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[somber music playing]

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[Kemal and Belgin arguing]

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-Tell me where you're having pain.
-[Kemal] It's the same. I'm over it!

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Right here?

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[arguing continues]

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Take a deep breath. [breathes deeply]

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Now let it out.

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Big cough. [coughs]

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I'll write a prescription for you.
You'll feel good in no time.

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[Kemal] … for you and Ada. Everything!

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[Belgin] How long will you
leave her this time? How long?

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-Answer me!
-[Kemal] Enough!

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-I'm getting the hell out of here!
-[Belgin] Get the hell out, then!

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[door open and shuts]

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[door opens]

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[Kemal sighs]

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Baby girl, I have to leave for a while.
And you won't see me for a long time.

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I'll explain one day when you're grown up.

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When you'll be old enough to understand.

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You're a very smart girl.
Take care of your mom, okay?

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[tender music playing]

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[sighs]

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[door closes]

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[woman in Spanish accent]
How does little Ada feel?

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[Ada] Lonely.

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What else do you feel?

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Observe your bodily sensations.

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[clicks tongue] Sad.

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[sighs]

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BARCELONA - SITGES
2024

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Abandoned.

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[woman] And when you are sad,
what happens in your body?

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[inhales sharply]

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I feel something here.

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[gentle music playing]

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Like pain.

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Numbness in my head. Here.

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My legs tremble.

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Why do I still feel lonely, Carla?

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Well, from what you have told me,
your father grew up outside his family.

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Bueno, he must have felt the pain
of not being with his family

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at such a young age, no?

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And your mother may have felt
that your father was abandoning her.

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Because there was someone else
who was more important to him.

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So, you see, from both sides,
we see this loneliness.

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Mm. Carla.

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I came here because you offered me
to work together in this clinic.

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Sevgi needs treatment, not me.

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So, can we talk about her situation?

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Don't worry. We will work with Sevgi.

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But what about you, Ada?
What do you need for yourself?

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I want to help people,
to heal their sicknesses.

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And what was little Ada doing
when she was feeling lonely, again?

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[chuckles sadly]

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She was trying to heal her doll.

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If you want to help other people,
you have to start from yourself.

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[gentle music playing]

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I know you were scared.

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You were hurt.

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But we've done incredible things.

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And I'm right by your side now.

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You're safe.

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I can give you everything you need.

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I'm here now.

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[Carla] I'll ask you
to make your family tree.

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We call it "árbol genealógico."

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You start with yourself,

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and then you add
your entire paternal and maternal family.

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[somber music playing]

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[Carla] So, let's see who was left out
of your family system.

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It is very important
for you to find your place.

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ANOTHER SELF

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[gentle music playing]

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Hey, girls. We've gotta meet up right now.

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[phone chimes]

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[gentle music fades]

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[Sevgi] Here you go. Enjoy.

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[phone chimes]

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Hey, Dad. It's a surprise to see you.

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Kind of out of nowhere.
It… It's great, though.

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Really, it's… we're glad you came.

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Yes, we are. Fiko's told me
so much about you, and…

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I know we've never had
the chance to meet before,

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but frankly, we were curious
about why you came to visit us now.

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[reflective music rises]

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Which way is the john?

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The john?

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-[gently] I'll show you. Come on. Here.
-[sighs]

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[calming music playing]

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[Sevgi gasps]

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[exhales deeply]

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I mean, you don't call, you vanish
off the face of the earth completely.

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Now you're back on the most important day
of our lives to ruin it?

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And Fiko introduced him
to the woman as his father.

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Of course, Ms. Songül said,
"You take care of your guest."

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[sighs heavily]

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It's okay babe. Let's get you some tea.

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I don't even wanna hear the word "tea,"
for the love of God. Please. No.

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How many years had Fiko Riko
been estranged from his father for?

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That man left him with his stepmom

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and looked the other way
when she was beating the boy up.

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And once Fiko became old enough
to leave the house,

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he joined the army,
so he was never much of a father, was he?

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Sevgi, I understand you being so upset.
Don't you think you might be overreacting?

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-Babe, that's the man's father.
-Ada.

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I don't wanna sit through a lecture
about this. Like, seriously.

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Do you remember all the hoops I needed
to jump through to make that appointment?

