WEBVTT 00:06.000 --> 00:08.958 A NETFLIX SERIES 00:11.916 --> 00:13.916 -[music box plays] -[children chatter] 00:14.916 --> 00:19.375 [woman] Is it possible that our past, whether or not we remember it, 00:19.458 --> 00:21.041 is always saved somewhere? 00:21.125 --> 00:22.083 Hi, Papa! 00:22.166 --> 00:23.791 [girl giggles] 00:27.500 --> 00:30.291 [man 1] Be careful, baby. Hold on tight, okay? 00:30.375 --> 00:31.333 Pomegranate! 00:31.416 --> 00:32.833 [man 1] All right, I'll get you one. 00:32.916 --> 00:35.541 [woman] You know how a flight recorder saves the data on it, 00:35.625 --> 00:37.541 no matter how damaged it gets? 00:38.041 --> 00:39.750 The past works the same way. 00:40.250 --> 00:43.208 Tastes, smells, moments. 00:43.708 --> 00:46.833 They all wait for the right time to be remembered one day. 00:46.916 --> 00:49.166 -[man 1] How is it? Do you like it? -Yeah, it's delicious. 00:49.250 --> 00:50.375 You want some? 00:51.125 --> 00:52.916 [dramatic music plays] 00:55.291 --> 00:57.916 [woman] And, even though we forget it, 00:59.166 --> 01:01.083 does the past stay with us? 01:01.583 --> 01:02.500 [panting] 01:03.083 --> 01:03.916 [girl] Papa? 01:04.000 --> 01:06.000 [theme music plays] 01:10.500 --> 01:12.458 [applause] 01:14.083 --> 01:15.625 [man 2] Thank you all for coming. 01:16.125 --> 01:18.666 I'd like to introduce you to my esteemed colleague, 01:18.750 --> 01:19.833 a doctor whose success… 01:19.916 --> 01:21.833 -[cell phone chimes] -…in breast cancer operations 01:21.916 --> 01:24.416 has brought this award to our hospital. 01:25.000 --> 01:27.541 In addition to her work here, he's also recently been nominated… 01:27.625 --> 01:28.625 LEYLA - WHAT DO YOU THINK? 01:28.708 --> 01:31.041 …for a position on our cancer research committee in Brussels. 01:31.125 --> 01:32.750 SEVGİ - AWESOME. GET THEM FOR SURE. 01:32.833 --> 01:34.500 Please welcome General Surgeon, Ada Korkmaz. 01:34.583 --> 01:35.583 ADA - NO! DON'T YOU DARE! 01:35.666 --> 01:37.458 [applause] 01:39.750 --> 01:40.875 Thank you so much. 01:44.250 --> 01:45.833 -Thank you, everyone. -[audience applauds] 01:45.916 --> 01:47.000 [whistles] 01:47.083 --> 01:48.416 Bravo! 01:50.583 --> 01:52.666 [Ada] I'd like to dedicate this award 01:53.166 --> 01:55.375 to all the patients who are battling cancer, 01:55.875 --> 01:58.375 to all the tenacious scientists who are with us in this fight, 01:58.458 --> 02:00.333 and to our healthcare personnel. 02:00.708 --> 02:01.833 And to my dear father. 02:04.333 --> 02:05.166 [Ada] Thank you. 02:16.583 --> 02:17.916 Wait, wait, wait. Hold it! 02:20.541 --> 02:22.625 Deniz! Long time no see, honey. 02:22.708 --> 02:24.333 How's everything going with the chemo? 02:24.416 --> 02:26.458 I actually already finished my chemo, Sevgi. 02:26.541 --> 02:27.750 I'm all fine now. 02:27.833 --> 02:29.541 [soft music plays] 02:29.625 --> 02:31.208 Our prayers are with you. 02:33.083 --> 02:34.416 [woman] A man called Zaman. 02:34.916 --> 02:36.416 He is amazing. 02:36.958 --> 02:38.416 He did wonders for us. 02:38.916 --> 02:41.125 -Maybe he can help you too, huh? -Hm? 02:42.250 --> 02:45.208 Look, I can give you his contact info. Give me one second. 02:47.875 --> 02:49.875 [soft music continues] 02:55.916 --> 02:57.333 I thought surgery went well. 02:58.250 --> 02:59.708 Her vitals were improving. 03:02.041 --> 03:03.791 We can't start medication now. 03:03.875 --> 03:06.041 She's gonna need some time to recover. 03:06.750 --> 03:08.250 -Hm. -[cell phone chimes] 03:11.375 --> 03:13.333 SEVGİ - CHEMO TIME 03:18.500 --> 03:20.625 Would you mind if I told her instead, Doctor? 03:22.625 --> 03:25.041 [doctor] Sure, I was covering that file… 03:26.916 --> 03:28.791 -All right then… [sighs] -[door opens] 03:31.708 --> 03:34.250 [Sevgi] No, I guess I couldn't explain. 03:34.333 --> 03:35.958 Sure, if you want. 03:37.333 --> 03:39.291 Girlfriend, I'm so proud of you. 03:39.375 --> 03:41.250 -Was that Ayça on the phone? -Uh-huh. 03:41.750 --> 03:44.500 They still haven't given me my meds. I'm gonna be late, Ada. 03:44.583 --> 03:45.458 Excuse me, Nurse? 03:45.541 --> 03:47.958 She wants me to pick up the client, but he's not answering. 03:48.041 --> 03:49.625 Does she want me to wait at his door? 03:49.708 --> 03:52.166 Hey. Listen, they won't be giving you the meds today. 03:52.250 --> 03:54.125 [chuckles] What do you mean they won't? 03:54.208 --> 03:57.083 Ada, do you even know the hoops I had to jump through to leave work? 03:57.625 --> 03:58.458 Sevgi. 03:59.125 --> 04:00.625 Come on. Let's go get some coffee. 04:01.208 --> 04:03.291 Oh, I can't believe it's happening. 04:03.375 --> 04:05.791 Seriously, so pretty, a work of art. 04:05.875 --> 04:08.625 And, Leyla, I can guarantee you yours will be even better. 04:08.708 --> 04:10.875 Oh! I'm so excited, I won't be able to sleep. 04:10.958 --> 04:13.583 Thank you so much for everything. Okay, I'll see you in the morning. 04:13.666 --> 04:15.500 -[boy] Yah! -[exclaims] Sarp! 04:16.041 --> 04:17.208 -God damn it, you little… -Yah! 04:17.291 --> 04:19.375 -Here come the troops! -He doesn't want to eat. 04:19.458 --> 04:21.916 -He's out of control. -Come on. Get it together, Marsa, huh? 04:22.000 --> 04:25.208 I'll be in the hospital tomorrow. What are you gonna do without me then? 04:26.500 --> 04:29.291 Unbelievable, that damn woman is good for nothing. 04:30.291 --> 04:31.458 SEVGİ - CHEMO TIME 04:31.541 --> 04:32.666 [sighs] 04:36.833 --> 04:39.958 LEYLA - HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, HONEY! CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE DONE. 04:41.791 --> 04:44.083 [Ada] I'll send your file to the committee in Belgium. 04:45.166 --> 04:46.375 I'll try other meds. 04:46.916 --> 04:49.500 Just stay positive. Okay, honey? Stay positive. 04:49.583 --> 04:51.166 [cell phone chimes] 04:51.250 --> 04:54.583 -[gasps] I'm late! -For what? 04:54.666 --> 04:56.458 -I told you already. I have a hearing. -Sevgi. 04:56.541 --> 04:58.583 Honey, I don't think you're listening right now. 04:58.666 --> 05:01.166 There's no hearing, no work, nothing. We're gonna admit you, okay? 05:01.250 --> 05:03.958 [chuckles] Yeah, right. You wanna tell that to Ayça yourself then? 05:04.041 --> 05:07.458 Fuck Ayça. I'll send her an explanation, and she'll deal with it. 05:07.541 --> 05:10.291 Ma'am, there's an emergency patient. They're waiting for you in the OR. 05:10.375 --> 05:11.208 Listen to me. 05:11.291 --> 05:14.125 Take Sevgi for her tests, please, and admit her to the second floor. 05:14.208 --> 05:16.541 [Sevgi] Would it even matter if I said no, Ada? 05:17.541 --> 05:18.708 Hm. 05:20.958 --> 05:22.333 [Ada] What do you think? 05:29.833 --> 05:30.750 Ada? 05:30.833 --> 05:31.916 Hm? 05:32.500 --> 05:34.458 Don't say anything about this to my mother, please? 05:34.541 --> 05:35.375 Okay? 05:39.750 --> 05:42.083 [nurse] The patient is Ayşe Kara. She's 18. 