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[birds singing]

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[women singing in Turkish]
♪ Çukurova is on fire, on fire ♪

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♪ Men came down, their hands tied ♪

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♪ Men came down, their hands tied ♪

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♪ Oh, my Emine ♪

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♪ Come to me, my Emine ♪

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♪ Smile, my Emine, oh ♪

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♪ The duck flew off
And the dove perched ♪

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-♪ Oh, my Emine ♪
-[ominous music playing]

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-[screams]
-[woman 1] Emine?

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-[Emine groaning]
-[woman 1] Honey! Emine!

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Hold her. Hold her.

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[Emine moaning in pain]

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[woman 1] Come on. A little more. Come on!

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Come on. Come on, honey.

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All right. Now push.

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[screaming]

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Listen. Try to focus, my dear.
Just try to focus on your breathing.

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Just breathe.

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-Come on. A little more.
-[screams]

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God help me, the baby's turned around.

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Emine, deep breaths.
Push, my darling. Come on, dear…

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[Ada] Our first experience on earth,

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our first challenge,
is the journey which ends

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with us leaving our mother's womb.

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That journey is the first time
we know fear.

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[woman 2] It's here!

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[Ada] The journey
into the unknown scares us.

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However, we're not alone
at the edge of the light.

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-[baby crying]
-[Ada] There's someone waiting for us.

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The one who's been waiting.

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Our mother.

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[cries grow louder]

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Send word to the foreman!
She needs to get to the city right now.

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Come on, hurry. Now!

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[tense music playing]

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[woman 1] More water, please.

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[newborn wailing]

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[Ada] If we lacked that first contact
with our mother and felt alone

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and desperate with our first breath
coming into this world,

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is it likely for us to feel whole today?

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[tense music swells]

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ANOTHER SELF

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-[tense music fades]
-[birds singing]

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["Gracias a la vida" by Joan Báez playing]

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THE MARKS OF OUR ANCESTORS

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[stirring guitar music continues]

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[cell phone vibrating]

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[upbeat Spanish folk song continues]

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[sighs softly]

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FRAGILE!

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[takes a deep breath, chuckles]

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[grunts softly]

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[Toprak] Mm.

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[softly] Get up. We're going to the ocean.

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[Toprak groans]

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-So it's already morning?
-Mm-hmm.

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[gently] Mm. It's morning.

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-Come on, get up.
-[grunts softly]

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Let's go.

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Explain how this woman
can wake up looking so beautiful.

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How? Hmm?

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-Come on. We'll run out of time.
-[Toprak grunts]

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Let's go. [laughs]

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Wait, you come back here. Come back.

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[chuckles]

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[line ringing]

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Let's go to Cunda, hmm?
There won't be wind.

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[operator] The person you have called
is not available.

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To leave a--

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-[song ends]
-[coffee maker percolating]

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Is something wrong?

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Flor, she's not picking up.

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Then, I mean, if you need to go…

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No. It's nothing, I'm sure.

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She'll call back soon.

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-So it's finally happening.
-Yeah, finally.

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Today we're going to the sea.

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[engine starts]

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[up-tempo instrumental music playing]

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[engine revving]

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BURCU COVE .3 MILES

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[music fades]

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-Oh, come on. Is there another way?
-[Toprak sighs]

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-[ringtone playing]
-There must be one, right?

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-[call connects]
-Hello?

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Oh, hey, sweetum.

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What's wrong?

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Okay. Okay. I'll be there soon.

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Eva's sick again, apparently.

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She can't get Flor to school today.

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[kisses] Go, then.

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[Toprak sighs]

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Hey, wait. I… I'll drop you off in town.

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[sighs] It's really close by.
I'll be fine.

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[Toprak exhales]

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Ada, really, thanks for understanding.

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I mean, anyone else would just… [sighs]

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I know you're doing your best.

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Let's go on vacation together.
Once the school year ends.

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Eva and Flor are going to the Netherlands.

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That sounds good.

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-It sounds good?
-Sounds incredible.

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[Toprak chuckles]

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You'd better be going.

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[sighs] Dinner, I promise.

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It's a plan. I'll see you then.

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ATTENTION
CLOSED DUE TO ROADWORK

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-[upbeat, whimsical music playing]
-[phone chimes]

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[Leyla] My love! How are you?

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Hey there, Leyla, sweetie.

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Good day, girls!

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What's going on? It's pretty early still.

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Is something wrong, Ada?

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I thought you might be up
for joining me at the beach today. Hmm?

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Ugh, girls, not me. I'm booked today.

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But it's more reason
for Sevgi to come along, don't you think?

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[Sevgi] You think Sevgi
is even able to lift her arm?

