bothered you? 12:28.873 --> 12:33.335 Yeah, for sure. I mean, I definitely can't lie and say I'm not hurt about it 12:33.419 --> 12:34.587 'cause I already knew. 12:35.379 --> 12:37.131 I definitely, like, got kinda stung, 12:37.214 --> 12:40.176 because you and I talked about how I was excited to see him, 12:40.259 --> 12:43.304 hoping he didn't have a girlfriend, and it just didn't play out that way. 12:43.387 --> 12:45.556 -Yeah. -And, like, it is what it is. 12:45.639 --> 12:49.852 And I'm never gonna be the one to be like, "I'm over here. Look at me." 12:49.935 --> 12:51.353 -Yeah. -He made his decision. 12:51.437 --> 12:54.648 But ideally, it would've been, like, you'd have paused in the moment 12:54.732 --> 12:57.318 and been like, you know, considered how I would feel 12:57.401 --> 13:01.572 and been like, "Ben, I really like you. Let's pause," and talk to me and be like, 13:01.655 --> 13:05.409 "Hey, Emma, XYZ. I really like Ben. I know we had this conversation." 13:05.493 --> 13:09.121 Like, that's how I would like my friendships to be handled. 13:09.205 --> 13:11.624 I don't think that it's fair to get mad at someone 13:11.707 --> 13:13.709 when, like, he chose to hang out with me. 13:13.793 --> 13:17.171 There's no way I'm not kissing him. Like, he's so hot. 13:18.923 --> 13:21.217 There's a lot of sour grapes, probably enough to make wine, 13:21.300 --> 13:22.760 but I like wine. 13:22.843 --> 13:25.346 I mean, I was, like, just hanging out with him. 13:25.429 --> 13:26.722 -I'll get over it. -Yeah. 13:26.805 --> 13:32.853 But, um, it seemed as though Alexie was very mad, very upset. 13:32.937 --> 13:33.813 -Really? -Yeah. 13:33.896 --> 13:36.690 It sounded like they were all hopping on this train of, like, 13:36.774 --> 13:41.111 "Alexie and Ben were hitting it off. Emilie knew it. Why would she kiss him?" 13:41.195 --> 13:42.863 "She just met him." All these things. 13:42.947 --> 13:46.742 I'm sitting there, one part of me is like, "Okay, I'm hurt that they kissed." 13:46.825 --> 13:50.371 And another part is like, "Why is Alexie having everybody gang up on Emilie?" 13:50.454 --> 13:53.707 I feel like she's mad because she had a conversation with Ben first. 13:53.791 --> 13:57.002 You're the one that pulled him aside talking about New York. That's great. 13:57.086 --> 13:58.504 Everyone can talk to him. 13:58.587 --> 14:01.966 I feel like we can't go and put a name tag on the poor kid. 14:02.049 --> 14:03.509 Mm-mm. 14:03.592 --> 14:08.806 I've had friends that I've had in my life since I was two, younger… 14:10.891 --> 14:13.894 and, like, 12, and those are still all of my best friends. 14:13.978 --> 14:15.771 And we've never had fights. 14:15.854 --> 14:17.064 Hang on, Emilie. 14:17.815 --> 14:19.066 Is that her? 14:20.192 --> 14:22.611 -Did she walk by us? -She did. 14:24.321 --> 14:26.323 And she just walks out. 14:27.449 --> 14:30.995 I didn't even see her walk in, and then doesn't say hi. 14:31.078 --> 14:34.582 I don't know. Maybe she heard me being, like, "Oh, she's backstabbing me." 14:34.665 --> 14:37.710 That just goes to show how small Calabasas is. 14:38.335 --> 14:40.754 I think we all thought Preston and Alexie were a thing. 14:40.838 --> 14:41.672 Mm-hmm. 14:41.755 --> 14:44.758 In my head, you guys flirted at the beach under the same towel. 14:44.842 --> 14:46.010 Poor Preston. 14:46.760 --> 14:47.845 He's probably confused. 14:47.928 --> 14:50.806 But I feel like that's not fair you want to claim Preston. 14:50.890 --> 14:55.185 And not let Preston know that you're moving in other directions. 14:55.728 --> 14:58.397 I wonder if Hercy's butthurt, if he knows. 14:58.480 --> 15:01.525 I feel like I've established with Hercy that we're friends. 15:01.609 --> 15:04.111 I mean, he still could be hurt, and he's entitled to that. 15:04.194 --> 15:05.029 Yeah. 15:05.905 --> 15:08.240 I'm honestly just kind of thrown off by this whole thing. 15:08.324 --> 15:10.784 Like, it's gonna ruin my Health Nut salad. 15:11.410 --> 15:13.078 That says a lot. 15:13.162 --> 15:16.498 But it just kind of happened where I feel like Ben was really nice, 15:16.582 --> 15:17.916 and I kind of like him. 15:18.584 --> 15:19.418 Yeah. 15:21.629 --> 15:27.301 You would do just about anything If I said "please" 15:27.384 --> 15:31.972 And you'd do it for free 'Cause I'm so sweet 15:32.848 --> 15:37.227 -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah. Can I have a dirty martini? 15:37.311 --> 15:38.479 How-- how dirty? 15:38.562 --> 15:42.483 Like, filthy. I like a very dirty, filthy martini. 15:42.566 --> 15:45.486 Great minds think alike. Let me grab the vermouth. 15:45.569 --> 15:47.988 -Oh. -Is this kind a martini? 15:48.072 --> 15:50.658 I guess. I feel like that's a margarita glass. 15:50.741 --> 15:52.660 This is most definitely not a margarita. 15:52.743 --> 15:55.120 -Are you sure? -Yeah. 15:55.204 --> 15:57.957 I feel like a martini is like this. 15:58.624 --> 16:00.084 -It's a shape similar. -Okay. 16:00.167 --> 16:03.295 When Nolan is showing me this setup, I'm taking this in, 16:03.379 --> 16:06.090 and I feel like I don't deserve it. I feel like someone will jump out 16:06.173 --> 16:08.884 and be like, "Just kidding." I have this idea in my head, 16:08.968 --> 16:12.930 like, "No guy will ever want to do this for you. You're not worth that." 16:13.013 --> 16:17.434 But I feel like he's not in here to, like, be a piece of shit like Dylan. 16:17.518 --> 16:19.311 He's actually here to get to know me. 16:19.395 --> 16:21.105 -Thank you. -Yes. Cheers. 16:21.188 --> 16:22.356 Cheers. 