WEBVTT 00:15.765 --> 00:17.559 Hello 00:21.312 --> 00:23.982 Hey, hi, nice to meet you, sir 00:24.065 --> 00:26.484 Do you know my name? Do you call me "her"? 00:26.568 --> 00:28.695 You know I'm the shape in every skirt 00:28.778 --> 00:31.281 Tell me what's the word? Haven't you heard? 00:31.364 --> 00:33.241 Hello 00:33.324 --> 00:34.993 Hello, hello, hello… 00:35.076 --> 00:38.997 -Yes, major! Let's go! -We're kind of amazing. 00:39.080 --> 00:40.081 Yes! 00:40.790 --> 00:42.625 So close. 00:43.460 --> 00:45.420 Wait, this could be our new sport, babe. 00:46.004 --> 00:47.464 Let's go, sister. Ready? 00:47.547 --> 00:51.426 I wish I wore, like, something so I could get a tan like you. 00:51.509 --> 00:53.053 My sumo wrestler suit? 00:53.136 --> 00:55.096 I feel like you're gonna get a great tan. 00:55.180 --> 00:56.681 -You think? Hopefully. -Yeah… 00:56.765 --> 00:59.142 -I need me some color, darling. -Yeah. 01:00.602 --> 01:04.230 I've never had friends my age, so this is all very new to me. 01:04.314 --> 01:06.566 Emma, for example, she's such a sweetheart. 01:06.649 --> 01:11.029 I heard a preconceived narrative, before meeting her, from Jemma. 01:11.112 --> 01:13.656 Jemma said that she's this awful person, 01:13.740 --> 01:16.284 and that she was weird in high school and all this kind of stuff, 01:16.367 --> 01:18.953 and I'm just getting to know a lot of them, which is special, 01:19.037 --> 01:20.830 because I can form my own opinions 01:20.914 --> 01:23.416 on my own experiences with each and every one of them. 01:24.417 --> 01:26.795 Me, Raine, and Nicole played here a couple weeks ago. 01:26.878 --> 01:28.171 -Oh, fun! -Yeah. 01:28.254 --> 01:29.506 Who won? 01:29.589 --> 01:30.423 None of us. 01:30.507 --> 01:33.718 -Y'all look good out there, ladies! -We're trying our best! 01:33.802 --> 01:35.345 -You guys warming up? -Yep. 01:35.887 --> 01:37.722 -Okay. -Getting some cardio in. 01:38.306 --> 01:40.934 -I brought cookies. It's 100 degrees, but… -What's up? 01:41.017 --> 01:42.894 You brought cookies, Preston? 01:42.977 --> 01:45.230 -You look good. How are you? -So good. How are you? 01:45.313 --> 01:46.231 -Good. -Hello. 01:46.314 --> 01:49.567 -How about you two versus us two. -Boys against girls? 01:49.651 --> 01:50.652 -Yep. -Yeah. 01:51.194 --> 01:54.864 -Isn't that what y'all want? -Well, shit. I cover this base. 01:56.116 --> 01:57.242 You guys serve. 01:57.325 --> 01:58.284 All right. 02:01.371 --> 02:02.622 Yes. 02:02.705 --> 02:03.748 Go, Emma, go! 02:03.832 --> 02:07.460 You. 02:07.544 --> 02:08.419 You! 02:08.503 --> 02:10.505 Look at us in our health and wellness era. 02:10.588 --> 02:13.049 -I know. -Start the summer off right, you know? 02:13.633 --> 02:15.301 Did everyone have a blast at the beach? 02:15.385 --> 02:19.472 I did. I didn't like how me and Sterling was the only ones in the water. 02:19.556 --> 02:22.267 Sorry, I was caught up. There were seven girls attacking me, so… 02:22.350 --> 02:24.060 -What? -Tell me about that. 02:24.144 --> 02:26.479 It almost felt like I had all these girls up against me 02:26.563 --> 02:29.941 'cause I showed up with Dylan when it really wasn't that serious. 02:30.024 --> 02:32.902 Not, like, thinking that I had any issues with anybody. 02:32.986 --> 02:34.821 -Yeah. -Minding my own business. 02:34.904 --> 02:36.739 Having a blast what I do, normally. 02:36.823 --> 02:41.202 I had Nicole coming up to me saying that Jemma feels betrayed. 02:41.286 --> 02:43.913 Yes, girl! 02:45.415 --> 02:47.959 -Um, and then… -That Jemma feels betrayed? 02:48.042 --> 02:50.086 That Jemma feels betrayed by me. 02:50.170 --> 02:53.006 And I said, "Hm. The math is not mathing here." 02:53.089 --> 02:57.468 I think Nicole likes to play messenger 'cause she gets no collateral damage. 02:57.552 --> 03:01.139 Also, Jemma didn't say a word to me, won't tell me that she has an issue. 03:01.222 --> 03:02.849 But all of her friends will. 03:02.932 --> 03:05.560 -Nicole needs to stay in her lane. -Highly agree. 03:05.643 --> 03:08.688 She needs to mind her business. She's boring anyway. 03:08.771 --> 03:11.524 So now we're finding out who's the glue to this puzzle. 03:11.608 --> 03:12.734 Glad it's not me. 03:12.817 --> 03:16.321 By the way, I think she's the one who sent that TikTok to Jemma. 03:16.404 --> 03:18.239 -Can't trust her. -The more you know… 03:18.323 --> 03:19.908 You can't trust her at all. 03:21.284 --> 03:24.537 I don't think about Nicole too much. 03:24.621 --> 03:29.167 But it's like you can't really be, like, loyal to two different people 03:29.250 --> 03:31.419 on two totally different ends. 03:31.502 --> 03:34.505 And, like, if her and Suede are friends, 03:35.048 --> 03:38.635 I don't know why her loyalty, like, stood with Jemma at all. 03:38.718 --> 03:41.221 -Do you want to sit in the shade? -Yeah. 03:41.304 --> 03:44.515 -Why are we torturing ourselves? -I'm getting a super tan. 03:44.599 --> 03:45.558 Let's call it a game. 03:45.642 --> 03:49.395 Tell me why I can count on Preston to bring the homemade cookies everywhere… 03:49.479 --> 03:52.565 -You can count on me to eat them. -They've been warming up. 03:52.649 --> 03:55.818 Nice little sizzle in the sun. Love this. Cheers, girl. 03:55.902 --> 03:59.155 -Cheers. Yes, we earned it. -We always beat the boys, always. 03:59.238 --> 04:00.406 Period. 04:01.324 --> 04:04.202 Don't worry. I'll take the rest of these. 04:04.285 --> 04:08.498 I think it's really difficult for me to fully, like, let my guard down 04:08.581 --> 04:11.501 just because of my history with friends. 04:11.584 --> 04:13.169 But I've just grown a lot. 04:13.253 --> 04:17.882 And I really learned the type of people that are meant to be in my life. 04:17.966 --> 04:22.553 And I could see myself trusting Suede a little bit more. 04:22.637 --> 04:24.389 I feel like she's kind of gained that. 04:24.472 --> 04:28.142 Honestly, the one thing I am really confused about 04:28.226 --> 04:31.604 is why Jemma, like, won't come and say something to me. 04:32.480 --> 04:34.482 -I don't know. -Have you heard that saying? 04:34.565 --> 04:35.984 "People talk about other people 04:36.067 --> 04:38.820 because if they talk about themselves, no one will listen." 04:38.903 --> 04:40.989 -It's giving that with Jemma and Nicole. -It's true. 04:41.072 --> 04:44.075 Like, they're like, "Okay, how do we insert ourselves into this group?" 04:44.158 --> 04:47.745 -"Let's just get mad and cause drama." -"Let's jab at everyone." 04:47.829 --> 04:50.540 I think if Jemma has an issue with me, she can talk to me. 04:50.623 --> 04:52.500 -But I don't owe her anything. -Yeah. 04:52.583 --> 04:55.586 I'm not gonna be upset over a girl that's unemployed and lives in the Valley. 04:55.670 --> 04:58.172 -I'm sorry, but like… -I don't think she's unemployed, but yeah. 04:58.256 --> 05:02.427 Also, "If you want to go tit-for-tat, let's go, babe. I'm here." 05:02.510 --> 05:06.014 -I don't know if she's intimidated. -I told you. You're the big dog… 05:06.097 --> 05:08.266 She's intimidated. That's what I got to say. 05:08.349 --> 05:12.395 I don't see why she wouldn't be. Like, the guy she likes wants you. 05:12.478 --> 05:16.983 -I think it's so immature at this point. -I agree. I'm not saying I agree with her. 05:17.066 --> 05:20.069 Stuff happened in the past. You got to be like Elsa, let that shit go. 05:21.487 --> 05:24.782 So Suede, you're feeling Dylan. I'm correct? 05:24.866 --> 05:25.908 -A little? -I mean, yeah. 05:25.992 --> 05:28.703 -Okay. You're feeling Emilie. -That's my good friend, yeah. 05:28.786 --> 05:32.290 -Preston, who are you feeling? -I think me and Alexie are hitting it off. 05:32.373 --> 05:35.376 -Are y'all good friends? -Are you and Emilie not friends? 05:35.460 --> 05:36.544 Are you and Dylan friends? 05:36.627 --> 05:38.880 -Yeah. I love that. -Me and Alexie are friends. 