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A NETFLIX SERIES

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[traditional Turkish music plays]

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[horses approaching]

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[man] Our troops are back
from the front lines.

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-Hasan?
-[horse neighs]

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1917, THE AEGEAN

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Oh.

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-[sighs]
-[knocking on door]

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My love?

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[banging on door]

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[music intensifies]

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[rock ballad plays]

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[crowd chattering]

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[singing rock ballad in Turkish]

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What's that? Come on, Ada.

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Whoo!

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[inaudible]

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Yeah, it's not just me.

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[continues singing in Turkish]

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[inaudible]

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[inaudible]

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[crowd applauds and cheers]

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[emcee] Toprak, ladies and gentlemen!

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[rock music plays on speakers]

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[Toprak] Fancy seeing you here, Doctor.

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I have to get up early tomorrow.

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Okay.

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You're taking out my stitches.

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So I'm up early too.

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I'm Toprak.

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-I'm Sevgi. Nice to meet you.
-You too.

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-Finally! Leyla. Nice to meet you.
-[Toprak chuckles] Nice to meet you.

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-Yeah, you look great.
-Yeah, you too.

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Come with me. We're dancing.

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-[Toprak chuckles]
-Come!

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[mouths] No, no.

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So… are you gonna hurt me again?

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Yeah, but only if you don't behave.

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[chuckles]

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Uh…

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Yeah, sorry about that.

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Uh, my roommate.

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He had a guest last night.

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-All right.
-[bottles clatter]

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Beer? Or wine?

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Taxi.

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Taxi?

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You killed the mood.

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I don't even know
why I came here with you.

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Because you're curious.

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Curious? About what?

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About what could happen between us.

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So are you gonna call the cab?

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Or should I do it myself?

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[soft music plays]

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Ada.

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Okay, I'm sorry. That was stupid.

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We don't have to do anything.
Just let me make you coffee, okay?

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We don't have to do anything?

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Really?

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Who do you think you are?

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Acting like you're the one
who gets to decide what I do?

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[chuckles] Honestly, it's baffling
how you can be this entitled.

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Oh my God.

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Listen. I like you.

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Is that so wrong?

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-What do you like about me?
-What? [scoffs]

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Well, first, you're beautiful.

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And you smell great.

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Mm.

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I guess that's enough to get
any woman you meet into bed, isn't it?

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[sighs]

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You're right. Fine.

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I messed up. That was stupid.

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I thought you liked me back.

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Or you wouldn't have come to the bar.

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-I thought you'd give up after 100 texts…
-[horn honks]

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…but I was wrong.

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[Toprak sighs]

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Ada.

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Text me when you get home, please.
It's late.

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Don't worry.
I'm safer out here than I am with you.

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Be at the office at 9:00 a.m. sharp,

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or you'll get a scar
and ruin your image, rock star.

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[Toprak] Okay. See you in the morning.

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[scoffs]

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[soft music plays]

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[music intensifies]

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It's Toprak.

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Please, don't hang up.
I need to talk to you.

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What do you want, Toprak?

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Nothing.

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I just want to talk.

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You're coming back, right?

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I can call you back later,
if it's not a good time.

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-It sounds like you're driving.
-No. I'm in a cab.

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I've been in this cab
for the last ten years, Toprak.

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But I can't seem to get anywhere.

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[grunts]

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[sighs]

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Good morning, Ada.
Rise and shine. Wake up.

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Muko made your favorite omelette. Come on.

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[Ada] I'm not hungry.

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Why don't you read something then?

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It'll take your mind off things.

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[Ada] Sevgi?

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Yes, my love?

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Where do I keep going wrong all the time?

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Oh, Ada.

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My poor baby.

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Don't be too hard on yourself.

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We can't always control
everything and everyone, Ada.

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Right…

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I can't even control my own hand.

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Even that betrayed me.

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Who else am I supposed to trust?

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Or what else?

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Would you help me
file for a divorce from Selim?

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Ada, it all just happened.

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Just give it some time,
just to let the dust settle.

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And after that
maybe you two can talk about it.

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Will you do it?
Or do I need to find another lawyer?

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[sighs]

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She wants a divorce from Selim.

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[Muko] What?

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That girl's ruining her home.

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What do you mean?
She's not the one ruining it.

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Mom, are you and Dad getting divorced?

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No.

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-No!
-[Leyla sighs]

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-Sarp, wait. Sarp!
-[Muko] Hey, hey. Hey, boy, wait!

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-Wait. Hey!
-You stay here, I'll talk to him. Okay?

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-[blows raspberry]
-That's how it is now, I guess.

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Bailing after the first fight?

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It's the woman's duty.

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To keep the family together,
protect it with her life if she has to.

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But not anymore!

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You all have
your heads up in the clouds, Leyla.

