WEBVTT 00:06.000 --> 00:08.000 [intriguing music playing] 00:13.041 --> 00:15.083 [man] Esteemed Muslims, 00:15.166 --> 00:20.291 some scholars define thinking as an act of the brain. 00:20.916 --> 00:24.583 However, the teachings of Sufism say 00:24.666 --> 00:28.791 thinking is instead an act of the heart. 00:29.875 --> 00:34.125 If a person's heart is pure, pristine, 00:34.208 --> 00:38.541 and the fountains that run therein are crisp and clear, 00:39.083 --> 00:44.500 their actions cannot be poisoned by the intrusion of the mind. 00:44.583 --> 00:46.500 This is a person 00:46.583 --> 00:49.833 who has cleansed their heart of muddy waters, 00:49.916 --> 00:52.458 of pride and blasphemy, 00:52.541 --> 00:56.833 and of trespassing against the rights of their own fellow man. 00:56.916 --> 01:00.333 The heart of that person is the home of Allah. 01:01.583 --> 01:03.833 [men] Allahu Akbar 01:04.708 --> 01:07.708 Allahu Akbar. 01:09.458 --> 01:11.916 Allahu Akbar. 01:12.000 --> 01:13.833 [indistinct chatter] 01:16.250 --> 01:18.250 [ominous music rises] 01:27.041 --> 01:32.666 ANOTHER SELF 01:32.750 --> 01:34.750 [ominous music fades] 01:44.333 --> 01:45.708 [Ada sighs] 01:45.791 --> 01:47.791 -[kisses] -[tender music rises] 01:49.500 --> 01:50.583 Good morning. 01:53.208 --> 01:54.500 Hey, Özgür. 01:56.333 --> 01:59.208 -Stem cells, was it? -Hmm? 02:00.708 --> 02:03.416 You were talking. You said a lot in your sleep last night, like… 02:03.500 --> 02:05.791 -"Stem cells, that's when it start…" -That's impossible. 02:05.875 --> 02:07.666 -Yes, you did. -I said all that in my sleep? 02:07.750 --> 02:10.250 -Uh-huh. [laughs] -I don't remember. [chuckles] 02:10.916 --> 02:12.625 Are you worried about something? 02:14.125 --> 02:19.208 [sighs] I suppose, yeah. About the clinic and… 02:20.250 --> 02:24.208 How I'll manage. How I'll get others to understand. 02:25.666 --> 02:27.708 Those are the things I'm thinking about. 02:29.791 --> 02:32.625 I gotta admit, I'm pretty curious about what you'll do. 02:33.958 --> 02:37.875 Think I might get a sneak peek, given this link to the proprietor? 02:37.958 --> 02:41.208 I couldn't take you on as my patient, I'm afraid, Mr. Özgür. 02:41.291 --> 02:42.458 Is that right? 02:42.541 --> 02:46.583 Well, we could, I think, have gotten a little bit too close. 02:46.666 --> 02:47.833 [Özgür] Hmm. 02:47.916 --> 02:53.416 I can't be your doctor or therapist for anything, I'm sorry to say. 02:53.500 --> 02:57.583 Well, then maybe, you could, uh… 02:58.875 --> 03:00.625 become something else instead? 03:00.708 --> 03:02.333 [Ada] Mm. 03:02.416 --> 03:04.458 -How about that, then? -[softly] Maybe. 03:05.541 --> 03:06.833 Wait and see. 03:08.250 --> 03:10.333 -Something else to run by you. -Hm. 03:12.125 --> 03:15.541 -Will you come to my class this morning? -Oh, sure. 03:15.625 --> 03:19.458 -To speak, though, I mean. -You want me to guest-speak? 03:19.541 --> 03:21.958 Just what am I supposed to talk to your class about? 03:22.041 --> 03:28.625 People say the greatest ideas occur while you shower sometimes. 03:28.708 --> 03:31.041 -That's what people say? -That's what I've heard. 03:31.125 --> 03:33.750 -[Ada chuckles] -[passionate music playing] 03:37.708 --> 03:39.708 [water trickling] 04:17.500 --> 04:20.250 TRAVELING TO AFRICA 04:21.916 --> 04:23.375 [gentle music fades] 04:26.708 --> 04:27.708 [door opens] 04:35.375 --> 04:37.541 Well, look what the cat dragged in. 04:37.625 --> 04:39.833 You didn't answer a single one of my calls. 04:40.333 --> 04:42.083 Well, I was at a hotel. 04:42.166 --> 04:45.333 After my wife made a fool out of me with those total strangers, 04:45.416 --> 04:47.208 my idea was to get some space from you. 04:47.291 --> 04:50.750 Erdem, listen. Sevgi did some research on those men. 04:50.833 --> 04:55.458 Their plan was to demolish the restaurant and then to build some massive mega hotel. 04:55.541 --> 04:58.083 Am I just supposed to sit by and let them do that to the place? 04:58.166 --> 05:00.666 You stopped the entire thing, Leyla. Bravo. 05:00.750 --> 05:03.208 I hope they'll send your medal along soon. 05:03.291 --> 05:04.416 [Leyla] Erdem. 05:04.500 --> 05:06.958 Because it's your job to save the world, am I right? 05:07.041 --> 05:09.500 Sure, you've got a husband, kids, but the world needs you. 05:09.583 --> 05:12.666 I've been thinking of our family this entire time, Erdem. 05:12.750 --> 05:14.958 And now I feel like I'm doing something useful, 05:15.041 --> 05:16.875 making myself proud for the first time. 05:16.958 --> 05:20.250 -Try to put yourself in my shoes! -Don't bother me with that shit. 05:20.333 --> 05:22.333 What am I, a complete idiot? 05:22.416 --> 05:25.000 A moron who can't see the problem here, huh? 05:25.083 --> 05:26.666 What's the problem, Erdem? 05:27.708 --> 05:29.541 Tell me. What's this problem I have? 05:29.625 --> 05:30.916 [tense music playing] 05:31.000 --> 05:33.416 Don't play stupid. I saw you eyeing up that dude. 05:33.500 --> 05:35.625 Excuse me, what dude? What are you saying? 05:35.708 --> 05:38.458 You know exactly who and what I'm talking about! 05:38.541 --> 05:40.791 You even went up to his farm or some shit. 05:40.875 --> 05:43.083 You brought my daughter. You brought Mavi with you! 05:43.166 --> 05:44.958 But the worst part is, Sarp is how I know. 05:45.041 --> 05:46.708 -The hell, Leyla?! -Erdem! 05:46.791 --> 05:49.166 Stop throwing terrible, unproven accusations at me 05:49.250 --> 05:52.083 when you've got no concept at all what I experienced over there. 05:52.166 --> 05:54.625 You've got no concept at all what I'm going through! 05:54.708 --> 05:58.458 Because of that damn bankruptcy case, no one will loan me a goddamned penny. 