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[Leyla gasps] Sarp! I can't believe you.

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Sarp! Again?

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Mom, it's not my fault!

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But then whose fault is it?
I'm the one who wet the bed? Huh?

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I thought Toprak
and you were going together.

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[groaning]

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[Leyla] Hey! Why are you standing there?
Take a shower. Now!

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[groaning]

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-Oh, Fiko, really?
-[Ada] Sweetcakes?

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-What's wrong? Are you okay?
-[panting]

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Good God, I keep reminding you
not to shave here, and you still do.

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[Ada] I love you both so, so much.
You guys know that, right?

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-Me too, ladies. I love you both.
-Me too. I love you guys.

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Ada, is something wrong?

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I'm good, sweetum.

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Goodbye, ladies. [kisses]

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-I'm sending kisses.
-[call disconnects]

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[exhales deeply]

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[whimsical music ends]

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[Sevgi sighs]

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[exhales]

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[gentle music playing]

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[gentle music fades]

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Muko, can you please
take Sarp to school today?

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Of course I can drop him off.

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Oh, but don't forget what you swore to do.

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JUNE

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-Don't keep trying to put me off.
-Hey, let's not do this, all right?

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It's just, you know
that I've been super stressed,

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so I haven't had time yet to get it done.

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Leyla, I could tell my side,
so make sure you do it.

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-Hmm?
-Muko, please. Don't be silly.

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-[huffs]
-Muko!

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Please. I'm… I'm just saying
that maybe you should stop being so…

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[sighs, under breath] God help me.

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[seagulls calling]

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[Muko sighs]

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[singing bowl chimes]

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[Sevgi] Om…

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[takes a deep breath]

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Om…

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[knocking on door]

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[sighs]

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[chiming fades]

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Good morning. Tests are soon. I know that.

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You should be eating well.

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Oh, I ate. But thank you.

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[swallows heavily]

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My wish is to come
to the hospital with you. You mind?

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[scoffs] Yes, I mind.

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[gulls calling]

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Sevgi!

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Please come to the window!

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Sevgi!

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Hey, lay off it, Leyla.

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It's my yoga time
if both of you'd butt out.

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Come down.
It's my yoga time now too, okay?

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Come here. Help me put these up.
Come on. I'm pregnant.

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-[huffs]
-[Leyla scoffs]

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[door opens]

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[grunts]

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[Sevgi sighs]

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Hey, honey.

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It's been months.
Come on, stop being like this.

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Leyla, I made it clear.
Don't meddle in my business.

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You haven't been speaking
to that poor lady for months.

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What happened with you, huh?
She's your mother.

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Come on. That is totally hypocritical.

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Last time I checked,
you don't talk to your mother either.

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Does she know that you're pregnant?

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Hey, my circumstances
and yours aren't the same, all right?

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-Hey. Stop it, will you?
-[grunts]

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-What's the matter?
-"Oh, what's the matter?"

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Is everybody trying
to make me go crazy? Huh?

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What more do you expect to happen?

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I just don't know what you want!

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Listen, Leyla,
you're all being too hard on me.

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I could explode any second!

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[moans in pain]

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-What is it?
-[Leyla] Ow, it hurts!

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Leyla, tell me what's wrong.
Just try to breathe, okay? Take it slow.

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Let's sit you down, and we'll call Ada.

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-Calm down, yeah? It's working.
-It's almost time.

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Yes, it always works on Sarp as well.

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Create a distraction, and whoop!

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Out goes the attitude,
in comes the sunshine.

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-To hell with your moods! Attitude?
-Ow!

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Wait a minute. Wait.

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My baby sheep, your hair's so curly.

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You need a kiss. Mwah. Mwah.

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You're my little merino sheep.
Listen to me.

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-[upbeat music playing]
-The tests will come back clean.

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I promise.

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It'll all turn out how it should.
I'm certain of it.

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What happens if they don't?

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[softly] Honey.

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In a beachside town like this one,
things have to turn out right.

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-There's no other way.
-[upbeat music ends]

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[upbeat, rhythmic music playing]

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[camera clicks]

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[rhythmic music fades out]

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Just the hot ones, man. Just the hot ones.

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-[vendor] They're flamin' hot.
-[indistinct chatter]

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These for your business?

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I don't have one yet.

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But I'm touring places
at the moment, so we'll see.

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-What's the price come to?
-A hundred lira's good.

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[Fiko] A hundred.

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-[vendor] You can pay me later.
-Huh?

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Oh, no.

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I have it here. See?

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Thanks, though, man. I'll see you later.

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[Fiko] Oh, hey, Zaman!

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Hey, Fiko. What's up, man?

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-Doing all right. And you?
-[Zaman] Good.

