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For those
who are truly righteous,
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He sometimes sends a refuge.
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The Wheelers
arranged all of this?
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Yeah, as soon as
they knew you might be staying.
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Isn't it incredible?
It's a full birthing suite.
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I'm going for a walk.
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Absolutely not.
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You need to rest.
Your baby needs to rest.
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Go to your room.
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Come on, come on.
We can make it.
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- It's right there.
- Get him!
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He's not fighting you!
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Stop it!
He's not fucking fighting you!
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I never gave up hope,
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and you never gave up hope,
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because we knew that
we would find each other again.
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June Osborne was apprehended
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by one of my teams
in No Man's Land.
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They don't want him.
Dump 'im.
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-No, no, no. No, we stay toge--
-What?
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No, no!
Where are you taking him? No!
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What's gonna happen to her?
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I'm going to
send Ezra to No Man's Land
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and have him
deal with her there.
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I want to go with Ezra.
Bear witness.
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Serena, what the fuck
are you doing?
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Just drive!
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-Where the fuck are we going?
-Just keep driving.
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Where? To Toronto? To Gilead?
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Is that what you're doing?
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So they can
fucking kill me there, Serena?
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What about Luke, Serena?
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What are those guys
gonna do to him?
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Fuck!
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Jesus Christ!
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Oh, God! Oh, shit!
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-I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
-You're fuckin' sorry?
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Fuck this!
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June.
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June, I'm not going
to shoot you.
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June, please. June!
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Jesus.
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Are you in fucking labor?
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Of course you are.
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Jesus Christ!
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Would you give this to me?
Waving it around.
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When did it start?
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-I don't know. A while ago.
-Okay.
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-Has your water broken?
-Mmm-hmm.
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Um, how far apart
are the contractions?
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Okay, close.
Do you have a phone?
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-No.
-Okay, get out.
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-Come on.
-What?
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Get out
of the fucking car, please.
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Oh, God. Why?
What are you gonna do?
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I'm gonna try
to get us out of here. Okay?
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Get you to a doctor.
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No.
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Yes, Serena. You're gonna
have to go to a hospital.
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No hospital.
They're gonna find me there.
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Who the fuck is gonna find you?
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Fuck!
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Oh, my God. Okay.
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All right.
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Who the fuck was that guy?
Who was that guy you shot?
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Who was he?
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Were you trying
to get away or something?
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Okay, all right.
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Ugh, fuck.
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Okay. Okay.
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Come with me.
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-We gotta get you inside.
-Where?
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We're gonna
take you to that barn.
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-A barn?
-Yes, a barn.
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-You have a better idea, Serena?
-No. No, no, no.
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-Yeah, I didn't think so.
-Okay, wait, wait.
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Just breathe. Okay.
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-There you go. There you go.
-Okay, okay.
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All right.
Maybe it'll have a manger, huh?
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Oh. Lovely.
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Okay.
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Thank you.
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I'm so sorry to be late.
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Fred needed some encouragement
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before his address
to the Council.
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You know how men can be.
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We understand completely.
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May I present to you
our new Handmaid, Offred.
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Blessed be the fruit.
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May the Lord open.
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This way.
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Push, push, push.
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Breathe, breathe, breathe.
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Push, push, push.
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Breathe, breathe, breathe.
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Blessed day, Mrs. Waterford.
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-Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
-Indeed. The most blessed.
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Breathe, breathe, breathe.
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Breathe. And push, push.
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Glory be His name.
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We have now reached
the most sacred part
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of the birthing process,
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the one in which God truly makes
His glorious presence known.
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This vessel of God is ready
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to bring the fruits of His love
into the world.
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Push.
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Breathe, breathe, breathe.
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But the Gates of Heaven
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do not open
without extraordinary effort.
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Do they, girls?
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We must beckon
this new soul forward.
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Support your sister
in her labors.
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Pray for her strength
and success.
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Breathe, breathe, breathe.