05:58.541 --> 06:00.958 For years at this point, I'm like a dog, chained up to you 06:01.041 --> 06:02.833 and all that crap you're making our family do! 06:02.916 --> 06:05.916 Am I to blame for all that? Did I put that notion in your head? 06:06.000 --> 06:08.000 -The fraud, the scams? I'm at fault? -[Mavi sobs] 06:08.083 --> 06:09.250 -Look-- -[Sarp] Mom. 06:10.166 --> 06:11.166 Mavi's crying. 06:11.250 --> 06:12.916 Coming, Sarp. I'll be right there. 06:13.000 --> 06:15.000 -I'll come back there. -[crying continues] 06:15.833 --> 06:18.958 Never. Don't you ever talk like that around our kids again. 06:19.041 --> 06:21.958 Fire that pretty boy, or I'll beat the shit out of him. 06:22.500 --> 06:25.125 I'll make sure that bastard's hurt so badly, 06:25.708 --> 06:27.708 he'll never step outside again. 06:27.791 --> 06:28.958 Got it? 06:30.000 --> 06:32.166 [door opens, slams] 06:32.250 --> 06:34.416 [Mavi continues crying] 06:41.875 --> 06:45.000 [Sevgi] So, Ms. Sultan, since our discussion yesterday, 06:45.083 --> 06:48.041 I did a bit of research into potential courses of action. 06:48.708 --> 06:50.958 Since Halime hasn't been especially forthcoming, 06:51.041 --> 06:53.166 and no abuse has been observed, 06:53.250 --> 06:55.541 we are going to have to come up with something compelling 06:55.625 --> 06:57.416 to make the prosecutor examine these claims. 06:57.500 --> 06:59.708 Yes, that's what they said down at the station. 06:59.791 --> 07:01.916 That's why I asked to have this meeting today. 07:02.916 --> 07:07.166 [sighs] Her entire family died in the earthquake. She lost everything. 07:07.750 --> 07:09.625 She just sits at home all day, 07:09.708 --> 07:11.916 looking sad, ever since she came from Hatay. 07:12.000 --> 07:15.125 She's an orphan, poor little thing. [sighs] 07:15.208 --> 07:19.000 Those big bruises on her body make me feel like I'm losing my mind. 07:19.083 --> 07:19.958 [Sevgi sighs] 07:20.041 --> 07:22.500 I ask her, "Was this an accident? Did something happen?" 07:22.583 --> 07:24.500 She says it's nothing. I'm not sure. 07:24.583 --> 07:26.791 When the marks look like they're about to improve, 07:26.875 --> 07:29.583 more bruises start showing up on her. 07:29.666 --> 07:33.000 I've been thinking about her health, maybe that would explain it. 07:33.083 --> 07:36.083 It's possible I'm making a big fuss over nothing, but I can't tell. 07:36.166 --> 07:38.666 No matter how distantly we're related, she's family to me. 07:38.750 --> 07:40.500 Tell me what you think about this. 07:40.583 --> 07:44.208 My close friend's a medical doctor. She works as a general surgeon. 07:44.291 --> 07:48.375 She'd be willing to examine Halime. We'll do a medical check. All right? 07:48.458 --> 07:51.166 Thank you Sevgi. I'd be happy to bring her. 07:51.250 --> 07:52.291 I will. 08:03.541 --> 08:04.791 CEREMONY WEDDING OFFERING 08:04.875 --> 08:07.333 The concept of death has a significant place in anthropology. 08:07.416 --> 08:10.958 Different cultures, societies, and religious groups 08:11.041 --> 08:13.958 have created their own death rituals and rites of passage. 08:14.041 --> 08:18.750 Anthropology considers practices like this to serve important transitional functions. 08:19.708 --> 08:21.500 But how can one heal? 08:21.583 --> 08:26.375 Pretty existential, but it's a question even ancient peoples asked. 08:26.875 --> 08:29.541 You could almost call it some kind of human birthright. 08:29.625 --> 08:33.416 So, is it possible to heal if one makes peace with one's past? 08:33.916 --> 08:35.791 Hope you enjoyed the article. 08:35.875 --> 08:39.833 Making a special guest appearance, Dr. Ada Korkmaz is with us. 08:39.916 --> 08:41.458 Doctor, come on up. 08:48.750 --> 08:49.833 Hello, everyone. 08:49.916 --> 08:53.666 Thanks for having me here, but, uh, it's a little sudden. 08:53.750 --> 08:55.625 We really appreciate you taking the time. 08:55.708 --> 08:57.333 -So glad you're here. -Of course. 08:57.416 --> 08:59.666 Are there any questions for our speaker? 09:00.375 --> 09:01.375 Beliz. 09:01.875 --> 09:05.041 Doctor, in your article, you talk about the ways in which trauma 09:05.125 --> 09:07.000 can be passed down generationally. 09:07.083 --> 09:10.333 It just seems a little unfair that we should experience the pain 09:10.416 --> 09:13.083 of those who had that pain before we were even born. 09:13.166 --> 09:15.291 [male] Anyway, Doctor, what she's trying to say is, 09:15.375 --> 09:17.375 "Who cares about some boomer's issues?" 09:17.458 --> 09:21.208 Ah, yes, Doctor Korkmaz, meet Atakan. He's famed for his scientific insight. 09:21.291 --> 09:25.375 Bringing the most modern terminology to the table, you understand. We'll talk. 09:25.458 --> 09:30.166 [chuckles] You ask a very good question, so thanks, Beliz. And Atakan. 09:30.250 --> 09:34.083 I understand, it probably seems unfair to deal with others' issues. 09:34.166 --> 09:37.125 And coming generations also will be inheriting from us. 09:37.208 --> 09:40.291 I mean, why should they all be stuck dealing with our issues, right? 09:41.250 --> 09:45.333 But, what if invisible strings were binding everybody in this class, 09:45.416 --> 09:47.666 and experts have proven that scientifically? 09:47.750 --> 09:49.125 [intriguing music playing] 09:49.208 --> 09:52.541 You've probably all heard of stem cells, right? 09:53.750 --> 09:56.291 From the moment our father's sperm 09:56.375 --> 09:58.500 and our mother's egg merge with each other, 09:58.583 --> 10:01.625 what we see is the first particle of life. 10:02.541 --> 10:05.083 So then in this particle, what can we find? 10:05.166 --> 10:07.666 The genetic information we inherit from our parents 10:07.750 --> 10:08.833 and our grandparents. 