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A NETFLIX SERIES

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["Büklüm Büklüm" plays on radio]

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Sorry I'm late, Kemal.

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I couldn't sneak out past my mother.

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Well, you're here now.

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I ordered you lemonade and a pudding.

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Oh good, the usual.

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And? Come on. Tell me the big news.

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I found a great job.

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The project is amazing,
and the pay is great.

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-Mm-hm.
-They'll provide lodging.

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But it's in… Mersin.

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Mersin, really?

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So you're gonna be leaving İzmir, then?
We won't be able to see each other.

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Well, I don't want us to see each other,
and I don't want to hang out with you.

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My intentions are serious.

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Be my family, Belgin.

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-Mm.
-Will you marry me?

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[Ada] We often forget that our parents
had their own lives before we were born.

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That they met,
fell in love, and made love.

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We forget that we're alive
because they made love.

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[Belgin] Mother!

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Kemal just asked me to marry him.

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So we're getting married.

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[melancholy music plays]

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[Ada] But there are things
we don't forget.

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[gasps]

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[Ada] Like the anger we feel towards them.

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I need to get in there and see my mom.

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Sorry. You can't come in here.
You need to wait upstairs.

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Tell Dr. Tolga it's Ada Korkmaz.
He already knows who I am!

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I don't care who you are.
You still can't come in.

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What are you doing?

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You're the next of kin?

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Her belongings.

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Thank you.

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-Ow!
-Give me that.

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-Let go! My dad bought me that. Let go!
-Let go. Stop

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Ow! Ow, ow! Stop it! Stop it! Ow!

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[children chanting]

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[bell rings]

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[Belgin] What's going on in here?

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Get up.

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Get up.

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-Mom, did you even see what he did?
-Get up

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Hold out your hand.

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Ah!

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Stand in the corner.
That's your punishment.

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I'm really, really sorry, teacher.

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[melancholy music plays]

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[young Ada] My mother doesn't love me.

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[woman] What? Oh, never mind her.

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I'll give her a piece of my mind.

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Now take this
and you can try stitching it.

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-[woman] Pull that out now.
-[young Ada] Yeah, okay.

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-Good, that's wonderful!
-Wow.

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Good for you, honey.

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Oh, my baby.

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[woman] You should study medicine,
and then you can become a doctor

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and heal people
with those tiny hands of yours.

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But if I become a doctor,
do you think I could have your mirror?

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Oh, she's negotiating. Here you go, then.

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Thank you so much!

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-[woman] Here you go
-Hey, Mom. I'm home.

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Welcome.

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-Has Kemal called?
-[woman] Yeah, about ten times.

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Why would you get a call
from a total stranger?

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[Belgin] He's working day and night.

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-Not a lot of time to call.
-Oh, I got it. Of course, honey. Good one!

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This is what you tell yourself? Huh?

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I hate to tell you the truth,

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but he dropped you guys off here
and left for Georgia.

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Why would he even think to look back?

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All you're doing is deceiving yourself.

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And look.

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Don't you ever raise your hand
to that kid again, Belgin. Got it?

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Ada, how are you holding up?

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I didn't know she was your mother.

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-She's been my patient for a year.
-For a whole year?

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It looks like the angiography she had
just wasn't enough.

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And she hasn't taken care of herself
so the next 48 hours are crucial.

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I'm Tolga.
Ada and I are friends from med school.

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Selim. Ada's husband.

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I'll come back in an hour
to check up on her.

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In the meantime, you should rest.

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-Thanks, Doctor
-Hang in there.

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Thank you.

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She's been sick for a year.

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[kisses]

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[crying]

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[Turkish Arabesque music plays on stereo]

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Fiko. Where's Leyla?

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[Sevgi] Hey.

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Uh, Leyla is where?

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[Fiko] I don't know.
I haven't seen her today.

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Her phone's switched off,
and she has the car.

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What's wrong? You all right?

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I got the call.
Ada's mother just had a heart attack.

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-They took her to a hospital in İzmir.
-All right, damn.

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Okay, hold on. I'll take you there.

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[Sevgi] What? Do you have a car?

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[Fiko] Hey, sweep the floors.
I'm off. You guys hold down the fort.

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God, what the hell are you up to, Leyla?

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[Fiko] Let's go.

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-Hey, Erdem?
-Hm

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You listen up. I am not doing it.

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[groans] Come on, baby. For God's sake,
this is not the time to act proud.

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Are you completely insane?
You're saying we should get divorced?

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Fine. If that's what you want,

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we don't get divorced,
you don't get the money. Fuck it.

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And I'm not gonna run,

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I'll just go to jail,
and it's all over. Problem solved.

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[gasps] Easy! [shivers]

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It's easy what, Erdem? Easy what, damn it?

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So you're just fine
with getting a divorce?

