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Hello

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Hey, hi, nice to meet you, sir

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Do you know my name?
Do you call me "her"?

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You know I'm the shape in every skirt

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Tell me what's the word?
Haven't you heard?

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Hello

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Hello, hello, hello…

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-Yes, major! Let's go!
-We're kind of amazing.

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Yes!

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So close.

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Wait, this could be our new sport, babe.

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Let's go, sister. Ready?

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I wish I wore, like, something
so I could get a tan like you.

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My sumo wrestler suit?

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I feel like you're gonna get a great tan.

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-You think? Hopefully.
-Yeah…

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-I need me some color, darling.
-Yeah.

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I've never had friends my age,
so this is all very new to me.

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Emma, for example,
she's such a sweetheart.

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I heard a preconceived narrative,
before meeting her, from Jemma.

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Jemma said that she's this awful person,

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and that she was weird
in high school and all this kind of stuff,

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and I'm just getting to know
a lot of them, which is special,

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because I can form my own opinions

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on my own experiences
with each and every one of them.

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Me, Raine, and Nicole played here
a couple weeks ago.

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-Oh, fun!
-Yeah.

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Who won?

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None of us.

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-Y'all look good out there, ladies!
-We're trying our best!

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-You guys warming up?
-Yep.

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-Okay.
-Getting some cardio in.

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-I brought cookies. It's 100 degrees, but…
-What's up?

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You brought cookies, Preston?

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-You look good. How are you?
-So good. How are you?

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-Good.
-Hello.

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-How about you two versus us two.
-Boys against girls?

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-Yep.
-Yeah.

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-Isn't that what y'all want?
-Well, shit. I cover this base.

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You guys serve.

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All right.

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Yes.

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Go, Emma, go!

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You.

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You!

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Look at us in our health and wellness era.

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-I know.
-Start the summer off right, you know?

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Did everyone have a blast at the beach?

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I did. I didn't like how me and Sterling
was the only ones in the water.

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Sorry, I was caught up.
There were seven girls attacking me, so…

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-What?
-Tell me about that.

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It almost felt like
I had all these girls up against me

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'cause I showed up with Dylan
when it really wasn't that serious.

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Not, like, thinking
that I had any issues with anybody.

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-Yeah.
-Minding my own business.

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Having a blast what I do, normally.

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I had Nicole coming up to me
saying that Jemma feels betrayed.

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Yes, girl!

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-Um, and then…
-That Jemma feels betrayed?

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That Jemma feels betrayed by me.

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And I said,
"Hm. The math is not mathing here."

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I think Nicole likes to play messenger
'cause she gets no collateral damage.

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Also, Jemma didn't say a word to me,
won't tell me that she has an issue.

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But all of her friends will.

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-Nicole needs to stay in her lane.
-Highly agree.

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She needs to mind her business.
She's boring anyway.

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So now we're finding out
who's the glue to this puzzle.

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Glad it's not me.

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By the way, I think she's the one
who sent that TikTok to Jemma.

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-Can't trust her.
-The more you know…

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You can't trust her at all.

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I don't think about Nicole too much.

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But it's like you can't really be,
like, loyal to two different people

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on two totally different ends.

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And, like, if her and Suede are friends,

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I don't know why her loyalty,
like, stood with Jemma at all.

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-Do you want to sit in the shade?
-Yeah.

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-Why are we torturing ourselves?
-I'm getting a super tan.

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Let's call it a game.

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Tell me why I can count on Preston
to bring the homemade cookies everywhere…

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-You can count on me to eat them.
-They've been warming up.

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Nice little sizzle in the sun.
Love this. Cheers, girl.

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-Cheers. Yes, we earned it.
-We always beat the boys, always.

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Period.

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Don't worry. I'll take the rest of these.

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I think it's really difficult
for me to fully, like, let my guard down

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just because of my history with friends.

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But I've just grown a lot.

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And I really learned the type of people
that are meant to be in my life.

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And I could see myself
trusting Suede a little bit more.

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I feel like she's kind of gained that.

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Honestly, the one thing
I am really confused about

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is why Jemma, like, won't come
and say something to me.

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-I don't know.
-Have you heard that saying?

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"People talk about other people

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because if they talk about themselves,
no one will listen."

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-It's giving that with Jemma and Nicole.
-It's true.

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Like, they're like, "Okay, how do we
insert ourselves into this group?"

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-"Let's just get mad and cause drama."
-"Let's jab at everyone."

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I think if Jemma has an issue with me,
she can talk to me.

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-But I don't owe her anything.
-Yeah.

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I'm not gonna be upset over a girl
that's unemployed and lives in the Valley.

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-I'm sorry, but like…
-I don't think she's unemployed, but yeah.

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Also, "If you want to go tit-for-tat,
let's go, babe. I'm here."

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-I don't know if she's intimidated.
-I told you. You're the big dog…

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She's intimidated.
That's what I got to say.

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I don't see why she wouldn't be.
Like, the guy she likes wants you.

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-I think it's so immature at this point.
-I agree. I'm not saying I agree with her.

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Stuff happened in the past.
You got to be like Elsa, let that shit go.

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So Suede, you're feeling Dylan.
I'm correct?

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-A little?
-I mean, yeah.

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-Okay. You're feeling Emilie.
-That's my good friend, yeah.

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-Preston, who are you feeling?
-I think me and Alexie are hitting it off.

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-Are y'all good friends?
-Are you and Emilie not friends?

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Are you and Dylan friends?

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-Yeah. I love that.
-Me and Alexie are friends.

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I ain't gonna lie, Preston,
there's a bee flying by your head.

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Y'all, it comes over here,

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I'm gonna Scooby-Doo
escape out of here, y'all.

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A million miles away
You shoot the sun, yeah

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Oh

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I've been thinking we could get down
Whoa

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Moving fast
And headed westbound, whoa

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Just chasing the sun
Just chasing the sun

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Is Emilie going to be okay
that we're inside,

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even though she's coming in for pool time?

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I couldn't tell you.

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-Oh, hi.
-Hey.

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Oh, look. Kristin Cavallari's here.

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-How are you?
-Have a look at you… I'm good.

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-Hi.
-Hi, how are you?

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-I know we met once.
-I know…

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-Nice to see you.
-Nice to see you.

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-You look gorgeous.
-Yeah, I missed the outfit memo.

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-Yeah, sorry.
-I thought we'd have a pool day.

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We were planning on it.
It got cold. Now it's easier to be inside.

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Yeah, it's actually freezing outside.

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-It's cold.
-How've you been?

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I've been good.

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So, my face is a little blue.

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You guys can call me Smurfette today
'cause I had this procedure done

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where they used the stem cells
and exosomes.

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That's why I'm blue…

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I can't even see you're blue at all.
You look great.

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Okay. That's a lie.

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The blue is kinda hard to tell,
to be fair.

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-Did you want something to drink?
-Yeah.

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-Could I have water or Diet Coke?
-I'll get it.

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-A Diet Coke?
-Yeah. That's my favorite drink.

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-I don't think I saw you for…
-No, I didn't see you…

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Probably since freshman year of college.

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I remember I saw you maybe out and about
somewhere in Orange County.

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Oh yeah. Oh, thank you so much.

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-Never…
-At Chapman.

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Yeah, never… never after that for a while.

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What's going on? Are you still with Matt?
You guys went to prom together, right?

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Me and Matthew were never dating.

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-Oh, I thought you guys were…
-No, we went to prom together as friends.

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So you're not dating anyone?

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Recently,
Hercy has been blowing up my phone.

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Ooh, is he cute?

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Yeah. I've known him since I was 12.

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What do you… Are you interested?

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No, I don't think I'm interested.

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That's not a hard no. It was like a, "No…"

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He actually asked me to hang out today,
and I was like, "Oh, I'm busy."

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Oh, okay. The issue with the guys here
are they're fucking simps.

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-I think…
-I don't wanna run the show.

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They want me to do the first text.
I have to ask to "hang out."

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What happened to chivalry?
Like, ask me on a date. Go do something.

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Isn't that what you just got?

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Is he not your type?

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-What's your type? Why isn't he…
-I actually have no type.

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I don't really have a taste,
but I do have a timeline.

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I'm like,
"I have to be married by this age…"

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And I started realizing,
like, according to my timeline,

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I'm behind right now.

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I'm gonna date someone,
get engaged for what? Like, one year?

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Then have a wedding,

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then want time to yourselves,
then want kids.

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I mean, I want to pop out
at least four before I'm, like, 32 max.

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I started doing the math
on, like, rough estimates.

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It's not looking good. I don't know
how people are getting married this late,

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but, I mean,
I feel like I have some options.

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I don't wanna just
throw all my eggs in one basket.

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What's up with you?
I heard you have a girlfriend.

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-Yeah.
-Do you like her?

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I love her.

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She's the best.
I want to keep her forever.

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I told her to get pregnant.
I was like, "Just trick him."

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-Well, don't tell her that.
-I already did.

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Then we'll have a cute little Irish baby,
and I can just watch it.

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Oh my gosh.

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She's the only person I've ever been with
where I can picture a future.

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-Oh, ring by spring, maybe.
-Yeah.

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Mason was a little flirt
in high school, though.

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I wouldn't say that.

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-I'd just say that I'm nice.
-I'd say that.

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I remember realizing he wasn't a virgin
when I walked by his room,

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and I heard a spanking being given.

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And I was just like, "Fuck my life.
My son's not a virgin anymore."

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-And I think he was, like, 15 or 16.
-Oh my gosh.

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I was crying. I'm like,
"I'm so uncomfortable right now."

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"But at least he's giving a spanking.
At least, ya know, he's got some moves."

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Jesus Christ.

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-Does this embarrass you?
-A little bit. I mean…

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-You're used to me.
-I'm used to you.

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-You're the cool mom.
-Obvs.

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Is anything new with you, dating life?

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No, um, I haven't had sex in two years.

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So there's that.

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And then I was wondering

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if one of those really gross guys
that I was seeing

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was the reason I got this horrible,
weird disease

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that no one knows what it is.

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Maybe it was, like, stress-induced
from an awful boy.

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I was thinking BJs.

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-But maybe stress.
-That could be it too.