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I… I didn't say anything wrong, though.

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[sighs]

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[Muko] Sarp!

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[sighs]

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I still don't understand it.
How could Selim do something like this?

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[sighs] Sweetie. He's human too.
It was obvious this was coming.

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How was it obvious, Leyla?

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Have you forgotten
how much Selim loves Ada?

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The man's crazy about her.

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Yeah, but, you see,
Ada doesn't love him that much.

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Don't you get it?

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I mean, she was the one who decided
to go abroad and leave him for two years.

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Ah, okay, okay. I see.
So it's only fair for him to cheat on her.

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Darling, that's not
what I'm talking about.

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Ada has always been the same way.

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Always independent, always busy,
always cool. Am I wrong?

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It was almost like
marriage was just a hobby for her.

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Really, Leyla?

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Ah…

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Ada, you're awake. All good?

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So you're saying
it's my fault that Selim cheated on me?

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No, come on.
That wasn't what she meant at all.

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No, hang, on Sevgi.
She can speak for herself. Can't she?

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So you think it's my fault, Leyla? Really?

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Love… a friend will tell you the truth.

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You were never really in love with Selim.

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And the thing is, Selim always knew it.

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You're not even making sense now.

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[scoffs] It's all so obvious.

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The guy waited for years
for you to get over Toprak.

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-He was patient and always by your side.
-Leyla.

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What, do you think Selim is an idiot?

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Of course he's got his pride.

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But the thing is, you never satisfied him.

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So, if I don't act like some kind
of geisha, I deserve to be cheated on?

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See, this is exactly
what I'm talking about.

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To you, it's a weakness
to make the man you love happy.

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Or to forgive him
if he ever does something wrong.

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-Am I right?
-[Sevgi] Hey.

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I think you should go and check on Sarp.

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If you're such an expert,
then why did your husband disappear

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and leave you and Sarp alone?

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Hey! What the hell?
Stop it now. That's enough.

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Maybe instead of giving advice,
you should try finding a job.

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[scoffs]

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[Leyla] I don't think
I'm the only one here who's unemployed.

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Maybe we should look for jobs together.

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Wait there.

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"Doctor's mistake nearly kills minister."

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"Negligence on the part of
award-winning General Surgeon Ada Korkmaz

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nearly cost the minister his life."
Check this out.

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[door slams]

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Fuck your family and fuck your traumas!

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[huffs]

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Why can't you just keep your mouth shut?

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Can't you see
that girl is a mess right now?

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So, what? You agree with her, Sevgi?

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Instead of going to work,
I chose to be with my son and husband,

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and apparently that makes me an idiot?

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Ms. Ada is a surgeon,
and I'm just a fucking idiot?

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Wait a second. Is that what I said?
When did I say that?

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I'm just saying you pushed her too hard
and she has a temper!

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Then she needs to work on that.

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We're not the ones who cheated.
Enough is enough now.

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[Muko] What on earth is going on here?
Seriously?

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-Mom, for God's sake!
-Sevgi, your meds.

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You know what, Ada is right.

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You can't just keep acting
like you're going to make a living

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selling a few outfits
and shoes online, Leyla!

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You listen to me, babe.

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I actually have
faith in my husband, all right?

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Erdem would never leave us with nothing.

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You listen to me!

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If you try to protect him,

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-you're just going to end up in trouble.
-Sevgi. Your meds!

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I know!

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-I'm not a kid, damn it! Leave me alone.
-Wait.

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IT DIDN'T START WITH YOU

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[bicycle bell rings]

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[Zaman speaking Portuguese]

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It means "a good place for a good book."

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[pants]

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It's a Portuguese song I'm a big fan of.

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[server] Zaman, welcome, sir.
Here's your coffee.

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Thank you very much, Mustafa.

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[Zaman] How are things?

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-[Mustafa] Good, sir. Nice to see you.
-Thank you.

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How is your hand doing?

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You had nothing to do
with Sevgi's recovery.

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[chuckles] I never said that I did.

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Okay, but you know
that's what she believes, don't you?

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You do realize that
what you're doing is dangerous, right?

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You're giving these people false hope.

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I'm just trying to help them
as much as I can.

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-That's all it is.
-Mm.

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Just like you are.

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-Just like I am, you said?
-Yeah.

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Mr. Zaman, I am a surgeon.

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We don't treat patients
with fortune-telling gibberish.

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-We use actual science to help people.
-[chuckles]

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Science.

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[under her breath] Just like I am.

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Aren't you tired of this fight?

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Don't you find it exhausting?

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There's a session tomorrow at ten.
Feel free to come.

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[sighs] I think I'll pass, thank you.

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That's a great book you're reading,
by the way.

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You might want to take a look at page 24.

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Mommy!

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Hello?

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Yeah. Hello, Mom. How are you?