05:42.166 --> 05:43.583 She fell down some stairs. 05:43.666 --> 05:45.083 [monitor beeping] 05:50.250 --> 05:51.708 [Ada] Ayşe? Hello, honey. 05:51.791 --> 05:52.833 I'm Dr. Ada. 05:53.333 --> 05:55.625 The fracture in your rib has ruptured your spleen. 05:55.708 --> 05:57.541 We're gonna take care of it, okay? 05:58.041 --> 05:59.541 Anesthesia, please. 06:04.458 --> 06:05.833 [nurse] We're ready, ma'am. 06:07.083 --> 06:10.291 [monitor continues beeping] 06:31.125 --> 06:32.875 [Sevgi] Mom, I'm okay, I swear. 06:33.916 --> 06:34.791 Okay, Mom. 06:35.958 --> 06:38.208 Listen, I have to go. The doctor's here. 06:39.000 --> 06:40.916 I love you. Stop worrying. Okay, bye. 06:42.166 --> 06:43.875 -Have a good one. -Mm. 06:46.041 --> 06:49.083 EXPANSION OF ORIGIN FAMILY YOU'RE THE MASTER OF YOUR LIFE… 06:49.166 --> 06:51.416 [suspenseful music plays] 06:51.500 --> 06:53.583 IF YOU'RE READY TO MEET YOUR HERITAGE… 06:58.541 --> 07:00.416 [cell phone buzzing] 07:02.125 --> 07:03.250 MRS. AYÇA 07:03.333 --> 07:04.541 [scoffs] 07:08.041 --> 07:10.250 [breathes deeply] 07:11.583 --> 07:13.250 [music intensifies] 07:13.333 --> 07:15.333 [touchscreen keys clicking] 07:18.208 --> 07:19.250 [clears throat] 07:21.750 --> 07:22.916 -[line rings] -Hello? 07:23.791 --> 07:25.166 Uh, yes, hello. 07:26.208 --> 07:27.541 My name is Sevgi. 07:27.625 --> 07:30.291 I'm calling 'cause I'd like to set up an appointment. 07:30.375 --> 07:32.000 How soon would that be possible? 07:32.500 --> 07:33.666 Tomorrow, you said? 07:34.416 --> 07:36.916 Mm. What made you think of Ayvalık, sweetie? 07:37.458 --> 07:38.458 Ow! 07:38.541 --> 07:40.708 Sarp! That's enough. Get outta here. Get out! 07:40.791 --> 07:41.666 That's it. Go away. 07:41.750 --> 07:45.000 Leyla, I need to be there at 10:00 a.m. What do you think? Can you help me? 07:45.083 --> 07:47.625 Love, I'm having an operation tomorrow. Can it wait? 07:47.708 --> 07:49.958 Or maybe just ask Ada to take you there? 07:50.458 --> 07:51.625 [gasps] No way! 07:52.375 --> 07:55.791 Leyla, listen. Ada can't know about this. You hear me? 07:55.875 --> 07:58.416 [soft music plays] 08:06.208 --> 08:07.916 How do you expect me to be calm? 08:08.000 --> 08:10.083 Something's wrong. I hear it in your voice, Ada. 08:10.166 --> 08:12.750 What's wrong with my daughter? Tell me right now. 08:13.250 --> 08:15.541 We'll keep Sevgi for a few days, Muko. 08:15.625 --> 08:16.791 She needs some rest. 08:17.458 --> 08:20.125 But please don't worry. I'm taking care of her, all right? 08:29.666 --> 08:30.541 Sevgi? 08:36.708 --> 08:38.708 [suspenseful music plays] 08:50.666 --> 08:52.791 -[Leyla] Hey. I was about to call you. -[mockingly] Hey. 08:52.875 --> 08:54.291 -Where have you been? -What? 08:54.375 --> 08:57.416 Come on. What do you want from me? I had to explain to Erdem and pack a bag. 08:57.500 --> 08:59.916 Why do you need a bag? We're just staying one night. 09:00.416 --> 09:03.916 What, am I not allowed to post a vlog while we're in Ayvalık? Gimme a break. 09:04.416 --> 09:06.375 -Are you all right, sweetie? -I'm fine. Just go. 09:06.458 --> 09:09.791 Look, I want to know everything. Tell me. Who is this guy? What's he doing? 09:09.875 --> 09:11.583 -What's his method? -Leyla, go! 09:11.666 --> 09:13.416 -Oh shit. -[groans] 09:17.041 --> 09:19.000 Are you trying to drive me crazy or what? 09:19.083 --> 09:19.916 Really? 09:21.375 --> 09:22.708 [Leyla] Ada. 09:22.791 --> 09:25.041 What's up? We're going to Ayvalık, love. You should come. 09:25.125 --> 09:26.041 Sevgi, get out, please. 09:26.125 --> 09:29.083 I can't, dear. All right, we're leaving. I was gonna call you tonight anyway. 09:29.166 --> 09:31.583 Ayvalık? Can you tell me exactly what you're hoping to find? 09:31.666 --> 09:33.583 Who knows? Raki, fish, maybe the Ayvalık trio? 09:33.666 --> 09:35.791 -[Ada and Sevgi] Leyla! -Get off my back. 09:36.416 --> 09:37.250 [Ada] Sevgi. 09:37.833 --> 09:39.958 -You need to get out now, please. -[Sevgi] Ada. 09:40.041 --> 09:40.875 Sevgi, come on. 09:42.916 --> 09:44.958 You either come with us or you get out of the way. 09:45.458 --> 09:47.583 But I have to go. There's no other choice. 09:48.166 --> 09:49.000 Please. 09:58.375 --> 09:59.333 So this is it? 10:00.458 --> 10:02.666 This is what you're risking your health for? 10:03.875 --> 10:05.916 Risking what health, Ada? 10:06.000 --> 10:06.958 [Ada sighs] 10:08.125 --> 10:11.458 Hey, girls, um, just wondering if anyone feels like telling me 10:11.541 --> 10:13.666 what the hell has gotten into you today? 10:14.166 --> 10:16.083 [retches, grunts] 10:17.125 --> 10:19.375 [Leyla] I'm talking to you. What is going on? 10:20.708 --> 10:22.166 -[Sevgi clears throat] -Leyla. 10:22.250 --> 10:24.208 -[Leyla] Hm? -Pull over at the gas station, please. 10:24.291 --> 10:26.916 -We have enough gas already. -Leyla, you need to start signaling. 10:27.000 --> 10:30.083 [groans] You're too much today, Ada. You're seriously suffocating me. 10:30.166 --> 10:31.333 I'm pulling over now. 10:33.583 --> 10:36.333 [Leyla] We just hit the road, and she wants to pull over. 10:48.583 --> 10:49.916 Listen, I'm fine. 10:50.000 --> 10:51.958 You cannot go on a road trip in your condition. 10:53.041 --> 10:56.250 Ada, I don't want to be in a hospital, okay? 10:56.333 --> 10:59.125 And I don't want you to get your hopes up for nothing. 10:59.208 --> 11:00.708 I don't want to see you unhappy again. 11:01.291 --> 11:03.375 Then please stop making me unhappy, girl. 11:03.458 --> 11:05.375 Let me out. I'm going to the bathroom. 11:12.541 --> 11:13.833 What's your problem, Ada? 11:13.916 --> 11:15.666 Why do you have to make this such a big deal? 11:15.750 --> 11:17.541 Girl's been through chemo. Give her a break. 11:17.625 --> 11:20.041 Leyla, I can't let her go all the way down to that place 11:20.125 --> 11:22.000 just so you can get a few Instagram pics. 11:22.083 --> 11:24.333 Thanks, Ada! You're not making any sense right now. 11:24.416 --> 11:27.041 I cancelled the operation I've been waiting for for months. 11:27.125 --> 11:29.416 I left my kid all alone. What are you talking about? 11:29.500 --> 11:33.166 -All because she asked me to go with her. -Leyla, Sevgi is not doing well. 11:35.875 --> 11:37.083 It's relapsed. 11:38.416 --> 11:40.958 Why else do you think that I would get in your way? 11:43.208 --> 11:44.791 [melancholy music plays] 11:49.708 --> 11:50.541 Leyla. 11:50.625 --> 11:52.833 [retches, coughs] 12:01.208 --> 12:03.125 [music intensifies] 12:22.375 --> 12:23.750 [sobs] 12:27.041 --> 12:28.291 Sevgi will be fine. 12:30.916 --> 12:34.291 But, right now, she needs to be under constant care, inside a hospital. 12:36.125 --> 12:37.208 You're positive? 12:38.000 --> 12:41.125 -You're sure she'll be okay? -How can you ask me that, Leyla? 12:41.833 --> 12:43.041 Of course I'm not sure. 12:43.125 --> 12:44.208 How could I be? 12:47.416 --> 12:49.541 Then we'll do what she wants to do, Ada. 12:50.625 --> 12:53.916 If she wants to go to Ayvalık, then that's where we're going. 