16:25.067 --> 16:26.026 And the verdict? 16:27.820 --> 16:28.779 No. 16:30.114 --> 16:31.323 -Let me see. -Wait. 16:32.074 --> 16:35.244 It's dirty, that's for sure. It's… 16:37.079 --> 16:39.039 It's-- it's filthy. Yeah. 16:39.123 --> 16:42.543 I love you endlessly 16:42.626 --> 16:45.796 We'll fly to infinity 16:45.879 --> 16:48.173 -This is so cute. -Here we go. 16:48.257 --> 16:50.509 -Thank you. -Take the clean one. 16:50.592 --> 16:51.885 Okay. 16:52.511 --> 16:53.637 These are the ribs. 16:53.721 --> 16:55.597 Okay. Which one should I have? 16:55.681 --> 16:57.891 Which one looks the juiciest? 16:57.975 --> 17:00.352 This one. 17:01.729 --> 17:06.024 Okay, sure. He looks juicy, yeah. That's a good pick. Go for it. 17:06.108 --> 17:09.361 Nolan, I'm not eating this off the bone. This is insane. 17:09.445 --> 17:13.949 How do I do this? Can you have one too, so I'm not, like, the only, like… 17:14.032 --> 17:15.200 No, I wanna watch you eat it. 17:15.284 --> 17:16.118 Nolan! 17:16.201 --> 17:18.454 Do you wanna go fork and knife with the rib? 17:18.537 --> 17:21.081 -I'm going to judge you if you do that. -Why? 17:21.165 --> 17:23.375 What, are you too good to eat some beef off the bone? 17:23.459 --> 17:25.711 -No. Okay. -We're gonna try this together. 17:25.794 --> 17:29.214 Huh? 17:30.007 --> 17:31.633 -What, are you shy? -Yeah. 17:31.717 --> 17:33.260 Why? Dig in. It's a rib. 17:33.343 --> 17:36.055 No, but they actually-- This is really good. I'm really impressed. 17:36.138 --> 17:37.806 Thank you. They were made with love. 17:37.890 --> 17:41.226 Yeah, I can taste it. Did you do all of this yourself? 17:41.310 --> 17:44.354 Oh yes, I did. This was cooked overnight. 17:44.438 --> 17:46.023 -Really? -For 15 hours. 17:46.106 --> 17:48.567 Oh wow. Damn. This is so nice. 17:48.650 --> 17:51.695 I don't think I've ever had a guy cook a meal for me before. 17:52.279 --> 17:53.489 -So… -Really? 17:53.572 --> 17:55.866 -Yeah. -Where are you at, dating-wise? 17:55.949 --> 17:57.618 Oh, well, I mean… 17:58.285 --> 18:01.663 -I feel like I'm having fun. I'm 23. -Mm-hmm. 18:01.747 --> 18:05.209 I have never been in a relationship, I've never had a boyfriend, ever. 18:05.292 --> 18:06.585 -What? -Yeah. 18:06.668 --> 18:09.296 -You have not had… actually? -Yeah. 18:10.130 --> 18:12.132 -You and Dylan-- -No, we were not dating. 18:12.216 --> 18:13.759 -You didn't date? -No. 18:13.842 --> 18:15.886 Wouldn't you know? You were friends with him. 18:15.969 --> 18:18.222 I believe he had told me otherwise. 18:18.305 --> 18:21.600 -Oh, okay. News to me. -Maybe it was a high school thing. 18:21.683 --> 18:25.145 Yeah. I mean, we, like, would hook up. 18:25.229 --> 18:27.773 We hooked up for years, but we never dated. 18:27.856 --> 18:30.359 And who was too afraid to put the label on it? You? 18:31.527 --> 18:35.447 -Just two years of on-and-off hooking up? -Yeah, just we're very toxic. 18:35.531 --> 18:39.785 Like, he would do fucked-up things, and I would just react and yell, 18:39.868 --> 18:43.330 and, you know, it would be-- it just wasn't a good thing. 18:43.413 --> 18:45.541 Why would I want to make that a commitment? 18:45.624 --> 18:48.001 I don't know. Two years is kind of a commitment. 18:48.085 --> 18:52.548 I know. Well, sometimes you get stuck into things that you can't escape. 18:52.631 --> 18:53.966 -You go on dates? -No. 18:54.049 --> 18:56.510 -Actually? -Nolan, this is, like, my first date. 18:56.593 --> 18:58.178 -In a month? -Like, ever. 18:58.262 --> 19:00.264 -No, like, ever. -Shut the fuck up. 19:00.347 --> 19:01.723 Like, I don't go on dates. 19:01.807 --> 19:03.475 -Why? -'Cause I just am like… 19:03.559 --> 19:06.728 Are you closed in and shy and afraid to open up? 19:08.272 --> 19:11.275 -I just feel like it's a lot. I have… -What's a lot? 19:11.358 --> 19:13.944 -Sitting down, talking with someone… -Why? 19:14.027 --> 19:15.821 Having a conversation, it's a lot. 19:15.904 --> 19:18.282 I feel like I'd rather come to your house and hang out. 19:18.365 --> 19:19.700 Oh my God. 19:19.783 --> 19:22.911 I just like to skip to intimacy first, typically. 19:22.995 --> 19:24.204 Okay. 19:24.288 --> 19:28.125 -No, okay, that makes me sound crazy. -I didn't like that for you. 19:28.208 --> 19:31.378 'Cause it's not easy like that. No, I feel like I'm super picky. 19:31.461 --> 19:34.798 You either click the button or you don't, and I know immediately. 19:34.882 --> 19:37.009 Have a lot of guys clicked the button? 19:37.092 --> 19:39.511 No. It's really hard to click the button, actually. 19:39.595 --> 19:41.513 A lot of guys don't know where the button is. 19:42.264 --> 19:43.849 That's the case, apparently. 19:43.932 --> 19:46.018 I've been known to click the button a couple of times. 19:46.101 --> 19:48.937 Okay, you're doing a good job. You're close to clicking the button. 19:49.021 --> 19:50.063 Bing, bing, bing. 19:51.648 --> 19:52.858 Mm-hmm. 19:52.941 --> 19:56.236 Well, this rib date clicked some button somewhere. 19:56.320 --> 19:59.114 -You can eat my ribs anytime. -Thank you. I will. 19:59.197 --> 20:03.368 I'll come back again soon, hopefully, if you invite me. 20:03.452 --> 20:05.662 -I will invite you. Yeah. -Okay. Good. 20:12.669 --> 20:16.506 I think this is like-- this date healed a little part of me, 20:16.590 --> 20:21.053 in the sense of, like, you don't need-- Like, it's not that serious. 