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Ooh. Hold on, hold on, hold on.

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Would you just look at me
for a second, please?

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Going from hot tubs to riverbanks!

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Don't worry.
I'll send for you guys once I get there.

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Yeah, like hell you will.

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Or maybe you'll just be too busy
having fun with European chicks, Erdem.

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You'd already be single.
Who's gonna get in your way then?

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Oh God. For God's sake, Leyla!

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[gasps, shivers]

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Ugh, Leyla. Damn it!

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When I get my hands on you,
I swear to God, I'm gonna…

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God, Ada's going through so much.

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I hope we're not too late.
I really hope we're not.

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[siren chirps]

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Fiko. What are you doing?
Where'd you find that?

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Hey. Come on. Take it down.

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Now I'm offended, counselor.

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Didn't you check the plates
before you got in the car?

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Thanks to the Creator,
we the people of Adana,

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we're not like any other ordinary citizen.

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Well, Adana-man, that is still illegal.
Take it down.

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I thought you said that we were late.

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I'm telling you, that's still illegal.
You can't use that.

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Even your car is breaking the law,

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you have seatbelts, but, look,
there's nothing I can hook this into.

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-All right.
-[siren chirps]

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You really are something else.
You know that, don't you?

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Dear God…

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You know what?

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Ever since this inheritance thing came up,

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you've been acting
pretty dodgy and sneaky.

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-I've been acting dodgy and sneaky, now?
-Exactly.

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You're not even telling me
what you've gotten yourself into, Erdem.

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"Find all that money, Leyla.
Arrange a boat, Leyla."

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"Bring this, Leyla. Take that, Leyla."

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-I'm not at your beck and call!
-What are you talking about?

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Why are you talking to me
like you're somebody else, huh?

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You have a problem with me?

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Dear God.

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An inheritance is the only
kind of security we have, Erdem.

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You got it?

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We're talking about Sarp's future
right now.

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Oh wow.

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So all of a sudden,
it's your money and not ours, right? Huh?

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[sighs]

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Why do you think
I got into this business to begin with?

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It's your plastic surgeries

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and all of your cosmetics
and all of your millions of outfits.

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Do you have any idea
how much all of this stuff costs? Huh?

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Or the maid or the nanny or the driver

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or the gardener or the boob-job

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or the pole dancing classes
or any of the rest of it?

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You're ungrateful, really ungrateful.

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All of those things
were for you, you asshole.

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Just so you'd like me.

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So you wouldn't chase other women.
So you wouldn't keep cheating on me.

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It'll always be about this.

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You're never gonna let that go, right?

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Good for you. Really, good for you.

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And have you ever given me
the chance to forget it?

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You think I'm an idiot?
You think I don't know anything?

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And yet you stayed with me.
You should've left me then.

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Am I holding you against your will?

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No, I'm not.

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It's just that you love
living the good life.

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You idiot!

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You idiot! You fucking asshole!

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I didn't ever leave you
because I loved you so much.

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Because I'm still in love with you
no matter what.

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Because I'm so stupid, you hear me?

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I'm so fucking stupid. I really am.

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I sacrificed everything for you.

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My education, my mother, my father,
my career. Everything! Everything.

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[sobs] And now you're accusing me
of doing all that for your stupid money?

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Ah!

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Get the fuck out.

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Get the fuck out of my life! You hear me?

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[sobs]

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-You remember the first time we met?
-[sniffles]

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How smitten I was? [chuckles]

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You didn't even bother to look at me.

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But once I started sending you
bouquets of flowers

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and lots of expensive gifts,

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you decided to give me a chance.

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Am I wrong?

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I knew right away that a girl like you

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wouldn't want anything to do with
a guy like me.

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But you know
what else I knew back then, Leyla?

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That you'd be my wife.

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[melancholy music plays]

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I knew that you'd be
the mother of my child.

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-Okay?
-[whimpers]

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[sobs]

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However much I loved you that first day,
I've only loved you more since then.

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Okay, I may have made some mistakes.

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And I'll own that. I will.

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But one thing I never did

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was shut you out of my life, Leyla.

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Now you need to make a choice.

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You have money now,
so you don't need me anymore.

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That's fine.

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You can go your own way.

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Or just maybe

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Sarp and you and I
run away together to Greece.

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Start everything from scratch.

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It's your call.

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Okay.

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-[whimpers]
-[sighs]

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[Turkish arabesque music plays]

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Wow, is that really a tape?
Who uses tapes anymore?

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That really hurts, counselor.

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I think analog is the real future.

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Hm.

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[Fiko humming]

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♪ Which one of us hasn't been lovesick? ♪

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♪ Which one of us
Hasn't been head-over-heels in love? ♪

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MAYBE YOU NEED ME TOO. YOU NEVER KNOW…

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♪ Which one of us… ♪

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You don't like this?