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Is Dad with you?

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Ah.

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Okay, uh, I need to talk to you
about something.

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[sighs] Um…

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I'm gonna need to ask for some money.

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I'm sorry, but do you think
you could help me out?

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I can't really explain everything
right now,

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but I need it for Sarp's school, Mom.

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Of course.

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Yeah, of course as a loan, absolutely.

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We'll pay you back. Yeah, as soon as
Erdem's business gets back on track.

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Of course.

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Just please don't tell Dad about it. Okay?

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[line disconnected alert]

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Of course.

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Of course.

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[sighs]

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Sarp?

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Sarp!

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Sarp!

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Sarp! Oh my God!

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Sarp! Sarp! [gasps]

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Sarp, come here.

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Sarp, are you okay?

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-Mom, why did you lie to me?
-What the hell are you talking about?

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You actually can swim.

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Sarp, don't you ever
do anything like this again.

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Do you hear me? Never again!

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[sobs] Never do it again!

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[sighs] Come here. Oh, Sarp.

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[soft music plays]

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Eeh…

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Why don't you just give it CPR?

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What are you doing? It's gonna
come back to life and fly out of here.

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Ada, it's only food.

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[cell phone chimes]

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MOM

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She's worried about you.
Just answer. She's your mom.

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Yeah, Muko, she is.

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Unfortunately, she is.

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[gasps]

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God forgive us all.

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How can you say that?

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I hope your children never say that
to you, Ada.

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Ada, you know, someday
the tables are going to turn,

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so be careful what you say.

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I'm not going on a date,
not when Ada's going through all of that.

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-Don't be silly. You're going.
-[Sevgi] I'm not going.

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Sevgi, you have to go.

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I don't have anything to wear.
Do you want me to wear this?

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What are friends for?

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And what do you think I'm here for?
What's this about a date?

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-Mommy?
-Hm?

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Leyla…

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Yeah?

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…set me up on a date with some stranger
she found on the Internet.

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No! Who?

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This guy.

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[chuckles]

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Ay!

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No, he's such a snob.

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No, no. nothing good can come of this.
[clicks tongue]

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Well, I guess he's no Mr. Zaman,
now, is he?

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Leyla, keep this up,
and I'm gonna kick your little behind.

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-Come here, girl. Let's go.
-Do it. Just kick her butt.

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[Muko] Come back here. [chuckles]

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[Sevgi] Whoa.

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Leyla, you could dress all of Cunda
with this amount of clothes.

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Love, this is all for sale.

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Don't worry. They'll be gone soon.

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Hm.

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[clicks tongue] Nope. No way.

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There's no way I'm wearing that.

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Selim, would you please, please calm down?

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How can I be calm, Sevgi?

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I came home to talk, but she's gone!

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Ada's with me.

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Here in Cunda.

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-[Selim sighs]
-Selim, Ada wants a divorce.

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What?

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She said she wants a divorce?

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Great, that is just great.

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She wants a divorce. Huh.

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Okay, let's get divorced.

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If she wants to leave
for one mistake, let her.

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Selim, what are you, stupid?
You can't play the martyr here.

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Honestly, what did you expect?

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God, just kill me.

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Your hear me?
I should just drop dead right now.

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God forgive us.
Just shut up and stop cursing. Listen.

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Are you still seeing that woman?

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What? What are you saying?

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There's no woman.
It was a one-night stand.

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You trying to drive me crazy?

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How could you do this?
I really don't get it.

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And not only did you cheat on her,
but you came home and told her about it.

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You're right.

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-I just shouldn't have told her, right?
-Yes.

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[sighs] I mean, no!

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Ugh! [stomps foot]
I hate being in middle of all this.

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Get your ass over here, and do
whatever you have to do to win her back.

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-Would she talk to me if I did?
-Hey.

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Toprak, I'm on the…

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Toprak? Which Toprak?

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Listen, I really have to go, Selim.

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Please just let me know
before you get here. You hear me?

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-And this conversation never happened.
-Sevgi.

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Which Toprak?

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-Okay, bye.
-Wait… Hello!

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Were you saying something to me?

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-Just asking how you've been.
-Fine, I'm fine.

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I'm much better.

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Toprak, I was… wondering how long
you were planning to stick around?

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I'll be around for a while.

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Why?

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Hey. 'Scuse me.

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Me and my friends are here
'cause we loved your performance.

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We were all wondering
what time you're going on tonight.

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I'm not. That was a one time thing.

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[woman] But we're all here
to listen to you sing.

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[Toprak] I hear you,
but I'm not playing tonight. Sorry.

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You're Sevgi, huh?

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-And you're Orhan?
-Yes, yes.

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Welcome, welcome. Please, please.

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-[Toprak] Be right back.
-[Orhan] Have a seat.

