WEBVTT 00:06.000 --> 00:08.875 [soft, nostalgic music playing] 00:14.583 --> 00:16.250 [horse whinnies] 00:18.916 --> 00:20.291 [horse whinnies] 00:22.000 --> 00:23.750 Horsie! Here. 00:25.791 --> 00:26.791 Come. 00:27.291 --> 00:28.791 [horse whinnies] 00:28.875 --> 00:30.375 [music grows somber] 00:38.083 --> 00:40.333 [man] There's a white horse in the stables. You wanna see? 00:40.416 --> 00:42.958 -Oh, where is it? -[man] Come, I'll show you. 00:46.333 --> 00:47.500 [horse whinnies] 00:49.708 --> 00:53.500 [Ada] "Until you make the unconscious conscious, 00:53.583 --> 00:55.250 it will direct your life, 00:55.750 --> 01:00.083 and you will call it fate," Jung tells us. 01:00.958 --> 01:02.833 But is it really possible? 01:02.916 --> 01:06.666 Is it possible to bring to light what's been hidden in the darkness for so long? 01:06.750 --> 01:08.875 [horse whinnies] 01:12.666 --> 01:17.791 ANOTHER SELF 01:17.875 --> 01:18.875 [music fades] 01:18.958 --> 01:23.166 [Mavi] Mommy, I'm scared! Mommy! 01:23.250 --> 01:25.916 [sobbing] Mommy! 01:26.000 --> 01:28.375 -[Leyla] I'm coming, I'm coming. -[Mavi] Mommy! 01:28.458 --> 01:30.041 [Leyla] I'm here, Mavi, I'm here. 01:30.125 --> 01:32.833 Just shut up already. I'm so sick of this. 01:32.916 --> 01:36.166 -You do this every night. -Sarp, don't start. 01:36.250 --> 01:38.166 -[Mavi] Mommy! -All right, love. Okay, I'm here. 01:38.250 --> 01:40.041 I'm here, baby girl. Calm down. 01:40.125 --> 01:42.750 Sarp, soon we're gonna move into a bigger house, 01:42.833 --> 01:44.791 and you'll have your own room. 01:44.875 --> 01:47.208 So please, please just stop it now. 01:47.750 --> 01:49.875 Are you scared? Tell Mommy what's wrong. 01:49.958 --> 01:52.458 Will you sleep with me, Mommy? I'm scared. 01:52.541 --> 01:56.583 Mm, all right. Okay, I'll sleep with you. Just lie down for me. 01:56.666 --> 01:59.916 Come on. Let's make you feel better. 02:00.000 --> 02:03.166 How about you and I read a nice bedtime story? 02:03.250 --> 02:05.000 -You wanna? -Can we? 02:05.083 --> 02:06.166 You bet. 02:06.250 --> 02:09.250 We've got some books over here. I'll grab one of these. 02:09.333 --> 02:12.166 -'Kay, Mom. -[Leyla] Here, choose one of these. 02:12.250 --> 02:17.000 All right. It's between these, Lee the Chimpanzee. 02:17.083 --> 02:20.000 And the other one is… Horse Stable. 02:20.083 --> 02:22.083 [somber music playing] 02:22.166 --> 02:23.958 Horse Stable sounds better. 02:24.041 --> 02:27.333 Um, Lee the Chimpanzee sounds better, I think. 02:27.416 --> 02:29.208 How 'bout we go for that one? 02:29.291 --> 02:33.333 No, I want the horses. Can you take me to see horsies? 02:34.416 --> 02:39.958 Mavi, how am I supposed to find somewhere to see horsies where we live? 02:40.041 --> 02:42.958 Aw! I really, really, want to. 02:43.041 --> 02:44.833 Oh. [sighs] 02:48.166 --> 02:49.166 All right. 02:50.208 --> 02:51.166 I'll figure it out. 02:51.250 --> 02:52.541 -Okay. -'Kay? 02:52.625 --> 02:54.625 [somber music fades] 02:56.500 --> 02:58.500 [indistinct chattering] 03:02.458 --> 03:03.458 [Ada] Thank you. 03:09.958 --> 03:10.958 Sevgi. 03:12.833 --> 03:14.833 What happened? Is Deniz okay? 03:14.916 --> 03:16.625 She's fine, honey. Don't worry. 03:16.708 --> 03:19.250 She was caught with drugs while riding the bus. 03:19.333 --> 03:20.208 -What? -Yeah. 03:20.291 --> 03:22.791 She tried to flee after an altercation with an officer, 03:22.875 --> 03:26.541 and was insistent on having a lawyer, so they couldn't get a statement from her. 03:26.625 --> 03:30.125 -So what's gonna happen? -Thank God they barely found anything. 03:30.208 --> 03:33.083 So I will try my best to have them give her probation. 03:33.166 --> 03:36.041 They plan to keep her here until she appears in front of a judge. 03:36.125 --> 03:38.125 So there's no need for you two to wait. 03:38.208 --> 03:41.791 But when it's time for her statement, I'll be with her, so it'll be fine, okay? 03:41.875 --> 03:44.416 -'Kay. Thank you so much. -Of course. You're welcome. 03:46.208 --> 03:49.041 -Özgür, so nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. Glad you're okay too. 03:49.125 --> 03:50.208 [Sevgi] Mmm. 03:50.875 --> 03:53.125 Attorney Sevgi Solmaz Seyhan. 03:55.250 --> 03:56.625 [knocking on door] 03:58.916 --> 04:01.000 -Deniz! -[sighs] 04:14.000 --> 04:17.416 [Özgür sighs] Those earrings Deniz was wearing were yours, right? 04:18.750 --> 04:21.666 -[Ada] How'd you know that? -I saw them on the plane. 04:23.166 --> 04:24.166 Yeah. 04:25.250 --> 04:29.375 She ran off with them, so… I guess she stole them. [scoffs] 04:30.375 --> 04:31.958 They were from my father. 04:32.041 --> 04:34.166 I made the mistake of telling her about them. 04:35.333 --> 04:36.791 So that's how that went down. 04:39.791 --> 04:40.833 Hey, Ada, listen, 04:40.916 --> 04:43.583 I know you're mad right now, and rightfully so. 04:43.666 --> 04:46.583 But if you don't at least try to help Deniz… 04:46.666 --> 04:49.875 and sorry if I'm overstepping or if this is too much for you-- 04:49.958 --> 04:52.083 but I feel like you're gonna regret it. 04:52.166 --> 04:55.000 But how can I help someone who doesn't wanna be helped? 