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A NETFLIX SERIES

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[tense music plays]

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[baby crying softly]

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1962, TAURUS MOUNTAINS

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[child moaning softly]

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[baby crying]

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[moans]

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Looks like he's got an infection.

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I'm gonna have to take him
to the hospital to treat him.

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What are you saying, Doctor?

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But the tribe's about to leave.
and we need to get on the road.

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What are we supposed to do?

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If you take him with you now,
it will only make it worse.

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He could infect others too.
You'll be putting everyone at risk.

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Listen, Yılmaz.
I can take care of him if you let me.

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I'll do my best. I promise.

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My wife, Meryem, is a nurse.

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We'd take good care of him. I promise you.

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It's your choice.

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[Yılmaz] Always carry this
with you, Kemal.

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It should bring you luck in life.

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[Add] The most powerful bonds we have

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are those with the people
who brought us into this world.

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The years that pass,

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the betrayals that happen…

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even the suffering
that a family goes through,

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do not matter.

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Our bonds with them will always endure,

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at the cost of our own will.

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[sewing machine whirring]

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Stick it in here, then pull it out.

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[Havva] I think you should study medicine,
become a doctor,

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and heal people
with those tiny hands of yours.

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My dear daughter.

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My beautiful daughter.

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[Ada] Anything that's trapped
in our bond with the past

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somehow manifests itself
in our current lives.

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Maybe what we call fortune… or misfortune,

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is the consequence of a step taken,

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or not taken, in the past.

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Mom when is Ada coming back? Do you know?

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My love, you have been
asking that question for a month now.

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Ada has lots of patients,
so she can't stay here.

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When are we going back?
And when will daddy be coming back?

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We'll be here
until your dad's business is finished.

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[cell phone chimes]

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Hang on. Someone's texting me. Let me see.

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[clears throat]

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1 NEW NOTIFICATION
THERE'S BEEN A DEPOSIT IN YOUR ACCOUNT.

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[gasps] Oh my God!

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[yelps, laughs]

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Oh my God. Oh my God!

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My love!

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-Mom, what? What is it?
-Oh, honey. Oh, honey. We're in the clear!

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[Leyla kissing]

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We're clear, baby. We're clear!

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Yes! You have my word.

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I promise. From now on,
everything's gonna be great, okay? Hurry!

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Hey, wait. Where are we going?
You promised we would get ice cream.

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Oh right. Let's go get ice cream then.

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[woman] I told them over and over
to keep their goats away.

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They let them into my yard
to pillage my herbs and sour grapes.

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But, ma'am, you told me
you didn't have a deed for the house.

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So how am I supposed to file a lawsuit?

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How on earth can they ask for a deed
for a place like that?

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The lands have been ours forever.

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Pretty lawyer,
you have to sue them for us.

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We need you, please.

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[sighs] These damn, damn goats.

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[Fiko] These are wonderful, Muko.

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What would we do without you?

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For pity's sake, Fiko,
when is your cook coming back?

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I can't do it all alone, kiddo.
I'm exhausted.

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I really have no idea when,

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but, if the place sells,
it won't matter anymore.

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What were you thinking, Fiko?

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You haven't been saving
anything at all this whole damn time?

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This whole place could have been yours.
You could have owned it.

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Just my luck, right?

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If I'd known you before,
you could've advised me.

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Yeah, I would have, but, still,

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his is your livelihood.
Aren't you bothered?

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It's good you're single, Fiko.

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If you had a family,
you'd be devastated, my boy.

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Yeah, well, you never know, right?

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Don't give up on me, Muko.

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Ha! Fiko, who would let you
marry their daughter? [chuckles]

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Good one! [chuckles]

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You should get your shit together first.

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Then maybe you'll get lucky.

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[sighs]

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[Fiko] Here you go. Enjoy.

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Oh, Toprak? Welcome.

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Uh, thanks, Fiko.

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Have a seat.

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Culuk! A cup of tea for Toprak.

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So, got any reservations for tonight?

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Of course.

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We're fully booked, thanks to you.
I don't know how to repay you.

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Hey, don't mention it.

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What about you? You talk to Ada, yet?

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Not yet.

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That's for Toprak.

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Appreciate it, thanks.

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You've been preaching to me,
but you're putting it off, yourself.

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Here, take this phone.

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You should call her.

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Live while you're alive.

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[sighs]

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[cell phone chiming]

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[soft music plays]

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Toprak?

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Ada. How are you?

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I'm fine.

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Not bad.

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I'm okay. And you?

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I wanted to hear your voice.
You weren't replying.

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I was busy.

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I started working at a new hospital,
and I had to clear out my mom's place

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I'm… I'm sorry.

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No, it's fine. As long as you're okay.