05:38.963 --> 05:41.591 I ain't gonna lie, Preston, there's a bee flying by your head. 05:41.674 --> 05:43.217 Y'all, it comes over here, 05:43.301 --> 05:45.636 I'm gonna Scooby-Doo escape out of here, y'all. 05:47.180 --> 05:50.600 A million miles away You shoot the sun, yeah 05:51.684 --> 05:52.518 Oh 05:52.602 --> 05:55.980 I've been thinking we could get down Whoa 05:56.064 --> 06:00.151 Moving fast And headed westbound, whoa 06:00.234 --> 06:03.988 Just chasing the sun Just chasing the sun 06:04.781 --> 06:07.158 Is Emilie going to be okay that we're inside, 06:07.241 --> 06:09.160 even though she's coming in for pool time? 06:09.243 --> 06:11.496 I couldn't tell you. 06:11.579 --> 06:13.081 -Oh, hi. -Hey. 06:13.164 --> 06:14.624 Oh, look. Kristin Cavallari's here. 06:14.707 --> 06:17.210 -How are you? -Have a look at you… I'm good. 06:17.293 --> 06:18.795 -Hi. -Hi, how are you? 06:18.878 --> 06:20.797 -I know we met once. -I know… 06:20.880 --> 06:22.423 -Nice to see you. -Nice to see you. 06:22.507 --> 06:25.593 -You look gorgeous. -Yeah, I missed the outfit memo. 06:25.676 --> 06:27.804 -Yeah, sorry. -I thought we'd have a pool day. 06:27.887 --> 06:31.390 We were planning on it. It got cold. Now it's easier to be inside. 06:31.474 --> 06:33.643 Yeah, it's actually freezing outside. 06:33.726 --> 06:35.144 -It's cold. -How've you been? 06:35.228 --> 06:36.062 I've been good. 06:36.145 --> 06:37.939 So, my face is a little blue. 06:38.022 --> 06:41.359 You guys can call me Smurfette today 'cause I had this procedure done 06:41.442 --> 06:44.445 where they used the stem cells and exosomes. 06:44.529 --> 06:45.696 That's why I'm blue… 06:45.780 --> 06:47.907 I can't even see you're blue at all. You look great. 06:47.990 --> 06:49.117 Okay. That's a lie. 06:49.200 --> 06:51.160 The blue is kinda hard to tell, to be fair. 06:51.244 --> 06:52.912 -Did you want something to drink? -Yeah. 06:52.995 --> 06:55.373 -Could I have water or Diet Coke? -I'll get it. 06:55.456 --> 06:58.084 -A Diet Coke? -Yeah. That's my favorite drink. 06:58.167 --> 07:00.545 -I don't think I saw you for… -No, I didn't see you… 07:00.628 --> 07:02.755 Probably since freshman year of college. 07:02.839 --> 07:06.384 I remember I saw you maybe out and about somewhere in Orange County. 07:06.467 --> 07:08.511 Oh yeah. Oh, thank you so much. 07:08.594 --> 07:09.679 -Never… -At Chapman. 07:09.762 --> 07:12.181 Yeah, never… never after that for a while. 07:12.265 --> 07:16.185 What's going on? Are you still with Matt? You guys went to prom together, right? 07:17.395 --> 07:18.980 Me and Matthew were never dating. 07:19.063 --> 07:23.025 -Oh, I thought you guys were… -No, we went to prom together as friends. 07:23.109 --> 07:24.819 So you're not dating anyone? 07:24.902 --> 07:29.448 Recently, Hercy has been blowing up my phone. 07:29.532 --> 07:30.908 Ooh, is he cute? 07:30.992 --> 07:32.577 Yeah. I've known him since I was 12. 07:32.660 --> 07:34.370 What do you… Are you interested? 07:34.454 --> 07:36.789 No, I don't think I'm interested. 07:36.873 --> 07:40.501 That's not a hard no. It was like a, "No…" 07:40.585 --> 07:44.922 He actually asked me to hang out today, and I was like, "Oh, I'm busy." 07:45.006 --> 07:50.011 Oh, okay. The issue with the guys here are they're fucking simps. 07:50.094 --> 07:52.346 -I think… -I don't wanna run the show. 07:52.430 --> 07:55.558 They want me to do the first text. I have to ask to "hang out." 07:55.641 --> 07:59.020 What happened to chivalry? Like, ask me on a date. Go do something. 07:59.103 --> 08:00.771 Isn't that what you just got? 08:01.772 --> 08:02.899 Is he not your type? 08:02.982 --> 08:06.027 -What's your type? Why isn't he… -I actually have no type. 08:06.110 --> 08:09.363 I don't really have a taste, but I do have a timeline. 08:09.447 --> 08:11.282 I'm like, "I have to be married by this age…" 08:11.365 --> 08:14.452 And I started realizing, like, according to my timeline, 08:14.535 --> 08:16.746 I'm behind right now. 08:16.829 --> 08:20.666 I'm gonna date someone, get engaged for what? Like, one year? 08:20.750 --> 08:22.084 Then have a wedding, 08:22.168 --> 08:24.629 then want time to yourselves, then want kids. 08:24.712 --> 08:28.424 I mean, I want to pop out at least four before I'm, like, 32 max. 08:28.508 --> 08:31.552 I started doing the math on, like, rough estimates. 08:31.636 --> 08:35.765 It's not looking good. I don't know how people are getting married this late, 08:35.848 --> 08:38.100 but, I mean, I feel like I have some options. 08:38.184 --> 08:40.436 I don't wanna just throw all my eggs in one basket. 08:41.187 --> 08:43.314 What's up with you? I heard you have a girlfriend. 08:43.397 --> 08:44.815 -Yeah. -Do you like her? 08:44.899 --> 08:45.858 I love her. 08:45.942 --> 08:48.486 She's the best. I want to keep her forever. 08:48.569 --> 08:52.365 I told her to get pregnant. I was like, "Just trick him." 08:52.448 --> 08:55.076 -Well, don't tell her that. -I already did. 08:55.159 --> 08:57.995 Then we'll have a cute little Irish baby, and I can just watch it. 08:58.079 --> 08:59.330 Oh my gosh. 08:59.413 --> 09:03.084 She's the only person I've ever been with where I can picture a future. 09:03.167 --> 09:05.294 -Oh, ring by spring, maybe. -Yeah. 09:05.378 --> 09:07.630 Mason was a little flirt in high school, though. 09:07.713 --> 09:09.006 I wouldn't say that. 09:09.090 --> 09:11.300 -I'd just say that I'm nice. -I'd say that. 09:11.384 --> 09:16.681 I remember realizing he wasn't a virgin when I walked by his room, 09:16.764 --> 09:18.683 and I heard a spanking being given. 09:18.766 --> 09:22.019 And I was just like, "Fuck my life. My son's not a virgin anymore." 09:22.103 --> 09:25.648 -And I think he was, like, 15 or 16. -Oh my gosh. 09:25.731 --> 09:30.027 I was crying. I'm like, "I'm so uncomfortable right now." 09:30.111 --> 09:34.532 "But at least he's giving a spanking. At least, ya know, he's got some moves." 09:34.615 --> 09:35.491 Jesus Christ. 09:36.075 --> 09:38.619 -Does this embarrass you? -A little bit. I mean… 09:38.703 --> 09:40.454 -You're used to me. -I'm used to you. 09:40.538 --> 09:42.331 -You're the cool mom. -Obvs. 09:42.999 --> 09:45.334 Is anything new with you, dating life? 09:45.418 --> 09:48.129 No, um, I haven't had sex in two years. 09:48.796 --> 09:49.880 So there's that. 09:49.964 --> 09:52.300 And then I was wondering 09:52.383 --> 09:55.595 if one of those really gross guys that I was seeing 09:55.678 --> 09:58.139 was the reason I got this horrible, weird disease 09:58.222 --> 09:59.974 that no one knows what it is. 10:00.057 --> 10:02.810 Maybe it was, like, stress-induced from an awful boy. 10:02.893 --> 10:04.812 I was thinking BJs. 10:05.813 --> 10:08.941 -But maybe stress. -That could be it too. 10:09.025 --> 10:11.277 -Yeah? -I mean… 10:11.360 --> 10:15.865 I call this Calabastard because I hate it. You guys can have it. I'm leaving soon. 10:17.908 --> 10:21.954 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh 10:22.038 --> 10:23.581 I make it look easy 10:23.664 --> 10:27.251 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh 10:27.335 --> 10:29.629 Like one, two, three, yeah 10:29.712 --> 10:32.715 You can get a good time 10:32.798 --> 10:33.966 I'm, like, so tired. 10:34.050 --> 10:38.512 Me too, and it's so hot. I'm, like, drenched. 10:39.847 --> 10:42.641 I just got my hair done. I'm like, "I can't let this sweat out." 10:42.725 --> 10:44.435 I know. 10:44.518 --> 10:47.355 I curled my hair, but I think it fell out. It's all done. 10:47.438 --> 10:48.731 -No, I see your curls. -Really? 10:48.814 --> 10:51.651 -I'm getting loose waves. -Oh, okay, I'll take it. 10:51.734 --> 10:54.362 -I've never been here before. -It's really good. 10:54.445 --> 10:56.614 It's a cutesy little Calabasas vibe. 10:58.491 --> 11:00.201 Thank you. 11:00.284 --> 11:02.912 -Waiting for our girl, Jemma. -I know. 11:02.995 --> 11:04.455 Oh, I feel terrible, dude. 11:04.538 --> 11:08.250 -Same. Oh my gosh. -The beach day was, like… 11:10.252 --> 11:12.588 -It was a lot. -That was too much. 11:12.672 --> 11:13.923 It definitely gave cliques. 