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There are a bunch of other tapes
in the glove compartment.

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I just don't like arabesque music.

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It's too depressing for me.

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Wait, wait.

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[glove compartment latch clicks]

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[music stops]

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[clears throat]

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What's that cologne you're wearing?

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It's olive blossom cologne.

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Do you like it?

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It's not that bad.

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[pop music plays]

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[Sevgi lip-syncing]

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♪ I can't stop fighting
Nor can I stop loving ♪

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So this is not arabesque?

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How can you say that?

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Night is endless
Day is endless

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Neither my battles nor my love
Come to an end

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You can't avoid pain

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Pain is good
It makes you grow

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[both singing along in Turkish]

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-[cell phone chiming]
-Oh, wait. Turn it down.

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Oh my God. [gasps] Damn it!

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Hey, Toprak. I'm so, so sorry.

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I was going to start
writing your petition,

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but something came up.

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Is it okay if I do it tomorrow?

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Oh, no problem, Sevgi.

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What's wrong? You okay?

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[melancholy music plays]

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[monitor beeping]

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[monitor beeping]

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Mom?

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Where are you going?

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I'm going to leave.

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I have to.

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You're gonna leave Dad just like that?

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I can't stay, Ada. Sorry.

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Baby girl?

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Please don't be mad at her.

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Daddy.

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I'm here for you Daddy. Don't worry.

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Don't you worry. I'll be right here
by your side. Right here

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Daddy. Stop being stubborn, please.

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Let me take you to a hospital.
They can take better care of you there.

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No.

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No more hospitals, dear.

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Not now.

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[melancholy music plays]

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[kisses]

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[woman sobbing quietly]

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[music intensifies]

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No, don't touch me.

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So this is how you'll go, Mom?

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Is this it?

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Without an explanation.

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Without even talking about it.

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Will you go before I have
the chance to understand you?

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[breathes shakily, sniffles]

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[monitor beeping]

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[sobbing]

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Is this how it really ends?

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[Leyla] Sevgi!

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-I made it! I made it!
-Where have you been?

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How in the hell did you catch up with us?

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I mean I got a ton of tickets,
but, still, I finally made it somehow.

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-[Leyla gasps] Ada.
-Ada.

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[Sevgi] Honey.

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[Leyla sighs]

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I'm so sorry.

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[Selim] Thank you.

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[Sevgi] She'll be all right, okay?
I'm sure she'll be okay.

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-What'd they say?
-They say she can't hang on much longer.

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Come on! Don't think that.
Positive thoughts, positive thoughts.

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Thoughts won't change anything.

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I'm too late.

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I wish I had answered her calls.

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Or just taken a hint or something
when she came over.

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[sniffles] I don't know,
maybe then … maybe…

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-I don't know, I don't… [sobs]
-[Sevgi] No.

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Don't cry, baby. Don't cry.

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[sobbing]

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-Come with me.
-Ah! You almost burned me, Sevgi!

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I know you can handle it. Come on.

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Where were you, earlier?
Your phone was turned off.

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[sighs]

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My father decided to send me a letter
after all these years.

16:40.541 --> 16:41.958
It was actually more like an order.

16:42.041 --> 16:44.666
He says I won't get my inheritance,
unless I divorce Erdem.

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I switched off my phone
and took a walk. You happy?

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Leyla.

16:48.833 --> 16:51.041
Your dad is doing this for you.
You know that, don't you?

16:51.125 --> 16:53.541
They could take all your money
to pay off Erdem's debts,

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because you're married. You get it?

16:55.208 --> 16:57.416
You think that's
what my father has in mind?

16:57.500 --> 17:00.208
He hasn't come to see his grandson
once in ten years.

17:00.291 --> 17:02.541
He wants me to leave Erdem.
That's all he cares about.

17:02.625 --> 17:05.250
He can't see that
the only family I have is Erdem.

17:05.333 --> 17:06.458
He's my support system.

17:06.541 --> 17:08.416
And he's always there,
even if you all hate him.

17:08.500 --> 17:09.541
Hey. Don't do this, Leyla.

17:09.625 --> 17:11.375
We're angry with him because he upset you,

17:11.458 --> 17:13.625
and we hate this terrible position
he's put you in.

17:13.708 --> 17:15.208
Well, don't worry, Sevgi.

17:15.291 --> 17:17.125
I'll sign the papers
'cause I'm divorcing Erdem.

17:17.208 --> 17:19.000
Leyla, listen. Baby, listen to me.

17:19.083 --> 17:20.500
Maybe this is for the best.

17:20.583 --> 17:22.375
You stumbled onto a wonderful opportunity,

17:22.458 --> 17:25.125
and maybe it's time you get
a fresh start with that money, huh?

17:25.208 --> 17:27.791
But don't you see?
I don't really need a fresh start.