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Sevgi all right?

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Good. She had her last chemo,
and she's got a PET scan soon here.

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So she's a bit…

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Yeah, a bit worried.

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It's been a while since you came over.

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Oh, I'd love to, man, you know.
But we're tight on money these days, so…

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Ah, don't mention that, all right?
Just come by.

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'Kay. I'll be there.

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-I'll see you.
-Yeah. Thanks.

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-[clerk] Zaman, good to see you.
-Yeah, you too.

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-[clerk] Same recipient?
-[Zaman] That's right.

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[sighs]

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[drawer opens]

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[drawer closes]

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What's up with taking me somewhere
where bugs keep flying around, huh?

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-Just be quiet and look. Please.
-That's impossible. I'm blindfolded.

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-Calm down. I'll take it off. Get ready.
-Yes, I'm ready.

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Okay, now. I'm taking it off.

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-Ka-zam! [chuckles]
-[sighs]

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All right. What do you think?

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What do I think? I think you're joking.

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You know how incredibly busy things are
for me these days. Let's go.

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It isn't a joke, Fiko.
I'm dead serious here.

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It's just gonna take
some tender loving care.

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A bit of care, Leyla?

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This place looks like it'll topple
if there's a strong breeze.

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-You making a joke or something?
-Don't be dramatic, Fiko, okay?

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It probably looks rough, but the architect
I brought in is gonna give us a quote.

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-You talked to an architect?
-Yeah.

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Leyla, look at me. I'm struggling plenty
to make ends meet already.

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All my money financed our house.

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I'm sorry,
but why are you doing this to me?

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Too late, darling. Too late.

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This was the only place within our budget.

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I met with a financier,
got us a loan, hmm?

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And I made the deal.
It's all complete. Here's the deed.

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Loan? You mean…

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Uh, this is a binding deal.

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Leyla, you're supposed
to ask your partner before you--

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What'd you possibly expect, huh?
How could I ask? You're not here.

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It's Sevgi constantly.

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Or you're working on boats,
and I can't find you.

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You think I'm on boats relaxing?

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I'm attempting to earn
the best living I can.

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And I'm saying your boat is here,

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practically asking you
to captain it your way.

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I mean, go look how gorgeous it is inside.

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Come on, Fiko.

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[sighs]

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Hey. Help me up.

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Pretty, you see?

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Oh…

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I…

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[Leyla sighs]

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No. No, Leyla.

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Leyla, for…
This place absolutely can't be rescued.

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I'm telling you,
this place is good for nothing.

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Your little one's gonna get here soon.

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What do you expect me
to accomplish by myself?

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Listen up, Fiko.
I'll smack some sense into you.

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This is seriously my only chance.

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My baby's coming any day.

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Oh, and my husband's in jail.

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For my family,
my only option is to succeed.

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And you better help me get
to that result. Understand?

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I'm calling it Eleni's Tavern.

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[sighs] I'm gonna be there.

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I'm hearing you.

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We'll put in our best. How's that sound?

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Despite that, this is truly a mess.
Nobody's ever heard about it.

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Anybody who knows us
knows that we can do it, Fiko.

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[chuckles softly]

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-You're really bonkers, Leyla.
-[scoffs, sighs]

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Just stop talking, you idiot.

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Now you've upset me. Let's go.

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Now I'm gonna show you
how we'll be decorating here.

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-Hmm.
-Here's how I imagine it.

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I mean, your thoughts also count,
but, in my mind,

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seating should go beneath those trees,
with lanterns, lights, and all.

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Back here,
I'm picturing a rustic atmosphere.

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-What do you think about that, hmm?
-"Rustic"?

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Rustic. You know, rustic?

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You don't know rustic.

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It's fine. Doesn't matter.
I'll fill you in later.

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No need to worry about that
or anything, for that matter.

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Listen. This part here…

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["Yolaçık" by Yolda playing]

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[distant, excited chatter]

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[gulls calling]

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[jazzy Turkish pop continues]

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Zaman, hi. Good morning.

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Good to see you.

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Do you have a minute?
I need to talk to you.

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Of course. I've got a minute,
and I've got some tea as well.

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Let's go.

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[jazzy music fades]

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[Ada] Remember how we discussed
something called spiritual heritage?

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Going through the generations passed down.

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It could just be something
like a talent or maybe a belief.

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Say parents and babies really
are connected through the generations

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by some kind of information network.

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Just go on and ask me
the question you really want to ask.

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All right. Here it goes.

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Sometimes we can't become parents.

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Or we simply are not looking to have kids.

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But what happens to our knowledge?

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[gentle music playing]

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You're ignoring my questions again,
aren't you?