20:21.136 --> 20:24.097 You can go on a date. You can-- It's not that deep. 20:24.181 --> 20:26.391 You don't have to deepen it. It's not a big deal. 20:26.475 --> 20:30.145 And I feel like dating is normal. You are allowed to like a guy. 20:30.229 --> 20:32.397 You're allowed to pursue a guy, 20:32.481 --> 20:35.442 and I feel like this was the first step into healing 20:35.525 --> 20:40.030 and just exploring this dating life of mine. 20:41.365 --> 20:42.991 -Okay. -Same time next week? 20:43.075 --> 20:44.368 -Yeah. Okay. -Okay. 20:44.868 --> 20:51.250 I never felt so high… 20:52.626 --> 20:55.545 -Okay. Bye. -Get home safe. 20:55.629 --> 20:56.463 Thank you. 20:56.546 --> 20:58.423 -Text me when you're home. -Okay. 20:58.507 --> 21:01.677 Baby, it's you and I 21:12.187 --> 21:13.105 Here we go now 21:13.188 --> 21:15.857 Jump in and ride with me 21:15.941 --> 21:18.110 Oh my God, it's the fair! 21:18.193 --> 21:21.488 Only here for a good time, honey Not goin' home 21:22.155 --> 21:25.033 Jump in and ride with me… 21:26.243 --> 21:28.161 When was the last time you went to a fair? 21:28.245 --> 21:29.162 When I was like 12. 21:29.246 --> 21:31.039 -Oh my God, I love this. -It's so cute. 21:31.123 --> 21:33.083 -Let's do it. -Welcome to the fairgrounds. 21:33.166 --> 21:35.919 All right. Well, there's also a rodeo that I think… 21:36.003 --> 21:38.964 -Oh! Coincidence. -Which is really why we're here. 21:39.047 --> 21:41.008 Um, but I'm gonna go watch my boys ride. 21:41.091 --> 21:42.175 If you guys are down, 21:42.259 --> 21:44.886 I know we're probably gonna go bounce over for a little bit. 21:44.970 --> 21:46.555 What do you ladies wanna do? 21:47.180 --> 21:51.101 I think the girls should go somewhere, and we can meet up with you after. 21:52.561 --> 21:57.107 I have never been more confused in my life about Dylan and Suede. 21:57.983 --> 22:00.068 She's like, "We haven't hung out for a few days." 22:00.152 --> 22:02.487 But then he walks in with a hickey on his neck, 22:02.571 --> 22:04.781 which, by the way, "Are you, like, 15?" 22:04.865 --> 22:07.200 That looked pretty fresh to me. 22:07.284 --> 22:10.579 -I want to get a funnel cake. -I don't think that's our vibe. 22:10.662 --> 22:11.663 We'll meet back up. 22:11.747 --> 22:14.541 Have fun. Yeehaw. Save a horse. Ride a cowboy. 22:14.624 --> 22:16.877 -Don't do that. -Oh shit! 22:20.672 --> 22:23.425 Oh, oh, oh, oh 22:23.508 --> 22:25.218 Underneath the stars… 22:25.302 --> 22:26.428 We're here, boys. 22:26.511 --> 22:28.013 Whoa! Dylan. 22:44.279 --> 22:47.157 -We need everything. -I like this little food corner. 22:47.240 --> 22:49.409 -Can we get hot dogs? -Yeah. You want to get a hot dog? 22:49.493 --> 22:52.537 Wait, they have nachos too? I kind of want a hot dog. 22:52.621 --> 22:54.748 Four-topping spiral fries? 22:54.831 --> 22:56.500 Hell yeah. 22:56.583 --> 22:57.751 -Yeah. -Yeah. 22:57.834 --> 23:00.253 A little bull called Shaggy. 23:00.337 --> 23:01.630 Look at that boy! 23:01.713 --> 23:04.424 -Here he goes! He's good. -Oh shit. 23:04.508 --> 23:06.343 That's all right. You're good. 23:06.426 --> 23:09.721 When you texted me "rodeo," I thought you said "Rodeo." 23:09.805 --> 23:12.724 Oh, see, that's the difference between us. 23:13.475 --> 23:15.977 -A little nacho never hurt. -Mm. 23:16.061 --> 23:18.271 -I like the jalapeño sauce. -Guys… 23:18.355 --> 23:19.523 Alexie, do… 23:20.273 --> 23:21.108 Wait. 23:21.191 --> 23:23.193 -Alexie, have a bite. -Give me it. 23:23.276 --> 23:28.031 I'm genuinely scared of that thing. Okay, yeah, see, this is more my speed. 23:28.115 --> 23:29.574 That's more you. 23:29.658 --> 23:32.119 -Perfect. Nicole. Hoodies, zip-ups. -This is my scene. 23:32.202 --> 23:33.328 Look at this. 23:33.412 --> 23:34.454 Let's go. 23:34.538 --> 23:35.872 -You're Suede. -I am. 23:35.956 --> 23:39.292 -Oh my God. I've followed you for years. -Girl! Thanks! 23:39.376 --> 23:41.795 -So nice to meet you! -Thanks for the support. Appreciate it. 23:41.878 --> 23:44.172 -You're like… -I think I wanna do a crew neck. 23:44.256 --> 23:47.676 -This brown crew neck in a large. -I want this brown one too. 23:47.759 --> 23:48.927 -Okay. -Please. 23:49.010 --> 23:51.638 And I love the name. Cali Cowboy. I love it. 23:53.181 --> 23:55.058 Well, I missed you guys. What's been up? 23:55.142 --> 23:57.644 -I missed you, Suede. -What's the latest and greatest? 23:57.727 --> 24:01.106 Where were you at the rooftop party? I feel like barely saw you. 24:01.189 --> 24:05.026 I was there. I was there briefly though. I got stuck with Dylan most of the time. 24:05.110 --> 24:08.822 -It was so awkward for me and Dylan. -Have you talked to him since? 24:08.905 --> 24:10.699 -Babe, no. -No? I get it. 24:10.782 --> 24:12.117 Are you and Dylan good? 24:12.200 --> 24:14.536 -Yeah. I care about him. -You guys are fine? 24:14.619 --> 24:15.787 He's such a cool kid. 24:16.455 --> 24:18.540 I see him in my life for the next ten years. 24:18.623 --> 24:21.042 -Really? -I see him, like, in my life. 24:21.126 --> 24:25.213 Like, whether it's friends or not. I think he's a cool kid. 24:25.297 --> 24:28.383 -That's how I feel with Preston. -Where our friendship is so good. 24:28.466 --> 24:30.427 So important. I love you so much. 24:30.510 --> 24:32.762 Yeah, I want to be friends with him. I want him in my life. 24:33.680 --> 24:37.726 I am concerned 'cause I've been through similar situations 24:37.809 --> 24:40.604 that Suede has, like, with the Calabasas guys. 24:40.687 --> 24:43.023 So things that she might not even think are a big deal, 24:43.106 --> 24:45.066 that she hasn't even brought up to me probably, 24:45.150 --> 24:48.737 like, that would be enough to turn me off completely about a guy. 24:48.820 --> 24:51.406 Being in a four-year relationship, you see a lot of stuff, 24:51.490 --> 24:52.991 and you learn a lot. 24:53.074 --> 24:57.287 And I feel like, with that knowledge, I never saw this working out. 24:57.370 --> 24:59.998 But it's actually going worse than I thought. 