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-Toprak--
-Ada--

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Sorry, you go first.

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No. Mm. You first.

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We need to talk.

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[clears throat]

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We're talking right now.

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Not like this, not on the phone.

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I can come to Istanbul
to see you, if that's okay?

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Toprak, no, I'm

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not sure.

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Ada, we still have something between us.

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Toprak, listen. I'm just trying
to put my life back together.

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I mean

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with Selim.

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And you're going back to your daughter.

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I think it'd be best if we didn't meet.

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I see.

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Well, if you ever do
feel like you're ready,

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just give me a call.

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Toprak, I'm very sorry.
I have to go, okay?

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Take care of yourself.

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You too.

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There's "something between us"?

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There's only distance between us.

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[Fiko] All good?

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She said don't come.

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Somehow, I'm not convinced.

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We can push people away,
when we really want them there.

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Sit.

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[cell phone chiming]

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Hello.

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[man] Hi, this is
the Ayvalık Central Police Station.

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Is this Leyla Işık?

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[suspenseful music plays]

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Yes, it is.

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Uh… Uh… Go on.

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Ma'am, we'd like you to come down
to the station to give us a statement.

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Uh, a statement, okay.

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Uh, but, well,
what's this statement about?

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We've received reports
that your husband was seen around Ayvalık.

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We're hoping
you'd be willing to help us,

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if you had some information
on his whereabouts.

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I have no idea. I'm sorry.

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I mean, I haven't heard from him
in months.

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And, anyway, I have nothing else to say.
I already gave you my statement on this.

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Well, we'd still like to have you in
for a cup of tea.

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[whimpers]

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Leyla, my amazing wife. [kisses]

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Thank god.

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Finally, this is over.
This nightmare is over and done with.

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Watch out. Watch out. Don't open that.

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They're looking for you everywhere.

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Just you, me, and our son.
We'll have a totally fresh start.

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Now go find the captain.

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Tell him we need to leave now,
and give him half the money.

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You'll give him the rest
when we get there. Okay?

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And what are you gonna do, huh? Tell me!

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It's not safe here anymore.

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You shouldn't come back here.
I'll find you, okay?

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Leyla.

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You decided to trust me.

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And you chose to stay by my side.

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Nothing can ever stand in our way now.

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[soft music plays]

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-Okay?
-Yeah. Nothing, right?

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We'll figure it out. Trust me.

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-Okay?
-Okay.

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-Hm?
-Hm.

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-[Erdem] I love you so much.
-[sighs]

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-Darling?
-Selim.

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I'm at home.
What's up? What are you doing?

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Oh no.

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Darling, I have to go to
a last-minute business dinner.

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I would've canceled it
if I'd known you were coming.

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No, it's okay. You don't have to.

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Okay, don't worry about it.
Enjoy your dinner, then.

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Thanks.

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How are you, Yeşim?

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I'm fine, Selim.

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And you?

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-What did you want to talk about?
-[inhales deeply]

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I'm pregnant.

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[dramatic music plays]

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TO MY MÜJGAN…

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[dramatic music continues]

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GEORGIA, FAMILY PHOTO, 2003

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MOM

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[sniffling]

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[sobs]

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[Selim breathes deeply]

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Morning.

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What's this?

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It's my dad.

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But that girl in the photo isn't me.

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And that's not my mother.

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My father had another family, Selim.

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How many more hits am I supposed to take?
I just don't get it.

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[door slams]

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[sighs]

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[rapid knocking on door]

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-[Muko] Who's that?
-Got it.

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[rapid knocking continues]

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[Muko] Jeez.

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-Toprak?
-Sevgi, we gotta do something.

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-I have to get back to the Netherlands.
-Okay. Calm down.

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I'm sorry to disturb you.

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I talked to Flor. She was crying.

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-I can't just wait for all the paperwork.
-Okay, listen--

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I'm gonna end up
just getting on a plane and losing it.

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Wait. I'll get my computer
while you catch your breath.

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[sighs]

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Hey. Are you Ada's ex-boyfriend?

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I know everything.

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If you're here for her,
she's already gone.

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[Muko] Sarp, what's Ada
got to do with this?

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You shouldn't eavesdrop.

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So it's okay for you to talk about it,
but not for me to listen to it, Muko?

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I'm gonna get you.

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[Sarp] You said Ada
shouldn't go back to Toprak,

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because Toprak was just going to hurt Ada,

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and Ada should be trying
to save her marriage.

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[whispers] Sarp, watch it.
You're on thin ice.

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Violence is wrong, Muko. Please.
-[stifles laugh]

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[Muko] Heaven help me.

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Anyway, you don't have to wait.

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Ada is gone.

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Just like my dad.

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My dad's gone too.

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He said it's for business,

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but I don't believe that.

