WEBVTT 00:06.000 --> 00:08.875 -[birds chirping] -[indistinct chatter] 00:08.958 --> 00:11.833 [machine whirring] 00:19.291 --> 00:21.416 TAILOR 00:21.500 --> 00:22.666 [woman] Hi, Papa. 00:23.458 --> 00:24.541 [door closes] 00:25.875 --> 00:27.458 I brought your lunch. 00:28.583 --> 00:29.958 Is it true what I've heard? 00:30.708 --> 00:31.791 [sighs] 00:36.833 --> 00:39.375 Have you been talking to your communist friend? 00:40.041 --> 00:42.875 Yes, but I really love him, so please bless our marriage. 00:42.958 --> 00:44.416 -Papa, please. -[clattering] 00:44.500 --> 00:48.541 If I hear you keep talking to that fool, I'll crush your bones, you hear me? 00:48.625 --> 00:49.875 Now, get home! Go! 00:49.958 --> 00:51.750 [somber music playing] 00:59.791 --> 01:00.916 [sniffles] 01:01.541 --> 01:03.541 HAYYAT TAILOR SHOP 01:08.208 --> 01:09.208 [exhales] 01:20.000 --> 01:21.000 [sniffles] 01:26.958 --> 01:28.291 [sobs] 01:28.375 --> 01:29.500 Mukadder? 01:29.583 --> 01:31.083 My father told me no, Aram. 01:31.166 --> 01:32.458 He'll break us apart. 01:32.541 --> 01:36.166 No, we can elope. I'll take care of you both. I promise you. 01:40.250 --> 01:43.250 Please. I'll always have your back, Mukadder. I swear I will. 01:46.000 --> 01:47.041 All right? 01:47.125 --> 01:49.125 [gentle acoustic guitar music playing] 01:51.041 --> 01:52.041 [Muko sniffles] 01:57.333 --> 01:58.500 [sniffles] 01:58.583 --> 02:00.583 [gentle music building] 02:03.958 --> 02:10.166 ANOTHER SELF 02:10.250 --> 02:13.000 -[wind gusting] -[gulls crying in distance] 02:13.083 --> 02:14.458 [gentle music fades] 02:14.541 --> 02:17.833 [screams in pain] 02:19.500 --> 02:20.500 Come on. 02:21.833 --> 02:23.000 -You got this. -No. 02:23.916 --> 02:26.500 No way I'm about to push a whole baby out. It's just impossible. 02:26.583 --> 02:27.958 -[Ada] Leyla, you can. -You can. 02:28.041 --> 02:31.375 -So keep on pushing. That's good. -That's it. Keep pushing. We're here. 02:31.458 --> 02:33.583 -Leyla, come on. -[doctor] Great. Dilation's great. 02:33.666 --> 02:35.041 You're so close. Keep it up. 02:35.125 --> 02:38.250 -Amazing, sweetie. Take a breath. -Focus. And three, two, one, push. 02:38.333 --> 02:40.375 -[screams] -[doctor] Again. Again. 02:40.458 --> 02:43.000 Again! That's right. Push again, honey. Push! 02:43.083 --> 02:45.625 Stop. Just give me a second. Please, stop, wait. 02:45.708 --> 02:48.333 My daughter, I said I wanted her born while I'm standing, didn't I? 02:48.416 --> 02:51.000 -Stop. Don't be stubborn. -All right. Let's go. I'll stand. 02:51.083 --> 02:52.291 Doctor, let's help her stand. 02:52.375 --> 02:54.250 -Okay. -Leyla, please stop and lie down. 02:54.333 --> 02:57.166 [doctor] You're doing great. It's okay. Easy now. There. 02:57.250 --> 03:00.291 Didn't our ancestors always have their babies standing up just like I am? 03:00.375 --> 03:01.416 Come on. You're doing good. 03:01.500 --> 03:03.458 -[Leyla] There's gotta be a good reason. -I'm sure. 03:04.125 --> 03:06.791 -[doctor] Easy, darling. Easy, now. -[breathing heavily] 03:06.875 --> 03:08.916 [groans loudly] 03:09.000 --> 03:12.208 [Leyla and Sevgi screaming] 03:12.291 --> 03:14.750 Ada! Ada, I can't be here, please. 03:14.833 --> 03:17.083 -I'll scream. I can't be here. -It's okay. Step out. 03:17.166 --> 03:19.500 -All right. Don't scream. I'll be back. -Take her away. Go. 03:19.583 --> 03:22.833 -[panting] -Fiko, can you help her, please? 03:22.916 --> 03:25.083 Sevgi. Hey, what upset you? 03:25.166 --> 03:26.333 You're here too? 03:33.250 --> 03:35.583 -I'll get you some water. Sound good? -Okay. 03:35.666 --> 03:36.666 Sit down. 03:41.125 --> 03:42.625 [exhales deeply] 03:42.708 --> 03:44.708 [gentle music playing] 03:54.708 --> 03:58.708 -You're doing great, baby. Come on. -Ada. Ada, please. I'm not gonna make it. 03:58.791 --> 04:00.750 -I can't. -But you're doing so great. Come on. 04:00.833 --> 04:01.708 I really can't. 04:01.791 --> 04:03.541 Sarp is gonna need you both. You and Sevgi. 04:03.625 --> 04:05.000 -Leyla, don't be silly. -I can't. 04:05.083 --> 04:07.041 I'll leave him all of my assets, okay? 04:07.125 --> 04:10.291 Wait, I'm like as broke as physically possible. God! 04:11.083 --> 04:13.958 How could any mother leave her boy with so much debt? 04:14.041 --> 04:15.875 -Stay calm. -[doctor] We need to do a C-section. 04:15.958 --> 04:17.125 [Ada and Leyla] What's wrong? 04:17.208 --> 04:19.541 Well, her heart rate is low. We can't risk a complication. 04:19.625 --> 04:21.708 -My baby? What's going on? -Going to an operating room. 04:21.791 --> 04:23.625 -Better this way. -My baby's not doing okay? 04:23.708 --> 04:25.708 -Your baby's just fine. -Hang on. Tell me the truth. 04:25.791 --> 04:26.666 -Stay calm. -Okay. 04:26.750 --> 04:30.416 Oh, God damn it, Erdem, you ass! I'll murder him. I swear to God, I will! 04:30.500 --> 04:31.625 Just stay calm. 04:31.708 --> 04:34.041 I'll leave all of my sins to him now. 04:34.666 --> 04:37.833 I have nothing left but my sins that anyone can ever inherit from me! 04:37.916 --> 04:39.916 -It's all gonna be okay. -[doctor] Nice deep breath. 04:40.000 --> 04:41.583 My baby! I want my baby, please… 04:41.666 --> 04:43.708 [Ada] Baby's on her way. Your baby's on her way. 04:43.791 --> 04:45.250 She'll be here before you know it. 04:45.333 --> 04:47.583 -[monitor beeping] -[Leyla laughs] 04:48.166 --> 04:50.708 You gotta be kidding me. Are you serious? 04:50.791 --> 04:53.208 Probably should've given me this earlier, huh? 04:53.291 --> 04:55.583 -[doctor laughs] -[Leyla] I'm feeling great now. 04:55.666 --> 04:58.458 [chuckles, sighs] 04:59.250 --> 05:00.375 -Ada? -[Ada] Hmm? 05:00.458 --> 05:01.916 I love you a lot, you know? 05:02.000 --> 05:05.666 -[Ada] I love you very much too. -I just love you so much. 05:05.750 --> 05:08.791 I'm lucky to have you. I'm glad you're with me. 05:09.291 --> 05:11.583 -[gentle music playing] -Mm. [sighs] 05:11.666 --> 05:14.166 [doctor] All right! Are we ready? 05:14.250 --> 05:15.708 I'll bring her out if you're ready. 05:15.791 --> 05:18.083 -[Ada] She's coming, okay? -[doctor] Here she comes. 05:18.583 --> 05:19.833 -Almost here. -She's coming. 05:19.916 --> 05:21.250 -[doctor] Look! -[Ada] Look at her. 05:21.333 --> 05:24.250 -[doctor] Say hello to your mother. -[Ada] She's here. 05:24.333 --> 05:27.833 -[doctor] Say hello to your mother. -So gorgeous. Leyla, look at her, sweetie. 05:27.916 --> 05:28.750 [laughs] Wow! 05:29.500 --> 05:31.416 -[doctor] Welcome to our world! -[fussing] 05:31.500 --> 05:34.416 [Ada] This is incredible, Leyla. She's here. You really did it. 05:34.500 --> 05:36.041 [doctor] Here you go. Your daughter. 05:36.125 --> 05:38.000 [kisses] She's here. 05:38.083 --> 05:40.083 -She's gorgeous. -She's my daughter. 05:40.916 --> 05:42.125 I'll go get her. 05:42.750 --> 05:44.958 -Take my phone and record a video. -They're recording. 05:45.041 --> 05:46.875 -[Leyla] They're recording? -[Ada] Mm-hmm. 05:46.958 --> 05:48.125 Ada? 05:49.416 --> 05:50.875 So how's my baby? 05:50.958 --> 05:53.791 Come on, hon. Yeah, you want to meet her? 05:53.875 --> 05:56.000 -[crying] -[Ada] This is your mommy. 05:56.500 --> 05:58.750 Leyla, look how pretty she is, honey. 06:01.416 --> 06:03.666 Oh my. Hi there. It's Mommy. Look. 06:03.750 --> 06:06.791 [Leyla] She's my lucky charm. You're my lucky charm, girl. 06:06.875 --> 06:09.208 -Ada. -[Ada] Look, she's so pretty, Leyla. 06:09.291 --> 06:12.000 -Her tiny hands! -[Leyla] They're so small! 