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-Thank you.
-You're welcome.

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I'm very sorry for being late.

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You know, it was worth the wait.

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Excuse me? What?

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I'm just surprised.

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I wasn't expecting
a pretty lady like yourself.

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Oh, really? Why?

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I mean, why would a pretty woman like you
actually need to use a dating site?

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Am I right?

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I mean, unless you have
a disorder or something? Huh?

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-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]

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[under her breath] Leyla.

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[Sevgi chuckles] Yeah.

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Actually,

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I didn't set up the account.

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-A friend of mine did it. She was…
-Ah-ha.

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-[server] Welcome.
-Thank you, thank you.

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[Orhan] We'll have the sunfish.
Two sunfish.

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-But not farm-grown, you got that?
-Okay.

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-And to drink we'll have white wine.
-Would you like to see the appetizers?

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-No, we wouldn't.
-[server] Okay.

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Appetizers here aren't very good.

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-Orhan, what kind of work do you do?
-Uh…

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I'm a businessman.

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I have yachts, and I rent them out.

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Uh…

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And we actually have a pretty serious
legal issue going on, Sevgi.

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I'll tell you a bit about it in a minute,
but maybe you can give me some advice. Hm?

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[soft, upbeat music plays]

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[inhales deeply] Why not? Why not?

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[music continues]

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[Ada] "Freud and his contemporary,
Carl Jung,

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believed that things stored
in our subconscious do not get lost,

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but rather resurface in our lives
as destiny or chance."

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"And having difficulty remembering

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does not necessarily mean
that everything is forgotten."

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"Pieces of traumatic events,
like words, images, or urges,

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reappear in order to construct
the secret language

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of the pain that we carry inside."

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"Nothing is ever lost."

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"Rather, the pieces
merely change direction."

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[people chattering]

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"When we connect
the reasons behind our fears

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with the symptoms of our disorders,

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we open ourselves up
to new possibilities for resolution."

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-[Orhan] …finger was severed--
-[Fiko] Here you are.

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What's this?

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It's on the house.

23:21.750 --> 23:23.375
We didn't order this.
You can take it back.

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Uh, sir, in Cunda,
we are most known for our appetizers.

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-I'd like you to have a taste.
-I've tasted them before. No thanks.

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I mean, look at this.

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Saganaki? This isn't how it's done.

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Look, look. You see that?
You've ruined the crabs.

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What a shame. They're garbage now.

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You shouldn't have bothered
to come all the way here, then.

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That's enough of that.
You can just refill this, please.

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Hm?

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You hear that attitude?

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He should've been a farmer or something,
so he'd only have to deal with pigs.

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Why don't you go back
to your little village?

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Sevgi, please remind me
to pick a nicer place next time

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so we don't have to deal with this mess.

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-Get up. Get up.
-[Orhan] Oh.

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What are you doing?

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I'm sorry, Sevgi.

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[Fiko] It's all right.
I'm sorry, everybody. It's okay.

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Please forgive me, but,
for the sake of my farmer friends,

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I'm going to have to show
this asswipe out.

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-Move it!
-[Orhan] It's all right, Sevgi.

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Let's go. I wouldn't want
to be rude in front of everyone anyway.

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I'm staying here, Orhan, thanks.
I'd like to try the appetizers.

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-Let's go.
-Huh.

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Your tab is closed.

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I'll see you later, dear.

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I'm not done with you either.

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-I'll see you again.
-Move it. Go, dumbass.

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I'll see you.

24:31.875 --> 24:33.208
I'm sorry, everyone…

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Come on, back to work.

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Fiko, I'm really sorry.

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Give me the check. I'll pay for all this.

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Oh, come on. What check? Please.

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I'm the one who's sorry
because I couldn't control myself.

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[stifles laugh]

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What did you call him?

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Was it an "asswipe"?

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[both chuckle]

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Hey.

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Where I come from, we say "asswipe."

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[soft music plays]

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Operation failed.

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Sevgi's coming back home.

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[Ada] Maybe 'cause you set it up.

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[scoffs]

25:16.375 --> 25:17.250
You know what?

25:19.166 --> 25:22.166
You get really ugly
when things don't go exactly your way.

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I'm the one who gets ugly?

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What about you? Huh?

25:27.208 --> 25:29.083
You actually said Selim was right, Leyla.

25:29.166 --> 25:30.958
I don't give a damn
about Selim, all right?

25:31.041 --> 25:33.125
I was trying to tell you something,
you idiot.

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Maybe you'd get that
if you didn't just start yelling at me.

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[sighs]

25:38.416 --> 25:40.333
[sighs] Anyway, listen.

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You have a point, as well.

25:43.250 --> 25:46.375
I mean, it's actually very upsetting.

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Did you know I beat Erdem
the first time he cheated on me?