12:54.000 --> 12:55.208 [sniffles] 12:57.541 --> 12:58.750 [Leyla clears throat] 13:00.750 --> 13:02.416 Oh my God! 13:02.500 --> 13:04.583 That lipstick looks so good on you. 13:04.666 --> 13:05.583 You're so cute. 13:05.750 --> 13:08.166 -You look great, sweetie. -You're so cute. 13:09.625 --> 13:11.750 Looks like someone decided to come with us. 13:11.833 --> 13:14.125 You didn't think you were really gonna go without me? 13:14.625 --> 13:15.458 Let's go, then. 13:15.541 --> 13:17.375 [Turkish pop song plays on car stereo] 13:17.458 --> 13:18.666 [Leyla] All right, then. 13:19.541 --> 13:21.125 Let the road trip begin. 13:21.625 --> 13:22.583 [Ada and Sevgi] Yeah! 13:22.666 --> 13:24.375 [song continues] 13:24.458 --> 13:27.291 [lip-syncing] 13:29.458 --> 13:31.083 Windows, please. 13:31.583 --> 13:33.166 [singing in Turkish] 13:33.250 --> 13:34.625 [both singing in Turkish] 13:57.000 --> 13:58.541 Get inside! 13:58.625 --> 14:01.625 [all continue singing] 14:01.708 --> 14:03.208 [song ends] 14:03.291 --> 14:05.708 [Ada] And so the journey we were forced to take 14:05.791 --> 14:10.000 changed not only Sevgi's life, but all of ours. 14:10.500 --> 14:11.916 Of course, we had no idea then. 14:12.000 --> 14:14.208 [automated voice] In 200 meters, turn right. 14:14.291 --> 14:16.625 Continue straight for 17 kilometers. 14:18.041 --> 14:21.541 [Ada] We also didn't know not to trust Leyla with directions. 14:22.625 --> 14:24.333 [Sevgi] It says Temple of Athena. 14:24.916 --> 14:26.541 Go back. You took a wrong turn.8 14:27.375 --> 14:30.625 Girls, I think it's time for an Instagram post. 14:31.083 --> 14:34.166 -[Ada] Oh no, Leyla. Don't be silly. -[Sevgi] For God's sake, Leyla. Stop it. 14:34.250 --> 14:36.875 [Leyla] What's the problem? It's not even gonna take ten minutes. 14:36.958 --> 14:37.958 As most of you know, 14:38.041 --> 14:41.625 in Greek mythology, Athena is known as the goddess of war. 14:41.708 --> 14:45.833 And, in fact, she's also a goddess capable of seeing things from every angle, 14:45.916 --> 14:48.125 opening new paths, and giving direction. 14:48.625 --> 14:52.000 That's why the owl is the symbol of Athena. 14:52.500 --> 14:56.583 You know it can turn its head 270 degrees? That's all for now. 14:56.666 --> 14:58.625 Leyla, if you think that's enough enlightenment, 14:58.708 --> 15:00.291 can we please be on our way? 15:00.375 --> 15:02.208 Just one more thing, love, hang on. 15:02.291 --> 15:03.791 -Sevgi, come here. -Hm? 15:03.875 --> 15:05.875 Come on, come on, come on. -Oh, but I'm so tired. 15:05.958 --> 15:08.875 Yeah, I know, but we can't leave without doing this first. Okay? 15:08.958 --> 15:11.750 Girls, let's hold hands. Gimme yours. Come on, come on. 15:11.833 --> 15:14.625 [inhales deeply] We're gonna close our eyes now, 15:14.708 --> 15:15.708 take a deep breath, 15:16.333 --> 15:19.833 and then, we're all simultaneously going to make a wish. 15:19.916 --> 15:21.458 And Athena will listen to us. 15:21.958 --> 15:22.791 You with me? 15:23.750 --> 15:26.291 [breathes deeply] 15:26.375 --> 15:27.791 [Sevgi] I want to get well. 15:28.666 --> 15:30.000 I want to live. 15:30.708 --> 15:32.250 I want to fall in love. 15:32.916 --> 15:34.875 [Leyla] I want Sevgi to get well. 15:34.958 --> 15:37.375 And I want to have beautiful tits. 15:37.458 --> 15:40.750 I want my tits to look just like Erdem likes them, please. 15:41.541 --> 15:42.708 [Ada] I need to pee. 15:43.791 --> 15:46.500 And can't we eat something? I'm starving. 15:53.541 --> 15:56.666 I'd like to be picked for the cancer research team in Brussels. 15:58.708 --> 16:01.333 And, please, just help Sevgi get well. 16:05.750 --> 16:08.875 -[Sevgi] I want to get well. -[Leyla] I want Sevgi to get well. 16:25.500 --> 16:26.333 Leyla, honey, 16:26.416 --> 16:29.125 did you pack Erdem in this bag because you can't be away from him? 16:29.208 --> 16:31.166 [laughs sarcastically] Oh, yeah, honey. 16:31.250 --> 16:33.583 You're just hilarious tonight, aren't you? 16:33.666 --> 16:35.791 Well then, did you guys bring anything to wear? 16:35.875 --> 16:37.208 No. Right? 16:37.291 --> 16:40.250 Who's the one thinking about you every single time? Leyla. 16:40.333 --> 16:41.875 Leyla, it's just one day. 16:41.958 --> 16:44.125 For one day, I'll save you from those hideous clothes. 16:44.208 --> 16:46.166 -[Ada] Take it. You carry it. -I'm not gonna. No. 16:46.250 --> 16:48.375 [Ada] You always do this. I'm not carrying your luggage. 16:48.458 --> 16:49.750 Where is it? Is this it? 16:49.833 --> 16:52.041 -[Leyla] There it is. That's it. -[Ada] Which one? 16:52.125 --> 16:53.458 -This is it. -[Sevgi] Are you sure? 16:54.791 --> 16:55.708 Ow. 16:56.666 --> 16:58.333 -[grunts] -[Ada] Come on. Come here. 16:58.416 --> 17:00.875 -I can't stand watching this. -Mm, you're so sweet, my love. 17:02.416 --> 17:05.250 [Leyla] Okay, GPS says it's somewhere around here, but I don't see it. 17:05.333 --> 17:08.750 God, I'm gonna be so late. Zaman told me to be there at 10:00 a.m. sharp. 17:08.833 --> 17:11.375 I mean, what kind of name is Zaman, anyway? 17:11.458 --> 17:12.625 -[sighs] -[Leyla] Hey. 17:13.250 --> 17:14.708 [Leyla] I think this might be it. 17:15.791 --> 17:17.750 [Sevgi] Yep. This is it. We're here. 17:20.000 --> 17:21.458 [Ada] I'm coming with you, Sevgi. 17:21.541 --> 17:23.541 I'm going alone. Call you when I'm done. 17:24.083 --> 17:25.250 Ada. 17:27.291 --> 17:28.791 -[Leyla] Leave her be, sweetie. -[sighs] 17:28.875 --> 17:31.791 We'll come back for her, anyway. It's not like she's leaving without us. 17:31.875 --> 17:35.333 Come on now. Come take a picture of me over there. The path is gorgeous. 17:36.583 --> 17:38.375 [Leyla] Hang on. I'm setting it up. Here. 17:38.916 --> 17:40.750 -You have to get me walking. -[Ada] All right. 17:40.833 --> 17:42.875 [Leyla] It needs to look cool, like a model shoot. 17:43.791 --> 17:46.000 With the wind at my back, it'll be perfect. 17:46.083 --> 17:47.750 It's gonna be such a good post. 17:47.833 --> 17:49.833 [rhythmic meditative music plays] 18:08.958 --> 18:10.333 [inaudible] 18:18.083 --> 18:20.041 -[man] Oh! -Oh my God. I'm terribly sorry. 18:20.125 --> 18:21.208 No, I'm sorry. 18:22.416 --> 18:24.166 Um, is this Mr. Zaman's place? 18:24.250 --> 18:25.500 Yeah, it is. Come in. 18:31.958 --> 18:33.500 [chattering] 18:36.875 --> 18:38.208 Can I help you? 18:39.875 --> 18:41.125 Which one is Zaman? 18:41.875 --> 18:44.125 Oh, you're new. I'm Fiko. 18:45.458 --> 18:47.833 Fikret. They call me Fiko 18:49.208 --> 18:50.166 Sevgi. 18:50.250 --> 18:51.458 They call me Sevgi. 18:51.541 --> 18:54.958 Zaman's office is upstairs. You can't miss it. Want some tea? 18:55.541 --> 18:57.458 No. Thanks. 18:57.958 --> 18:58.791 [Fiko] Thank you. 19:02.458 --> 19:04.458 [folk guitar music plays on stereo] 19:21.958 --> 19:23.041 Come in. 19:23.125 --> 19:24.208 Excuse me, Zaman? 