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And push, push, push.
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There! Breathe,
breathe, breathe.
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- And push! Push!
- Push.
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Breathe, breathe.
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Breathe, Serena.
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Come on, breathe.
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Breathe.
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There you go.
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Was that it?
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No.
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It's so cold.
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Yeah,
it's just gonna get colder.
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It can be like this
with the first one.
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I was in labor with Hannah
for 19 hours,
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and she almost broke my pelvis.
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Nichole was faster.
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Of course that time I was alone.
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I remember thinking
that if anything went wrong,
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we would die,
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and no one would even know.
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No one
would come looking for us.
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It would be like
we never existed.
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Okay.
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It's a big one. It's a big one.
I need you to breathe.
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- I can't.
- Good. Yes, you can.
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You can do this.
You have to do this, okay?
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-I can't.
-Yes, you can.
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Yes, you can. Breathe, Serena.
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There you go.
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Okay, I need to check something.
All right?
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-Check what?
-I need to check the cervix.
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I need to check to see
if I can feel the baby's head.
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Okay?
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Oh, God!
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Get away from me.
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I am trying to help you, Serena.
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You're trying to kill me
and my baby!
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-You're going to kill my baby.
-Okay, fine.
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You wanna do this on your own?
Do it the fuck alone!
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We're here with you.
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Gather close
around your sister, girls.
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Be there for Ofclarence
in her time of need.
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We will recite
the Prayer of Purification.
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Grant that I may
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never cease grieving
because of it.
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- She's ready.
- Never be content...
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Of course, do what you must.
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- It is God's will.
- Never think that
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I can reach
a point of perfection.
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Girls.
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Girls.
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Kill my envy,
command my tongue,
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trample down self.
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Deliver me from attachments
to things unclean.
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From wrong associations,
from the sugar of sin.
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Offred. Pray.
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Pray for the life of the child.
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Okay. Okay.
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'Kay.
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Come on.
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Fuck.
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Fuck.
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You came back.
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Okay.
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You're gonna count down
from ten now, okay?
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Here we go.
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Ten, nine, eight, seven, six--
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Here we go. Five.
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I can see his crown.
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- Oh, you can?
- Yes.
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You wanna feel?
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Oh.
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It's your baby's head.
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- You feel that?
- Uh-huh.
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I can see his hair.
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- What color is it?
- It's a little, uh, brownish.
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It's-- There's some blood,
but he's coming.
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He's got brown hair.
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- Oh, brown?
- Yeah.
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You're almost there, okay?
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Here, we're gonna
get the head out.
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You can do this. Here we go.
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Breathe deep.
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Breathe low.
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Nice and low. Low.
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Nice and low.
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Oh, my God, it burns,
it burns, it burns.
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I know. I know.
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I feel so hot. I'm so hot.
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It's okay. You're just tired.
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That's it.
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-I can't. I can't.
-Yes, you can.
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Yes, you can. You can do this.
You're almost there, okay?
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We just gotta get his head out.
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He's right there.
Your baby's right there.
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There he is.
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His head's out.
You got his head out.
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His head's out. Okay?
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This is it, okay?
You just gotta do one more.
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You gotta get his shoulders out,
all right?
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Then it's all downhill
from there, okay?
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Okay, you can do this.
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Here we go.
You can do this. This is it.
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He's here. He's here.
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Is he okay?
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Is he okay?
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He's perfect.
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He's perfect.
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Oh, hello, baby. I'm your mama.
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Ah.
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Praise be.
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Oh, my angel.
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Praise be.
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Oh, I know. You're so...
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Ofclarence has fulfilled
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her duty in this world.
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I know
you will mourn her, girls,
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but know that she is cherished.
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God is the true judge,
and she is His vessel.
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She has pleased Him,
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and He has sent her
to her final reward.
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Praise be.
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Praise be, Aunt Lydia.
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Praise be, Aunt Lydia.