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He used to call me wherever he went.

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I think he forgot about me.

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Sarp.

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That's Flor, my daughter.

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I'm far away from her.

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I can't call her.
We can't talk to each other.

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Because there are things
that make it impossible.

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But, you know, sometimes,

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we can't do what we really want.

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We can't be there for the ones we love.

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But I'm sure your father's thinking
about you all the time.

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Your daughter's really pretty.
Why don't you bring her here with you?

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[Toprak and Muko chuckle]

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Sarp, just give me the phone.

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-Wanna come play soccer with me?
-[chuckles]

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[Muko chuckles]

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You guys go play.
I'll make a few calls first.

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-Then I'll come find you.
-You got it.

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[Sarp] When Flor comes,
I'll take her to see places.

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Sarp, just keep your eye on the ball.
Focus on that.

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Toprak.

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I talked to the consulate.

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They're gonna call the Immigration Office
to issue a special permit for you.

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-How long will that take?
-They said as soon as possible.

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Also, I took the case
to the administrative tribunal, right?

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Social Services is gonna send someone
to make sure Flor's safe.

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Calm down now, okay?

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Sevgi, thank you.

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You're leaving too? Everyone's leaving!

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Toprak's not going anywhere.
He'll stay for dinner.

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Hooray!

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I just don't get it.

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How could my dad do something like that?

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I just can't wrap my head around

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how anyone could hide
something like that for years.

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And I actually blamed my mother for it.

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Turns out she went through hell.

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This is the first time I understand her.

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But it's too late now.

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Would you rather know about it?

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I mean… you'd prefer that he told you?

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Of course I would prefer that he told me.

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I'd want him to be honest with me.

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Just like you were.

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You came clean with me.

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I mean, that's why I'm still here.

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[retches]

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Selim?

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Selim, you okay?

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[retches]

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[coughs]

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[sighs]

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Selim, are you okay?

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[breathing deeply]

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[knocking]

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Selim?

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[knocking]

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I'm okay. [pants]

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Something didn't agree with me.

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-[Sevgi] Sign here.
-[Toprak] Okay.

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[Sevgi] Would you please relax, Toprak?
We're almost done.

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You're gonna get to go back.

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-Sevgi?
-Hm?

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You think Ada's happy?

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What's it to you?

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She's trying to pick up the pieces
of her broken marriage.

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That a yes?

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Why do I find that hard to believe?

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Now that's a little funny, isn't it?

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Who on earth said
you had to believe anything?

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Toprak, your case is closed.

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It's over, the end, finito.
Put it to rest.

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Sevgi, do you think that I'm stupid?

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You think I'd want to hurt her?

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Well, then, maybe
you shouldn't have hurt her, Toprak.

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Isn't that right?

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Don't you think I thought
about that, Sevgi?

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While I was working at the bars,

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and she was working in the ER
every single night,

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you think I didn't think about that?

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When she lost a patient,
she'd cry all night.

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And you know what I did?

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I couldn't hold her.

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I'd go get drunk.

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Come home late on purpose,
so she'd be asleep.

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I couldn't handle seeing her like that.

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Every time I looked at her,
I used to feel worthless.

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Maybe I still am.

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[melancholy music plays]

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I can't even be there for my daughter.

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[breathes shakily]

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[Toprak sighs] Good night.

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Toprak?

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You still love Ada
after all that's happened?

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I mean, really?

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I never stopped loving her, Sevgi.

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[melancholy music intensifies]

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[Ada thinking] The man I love
is just like you, Dad.

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A nomad

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with no idea where he should take root.

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Love, you can have this dress too.

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It'll look great on you.

23:58.916 --> 24:01.583
Leyla, this place is gonna be
so lonely without you guys.

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No, it won't.

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Anyway, don't you have a boyfriend now?

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He's not gonna leave you alone.

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Are you doing this on purpose?
She'll hear you.

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Let her hear me, then.

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I mean, what's wrong with that?

24:13.291 --> 24:14.583
Uh, have you met my mom?

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There's no way she's gonna think
Fiko is worthy of her precious daughter.

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'Kay.

24:20.125 --> 24:22.125
Well you need to forget about her for now.

24:22.208 --> 24:23.541
So how are things going?

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-You two still haven't had sex?
-No, not yet.

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We haven't really had a chance.

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Anyway, I'm not even sure about it.

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I mean, we kissed once, and then what?

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Nothing. That's it.

24:34.291 --> 24:35.500
So what are we doing?

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It's just not going anywhere.

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Love, come on.

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You probably have to find a way
to give him the green light.

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I bet he's just trying
to work up the courage.

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And, I mean, besides, remember
Fiko's a shy, innocent kind of boy.

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And what am I supposed to do?
Learn how to pole dance for him?