25:00.081 --> 25:03.418 It's just, I don't know. I just think, all around, he's a red flag. 25:03.502 --> 25:05.504 Literally, a week into this relationship, 25:05.587 --> 25:07.839 he's trying to create a rift between me and you. 25:07.923 --> 25:10.467 I was just so shocked that that day when you called me, 25:10.550 --> 25:14.137 like, "Nicole, is this true?" I was like, "Suede, you know me. I wouldn't do that." 25:14.221 --> 25:15.555 In that moment, I was so hurt. 25:15.639 --> 25:19.518 I want you to know that it didn't come out of a malicious intent. 25:19.601 --> 25:23.271 I called you to ask a question, and I think it came off, 25:23.355 --> 25:27.108 because I was with Dylan, it came off like I was ganging up on you. 25:27.192 --> 25:28.568 Exactly, and I… 25:28.652 --> 25:32.822 -That's never happened to us. -Ever. Agreed. 25:32.906 --> 25:35.325 Triple in shock, like, "What's going on?" 25:35.408 --> 25:39.079 And, honestly, I apologize for the way that it came out, 25:39.162 --> 25:41.289 and I apologize for even FaceTiming you. 25:41.373 --> 25:42.457 I appreciate that. 25:42.541 --> 25:45.001 -You know I don't like this man. -I know. 25:45.085 --> 25:48.797 If he makes you happy, and he doesn't come in between us, 25:48.880 --> 25:50.757 I'll support it. I'll support whatever you want. 25:51.508 --> 25:55.595 -Do you think we should go find the guys? -Let's meet up with our buddies! 25:55.679 --> 25:57.847 Why? I just want to be with the girls. 25:57.931 --> 26:02.269 -Find the boys! -Let's go! 26:02.352 --> 26:04.312 Oh yeah, oh yeah 26:06.982 --> 26:09.734 All I want to do is clear my mind… 26:14.406 --> 26:15.282 Dylan, fuck. 26:15.365 --> 26:16.866 Go higher. Want me to hold you? 26:16.950 --> 26:18.118 No. 26:18.201 --> 26:19.119 Hat backwards. 26:19.786 --> 26:21.204 The same angle. 26:21.288 --> 26:23.498 The same. 26:27.752 --> 26:29.921 Come on, you're coming with me, boy! 26:32.632 --> 26:37.470 This feeling is electrified It's electrified… 26:38.221 --> 26:44.269 Oh, look who it is! Look who the cat dragged in. 26:44.894 --> 26:46.563 -Long time no see. -Surf Rodeo? 26:46.646 --> 26:48.732 -How was it? -It was fun. Got you something. 26:49.941 --> 26:52.652 -Oh, it's a capybara! -Do you know…? 26:52.736 --> 26:54.946 Do you know how much money this thing costs? 26:55.030 --> 26:57.365 -You're the sweetest, thank you. -Of course. 26:57.949 --> 26:59.826 We're gonna get a pineapple chill. 26:59.909 --> 27:01.661 -Hey, what about me? -Okay. 27:01.745 --> 27:04.706 -Save us the cinnamon roll. -We won't. 27:05.373 --> 27:06.750 How was rodeo? 27:06.833 --> 27:09.711 Dylan was so geeked. It was hilarious. He loves that shit. 27:09.794 --> 27:12.464 -It's fun because it's so different. -Yeah. 27:12.547 --> 27:15.091 But consistently doing that, I don't see how he does it. 27:15.175 --> 27:17.677 Yeah, no. Wait, so how's everything with Dylan? 27:18.928 --> 27:21.723 I don't know. I really only came when I heard you were gonna be here. 27:21.806 --> 27:24.351 -I mean, yeah. -I haven't talked to him in a minute. 27:24.434 --> 27:28.688 I was like, "Okay, he's gonna be here for the rodeo. I'll just pull up." 27:28.772 --> 27:31.441 Yeah, we were talking to Suede about Dylan and stuff. 27:31.524 --> 27:35.153 But it made me kind of bring up the whole Ben thing. 27:35.236 --> 27:38.365 I know we never talked about that. Terrible place to talk about this. 27:38.448 --> 27:42.994 Can y'all pipe down? I'm having an intimate conversation here. 27:44.913 --> 27:48.708 I felt bad because I don't know where we stand and all that. 27:48.792 --> 27:52.587 So I don't know. I just feel bad, and I wanted to, like, apologize 27:52.670 --> 27:56.216 and also just ask what your opinion on all that was. 27:56.299 --> 28:01.221 I mean, you didn't need to apologize. I get it. I think that's where it's weird. 28:01.304 --> 28:03.014 In the past, we've been open about, 28:03.098 --> 28:05.016 "I like this person. You like that person." 28:05.100 --> 28:06.685 So there's a weird line. 28:06.768 --> 28:11.773 And I think we haven't communicated our boundaries and where we're at. 28:11.856 --> 28:13.775 So I wasn't holding that against you. 28:13.858 --> 28:16.820 -Yeah, okay, good. -So I appreciate you thinking of that. 28:16.903 --> 28:18.738 So what do we do about that? 28:19.531 --> 28:22.617 I don't know. I've let you know I have feelings for you, and, like… 28:22.701 --> 28:23.952 I don't. 28:26.538 --> 28:28.456 Why do you just drop that? 28:29.582 --> 28:31.251 What do you mean shrug, like… 28:31.334 --> 28:34.629 I feel like I try to say, yeah, I have feelings for you. 28:34.713 --> 28:38.508 Someone like you 28:38.591 --> 28:41.386 Just don't come around every day 28:41.469 --> 28:45.390 Someone like you 28:45.473 --> 28:48.435 It's the promise that I'll never break… 28:51.354 --> 28:53.440 Whatever the pretty lady wants. 28:54.023 --> 28:56.067 -Oh my… -That's a wrap. 28:56.151 --> 29:00.947 I don't know why I go for, like, the bad boy, but they get me sometimes. 29:01.030 --> 29:04.701 -So many things in my hands. -Champagne problems, sweetheart. 29:04.784 --> 29:09.205 It's like this very toxic, negative trait that I almost, like, crave. 29:09.289 --> 29:11.916 I think we have a lot of chemistry together. 