19:28.333 --> 19:30.041 I called yesterday. I'm Sevgi. 19:30.625 --> 19:31.541 Ah, that's right. 19:34.250 --> 19:36.916 -Have a seat, please. Welcome. -[door closes] 19:49.583 --> 19:50.583 Pomegranate. 19:51.333 --> 19:52.166 Hm. 19:52.791 --> 19:56.958 They say it's a symbol of abundance and fortune, as well as life after death. 19:57.541 --> 19:58.541 So 20:00.041 --> 20:04.416 it reminds us that within one's life there are other lives as well. 20:05.583 --> 20:06.416 Would you like some? 20:07.250 --> 20:09.500 I can't even remember what pomegranate tastes like. 20:09.583 --> 20:11.875 -It's been so long since I had one. -Hm. 20:20.083 --> 20:22.791 Welcome, Sevgi. How can I be of help to you? 20:24.166 --> 20:26.041 -I'm here 'cause I have cancer. -Mm-hm 20:26.750 --> 20:28.083 It started in my liver. 20:29.000 --> 20:32.625 I had surgery, and then we started a chemotherapy treatment regimen. 20:32.708 --> 20:34.708 But now the cancer came back. 20:36.000 --> 20:38.583 Do you think there's possibly a way you can help me? 20:38.666 --> 20:42.791 I mean, the treatments you're doing here. Do you think your treatment could help me? 20:43.291 --> 20:45.041 Now, Sevgi. [sighs] 20:46.333 --> 20:51.083 Expansion of Origin Family… hm… does not offer medical treatment. 20:52.333 --> 20:54.916 We leave that to doctors. That's not what we do. 20:55.000 --> 20:58.333 What we deal with is the spiritual origins of diseases. 20:58.833 --> 21:01.500 If we can tap into the source… 21:02.916 --> 21:06.208 the disease… could begin to heal. 21:06.291 --> 21:07.875 Although, there's no guarantee. 21:09.125 --> 21:10.000 Sevgi. 21:11.833 --> 21:13.125 That's a pretty name. 21:13.208 --> 21:14.666 Thank you so much. [chuckles] 21:17.875 --> 21:18.791 All right. 21:19.458 --> 21:21.958 If I may, the other hand. 21:32.500 --> 21:34.875 [heart beating] 21:37.125 --> 21:38.875 [heartbeat intensifies] 21:38.958 --> 21:40.958 [breathes deeply] 21:46.750 --> 21:47.916 Excuse me. 21:49.416 --> 21:51.041 I'm not feeling well. 21:52.625 --> 21:54.291 That's it. Let it out. 21:54.375 --> 21:55.208 [exhales] 21:55.291 --> 21:57.625 [Zaman] You've held it inside too long, haven't you? 22:01.166 --> 22:02.375 [inhales] 22:03.375 --> 22:05.125 -Sevgi? -[inhales] 22:06.291 --> 22:08.250 Do you think you could thank cancer? 22:08.333 --> 22:10.208 [chuckles, sniffles] 22:11.125 --> 22:12.125 [Zaman] Mm. 22:16.916 --> 22:18.500 [sniffles] 22:18.583 --> 22:19.416 [sighs] 22:25.750 --> 22:27.041 No. Of course I can't. 22:29.958 --> 22:32.083 I've never smoked once in my life. 22:32.166 --> 22:33.000 [Zaman] Mm-hm. 22:34.000 --> 22:35.375 I try to be healthy. 22:37.041 --> 22:39.250 And I've always tried to be a good person. 22:40.458 --> 22:42.416 I didn't do anything to deserve this. 22:44.208 --> 22:45.125 Hm. 22:46.041 --> 22:47.083 So… [sighs] 22:47.916 --> 22:49.416 No, I cannot be thankful. 22:50.791 --> 22:53.583 I just want this thing to get the hell away from me. 22:56.500 --> 22:57.333 Fine. 23:01.083 --> 23:01.916 Follow me. 23:08.083 --> 23:11.208 Maybe this disease wants you to remember something. Hm? 23:12.000 --> 23:13.166 Come, let's see. 23:13.250 --> 23:15.250 [suspenseful music plays] 23:22.791 --> 23:23.916 [whistles] 23:25.500 --> 23:27.500 [music intensifies] 23:28.666 --> 23:30.666 [continues whistling] 23:41.958 --> 23:42.875 Go ahead. 23:57.166 --> 23:58.208 [camera shutter clicks] 23:59.625 --> 24:02.541 [camera shutter clicking] 24:02.625 --> 24:05.333 -[Ada] I think this is good. Check it out. -No, wait. Do a couple more. 24:05.416 --> 24:06.416 -[Ada] Come on. -[groans] 24:06.541 --> 24:08.416 -[Ada] Here. -[sighs] Oh, you… 24:08.500 --> 24:10.625 I really don't understand how you're so cool about this. 24:10.708 --> 24:12.458 We just left her alone at that weird place. 24:12.541 --> 24:15.083 What do you want me to do? This is how I keep my mind off things. 24:15.166 --> 24:16.500 What's wrong with that? 24:16.583 --> 24:19.708 Mm, these are pretty good. Well done, girl. 24:19.791 --> 24:21.750 Oh my gosh. Oh God. [gasps] 24:22.833 --> 24:24.750 Natural breast enlarge… 24:24.833 --> 24:28.125 Are you seeing this? It says they can enlarge breasts naturally. 24:28.208 --> 24:30.875 Ah! Babe, go grab an Ayvalık grilled cheese or something. 24:30.958 --> 24:31.958 I'll call you later. 24:32.458 --> 24:33.625 [blows kiss] Bye-bye. 24:42.750 --> 24:44.041 Good morning, love. 24:44.541 --> 24:45.500 How's Sevgi? 24:45.583 --> 24:47.125 Not good, Selim, not good. 24:47.208 --> 24:49.416 She acts fine, but really she's devastated. 24:50.000 --> 24:52.458 You went all that way, you should at least enjoy it. 24:52.541 --> 24:55.125 -Get an Ayvalık grilled cheese. -That's the last thing I need. 24:55.208 --> 24:57.041 Selim, I had to postpone two surgeries today, 24:57.125 --> 24:58.875 I am not in vacation mode. 24:59.541 --> 25:02.333 Honey, I think I'm lost. 25:02.416 --> 25:03.583 Uh, I have to go. 25:04.125 --> 25:06.708 -I'll call you later. -Okay. Love you. 25:07.875 --> 25:10.666 [vendor 1] Peaches from Bursa, peaches from Bursa. 25:13.333 --> 25:15.625 [vendor 2] Strawberries from Mount Ida. 25:16.541 --> 25:20.000 Get your sweet strawberries straight from Mount Ida. 25:20.083 --> 25:21.833 -Good morning. -Hello there. 25:22.333 --> 25:24.000 Would you like a kilo of these, honey? 25:24.083 --> 25:26.041 -[Ada] I'll take it. -Sure thing, sweetheart. 25:28.291 --> 25:29.750 [melancholy music plays] 25:46.458 --> 25:47.333 [Ada] Shit! 25:47.416 --> 25:49.541 [music stops] 25:49.625 --> 25:53.000 [vendor 2] Excuse me. Miss, you forgot your strawberries! 25:54.083 --> 25:56.583 -Your head must be in the clouds, honey. -I'm so sorry, ma'am. 25:56.666 --> 25:58.250 Thank you very much. Thank you. 25:59.750 --> 26:00.583 Ada? 26:04.416 --> 26:05.291 It's Toprak. 26:06.500 --> 26:08.333 I'm sorry. I didn't recognize you. 26:09.583 --> 26:11.833 That's good. I thought you were just running away from me. 26:11.916 --> 26:13.666 [Ada thinking] He hasn't changed a bit. 26:13.750 --> 26:14.833 [melancholy music resumes] 26:16.625 --> 26:17.500 How are you? 26:18.791 --> 26:20.583 [Ada thinking] Ugh. My hair's a mess. 26:21.250 --> 26:22.083 Fine. 26:22.666 --> 26:23.625 I'm good. 26:23.708 --> 26:24.708 You look good. 26:27.000 --> 26:29.250 [Ada thinking] You, too, bastard. [scoffs] 26:29.333 --> 26:32.250 So what are you doing here? I thought you lived abroad. 26:32.458 --> 26:34.291 Well, I'll be here for a little bit. 26:34.375 --> 26:35.416 -[sighs] -[Ada] Mm. 26:36.750 --> 26:37.750 And what about you? 26:37.833 --> 26:38.833 Here for a vacation? 26:40.208 --> 26:41.166 Yeah, kinda. 26:43.958 --> 26:45.125 You haven't changed. 26:46.041 --> 26:48.000 [Ada thinking] He still has that smile. 26:48.083 --> 26:50.958 You have, though. You're not taking care of yourself. 