11:14.006 --> 11:16.550 It was so cliquey. I just feel so bad for Jemma. 11:16.634 --> 11:19.303 -She must be feeling so shitty. -Yeah. 11:19.387 --> 11:21.847 They were just sitting there in front of her. 11:21.931 --> 11:23.557 -Yeah. -You know, Dylan and Suede. 11:23.641 --> 11:27.061 Seeing your ex with someone who you thought was your friend. 11:27.144 --> 11:31.107 -And she knows what he put her through. -Yeah. 11:31.190 --> 11:35.528 -It brings her back to that trauma state. -Yeah. This is high school all over again. 11:35.611 --> 11:38.906 Yeah. Because she said that Dylan would always date her friends. 11:38.989 --> 11:40.616 Like, this is happening again. 11:41.325 --> 11:43.577 -That's, like, sad, you know? -Yeah. 11:45.955 --> 11:49.583 Be afraid, here's hoping 11:50.167 --> 11:54.088 On the edge, heart open 11:54.171 --> 11:58.217 Head-first I go straight into the unknown 11:58.843 --> 12:02.138 Eyes closed, heart open 12:04.181 --> 12:05.474 -Hi! -Hey! 12:05.558 --> 12:08.060 -You look cute. Where's this top from? -Thank you. 12:08.144 --> 12:11.480 -Oh, my girl. -It's from Urban. My, like, go-to. 12:11.564 --> 12:12.690 I love it. 12:12.773 --> 12:13.733 Hi. 12:13.816 --> 12:15.651 You guys look so cute. 12:15.735 --> 12:18.612 We're getting down to business. You missed it. 12:18.696 --> 12:21.824 -Yeah, girl. We were just re-capping. -You crack me up. 12:21.907 --> 12:23.617 -I know. -Unfortunately, the vibes. 12:23.701 --> 12:26.704 Yeah. The worst beach day I've ever had. 12:26.787 --> 12:29.832 She goes, "How do you think Jemma felt?" I go, "Miserable." 12:29.915 --> 12:32.460 I wanna hear about your conversation with Suede 'cause I didn't… 12:32.543 --> 12:36.630 I feel like that will help me figure out where I want to go from here. 12:36.714 --> 12:39.800 I was talking from my point of view, not even your point of view. 12:39.884 --> 12:41.177 I want you to speak for yourself. 12:41.260 --> 12:43.637 I'm not gonna be like, "Jemma feels like this…" 12:43.721 --> 12:45.139 Like, that's for you to do. 12:45.222 --> 12:47.725 I don't think she thinks there's a problem right now. 12:47.808 --> 12:50.227 -I genuinely don't think that. -That's why she's dumb. 12:50.311 --> 12:52.146 Dude, okay, we went to the beach. 12:52.229 --> 12:55.191 We're all sitting there, and Suede didn't even sit with us. 12:55.274 --> 12:56.400 Is that normal? 12:56.484 --> 12:59.779 In the past, if we had been sitting there, would Suede have sat with us? 12:59.862 --> 13:03.115 -Yeah. -Yeah, but she was with her "boo thang." 13:03.199 --> 13:04.575 But that's what I'm saying. 13:04.658 --> 13:07.578 That's how I already see shit is already changing. 13:07.661 --> 13:09.497 There's already a weird dynamic. 13:09.580 --> 13:12.541 From what I saw, I think she actually likes Dylan. 13:12.625 --> 13:16.378 And then I think her judgment is so clouded by liking him. 13:16.462 --> 13:21.175 I don't know what he has in his pants, Jemma, but these girls go crazy for him. 13:21.258 --> 13:22.968 -I don't know what the hell. -Dude. 13:23.803 --> 13:28.015 But I think that you guys need to have a conversation now. 13:28.098 --> 13:31.477 So did she say anything about wanting to have a conversation with me? 13:31.560 --> 13:34.355 She does. She was like, "If Jemma has a problem, 13:34.438 --> 13:35.689 she can come to me." 13:35.773 --> 13:36.774 Mm-hmm. 13:37.316 --> 13:39.693 Okay. See, like, where I'm at 13:39.777 --> 13:42.738 it's like I didn't create the problem, so I don't need to fix it. 13:42.822 --> 13:43.864 -Yeah. -Yeah. 13:43.948 --> 13:47.701 If she cares enough about our friendship, she'll notice I'm not engaging with her, 13:47.785 --> 13:49.537 and it's up to her if she wants to fix it. 13:49.620 --> 13:51.789 I didn't do anything to damage the friendship. 13:51.872 --> 13:55.125 If you don't want to be friends with her, because of what she did, I'll support you. 13:55.209 --> 13:56.168 Mm-hmm. 13:56.252 --> 14:02.967 But I just think this awkward tension… We need to come up with a solution. 14:03.050 --> 14:06.512 It's so hard to be in the middle. 14:06.595 --> 14:11.642 I never thought I would mix Suede in with the Calabasas crew. 14:11.725 --> 14:14.019 And I'm like, "How… how did we get here?" 14:14.770 --> 14:19.400 I don't think she thinks that she… I don't even wanna speak for her. 14:19.483 --> 14:20.943 I think, like, I'm so… 14:21.026 --> 14:24.029 She needs to talk to you about it 'cause I'm gonna say it wrong, 14:24.113 --> 14:27.074 and it's gonna be my fault. I'm already in the middle of this, like, 14:27.157 --> 14:29.577 "This isn't my beef." I'm both of your guys's friends. 14:29.660 --> 14:31.620 -Yeah. -I want all of us to be good. 14:32.621 --> 14:35.833 I don't know why I keep getting in this situation, 14:35.916 --> 14:39.211 but even now, even after everything that happened, 14:39.295 --> 14:42.756 I'm still like… I just feel for both. I just feel for everyone. 14:42.840 --> 14:45.759 But I don't know how much longer I can deal with this. 14:45.843 --> 14:50.055 At this point, I don't even really care what she has to say. 14:50.139 --> 14:51.974 That's kind of where I'm at. 14:54.643 --> 14:55.936 I don't know. 14:56.020 --> 15:01.150 I think the root of the issue, the sole problem, 15:01.233 --> 15:02.234 is Dylan. 15:02.318 --> 15:06.447 And if I actually do think Dylan is the one doing this on purpose to hurt me, 15:06.530 --> 15:10.701 I do think that the only way to find out the truth from that 15:10.784 --> 15:13.954 is not me having a conversation with Suede, not with Emma. 15:14.038 --> 15:16.415 It's me having that conversation with Dylan. 15:16.498 --> 15:19.084 -It's gonna be a hard conversation for me… -I'm scared. 15:19.168 --> 15:21.337 Because I don't wanna have the conversation, 15:21.420 --> 15:24.465 because to have the conversation, I have to tell him that, like… 15:24.548 --> 15:26.717 -It hurts. Yeah. -It hurts. 15:26.800 --> 15:30.846 So I think it's as hard as that conversation is to have… 15:30.930 --> 15:34.433 And I don't wanna-- I get anxiety thinking about having that conversation with him 15:34.516 --> 15:36.060 because it's hard. 15:36.143 --> 15:38.228 One thing about him is he will tell me the truth, 15:38.312 --> 15:40.147 even if it's gonna hurt me. 15:40.230 --> 15:43.525 It hurts me that it hurts you. Like, you don't deserve this at all. 15:43.609 --> 15:47.655 -Stop crying about it. I get sad. -Don't want you to cry. Upsets my system. 15:47.738 --> 15:52.284 I don't either, but it's 'cause I feel like I'm like-- I have so much anger. 15:52.368 --> 15:55.037 We should be able… Like, I also want to be able to, like, 15:55.120 --> 15:58.707 "Why can't I crack a joke with you or have a conversation with you?" 15:58.791 --> 15:59.917 And not it be like, 16:00.000 --> 16:02.503 "Oh, Jemma's obsessed with me. Jemma has a crush on me." 16:02.586 --> 16:03.712 Like, we're deading that. 16:03.796 --> 16:08.092 I 1000% agree with you. You need to nip it in the bud, you know? 16:08.884 --> 16:11.428 Then I just need to let the rest roll out. 16:12.638 --> 16:16.183 You guys are really genuine, and in Calabasas, in LA, 16:16.266 --> 16:18.852 it's hard to find girls who move like we do. 16:18.936 --> 16:21.480 And so I just… I appreciate you guys. I do. 16:21.563 --> 16:22.606 We love you. 16:22.690 --> 16:24.733 I wouldn't be able to do it without you guys. 16:24.817 --> 16:29.071 In time 16:29.154 --> 16:33.283 I tried to find the end with you 16:34.618 --> 16:40.124 I guess I wish you still knew 16:42.376 --> 16:43.377 Yeah 16:44.294 --> 16:45.295 Uh-huh 16:48.090 --> 16:49.133 Ooh 16:49.800 --> 16:51.593 I've been trying to come up For a long time 16:51.677 --> 16:53.762 And when people see the hustle They respect the grind 16:53.846 --> 16:56.390 Can't nobody stop me from shining 16:56.473 --> 16:58.767 Watch how this pressure makes diamonds 16:58.851 --> 17:00.019 Stay close… Here. 17:00.102 --> 17:03.063 One, two, come in, pop. One, two, three, good. Pop. 17:03.147 --> 17:07.192 One, two, three, four. One, two, three, four, five. 17:07.276 --> 17:09.111 Pop, pop, pop. 17:09.194 --> 17:12.364 -I feel you. -One, two, good. There you go. 17:12.448 --> 17:17.411 -Good. Stay with it. Good. Stay, stay. -I see it. I'm okay. I'm over it. 17:17.494 --> 17:19.538 -Oh sh-- -That's the one. Hey! 17:19.621 --> 17:22.750 Come here. I was… I've been working a little bit. 17:22.833 --> 17:26.253 It's your first day. I didn't expect you to do all that. That's crazy. 