04:55.541 --> 04:58.500 Like, if she never got caught, she'd be out of here by now. 04:58.583 --> 05:01.833 -She'd be out of my life anyway. -Yeah. But she did get caught. 05:02.916 --> 05:06.458 Um, I mean… she might just need to feel seen. 05:06.541 --> 05:08.708 This could be for attention. I don't know. 05:09.333 --> 05:11.083 Why are you defending her? 05:11.166 --> 05:14.625 Wasn't there a reason you were looking for Deniz for such a long time? 05:14.708 --> 05:17.875 I just say this all to remind you, so you don't regret it. 05:19.041 --> 05:20.041 [Ada] Yeah. 05:23.083 --> 05:24.333 I had a reason. 05:27.666 --> 05:30.291 There's nobody else left in my family. 05:30.375 --> 05:32.208 And I thought that if… 05:32.291 --> 05:34.291 [sentimental music playing] 05:34.375 --> 05:36.041 That if we met up… 05:37.541 --> 05:38.625 then, maybe… 05:40.750 --> 05:42.375 we'd form a bond. 05:49.791 --> 05:50.833 [sighs softly] 05:52.000 --> 05:54.208 Özgür, you barely even know me. 05:55.708 --> 05:57.625 But you've been there for me. 06:00.708 --> 06:03.625 Today you were there for me too. Right? 06:03.708 --> 06:04.833 [Ada sighs happily] 06:10.125 --> 06:12.541 [sighs] You wanna come in for a bit? 06:15.375 --> 06:16.750 You know I'd love to. 06:17.541 --> 06:20.250 But I'd be late for my class tomorrow if I did. 06:21.333 --> 06:22.333 All right. 06:24.000 --> 06:25.000 By the way… 06:28.791 --> 06:30.958 -These are yours. -Mine? 06:32.916 --> 06:34.125 Ah… 06:34.750 --> 06:37.250 Are you sure? We haven't talked about it. 06:37.333 --> 06:40.041 I'll give your number to my sister. You'll work it out. 06:41.041 --> 06:42.625 [sighs] All right. 06:46.000 --> 06:47.291 Good night, Özgür. 06:48.125 --> 06:49.458 Good night, Ada. 06:50.541 --> 06:53.458 Rest up. Do your best not to think about her. 06:55.791 --> 06:56.833 I'll try. 07:02.750 --> 07:04.500 -Drive safe. -[Özgür] I will. 07:07.875 --> 07:10.416 [slow, haunting music playing] 07:19.625 --> 07:22.791 [airy vocalizations lilting] 07:31.083 --> 07:32.541 [haunting music building] 07:48.958 --> 07:50.166 [sobbing] 08:43.041 --> 08:45.666 [seabirds calling] 08:51.875 --> 08:56.166 -[cell phone vibrating] -[haunting music fades] 08:56.250 --> 08:57.750 [exhales deeply] 09:00.125 --> 09:01.666 Yes, Ms. Songül? 09:03.875 --> 09:04.875 Uh-huh. 09:10.541 --> 09:12.166 [Rıza sighs] 09:18.250 --> 09:20.041 [breathing shakily] 09:22.625 --> 09:26.208 Hey, love. He's still feverish and delirious. 09:26.916 --> 09:28.833 Should I force him to check into urgent care? 09:30.250 --> 09:32.166 [tearfully] I spoke with Ada on the phone. 09:32.250 --> 09:34.833 She's coming by tomorrow anyway, so it'll be fine. 09:36.250 --> 09:38.541 What's going on with you? Hm? 09:40.083 --> 09:42.583 -Sevgi? -I heard from Ms. Songül. 09:42.666 --> 09:44.833 -And? -[sniffles] 09:44.916 --> 09:47.083 Our application was suspended. 09:47.166 --> 09:48.833 [somber music playing] 09:48.916 --> 09:50.291 But she told me… 09:51.625 --> 09:56.000 that when our conditions change, we'll be able to reapply then. 10:03.833 --> 10:06.125 I'll… go get the börek. My mom made it. 10:06.208 --> 10:08.416 [chuckles] With spinach. The kind you like. 10:10.250 --> 10:11.416 [Fiko sighs] 10:19.291 --> 10:20.791 [music fades] 10:32.833 --> 10:34.500 So, are you gonna explain yourself? 10:34.583 --> 10:37.125 What should I do? Apologize to you? 10:37.208 --> 10:39.250 An explanation would be a good start. 10:39.333 --> 10:41.875 It'd be really great if you could be honest this time. 10:41.958 --> 10:44.541 Okay! I'll be honest with you. 10:44.625 --> 10:47.000 I don't like you as a person. 10:47.083 --> 10:49.083 I've hated you ever since I was a child. 10:49.166 --> 10:51.041 -How about that? -I never forced you to come. 10:51.125 --> 10:52.250 So, why are you here? 10:52.333 --> 10:55.583 Because when you called me, I didn't have anywhere else to go. 10:55.666 --> 10:58.291 I got fired from my job. I wait tables at a diner. 10:58.375 --> 11:00.583 No, I don't have a cruise ship job. 11:00.666 --> 11:03.875 I don't even have a home to go to. I crash wherever I can. 11:03.958 --> 11:07.125 And that bus ticket cost the last of my fucking money, Ada. 11:07.208 --> 11:10.041 So you didn't tell me the truth about anything, huh? 11:10.125 --> 11:11.083 Nothing? 11:11.750 --> 11:14.750 You were already contemplating leaving me at the bus stop before I got off. 11:14.833 --> 11:16.791 If I told the truth, think you would've been happy? 11:16.875 --> 11:18.958 You hated me before you ever got the chance to know me. 11:19.041 --> 11:20.750 -I don't know you? -Is that what you told me? 11:20.833 --> 11:21.833 [Deniz scoffs] 11:22.958 --> 11:25.625 Let me tell you a few things about yourself, then. 11:26.208 --> 11:28.000 In high school, you were valedictorian. 11:28.083 --> 11:30.166 Same story with med school. 11:30.250 --> 11:33.541 And you were just the perfect kid. You were smart and mature. 11:33.625 --> 11:35.208 You'd never upset Dad. 11:35.291 --> 11:37.583 You're wondering how I know so much about you? 11:37.666 --> 11:39.791 Dad used to bring all this up to motivate me. 11:39.875 --> 11:41.833 Talking about you whenever I made a mistake. 