26:51.625 --> 26:54.208 [chuckles] You're exactly the same. Blunt as ever. 26:58.250 --> 26:59.125 Anyway. 26:59.875 --> 27:01.083 Have a nice holiday. 27:04.583 --> 27:06.000 Ada. Ada. 27:08.666 --> 27:10.000 Do you have time to get coffee? 27:11.250 --> 27:12.375 Sure, Toprak. 27:12.458 --> 27:15.833 Why don't we just get dinner and reminisce about the good ol' days, yeah? 27:16.375 --> 27:17.250 You're still angry. 27:17.333 --> 27:19.833 [Ada thinking] I'm not angry, moron. I'm hurt. 27:19.916 --> 27:22.000 It's been many years. I'm not angry. 27:22.083 --> 27:23.333 We're not children anymore. 27:23.833 --> 27:24.666 Anyway, 27:25.375 --> 27:26.833 the girls are waiting for me. 27:28.000 --> 27:29.458 My number hasn't changed. 27:30.541 --> 27:31.375 Mine has. 27:36.125 --> 27:37.333 [Leyla]You're kidding me. 27:37.416 --> 27:40.291 Mr. Toprak is in town, for real? [gasps] 27:40.375 --> 27:41.541 Leyla. 27:41.625 --> 27:44.291 Keep it down. He might be around here somewhere. 27:44.375 --> 27:45.333 [Ada sighs] 27:45.416 --> 27:48.458 I mean, would it kill you to just have one coffee? 27:48.541 --> 27:51.125 Haven't you ever wondered where the guy has been? 27:51.208 --> 27:53.125 I mean, what has he been doing this whole time? 27:53.208 --> 27:54.708 I haven't, Leyla. Why would I? 27:54.791 --> 27:58.125 I mean, with everything going on, why would I be thinking about him? 27:58.208 --> 27:59.500 Okay, look at me, sweetie. 28:00.000 --> 28:00.833 Psst. 28:00.916 --> 28:04.125 Hey. Stop it. Wait a second. Look at me. Look, we're gonna take these glasses off. 28:04.208 --> 28:05.666 -[Leyla] Mm-hm. -Hm. 28:05.750 --> 28:07.416 Now look deep into my eyes, love. 28:08.500 --> 28:10.458 How did you feel when you saw Toprak? 28:10.541 --> 28:11.541 Tell me the truth. 28:13.041 --> 28:15.625 Are you stupid or something, Leyla? I am married. 28:16.833 --> 28:18.458 Oh, that's right. 28:18.541 --> 28:21.708 'Cause people totally stop feeling things once they're married. 28:21.791 --> 28:23.791 Damn it. I totally forgot about that. 28:24.333 --> 28:25.250 [sighs] 28:27.125 --> 28:28.083 Hey! 28:28.166 --> 28:29.000 Psst. 28:29.083 --> 28:31.125 Listen, Ada, you can't run. 28:31.208 --> 28:33.791 You can't run away from me, we're going to talk about this! 28:39.541 --> 28:40.583 Come. 28:40.666 --> 28:41.541 No. 28:41.625 --> 28:42.791 [Ada] I got you. 28:43.500 --> 28:45.416 No, it's too cold anyway. It's too cold. 28:48.125 --> 28:51.083 Hey, listen, you and I are gonna talk about this. This is not-- 28:51.166 --> 28:53.166 [water whooshing] 29:00.791 --> 29:02.416 Mm, mm, mm. 29:03.791 --> 29:04.625 You know, 29:05.791 --> 29:07.916 I've never felt anything like that in my whole life. 29:08.000 --> 29:09.958 So spill. What happened then? 29:10.041 --> 29:13.291 It's not something I can describe. You have to experience it. 29:13.375 --> 29:14.625 [Leyla] To experiencing it. 29:14.708 --> 29:15.666 [Sevgi] Hm. 29:18.333 --> 29:21.208 Mr. Zaman, though, he told me not to tell anyone about it for a month. 29:21.291 --> 29:23.500 So, what, he decides whether you tell us or not? 29:23.583 --> 29:25.166 Be patient. I'll tell you in a month. 29:25.250 --> 29:26.458 -Excuse me. -[Leyla] Let it go. 29:26.541 --> 29:28.291 -Could we get another order? -Don't push it. 29:28.375 --> 29:30.791 I mean, she looks good right now, really good. 29:30.875 --> 29:33.916 But, love, you shouldn't eat that much. You're gonna upset your stomach. 29:34.000 --> 29:35.125 Oh, stop it, Leyla. 29:35.208 --> 29:37.833 It's the first I've been able to eat without getting sick in months. 29:37.916 --> 29:40.250 Well, then go ahead, baby. Enjoy all of it. 29:40.333 --> 29:42.958 [Leyla] Enjoy it, love. Let's do another toast, then! 29:43.041 --> 29:44.208 -Cheers! -Toast to your health. 29:44.291 --> 29:46.541 -Yeah, to my health! There you go. -[Leyla] To your health. 29:46.625 --> 29:47.791 [all chuckle] 29:47.875 --> 29:50.500 [retches, coughs] 29:50.583 --> 29:51.458 [spits] 29:54.000 --> 29:55.000 [sniffles] 29:58.333 --> 30:00.125 [upbeat folk dance music plays] 30:00.208 --> 30:02.166 [Sevgi] I feel like I should call Ayça right now, 30:02.250 --> 30:04.750 and tell her I'm not gonna put up with her shit anymore. 30:04.833 --> 30:06.458 Tell her I'm quitting. I'm done. 30:07.208 --> 30:08.125 [chuckles] 30:08.208 --> 30:09.250 [Ada] Come here, baby. 30:09.333 --> 30:12.750 Oh, and I could rent a place with a full view of the ocean. 30:12.833 --> 30:14.958 Why not just go ahead and buy it then? 30:15.041 --> 30:17.958 I mean, if you want it that much, we could rent a place for you right here. 30:18.041 --> 30:20.458 Sweetie, there aren't any good hospitals around here though. 30:20.541 --> 30:22.291 I'd definitely come visit you all the time. 30:22.375 --> 30:24.875 -[gasps] You'd bring your son too? Uh? -Are you out of your mind? 30:24.958 --> 30:27.125 I swear, living with Sarp for even one single day 30:27.208 --> 30:28.666 is enough to give you cancer. 30:29.541 --> 30:32.041 [Ada] I think… maybe you've had enough. 30:33.458 --> 30:34.291 [gasps] 30:34.375 --> 30:35.916 Oh God, I'm so sorry. 30:36.000 --> 30:38.125 -Love, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that. -[chuckling] 30:38.208 --> 30:40.250 You know me, babe. I just blurt things out sometimes. 30:40.333 --> 30:42.083 -I'm so sorry. Was that offensive? -[laughing] 30:42.166 --> 30:44.791 [sighs] I mean, the good news is, 30:44.875 --> 30:47.791 that's not a problem for me, so you can just bring him anyway. 30:47.875 --> 30:49.583 [laughs] 30:49.666 --> 30:51.000 You know how people always say, 30:51.083 --> 30:52.833 "Oh, don't eat that. It'll give you cancer"? 30:52.916 --> 30:53.916 [laughs] 30:54.000 --> 30:56.208 And, "Don't drink that, or else you'll get cancer"? 30:56.291 --> 30:57.500 [chuckles awkwardly] 30:57.583 --> 31:00.333 I don't have to worry anymore… [sing-song] …'cause I already have it. 31:00.416 --> 31:01.791 -[Leyla] Oh my God, stop. -Stop. 31:01.875 --> 31:03.208 [all chuckle] 31:03.291 --> 31:04.708 -I wanna make love so bad. -[coughs] 31:05.625 --> 31:07.708 -What's that? -[Sevgi] What's wrong with that? 31:08.541 --> 31:10.333 I want to fall in love. 31:10.416 --> 31:13.125 -I want somebody in my life. Why not? -[clears throat] 31:13.208 --> 31:15.708 Love, don't worry. You're not missing out on anything, for real. 31:15.791 --> 31:17.541 I'm having sex all the time, and so what? 31:17.625 --> 31:19.875 Orgasms, that's what. You remember those? 31:19.958 --> 31:21.250 [scoffs] 31:21.333 --> 31:23.375 Please. I mean, that's just insulting. 31:23.458 --> 31:24.791 Of course I have orgasms. 31:24.875 --> 31:27.875 Do you actually think I would go through all the trouble if I didn't have any? 31:27.958 --> 31:30.125 -[Sevgi] Stupid. -[chuckles] She has a point. 