06:12.083 --> 06:15.041 Does she have blue eyes, Ada? Does my baby have blue eyes? 06:15.125 --> 06:16.208 -Does she? -Big blue ones. 06:16.291 --> 06:18.500 [Leyla] My lucky charm. [kisses] 06:18.583 --> 06:20.166 She's Mavi. It means "blue." 06:20.250 --> 06:21.833 Her name sounds gorgeous. 06:22.416 --> 06:23.666 [both chuckle] 06:23.750 --> 06:25.750 [nurse] I'll take a picture. Look this way. 06:27.375 --> 06:28.958 -Say cheese! -[camera clicks] 06:29.041 --> 06:31.208 [gentle music fades] 06:31.291 --> 06:32.291 [Fiko] Ada? 06:32.791 --> 06:34.333 -[Muko] Huh? -She's here. 06:34.416 --> 06:35.291 [all exclaim] 06:35.375 --> 06:37.291 Leyla and the baby are both doing so great! 06:37.375 --> 06:39.791 -[Fiko] Ah, thank God. -[Sevgi exclaims] 06:39.875 --> 06:42.041 -Shh, shh! Stay quiet. -[Sevgi squeals] 06:42.833 --> 06:44.750 Oh, my love. My dear. 06:44.833 --> 06:47.208 -Thank goodness. Goodness. -Fiko. 06:47.291 --> 06:48.541 [Muko] Oh, how wonderful. 06:48.625 --> 06:49.958 A baby. Goodness. 06:50.041 --> 06:53.250 [peaceful acoustic guitar music playing] 06:54.916 --> 06:57.958 [gasps] Well? What's her name? 06:58.041 --> 07:00.333 She told me she'd name her once she saw her. 07:00.833 --> 07:02.291 -Mavi. -[Sevgi] Really? 07:02.375 --> 07:04.250 -[Muko] Oh! -Her name is Mavi. 07:04.333 --> 07:06.125 -Lovely. Wow. -Oh, she's so gorgeous. 07:06.208 --> 07:08.041 -Ah. -[group chuckles] 07:09.833 --> 07:11.166 [birds singing] 07:19.208 --> 07:21.208 [peaceful music fades out] 07:21.291 --> 07:23.291 [indistinct announcement over PA] 07:25.375 --> 07:27.166 -[Mavi fusses] -[gently] Mavi. 07:28.541 --> 07:29.750 Glad you're here. 07:31.375 --> 07:34.666 Thought I should tell you that you've joined us at sort of a strange time. 07:35.583 --> 07:39.083 But we're so lucky you're here. Since now we're all your aunties. 07:40.208 --> 07:42.583 You don't need to worry. You're safe here. 07:42.666 --> 07:45.041 We're here for you always, okay? 07:46.125 --> 07:47.583 [knocking on door] 07:50.375 --> 07:52.333 -Can I come in? -Yeah. 07:57.958 --> 07:58.958 [inhales sharply] 08:00.916 --> 08:02.750 -[softly] Oh, so cute. -[chuckles] 08:06.375 --> 08:07.708 Can I pass her to you? 08:08.458 --> 08:09.458 Of course. 08:11.333 --> 08:12.458 Yes, sweet girl. 08:12.541 --> 08:14.458 [both hushing] 08:14.541 --> 08:16.250 -[gentle music playing] -[chuckles] 08:16.333 --> 08:19.000 Come here, pretty girl. Come here, pretty girl. 08:19.083 --> 08:20.916 [hushes] 08:21.625 --> 08:23.791 Look at you, huh? Pretty girl. 08:25.416 --> 08:26.583 You're really here. 08:27.083 --> 08:28.416 [Mavi sneezes] 08:28.500 --> 08:31.083 -Oh. Gesundheit, huh? -[both chuckle] 08:32.375 --> 08:34.166 [clicks tongue] How's Leyla been? 08:34.875 --> 08:36.666 She's in some pain but doing fine. 08:36.750 --> 08:38.166 [Leyla grunts softly] 08:39.083 --> 08:40.416 And you've been good? 08:42.208 --> 08:45.500 How am I gonna run a restaurant with a baby, huh? 08:46.458 --> 08:48.125 Plus the debts. 08:48.208 --> 08:49.750 All the costs. 08:50.916 --> 08:54.583 As a single mom, raising both kids? [sighs] 08:56.416 --> 08:57.708 [inhales sharply] 09:00.958 --> 09:01.791 Toprak? 09:01.875 --> 09:04.041 -Yeah, I came. -[Leyla] Aw, sweetie. 09:04.125 --> 09:06.208 You brought such a beautiful girl into the world. 09:06.291 --> 09:08.000 -Oh! Oh! -[kisses] 09:08.625 --> 09:10.125 -[Toprak] Oh! -Thank you. 09:10.208 --> 09:12.375 [Toprak clicking tongue] 09:12.458 --> 09:16.000 [Leyla] You're such a natural with her. Aren't you, Uncle Toprak? 09:16.083 --> 09:19.250 I'm sure you'll help me out with her, right? Hmm? 09:20.416 --> 09:23.250 Because we all know that Ada isn't very good at this. 09:24.208 --> 09:26.333 And Mavi's dad is in prison. 09:26.833 --> 09:28.916 So I'm gonna need a little bit of help. 09:29.416 --> 09:31.708 May God curse her dad for it too. 09:31.791 --> 09:34.958 Leyla, you don't need to worry about that. Besides… 09:35.041 --> 09:37.541 Mavi's probably getting pretty hungry right now. 09:37.625 --> 09:38.583 Right, my love? 09:38.666 --> 09:39.541 Here. 09:40.416 --> 09:42.833 -Mm. -Hey there, honey. How are you? 09:42.916 --> 09:44.208 I should take off. 09:44.708 --> 09:45.750 See you soon. 09:47.000 --> 09:48.875 I'm gonna leave you with Mavi, okay? 09:50.083 --> 09:51.583 [clicks tongue, sighs] 09:51.666 --> 09:53.583 It's like a buffet for you. Huh, my girl? 09:53.666 --> 09:55.458 [Toprak sighs] 09:59.083 --> 10:00.333 Are you mad, still? 10:02.333 --> 10:03.583 No, I'm not mad. 10:04.500 --> 10:05.500 You? 10:06.333 --> 10:07.833 I wasn't angry to start with. 10:08.916 --> 10:10.000 Then we're fine. 10:12.625 --> 10:14.291 So a production house called. 10:14.791 --> 10:16.458 About the music I wrote. 10:16.541 --> 10:18.083 -Wait, are you serious? -They did. 10:18.166 --> 10:19.583 -That's amazing news. -[chuckles] 10:19.666 --> 10:21.041 Yeah, it's happening. 10:21.750 --> 10:23.791 -It's my own album. -[chuckles] 10:23.875 --> 10:25.458 [Toprak chuckles] 10:26.666 --> 10:28.833 -[Ada sighs] -They want me at the studio in Istanbul. 10:28.916 --> 10:32.208 Plus, they asked if I'd join the band's tour as a… 10:32.291 --> 10:33.750 as an opening act, you know? 10:35.833 --> 10:37.333 When will this happen? 10:40.458 --> 10:42.375 I'd head out in a couple of days. 10:43.125 --> 10:45.750 It'd be about seven or eight weeks of touring. 10:45.833 --> 10:47.833 [somber music playing] 10:48.750 --> 10:50.250 Seven or eight weeks. 10:52.541 --> 10:55.500 Well, you can always come and visit on weekends, right? 10:56.416 --> 10:57.375 [button beeps] 10:59.333 --> 11:00.833 I can't come, Toprak. 11:00.916 --> 11:02.000 I'm working. 11:02.500 --> 11:05.166 There's the clinic. I help Zaman with things. 11:05.250 --> 11:08.000 And plus, Leyla had her daughter. She's by herself. 11:08.500 --> 11:10.833 Soon we've got Sevgi's PET scan as well. 11:12.125 --> 11:13.500 -Ada… -[elevator dings] 11:14.166 --> 11:16.541 Come on. What am I supposed to do? Give up on my album? 11:16.625 --> 11:19.208 -Did I say to give up on your album? -[Toprak sighs] 11:19.291 --> 11:20.500 [elevator dings] 11:22.083 --> 11:25.583 -Well, you're annoyed. -No, I'm not annoyed, but I just think I… 11:25.666 --> 11:27.625 -What do you think? -[scoffs] 11:32.958 --> 11:35.708 Toprak, when's the last time we spent quality time together? 11:35.791 --> 11:37.291 We always spend time. Plenty. 11:37.375 --> 11:38.666 -We do lots of things. -Like what? 11:38.750 --> 11:39.875 [elevator bell dings] 11:39.958 --> 11:43.541 We talk together, go out in town, have sex together. 11:44.041 --> 11:45.833 Just how much do you want, Ada? 11:46.875 --> 11:50.000 [music building] 11:52.291 --> 11:53.666 Look, this upsets me a lot. 11:53.750 --> 11:55.750 You really have no idea how much, okay? 11:56.500 --> 12:00.250 Don't you think I'm upset by all of this? It affects me too. Huh? 12:00.833 --> 12:02.208 I'm very upset. 12:02.291 --> 12:05.500 [woman paging Ada over PA] 12:06.333 --> 12:07.583 Let's talk about this later. 12:09.375 --> 12:10.625 [Ada sighs] 12:15.166 --> 12:17.250 [monitor beeping] 12:17.333 --> 12:20.166 [doctor] They brought in this man last night. He was in a car accident. 12:20.250 --> 12:22.541 He was stable, but now his hemogram values are failing. 12:22.625 --> 12:24.625 It's possible he's got a ruptured vein. 12:24.708 --> 12:26.208 [rapid beeping] 12:26.291 --> 12:29.833 [doctor] He's going into shock. Pulse, 140. Blood pressure, 70 to 50. 