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-Yeah?
-I mean…

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I call this Calabastard because I hate it.
You guys can have it. I'm leaving soon.

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Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

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I make it look easy

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Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

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Like one, two, three, yeah

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You can get a good time

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I'm, like, so tired.

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Me too, and it's so hot.
I'm, like, drenched.

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I just got my hair done.
I'm like, "I can't let this sweat out."

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I know.

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I curled my hair,
but I think it fell out. It's all done.

00:10:47.438 --> 00:10:48.731 align:center
-No, I see your curls.
-Really?

00:10:48.814 --> 00:10:51.651 align:center
-I'm getting loose waves.
-Oh, okay, I'll take it.

00:10:51.734 --> 00:10:54.362 align:center
-I've never been here before.
-It's really good.

00:10:54.445 --> 00:10:56.614 align:center
It's a cutesy little Calabasas vibe.

00:10:58.491 --> 00:11:00.201 align:center
Thank you.

00:11:00.284 --> 00:11:02.912 align:center
-Waiting for our girl, Jemma.
-I know.

00:11:02.995 --> 00:11:04.455 align:center
Oh, I feel terrible, dude.

00:11:04.538 --> 00:11:08.250 align:center
-Same. Oh my gosh.
-The beach day was, like…

00:11:10.252 --> 00:11:12.588 align:center
-It was a lot.
-That was too much.

00:11:12.672 --> 00:11:13.923 align:center
It definitely gave cliques.

00:11:14.006 --> 00:11:16.550 align:center
It was so cliquey.
I just feel so bad for Jemma.

00:11:16.634 --> 00:11:19.303 align:center
-She must be feeling so shitty.
-Yeah.

00:11:19.387 --> 00:11:21.847 align:center
They were just sitting there
in front of her.

00:11:21.931 --> 00:11:23.557 align:center
-Yeah.
-You know, Dylan and Suede.

00:11:23.641 --> 00:11:27.061 align:center
Seeing your ex with someone
who you thought was your friend.

00:11:27.144 --> 00:11:31.107 align:center
-And she knows what he put her through.
-Yeah.

00:11:31.190 --> 00:11:35.528 align:center
-It brings her back to that trauma state.
-Yeah. This is high school all over again.

00:11:35.611 --> 00:11:38.906 align:center
Yeah. Because she said
that Dylan would always date her friends.

00:11:38.989 --> 00:11:40.616 align:center
Like, this is happening again.

00:11:41.325 --> 00:11:43.577 align:center
-That's, like, sad, you know?
-Yeah.

00:11:45.955 --> 00:11:49.583 align:center
Be afraid, here's hoping

00:11:50.167 --> 00:11:54.088 align:center
On the edge, heart open

00:11:54.171 --> 00:11:58.217 align:center
Head-first
I go straight into the unknown

00:11:58.843 --> 00:12:02.138 align:center
Eyes closed, heart open

00:12:04.181 --> 00:12:05.474 align:center
-Hi!
-Hey!

00:12:05.558 --> 00:12:08.060 align:center
-You look cute. Where's this top from?
-Thank you.

00:12:08.144 --> 00:12:11.480 align:center
-Oh, my girl.
-It's from Urban. My, like, go-to.

00:12:11.564 --> 00:12:12.690 align:center
I love it.

00:12:12.773 --> 00:12:13.733 align:center
Hi.

00:12:13.816 --> 00:12:15.651 align:center
You guys look so cute.

00:12:15.735 --> 00:12:18.612 align:center
We're getting down to business.
You missed it.

00:12:18.696 --> 00:12:21.824 align:center
-Yeah, girl. We were just re-capping.
-You crack me up.

00:12:21.907 --> 00:12:23.617 align:center
-I know.
-Unfortunately, the vibes.

00:12:23.701 --> 00:12:26.704 align:center
Yeah. The worst beach day I've ever had.

00:12:26.787 --> 00:12:29.832 align:center
She goes, "How do you think
Jemma felt?" I go, "Miserable."

00:12:29.915 --> 00:12:32.460 align:center
I wanna hear about your conversation
with Suede 'cause I didn't…

00:12:32.543 --> 00:12:36.630 align:center
I feel like that will help me figure out
where I want to go from here.

00:12:36.714 --> 00:12:39.800 align:center
I was talking from my point of view,
not even your point of view.

00:12:39.884 --> 00:12:41.177 align:center
I want you to speak for yourself.

00:12:41.260 --> 00:12:43.637 align:center
I'm not gonna be like,
"Jemma feels like this…"

00:12:43.721 --> 00:12:45.139 align:center
Like, that's for you to do.

00:12:45.222 --> 00:12:47.725 align:center
I don't think
she thinks there's a problem right now.

00:12:47.808 --> 00:12:50.227 align:center
-I genuinely don't think that.
-That's why she's dumb.

00:12:50.311 --> 00:12:52.146 align:center
Dude, okay, we went to the beach.

00:12:52.229 --> 00:12:55.191 align:center
We're all sitting there,
and Suede didn't even sit with us.

00:12:55.274 --> 00:12:56.400 align:center
Is that normal?

00:12:56.484 --> 00:12:59.779 align:center
In the past, if we had been sitting there,
would Suede have sat with us?

00:12:59.862 --> 00:13:03.115 align:center
-Yeah.
-Yeah, but she was with her "boo thang."

00:13:03.199 --> 00:13:04.575 align:center
But that's what I'm saying.

00:13:04.658 --> 00:13:07.578 align:center
That's how I already see
shit is already changing.

00:13:07.661 --> 00:13:09.497 align:center
There's already a weird dynamic.

00:13:09.580 --> 00:13:12.541 align:center
From what I saw,
I think she actually likes Dylan.

00:13:12.625 --> 00:13:16.378 align:center
And then I think her judgment
is so clouded by liking him.

00:13:16.462 --> 00:13:21.175 align:center
I don't know what he has in his pants,
Jemma, but these girls go crazy for him.

00:13:21.258 --> 00:13:22.968 align:center
-I don't know what the hell.
-Dude.

00:13:23.803 --> 00:13:28.015 align:center
But I think that you guys
need to have a conversation now.

00:13:28.098 --> 00:13:31.477 align:center
So did she say anything about wanting
to have a conversation with me?

00:13:31.560 --> 00:13:34.355 align:center
She does. She was like,
"If Jemma has a problem,

00:13:34.438 --> 00:13:35.689 align:center
she can come to me."

00:13:35.773 --> 00:13:36.774 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:13:37.316 --> 00:13:39.693 align:center
Okay. See, like, where I'm at

00:13:39.777 --> 00:13:42.738 align:center
it's like I didn't create the problem,
so I don't need to fix it.

00:13:42.822 --> 00:13:43.864 align:center
-Yeah.
-Yeah.

00:13:43.948 --> 00:13:47.701 align:center
If she cares enough about our friendship,
she'll notice I'm not engaging with her,

00:13:47.785 --> 00:13:49.537 align:center
and it's up to her if she wants to fix it.

00:13:49.620 --> 00:13:51.789 align:center
I didn't do anything
to damage the friendship.

00:13:51.872 --> 00:13:55.125 align:center
If you don't want to be friends with her,
because of what she did, I'll support you.

00:13:55.209 --> 00:13:56.168 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:13:56.252 --> 00:14:02.967 align:center
But I just think this awkward tension…
We need to come up with a solution.

00:14:03.050 --> 00:14:06.512 align:center
It's so hard to be in the middle.

00:14:06.595 --> 00:14:11.642 align:center
I never thought I would mix Suede in
with the Calabasas crew.

00:14:11.725 --> 00:14:14.019 align:center
And I'm like, "How… how did we get here?"

00:14:14.770 --> 00:14:19.400 align:center
I don't think she thinks that she…
I don't even wanna speak for her.

00:14:19.483 --> 00:14:20.943 align:center
I think, like, I'm so…

00:14:21.026 --> 00:14:24.029 align:center
She needs to talk to you about it
'cause I'm gonna say it wrong,

00:14:24.113 --> 00:14:27.074 align:center
and it's gonna be my fault.
I'm already in the middle of this, like,

00:14:27.157 --> 00:14:29.577 align:center
"This isn't my beef."
I'm both of your guys's friends.

00:14:29.660 --> 00:14:31.620 align:center
-Yeah.
-I want all of us to be good.

00:14:32.621 --> 00:14:35.833 align:center
I don't know why
I keep getting in this situation,

00:14:35.916 --> 00:14:39.211 align:center
but even now,
even after everything that happened,

00:14:39.295 --> 00:14:42.756 align:center
I'm still like… I just feel for both.
I just feel for everyone.

00:14:42.840 --> 00:14:45.759 align:center
But I don't know how much longer
I can deal with this.

00:14:45.843 --> 00:14:50.055 align:center
At this point, I don't even really care
what she has to say.

00:14:50.139 --> 00:14:51.974 align:center
That's kind of where I'm at.

00:14:54.643 --> 00:14:55.936 align:center
I don't know.

00:14:56.020 --> 00:15:01.150 align:center
I think the root of the issue,
the sole problem,

00:15:01.233 --> 00:15:02.234 align:center
is Dylan.

00:15:02.318 --> 00:15:06.447 align:center
And if I actually do think Dylan is
the one doing this on purpose to hurt me,

00:15:06.530 --> 00:15:10.701 align:center
I do think that the only way
to find out the truth from that

00:15:10.784 --> 00:15:13.954 align:center
is not me having a conversation
with Suede, not with Emma.

00:15:14.038 --> 00:15:16.415 align:center
It's me having
that conversation with Dylan.

00:15:16.498 --> 00:15:19.084 align:center
-It's gonna be a hard conversation for me…
-I'm scared.

00:15:19.168 --> 00:15:21.337 align:center
Because I don't wanna
have the conversation,

00:15:21.420 --> 00:15:24.465 align:center
because to have the conversation,
I have to tell him that, like…

00:15:24.548 --> 00:15:26.717 align:center
-It hurts. Yeah.
-It hurts.

00:15:26.800 --> 00:15:30.846 align:center
So I think it's as hard
as that conversation is to have…

00:15:30.930 --> 00:15:34.433 align:center
And I don't wanna-- I get anxiety thinking
about having that conversation with him

00:15:34.516 --> 00:15:36.060 align:center
because it's hard.