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[takes a deep breath]

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I think,

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at some point,
you must learn to stop looking

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for answers outside, Ada.

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[sighs] Zaman, these last seven months,
I read every book you gave me.

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And I came to all the sessions.

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Everything I've observed is amazing.

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My healing is progressing.
I won't deny that, but I…

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It just… it all still feels
so blurry, muddled.

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It seems that way now.

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When you disturb water with a stone,
you make it cloudy, but, well…

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[takes a deep breath]

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The stone will settle.
Things will become clear once again.

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The water will be at rest again.

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Sometimes, you must let it settle.

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And if you start asking
the right questions,

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you may see
that you don't require explanations.

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[scoffs, sighs]

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My head is filled up
with questions I've been meaning to ask.

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In any case, I should get back.

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Is a family what you want,
or are you unable to choose?

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Or is that the question

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you've been trying hard
not to ask yourself, perhaps, dear Ada?

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[gentle music fades]

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We'll depart very shortly, sir.

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It'll be soon, sir, soon.

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I'm here, Captain. I'm here.

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You can't do this, Fiko.

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-Let's call it here.
-Oh, but I'm just…

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Just ten minutes late, I've…

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I know your wife is sick.

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But this is a business.
And my customers are waiting.

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Here's your pay.

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Best of luck.

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Yeah, all right.

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[Ada sighs]

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It's your left kidney.

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Please look.

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At the moment,
it's covered almost completely.

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Urology is going to call you.

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I'm afraid operating
will be unavoidable this time.

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And no other treatment can help?

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Not this time.

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Operating now really is
the best course here.

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[patient sighs]

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Aysel, if you're comfortable with it,
can I ask you a question?

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[Aysel] Of course, Doctor.

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On your mother's side, do you get along?

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We, uh, lost our mother
around three or four months ago.

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[tense music playing]

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[Aysel] It was totally unexpected.

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-I still can't get over it.
-[sighs]

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[gentle music playing]

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-My condolences.
-[Aysel] Thank you.

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[Ada] If what they say is true,

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that our mothers,
and all our female ancestors,

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are represented
by the left side of our bodies,

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and that our kidneys
store all of the tears we cannot shed,

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can a mere surgical operation be enough
for this patient to heal?

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[gentle music continues]

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[notification plays]

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[Toprak] Ada, sorry.
This is taking longer than expected.

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PROTECTION

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Inside me, health flows unconditionally.

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Infused into my cells, comes love.

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Abundantly.

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I am well. [takes a deep breath]

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I am well.

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I am well.

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[keys jangle]

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Sevgi, dear?

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[sighs]

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Sevgi, love? Are you here?

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Hey, sweetheart?

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Sevgi?

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I picked up some delicious fish for you.

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And so we can make a salad,
I brought veggies home.

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[water drips]

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[sighs]

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I am well.

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I am well.

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I am well.

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-I am well.
-Sevgi.

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[gasps] Oh, damn. Oh, Fiko.

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Oh, sorry, love. Did I startle you?

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You're not supposed to be home yet.
You got home early.

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-You scared me to death.
-Hmm.

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-Should I hop in?
-Oh, no.

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I'm sorry, but I have to finish
my meditation right now.

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Oh, right. Uh, I'll just be going.

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Mm-hmm. [sighs]

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-Hey, Fiko.
-Huh?

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Please try to avoid shaving at the sink.

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[gentle music playing]

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You did it again. Seriously.

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Oh, I cleaned up the mess,
but I guess I… I guess I missed a spot.

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Hey, I bought us fish.

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And those veggies you love
for dinner, so I'll…

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Let me set the table.

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No, no. I'm not really
in the mood to eat, all right?

25:48.333 --> 25:51.291
Please, do you mind closing
the door on your way out? It's a bit cold.

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Right. No problem.

25:53.666 --> 25:55.208
-Have a nice bath, then.
-Okay.

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I know, but don't you think
that's pretty high?

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Yeah, I'm aware the dollar's high.

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I'm saying, you know,
are your workers paid American dollars?

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All right.

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Yeah, my budget couldn't cover
that expense, clearly. [inhales sharply]

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I'll be in touch, then.
Thanks anyway for your help.

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Like he's gonna build a palace.

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[sighs]

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Sarp, listen up.

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No wet bedsheets for tonight, am I clear?
You promise me.

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[Sarp sighs]

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If you do happen to wet the bed,
you slide onto a dry spot and go to sleep.

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Don't come and wake up your mom.
Come here, babe.

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Other cheek.

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Good night. [whispers] Don't pee.

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[Sarp] Mom?

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Papa's comin' back, right?

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Once my sister's born.

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[somber music playing]

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Sweetie, um…

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it'll be a while until Dad's back.