11:41.916 --> 11:44.750 -How could I have known? I had no idea. -He still chose you in the end! 11:44.833 --> 11:46.750 I didn't know about you until after my mom died, 11:46.833 --> 11:50.416 and she just left behind a bag full of pictures and letters for me. 11:51.458 --> 11:53.250 Why'd you rip up those letters? 11:53.333 --> 11:56.250 -All those letters are lies! -Your mom got those letters from our dad! 11:56.333 --> 11:57.958 Listen to me! Just listen to me, okay? 11:58.041 --> 11:59.666 If I was loved that much by my father, 11:59.750 --> 12:02.250 do you think my life would have ended up being this shitty? 12:04.208 --> 12:05.291 Here. 12:06.541 --> 12:08.833 Yeah, here are your earrings, by the way. 12:08.916 --> 12:11.541 'Cause Dad never left a damn thing for me, Ada. 12:13.291 --> 12:15.625 Not even his last name. I mean, come on! 12:16.166 --> 12:17.583 Salihoğlu, bullshit! 12:18.166 --> 12:19.416 But you're special. 12:20.166 --> 12:21.583 Ada Korkmaz. 12:22.458 --> 12:23.708 Kemal Korkmaz's kid. 12:24.541 --> 12:26.458 You have this perfect life, don't you? 12:26.541 --> 12:29.166 You really mind giving some stupid earrings to me? 12:29.666 --> 12:32.708 Deniz, Dad did give you his own last name. It's Salihoğlu. 12:32.791 --> 12:35.375 [somber music rises] 12:35.458 --> 12:39.791 Salihoğlu's the family name, Deniz. From before he was adopted. 12:41.541 --> 12:44.750 I'm so blessed with that. So now I forgive him? 12:45.750 --> 12:47.750 After everything, I'll just forgive him? 12:49.500 --> 12:51.333 You know how you wanted to meet me? 12:52.291 --> 12:53.500 This is me. 12:54.375 --> 12:55.583 Nice to meet you. 13:06.291 --> 13:09.250 -[music fades] -[exhales sharply] 13:11.083 --> 13:14.208 [breathes deeply] 13:37.958 --> 13:39.958 [seabirds calling] 13:55.625 --> 13:57.333 [Deniz] How'd you know I was here? 14:12.666 --> 14:14.416 You wanna make a deal with me? 14:15.541 --> 14:18.291 You can stay with me till you get back on your feet. 14:19.791 --> 14:21.208 I have two rules, though. 14:21.291 --> 14:24.875 You're gonna stop doing drugs, and you'll never lie to me again. 14:24.958 --> 14:26.916 Oh, fuck off, Ada! 14:27.958 --> 14:31.708 Come on. I stole jewelry from you. I tore apart your whole house. 14:31.791 --> 14:33.708 You Bishop Myriel, or what? 14:37.041 --> 14:39.458 -Les Misérables fan? -Nah. 14:40.125 --> 14:43.666 You know, since I'm stupid. We didn't have any books in Georgia. 14:51.458 --> 14:52.458 [Ada] Don't litter. 14:55.125 --> 14:57.625 Dad would always tell me not to throw anything outside 14:57.708 --> 14:59.375 that I wouldn't put in my pocket. 15:02.416 --> 15:04.291 [reflective music playing] 15:04.375 --> 15:05.416 True. 15:06.541 --> 15:07.541 He did say that. 15:11.208 --> 15:13.333 He taught me about Les Misérables. 15:16.541 --> 15:17.583 Same here. 15:21.041 --> 15:23.333 You know, not everything I told you was a lie. 15:24.375 --> 15:28.250 I was a dancer for a while. I worked on cruise ships too. 15:28.333 --> 15:30.916 A few years ago, I got injured on the ship. 15:32.208 --> 15:34.333 So I can't really dance anymore. 15:35.208 --> 15:37.041 It used to be everything to me. 15:38.750 --> 15:40.750 I started getting high because of that. 15:42.500 --> 15:44.000 I'm not a bad person. 15:45.833 --> 15:48.208 And I'm not nearly as perfect as you think I am. 15:48.291 --> 15:49.666 [chuckles] Trust me. 15:53.791 --> 15:57.041 So? Do you accept my offer? 15:57.625 --> 15:59.666 Or should I repeat my conditions? 16:20.500 --> 16:21.916 [music fades] 16:23.166 --> 16:24.250 Here, come in. 16:24.333 --> 16:28.250 Whoa, look who's here! We've got my special princess. 16:28.333 --> 16:30.083 And there's my lion. 16:30.166 --> 16:32.333 -And my lady. -[sighs] 16:32.416 --> 16:34.416 [Sarp] Dad, I'm hungry. Is there any food? 16:34.500 --> 16:36.958 There's a whole kitchen for you. Eat whatever you want. 16:37.041 --> 16:39.041 -Go ahead. -Go take your sister with you too. 16:39.125 --> 16:41.583 She should eat something. 'Kay, honey? Go with Sarp. 16:41.666 --> 16:43.750 I'll be right there. Give me one minute. 16:43.833 --> 16:44.833 'Kay, come sit down. 16:44.916 --> 16:48.041 I've prepared the contract and looked over all the clauses. 16:48.125 --> 16:51.625 It turned out great. Take a look. Let's sign it and get it over with. 16:55.083 --> 16:57.708 We're gonna need to put in a couple of clauses. 16:57.791 --> 16:59.291 All right. Let's add them. 16:59.375 --> 17:00.833 For starters… 17:02.125 --> 17:04.875 They won't even touch that painting on the wall there, Erdem. 17:04.958 --> 17:06.541 They can't touch it anyway. Second? 17:06.625 --> 17:11.791 Second of all, Fiko will stay and continue to manage the restaurant. 17:12.416 --> 17:14.666 We can figure that out. We'll see. 17:15.375 --> 17:16.625 Then figure it out. 17:18.875 --> 17:20.208 [sighs] 17:20.291 --> 17:22.916 Also, I couldn't tell Fiko about what's happening. 17:23.000 --> 17:24.916 He was so upset about his father. 17:26.541 --> 17:29.625 I gotta loop him in. I've gotta tell him myself. 17:30.250 --> 17:31.250 Okay. 17:33.208 --> 17:35.916 This was a great decision, Leyla. I'm serious. 