17:27.875 --> 17:29.458
I just need my husband by my side.

17:29.541 --> 17:31.458
He's the father of my child.
Do you understand?

17:31.541 --> 17:34.541
Yeah, of course. Oh…
Don't cry. You'll make me sad.

17:36.083 --> 17:37.916
God damn it. Why does nobody get this?

17:38.000 --> 17:39.583
I really, truly love Erdem!

17:39.666 --> 17:42.416
I mean, yes, he's made mistakes,
but so have I.

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Just like everyone else has.

17:44.750 --> 17:46.750
And you can't just love someone
in an instant.

17:46.833 --> 17:50.333
It happens over time, as you
get to know them and get used to them.

17:50.416 --> 17:52.833
He may not be the guy
that you imagined at first.

17:53.375 --> 17:57.083
But then… you start ignoring
all the stupid mistakes.

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[sobs]

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You start to love his smell
or… or maybe his laugh.

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And just being near him is good for you.

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[Leyla sobs]

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I just hope…
someday you'll see what I mean.

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And you'll feel the same way that I do.

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I really hope so

18:17.916 --> 18:20.500
But I'm… I can't have that for me.
That's not…

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Sevgi, why don't you take a good look
at yourself before you say that?

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Isn't there anyone?

18:25.125 --> 18:26.750
There's not a single guy
for you out there?

18:26.833 --> 18:29.000
[shouts] Not a single one.
Do you see anyone here?

18:29.083 --> 18:31.708
Okay, I'm sorry. Calm down.
Let go, honey. Okay?

18:31.791 --> 18:33.583
It will come to you. Don't worry.

18:33.666 --> 18:35.708
[soft music plays]

18:40.791 --> 18:42.625
[Selim] Yes, I'm trying to tell you…

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Those aren't the project specs.
You've done it all wrong.

18:48.416 --> 18:49.625
What are you gonna do?

18:49.708 --> 18:52.875
Well, you are gonna tear it down
and build it again from scratch.

18:53.916 --> 18:55.083
Hey. I'm at the hospital.

18:55.166 --> 18:57.500
Do I have to stand over you
like a prison guard? Huh?

18:58.416 --> 18:59.916
No, I can't come now.

19:00.000 --> 19:01.375
-I can't.
-Selim. Selim.

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Just go home.

19:03.750 --> 19:05.375
Look, there's nothing else
you can do here.

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-We're just waiting.
-I'll call you back in a minute, okay?

19:09.458 --> 19:10.291
Go.

19:12.041 --> 19:15.333
Why don't we transfer your mom
to a better hospital in Istanbul?

19:16.541 --> 19:17.500
What do you think?

19:18.000 --> 19:20.250
I think it'd be better.
We don't know what's gonna happen.

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And you won't be miserable
like you are here. Hm?

19:22.791 --> 19:25.000
No way.
Moving her right now would be risky.

19:25.958 --> 19:27.041
Selim.

19:27.916 --> 19:30.666
You should just go.
I'll let you know if something happens.

19:30.750 --> 19:32.250
No, I'm not going anywhere.

19:34.458 --> 19:35.500
I'm sorry.

19:36.791 --> 19:37.875
Thank you so much.

19:38.416 --> 19:41.500
I wanted to see if you needed anything.
Fiko told me you were here.

19:41.583 --> 19:43.875
No, thank you. We don't need anything.

19:43.958 --> 19:45.500
I meant Ada, Selim.

19:48.208 --> 19:49.041
How's your mom?

19:49.125 --> 19:50.583
Belgin? Really?

19:51.291 --> 19:52.125
Not great.

19:53.333 --> 19:54.166
No news.

19:57.125 --> 19:58.125
I'm so sorry.

19:59.958 --> 20:01.208
I hope she'll be okay.

20:01.291 --> 20:02.291
Thanks, Toprak.

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If you need anything at all,

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I'll be around.

20:11.291 --> 20:12.375
Selim.

20:13.125 --> 20:17.000
Come on. This is not the time.
It really isn't. Just go, please.

20:17.083 --> 20:18.666
I'll call you if anything happens.

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I promise. Just go.

20:35.291 --> 20:37.125
[Turkish classical music plays on radio]

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[Fiko] So how are things with you?

20:41.458 --> 20:43.583
Sevgi's preparing a petition to send.

20:44.083 --> 20:45.125
I still don't get it.

20:45.625 --> 20:48.125
You're saying that the mother
is keeping your child away from you?

20:48.708 --> 20:49.708
No, it's the guy.

20:50.750 --> 20:52.958
Looks like I couldn't
beat some sense into him.

20:54.125 --> 20:55.125
Except,

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if I hadn't beaten him up,
none of this would have happened.

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Fuck it. Never mind that.

