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Narrator: Previously
on the handmaid's tale...

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Fred. Everything is being
taken care of. You just rest.

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Nick: What are you doing?

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Offred: I'm not allowed
to have these.

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Serena: Nick, have you ever
helped the commander submit warrants

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to the consular of divine law?

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Yes, ma'am. Those documents
need the commander's signature.

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Serena: I know the commander
will forgive my trespasses.

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Hh oh! Jeez!

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Jesus. How are you here?

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There were so few handmaids
left after the bombing,

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they brought some of us back
from the colonies.

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Isn't that nice?

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Commander cushing turned
our streets into a war zone.

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These are drafts
of new security orders.

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You're an editor.
Read over these for me.

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I'll need a pen.

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Man: Know it sounds funny

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but I just can't stand the pain

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offred: We do our work
in the evening.

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She writes, I read.

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This is the new normal.

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And an offense to god.

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In another life, maybe we
could've been colleagues.

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And in this one,
we 're heretics.

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I was already
on the naughty list.

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An adulteress, a "fallen woman,"
as aunt Lydia used to say.

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But this is new territory
for Serena, I think.

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How does she feel about falling?

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She seems pretty fucking happy.

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Do you miss working?

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It's a small sacrifice to make to
be welcomed back into god's grace.

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I do truly detest knitting.

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To be frank.

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You're really a good writer.

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Thank you.

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I won't forget your help.

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Serena: How's it look?

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Good. Better.

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I think you can still swap these
two paragraphs and, I don't know,

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you can adjust the opening
if you want.

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Othennise, it's ready to go
to the hospital in the morning.

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That won't be necessary. The
commander can read it here.

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He's coming home tomorrow.

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Praise be.

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Praise be.

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Commander Fred: It's beautiful.

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When you see it every day,
you forget.

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The lord has truly blessed us.

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Serena: Rita, did you pick up
the heirloom russets?

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Rita: Yes, ma'am.
They're already baking.

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Serena:
Don't overbake them again.

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Offred.

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Commander Fred:
Well, well, well.

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What an unexpected welcome.

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Blessed day to you all.

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Blessed day. We're all
very glad to have you back.

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Rita: Welcome home, sir.

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Commander Fred: Rita,
I did miss your cooking.

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Thank you, sir.
I'm making all your favorites.

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Eden: Commander waterford.
I made this for you.

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From me and Nick.

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Commander Fred: This is lovely.

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From the happy couple.
Thank you both.

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Our... divine miracle.

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Glad to see you looking so...

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Healthy.

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We are all grateful
for your recovery.

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Praise be.

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I'm ready to take
on the world again.

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Let's get you settled, then.

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Do you think
he liked the present?

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I'm sure he loved it.

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Everything is just
as you left it.

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Today's work,
and tomorrow's schedule.

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Essential meetings only.
I had Nick postpone the rest.

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There's no need
to jump right back into it.

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You've taken
so many risks for me.

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I can't thank you enough.

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Now,

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I'm sure you'll be glad that
things are back to normal.

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I also left a first draft
ofyouragenda for the Canadian trip...

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For your presentation
to the committee.

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Commander Fred:
I'll take a look.

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Offred: It was nice
working with you, too.

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Hey. Hi.

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Mrs. Waterford
must be so relieved

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that the commander's back home.

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Nick: Uh-huh.

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You won't have to spend so
much time going to the hospital now.

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Yeah, no. I'll be a lot
busier now he's back.

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I understand.

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Here.

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Thanks.

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You're welcome.

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I was thinking maybe I could spruce
up our house and make it homier?

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Sounds good.

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What colors do you like?

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I like yellow.

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It's so bright and cheery.

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My mother says,
"happy home, happy husband."

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Whatever you want.

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Praise be.

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Uh-huh.

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Rita: Oh, and get more honey.

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Eden borrowed it.

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Idoubt I'll ever see it again.

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She's trying.

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Yeah, she is.

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God give me strength.

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Is everything all right,
Mrs. Waterford?