17:36.583 --> 17:38.458 And I've taken care of the boat too. 17:38.541 --> 17:40.625 It's gonna be ours as soon as we get the money. 17:41.375 --> 17:43.416 Everything's gonna work out. You'll see. 17:44.125 --> 17:46.041 You made a great call. I… 17:46.125 --> 17:48.458 [sighs] I'm gonna go check on the kids now. 17:49.125 --> 17:50.208 Okay. 17:50.875 --> 17:53.541 [upbeat music playing on radio] 17:53.625 --> 17:56.666 -What's that? -That's musakkas. 17:56.750 --> 17:59.416 It's just musakka. Muko makes it too. 18:00.416 --> 18:04.000 -[Mavi] What's that? -That's… pabucaki, Mavi. 18:05.125 --> 18:08.166 There's no way. That's just karnıyarık, bro. 18:08.250 --> 18:11.750 You think we don't know, Yorgos? Everything here's Turkish. 18:13.041 --> 18:15.291 Sarp, aren't we neighbors? 18:15.375 --> 18:19.250 Does it matter who named what and which dish was made in which country? 18:19.333 --> 18:22.583 We're similar, and so is our food. Am I right, Mavi? 18:24.166 --> 18:25.708 Makes sense. 18:25.791 --> 18:28.416 Sarp, just let Chef Yorgos cook for you. 18:31.000 --> 18:33.666 I'm curious where you live. Is it close to here? 18:33.750 --> 18:36.125 I… live out on a horse farm. 18:36.208 --> 18:39.250 -What? On a horse farm? -Yeah, with horsies. 18:39.333 --> 18:42.125 Mommy, can we go see the horsies, please? 18:42.208 --> 18:43.416 I wanna go. 18:45.625 --> 18:47.625 [air hissing softly] 18:54.583 --> 18:57.291 Mr. Rıza, how long have you had these symptoms? 18:57.958 --> 18:59.541 [Rıza] I've always had them. 18:59.625 --> 19:03.666 I saw a doctor in Adana. He said I could never drink again. 19:04.750 --> 19:06.125 [groans] 19:06.208 --> 19:10.583 I can't stand this world even for a day if I don't have a drink in my hand ready. 19:12.208 --> 19:14.125 And then I came over here. 19:15.583 --> 19:19.375 I just wanted to come see that bastard one last time before I go. 19:19.458 --> 19:21.375 But he made me regret coming. 19:21.958 --> 19:24.708 Can I ask you something, if that's all right? 19:24.791 --> 19:25.791 Go ahead. 19:26.958 --> 19:30.375 Have you gone through… any sort of trauma, Mr. Rıza? 19:31.375 --> 19:34.791 Something that happened that you don't ever talk about? 19:34.875 --> 19:36.083 You push it down? 19:36.166 --> 19:38.833 [hesitates] What? How did you know about that? 19:38.916 --> 19:43.958 Our bodies… sometimes express things that we're not able to ourselves. 19:44.041 --> 19:45.708 [tense music rising] 19:45.791 --> 19:49.041 And obviously, your body's been trying to express something to you. 19:49.625 --> 19:52.208 I feel like I'll be able to help you if you let me. 19:52.875 --> 19:54.708 We can come up with a treatment program. 19:56.250 --> 19:58.291 [sighs] Forget about it. 19:58.375 --> 20:01.083 There's no point in trying to get myself better now. 20:01.166 --> 20:02.333 [music fades] 20:02.416 --> 20:03.666 [somber music playing] 20:10.875 --> 20:12.750 He has symptoms of cirrhosis. 20:13.250 --> 20:15.958 His neurological disorder is progressing as well. 20:16.750 --> 20:18.875 I need to order a few liver tests for him. 20:18.958 --> 20:21.333 I also think he should go in to have an MRI. 20:21.416 --> 20:23.416 But he has to be willing to receive the treatment. 20:23.500 --> 20:25.708 Ada, is there something we can do to help him? 20:25.791 --> 20:28.708 Well, he needs to rest for now. He should be well-fed too. 20:28.791 --> 20:30.625 Don't let him get lonely. 20:31.333 --> 20:34.875 The most important thing you can do for him is to let him stay here. 20:34.958 --> 20:38.041 I'll make some bone broth. It'll make him feel better. 20:38.916 --> 20:40.083 Thank you. 20:42.000 --> 20:44.083 I'll go up there and check on him. 20:51.875 --> 20:52.875 Hey, what's up? 20:54.583 --> 20:55.958 Are you all right, hon? 20:57.125 --> 20:58.916 Honestly, Ada, I'm not. 20:59.875 --> 21:01.458 All of this was my fault, you know? 21:01.541 --> 21:04.291 It was me who wanted him to move out of our place. 21:05.750 --> 21:08.666 And our application was suspended too, so… 21:08.750 --> 21:10.666 -[somber music playing] -Sevgi. 21:11.916 --> 21:13.708 -[sighs] -That's terrible. 21:15.791 --> 21:17.541 [sighs] Oh, well. 21:17.625 --> 21:20.375 Maybe it wasn't the right time to have a kid anyway. 21:20.458 --> 21:22.708 You saw the kind of state he's in. 21:22.791 --> 21:27.083 I regret it and feel terrible about what happened, but… what's done is done. 21:27.166 --> 21:30.583 Maybe Fiko needs to spend some quality time with his father. 21:31.166 --> 21:32.083 [Sevgi] Mm. 21:32.166 --> 21:35.541 I think there's something between those two they have to get resolved. 21:36.583 --> 21:39.500 [sighs] What's the Deniz update? 21:41.333 --> 21:43.625 -Well, I gave her another chance. -Mm. 21:43.708 --> 21:46.791 -I hope this time, it'll be different. -Fingers crossed. 21:47.583 --> 21:48.791 -Ah! -Hm? 21:49.750 --> 21:52.666 -I found a place for my clinic. -[sighs] 21:52.750 --> 21:55.250 -Özgür's mother's house. -Thank God. I'm so happy. 21:55.333 --> 21:57.750 Wow. It's been forever since I've heard some good news. 21:57.833 --> 21:59.625 -Hm. -And also… 22:00.750 --> 22:02.583 That Özgür guy's quite the looker. 