12:30.625 --> 12:31.750 [Ada] Hello, sir. 12:31.833 --> 12:34.750 I'm Surgeon Ada Korkmaz. Can you tell me your name? 12:34.833 --> 12:36.333 [somber music playing] 12:36.416 --> 12:37.666 Don't you know me? 12:39.666 --> 12:41.208 [Ada] Mm. What's the patient's name? 12:41.291 --> 12:45.250 -[doctor] He didn't have any ID, Doctor. -[Ada] Mm-hmm. Prepare the patient. 12:50.208 --> 12:51.458 [monitor beeps] 13:01.375 --> 13:04.333 [doctor] Congratulations, Doctor, on a very successful operation. 13:04.833 --> 13:07.000 -I hope he starts to recover. -I hope so. 13:07.083 --> 13:09.791 Get ahold of his next of kin. Then let me know what happens. 13:09.875 --> 13:11.250 Sure, Doctor. You got it. 13:15.833 --> 13:17.833 [somber music playing] 13:18.708 --> 13:21.333 [takes a deep breath] 13:28.500 --> 13:30.375 Sevgi? Hey, what's the matter? 13:30.875 --> 13:33.458 -What happened? You okay? -Yeah, I'm fine. 13:34.916 --> 13:37.875 Doctor Canan said that Leyla could be here for a bit? 13:37.958 --> 13:41.000 -A couple nights in the hospital, or… -Mm-hmm, that's right. 13:41.083 --> 13:43.041 But I'm gonna stick by her, Sevgi. 'Kay? Promise. 13:43.125 --> 13:44.375 I'm glad. [sniffles] 13:44.458 --> 13:46.500 Hey, Doctor Ada. I was just looking for you. 13:46.583 --> 13:48.833 -Please. Come in and have a chat with me. -Of course. 13:48.916 --> 13:51.333 -But you'll call if something does happen? -Right away. 13:51.416 --> 13:52.500 [Sevgi sighs] 13:53.208 --> 13:54.208 Don't worry. 13:59.375 --> 14:00.458 [sighs] 14:01.333 --> 14:05.166 [Ada] Doctor, do you think I could be experiencing early onset menopause? 14:05.250 --> 14:07.333 [Canan] Why do you ask? Are you having symptoms? 14:07.416 --> 14:09.083 [Ada] Lately, I've been on edge. 14:09.750 --> 14:11.500 And also pretty emotional. 14:12.291 --> 14:14.000 I've been sweating at night. 14:15.500 --> 14:16.958 And I'm feeling anxious. 14:18.708 --> 14:21.958 And I think I've been having hot flashes. 14:23.875 --> 14:27.250 And then menstruation is beginning early, or then it's late. 14:28.250 --> 14:30.208 Should we maybe check my hormone levels? 14:30.291 --> 14:33.416 Um, I mean, I can, if that's something you might want. 14:34.166 --> 14:36.583 -Let me go over some questions first. -Mm-hmm. 14:37.583 --> 14:41.083 Um, has something recently caused some stress or pain? 14:43.333 --> 14:47.000 Just about a year back, my mother… well, she passed suddenly. 14:47.083 --> 14:49.833 Ah, that's terribly sad. My sympathies, Doctor. 14:49.916 --> 14:51.291 It's okay. Thank you. 14:52.916 --> 14:54.916 Um, did you have time to mourn? 14:56.375 --> 14:57.416 [Ada sighs] 14:58.375 --> 15:00.125 Time to mourn? Not much, no. 15:00.208 --> 15:03.375 And then I got divorced, and, well, then I moved. 15:03.458 --> 15:06.583 Ah, the loss of a mother. Hmm. It's quite a blow in itself. 15:06.666 --> 15:10.541 That, plus a broken marriage. Tell me, how have you been coping? 15:11.125 --> 15:14.083 Well, there's, um, nothing really to mourn over. 15:14.166 --> 15:16.750 It's amicable, so it was all pretty simple, really. 15:16.833 --> 15:20.416 Then I actually got back together with my ex from way back in the day. 15:20.500 --> 15:21.458 [Canan] Ah. 15:22.083 --> 15:26.125 Although… we're sort of in a rough patch now. 15:28.666 --> 15:30.583 [sighs] Doctor Ada… 15:31.791 --> 15:33.583 I'm no therapist, all right? 15:33.666 --> 15:36.125 I'm just saying, I don't have a qualm assuring you 15:36.208 --> 15:39.291 that these aren't menopause symptoms that you're having. 15:39.375 --> 15:41.500 They're indicating something else. 15:42.958 --> 15:44.166 Something like what? 15:44.250 --> 15:45.875 [takes a deep breath] 15:45.958 --> 15:47.041 Sorrow. 15:48.583 --> 15:50.666 I think you're still feeling really sad. 15:50.750 --> 15:52.750 [gentle acoustic guitar music playing] 16:09.125 --> 16:10.250 [sighs] 16:14.708 --> 16:17.416 FRAGILE! 16:54.458 --> 16:56.666 [ship horn blasts] 17:00.041 --> 17:01.250 [gulls calling] 17:01.333 --> 17:03.333 [birds singing] 17:08.083 --> 17:10.291 [hushing] 17:10.375 --> 17:12.375 [gentle music fades] 17:14.250 --> 17:16.291 -[inhales sharply] -Come here. Come here. 17:16.375 --> 17:17.333 [inhales deeply] 17:17.416 --> 17:19.291 How do I hurt this much still? 17:19.791 --> 17:23.500 The doctor told me that this pain would start to get better, but nothing yet. 17:23.583 --> 17:25.166 -How could that be, I wonder? -Ow. 17:25.250 --> 17:27.833 Maybe it's because you don't give yourself a moment's rest. 17:27.916 --> 17:29.208 [sighs] 17:29.291 --> 17:30.916 Hey, I'm breastfeeding my kid. 17:31.000 --> 17:33.291 I'm constantly on my feet so I can pick the baby up. 17:33.375 --> 17:36.333 Well, I can help you hold her. Just ask me, all right? 17:36.416 --> 17:39.208 Wow! You're a helpful big brother. [chuckles] 17:39.291 --> 17:41.958 Sarp, it's time, okay? You might be late, so come on. 17:42.041 --> 17:44.833 Let's get a move on. You can hold her after school. 17:44.916 --> 17:46.791 Get going, Sarp. [kisses] 17:48.208 --> 17:49.875 [exhales sharply] 17:55.041 --> 17:58.583 [takes a deep breath, grunts] So tell me. 17:59.458 --> 18:00.875 [Leyla] About the C-section? 18:00.958 --> 18:02.375 [chuckles] 18:02.458 --> 18:06.458 At first, the pain levels were okay, until the drugs started to wear off. 18:06.541 --> 18:09.125 And then I felt like complete and utter crap. 18:09.208 --> 18:11.125 Not the surgery, silly. 18:11.208 --> 18:13.833 Tell me how this feels. Just look at her. 18:13.916 --> 18:16.833 Yesterday, she was still in your belly. Now she's here. 18:16.916 --> 18:19.333 Every little part of her formed inside you. 18:19.416 --> 18:23.666 She grew from a tiny clump of cells into a little girl. [gasps] 18:23.750 --> 18:25.583 Doesn't it seem so strange to you? 18:26.208 --> 18:30.250 Well, baby, I mean, I never imagined it through a microscope like that, 18:30.333 --> 18:32.583 but as for what you described just now? 18:34.208 --> 18:37.166 There's no other feeling as good in the whole world. 18:38.416 --> 18:40.250 I want you to know how happy I am for you. 18:40.833 --> 18:42.291 Aw, you. 18:43.791 --> 18:45.541 [sighs] You know something? 18:46.666 --> 18:48.583 I think you should hurry up and get pregnant. 18:48.666 --> 18:52.041 Honestly, it's not like anything you've ever felt before. 18:52.125 --> 18:55.750 You keep falling more in love with her the more you look at her. 18:55.833 --> 18:58.791 And the more you look, you feel like crying out of love. 18:58.875 --> 19:00.833 That's the kind of feeling it is. 19:01.458 --> 19:04.125 The responsibilities sure do push you, though. 19:05.500 --> 19:07.666 You can't understand how much I hate Erdem now. 19:07.750 --> 19:10.708 That goddamn moron. I can't believe him. 19:11.458 --> 19:14.208 [tearfully] But I wish I had him here with me, anyway, Sevgi. 19:15.375 --> 19:17.791 Now my baby doesn't have anybody but me in her life. 19:17.875 --> 19:19.916 But how can I possibly protect my kids alone? 19:20.000 --> 19:22.541 You aren't alone. Trust me, Leyla. All right? 19:22.625 --> 19:23.833 You have all of us. 19:23.916 --> 19:26.125 It's bad to be depressed when you're breastfeeding. 19:28.750 --> 19:30.750 [Leyla clicks tongue] Hey, Muko. 19:30.833 --> 19:33.708 You guys are still here? Sarp's gonna be late for school. 19:33.791 --> 19:37.250 We'll leave in just a minute. I wanted to bring some tea first. 