17:26.336 --> 17:28.589 Yeah? You guys know I'm on my way back? 17:28.672 --> 17:31.175 -I'm over it. -Go. Go and run through that. 17:31.258 --> 17:35.888 Hey! Good job, baby. Good. That was a great job, Herce. 17:35.971 --> 17:38.807 We're going to finish when I get you to shoot 25s, but, uh… 17:38.891 --> 17:42.019 Let's make sure we understand what we doing. Okay? 17:42.102 --> 17:45.105 So I want to make sure of two things. 17:45.189 --> 17:48.025 Number one, we understand what our goal is going into this year. 17:48.108 --> 17:49.693 -Yeah. -What you thinking? Talk to me. 17:49.777 --> 17:52.112 -I've got a dream to go to the league. -Right. 17:52.196 --> 17:54.490 -It's possible with me staying in here. -Right. 17:54.573 --> 17:56.366 Learning-- working on things I need to work on, 17:56.450 --> 17:58.077 which is my speed, like you said, base. 17:58.744 --> 18:01.413 It takes being in the right position sometimes. Opportunity. 18:01.497 --> 18:04.500 And I think that's what-- If I get this year, that's what I've been missing. 18:04.583 --> 18:07.461 Being in the right position. I'll be playing for my dad, 18:07.544 --> 18:09.588 be back home in New Orleans, so I feel like… 18:09.671 --> 18:12.424 -Back home time. -Yeah. I'm praying for that. I need that. 18:12.508 --> 18:13.759 -Right. -I need that. 18:13.842 --> 18:16.637 This whole summer, I've been trying to be able to play for my dad. 18:16.720 --> 18:19.348 Obviously, everyone loves to get an extra year to play basketball, 18:19.431 --> 18:21.475 but, for me, this is bigger than just that. 18:21.558 --> 18:25.979 Like, this is me making history, me building different connections, 18:26.063 --> 18:29.233 more memories than I can ever imagine, like, playing in New Orleans, 18:29.316 --> 18:32.319 I'm imagining the whole stadium just screaming, "Hercy, Hercy!" 18:32.402 --> 18:34.154 Like, all my family members. So it's like, 18:34.238 --> 18:36.824 I work my ass off every day for this exact moment. 18:36.907 --> 18:39.326 It's bigger than just me hooping another year. 18:40.035 --> 18:41.995 I think the thing that's keeping me from the league 18:42.079 --> 18:44.790 is if I go back to school, or if I-- if I don't. 18:44.873 --> 18:46.667 I know how it is. People go overseas. 18:46.750 --> 18:50.003 It's hard for them to get to the league 'cause people think you're done. 18:50.087 --> 18:54.424 -It's tough to get to the NBA. -That's the… that's the big thing. 18:54.508 --> 18:58.929 Okay. So, right now, our cards are on going to school. 18:59.012 --> 19:00.097 Yeah. 19:00.180 --> 19:03.767 What do we gotta do? We gotta control what we can control and enjoy the process. 19:03.851 --> 19:06.937 And a lot of people keep trying to fight it, bro. 19:07.020 --> 19:09.898 -You gotta just hoop. -You gotta just hoop. 19:12.359 --> 19:15.112 Something makes you want to move 19:15.195 --> 19:18.073 Something deep inside of you 19:18.157 --> 19:23.745 You're still walking even when Nobody knows where you're going 19:23.829 --> 19:26.081 Is it weird that I wear shoes in my own house? It's fine. 19:26.165 --> 19:29.084 -No. You should never not wear shoes. -I always wear shoes. 19:29.168 --> 19:32.880 Yeah, same. Or slippers, or socks. I'd never go barefoot in my house. 19:32.963 --> 19:33.839 Same. 19:33.922 --> 19:35.632 How's home? How's everything? 19:35.716 --> 19:38.427 It's good. I'm kind of still acclimating, but good. You? 19:38.510 --> 19:39.887 -From moving home? -Yeah. 19:39.970 --> 19:41.096 I know. Me too. 19:41.179 --> 19:44.683 Do you remember in high school when it was me, Kimora, and Dylan? 19:44.766 --> 19:47.060 And your dad threw out… 19:47.144 --> 19:48.187 All my stuff? 19:48.270 --> 19:49.688 …your clothes out the window. 19:49.771 --> 19:52.608 And we were in your car, and you were handing them through the window, 19:52.691 --> 19:55.027 and he's like, "Preston, I'm done with you. Get out." 19:55.110 --> 19:57.529 And you're literally like, "Alexie, take my Jordans." 19:57.613 --> 19:59.740 "Oh, do I take the Travis Scotts?" 19:59.823 --> 20:01.074 "I have to take Cruz." 20:01.158 --> 20:03.744 Remember you handed me Cruz through the window, your dog? 20:03.827 --> 20:07.164 You were like, "I have to take Cruz," and then we went to your mom's, 20:07.247 --> 20:09.458 and you were like, "I'm not gonna see my dad for a while." 20:09.541 --> 20:11.460 And you were back at your dad's the next day. 20:12.044 --> 20:13.879 -What was he even mad at you for? -I think-- 20:13.962 --> 20:16.924 You guys had me out all the time. That's what it was. 20:17.007 --> 20:20.385 -Yeah. Yeah. -We were degenerates once upon a time. 20:20.469 --> 20:22.888 Preston and I are besties. We do everything together. 20:22.971 --> 20:24.806 We kissed in high school when we were young. 20:24.890 --> 20:27.768 I had a couple boyfriends after, because he has no game. He doesn't flirt. 20:27.851 --> 20:30.562 So, you know, I don't know. Maybe one day he'll grow up out of that. 20:30.646 --> 20:33.815 I don't know when that one day is, but I guess only time will tell. 20:33.899 --> 20:34.816 -Hey. -Hercy! 20:34.900 --> 20:37.611 -The Cookie Monster's here… -We're making cookies. 20:37.694 --> 20:40.280 -Have you made cookies, Hercy? -I have. 20:40.364 --> 20:41.365 Okay. 20:41.448 --> 20:44.534 -We used to be baking it up. -You guys are bakers? 20:44.618 --> 20:45.827 -A little bit. -Okay. 20:45.911 --> 20:48.914 I'm gonna preheat this oven so we can get to it. 20:48.997 --> 20:51.875 Do you have measurements, or are you just… "Aight?" 20:51.959 --> 20:54.878 -I have measurements. -You made your own measurements? 20:54.962 --> 20:56.838 -So it's like a secret recipe. -Yeah. 20:56.922 --> 20:58.465 All right. First thing we're doing, 20:58.548 --> 21:01.426 we need to separate the dry from the wet ingredients. 21:01.510 --> 21:04.054 -I'll move my purse. -Yeah, it's about to get crazy. 21:04.137 --> 21:06.139 I don't want it to get flour on it. 21:08.433 --> 21:11.812 -You're seeing me in my element. -We're pissing off his element. 21:12.729 --> 21:16.650 I trust very few people to bake with. 21:16.733 --> 21:19.611 It's fun. It's a little stressful when I do it with friends, but it's fun. 21:20.654 --> 21:22.614 I want to be gatekeeping some of this recipe. 21:22.698 --> 21:25.534 I'm, like, showing way too much. I need to hide this. 21:25.617 --> 21:28.036 -That was a little… -I need to hide this. 21:28.120 --> 21:30.122 You're going in the pantry and put stuff in? 21:30.205 --> 21:31.581 He's poisoning us. 21:31.665 --> 21:34.501 I like knowing it's mine, you know? It's like I made it, 21:34.584 --> 21:39.506 and I did my little tweaks to, you know, my recipe, and it's personal. 21:40.716 --> 21:43.760 -Did he lock this? You can lock a pantry? -That's quite sus. 21:43.844 --> 21:45.595 Hey, hey! How's it going? Hey. 21:46.513 --> 21:50.475 I'm confident to say I'm a beast at chocolate chip cookies, 21:50.559 --> 21:54.563 oatmeal raisin, chocolate chip muffins, blueberry muffins. 21:54.646 --> 21:56.523 My dad is really into it also now. 21:56.606 --> 21:59.568 He comes in there's one cookie left, he's like, "Are you going to make more?" 21:59.651 --> 22:02.321 "What are we doing here?" That happened yesterday. 22:02.404 --> 22:05.574 I made some for my brother. He was like, "Where are the rest of the cookies?" 