22:02.666 --> 22:04.375 Well… [laughs] 22:04.458 --> 22:08.125 And he's single. That man's a catch. I'm telling you, I can tell by the eyes. 22:08.208 --> 22:11.083 -You can see it in the eyes? Like that? -Every time, baby. 22:11.750 --> 22:14.833 You know, not in my own experience, but with clients, yeah. 22:15.875 --> 22:19.833 You remember how Leyla said she was about to move and sell the tavern… 22:19.916 --> 22:22.291 You think she's venting or something like that? 22:22.375 --> 22:24.541 -Was that real? -Don't remind me. 22:24.625 --> 22:26.083 She's serious about it. 22:29.291 --> 22:31.583 [Leyla] Why have you been staying here, Yorgos? 22:31.666 --> 22:33.583 [Yorgos] I grew up on a farm in Crete. 22:33.666 --> 22:36.041 They were trying to find someone to look after the horses. 22:36.708 --> 22:39.500 But now I'm gonna have to find someone to replace me here. 22:40.083 --> 22:42.583 Since you decided to move forward with the sale, 22:42.666 --> 22:44.833 I think I'll head back to Greece again. 22:44.916 --> 22:46.833 Yeah. Unfortunately, we sold. 22:46.916 --> 22:47.958 How come? 22:49.625 --> 22:50.750 "How come"? 22:50.833 --> 22:52.833 [tense music playing] 22:55.583 --> 22:59.833 Yeah, I wanna know. Why did you? You're telling me you're not happy here? 23:00.500 --> 23:03.083 [Mavi] Mommy, the horsies are so pretty! Come here! 23:03.166 --> 23:04.666 One second, Mavi! 23:09.333 --> 23:11.666 I'm coming. Wait for Mommy. 23:13.541 --> 23:15.041 [Mavi panting] 23:17.291 --> 23:19.833 -[tense music rises] -[Leyla sighs] 23:24.500 --> 23:25.500 Mavi. 23:29.666 --> 23:32.041 [horses neigh] 23:34.000 --> 23:35.541 [heartbeat thumping] 23:35.625 --> 23:37.708 -[horse huffs] -[gasps] 23:37.791 --> 23:38.791 [huffs] 23:38.875 --> 23:40.625 [echoing] 23:41.208 --> 23:42.333 [breathing shakily] 23:42.416 --> 23:43.500 [horse huffs] 23:43.583 --> 23:46.166 -[gasps] -[eerie distortion rising] 23:46.250 --> 23:50.125 -[neighing echoing] -[breathing heavily] 23:54.250 --> 23:55.250 [gasps] 24:03.875 --> 24:06.791 [tense music fades] 24:06.875 --> 24:07.875 Leyla. 24:08.958 --> 24:10.000 You all right? 24:10.916 --> 24:12.166 What's happening? 24:12.791 --> 24:14.791 -You fainted. -[Leyla sighs] 24:15.666 --> 24:16.916 Careful. 24:17.000 --> 24:18.416 [exhales heavily] 24:21.250 --> 24:22.250 [sighs deeply] 24:25.625 --> 24:26.833 Mavi's still in there. 24:27.666 --> 24:31.500 Relax. Mavi's fine. She's with the new friends she made. 24:31.583 --> 24:33.583 -[kids chatting] -[Leyla gasps] 24:34.333 --> 24:36.083 Are you all right, Leyla? 24:36.166 --> 24:37.666 I don't know. I'm like… 24:38.875 --> 24:41.708 Mavi! Mavi! 24:42.625 --> 24:44.500 Mavi, we're leaving. Let's go. 24:45.041 --> 24:47.750 Hurry, baby. Come on. Let's go. 24:48.250 --> 24:49.166 Leyla. 24:57.458 --> 24:59.625 -Enjoying yourselves? -[bright music playing] 24:59.708 --> 25:01.500 All right. I'll get the güveç for you. 25:02.500 --> 25:04.000 Güveç for table 42. 25:04.500 --> 25:07.708 [sighs] Leyla, look at this, thank God! That's Ada's sister. 25:07.791 --> 25:09.666 She asked me to bring her on as a favor. 25:09.750 --> 25:13.083 -[Deniz] Hello. What are we having? -She's doing great. Smart girl. 25:14.208 --> 25:16.583 -Fiko, we have to talk about something. -Hüseyin, come in. 25:16.666 --> 25:18.166 -There's a table for you. -Hey, Fiko. 25:20.333 --> 25:23.333 Look at how beautiful. This scene belongs in a museum. 25:23.416 --> 25:24.750 Yorgos has helped so much. 25:24.833 --> 25:28.416 Reservations are through the roof. Everyone's asking for Yorgos. 25:28.500 --> 25:32.000 It's been a godsend to have him, for me too. My mind is just a mess. 25:32.083 --> 25:34.541 Dad and the adoption… But we'll make it up, Leyla. 25:34.625 --> 25:35.916 We'll get there. 25:36.666 --> 25:38.625 I decided I'm selling the restaurant. 25:40.666 --> 25:42.916 What? What'd you say? 25:43.000 --> 25:45.458 It was a great offer, Fiko. 25:46.125 --> 25:49.791 And I put in the contract that you'll still be the manager once it's sold. 25:49.875 --> 25:52.541 You're getting your partner share too. Don't worry. 25:52.625 --> 25:54.208 So that's it, Leyla? 25:54.291 --> 25:56.625 What are you saying? What does that even mean? 25:56.708 --> 26:00.500 We just got back in business. What made you decide that? I don't get it. 26:00.583 --> 26:04.208 Fiko, the whole thing's been so difficult. Please, don't do this to me. 26:04.708 --> 26:07.166 This is for the kids. It's so important to our family. 26:07.250 --> 26:10.041 What am I supposed to say after you tell me it's for the family? 26:10.125 --> 26:11.125 I can't be mad. 26:13.291 --> 26:15.333 You never asked me when you bought the place. 26:15.416 --> 26:17.500 So why would you ask me when you sell? 26:18.375 --> 26:21.375 It's okay. It's what you had to do. 26:23.208 --> 26:24.166 Mm. 26:24.250 --> 26:26.083 [upbeat music playing] 26:26.166 --> 26:29.666 You think this music's cool? I put a playlist on for some new vibes. 26:30.333 --> 26:32.541 It's cool. You can do whatever. 