00:15:36.143 --> 00:15:38.228 align:center
One thing about him is
he will tell me the truth,

00:15:38.312 --> 00:15:40.147 align:center
even if it's gonna hurt me.

00:15:40.230 --> 00:15:43.525 align:center
It hurts me that it hurts you.
Like, you don't deserve this at all.

00:15:43.609 --> 00:15:47.655 align:center
-Stop crying about it. I get sad.
-Don't want you to cry. Upsets my system.

00:15:47.738 --> 00:15:52.284 align:center
I don't either, but it's 'cause I feel
like I'm like-- I have so much anger.

00:15:52.368 --> 00:15:55.037 align:center
We should be able…
Like, I also want to be able to, like,

00:15:55.120 --> 00:15:58.707 align:center
"Why can't I crack a joke with you
or have a conversation with you?"

00:15:58.791 --> 00:15:59.917 align:center
And not it be like,

00:16:00.000 --> 00:16:02.503 align:center
"Oh, Jemma's obsessed with me.
Jemma has a crush on me."

00:16:02.586 --> 00:16:03.712 align:center
Like, we're deading that.

00:16:03.796 --> 00:16:08.092 align:center
I 1000% agree with you.
You need to nip it in the bud, you know?

00:16:08.884 --> 00:16:11.428 align:center
Then I just need to let the rest roll out.

00:16:12.638 --> 00:16:16.183 align:center
You guys are really genuine,
and in Calabasas, in LA,

00:16:16.266 --> 00:16:18.852 align:center
it's hard to find girls
who move like we do.

00:16:18.936 --> 00:16:21.480 align:center
And so I just…
I appreciate you guys. I do.

00:16:21.563 --> 00:16:22.606 align:center
We love you.

00:16:22.690 --> 00:16:24.733 align:center
I wouldn't be able
to do it without you guys.

00:16:24.817 --> 00:16:29.071 align:center
In time

00:16:29.154 --> 00:16:33.283 align:center
I tried to find the end with you

00:16:34.618 --> 00:16:40.124 align:center
I guess I wish you still knew

00:16:42.376 --> 00:16:43.377 align:center
Yeah

00:16:44.294 --> 00:16:45.295 align:center
Uh-huh

00:16:48.090 --> 00:16:49.133 align:center
Ooh

00:16:49.800 --> 00:16:51.593 align:center
I've been trying to come up
For a long time

00:16:51.677 --> 00:16:53.762 align:center
And when people see the hustle
They respect the grind

00:16:53.846 --> 00:16:56.390 align:center
Can't nobody stop me from shining

00:16:56.473 --> 00:16:58.767 align:center
Watch how this pressure makes diamonds

00:16:58.851 --> 00:17:00.019 align:center
Stay close… Here.

00:17:00.102 --> 00:17:03.063 align:center
One, two, come in, pop.
One, two, three, good. Pop.

00:17:03.147 --> 00:17:07.192 align:center
One, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four, five.

00:17:07.276 --> 00:17:09.111 align:center
Pop, pop, pop.

00:17:09.194 --> 00:17:12.364 align:center
-I feel you.
-One, two, good. There you go.

00:17:12.448 --> 00:17:17.411 align:center
-Good. Stay with it. Good. Stay, stay.
-I see it. I'm okay. I'm over it.

00:17:17.494 --> 00:17:19.538 align:center
-Oh sh--
-That's the one. Hey!

00:17:19.621 --> 00:17:22.750 align:center
Come here. I was…
I've been working a little bit.

00:17:22.833 --> 00:17:26.253 align:center
It's your first day. I didn't expect you
to do all that. That's crazy.

00:17:26.336 --> 00:17:28.589 align:center
Yeah? You guys know I'm on my way back?

00:17:28.672 --> 00:17:31.175 align:center
-I'm over it.
-Go. Go and run through that.

00:17:31.258 --> 00:17:35.888 align:center
Hey! Good job, baby. Good.
That was a great job, Herce.

00:17:35.971 --> 00:17:38.807 align:center
We're going to finish
when I get you to shoot 25s, but, uh…

00:17:38.891 --> 00:17:42.019 align:center
Let's make sure
we understand what we doing. Okay?

00:17:42.102 --> 00:17:45.105 align:center
So I want to make sure of two things.

00:17:45.189 --> 00:17:48.025 align:center
Number one, we understand
what our goal is going into this year.

00:17:48.108 --> 00:17:49.693 align:center
-Yeah.
-What you thinking? Talk to me.

00:17:49.777 --> 00:17:52.112 align:center
-I've got a dream to go to the league.
-Right.

00:17:52.196 --> 00:17:54.490 align:center
-It's possible with me staying in here.
-Right.

00:17:54.573 --> 00:17:56.366 align:center
Learning-- working on things
I need to work on,

00:17:56.450 --> 00:17:58.077 align:center
which is my speed, like you said, base.

00:17:58.744 --> 00:18:01.413 align:center
It takes being in
the right position sometimes. Opportunity.

00:18:01.497 --> 00:18:04.500 align:center
And I think that's what-- If I get
this year, that's what I've been missing.

00:18:04.583 --> 00:18:07.461 align:center
Being in the right position.
I'll be playing for my dad,

00:18:07.544 --> 00:18:09.588 align:center
be back home in New Orleans,
so I feel like…

00:18:09.671 --> 00:18:12.424 align:center
-Back home time.
-Yeah. I'm praying for that. I need that.

00:18:12.508 --> 00:18:13.759 align:center
-Right.
-I need that.

00:18:13.842 --> 00:18:16.637 align:center
This whole summer, I've been trying
to be able to play for my dad.

00:18:16.720 --> 00:18:19.348 align:center
Obviously, everyone loves
to get an extra year to play basketball,

00:18:19.431 --> 00:18:21.475 align:center
but, for me,
this is bigger than just that.

00:18:21.558 --> 00:18:25.979 align:center
Like, this is me making history,
me building different connections,

00:18:26.063 --> 00:18:29.233 align:center
more memories than I can ever imagine,
like, playing in New Orleans,

00:18:29.316 --> 00:18:32.319 align:center
I'm imagining the whole stadium
just screaming, "Hercy, Hercy!"

00:18:32.402 --> 00:18:34.154 align:center
Like, all my family members. So it's like,

00:18:34.238 --> 00:18:36.824 align:center
I work my ass off every day
for this exact moment.

00:18:36.907 --> 00:18:39.326 align:center
It's bigger
than just me hooping another year.

00:18:40.035 --> 00:18:41.995 align:center
I think the thing that's keeping me
from the league

00:18:42.079 --> 00:18:44.790 align:center
is if I go back to school,
or if I-- if I don't.

00:18:44.873 --> 00:18:46.667 align:center
I know how it is. People go overseas.

00:18:46.750 --> 00:18:50.003 align:center
It's hard for them to get to the league
'cause people think you're done.

00:18:50.087 --> 00:18:54.424 align:center
-It's tough to get to the NBA.
-That's the… that's the big thing.

00:18:54.508 --> 00:18:58.929 align:center
Okay. So, right now,
our cards are on going to school.

00:18:59.012 --> 00:19:00.097 align:center
Yeah.

00:19:00.180 --> 00:19:03.767 align:center
What do we gotta do? We gotta control
what we can control and enjoy the process.

00:19:03.851 --> 00:19:06.937 align:center
And a lot of people
keep trying to fight it, bro.

00:19:07.020 --> 00:19:09.898 align:center
-You gotta just hoop.
-You gotta just hoop.

00:19:12.359 --> 00:19:15.112 align:center
Something makes you want to move

00:19:15.195 --> 00:19:18.073 align:center
Something deep inside of you

00:19:18.157 --> 00:19:23.745 align:center
You're still walking even when
Nobody knows where you're going

00:19:23.829 --> 00:19:26.081 align:center
Is it weird that I wear shoes
in my own house? It's fine.

00:19:26.165 --> 00:19:29.084 align:center
-No. You should never not wear shoes.
-I always wear shoes.

00:19:29.168 --> 00:19:32.880 align:center
Yeah, same. Or slippers, or socks.
I'd never go barefoot in my house.

00:19:32.963 --> 00:19:33.839 align:center
Same.

00:19:33.922 --> 00:19:35.632 align:center
How's home? How's everything?

00:19:35.716 --> 00:19:38.427 align:center
It's good. I'm kind of still acclimating,
but good. You?

00:19:38.510 --> 00:19:39.887 align:center
-From moving home?
-Yeah.

00:19:39.970 --> 00:19:41.096 align:center
I know. Me too.

00:19:41.179 --> 00:19:44.683 align:center
Do you remember in high school
when it was me, Kimora, and Dylan?

00:19:44.766 --> 00:19:47.060 align:center
And your dad threw out…

00:19:47.144 --> 00:19:48.187 align:center
All my stuff?

00:19:48.270 --> 00:19:49.688 align:center
…your clothes out the window.

00:19:49.771 --> 00:19:52.608 align:center
And we were in your car, and you were
handing them through the window,

00:19:52.691 --> 00:19:55.027 align:center
and he's like,
"Preston, I'm done with you. Get out."

00:19:55.110 --> 00:19:57.529 align:center
And you're literally like,
"Alexie, take my Jordans."

00:19:57.613 --> 00:19:59.740 align:center
"Oh, do I take the Travis Scotts?"

00:19:59.823 --> 00:20:01.074 align:center
"I have to take Cruz."

00:20:01.158 --> 00:20:03.744 align:center
Remember you handed me Cruz
through the window, your dog?

00:20:03.827 --> 00:20:07.164 align:center
You were like, "I have to take Cruz,"
and then we went to your mom's,

00:20:07.247 --> 00:20:09.458 align:center
and you were like,
"I'm not gonna see my dad for a while."

00:20:09.541 --> 00:20:11.460 align:center
And you were back at your dad's
the next day.

00:20:12.044 --> 00:20:13.879 align:center
-What was he even mad at you for?
-I think--

00:20:13.962 --> 00:20:16.924 align:center
You guys had me out all the time.
That's what it was.