22:05.657 --> 22:07.868 I was like, "I'll get on that." 22:07.951 --> 22:09.411 So how long these cook for? 22:09.494 --> 22:12.205 We're gonna give them a minute. Can't rush art. 22:12.289 --> 22:14.666 That's my problem with baking is I'm a rusher. 22:14.750 --> 22:17.711 You know that one TikTok that's like, "You have one hour"? 22:17.794 --> 22:20.339 -Do you know "You have one hour"? -I don't know. 22:20.422 --> 22:22.549 You've definitely seen it. It was fucking viral. 22:22.632 --> 22:25.052 You're not explaining. You just said, "One hour." 22:25.135 --> 22:29.056 -Like, you gotta get your shit together. -Yeah. Like, we're back home now. 22:29.139 --> 22:32.351 We got things we need to focus on and figure out what you need to do. 22:32.434 --> 22:36.146 -I'm more pushing on myself though-- -That's what I was saying. 22:36.229 --> 22:38.857 I need to have this done before this and that. 22:38.940 --> 22:41.735 My dad's like, "You're good. You've been on it for a long time." 22:41.818 --> 22:43.487 "You just fucking graduated. Take a breath." 22:43.570 --> 22:45.947 My mom is like the workhorse, 22:46.031 --> 22:49.117 so she's like, "Get on it. Whatever you want to do, do it now." 22:49.201 --> 22:51.161 Does that kind of stress you out? 22:52.454 --> 22:55.332 -Or no, because you're with your dad. -I'm not. I'm here… 22:55.415 --> 22:59.628 -I keep thinking he's going to call. -Yeah, who's banging your line? 22:59.711 --> 23:02.297 -Okay, all right. -It does help that I'm here now. 23:02.380 --> 23:07.010 -When's the last time you called your mom? -Her birthday. So a couple of days ago. 23:07.094 --> 23:10.806 -BRB. Going to the restroom. -Um, what'd she say? 23:10.889 --> 23:13.642 She's kind of like in a weird place. Like, new relationship. 23:13.725 --> 23:15.519 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. 23:15.602 --> 23:17.104 -Pretty usual. -I get that. 23:17.187 --> 23:19.106 Do you want to talk about it or no? 23:19.189 --> 23:23.777 I'm glad I'm here, you know? I'm not dealing with it all so close. 23:23.860 --> 23:24.736 Mm-hmm. 23:24.820 --> 23:28.115 I don't know. It kind of sucks when your parents divorce. 23:28.198 --> 23:29.157 That's the one thing. 23:29.241 --> 23:32.452 Once they start dating, then they want to get remarried, 23:32.536 --> 23:33.578 then it's a bigger thing… 23:33.662 --> 23:36.331 And then you have to deal with both of them talking to you about it. 23:36.415 --> 23:39.668 Like, "I don't wanna be in the middle." Why are we always in the middle? 23:39.751 --> 23:41.128 Free us from the middle. 23:41.211 --> 23:44.005 There's no age where your parents getting divorced 23:44.089 --> 23:45.507 is, like, comfortable. 23:45.590 --> 23:49.594 At that time, my mom was getting a lot of exposure and stuff. 23:49.678 --> 23:51.221 And she was, like… 23:52.431 --> 23:57.811 friends with a very famous family, and it was just like… all over the place. 23:57.894 --> 24:00.397 You would think at that age, when you're going to school, 24:00.480 --> 24:03.775 it's like, you're safe, and you're dodging the drama at home. 24:03.859 --> 24:05.360 And it was like… 24:06.903 --> 24:09.489 people who I thought were my friends would make jokes. 24:10.407 --> 24:14.786 It's like there's so much noise already, like, in the house, um… 24:18.748 --> 24:19.875 Like… 24:26.089 --> 24:27.090 It's like… 24:29.885 --> 24:31.636 I'm sorry. 24:33.555 --> 24:36.725 Did they try and keep you in the middle? You're usually not in the middle. 24:36.808 --> 24:39.978 No, not really. They don't really communicate, though, my parents. 24:40.061 --> 24:42.230 -What y'all talking about? -About my parents. 24:42.314 --> 24:43.231 I know how that is. 24:43.315 --> 24:46.860 -Yeah. Are your parents together? -Divorced since I was in second grade. 24:46.943 --> 24:51.114 -God, children of divorce. It sucks. -Yeah. 24:52.532 --> 24:55.660 Did you not hear him tell me to not eat the cookie dough? 24:55.744 --> 24:56.953 And look, he's spoonfulling it. 24:57.037 --> 24:58.622 The key to my heart is food. 24:59.581 --> 25:00.957 -Hercy's like… -Hercy! 25:01.833 --> 25:03.376 Oh my God. 25:10.425 --> 25:15.388 Went to sleep at nine, did you hear me 25:16.348 --> 25:19.017 Crying in the kitchen? 25:19.100 --> 25:21.937 Everybody's keeping secrets 25:22.020 --> 25:24.898 Want to tell you everything 25:24.981 --> 25:27.943 Our confessions, could you keep it? 25:28.026 --> 25:29.444 I don't give a damn 25:29.528 --> 25:30.904 -Hi, Mommy. -Hi, bubba. 25:30.987 --> 25:33.406 Today, we could put your hair in rollers. 25:33.490 --> 25:35.075 Okay, yeah, let's do that. 25:35.158 --> 25:38.245 Nothing like the magic touch of Mommy's hands. 25:38.328 --> 25:41.915 -It feels good to get your hair brushed. -Just even getting it brushed now… 25:41.998 --> 25:45.377 This is when people open up to me, in the chairs when I brush their hair… 25:45.460 --> 25:47.045 -I know. -You know? 25:47.128 --> 25:50.549 -That's the beauty of it. -My most vulnerable state. 25:50.632 --> 25:53.051 I think everybody's vulnerable state, right? 25:53.134 --> 25:56.096 Oh, I'm so happy you're in town, Mom. I missed you. 25:56.179 --> 25:58.431 -I love being here. Are you kidding? -I know. 25:58.515 --> 26:01.434 Thanks for cleaning my kitchen this morning. 26:01.518 --> 26:04.896 Oh, you know, cleaning your kitchen, doing your floor… 26:04.980 --> 26:06.564 -It's my job. -I know. 26:06.648 --> 26:08.650 -I don't like doing it, so… -I know. 26:08.733 --> 26:11.444 -I appreciate that you do that. -Well, here's the thing. 26:11.528 --> 26:15.824 You weren't around as a kid because you were, you know, busy. 26:15.907 --> 26:19.536 -So it's nice to do this for you now. -Yeah. 26:19.619 --> 26:22.038 If it wasn't for my relationship with my mom, 26:22.122 --> 26:23.623 I don't know where I'd be. 26:23.707 --> 26:27.919 She's the one who, anytime I'm having… If I'm crying or going through anything, 26:28.003 --> 26:29.337 she's the person I call. 26:29.421 --> 26:31.298 I consider her my best friend now. 26:32.173 --> 26:36.011 You were so young when you moved and had to make all your own decisions, 26:36.094 --> 26:37.178 and it's crazy. 26:37.762 --> 26:41.099 I've always just kept this kind of wall up and kept to myself, 26:41.182 --> 26:44.519 like a loner girl, minding my business and talk to my camera in my room. 26:44.602 --> 26:45.812 That's what made me happy. 26:45.895 --> 26:48.481 -It still does. -That's what you did when you were 11, 12. 26:48.565 --> 26:51.401 Right, and I'm 24 now. Nothing's changed. 26:53.153 --> 26:55.864 I think back on all that content we had, I had so much fun. 26:55.947 --> 26:58.867 -It brought so much life into the house. -Oh yeah. 26:58.950 --> 27:02.495 Like, with my camera. I even look at the clips of me and Dad, 27:02.579 --> 27:04.039 growing up, like, in the garage, 27:04.122 --> 27:08.001 where I'd just set the camera up, and he'd just ramble about whatever. 27:08.084 --> 27:10.086 -And people ate it up. -Yeah. 27:10.170 --> 27:13.673 I mean, before he passed, I was at the peak of my career. 27:13.757 --> 27:15.216 My dad was my best friend. 27:15.884 --> 27:18.011 He died abruptly of a heart attack. 27:18.094 --> 27:21.222 That was in 2020. It was really traumatic. 27:21.973 --> 27:25.268 My dad was my rock, my everything. I was a daddy's girl. 27:26.102 --> 27:29.898 He always wanted me to just live to my fullest. 27:31.024 --> 27:32.275 And… 27:34.152 --> 27:36.571 I try to remind myself that every day. 27:36.655 --> 27:39.532 Still to this day, it feels like I'm living for him. 27:40.325 --> 27:43.203 He was my biggest inspiration. He'll always be. 27:44.245 --> 27:47.207 -And I still crave him, you know? -Mm-hmm. Of course. 27:47.290 --> 27:49.417 -I don't think that'll go away. -No. 27:50.293 --> 27:54.881 I think all of you kids are coming out of that cloud of the death of your dad. 27:54.964 --> 27:58.885 And then just seeing you, your walls are coming down. 27:58.968 --> 28:01.221 I think you feeling confident with yourself, 28:01.304 --> 28:02.764 and confident with your emotions, 28:02.847 --> 28:05.975 that it's okay to show emotions. 