21:02.250 --> 21:03.333
If you hadn't beaten him up,

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you wouldn't have come,
and I wouldn't have met you,

21:05.541 --> 21:07.458
and you wouldn't know Zaman.
Think about it.

21:07.958 --> 21:11.458
Zaman and I actually go way back, Fiko.
He was my father's student.

21:12.416 --> 21:13.541
He used to visit us.

21:14.375 --> 21:17.875
Years later, he came to the club
that I was playing at in Germany.

21:18.500 --> 21:21.166
A fight broke out in the venue.
I beat up some guy.

21:22.041 --> 21:25.541
Zaman grabbed me, and he told me
to come to his place the next day.

21:28.416 --> 21:30.000
He's been trying to help me ever since.

21:31.833 --> 21:33.875
I hope you get to see your kid again.

21:36.833 --> 21:39.458
But you seem to have
unfinished business here too.

21:41.750 --> 21:44.041
You know what I mean. You and Ada.

21:45.083 --> 21:46.708
You know what I'm talking about.

21:46.791 --> 21:49.083
If that wasn't the case,
would you even be here?

21:49.583 --> 21:52.083
Well, once I wasn't there for her
when I should've been.

21:52.583 --> 21:53.583
That's why I'm here.

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I'll stay until her mother's
back on her feet.

21:57.583 --> 21:58.458
Good man.

21:59.250 --> 22:00.500
[bottles clink]

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You should always be there for loved ones,
especially during hard times.

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Ada.

22:11.750 --> 22:13.708
Don't get mad, but I wanted to say…

22:15.791 --> 22:18.166
maybe there's something else,
other than medicine

22:18.250 --> 22:19.625
that could help Belgin.

22:19.708 --> 22:23.125
Maybe she has a deeper issue like an old
wound putting a strain on her heart.

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Sevgi, don't.

22:25.333 --> 22:28.000
Don't start about Zaman, or I swear to God
I'm gonna leave this room.

22:32.541 --> 22:33.375
Honey.

22:33.875 --> 22:35.291
Look, the day I had my session,

22:35.375 --> 22:37.833
a woman was there
on behalf of her sick mother.

22:39.041 --> 22:41.250
Maybe it's better than doing nothing here.

22:41.333 --> 22:42.166
Leyla.

22:43.625 --> 22:45.250
We're in a hospital right now.

22:46.208 --> 22:47.541
My mother's in a coma.

22:49.541 --> 22:52.208
What could Zaman do
that hasn't already been done?

22:53.333 --> 22:55.041
Have you both gone totally crazy?

22:56.250 --> 22:58.625
-[cell phone chiming]
-[sighs]

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Honey, I think Belgin's phone is ringing.
It's in here.

23:07.583 --> 23:08.625
Oh, it says Gül?

23:09.416 --> 23:10.500
Is that her neighbor?

23:11.500 --> 23:12.791
[clears throat]

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Yes, hello?

23:15.375 --> 23:17.458
Uh, yes, yeah. This is Belgin's phone.

23:19.833 --> 23:20.666
What's that?

23:22.041 --> 23:23.041
Who's Zihni?

23:25.500 --> 23:26.750
[cell phone chiming]

23:26.833 --> 23:28.791
[Fiko] Dude. Sevgi.

23:29.291 --> 23:30.250
It's Sevgi.

23:30.333 --> 23:33.000
-She's calling me. Sevgi's calling me.
-Answer. It could be important.

23:33.083 --> 23:34.583
-I should answer?
-Yeah.

23:35.625 --> 23:37.000
Hello. Sevgi?

23:38.541 --> 23:40.458
What? Okay.

23:40.541 --> 23:42.333
No, I'm already downstairs.

23:43.458 --> 23:44.458
Okay, okay.

23:45.250 --> 23:46.583
She wants me there.

23:46.666 --> 23:48.625
She wants me with her. I'm off, bro.

23:49.333 --> 23:50.666
But wait. What is it, dude?

23:50.750 --> 23:52.291
We're gonna check up on Zihni.

23:52.791 --> 23:53.791
Who's Zihni?

23:53.875 --> 23:56.291
-[purring]
-[latch clicking]

23:58.708 --> 24:00.708
[Sevgi] Fiko, I'm really sorry about this.

24:00.791 --> 24:03.750
Leyla is afraid of cats,
and I can't drive.

24:04.791 --> 24:06.208
No, it's no problem at all.

24:06.708 --> 24:08.708
We can leave
as soon as I give him his food.

24:08.791 --> 24:11.708
-[Sevgi] Zihni? Where are you, baby?
-[sighs]

24:13.416 --> 24:16.916
Oh no. He's got no water,
and his food bowl is empty.

24:20.666 --> 24:21.500
Hey.

24:23.708 --> 24:26.208
My mother had a sewing machine
just like this one.

24:27.375 --> 24:29.416
I still remember
the sound it made, you know?