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-Oh, girl. Oh, girl! Stunning!
-[Sevgi chuckles]

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Poor guy can barely keep it together.
You're gonna totally destroy him.

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[clears throat] Listen to me.

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You're gonna wear this exact dress,
and take this bikini with you.

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-Whoo!
-And take Fiko to the beach. Okay?

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Then, when you're in the water,

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things just start to happen,
if you catch my drift.

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Okay?

25:16.541 --> 25:18.291
What more do you want from me, huh?
Honestly.

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Come here.

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Are you sure you have to leave?

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What am I gonna do without you?

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Yes I am, love.

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It's time for my dad and Sarp to meet.

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And maybe I can start a business
in Antalya, like on social media.

25:34.500 --> 25:36.000
Sevgi, time for your meds.

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-I already took them, Mom.
-Ah.

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Muko?

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Here, honey. Check this out.

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-My gift to you, okay?
-[Muko chuckles]

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Maybe you can wear it on a date
with Mr. Zaman or whoever you like.

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-[grunts]
-Totally up to you.

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-Enough!
-[gasps]

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[shouts] I'm getting
sick of this nonsense.

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Zaman, Zaman, Zaman.

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That's enough!

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[grunts]

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[door slams]

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[colander clatters]

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What's wrong, Mom?

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[sniffles] Nothing.

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Mom, no.

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Why don't you tell me what's wrong, okay?

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I can see you're upset.

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I don't like that guy.

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I don't even want to joke about it.

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I don't want you to see him,
all right, Sevgi?

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You're not allowed to see him.

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Uh, Mom, do you… really think
I'm gonna ask you

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who I can and cannot see?

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Oh really, missy?

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Really, Mom.

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I want you to take a good look at me.

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I'm not getting any younger,

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and yet I still can't
make my own decisions.

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"Don't upset Mommy.
Don't make Mommy worry."

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"Careful, careful.
Mommy shouldn't get anxious."

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"Oh, and God forbid I get sick,

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'cause Mommy has to chase me down
and make sure I take my meds."

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Mom, listen to me. I'm not a kid anymore.

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Just please give me a break, damn it!

26:58.416 --> 27:00.041
Please just gimme a break!

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I… I see, baby.

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I see it clearly.

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[Muko sobs]

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I'm serious.
I'm about to lose the restaurant.

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Sevgi won't even hold my hand,
so nothing to lose there.

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I need this.
Just let me attend today's session.

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Fikret, have you done
what I asked you to do yet? Huh?

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Have you sorted out
the issues with your father?

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You haven't.

27:36.083 --> 27:39.416
That means… you don't
attend the session today, man.

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Because… it's important
that you take care of that first.

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Man, I'm going to, but…

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after all these years, it's not easy.

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Say I call him,
and that pig answers the phone.

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What am I supposed to do?
What if I just lose it? What would I say?

27:58.333 --> 28:00.875
Fikret, look. We've already
talked about this, remember?

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Father represents abundance and blessings.

28:03.500 --> 28:06.041
It's essential in order for you
to make money.

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Unless you sort out
your issues with your father,

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you won't be able
to get your life back on track.

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Am I wrong?

28:14.500 --> 28:15.375
Hey, Zaman.

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Do you have any children?

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[soft music plays]

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Why do you ask?

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Well, I don't know. Just curious.

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You're providing us guidance.

28:35.750 --> 28:37.458
You're helping us, mentoring us.

28:38.750 --> 28:39.916
But you're all alone.

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We can talk about that sometime.

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But this isn't about me, Fikret.

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[man] Mr. Zaman?

28:55.333 --> 28:56.416
Yes, hold on.

29:00.166 --> 29:01.000
What is it?

29:03.375 --> 29:04.708
There are charges against you.

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Charges?

29:22.291 --> 29:24.291
[Fiko] Yeah. No, it's closed. Thanks.

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-[woman] Have a nice day.
-[Fiko] Have a nice day.

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[Sevgi] Fiko, you staying
for the session today?

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I can't.

29:31.208 --> 29:33.125
They sealed the place. No session today.

29:33.625 --> 29:36.041
-Someone's filed a complaint.
-What do you mean?

29:40.583 --> 29:43.791
THIS ESTABLISHMENT
HAS BEEN CLOSED DOWN INDEFINITELY.

29:44.750 --> 29:46.208
God, what a shame.

29:46.291 --> 29:47.916
Think Ada could have done this?

29:48.500 --> 29:49.625
No, she wouldn't do that.

29:52.500 --> 29:54.500
[line ringing]

29:58.583 --> 29:59.791
Zaman's not picking up.

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Fiko, if you can get a hold of Zaman,
can you tell him that I'm here,

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and that, if he needs an attorney,
he can just call me right away, okay?

