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Ofjoseph: Previously on
the handmaid's tale...

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Do you have any idea
what you did?

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You fucking bitch!

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You're being so mean.

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She got someone executed.
She doesn't feel sorry about it.

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She should have kept
her fucking mouth shut.

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You will never be free of me
until both of my children are safe.

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That is my constant prayer
for nichole.

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You will not let her go!

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Because I love her!

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This isn't love. You can't love!

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You don't know how!

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Ofmatthew doesn't want her baby.

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Well, it was just a second.

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Aunt Lydia: That's a sin.

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Handmaids: Sinner. Sinner.
Sinner. Sinner.

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Aunt Lydia: And to refuse
god's blessings of a child...

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Is among the gravest of sins.

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Han dmaids:
Sinner. Sinner. Sinner.

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Natalie!

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Oh, no! Oh, no!

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No! No!

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Ooh, baby, do you know
what that's worth

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ooh, heaven is a place on earth

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they say in heaven
love comes first

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we'll make heaven
a place on earth

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Ofjoseph: Do you hearit?

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I didn't at first.

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Not for a few weeks.

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Don't you hear it?

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Ooh, baby, do you know
what that's worth

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ooh, heaven is a place on earth

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right?

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They say in heaven
love comes first

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we'll make heaven
a place on earth

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ooh, heaven is a place on earth

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don't you hearit? You will.

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You'll hear it.

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You'll hear it.

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Ofjoseph: They don't give ofmatthew
anything that might hurt the baby.

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There's no future for her
in any case.

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"There's too much bleeding,"
they say-

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"her brain is gone," they say.

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Ofmatthew is just a vessel now,

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and the baby is
all that matters.

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I suppose it's all
that ever mattered.

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The doctors and nurses and
orderlies and technicians come and go.

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I stay.

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Thirty-two days so far.

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I will be here until
there's a baby.

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"This is your walking
partner," aunt Lydia said.

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"Where else would you be?"

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Ooh, baby, do you know
what that's worth?

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Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

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they say in heaven
love comes first...

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Ooh

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heaven is a place on earth

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Ofjoseph: The wives come
to pray with Mrs. Calhoun.

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"Please, god,
protect this child.

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"Bring forth your miracle.

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"We've been so faithful
and good.

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"'Heaven is a place on earth, '
dear god."

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They smell of powder and soap.

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They smell like the ceremony.

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Like Serena joy,
when she held me down.

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It's hard not to fucking gag.

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When aunt Lydia brings everyone
to pray, it smells like sweat.

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Like onions and oranges
and fish from the grocery store.

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It smells like tape and pus

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from Janine's wounds, still healing
after what ofmatthew did to her.

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I will be here
until there's a baby...

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However long that takes.

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This room has a smell,
citrus and ammonia.

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It would have been in spray
bottles before, at the grocery store.

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Or bed bath and beyond.

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And then mostly from Amazon.

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When there were
all those things.

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Before the Internet raids.

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Before the decency codes
and all the hangings.

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She has a smell too.

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A kind of sweet decay,
like wet leaves.

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Like a dirty scalp.

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Like her shit.

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Soft, unformed, blameless.

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She smells like a baby.

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They're not real, you know.

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They're not.

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Maybe I'm crazy and this is
some new kind oftherapy.

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I wish that were true,
then I could get better.

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And this would go away.
I could leave this room.

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This would all end.

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This has to end.

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Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

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they say in heaven
love comes first

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we'll make heaven
a place on earth

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handmaids: Dear god,
please watch over this child.

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Hey, pray, stupid.

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Aunt Lydia: Let him hear
your devotion, girls.

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Your heavenly powers overcome
sickness and infirmity.

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Handmaids: Dear god,
please watch over this child.

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Aunt Lydia: You gather your lambs
in arms and carry them in your bosom.

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Handmaids: Dear god,
please watch over this child.

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Ofhoward, put yourself together,
please. Hair out of your face.

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Nothing is uglier than vanity,
ofhoward.

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That's better, dear.

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Look upon us with eyes
of mercy, o lord.

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It's okay, it's not so bad.

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Aunt Lydia: May this child
grow in the grace... it's gross.

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And knowledge of our
heavenly father. It's not fair.

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To him be the glory...

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All right, girls, let's give
them room to do their work.

