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Come on. Shake your hands.

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Shake your hands.

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Come on, breathe.

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A little ahead. Towards the edge.
-Okay.

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Ma’am, you’ll have to wait that side.
-No, please wait.

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Okay, okay. Sorry.

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No, waiting on the bridge is too risky. She’ll have to go.
-Wait. Please wait.

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You’ve put on the helmet. You are safe now.

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I told her about us.
-Whom?

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Kriti! I told Kriti.

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I told her that things have been happening between us.

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Why? Did I ask you to tell her or leave her?

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I wanted to try to get serious about us.

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But why are you talking in the past tense?

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When am I going to try it now?

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Come on, now. Let’s get ready.

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The only thing left is the jump.
There's no need to be scared.

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Step ahead. A little ahead.

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Please don’t forget me.

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That’s it? Only two boys fell for you?

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Not enough to only like me.
They have to like my mother as well.

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We're a package deal, you see.

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Are you looking at your reflection in the spoon?

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Did she feel giddy again today? Hello?

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Did she feel…

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Okay, okay. Good.

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Yes, the tremors are common.

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Just put on the television for her.

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She won't really watch but at least she won't bother you.

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Hello? Hello?

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You do enough for your mother.

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What is enough?

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There's no such thing as ‘enough’.

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It's okay to choose yourself once in a while.

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You need not feel like such a criminal about it.

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Will you please stop constantly staring
at your reflection? What a bore.

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I'm not sure if Vismay heard me clearly.

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He's sweet. The poor thing.

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Not as much of a poor thing as you think.

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Why is that funny?

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It’s not going to be just one.
I'm planning to start a whole chain.

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So, you are going to start a whole chain of gyms.
-No. It’s a body sculpting studio.

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That's the same as a gym!
-No!

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The focus will be on fitness and the shape of the body.

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That is the same as a gym.
-No.

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Why don’t you tell me about your plan?

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I just want to give away all my things and set off.

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Where to?
-Anywhere.

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Never stop at any one place. Just keep going.

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All my bags are packed, I’m ready to go.
I’m standin’ here outside your door.

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Cause I’m leavin’ on a jet plane,
Don’t know when I’ll be back again.

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What happened?

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Hey, what’s the matter?

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Let me see.

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What is it?

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Don’t go.

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Where am I going?
-I mean ever.

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Don't ever go anywhere.
Just be with me. Always.

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I’m serious.

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Never leave me. Promise?
-Okay.

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No. Say it. Say you promise.

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I’m not going to…
-Say it.

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Okay. Promise.

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Still doing translations?

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I've been doing a lot of subtitling work recently.

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Films and other things.

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So, are you in Tokyo on a holiday or…?
-No, on work.

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The same thing?

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Wow. The plan changed?

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It just did.

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So, what do you do now?

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I do…things. I keep busy.

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Excuse me ma’am, your table is ready.

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Thank you.

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Cheers.
-Cheers.

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Ma’am.
-Thank you so much.

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The people here seem peaceful.
-A little too peaceful.

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You won’t even catch them chatting on the train.
-No, I mean they seem content.

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Do they?
-Hmm.

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Actually, if they had toilet seats like these everywhere,
anyone would seem content.

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I sat on the commode in my hotel…
such a wonderfully warm seat.

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And so many options for washing your bum!
I’ve never been more grateful.

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How are you still single?

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Who said I am?
-You’re not?

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I am.

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And you?

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Enough. I’m done.
-Have more, come on.

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It’s sake. You won’t feel cold.
Come on. Down it.

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Cheers.
-Cheers.

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By the way, what’s with the policy
of not talking about your work?

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What?

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There’s no policy.

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I don’t want to tell you.

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Why?

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Because you always judge.

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Wait, hold on. ‘Always’?
When was the last time we met?

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Yes, okay, sorry. You used to.

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But a person’s true nature never changes, right?

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What?
-Your mind is made up. Leave it.

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Oh no. Okay, fine. I’ll tell you.
-No, no, no…I don’t even want to know.

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Why wouldn’t I want to share it with you?
-Who knows?

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Come on.
-No, no, no, no. I don’t want to know anymore.

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Now, I want to tell you. Listen to me!
-No, no, no!

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Hello? I’m glad you called.

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I’m sorry. I got carried away…

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Right now?

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Sure, okay.
I’ll be right there.

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Hello!

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Where are you?

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Who is it? Who is he talking to?

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We’re not missing you! He’s lying!

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Are you at home? Are you at home?
Are you at home? Are you at home?

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Yes.

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Hold, hold, hold.

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What did you want?

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I want you…here…now.

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Right now. Right here.

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When my uncle died, my cousin
stopped being able to listen to music.

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Hmm. The universe always maintains its balance.

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Yes, when something is destroyed, something else is created.

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My uncle died in the Kedarnath floods.
We didn’t even get to see him.

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At least you got to say a final goodbye.
At least you were prepared.

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Lavender perfume reduces stress. Especially when you’re sad.
Especially when you’ve experienced loss.

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Balance. It’s about balance in the universe.
-When one leaves, another arrives.

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What’s wrong?

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We’re sorry if one of us said the wrong thing.

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Listen…just come out. Let’s talk.

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You should be with people right now.
Why have you locked yourself in there alone?

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At least say something. I’m getting worried.

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I’m pregnant.

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I said I’m pregnant.

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Aren’t you going to say anything?

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Yes, of course I do.

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Wait.

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This way, Ma’am.

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Please.
-Thanks.

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Thank you.
-Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Ma’am, sake.
-Thank you.

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Cheers

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Yes, Sir?

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Are we going to talk?

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Wait, let me order first.

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Yes, sir?

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Salmon?

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And…Tuna Sashimi
-Thank you, Sir.

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Can you take off your sunglasses at least?
-Why?

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Kartu, why aren’t you saying anything?

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I’m watching.

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Why don’t you show him our home?

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What’s there to show?

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Don’t you understand?
I’m asking you to show him the house.

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You can start.

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Tell him your friends’ names.

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Tomoki, Ayano, Riko, Kiho.

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And what’s her name? Your girlfriend?

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Masako.

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Aren’t you going to eat?
-No, I’m a pescatarian.

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What’s that?
-I only eat fish.

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It’s just a phase.

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Are you an old friend of Ma’s?
-Yes, I am.

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From school?
-No.

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So, not that old.

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I should get going. I have got a meeting.
-Oh...

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Don’t you want to see the house?

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Sure.
-Let’s go then.

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His name is ‘Table’. This is where I study.

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His name is ‘Bed’. This is where I sleep and read.

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His name is ‘Rug’. This is where I draw and read.

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His name is ‘Cat’.

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Her name is ‘Window’.

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Nice. You have a lovely room.

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Wow.

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Isn’t this Mount Fuji?

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Yes. Fuji is my friend.

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This mountain?
-Yes. Fuji and I are very close.

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Did you make this drawing?
-Yes. It took me three whole days.

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Kartu, you liar! It was already on
the wall when we moved in here.

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Your friend is wonderful, Kartu.

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Hold on. Only my Ma and my Pa are allowed to call me ‘Kartu’.
And Nori-ba chan. And Haru-ji chan.

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And my friend Tomoki. And my friend Fuji-san, of course.

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I’m sorry, Kartikeya. I’ll keep in mind.
-It’s okay.

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Are these your friends too?
-No! That’s my Ma and Pa.

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They are very old friends. From school.

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His name is Vismay.

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It’s not all that shocking.

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We grew up next door to each other.
No one knows me like he does.

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So, you married him. Wow.

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I was completely alone after you cut me off.

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I had no one else in Pune. I was alone.
So, I made the decision to shift here with him.

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What?
-Nothing.

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Say it.
-It’s nothing.

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I’m happy to see that you got everything you ever wanted.

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I got none of what I wanted.

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Here, take this.

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Aren’t you coming home?
-No.

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Why not?
-You’ve given me enough to digest.

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That’s not fair.
-Sure, that’s not fair.

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Congratulations. Whatever. Bye.

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Her cupboard is emptied.

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We don’t have to do this all today.
We can do it later.

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No. Today is fine.

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You have been looking after your mother for all these years.

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Do you even know any other kind of life?
Weren’t you a mother to her?

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I can imagine myself as a mother.

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Are you immediately going to take on a new responsibility?

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But then I’m being selfish, right?
-Yes. And why not? Please be selfish.

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So, we’re both saying we don’t want this right now?

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I’m saying…

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we’ll do whatever you want.

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She cannot always be the one to make the difficult decision.
-I’m trying to be sensitive.

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Okay.

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Hello. How are you?
-Good.

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Are you sure you want to go ahead with it?
-Yes.

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Okay, then. Lie down. I’ll explain the procedure to you.
-Okay.