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Sure, I'll tell him. Thanks.

30:10.958 --> 30:14.083
I had to postpone everything
I had planned today to make it here.

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And I closed the restaurant today.

30:21.541 --> 30:22.541
What do you say

30:23.791 --> 30:26.083
we do something together, if you're free?

30:26.166 --> 30:27.000
Okay.

30:27.791 --> 30:28.833
How about we go for a swim?

30:28.916 --> 30:30.166
Sounds good.

30:30.250 --> 30:31.500
[Sevgi chuckles]

30:32.750 --> 30:34.375
You worked hard for that place.

30:35.416 --> 30:36.833
You've been helping people.

30:39.125 --> 30:41.333
We could talk to
whoever made that complaint.

30:41.833 --> 30:42.916
Let's deal with this.

30:47.125 --> 30:48.875
One door closes,

30:49.916 --> 30:51.208
and another one opens.

30:54.083 --> 30:57.083
Man, no offense, but sometimes
you need to make the door open.

30:57.833 --> 30:59.750
You've been preaching about
how you should cherish

30:59.833 --> 31:01.458
the things you love and work for.

31:02.166 --> 31:04.041
You said I should be there
for my daughter.

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That place is your child.

31:10.333 --> 31:12.791
I'm gonna call Sevgi.
She can help you out.

31:12.875 --> 31:13.791
[Zaman] Mm.

31:14.958 --> 31:16.416
No, don't disturb her.

31:16.500 --> 31:18.208
She's dealing with your thing already.

31:21.750 --> 31:22.833
Yeah, she is.

31:25.125 --> 31:27.583
But knowing my luck
it won't have gone anywhere.

31:31.375 --> 31:32.333
Same goes for you.

31:33.416 --> 31:34.625
With me, I mean.

31:35.250 --> 31:36.375
I did everything.

31:37.166 --> 31:39.791
My family, ancestors,
the whole nine yards.

31:39.875 --> 31:42.000
We dug into our trauma. We really tried.

31:44.583 --> 31:45.708
It didn't change shit.

31:47.625 --> 31:49.458
Maybe we've been doing it all wrong.

31:51.666 --> 31:53.500
Maybe they were right to report me.

31:54.833 --> 31:57.541
Since we're not getting anywhere
with what we do.

31:57.625 --> 31:59.041
[sighs] Bro, that's not what I mean.

31:59.125 --> 32:02.666
But if you don't stand up for yourself,
people will assume you're guilty.

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It's been a long time since I cared about
what other people thought.

32:10.916 --> 32:12.833
Maybe it's me who needs to change.

32:14.541 --> 32:15.708
[sighs]

32:35.416 --> 32:37.958
I appreciate that everyone's
doing their best to help,

32:38.458 --> 32:40.250
but the money they want is impossible.

32:40.750 --> 32:42.083
The restaurant's lost.

32:42.666 --> 32:44.416
So what are you gonna do?

32:44.500 --> 32:46.250
What else? Work for someone else?

32:47.250 --> 32:48.791
Maybe I can cook on a boat.

32:49.416 --> 32:51.541
If all else fails, open a market stall.

32:51.625 --> 32:52.583
[chuckles]

32:53.625 --> 32:55.666
I don't understand
how you do this every time.

32:55.750 --> 32:57.541
You just keep getting back up.

32:58.125 --> 32:58.958
Do what?

32:59.625 --> 33:01.291
Nothing can dampen your mood.

33:01.375 --> 33:04.375
You still think the world is
an amazing place no matter what.

33:04.458 --> 33:05.375
[upbeat music plays]

33:05.458 --> 33:06.458
You're not so different.

33:07.875 --> 33:09.375
Look what you've been through.

33:10.208 --> 33:11.333
And you're still okay.

33:12.041 --> 33:14.375
I still remember
the first day that I met you.

33:15.166 --> 33:16.333
What day?

33:16.416 --> 33:17.583
At Zaman's place.

33:18.375 --> 33:21.625
Remember how I got up to represent
your father and I laid down on the ground?

33:22.125 --> 33:24.833
As I did,
I felt something right here, you know?

33:26.500 --> 33:27.333
Really.

33:28.291 --> 33:29.666
He loves you very much.

33:29.750 --> 33:30.750
I can still feel it.

33:31.375 --> 33:32.833
He wants you to be happy.

33:36.041 --> 33:38.375
I don't know
who filed the complaint or why,

33:38.458 --> 33:41.500
but I don't think you can put
a price on what Zaman is doing.

33:43.875 --> 33:45.375
[sniffles]

33:47.250 --> 33:48.125
You wanna take a dip?

33:48.833 --> 33:49.750
Yeah, let's do it.