10:08.916 --> 10:10.083 You're not wrong. 10:10.166 --> 10:12.833 But beyond that, it contains records of the reactions 10:12.916 --> 10:15.333 all living beings have to stressful situations. 10:16.791 --> 10:20.208 And this tiny particle begins to grow. 10:21.458 --> 10:25.166 Which do you think is the part of the human body to form first? 10:25.250 --> 10:27.000 -The heart? -[Ada] Anyone else? 10:27.083 --> 10:29.083 -The brain? -Okay, anybody else? 10:29.166 --> 10:30.083 Our blood? 10:31.875 --> 10:33.083 The nervous system. 10:33.958 --> 10:38.416 Because before our brain or our heart, the nervous system has begun to form 10:38.500 --> 10:41.500 and hold old memories from the 20th day of pregnancy. 10:41.583 --> 10:43.750 It's important for us to understand. 10:43.833 --> 10:45.500 What we inherit isn't passed on 10:45.583 --> 10:48.250 so that we can appreciate the pain of our parents, 10:48.333 --> 10:50.208 or pay some kind of cosmic tax. 10:50.291 --> 10:51.458 It's the opposite. 10:51.541 --> 10:54.125 It's designed as a mechanism to protect us. 10:54.208 --> 10:56.208 Prepare us for things that will hurt us. 10:56.291 --> 11:00.291 Dr. Korkmaz, can someone learn to see what they've inherited? 11:00.375 --> 11:04.000 Well, creating a family tree is the best place to start. 11:04.083 --> 11:07.625 Examine your family's past by talking to loved ones who have knowledge to share. 11:07.708 --> 11:10.125 Know your ancestors and who they were connected with. 11:10.208 --> 11:14.708 Learn about their losses, early deaths, any adoptions that have taken place. 11:14.791 --> 11:17.750 For instance, did your mother lose a child before you were born? 11:17.833 --> 11:18.958 Or have an abortion? 11:19.041 --> 11:22.791 We're made up of millions of elements of a system. 11:23.625 --> 11:26.541 People don't like talking about the ones that they've lost 11:26.625 --> 11:27.833 because it's painful. 11:27.916 --> 11:32.041 But talking about them, creating a place for them in your heart and in your life 11:32.125 --> 11:34.833 can help resolve the trauma that's trapped inside. 11:38.125 --> 11:39.125 Mister Rıza? 11:41.750 --> 11:42.750 You okay? 11:44.250 --> 11:47.458 The kids told me how important it is for you to stay in bed. 11:47.541 --> 11:51.083 Look, I… I've caused you a lot of trouble, Ms. Mukadder. 11:51.166 --> 11:54.083 -[Muko] Not at all. -It's true, I did. [sighs] 11:54.166 --> 11:56.208 But now I should return home. 11:56.875 --> 12:00.041 I think I'm through with being trouble for others. 12:02.708 --> 12:06.583 Mr. Rıza, I… I won't let you go without having a cup of tea. 12:06.666 --> 12:09.250 I swear to God, or you'll offend me. 12:09.333 --> 12:11.250 Let's have tea together. 12:17.250 --> 12:18.458 Let's have a cup. 12:18.958 --> 12:21.083 Please? Come on. 12:23.250 --> 12:25.541 Maybe you could answer a question. 12:27.458 --> 12:30.291 Why is it that you call Fiko "Tevfik"? 12:35.875 --> 12:38.875 "I am not one who expects many favors, 12:39.958 --> 12:42.000 or asks people for aid." 12:43.375 --> 12:48.041 "I am a wanderer, one who exists beneath my own sky, in my own time." 12:49.833 --> 12:51.958 Tevfik Fikret. Hm. 12:52.458 --> 12:53.958 That's gorgeous. 12:54.458 --> 12:58.833 He always preferred Fikret, but I called him Tevfik anyway. Hm. 12:59.583 --> 13:02.083 That's how it is with me and that bastard, we don't agree. 13:02.166 --> 13:04.250 Fiko is not a bastard. 13:04.333 --> 13:05.708 [gentle music playing] 13:05.791 --> 13:07.750 Your son is the greatest husband ever. 13:07.833 --> 13:10.875 He has never once upset my daughter. 13:10.958 --> 13:12.958 He's given her everything she wanted. 13:13.041 --> 13:15.875 He loves her, and he shows her how much. 13:18.916 --> 13:20.291 Sevgi, um… 13:21.791 --> 13:24.125 She cheated death, Mr. Rıza. 13:24.916 --> 13:27.791 And Fiko never let go of her hand, not once. 13:27.875 --> 13:30.750 Where do you think he learned all of that? Huh? 13:32.750 --> 13:34.125 I think, 13:36.041 --> 13:40.166 as her mother, I'll always be in your debt. 13:40.875 --> 13:43.041 Thank you for raising such a good husband. 13:44.583 --> 13:45.708 So… 13:47.125 --> 13:50.375 if it's not too much to ask, please reconsider moving away. 13:53.000 --> 13:56.208 Ada is an extremely brilliant doctor. 13:56.291 --> 13:58.833 You'll be in very good hands here. 13:59.416 --> 14:01.250 Please don't turn me down. 14:03.000 --> 14:04.666 Please stay with us. 14:05.375 --> 14:06.833 When we encounter a threat, 14:06.916 --> 14:11.000 there are certain automatic responses our nervous system may give us. 14:11.083 --> 14:12.125 Flight. 14:14.375 --> 14:15.541 Fight. 14:18.375 --> 14:19.541 Freeze. 14:22.208 --> 14:23.375 Fawn. 14:26.166 --> 14:27.208 Flop. 14:31.041 --> 14:33.083 For instance, all of us know how rabbits, 14:33.166 --> 14:36.208 when they encounter danger, tend to become frozen, right? 14:36.291 --> 14:38.666 Well, humans are pretty similar in their reactions. 14:38.750 --> 14:40.916 Freezing is actually a very common response 14:41.000 --> 14:45.833 to the prospect of death, and also to ordeals such as trauma and abuse. 14:46.583 --> 14:48.958 Some people might feel guilty about it, 14:49.041 --> 14:53.458 although nobody's able to be in command of an involuntary response. 14:53.541 --> 14:58.000 Because our nervous system relies on the centuries of experience 14:58.083 --> 15:00.541 of our ancestors to determine the best course. 15:00.625 --> 15:02.541 -[gentle music playing] -[Sevgi sighs] 15:02.625 --> 15:05.041 [Halime breathing heavily] 15:22.458 --> 15:25.958 [Ada] People who have had such experiences in their childhood 15:26.041 --> 15:29.875 might remain partially mentally frozen due to their trauma. 