29:12.000 --> 29:15.420 And there's something still pulling me towards him. 29:15.503 --> 29:17.130 "Major, babe." 29:19.549 --> 29:20.633 "Major, babe." 29:22.218 --> 29:25.597 I don't know what I did To deserve what you give 29:25.680 --> 29:31.936 I just know that this life Should be lived with someone like you 29:32.020 --> 29:35.231 Just don't come around every day 29:35.315 --> 29:36.941 Someone like you 29:37.025 --> 29:41.362 -Oh, you look so cute. -Thank you. Great to see you. 29:41.446 --> 29:45.158 -Wait, the line was crazy. -The line is crazy. You already got that? 29:45.241 --> 29:47.911 -Also, they ran out of mint. -Thank you. 29:47.994 --> 29:51.122 -Oh, that's okay. What flavor is this? -Sweet cream. 29:51.206 --> 29:53.374 Okay, I like sweet cream. All good. 29:53.458 --> 29:57.170 -Um… how was your day? -It was good. How was yours? 29:57.253 --> 29:59.756 -You look cute. You look so cute. -Thank you. 29:59.839 --> 30:01.132 What flavor did you get? 30:01.216 --> 30:04.052 -Cookies and cream. Do you want to try it? -Is it your go-to? 30:04.135 --> 30:05.595 Everything is. 30:11.684 --> 30:12.602 Big bite. 30:12.685 --> 30:16.147 Don't shame the bite. I wanted to get you a good bite. 30:17.273 --> 30:18.525 You want to sit here? 30:19.359 --> 30:22.070 -Oh my God, there's a turtle. My God! -What? Nah… 30:22.153 --> 30:24.197 They're so cute! 30:24.280 --> 30:26.866 -They're freaking me out. -They're not gonna jump up your gun. 30:30.203 --> 30:33.540 -Look at all the turtles. -No, I was just saying that. Yeah. 30:33.623 --> 30:36.626 -I was also just saying that. -There's a ton of turtles. 30:36.709 --> 30:39.629 -Would you ever touch it? -Honey, come and look at the turtles. 30:39.712 --> 30:41.381 -Are you Howie? -Pardon me? 30:42.006 --> 30:43.132 -Is your name… -Yeah. 30:44.133 --> 30:46.594 -100%. -They're turtles. Turtles. 30:46.678 --> 30:48.930 -There are a lot. -Are you a big turtle guy? 30:49.013 --> 30:50.181 Yeah, I-- I love turtles. 30:50.265 --> 30:51.474 -Really? -Yeah. 30:52.725 --> 30:54.018 -Good talk. -Nice meeting you. 30:54.102 --> 30:56.980 -Nice meeting you. -Have a good day. 30:57.063 --> 30:59.274 -Oh my God. -That's growing up in Calabasas for you. 30:59.357 --> 31:01.192 -Yeah, right? -Wait. I'm starstruck about that. 31:01.276 --> 31:03.570 -Yeah. -I don't normally get too starstruck. 31:03.653 --> 31:04.946 -But… -Wait. 31:05.029 --> 31:08.074 He was so fascinated with the turtles. Should I be looking at the turtles more? 31:08.157 --> 31:10.660 -That was sick. -That was crazy. 31:10.743 --> 31:14.163 -Last Thursday, it was nice to meet you. -It was nice meeting you too. 31:14.247 --> 31:18.668 When I walked in, it was so funny, I was like, um… 31:18.751 --> 31:21.838 I was like, "Who's that girl?" I was like, "I have to go talk to her." 31:21.921 --> 31:23.923 -I had like the same reaction. -Stop. 31:24.007 --> 31:25.008 What's your type? 31:25.508 --> 31:26.926 -My type? -Yeah. 31:27.010 --> 31:30.638 Other than, like, tall, tan, blue eyes, super funny… 31:30.722 --> 31:33.683 -Mm. -I was hinting at you, by the way. 31:33.766 --> 31:34.851 -Oh, were you? -Yeah. 31:34.934 --> 31:39.272 But you lost me at the super funny part. I was like, "That does not align." 31:39.355 --> 31:41.024 You don't think you're funny? 31:41.107 --> 31:46.195 -No. I don't have jokes like that, but… -Maybe I think I just laugh. 31:46.279 --> 31:48.156 -Yeah? -Not at you, but with you. 31:48.239 --> 31:49.699 Yeah, sure. 31:49.782 --> 31:52.410 No, you can be as mean as possible. Go on. 31:52.994 --> 31:55.288 Someone who's active and likes to do a lot of things. 31:55.371 --> 31:58.791 Because you don't watch movies or shows, right? Didn't you say that? 31:58.875 --> 32:00.627 Yeah, no. You remembered that. 32:00.710 --> 32:03.922 I don't really watch movies or shows much, except Adam Sandler movies. 32:04.005 --> 32:06.716 That's the only thing I'll watch. He's my favorite actor, 32:06.799 --> 32:09.594 and I've seen every single one of his movies, like… 32:09.677 --> 32:12.013 -Happy Gilmore just came out. -Right. 32:12.096 --> 32:15.016 -So I've watched that, um, five times. -Already? 32:15.600 --> 32:16.851 -Yeah. -Right, okay. 32:16.935 --> 32:20.355 So Happy Gilmore with your mom and dad. 32:20.438 --> 32:26.194 You grew up around here, went to SMU. What has been your dating experience? 32:26.277 --> 32:27.946 I honestly don't date a lot. 32:28.029 --> 32:30.657 I told myself this summer I'd make myself go on dates 32:30.740 --> 32:33.201 now that I'm out of college because I have a timeline. 32:33.284 --> 32:36.329 -Right. Yeah. -You know, I'm getting old. I'm 22. 32:36.412 --> 32:38.581 -But… -You're really old. 32:38.665 --> 32:41.292 -Wait, when's your birthday? -June 7th. 32:41.376 --> 32:43.211 Oh, happy belated. 32:43.294 --> 32:44.754 Thank you. How about you? 32:44.837 --> 32:46.130 -March 19th. -March, right? 32:46.214 --> 32:49.258 I remember you saying that. Okay, so… 32:49.342 --> 32:50.259 -Wait. -You're… 32:50.343 --> 32:51.678 -Are you 2003? -Yeah. 32:51.761 --> 32:53.721 -So I'm older than you? -Yeah, you're a cougar. 32:53.805 --> 32:56.516 -Oh my God, I'm a cougar. -100%. 32:57.308 --> 33:00.061 But that happens to fall under my type, though. 33:01.104 --> 33:03.356 -Okay. -But I'm also like a weird dater. 33:03.439 --> 33:06.734 -What does that mean? -Ya know, I haven't dated many people. 33:06.818 --> 33:07.735 Mm-hmm. Me neither. 33:07.819 --> 33:11.489 But… from who I've been with in the past, 33:11.572 --> 33:14.033 I think what's super important to me is family. 33:14.117 --> 33:17.704 -Which is, obviously, important to you. -Very important to me as well. 33:17.787 --> 33:19.080 -Um… -That's good to hear. 33:19.789 --> 33:23.668 -But I'm moving to New York. -Yeah. 33:23.751 --> 33:24.627 In a month. 