00:20:17.007 --> 00:20:20.385 align:center
-Yeah. Yeah.
-We were degenerates once upon a time.

00:20:20.469 --> 00:20:22.888 align:center
Preston and I are besties.
We do everything together.

00:20:22.971 --> 00:20:24.806 align:center
We kissed in high school
when we were young.

00:20:24.890 --> 00:20:27.768 align:center
I had a couple boyfriends after,
because he has no game. He doesn't flirt.

00:20:27.851 --> 00:20:30.562 align:center
So, you know, I don't know.
Maybe one day he'll grow up out of that.

00:20:30.646 --> 00:20:33.815 align:center
I don't know when that one day is,
but I guess only time will tell.

00:20:33.899 --> 00:20:34.816 align:center
-Hey.
-Hercy!

00:20:34.900 --> 00:20:37.611 align:center
-The Cookie Monster's here…
-We're making cookies.

00:20:37.694 --> 00:20:40.280 align:center
-Have you made cookies, Hercy?
-I have.

00:20:40.364 --> 00:20:41.365 align:center
Okay.

00:20:41.448 --> 00:20:44.534 align:center
-We used to be baking it up.
-You guys are bakers?

00:20:44.618 --> 00:20:45.827 align:center
-A little bit.
-Okay.

00:20:45.911 --> 00:20:48.914 align:center
I'm gonna preheat this oven
so we can get to it.

00:20:48.997 --> 00:20:51.875 align:center
Do you have measurements,
or are you just… "Aight?"

00:20:51.959 --> 00:20:54.878 align:center
-I have measurements.
-You made your own measurements?

00:20:54.962 --> 00:20:56.838 align:center
-So it's like a secret recipe.
-Yeah.

00:20:56.922 --> 00:20:58.465 align:center
All right. First thing we're doing,

00:20:58.548 --> 00:21:01.426 align:center
we need to separate the dry
from the wet ingredients.

00:21:01.510 --> 00:21:04.054 align:center
-I'll move my purse.
-Yeah, it's about to get crazy.

00:21:04.137 --> 00:21:06.139 align:center
I don't want it to get flour on it.

00:21:08.433 --> 00:21:11.812 align:center
-You're seeing me in my element.
-We're pissing off his element.

00:21:12.729 --> 00:21:16.650 align:center
I trust very few people to bake with.

00:21:16.733 --> 00:21:19.611 align:center
It's fun. It's a little stressful
when I do it with friends, but it's fun.

00:21:20.654 --> 00:21:22.614 align:center
I want to be gatekeeping
some of this recipe.

00:21:22.698 --> 00:21:25.534 align:center
I'm, like, showing way too much.
I need to hide this.

00:21:25.617 --> 00:21:28.036 align:center
-That was a little…
-I need to hide this.

00:21:28.120 --> 00:21:30.122 align:center
You're going in the pantry
and put stuff in?

00:21:30.205 --> 00:21:31.581 align:center
He's poisoning us.

00:21:31.665 --> 00:21:34.501 align:center
I like knowing it's mine, you know?
It's like I made it,

00:21:34.584 --> 00:21:39.506 align:center
and I did my little tweaks to, you know,
my recipe, and it's personal.

00:21:40.716 --> 00:21:43.760 align:center
-Did he lock this? You can lock a pantry?
-That's quite sus.

00:21:43.844 --> 00:21:45.595 align:center
Hey, hey! How's it going? Hey.

00:21:46.513 --> 00:21:50.475 align:center
I'm confident to say
I'm a beast at chocolate chip cookies,

00:21:50.559 --> 00:21:54.563 align:center
oatmeal raisin, chocolate chip muffins,
blueberry muffins.

00:21:54.646 --> 00:21:56.523 align:center
My dad is really into it also now.

00:21:56.606 --> 00:21:59.568 align:center
He comes in there's one cookie left,
he's like, "Are you going to make more?"

00:21:59.651 --> 00:22:02.321 align:center
"What are we doing here?"
That happened yesterday.

00:22:02.404 --> 00:22:05.574 align:center
I made some for my brother. He was like,
"Where are the rest of the cookies?"

00:22:05.657 --> 00:22:07.868 align:center
I was like, "I'll get on that."

00:22:07.951 --> 00:22:09.411 align:center
So how long these cook for?

00:22:09.494 --> 00:22:12.205 align:center
We're gonna give them a minute.
Can't rush art.

00:22:12.289 --> 00:22:14.666 align:center
That's my problem with baking
is I'm a rusher.

00:22:14.750 --> 00:22:17.711 align:center
You know that one TikTok
that's like, "You have one hour"?

00:22:17.794 --> 00:22:20.339 align:center
-Do you know "You have one hour"?
-I don't know.

00:22:20.422 --> 00:22:22.549 align:center
You've definitely seen it.
It was fucking viral.

00:22:22.632 --> 00:22:25.052 align:center
You're not explaining.
You just said, "One hour."

00:22:25.135 --> 00:22:29.056 align:center
-Like, you gotta get your shit together.
-Yeah. Like, we're back home now.

00:22:29.139 --> 00:22:32.351 align:center
We got things we need to focus on
and figure out what you need to do.

00:22:32.434 --> 00:22:36.146 align:center
-I'm more pushing on myself though--
-That's what I was saying.

00:22:36.229 --> 00:22:38.857 align:center
I need to have this done
before this and that.

00:22:38.940 --> 00:22:41.735 align:center
My dad's like, "You're good.
You've been on it for a long time."

00:22:41.818 --> 00:22:43.487 align:center
"You just fucking graduated.
Take a breath."

00:22:43.570 --> 00:22:45.947 align:center
My mom is like the workhorse,

00:22:46.031 --> 00:22:49.117 align:center
so she's like, "Get on it.
Whatever you want to do, do it now."

00:22:49.201 --> 00:22:51.161 align:center
Does that kind of stress you out?

00:22:52.454 --> 00:22:55.332 align:center
-Or no, because you're with your dad.
-I'm not. I'm here…

00:22:55.415 --> 00:22:59.628 align:center
-I keep thinking he's going to call.
-Yeah, who's banging your line?

00:22:59.711 --> 00:23:02.297 align:center
-Okay, all right.
-It does help that I'm here now.

00:23:02.380 --> 00:23:07.010 align:center
-When's the last time you called your mom?
-Her birthday. So a couple of days ago.

00:23:07.094 --> 00:23:10.806 align:center
-BRB. Going to the restroom.
-Um, what'd she say?

00:23:10.889 --> 00:23:13.642 align:center
She's kind of like in a weird place.
Like, new relationship.

00:23:13.725 --> 00:23:15.519 align:center
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:23:15.602 --> 00:23:17.104 align:center
-Pretty usual.
-I get that.

00:23:17.187 --> 00:23:19.106 align:center
Do you want to talk about it or no?

00:23:19.189 --> 00:23:23.777 align:center
I'm glad I'm here, you know?
I'm not dealing with it all so close.

00:23:23.860 --> 00:23:24.736 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:23:24.820 --> 00:23:28.115 align:center
I don't know. It kind of sucks
when your parents divorce.

00:23:28.198 --> 00:23:29.157 align:center
That's the one thing.

00:23:29.241 --> 00:23:32.452 align:center
Once they start dating,
then they want to get remarried,

00:23:32.536 --> 00:23:33.578 align:center
then it's a bigger thing…

00:23:33.662 --> 00:23:36.331 align:center
And then you have to deal
with both of them talking to you about it.

00:23:36.415 --> 00:23:39.668 align:center
Like, "I don't wanna be in the middle."
Why are we always in the middle?

00:23:39.751 --> 00:23:41.128 align:center
Free us from the middle.

00:23:41.211 --> 00:23:44.005 align:center
There's no age
where your parents getting divorced

00:23:44.089 --> 00:23:45.507 align:center
is, like, comfortable.

00:23:45.590 --> 00:23:49.594 align:center
At that time, my mom
was getting a lot of exposure and stuff.

00:23:49.678 --> 00:23:51.221 align:center
And she was, like…

00:23:52.431 --> 00:23:57.811 align:center
friends with a very famous family,
and it was just like… all over the place.

00:23:57.894 --> 00:24:00.397 align:center
You would think at that age,
when you're going to school,

00:24:00.480 --> 00:24:03.775 align:center
it's like, you're safe,
and you're dodging the drama at home.

00:24:03.859 --> 00:24:05.360 align:center
And it was like…

00:24:06.903 --> 00:24:09.489 align:center
people who I thought were my friends
would make jokes.

00:24:10.407 --> 00:24:14.786 align:center
It's like there's so much noise
already, like, in the house, um…

00:24:18.748 --> 00:24:19.875 align:center
Like…

00:24:26.089 --> 00:24:27.090 align:center
It's like…

00:24:29.885 --> 00:24:31.636 align:center
I'm sorry.

00:24:33.555 --> 00:24:36.725 align:center
Did they try and keep you in the middle?
You're usually not in the middle.

00:24:36.808 --> 00:24:39.978 align:center
No, not really. They don't really
communicate, though, my parents.

00:24:40.061 --> 00:24:42.230 align:center
-What y'all talking about?
-About my parents.

00:24:42.314 --> 00:24:43.231 align:center
I know how that is.

00:24:43.315 --> 00:24:46.860 align:center
-Yeah. Are your parents together?
-Divorced since I was in second grade.

00:24:46.943 --> 00:24:51.114 align:center
-God, children of divorce. It sucks.
-Yeah.

00:24:52.532 --> 00:24:55.660 align:center
Did you not hear him tell me
to not eat the cookie dough?

00:24:55.744 --> 00:24:56.953 align:center
And look, he's spoonfulling it.

00:24:57.037 --> 00:24:58.622 align:center
The key to my heart is food.

00:24:59.581 --> 00:25:00.957 align:center
-Hercy's like…
-Hercy!

00:25:01.833 --> 00:25:03.376 align:center
Oh my God.

00:25:10.425 --> 00:25:15.388 align:center
Went to sleep at nine, did you hear me

00:25:16.348 --> 00:25:19.017 align:center
Crying in the kitchen?