31:30.208 --> 31:32.291 [chuckles] 31:32.375 --> 31:34.625 Honestly, I can't remember what it's like. 31:35.416 --> 31:37.416 Doc? What about you? 31:38.625 --> 31:40.291 [inhales] 31:40.791 --> 31:42.625 -Do fake orgasms count? -[tsks] 31:42.708 --> 31:43.666 [Ada] It's been a while. 31:43.750 --> 31:46.750 You know, the fake ones just make you appreciate the real ones. 31:47.375 --> 31:48.916 But, if you want to have orgasms, 31:49.000 --> 31:51.250 you have to really put some effort into it, right? 31:51.333 --> 31:52.791 Leyla, do you even realize 31:52.875 --> 31:54.958 how many surgeries I have to do every week? 31:55.041 --> 31:57.708 I just don't have time for fantasies like that, all right? 31:57.791 --> 31:59.041 Oh, come on, Ada. 31:59.125 --> 32:01.916 Like you're too busy to just buy some cute lingerie or something? 32:02.000 --> 32:04.583 [scoffs] So buy lingerie, have an orgasm. It's that simple? 32:04.666 --> 32:05.583 Yeah, it is. 32:05.666 --> 32:08.416 'Cause you can only have an orgasm when you feel sexy and comfortable 32:08.500 --> 32:09.833 -in the way you look. -Mm. 32:09.916 --> 32:12.625 You were having real orgasms with Toprak, though. 32:12.708 --> 32:13.958 -[Sevgi] Wait, what? -Leyla. 32:14.041 --> 32:16.291 -What's Toprak got to do with this? -I can't hold it in. 32:16.375 --> 32:19.166 Guess who she saw today? Toprak, she just ran into him. 32:19.250 --> 32:20.416 And how was that? 32:21.791 --> 32:23.750 Enough. Come on. Just drop it, drop it, please. 32:23.833 --> 32:25.375 Or, at least, I'm done talking about it. 32:25.458 --> 32:27.500 -You two suit yourselves. -Yeah, we should drop it. 32:27.583 --> 32:30.291 I mean, if Selim heard about it, he'd lose his mind. 32:30.375 --> 32:32.541 Honestly, Selim is gonna lose his mind anyway 32:32.625 --> 32:34.333 when he hears all about Brussels. 32:34.416 --> 32:36.458 Don't you worry about Selim. What's on your arm there? 32:36.541 --> 32:38.416 Oh. Oh, I guess you wouldn't understand, sweetie. 32:38.500 --> 32:40.625 It's a fantasy thing. I got it from pole dancing. 32:40.708 --> 32:42.625 -Pole dancing, you said? -Exactly. 32:44.083 --> 32:45.833 So, just out of curiosity… 32:45.916 --> 32:50.083 So you do pole dancing for Erdem, but what does he ever do for you? 32:50.166 --> 32:51.541 [Sevgi] Yeah, exactly. 32:51.625 --> 32:53.458 -Like, maybe a gladiator costume. -Mm! 32:53.541 --> 32:55.958 With leather straps and handcuffs and all that kind of stuff. 32:56.041 --> 32:57.291 [Sevgi] Maybe a whip too. 32:57.375 --> 32:59.583 - [Ada] A whip. [chuckles] -[Sevgi imitates whip cracking] 32:59.666 --> 33:01.791 Well, true, he doesn't do anything for me. 33:01.875 --> 33:04.500 But at least he doesn't do anything for the other ones either. 33:05.250 --> 33:06.958 -Huh? -What's that? 33:07.541 --> 33:08.750 What do you think? 33:09.708 --> 33:11.250 Erdem cheats on me. 33:11.333 --> 33:13.083 All the time, ladies. 33:14.708 --> 33:15.791 Is there any more raki? 33:15.875 --> 33:17.833 -[server] I'm afraid not. -[Leyla] You're out? 33:19.750 --> 33:20.791 Guess I'm out as well. 33:21.375 --> 33:22.333 Leyla, hon… 33:23.041 --> 33:24.791 Why didn't you tell us earlier? 33:25.291 --> 33:26.125 [Sevgi] Look. 33:26.625 --> 33:28.875 -In one hearing, I'll have you divorced. -Mm-hm. 33:28.958 --> 33:31.500 We'll take everything that bastard's got, down to his underwear. 33:31.583 --> 33:33.000 You know that, don't you, babe? 33:33.083 --> 33:34.208 I know it, sweetie. 33:34.708 --> 33:36.625 That's exactly why I haven't told you already. 33:36.708 --> 33:37.541 But why is that? 33:37.625 --> 33:38.500 Because, babe, 33:39.666 --> 33:41.125 I actually love my husband. 33:46.000 --> 33:47.916 Leyla, he cannot treat you like this. 33:48.000 --> 33:50.541 Do you really think that this is what you deserve? 33:50.625 --> 33:51.875 I swear, if Selim… 33:52.375 --> 33:56.541 If Selim ever did that to me, I would never forgive him. Ever. 33:57.500 --> 33:59.125 Not everyone's like you, you know. 33:59.208 --> 34:01.166 For some, pride doesn't come first, okay? 34:01.250 --> 34:03.250 Yeah, but apparently, comfort does. 34:03.333 --> 34:06.250 It seems like it doesn't matter what your man does, 34:06.333 --> 34:09.166 as long as the credit card keeps working, that's what really matters. 34:09.250 --> 34:10.833 Are you kidding me right now? 34:10.916 --> 34:12.500 Do you actually believe I think that way? 34:12.583 --> 34:14.916 No, I don't. That's exactly why I'm getting upset with you. 34:15.000 --> 34:15.916 Guys. 34:17.208 --> 34:20.083 At least you aren't sleeping all by yourself every single night, right? 34:21.250 --> 34:22.625 And, even better than that, 34:22.708 --> 34:25.666 when you wake up every morning, you don't have to wonder 34:25.750 --> 34:27.375 how much time you have left. Right? 34:27.458 --> 34:28.291 Hey. 34:29.000 --> 34:30.708 Don't say that, Sevgi. 34:31.208 --> 34:33.250 You're not alone. You have us. Always. 34:34.250 --> 34:35.125 [sighs] 34:35.208 --> 34:36.041 [Sevgi] It's just 34:36.750 --> 34:37.750 this right here. 34:39.458 --> 34:40.750 It's totally empty. 34:42.583 --> 34:46.791 And it feels like I'm somehow hollow inside. [sniffles] 34:51.041 --> 34:54.666 I mean, I just wonder what if I've already run out of time? 34:54.750 --> 34:55.833 [sniffles] 34:55.916 --> 34:57.500 Sevgi! [grunts] 34:57.583 --> 34:58.666 Don't be stupid. 34:59.833 --> 35:01.666 You just have to keep going. 35:01.750 --> 35:02.583 Scoot over. 35:02.666 --> 35:05.583 Who knows how much time any of us has left? 35:06.083 --> 35:07.791 Anything can happen at any moment. 35:07.875 --> 35:08.875 I'm right, aren't I? 35:08.958 --> 35:10.375 Here's what we're gonna do. 35:12.000 --> 35:15.416 Starting from now, we're gonna need to stop putting things off. 35:15.916 --> 35:19.708 So, wherever you feel good, that's where you should be. 35:20.708 --> 35:22.625 And us too. We'll be right there with you. 35:22.708 --> 35:24.166 Everything will be all right. 35:24.708 --> 35:26.125 I'm going to stay here then. 35:26.625 --> 35:27.791 Good for you. 35:27.875 --> 35:29.833 I'm not going back to Istanbul. 35:34.000 --> 35:34.833 So don't. 35:36.208 --> 35:38.541 And I'm getting a boob job when I get back. 35:38.625 --> 35:39.458 [all chuckle] 35:39.541 --> 35:41.750 -[Ada] You're stupid. -And you're buying lingerie. 35:41.833 --> 35:43.583 Oh, shut up, for heaven's sake. 35:43.666 --> 35:45.958 -Just go buy it already. -[laughs] Fine, I'll do it. 35:46.041 --> 35:48.250 [Leyla] Okay, but you have to let me come with you. 35:48.333 --> 35:49.333 -Come on. -[both laughing] 35:55.416 --> 35:58.375 [smooth jazz plays] 36:18.041 --> 36:19.666 [Selim] Mm. 36:22.000 --> 36:23.250 [Selim exhales] 36:24.250 --> 36:25.916 Happy seventh anniversary. 36:26.625 --> 36:27.708 [chuckles] 36:27.791 --> 36:29.250 [sniffs] 36:33.416 --> 36:35.375 Selim, I'm really sorry. 