28:06.059 --> 28:09.020 It's not gonna make you weaker. It's actually gonna make you stronger. 28:09.104 --> 28:12.399 And I think that what you've done in your career, 28:12.482 --> 28:14.234 I'm so proud of you, you know. 28:14.317 --> 28:16.319 And your dad is. He sees everything. 28:16.403 --> 28:17.737 -You know? -Yeah. 28:17.821 --> 28:21.282 So, um… 28:21.950 --> 28:24.786 So are you seeing any boys? Have you been dating? 28:24.869 --> 28:28.248 -What's the tea? -Well, you know, I think it's… 28:28.331 --> 28:32.335 You know, dating when you're my age is totally different. 28:32.419 --> 28:34.462 -Yeah. -I did have, like… 28:35.046 --> 28:36.756 The other night, I had a kiss. 28:36.840 --> 28:38.216 Oh my God! 28:38.299 --> 28:40.468 -That's what I said. -Wait. 28:40.552 --> 28:42.303 Tell me everything! What? 28:42.387 --> 28:45.557 There's not a whole lot to tell. You know what's good to know? 28:45.640 --> 28:49.018 When's the last time you've kissed somebody? It's been a while. 28:49.102 --> 28:51.604 -It's embarrassing to even say. -It's been a long time. 28:51.688 --> 28:53.773 It's been… It's been a year. 28:53.857 --> 28:55.233 That's a long time. 28:55.316 --> 28:57.694 Isn't it weird to think you haven't kissed someone for a year? 28:57.777 --> 28:58.695 Well, also-- 28:58.778 --> 29:00.905 When you've kissed the same person for 30 years… 29:00.989 --> 29:03.742 Exactly. Then nothing. It's a lot. 29:03.825 --> 29:05.118 It's kind of weird. 29:05.201 --> 29:08.913 Um, so it's good to know I still got my mojo. That was good. 29:08.997 --> 29:11.291 You always got your mojo. Okay? 29:11.374 --> 29:15.044 It's like, you don't use it, you lose it, you know? 29:15.128 --> 29:18.798 Mom got her first kiss in a year. Let's go. 29:18.882 --> 29:20.508 Such an accomplishment. 29:20.592 --> 29:22.469 That's major in my book. 29:22.552 --> 29:24.554 Well, yeah. When was your last kiss? 29:24.637 --> 29:29.017 Um, my last kiss… You know I be smooching or whatever. 29:29.100 --> 29:31.060 Um… 29:31.144 --> 29:33.354 -I have been dating somebody. -Mm-hmm. 29:33.438 --> 29:34.606 I really like him. 29:34.689 --> 29:36.441 -Okay. -He's my age. 29:36.524 --> 29:37.901 Jump scare. 29:37.984 --> 29:39.027 -I know. -Shocker. 29:39.110 --> 29:42.197 Yeah, I don't-- I just have never… 29:42.280 --> 29:45.033 I've never heard of you dating anyone your age. 29:45.116 --> 29:47.827 I always felt that you were always so mature 29:47.911 --> 29:50.997 that it was probably hard for you to relate to someone your age. 29:51.080 --> 29:55.460 They have a hard time relating to you. Like, you're very intimidating, you know? 29:55.543 --> 29:58.338 -You're successful… -Which is what I get told a lot. 29:58.421 --> 30:01.299 Yeah, like, "Gosh, how could I even date you?" You know? 30:01.382 --> 30:04.594 It takes a lot to do that with Suede Brooks. 30:04.677 --> 30:06.804 As a 16-year-old, 17-year-old, 30:06.888 --> 30:11.601 there wasn't a lot of boys my age that were making money 30:11.684 --> 30:13.561 and kind of doing what I was doing, 30:13.645 --> 30:16.981 so I always just kind of went for the older men, 30:17.065 --> 30:22.111 and I think that's definitely traumatized me. 30:22.195 --> 30:25.198 I experienced a lot of lust, 30:25.281 --> 30:27.450 but I don't think I've ever really been in love. 30:27.534 --> 30:30.578 I feel like there's so much good in this kid. 30:30.662 --> 30:32.705 -His name's Dylan. He's a kid. -Kid… 30:32.789 --> 30:35.625 I'm calling him a kid because he's my age. 30:35.708 --> 30:37.919 It feels like we're kids dating. 30:38.002 --> 30:39.796 -I really… I like him. -Yeah. 30:39.879 --> 30:45.260 And I care about him as a person, but I'm just on the edge. 30:45.343 --> 30:50.849 He's the type of boy that's, um… that, like, bad boy that you just want to… 30:50.932 --> 30:53.810 Like the little devil on your shoulder is like, "Go get him," 30:53.893 --> 30:56.437 and the good side's like, "No, this is not worth your time." 30:56.521 --> 30:57.522 'Cause he's cute. 30:57.605 --> 31:00.024 -I think the devil won a bit, honestly. -Yeah. 31:00.608 --> 31:03.903 I think the friend group has put a little bit of pressure on it too, 31:03.987 --> 31:07.991 to make it maybe seem like it's something that it's not. I don't know. I'm stuck… 31:08.074 --> 31:10.743 -That's hard, tugs on your heartstrings. -Yeah. 31:10.827 --> 31:14.455 -You don't like your heartstrings tugged. -No, you know how I am with my emotions. 31:14.539 --> 31:17.584 -I'm not good at it. -Yeah, I know. Yeah, yeah. 31:17.667 --> 31:20.003 So I go into this, like, fight-or-flight mode. 31:20.086 --> 31:21.337 -In a way. -Yep. Uh-huh. 31:21.421 --> 31:24.382 I don't know how it's going to play out. I care about him. 31:24.465 --> 31:26.676 -Mm-hmm. Okay. -I want him to be in my life. 31:26.759 --> 31:29.512 Whether we make it work or not. 31:29.596 --> 31:31.848 I think if you just kinda wait and see. 31:31.931 --> 31:33.474 I mean, I have total confidence 31:33.558 --> 31:35.977 in whatever you decide to do with this young man, 31:36.561 --> 31:38.855 and you're going to make the right choice. 31:39.606 --> 31:41.566 It's definitely a very vulnerable thing, 31:41.649 --> 31:46.279 and sometimes I can be a little bit too hyper-independent. 31:46.362 --> 31:48.406 Um, but I do want to find love. 31:48.489 --> 31:49.908 I haven't given up. 31:50.491 --> 31:53.036 And I don't plan on giving up anytime soon. 31:53.620 --> 31:58.750 This feels so good to just… just to be able to talk and be humans… 31:58.833 --> 32:01.002 -Instead of Mom and daughter. -Mom and daughter. 32:01.085 --> 32:04.213 -You realize we're both single women. -We're just girls! 32:04.297 --> 32:06.716 -We're literally just girls. -On Girl Hot Walks. 32:06.799 --> 32:09.218 -Hot Girl-- By the way, Hot Girl Walks. -Hot Girl Walks. 32:09.302 --> 32:12.680 Sorry, not Hot Walks. What did I call it? Girl Hot Walks? 32:12.764 --> 32:14.140 One of them. Hot Walk! 32:14.223 --> 32:17.310 Anyway, I learned something new last night. 32:17.393 --> 32:18.227 Yay 32:18.311 --> 32:19.354 Every day feels the same 32:19.437 --> 32:20.647 Hey, neighbor, how you doing? 32:20.730 --> 32:23.024 No complaints Wouldn't want to have it any other way 32:23.107 --> 32:25.735 Steppin' out the house Gotta put a smile on my face 32:25.818 --> 32:28.196 It's not like I don't ever try to find my escape 32:28.279 --> 32:30.365 With grass so green and a fence so white 32:30.448 --> 32:33.409 I think we might be different Than the rest of them, right? 32:34.118 --> 32:36.412 -Franco! -What's up, fellas? 32:36.496 --> 32:39.332 This is the only person I let do my tattoos. 32:39.415 --> 32:41.292 So it's been one person when I was 15, 32:41.376 --> 32:43.753 but then once I realized the importance of them, 32:43.836 --> 32:46.881 I'm like, spiritually, everything, you gotta be locked in. 32:46.965 --> 32:49.759 The younger brother came. He turned 18… 32:49.842 --> 32:52.428 -Okay. -I know, I got him addicted. 32:52.512 --> 32:55.390 -Let me see what you're gonna do. -I'm thinking, "You're fearless." 32:55.473 --> 32:58.643 -Like, right here? -Yeah. Like, big and bold. 32:59.352 --> 33:02.981 Them guns got bigger than big bro's now? I mean, I'm still… 33:03.064 --> 33:06.067 I'm coming back from a little vacation. You still got me. 33:06.150 --> 33:08.111 Have a seat right here, soldier. 33:08.861 --> 33:10.988 Franco about to get my tat done in ten minutes. 33:11.072 --> 33:15.576 The good thing is we work fast because there's literally no games played. 33:15.660 --> 33:19.956 This is gonna be perfection going down. 33:22.208 --> 33:24.460 -You're getting "Fearless" done? -Yeah. 33:24.544 --> 33:25.795 What made you get this? 33:25.878 --> 33:28.464 Is there anything going on in your life that made you kind of like…? 33:28.548 --> 33:31.968 I'm at the crossroads where I'm trying to figure out everything. 