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We will first put your legs in the stirrups,
then anaesthetize your cervix.

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It is called a para-cervical block.
After that, we will use a rod –

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Here?
-Yes, please. Lie down.

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A rod will be inserted and then we
will clear everything using a suction tube.

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It’s a short ten minute procedure.

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Let me know if you feel uneasy. And don’t be afraid.

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Is the block done?
-Yes, ma’am.

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Okay. Get the instruments ready.

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Drum. And the cap and mask.
-Yes, ma’am.

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Okay, let’s start.

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I can’t imagine what is going to happen.

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She is allowed to be confused.

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She should tell him.

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He is his son. He has the right to know.

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I’m confused.

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Are you really?

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Or are you going to ask for advice
and then as always do exactly as you wish?

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Is that what I do?

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You said you didn’t know where to go.
I said let’s shift to Japan.

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You asked if we should get married.
I said okay, but I wanted to work on our relationship.

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Then you said we should get married but
let’s not get involved and keep each other trapped.

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Yes, but I –
-When I asked you why get married at all.

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You said, “For Kartu’s sake.”

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If you didn’t want this, you shouldn’t have agreed.

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I was alone. I was afraid.
So, in the moment, I did what I thought was right for Kartikeya.

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I had made it absolutely clear to you that
I felt nothing for you but friendship.

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Did you or did you not make me agree to what you wanted?
-Stop!

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The last thing we need is the two of you fighting.
-Yes, please.

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I’m sorry.
-I’m sorry, too.

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If he hadn’t come here out of the blue,
everything would have been fine.

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But he has come.

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What are you going to do now?

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My arm is asleep.

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Rub your nails together.

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I thought this was supposed to help with falling hair.

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Oh, yes. That’s right.

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I’m off.

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Let me know if you need anything.

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You’ll stay, won’t you?
-Of course.

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Dinner?

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I’m not hungry.
-Me neither.

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If we make it through this, we can face anything.

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We’re not through this yet.

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I’m saying that whatever is happening to us,
is a meaningful experience.

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And?

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What about it?

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Why do you immediately have to attack me?
Try to understand my point.

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You’re right. It’s a meaningful experience.
What do we do about it?

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What can we do?

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Let’s get married.

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Done.

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Sure?
-Of course. I’m not going anywhere.

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Let’s do a registered one.
-Perfect. As it is I hate my relatives.

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Shall we do it tomorrow?
-I’ll ask Appo and Betty if they’ll be our witnesses.

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You have to apply first.
Then they give you a date for the registration.

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Whatever the process is, we’ll do it.

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Great.
-Done.

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Done.
-Done.

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Or should we live together first?

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Even this is a good option. What do you think?

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Come in.

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It’s big.

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Black money.

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Will there be enough light on the ground floor?

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It’s cloudy today. Look at how many windows there are.

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Is this a common area?
-No, it’s yours. Private.

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Do people throw down trash?
-Oh, no. These are cultured people.

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The kitchen is quite cramped. Is there a gas pipeline?

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Almost. The pipe’s been laid all the way till the square nearby.

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So, there isn’t.
-No, not yet.

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Bedroom.

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It’s spacious.
-Yes.

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Bed.
-No, no. Bed.

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There’s a strange odour.

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You can smell the sewage in the bedroom.

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You can smell the sewage in the bedroom.

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It is what it is. The house is good, the landlord is good.

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Most importantly, he is open-minded.

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What’s that supposed to mean?

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It’s not supposed to mean anything.
It means he is tall and handsome and smart and generous.

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What’s the deposit?
-Finalize it first. We can figure the rest later.

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Give us a few minutes to discuss it. We’ll let you know.
-Sure.

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Why’re you behaving so pleased in front of him?
Why will he ever reduce the rent?

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Who cares?
-I do.

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You like it, right?

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I can imagine us drinking tea out there.

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I can imagine us doing a lot more.

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You have a condom?
-I don’t even have my wallet.

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Do you want to get me pregnant again?

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Sorry.

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No, I’m sorry.

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Sorry, sorry.

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I’m sorry.

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That was unfair.

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It’s a lovely flat.

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Yes, it does feel like home.

44:28.500 --> 44:35.291
Let me, for a moment,
rise and kiss the sky.

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Wrapped in the hush of your thought,
my body fills with colour.

44:49.750 --> 44:54.125
There is fear.
And yet, something certain beneath it.

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If we walk together,

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where could we not reach,
what sky could hold us back?

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Don’t go…
my love, don’t go.

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Don’t go…
my love, don’t go.

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Body to body,
we catch, we burn, we become smoke.

45:21.750 --> 45:25.416
Shame loosens, slips away,
fades into air.

45:25.416 --> 45:29.041
Your lips, a slow poison,
sweet, dissolving.

45:29.041 --> 45:32.500
And in this city of hearts,
nothing but smoke, everywhere just smoke.

45:32.500 --> 45:36.000
Body to body,
we catch, we burn, we become smoke.

45:36.000 --> 45:39.666
Shame loosens, slips away,
fades into air.

45:39.666 --> 45:43.291
Your lips, a slow poison,
sweet, dissolving.

45:43.291 --> 45:46.375
Body to body,
we catch, we burn, we become smoke.

46:15.000 --> 46:21.500
Don’t shut this door now,
Don’t look elsewhere,

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Come back, here,
to where you belong, to me.

46:29.250 --> 46:35.750
Don’t drift away again,
Refuse nothing,

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Tell me what you want,
just all of it.

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Let us hold each other, steady,
you in me and me in you.

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Let us live this wanting,
restlessness,

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again and again,
yet again.

46:58.041 --> 47:00.500
We met and stayed,
pressed close, no holding back.

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All the ifs and buts fell silent.
A new tremor ran through the body.

47:04.041 --> 47:08.500
Everyone before you,
just noise, false, forgettable.

47:08.500 --> 47:12.041
And you, as you are, even now –

47:12.041 --> 47:14.500
The way you smiled,
the way you stood before me,

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shame slipped away,
slipped away the pride.

47:16.375 --> 47:17.875
Yesterday dissolved,
tomorrow dismissed,

47:17.875 --> 47:19.875
There is only this,
this moment, this breath, now.

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Don’t leave.
Don’t turn back.

47:21.541 --> 47:25.125
And look into me,
deeper, deeper still.

47:25.125 --> 47:28.416
Further in.
Further, until you fill me.

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Within me.

47:30.791 --> 47:32.500
Only within me.

47:32.500 --> 47:34.666
No more going deeper now,
no more talk of love.

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No knots, no fixing,
no ties, no holding.

47:37.291 --> 47:39.000
Love. Just a beautiful intoxication.
Uncontained, unclaimed.

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No cages, no shut doors.
No holding on. Let me breathe.

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No footsteps to follow,
no tides to answer.

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No debts, no promises.
No sentiment, no judgement.

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No feeling to name,

47:48.875 --> 47:50.625
No healing to chase,
no ceiling above.

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I am open, I am free.
Completely, entirely free.

47:54.750 --> 47:58.166
Body to body, we catch,
we burn, we become smoke.

47:58.166 --> 48:01.875
Shame loosens, slips away,
fades into air.

48:01.875 --> 48:05.500
Your lips, a slow poison,
sweet, dissolving.

48:05.500 --> 48:08.875
And in this city of hearts,
nothing but smoke, everywhere just smoke.

48:08.875 --> 48:12.166
Body to body,
we catch, we burn, we become smoke.

48:12.166 --> 48:15.541
Shame loosens, slips away,
fades into air.

48:15.541 --> 48:19.250
Your lips, a slow poison,
sweet, dissolving.

48:19.250 --> 48:22.541
And in this city of hearts,
nothing but smoke, everywhere just smoke.

48:44.291 --> 48:46.500
Were you at Poona Club the other day?

48:46.750 --> 48:47.500
When?

48:48.125 --> 48:49.875
Day before yesterday or maybe a day before that.

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Maybe.

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Anand told me.
He even said ‘hi’ to you but you were distracted.

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It was probably Bridge night.

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It’s a good thing you didn’t wait up.

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Hello.

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Farooq has responded.

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I’ve forwarded it to you.

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I’ll check.

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Sorry, we had to cancel yesterday’s plan.
-What plan?

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We were going to come over yesterday.

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Oh, is it?

49:20.875 --> 49:29.166
I told Mom…he’s an important guy. And was hyper excited
to meet yesterday. He really insisted and I couldn’t say no.

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Water.

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My new proposal’s been receiving a good response.
-Good.

49:40.000 --> 49:42.250
I mean it’s the same plan.

49:42.291 --> 49:43.875
Body building.