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[sighs] Come here.

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Honey, um…

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Do you think
that maybe you've been wetting the bed

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because you want Dad to come back?

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Huh?

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Dad knows I'm gonna have a sister?

27:15.583 --> 27:16.833
[Leyla sighs]

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-[exhales]
-[music fades]

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[Fiko] So I told her, no way.
This place is no good for anything.

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But I considered it, and I really think
she found a great place.

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That loon blindfolded me when we went.

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Actually, I'm not gonna eat. You go ahead.

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Okay.

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[chewing loudly]

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Fiko. [inhales sharply]

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Can you please chew more quietly?

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It's like it's exploding in my brain.
Like, "Cha, cha, cha."

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[sighs deeply]

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All right.

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-Sevgi.
-Hmm?

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I'm not working on the boat anymore.

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Why? Something happen out there, or…?

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No, no, nothing happened.
This is a call I made.

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I think it's more logical
to focus on our restaurant at the moment.

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And renovating, it's a lot of work.
Basically, it'll be full-time.

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So I thought it'd be best, um…

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But I think we'll be a little behind
on our rent for a time.

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No big deal.

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I can start working again so I can help.

28:29.291 --> 28:31.250
No, baby, you shouldn't be going back.

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That's not what I meant.

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You just focus
on getting yourself better, all right?

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Everything's under control. Okay?

28:39.750 --> 28:41.375
-[sighs]
-Okay, love?

28:44.333 --> 28:45.500
[Sevgi sighs]

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[gently] This is so nice.

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[Sevgi grunts]

28:54.625 --> 28:56.875
[Fiko sighs]

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What's wrong?

29:06.625 --> 29:07.875
[exhales]

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I guess you're getting bored.

29:11.083 --> 29:13.708
No. That's not what this is.

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No, I'm not bored.
I'm not bored, but lately, you're…

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Hmm. Think, Fiko.

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[mockingly] Maybe… Hmm.
Could I be a person with cancer?

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What're you saying, Sevgi, huh?

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How come you're talking like that?
What'd you say that for?

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You're always suffocating me, Fiko.

29:30.291 --> 29:32.708
I bet you're starting
to think you love the wrong girl.

29:33.208 --> 29:37.000
Maybe I'm not able to satisfy your needs
or give you what you signed up for.

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Don't put words in my mouth.

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-You believe my meaning was anything--
-You're always badgering me.

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There's something you need,
or something you're asking for,

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or something you want to discuss.

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I just need space, Fiko, for real.
Please. Seriously.

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I'm just trying to be
the best caregiver I can--

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Oh, don't. Let me be, Fiko.

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Babying me like this?
Am I your child, hmm?

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I just get so tired.

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So incredibly sick
of being sick to all of you.

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Just leave me alone, will you? I mean it!

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I've had it!

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[door slams]

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[somber music playing]

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[Fiko sighs]

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[music fades]

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[Leyla] Are you busy tomorrow afternoon?
I need to ask you a favor.

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Depends on when exactly, Leylo.

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Oh! Sorry, you and Toprak were supposed
to have dinner. Am I interrupting?

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-I can call later.
-Toprak's with his daughter.

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Couldn't make it.

30:50.291 --> 30:52.541
So what are you doing? Where are you now?

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Leyla, I'll call you back later
about tomorrow, okay?

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[somber music playing]

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[indistinct chatter]

31:05.500 --> 31:07.500
[sounds distort and fade]

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[indistinct chatter resumes]

31:48.250 --> 31:49.958
[Ada breathing shakily]

31:50.041 --> 31:52.041
[birds calling outside]

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[door opens]

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[door closes]

32:09.500 --> 32:10.750
[Toprak sighs]

32:20.083 --> 32:21.208
I'm sorry.

32:22.375 --> 32:25.333
Flor had a study group,
so I had to pick her up.

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Then we got some dinner. I'm sorry.

32:29.583 --> 32:30.666
[flatly] It's okay.

32:38.958 --> 32:40.291
[sighs] You're angry.

32:44.625 --> 32:46.375
I told you it's okay, Toprak.

32:50.791 --> 32:52.000
Eva's all right?

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-It seems she got better.
-Yeah, she's doin' okay.

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Ada, I'm sorry. I've been neglecting them.

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It really was just dinner.

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You're free to spend as much time
with Flor as you want, Toprak.

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That's not the issue.

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I just expect you to keep your promises.
That's all.

33:14.083 --> 33:15.083
[Toprak sighs]

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Besides, I've told you a million times

33:18.000 --> 33:22.125
we should make plans to get together with
Flor so you don't neglect her, haven't I?

33:23.083 --> 33:26.041
[Toprak] Yeah, okay.
But I don't want her to upset you.