24:29.500 --> 24:31.000
Look. Check out Ada.

24:31.083 --> 24:32.500
She was such a little cutie.

24:35.833 --> 24:36.750
Huh. What?

24:37.541 --> 24:40.333
I wonder how Belgin
came across this wedding photo?

24:40.833 --> 24:42.208
My mom must've given it to her.

24:42.291 --> 24:43.125
Why?

24:43.833 --> 24:46.291
-Ada and her mother aren't in touch?
-[sucks teeth]

24:46.375 --> 24:47.958
Zihni. Zihni.

24:50.375 --> 24:51.500
[Sevgi gasps]

24:51.583 --> 24:52.541
Zihni.

24:53.083 --> 24:54.000
Come here.

24:54.083 --> 24:55.208
-[Fiko] Come here.
-Come here.

24:55.916 --> 24:57.375
-[Fiko] Come here…
-Here, kitty-kitty.

24:57.458 --> 24:59.708
-Zihni, come. Come, my boy.
-[Fiko] Kitty-kitty, come…

24:59.791 --> 25:00.833
-[Zihni yowls]
-[Fiko yelps]

25:00.916 --> 25:02.833
-Fiko, hold the door! [gasps]
-[gasps]

25:02.916 --> 25:03.958
[sighs]

25:05.041 --> 25:07.708
[heart beating]

25:11.833 --> 25:12.666
Ada.

25:15.583 --> 25:16.708
[Ada] What's going on?

25:16.791 --> 25:18.583
[suspenseful music plays]

25:18.666 --> 25:20.666
[multiple monitors beeping]

25:32.875 --> 25:34.458
[woman] Pulse is back to normal.

25:34.541 --> 25:36.208
[monitor beeping steadily]

25:36.291 --> 25:38.291
[soft music plays]

25:45.500 --> 25:46.750
[Leyla sighs]

25:47.500 --> 25:49.625
[Ada sobbing]

25:49.708 --> 25:52.625
Leyla, I'm just not ready
to lose my mother yet.

25:55.583 --> 25:57.333
[sobs] I'm not ready.

25:59.666 --> 26:00.750
[Leyla sighs]

26:02.541 --> 26:03.583
[sniffles]

26:03.666 --> 26:05.708
Listen, I'm gonna need a favor from you.

26:07.583 --> 26:09.833
[Fiko] You think
we should look for Zihni a little more?

26:10.333 --> 26:11.625
This is all my fault.

26:12.666 --> 26:14.375
Poor thing is lost because of me.

26:15.291 --> 26:17.375
How will we find him in the dark, Fiko?

26:17.458 --> 26:18.875
I think we should just wait.

26:19.541 --> 26:20.375
Here.

26:22.458 --> 26:23.375
Oh, thank you.

26:23.958 --> 26:25.500
Wow. Mom's pastry.

26:26.083 --> 26:27.291
I really missed this.

26:30.000 --> 26:32.375
-And is your mother alive?
-She is, yes.

26:33.125 --> 26:33.958
But,

26:35.333 --> 26:37.250
if you're asking if she's in my life,

26:37.875 --> 26:38.791
that's a no.

26:38.875 --> 26:41.500
Mm, sorry. I apologize, Fiko.
I didn't mean…

26:41.583 --> 26:43.750
-I was trying to make conversation.
-It's okay.

26:43.833 --> 26:45.041
No problem at all.

26:45.125 --> 26:48.291
I got over the whole situation
a very long time ago.

26:51.166 --> 26:52.250
Me and my brother,

26:53.625 --> 26:56.958
when we were just kids,
our mom took off on us.

26:59.666 --> 27:01.208
I was such a handful.

27:01.291 --> 27:03.666
And I kept bugging my dad,
saying, "I want Mom."

27:04.458 --> 27:06.750
"I want Mom," over and over again.

27:07.291 --> 27:09.125
And one day
my dad comes home with a woman.

27:10.291 --> 27:12.166
But that woman was not my mother.

27:13.083 --> 27:15.333
God forgive me, she looked like a hog.

27:15.416 --> 27:16.875
[chuckles] Like a hog?

27:16.958 --> 27:18.500
-Yeah, a hog.
-[chuckles]

27:18.583 --> 27:20.291
-Like a pig.
-[chuckles]

27:20.375 --> 27:22.416
Hog or not, I'm sure
your dad loved being with her.

27:22.500 --> 27:24.791
No, you have no idea. There was no love.

27:25.291 --> 27:26.833
He just found her somewhere.

27:28.708 --> 27:30.083
I really couldn't stand her.

27:30.583 --> 27:32.041
I defied her every day.

27:32.541 --> 27:34.750
But when dad let her do
whatever she wanted,

27:34.833 --> 27:35.958
she started beating me.