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-[chuckles] Come on. That's bullshit.
-No. No, it's true. It is.

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And it was bad too.

25:57.500 --> 25:58.833
I literally beat him.

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But he said nothing about it.

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And then I thought,
"He actually wasn't all wrong, was he?"

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What… What do you mean he wasn't wrong?

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Because,

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ever since I gave birth,
I've let myself go.

26:12.958 --> 26:15.000
My boobs are super saggy,
and I have zero sex drive.

26:15.083 --> 26:16.375
Hey. Don't say that.

26:16.458 --> 26:18.208
You're beautiful inside and out.

26:18.291 --> 26:21.125
And you went against your family
to be with Erdem.

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You've done so much.
Please don't be silly.

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You know, if I had just finished school,

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I wouldn't be so lost
in my life right now.

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What am I supposed to do, Ada?

26:34.250 --> 26:37.916
Did you know that, I may not show it,
but I've always deeply admired you?

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-Even my stupid side, you mean?
-[chuckles]

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[chuckles]

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Aside from that,
I admire how you'll do anything

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to be with the man you love.

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I couldn't do that.

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Never have.

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I guess it's not who I am.

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And you're braver than I am.

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-[sighs] Come here.
-[Ada chuckles]

27:03.708 --> 27:04.833
Don't be silly.

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I love you so much.

27:07.041 --> 27:08.375
I love you so much too.

27:10.916 --> 27:12.083
[sighs]

27:19.041 --> 27:22.000
-Really? I thought she said--
-Can someone please just kill me, please.

27:22.083 --> 27:24.000
[Leyla] Wow. That bad, huh?

27:24.083 --> 27:25.875
-Come here.
-[Sevgi] Scoot.

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Come here, baby. Come here.

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Ugh.

27:29.000 --> 27:32.958
Twelve years. He spent
12 years on one lawsuit,

27:33.041 --> 27:36.125
and I had to hear about every hearing.
All of it.

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-[both chuckle]
-Then he actually tried to fight Fiko.

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-And we had to hold him back.
-[Leyla gasps]

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I know. I know what we need to try next.

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-Speed dating!
-What's that?

27:45.625 --> 27:48.041
It's super fast 'cause you only get
five minutes for each guy.

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But I swear it's gonna be so fun.

27:49.958 --> 27:52.333
If she went on speed dates,
Muko would literally kill her.

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Oh, fuck everyone else.
Why is it all right for men to do it?

27:55.625 --> 27:57.208
Come on. Who does speed dating anyway?

27:57.291 --> 27:59.125
-Us. We'll be the pioneers.
-[chuckling]

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Aw. Hey, listen. First thing's first.

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If you two ever fight again,
I'm gonna kick your butts.

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Yes, sounds fair.

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Oh, actually, you almost did already.

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[all chuckle]

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-[gasps] I forgot to tell you!
-[Sevgi] Hm?

28:11.958 --> 28:14.333
Something really weird
happened to me today.

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-What happened?
-I went into the ocean.

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-[Ada] What?
-Just by myself.

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[Leyla] Isn't that strange?

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For the first time in my life.

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Things started to change
when I started doing what Zaman told me.

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And it was the first time
I didn't feel like I was drowning.

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[soft music plays]

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Leyla, sweetie. I'm so happy for you.

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The thing is, I think
I'm starting to believe in this, you know?

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For real.

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I mean, this idea
that maybe we carry things from the past,

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or that we're getting stuck in one place.

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Ada, I think you should give it a try.

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-[sighs]
-It will be good for you.

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What do you have to lose, huh?

28:57.708 --> 28:58.625
[Leyla sighs]

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[meditative music plays]

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[Zaman] All right.
Today we're having a session for Ada.

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Right, close your eyes.

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Now, make sure you tell yourself
whom and what you're representing there.

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You can open your eyes
whenever you're ready.

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And then you can change
your direction and location as you wish.

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[gasps softly]

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[panting]

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How are you feeling? How is Ada?

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I have this pain in my chest.
It's a burning feeling.

29:32.916 --> 29:34.041
All right.

29:36.041 --> 29:38.500
Please pick two people,
one female and one male,

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to represent your mother's family.

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[muffled gunshot]

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Someone in your family might have been
murdered at some point in the past.

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Mm, on your mother's side.

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Must be a relative.

30:22.583 --> 30:24.625
No. Uh-uh. That never happened.

30:24.708 --> 30:25.541
Mm.

30:25.625 --> 30:28.333
You missed the mark this time, I guess.
Never happened.

30:31.166 --> 30:32.208
All right.

30:33.375 --> 30:34.541
Okay.

30:35.625 --> 30:36.875
[sighs]

30:41.708 --> 30:43.916
All right, how are you?
How are you feeling?