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And now, let us
accompany our sister home.
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Little baby.
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I'm going to call you Noah.
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It's a nice name.
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"The savior of humanity."
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Baby Noah.
I can't believe you're here.
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I waited so long for you.
I wanted you so much.
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Was it worth it?
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Right now, I think it was.
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How's his latch?
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-It's strong, and he's hungry.
-Mmm. I bet.
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Hannah had
such a hard time breastfeeding.
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It was a tongue tie,
which we didn't know.
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But I would
just feed her and feed her,
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and she was still hungry,
and I felt so guilty.
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She used to get so many colds
when she was little,
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and I thought that was my fault
because of the nursing.
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But then it turned out
she got colds
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when she got older too, so...
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Sometimes I'd have to stay home
from work with her and...
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sometimes I couldn't
stay home from work.
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Sometimes I didn't
want to stay home from work.
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June.
00:23:17.263 --> 00:23:19.065 align:center
Why didn't you kill me?
00:23:27.006 --> 00:23:28.207 align:center
I don't--
00:23:28.240 --> 00:23:29.408 align:center
You've been the one
waving the gun around.
00:23:29.442 --> 00:23:31.944 align:center
No, not today,
at the Information Center,
00:23:31.978 --> 00:23:33.279 align:center
the protest.
00:23:35.181 --> 00:23:36.949 align:center
You had a gun.
00:23:38.017 --> 00:23:39.452 align:center
Yeah.
00:23:42.755 --> 00:23:46.926 align:center
Why didn't you kill me?
Why Fred and not me?
00:23:56.869 --> 00:23:58.638 align:center
I didn't want to.
00:24:29.669 --> 00:24:32.304 align:center
I imagined this moment
so many times.
00:24:33.906 --> 00:24:36.976 align:center
I always imagined
that he would be here.
00:24:39.011 --> 00:24:40.547 align:center
Fred.
00:24:43.550 --> 00:24:44.984 align:center
He looks like him.
00:24:49.255 --> 00:24:50.590 align:center
They...
00:24:52.559 --> 00:24:56.428 align:center
say that they always
look like their dads at first.
00:24:57.229 --> 00:25:00.132 align:center
It's evolutionary.
00:25:00.166 --> 00:25:03.603 align:center
So that the dads
don't kill them, you know?
00:25:05.437 --> 00:25:07.073 align:center
Evolution?
00:25:24.290 --> 00:25:26.092 align:center
Do you think
he's gonna be like him?
00:25:28.294 --> 00:25:29.528 align:center
It depends.
00:25:30.897 --> 00:25:31.964 align:center
On what?
00:25:32.732 --> 00:25:34.366 align:center
On who raises him.
00:25:37.870 --> 00:25:41.273 align:center
On what kind of person
they want him to become.
00:25:46.478 --> 00:25:48.314 align:center
On what you teach him.
00:25:53.219 --> 00:25:55.487 align:center
And on what you tell him
is his...
00:25:57.824 --> 00:25:59.225 align:center
to take.
00:26:06.766 --> 00:26:10.136 align:center
I want him to have everything.
00:26:11.137 --> 00:26:13.505 align:center
We all want that
for them, Serena.
00:27:05.858 --> 00:27:08.327 align:center
-Oh, is he okay?
-No, he's perfect.
00:27:12.498 --> 00:27:14.066 align:center
It's funny how
00:27:15.401 --> 00:27:17.970 align:center
every tiny baby you see
makes you feel like
00:27:18.004 --> 00:27:19.505 align:center
you've never seen a baby before.
00:27:20.372 --> 00:27:22.208 align:center
I tried to sleep.
00:27:23.409 --> 00:27:24.711 align:center
You did sleep.
00:27:24.744 --> 00:27:28.480 align:center
I just kept worrying
that I would smother him
00:27:28.514 --> 00:27:30.950 align:center
in these blankets and things.