27:36.541 --> 27:38.458
And your father said nothing about it
to her?

27:38.541 --> 27:39.916
Oh, he said something.

27:40.000 --> 27:41.500
"Well done, dear wife."

27:42.000 --> 27:44.041
Every day, I got a beating from that hog,

27:44.125 --> 27:46.333
almost like it was
some kind of a blessing.

27:46.416 --> 27:47.416
Every single day.

27:49.166 --> 27:50.083
And your brother?

27:52.541 --> 27:53.375
My brother.

27:54.291 --> 27:56.750
That's where things
got a little out of hand.

27:57.916 --> 27:58.750
One day,

27:59.666 --> 28:02.875
in the middle of beating me,
she tried to hit my brother too.

28:03.666 --> 28:04.583
I lost control.

28:05.500 --> 28:07.958
I ran to the kitchen
and came back with a knife.

28:09.041 --> 28:11.000
And I finally confronted her that day.

28:11.750 --> 28:12.583
I told her that…

28:13.416 --> 28:14.833
I told her I'd kill her

28:15.791 --> 28:17.750
if she ever laid a hand on my brother.

28:18.416 --> 28:20.458
"You can do anything you want with me,

28:21.041 --> 28:22.875
but raise a hand to my brother,

28:23.666 --> 28:25.166
and I will destroy you."

28:25.250 --> 28:27.125
And she never did it again after that.

28:27.625 --> 28:30.666
So, when I turned 18,
I rushed down to the recruitment office

28:30.750 --> 28:32.458
and begged them to recruit me

28:33.250 --> 28:34.916
or I'd burn down all of Adana.

28:38.250 --> 28:41.083
I never went back to that house
or even Adana.

28:44.458 --> 28:47.125
[Fiko] I was lucky enough
to be deployed in Ayvalık.

28:48.333 --> 28:50.583
[Sevgi] You make it sound
like a movie, Fiko.

28:51.208 --> 28:53.541
But have you never
thought about getting married?

28:53.625 --> 28:55.958
[Fiko] I'll tell you
about that movie later, huh?

29:05.000 --> 29:07.333
-[Fiko] Good morning. Hey. [shushes]
-Morning.

29:07.416 --> 29:08.333
Come.

29:09.666 --> 29:10.583
Look.

29:10.666 --> 29:12.458
[gasps] Hey….

29:12.541 --> 29:14.583
-[cats purring]
-[Fiko] He wasn't lost at all.

29:14.666 --> 29:17.708
Romantic Zihni just slipped out
to get his girlfriend.

29:31.875 --> 29:34.458
[gasps] I'm really sorry.
So sorry. Forgive me.

29:34.541 --> 29:36.791
That was totally
out of the blue [whimpers]

29:37.666 --> 29:39.666
[cell phone chiming]

29:46.666 --> 29:47.916
[sniffles, clears throat]

29:48.541 --> 29:49.750
Yeah. Leyla, what's up?

29:50.916 --> 29:51.750
What?

29:53.000 --> 29:54.333
Okay, we'll be right there.

29:54.416 --> 29:56.875
Mm… By "we" I mean "me." I'll be there.

29:56.958 --> 29:58.541
[soft music plays]

30:00.708 --> 30:02.541
I'll take the kettle off the stove.

30:23.958 --> 30:25.625
Come in, please. Come in. Come in.

30:33.750 --> 30:36.208
-Thank you so much for coming here
-You're welcome.

30:36.291 --> 30:38.583
The place needs some air.
I'll open the door.

30:42.875 --> 30:44.291
How does this…?

30:44.375 --> 30:45.666
Um…

30:48.333 --> 30:49.916
We can use this table here.

30:50.791 --> 30:52.250
Have a seat, please.

31:00.000 --> 31:02.000
[tense music plays]

31:03.291 --> 31:04.291
All right.

31:06.291 --> 31:08.416
For this, we're going to work with stones.

31:15.916 --> 31:17.541
Now pick a stone for yourself.

31:18.125 --> 31:20.708
It doesn't matter
which type or which size it is.

31:20.791 --> 31:22.416
And put it anywhere you like.

31:23.333 --> 31:25.250
Don't mind the position or direction.

31:41.458 --> 31:43.125
Take a look at yourself.

31:46.833 --> 31:49.000
What are you thinking.
What are you feeling?

32:05.083 --> 32:05.916
[Ada] Pain.

32:09.375 --> 32:10.208
Sorrow.

32:17.250 --> 32:18.958
Now pick a stone for your mother.

32:21.541 --> 32:22.708
Anywhere you like.

32:27.458 --> 32:28.333
[echoing thud]

32:34.458 --> 32:37.333
When you look at your mother,
what do you feel and think?

32:37.875 --> 32:39.250
I feel ice cold.

32:40.750 --> 32:43.083
How long has it been
since you stopped seeing your mother?