00:25:19.100 --> 00:25:21.937 align:center
Everybody's keeping secrets

00:25:22.020 --> 00:25:24.898 align:center
Want to tell you everything

00:25:24.981 --> 00:25:27.943 align:center
Our confessions, could you keep it?

00:25:28.026 --> 00:25:29.444 align:center
I don't give a damn

00:25:29.528 --> 00:25:30.904 align:center
-Hi, Mommy.
-Hi, bubba.

00:25:30.987 --> 00:25:33.406 align:center
Today, we could put your hair in rollers.

00:25:33.490 --> 00:25:35.075 align:center
Okay, yeah, let's do that.

00:25:35.158 --> 00:25:38.245 align:center
Nothing like the magic touch
of Mommy's hands.

00:25:38.328 --> 00:25:41.915 align:center
-It feels good to get your hair brushed.
-Just even getting it brushed now…

00:25:41.998 --> 00:25:45.377 align:center
This is when people open up to me,
in the chairs when I brush their hair…

00:25:45.460 --> 00:25:47.045 align:center
-I know.
-You know?

00:25:47.128 --> 00:25:50.549 align:center
-That's the beauty of it.
-My most vulnerable state.

00:25:50.632 --> 00:25:53.051 align:center
I think
everybody's vulnerable state, right?

00:25:53.134 --> 00:25:56.096 align:center
Oh, I'm so happy you're in town, Mom.
I missed you.

00:25:56.179 --> 00:25:58.431 align:center
-I love being here. Are you kidding?
-I know.

00:25:58.515 --> 00:26:01.434 align:center
Thanks for cleaning my kitchen
this morning.

00:26:01.518 --> 00:26:04.896 align:center
Oh, you know,
cleaning your kitchen, doing your floor…

00:26:04.980 --> 00:26:06.564 align:center
-It's my job.
-I know.

00:26:06.648 --> 00:26:08.650 align:center
-I don't like doing it, so…
-I know.

00:26:08.733 --> 00:26:11.444 align:center
-I appreciate that you do that.
-Well, here's the thing.

00:26:11.528 --> 00:26:15.824 align:center
You weren't around as a kid
because you were, you know, busy.

00:26:15.907 --> 00:26:19.536 align:center
-So it's nice to do this for you now.
-Yeah.

00:26:19.619 --> 00:26:22.038 align:center
If it wasn't for my relationship
with my mom,

00:26:22.122 --> 00:26:23.623 align:center
I don't know where I'd be.

00:26:23.707 --> 00:26:27.919 align:center
She's the one who, anytime I'm having…
If I'm crying or going through anything,

00:26:28.003 --> 00:26:29.337 align:center
she's the person I call.

00:26:29.421 --> 00:26:31.298 align:center
I consider her my best friend now.

00:26:32.173 --> 00:26:36.011 align:center
You were so young when you moved
and had to make all your own decisions,

00:26:36.094 --> 00:26:37.178 align:center
and it's crazy.

00:26:37.762 --> 00:26:41.099 align:center
I've always just kept this kind of wall up
and kept to myself,

00:26:41.182 --> 00:26:44.519 align:center
like a loner girl, minding my business
and talk to my camera in my room.

00:26:44.602 --> 00:26:45.812 align:center
That's what made me happy.

00:26:45.895 --> 00:26:48.481 align:center
-It still does.
-That's what you did when you were 11, 12.

00:26:48.565 --> 00:26:51.401 align:center
Right, and I'm 24 now. Nothing's changed.

00:26:53.153 --> 00:26:55.864 align:center
I think back on all that content we had,
I had so much fun.

00:26:55.947 --> 00:26:58.867 align:center
-It brought so much life into the house.
-Oh yeah.

00:26:58.950 --> 00:27:02.495 align:center
Like, with my camera.
I even look at the clips of me and Dad,

00:27:02.579 --> 00:27:04.039 align:center
growing up, like, in the garage,

00:27:04.122 --> 00:27:08.001 align:center
where I'd just set the camera up,
and he'd just ramble about whatever.

00:27:08.084 --> 00:27:10.086 align:center
-And people ate it up.
-Yeah.

00:27:10.170 --> 00:27:13.673 align:center
I mean, before he passed,
I was at the peak of my career.

00:27:13.757 --> 00:27:15.216 align:center
My dad was my best friend.

00:27:15.884 --> 00:27:18.011 align:center
He died abruptly of a heart attack.

00:27:18.094 --> 00:27:21.222 align:center
That was in 2020. It was really traumatic.

00:27:21.973 --> 00:27:25.268 align:center
My dad was my rock, my everything.
I was a daddy's girl.

00:27:26.102 --> 00:27:29.898 align:center
He always wanted me
to just live to my fullest.

00:27:31.024 --> 00:27:32.275 align:center
And…

00:27:34.152 --> 00:27:36.571 align:center
I try to remind myself that every day.

00:27:36.655 --> 00:27:39.532 align:center
Still to this day,
it feels like I'm living for him.

00:27:40.325 --> 00:27:43.203 align:center
He was my biggest inspiration.
He'll always be.

00:27:44.245 --> 00:27:47.207 align:center
-And I still crave him, you know?
-Mm-hmm. Of course.

00:27:47.290 --> 00:27:49.417 align:center
-I don't think that'll go away.
-No.

00:27:50.293 --> 00:27:54.881 align:center
I think all of you kids are coming out
of that cloud of the death of your dad.

00:27:54.964 --> 00:27:58.885 align:center
And then just seeing you,
your walls are coming down.

00:27:58.968 --> 00:28:01.221 align:center
I think you
feeling confident with yourself,

00:28:01.304 --> 00:28:02.764 align:center
and confident with your emotions,

00:28:02.847 --> 00:28:05.975 align:center
that it's okay to show emotions.

00:28:06.059 --> 00:28:09.020 align:center
It's not gonna make you weaker.
It's actually gonna make you stronger.

00:28:09.104 --> 00:28:12.399 align:center
And I think that
what you've done in your career,

00:28:12.482 --> 00:28:14.234 align:center
I'm so proud of you, you know.

00:28:14.317 --> 00:28:16.319 align:center
And your dad is. He sees everything.

00:28:16.403 --> 00:28:17.737 align:center
-You know?
-Yeah.

00:28:17.821 --> 00:28:21.282 align:center
So, um…

00:28:21.950 --> 00:28:24.786 align:center
So are you seeing any boys?
Have you been dating?

00:28:24.869 --> 00:28:28.248 align:center
-What's the tea?
-Well, you know, I think it's…

00:28:28.331 --> 00:28:32.335 align:center
You know, dating when you're my age
is totally different.

00:28:32.419 --> 00:28:34.462 align:center
-Yeah.
-I did have, like…

00:28:35.046 --> 00:28:36.756 align:center
The other night, I had a kiss.

00:28:36.840 --> 00:28:38.216 align:center
Oh my God!

00:28:38.299 --> 00:28:40.468 align:center
-That's what I said.
-Wait.

00:28:40.552 --> 00:28:42.303 align:center
Tell me everything! What?

00:28:42.387 --> 00:28:45.557 align:center
There's not a whole lot to tell.
You know what's good to know?

00:28:45.640 --> 00:28:49.018 align:center
When's the last time
you've kissed somebody? It's been a while.

00:28:49.102 --> 00:28:51.604 align:center
-It's embarrassing to even say.
-It's been a long time.

00:28:51.688 --> 00:28:53.773 align:center
It's been… It's been a year.

00:28:53.857 --> 00:28:55.233 align:center
That's a long time.

00:28:55.316 --> 00:28:57.694 align:center
Isn't it weird to think
you haven't kissed someone for a year?

00:28:57.777 --> 00:28:58.695 align:center
Well, also--

00:28:58.778 --> 00:29:00.905 align:center
When you've kissed
the same person for 30 years…

00:29:00.989 --> 00:29:03.742 align:center
Exactly. Then nothing. It's a lot.

00:29:03.825 --> 00:29:05.118 align:center
It's kind of weird.

00:29:05.201 --> 00:29:08.913 align:center
Um, so it's good to know
I still got my mojo. That was good.

00:29:08.997 --> 00:29:11.291 align:center
You always got your mojo. Okay?

00:29:11.374 --> 00:29:15.044 align:center
It's like, you don't use it,
you lose it, you know?

00:29:15.128 --> 00:29:18.798 align:center
Mom got her first kiss in a year.
Let's go.

00:29:18.882 --> 00:29:20.508 align:center
Such an accomplishment.

00:29:20.592 --> 00:29:22.469 align:center
That's major in my book.

00:29:22.552 --> 00:29:24.554 align:center
Well, yeah. When was your last kiss?

00:29:24.637 --> 00:29:29.017 align:center
Um, my last kiss…
You know I be smooching or whatever.

00:29:29.100 --> 00:29:31.060 align:center
Um…

00:29:31.144 --> 00:29:33.354 align:center
-I have been dating somebody.
-Mm-hmm.

00:29:33.438 --> 00:29:34.606 align:center
I really like him.

00:29:34.689 --> 00:29:36.441 align:center
-Okay.
-He's my age.

00:29:36.524 --> 00:29:37.901 align:center
Jump scare.

00:29:37.984 --> 00:29:39.027 align:center
-I know.
-Shocker.

00:29:39.110 --> 00:29:42.197 align:center
Yeah, I don't-- I just have never…

00:29:42.280 --> 00:29:45.033 align:center
I've never heard
of you dating anyone your age.

00:29:45.116 --> 00:29:47.827 align:center
I always felt
that you were always so mature

00:29:47.911 --> 00:29:50.997 align:center
that it was probably hard for you
to relate to someone your age.

00:29:51.080 --> 00:29:55.460 align:center
They have a hard time relating to you.
Like, you're very intimidating, you know?

00:29:55.543 --> 00:29:58.338 align:center
-You're successful…
-Which is what I get told a lot.

00:29:58.421 --> 00:30:01.299 align:center
Yeah, like, "Gosh,
how could I even date you?" You know?

00:30:01.382 --> 00:30:04.594 align:center
It takes a lot to do that
with Suede Brooks.