00:27:30.983 --> 00:27:34.086 align:center
They're not supposed
to have bedding like this.
00:27:38.190 --> 00:27:41.994 align:center
We have to get you both
somewhere inside, Serena, okay?
00:27:42.028 --> 00:27:43.696 align:center
Somewhere where
they can take care of you.
00:27:43.730 --> 00:27:45.231 align:center
No.
00:27:45.264 --> 00:27:46.632 align:center
I told you
I can't go to a hospital.
00:27:46.665 --> 00:27:48.334 align:center
They'll find me there.
00:27:48.367 --> 00:27:49.301 align:center
Who will find you?
00:27:49.335 --> 00:27:50.703 align:center
The Wheelers.
00:27:53.672 --> 00:27:56.042 align:center
The family
that I've been staying with,
00:27:56.075 --> 00:27:58.577 align:center
they were the ones
looking for you.
00:27:59.511 --> 00:28:01.914 align:center
They've been controlling me.
00:28:03.015 --> 00:28:05.117 align:center
My every move.
They're everywhere.
00:28:06.118 --> 00:28:09.021 align:center
It's like I'm their Handmaid.
00:28:11.791 --> 00:28:12.792 align:center
It's like I'm you.
00:28:16.395 --> 00:28:17.997 align:center
As awful as that sounds--
00:28:18.030 --> 00:28:20.699 align:center
Yes. Which is why
they can't find me,
00:28:20.733 --> 00:28:23.069 align:center
and I can't let them
get their hands on my baby.
00:28:23.102 --> 00:28:25.404 align:center
So you understand.
I know that you do.
00:28:25.437 --> 00:28:28.040 align:center
Serena, you have no water,
you have no food.
00:28:28.074 --> 00:28:30.076 align:center
-It's freezing.
-But I'm so hot.
00:28:30.109 --> 00:28:32.879 align:center
No, I know.
That's because you have a fever.
00:28:32.912 --> 00:28:35.514 align:center
So we have to get you
the fuck out of this barn
00:28:35.547 --> 00:28:38.550 align:center
and take you somewhere
where they can take care of you.
00:28:39.819 --> 00:28:41.720 align:center
Or you are both going to die.
00:28:42.421 --> 00:28:44.690 align:center
And it will not be quick.
00:28:44.723 --> 00:28:47.693 align:center
Do you want to watch your baby
slowly starve to death
00:28:47.726 --> 00:28:52.298 align:center
in front of you
while you die of sepsis?
00:28:57.069 --> 00:28:58.170 align:center
No.
00:29:06.178 --> 00:29:08.347 align:center
Maybe you should take him.
00:29:11.517 --> 00:29:13.019 align:center
What are you talking about?
00:29:15.287 --> 00:29:17.123 align:center
There's nothing left
for me here.
00:29:17.156 --> 00:29:19.158 align:center
I can't go to Canada.
00:29:20.192 --> 00:29:22.528 align:center
I can't go back to Gilead.
00:29:24.096 --> 00:29:27.466 align:center
It's over.
I don't have a future.
00:29:30.837 --> 00:29:33.005 align:center
But you have a future.
Maybe you could...
00:29:34.974 --> 00:29:36.275 align:center
take him with you.
00:29:36.308 --> 00:29:38.144 align:center
Serena, you, you don't know
what you're saying.
00:29:38.177 --> 00:29:39.678 align:center
I know that I want
what's best for him,
00:29:39.711 --> 00:29:43.282 align:center
like what you did with Nichole,
with your daughter.
00:29:46.953 --> 00:29:49.922 align:center
He would be safe with you.
00:29:49.956 --> 00:29:52.358 align:center
You could care for him.
00:29:52.391 --> 00:29:56.028 align:center
You and your husband.
He's a good man.
00:29:57.629 --> 00:29:59.999 align:center
He could teach Noah
to be a good man.
00:30:01.667 --> 00:30:04.203 align:center
The kind of man
who would never do the things
00:30:04.236 --> 00:30:06.672 align:center
that his father did.