32:43.166 --> 32:45.625
When did you stop talking to her? Hm?

32:45.708 --> 32:48.291
Now, whoever that ice cold person is,

32:49.708 --> 32:51.208
pick a stone for them too.

33:00.333 --> 33:01.541
[echoing clash]

33:04.541 --> 33:07.375
Your mother's… mother.

33:08.541 --> 33:09.791
[young Belgin] Mother!

33:10.708 --> 33:13.750
Kemal just asked me to marry him.
So we're getting married.

33:27.291 --> 33:29.708
Did I send you to school
so you could elope?

33:29.791 --> 33:33.208
I've endured years of pain
and suffering for you, for my children.

33:33.708 --> 33:34.958
Of all my three children,

33:35.541 --> 33:39.083
you're the only one that's still alive,
the only one of my babies.

33:39.625 --> 33:41.375
And this is how you repay me, Belgin?

33:42.000 --> 33:43.541
You haven't even graduated yet,

33:43.625 --> 33:47.125
but now you're gonna go and run off
with some stupid boy and ruin your life?

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Is that what you want, baby?

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[spits]

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You're a complete disgrace.

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But I love him, mother.

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You walk out that door, and I'll regret
everything I've ever done for you,

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and I promise that you'll never, ever
find comfort in your life. Remember that.

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[sobs]

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[Zaman] And now pick a stone
for your grandma's mom.

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There are so many tears.

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Someone was left behind.

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Who did your grandmother leave behind?

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Her sister, Zehra.

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How do you feel when you see this?

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It feels as if she's waiting for someone.

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[Zaman] It's like she wants to be seen,
supported, loved, and embraced.

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It's her mother she's been waiting for.

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[Zehra] Where's Mama?

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Where's Havva?

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[muffled gunshot]

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[Zaman] What's changed now?

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[music intensifies]

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I'm…

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feeling better.

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[Zaman] What is it that you feel and think
when you look at your mother?

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[Ada] She wants to go to a certain place.

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[Belgin] I found my place, baby.

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I'm inside my mother's loving arms.

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I'm waiting for you
with all my love and compassion.

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[Zaman] What your mother did
was what she thought

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was best and what was right for her.

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But do you think
you can get closer to your mother?

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[music intensifies]

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[music crescendoes, stops]

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[muffled gunshot]

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You can't move.

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There seems to be
an issue with your father.

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Okay, we can stop now.

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Right.

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It's no surprise
that your mother has a heart condition.

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From her mother to her aunt,

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it seems like every woman in her family
had a broken heart.

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So then

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will what we did here really work?

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Will it be enough
to heal my mother's heart?

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There's nothing you can do.

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You just need to respect.

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The rest is your mom's path.

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[melancholy organ music plays]

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[monitor beeping steadily]

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Oh, Mom.

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[Ada] Mom?

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I was dreaming of my mother.

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[moans]

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She stroked my hair all night long.

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[Ada] I know, Mom.

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[kisses]

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I know that.

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[sniffles] I know.

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[Belgin] Mm.

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[sobs]

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What?

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Belgin's finally awake, Muko! She's awake!

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-[Muko gasps]
-[Leyla chuckles]

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[Muko] Oh, thank goodness!

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My prayers have been answered, Leyla.

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[cries]

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Mommy. It's okay. What's wrong?

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[sobbing] Oh, nothing.

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It would just be sad if she'd passed away

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before they got a chance
to talk and make up.

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-Aw.
-Sevgi.

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Oh, thank God.

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[continues sobbing]

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RESTAURANT FOR SALE

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[sighs]

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[sighs]

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Don't worry, okay?

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Somehow, there's always a way.

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[monitor beeping steadily]

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[multiple monitors beeping rapidly]

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[melancholy music plays]

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[music stops]

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[sobbing]

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["Büklüm Büklüm" plays]

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Thank you so much.

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[song continues]

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[song ends]

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[theme music plays]

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♪ What if the past is not yet history? ♪

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♪ And it's why my future
Gets away from me? ♪

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♪ The bliss, the joy, and the victory ♪

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♪ Are hidden in another self
deep inside of me ♪

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♪ So tell me
If the past is not yet history ♪

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♪ Could it be
Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ♪

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♪ The muse, the spell, and the irony ♪

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♪ Are sailing in another self
Deep inside of me ♪

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♪ I came to smile
I came to cry ♪

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♪ I came to fail, then grow up high ♪

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♪ I came to fall
I came to love ♪

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♪ I came to remember we're born to fly ♪

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♪ I came to sing
I came to fight ♪

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♪ I came to lose, then look upside ♪

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♪ I came to doubt
I came to trust ♪

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♪ I came to remind you
No one's born to die ♪

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♪ No one's born to die ♪

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♪ No one's born to die ♪