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You know how she acts with you.

33:30.000 --> 33:33.375
Maybe she'd adjust
if we spent any time together, you know?

33:33.458 --> 33:37.083
Ada, it's a bad idea to push her, Flor.

33:37.791 --> 33:39.833
She's still struggling
to place you in her life.

33:39.916 --> 33:41.500
She just needs time. That's all.

33:43.416 --> 33:46.375
Tell me, have you been struggling
to find a place for me, Toprak?

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Meaning what?

33:47.625 --> 33:49.041
[quietly] Maybe I'm…

33:50.583 --> 33:53.041
I'm not sure
where our relationship is going.

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'Cause we can't even get to the beach,
and it's been months, Toprak.

33:57.833 --> 34:00.083
I know, I'm sorry. Listen.

34:01.375 --> 34:03.250
Please give me just a little patience.

34:03.333 --> 34:06.458
School's about to be out,
and we can go on that vacation we planned.

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[sighs]

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You want something?

34:16.208 --> 34:17.666
I need to be going now. Sorry.

34:18.708 --> 34:20.875
I promised Flor
that I'd tuck her in tonight.

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[sighs] Well then, why did you come
all the way here to see me?

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-You didn't answer my messages or pick up.
-[coffee maker beeps]

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[Ada sighs]

34:31.791 --> 34:33.000
[quietly] Fuck this.

34:36.708 --> 34:37.916
[mug clatters]

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[sighs]

34:39.041 --> 34:42.208
Toprak, listen. Here's an idea for you.

34:43.875 --> 34:45.708
You go be with Flor for a while.

34:45.791 --> 34:48.500
Better to be there every morning
than to have to be so worried

34:48.583 --> 34:51.666
about Eva's health, or whether
she's picked up Flor from school or not.

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Better than making me wait around,
don't you think, Toprak?

34:55.333 --> 34:56.166
Do you agree?

34:56.250 --> 34:57.458
Ada, stop, please.

34:59.458 --> 35:00.708
No, I'm serious.

35:08.250 --> 35:10.250
I mean, okay. Whatever you say.

35:10.333 --> 35:12.333
[somber music playing]

35:13.791 --> 35:15.291
Thanks. [sighs]

35:15.375 --> 35:16.958
No, thank you.

35:19.500 --> 35:20.541
[Toprak sighs]

35:25.791 --> 35:28.250
-[door closes]
-[under breath] God, that idiot.

35:28.333 --> 35:29.916
[plates clattering]

35:30.000 --> 35:32.000
[sink running]

35:33.750 --> 35:35.208
Fiko, hey.

35:35.708 --> 35:39.708
[sighs] Babe, you squeezed the toothpaste
right in the middle of the tube again.

35:51.666 --> 35:55.000
I'LL GIVE YOU SOME SPACE, SEVGI.
LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER.

35:56.625 --> 35:58.583
[sighs] He's upset.

35:58.666 --> 36:00.583
He's so upset over what?

36:01.083 --> 36:04.541
You're just being a child, Fiko.
Really, so immature. I mean it.

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[sighs]

36:06.958 --> 36:08.083
[huffs]

36:08.166 --> 36:11.000
It's not like I'm unaware
she's going through something.

36:11.833 --> 36:14.750
I know. I know that.
I never can fully empathize.

36:14.833 --> 36:17.458
I really only want to be there for her,
but I'm, um…

36:18.291 --> 36:20.541
but I'm just not able
to do a good enough job.

36:20.625 --> 36:22.041
It's not enough for her.

36:22.125 --> 36:23.375
And neither am I.

36:24.625 --> 36:25.708
[sighs]

36:28.416 --> 36:31.750
I'm the same way, dude.
Not good enough for anyone.

36:32.833 --> 36:34.916
I always leave someone or something out.

36:35.416 --> 36:36.666
I stayed for Ada, even got…

36:37.791 --> 36:39.250
Flor into a school.

36:40.125 --> 36:41.291
Convinced Eva.

36:41.791 --> 36:42.958
I'm still in the wrong.

36:43.041 --> 36:45.916
It still isn't… enough for Ada or Flor.

36:47.250 --> 36:48.375
[Fiko sighs]

36:50.375 --> 36:51.625
I think that, for me,

36:52.708 --> 36:54.333
nothing can just be simple.

36:55.541 --> 36:59.916
I don't think anything has ever been easy
in my life and… it's never been calm seas.

37:00.000 --> 37:02.250
I'm always barely keepin' afloat,
you know, man?

37:02.333 --> 37:04.375
I've always struggled to make the cut.

37:04.458 --> 37:06.291
I wasn't good enough for my father,

37:06.916 --> 37:09.875
or for the teachers when I was growing up,
or my commanders.