19:37.333 --> 19:38.875 [Sevgi] I'm heading out, then. 19:38.958 --> 19:40.125 [Leyla] Sevgi. 19:41.416 --> 19:43.250 Put your squabble aside for today. 19:43.333 --> 19:46.125 I'm worried I'll break her heart by staying too long. 19:46.208 --> 19:48.916 -She'll blame me for it. -[Leyla sighs] 19:49.000 --> 19:52.625 Muko, that's very kind. Thank you. God in Heaven, that girl. 19:55.583 --> 19:57.291 Sevgi, listen to me. 19:57.375 --> 19:58.333 [Sevgi] I can't. 19:58.416 --> 20:00.666 Sevgi, that's enough. Please, we need to talk. 20:00.750 --> 20:01.875 Enough is enough. 20:02.708 --> 20:06.166 How many months will it be until this sentence you imposed is done? 20:06.250 --> 20:08.750 Ah, that decision doesn't belong to this courtroom. 20:08.833 --> 20:12.083 You see, this case of yours was already heard long ago 20:12.166 --> 20:16.375 and put to rest, and your poor daughter had no say in the decision that was made. 20:16.458 --> 20:18.333 Can you put aside your judgment? 20:18.916 --> 20:21.458 You think I'm just keeping things from you to be mean? 20:21.541 --> 20:23.583 I tried to protect you, honey. 20:24.333 --> 20:28.458 None of that can excuse your bullshit for so many, many years. And now what? 20:28.541 --> 20:31.500 Now you're trying to make me feel guilty about it? 20:32.000 --> 20:34.375 -[somber music plays] -Well, let me tell you something. 20:35.166 --> 20:36.416 You're doing a great job. 20:36.916 --> 20:39.791 This guilt trip is really making me feel worthless. 20:40.750 --> 20:43.458 I'm still angry, though. I can't make it stop now. 20:43.541 --> 20:47.000 Sevgi. Honey, you really don't seem well. I'm worried about you. 20:47.083 --> 20:48.833 What are you eating or drinking? 20:48.916 --> 20:52.125 And you sent Fiko away too. What was your problem with the kid? 20:55.208 --> 20:56.291 Ah. 20:57.666 --> 21:00.083 Now you're a big fan of Fiko, huh? 21:00.166 --> 21:02.208 You despised him at the beginning. 21:02.291 --> 21:04.083 You said balance is what we all strive for. 21:07.416 --> 21:10.666 I think that's right. And you always shoved it down my throat. 21:10.750 --> 21:13.250 I believed you too. For year after damn year. 21:17.458 --> 21:20.041 Am I someone's child or my own person? 21:21.125 --> 21:22.250 Who am I? 21:24.166 --> 21:25.958 Mom, I'm completely lost. 21:27.208 --> 21:28.625 So it's better this way. 21:38.083 --> 21:39.125 [door slams] 21:40.250 --> 21:42.208 [music fades slowly] 21:42.291 --> 21:43.416 [sniffles] 21:44.333 --> 21:45.541 [postman] Mister Zaman? 21:46.250 --> 21:48.000 -Mail for you, sir. -[Zaman] Ah. 21:52.208 --> 21:54.791 -I need your signature right here. -All right. 22:01.250 --> 22:02.208 -For you. -Thanks. 22:02.291 --> 22:03.625 -Of course. -You take care. 22:03.708 --> 22:04.708 You too. 22:10.083 --> 22:13.583 RETURN TO SENDER 22:13.666 --> 22:15.666 [somber music playing] 22:17.291 --> 22:19.791 [Muko] Ah! Mr. Zaman! 22:19.875 --> 22:21.041 Mr. Zaman! 22:21.125 --> 22:23.166 Miss, welcome. How are you? 22:23.250 --> 22:24.458 [Muko] Mr. Zaman! 22:24.541 --> 22:26.833 Ah, thank God you're here. [sighs] 22:26.916 --> 22:29.416 It's Sevgi. She's not speaking to me anymore. 22:30.458 --> 22:32.791 Just help me bring my daughter around, please. 22:32.875 --> 22:34.416 [knocking on door] 22:34.500 --> 22:36.125 Yeah. Coming. Hang on. 22:36.208 --> 22:38.291 -[knocking continues] -[Sevgi sighs] 22:44.541 --> 22:46.458 -You all right? -Yeah. 22:47.666 --> 22:51.000 Good. Can I grab a few things of mine real quick? 22:52.083 --> 22:53.083 Come in. 22:55.583 --> 22:56.583 Thanks. 22:56.666 --> 22:57.708 [door closes] 22:58.541 --> 23:01.916 -[Fiko] What did you eat today? -[Sevgi] Whatever was in the fridge. 23:06.500 --> 23:10.000 What a mess. Christ. I go away for a couple days, and now… 23:12.541 --> 23:14.166 Seriously, Sevgi. Cake? 23:14.250 --> 23:17.291 You can't have sugar. It's not safe for you, remember? 23:17.375 --> 23:19.041 [Sevgi] I'm fine, Fiko. 23:22.125 --> 23:23.208 Besides. 23:24.791 --> 23:27.250 You're the one who up and left me, remember? 23:27.333 --> 23:30.291 So it's not your concern anymore. Why don't you just relax? 23:30.791 --> 23:32.083 So I'm the bad guy? 23:32.583 --> 23:33.625 Because I left. 23:33.708 --> 23:36.958 All on my own. For no reason. You didn't say anything. I'm just crazy. 23:37.041 --> 23:39.500 Right? You didn't humiliate or insult me? I just left? 23:39.583 --> 23:41.208 Tell me, when did I humiliate you? 23:41.291 --> 23:44.208 You really don't know, Sevgi? You don't remember what you said to me? 23:44.291 --> 23:45.416 Well then, tell me, Fiko! 23:45.500 --> 23:48.458 You just huffed and puffed, and next, you're packed up and gone! 23:48.541 --> 23:51.500 All right. All right, then. Whatever you say, okay? 23:51.583 --> 23:53.958 I just… I don't want you getting upset, Sevgi, please. 23:54.041 --> 23:55.708 So let's just go with that. I'm crazy. 23:55.791 --> 23:59.916 Maybe I'm possessed and that's why I keep huffing and puffing and vanishing on you. 24:00.833 --> 24:02.750 When's Leyla gonna be back on her feet? 24:04.041 --> 24:05.125 Beats me. 24:06.166 --> 24:07.250 Why? 24:09.333 --> 24:11.958 We just need to discuss some restaurant decisions. 24:13.583 --> 24:16.375 [Sevgi] How about you make a decision for a change, Fiko? Hmm? 24:16.458 --> 24:20.000 'Cause Leyla was just in the hospital. Cut, cut. Like some pastry dish. 24:20.083 --> 24:22.750 You might wanna try deciding things on your own for a bit. 24:23.750 --> 24:24.666 [Fiko huffs] 24:26.708 --> 24:30.083 [grunts] Sevgi, please just level with me. 24:30.583 --> 24:34.000 You say hurtful, insulting things to me. It's fine. You're tired. It's no mystery. 24:34.083 --> 24:35.875 -I'm at the point-- -The point of what, Fiko? 24:35.958 --> 24:37.625 Just hurry up and say what you have to say. 24:37.708 --> 24:39.958 We were at the brim. I can't handle more abuse from you. 24:40.041 --> 24:42.208 Oh, please! You think you've been mistreated? 24:42.291 --> 24:43.666 -Be serious. -Then I must be crazy! 24:43.750 --> 24:44.958 But I've had it up to here. 24:45.041 --> 24:48.000 The beard hairs are a problem, or something else might make you upset. 24:48.083 --> 24:49.500 Like my chewing being a big problem. 24:49.583 --> 24:51.625 Or I buy you flowers that end up dumped in the trash. 24:51.708 --> 24:53.750 It was just the smell. I got nauseous. So what? 24:53.833 --> 24:55.583 No, it's fine, Sevgi. And you're right. 24:55.666 --> 24:57.416 My paltry income won't even be enough. 24:57.500 --> 25:00.166 I don't make big bucks. So I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. 25:00.250 --> 25:02.000 What does that have to do with anything? 25:02.083 --> 25:04.208 I'm some drifter who works on boats, unworthy of you. 25:04.291 --> 25:05.958 Attorney lady. I'm just a nobody. 25:06.041 --> 25:08.958 -What's that got to do with anything? -It's fine. No, it's fine, Sevgi. 25:09.041 --> 25:10.333 I'm sorry I upset you, all right? 25:10.416 --> 25:12.625 Look, my bad. I didn't mean to upset you with a fight. 25:12.708 --> 25:15.416 So I'm gonna leave. Don't be here alone, okay. Please, Sevgi? 25:15.500 --> 25:19.000 Bring your mother over, or call friends. Just don't keep pushing them away. 25:19.083 --> 25:20.000 I'm leaving now. 25:20.083 --> 25:22.916 Thanks. I can take care of myself, so don't worry, Fiko. 25:24.166 --> 25:26.416 Then I'll go. Maybe it's for the best. Hmm? 25:27.125 --> 25:28.291 Maybe it is. 25:29.541 --> 25:31.750 If you want, then I'll be leaving. 