33:32.051 --> 33:34.595 School's about to start, but I haven't heard back from NCAA. 33:34.679 --> 33:36.681 -I'm waiting to see if I get a fifth year. -Okay. 33:36.764 --> 33:40.393 Which I've been on edge the whole summer just… 33:40.476 --> 33:42.687 Just the whole year thinking about that. It's a lot. 33:42.770 --> 33:46.524 I think this is why it's so hard for me, it's 'cause I literally eat, sleep, 33:46.607 --> 33:48.484 and grind basketball since I was three years old, 33:48.568 --> 33:51.654 so it's like, I necessarily don't really know anything else. 33:51.738 --> 33:53.114 -There is no plan B. -Yeah. 33:53.197 --> 33:55.700 I realize going to the NBA, it's like winning the lottery. 33:55.783 --> 33:58.077 -You just realized that? -Yeah, just now. 33:58.161 --> 33:59.662 Just now. 33:59.746 --> 34:02.540 -That fearless attitude is everything. -I know, that's the thing. 34:02.623 --> 34:05.543 But that's the reality of being prepared for other options. 34:06.210 --> 34:08.880 And that's something you're gonna have to choose in your life. 34:08.963 --> 34:11.507 Like, "Are you gonna be okay being successful 34:11.591 --> 34:14.093 without the basketball in your hand?" 34:14.177 --> 34:19.348 Thinking about, like, having to know, like, "What's next? What am I doing?" 34:19.432 --> 34:23.478 It's definitely a scary feeling 'cause what if they say, "You're denied"? 34:23.561 --> 34:26.397 Or maybe I still could. I might get a call from NCAA. 34:27.565 --> 34:29.108 I always tell everyone, like, 34:29.817 --> 34:33.112 "Try at least five times because you're gonna get one." 34:33.196 --> 34:35.490 You're gonna get rejected sometimes, 34:35.573 --> 34:39.327 but if you go to at least five things, you're gonna book one. 34:39.827 --> 34:42.497 -Have more than one basket, right? -Yeah. 34:42.580 --> 34:45.374 I mean, your pop's Master P. That's a real-life mogul. 34:45.458 --> 34:48.252 He played basketball, but he didn't become successful from it. 34:48.336 --> 34:50.463 He used those tools from basketball. 34:50.546 --> 34:53.382 Oh, that's your dad. I've met him before. 34:53.466 --> 34:56.469 -You met… Hold on a second. -I just walked in. I have no idea. 34:56.552 --> 35:00.306 Hold on a second. You said you met him. Okay, how was he when…? 35:01.015 --> 35:04.102 He was very flirtatious. 35:04.185 --> 35:06.646 -Yep, that's Pop. Y'all are Taurus. -He was. 35:06.729 --> 35:07.980 It runs in the blood. 35:09.148 --> 35:11.567 -I'm gonna say bye to everybody. -Rollin' out? 35:11.651 --> 35:14.862 I just came in to say hello to Franco, and you guys happened to be here… 35:14.946 --> 35:17.031 She just came to drop some gems. 35:17.115 --> 35:17.990 I'll walk you out. 35:18.074 --> 35:22.286 -Nice meeting you. New bestie. -Yes, good to meet you. That's right, yes. 35:22.370 --> 35:25.081 -She's got the spirit. -She do, for real. 35:25.164 --> 35:27.500 Congratulations on your tattoo and your career. 35:27.583 --> 35:29.293 Little angel over here. 35:29.377 --> 35:31.295 -Just coming through. -Let go. 35:31.379 --> 35:33.131 -Bye, guys. -Nice meeting you. 35:34.257 --> 35:35.383 Wow. 35:35.466 --> 35:36.759 It's not every day… 35:36.843 --> 35:37.885 That's crazy, bro. 35:37.969 --> 35:44.058 …that Carmen Electra come watch you get tatted up and speak positivity. 35:44.142 --> 35:45.726 I just met her five minutes ago, 35:45.810 --> 35:49.021 so her coming in here, being able to relate, it's crazy. 35:49.105 --> 35:53.734 Well, because success is the same story. People always see the success. 35:53.818 --> 35:57.113 And I think you getting this tattoo right now and being here, 35:57.196 --> 35:58.531 it wasn't by accident. 35:58.614 --> 36:00.783 Okay, NCAA hasn't gotten it back. 36:00.867 --> 36:03.411 What's the plan if that don't come? 36:03.494 --> 36:07.456 Because the reality is looking like you may need plan B, C, and D. 36:07.540 --> 36:11.127 Now it's time to, like, really wake up and be like, 36:11.210 --> 36:13.629 "What are the other things that I'm good at?" 36:17.216 --> 36:20.011 Thick skin Yeah, you either gonna sink, swim 36:20.094 --> 36:22.096 Got me muttering, "No shit" 36:22.180 --> 36:24.849 You were always a shark in the water 36:25.558 --> 36:29.395 So go ahead And t-t-t-t-t-talk all night 36:29.478 --> 36:33.524 Sick obsessin' 'Bout all of the things I'm getting right 36:33.608 --> 36:35.109 And it's working… 36:40.114 --> 36:42.158 -Baby, this is so romantic. -Here we are. 36:42.241 --> 36:45.620 I didn't know you had a little Yamashiro date up your sleeve. 36:45.703 --> 36:48.539 Oh, it's a full moon tonight. Uh-oh! 36:48.623 --> 36:50.541 Keep your voodoo away from me. 36:50.625 --> 36:52.168 I'm not… No, no voodoo for me. 36:52.251 --> 36:54.670 But you know what I used to do? The Ouija board. 36:55.338 --> 36:57.214 -Have you ever? -That's voodoo, darlin'. 36:57.298 --> 37:00.676 -That's, like, straight demon talk. -So scary! 37:00.760 --> 37:02.720 But honestly, it was a blast, and it worked. 37:03.346 --> 37:07.058 -Worked what? -It was moving, and I wasn't touching it. 37:08.476 --> 37:11.938 -You opened the portal for them. -Agreed. It was all my fault, 100%. 37:12.021 --> 37:13.022 I don't drink… 37:13.105 --> 37:15.316 Maybe we should do a voodoo thing together. 37:15.399 --> 37:18.653 I'm good. I just found God in my life, so I'm keeping it that way. 37:18.736 --> 37:20.029 Wait, really? 37:20.112 --> 37:22.448 I feel like a lot of people have this preconceived narrative 37:22.531 --> 37:23.699 of you back in high school. 37:24.492 --> 37:28.120 All the things that I learned about you before I even met you 37:28.204 --> 37:31.123 was, like, how crazy of a person you were and how rowdy. 37:31.207 --> 37:32.041 Mm-hmm. 37:32.124 --> 37:35.211 And I met you and was like, "Are we sure we're talking about the same Dylan?" 37:35.294 --> 37:36.754 Chill guy, right? 37:36.837 --> 37:40.216 So it just doesn't make sense. I'm like, I love the… the 180 flip. 37:40.299 --> 37:43.302 -Yeah, I was a dumb kid. I liked to party… -Yeah. 37:43.386 --> 37:46.138 -And I didn't know when to stop. -Nothing wrong with that. 37:46.222 --> 37:48.849 No, there's nothing wrong with it, until there is, though. 37:48.933 --> 37:53.312 I think I hurt enough people to just kind of take a look at myself 37:53.396 --> 37:58.985 and reflect a little bit and be like, "I gotta make some changes," so… 37:59.068 --> 38:02.571 I choose to be sober. I think I kind of have to be. 38:02.655 --> 38:04.532 -Yeah. -You know. 38:04.615 --> 38:08.202 There's definitely times where I wish I can just have a drink and let loose. 38:08.286 --> 38:10.746 Is it genetic or, like, hereditary? 38:10.830 --> 38:12.456 -Yeah, I think so. -Yeah. 38:12.540 --> 38:13.874 My dad liked to party… 38:13.958 --> 38:17.128 -And we got it from his side. For sure. -In the bloodline. Yeah. 38:17.712 --> 38:20.131 -Thank you. Amazing. -Here you go. 38:20.214 --> 38:22.008 -Thank you very much. -Thank you. 38:22.091 --> 38:23.134 You're welcome. 38:23.217 --> 38:27.305 But yeah, I'm just, like, trying to stay away from 38:28.389 --> 38:30.474 you know, problems, honestly. 38:30.558 --> 38:32.351 -Like, you know… -With the friend group, yeah. 38:32.435 --> 38:35.563 Yeah, I don't pay attention to, like, what's being said, 38:35.646 --> 38:38.316 but I don't know what your side is, and I don't know. 38:38.399 --> 38:41.152 I mean, it's definitely been a rollercoaster, for sure. 38:41.235 --> 38:42.069 Mm-hmm. 38:42.153 --> 38:45.698 So there's this girl that you had an issue with in high school, Jemma. 38:45.781 --> 38:47.241 Familiar, unfortunately. 38:47.325 --> 38:49.660 I know you're familiar with her work a little bit. 38:49.744 --> 38:52.204 I wouldn't call it work, but… 38:52.288 --> 38:56.000 Um, I just heard that she was upset about me and you, and… 38:56.083 --> 39:00.004 Which I don't even, like, really entirely know what that even is 39:00.087 --> 39:05.092 because we've just been hanging out and just messing around, having fun, 39:05.176 --> 39:07.553 and I don't even know what, like, their perspective is 39:07.636 --> 39:10.598 on even us going to grab coffee or-- 39:10.681 --> 39:12.892 Right. It's like God forbid. We can't have a fun time. 39:12.975 --> 39:17.188 Making a TikTok… I don't know if there's a conversation you're having 39:17.271 --> 39:18.606 that I don't know about. 