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Or for my master when I apprenticed,
and now?

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Now I disappoint the landlord.

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I'm not even good enough
for the woman I married.

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I just cannot seem to make anybody happy.
Nobody's ever happy.

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[sighs]

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Zaman can't even help,
so I guess I'm just, um…

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I guess hopeless would be the word.

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Hey, don't beat yourself up, man.

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I mean, at least you know
that I'm in the same spot.

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Hmm?

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[sighs]

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Well, I'll turn in.

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You… make yourself comfortable.
The trailer's yours.

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-Thanks a lot, Toprak.
-No problem, brother.

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[tense music playing]

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I'm not able to breathe.

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I feel trapped.

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And now I'm…
My feet can't find the ground.

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Did you endure a complicated birth?

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[baby wailing]

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[screaming]

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[newborn's cries echo]

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I was out there, left abandoned.

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That's all.
That's all I remember being told.

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[tense music building]

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[panting]

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How are you feeling?

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My stomach's queasy.

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I might collapse.

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[Zaman] Hold her so she doesn't fall.

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[Ada panting]

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To that baby, born,
into a world like this,

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into tragedy and loneliness,
sing to that child a lullaby.

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Sing.

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[in Turkish] ♪ I dropped an apple ♪

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♪ And it rolled and rolled ♪

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♪ Oh, son ♪

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♪ Oh, son ♪

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♪ It hit the crib and stopped ♪

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♪ And the baby woke up ♪

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♪ Rockabye, my boy ♪

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♪ Rockabye, my baby ♪

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♪ Rockabye, my boy ♪

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♪ Rockabye, my baby ♪

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♪ Rockabye, baby ♪

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♪ I didn't get to call you my baby ♪

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[sobbing]

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[in English] Let her hold you tight.

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[in Turkish] ♪ I didn't ♪

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[in English] Feel her.

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[in Turkish] ♪ Get to feed you ♪

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♪ Rockabye, son… ♪

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[in English] Babies
like this one should be welcomed.

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He should not have to worry.

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[in Turkish] ♪ Rockabye, my boy ♪

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♪ Rockabye, my baby ♪

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♪ Rockabye, baby ♪

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-[baby fussing]
-[bright music playing]

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[Zaman in English]
How are you feeling now?

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More calm.

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[sniffles]

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I think I'm becoming stronger.

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I feel safe.

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[Zaman sighs]

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You are now ready to claim manhood.

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Thanks, Zaman.

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[Zaman] All right.

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You may step back now.

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[gentle music continues]

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[Zaman] Problems during birth,
for example.

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The baby getting stuck in the birth canal
can mean being stuck in life.

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A breech birth
or an umbilical cord entanglement

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could account for breathing issues.

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Practically any such experience

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may be informing any person's life
and could have an effect on it.

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That first bond of trust
between child and mother,

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that… that first relationship,
well, it's very, very important.

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[Ada takes a deep breath]

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Are you feeling any better, Ada?

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I am. It was healing.

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I must be missing my mom.

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Thank you, Zaman. I really mean it.

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You'll see me again.

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[music fades]

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-[buzzer sounds]
-[door opens]

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Leyla. To what do I owe the pleasure, huh?

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How are you?

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I'm swell, honey. Just peachy. Wonderful.

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How am I? Really? You must be nuts.

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God knows how long,
and no contact at all from you?

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Your husband's in jail,
and now you care? Bullshit!

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I'm going crazy in here, all right?

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Quit it! Will you calm down?

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Who did I send
all of those packages to, huh?

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Oh yeah. Thank you.

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Flannels. Undies.

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All those books
so you can bore me to death.

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How's my son?

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He's Sarp.

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He misses you, but beyond that, he's good.

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You should tell him.

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Papa's been put in prison,
all thanks to his mother. Hmm?

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Are you kidding me?

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Prison's because of me too?

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This is all
because of your decisions, Erdem.

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Okay, Leyla.

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Please just get me an expensive attorney.

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Or I'm gonna be
in prison for the rest of my life.

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Erdem, aren't you forgetting something?

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Because you haven't asked about us.

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Like about our house,
how things are going,

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the things we're eating,
or how we can afford food!

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Why worry about that, hmm?
When your dad is looking after you.

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Isn't he? Tell him hi from me, then.

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Sure, whatever you say.

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Oh, by the way…

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[somber music playing]

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[shouting] …this is your daughter!

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What? What the hell? Mine? It's mine?

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-What did you say?
-I said, is the baby mine?

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-You bastard!
-[slams receiver]

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Leyla.

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-Leyla.
-[door buzzes]

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-Leyla!
-[door opens, closes]

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God, I'm just so tired
of always being so stupid.