36:35.458 --> 36:36.833 [Selim] Sh. 36:38.625 --> 36:39.666 It's okay. 36:49.041 --> 36:51.500 You go ahead. I'll get the wine and be right with you. 36:51.583 --> 36:52.458 All right, then. 36:53.250 --> 36:54.250 [Ada] Mm. 36:54.916 --> 36:58.958 Tonight is supposed to be the perfect night to make a baby. 36:59.541 --> 37:01.291 At least, according to the astrologers. 37:01.375 --> 37:02.958 -[Ada] Mm. -Uh-huh. 37:03.041 --> 37:04.375 As if you believe them. 37:05.916 --> 37:07.375 Oh, I believe them right now. 37:07.958 --> 37:09.791 [chuckles, sniffs] 37:16.458 --> 37:18.083 -Selim. -Mm-hm? 37:24.666 --> 37:26.291 I heard back from Brussels. 37:27.416 --> 37:29.458 -Mm? -There are three final candidates. 37:30.541 --> 37:31.666 And I'm one of them. 37:34.041 --> 37:37.375 And if… they do accept me… 37:40.000 --> 37:42.250 it's a two-year research program. 37:42.333 --> 37:43.166 Hm? 37:43.250 --> 37:45.250 -[Selim] Two years? -Uh-huh. 37:45.916 --> 37:48.625 It's a very important committee. We talked about this. 37:50.333 --> 37:52.416 Except for the two-year part. 38:00.708 --> 38:02.666 Well, maybe you can come with me, babe. 38:04.166 --> 38:05.291 We'll go together. 38:06.208 --> 38:07.041 Hm? 38:08.583 --> 38:09.458 [scoffs] 38:10.583 --> 38:11.458 Sure. 38:13.250 --> 38:16.583 Maybe I could just put off the construction work in Ankara. 38:16.666 --> 38:18.625 Or I have a much better idea. 38:22.083 --> 38:24.291 I could just sit around and drink beer all day. 38:26.166 --> 38:27.083 Selim. 38:28.375 --> 38:31.125 I'm cold. I'm getting out. You stay here. 38:44.333 --> 38:47.125 [smooth jazz plays] 39:04.833 --> 39:05.833 [cell phone chimes] 39:19.000 --> 39:19.916 Leyla? 39:20.625 --> 39:21.875 Yes, my love? 39:24.083 --> 39:24.916 I'm screwed. 39:27.083 --> 39:28.333 [sighs] 39:29.083 --> 39:30.541 Baby, we're completely broke. 39:30.625 --> 39:32.458 [moans] Ah… 39:32.541 --> 39:34.041 -Hm? -[music stops] 39:35.083 --> 39:36.541 Bankruptcy fantasy, babe? 39:37.166 --> 39:38.375 Leyla, I'm serious. 39:39.750 --> 39:40.791 We lost everything. 39:41.541 --> 39:43.000 But this isn't over. 39:44.541 --> 39:46.458 I'll take care of it. Don't worry. 39:46.958 --> 39:48.291 Open the safe for me? 39:49.166 --> 39:50.291 Why, Erdem? 39:51.416 --> 39:53.625 A MONTH LATER 39:56.500 --> 39:58.916 [melancholy music plays] 40:09.625 --> 40:11.291 [cell phone chimes] 40:13.708 --> 40:19.333 SEVGİ - GIRLS! COME VISIT CUNDA RIGHT NOW! 40:22.458 --> 40:24.541 [Leyla] God, I hope Sevgi is okay. 40:25.041 --> 40:27.083 [Ada] Yeah, well, we need to be prepared for anything. 40:27.833 --> 40:30.958 [Leyla] It's gotta be somewhere around here. Oh, maybe that one? 40:37.416 --> 40:40.416 [Leyla] There's no number on the door. I guess this is it. 40:41.250 --> 40:43.208 Welcome, my dear girls. 40:43.833 --> 40:44.666 [Sarp] Muko! 40:46.166 --> 40:47.291 [Muko] Come here, boy. 40:48.833 --> 40:50.666 Did you make me those cookies I love so much? 40:50.750 --> 40:52.625 Well, were you good in the car? [chuckles] 40:52.708 --> 40:55.083 -Muko, is Sevgi okay? -Mm-hm. 40:55.166 --> 40:57.833 Muko, we've been so worried. How've you guys been? 40:58.500 --> 40:59.791 It was an act of God. 41:00.375 --> 41:01.666 -[Muko] God helped us. -[chuckles] 41:01.750 --> 41:03.125 Welcome, ladies! 41:07.541 --> 41:08.958 Good to see you. 41:10.125 --> 41:11.750 Yeah, good to see you. 41:11.833 --> 41:13.916 But your hair looks so beautiful. 41:14.000 --> 41:16.708 -Transplanted, dear. -[Muko] Come on. Come in. Come on. 41:18.416 --> 41:21.041 [Sevgi] Come on. Come on, come on, come on. Have some chocolate. 41:21.541 --> 41:23.833 [instrumental soft rock plays] 41:23.916 --> 41:25.125 I call dibs. 41:34.875 --> 41:36.500 [Sevgi] So what do you think? 41:36.583 --> 41:37.583 Do you like it? 41:37.666 --> 41:40.875 It came furnished, but I'll bring a few of my things from Istanbul. 41:41.375 --> 41:42.583 It's pretty like this, right? 41:42.666 --> 41:45.416 [Ada] Sweetie, is this why you brought us here? 41:45.500 --> 41:48.291 [Sevgi] Yeah. I wanted you to see my new place. 41:48.375 --> 41:50.916 [Leyla] Love, we were worried that something bad happened to you. 41:51.000 --> 41:52.500 [Ada] You're unbelievable, Sevgi. 41:52.583 --> 41:56.083 [Sevgi] I'm fine, don't worry. In fact, I've never been better. 41:56.708 --> 41:58.750 [Sevgi] Look, my vitals are improving. 41:59.416 --> 42:00.291 This worked. 42:06.416 --> 42:08.041 This place is good for me. 42:08.125 --> 42:09.750 And Mr. Zaman too, of course. 42:11.583 --> 42:14.208 Now I can tell you what happened to me that day. 42:14.291 --> 42:16.458 It doesn't really make sense, if you think about it, 42:16.541 --> 42:18.166 'cause no one knows each other over there. 42:19.166 --> 42:22.958 [Zaman] All right. You're here to represent Sevgi. 42:26.041 --> 42:29.166 In your mind, tell yourself who and what you're representing. 42:31.583 --> 42:33.833 You can open your eyes whenever you're ready. 42:34.458 --> 42:36.583 Then, you can move your body 42:36.666 --> 42:39.500 and go throughout the entire space however you desire. 42:58.833 --> 43:00.666 -[woman sobs] -[Zaman] Right. 43:03.083 --> 43:05.083 How are you? How's Sevgi? 43:06.041 --> 43:07.291 It hurts here. 43:10.958 --> 43:15.000 Sevgi, what happened when you were five or six years old? Did you lose someone? 43:15.083 --> 43:17.083 [music box plays] 43:20.333 --> 43:21.166 My father. 43:21.250 --> 43:22.458 [girl giggles] 43:22.541 --> 43:24.083 It was my birthday. 43:24.166 --> 43:26.500 My father took me to an amusement park. 43:26.583 --> 43:28.666 -Turned out loan sharks were after him. -Hey. Wait-- 43:29.625 --> 43:33.458 -They were just supposed to scare him… -Papa! Papa! 43:33.541 --> 43:36.583 I was so convinced that he died because of me, 43:37.166 --> 43:39.083 that I wished it had been me instead. 43:39.166 --> 43:40.916 -It's okay, sweetie. -[sobs] 43:41.000 --> 43:45.000 So, starting that day, I began to break down, bit by bit. 43:46.000 --> 43:48.500 I felt so much rage toward the man who killed him. 43:48.583 --> 43:50.208 That's why I became an attorney. 43:51.166 --> 43:52.583 To fight criminals. 43:55.875 --> 43:57.000 But, in reality, 43:57.500 --> 43:59.791 those battles just consumed me even more. 44:09.416 --> 44:11.458 [killer's proxy] I had no idea this would happen. 44:11.958 --> 44:13.458 [both sobbing] 44:15.458 --> 44:17.625 [breathing shakily] 44:18.458 --> 44:21.166 -[sniffles] -[Zaman] And how are you now? How's Sevgi? 44:22.083 --> 44:24.166 [sobs] She's carrying a burden. 44:25.125 --> 44:27.083 [woman gasps, sobs] 44:27.958 --> 44:29.041 [sobs] 44:29.625 --> 44:31.875 [proxies sobbing] 44:34.416 --> 44:36.875 [sobbing] 44:40.083 --> 44:42.833 Could you ignore your daughter and touch the man on the ground? 