49:49.500 --> 49:53.875
It’s not just body building. Body sclup -…

49:55.791 --> 50:00.250
It’s going to be a body-sculpting studio.
-Body-sculpting studio.

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It’s going to be grand.

50:03.250 --> 50:11.750
There’s going to be a three-floored building with trainers and
dieticians and many other things. It’s not as simple as it seems.

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And I don’t just want to do it in this city.
I want to start a whole chain.

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How much money do you need?

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I’ll manage.

50:20.916 --> 50:24.750
Did you give the car for servicing?

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The car?

50:29.791 --> 50:31.250
No. It slipped my mind.

50:31.250 --> 50:32.750
What do you do?

50:33.375 --> 50:35.125
I’m a translator.

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Meaning?

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Meaning…I translate.

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Meaning?

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Marathi to English, Spanish to English, German to English, etcetera.

50:51.791 --> 50:52.791
Why?

50:58.250 --> 51:01.875
Good money?
-No, not really.

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So then?

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I mean not at the level at which I am currently working.
And I haven’t yet explored all my options.

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Why not?

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I’m not sure.

51:16.125 --> 51:20.250
If you interrogate her, how do you expect her to open up?

51:20.666 --> 51:25.375
There should be some comfort level first.
Let her get comfortable, she’ll answer you in five languages.

51:30.250 --> 51:31.625
Excuse me.

51:42.500 --> 51:48.625
Is he coming back?
-Not if you’re going to start crying again.

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We’re never coming here again.
-Okay, let’s not.

51:51.125 --> 51:53.250
I feel physical pain from being around that man.

51:53.500 --> 51:59.041
I don’t know how Mom tolerates him. I’ve told her
so many times to leave him; that I’ll support her if she does.

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I don’t want that man in my life.
-Why did you have to speak for me?

52:04.250 --> 52:06.500
I was trying to defend you!
-I was doing just fine.

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But it was for you!

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See!

52:10.875 --> 52:12.916
We’re fighting because of him!

52:36.625 --> 52:38.500
You’re too good for me.

52:40.291 --> 52:42.375
He could see it.

52:44.000 --> 52:49.250
I think everyone can.
-Okay, enough. Let’s go home.

52:55.166 --> 52:57.791
Let’s never look at his face again.

52:59.250 --> 53:00.500
Okay. Never again.

53:06.791 --> 53:11.000
Did you change the display again?

53:11.000 --> 53:14.166
Yes, you asked me to.

53:14.166 --> 53:20.916
No, I said keep all the Tsukudani at the
bottom and the boiled beans on top.

53:20.916 --> 53:23.750
That was yesterday.

53:23.750 --> 53:26.125
Not yesterday. I told you this morning.

53:29.625 --> 53:35.041
What you just had was Shiro Miso. Okay?

53:36.750 --> 53:38.666
The one before?

53:40.625 --> 53:46.500
Komi…Kome Miso?
-Yes! He’s a professional.

53:51.000 --> 53:58.125
You should try some eel.
Try the Yamato simmered eel with Tsukudani.

53:58.500 --> 54:00.750
When do you leave?

54:01.791 --> 54:03.416
In another two days.

54:03.416 --> 54:07.041
Come back towards the end of
March to see the cherry blossoms.

54:07.041 --> 54:09.625
And we have to go to Fuji.
-Of course.

54:17.875 --> 54:18.875
I’m home.

54:19.291 --> 54:25.000
Fuji-san is everywhere. On walls,
on T-shirts, on thousand yen bills.

54:26.125 --> 54:29.875
You can see Fuji from anywhere.

54:30.041 --> 54:34.791
Tokyo Tower, Shinkansen, even the plane!

54:34.791 --> 54:41.375
But if you’re not lucky, you won’t see it at all.

54:41.625 --> 54:44.291
It’s a moody mountain.

54:44.291 --> 54:51.541
Just like that, it will decide not to open its heart to you.

54:51.541 --> 54:59.375
And if you’re very very very lucky, on a clear day,
you can see it upside down, reflected perfectly in the lake below.

54:59.791 --> 55:04.750
I am sorry, but I really don’t understand
what can happen by just looking at it?

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A lot can happen.

55:07.541 --> 55:13.875
As you share a silence with Fuji-san,

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you may be able to hear yourself.

55:22.375 --> 55:30.416
The mountain can help you see
something you’ve been blind to.

55:41.500 --> 55:44.750
Ma?
-Hmm?

55:45.166 --> 55:47.625
May I say something?

55:48.541 --> 55:49.375
Hmm.

55:49.541 --> 55:51.250
He is a good guy.

55:51.541 --> 55:54.500
What was he like when you were friends?

56:00.291 --> 56:02.000
He was…

56:02.750 --> 56:05.166
the sweetest boy that I met.

56:06.416 --> 56:09.375
Why didn’t you stay in touch?

56:11.500 --> 56:14.500
Because we had a fight.
-Over what?

56:18.125 --> 56:20.125
It was a grown up fight, Kartu.

56:20.541 --> 56:23.791
You won’t understand yet.
-Okay.

56:26.041 --> 56:28.375
Are you cold?
-Yes.

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Come.

56:42.916 --> 56:45.000
Ma?
-Hmm?

56:45.125 --> 56:48.125
May I say something?
-Hmm?

56:50.000 --> 56:52.500
I think he likes me.

56:54.125 --> 56:57.541
Obviously. Everybody likes you.

56:58.500 --> 57:04.625
That’s what you think.
But some of my classmates don’t like me. Okay?

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Okay.

57:06.750 --> 57:11.000
Let’s tell him to come to Tokyo again.

57:12.125 --> 57:13.791
Okay. Let’s.

57:13.916 --> 57:15.625
For sure?

57:19.875 --> 57:20.791
Hmm.

57:25.500 --> 57:28.000
Not sleepy?
-No.

57:30.041 --> 57:33.791
Shall we read something?
-No. You are tired.

57:37.541 --> 57:39.125
Let us.

58:05.000 --> 58:06.416
So…

58:07.375 --> 58:13.125
for four thousand years, the volcano had remained quiet.

58:14.291 --> 58:16.166
But recently,

58:16.625 --> 58:19.875
something inside it began to stir.

58:37.041 --> 58:38.666
Spic and span.

58:39.875 --> 58:42.666
Clean, clean, clean.

58:42.875 --> 58:45.875
Sparkling clean.

58:47.541 --> 58:49.000
Nice.

58:49.500 --> 58:51.500
Not bad.
-I know, I know, I know.

58:51.500 --> 58:52.875
Not bad.

58:53.166 --> 58:54.416
You are drenched.

58:54.625 --> 58:57.666
My bike broke down and it was pouring.

58:57.666 --> 59:01.291
Weren’t you supposed to go to the office only once a week?
-Yes.

59:01.291 --> 59:02.791
So then, how come today?

59:02.791 --> 59:07.500
It’s a complicated copy. It’s some report for
the comparative study of three pesticides.

59:07.500 --> 59:08.750
What’s for dinner?

59:09.416 --> 59:11.250
Pasta!

59:13.125 --> 59:15.125
Nice.

59:59.000 --> 01:00:00.666
Shall I help?
-No.

01:00:01.000 --> 01:00:01.916
What should I chop?

01:00:16.250 --> 01:00:23.375
Why do you have so much energy at this time of the day?
-“I have the power!”

01:01:02.750 --> 01:01:04.375
I need money.

01:01:05.500 --> 01:01:06.666
A lot of it.

01:01:08.625 --> 01:01:10.000
A lot of it.

01:01:15.000 --> 01:01:19.125
I have to return all the money
I borrowed through my mum’s treatment.

01:01:19.375 --> 01:01:23.166
I have to return money to relatives.
I have to repay the loan.

01:01:23.166 --> 01:01:26.375
Okay.
-It’s a lot.

01:01:26.375 --> 01:01:30.750
Okay, okay. Calm down.

01:01:32.791 --> 01:01:36.500
I can understand the stress. But…

01:01:36.500 --> 01:01:39.625
There’s no need to panic. We’ll manage somehow.

01:01:39.625 --> 01:01:44.750
This is the last thought on my mind when
I go to sleep and the first when I wake up.

01:01:45.500 --> 01:01:50.166
We’ll figure it out.
-How?

01:01:53.541 --> 01:01:58.666
There’s always a way.
Money isn’t worth thinking about so much.

01:02:09.750 --> 01:02:11.875
Let’s ask dad?

01:02:13.500 --> 01:02:14.041
Whom?

01:02:14.041 --> 01:02:18.875
It’s a negligible amount for your dad.
And we’ll return every penny. We will…

01:02:19.166 --> 01:02:20.500
What?

01:02:20.875 --> 01:02:24.375
You know how much I despise that man.