33:24.711 --> 33:27.046 You know what's crazy? I've never been in New York. 33:27.130 --> 33:28.423 -Really? -Isn't that crazy? 33:28.506 --> 33:31.426 -You have somewhere to stay. -Oh, perfect. 33:31.509 --> 33:33.302 How about long distance? 33:34.137 --> 33:36.097 -I think long distance is… -That's a… 33:36.180 --> 33:41.811 No, I mean, it's hard, but I think that all good things have difficulties, 33:41.894 --> 33:44.230 and, like, I think it shows more about your relationship 33:44.313 --> 33:46.482 if you can work through something like that. 33:46.566 --> 33:48.401 It's only gonna make you stronger at the end. 33:48.484 --> 33:51.863 One day we'll be married and laughing. "Oh my God, remember when we did that?" 33:51.946 --> 33:54.282 You make certain sacrifices 'cause it's worth it. 33:54.365 --> 33:57.535 And if it's not worth it, then it's just not the right person. 33:57.618 --> 34:00.747 -So is there anything wrong with you? -Me? 34:00.830 --> 34:02.415 You just say everything perfect. 34:02.498 --> 34:05.209 No, literally everything is wrong with me. 34:05.293 --> 34:07.962 Like, actually, I overthink literally everything. 34:08.045 --> 34:09.297 I'm a huge overthinker. 34:09.380 --> 34:11.883 -Are you? -Yeah. I overthink myself. 34:11.966 --> 34:14.051 Not really situations. 34:14.135 --> 34:16.846 Okay, so then, within the friend group, 34:16.929 --> 34:20.099 what do you think would happen if people found out that we kissed? 34:20.183 --> 34:22.101 I don't think we were too slick about it. 34:22.185 --> 34:25.104 -That is true. You think everyone saw? -I don't know. I don't really care. 34:25.188 --> 34:27.774 -No? Really? -No… no. 34:27.857 --> 34:32.028 Do you think other people are going to be mad at either me or you? 34:32.111 --> 34:34.197 No, I don't think there's anything to worry about. 34:34.280 --> 34:37.658 I feel like a lot of the boys are probably super into you. 34:37.742 --> 34:40.328 I did go on a date with Hercy. 34:40.411 --> 34:43.790 He asked me on a date, and, you know, I wasn't gonna say no. 34:43.873 --> 34:45.416 I kind of like felt bad. 34:46.250 --> 34:48.544 Wow, okay. Yeah, doing him a favor. 34:48.628 --> 34:52.131 There was just, like, no spark, really. I feel like he probably feels mutual. 34:52.215 --> 34:53.800 -Right. -There was never a second date. 34:53.883 --> 34:56.385 -Well, there is now. -Yeah. 34:56.469 --> 35:00.598 And you can't go on another date with anyone else. Seriously. 35:00.681 --> 35:03.810 -No, seriously. You're mine now. -No, yeah. 35:03.893 --> 35:07.897 Ben is so mature, and I enjoy him not being involved in the drama 35:07.980 --> 35:09.857 because, as much as I try to run away, 35:09.941 --> 35:11.359 it follows me. 35:11.442 --> 35:14.487 It haunts me. Everywhere I go, the drama just comes. 35:14.570 --> 35:16.405 It's like stuck in my hair or something. 35:16.489 --> 35:19.242 This girl just walked by and gave me a funny face. 35:19.325 --> 35:22.161 -Which one? This one? -She looked at me and she goes like this. 35:22.245 --> 35:23.204 I'm like, yeah. 35:23.287 --> 35:26.124 Gonna make somebody sorry 35:26.707 --> 35:30.002 Not trying, just begging for a good time 35:30.086 --> 35:32.880 So high, just fly 35:32.964 --> 35:36.801 Live a little Not worry about a damn thing 35:36.884 --> 35:39.679 Red lights, long sighs 35:39.762 --> 35:43.015 Give a little I deserve what I'm chasing 35:43.099 --> 35:46.060 I don't need love 35:46.144 --> 35:50.982 Not gonna settle When I think I got a new crush 35:51.065 --> 35:52.525 Crush 35:52.608 --> 35:54.277 Crush 35:54.360 --> 35:57.405 Yeah, I think I got a new crush 35:57.488 --> 36:00.992 Crush, crush 36:01.075 --> 36:03.786 Yeah, I think I got a new crush 36:14.338 --> 36:15.715 Zoey, come here. 36:15.798 --> 36:17.466 Minute you caught my eye 36:17.550 --> 36:19.969 I was losing my mind 36:20.052 --> 36:22.972 Dreamed, and when I woke you… 36:23.055 --> 36:24.348 Howdy, partner. 36:24.432 --> 36:27.226 -Hey, bud. How are you doing? -Good. 36:27.310 --> 36:29.020 So, Sterling, what have you been doing? 36:29.103 --> 36:30.479 My best. 36:31.230 --> 36:34.025 -What does that mean? -Um… 36:34.108 --> 36:37.737 I just found out I'm on hold for this super huge job in New York. 36:37.820 --> 36:41.741 Do you get some kind of pay if you block out time or you just…? 36:41.824 --> 36:43.409 Only if you book the job. 36:44.452 --> 36:46.454 So where is this gonna take you, though? 36:46.537 --> 36:50.833 So you're going to… I mean, is this-- Is this going to be sustainable? 36:50.917 --> 36:55.463 It's going well. I think you'd be sur… Like, you'd be proud. Like, I don't know. 36:55.546 --> 36:59.217 I'm not saying I'm not proud. It's something that I don't understand. 36:59.300 --> 37:02.929 Your father said, "Okay, this is what I'd think you should be doing." 37:03.012 --> 37:03.846 Yeah. 37:03.930 --> 37:06.474 It'd look a lot different than what you're doing. Right? 37:06.557 --> 37:09.894 So how would that look? What would I be doing right now? 37:09.977 --> 37:13.439 Well, you'd probably be out on a well location helping design a well. 37:13.522 --> 37:18.819 An oil well? You think I would be out on the field making an oil well? 37:18.903 --> 37:21.405 I think it would be a good occupation. Yes. 37:22.281 --> 37:25.952 I was actually born in Texas, and I moved to Alaska when I was 8. 