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Come on.

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Excuse me, ladies.

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What challenges has the
lord given us this morning?

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Nurse: Her pressure's
creeping up again. 145 over 110.

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Push 200 milligrams of
labetalol and draw for labs.

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White count first.

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Now, how's our patient?

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Fetal heart rate is stable.

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Oh, praise be.
Let's keep it that way.

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What's happening?

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She's having seizures.

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If you're lucky, you may get

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to see her shit herself.

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You are a heartless,
heartless girl, ofjoseph.

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He who is most merciful,

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please hear our prayers

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and save this child.

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Please, god, let them die.

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Please, god, let them die.

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Please, god...

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Let them die.

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Yates: Lovely. Lovely.

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Okay. Clean that up, please.

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Excuse me, doctor, may
I ask what you're doing?

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A saphenous cutdown.

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I am placing a small tube
into the femoral vein.

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Basically, it's a fancy name
to get in more fluids.

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Should help control
the seizures,

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and our little miracle

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needs plenty of fluids.

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Ah, of course.

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Tie and anchor that suture closed,
please. Don't worry about the scar.

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Glory be with you.

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Aunt Lydia: Ah, go in grace.

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The miracles god allows
these doctors to perform.

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It's simply awe-inspiring.

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Well, under his eye, dear.

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Hold on a minute.

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Pardon?

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I'm sorry. Um...

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Aunt Lydia...

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May I go home, please?

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No. You may not. Ridiculous!

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Please.

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You may go home when your
walking partner goes home.

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You certainly owe her that consideration
after the way you have treated her.

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I know. I know I was shitty.

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Ofjoseph.

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All you girls, just awful.

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I know. I know. I...

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I don't feel well.

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Ofjoseph,

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I believe in you.

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God never gives us more
than we can handle.

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Are you sure?

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Pray without ceasing.

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That's all we can do.

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Yes, aunt Lydia.

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Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

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place on earth

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place on

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earth

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You don't fool me.

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I know you're gone already.

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What are you doing here?

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Got infected.

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They have to do
another procedure.

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Ofjoseph: Oh.

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Ofhoward: I haven't been
praying for her.

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Not really.

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Okay.

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She had that seizure.

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Do you think that was
your fault?

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Obviously.

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Do you think she can hear me?

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I don't know.

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Ofhoward: Hi, Natalie.

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It's Janine.

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I just want you to know
that I forgive you.

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And I want you to get better.

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She can't get better.

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I can wish for it anyway.

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I want you to find peace.

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Is that better?

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Janine.

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I know how we can help her.

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Janine,

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it's the right thing to do.

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Listen to me.

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We have to end it.

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So you're going to kill her?

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And the baby?

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What did they ever do to you?

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Janine, we have to.
We have to do something.

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Don't do that.

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She's one of us.

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Okay.

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Okay?

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Ofjoseph: Yeah.

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Okay. Okay.

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Give that to me.

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When did you get to be
so selfish?

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Everything is always
about you now. Your problems.

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Get the fuck out of here.

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You're different.

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I don't like it.

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The lungs aren't fully formed
yet, and won't be for a few weeks,

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but we can take care of it
in the nicu, if need be.

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Calhoun: They're not gonna
come in here, are they?

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Those sick girls?
They're not sick.

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They're here for
their menarche exam.

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They've flowered? How lovely.

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Ofjoseph:
That will be Hannah soon.

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Too soon.

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It'll be a few years before they're
ready to have babies of their own.

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Ofjoseph: He doesn't mean
emotionally ready.

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He means they track
their pelvic development.

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She's got prominent veins.

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Easy to slice, I'd think.

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His aren't bad either.

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Harder to see.

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If! Only get one kill,
I should start at the top.

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Make it count.

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Eenie,

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meenie...

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Minie,

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moe.

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Serena: I'm sorry
I couldn't get here sooner.

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Mrs. Calhoun: Oh, that's
all right. Thank you for coming.

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Serena: Of course.
I've been praying for you.

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Mrs. Calhoun: And I for you.

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Our precious babies.

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Yates: Commander, we can discuss
the rest of the lab tests in my office.

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Mrs. Waterford, may I speak
to you for a moment?

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You don't want
to bother with that.

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I'll catch up
with you downstairs.