30:47.000 --> 30:49.416
-[woman] I'm in a field.
-[Zaman] Mm.

30:49.500 --> 30:51.375
Red flowers all around me.

30:52.375 --> 30:54.041
I'm surrounded by poppies.

30:59.833 --> 31:01.833
[suspenseful music plays]

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[Zaman] Lie down here.

31:10.708 --> 31:12.166
-[blows landing]
-[woman screams]

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[music intensifies]

31:20.083 --> 31:22.583
-[door opens]
-[gasps, grunts]

31:26.041 --> 31:27.916
-Zehra?
-[sobs]

31:30.958 --> 31:32.291
Papa? [sobs]

31:32.958 --> 31:35.458
[sobbing] Papa!

31:35.541 --> 31:37.541
[continues sobbing]

31:38.916 --> 31:40.541
Papa…

31:44.041 --> 31:46.208
The Comitadji ambushed the troops.
It's over.

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Outside the village. They're dead.

31:50.416 --> 31:51.791
[breathes shakily]

31:52.833 --> 31:54.666
And Hasan?

31:58.333 --> 32:01.500
[sobbing]

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We're leaving this place, Zehra.

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[sighs]

32:22.500 --> 32:24.333
[sobs] Where's Mama?

32:24.958 --> 32:26.208
Where is Havva?

32:27.750 --> 32:28.625
Papa!

32:36.583 --> 32:37.458
Papa?

32:38.208 --> 32:40.333
[Papa] I can't take you with me like this.

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Listen. Even if I let you live,
the others won't spare you.

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Zehra, they say that
you allowed the Comitadji in the house.

32:53.458 --> 32:55.125
Say your last prayers, my girl.

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Pray… so that God may keep you.

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[sobs]

33:03.750 --> 33:04.708
[holds breath]

33:04.791 --> 33:05.750
[whimpers]

33:14.291 --> 33:15.916
[Papa's proxy] I did what I was taught.

33:16.708 --> 33:17.875
I had to do it.

33:19.916 --> 33:21.375
I had no other choice.

33:21.916 --> 33:23.500
[Zaman] Can you touch her, now?

33:24.916 --> 33:26.958
[melancholy music plays]

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[Ada's proxy] For years,
I've been carrying this burden with you.

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But now, it's become
too much for me to bear.

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I promise. I'll do great things for you.

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[Zaman] I need you
to pick two more people. Hm?

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One will represent your emotions,
and the other will represent your mind.

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But what's that for?

34:13.500 --> 34:15.541
Come on, please. Just pick them.

34:16.916 --> 34:18.708
This wound from the male side,

34:19.416 --> 34:22.666
it's very important to see
the damage it does to you,

34:22.750 --> 34:25.833
when you shut out your emotions. Okay?

34:25.916 --> 34:26.875
Hm.

34:28.625 --> 34:29.458
Okay, fine.

34:31.708 --> 34:32.750
Um.

34:34.208 --> 34:35.083
Mm.

34:43.125 --> 34:44.083
You stand here.

34:45.458 --> 34:47.083
And you stand here. All right?

34:47.166 --> 34:49.000
Good? Good?

34:51.708 --> 34:54.291
Tell me what you feel
when you look at her.

34:58.625 --> 35:00.083
I'm feeling left out.

35:04.458 --> 35:05.958
I feel like I'm not needed.

35:07.125 --> 35:09.125
And I'm trying to get away from him, but

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I can't.

35:13.541 --> 35:14.416
[Zaman] Okay.

35:16.291 --> 35:17.583
And what are you feeling?

35:20.041 --> 35:23.208
I… I want to get closer to him.

35:24.208 --> 35:26.125
But something's holding me back.

35:29.375 --> 35:31.166
[exhales] Her anger.

35:33.375 --> 35:35.208
Her anger is dreadful.

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[Zaman] Right. How is Ada? Huh?

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Which one of them makes you feel better?
Which one feels closer?

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[Fiko] What did I do?
Did I murder someone?

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What's this fine for?

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You've got to be kidding me.
You know what?

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I'd rather pay ten of these
than serve him again.

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And you can tell him I said that.

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Uh, what murder?

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[sighs] Look at this. We've been fined.

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It's more than three months of rent
for this place.

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Must be that asswipe.

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We're barely staying afloat.

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Culuk, coffee for Leyla.

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[sighs]

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-Hey, Fiko. Can I ask you something?
-Please.

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Do you have an Instagram account
we can use for the tavern?

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Instagram?

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That's not really my thing. Why?

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Hi, everyone.

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So I'm at the hottest spot
in all of Cunda.

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The appetizers are awesome.

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The ambiance is truly amazing.

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And the live music is epic.

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So, if you're planning to stop by,
make sure to make a reservation.

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It's already so hard
to find a free table in the evening.

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I'll leave the phone number for you
and the link below.