37:26.035 --> 37:27.411 My dad works in oil, 37:27.495 --> 37:31.540 and so you have two options, Texas and Alaska. So we did them both. 37:31.624 --> 37:34.293 For those months of me graduating and moving here 37:34.377 --> 37:36.921 was just like… him just being mad. 37:37.004 --> 37:40.549 He's this big hunter guy, like, has a beard, wears camo. 37:40.633 --> 37:42.510 And so I started wearing Lululemon. 37:42.593 --> 37:45.054 But he was like, "My son doesn't wear Lululemon." 37:45.137 --> 37:49.475 "Somehow, you got switched up in birth. My son's out there wearing camouflage 37:49.558 --> 37:50.434 and hunting boots." 37:50.518 --> 37:52.728 And at the moment, I'm just like, "Damn." 37:52.812 --> 37:54.897 But why did that affect me so much? I don't know. 37:54.981 --> 37:57.692 Do you see yourself getting married at some point in time? 37:57.775 --> 37:59.902 Do you see yourself having children? 38:00.903 --> 38:02.863 I mean, yeah, of course. 38:02.947 --> 38:06.075 You've got to be thinking about, if there is to be young 'uns, 38:06.158 --> 38:07.785 how are you gonna support them? 38:07.868 --> 38:11.497 -Are you saying kids are expensive? -Kids are very expensive. 38:11.580 --> 38:13.958 Obviously, marriage is the goal of a relationship, 38:14.041 --> 38:19.338 and Brynn loves to, like, toss in the whole marriage word. 38:19.422 --> 38:22.758 Before I wanna get married, I want to grind work, have a thriving relationship. 38:22.842 --> 38:25.678 But it's hard dating in the industry. 38:25.761 --> 38:29.015 My first ever big campaign I booked was with Speedo, 38:29.098 --> 38:31.350 and I had to shoot with a girl, and, like, 38:31.434 --> 38:34.770 now we call it SpeedoGate because there was a huge argument. 38:34.854 --> 38:38.733 And so even dating a year and a half, I still think we're pretty young. 38:38.816 --> 38:42.778 I think there's a lot for us to experience before we make that commitment. 38:42.862 --> 38:47.450 I mean, life is decisions. You're constantly faced with decisions. 38:47.533 --> 38:51.537 What you can't do is you can't look back and regret decisions. 38:51.620 --> 38:54.081 You've gotta stay forward-focused. 38:54.790 --> 38:58.002 -Well, hey, I do got to run. -All right. Thanks for calling. 38:58.085 --> 39:00.379 -Love you a bunch. -Love you too. Talk soon. 39:00.463 --> 39:02.590 -Just be careful, please. -You be good now. 39:02.673 --> 39:04.884 -All right. Bye. -All right, bye. 39:08.137 --> 39:10.139 Just like a movie 39:11.557 --> 39:13.684 We're livin' how we want 39:13.768 --> 39:16.562 That's our life, we own it 39:16.645 --> 39:19.565 No one is gonna be 39:20.524 --> 39:23.110 No turning back on me 39:24.862 --> 39:27.907 -Welcome to Celé! -Hello, here for a sound bath. 39:27.990 --> 39:30.409 -Are you guys excited? -I've never done one. 39:30.493 --> 39:32.036 -Hi! -Hi, ladies, welcome. 39:32.119 --> 39:33.496 Oh my gosh. 39:33.579 --> 39:36.791 -It smells amazing here. -How fabulous is this? 39:36.874 --> 39:40.252 Already you're healing me. I can feel your warmth, girl. 39:40.336 --> 39:44.215 Get comfy, okay? I want you to feel like you're at home on the couch. 39:44.298 --> 39:47.384 -Right, cozy vibes. Love it. -Cozy vibes, exactly. 39:47.468 --> 39:51.889 So sometimes I like to do a little intention or a prayer saying, 39:51.972 --> 39:54.850 "Hey, what type of message do I need to hear today?" 39:54.934 --> 39:56.894 "What can I let go of? What can I release?" 39:56.977 --> 40:01.941 Is it fear? Is it judgment? Is it control? It's like you're shedding. 40:02.024 --> 40:03.692 -Okay. -Lay down, ladies. 40:04.360 --> 40:06.487 Allow yourself to surrender. 40:18.499 --> 40:22.253 My first sound bath experience was absolutely incredible. 40:22.336 --> 40:25.131 I've never done anything like this. It was a little emotional. 40:25.214 --> 40:28.008 I felt like this wave of emotion at one point 40:28.092 --> 40:30.970 because I started thinking about Dylan. 40:32.096 --> 40:35.558 It's not clear to me where Dylan is standing in my life, 40:35.641 --> 40:36.851 and where I want him. 40:37.435 --> 40:39.520 Welcome back, queens. 40:39.603 --> 40:43.607 When you're ready, you can slowly come up to an easy seat. 40:43.691 --> 40:45.651 Lengthen through the spine. 40:45.734 --> 40:49.113 You can bring your hands to your heart center if that feels good. 40:50.114 --> 40:53.117 The light in me sees the light in you. Namaste, ladies. 40:53.200 --> 40:55.286 Namaste. 40:56.120 --> 40:59.957 Thank you again. Have an incredible day, ladies. 41:00.040 --> 41:01.792 Thank you so much. 41:01.876 --> 41:04.044 Okay. Wow, I feel rejuvenated. 41:04.128 --> 41:07.131 -Dude, I almost fell asleep. -I know, same. 41:07.214 --> 41:09.842 I want it for my house. I'm not kidding. 41:09.925 --> 41:14.763 -This whole setup and the magic carpet. -I want the sand one. I love the sand one. 41:14.847 --> 41:18.184 No, same. Cleanse, darling, cleanse. 41:18.267 --> 41:21.020 That's enough cleansing. 41:21.103 --> 41:22.146 Okay. 41:23.147 --> 41:27.026 -Did you have fun at the carnival? -It was fun. We need more stuff like that. 41:27.109 --> 41:30.279 I know. I feel like it brings our inner child out, which is good. 41:30.362 --> 41:33.115 -I think both of us need that sometimes. -Yeah. 41:33.199 --> 41:35.743 Um… it was good to see Dylan. 41:35.826 --> 41:37.411 Okay. I'm so confused 41:37.495 --> 41:42.082 because one second you're like, "I don't really know about this man." 41:42.166 --> 41:44.752 -I look over, you're like, "Hi, guys!" -I'm up under him. 41:44.835 --> 41:49.006 Yeah, exactly. I'm like, "Suede, I'm confused. What's the vibe?" 41:49.089 --> 41:50.966 I knew you were gonna say something. 