25:31.833 --> 25:33.833 [somber music playing] 25:34.875 --> 25:35.875 Then go. 25:40.541 --> 25:41.583 [door closes] 25:43.166 --> 25:44.541 He's just gone. 25:46.500 --> 25:48.208 [sniffles] 25:48.708 --> 25:49.958 [sighs] 25:50.833 --> 25:52.333 Ow! [grunts] 25:52.416 --> 25:53.875 How the actual hell…? 25:53.958 --> 25:55.666 -[blowing] -[music fades] 25:55.750 --> 25:58.333 -[quirky music playing] -[cell phone vibrating] 25:58.416 --> 26:01.250 -[Mavi crying on baby monitor] -Shh! 26:01.333 --> 26:03.000 [continues hushing] 26:05.541 --> 26:07.541 [continues hushing] 26:12.041 --> 26:13.916 -[whispering] Hey. What's up? -[man] Hello. 26:14.000 --> 26:16.791 Sarp caused some trouble in class again, and it's serious. 26:16.875 --> 26:19.708 -Can you come to the school? -[sighs] 26:19.791 --> 26:23.291 BALIKESİR AYVALIK ELEMENTARY SCHOOL 26:30.791 --> 26:31.875 Sarp? 26:36.541 --> 26:37.708 What happened? 26:38.208 --> 26:40.291 It's not me. I'm the victim here. 26:40.375 --> 26:43.333 -She is picking on me, okay? -Sarp, tell me what you were doing. 26:43.416 --> 26:47.000 I mean, I was trying to mind my own business, when all of a sudden-- 26:47.083 --> 26:50.750 -[principal] I hope you'll be careful. -I understand, ma'am. Yes. 26:50.833 --> 26:52.666 [somber music playing] 26:52.750 --> 26:53.750 Ada? 27:00.541 --> 27:03.541 [principal] Please, why don't the grownups step inside here and talk? 27:03.625 --> 27:05.541 Kids, you can just wait out here. 27:09.958 --> 27:10.958 [door closes] 27:13.625 --> 27:18.000 Flor's been acting aggressive lately. But Sarp has also been provoking her. 27:18.083 --> 27:20.916 The teachers have been complaining about the both of them. 27:21.000 --> 27:24.708 For now, I would recommend they see a psychologist to be on the safe side. 27:24.791 --> 27:27.125 Whoa. I'm confused. They're only ten years old. 27:27.208 --> 27:29.958 -Seems a bit extreme. -Sarp recently got a younger sister. 27:30.041 --> 27:31.666 Perhaps he's stressed out by that. 27:31.750 --> 27:34.125 Normally, Sarp's so kind and courteous, you know? 27:34.208 --> 27:37.583 Flor's usually calm too. It's just Sarp deliberately bothers her all the time. 27:37.666 --> 27:39.083 She's been saying so lately. 27:40.750 --> 27:43.875 Because, to Sarp, Flor could seem to be distancing herself. 27:43.958 --> 27:47.375 And if he feels ignored by her, he could be trying to show her that. 27:47.458 --> 27:49.541 Sarp shouldn't act so pushy, then. 27:49.625 --> 27:52.791 Flor's learning our language and culture but lives with her mother. 27:52.875 --> 27:54.625 Being stressed seems normal, right? 27:55.125 --> 27:57.500 Sarp's not suffering? His father's in prison. 27:57.583 --> 28:00.500 And Leyla's new daughter is taking a lot of focus. 28:00.583 --> 28:03.958 Flor is turning a cold shoulder, making Sarp feel upset and abandoned. 28:04.041 --> 28:06.041 Flor is entitled to a little space. 28:07.166 --> 28:09.500 [takes a deep breath] Uh, well, how about this? 28:09.583 --> 28:11.750 Let's get the children set up with therapy, 28:11.833 --> 28:13.875 and for now, I'll put them in separate classes. 28:13.958 --> 28:15.833 Maybe it will be good for both of them. 28:15.916 --> 28:18.291 Oh, by the way, the school doesn't allow tablets, 28:18.375 --> 28:20.208 so please make sure these stay home. 28:26.083 --> 28:27.500 [exhales sharply] 28:27.583 --> 28:28.791 That's Flor's. 28:31.458 --> 28:32.833 [sighs] 28:32.916 --> 28:33.958 [door opens] 28:34.875 --> 28:36.000 Let's go, Sarp. 28:38.666 --> 28:40.208 Let's go, baby. Come on. 28:42.416 --> 28:44.375 Ada. Let's talk a minute. 28:44.458 --> 28:46.208 That's an old photo of us. 28:46.708 --> 28:47.750 [sighs] 28:49.833 --> 28:50.750 [exhales] 28:51.250 --> 28:53.958 [Leyla] I think you should've given him a chance to explain it. 28:54.041 --> 28:55.916 And how exactly would that help? 28:57.125 --> 28:59.541 It's like when I try to keep ignoring the signs, 29:00.041 --> 29:02.375 the universe decides to force me to look. 29:02.458 --> 29:03.708 I saw them in that picture. 29:03.791 --> 29:06.458 It's obvious. There won't be room for me. 29:07.458 --> 29:08.875 Well, Fiko was here today. 29:09.708 --> 29:12.083 He grabbed a few things, and then he left. 29:13.416 --> 29:14.625 You two must've said something. 29:15.375 --> 29:17.458 Not so much. Certainly nothing important. 29:19.166 --> 29:20.291 I managed it well. 29:20.375 --> 29:24.250 Fiko has now been pushed completely out of my life, which is a nice plus. 29:24.333 --> 29:26.625 So I did well today. I'm much better off. 29:26.708 --> 29:27.708 [Leyla sighs] 29:27.791 --> 29:29.625 You're happy you did that, Sevgi? 29:30.833 --> 29:32.625 Do you still want Fiko, or do you not? 29:33.791 --> 29:37.083 -Do you still love him, or do you not? -[Mavi crying on baby monitor] 29:37.166 --> 29:39.458 Leyla, Mavi's fussing, babe. 29:42.000 --> 29:44.958 [sighs] You know, sometimes I wonder about all this. 29:45.625 --> 29:50.083 And this isn't to offend anyone here, but you guys are my friends. We're close. 29:50.916 --> 29:54.208 [sighs] Tell me how I let my entire life become this? 29:54.291 --> 29:57.250 You must be joking. You better take that back. 29:58.208 --> 30:01.916 It's just too much for me. Bringing up my kids alone? 30:02.000 --> 30:05.541 You guys are focused on your own thing, and I'm left behind with no one. 30:05.625 --> 30:06.750 [Ada] Leyla, no. 30:06.833 --> 30:10.500 We'll both stick by you. Trust me. Try not to worry, okay? 30:10.583 --> 30:14.083 How can I not worry? That's crazy. I know I smell like garbage. 30:14.166 --> 30:16.750 I can't even take a shower! Ugh, I smell awful! 30:16.833 --> 30:18.125 Plus, the whole therapist thing? 30:18.208 --> 30:20.958 I mean, how am I supposed to pay for a therapist? Seriously? 30:21.041 --> 30:23.208 I can't even breastfeed enough. 30:23.291 --> 30:24.750 Leyla, come on. 30:26.583 --> 30:27.875 Listen, you're doing great. 30:27.958 --> 30:31.416 Mavi is healthy. She's growing. There's nothing wrong, 'kay? 30:31.500 --> 30:33.000 Don't do this to yourself. 30:35.333 --> 30:38.000 -[fussing] -[Sevgi] Mavi, sweetie? 30:38.083 --> 30:40.416 Hey there, sweetie pie. Come to Auntie, baby. 30:40.500 --> 30:43.000 Yeah, you want to come to Auntie, don't you? 30:43.083 --> 30:44.958 Come to Auntie, honey. Yeah. 30:45.041 --> 30:46.541 There, there, there, there. 30:47.250 --> 30:48.791 [takes a deep breath] 30:48.875 --> 30:50.875 [gentle piano music playing] 30:52.791 --> 30:53.916 [Mavi fusses] 30:59.958 --> 31:01.291 [Sevgi exhales] 31:02.041 --> 31:03.166 [sniffles] 31:05.750 --> 31:07.083 [sighs deeply] 31:07.166 --> 31:09.166 [horns honking in distance] 31:11.375 --> 31:12.833 [gentle music fades] 31:13.875 --> 31:15.000 [groans] 31:18.208 --> 31:19.666 -Do we tell her? -Go ahead. 31:22.083 --> 31:23.000 Leyla, hon. 31:23.083 --> 31:27.625 We had planned to wait till it was done, but we may have a small surprise for you. 31:30.000 --> 31:32.083 If you got some spare breasts, I might consider it. 31:32.166 --> 31:34.833 'Cause I'm not super big on your surprise if it's not that. 31:34.916 --> 31:37.125 Believe me, you won't be thinking about your boobs 31:37.208 --> 31:38.458 once we show you our surprise. 31:39.375 --> 31:40.291 Yeah? 31:42.666 --> 31:46.250 Listen, the last thing I need in my life is something so spontaneous, understand? 