00:30:11.978 --> 00:30:13.846 align:center
The things that I did.
00:30:22.421 --> 00:30:23.689 align:center
No.
00:30:23.722 --> 00:30:26.993 align:center
June, I think
God sent you to me today.
00:30:27.026 --> 00:30:28.494 align:center
You came after me.
00:30:28.527 --> 00:30:30.662 align:center
What if He guided my hand
to save you,
00:30:30.696 --> 00:30:33.532 align:center
so that you could save my baby,
like an angel.
00:30:33.565 --> 00:30:34.500 align:center
Bullshit.
00:30:34.533 --> 00:30:36.135 align:center
There are avenging angels
00:30:36.168 --> 00:30:39.505 align:center
that rain down sulfur and fire
from the Lord.
00:30:41.073 --> 00:30:43.910 align:center
"Rejoice with Him, O heavens,
00:30:45.377 --> 00:30:48.114 align:center
for He will avenge
the blood of His children
00:30:49.748 --> 00:30:53.619 align:center
and take righteous vengeance
on His adversaries."
00:30:56.889 --> 00:30:58.891 align:center
They're still angels.
00:30:59.892 --> 00:31:02.528 align:center
Maybe that's what
you are for me.
00:31:08.267 --> 00:31:10.869 align:center
Is that what you think of me?
00:31:14.907 --> 00:31:19.378 align:center
"And when
she could no longer hide him,
00:31:19.411 --> 00:31:21.914 align:center
she built for him
an ark of bulrushes
00:31:21.948 --> 00:31:25.117 align:center
and placed this child therein."
00:31:30.156 --> 00:31:32.224 align:center
Maybe I'm the ark, June.
00:31:34.660 --> 00:31:36.462 align:center
Maybe I'm the vessel.
00:31:41.233 --> 00:31:42.768 align:center
I carried my baby.
00:31:44.303 --> 00:31:45.571 align:center
I delivered him.
00:31:47.940 --> 00:31:49.308 align:center
And I held him.
00:31:53.579 --> 00:31:57.449 align:center
Maybe that's all that was
meant for me in this life.
00:32:02.254 --> 00:32:04.190 align:center
Maybe it's God's will.
00:32:46.965 --> 00:32:48.200 align:center
God's will.
00:33:01.013 --> 00:33:02.214 align:center
A vessel.
00:33:06.918 --> 00:33:08.754 align:center
That's what you thought I was.
00:33:13.259 --> 00:33:14.593 align:center
What we were.
00:33:18.030 --> 00:33:19.498 align:center
Who we were...
00:33:22.034 --> 00:33:23.269 align:center
where we came from...
00:33:26.872 --> 00:33:28.407 align:center
what we wanted...
00:33:33.445 --> 00:33:35.181 align:center
none of that mattered to you.
00:33:40.252 --> 00:33:41.720 align:center
To any of you.
00:33:46.392 --> 00:33:47.859 align:center
I'm so sorry.
00:33:47.893 --> 00:33:49.861 align:center
I don't care that you're sorry.
00:33:52.531 --> 00:33:54.200 align:center
We mattered.
00:33:55.033 --> 00:33:56.435 align:center
We were...
00:33:58.604 --> 00:34:01.107 align:center
We are people.
00:34:04.143 --> 00:34:05.911 align:center
We have lives.
00:34:15.721 --> 00:34:19.091 align:center
And that's why
I'm gonna save yours, Serena.
00:34:22.561 --> 00:34:24.896 align:center
Because this isn't Gilead.
00:34:27.466 --> 00:34:29.635 align:center
And I am not you.
00:34:33.605 --> 00:34:36.608 align:center
I don't deserve
to be saved.
00:34:36.642 --> 00:34:38.110 align:center
It's not for you.
00:34:40.579 --> 00:34:42.348 align:center
It's for him.