41:51.050 --> 41:52.927 Did you see the hickey on his neck, by the way? 41:53.010 --> 41:56.680 I don't know if it was a hickey, a bug bite, a pimple, bruise. 41:56.764 --> 41:58.807 Suede, bruise? 42:00.351 --> 42:01.268 Yeah. 42:01.852 --> 42:03.812 Yeah, babe, that's a hickey. 42:03.896 --> 42:07.858 I don't even wanna look in his direction, but I, like… when he first walked in, 42:07.942 --> 42:10.611 I was like, "What the hell is that? What?" 42:10.694 --> 42:12.071 -I don't know. -What else-- 42:12.154 --> 42:15.449 It's like, how many chances this early on, dude? Like… 42:15.533 --> 42:19.203 I saw the mark on his neck. I didn't want to say or do anything 42:19.286 --> 42:21.747 'cause it's like, I don't want to ask 42:21.830 --> 42:24.124 and hear an answer that I don't want to hear. 42:24.208 --> 42:26.794 Which it's like, I don't even know why I keep chasing him. 42:26.877 --> 42:29.505 But then you know this, and I know you know… 42:29.588 --> 42:31.215 And I do the opposite. 42:31.298 --> 42:34.718 I'm like, I fall on my knees, "Oh my God, Dylan." 42:34.802 --> 42:37.972 It's so embarrassing because I care about him. 42:38.055 --> 42:41.892 It's just red flag after red flag, and I just want the best for you. 42:41.976 --> 42:43.811 Like I said, I see so much good in him. 42:43.894 --> 42:47.147 Like, he really is a cool kid. Like, he doesn't piss me off. 42:47.231 --> 42:50.442 -He has a great sense of humor. -"He doesn't piss me off," babe. 42:50.526 --> 42:53.320 And by the way, he's sober. Like, that right there… 42:54.113 --> 42:55.281 a hundred brownie points. 42:56.365 --> 42:58.492 The path she's going, I've seen it before. 42:58.576 --> 43:03.163 It's one of those situations where the guy can do whatever the hell he wants, 43:03.247 --> 43:05.958 and she'll take it. She'll make excuses for him. 43:06.041 --> 43:10.546 Kind of like what I'm doing for Suede, she's doing for Dylan. 43:10.629 --> 43:15.593 It's like, it hurts my heart because I don't want her looking stupid. 43:15.676 --> 43:18.679 But, again, it's just something she has to experience at this point. 43:19.263 --> 43:22.266 Honestly, I was trying my best to just get my mind off of it. 43:22.349 --> 43:25.603 At the end of the day, I didn't want to be crying my eyes out at the carnival. 43:25.686 --> 43:27.896 I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. 43:27.980 --> 43:30.065 And I also don't want to look for something bad. 43:30.149 --> 43:35.446 -Not looking to find something negative… -That was really hard to miss, by the way. 43:35.529 --> 43:37.573 Like, it was blaring. 43:37.656 --> 43:39.658 I don't know if he's intimate with other girls. 43:39.742 --> 43:42.745 I don't know what he's doing out there, so it's like… 43:42.828 --> 43:44.538 Okay. Like, Suede. 43:44.622 --> 43:47.750 -He has to be, if not… I mean, I knew it. -He is. 43:47.833 --> 43:50.419 I mean, I heard he went on a date… 43:52.838 --> 43:53.964 two nights ago 43:54.465 --> 43:57.092 with Emilie's best friend. 44:00.429 --> 44:03.098 But then he shows up to the carnival all lovey-dovey on me 44:03.182 --> 44:05.184 and wants to hang out with me. It's like, why? 44:05.267 --> 44:07.978 -It was just talk of the town. -For what? For what? 44:08.520 --> 44:10.898 You know? I just don't know. 44:11.649 --> 44:15.152 I'm getting to the point where I'm like, "I don't want to be played around with." 44:15.235 --> 44:20.240 I'm in this constant cycle with Dylan now, and I feel like I'm talking in circles. 44:20.324 --> 44:22.618 By the way, this is why I don't like this man. 44:22.701 --> 44:25.704 But that… my feelings aside, it's your feelings that matter. 44:25.788 --> 44:27.873 Like, what… what do you want to do? 44:27.956 --> 44:30.167 Do you want to talk to him? What would you say? 44:30.250 --> 44:32.670 He's not gonna be like, "Yes, Suede, I have mental problems." 44:32.753 --> 44:35.381 No. But I think it's a conversation I got to have with him, 44:35.464 --> 44:36.882 which is gonna be tough. 44:38.342 --> 44:41.679 I feel disrespected, and I feel hurt. 44:42.846 --> 44:47.559 When I'm hearing that you're dating other girls behind my back, 44:47.643 --> 44:50.604 and then he was being extra lovey to me yesterday. 44:50.688 --> 44:52.773 It was just like a slap in the face. 44:52.856 --> 44:55.859 You're hanging out in my home with my cat, 44:55.943 --> 44:58.278 like we were playing house for a little bit. 44:58.362 --> 45:00.739 So whatever this is, it feels like we're together. 45:00.823 --> 45:03.617 And, like, now you're embarrassing me. 45:05.661 --> 45:06.662 I don't know. 45:06.745 --> 45:09.915 I'm just, like, I'm confused. I don't know what to do. 45:09.998 --> 45:12.584 If he doesn't like me, just tell me. Tell me you don't want me. 45:12.668 --> 45:16.755 He needs to learn how to communicate those feelings and how he really feels. 45:16.839 --> 45:19.508 It almost feels like he's doing these things on purpose 45:19.591 --> 45:23.554 just for him to be like, "Oh, is she gonna say something?" 45:23.637 --> 45:26.598 -It's sick. -It's sick. Negative and sick. 45:26.682 --> 45:27.725 Yeah. 45:29.268 --> 45:32.479 Been feeling down 45:32.563 --> 45:36.900 And can't snap out of it 45:36.984 --> 45:40.028 I've been better than this 45:40.112 --> 45:43.449 I've been better 45:43.532 --> 45:46.535 I've been better 45:46.618 --> 45:50.539 I've been better 45:50.622 --> 45:57.546 -I've been better than this -I've been, I've been better 45:57.629 --> 46:00.048 I've been better 46:00.132 --> 46:03.552 I've been better 46:03.635 --> 46:08.474 I've been better than this