31:46.333 --> 31:47.791 -Blah, blah, blah. -I said two hours. 31:47.875 --> 31:50.250 Remember, that's it. And then I need to get home to Mavi. 31:50.333 --> 31:52.416 -'Cause she'll expect milk by then. -Right. We got it. 31:52.500 --> 31:53.500 -Yeah. -Hey, know what? 31:53.583 --> 31:55.500 -You're talking too much, okay? -Yeah. Stop her. 31:55.583 --> 31:58.375 -What the hell? -Remember when you pulled this trick? 31:58.458 --> 32:01.875 -Hold still. Hold still. -Being blind isn't what I had in mind. 32:01.958 --> 32:03.958 Keep it tight, or she'll take a peek. Watch out. 32:04.041 --> 32:06.166 -You'd blindfold a friend? -I can tie her mouth closed. 32:06.250 --> 32:08.833 My friends learned all sorts of awful tricks from me. Jeez. 32:08.916 --> 32:12.208 -[Sevgi] Quiet. Five more minutes. -[Leyla] But we don't have time for this. 32:12.875 --> 32:16.250 All right, since you guys are happy, I won't complain, then. 32:16.333 --> 32:18.500 You'd better be so happy. Or else. 32:18.583 --> 32:20.208 ["Bahar" playing on radio] 32:20.291 --> 32:24.791 [singing along in Turkish] ♪ Am I the way I am because it's spring? ♪ 32:24.875 --> 32:29.416 ♪ Or does spring come When I'm the way I am? ♪ 32:29.500 --> 32:34.208 ♪ Besides, this has Nothing to do with you ♪ 32:34.291 --> 32:38.750 ♪ Of course it's spring Because I am the way I am ♪ 32:38.833 --> 32:42.666 ♪ Because since the day My hands met yours ♪ 32:42.750 --> 32:44.250 [in English] Eyes on the road! 32:44.333 --> 32:48.333 [in Turkish] ♪ Every winter branch is budding ♪ 32:48.416 --> 32:50.250 [chuckling] 32:50.333 --> 32:52.458 [in English] Your surprise will be spoiled! 32:52.541 --> 32:55.416 You got my spirits up. You're just being jerks, you two. 32:55.500 --> 32:57.500 [up-tempo Turkish song continues] 33:06.750 --> 33:08.750 -[song fades] -[tools clanging] 33:16.541 --> 33:18.583 [Ada] Blindfold on. I'll help you out of the car. 33:18.666 --> 33:22.625 Just hurry up. Now we're turning? Where did you guys bring me, anyway? 33:22.708 --> 33:25.708 -Do I still have to keep this thing on? -Uh-huh. Keep it on. It's almost time. 33:25.791 --> 33:28.416 My current suspicion is that the two of you are both crazy. 33:28.500 --> 33:29.625 [chuckles] 33:29.708 --> 33:31.916 -Totally delirious, aren't you? -Hush. 33:32.000 --> 33:34.125 [Leyla] I'm not in the mood. I told you that already. 33:34.208 --> 33:36.166 -[Ada] Be careful. -[Sevgi] There are rocks. 33:36.250 --> 33:38.000 -[Ada chuckles] -So how much further now? 33:38.083 --> 33:40.000 Okay. The blindfold can come off. We're ready. 33:40.083 --> 33:41.541 -Look. Look. -Here goes. 33:42.625 --> 33:44.083 [both] Surprise! [laugh] 33:44.166 --> 33:46.333 [Leyla] Are you guys kidding, or what? 33:46.416 --> 33:49.500 What's this? Oh my God! 33:49.583 --> 33:52.166 But I haven't even figured out the blueprints yet. 33:52.250 --> 33:54.791 My God, where are all these guys from, anyway? 33:55.333 --> 33:57.708 Maybe a friend helped us get this project moving along. 33:57.791 --> 33:58.625 A friend? 33:59.208 --> 34:00.458 [Selim] Hey, girls. 34:00.541 --> 34:01.916 Selim! 34:02.000 --> 34:04.000 Are you guys all completely crazy? 34:04.083 --> 34:07.000 -[laughs] -Oh, I can't believe this! Selim? 34:07.083 --> 34:09.375 -Oh my God, darling! -Mm, of course. 34:09.458 --> 34:13.416 -Congratulations on a healthy baby girl. -Selim, this means so much! 34:13.916 --> 34:14.833 It's just… Wow. 34:14.916 --> 34:17.458 This is way more than I expected. I'm just a tiny bit… 34:17.541 --> 34:19.625 I don't have the money. I don't have a budget. 34:19.708 --> 34:21.916 What do you mean? No money, no budget? No tab. 34:22.000 --> 34:23.666 It's my birthday gift to baby Mavi. Come on. 34:23.750 --> 34:25.791 -I love all of you. Like, so much. -Mwah. 34:25.875 --> 34:29.625 And guess what? We're all partners in the tavern now. 34:29.708 --> 34:31.791 And what that means is you get to stop worrying. 34:31.875 --> 34:35.083 -Just focus on getting it open soon. -[Leyla] I love you guys so much. 34:35.166 --> 34:36.791 -Is this a crazy dream? -We love you too. 34:36.875 --> 34:38.708 -We both love you too. -Selim, thank you! 34:38.791 --> 34:41.666 -[Selim] Of course. Glad to. [chuckles] -[Ada] Aww. 34:41.750 --> 34:44.125 -[Leyla] I love all of you. Thanks. -Fiko's not helping? 34:44.208 --> 34:46.250 [Selim] Fiko went to get supplies. He won't be long. 34:46.333 --> 34:47.500 [Sevgi] Hmm. 34:47.583 --> 34:48.708 Hold on! 34:48.791 --> 34:49.916 [Ada chuckles] 34:50.000 --> 34:53.000 It's time to introduce you all to Miss Lavinya. 34:53.083 --> 34:54.166 -Seriously? -[Selim] Yeah. 34:54.250 --> 34:56.416 -Lavinya. -[Selim] Yeşim? 34:57.541 --> 34:59.041 -Come here. -Hello. 34:59.125 --> 35:00.875 [group exclaims] 35:00.958 --> 35:02.416 You are so sweet! 35:03.125 --> 35:05.833 Oh my goodness, I could just eat you up! 35:05.916 --> 35:08.375 -How old is this cutie? -She's 14 weeks now. 35:08.458 --> 35:09.958 [Sevgi] Look. I could eat you up! 35:10.041 --> 35:12.500 -Lavinya is just the prettiest name. Wow! -[Selim] Isn't it? 35:12.583 --> 35:15.041 [Sevgi] Can I see her little toes, pretty please? 35:15.125 --> 35:17.500 -I wanna see your feetsies! -[Yeşim] Yeah, go right ahead. 35:17.583 --> 35:19.375 Let me introduce you to the team. Yeşim. 35:19.458 --> 35:21.000 -Ah, hello. -My pleasure. 35:21.083 --> 35:22.541 -So pleased to meet you. -Leyla. 35:22.625 --> 35:24.708 New friends, hmm? Yeah, sweetie? 35:24.791 --> 35:27.291 [Sevgi] Ah, I can't believe you've become a father. 35:28.041 --> 35:29.416 -[Leyla] Mm. -[Sevgi] She's so cute. 35:29.500 --> 35:32.291 I'd better head to the hospital. I'll see you at home, 'kay? 35:32.375 --> 35:33.750 -Drive safe. -Selim. 35:33.833 --> 35:36.166 -Bring the girls home? -[Selim] Of course. No worries. 35:36.250 --> 35:38.291 -[Ada] 'Kay. Bye, guys. -[gentle music playing] 35:38.375 --> 35:41.791 -[Selim] Hi, cutie. What do you think? -[Sevgi] Oh my goodness. Sweetie! 35:41.875 --> 35:44.666 [Leyla] Oh, I was just going to tickle those little feet of yours! 35:44.750 --> 35:47.791 -[Yeşim] Hey, your toes! Wow! -[Leyla] So tiny! [gasps] 35:47.875 --> 35:49.875 [gentle music continues] 35:51.916 --> 35:54.416 [monitor beeping] 36:04.250 --> 36:05.833 Has this man been identified yet? 36:05.916 --> 36:08.791 No. We already informed the police, but there's nothing yet. 36:08.875 --> 36:11.166 I see. Go ahead and call me if he wakes up. 36:11.250 --> 36:12.500 Of course, yes. 36:17.583 --> 36:19.333 [gentle music fades] 36:19.416 --> 36:22.791 THE RED BOOK 36:29.416 --> 36:31.958 FRAGILE! 36:41.416 --> 36:43.875 [tender music playing] 37:25.458 --> 37:28.000 -[wind chimes clinking] -[tender music fades] 37:28.083 --> 37:31.666 Choose someone from out of the group to act as you. 37:33.458 --> 37:34.583 I… 37:36.458 --> 37:37.541 I'm not sure. 37:39.125 --> 37:41.916 They're people with bright, beautiful futures, huh? 37:44.500 --> 37:46.166 Just trust your instincts. 37:52.000 --> 37:53.125 Ada. 37:53.208 --> 37:54.375 I'll choose Ada. 37:54.875 --> 37:56.333 [Zaman] Step forward, Ada. 37:57.583 --> 37:59.583 [somber music playing] 38:02.666 --> 38:03.791 [exhales] 38:23.166 --> 38:25.166 [camera shutter clicking] 38:25.250 --> 38:27.250 [indistinct chatter] 38:41.333 --> 38:42.666 TAILOR 38:42.750 --> 38:44.750 [breathing shakily] 38:57.708 --> 38:59.583 -[high-pitched ringing] -[Ada gasps] 39:03.958 --> 39:05.166 What are you sensing? 