01:02:24.375 --> 01:02:29.000
You have a right to that money.
Why should we have to beg for it elsewhere?

01:02:29.625 --> 01:02:33.166
Why can’t we find a way on our own?

01:02:34.000 --> 01:02:38.500
How are we going to do that?
Please tell me. I’m all ears.

01:02:39.625 --> 01:02:43.750
What do we do?
-How can I come up with an instant solution just like that?

01:02:45.375 --> 01:02:47.500
But there is always a way.

01:02:47.875 --> 01:02:50.125
Like there was with your funding?

01:03:06.125 --> 01:03:12.541
I pay the rent. I pay all the bills.
I pay the maid. I cover most of the household expenses.

01:03:12.541 --> 01:03:14.750
I am translating anything that comes my way.

01:03:15.875 --> 01:03:18.416
I have no relief.

01:03:18.416 --> 01:03:26.625
I’m sick of negotiating, of begging people to pay me
40 paise per word instead of 25; if not 40, 35 at least.

01:03:36.375 --> 01:03:38.375
How do you manage your expenses?

01:03:38.666 --> 01:03:40.750
The eating and drinking out? Petrol?

01:03:41.500 --> 01:03:46.250
Mom sends some money each month. Very little.

01:03:47.666 --> 01:03:53.916
You won’t even have to meet him.
Please, please, please…please!

01:03:54.666 --> 01:03:59.666
I promise I’ll repay him as soon as possible. I swear.
-No.

01:04:07.250 --> 01:04:08.875
Okay.

01:04:23.625 --> 01:04:26.000
We’ll figure it out.

01:04:36.125 --> 01:04:38.791
Are you ready?

01:04:42.291 --> 01:04:44.000
Take the card on top.

01:04:45.625 --> 01:04:48.750
Look closely. Memorize it.
-Done.

01:04:48.791 --> 01:04:51.500
Now fold it. Give that to me.

01:04:51.625 --> 01:04:52.875
Hey, hold on to this.

01:04:54.791 --> 01:04:56.000
Give the card back.
-Oh, I have to give it back?

01:04:56.000 --> 01:04:57.750
Obviously. I’m not looking at it.

01:04:58.375 --> 01:05:03.000
Come here. Are you eating something?
-Not at the moment, no.

01:05:03.125 --> 01:05:05.250
Open your mouth?

01:05:07.916 --> 01:05:10.750
Now I am going to reveal to you what the card was.
-Yes.

01:05:14.125 --> 01:05:19.041
It was not a card with a digit.
-That’s right.

01:05:19.041 --> 01:05:21.125
And it was a red coloured card.

01:05:23.875 --> 01:05:26.625
It was a card of hearts.

01:05:28.541 --> 01:05:32.875
And it was a king!
-Where’s the proof?

01:05:33.166 --> 01:05:36.125
It’s right here.
Open your mouth, please.

01:05:37.125 --> 01:05:38.250
Open?

01:05:43.625 --> 01:05:47.916
The pizza is here.
-Guys, listen! I am not done with the tricks yet.

01:05:48.791 --> 01:05:51.375
No, please! Siddhu, listen…

01:06:15.041 --> 01:06:17.041
You okay?

01:06:41.666 --> 01:06:43.666
What’s going on?

01:06:54.541 --> 01:06:56.291
Mount Everest.
-Village.

01:06:57.916 --> 01:06:59.541
Bonfire?
-Tree?

01:06:59.625 --> 01:07:01.375
Tribals.

01:07:01.625 --> 01:07:02.750
Warli painting.

01:07:02.750 --> 01:07:04.875
A triangle?
-Evolution!

01:07:05.000 --> 01:07:14.000
Five, four, three, two, one! Time up!
Your time’s up! You lose! It’s over. It’s done.

01:07:14.125 --> 01:07:15.500
What was the word?

01:07:15.541 --> 01:07:16.625
It’s Africa!

01:07:19.791 --> 01:07:23.541
How is this Africa?
You’ve drawn everything except Africa.

01:07:23.666 --> 01:07:26.166
These are the pyramids right here.
These are people dancing.

01:07:28.916 --> 01:07:34.000
Sit down. You need a break.
You need to rest for ten minutes.

01:07:34.500 --> 01:07:37.750
Why didn’t you just draw the map of Africa.
It’s basic. Everyone knows that much.

01:07:37.875 --> 01:07:44.000
That’s so basic. Isn’t it so basic?
What does your T-shirt say?

01:07:44.000 --> 01:07:46.375
Paraguay.
-Paraguay.

01:07:46.375 --> 01:07:49.250
Paraguay.
Betty, put on the world map, will you?

01:07:52.875 --> 01:07:55.000
Enough now, you guys lost.
-Here is the world map.

01:07:55.000 --> 01:07:57.250
Where is it then? Paraguay?

01:07:58.250 --> 01:07:59.250
Look for it.

01:07:59.625 --> 01:08:03.750
Why don’t you show us?
-These two are playing their own game.

01:08:04.750 --> 01:08:06.416
Come on, tell us. Where is Paraguay?

01:08:08.750 --> 01:08:11.041
Exactly where it was yesterday.

01:08:12.166 --> 01:08:15.375
No, no. This isn’t time for your comedy. Show us.

01:08:15.375 --> 01:08:19.166
Let it be. Who gives a shit about Paraguay?

01:08:19.166 --> 01:08:22.500
Come on. It’s so basic.
Why don’t you Google it?

01:08:22.666 --> 01:08:26.375
Do you want to? Paraguay?
Okay, okay. Okay.

01:08:26.375 --> 01:08:29.250
Tell me, is it a country or a city?

01:08:31.916 --> 01:08:36.375
A country…?
-Yes, ‘a country’ question mark? Or ‘a country’ full stop?

01:08:36.375 --> 01:08:38.500
Come on!

01:08:39.041 --> 01:08:46.166
Okay, guys enough. Enough, enough.
It’s the capital of Argentina. Got it? That’s it. Done.

01:08:46.625 --> 01:08:48.625
I had forgotten.
-It’s okay!

01:08:49.000 --> 01:08:51.000
It can happen.
-Of course, it can happen.

01:08:52.500 --> 01:08:55.625
It’s not! It’s not the capital of Argentina!

01:08:57.875 --> 01:08:59.250
Just say you don’t know. What’s the problem?

01:08:59.250 --> 01:09:01.000
If you don’t know, you don’t know. So, what?

01:09:01.500 --> 01:09:05.125
Okay, okay. Last question guys.

01:09:06.000 --> 01:09:09.000
What language do they speak in Paraguay?

01:09:09.125 --> 01:09:09.916
Go for it.

01:09:10.375 --> 01:09:17.125
Mexican? Italian? Adriatic? Or Spanish?

01:09:17.125 --> 01:09:19.291
Or none of the above.

01:09:20.625 --> 01:09:25.416
Go for Phone-A-Friend. Call your dad.

01:09:26.625 --> 01:09:27.625
Sorry.

01:09:27.750 --> 01:09:33.041
Okay, okay, silence.
So which language do they speak in over there?

01:09:41.250 --> 01:09:44.041
What was the third option?
-What was it indeed?

01:09:45.041 --> 01:09:48.125
I think it was ‘Adriatic’.
-Adriatic.

01:09:50.500 --> 01:09:54.541
Adriatic is a sea.

01:10:10.250 --> 01:10:10.875
Bye.
-Bye.

01:10:11.000 --> 01:10:12.625
Take care.
-Bye, Betty!

01:10:16.000 --> 01:10:16.875
Hey, bye.
-Bye.

01:10:17.000 --> 01:10:18.250
Take care.
-Yes.

01:10:18.375 --> 01:10:20.875
See you.

01:10:22.500 --> 01:10:25.541
Let’s go, guys.
- Let’s go.

01:10:26.666 --> 01:10:28.041
The keys?

01:10:28.416 --> 01:10:31.125
See you on the new year’s eve. Bye.

01:10:32.250 --> 01:10:36.041
Do you have them?
Let’s go.

01:10:39.416 --> 01:10:41.041
Come on.

01:10:44.875 --> 01:10:46.500
What happened?

01:10:48.125 --> 01:10:49.916
Was there news about the funding?

01:10:52.625 --> 01:10:56.666
Okay, come on. Get in the car.
We’ll go home and talk. Let’s go.

01:11:15.375 --> 01:11:19.916
How can you treat me like this?

01:11:26.000 --> 01:11:28.541
Such hatred?

01:11:32.750 --> 01:11:34.416
This much?

01:11:45.125 --> 01:11:47.041
So, the entire car is made here?

01:11:47.291 --> 01:11:49.125
Most of its interior parts are.

01:11:49.291 --> 01:11:54.375
Different auto components are made here in the press shop.
We weld them together and send them to the company.