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And, honestly, what more
could you possibly ask for?

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Fiko's place is the best.
Kiss goodbye to all the rest.

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[kisses]

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Kiss the what?

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So you think this is gonna work?

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-[cell phone ringing]
-Mm.

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Yes, hello?

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Yeah, this is Fiko's.

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How many? Tonight?

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Okay, music… We have music…

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-[Fiko] Yeah… we do. Yes.
-Yeah, we do. Of course we have music.

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Yeah, okay.

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Yes, I'm making your reservation now.

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He wants the music in the video?
What video?

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Check it out, hon.

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[guitar playing]

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[singing ballad in Turkish]

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But that's Toprak.

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I literally had to beg him to play.

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-How do we get him back?
-[sighs]

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Fiko, listen to me.

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If I can get Toprak
to come and play here again,

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will you make me
the new PR manager for your restaurant?

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-Uh, PR?
-Uh-huh.

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Watch this.

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[clears throat]

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[clear throat] Hello?

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Hi, Toprak. What's up?

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So, hey. I have something to ask.

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Remember how you asked me
to do you a favor the other day?

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Mm-hm.

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And I gave you Ada's number, didn't I?

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Okay. Well, now I have a favor
to ask of you, darling.

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So, my hand is shaking because
one of my ancestors is a murderer, right?

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And now everything will be fine again?
I don't even have to do anything?

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I think you could draw poppies.

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Or you could buy poppies
for your ancestors.

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Hm.

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Well, that makes total sense.

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Now the only problem is,
that never happened in my family.

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How are things with your mother?

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Just ask her. Maybe she knows something.

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[people chattering]

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His readings for me were so wrong.

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Total waste of time.
Such ridiculous bullshit.

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Ada, do you remember
that dream you used to have in college?

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You used to wake up screaming in the dorm.

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[suspenseful music plays]

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[gunshot]

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[gasps]

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Okay, but anyway,
what does that have to do with Zaman?

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[Sevgi] What are you talking about?

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There were poppies in that too,
just like that girl said.

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Maybe in your subconscious,
you knew about all this,

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which explains why you had
those dreams. Hm?

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Sevgi, honey, there's simply nothing
scientific about any of this stuff.

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It's all just pure nonsense.

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Why don't you call Belgin
and ask her? Come on.

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Maybe it actually happened.
How would you even know?

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What do you have to lose, Ada?
Just call the woman. Come on.

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[sighs] Fine.

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[cell phone chimes]

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Ah…

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Ada? Thank god you called.

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I've been worried about you.

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Are you all right?

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I'm fine, Mom. I'm just busy.

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Ada, you know what?

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I was thinking about
maybe coming to Istanbul.

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That's actually why I called, to ask
when the best time for you would be.

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Uh…

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It's been a long time.

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Mom, I'm not there right now.

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I have a quick question for you.
I don't have much time though.

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Do you know of a woman in our family
who was murdered by a man?

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Maybe her father?

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[gasps]

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Uh, no. Where exactly is this coming from?

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It's nothing.
It's not important. Never mind.

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Uh, Mom, I have to go.
I'll call you later, okay?

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Good night, Mom.

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Mm.

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Told ya. Never happened.

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[playing guitar]

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[singing ballad in Turkish]

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-Sevgi?
-How was I supposed to know?

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He said it was just one time.

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Would I have brought you here
if I knew he was gonna be playing?

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[Toprak continues singing]

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Wow. Good work.

42:17.958 --> 42:20.250
You really managed
to fill up the place, Leyla. Well done.

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Let's talk about my salary then, shall we?

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No problem.

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[Toprak continues singing]

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Guess who just got a job here
as the new PR and social media manager.

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Cunda is no match for me. Mm!

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Congrats, Leyla.

42:36.208 --> 42:39.083
So is the live music
part of your new job then? Hm?

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[Leyla] Oh…

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Please, don't be ridiculous.

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He's harmless. Come on.

42:44.291 --> 42:47.083
The old rocker Toprak is totally gone.

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This poor guy is nothing like him.

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[groans]

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[Sevgi] Leyla, why would you…

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Come on. We should get the check
and get outta here.

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[cell phone chimes]

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[Leyla] Answer.

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Yes, Mom? I told you I was very busy.

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-Her name was Zehra.
-What?

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My mother's sister.

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[melancholy music plays]

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So she was my aunt.

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[sighs] I couldn't bring myself
to say it, but

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during the war,
a gang of men raided the village.

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They raped and killed her.

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At least, that's what we thought.

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[music continues]

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[Belgin] Turns out,
it wasn't the real story.

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Hey, Zehra.

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My mother saw it all.

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Her own father shot Zehra.

43:50.041 --> 43:53.291
-Because, to him, she was a disgrace.
-Zehra?