39:18.689 --> 39:22.276 I think that's probably something I'd like to be on the same page with you on 39:22.359 --> 39:24.737 is just kind of, like, "What is it?" 39:24.820 --> 39:25.946 Mm-hmm. 39:26.030 --> 39:28.032 Just curious to know where you stand with it. 39:28.115 --> 39:29.950 Yeah. I mean… 39:31.994 --> 39:36.707 I like being around you, and I don't want that to stop. Um… 39:36.791 --> 39:40.169 I mean, same here. I like hanging out with you, 39:41.128 --> 39:44.548 and just like, uh, taking it a day at a time. 39:44.632 --> 39:48.302 Agreed. And if anything does come up, I hope you'd communicate it with me… 39:48.386 --> 39:49.929 -Always. -And same for you. 39:50.012 --> 39:52.390 I think I've done a pretty good job at doing that so far. 39:52.473 --> 39:55.476 -You've done more than a great job. -Think you could be a little better, but… 39:55.559 --> 39:58.145 -Agreed. And I told you I'm working on it! -You know… 39:58.229 --> 39:59.855 It's just… But, you know… 39:59.939 --> 40:04.151 I'll go a stretch of not talking to you or knowing what's up with you, 40:04.235 --> 40:06.654 and then, right, you, like, resurface again. 40:06.737 --> 40:09.782 And it's come off as just, like, so casual that it's not… 40:09.865 --> 40:13.661 I don't want to be bearing over you or having to worry about things like that… 40:13.744 --> 40:15.037 Yeah. I don't want that. 40:15.121 --> 40:17.873 And I want you to know-- I want you to trust me. 40:19.667 --> 40:21.836 -I do. I really do. -It's a big word there. 40:21.919 --> 40:26.048 And I-- I know, I know… I want you to, like, be able to call me. 40:26.132 --> 40:28.968 -Stop it. -I'll answer. 40:29.051 --> 40:30.553 Really? Check our call log. 40:30.636 --> 40:33.806 I think there's a few missed calls, if I'm being honest. 40:33.889 --> 40:37.393 -Maybe there's one or two. -There's a few more than two, but yeah. 40:38.602 --> 40:39.520 Three? 40:39.603 --> 40:41.063 One or two hundred. 40:41.147 --> 40:43.899 Being with Suede is you're not with Suede. 40:43.983 --> 40:46.402 She's got 16 phones and doesn't answer any of them. 40:46.485 --> 40:50.072 So, like, I just kind of wrapped my head around the fact 40:50.156 --> 40:53.826 that, like, I was more on her terms of, like, when she feels like it, 40:53.909 --> 40:56.245 and for the amount of times that she felt like it. 40:56.328 --> 41:00.916 I think that we definitely do live two completely different lives. 41:01.000 --> 41:04.587 -I'm not a social media guy, right? -Yeah. 41:04.670 --> 41:08.132 I've never been with somebody that's in the spotlight like that, so… 41:08.215 --> 41:11.802 I don't want to call it "scared," because cowboys don't get scared, 41:11.886 --> 41:15.556 but I guess part of me was questioning, like, "Okay, why me?" 41:15.639 --> 41:21.353 You know, it's just really oddly different for you to talk to a guy like me, so… 41:21.437 --> 41:23.689 Because you're a handsome guy. You're young. 41:23.772 --> 41:26.400 -Thank you. -Hot, fun. All of it. 41:29.278 --> 41:31.780 I want you. I care about you. 41:32.656 --> 41:34.450 I'm just scared. That's all. 41:35.034 --> 41:38.579 I never thought that I would really care for you the way that I do, 41:38.662 --> 41:40.664 and it makes me really nervous. 41:42.124 --> 41:43.334 I feel so far away from you. 41:43.417 --> 41:45.002 -Shall I scoot over? -Please. 41:50.341 --> 41:52.009 -Miso soup? -Oh, yes, please. 41:52.968 --> 41:53.969 Thank you so much. 41:54.053 --> 41:56.513 -Should I put it on this end? -Yeah, please. 41:56.597 --> 41:59.558 -It's a little hot. Be careful. Enjoy. -Thank you. 42:03.103 --> 42:05.397 -I want to know your favorite meal. -Favorite meal? 42:05.481 --> 42:07.149 -Yeah. Just so I know. -Steak. 42:07.233 --> 42:10.027 -In case you're really, really mad at me. -Steak. 42:10.110 --> 42:11.987 You're gonna cook me a steak? 42:12.071 --> 42:13.822 -Maybe. You know what? -Is that right? 42:13.906 --> 42:15.908 -That says a lot, I feel like. -Does it? 42:15.991 --> 42:17.493 Vegetarian, making you meat? 42:17.576 --> 42:19.870 You're not going to throw up on it, are you? 42:19.954 --> 42:21.789 Stop! 42:21.872 --> 42:24.250 I want you to know that I'm not hiding anything. 42:24.333 --> 42:25.709 And I'll try my best 42:26.418 --> 42:27.753 to answer the phone 42:28.921 --> 42:29.964 and text back. 42:30.047 --> 42:33.259 It all sounds nice, Suede. It really does. 42:33.342 --> 42:34.176 But… 42:36.053 --> 42:39.473 I believe in action and being about it. 42:39.557 --> 42:40.558 Mm-hmm. 42:46.355 --> 42:48.274 You got me spiraling. 42:48.357 --> 42:49.858 In what way? 42:49.942 --> 42:51.360 In every possible way. 42:52.069 --> 42:54.697 I'm just not a super communicative person, 42:54.780 --> 42:58.659 and I'm not used to keeping people in the loop with my life. I know that. 42:58.742 --> 43:01.120 No, I'm not even asking to be in the loop. 43:01.203 --> 43:03.831 Like, I'm just kind of, like, a bit thrown off 43:03.914 --> 43:05.916 with, like, the hanging out. 43:06.000 --> 43:08.794 I do enjoy hanging out with you, but then we'll go this stretch 43:08.877 --> 43:12.840 of, like, not even talking for, like, another three or four days. 43:13.757 --> 43:16.635 -So I just want to be on the same page. -Yeah. 43:16.719 --> 43:18.721 Because you're only gonna hurt me 43:18.804 --> 43:22.266 because you weren't what you're telling me right now. 43:22.349 --> 43:26.437 That's it. Like, I want to believe you, and I'm trying to believe you. 43:27.271 --> 43:30.482 I don't want to be left hanging, and I wouldn't do that to you either, so… 43:30.566 --> 43:33.110 -Glad you're here. -If you think I should try harder, I will. 43:34.486 --> 43:37.531 I think you should do whatever your pretty little heart desires. 43:37.615 --> 43:39.033 That's what I think you should do. 43:39.116 --> 43:44.663 And if it's not here, and it's elsewhere, I think you should go ahead and do that. 43:44.747 --> 43:47.833 'Cause I'm not gonna hold on to something that isn't there. 43:59.094 --> 44:01.013 I know you don't want to be here. 44:01.847 --> 44:04.725 I can feel it. It makes me sad. 44:07.561 --> 44:11.440 I do want to be here. You just throw me in for some curveballs unexpectedly, and… 44:11.523 --> 44:12.858 Curveballs? What curveballs? 44:12.941 --> 44:15.778 I think that with you, it's half-assed a little bit. 44:15.861 --> 44:18.864 It's not that I don't want to be here. I just want to know it's legit. 44:18.947 --> 44:20.991 I want to know it's real, and you're about it. 44:21.075 --> 44:22.743 It all sounds nice when you're telling me, 44:22.826 --> 44:26.038 but, you know, that's not what I'm getting. 44:27.790 --> 44:29.958 -How am I supposed to feel about it? -Okay, well… 44:30.042 --> 44:31.919 You seem like you have a chip on your shoulder. 44:32.002 --> 44:34.296 -I don't… -I hope you have a great night. 44:35.089 --> 44:36.507 Thank you for dinner. 44:38.425 --> 44:40.594 This is so stupid. I'm not doing that. 44:40.678 --> 44:47.184 'Cause I'm so complacent When we're naked 44:47.267 --> 44:51.397 Kissing on my skin, everywhere he's been 44:51.480 --> 44:53.190 Can I get the check, please? 44:53.273 --> 44:55.734 The way you see me 44:55.818 --> 44:58.404 Tragic, really 44:58.487 --> 45:01.824 I never love what's mine 45:01.907 --> 45:04.660 Story of my life 45:11.417 --> 45:16.588 Mmm, mmm 45:16.672 --> 45:22.386 His sofa's green in my wet dreams 45:22.469 --> 45:25.389 I know he's not an option now 45:25.472 --> 45:28.392 But it's something that I think about 45:28.475 --> 45:32.396 I live in his bed 45:33.480 --> 45:38.485 But I'm stuck here instead hink about