01:11:54.625 --> 01:11:57.000
The final assembly happens in the respective companies.

01:11:58.500 --> 01:12:01.000
It’s Sunday today.
-So?

01:12:01.000 --> 01:12:03.500
I thought you called because it was a holiday.

01:12:04.625 --> 01:12:07.250
Can’t I wish to meet you on a working day?

01:12:09.125 --> 01:12:11.666
How is work?
-Great.

01:12:11.666 --> 01:12:15.250
Good. So where are you opening the first studio?
-Good morning, Sir!

01:12:16.125 --> 01:12:19.250
Thank you for not calling it a gym.

01:12:20.250 --> 01:12:24.000
Where do I come for the opening then? When is it?
-Calm down. I’m not there yet.

01:12:24.791 --> 01:12:27.916
You must have ordered the equipment by now, right?
Have you secured the space?

01:12:28.041 --> 01:12:32.000
I have a couple of options in mind.
But I haven’t confirmed anything in person yet.

01:12:32.500 --> 01:12:35.416
As long as the money is sorted,
everything else falls into place.

01:12:35.416 --> 01:12:38.250
It is as good as done.

01:12:39.041 --> 01:12:40.750
Where is the finance coming from finally?

01:12:41.250 --> 01:12:50.375
There are a couple of people. It’s all happening.
Let’s see. It’ll happen. Consider it done!

01:12:53.166 --> 01:12:56.750
What if it doesn’t work?
-What?

01:12:57.666 --> 01:12:59.541
What if the plan doesn’t work out?

01:13:00.916 --> 01:13:03.250
I don’t have the option to fail.

01:13:04.291 --> 01:13:07.166
Why not?
-I just don’t.

01:13:07.625 --> 01:13:09.750
Everyone has the option to fail.

01:13:10.416 --> 01:13:15.875
If you realize that things are not working out despite
trying your level best, it’s okay to give up, you know.

01:13:16.375 --> 01:13:18.500
That’s not a possibility for me.

01:13:18.875 --> 01:13:22.666
Have you called me here to convince me to give up?
-What’s wrong with giving up?

01:13:23.125 --> 01:13:28.000
Why must every single person have a success story of some kind?
-They must.

01:13:28.541 --> 01:13:30.416
Why?
-Because they must.

01:13:33.125 --> 01:13:34.625
But why?

01:13:36.125 --> 01:13:38.375
I don’t have an explanation.

01:13:38.625 --> 01:13:41.666
No, that’s not okay. If you think everyone must have
a success story, you have to be able to say why.

01:13:41.791 --> 01:13:45.791
Anything can be made to seem sensible
if you say it at gunpoint like this.

01:13:46.916 --> 01:13:49.875
So, what I am saying does seem sensible to you?

01:13:52.500 --> 01:13:54.250
Leave me alone.

01:14:09.500 --> 01:14:13.375
What is the problem?
Your father is a diamond merchant.

01:14:13.750 --> 01:14:18.166
At least four more generations in your family need not work at all.
Why bother then?

01:14:18.666 --> 01:14:21.875
Do you only work to be able to make money?

01:14:24.291 --> 01:14:29.666
Absolutely not. But I know why I work.
I’m asking you why you do.

01:14:36.000 --> 01:14:38.291
I want to prove a point.

01:14:39.500 --> 01:14:41.041
To whom?

01:14:44.625 --> 01:14:46.500
No one.

01:15:16.625 --> 01:15:18.750
Thank you very much.

01:15:27.166 --> 01:15:29.125
How’s work?

01:15:32.000 --> 01:15:37.375
Could you please take the Octopus?
I won’t be able to eat it.

01:15:38.041 --> 01:15:39.666
Give it to me.

01:15:44.166 --> 01:15:47.416
Work?
-All good.

01:15:48.875 --> 01:15:53.625
It was tough initially but this year our company
has released two new games into the international market.

01:15:55.041 --> 01:15:57.625
How come you turned to video games?

01:15:57.625 --> 01:16:01.541
Once I stopped trying to prove
a point to anybody else, it found me.

01:16:05.416 --> 01:16:07.625
And how was the meeting you came here for?

01:16:07.625 --> 01:16:09.291
Not bad.

01:16:10.375 --> 01:16:14.666
They’ve agreed to let us use
the new software they’ve developed.

01:16:15.166 --> 01:16:17.500
Congratulations.

01:16:20.250 --> 01:16:22.166
Could you please also take the Shrimp?

01:16:24.041 --> 01:16:25.875
Sure.

01:16:36.291 --> 01:16:38.666
I don’t want to come in between the two of you.

01:16:40.500 --> 01:16:42.125
What should I do?

01:16:44.875 --> 01:16:46.875
It hasn’t been easy for her.

01:16:47.500 --> 01:16:51.291
She has taken a lot of
time and effort to build her world.

01:16:52.041 --> 01:16:57.000
Now, Haru-san, Nori-san, Kartu and
I together make her whole.

01:16:57.541 --> 01:17:00.166
So, you’re not going to be able to pick and choose.

01:17:00.666 --> 01:17:03.666
‘I’ll take the Tuna but not the Octopus.’

01:17:04.041 --> 01:17:07.125
‘The Salmon is okay but not the Shrimp.’

01:17:07.541 --> 01:17:11.375
Not possible. Okay?

01:17:36.041 --> 01:17:41.750
I’m taking all the papers.
You know our bank manager?

01:17:41.750 --> 01:17:44.375
Banerjee?
-Banerjee, yes.

01:17:44.375 --> 01:17:47.000
He said that the meeting is just a formality.

01:17:48.250 --> 01:17:50.541
The loan should come through.

01:17:55.416 --> 01:17:57.250
Consider it done.

01:18:08.791 --> 01:18:12.916
Let’s buy a new laptop tomorrow.
A brand new one.

01:18:18.125 --> 01:18:22.125
Hey…Hey!

01:18:26.375 --> 01:18:28.291
Shall we celebrate today?

01:18:28.625 --> 01:18:31.041
Fuji-san. Noon.

01:18:41.750 --> 01:18:43.375
Yes.

01:21:24.875 --> 01:21:27.541
Yes, Vismay?

01:21:31.875 --> 01:21:40.916
We have to take care of this plaster for six weeks.
Make sure it doesn’t get wet.

01:21:51.916 --> 01:21:57.500
His arm is fractured. But the doctor has said there’s
nothing to worry about. It should be better soon.

01:21:58.250 --> 01:22:00.250
The bank manager was being uncooperative.

01:22:00.250 --> 01:22:03.000
So, he lost his temper and
smashed his glass table with his own hand.

01:22:03.000 --> 01:22:05.916
Please don’t say anything to him right now.
We’ll talk to him later.

01:22:05.916 --> 01:22:09.625
What sense does it make, if in a fit of rage,
you end up causing harm to yourself?

01:23:24.166 --> 01:23:26.625
Kartu?

01:23:53.250 --> 01:23:55.375
Hey, champ.

01:24:03.000 --> 01:24:06.500
If you had to leave so soon,
why did you even bother coming back?

01:24:29.000 --> 01:24:31.666
Vismay…
-Not okay.

01:24:34.541 --> 01:24:40.625
Once you let him into Kartu’s life, every decision
from that point on, will have to be Kartu’s own.

01:24:52.416 --> 01:24:54.750
I’ve known Kartu since he was born.

01:24:56.000 --> 01:24:59.875
I’ve brought him up along with you.

01:25:00.791 --> 01:25:03.250
Whatever you decide,

01:25:04.916 --> 01:25:07.625
I cannot walk away from Kartu’s life.

01:25:09.875 --> 01:25:12.750
I mean, I refuse.

01:25:19.291 --> 01:25:24.666
He is as much my son as he is the two of yours.

01:25:44.166 --> 01:25:45.916
Hey, hi!

01:25:46.791 --> 01:25:50.875
How cheap can you be!
You know how much it bothers me, don’t you?

01:25:50.875 --> 01:25:55.125
You know how much I can’t stand it!
You know it! You know!

01:25:55.125 --> 01:25:55.750
Hey, control yourself!

01:25:55.750 --> 01:25:57.791
You! Don’t interfere! This has nothing to do with you!

01:25:57.791 --> 01:25:57.875
Hey, you. Do not interfere.

01:25:58.000 --> 01:26:02.416
Wasn’t I clear enough? What part did you not understand?
-Hey! Hey, stop!

01:26:02.625 --> 01:26:06.125
I told you clearly! Don’t you understand?

01:26:06.291 --> 01:26:10.375
Shut up! Let me go. Leave me be!

01:26:10.791 --> 01:26:13.875
Don’t you get it? Don’t you get it?