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Yes, fine.

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Baby Angela isn't well.

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Probablyjust
fighting off a cold.

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But Naomi could use the support.

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Well, I will keep the...
Family in my prayers.

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Janine: Hi!

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Blessed be the fruit.

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May the force be with you.

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How are you feeling?

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I'm fine. Yeah?

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You'll probably get
to the cool part soon.

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The baby's foot pushes out
of your stomach like in alien.

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Charlotte used to do that
all the time.

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You haven't seen alien?

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No, I just thought
the sequel was better.

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You're nuts.

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Male voice:
Blessed day. We have citrus.

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This is the last week for
wheat bread for this season.

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So, Fred's back?

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Praised be his mercy.

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Thank god you're pregnant.

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My posting's great.

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It's just the ceremony.

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No blowjobs.

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Seriously, it's like
a blessing from god.

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Being raped is not a blessing.

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Alma: Shh.

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Fuck him! The real
blessing was that bomb.

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Anyone helping gilead
deserves to be blown apart.

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Offred: Lfemin knew
that I helped

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cover for the commander
with Serena,

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would she want me dead, too?

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I can't say I blame her.

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Stay in gilead long enough

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and it starts to eat you
from the inside out.

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That's one of the things
they do.

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They force you to kill,

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within yourself.

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Handmaid 1: Oh, no.
Handmaid 2: Dear god. No.

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Handmaid 3: It's a sick baby.

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It's the baby...

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His baby is sick.

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Oferic: I heard it's Angela.

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The putnams.

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What?

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Oferic: My Martha said.

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Your Martha's wrong!

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It's not Charlotte.

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Hey, hey, hey.

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It's okay. We should just pray
for whoever's baby it is, right?

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Yeah.

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Come on. Yeah.

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It's all right.

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Han dmaid: Let's pray.

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Why would they say
that about Charlotte?

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Why would she say that?
I know it isn't her.

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Get back!
It's okay. I've got her.

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She's fine. Come on.

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She's fine.

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I just don't understand
why they would say

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something like that about her.

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Okay, come here.
It's not her. She's not sick.

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Come here, I'm gonna tell you,
okay? But I need you to stay calm.

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Mrs. Waterford went to
the Putnam house this morning.

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The baby is not doing well.

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Oh, god! But I don't know

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how serious it is.

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Why didn't you say anything?

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Because I didn't
want to upset you.

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What's going on?
What's happening to her?

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She's fine! I've got her!

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Janine, I need you to calm down!

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Don't tell me to calm down!

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I will find out! Okay?

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I will find out
what's happening!

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I promise.

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Okay?

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Okay.

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Okay.

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I need to see her.

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Janine, you know
that can't happen.

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You sound just like one of them.

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Good. I'm glad you found that.

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Thank you.

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And thank you for the flower.

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How's baby Angela?

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Not so well.

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They don't know
what's wrong with her.

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They're doing everything
that they can,

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but she's getting worse.

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I'm so sorry.

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There's nothing they can do?

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Well, there might be
something that could help.

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Itwould mean bending the law.

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I'm not sure that
gilead is exploring

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every doctor available to them.

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I see.

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What do you think?

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Well, I think,
if it were my baby,

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I would do whatever I could.

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Law or no law.

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Serena: Some tea?

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How kind.

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I'm sorry I wasn't more
available on your first day home.

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No need to apologize.

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I managed quite well, actually.

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That must feel good.

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Yes, and tomorrow
will be even better.

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I wish I could say the same
for baby Angela.

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But there is hope.

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God has blessed gilead

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with one of the top
neonatologists in the world.

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That's excellent.

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How soon can he get here?

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He is a she.

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Now serving as a Martha.

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If you gave her a
temporary transfer for a day,

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she could examine Angela.

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Give her opinion.

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No one has to know.

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I'm sure our physicians
are capable.

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Fred.

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We cannot question
the will of god.

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He said no? Why?

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Because that is his decision.

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The best we can do now is pray
for baby Angela, and for the parents.