00:34:46.652 --> 00:34:48.420 align:center
Look at him.
00:34:50.021 --> 00:34:51.257 align:center
Look at your baby.
00:34:53.959 --> 00:34:54.926 align:center
You are the only person
00:34:54.960 --> 00:34:57.095 align:center
in the whole world
that he knows.
00:34:59.198 --> 00:35:02.168 align:center
You are the only familiar smell.
00:35:02.201 --> 00:35:04.936 align:center
You are the only voice
he recognizes.
00:35:09.175 --> 00:35:11.510 align:center
You love him.
00:35:14.846 --> 00:35:18.116 align:center
And you wanted him so much.
00:35:21.820 --> 00:35:23.655 align:center
You're his mother.
00:35:26.992 --> 00:35:30.196 align:center
And he belongs with you.
00:35:35.501 --> 00:35:39.070 align:center
That is God's will.
00:35:58.657 --> 00:36:00.659 align:center
Do you understand me?
00:36:14.273 --> 00:36:16.842 align:center
Excuse me.
Could you please help us?
00:36:16.875 --> 00:36:18.377 align:center
- Immediate postpartum?
- Yes.
00:36:18.410 --> 00:36:21.012 align:center
Um, six hours. Maybe eight.
It's okay.
00:36:21.046 --> 00:36:22.414 align:center
Page Maternity and NICU.
Let's get fluids in her.
00:36:22.448 --> 00:36:23.549 align:center
It's gonna be fine.
They'll help you.
00:36:23.582 --> 00:36:24.683 align:center
Okay? I promise.
00:36:24.716 --> 00:36:26.352 align:center
It's gonna be all right, Serena.
Okay?
00:36:26.385 --> 00:36:28.554 align:center
We're going to sit down.
Here we go.
00:36:28.587 --> 00:36:31.357 align:center
- Any complications?
- No. They're doing just fine.
00:36:31.390 --> 00:36:32.858 align:center
- June.
- It's gonna be okay.
00:36:32.891 --> 00:36:34.526 align:center
Just go with them
and do what they say.
00:36:34.560 --> 00:36:35.661 align:center
It's gonna be fine.
00:36:35.694 --> 00:36:37.529 align:center
They're gonna
take care of him, okay?
00:36:37.563 --> 00:36:39.931 align:center
I'm gonna be right here, okay?
It's gonna be okay.
00:36:39.965 --> 00:36:41.333 align:center
Let's get
the baby to the NICU.
00:36:41.367 --> 00:36:42.601 align:center
Who's on call right now?
00:36:42.634 --> 00:36:44.770 align:center
Doctor's on her way.
00:36:44.803 --> 00:36:46.472 align:center
How are you feeling now?
00:36:47.739 --> 00:36:51.209 align:center
OB to NICU, OB to NICU.
00:36:51.243 --> 00:36:52.844 align:center
-Excuse me. Can I please...
-Were you in an accident?
00:36:52.878 --> 00:36:53.845 align:center
...use your phone. I'm fine.
00:36:53.879 --> 00:36:55.180 align:center
Can I just please
use your phone?
00:36:55.213 --> 00:36:57.783 align:center
-Please.
-Dial nine first.
00:37:07.626 --> 00:37:08.660 align:center
June?
00:37:17.068 --> 00:37:17.903 align:center
Hi.
00:37:19.638 --> 00:37:21.907 align:center
They took Noah to the NICU.
00:37:23.675 --> 00:37:24.943 align:center
That's okay.
00:37:32.318 --> 00:37:36.154 align:center
Look, you had a fever, right,
so he's fine.
00:37:36.187 --> 00:37:37.088 align:center
It's standard. They just--
00:37:37.122 --> 00:37:39.425 align:center
They need to keep an eye on him.
00:37:39.458 --> 00:37:41.893 align:center
Right. That's what they said.
It's just observation,
00:37:41.927 --> 00:37:43.261 align:center
except he didn't have a fever.