00:30:04.677 --> 00:30:06.804 align:center
As a 16-year-old, 17-year-old,

00:30:06.888 --> 00:30:11.601 align:center
there wasn't a lot of boys my age
that were making money

00:30:11.684 --> 00:30:13.561 align:center
and kind of doing what I was doing,

00:30:13.645 --> 00:30:16.981 align:center
so I always just kind of went
for the older men,

00:30:17.065 --> 00:30:22.111 align:center
and I think
that's definitely traumatized me.

00:30:22.195 --> 00:30:25.198 align:center
I experienced a lot of lust,

00:30:25.281 --> 00:30:27.450 align:center
but I don't think
I've ever really been in love.

00:30:27.534 --> 00:30:30.578 align:center
I feel like
there's so much good in this kid.

00:30:30.662 --> 00:30:32.705 align:center
-His name's Dylan. He's a kid.
-Kid…

00:30:32.789 --> 00:30:35.625 align:center
I'm calling him a kid because he's my age.

00:30:35.708 --> 00:30:37.919 align:center
It feels like we're kids dating.

00:30:38.002 --> 00:30:39.796 align:center
-I really… I like him.
-Yeah.

00:30:39.879 --> 00:30:45.260 align:center
And I care about him as a person,
but I'm just on the edge.

00:30:45.343 --> 00:30:50.849 align:center
He's the type of boy that's, um…
that, like, bad boy that you just want to…

00:30:50.932 --> 00:30:53.810 align:center
Like the little devil on your shoulder
is like, "Go get him,"

00:30:53.893 --> 00:30:56.437 align:center
and the good side's like,
"No, this is not worth your time."

00:30:56.521 --> 00:30:57.522 align:center
'Cause he's cute.

00:30:57.605 --> 00:31:00.024 align:center
-I think the devil won a bit, honestly.
-Yeah.

00:31:00.608 --> 00:31:03.903 align:center
I think the friend group has put
a little bit of pressure on it too,

00:31:03.987 --> 00:31:07.991 align:center
to make it maybe seem like it's something
that it's not. I don't know. I'm stuck…

00:31:08.074 --> 00:31:10.743 align:center
-That's hard, tugs on your heartstrings.
-Yeah.

00:31:10.827 --> 00:31:14.455 align:center
-You don't like your heartstrings tugged.
-No, you know how I am with my emotions.

00:31:14.539 --> 00:31:17.584 align:center
-I'm not good at it.
-Yeah, I know. Yeah, yeah.

00:31:17.667 --> 00:31:20.003 align:center
So I go into this, like,
fight-or-flight mode.

00:31:20.086 --> 00:31:21.337 align:center
-In a way.
-Yep. Uh-huh.

00:31:21.421 --> 00:31:24.382 align:center
I don't know how it's going to play out.
I care about him.

00:31:24.465 --> 00:31:26.676 align:center
-Mm-hmm. Okay.
-I want him to be in my life.

00:31:26.759 --> 00:31:29.512 align:center
Whether we make it work or not.

00:31:29.596 --> 00:31:31.848 align:center
I think if you just kinda wait and see.

00:31:31.931 --> 00:31:33.474 align:center
I mean, I have total confidence

00:31:33.558 --> 00:31:35.977 align:center
in whatever you decide to do
with this young man,

00:31:36.561 --> 00:31:38.855 align:center
and you're going to make the right choice.

00:31:39.606 --> 00:31:41.566 align:center
It's definitely a very vulnerable thing,

00:31:41.649 --> 00:31:46.279 align:center
and sometimes I can be a little bit
too hyper-independent.

00:31:46.362 --> 00:31:48.406 align:center
Um, but I do want to find love.

00:31:48.489 --> 00:31:49.908 align:center
I haven't given up.

00:31:50.491 --> 00:31:53.036 align:center
And I don't plan
on giving up anytime soon.

00:31:53.620 --> 00:31:58.750 align:center
This feels so good to just…
just to be able to talk and be humans…

00:31:58.833 --> 00:32:01.002 align:center
-Instead of Mom and daughter.
-Mom and daughter.

00:32:01.085 --> 00:32:04.213 align:center
-You realize we're both single women.
-We're just girls!

00:32:04.297 --> 00:32:06.716 align:center
-We're literally just girls.
-On Girl Hot Walks.

00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:09.218 align:center
-Hot Girl-- By the way, Hot Girl Walks.
-Hot Girl Walks.

00:32:09.302 --> 00:32:12.680 align:center
Sorry, not Hot Walks.
What did I call it? Girl Hot Walks?

00:32:12.764 --> 00:32:14.140 align:center
One of them. Hot Walk!

00:32:14.223 --> 00:32:17.310 align:center
Anyway, I learned something new
last night.

00:32:17.393 --> 00:32:18.227 align:center
Yay

00:32:18.311 --> 00:32:19.354 align:center
Every day feels the same

00:32:19.437 --> 00:32:20.647 align:center
Hey, neighbor, how you doing?

00:32:20.730 --> 00:32:23.024 align:center
No complaints
Wouldn't want to have it any other way

00:32:23.107 --> 00:32:25.735 align:center
Steppin' out the house
Gotta put a smile on my face

00:32:25.818 --> 00:32:28.196 align:center
It's not like
I don't ever try to find my escape

00:32:28.279 --> 00:32:30.365 align:center
With grass so green and a fence so white

00:32:30.448 --> 00:32:33.409 align:center
I think we might be different
Than the rest of them, right?

00:32:34.118 --> 00:32:36.412 align:center
-Franco!
-What's up, fellas?

00:32:36.496 --> 00:32:39.332 align:center
This is the only person
I let do my tattoos.

00:32:39.415 --> 00:32:41.292 align:center
So it's been one person when I was 15,

00:32:41.376 --> 00:32:43.753 align:center
but then once I realized
the importance of them,

00:32:43.836 --> 00:32:46.881 align:center
I'm like, spiritually, everything,
you gotta be locked in.

00:32:46.965 --> 00:32:49.759 align:center
The younger brother came. He turned 18…

00:32:49.842 --> 00:32:52.428 align:center
-Okay.
-I know, I got him addicted.

00:32:52.512 --> 00:32:55.390 align:center
-Let me see what you're gonna do.
-I'm thinking, "You're fearless."

00:32:55.473 --> 00:32:58.643 align:center
-Like, right here?
-Yeah. Like, big and bold.

00:32:59.352 --> 00:33:02.981 align:center
Them guns got bigger than big bro's now?
I mean, I'm still…

00:33:03.064 --> 00:33:06.067 align:center
I'm coming back from a little vacation.
You still got me.

00:33:06.150 --> 00:33:08.111 align:center
Have a seat right here, soldier.

00:33:08.861 --> 00:33:10.988 align:center
Franco about to get my tat done
in ten minutes.

00:33:11.072 --> 00:33:15.576 align:center
The good thing is we work fast
because there's literally no games played.

00:33:15.660 --> 00:33:19.956 align:center
This is gonna be perfection going down.

00:33:22.208 --> 00:33:24.460 align:center
-You're getting "Fearless" done?
-Yeah.

00:33:24.544 --> 00:33:25.795 align:center
What made you get this?

00:33:25.878 --> 00:33:28.464 align:center
Is there anything going on in your life
that made you kind of like…?

00:33:28.548 --> 00:33:31.968 align:center
I'm at the crossroads
where I'm trying to figure out everything.

00:33:32.051 --> 00:33:34.595 align:center
School's about to start,
but I haven't heard back from NCAA.

00:33:34.679 --> 00:33:36.681 align:center
-I'm waiting to see if I get a fifth year.
-Okay.

00:33:36.764 --> 00:33:40.393 align:center
Which I've been on edge
the whole summer just…

00:33:40.476 --> 00:33:42.687 align:center
Just the whole year thinking about that.
It's a lot.

00:33:42.770 --> 00:33:46.524 align:center
I think this is why it's so hard for me,
it's 'cause I literally eat, sleep,

00:33:46.607 --> 00:33:48.484 align:center
and grind basketball
since I was three years old,

00:33:48.568 --> 00:33:51.654 align:center
so it's like, I necessarily
don't really know anything else.

00:33:51.738 --> 00:33:53.114 align:center
-There is no plan B.
-Yeah.

00:33:53.197 --> 00:33:55.700 align:center
I realize going to the NBA,
it's like winning the lottery.

00:33:55.783 --> 00:33:58.077 align:center
-You just realized that?
-Yeah, just now.

00:33:58.161 --> 00:33:59.662 align:center
Just now.

00:33:59.746 --> 00:34:02.540 align:center
-That fearless attitude is everything.
-I know, that's the thing.

00:34:02.623 --> 00:34:05.543 align:center
But that's the reality
of being prepared for other options.

00:34:06.210 --> 00:34:08.880 align:center
And that's something
you're gonna have to choose in your life.

00:34:08.963 --> 00:34:11.507 align:center
Like, "Are you gonna
be okay being successful

00:34:11.591 --> 00:34:14.093 align:center
without the basketball in your hand?"

00:34:14.177 --> 00:34:19.348 align:center
Thinking about, like, having to know,
like, "What's next? What am I doing?"

00:34:19.432 --> 00:34:23.478 align:center
It's definitely a scary feeling
'cause what if they say, "You're denied"?

00:34:23.561 --> 00:34:26.397 align:center
Or maybe I still could.
I might get a call from NCAA.

00:34:27.565 --> 00:34:29.108 align:center
I always tell everyone, like,

00:34:29.817 --> 00:34:33.112 align:center
"Try at least five times
because you're gonna get one."

00:34:33.196 --> 00:34:35.490 align:center
You're gonna get rejected sometimes,

00:34:35.573 --> 00:34:39.327 align:center
but if you go to at least five things,
you're gonna book one.

00:34:39.827 --> 00:34:42.497 align:center
-Have more than one basket, right?
-Yeah.

00:34:42.580 --> 00:34:45.374 align:center
I mean, your pop's Master P.
That's a real-life mogul.

00:34:45.458 --> 00:34:48.252 align:center
He played basketball,
but he didn't become successful from it.

00:34:48.336 --> 00:34:50.463 align:center
He used those tools from basketball.

00:34:50.546 --> 00:34:53.382 align:center
Oh, that's your dad. I've met him before.

00:34:53.466 --> 00:34:56.469 align:center
-You met… Hold on a second.
-I just walked in. I have no idea.