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Yes, ofjoseph?

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Come closer. It's a secret.

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What?

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You're not well.

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June?

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You're out of your mind.

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This has to end.
This has to end.

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You were supposed to be
one of the strong ones.

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There's something wrong.
She cut herself.

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Yates: Mrs. Waterford said
you out yourself.

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Let me see.

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It's all right.

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Ouch.

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You need stitches.

00:28:57.778 --> 00:28:58.905 align:center
Come.

00:28:59.614 --> 00:29:00.865 align:center
Sit.

00:29:07.997 --> 00:29:09.540 align:center
It's a clean slice.

00:29:10.416 --> 00:29:11.792 align:center
Just a few more.

00:29:13.461 --> 00:29:15.046 align:center
You doing okay?

00:29:17.673 --> 00:29:19.634 align:center
Ofjoseph: You shouldn't
bother trying to fix me

00:29:19.717 --> 00:29:21.552 align:center
ifyou're just
going to report me.

00:29:23.179 --> 00:29:26.015 align:center
You're right. I shouldn't.

00:29:38.486 --> 00:29:39.654 align:center
Thank you.

00:29:41.364 --> 00:29:42.573 align:center
I took an oath.

00:29:43.074 --> 00:29:44.784 align:center
First do no harm.

00:29:44.867 --> 00:29:46.118 align:center
Am I harming you?

00:29:48.412 --> 00:29:49.956 align:center
You're torturing her.

00:29:50.831 --> 00:29:53.459 align:center
Yates: She's not my patient,
the child is.

00:29:53.542 --> 00:29:54.877 align:center
Ofjoseph: That's bullshit.

00:29:55.544 --> 00:29:56.837 align:center
Sir.

00:29:56.921 --> 00:29:58.089 align:center
Hold still.

00:30:10.226 --> 00:30:11.978 align:center
My mother was a doctor.

00:30:15.147 --> 00:30:16.774 align:center
She treated pregnant women.

00:30:17.858 --> 00:30:19.902 align:center
And she always put her patients,

00:30:21.028 --> 00:30:23.114 align:center
the women, first.

00:30:24.532 --> 00:30:27.326 align:center
Things were different
when she practiced medicine.

00:30:28.911 --> 00:30:30.037 align:center
Did she get out?

00:30:34.208 --> 00:30:35.876 align:center
I'm sure you miss her.

00:30:39.171 --> 00:30:40.631 align:center
Where did she practice?

00:30:40.756 --> 00:30:43.509 align:center
Somerville. For the most part.

00:30:47.346 --> 00:30:49.306 align:center
Holly Maddox.

00:30:53.019 --> 00:30:54.186 align:center
Well,

00:30:55.104 --> 00:30:57.940 align:center
now I know why you took
a swipe at Mrs. Waterford.

00:30:58.899 --> 00:31:00.484 align:center
Dr. Maddox.

00:31:01.610 --> 00:31:03.279 align:center
Dr. Maddox, she was scary.

00:31:06.365 --> 00:31:08.951 align:center
Yeah. She is.

00:31:11.787 --> 00:31:12.997 align:center
Was.

00:31:14.790 --> 00:31:16.292 align:center
I don't actually know.

00:31:24.550 --> 00:31:27.094 align:center
You should know
I was going to kill Serena.

00:31:29.847 --> 00:31:31.140 align:center
And her.

00:31:33.309 --> 00:31:34.477 align:center
And you, too.

00:31:40.816 --> 00:31:42.359 align:center
I warned them.

00:31:43.360 --> 00:31:46.822 align:center
I said, "you can't leave
that girl in here,

00:31:47.490 --> 00:31:50.451 align:center
"praying for months on end."

00:31:52.536 --> 00:31:55.081 align:center
The brain atrophies in isolation

00:31:56.248 --> 00:31:57.833 align:center
and breeds despair.

00:32:03.464 --> 00:32:05.841 align:center
How long have you had
suicidal thoughts?

00:32:07.718 --> 00:32:09.095 align:center
Homicidal.

00:32:09.178 --> 00:32:12.515 align:center
Doing any of the things that you
said would put you on the wall,

00:32:13.140 --> 00:32:14.683 align:center
and you know it.

00:32:16.310 --> 00:32:18.354 align:center
So, how long?