26:33.583 --> 26:35.166 I only have a few more days. 26:43.083 --> 26:45.875 That new chef you got? He is hot. 26:53.250 --> 26:55.583 [guests clapping and whistling] 26:55.666 --> 26:58.166 [clapping to beat] 27:02.125 --> 27:05.125 [Greek folk music playing] 27:40.541 --> 27:43.583 [guests cheering] 28:18.166 --> 28:19.291 [music fades] 28:19.375 --> 28:21.333 [guests cheering] 28:21.416 --> 28:23.541 [music picks up] 28:23.625 --> 28:25.666 [exclaiming] 28:34.083 --> 28:35.833 Get in! Get in! 28:37.625 --> 28:39.500 [all exclaiming] 28:52.291 --> 28:53.291 [music ends] 28:53.375 --> 28:55.041 ELENI'S TAVERN 28:55.125 --> 28:56.583 [Fiko] She's selling Eleni's Tavern. 28:57.750 --> 29:00.791 And who's gonna buy it? We don't even know them. 29:01.875 --> 29:04.500 -And I'll have to deal with them. -[sighs] 29:04.583 --> 29:07.250 It's a very tough position that she's put me in. 29:08.291 --> 29:10.375 [sighs] Fiko… 29:12.041 --> 29:13.250 How's my Dad? 29:13.833 --> 29:16.583 Good. He had some of my mother's soup. Hm. 29:16.666 --> 29:19.500 -She's the only one he talks to. -That's good. 29:20.500 --> 29:22.666 I was completely out of line. 29:23.791 --> 29:25.916 I have no idea how that stuff came out of my mouth. 29:26.000 --> 29:27.500 How could I say that to him? 29:29.166 --> 29:31.708 And Zaman and I had talked this through, even. 29:33.041 --> 29:34.250 Even still… 29:35.625 --> 29:36.833 It's all my fault. 29:36.916 --> 29:38.708 [somber music playing] 29:38.791 --> 29:40.291 It's all my fault, Fiko. 29:43.000 --> 29:46.500 No, it's not. What's it got to do with you? Hm? 29:48.000 --> 29:51.333 This thing with me and my dad has been building up for a long time. 29:51.875 --> 29:55.083 All you want is to finally become a mother. 29:55.625 --> 29:57.125 That's your motivation. 29:58.000 --> 30:00.000 I think that's why you've been stressed. 30:01.666 --> 30:06.791 Yeah, but… I was so focused on all stuff we had to do for the adoption, 30:06.875 --> 30:08.500 I neglected my husband. 30:09.875 --> 30:11.458 [sighs] 30:11.541 --> 30:15.375 And plus, all we wanted was for our family to start growing. 30:15.458 --> 30:17.458 Well, it still grew. 30:17.541 --> 30:21.333 From now on, we'll keep our focus on how we can help your dad get better again. 30:21.416 --> 30:23.375 That's what we'll work on, okay? 30:24.166 --> 30:27.666 You know how blessed I am to have you? Hm? 30:27.750 --> 30:31.333 You're like a special kind of flower that blossoms every day. 30:34.333 --> 30:36.916 I guess you got that poet gene from your dad, love. 30:37.500 --> 30:40.666 No, I got it from you. It's 'cause I love you. 30:41.333 --> 30:42.375 [Sevgi chuckles] 30:43.750 --> 30:44.958 All right. 30:45.833 --> 30:47.333 -'Kay, come on. -I love you. 30:47.416 --> 30:50.291 -To good times ahead of us. -To good times. 30:52.666 --> 30:54.333 Wait, you're having that neat? 30:54.416 --> 30:56.458 If I don't have it neat, who will? 30:56.541 --> 30:59.083 [bright music playing] 31:04.333 --> 31:06.541 -I'm gonna take out this wall. -[Özgür] Uh-huh. 31:06.625 --> 31:08.958 And when we're done, we'll close off the fireplace 31:09.041 --> 31:10.250 and build an alcove here. 31:10.333 --> 31:12.541 -Chandelier here. -Okay. 31:12.625 --> 31:15.208 We'll divide this part with glass doors. 31:15.291 --> 31:18.500 And then, this'll be the entrance. Another chandelier, of course. 31:18.583 --> 31:20.166 We'll put up nice wallpaper… 31:20.875 --> 31:24.291 So, if you're having second thoughts, last chance. 31:24.375 --> 31:26.833 Well, I'm not having any second thoughts myself. 31:26.916 --> 31:28.458 Does Doctor Ada feel the same? 31:29.541 --> 31:31.416 Do I look like I have a problem? 31:31.500 --> 31:32.666 Right now… 31:33.541 --> 31:35.833 I'm contemplating driving over to come see you. 31:35.916 --> 31:37.666 [clicks tongue] Me too. 31:37.750 --> 31:40.875 How 'bout we both drive and meet somewhere in the middle like Bursa? 31:40.958 --> 31:43.125 -Have some İskender kebab? -[laughs] 31:44.458 --> 31:45.458 [knocking on door] 31:46.375 --> 31:51.000 -Özgür, let me call you back in a bit. -Of course. Yeah, call me. See you. 31:51.666 --> 31:52.791 [call disconnects] 31:58.166 --> 31:59.625 [Leyla sighs] 32:03.500 --> 32:05.625 Where can I register myself as a patient? 32:05.708 --> 32:07.875 [gentle music playing] 32:09.291 --> 32:12.708 [Ada] The architect says we should cover the ceiling, but I like the beams. 32:12.791 --> 32:14.125 It's so beautiful, Ada. 32:14.208 --> 32:17.083 Come on, I promise this place will be amazing, you'll see. 32:17.166 --> 32:19.291 -Thank you. -[Leyla sighs] 32:19.375 --> 32:21.708 And thanks again for giving Deniz the job. 32:22.708 --> 32:24.250 Oh, don't mention it. 32:24.333 --> 32:26.625 And anyways, I'm selling Eleni's Tavern. 32:28.291 --> 32:30.708 So she'll have to hang out with Fiko now, I guess. 32:30.791 --> 32:32.000 Are you sure about this? 32:32.083 --> 32:35.375 No, Ada, I'm not. I'm not sure about anything nowadays. 32:35.916 --> 32:37.708 By the way, are we fine? 32:39.250 --> 32:40.583 Were we ever not? 32:41.208 --> 32:42.625 -No, I love you. -Mm. 32:44.458 --> 32:46.416 [Leyla grunts] 32:47.791 --> 32:50.875 I think it's really awesome that you and Özgür are happy. 