15:29.958 --> 15:32.416 They may struggle as adults to see past the trauma 15:32.500 --> 15:34.416 and make the best decisions for themselves. 15:34.500 --> 15:38.458 But the good news is that there are ways to change this. 15:41.000 --> 15:44.541 For years, I stayed away from you, but you never harmed me. 15:45.625 --> 15:46.750 Let's make up for it. 15:50.250 --> 15:52.166 [speaking in Greek] 15:56.125 --> 15:58.666 Still doesn't make a bit of sense, yet I'm a fan. 16:02.375 --> 16:04.083 -[horse whinnies] -[chuckles] 16:05.583 --> 16:06.875 From this book. 16:08.458 --> 16:09.666 What I just said. 16:13.208 --> 16:15.541 ZORBA THE GREEK 16:15.625 --> 16:17.208 [Leyla] It's translated. 16:17.958 --> 16:19.875 I'll read it, then. [clears throat] 16:19.958 --> 16:23.166 "Sometimes happiness escapes our notice." 16:23.250 --> 16:28.291 "It's only when happiness is already gone that reflecting on such days 16:28.375 --> 16:30.291 brings forth the realization." 16:30.375 --> 16:31.916 "Yet, for me, 16:33.166 --> 16:36.666 being on Cunda Island, I was perfectly aware 16:36.750 --> 16:38.458 that I was happy there." 16:38.541 --> 16:40.541 [gentle music rises] 16:42.916 --> 16:44.041 Beautiful. 16:46.666 --> 16:48.208 So why did you come here? 16:49.791 --> 16:51.875 [sighs] Yorgos… 16:55.291 --> 17:00.250 All your help with Eleni's, it has meant… so much, you can't know. 17:01.416 --> 17:02.916 It really mattered. 17:03.708 --> 17:05.458 I can't tell you how thankful I am. 17:05.541 --> 17:08.458 Thanks to you, we have more customers than ever. 17:08.958 --> 17:11.791 -I can't repay your-- -I'm being let go, aren't I? 17:11.875 --> 17:13.291 [music fades] 17:16.916 --> 17:18.708 [speaking Greek] 17:24.083 --> 17:26.250 [sighs] Yeesh! 17:26.333 --> 17:29.916 Please, can I check the translation app? I don't speak Greek. 17:30.000 --> 17:32.750 What I'm saying, boss lady, is you're right. 17:32.833 --> 17:34.333 You're right to make this decision. 17:38.125 --> 17:39.208 No. 17:40.666 --> 17:42.875 -Please take it. -[gentle music playing] 17:51.791 --> 17:52.916 Adios, Yorgos. 17:53.791 --> 17:56.166 -Even though that was Spanish. -[both scoff] 17:56.250 --> 17:57.500 Look, it's all I've got. 17:58.833 --> 18:01.750 -[chuckles] -[whimsical music playing] 18:08.333 --> 18:09.333 [music fades] 18:09.416 --> 18:12.916 -[Sevgi] Ada, when will you be back? -Why? What's wrong? 18:13.000 --> 18:15.625 I need to pick your mind about something. It's important. 18:15.708 --> 18:17.708 Can't you just tell me now? 18:17.791 --> 18:21.041 My plan is to stay in Istanbul with Özgur for a few more days. 18:21.125 --> 18:23.458 Not on the phone. We'll talk when you get back. 18:23.541 --> 18:26.583 -All right, babe. -Keep enjoying yourself. You sound happy. 18:26.666 --> 18:28.250 -Actually, yeah. I am happy. -So-- 18:28.333 --> 18:30.791 Sorry, I'm out at the moment. But I'll call back, okay? 18:30.875 --> 18:32.625 -Okay, call me back. -Yep, bye. 18:39.166 --> 18:42.500 Dang, Dr. Özgür's got game, huh? I guess he and Ceyda broke up, then. 18:42.583 --> 18:45.625 Don't you know? They break up one moment and get back in bed the next. 18:45.708 --> 18:46.583 So true. 18:46.666 --> 18:49.041 And besides, there's no way she'll let that man be. 18:49.125 --> 18:50.375 [student 1] You're right. 18:50.458 --> 18:53.416 [student 2] She became an assistant to stay at the school with him. 18:53.500 --> 18:55.500 -What else can you say? -[somber music plays] 18:55.583 --> 18:57.458 -You're talking about this bit? -Mm-hmm. 18:57.541 --> 18:59.791 -Got it. -Can I… can I borrow your pen quick? 18:59.875 --> 19:02.583 -Of course. -[chuckles] Thanks, I appreciate it. 19:02.666 --> 19:06.041 Actually, I've completed most of it, but there might be some missing parts. 19:06.125 --> 19:08.708 Why don't you email the paper, and I'll look at the bottom more. 19:08.791 --> 19:10.291 -Don't worry about it. -Bottom part. 19:10.375 --> 19:12.625 When this part is straightened out, we should be good. 19:13.375 --> 19:15.083 Well, let's take a look at this bit-- 19:15.166 --> 19:17.250 Oh. Uh, hey, let me introduce you. 19:17.333 --> 19:19.791 Dr. Ada, this is Ceyda, a research assistant. 19:19.875 --> 19:21.125 [Ceyda] Great to meet you. 19:21.208 --> 19:23.791 You were awesome, by the way. Your presentation was great. 19:23.875 --> 19:25.958 -[music stops] -Really, it's a pleasure. 19:28.125 --> 19:30.250 Thanks very much. It's a pleasure for me too. 19:30.833 --> 19:34.583 Ceyda's my colleague who conducted research on the Taurus Yörik population. 19:34.666 --> 19:37.333 Because of her archive, we were able to find your dad's surname. 19:38.000 --> 19:39.000 [quietly] Uh… 19:39.916 --> 19:42.208 Amazing. I really owe you. 19:42.291 --> 19:46.333 Actually, there are some photos available. I could easily upload them and email them. 19:47.208 --> 19:48.500 [tense music rises] 19:48.583 --> 19:50.666 My apologies, I really have to get back home. 19:50.750 --> 19:53.041 [hesitates] But wait. What's going on? 19:53.125 --> 19:54.333 -Ada. What happened? -Uh… 19:54.416 --> 19:58.000 Sevgi called earlier. She didn't want to tell me on the phone, so… 19:58.083 --> 19:59.708 Wait, but… but-- Hey! 19:59.791 --> 20:02.708 Professor Özgür, we need to talk about yesterday's meeting. 20:02.791 --> 20:03.916 It's very urgent. 20:04.000 --> 20:07.000 [energetic music playing] 20:23.166 --> 20:26.375 [Ada] I will never end up in the same situation again. 20:26.458 --> 20:27.541 [music fades] 20:33.041 --> 20:34.416 [Sevgi sighs] 20:36.000 --> 20:38.250 It's not just the ones she drew in the office. 20:38.333 --> 20:41.250 These ones she drew at home are exactly alike. Take a look. 20:42.041 --> 20:43.666 [Ada] They are. You're right. 