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It's bad timing, of course,
but he might've come to you for help.

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Like maybe he needs you
'cause he's sick or something like that.

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Oh, please! He's not sick or anything.
He's just an alcoholic.

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You're getting so tense.

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Take a deep breath
and relax your shoulders.

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Deep breath. In through your nose,
out through your mouth.

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-[groans]
-Just relax. Loosen up.

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[sighs] Wow, that really works.

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What's up with you all dolled up
like that? Where are you going?

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-[Leyla] Me?
-You.

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I'm going to the store.

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"I'm going to the store."
You put on fresh lipstick to go?

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I'm going to get groceries, 'kay? Stop.

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Now that Fiko can't pick them up,
I have to absorb that responsibility.

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By the way, I have to head out now.

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-Where to? Hold on.
-Where are you going?

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You told us to come here
'cause of something urgent. What is it?

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She couldn't even get a word in
'cause I was yapping on the whole time.

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Tell me, what's going on?

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-[Ada] Girls.
-Huh?

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-[Leyla] Yeah?
-I finally found my sister. Deniz.

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-You're kidding me right now.
-Are you for real?

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-Stop, you're kidding.
-[Leyla] When was this?

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Özgur helped.

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-Özgür helped you?
-[Leyla] Who's Özgur?

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Yeah, he was on my flight.

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-Özgur.
-Wait. On your flight?

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-Yeah.
-His name's Özgür. And so?

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And I have to go because I'm about
to pick up Deniz from the bus station now.

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-Is Deniz… sleeping at yours?
-[Ada] Uh, yes.

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-[Leyla] She took the bus?
-[Ada] All right.

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-Yes.
-[Leyla] Is she staying with you?

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-How?
-I'll tell you later.

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-[Sevgi] When are you gonna tell us?
-[Leyla] Give us a call.

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-[Ada] Bye! Bye, I have to go.
-[Leyla sighs, scoffs]

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She's keeping things from us again.
It's obvious.

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[sighs] She stopped loving us, Leyla.

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Stop being paranoid!
She couldn't even get a word in.

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Well, she should've steered
the conversation.

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We interrupt each other when something
important needs to come out.

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Why don't you just go
and put on your lipstick?

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[sighs]

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It's me.

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-Now a good time, Dad?
-Yeah.

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If you want…

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I made some soup for you.

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-Asiye died.
-[somber music playing]

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Oh.

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The witch is dead?

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[sighs] God bless that woman's soul.

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She gave up a lot for you guys.

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I'm sorry. That's terrible.
May God rest her soul.

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Go grab a big bottle of raki.

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It's pretty early for raki.
How about you eat a little first, huh?

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Just bring the raki, all right?

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[sighs]

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[busy chatter]

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-[woman] Village pepper.
-Mm.

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-[Yorgos] Tomatoes?
-[woman] Smells wonderful.

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[passionate music playing]

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-Yeah. Tomatoes look good.
-Ah. Let's get you some.

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-[Yorgos] One kilo.
-One kilo.

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Ah. Good morning, Leyla.

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To you, I'm boss lady.
You got that, Yorgos?

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Okay? I'm boss lady.

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Ah, boss lady.

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Of course, I'm sorry.

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Yep, that's right.

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Hurry up, now. You know
I don't have much time,

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so let's grab the stuff and go, Yorgos.

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[speaks Greek]

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Meaning?

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Meaning… [speaks Greek]

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-[Leyla] Hmph.
-[whimsical music playing]

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[woman 2] Hello.

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Hello. We'll check over there
and come back.

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-[woman 2] Of course.
-Oh my God, I love this stand.

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-You check between the leaves.
-Between…

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It's the best way to tell
if they're fresh ones.

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I imported this chef
all the way from Greece, you know?

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-Should I smell it?
-Smell it.

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-[speaks Greek]
-[laughs]

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The peppers on that stand look great.

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-Take a whiff if you want.
-We don't smell everything.

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-Sesame leaves.
-Sesame leaves, and good ones.

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Then you pick them,
and I'll stay out of it.

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[Leyla] Hey, babes!

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We’re out shopping to get
the freshest produce we can find

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at the farmer’s market today.

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Come haul with us!

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We're getting
all of the best vegetables we can find.

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From farm to table for you guys.
Check it out, come on.