01:26:34.250 --> 01:26:37.541
Sorry.
-Sorry.

01:26:47.500 --> 01:26:53.250
Is it such a problem for you to see my side of things?

01:26:58.375 --> 01:27:02.791
And then you have the audacity to tell my Dad
to not tell me about the money you borrowed from him.

01:27:03.250 --> 01:27:07.000
He didn’t listen to me, did he?
-Mom told me.

01:27:11.375 --> 01:27:14.250
Did you try to see my side of things?

01:27:15.125 --> 01:27:18.625
Did you even notice me working my ass off?

01:27:21.916 --> 01:27:27.625
It’s so humiliating to constantly have to take on substandard work.

01:27:32.041 --> 01:27:35.750
Do you even understand the concept of money?

01:27:42.291 --> 01:27:46.916
People spend their whole lives trying to make money and still…
-Oh, shut your trap!

01:27:53.000 --> 01:27:54.625
Enough.

01:27:57.375 --> 01:28:00.875
Let’s put an end to this. It’s not working.

01:28:27.875 --> 01:28:30.375
Okay. Let’s stop.

01:28:47.041 --> 01:28:49.875
What do you do when you get angry?

01:28:50.500 --> 01:28:52.375
I never get angry.

01:28:52.375 --> 01:28:53.791
Shut up.

01:28:55.500 --> 01:28:56.750
I don’t. Really.

01:28:56.875 --> 01:29:01.250
Nothing makes you angry?
-Nope. Ask anyone.

01:29:01.875 --> 01:29:06.416
Ever since I was a baby, I just don’t get angry.
-Liar!

01:29:09.000 --> 01:29:11.166
Go ahead. Try to make me lose my temper.

01:29:19.875 --> 01:29:23.250
To tell you the truth, whenever I get angry, I feel like crying.

01:29:25.125 --> 01:29:28.625
Even I cry sometimes.
-Really?

01:29:30.166 --> 01:29:33.875
To tell you the truth, I cry at the drop of a hat.

01:29:34.375 --> 01:29:38.375
I cry a lot. Ma says crying is good.

01:29:44.125 --> 01:29:47.041
Your Ma is right.

01:29:47.291 --> 01:29:51.041
What was Ma like back when you were friends?

01:29:52.875 --> 01:29:54.500
She was hardworking.

01:29:54.500 --> 01:29:56.125
And very funny.

01:29:59.125 --> 01:30:01.416
And she was a chatterbox.

01:30:01.416 --> 01:30:08.416
When she doesn’t have answers, she uses her hands a lot.
-Does she? How?

01:30:08.416 --> 01:30:10.250
Like this.

01:30:11.250 --> 01:30:13.500
Like this?
-Yes.

01:30:13.500 --> 01:30:16.000
Did she do that back then too?

01:30:16.500 --> 01:30:20.666
Maybe. I didn’t notice.

01:30:26.416 --> 01:30:30.125
How soon can I be discharged?

01:30:30.166 --> 01:30:34.250
Well, for now just take it slow and get lots of rest.

01:30:34.291 --> 01:30:38.000
My wife is alone at home, that’s why…

01:30:38.125 --> 01:30:44.916
If you stay calm and get your rest properly,
we could let you go by tomorrow afternoon.

01:30:45.041 --> 01:30:47.791
Please behave yourself!

01:30:48.166 --> 01:30:53.250
Luckily it was not a fracture, it is a contusion.

01:30:53.500 --> 01:30:55.250
Ah that’s a relief!

01:30:55.791 --> 01:30:57.500
He is a mischievous boy, this one.

01:30:57.625 --> 01:30:58.875
Now be a good boy!

01:30:58.916 --> 01:31:00.791
Be a good boy!

01:31:06.791 --> 01:31:08.375
Kartikeya?

01:31:09.750 --> 01:31:11.250
What’s going on?

01:31:11.375 --> 01:31:13.250
Are you trying to trick me?

01:31:13.750 --> 01:31:14.750
Listen…

01:31:15.750 --> 01:31:19.000
Is it okay if I don’t brush tonight?

01:31:22.500 --> 01:31:23.541
Okay.

01:31:23.791 --> 01:31:25.250
But you won’t tell her.

01:31:25.375 --> 01:31:27.750
You don’t tell her either.

01:31:37.750 --> 01:31:39.000
Hi.

01:31:43.375 --> 01:31:44.875
Everything is fine.

01:31:45.250 --> 01:31:47.541
I locked up at the shop and handed the key to Nori-san.

01:31:47.666 --> 01:31:51.791
We had dinner on the way home. And Kartu is fast asleep.

01:31:53.916 --> 01:31:57.375
Have you put your phone for charging?
-Yes.

01:32:03.125 --> 01:32:05.541
I don’t know how I would have managed today if it weren’t for you.

01:32:06.041 --> 01:32:07.416
It’s not such a big deal.

01:32:07.875 --> 01:32:09.625
Give me a minute, please?

01:32:10.250 --> 01:32:13.291
I’ve made milkshake.
-Milkshake?

01:32:20.500 --> 01:32:22.375
Kartu makes for the best company.

01:32:23.666 --> 01:32:25.000
We’ve been getting along well.

01:32:25.541 --> 01:32:28.791
Really?
-Yes, really.

01:32:45.375 --> 01:32:48.625
Are you going to tell him?

01:32:49.250 --> 01:32:51.500
He needs to know.

01:32:57.625 --> 01:33:08.625
I remember when Kartu and I
went for our first walk together.

01:33:09.625 --> 01:33:13.041
That tiny little palm gripping mine.

01:33:14.500 --> 01:33:19.041
My heart melted.

01:33:19.625 --> 01:33:26.791
That’s when I thought for the first time,
I might be able to love unconditionally.

01:33:27.500 --> 01:33:34.041
Kartu gave me this car because I’m in the hospital.
He said, “Haru-san, you shouldn’t feel alone.”

01:33:36.916 --> 01:33:41.666
You can see he loves the boy already.

01:33:41.666 --> 01:33:46.250
If it is so obvious, why can’t he see it?

01:33:46.250 --> 01:33:49.500
May be he is scared.

01:33:50.750 --> 01:33:57.250
Some people don’t see
things on their own.

01:33:58.250 --> 01:34:01.791
They’ve to be shown.

01:34:19.375 --> 01:34:20.750
Kartikeya…

01:34:21.041 --> 01:34:22.500
It’s very late now.

01:34:23.166 --> 01:34:27.666
I’m switching off the lights.
You need to sleep now. Okay?

01:34:33.541 --> 01:34:35.125
Come here.

01:34:38.250 --> 01:34:39.500
What is it?

01:34:41.000 --> 01:34:43.041
Listen…
-Hmmm.

01:34:43.500 --> 01:34:47.041
It would be okay if you called me Kartu now.

01:35:34.916 --> 01:35:36.500
Five minutes. I Promise.

01:35:36.625 --> 01:35:37.750
Okay.
-Okay.

01:35:50.166 --> 01:35:55.625
Chef special Chicken Afghani and Baigun Bhaja
will be ready in an hour. Just one hour.

01:35:56.250 --> 01:35:58.000
Have you diced the onion?
-Yes.

01:35:58.375 --> 01:35:59.291
Where is it?

01:36:00.416 --> 01:36:02.291
Inside.

01:36:02.541 --> 01:36:04.250
Inside where?

01:36:05.125 --> 01:36:08.166
On the kitchen counter.
-Where on the kitchen counter?

01:36:09.000 --> 01:36:12.625
It’s right there. Just look.
-Okay!

01:36:12.625 --> 01:36:14.125
I’ll just have a quick shower.

01:36:15.666 --> 01:36:18.625
No, no. Just cancel it then.

01:36:18.791 --> 01:36:22.375
Yes, cancel it and refund the money.

01:36:22.375 --> 01:36:23.625
Yes, okay.

01:36:28.000 --> 01:36:30.416
Who was that?
-Leave it.

01:36:31.041 --> 01:36:32.375
Come on.

01:36:32.750 --> 01:36:34.666
What did you want a refund for?

01:36:36.416 --> 01:36:38.000
For the cake.

01:36:39.875 --> 01:36:42.125
Our cake?
-Hmm.

01:36:42.125 --> 01:36:44.125
Sorry?
-Yes.

01:36:44.125 --> 01:36:47.250
Why?
-They didn’t have a baked one.

01:36:47.541 --> 01:36:49.500
Come on.

01:36:52.000 --> 01:36:55.375
I pre-ordered it day before yesterday.
Why do they accept orders if they can’t deliver?

01:36:55.750 --> 01:36:57.250
Look here. Which one?

01:36:58.125 --> 01:37:01.166
So, which one have you ordered now?
-No cake.