20:46.083 --> 20:49.166 -I think she could have been abused. -[inhales sharply] Oh no… 20:49.250 --> 20:50.375 [somber music playing] 20:50.458 --> 20:52.458 Look at these jagged lines she made. 20:53.125 --> 20:55.458 And she always uses black. 20:56.291 --> 20:58.166 She keeps drawing the same things. 20:58.958 --> 21:00.708 I think that woman is right, Sevgi. 21:01.958 --> 21:04.750 Her bruises may not be from a playground accident, 21:04.833 --> 21:06.625 but a result of deliberate harm. 21:08.750 --> 21:10.958 Oh, Ada. [grunts] 21:11.041 --> 21:13.916 It's pretty normal for her not to be talking about it. 21:14.000 --> 21:16.708 She doesn't want to hurt the family she's with now. 21:16.791 --> 21:18.375 She's lost one family before. 21:19.333 --> 21:22.000 She needs professional help, in my opinion. 21:25.000 --> 21:28.166 Sevgi, how can we help in this situation? 21:31.000 --> 21:32.250 Could you put all you said 21:32.333 --> 21:35.208 into a written report I can bring with me to the prosecutor? 21:35.291 --> 21:36.666 Yeah, absolutely. 21:36.750 --> 21:40.500 That's good. My plan is to file a complaint with them. 21:41.125 --> 21:44.125 And hopefully, they'll take Halime under protection. 21:45.833 --> 21:49.208 And then I'm going to find this bastard, and the law is going to punish him. 21:50.416 --> 21:54.666 Man, this sure makes me regret never finishing up my last year of psychology. 21:54.750 --> 21:56.333 -God. -[Sevgi sighs] 21:56.416 --> 21:58.583 -[Leyla sighs] -[music fades] 22:01.541 --> 22:04.166 -[Ada huffs] -What's going on with you? Huh? 22:04.916 --> 22:08.250 I thought you and Özgur had plans, and you couldn't be here. 22:08.333 --> 22:09.333 Something wrong? 22:11.666 --> 22:14.708 I think trusting Özgur was premature. 22:14.791 --> 22:16.791 [somber music plays] 22:19.125 --> 22:20.291 [Leyla sighs] 22:20.375 --> 22:23.166 I suspect he hasn't been completely honest with me. 22:24.583 --> 22:26.333 Both of you were right, I think. 22:27.750 --> 22:30.250 I usually focus on trouble in relationships. 22:30.333 --> 22:33.458 But I'm different now. I see it coming, and… [inhales] 22:34.416 --> 22:37.416 I don't want it. I don't. I'm not going to accept it. 22:38.500 --> 22:40.708 I should've known everything was too perfect. 22:43.958 --> 22:48.000 Why do things have to get messed up on the brink of things finally being good? 22:48.083 --> 22:51.208 Good question. Life's a bitch. 22:54.541 --> 22:55.708 [sighs] 23:00.500 --> 23:02.708 Want some good news to mix things up, girls? 23:02.791 --> 23:04.875 -For sure. -Yes, please, good news. 23:07.041 --> 23:10.625 The license for your clinic has at last been sent to us, so you're good to go. 23:10.708 --> 23:12.333 [upbeat music playing] 23:12.416 --> 23:14.875 -Congratulations, honey. -Now you tell me? 23:14.958 --> 23:16.916 -Yes. -[exclaims] 23:17.000 --> 23:18.416 Such good news. 23:19.208 --> 23:23.083 -Oh, Ada, let's get that place opened. -Let's open it now. It'll be great. 23:23.166 --> 23:24.708 I agree. Let's open up the clinic. 23:24.791 --> 23:27.625 -Everyone needs to heal. -We should get our shit together first. 23:29.000 --> 23:30.000 [Leyla chuckles] 23:32.875 --> 23:37.000 How are these so dirty? For crying out loud, they're brand new. 23:39.416 --> 23:42.833 I'll tell you what, there are rocks and things there, put it with them. 23:42.916 --> 23:45.750 -[Leyla] Ada, this is gonna live here. -[Ada] Works for me. 23:45.833 --> 23:48.166 I can always change it later on if I feel like it. 23:48.833 --> 23:51.958 [Leyla] Da, da, da! Feel like a dance coming on? 23:52.041 --> 23:54.166 -[laughs] -[Sevgi] Okay, come on, let's go. 23:54.250 --> 23:55.250 [phone vibrating] 23:55.333 --> 23:56.541 -Put it down? -Hold on. 23:56.625 --> 23:58.625 -[both grunt] -[phone vibrating] 24:01.500 --> 24:04.208 -Your phone. -[Ada] It's fine, I'll check it later. 24:04.833 --> 24:08.375 -[Ada sighs] -Come on, then. All right! 24:09.083 --> 24:10.666 -Time to dance! -Okay. Wait. 24:10.750 --> 24:13.125 -My straw! Am I using my own straw? -[laughing] 24:19.083 --> 24:20.750 [Leyla] Oh no, it's spilled. 24:20.833 --> 24:22.333 [all laughing] 24:22.416 --> 24:23.416 Oh my… 24:24.250 --> 24:25.541 [Sevgi sighs] 24:26.708 --> 24:29.333 [Sevgi] Just sign here. I'll take care of the rest. 24:32.208 --> 24:34.541 -[chuckles] -Congratulations, sweetie. 24:34.625 --> 24:36.625 [both exclaim] 24:47.333 --> 24:51.458 ÖZGÜR: I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU. ARE YOU OKAY? 24:54.125 --> 24:55.708 [sighs] 24:56.750 --> 24:59.333 Bump it this way. Bit further. 24:59.416 --> 25:01.375 Okay, let me look. Mm-hm. 25:01.458 --> 25:03.458 ADA KORKMAZ GENERAL SURGEON & PSYCHOTHERAPIST 25:03.541 --> 25:05.875 [group exclaims and laughs] 25:08.125 --> 25:10.541 -It's incredible. Let me see. Let me… -[sighing] 25:10.625 --> 25:13.041 -[gasps] Mm, looks so good. -[music fades] 25:17.541 --> 25:18.500 Oh, hello. 25:18.583 --> 25:20.458 -[door shuts] -Good to see you. 25:20.541 --> 25:23.125 -Thought you'd be in bed. -I've been waiting up. 25:23.208 --> 25:25.666 -I didn't see you earlier. -[Deniz sighs] 25:28.500 --> 25:29.958 [exhales] 25:30.791 --> 25:31.875 How was work? 25:32.958 --> 25:35.208 -It was really good, actually. -[chuckles] 25:35.291 --> 25:36.625 But I'm exhausted now. 25:37.375 --> 25:38.833 Also… 25:38.916 --> 25:41.083 [sighs] My legs are hurting a lot. 25:42.208 --> 25:44.041 -I'm still enjoying it, though. -Hmm? 25:44.125 --> 25:47.333 -Anyway, I get good tips too. -That's nice. 25:48.250 --> 25:50.083 Yorgos has left the restaurant. 