33:49.833 --> 33:51.833
[upbeat music intensifies]

34:02.125 --> 34:03.208
Whoa.

34:04.625 --> 34:06.250
-[Sevgi chuckles] Whoo!
-[chuckles]

34:08.000 --> 34:09.416
[Sevgi squeals]

34:09.916 --> 34:11.083
-[Sevgi] It's cold.
-Let's go.

34:11.166 --> 34:12.541
Ah! [screams]

34:17.666 --> 34:18.750
[Fiko] This is great.

34:21.208 --> 34:22.583
[gasps, shivers]

34:24.375 --> 34:26.166
-You're beautiful.
-Me?

34:26.250 --> 34:27.416
No, I'm not.

34:28.625 --> 34:29.500
Sevgi.

34:30.125 --> 34:32.125
You really are a very beautiful woman.

34:32.208 --> 34:34.916
Well, Fiko, I'm not used to hearing
things like that.

34:35.000 --> 34:35.958
What can I say?

34:36.583 --> 34:39.041
They should've told you
when they had the chance.

34:40.166 --> 34:41.291
Hey, Fiko.

34:42.166 --> 34:44.708
I have something to tell you,
but I just… I just…

34:45.666 --> 34:47.875
Listen. I'm just gonna
come right out and say it, okay?

34:47.958 --> 34:49.083
Okay, what is it?

34:49.583 --> 34:52.166
Sometimes I find myself
thinking about you.

34:52.250 --> 34:54.375
Out of the blue,
I just start thinking about you.

34:54.458 --> 34:56.708
And then I just…
Then I start to think about…

34:57.291 --> 34:59.041
-About our kiss.
-Yes.

34:59.791 --> 35:02.000
But I… I mean, you and I…

35:02.708 --> 35:03.916
Do you think it's possible?

35:04.000 --> 35:06.125
We're so different, right?

35:06.791 --> 35:07.625
But,

35:08.583 --> 35:10.583
the thing is, I think I like you.

35:10.666 --> 35:12.458
[romantic music plays]

35:12.541 --> 35:13.375
Sevgi,

35:14.000 --> 35:15.291
I really like you too.

35:16.166 --> 35:17.250
I mean, a lot.

35:18.833 --> 35:22.375
You know, every morning,
I open the restaurant, hoping

35:23.416 --> 35:25.583
for the slightest possibility
of seeing you.

35:26.250 --> 35:28.166
But what you're telling me right now…

35:28.250 --> 35:31.625
asking… if we could be good together.

35:32.875 --> 35:34.458
I can't answer that for you.

35:37.416 --> 35:39.500
-May I come closer?
-You mean right now?

35:40.041 --> 35:41.041
Yeah, now.

35:41.666 --> 35:42.541
Okay.

35:54.083 --> 35:54.916
Sevgi.

35:55.541 --> 35:56.625
Yes, Fiko?

35:58.541 --> 35:59.583
[Fiko breathes deeply]

36:00.875 --> 36:01.958
May I kiss you?

36:02.750 --> 36:04.916
Yes, you may, Fiko! You may kiss me.

36:05.000 --> 36:06.250
[chuckles]

36:10.000 --> 36:10.833
So,

36:11.416 --> 36:12.625
do you feel anything?

36:13.166 --> 36:15.458
Look. If you feel it, you feel it.
If not, it's okay.

36:21.875 --> 36:22.791
Sarp.

36:23.916 --> 36:25.333
Damn it, Sarp. You can't--

36:26.375 --> 36:27.208
[mouthing]

36:27.291 --> 36:28.375
[gasps]

36:29.875 --> 36:31.708
Have you lost your mind?

36:31.791 --> 36:35.083
What are you doing? Muko's inside.
Where the hell did you come from?

36:35.666 --> 36:38.541
-How's it going with the boat?
-It… It's done.

36:38.625 --> 36:40.250
We're leaving before dawn.

36:40.333 --> 36:42.208
I told the girls
I was going to my dad's place,

36:42.291 --> 36:44.750
but you should meet us
at the bay before dawn, okay?

36:44.833 --> 36:46.416
-Okay. Good.
-Okay.

36:46.500 --> 36:47.333
[Sarp] Dad!

36:47.833 --> 36:48.666
[gasps]

36:48.750 --> 36:50.083
[soft music plays]

36:50.166 --> 36:53.291
-Daddy!
-Hey, Sarp, my boy!

36:54.166 --> 36:55.250
That's my boy.

36:55.750 --> 36:56.833
We're screwed.

36:58.083 --> 36:59.416
We're totally screwed.

37:03.500 --> 37:06.625
We're not telling our secret
to anyone, okay?

37:06.708 --> 37:07.583
You got that?

37:08.666 --> 37:09.500
You promise?