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God, I can't imagine
how they feel.

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To face the loss of a child.

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Their former handmaid
knows the baby is sick.

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She's freaking out.

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Oh, you mean the handmaid
who nearly killed her?

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She was desperate.

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She loves her.

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So much.

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Then let her pray.

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She already is.

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Do you think, Mrs. Waterford,
that she could see the baby?

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I would be there.

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I would make sure
nothing happened.

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Don't be stupid.

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What if it's Janine's
iastchance?

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That horrid girl?

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You want me
to let her see my child?

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That child is a gift, by god's
grace, that she gave you.

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What's going on?

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Naomi: That handmaid.

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I was hoping that you
would find it in your heart

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to let her see your child.

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She brings only love.

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Commander Putnam: I think god
would want us to welcome her.

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Warren.

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What harm could it do?

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Where is she?

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Mrs. Waterford
is talking to Mrs. Putnam.

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They have to let me see her.
They're gonna let me see her.

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They have to!

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Janine. Dear. Why don't you sit?

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There is a reason handmaids
are not told when a child is sick.

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It's far too upsetting.

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She heard the rumors.

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And you took it upon yourself
to confirm them.

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I think after everything
she has been through,

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she deserves that.

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Some honesty at least.

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If this breaks her,

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I will hold you
personally responsible.

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Do you understand me?

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Yes, aunt Lydia.

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I will, too.

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Hey.

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She's beautiful, isn't she?

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You're gonna have curly hair
just like your mom.

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And you're gonna hate it.

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But I promise we'll find
someone who knows how to cut it,

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and then you're just...

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You're gonna drive
all the boys crazy.

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I'm going to see if there's
anything more they can tell us.

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Go in grace.

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Guardian: Level 7 all clear.

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Why am I here?

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Thank you.
I'll take it from here.

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Guardian: South entrance.

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I can't tell you how excited
I am to see you again.

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You probably don't remember me.

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You actually trained my mentor.

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We met once
at the 2012 acog meeting.

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Your seminar
on therapeutic hypothermia.

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Forgive me,
but in the interest of time,

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could we dispense
with the pleasantries?

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Of course. Of course.

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Patient is a 10-month-old girl,

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born full term, presents with lethargy
and vomiting times three weeks.

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Upper g! Was negative
for malrotation.

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Ph probe and swallow study
also negative,

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butwe're treating her
for reflux anyway.

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And you want me to...

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Yes.

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We brought you here to get
your medical opinion on the case.

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All right.

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Uh, let's get a head mri
with an Mr.

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And I want to rerun
your swallow survey.

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Do you have a decent
radiology department?

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Dr. Epstein: Excellent.

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I want to oversee
the test anyway.

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They're tricky
to read pre-24 months.

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Run serum ammonia level
and a urine for metabolic errors.

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And let's get
a skeletal survey, ecg,

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and a cardiac echo.

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Dr. Epstein: I'll start
the wheels, Dr. Hodgson.

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And, um...

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I'm gonna need to examine her.

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Dr. Epstein: Of course.

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Knock, knock?

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Aunt Lydia:
Verily I say unto thee,

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today thou shalt be
with me in paradise.

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What's going on?

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No! No!

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Okay.

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Oh, my darling. No!

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Offred: Janine.

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Would you like
to kiss her goodbye?

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Can I?

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We can try.

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How dare you give up!

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Ma'am, we have done
a very extensive evaluation.

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There are no anatomic,
infectious, or metabolic causes

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that explain
this baby's condition.

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You are supposed to be
the best in your field.

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I am the best.

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Or was.

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All we can do for Angela is to
unhook her from all those machines.

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Help her feel safe and warm.

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And pray.

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Guardian: Let's go.

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Janine: Hi, peanut. Hello.

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Long time no see.

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Mommy's here.

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Hi, sweetheart.

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Look at you.

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Good night, Mrs. Waterford.

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Good night, offred.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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The commander wants
to see you in his office.

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Both of you.

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Let me handle this.