25:50.583 --> 25:53.375 We'll be closed up until somebody new can be brought on. 25:53.458 --> 25:55.041 -No way. -Yep. 25:55.833 --> 25:56.833 Wow. 25:59.250 --> 26:00.333 [sighs] 26:07.833 --> 26:12.583 This is for bills and for the food I eat, so… I'll contribute what I can. 26:15.125 --> 26:18.583 By the way, you know that brochure? I read it. 26:19.833 --> 26:21.583 And I signed up for a program. 26:22.166 --> 26:23.833 -So thank you. -[sighs] 26:25.291 --> 26:27.083 I'm the one who should say that. 26:27.166 --> 26:29.500 -[gentle music playing] -[sighs] 26:30.375 --> 26:32.208 I know you're making the right call. 26:33.291 --> 26:34.416 [exhales] 26:35.916 --> 26:40.250 As for this, you hang onto it. You better put that towards dance school. 26:45.625 --> 26:47.750 -Good night, then. -Good night. 26:52.916 --> 26:55.250 [sighs heavily] 27:00.166 --> 27:02.125 [both] Ada! 27:02.208 --> 27:03.250 [chuckling] 27:03.333 --> 27:04.875 [Leyla] We're here! 27:04.958 --> 27:07.541 We're here to celebrate your big first day, hurry! 27:07.625 --> 27:11.458 -[exclaims] Day one! Day one! -Hurry, hurry! 27:12.750 --> 27:14.708 [Sevgi] Run, run, run, run, run! 27:14.791 --> 27:17.041 -[Leyla] Hey! -[Ada] Welcome. 27:17.125 --> 27:18.625 -What's this? -Let's see it. 27:18.708 --> 27:19.625 -Here. -Oh! 27:19.708 --> 27:22.041 -That, Leyla, is a pomegranate sapling. -Mm! 27:22.125 --> 27:24.791 It will bring us abundance and prosperity. 27:24.875 --> 27:28.125 -Oh, it's so beautiful. -But look, it's got babies as well, here. 27:28.208 --> 27:29.333 [Ada] Aw. 27:29.416 --> 27:31.291 -Surprise! -Oh, you scared the hell out of me. 27:31.375 --> 27:33.250 -This is something else. -[laughs] 27:33.333 --> 27:35.333 [Ada] What on earth did you bring me? 27:35.416 --> 27:37.583 And since I'm never breastfeeding again in my life, 27:37.666 --> 27:39.500 I've been thinking about my boob job. 27:39.583 --> 27:40.791 Why not, coconut? 27:40.875 --> 27:42.625 -[laughs] -You know what, Ada? Please. 27:42.708 --> 27:46.208 I'd just do the stupid boob job procedure so we can be done with this. 27:46.291 --> 27:47.750 Just do it to shut her up. 27:47.833 --> 27:50.291 I've said I'm not that kind of surgeon, baby girl. 27:50.375 --> 27:51.416 -Oh, God. -Dig in. 27:51.500 --> 27:52.666 Mm. [chuckles] 27:53.500 --> 27:54.541 Mm! 27:56.166 --> 27:57.958 -Mm. -[Leyla] Let me try it. 27:58.041 --> 28:01.708 This right here is the only kind of plastic surgery Ada's about to do. 28:01.791 --> 28:03.250 Mm! So good. 28:03.333 --> 28:06.916 Dr. Ada, your first patient is here to see you. 28:07.000 --> 28:08.500 -Is my mouth a mess? -Hold on. 28:08.583 --> 28:11.000 -Are my teeth good? -No mess. You look gorgeous. 28:11.083 --> 28:12.416 -Okay. -Babe, listen up. 28:12.500 --> 28:15.375 -Hmm? -It's all going to go so well. 28:15.458 --> 28:16.875 You were born to do this. 28:16.958 --> 28:19.625 It's gonna be greater than any of us can imagine. 28:19.708 --> 28:22.875 Look, look. Think about all you've done and learned. 28:22.958 --> 28:24.958 And remind everyone what's possible. Yeah? 28:25.041 --> 28:27.166 You're the best friends anybody could have. 28:27.250 --> 28:28.708 I love both of you so much. 28:28.791 --> 28:30.958 -[kissing] -Okay, I got to go. Wish me luck. 28:31.041 --> 28:33.000 -We'll be here. Go on. -Get moving. 28:33.083 --> 28:34.541 [exclaims] Bye. 28:41.041 --> 28:44.000 [somber music playing] 28:47.583 --> 28:48.583 Hi. 28:57.166 --> 28:58.916 You shouldn't have come all this way. 28:59.583 --> 29:01.833 Your phone went to voicemail, no call back. 29:02.458 --> 29:04.000 I didn't have many options. 29:05.208 --> 29:07.416 -I'm busy. -[sighs] 29:09.458 --> 29:11.166 Your clinic looks amazing. 29:12.375 --> 29:13.708 Nicely done. 29:14.375 --> 29:15.958 Thanks very much. 29:16.958 --> 29:19.833 Ada, are… are you gonna fill me in? 29:19.916 --> 29:22.208 I do have an actual patient on his way over, 29:22.291 --> 29:24.291 so it's not really possible to talk now. 29:25.416 --> 29:26.416 Okay. 29:27.750 --> 29:31.083 -I'll be hanging back here. -You don't have to. That's not necessary. 29:31.166 --> 29:33.583 A constellation session is being held later, 29:33.666 --> 29:35.541 once the appointment's complete. 29:35.625 --> 29:37.291 It could take some time, though. 29:38.583 --> 29:39.958 Could I be a part of it? 29:45.166 --> 29:46.166 [music fades] 29:46.250 --> 29:48.458 [Ada] First of all, welcome. 29:48.541 --> 29:50.958 This is the first time we're doing this here. 29:51.041 --> 29:53.666 I'd like to thank you for coming and accepting my invitation 29:53.750 --> 29:55.375 to be representatives here. 29:56.666 --> 29:57.875 Tell me, Mr. Rıza. 29:59.208 --> 30:03.083 Tell us how we can help you. What is it I can do for you? 30:03.166 --> 30:04.791 [bright music rises] 30:09.791 --> 30:13.416 Are you Riza Seyhan? Father of Mehmet Akif Seyhan? 30:16.458 --> 30:17.458 I am. 30:17.541 --> 30:19.875 [officer] Your son was sadly martyred in combat 30:19.958 --> 30:22.041 while performing his military service. 30:22.750 --> 30:24.083 He served honorably. 30:25.958 --> 30:26.958 My condolences. 30:27.666 --> 30:29.166 [music grows somber] 30:33.041 --> 30:36.125 [sighs] For our nation. 30:37.291 --> 30:39.291 CERTIFICATE FALLEN IN SERVICE 30:42.666 --> 30:46.333 That day was the last I stepped into a mosque for the rest of my life. 30:47.083 --> 30:48.750 I turned to raki after that. 30:50.125 --> 30:53.875 Ever since, that illness has been at my side, but now I… 30:54.625 --> 30:58.166 I can't do it anymore. I want to find peace now. 30:59.166 --> 31:01.458 So Mr. Rıza, this will be our approach. 