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[Ada] Oh, Leyla.

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[crying softly]

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There's no way I'm gonna be able
to raise this kid alone.

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Let's pick up some pie and go home.

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Sevgi'll be there waiting for us.
You coming?

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-Okay.
-Let's go.

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How am I such an idiot?

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I'm like the queen of all idiots.

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[music fades]

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[Leyla] Oof.

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C'mon, hon.

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[exhales]

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[sighs, sniffles]

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Sweetums, what's wrong?

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Hey you. What's going on?

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[sobs softly]

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Fiko moved out yesterday.

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He moved out?

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How come?

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Did he say?

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[somber music playing]

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[Leyla] My love!

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Orange is my favorite color.
And it looks great on you.

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You needed a little color in your life.
You look great.

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-Yeah.
-Rock bottom just got lower.

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-[Leyla scoffs]
-Oh, come on.

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Y'know, technically, Fiko hasn't left you.

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He said himself, it's a little space.

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No, girl, I mean, he got so upset,
he moved out.

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-Fiko left the group, baby.
-[Ada grunts]

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Maybe we got married too soon.
We rushed things. Huh?

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Maybe Fiko isn't the love of my life.
I just liked the idea.

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Like, since I'd never been proposed to
or married,

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Fiko just happened
to blow me away, you know? Huh?

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Honey, you know that… maybe just a…

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a little separation could be good. Hmm?

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Oh, no, Ada, hang on!
What are you talking about?

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Do you think being alone
is a piece of cake?

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For all his faults, Fiko is a fine guy,
and one who's crazy about you.

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Hmm?

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He's like a kid, Fiko.

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It's always me
who's keeping track of things, never him.

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It's amazing.
Not a single spontaneous thought.

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Oh wow.
You really have it out for Fiko, huh?

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Hey, that man sold his car,
remember, just to meet your needs, okay?

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He's working on at least two boats a day.

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I don't understand
what more you want from him.

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Hey, Leyla. C'mon, babe.
Cut her some slack, huh?

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She really could have a point.

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They very well
could've rushed into things.

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-Yeah.
-Some time. Just give her that.

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A husband? Family?
She came looking to get those.

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Pardon me for saying it,
but not every girl's just out to get laid.

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Am I the person you're referring to?

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Yes, as a matter of fact, you and Toprak
were just gonna spend time together.

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Supposedly, nothing serious.

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Oh, come on.
You believed it when she said that?

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She also wants a husband
and a house and a few kids.

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Hey, I'm not the topic here, am I?
We're discussing Fiko.

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Come on. You're so sensitive. [grunts]

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[groans]

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[light instrumental music plays]

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-Hey, ladies.
-[Sevgi] Hmm?

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Do you remember
when we were here together before?

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[Sevgi] Aww.

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I dreamed of my boobs getting larger.

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[Sevgi chuckles]

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I'm a bit larger in my belly too.

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[Sevgi and Ada laugh]

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I should be careful
what I ask for. Huh, ladies?

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Me? I just wanted someone to do.

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I wanted somebody in my life, you know?

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And now my husband wants to,
but it's a chore.

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[Ada] I was married to Selim.

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On my way to Brussels too.

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And now I'm home.

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And Toprak's my partner.

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[takes a deep breath]

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Despite the fact
that I'm not even sure I'm with him.

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-All right, girls, listen up.
-Hmm.

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Let's pack and go
on a road trip again, huh?

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A road trip would be amazing, wouldn't it?

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No, Leyla,
we shouldn't run away this time.

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And we're not gonna just
let things go either.

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We'll sit tight.
We'll find a way and manage to stay.

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Stand by one another. Sound like a plan?

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[groans]

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-What's going on?
-Don't be fooled by her. Big scammer.

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-[sighs]
-[moans in pain]

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It's not a scam this time.

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-[Leyla] It's too early!
-[Ada] Her water just broke.

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-Okay. Calm down.
-Okay, but why is this…?

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Hang on, calm down.
Both of you, it's okay.

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You, get her things ready.

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I'll bring my car up here.
Change your wig.

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We gotta go. We're going…

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[Ada] Our first experience on earth,
our first challenge,

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is the journey that ends
with us leaving our mother's womb.

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-[siren wailing]
-The journey into the unknown scares us.

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However, birth is not a journey
into the unknown.

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Because the bond
between mother and newborn

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has long since been formed.

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And no matter what happens,
it never disappears.

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Just remembering this

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can give us the courage
to step into the unknown.

50:44.333 --> 50:47.416
-[tense music playing]
-[labored breathing]

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[up-tempo acoustic guitar music playing]

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[music fades out]