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And plus, today I have
a special surprise for you.

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A brand-new transfer.

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The chef at Eleni's Tavern,

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our newest addition, Yorgos,
all the way from Greece.

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-Say hi.
-Kalimera!

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Oh, right. Kalimera. Pardon. Silly me.

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So, anyway, don't forget to come over
and make a reservation.

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'Kay, bye.

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Mwah. Mwah. Mwah.

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Mwah.

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What's that?

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This… I'm going to make hortopita.

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Wait, you're making orthopedics?

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My grandmother's secret recipe.

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-Hortopita.
-Mm… Hm…

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Hortopi-- [groans]

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[romantic music playing]

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-What happened? You all right?
-I'm fine.

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We're late.

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We should finish it up
and get back as soon as we can.

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[romantic music fades]

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Fiko!

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-Hey, love, welcome home.
-Thank you.

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I'm late for work, so could you
head upstairs and go take care of my dad?

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-Fiko, wait.
-Hm?

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Have you talked to your father
about when he's leaving?

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No. I couldn't tell him.

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I was going to, but…

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Then he said that his wife died,
and I couldn't bring it up after.

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-[Sevgi] Oh…
-Mm.

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-I'm sorry to hear.
-Yeah, well…

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You can tell, it's broken him.

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-He's devastated.
-Mm.

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So I couldn't make him leave yet.

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[sighs] Sevgi.

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It's fine if he stays for a while, right?

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Fiko, can we talk for a minute?

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Come sit down. You can go to work later.

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Fiko. Fiko, listen, I'm not gonna beat
around the bush with you about this.

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-So please promise you won't get upset.
-All right.

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If we keep your father here,
it'll be impossible to move forward

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with the adoption.

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And you know I'm right.

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Of course I know, Sevgi
but I don't have any options.

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He came here. What am I supposed to do?
Throw him out on the street?

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Look, I'm not saying
throw him out on the street.

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We can go and find him a clean place.
A hotel or an apartment.

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We can still take care of your dad.
But we have to move him out.

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What if our application gets rejected?
What then?

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All of this would be for nothing.

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[Fiko sighs]

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Okay, Sevgi. I'll figure something out.
I'll find a way, I promise.

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-All right, Fiko.
-[sighs]

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-I gotta go now.
-'Kay, have a good day.

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[Fiko] Thanks.

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-[somber music playing]
-[sighs]

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[Ada] Painful experiences
don't just manifest in our memories.

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They also occupy our bodies.

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Meaning trauma,
contrary to popular belief,

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is not a psychological problem.

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It's a physiological problem.

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As our minds try to process
discomfort in the body,

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they generate emotions
that feel familiar to us.

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However, those feelings
reflect the past, not the present.

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When our past takes a hold of us,
and we recognize that and transform it,

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our feelings can also change.

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If our feelings change,
our decisions will also change.

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Hey, babes, I'm waiting for her.
She should be getting off any second.

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I feel like maybe…

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Like maybe this was a mistake, or I…

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I mean, would it be awful
if I said something came up?

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And that I couldn't have her visit
right now?

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[phone chimes]

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[emotional music rises]

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"Maybe… Ada meets Deniz one day."

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"She could be the big sister
that Deniz never had."

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[sighs]

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[indistinct announcement on PA]

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[Ada exhales]

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[Ada] Deniz?

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[bright music rises]

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-Ada?
-[chuckles softly]

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-Nice to meet you.
-[chuckles]

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[both laugh]

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[sighs]

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I'm sorry if it's too much.

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-I just got super excited.
-[chuckles]

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-So, how was your trip?
-It was good. Just kinda warm, I guess.

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Yeah, these days it's a little warm.

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You're such a… beautiful woman, Ada.

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-How come I never got those genes?
-You're gorgeous, Deniz.

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Mm. I'm hungry.
I basically starved the whole way here.

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-You wanna go eat?
-Sounds good.

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-My car's down there.
-Let's do it.

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[gentle music playing]

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[Erdem] And it's already warranting more.
Leyla, dear! Can you come here?

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Erdem?

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[Erdem] Hello.

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I'll introduce you.
Uh, Mr. Yavuz. My wife Leyla, sir.

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It's a pleasure. Mr. Yavuz.