37:09.583 --> 37:10.875
You promise too, then.

37:10.958 --> 37:12.666
Dad will never leave us again, right?

37:12.750 --> 37:15.833
Never again. From now on we stay together.

37:15.916 --> 37:17.333
We're leaving this place.

37:17.833 --> 37:19.833
But we're gonna go to another country.

37:20.958 --> 37:23.125
That's a secret, a very important one.

37:23.208 --> 37:25.166
We're not telling anyone about it, okay?

37:26.916 --> 37:28.625
I know you'll do great, love.

37:28.708 --> 37:30.416
-[chuckles]
-[knocking on door]

37:33.416 --> 37:34.708
Sevgi's not here, Leyla.

37:34.791 --> 37:36.458
Do you know where she is?

37:36.541 --> 37:38.041
I have no idea.

37:38.125 --> 37:40.458
Don't worry, though.
I'm sure she'll be here soon, okay?

37:41.041 --> 37:42.708
Hm. Okay.

37:43.583 --> 37:44.458
-Okay.
-Okay.

37:48.750 --> 37:50.625
I reported Mr. Zaman.

37:50.708 --> 37:51.541
What?

37:52.500 --> 37:55.375
Are you crazy?
What have you done? And why?

37:55.458 --> 37:57.166
He's got Sevgi all confused.

37:57.666 --> 38:00.458
She's not the way she used to be.
She's acting weird.

38:01.041 --> 38:03.875
Muko, my dear. Sevgi is okay now.

38:04.375 --> 38:05.791
And you were so happy.

38:06.291 --> 38:08.458
What happened? Why did you report him?

38:08.541 --> 38:12.500
And, besides, everything Zaman did
was really helpful for all of us.

38:12.583 --> 38:14.083
And what good did that do?

38:14.166 --> 38:17.833
What good has it done for you to learn
about your grandmother from Crete, Leyla?

38:18.333 --> 38:21.625
Does she know anything about this?
She's drowned and gone.

38:22.125 --> 38:25.500
And what good has it done that boy?
He's still asking for his father.

38:25.583 --> 38:26.500
Muko, my dad--

38:26.583 --> 38:29.708
His dad, um… He misses his dad so much.

38:29.791 --> 38:32.708
He misses his dad so much.
You're actually right. You're right, Muko.

38:32.791 --> 38:34.916
You've done a good job reporting him.

38:35.000 --> 38:38.750
It's a good thing
that you reported Mr. Zaman. Good for you.

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Great, great. Sevgi should be here soon.
You can wait outside.

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[sighs]

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Mom, come on. I wasn't gonna say anything.

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What, do you think I'm an idiot?

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Why the hell did you say "Dad," then?
What about Dad?

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[door opens]

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Selim.

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Why are you sitting in the dark?

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[sniffles]

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[stifling sobs]

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What is it?

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Hey, what's wrong?

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[sniffles]

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Selim, what is it?

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[sobs]

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[Ada] Hm?

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Selim.

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[sobbing]

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Hey.

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[sobbing] I couldn't do it.

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[groans] I messed everything up.

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Everything.

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What is going on?

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And I…

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I couldn't save you either.

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Sh.

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Sh. It's okay.

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It's okay. I'm right here.

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It's gonna be fine. [kisses]

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I'm so sorry. [sobbing]

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It's okay. It's okay. I'm with you.

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I'm here, Selim.
It's okay. Please, calm down.

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What did you want to talk about?

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[inhales deeply]

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I'm pregnant.

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There's no need for you to ask.

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The baby's yours.

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Wait a second. Um…

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Uh… That's impossible.

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That's impossible
because you and I, that night…

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You were drunk, Selim.

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Look, I want nothing from you.

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I mean it.

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I just thought you had a right to know.

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Great.

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[chuckles]

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That's very good thinking.

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[sighs]

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Do you need a doctor or something?

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If you need help with that,
I can find one for you.

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-I'm not having an abortion.
-[slaps table]

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That's crazy.

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Have you lost your mind?

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Huh?

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What are you gonna do?

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What are you gonna tell people about it?

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They'll ask whose it is.

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You're gonna say it's your boss's?

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Listen, I don't need to explain
anything to anyone, Selim.

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Anyone!

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I already heard the baby's heartbeat.

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Nothing matters more than this.

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Fine, it will be okay.

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Really, you're never
gonna hear from us again.

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I'm quitting my job today, you know?

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What do you want from me?

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I want you to be okay.

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[soft music plays]

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That's because, for me,

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it wasn't a one-night thing.

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From the first day,
the first moment I started working there,

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I tried my best to avoid you.

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But I couldn't.

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Anyway…

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I should get going.

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[Selim sobbing]

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Will you please say something?

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Aren't you going to say,
"God damn you, Selim"?