01:37:05.250 --> 01:37:07.125
What do you mean no cake?

01:37:09.291 --> 01:37:11.916
I mean I haven’t ordered any cake instead.

01:37:14.625 --> 01:37:17.250
So, there’s no cake coming?
-No.

01:37:19.750 --> 01:37:21.375
So, what are we going to cut then?

01:37:22.416 --> 01:37:24.416
We can cut the chicken.

01:37:24.625 --> 01:37:27.750
I hate those disgusting gelatin cakes.

01:37:33.041 --> 01:37:37.250
You could have checked with me once.
-It’s fine. Just let it go.

01:37:37.250 --> 01:37:39.250
I wouldn’t have minded a gelatin cake.

01:37:40.125 --> 01:37:44.416
You don’t even eat cake. I don’t know why you’re whining.
-I wanted one today.

01:37:45.166 --> 01:37:48.500
Today may not be important to you, but I’m excited about it.

01:37:49.125 --> 01:37:51.416
Oh, please. What is this mood?

01:37:51.625 --> 01:37:56.625
‘My cake’. ‘I like it’. ‘I don’t want it’.
So selfish.

01:37:56.625 --> 01:37:59.750
You don’t give a rat’s ass about the other person.
-No, I don’t.

01:37:59.750 --> 01:38:04.750
Exactly. You don’t. The other person doesn’t matter.

01:38:05.500 --> 01:38:09.750
It doesn’t concern you. You don’t even notice.

01:38:10.625 --> 01:38:16.875
You don’t want to listen to the other person at all.
Everything has to centre around I, me, myself.

01:38:17.125 --> 01:38:20.375
Who cares about anyone else? They’re empty-headed.

01:38:21.625 --> 01:38:23.375
They’re too dumb to care about.

01:38:23.375 --> 01:38:26.791
And what about you?
“I’m such a victim”. “No one listens to me.”

01:38:26.875 --> 01:38:31.250
“Nothing ever works out for me.” “My Dad is this; my Dad is that.”
“My Mom is this...”

01:38:31.375 --> 01:38:33.500
But you still want to drive your Dad’s car!

01:38:36.041 --> 01:38:38.416
What had I asked you to do with the onions?

01:38:40.125 --> 01:38:41.500
What?

01:38:43.125 --> 01:38:44.625
The onion.

01:38:46.000 --> 01:38:49.625
When I said I’d cook chicken,
what had I asked you to do with the onions?

01:38:49.875 --> 01:38:51.666
What did you ask for? You said dice them.

01:38:51.791 --> 01:38:55.125
Did I ask you to slice it or chop it?

01:38:56.500 --> 01:38:58.500
Oh, did you specify?

01:38:59.250 --> 01:39:02.541
I had clearly asked you to slice the onions.

01:39:04.875 --> 01:39:09.375
Okay, maybe you did.
-Not, not maybe. I had asked you to slice the onions.

01:39:09.375 --> 01:39:10.875
Okay, fine.

01:39:12.125 --> 01:39:13.750
Why didn’t you listen to me?

01:39:14.625 --> 01:39:16.666
What have I done then?
-Look at what you have done.

01:39:16.666 --> 01:39:19.750
You have chopped it. You have chopped it.

01:39:19.750 --> 01:39:24.000
How does it matter? It was whole and now it isn’t.

01:39:28.125 --> 01:39:29.541
Seriously?

01:39:31.541 --> 01:39:34.625
You have no respect for me.
-What did you say?

01:39:34.625 --> 01:39:41.416
If you want me to hear, you’re going to have to speak louder.
-You do not respect me!

01:39:43.625 --> 01:39:49.375
Why? Because I didn’t cut the onion the way you wanted?
-Yes.

01:39:52.750 --> 01:39:58.666
Okay. Next time, I’ll make sure it is chopped.
-Not chopped, sliced!

01:40:10.916 --> 01:40:13.625
Okay, sliced.

01:40:23.000 --> 01:40:25.500
Happy second anniversary.

01:40:31.625 --> 01:40:36.375
Let’s not talk about onions anymore.

01:40:39.875 --> 01:40:45.750
Systematic desensitization.

01:40:45.750 --> 01:40:47.250
What?

01:40:50.916 --> 01:40:58.250
This…this thing that you do to me.

01:40:58.250 --> 01:41:05.250
It is systematic desensitization.
-Don’t throw nonsensical jargon from Instagram at me.

01:41:05.250 --> 01:41:08.250
Ignore anything the other person ever says or asks for.

01:41:11.166 --> 01:41:16.916
Until they start to believe they’re unworthy.

01:41:17.750 --> 01:41:20.750
That they don’t deserve to be treated well.

01:41:20.875 --> 01:41:23.250
If that’s the case, why don’t you leave me.

01:41:23.500 --> 01:41:29.125
Get up, come on. Leave me and go.
We’re not bound to each other. Come on, get up. Leave.

01:41:29.250 --> 01:41:32.500
Go, get going now.
Go!

01:41:35.750 --> 01:41:40.000
As depressing as it is to be with you, it is more depressing to be alone.

01:41:41.000 --> 01:41:45.000
Whose problem is that?
-It’s mine!

01:41:52.250 --> 01:41:59.125
It is my problem. So then? Yes, it is my problem.

01:42:02.875 --> 01:42:06.000
Why should I respect you?

01:42:13.875 --> 01:42:16.791
‘Why’?
-Yes. Why?

01:42:18.250 --> 01:42:21.250
What about you is worth taking seriously?

01:42:27.666 --> 01:42:30.000
Is there nothing?
-What is?

01:42:34.541 --> 01:42:38.791
Do you not get anything from me?
-What do I get?

01:42:40.250 --> 01:42:43.166
How much more will you take?

01:42:47.791 --> 01:42:50.750
How much more?

01:42:51.500 --> 01:42:54.750
I feel empty.

01:42:57.291 --> 01:43:00.875
I can only give if I’m left with anything.

01:43:08.625 --> 01:43:10.750
Don’t be in a hurry.

01:43:11.291 --> 01:43:13.500
Think about it carefully and seriously.

01:43:15.250 --> 01:43:19.166
What do I get from you?

01:43:21.041 --> 01:43:25.125
You’re constantly cursing your Dad.
He gave me money, at least.

01:43:25.750 --> 01:43:28.125
He asked about my wellbeing.

01:43:28.416 --> 01:43:32.875
When have you ever supported me with anything?
-Do the two of you talk behind my back?

01:43:34.250 --> 01:43:38.625
He asked me if the pressure from the loan is any less.

01:43:39.750 --> 01:43:41.541
Did it occur to you to ask?

01:43:49.625 --> 01:43:52.250
Return the money you borrowed.

01:43:55.000 --> 01:43:57.250
How does it concern you?

01:44:07.125 --> 01:44:09.125
Where’s your phone?

01:44:10.416 --> 01:44:15.041
What?
-Transfer the money to me right now.

01:44:16.125 --> 01:44:17.625
What are you doing?

01:44:19.500 --> 01:44:21.541
Return the money.
-My phone isn’t in there.

01:44:22.875 --> 01:44:24.625
What did you do with the money?

01:44:24.875 --> 01:44:28.541
What do you mean?
I returned it to the people I had borrowed money from.

01:44:29.625 --> 01:44:31.791
All of it?
-Most of it.

01:44:32.125 --> 01:44:35.625
And the rest?
-It’s in the bank.

01:44:36.875 --> 01:44:38.875
Where is your phone?

01:44:41.875 --> 01:44:45.750
Where is it? Where have you kept your phone?
-I won’t give it to you!

01:44:46.166 --> 01:44:50.541
Return the money. Return it.
-I do plan to return it. But to your Dad.

01:44:50.541 --> 01:44:52.250
What is my Dad to you even?

01:44:52.250 --> 01:44:54.666
If we’re not going to be together,
what is my Dad to you?

01:44:54.791 --> 01:44:58.916
Oh, I see. So now we’re not going to be together, are we?
-Just return the bloody money!

01:45:10.125 --> 01:45:11.666
I won’t return it.

01:45:12.416 --> 01:45:17.916
Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.
Let’s see what you do.

01:45:30.625 --> 01:45:31.916
Give me your phone.

01:45:35.000 --> 01:45:36.625
Give me your phone.

01:45:36.875 --> 01:45:38.625
Give me your phone.
-Let me go.

01:45:38.750 --> 01:45:39.750
Give me the phone.
-No, I won’t.

01:45:39.875 --> 01:45:42.750
Give it to me.
-No!

01:45:42.875 --> 01:45:47.250
Give me the phone. Give it.
Give the phone.

01:45:50.291 --> 01:45:52.500
What is the password?
-Not going to tell you.