00:37:43.295 --> 00:37:44.663 align:center
He just was having trouble
00:37:44.696 --> 00:37:46.965 align:center
regulating his, um...
His temperature.
00:37:46.998 --> 00:37:51.102 align:center
And they said, um, that
he might have, uh, jaundice.
00:37:51.136 --> 00:37:54.606 align:center
But they're not sure
so they have to run some tests.
00:37:54.640 --> 00:37:57.142 align:center
Yeah, that's all very normal.
00:37:57.175 --> 00:38:00.011 align:center
That's what they keep saying.
It's just all so, um...
00:38:01.713 --> 00:38:03.181 align:center
impersonal and...
00:38:05.016 --> 00:38:07.819 align:center
I don't know. Very... medical.
00:38:10.456 --> 00:38:12.491 align:center
How are you feeling?
00:38:14.993 --> 00:38:16.795 align:center
Uh, my fever is down.
00:38:19.130 --> 00:38:20.165 align:center
They gave me antibiotics.
00:38:20.198 --> 00:38:21.467 align:center
I guess
they don't trust anything
00:38:21.500 --> 00:38:23.234 align:center
to resolve naturally here.
00:38:24.836 --> 00:38:26.572 align:center
They're not letting me feed him.
00:38:29.341 --> 00:38:32.711 align:center
They're waiting for us both
to be fully hydrated again.
00:38:32.744 --> 00:38:35.814 align:center
-That's good.
-They're giving him formula.
00:38:36.314 --> 00:38:37.849 align:center
He'll be fine.
00:38:39.985 --> 00:38:41.019 align:center
Promise.
00:38:51.497 --> 00:38:53.164 align:center
I just want to go home.
00:38:59.004 --> 00:39:00.872 align:center
There is no home, Serena.
00:39:04.342 --> 00:39:05.944 align:center
There's just wherever you are.
00:39:11.550 --> 00:39:13.084 align:center
No Man's Land.
00:39:15.687 --> 00:39:16.522 align:center
Yeah.
00:39:30.802 --> 00:39:31.903 align:center
June.
00:39:35.106 --> 00:39:36.374 align:center
Thank you.
00:39:49.621 --> 00:39:51.757 align:center
You're welcome.
00:40:32.363 --> 00:40:33.198 align:center
Luke.
00:40:35.266 --> 00:40:37.368 align:center
You're here.
Moira said they let you go.
00:40:38.470 --> 00:40:40.105 align:center
At the border.
00:40:46.311 --> 00:40:47.879 align:center
I'm so happy to see your face.
00:40:48.446 --> 00:40:50.348 align:center
June, we did it.
00:40:50.381 --> 00:40:53.619 align:center
Tuello's got the USB.
He's working on it.
00:40:55.186 --> 00:40:56.622 align:center
Oh, thank you.
00:40:57.155 --> 00:40:58.857 align:center
Oh, thank you.
00:40:59.825 --> 00:41:02.127 align:center
Are you okay? Did she hurt you?
00:41:03.461 --> 00:41:06.632 align:center
No. She, she had her baby.
00:41:07.666 --> 00:41:09.167 align:center
While you were there?
00:41:09.635 --> 00:41:10.802 align:center
Yeah.
00:41:10.836 --> 00:41:12.871 align:center
It's, um... It's a boy.
00:41:12.904 --> 00:41:16.374 align:center
And he's healthy.
Well, healthy enough.
00:41:16.407 --> 00:41:18.844 align:center
He, he may have jaundice,
but that's...
00:41:18.877 --> 00:41:21.513 align:center
You know, that's completely
normal for babies, right?
00:41:21.547 --> 00:41:24.616 align:center
So, they may just put him
under one of those little lamps.
00:41:24.650 --> 00:41:27.252 align:center
All right. June, June, June.
What's going on with Serena?
00:41:29.688 --> 00:41:31.189 align:center
She's fine.