32:52.416 --> 32:54.791 You keep scratching. What's going on with you? 32:54.875 --> 32:57.666 -Oh, I feel terrible. -Let's see. 32:57.750 --> 32:59.125 [groans] 32:59.208 --> 33:00.750 Leyla, what's that? 33:01.291 --> 33:04.083 -It was only this spot itching yesterday-- -Don't touch it. 33:04.166 --> 33:06.125 Now it's itchy like everywhere on my back. 33:06.208 --> 33:09.791 -What's going on? I don't know. -Allergic reaction, probably. 33:11.166 --> 33:12.916 Did you buy a new perfume or something? 33:13.000 --> 33:15.708 Or wear a new piece of clothing before you put in the wash? 33:15.791 --> 33:16.750 No. 33:17.375 --> 33:21.708 Or, Maybe you got scratched by a plant, or you were near some kind of animal? 33:24.000 --> 33:26.958 Yesterday, Mavi and I went to a horse farm. 33:27.041 --> 33:28.583 At the barn when I walked in, 33:28.666 --> 33:31.416 all of a sudden I felt weird, and I completely passed out. 33:31.500 --> 33:33.750 -[tense music playing] -Passed out? 33:33.833 --> 33:36.291 Yeah. Do you think that's what's up with me? 33:37.416 --> 33:40.541 Have you ever been on a horse farm before? Or…? 33:40.625 --> 33:43.250 As a kid, I used to love horses so much 33:43.333 --> 33:46.208 that I would get in trouble for ditching school to go see them. 33:46.291 --> 33:50.041 Then one day, I felt so scared for some reason, 33:50.125 --> 33:52.041 and I stopped visiting the horse farm. 33:52.125 --> 33:56.833 -You're saying I'm allergic, though? -Well, after that, I don't think you are. 33:56.916 --> 33:59.875 -Leyla, I mean come on, you passed out. -What do you mean? 33:59.958 --> 34:03.916 It can be that… when we go through an experience like trauma, 34:04.000 --> 34:06.583 maybe it can move to the back of our mind. 34:06.666 --> 34:08.166 We might not even remember. 34:08.250 --> 34:10.541 But our body might remember it, though. 34:10.625 --> 34:13.666 And when we enter an environment that reminds us of that, 34:13.750 --> 34:15.833 even seeing something, smelling something 34:15.916 --> 34:19.291 can trigger our nervous system and produce that type of reaction. 34:21.375 --> 34:25.083 -[sighs] So maybe that's what's going on? -Let's try something. 34:27.166 --> 34:28.625 [softly] Please help me. 34:30.166 --> 34:33.625 [Ada] We're going to do something to release the tension in that area. 34:33.708 --> 34:36.666 -[gentle music playing] -[Leyla breathes deeply] 34:36.750 --> 34:38.458 First, let's take a deep breath. 34:38.541 --> 34:40.958 All right? In through the nose, out through the mouth. 34:41.041 --> 34:42.125 Just breathe with me. 34:42.208 --> 34:43.875 [breathes deeply] 34:47.125 --> 34:48.250 [sighs] 34:51.958 --> 34:53.583 Before you went, how were you? 34:54.166 --> 34:55.125 Good. 34:56.125 --> 34:57.625 And when did that change? 34:58.958 --> 35:02.000 -[takes a deep breath] -[horses whinnying] 35:02.083 --> 35:04.708 As soon as I got hit with the smell in there. 35:05.541 --> 35:08.333 [Ada] Okay. Now, close your eyes. 35:11.125 --> 35:12.708 Keep your focus on breathing. 35:15.458 --> 35:18.750 [breathing deeply] 35:18.833 --> 35:20.250 [sounds distort] 35:24.041 --> 35:25.416 [young Leyla chuckles softly] 35:26.916 --> 35:27.916 [horse snorts] 35:28.000 --> 35:30.125 [soft rattling] 35:30.208 --> 35:32.458 [heavy breathing] 35:34.666 --> 35:36.166 [Ada] You okay, Leyla? 35:36.791 --> 35:38.416 [tense music rises] 35:41.208 --> 35:43.083 I'm pretty sure now I remember. 35:44.291 --> 35:47.666 But I'm not… totally sure if it happened. 35:47.750 --> 35:49.208 [gently] That's fine. 35:51.208 --> 35:53.541 Close your eyes for a second. I'm here. 35:55.166 --> 35:56.708 Deep breaths. 35:56.791 --> 36:00.375 -[Leyla takes a deep breath] -[Ada] Yeah? 36:00.458 --> 36:02.625 What's going on in your body right now? 36:03.500 --> 36:04.791 Under your skin? 36:04.875 --> 36:06.791 [exhale echoing] 36:06.875 --> 36:08.375 [tense music rises] 36:16.791 --> 36:19.041 [exhales sharply, sobs] 36:19.125 --> 36:21.083 -[Ada] I'm right here. -[sighs] 36:21.166 --> 36:24.000 Just breathe. You got it, keep on breathing deeply. 36:24.958 --> 36:27.125 Now look at little Leyla in the stable. 36:27.208 --> 36:29.583 [Leyla breathing shakily] 36:30.708 --> 36:35.083 -[Ada] How is little Leyla? -[Leyla] She's scared. She feels guilty. 36:35.750 --> 36:38.916 Because she skips school to be on the farm 36:39.000 --> 36:41.500 and never tells her father anything about it. 36:41.583 --> 36:44.375 She has to keep a secret from everyone. 36:44.458 --> 36:47.666 And what does little Leyla need to feel all right again? 36:48.875 --> 36:50.958 She needs protection, I think. 36:52.791 --> 36:56.250 So now I need you to go to a time when adult Leyla felt protected. 36:58.625 --> 37:00.166 I never feel that, though. 37:02.041 --> 37:04.416 Just wait. You'll think of one. 37:05.625 --> 37:10.500 When you felt secure, you felt strong, you felt safe. 37:10.583 --> 37:13.500 [breathes shakily, gasps] 37:14.750 --> 37:16.750 [sighs] Something's coming to me. 37:17.250 --> 37:19.250 [bright music rises] 37:19.333 --> 37:23.000 -[excited chatter] -[plates clattering] 37:37.250 --> 37:41.291 [Ada] If you were to assign a color to that moment, what would it be? 37:42.875 --> 37:44.000 [Leyla] Yellow. 37:45.375 --> 37:46.583 Brightness. 37:47.875 --> 37:49.416 The color of light. 37:49.500 --> 37:52.875 [Ada] Now, give that color to little Leyla. 