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Uh, Leyla, Mr. Yavuz has fallen in love
with the place.

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Well, how could he not?
It's been a labor of love.

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Thank you. I appreciate it.

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Mr. Yavuz, um, made us an offer.

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I'll fill you in later
with all the details, dear.

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If it's for a wedding
or a big organization,

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we unfortunately won't be able
to accommodate that right now.

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But in the future, for sure.
We're open to it.

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It's not. We came to propose to Mr. Erdem
an offer to acquire the entire business.

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-You can consider it and let us know.
-[tense music playing]

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-Have a good day.
-[Erdem] Yes. Have a good day, Mr. Yavuz.

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This doesn't count, though, right?

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Come by anytime. We'd love to see you.

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All right. Take care, now.

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Thanks, İlhan. Have a good one.

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-You know I'm gonna kill you over this.
-Leyla dear, let's smile until they leave.

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Going, going…

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What's happening with him?
What is he saying?

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You haven't even heard
what they offered to buy it for.

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I don't give a damn, all right?

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-'Cause this place is not for sale!
-Is that so?

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And where were you
all day today with that chef?

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Leyla!

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[tense music fades]

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Making me yell in front of the damn mafia.

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[bright music playing]

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So, tell me. What's up with you?

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All right. Who am I? [clicks tongue]

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Um, I dance for work.

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-Mm.
-It was my major.

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I work on cruise ships.
I'm part of an amazing dance company.

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So, you're traveling the world?

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Yeah. I usually cruise for four weeks,
then go home for two.

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-And where do you live?
-Istanbul for now.

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But… I've been staying with a friend,

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so I don't have to pay rent
when I'm out at sea.

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Hm.

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I'm saving up. My dream is
to be able to open a dance studio.

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Oh. That's so great.

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I'm so jealous of you.

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I'm an awful dancer. Just terrible.

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Like, I can't even pretend to dance.

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Oh, stop it. Come on.
Everyone can dance a little.

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[laughs] No. I really can't, though.

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What's your style?

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Hm.

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Actually… jazz would suit you.

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Jazz?

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Yeah, totally. It's an independent style,
as opposed to a partner dance.

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How come?

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When I meet someone for the first time,
I imagine how they'd dance

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-That's special.
-Dancing tells a lot about people.

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Were they fluid? Were they stiff?
What's their threshold?

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In a relationship, are they controlling?
Or are they submissive?

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-You can get the whole picture.
-Hm.

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[somber music playing]

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So, I shouldn't dance when you're around.

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So, let's hear it.
Tell me your whole story.

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What do you do?

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Other than being a gorgeous,
charismatic, award-winning surgeon.

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Someone made sure to do her research
before we met up.

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Yeah, well…
I might have stalked you a little.

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I've wondered about you for a long time.

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I've heard so much from our dad.

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[somber music rises]

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Tell me more.

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What would he say?

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Good things.

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Always good things.

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-Excuse me.
-[waiter] Yes, ma'am?

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Can I get another beer?
And what do you want to drink?

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Wanna pack up here?

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Let's go home. How 'bout you come over
and we have a drink there?

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Okay, sure. I'm down.

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I warmed up some soup for you.

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If you want, there's some fried rice too.

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Fiko's an amazing cook. He made it.

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-I heard you're a lawyer.
-Mm-hmm.

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Uh…

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I work at an office downtown.

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I haven't been able to work
for a long time, though.

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I was sick for a while.
Fiko might've told you a bit about it.

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But I'm better now.

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Fiko and I, we met here, in Ayvalık.

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You got some lemon?

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[sighs]

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[Sevgi clears throat]

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Fiko said that … you lost your wife.
I'm sorry to hear.

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Mm.

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I'm sure that down in Adana
you have a lot of friends and family.

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And I heard that you have a shop.

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[sighs] Mm.

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No, there's nothing else left
for me there.

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From now on, I'll be living here,
God willing.

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[somber music playing]

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[sighs]

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I think I've got a bottle in the fridge.

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Bring me a glass of raki, neat.
And get, um… a slice of cheese with it.

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Here we are. Make yourself at home.

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-Your place is unbelievable.
-Thank you.

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Come have a glass with me?

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-Sure. Wine's cool.
-M'kay.