00:41:32.490 --> 00:41:34.392 align:center
She's-- She's fine?
00:41:36.194 --> 00:41:37.729 align:center
Yeah. Let's, um...
00:41:37.763 --> 00:41:39.898 align:center
I'll tell you later.
Let's go home.
00:41:39.931 --> 00:41:41.867 align:center
Oh. Hold on. Give me a sec.
00:41:41.900 --> 00:41:43.301 align:center
Serena Waterford's room?
00:41:43.334 --> 00:41:44.936 align:center
211. Down the hall.
00:41:48.106 --> 00:41:49.240 align:center
What's going on?
00:41:51.176 --> 00:41:53.679 align:center
Don't worry.
They're not here for us.
00:41:54.846 --> 00:41:55.947 align:center
Come on.
00:41:56.615 --> 00:41:57.749 align:center
Oh, what's...
00:42:03.789 --> 00:42:06.157 align:center
Serena Waterford?
We are Canadian Immigration.
00:42:06.191 --> 00:42:07.092 align:center
You are being detained.
00:42:07.926 --> 00:42:09.327 align:center
Detained?
00:42:09.360 --> 00:42:10.195 align:center
Hey!
00:42:12.864 --> 00:42:15.701 align:center
Um, I'd like to speak
with a lawyer.
00:42:15.734 --> 00:42:16.902 align:center
As an undocumented person,
00:42:16.935 --> 00:42:19.070 align:center
you have
no immediate right to counsel.
00:42:19.104 --> 00:42:20.772 align:center
-Your phone call--
-What is going on?
00:42:20.806 --> 00:42:24.710 align:center
Illegal border crossing.
Lack of immigration status.
00:42:24.743 --> 00:42:25.744 align:center
There must be some mistake.
00:42:25.777 --> 00:42:27.212 align:center
-Please.
-You called them?
00:42:27.245 --> 00:42:29.114 align:center
She gave up her diplomatic visa
00:42:29.147 --> 00:42:31.316 align:center
when she left
that little Visitors Center.
00:42:34.152 --> 00:42:35.453 align:center
What about my baby?
00:42:37.623 --> 00:42:40.291 align:center
The detention facility
has no infant care.
00:42:53.972 --> 00:42:56.507 align:center
Well, what does that mean?
00:42:58.309 --> 00:43:00.378 align:center
Where is my baby right now?
00:43:00.411 --> 00:43:02.748 align:center
The Child Protection Unit
is already here.
00:43:02.781 --> 00:43:05.283 align:center
They'll oversee his care.
That's all I can tell you.
00:43:05.316 --> 00:43:06.918 align:center
No, you can't do that.
00:43:06.952 --> 00:43:09.587 align:center
No, please! Please, wait, wait!
00:43:09.621 --> 00:43:11.589 align:center
Oh, please, don't take my baby!
00:43:11.623 --> 00:43:15.126 align:center
At last
she knows what it feels like.
00:43:15.160 --> 00:43:17.128 align:center
Oh, please, stop!
00:43:17.162 --> 00:43:20.265 align:center
Please! Please!
00:43:20.832 --> 00:43:22.300 align:center
June!
00:43:22.333 --> 00:43:25.637 align:center
June, don't let them
take my baby, please!
00:43:25.671 --> 00:43:28.306 align:center
- Justice. Right?
- June, help me!
00:43:28.339 --> 00:43:31.309 align:center
- Right.
- Help me, please!
00:43:31.342 --> 00:43:33.511 align:center
Please don't let them
take him from me!
00:43:33.544 --> 00:43:35.446 align:center
Please stop!
00:43:35.480 --> 00:43:37.883 align:center
Please help me!
00:43:38.784 --> 00:43:41.119 align:center
Please help me, June!
00:43:41.152 --> 00:43:43.054 align:center
June, do something!
00:43:44.455 --> 00:43:46.357 align:center
June, please!