31:02.083 --> 31:06.333 You'll give these to any three of the representatives here. 31:06.916 --> 31:10.708 Those who are given the papers can come up here. 31:10.791 --> 31:13.875 Stand wherever you like. Close your eyes. 31:13.958 --> 31:15.833 When you feel something in your body, 31:15.916 --> 31:19.041 you can open your eyes and move about freely. 31:19.125 --> 31:21.791 [intense music playing] 31:27.375 --> 31:28.750 [sighs] 31:35.958 --> 31:38.708 -[Ada] How do you feel? -[Özgür] Weird. 31:40.625 --> 31:43.041 Like I'm lost, or like I'm, like… 31:44.083 --> 31:46.625 It's… it's… it's like I'm invisible to you all. 31:47.458 --> 31:48.458 I'm… 31:50.125 --> 31:51.666 [Ada] You may open your paper. 31:54.958 --> 31:58.291 You represent Mehmet, Mr. Rıza's deceased son. 32:04.833 --> 32:06.375 And how do you feel? 32:07.166 --> 32:08.416 My head is pounding. 32:09.125 --> 32:11.250 I just want to be able to see him. 32:12.541 --> 32:14.000 But you're unable to. 32:16.500 --> 32:18.083 You can look at your paper. 32:23.083 --> 32:25.291 You represent Mister Rıza. 32:32.958 --> 32:34.541 And how do you feel? 32:35.541 --> 32:36.875 Really mad. 32:37.416 --> 32:39.083 I feel terribly… 32:40.958 --> 32:42.708 I want to leave and go home. 32:44.625 --> 32:46.375 You can open yours. 32:46.458 --> 32:47.375 Fiko. 32:54.833 --> 32:56.375 What changed in you? 32:57.333 --> 32:59.208 [Özgür grunts] My legs. 33:01.125 --> 33:03.708 It's strange, they seem numb, but-- 33:03.791 --> 33:05.416 Mehmet Akif! 33:06.041 --> 33:07.875 [sobs] 33:08.583 --> 33:11.375 [hesitates] He stepped on a mine. 33:11.458 --> 33:12.958 [sobs] 33:14.791 --> 33:17.875 [gentle music rises] 33:19.875 --> 33:21.666 [Ada whispers] Can you go try it? 33:29.416 --> 33:30.708 [sobs] 33:32.041 --> 33:33.333 [Ada] My dear son. 33:33.416 --> 33:35.166 My dear son. 33:35.250 --> 33:38.416 It was so painful for me to lose you. 33:38.500 --> 33:41.083 [tearfully] It was so painful for me to… 33:42.083 --> 33:43.708 for me to lose you. 33:44.208 --> 33:46.875 I couldn't shed tears for you back then. 33:46.958 --> 33:49.500 Only now am I able to see you. 33:49.583 --> 33:53.666 [sobbing] Only now… am I able to see you. 33:54.458 --> 33:57.875 I always carry you in my heart, son. 33:57.958 --> 33:59.791 [Ada] Can you come to your father? 34:00.958 --> 34:02.958 [Rıza sobbing] 34:07.958 --> 34:09.500 -My son! -[music swells] 34:09.583 --> 34:10.791 My boy! 34:10.875 --> 34:12.791 [sobbing] 34:12.875 --> 34:14.625 [moans] 34:17.250 --> 34:19.375 [Ada] Can you look at Fiko now? 34:19.458 --> 34:22.791 I've always kept my head pointed down until today. 34:22.875 --> 34:24.458 That's why I couldn't see you. 34:24.541 --> 34:26.833 [sobbing] That's why I couldn't see you. 34:26.916 --> 34:28.541 But now I do. 34:28.625 --> 34:31.625 [sighs] But now I do. 34:34.583 --> 34:36.208 Come here to your father. 34:42.583 --> 34:44.666 Son. [sobs] 34:49.625 --> 34:51.250 [sobbing] Akif. 35:01.708 --> 35:05.000 [Ada] Only when the unseen becomes seen 35:05.083 --> 35:09.958 and the unspoken becomes spoken does healing become possible. 35:16.333 --> 35:17.500 [music fades] 35:22.583 --> 35:24.250 Our capacity's about what you see. 35:24.333 --> 35:26.458 Tables are typically filled up in the evenings. 35:26.541 --> 35:29.583 We're thrilled about that, but there are opportunities for growth. 35:29.666 --> 35:31.375 -That's what brings you here. -I'm sure. 35:31.458 --> 35:33.458 [tense music playing] 35:34.583 --> 35:37.208 -By the way, can you begin immediately? -Yeah, definitely. 35:37.291 --> 35:38.416 Oh, perfect. 35:38.500 --> 35:40.125 ELENI'S TAVERN 35:40.208 --> 35:41.875 [tense music building] 35:45.791 --> 35:48.041 [Leyla] And this is our kitchen. 35:49.916 --> 35:50.916 Erdem. 35:51.833 --> 35:53.125 [gasps] 35:53.208 --> 35:54.625 [Erdem sighs] 35:55.333 --> 35:57.291 -I, uh… -Yes? 35:57.375 --> 35:58.708 [Erdem sighs] 35:59.708 --> 36:02.041 [emotional music rises] 36:02.125 --> 36:03.583 Yes?! 36:06.291 --> 36:07.833 [Leyla's footsteps fade] 36:07.916 --> 36:09.083 [under breath] Shit. 36:10.791 --> 36:12.458 [music fades] 36:12.541 --> 36:13.541 [huffs] 36:19.666 --> 36:21.458 That was something I've never done. 36:23.000 --> 36:24.125 Thank you. 36:25.041 --> 36:26.708 I should thank you for participating. 36:34.291 --> 36:36.625 Ada, can we talk about what's on your mind? 36:38.625 --> 36:40.666 Your students were talking. 36:41.500 --> 36:43.916 Saying that you and Ceyda have a relationship. 36:44.000 --> 36:45.541 Off again, on again. 36:49.875 --> 36:54.666 As soon as you begin to suspect or doubt, things can't be the same. 36:54.750 --> 36:56.583 Like mud in clear water. 36:57.791 --> 36:58.875 So, yeah. 37:01.208 --> 37:04.375 But the mud, doesn't that get in when you jump to conclusions? 37:05.041 --> 37:07.000 Without listening, without asking? 37:08.458 --> 37:12.000 -Hm? -You're right. I'm listening. 37:14.916 --> 37:16.166 Ceyda and I… 37:17.041 --> 37:19.583 had a short relationship around two years ago. 37:20.125 --> 37:22.083 And by that, I mean it was a blip. 37:22.625 --> 37:25.333 We decided it didn't work between us, and that was it. 37:25.416 --> 37:26.791 [gentle music playing] 37:26.875 --> 37:28.083 [Ada] Mm. 37:29.166 --> 37:30.250 I see. 37:32.791 --> 37:34.625 Do you think that I'm lying to you? 37:36.000 --> 37:38.000 I don't know much about you, Özgür. 37:38.750 --> 37:42.208 You pretty much know everything, down to my lineage. 37:42.291 --> 37:44.875 You came right into the struggles with Deniz. 37:46.708 --> 37:49.041 In return, I know pretty much nothing. 37:51.583 --> 37:54.041 How about you ask whatever you want to know? 37:55.916 --> 37:56.916 I will. 37:57.916 --> 38:01.416 I want to know. Are you heading back to Africa? 