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So do you rent this place,
or do you own it?

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I own it. I moved here after the divorce.

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Pretty good choices.

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Both of them. You moving up here
and divorcing your husband.

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Do you have kids?

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-Not yet, I don't.
-Gotcha. Another good choice.

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So, you must be seeing someone new, right?

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No.

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Okay, so I'm supposed to believe
a woman like you doesn't have a boyfriend?

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Well, you must have a booty call.

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[chuckles] No.

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I met someone the other day, though.
And thanks to him, I found you.

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Oh, nice. I like him,
and I haven't even met him yet.

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[gentle music playing]

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[Deniz sighs]

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[Deniz exhales]

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To sisterhood.

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[clinking]

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What is that?

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Some kinda project, or…?

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Wait, why is my name on here?

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[sighs] It's a genogram.

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Like a family tree.

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If you're curious,
I can explain it to you.

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I … I don't wanna ruin my buzz right now.

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Deniz, could you actually go outside
to smoke?

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You can step out on the patio.

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All right, sure. I'll do that.

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[emotional music swells]

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[music fades]

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Dad?

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What are you doing in the dark?

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You all right?

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Did you get raki for me?

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[scoffs]

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[sighs]

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Listen. Let's talk for a minute.

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Sevgi and I… have built a life here.

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We've been through
some very, very tough times.

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My wife nearly died, Dad.

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We've struggled so much.

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And we're trying to adopt a child
on top of it.

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[somber music playing]

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It's a very difficult time.

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I mean…

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Um… your problem… it's putting us…

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It puts us in a very difficult position.
It's not working anymore.

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What problem are you talking about?

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How about the two of us, tomorrow,
go to the hospital for a checkup.

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Have them take a look at you, Dad.

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Then I'll move you into a place
that's nice and clean.

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-Okay?
-[spits]

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[music halts]

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You're kicking your own father out, Fiko?

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Like some piece of garbage?

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So ungrateful. Shame on you!

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-Mr. Rıza.
-Sevgi.

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I won't let you talk to Fiko like that.

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-Sevgi…
-For all these years, where have you been?

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You've been gone.
I don't even know who you are.

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You call your son ungrateful
as if you've ever supported him?

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Ever were there for him?

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-Ever did anything?
-Sevgi.

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In my house I won't stand for
anybody speaking to my husband like that.

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-[Fiko] Okay, Sevgi, please…
-Come on, Fiko! It's enough of this.

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Do you agree
with what your wife is saying?

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[emotional music playing]

27:56.333 --> 27:57.541
[Fiko sighs]

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I do.

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I think that it's time for you to go now.

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I'll get some cash for you.

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-Dad! Dad!
-[Sevgi] Fiko, please. I'm begging you.

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He's gonna buy booze with the money.
You won't be doing him a favor.

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[sighs]

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[exhales]

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[door slams]

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Oh God…

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-God damn!
-[music fades]

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[Deniz sighs]

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So does that stuff actually work, though?

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You know, like, our ancestral… trauma

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and… like all of that stuff?

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[scoffs] I read the articles you wrote.

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And you wrote something like…

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"If we can find a way to accept our past…

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it means we'll find a way to accept
what's happening in the present."

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Of course, uncovering what's
in our past won't magically fix

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whenever we have a problem.

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But learning about and acknowledging
our ancestral trauma,

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that can enable us to really…
change the impact we feel from it.

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[laughs]

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Ada, I feel awful for saying this,
but you know what that sounds like?

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Bullshit.

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After you get into a clearer mindset,
I'm happy to explain it to you.

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I love the earrings you've got on.

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They're beautiful.
Can I see those? Can I just…

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Mm…

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-Sunflowers are my favorite.
-[chuckles lightly]

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I'm happy you like them.

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After I was accepted to med school,
I got them as a gift from Dad.

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[somber music playing]

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[ringtone playing]

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-Where's your toilet?
-Um…

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-It's cool, it's cool. I'll find it.
-On the left down there.

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[call connects]

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Hello?

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How are you, Özgür?

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I'm good. How are you?
How'd it go with your sister?

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Fine.

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She's great, but might've just said
something that made her upset.

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-[tense music playing]
-[breathing shakily]

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"A gift from Dad"? Asshole.