44:42.916 --> 44:43.833 -[Muko's proxy] No. -Hm? 44:43.916 --> 44:45.208 [Muko's proxy] No, I'm fine here. 44:45.291 --> 44:48.541 All right, but your daughter is not doing well. 44:48.625 --> 44:50.708 She's doubled over. Hm? 44:51.208 --> 44:53.208 -Look. Touch the man on the floor. -[sobbing] 44:53.291 --> 44:57.083 [Zaman] See whether you belong here or there. Okay. 44:59.500 --> 45:00.875 [Sevgi] And then it hit me. 45:01.541 --> 45:04.458 To spare my mother the pain of losing a husband, 45:04.541 --> 45:06.500 I had started to take his place. 45:08.500 --> 45:10.000 But I am just her daughter. 45:12.375 --> 45:14.666 [young Sevgi sobbing] 45:19.750 --> 45:23.416 [Sevgi] I'm dropping the burden I've been carrying for you all these years. 45:23.500 --> 45:25.250 I am just a child. 45:25.833 --> 45:27.708 -[Sevgi's proxy] And you are my mother. -[sobs] 45:27.791 --> 45:29.833 [Sevgi's proxy]This is too much for me. 45:30.333 --> 45:31.833 [sobbing] 45:38.041 --> 45:38.958 Let's see. 45:40.416 --> 45:43.041 Do you want to say anything to Sevgi now? 45:43.708 --> 45:45.125 -[Fiko] I do. -[Zaman] Okay. 45:46.666 --> 45:47.708 [Zaman] Then tell her… 45:47.791 --> 45:48.625 [sobs] 45:48.708 --> 45:50.833 [Zaman] "The best thing you can do for me…" 45:51.333 --> 45:53.791 The best you can do for me 45:54.666 --> 45:56.000 is to live your life 45:57.000 --> 45:59.291 fully, freely. 45:59.875 --> 46:00.916 Enjoy it. 46:01.916 --> 46:03.708 Open yourself up to love. 46:04.333 --> 46:06.416 I'll always be with you. 46:06.500 --> 46:07.708 [sobs] 46:10.625 --> 46:13.625 To life your life to the absolute fullest. 46:14.708 --> 46:17.166 Would you mind taking a step forward, please? 46:26.500 --> 46:28.000 -Something's missing. -[Zaman] Mm. 46:28.083 --> 46:30.083 [suspenseful music plays] 46:34.291 --> 46:35.375 Okay, then. 46:36.958 --> 46:38.875 I'll end this expansion here. 46:38.958 --> 46:41.541 You may take a step back and leave. 46:41.625 --> 46:42.625 [clears throat] 46:45.625 --> 46:47.625 [music intensifies] 46:54.416 --> 46:56.750 [inaudible] 46:58.625 --> 46:59.833 It's honestly a mystery. 47:01.166 --> 47:03.000 At least, that's what Zaman said. 47:03.083 --> 47:05.583 He said, in time, it might manifest itself. 47:05.666 --> 47:08.250 What did he tell you, huh? [chuckles] Come on. 47:08.333 --> 47:10.666 He said "in time…" [shushes] 47:10.750 --> 47:15.041 He also said, "Your mother will be manifesting cookies and tea for everyone!" 47:15.125 --> 47:17.333 [chuckles] Stop it! [chuckles] 47:18.708 --> 47:21.916 [Leyla] Wow, Sevgi. That is so weird. I'm not gonna lie. 47:22.000 --> 47:23.416 Look, it gave me chills. 47:23.500 --> 47:24.750 That wasn't all of it. 47:25.458 --> 47:27.583 After that, I had a vivid dream about my father. 47:28.541 --> 47:31.208 He brought a basket full of pomegranates. 47:32.916 --> 47:36.500 Sevgi, if you had gone to a therapist, they would have said the same thing. 47:36.583 --> 47:38.666 -Come on. Have a seat. -This isn't new information. 47:38.750 --> 47:40.833 I can't explain. You had to have been there. 47:40.916 --> 47:42.916 These aren't concrete results, Sevgi. 47:43.000 --> 47:44.708 We should go to Istanbul and do more tests. 47:44.791 --> 47:46.625 -Ada. -[Ada] It's decided. 47:49.208 --> 47:50.041 [sighs] 47:50.125 --> 47:50.958 Fine then. 47:52.000 --> 47:53.791 I'll go to Istanbul with you. 47:54.291 --> 47:55.666 But there's one condition… 47:56.875 --> 47:59.375 -[Ada] Hm? -You visit Mr. Zaman for just one session. 47:59.458 --> 48:00.416 All right? 48:01.916 --> 48:03.166 Absolutely not. 48:04.000 --> 48:05.875 [whimsical music plays] 48:05.958 --> 48:06.875 How nice. 48:07.375 --> 48:08.208 Welcome. 48:09.000 --> 48:10.083 [Leyla] Thank you. 48:10.166 --> 48:13.416 Mr. Zaman, my friends would like to join the session for today. 48:14.541 --> 48:15.416 Uh, hold on. 48:15.916 --> 48:18.166 -I didn't say I'm joining. -You're joining. 48:20.291 --> 48:21.583 What's your name? 48:22.166 --> 48:23.958 My name is Dr. Ada Korkmaz. 48:24.666 --> 48:25.666 General surgeon. 48:26.416 --> 48:27.875 And, you? You are? 48:28.625 --> 48:30.083 How long has it been? 48:30.958 --> 48:32.458 How long has what been? 48:34.166 --> 48:35.583 The tremors in your hand. 48:41.750 --> 48:45.000 Unless you get to the root of it, it could get worse. 48:47.875 --> 48:49.041 Right. [clears throat] 48:51.875 --> 48:53.083 Excuse me. 48:53.166 --> 48:55.000 We're about to start the session. 48:55.083 --> 48:57.541 -[Leyla] We'll be there… hopefully. -[Zaman whistling] 48:57.625 --> 48:59.500 Hey. What are you doing? You promised. 48:59.583 --> 49:01.041 -We had a deal, Ada. -[Leyla] Exactly! 49:01.125 --> 49:03.125 I didn't think you'd bring me to such a weird place. 49:03.208 --> 49:04.500 [Leyla] Save it. Come on! 49:05.000 --> 49:07.000 [suspenseful music plays] 49:12.666 --> 49:16.125 [Ada] The past, whether we remember it or not, 49:16.916 --> 49:18.541 is always saved somewhere. 49:20.875 --> 49:23.291 You know how a flight recorder saves the data on it, 49:23.375 --> 49:25.375 no matter how damaged it gets? 49:26.166 --> 49:27.666 The past works the same way. 49:28.166 --> 49:30.583 Tastes, smells, moments. 49:31.458 --> 49:34.333 They all wait for the right time to be remembered one day. 49:41.541 --> 49:42.750 Even if we forget, 49:43.875 --> 49:44.833 the past 49:46.250 --> 49:47.625 stays with us. 49:51.125 --> 49:53.125 [music intensifies] 50:09.000 --> 50:10.541 All right. Who wants to start? 50:14.791 --> 50:16.791 [theme music plays] 50:27.500 --> 50:33.375 ♪ What if the past is not yet history? ♪ 50:33.458 --> 50:39.708 ♪ And it's why my future Gets away from me? ♪ 50:39.791 --> 50:45.791 ♪ The bliss, the joy, and the victory ♪ 50:45.875 --> 50:51.750 ♪ Are hidden in another self deep inside of me ♪ 50:51.833 --> 50:57.791 ♪ So tell me If the past is not yet history ♪ 50:58.458 --> 51:04.333 ♪ Could it be Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ♪ 51:04.416 --> 51:10.583 ♪ The muse, the spell, and the irony ♪ 51:10.666 --> 51:17.416 ♪ Are sailing in another self Deep inside of me ♪ 51:20.000 --> 51:22.916 ♪ I came to smile I came to cry ♪ 51:23.000 --> 51:26.416 ♪ I came to fail, then grow up high ♪ 51:26.500 --> 51:29.333 ♪ I came to fall I came to love ♪ 51:29.416 --> 51:32.666 ♪ I came to remember we're born to fly ♪ 51:32.750 --> 51:35.625 ♪ I came to sing I came to fight ♪ 51:35.708 --> 51:38.833 ♪ I came to lose, then look upside ♪ 51:38.916 --> 51:41.750 ♪ I came to doubt I came to trust ♪ 51:41.833 --> 51:46.958 ♪ I came to remind you No one's born to die ♪ 51:49.750 --> 51:53.708 ♪ No one's born to die ♪ 51:56.041 --> 51:58.666 ♪ No one's born to die ♪ 52:10.458 --> 52:15.583 ♪ Don't you see The past is not just history ♪ 52:16.250 --> 52:18.708 ♪ It's why you are you ♪ 52:18.791 --> 52:22.458 ♪ And it's why I'm me ♪ 52:22.541 --> 52:28.333 ♪ The spark, the taste, and the destiny ♪ 52:28.416 --> 52:34.666 ♪ Are dancing with another self Deep inside of we ♪ 52:34.750 --> 52:39.916 ♪ So tell me if your past is not history ♪ 52:41.041 --> 52:47.125 ♪ But it's why you're here Singing out loud with me… ♪