37:52.958 --> 37:54.916 -[sighs] -[Ada] The yellow… 37:55.666 --> 37:56.916 The brightness… 37:57.833 --> 37:58.875 The light… 37:59.916 --> 38:00.958 The peace… 38:01.958 --> 38:03.541 -The courage… -[sighs] 38:04.583 --> 38:06.416 -I'm here with you now. -[sobbing] 38:10.291 --> 38:13.750 Leyla, I'm so sorry for forgetting you all this time. 38:16.208 --> 38:17.791 But I'm here now. 38:19.583 --> 38:21.208 You are not alone. 38:24.250 --> 38:26.958 You were so scared, I know. 38:28.541 --> 38:30.166 You are innocent. 38:31.416 --> 38:33.791 But I'm here for you from now on. 38:35.083 --> 38:36.958 You don't have to worry anymore. 38:38.666 --> 38:39.708 Come on. 38:42.291 --> 38:43.458 Please. 38:44.083 --> 38:45.083 [sighs] 38:46.083 --> 38:47.291 [sniffles] 38:48.208 --> 38:50.083 Let's get out of here together. 38:53.833 --> 38:55.833 [music peaks and fades] 38:57.791 --> 39:01.291 -[somber music playing] -You've achieved so many wonderful things. 39:01.375 --> 39:04.250 So many. You have wonderful children. 39:05.375 --> 39:08.208 A job that makes you so happy too. 39:09.000 --> 39:11.541 And over there, it's magic. 39:12.041 --> 39:15.458 People fall in love when they're sitting at those tables. 39:15.541 --> 39:19.250 They dance all night. They celebrate their lives there. 39:20.291 --> 39:22.666 And you and I made that happen together. 39:26.083 --> 39:28.125 I'll never leave you alone again. 39:30.791 --> 39:35.750 I have to focus on protecting my family, and I really needed a reminder of that. 39:36.500 --> 39:38.500 [Leyla sighs] 39:38.583 --> 39:39.916 [gentle music playing] 39:47.250 --> 39:49.958 [Ada] Children can't protect themselves. 39:50.041 --> 39:53.541 They need the adults in their lives to protect them. 40:01.541 --> 40:05.625 But sometimes, adults can be so focused on their own problems 40:05.708 --> 40:08.666 that they don't even notice what's going on right in front of them. 40:09.583 --> 40:11.250 [Leyla] My sweet girl. 40:15.458 --> 40:16.708 [Leyla sighs] 40:24.375 --> 40:25.666 [sighs] 40:33.250 --> 40:37.708 How can I protect you when the world out there is so twisted and evil? 40:41.250 --> 40:43.291 My father couldn't protect me. 40:44.875 --> 40:46.666 My mother never did either. 40:53.208 --> 40:55.916 And if you can always tell me the truth, then… 40:59.958 --> 41:03.708 then I can teach you how to keep yourselves safe without me. 41:06.083 --> 41:09.625 [Ada] Blaming our parents for our childhood trauma 41:09.708 --> 41:11.958 won't make that trauma heal. 41:12.041 --> 41:15.791 On the contrary, it prevents us from healing. 41:18.500 --> 41:20.125 -[Deniz] Good morning. -How are you? 41:20.208 --> 41:21.541 Heading to the clinic? 41:21.625 --> 41:24.041 The contractors need another week, so in the meantime, 41:24.125 --> 41:25.666 I figured I'd get out of here. 41:25.750 --> 41:29.583 -The house will be yours till I get back. -Don't worry. I'll take care of it. 41:29.666 --> 41:34.000 Also, will you take a look at this? We'll talk about it later. 41:35.083 --> 41:37.125 So, are you gonna tell me where you're going? 41:37.208 --> 41:38.708 [Ada] Somewhere I've never been. 41:38.791 --> 41:40.750 [gentle music playing] 41:52.500 --> 41:53.500 ADDICTION TREATMENT 41:53.583 --> 41:57.791 [Ada] Jung said, "Until you make the unconscious conscious, 41:57.875 --> 41:59.666 it will direct your life, 41:59.750 --> 42:02.500 and you will call it fate," Jung tells us. 42:03.250 --> 42:08.041 But will bringing what's been hidden in the dark for years to light 42:08.125 --> 42:10.291 be enough to change our fates? 42:10.375 --> 42:11.791 [Erdem chatting indistinctly] 42:11.875 --> 42:14.541 Oh, Leyla. Sit down, dear. 42:14.625 --> 42:18.166 The contract's all ready for us to sign, so let's take care of it now. 42:18.250 --> 42:20.916 -Then we'll head to the notary. -I won't waste your time. 42:21.000 --> 42:22.916 Because my mind's been changed. 42:23.541 --> 42:26.541 -What's that? -Eleni's Tavern is not for sale. 42:26.625 --> 42:28.208 [Yavuz] Erdem, what's going on? 42:28.291 --> 42:33.291 Because to me, this place is much more… more than just a tavern. 42:34.791 --> 42:35.916 So it's not for sale. 42:36.916 --> 42:40.458 But you're welcome to stay for dinner. We'll have a nice table reserved for you. 42:40.541 --> 42:42.958 And Chef Yorgos's new menu is coming out tonight, 42:43.041 --> 42:44.500 so you can enjoy that. 42:44.583 --> 42:47.250 -Leyla, dear… -Honey, take care of the reservation. 42:47.833 --> 42:50.750 -[Yavuz] What's going on? -[Erdem] It's nothing. Don't worry. 42:50.833 --> 42:51.833 We'll figure it out. 42:51.916 --> 42:53.958 ["Bu Gece" playing] 42:54.041 --> 42:57.375 -[Yavuz] We'll get going. -[Erdem] It's just women, you know? 42:57.458 --> 43:00.083 [reflective tune continues] 43:16.041 --> 43:16.875 Come in. 43:18.375 --> 43:19.666 SEVGİ SOLMAZ LAW & CONSULTING 43:19.750 --> 43:22.333 [Ada] Perhaps our destiny is shaped right here and now 43:22.416 --> 43:25.333 by which doors we choose to open and which we choose to close. 43:49.583 --> 43:51.208 [both breathing heavily] 44:59.875 --> 45:01.791 ["Bu Gece" by Tuğçe Şenoğul plays] 48:28.250 --> 48:29.750 [music fades]