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[tense music fades]

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-And what about you?
-I'm in Ayvalık.

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-What? You're in Ayvalık?
-Mm-hmm.

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I'm in town.
Heading to my mother's house to do work.

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What's up with you?

31:38.750 --> 31:41.250
Want to go out for a drink? Are you free?

31:41.333 --> 31:44.375
I'd love to, but Deniz is here, and…

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-No. Let me call you back.
-You go ahead. I'm leaving anyway.

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Deniz, you're staying here tonight.

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-I'm not letting you go.
-[sighs]

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All right.

31:55.708 --> 31:57.041
'Kay, but one condition.

31:59.250 --> 32:00.250
Tell me. What?

32:01.958 --> 32:04.125
You're gonna go see Özgür right now.

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So, do we have a deal?

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[whimsical music playing]

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[Leyla on phone] A brand-new transfer.
The chef at Eleni's Tavern,

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our newest addition, Yorgos!
All the way from Greece!

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-Say hi.
-Kalimera.

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[Leyla] Oh, right. Kalimera.
Pardon. Silly me.

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So, anyway, don't forget to come over
and make a reservation.

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'Kay, bye! Mwah. Mwah. Mwah.

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-[knocking]
-[Erdem] Leyla, you sleeping in there?

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What are you even saying? I just showered!

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Why would I be sleeping? I'll be out soon.

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Oh my God, that man's so annoying.

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We've gotta talk.

32:45.666 --> 32:48.916
-I swear, if it's about selling the rest--
-Five million dollars.

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[tense music playing]

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[softly] What?

32:58.333 --> 33:00.500
Five million dollars.

33:01.208 --> 33:04.166
They wanna buy Eleni's Tavern from us
for five million.

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Why, though? Like…
Why'd they offer so much? I don't get it.

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Why should we care why?
It's five million dollars.

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We can't miss this opportunity.

33:16.000 --> 33:18.375
Think about what we can do
with that kind of money.

33:19.250 --> 33:21.541
Or we can keep living this life,
being miserable.

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Oh, Erdem, are you serious?
How's our life miserable, for God's sake?

33:25.750 --> 33:27.458
-What is it, then?
-It's miserable, though?

33:27.541 --> 33:30.500
-What, then?
-What you're going through's misery?

33:30.583 --> 33:31.916
Leyla, look.

33:32.000 --> 33:34.833
Look, we struggle every day
just to get by.

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Come on.
The restaurant barely pays for itself.

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We deal with jerks.
At home, I'm a glorified babysitter.

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You look run down from all the work.

33:44.166 --> 33:45.166
[Erdem sighs]

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Erdem, I'm run down now?

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I'm not hot anymore?
You don't find me attractive?

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Just tell me to my face,
I'm not beautiful anymore.

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Is that what I said, huh?

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And I'm the one
who's been chasing after you.

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You have no interest.

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You know how many weeks it's been
since we made love, Leyla?

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Wow, Erdem! I come home crawling
from working so much,

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but all you really care about
is the last time that we had sex?

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I know. That's my point exactly, Leyla.

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I just want you to live your life
like a queen again.

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Let's buy a couple of boats
and put them to work.

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We'll make money, get back to Istanbul,
your husband can work,

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and you can do whatever you want
and be comfortable.

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I miss having Lady Leyla in the house.

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Either we take this offer now,

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or we keep living
a miserable life like this.

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Please consider your family and us,
and decide what you want to do.

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Good night.

34:42.958 --> 34:44.958
-[somber music playing]
-[sighs]

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[wind whistling]

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[music swells]

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[Ada] It takes effort and hard work
for us to break free

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from our victim mentality
and the narratives that we cling to.

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Even after hours of therapy,
expecting to break free from those cycles

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without taking real steps
in our lives is merely passive optimism.

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[Fiko sighs]

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[Ada] When I found Deniz, I thought
I had taken one of those real steps.

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I thought everything would snap into place

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and that I could make room
for new stories in my life.

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[chuckles]

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But life has a tendency of testing us

35:55.791 --> 35:58.583
with things we think
we've already figured out.

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[music fades]

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[gentle music playing]

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[Ada] And every new story
we start to write

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can only grow as big
as the capacity of our hearts.

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[gentle music fades]

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[reflective music playing]

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[music fades]