00:32:22.900 --> 00:32:24.276 align:center
I don't know.

00:32:31.867 --> 00:32:33.077 align:center
Since I realized

00:32:33.160 --> 00:32:35.538 align:center
I probably won't see
my daughters again.

00:32:43.170 --> 00:32:44.755 align:center
You feel hopeless?

00:32:46.006 --> 00:32:47.508 align:center
How should I feel?

00:32:56.934 --> 00:33:00.104 align:center
Doctor, she's someone's
child, too.

00:33:07.987 --> 00:33:10.030 align:center
I honor the handmaid's life

00:33:12.533 --> 00:33:14.326 align:center
by saving her child.

00:33:19.915 --> 00:33:21.834 align:center
How will you honor
your daughters?

00:33:29.383 --> 00:33:31.093 align:center
Try not to get that wet.

00:33:34.638 --> 00:33:36.140 align:center
Under his eye.

00:35:25.916 --> 00:35:28.043 align:center
Okay. Take that.

00:35:29.295 --> 00:35:31.130 align:center
Here we go, gentlemen.

00:35:35.843 --> 00:35:39.680 align:center
Oh. Yeah. Okay.

00:35:44.184 --> 00:35:45.436 align:center
Okay.

00:35:47.187 --> 00:35:48.188 align:center
Okay.

00:36:14.757 --> 00:36:16.383 align:center
Nurse: Praise be.

00:36:16.467 --> 00:36:17.718 align:center
Take him.

00:36:29.480 --> 00:36:31.899 align:center
She's not gonna last
much longer.

00:36:31.982 --> 00:36:33.400 align:center
Stitch her up.

00:36:33.901 --> 00:36:35.861 align:center
You could use the practice.
Yes, sir.

00:37:54.231 --> 00:37:55.899 align:center
Can I carry that for you?

00:37:57.276 --> 00:37:59.445 align:center
Sure. Thank you.

00:38:04.116 --> 00:38:06.160 align:center
Did you just have a baby?

00:38:09.872 --> 00:38:11.582 align:center
I was visiting a friend.

00:38:14.585 --> 00:38:16.170 align:center
Is she really sick?

00:38:19.089 --> 00:38:20.257 align:center
Yeah.

00:38:22.468 --> 00:38:24.344 align:center
Well, the lord will heal her.

00:38:25.053 --> 00:38:26.763 align:center
You just have to
pray hard enough.

00:38:26.847 --> 00:38:28.223 align:center
Praise be.

00:38:29.475 --> 00:38:31.560 align:center
I'm here because they said
I can have babies.

00:38:32.436 --> 00:38:34.354 align:center
Later, not right now.

00:38:35.230 --> 00:38:36.690 align:center
After I get married.

00:38:39.026 --> 00:38:40.486 align:center
Is that what you want?

00:38:43.322 --> 00:38:45.949 align:center
Of course. So much.

00:38:49.786 --> 00:38:51.205 align:center
Woman: Rose.

00:40:06.530 --> 00:40:08.657 align:center
Aunt Lydia:
Ofjoseph, come along.

00:40:15.414 --> 00:40:16.748 align:center
She's still alive.

00:40:19.209 --> 00:40:21.962 align:center
Not for much longer,
as I understand.

00:40:22.879 --> 00:40:25.173 align:center
God will call her home
soon enough.

00:40:26.300 --> 00:40:28.427 align:center
It's been quite an ordeal.
Aunt Lydia.

00:40:30.095 --> 00:40:31.597 align:center
I need to stay with her.

00:40:32.681 --> 00:40:33.932 align:center
If I may.

00:40:39.980 --> 00:40:41.607 align:center
That would be very kind of you.

00:40:42.941 --> 00:40:44.693 align:center
Go in grace, ofjoseph.

00:40:48.697 --> 00:40:50.198 align:center
|'|| try.

00:41:19.728 --> 00:41:22.022 align:center
Blessed be the fruit, dear.

00:41:22.105 --> 00:41:23.440 align:center
Ofhoward: May the lord open.

00:41:27.778 --> 00:41:30.113 align:center
The doctor said
the procedure went well.

00:41:31.657 --> 00:41:34.326 align:center
Yeah, he said... mmm...