39:06.375 --> 39:07.875 Mukadder's feelings? 39:11.125 --> 39:12.500 [inhales sharply] 39:13.916 --> 39:16.541 There's a sharp pain. I feel it deep in my stomach. 39:17.208 --> 39:18.416 [Muko gasps] 39:18.500 --> 39:20.500 [chimes ringing in breeze] 39:23.958 --> 39:25.958 [breathing shakily] 39:30.708 --> 39:32.166 [Muko] I didn't want to have her. 39:32.250 --> 39:34.041 I wanted to get rid of her. 39:34.958 --> 39:36.083 [crying] 39:45.208 --> 39:46.250 [Muko's father] Mukadder! 39:46.333 --> 39:49.125 -Mukadder, don't, please. -[gasps] 39:49.208 --> 39:50.291 Mukadder. 39:51.916 --> 39:54.833 Aram's been killed, and how am I going to make it now? 39:54.916 --> 39:57.375 Calm down. Calm down, Mukadder. 39:58.541 --> 40:01.541 Listen. I swear I'll protect you both. I'll keep you safe. 40:01.625 --> 40:03.333 -[sobbing] -I will. 40:07.791 --> 40:09.791 [tense music playing] 40:23.541 --> 40:25.500 [softly] Let's see. [huffs] 40:25.583 --> 40:26.583 Let's see. 40:30.541 --> 40:31.375 Well… 40:33.500 --> 40:34.958 what occurred after that? 40:35.458 --> 40:37.375 Were amends made with your father? 40:38.916 --> 40:39.958 [sighs] 40:41.791 --> 40:42.875 [quietly] No. 40:44.625 --> 40:46.125 There were no amends. 40:50.916 --> 40:54.291 Please pick someone to play the part of your father, please, if you would. 40:54.375 --> 40:55.791 [crying softly] 41:02.083 --> 41:04.083 [tense music playing] 41:04.166 --> 41:05.125 [Zaman] Come here. 41:07.625 --> 41:09.000 Keep your eyes closed. 41:10.166 --> 41:12.541 You'll know who and what you represent. 41:19.000 --> 41:22.083 [Muko's father] My lovely daughter. I didn't want it to be like this. 41:22.791 --> 41:26.666 Things were different back then, and I thought I was doing the right thing. 41:27.416 --> 41:28.625 [takes a deep breath] 41:28.708 --> 41:31.125 [crying] So please believe me when I say I'm sorry. 41:31.875 --> 41:35.000 I couldn't do it. I couldn't be there for you. 41:36.125 --> 41:37.958 [breathes deeply] 41:39.791 --> 41:41.000 But I'm seeing you now. 41:45.625 --> 41:48.791 And as your father, I'll always be there for you 41:48.875 --> 41:51.208 with all my love and compassion, baby girl. 41:57.083 --> 41:58.208 [Ada sniffles] 42:08.375 --> 42:10.708 [Ada exhales shakily, sniffles] 42:12.333 --> 42:13.625 How do you feel now? 42:14.958 --> 42:16.250 Mukkader's all right? 42:17.583 --> 42:18.750 [Ada sighs] 42:21.083 --> 42:22.041 Yeah. 42:22.791 --> 42:23.833 Stronger. 42:26.750 --> 42:29.125 Please turn and face your daughter, Sevgi. 42:34.541 --> 42:35.625 [Ada] I see her. 42:37.333 --> 42:40.458 Repeat… what I say. 42:42.666 --> 42:44.041 Sevgi, darling. 42:45.875 --> 42:47.083 Sevgi, darling. 42:48.750 --> 42:51.500 I had no idea what I'd put you through, my love. 42:53.000 --> 42:54.583 But I see you now. 42:55.583 --> 43:01.541 And as your mother, I embrace you with all of my love and compassion. 43:02.541 --> 43:04.500 Please know I am here for you, 43:05.416 --> 43:08.458 with all of my heart… and my love. 43:28.458 --> 43:31.958 All right, then. Let's have you all step out of the expansion, then. 43:32.041 --> 43:33.625 You can sit back down now. 43:34.208 --> 43:35.291 [Ada sniffles] 43:37.458 --> 43:39.375 [Zaman] All right. [clears throat] 43:41.291 --> 43:44.416 For 21 days, you can light a candle. 43:44.500 --> 43:46.666 Keep it floating on the water, all right? 43:47.666 --> 43:49.833 To serve as an allegory of your baby's fears 43:49.916 --> 43:51.875 throughout your long period of doubt. 43:53.083 --> 43:56.625 That's how you'll start to transform her with the strength of your love. 44:08.208 --> 44:10.416 What did you think about the expansion today? 44:11.958 --> 44:15.250 Why did Miss Mukadder choose you to stand for her? 44:21.791 --> 44:24.333 I don't know. You have any idea? 44:24.416 --> 44:25.708 [Zaman sighs] 44:26.791 --> 44:30.833 I'd say the one that gets chosen, or rather, not exclusively the stand-ins, 44:31.541 --> 44:33.375 just anybody there with us, 44:34.500 --> 44:36.458 could have experienced that kind of crisis. 44:36.541 --> 44:39.708 Or a similar situation at a certain point in their own lives. 44:39.791 --> 44:42.666 Or perhaps going back even further into the past. 44:43.458 --> 44:46.416 I did have an abortion. Do you think that's why? 44:47.458 --> 44:49.708 But all my Toprak issues have been settled. 44:49.791 --> 44:51.291 There's no more ghosts. 44:52.000 --> 44:54.625 But I do think Toprak in Cunda was no coincidence. 44:57.458 --> 44:58.291 Ada. 44:59.416 --> 45:00.666 [takes a deep breath] 45:00.750 --> 45:03.041 I think your father may have had another daughter. 45:03.833 --> 45:04.875 Am I right? 45:05.625 --> 45:09.000 Yes, but… I don't see a relevant link. 45:09.500 --> 45:11.541 I mean, it seems a little unlikely to me. 45:11.625 --> 45:14.875 Well, we threw a big rock into the lake. 45:14.958 --> 45:17.791 But it's not my job to make someone check out those ripples. 45:21.125 --> 45:23.875 I guess the rocks you tossed didn't quite hit their target. 45:25.958 --> 45:27.916 RETURN TO SENDER 45:28.833 --> 45:31.500 Isn't it better for us to admit what we're going through, Zaman? 45:31.583 --> 45:34.208 -[chuckles] -Don't you get tired of treading water? 45:36.125 --> 45:37.333 [Zaman takes a breath] 45:39.416 --> 45:40.958 [knocking on door] 45:50.166 --> 45:51.041 Hello. 45:58.500 --> 46:02.000 Ada, believe me, I don't want to leave while things are unsettled with us. 46:03.041 --> 46:05.541 With you, the job, Eva, Flor… 46:05.625 --> 46:08.416 [inhales deeply] I feel like I'm barely catching up. 46:08.500 --> 46:11.916 Toprak, I shouldn't feel like some task you have to catch up on. 46:13.291 --> 46:15.208 You're not supposed to feel like that. 46:16.541 --> 46:19.375 Ada, can you just try to tell me what the problem is? 46:20.041 --> 46:21.833 All right. Let's talk, then. 46:23.166 --> 46:26.833 We haven't had any time to be a couple for months because Flor needs you so much. 46:26.916 --> 46:30.375 Now you're leaving her behind for two whole months to go on that tour. 46:31.541 --> 46:35.166 It makes me feel like I mean less than nothing to you. That clear to you? 46:35.250 --> 46:39.375 [scoffs] Ada, I brought Flor here for school. 46:39.458 --> 46:41.166 Eva didn't like it, but here they are. 46:41.250 --> 46:44.458 I uprooted their entire lives just so I could be here by your side, Ada! 46:44.541 --> 46:48.458 That means I have to just sit and suffer and cling to hope that things will change? 46:48.541 --> 46:51.000 -What do you mean, you're-- -Just… Toprak. 46:51.083 --> 46:53.375 I'm biding time. Biding time, I'm just… 46:53.458 --> 46:55.208 And you can't possibly wait a little bit more? 46:55.291 --> 46:58.500 All I've done is wait for months, wait for some kind of miracle. 46:58.583 --> 47:00.250 For all of this to get better. 47:01.000 --> 47:04.958 I'm just so sick of feeling like I'm stealing a little girl's father from her. 47:05.041 --> 47:07.958 Can you understand that? And I'm so tired of being alone, Toprak. 47:08.041 --> 47:10.750 Just how am I even supposed to respond, huh? Tell me, Ada! 47:15.375 --> 47:18.250 [sighs] You and I are adults, Toprak. 47:18.791 --> 47:21.583 Which means prioritizing our relationship to see it through. 47:21.666 --> 47:22.625 [sighs, scoffs] 47:26.708 --> 47:28.750 [scoffs] It's impossible for us. 47:29.583 --> 47:31.208 I mean, I can't do it. 47:33.291 --> 47:35.833 But, you know? I thought you might've changed. 