00:34:56.552 --> 00:35:00.306 align:center
Hold on a second. You said you met him.
Okay, how was he when…?

00:35:01.015 --> 00:35:04.102 align:center
He was very flirtatious.

00:35:04.185 --> 00:35:06.646 align:center
-Yep, that's Pop. Y'all are Taurus.
-He was.

00:35:06.729 --> 00:35:07.980 align:center
It runs in the blood.

00:35:09.148 --> 00:35:11.567 align:center
-I'm gonna say bye to everybody.
-Rollin' out?

00:35:11.651 --> 00:35:14.862 align:center
I just came in to say hello to Franco,
and you guys happened to be here…

00:35:14.946 --> 00:35:17.031 align:center
She just came to drop some gems.

00:35:17.115 --> 00:35:17.990 align:center
I'll walk you out.

00:35:18.074 --> 00:35:22.286 align:center
-Nice meeting you. New bestie.
-Yes, good to meet you. That's right, yes.

00:35:22.370 --> 00:35:25.081 align:center
-She's got the spirit.
-She do, for real.

00:35:25.164 --> 00:35:27.500 align:center
Congratulations on your tattoo
and your career.

00:35:27.583 --> 00:35:29.293 align:center
Little angel over here.

00:35:29.377 --> 00:35:31.295 align:center
-Just coming through.
-Let go.

00:35:31.379 --> 00:35:33.131 align:center
-Bye, guys.
-Nice meeting you.

00:35:34.257 --> 00:35:35.383 align:center
Wow.

00:35:35.466 --> 00:35:36.759 align:center
It's not every day…

00:35:36.843 --> 00:35:37.885 align:center
That's crazy, bro.

00:35:37.969 --> 00:35:44.058 align:center
…that Carmen Electra come watch
you get tatted up and speak positivity.

00:35:44.142 --> 00:35:45.726 align:center
I just met her five minutes ago,

00:35:45.810 --> 00:35:49.021 align:center
so her coming in here,
being able to relate, it's crazy.

00:35:49.105 --> 00:35:53.734 align:center
Well, because success is the same story.
People always see the success.

00:35:53.818 --> 00:35:57.113 align:center
And I think you getting this tattoo
right now and being here,

00:35:57.196 --> 00:35:58.531 align:center
it wasn't by accident.

00:35:58.614 --> 00:36:00.783 align:center
Okay, NCAA hasn't gotten it back.

00:36:00.867 --> 00:36:03.411 align:center
What's the plan if that don't come?

00:36:03.494 --> 00:36:07.456 align:center
Because the reality is looking
like you may need plan B, C, and D.

00:36:07.540 --> 00:36:11.127 align:center
Now it's time to, like,
really wake up and be like,

00:36:11.210 --> 00:36:13.629 align:center
"What are the other things
that I'm good at?"

00:36:17.216 --> 00:36:20.011 align:center
Thick skin
Yeah, you either gonna sink, swim

00:36:20.094 --> 00:36:22.096 align:center
Got me muttering, "No shit"

00:36:22.180 --> 00:36:24.849 align:center
You were always a shark in the water

00:36:25.558 --> 00:36:29.395 align:center
So go ahead
And t-t-t-t-t-talk all night

00:36:29.478 --> 00:36:33.524 align:center
Sick obsessin'
'Bout all of the things I'm getting right

00:36:33.608 --> 00:36:35.109 align:center
And it's working…

00:36:40.114 --> 00:36:42.158 align:center
-Baby, this is so romantic.
-Here we are.

00:36:42.241 --> 00:36:45.620 align:center
I didn't know you had
a little Yamashiro date up your sleeve.

00:36:45.703 --> 00:36:48.539 align:center
Oh, it's a full moon tonight. Uh-oh!

00:36:48.623 --> 00:36:50.541 align:center
Keep your voodoo away from me.

00:36:50.625 --> 00:36:52.168 align:center
I'm not… No, no voodoo for me.

00:36:52.251 --> 00:36:54.670 align:center
But you know what I used to do?
The Ouija board.

00:36:55.338 --> 00:36:57.214 align:center
-Have you ever?
-That's voodoo, darlin'.

00:36:57.298 --> 00:37:00.676 align:center
-That's, like, straight demon talk.
-So scary!

00:37:00.760 --> 00:37:02.720 align:center
But honestly, it was a blast,
and it worked.

00:37:03.346 --> 00:37:07.058 align:center
-Worked what?
-It was moving, and I wasn't touching it.

00:37:08.476 --> 00:37:11.938 align:center
-You opened the portal for them.
-Agreed. It was all my fault, 100%.

00:37:12.021 --> 00:37:13.022 align:center
I don't drink…

00:37:13.105 --> 00:37:15.316 align:center
Maybe we should do
a voodoo thing together.

00:37:15.399 --> 00:37:18.653 align:center
I'm good. I just found God in my life,
so I'm keeping it that way.

00:37:18.736 --> 00:37:20.029 align:center
Wait, really?

00:37:20.112 --> 00:37:22.448 align:center
I feel like a lot of people have
this preconceived narrative

00:37:22.531 --> 00:37:23.699 align:center
of you back in high school.

00:37:24.492 --> 00:37:28.120 align:center
All the things that I learned about you
before I even met you

00:37:28.204 --> 00:37:31.123 align:center
was, like, how crazy of a person you were
and how rowdy.

00:37:31.207 --> 00:37:32.041 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:37:32.124 --> 00:37:35.211 align:center
And I met you and was like, "Are we sure
we're talking about the same Dylan?"

00:37:35.294 --> 00:37:36.754 align:center
Chill guy, right?

00:37:36.837 --> 00:37:40.216 align:center
So it just doesn't make sense.
I'm like, I love the… the 180 flip.

00:37:40.299 --> 00:37:43.302 align:center
-Yeah, I was a dumb kid. I liked to party…
-Yeah.

00:37:43.386 --> 00:37:46.138 align:center
-And I didn't know when to stop.
-Nothing wrong with that.

00:37:46.222 --> 00:37:48.849 align:center
No, there's nothing wrong with it,
until there is, though.

00:37:48.933 --> 00:37:53.312 align:center
I think I hurt enough people
to just kind of take a look at myself

00:37:53.396 --> 00:37:58.985 align:center
and reflect a little bit and be like,
"I gotta make some changes," so…

00:37:59.068 --> 00:38:02.571 align:center
I choose to be sober.
I think I kind of have to be.

00:38:02.655 --> 00:38:04.532 align:center
-Yeah.
-You know.

00:38:04.615 --> 00:38:08.202 align:center
There's definitely times where I wish
I can just have a drink and let loose.

00:38:08.286 --> 00:38:10.746 align:center
Is it genetic or, like, hereditary?

00:38:10.830 --> 00:38:12.456 align:center
-Yeah, I think so.
-Yeah.

00:38:12.540 --> 00:38:13.874 align:center
My dad liked to party…

00:38:13.958 --> 00:38:17.128 align:center
-And we got it from his side. For sure.
-In the bloodline. Yeah.

00:38:17.712 --> 00:38:20.131 align:center
-Thank you. Amazing.
-Here you go.

00:38:20.214 --> 00:38:22.008 align:center
-Thank you very much.
-Thank you.

00:38:22.091 --> 00:38:23.134 align:center
You're welcome.

00:38:23.217 --> 00:38:27.305 align:center
But yeah, I'm just, like,
trying to stay away from

00:38:28.389 --> 00:38:30.474 align:center
you know, problems, honestly.

00:38:30.558 --> 00:38:32.351 align:center
-Like, you know…
-With the friend group, yeah.

00:38:32.435 --> 00:38:35.563 align:center
Yeah, I don't pay attention
to, like, what's being said,

00:38:35.646 --> 00:38:38.316 align:center
but I don't know what your side is,
and I don't know.

00:38:38.399 --> 00:38:41.152 align:center
I mean, it's definitely
been a rollercoaster, for sure.

00:38:41.235 --> 00:38:42.069 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:38:42.153 --> 00:38:45.698 align:center
So there's this girl that you had
an issue with in high school, Jemma.

00:38:45.781 --> 00:38:47.241 align:center
Familiar, unfortunately.

00:38:47.325 --> 00:38:49.660 align:center
I know you're familiar
with her work a little bit.

00:38:49.744 --> 00:38:52.204 align:center
I wouldn't call it work, but…

00:38:52.288 --> 00:38:56.000 align:center
Um, I just heard that she was upset
about me and you, and…

00:38:56.083 --> 00:39:00.004 align:center
Which I don't even, like,
really entirely know what that even is

00:39:00.087 --> 00:39:05.092 align:center
because we've just been hanging out
and just messing around, having fun,

00:39:05.176 --> 00:39:07.553 align:center
and I don't even know
what, like, their perspective is

00:39:07.636 --> 00:39:10.598 align:center
on even us going to grab coffee or--

00:39:10.681 --> 00:39:12.892 align:center
Right. It's like God forbid.
We can't have a fun time.

00:39:12.975 --> 00:39:17.188 align:center
Making a TikTok… I don't know
if there's a conversation you're having

00:39:17.271 --> 00:39:18.606 align:center
that I don't know about.

00:39:18.689 --> 00:39:22.276 align:center
I think that's probably something I'd like
to be on the same page with you on

00:39:22.359 --> 00:39:24.737 align:center
is just kind of, like, "What is it?"

00:39:24.820 --> 00:39:25.946 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:39:26.030 --> 00:39:28.032 align:center
Just curious to know
where you stand with it.

00:39:28.115 --> 00:39:29.950 align:center
Yeah. I mean…

00:39:31.994 --> 00:39:36.707 align:center
I like being around you,
and I don't want that to stop. Um…

00:39:36.791 --> 00:39:40.169 align:center
I mean, same here.
I like hanging out with you,

00:39:41.128 --> 00:39:44.548 align:center
and just like, uh,
taking it a day at a time.

00:39:44.632 --> 00:39:48.302 align:center
Agreed. And if anything does come up,
I hope you'd communicate it with me…

00:39:48.386 --> 00:39:49.929 align:center
-Always.
-And same for you.