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Then, after all those years,

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on her deathbed,
my mother started raving about Zehra.

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How did you find out?

44:01.833 --> 44:03.708
Nobody knew about this but me.

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Listen, Mom. I'll call you tomorrow.

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Love, what is it?

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[Zaman] For too long, there's been a war
between your heart and your mind.

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Soon, you may be put to a test.

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Find out which you'll choose.

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[Toprak continues singing]

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[sighs]

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You came back.

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-[Sevgi] Oh no.
-It's okay. I got it.

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[Toprak] Ada, slow down.

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Ada, easy.

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[Ada sighs] Don't treat me like I'm drunk.

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[Toprak] Okay, let's get you home.

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What are you talking about?
I don't even have a home.

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I'm getting a divorce, all right?

45:42.625 --> 45:43.666
I'm sorry.

45:43.750 --> 45:45.875
You should be,
because it's all your fault.

45:45.958 --> 45:47.250
It's all your fault.

45:47.333 --> 45:49.875
And where the hell
did you come from, anyway?

45:49.958 --> 45:52.000
Iceland, the Netherlands, or wherever.

45:52.083 --> 45:54.291
-Just go back there!
-Ada, stop. Stop.

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No, you stop.

45:56.625 --> 45:59.541
You fucking walked away
like nothing ever happened.

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How dare you?

46:02.333 --> 46:03.833
It was a mistake, okay?

46:12.208 --> 46:13.250
Not that side.

46:16.958 --> 46:18.875
-I see your signature in the mirror.
-[chuckles]

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I stitched you up real sloppy too.

46:21.041 --> 46:22.833
[both chuckle]

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[stops chuckling] But you deserved it.

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Why'd you leave?

46:29.125 --> 46:30.583
I was an idiot.

46:31.250 --> 46:33.291
It might have been
the worst mistake of my life.

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I'm sorry.

46:37.250 --> 46:39.250
[soft music plays]

46:40.916 --> 46:41.958
[Ada sighs]

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[Ada] A buried past repeats itself,

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in new generations and in new ways.

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[suspenseful music plays]

47:40.625 --> 47:42.791
[muffled scream]

47:42.875 --> 47:45.291
[Ada] This is actually
not necessarily a problem…

47:45.375 --> 47:46.375
[muffled scream]

47:46.458 --> 47:49.208
…but rather a vital tool for survival.

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[gasps]

47:51.833 --> 47:55.375
[Ada] Because those
who have passed through darkness before us

47:55.458 --> 47:57.666
can also show the way out.

47:58.416 --> 47:59.583
[grunting]

48:00.541 --> 48:03.833
[Leyla] Asshole!
You fucking asshole! [grunts]

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[music continues]

48:14.458 --> 48:18.958
[Ada] Accepting the past
can change our feelings in the present.

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But, when our feelings change,

48:32.000 --> 48:33.750
does our future change as well?

49:48.166 --> 49:50.166
[soft music plays]

50:54.583 --> 50:56.583
[theme music plays]

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♪ What if the past is not yet history? ♪

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♪ And it's why my future
Gets away from me? ♪

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♪ The bliss, the joy, and the victory ♪

51:25.583 --> 51:31.625
♪ Are hidden in another self
deep inside of me ♪

51:31.791 --> 51:37.666
♪ So tell me
If the past is not yet history ♪

51:38.250 --> 51:44.208
♪ Could it be
Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ♪

51:44.291 --> 51:50.458
♪ The muse, the spell, and the irony ♪

51:50.541 --> 51:57.291
♪ Are sailing in another self
Deep inside of me ♪

51:59.875 --> 52:02.750
♪ I came to smile
I came to cry ♪

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♪ I came to fail, then grow up high ♪

52:06.250 --> 52:09.208
♪ I came to fall
I came to love ♪

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♪ I came to remember we're born to fly ♪

52:12.416 --> 52:15.375
♪ I came to sing
I came to fight ♪

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♪ I came to lose, then look upside ♪

52:18.708 --> 52:21.625
♪ I came to doubt
I came to trust ♪

52:21.708 --> 52:26.833
♪ I came to remind you
No one's born to die ♪

52:29.625 --> 52:33.583
♪ No one's born to die ♪

52:35.916 --> 52:38.541
♪ No one's born to die ♪

52:50.333 --> 52:55.458
♪ Don't you see
The past is not just history ♪

52:56.125 --> 52:58.583
♪ It's why you are you ♪

52:58.666 --> 53:02.125
♪ And it's why I'm me ♪

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♪ The spark, the taste, and the destiny ♪

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♪ Are dancing with another self
Deep inside of we ♪

53:14.583 --> 53:19.791
♪ So tell me if your past is not history ♪

53:20.916 --> 53:24.500
♪ But it's why you're here… ♪