47:36.916 --> 47:39.625 [sighs] What's that mean, Toprak? Hmm? 47:39.708 --> 47:42.875 You had a pushy, bossy streak right at the start. You were pompous. 47:42.958 --> 47:45.083 Talking down to everyone, like you knew best. 47:45.166 --> 47:47.666 Telling me how to live my life, which path I should take. 47:47.750 --> 47:50.541 Everything I should do, and how. You didn't care then either. 47:51.125 --> 47:53.375 I loved you with my entire heart then too. 47:55.458 --> 47:58.166 Tell me, Ada, what made you so stuck on what's missing? 47:59.250 --> 48:01.750 Now I'm supposed to put aside my job and daughter to be with you? 48:01.833 --> 48:04.416 Hey, I've never expected you to put me above your daughter. 48:04.500 --> 48:06.833 I just wanted someone to be an actual partner. 48:06.916 --> 48:08.416 -Is that too much to ask? -Just stop. 48:08.500 --> 48:11.083 I'm doing the best that I can. Make a choice. 48:11.833 --> 48:13.375 'Cause if this isn't enough… 48:17.416 --> 48:19.125 You didn't change much either. 48:19.875 --> 48:22.625 New excuses for things, same results as always. 48:24.583 --> 48:26.333 -What will you do now? -[sighs] 48:26.416 --> 48:30.041 Your pride's been hurt, and maybe when you're out on that tour, 48:30.125 --> 48:33.791 you could find a new girl. Hmm? Because you've messed up again, right? 48:33.875 --> 48:36.208 -Please just stop. You're ridiculous. -Uh-huh. 48:36.708 --> 48:38.500 That's clearly what you think. 48:38.583 --> 48:39.625 I'm ridiculous. 48:41.125 --> 48:42.666 [box clatters] 48:43.208 --> 48:44.166 [scoffs] 48:49.083 --> 48:50.708 It's clear you're still angry. 48:55.833 --> 48:57.541 That chapter never closed, did it? 49:00.666 --> 49:01.916 [quietly] Maybe we… 49:03.833 --> 49:07.375 we both met up again in order to move past those exact things, Toprak. 49:07.458 --> 49:09.458 [somber music playing] 49:13.208 --> 49:14.416 [takes a deep breath] 49:15.541 --> 49:18.250 Anything beyond that might not have been the right choice. 49:25.000 --> 49:26.375 "Right choice"? 49:29.291 --> 49:30.333 All right. 49:33.583 --> 49:36.166 I just hope one day you find the best man for you. 49:36.958 --> 49:38.375 Someone worthy of you. 49:40.333 --> 49:41.875 I'm sorry it wasn't me. 49:43.583 --> 49:44.416 Again. 49:44.500 --> 49:46.500 [somber music continues] 49:56.208 --> 49:58.833 I have to earn money in order to provide for my kid. 50:03.375 --> 50:04.875 Take care of yourself. [sighs] 50:09.583 --> 50:10.500 [sniffles] 50:25.791 --> 50:27.791 [somber music intensifies] 50:31.208 --> 50:33.041 [takes a deep breath, sighs] 50:41.583 --> 50:43.583 [sobbing] 50:55.791 --> 50:56.916 [sighs] 50:59.875 --> 51:00.833 [sniffles] 51:01.875 --> 51:03.875 [somber music fades] 51:11.416 --> 51:12.708 [Leyla] Sweetheart. 51:12.791 --> 51:15.833 Hey, you can keep on throwing things until that arm falls off, 51:15.916 --> 51:17.750 but the pain will still be there, baby. 51:18.333 --> 51:20.916 Guys, have I ever just been completely single? 51:21.416 --> 51:24.958 I'm always with a new guy. Moving from man to man constantly. 51:25.041 --> 51:28.291 That sounds great. Do you want to be all by yourself? 51:29.333 --> 51:30.416 [Ada sighs] 51:34.250 --> 51:36.416 [sighs] Alone seems better. 51:38.125 --> 51:39.583 I'm alone just like you. 51:40.083 --> 51:44.041 Actually, Erdem's the only guy I can still remember dating. 51:46.500 --> 51:48.666 -Same old situation here. -Eat, honey. 51:48.750 --> 51:49.916 Eat. 51:50.000 --> 51:51.250 Same as always. 51:52.041 --> 51:56.166 Until Fiko, I sort of just cruised solo for many years. Alone. 51:57.541 --> 51:59.333 That was smart, it seems like. 52:00.708 --> 52:02.375 -I wish I had been alone. -Oh, come on. 52:02.458 --> 52:05.416 No one's ever happy alone. There's no point in lying. 52:05.500 --> 52:07.291 Aren't our lives meant for living? 52:07.375 --> 52:10.750 Surely, it's a nice thing. A man to share happiness with? 52:10.833 --> 52:12.583 To keep you safe? Be there for you? 52:12.666 --> 52:14.333 Seems like a great idea. 52:14.833 --> 52:18.875 Yeah, sounds nice. But I've never found one. 52:19.791 --> 52:22.875 Well, since we haven't been scooped up yet, it looks grim. 52:22.958 --> 52:26.166 It's true. Yes, but… why not, coconut? 52:26.250 --> 52:28.750 You still might think he's the one someday, right? 52:29.958 --> 52:30.958 [chuckles] 52:34.125 --> 52:36.708 I guess I'll still be spending time alone after all. 52:38.958 --> 52:41.208 To be honest I don't really know who I am 52:42.541 --> 52:43.875 when I'm on my own. 52:46.000 --> 52:48.041 I've also learned things about myself. 52:49.166 --> 52:52.208 I discovered I'm a bitter person nobody would ever like. 52:53.125 --> 52:56.125 Don't know what made me this way, but it's how I am now. 52:56.208 --> 52:59.583 If anyone gets close, I hurt them till I have no one. 52:59.666 --> 53:01.416 [Ada] Don't be so hard on yourself. 53:01.500 --> 53:04.708 You're doing great. There's just a lot you've been going through. 53:05.208 --> 53:07.125 -I'm doing great, am I? -Of course. 53:07.208 --> 53:09.083 Even Fiko left me, you understand? 53:09.166 --> 53:10.500 Please, Fiko. 53:11.958 --> 53:15.208 I tried to get him to run from me, so I guess that means I won. 53:15.708 --> 53:17.833 Oh, sweetum. Call him, then. 53:17.916 --> 53:21.291 You shouldn't hold onto this. Just apologize. It's Fiko, you know? 53:23.250 --> 53:24.375 [Sevgi sighs] 53:27.250 --> 53:29.291 There's no point because I can't get pregnant. 53:32.541 --> 53:33.583 -What? -What? 53:34.583 --> 53:35.625 It's true. 53:36.666 --> 53:38.791 My eggs are no longer fertile, apparently. 53:40.125 --> 53:42.958 [sniffles] But before I learned that, 53:43.041 --> 53:45.916 I didn't know that was even something I wanted in my life. 53:48.791 --> 53:49.875 [sniffles] 53:51.500 --> 53:52.666 [sighs] 53:52.750 --> 53:54.750 [gentle music playing] 53:58.000 --> 54:00.333 I'll never give birth to a baby now. 54:02.791 --> 54:06.833 [Ada] When we were conceived, if we weren't loved and wanted, 54:06.916 --> 54:09.291 would we have trouble recognizing love? 54:10.791 --> 54:11.708 [blows] 54:15.875 --> 54:21.125 Would it ever be possible to close the gap between mother and the newborn? 54:29.583 --> 54:31.583 [gentle music building] 54:38.916 --> 54:42.041 Don't forget to call when your grades come in. 54:44.666 --> 54:48.875 If you need something before you leave, just call Zaman or even Fiko, okay? 54:54.500 --> 54:55.625 [Eva] Toprak. 54:58.000 --> 55:00.625 Actually, we're not going back to Amsterdam. 55:01.916 --> 55:02.916 What do you mean? 55:05.541 --> 55:09.000 We're your family, and we'll stay here. 55:09.666 --> 55:11.375 [sighs] 55:14.333 --> 55:15.583 [exhales] 55:18.208 --> 55:19.833 [engine starts] 55:25.916 --> 55:30.333 [Ada] Does being a family really mean that no matter what happens, 55:31.375 --> 55:32.875 we will stick together? 55:34.541 --> 55:38.916 And if we're not together, do we lose that bond with our family? 56:04.333 --> 56:08.791 Maybe being a family is about accepting everyone. 56:08.875 --> 56:13.750 Accepting them for who they really are, however they are, wherever they are. 56:19.500 --> 56:22.666 [sighs] Is a family in my future sometime soon? 56:27.375 --> 56:29.333 Or is this how I'm destined to be? 56:31.875 --> 56:33.875 [monitor beeping] 56:44.791 --> 56:46.666 -[music ends] -[inhales sharply] 56:46.750 --> 56:49.875 [up-tempo acoustic guitar music playing]