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Please shut the door.

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I hear the putnams
got the help they needed.

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Not enough, I'm afraid.

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I was surprised to learn they
received help from a Martha

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on a temporary transfer.

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It was an even bigger surprise

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that I signed
the transfer order myself.

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I did it for the child.

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What greater responsibility
is there in gilead?

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Obeying your husband.

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I've broken the rules
for months now.

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Foryoursake. Vvthourconsent

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I never consented to this.

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Rewriting my memos
to the committee?

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I asked you to be my conduit,
not my voice.

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Fred, you've asked me
to read over your work before.

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That was then.

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Is this your handwriting?

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Yes, commander waterford.

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You involved the handmaid
in your transgressions?

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I did what I thought
was necessary.

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Of course you did.

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This isn't your fault.

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It's mine.

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It was unfair of me

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to burden you with
so much responsibility.

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Now we must make amends.

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Amends?

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"Wives, submit yourselves
unto your own husbands,

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"as unto the lord.

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"And ye husbands,
dwell with them

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"according to knowledge.

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"Giving honor... unto the wife

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"as unto the weaker vessel."

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Fred, please.

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But if we confess our sins,

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he is faithful
and just to forgive us.

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Serena.

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Forgive me, darling.

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Commander Fred: Offred.

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Stay.

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You're home. How was your day?

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It was good. I'm just tired.

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What do you think?

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It's nice.

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Tomorrow, I'm making curtains.

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So, pick a color.

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What do you like?

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Uh... yellow.

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My favorite.

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I know.

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I straightened the clothes
in your trunk.

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You can fit a lot more in when
your shirts are folded correctly.

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Thanks.

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What?

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Where'd you get this?

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They fell when
I moved the trunk.

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Did you read these?

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Of course not.

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Don't lie to me.

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I picked them up
and I put them there for you.

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You never touch my things.
Do you understand me?

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I'm sorry. You understand?

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Yes. What?

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Yes. I do. Sir.

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Yes?

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Mrs. Waterford.

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Do you need anything?

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Can I do anything for you?

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Serena?

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Yes.

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Go back to your room.

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Offred: Someone once said, "men
are afraid that women will laugh at them.

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"Women are afraid
that men will kill them."

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We should've known better.

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I thought there were
still secret places.

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Hidden in the cracks
and crevices of this world.

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Places we could make beautiful,

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peaceful, quiet,

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safe.

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Or at least bearable.

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I'm sorry. I know it's late.

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I just wanted to apologize.

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I guess I was only
trying to help you.

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But... I'm really sorry.

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I know.

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Can you forgive me?

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You should get to bed.

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Get some rest,
for the sake of the baby.

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Woman: Rain

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sometimes

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money down the drain

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sometimes

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Janine: I don't know whatit is

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that makes me love you so

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I only know
I never wanna let you go

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'cause you started something

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can't you see

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That ever since we met
you've had a hold on me

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it happens to be true

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I only want to be with you

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it doesn't matter
where you go or what you do

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I want to spend each moment
of the day with you

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Happens to be true

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I told you. She remembers me.

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Oh!

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Oh! Look at you!

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Yesl

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yes! It's you!

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May god bless you

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and keep you in his favor,

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you, you sweet, sweet girl.

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I'll go get the putnams.

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Wake up.

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'Cause you started
something oh, can't you see

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that ever since we met
you've had a hold on me

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it happens to be true

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I only want to be with you

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It doesn't matter
where you go or what you do

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I wanna spend each moment
of the day with you

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look what has happened
with just one kiss

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I never knew that
I could be in love like this

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it's crazy but it's true

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I only wanna be with you

51:25.083 --> 51:28.253
you stopped and smiled at me

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asked if! Cared to dance

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I fell into your open arms

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I didn't stand a chance

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now listen, honey

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I just wanna be
beside you everywhere

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as long as we're together
honey I don't care

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'cause you started something
can't you see

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that ever since we met
you've had a hold on me

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no matter what you do

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I only wanna be with you