00:39:50.012 --> 00:39:52.390 align:center
I think I've done
a pretty good job at doing that so far.

00:39:52.473 --> 00:39:55.476 align:center
-You've done more than a great job.
-Think you could be a little better, but…

00:39:55.559 --> 00:39:58.145 align:center
-Agreed. And I told you I'm working on it!
-You know…

00:39:58.229 --> 00:39:59.855 align:center
It's just… But, you know…

00:39:59.939 --> 00:40:04.151 align:center
I'll go a stretch of not talking to you
or knowing what's up with you,

00:40:04.235 --> 00:40:06.654 align:center
and then, right,
you, like, resurface again.

00:40:06.737 --> 00:40:09.782 align:center
And it's come off as just, like, so casual
that it's not…

00:40:09.865 --> 00:40:13.661 align:center
I don't want to be bearing over you
or having to worry about things like that…

00:40:13.744 --> 00:40:15.037 align:center
Yeah. I don't want that.

00:40:15.121 --> 00:40:17.873 align:center
And I want you to know--
I want you to trust me.

00:40:19.667 --> 00:40:21.836 align:center
-I do. I really do.
-It's a big word there.

00:40:21.919 --> 00:40:26.048 align:center
And I-- I know, I know…
I want you to, like, be able to call me.

00:40:26.132 --> 00:40:28.968 align:center
-Stop it.
-I'll answer.

00:40:29.051 --> 00:40:30.553 align:center
Really? Check our call log.

00:40:30.636 --> 00:40:33.806 align:center
I think there's a few missed calls,
if I'm being honest.

00:40:33.889 --> 00:40:37.393 align:center
-Maybe there's one or two.
-There's a few more than two, but yeah.

00:40:38.602 --> 00:40:39.520 align:center
Three?

00:40:39.603 --> 00:40:41.063 align:center
One or two hundred.

00:40:41.147 --> 00:40:43.899 align:center
Being with Suede is you're not with Suede.

00:40:43.983 --> 00:40:46.402 align:center
She's got 16 phones
and doesn't answer any of them.

00:40:46.485 --> 00:40:50.072 align:center
So, like, I just kind of wrapped my head
around the fact

00:40:50.156 --> 00:40:53.826 align:center
that, like, I was more on her terms
of, like, when she feels like it,

00:40:53.909 --> 00:40:56.245 align:center
and for the amount of times
that she felt like it.

00:40:56.328 --> 00:41:00.916 align:center
I think that we definitely do live
two completely different lives.

00:41:01.000 --> 00:41:04.587 align:center
-I'm not a social media guy, right?
-Yeah.

00:41:04.670 --> 00:41:08.132 align:center
I've never been with somebody
that's in the spotlight like that, so…

00:41:08.215 --> 00:41:11.802 align:center
I don't want to call it "scared,"
because cowboys don't get scared,

00:41:11.886 --> 00:41:15.556 align:center
but I guess part of me was questioning,
like, "Okay, why me?"

00:41:15.639 --> 00:41:21.353 align:center
You know, it's just really oddly different
for you to talk to a guy like me, so…

00:41:21.437 --> 00:41:23.689 align:center
Because you're a handsome guy.
You're young.

00:41:23.772 --> 00:41:26.400 align:center
-Thank you.
-Hot, fun. All of it.

00:41:29.278 --> 00:41:31.780 align:center
I want you. I care about you.

00:41:32.656 --> 00:41:34.450 align:center
I'm just scared. That's all.

00:41:35.034 --> 00:41:38.579 align:center
I never thought that I would
really care for you the way that I do,

00:41:38.662 --> 00:41:40.664 align:center
and it makes me really nervous.

00:41:42.124 --> 00:41:43.334 align:center
I feel so far away from you.

00:41:43.417 --> 00:41:45.002 align:center
-Shall I scoot over?
-Please.

00:41:50.341 --> 00:41:52.009 align:center
-Miso soup?
-Oh, yes, please.

00:41:52.968 --> 00:41:53.969 align:center
Thank you so much.

00:41:54.053 --> 00:41:56.513 align:center
-Should I put it on this end?
-Yeah, please.

00:41:56.597 --> 00:41:59.558 align:center
-It's a little hot. Be careful. Enjoy.
-Thank you.

00:42:03.103 --> 00:42:05.397 align:center
-I want to know your favorite meal.
-Favorite meal?

00:42:05.481 --> 00:42:07.149 align:center
-Yeah. Just so I know.
-Steak.

00:42:07.233 --> 00:42:10.027 align:center
-In case you're really, really mad at me.
-Steak.

00:42:10.110 --> 00:42:11.987 align:center
You're gonna cook me a steak?

00:42:12.071 --> 00:42:13.822 align:center
-Maybe. You know what?
-Is that right?

00:42:13.906 --> 00:42:15.908 align:center
-That says a lot, I feel like.
-Does it?

00:42:15.991 --> 00:42:17.493 align:center
Vegetarian, making you meat?

00:42:17.576 --> 00:42:19.870 align:center
You're not going to throw up on it,
are you?

00:42:19.954 --> 00:42:21.789 align:center
Stop!

00:42:21.872 --> 00:42:24.250 align:center
I want you to know
that I'm not hiding anything.

00:42:24.333 --> 00:42:25.709 align:center
And I'll try my best

00:42:26.418 --> 00:42:27.753 align:center
to answer the phone

00:42:28.921 --> 00:42:29.964 align:center
and text back.

00:42:30.047 --> 00:42:33.259 align:center
It all sounds nice, Suede. It really does.

00:42:33.342 --> 00:42:34.176 align:center
But…

00:42:36.053 --> 00:42:39.473 align:center
I believe in action and being about it.

00:42:39.557 --> 00:42:40.558 align:center
Mm-hmm.

00:42:46.355 --> 00:42:48.274 align:center
You got me spiraling.

00:42:48.357 --> 00:42:49.858 align:center
In what way?

00:42:49.942 --> 00:42:51.360 align:center
In every possible way.

00:42:52.069 --> 00:42:54.697 align:center
I'm just not a super communicative person,

00:42:54.780 --> 00:42:58.659 align:center
and I'm not used to keeping people
in the loop with my life. I know that.

00:42:58.742 --> 00:43:01.120 align:center
No, I'm not even asking to be in the loop.

00:43:01.203 --> 00:43:03.831 align:center
Like, I'm just kind of, like,
a bit thrown off

00:43:03.914 --> 00:43:05.916 align:center
with, like, the hanging out.

00:43:06.000 --> 00:43:08.794 align:center
I do enjoy hanging out with you,
but then we'll go this stretch

00:43:08.877 --> 00:43:12.840 align:center
of, like, not even talking
for, like, another three or four days.

00:43:13.757 --> 00:43:16.635 align:center
-So I just want to be on the same page.
-Yeah.

00:43:16.719 --> 00:43:18.721 align:center
Because you're only gonna hurt me

00:43:18.804 --> 00:43:22.266 align:center
because you weren't
what you're telling me right now.

00:43:22.349 --> 00:43:26.437 align:center
That's it. Like, I want to believe you,
and I'm trying to believe you.

00:43:27.271 --> 00:43:30.482 align:center
I don't want to be left hanging,
and I wouldn't do that to you either, so…

00:43:30.566 --> 00:43:33.110 align:center
-Glad you're here.
-If you think I should try harder, I will.

00:43:34.486 --> 00:43:37.531 align:center
I think you should do
whatever your pretty little heart desires.

00:43:37.615 --> 00:43:39.033 align:center
That's what I think you should do.

00:43:39.116 --> 00:43:44.663 align:center
And if it's not here, and it's elsewhere,
I think you should go ahead and do that.

00:43:44.747 --> 00:43:47.833 align:center
'Cause I'm not gonna hold on
to something that isn't there.

00:43:59.094 --> 00:44:01.013 align:center
I know you don't want to be here.

00:44:01.847 --> 00:44:04.725 align:center
I can feel it. It makes me sad.

00:44:07.561 --> 00:44:11.440 align:center
I do want to be here. You just throw me in
for some curveballs unexpectedly, and…

00:44:11.523 --> 00:44:12.858 align:center
Curveballs? What curveballs?

00:44:12.941 --> 00:44:15.778 align:center
I think that with you,
it's half-assed a little bit.

00:44:15.861 --> 00:44:18.864 align:center
It's not that I don't want to be here.
I just want to know it's legit.

00:44:18.947 --> 00:44:20.991 align:center
I want to know it's real,
and you're about it.

00:44:21.075 --> 00:44:22.743 align:center
It all sounds nice when you're telling me,

00:44:22.826 --> 00:44:26.038 align:center
but, you know,
that's not what I'm getting.

00:44:27.790 --> 00:44:29.958 align:center
-How am I supposed to feel about it?
-Okay, well…

00:44:30.042 --> 00:44:31.919 align:center
You seem like
you have a chip on your shoulder.

00:44:32.002 --> 00:44:34.296 align:center
-I don't…
-I hope you have a great night.

00:44:35.089 --> 00:44:36.507 align:center
Thank you for dinner.

00:44:38.425 --> 00:44:40.594 align:center
This is so stupid. I'm not doing that.

00:44:40.678 --> 00:44:47.184 align:center
'Cause I'm so complacent
When we're naked

00:44:47.267 --> 00:44:51.397 align:center
Kissing on my skin, everywhere he's been

00:44:51.480 --> 00:44:53.190 align:center
Can I get the check, please?

00:44:53.273 --> 00:44:55.734 align:center
The way you see me

00:44:55.818 --> 00:44:58.404 align:center
Tragic, really

00:44:58.487 --> 00:45:01.824 align:center
I never love what's mine

00:45:01.907 --> 00:45:04.660 align:center
Story of my life

00:45:11.417 --> 00:45:16.588 align:center
Mmm, mmm

00:45:16.672 --> 00:45:22.386 align:center
His sofa's green in my wet dreams

00:45:22.469 --> 00:45:25.389 align:center
I know he's not an option now

00:45:25.472 --> 00:45:28.392 align:center
But it's something that I think about

00:45:28.475 --> 00:45:32.396 align:center
I live in his bed

00:45:33.480 --> 00:45:38.485 align:center
But I'm stuck here instead
hink about