01:45:53.500 --> 01:45:57.166
What’s the password? Tell me the password.
-No. Never.

01:45:57.375 --> 01:45:59.625
Give me the password.
-I am not going to. Don’t you get it?

01:45:59.666 --> 01:46:01.375
Tell me the password.
-No!

01:46:04.000 --> 01:46:06.750
Tell me the password. Tell me the password now.
-Put down my laptop.

01:46:06.875 --> 01:46:09.125
Tell me the password.
-Put down my laptop, please.

01:46:09.375 --> 01:46:11.000
Password.
-Please put down the laptop.

01:46:11.375 --> 01:46:12.750
Tell me the password.
-Put down my laptop first.

01:46:12.875 --> 01:46:14.750
Tell me the password!
-Put down my laptop.

01:46:15.250 --> 01:46:16.875
Password.
-Put the laptop down!

01:46:17.000 --> 01:46:22.666
Give me the password. One last time.
-Put down my laptop!

01:46:22.875 --> 01:46:24.916
Just give me the password.

01:46:32.791 --> 01:46:35.166
I am asking you the last time.
-Put the laptop away first.

01:46:35.625 --> 01:46:39.916
Password.
-Put the laptop down. Put it down please.

01:46:40.041 --> 01:46:41.000
Put it…

01:47:19.875 --> 01:47:22.125
You are a curse.

01:47:25.125 --> 01:47:29.416
Nothing can remain alive near you.

01:47:33.291 --> 01:47:37.125
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
Where are you going?

01:47:37.125 --> 01:47:39.791
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
-Leave me, let me go.

01:47:39.916 --> 01:47:45.375
I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.
-Let me go. Let go!

01:47:45.875 --> 01:47:48.000
I’m sorry.
-Leave me.

01:47:48.125 --> 01:47:53.000
You promised you would never leave me.
Please!

01:49:00.750 --> 01:49:02.125
He’s asleep.

01:49:02.250 --> 01:49:04.625
I’m almost done.
-Okay.

01:49:11.500 --> 01:49:16.375
If I came back in a year, would Kartu recognize me?
-Of course. Why wouldn’t he?

01:49:16.750 --> 01:49:20.541
Actually, one year is a long time for a seven year old.

01:49:28.750 --> 01:49:31.166
Why do you want to meet him again?

01:49:33.791 --> 01:49:37.041
Why did you come looking for me the other day then?

01:49:38.291 --> 01:49:42.250
I’m starving. Can we start?

01:50:01.291 --> 01:50:03.041
Vismay is a good guy.

01:50:03.541 --> 01:50:06.250
It’s not as easy as it looks.

01:50:13.416 --> 01:50:14.750
What?

01:50:14.750 --> 01:50:19.041
I want the best for you. Do you not find that believable?

01:50:24.000 --> 01:50:25.625
I do.

01:50:29.000 --> 01:50:31.000
I honestly do.

01:50:32.916 --> 01:50:35.125
When did we stop listening to each other?

01:50:36.000 --> 01:50:37.791
I don’t remember.

01:50:38.666 --> 01:50:42.166
How is it going to help to remember?

01:50:49.000 --> 01:50:51.916
Everyone and their mother-in-law did a
post mortem of our relationship after you left.

01:50:51.916 --> 01:50:54.500
Oh, God!

01:50:56.750 --> 01:51:00.416
People acquire exceptional clarity when
they are analysing other people’s relationships.

01:51:05.000 --> 01:51:09.125
How can the very thing one fell in love with,
become so frustrating afterwards?

01:51:11.625 --> 01:51:14.875
We lived under the same roof
but led two very different lives.

01:51:18.041 --> 01:51:21.375
And they overlapped less and less.

01:53:07.666 --> 01:53:08.625
Hi!

01:53:11.416 --> 01:53:15.000
Please meet me once.
-No.

01:53:19.000 --> 01:53:22.250
I won’t ever force you to again.
-No.

01:53:23.125 --> 01:53:29.625
I promise.
-No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

01:53:30.625 --> 01:53:34.750
Please meet me. Just once. Please.
-No.

01:53:34.750 --> 01:53:36.750
Please.

01:53:44.000 --> 01:53:45.500
Fuji-san. Tomorrow.

01:53:46.375 --> 01:53:47.875
Okay.

01:54:16.500 --> 01:54:20.000
Hello? Hello. Hello!

01:54:29.250 --> 01:54:33.666
We were supposed to meet today. I waited for you.

01:54:33.666 --> 01:54:39.625
When will you leave me alone?

01:54:39.625 --> 01:54:43.625
I have something to tell you.
Please listen to me. Please listen…

01:54:44.125 --> 01:54:45.500
Please listen to me.

01:54:45.500 --> 01:54:52.875
Could you, once and for all…

01:54:53.875 --> 01:54:56.666
…once and for all, kindly go to hell?

01:54:56.791 --> 01:54:59.166
Hey! What’s the matter?

01:54:59.166 --> 01:55:01.375
I’m pregnant.

01:55:03.500 --> 01:55:04.916
I said I’m pregnant.

01:55:04.916 --> 01:55:09.625
Can’t you see? What are you some kind of moron?
-Hey!

01:55:09.625 --> 01:55:12.750
And I don’t want to have an abortion this time. Please!

01:55:16.625 --> 01:55:18.750
Hello! Can you hear me?

01:55:48.666 --> 01:55:51.000
This is what happens.

01:55:51.791 --> 01:55:55.041
It’s not enough to want to remember.

01:55:56.125 --> 01:55:59.916
What happens if both people
remember the same past differently?

01:56:01.250 --> 01:56:03.000
I know I behaved badly.

01:56:03.666 --> 01:56:07.625
Not a single day goes by when I don’t
regret my behaviour from that time.

01:56:10.625 --> 01:56:13.041
But the fact remains that not once did you
try and see the situation my point of view.

01:56:13.041 --> 01:56:14.750
I...
-No.

01:56:16.375 --> 01:56:18.625
I would share so many ideas
with you about my studio.

01:56:18.625 --> 01:56:25.625
And I could see it clearly in your eyes that
you had absolutely no confidence in me.

01:56:26.625 --> 01:56:29.125
What on earth was that idea even?

01:56:32.166 --> 01:56:37.375
Even you let it go, didn’t you?
-Sure, I did. I did. But that’s not the point.

01:56:37.375 --> 01:56:41.416
You could have said to me once, “You are capable.”

01:56:41.416 --> 01:56:44.625
“If not this, then something else. But you will
make something of yourself for sure.”

01:56:45.750 --> 01:56:50.875
But you…what was it you said?

01:56:52.875 --> 01:56:56.500
“What do I get from you?”

01:56:57.791 --> 01:57:02.875
And, “Why do you deserve to be respected?”

01:57:05.375 --> 01:57:09.625
Did you once say, “Sorry, you have a lot on your plate.
You’re carrying a very heavy burden.”

01:57:10.000 --> 01:57:14.375
How is that going to occur to anyone under so much pressure?
-And was I not under pressure?

01:57:16.041 --> 01:57:20.250
When you abandoned me and refused to associate with me in the end,
did you know what kind of a condition I was in?

01:57:21.000 --> 01:57:24.125
I don’t think you ever loved me.

01:57:24.791 --> 01:57:28.375
Actually, I think all you ever felt was hatred.

01:57:30.416 --> 01:57:36.000
Sometimes it’s hard to tell the difference between
extreme love and extreme hatred.

01:58:20.750 --> 01:58:22.250
You okay?

01:58:22.250 --> 01:58:25.625
So, the sleeping rule only applies to me alone?

01:58:25.625 --> 01:58:29.416
No.
-I don’t want to sleep.

01:58:30.000 --> 01:58:33.250
So, then what do you want to do?
What do you want to do?

01:58:33.250 --> 01:58:34.375
Dance.

01:58:35.500 --> 01:58:39.416
You want to dance?
Okay. Here we go.

01:58:41.500 --> 01:58:45.500
Which dance?
-Put me down first. How can I dance like this?

01:58:45.500 --> 01:58:50.166
Sure, you can. Sure, you can.
Yes, you can.

01:58:51.500 --> 01:58:55.291
My favourite song!
-Is it?

01:59:55.541 --> 01:59:57.666
Ma, this is a dormant volcano, right?

01:59:58.125 --> 01:59:59.416
Hmm.

01:59:59.416 --> 02:00:01.666
So, there is lava inside?

02:00:02.250 --> 02:00:04.125
Yes.

02:00:17.875 --> 02:00:19.625
We should leave.

02:00:20.625 --> 02:00:22.666
You have a flight to catch.

02:00:27.875 --> 02:00:29.125
Let’s stay for a bit.

02:00:30.000 --> 02:00:31.666
Just a little bit longer.