00:41:35.952 --> 00:41:37.788 align:center
I mean, all thanks to god.

00:41:38.789 --> 00:41:41.875 align:center
May his healing light
shine upon you.

00:41:48.256 --> 00:41:49.925 align:center
I brought you something.

00:41:55.263 --> 00:41:57.432 align:center
Nothing wrong with
wanting to look your best.

00:42:01.353 --> 00:42:02.854 align:center
Let me help you.

00:42:10.737 --> 00:42:12.531 align:center
Here. Take this off.

00:42:13.573 --> 00:42:15.158 align:center
Okay. Gently.

00:42:37.806 --> 00:42:39.099 align:center
I look like a pirate.

00:42:41.184 --> 00:42:42.436 align:center
Indeed.

00:42:45.272 --> 00:42:46.773 align:center
A space pirate.

00:43:04.750 --> 00:43:06.042 align:center
It's okay.

00:43:07.627 --> 00:43:09.004 align:center
It's all right.

00:43:10.213 --> 00:43:11.423 align:center
I'm here.

00:43:13.592 --> 00:43:15.051 align:center
I'll be right here.

00:43:24.978 --> 00:43:27.439 align:center
I'm sorry I was
such a shit to you.

00:43:32.652 --> 00:43:34.696 align:center
I got lost, I think.

00:43:39.159 --> 00:43:41.661 align:center
Not that that's
a good excuse, but...

00:43:45.749 --> 00:43:47.626 align:center
I don't really
have another reason.

00:43:51.963 --> 00:43:54.424 align:center
They just take everything
from you, you know.

00:43:56.802 --> 00:43:58.220 align:center
They really do.

00:44:04.059 --> 00:44:06.812 align:center
Oh, your son,

00:44:08.396 --> 00:44:09.981 align:center
he's beautiful.

00:44:11.441 --> 00:44:13.360 align:center
Oh, he's...

00:44:15.320 --> 00:44:17.197 align:center
He is beautiful.

00:44:19.866 --> 00:44:21.868 align:center
And everyone is praying for him,

00:44:21.952 --> 00:44:25.247 align:center
but I wouldn't worry, seriously.

00:44:25.872 --> 00:44:29.000 align:center
Because I think
he's just like you.

00:44:31.378 --> 00:44:32.671 align:center
He's a fighter.

00:44:39.135 --> 00:44:43.014 align:center
And he doesn't deserve
to grow up in this place.

00:44:47.018 --> 00:44:49.020 align:center
He deserves to be free.

00:44:52.065 --> 00:44:54.276 align:center
They all deserve to be free.

00:44:58.363 --> 00:45:00.782 align:center
So, Natalie...

00:45:09.416 --> 00:45:11.126 align:center
I'm gonna get them out.

00:45:13.837 --> 00:45:16.339 align:center
I'm gonna get out
as many children as I can.

00:45:18.967 --> 00:45:21.803 align:center
I don't really
know how yet, but...

00:45:25.473 --> 00:45:27.058 align:center
I swear to you,

00:45:30.979 --> 00:45:32.606 align:center
I'm gonna get them out.

00:45:39.529 --> 00:45:42.699 align:center
Because gilead should
know how this feels.

00:45:46.786 --> 00:45:48.455 align:center
It's their turn to hurt.

00:45:58.757 --> 00:46:00.091 align:center
All right.

00:46:01.843 --> 00:46:03.219 align:center
It's okay.

00:46:03.845 --> 00:46:05.263 align:center
It's all right.

00:46:10.560 --> 00:46:13.647 align:center
Ooh, baby, do you know
what that's worth?

00:46:14.314 --> 00:46:17.984 align:center
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

00:46:22.822 --> 00:46:24.407 align:center
Do you remember that song?

00:46:32.499 --> 00:46:35.001 align:center
They say in heaven

00:46:40.799 --> 00:46:42.884 align:center
Love comes first

00:46:43.843 --> 00:46:47.764 align:center
we'll make heaven
a place on earth

00:46:52.060 --> 00:46:55.522 align:center
when the night falls down

00:46:56.398 --> 00:47:00.777 align:center
I wait for you
and you come around

00:47:00.860 --> 00:47:04.322 align:center
and the world's alive

00:47:05.240 --> 00:47:09.828 align:center
with the sound of kids
on the street outside