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[sobs]

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Just say it.

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Selim, that's enough.

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No.

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-We should end this.
-No!

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Let's end it, please.

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Don't you understand?
Life keeps trying to show us this.

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You always wanted to be a father,
and I always avoided it.

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Not like this.

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[whimpers]

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Not like this!

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Selim, look at me.

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Come on. Look at me.

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You're gonna need
to be there for that kid.

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So let's end this.

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But I love you so much, Ada.

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[melancholy music plays]

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I love you very much too.

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And thank you so much.

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Thank you so much
for everything you've done for me.

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[kisses]

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[cell phone chimes]

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Girls, listen…

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Mm…

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I knew it would be too hard
to say goodbye,

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so I'm gonna try
to do it this way instead.

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[melancholy music plays]

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[Leyla] My dear Muko,
bless you for being a mother to all of us.

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You did more for Sarp
than his own grandmother.

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I can never repay you
for what you've done.

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Zaman may not be a good match for you,

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but you can always check findlove.com.

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Sevgi, please, take good care of yourself.

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You deserve to be happy too.

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Just let Fiko love you.

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And love him back.

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Life is too short, Sevgi.

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Ada.

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[Leyla sighs]

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You've always known
what's best for you, baby.

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But you also know
I have to say what's on my mind.

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And you know how much I love Selim.

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But…

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I've never seen your eyes sparkle
as bright as when you were with Toprak.

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Everyone makes mistakes.

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And mistakes are made to be rectified.

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Just give yourself a chance, baby girl.

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[rock ballad plays]

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[Erdem] Listen, man. Listen.

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-I just told you. Get in the fucking boat.
-I've already paid.

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I paid half of it.

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[man] I don't have time for this.

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We're leaving whether
you're with us or not.

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That's what I'm trying to say.
My wife, she paid ahead of time.

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-The other half when we get there.
-All right.

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Come on. We need to be on that boat.

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♪ I'm a ghost now ♪

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♪ It's time ♪

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♪ We will soon be apart ♪

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♪ Our love cannot be ♪

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♪ When we're torn between two worlds… ♪

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[Leyla] Sevgi, please
take good care of yourself.

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You deserve to be happy too.

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Just let Fiko love you.

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And love him back.

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Life is too short, Sevgi.

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♪ I let my hopes take root ♪

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♪ Maybe my flower will blossom one day ♪

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♪ I'm a ghost now ♪

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♪ It's time ♪

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♪ We will soon be apart ♪

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♪ Our love cannot be ♪

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♪ When we're ♪

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♪ Torn between two worlds ♪

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♪ It's over ♪

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♪ I'm at the end
Of what I thought was endless… ♪

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[Ada] The most powerful bonds
are those we have with the ones

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who brought us into this world.

49:36.916 --> 49:39.875
Maybe what we call fortune… or misfortune,

49:40.625 --> 49:42.666
is the consequence of a step taken,

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or not taken, in the past.

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[reporter] Off the coast of Ayvalık,
earlier this morning…

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So sad.

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…Erdem Işık who's been on the fugitive
list for some time for various crimes,

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and has evaded the police thus far,

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was discovered after a major accident.

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Details are still emerging
in this rapidly evolving story,

50:05.666 --> 50:08.916
but we will update our viewers
with the most recent developments.

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[Sevgi] Ada, turn on the TV now.

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Off the coast of Ayvalık,
a boat transporting illegal immigrants,

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including the fugitive businessman,
Erdem Işık, has sunk.

50:20.583 --> 50:23.416
Işık has been arrested,
and search and rescue efforts

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for the remaining 20 people
are still underway.

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We have reports that women and children
are also among the missing.

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[theme music plays]

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♪ What if the past is not yet history? ♪

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♪ And it's why my future
Gets away from me? ♪

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♪ The bliss, the joy, and the victory ♪

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♪ Are hidden in another self
deep inside of me ♪

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♪ So tell me
If the past is not yet history ♪

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♪ Could it be
Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ♪

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♪ The muse, the spell, and the irony ♪

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♪ Are sailing in another self
Deep inside of me ♪

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♪ I came to smile
I came to cry ♪

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♪ I came to fail, then grow up high ♪

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♪ I came to fall
I came to love ♪

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♪ I came to remember we're born to fly ♪

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♪ I came to sing
I came to fight ♪

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♪ I came to lose, then look upside ♪

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♪ I came to doubt
I came to trust ♪

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♪ I came to remind you
No one's born to die ♪

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♪ No one's born to die ♪

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♪ No one's born to die ♪

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♪ Don't you see
The past is not just history ♪

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♪ It's why you are you ♪

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♪ And it's why I'm me… ♪

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♪ So tell me if your past is not history ♪