38:05.791 --> 38:06.916 Um… 38:08.541 --> 38:11.666 Funding is pending, but if it's approved, then yes. 38:11.750 --> 38:13.083 It's for my research. 38:15.041 --> 38:16.791 Plan is to stay for about a year. 38:17.500 --> 38:19.250 Going to Africa to spend a year there, 38:19.333 --> 38:22.083 but I'm not important enough to be in your plans, huh? 38:22.166 --> 38:23.166 [scoffs] Hm. 38:23.250 --> 38:26.791 Ada, it's just because nothing's gotten approved yet, and I thought… 38:26.875 --> 38:28.375 -[Ada sighs] -I mean, I mean-- 38:28.458 --> 38:31.208 I thought… that it was too early. 38:31.291 --> 38:32.291 [Ada] Mm. 38:34.208 --> 38:36.250 I see. [clears throat] 38:36.750 --> 38:37.916 [music fades] 38:38.000 --> 38:39.666 [Özgür] Can we sit down here? 38:44.083 --> 38:45.291 Come on, let's talk. 38:49.666 --> 38:51.000 [sighs] 38:57.375 --> 38:58.750 Let me ask you a question. 38:59.458 --> 39:02.125 Focusing on potential issues that could pull us apart, 39:02.208 --> 39:05.583 on worrying what we're doing here, and then making assumptions, 39:05.666 --> 39:09.041 might you be kinda… losing out on the moment? 39:11.291 --> 39:14.125 My main focus is not wasting time, Özgür. 39:14.791 --> 39:17.250 Anybody's time, but most of all, not mine. 39:17.333 --> 39:19.333 [gentle music playing] 39:21.583 --> 39:22.666 I see. 39:25.375 --> 39:26.416 But, Ada, 39:27.916 --> 39:30.333 people becoming closer like us… 39:30.416 --> 39:33.958 I mean, we've both got buttons. They'll be pushed, of course, yeah. 39:36.000 --> 39:37.125 But I'm… 39:37.208 --> 39:40.916 I'm sure you and me are capable of working through whatever comes. 39:41.500 --> 39:45.291 I've thought. You said your marriage ended because you didn't want to have kids. 39:46.500 --> 39:48.083 Do you still feel the same way? 39:48.791 --> 39:50.708 Yes, for right now I feel the same. 39:53.041 --> 39:55.666 Then I don't think we're headed in the same direction anymore. 39:57.000 --> 39:58.500 [sighs] 40:31.583 --> 40:33.125 [Rıza] Forgive me, son. 40:35.000 --> 40:36.000 Pops… 40:38.416 --> 40:39.500 [inhales] 40:40.375 --> 40:43.083 After Akif had passed, I was so angry with you. 40:43.958 --> 40:46.875 It was like you weren't grieving at all. 40:47.583 --> 40:49.791 The community came to console us. 40:49.875 --> 40:52.791 [mournful piano music playing] 40:52.875 --> 40:54.625 But you stood up tall and said… 40:57.541 --> 40:59.458 "Akif died for our nation." 41:02.625 --> 41:04.208 "It's all that matters." 41:07.791 --> 41:09.708 It matters, it's just that… 41:11.083 --> 41:12.833 it seemed like you weren't upset. 41:13.666 --> 41:15.458 And I was just enraged. 41:15.541 --> 41:16.958 [crying softly] 41:19.000 --> 41:20.625 Forgive me, will you? 41:22.791 --> 41:24.875 [Rıza breathes shakily] 41:27.666 --> 41:29.875 It's me who should be apologizing. 41:31.250 --> 41:34.416 I always, always left you by yourself. 41:39.833 --> 41:40.958 My son. 41:53.833 --> 41:55.750 [mournful music fades] 41:55.833 --> 42:00.125 I don't understand. I can't comprehend it! How? 42:00.208 --> 42:03.833 How could you possibly betray me? Do you have no shame at all? 42:03.916 --> 42:05.916 You have a wife and children, Erdem! 42:06.000 --> 42:08.166 You betrayed me but also your kids! 42:08.250 --> 42:11.875 It was an impulsive thing, Leyla. You should accept that I got blindsided. 42:11.958 --> 42:14.208 And besides, how about Yorgos or whatever his name is! 42:14.291 --> 42:16.250 You were flirting with him too! 42:17.041 --> 42:19.583 [scoffs] I didn't flirt with him. 42:20.250 --> 42:21.875 I am in love with him. 42:21.958 --> 42:23.666 [somber music playing] 42:23.750 --> 42:25.208 [crying] Yes, I fell in love. 42:25.291 --> 42:29.125 I've spent so much of my time expecting you to finally change, 42:29.208 --> 42:32.916 praying you could be the kind of man who is faithful, and I was always wrong! 42:33.000 --> 42:35.500 You're in love? Then I'm gonna kill that motherfucker! 42:35.583 --> 42:37.583 -[Leyla] Don't be absurd! -Let go! 42:37.666 --> 42:40.375 -You're being a maniac! -It's your fault! You betrayed us! 42:40.458 --> 42:42.875 At least I'm honest about the way things have been 42:42.958 --> 42:45.833 Just be honest, just this once, and say what you've done! 42:45.916 --> 42:47.750 I admit it! I admit it, okay? 42:47.833 --> 42:50.208 I've been trying to get close to you for months now! 42:50.291 --> 42:52.958 I have, but you talk down to me, give me damn orders. 42:53.041 --> 42:55.333 I can't tell if I'm your husband or your slave anymore! 42:55.416 --> 42:56.958 She made me feel interesting. 42:57.041 --> 42:59.625 She wanted intimacy, and I wanted some as well! 42:59.708 --> 43:03.333 -I cheated, but I didn't give up on us. -I gave up on us! I finally did! 43:03.416 --> 43:04.708 -[fire roars] -[both gasp] 43:04.791 --> 43:06.750 What the hell? Get a tablecloth! 43:06.833 --> 43:09.083 -[panting] -What's going on? What do we do? 43:09.166 --> 43:12.083 -Erdem, be careful. Erdem, be careful! -[grunts, panting] 43:12.166 --> 43:14.125 [intense music playing] 43:14.208 --> 43:15.875 -Leyla, hold on! -We're trapped. 43:15.958 --> 43:17.125 Help us! 43:18.541 --> 43:20.583 Is anyone there? Help! 43:20.666 --> 43:21.708 CLOSED 43:21.791 --> 43:24.916 -We can't get out. We're trapped in here! -Leyla! [gasping] 43:25.000 --> 43:27.375 -Erdem! -Leyla, just breathe. It's gonna be… 43:27.458 --> 43:29.666 -We'll figure something out. -Erdem. 43:29.750 --> 43:32.458 -[both gasping] -[music intensifies] 43:34.541 --> 43:36.708 Leyla. Leyla. Leyla, wake up. 43:36.791 --> 43:38.000 Leyla! 43:39.708 --> 43:41.500 [glass shattering] 43:42.291 --> 43:44.208 [intense music fades] 43:44.291 --> 43:46.208 [intriguing music playing] 47:10.041 --> 47:11.541 [music fades]