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Offred: Previously on
the handmaid's tale...

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You haven't asked for
your napkins yet this month.

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Rita: We're all so hopeful.

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Serena: Fred and I tried
for so long.

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It was hard to keep faith,
but here you are.

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You're my miracle.

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I'm out of town next week,

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but when I get back then
we'll have to have a rematch.

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I'll check my schedule.

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See if you can squeeze me in.

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Serena: No! Stop!

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This is state business.
She's pregnant!

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I just wanted to check
if you were okay.

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I'm fine.

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I should've just driven away
with you.

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Mrs. Waterford,
I'm not pregnant.

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I got my period.

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Serena: You will stay here,
and you will not leave this room.

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Do you understand me?

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Things can get much worse
for you.

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Offred: Luke said
she was missing it.

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He said we should wake her up.

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Her little hand was all sticky
from the cotton candy.

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I can't do this.

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It's dangerous.

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If I let myself fall in too
far, I won't ever get out.

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I've been banished to my room.

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Thirteen days so far.

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My door is unlocked.

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It doesn't even close
all the way.

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A constant reminder
of who's in control.

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There are things
in this room to discover.

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I am like an explorer, a traveler
to undiscovered countries.

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That's better than a lunatic,
lost in her memories.

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Words.

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It's Latin, I think.

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Someone wrote it in here,
where no one would ever see it.

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Was it offred?

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The one who was here before?

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It's a message, for me.

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Offred: Hey. You there?

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Moira: I got it out
of the toilet.

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It's pretty sharp already.

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Offred: Good.

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Moira: What?

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It's just we'll be posted soon.

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Posted.
You sound like aunt chlamydia.

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Offred: We're gonna get out
of here.

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Moira: So?
Posted could be worse.

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It sounds like some sort of
forced surrogacy or something.

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That's just what Alma heard.
She's a drama queen.

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We don't know anything
really yet.

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Moira: I can guess.

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We get the Turkey baster full of
old-man jizz, shoved up our twats

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so we can maybe pop out
a baby for the fatherland.

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Sounds awesome.

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Offred: What are you doing?

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Moira: You spell "aunt Lydia"
with a "y, ' right?

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Offred: Oh, god, don't do that.

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What? I like to read
when I take a dump.

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If they catch you writing,
you will lose a hand.

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You know that.
It's not worth it.

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Moira: Yeah, it is.

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And once we get out of here,

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there's gonna be a girl that
comes in here and reads it.

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It will let her know
she's not alone.

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Aunt Elizabeth:
Moira! Time's up!

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Moira: Just a second,
aunt Elizabeth.

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Just having my monthly woe.

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Aunt Elizabeth: Let's go!

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Moira: Bye.

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Offred: You had to be brave
to do this.

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So, whatever it means,
thank you.

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You were up early. Work.

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Serena: Is it the UN?

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Well, give it a month.

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They'll have to lift the embargo if
they don't want the euro to collapse.

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An aunt escaped last night,
from the needham red center.

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Well, the eyes will catch her.

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She crossed the border.

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Gave an interview to
the Toronto star.

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It's already up
on their website.

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What does it say?
You can imagine.

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Lies and hyperbole, everything
in the worst possible light.

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I would expect more
from an aunt.

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Just me being naive, I guess.

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Have Fortenberry send
in a written response.

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The important thing is not
to discredit what she said,

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but we need to discredit her.

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You don't need to worry
about this. I promise.

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We've got good men
working on it.

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Praised be.

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Commander Fred: Good
morning, Rita. Commander, sir.

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Ma'am. Blessed day.

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Rita? What's wrong with you?

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You scared the shit out of me.

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I'm sorry.

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What were you doing in there?

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I... I was...

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I was getting dressed.

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And I think I just,
I felt light-headed, you know?

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I guess I might've passed out.

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Are you sick?

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No. No, I...

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I feel fine.

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I really wouldn't want to
worry anyone, you know?

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Okay.

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Serena: What did she do
this time?

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She was on the ground, ma'am.
She said she fainted.

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She fainted?
No, that's what she said.

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She was on the ground.

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Should I make
an appointment at the doctor?

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She'll be fine.

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Yes, ma'am.

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We do have the ceremony tonight.

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Make an appointment. Yes, ma'am.

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Well. Duty calls.

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Offred: The doctor's office is
on the other side of town.

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That's a whole hour
each way, if I walk slow.

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An hour of outside
and rain and flowers

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and fresh fucking air.

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You're sick. Is that right?

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I fainted, Mrs. Waterford.

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All right. Come on, then.
The car is out front.

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No, lcan_.

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What? You can what?

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I can walk. It's not too far.

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Don't be stupid. You're sick.

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Now come.

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Aunt Lydia: All right, girls.

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Settle down.

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A bit higher, Janine.

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That's better. Now, girls.

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Soon you will be leaving us
for new homes, a new family.

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And they won'tjudge you for
your looks, or your clothes,

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or your ability to sound clever.

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Take your hands out
of your mouth!

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They will love you for the
blessing only you can provide.

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So, what, is this,
like, practice for labor?

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I mean, if we get pregnant?
Aunt Lydia: Helen!

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We raise our hand.

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These poses are similar to the
ones we will take during childbirth.

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But today we are practicing
for the ceremony.

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The ceremony is a sacred ritual.

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A wonderful ritual.

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Once a month, on fertile days,

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the handmaid shall lie between
the legs of the commander's wife.

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The two of you will
become one flesh,

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one flower,
waiting to be seeded.

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We're flowers.

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Lay down.

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What? It's nice.

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Aunt Lydia: Now,
if the girls behind

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could hold the wrists
of the girls in front.

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Moira?

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Are you saying that we will be
having intercourse with the men

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between the wives' legs?

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When Rachel saw that she bear
Jacob no children, she said unto Jacob,

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"give me children,
or else I die."

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And Rachel said,
"behold my maid, bilhah.

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"Go in unto her,

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"and she shall bear upon my knees,
that I may have children by her."

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That is his word, dear.
And we shall abide.

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All right, girls,
back in your positions.

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This is fucked.

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Waterford?

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Waterford.

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You know what to do?

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Doctor will be right in.

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Doctor: Raining cats and dogs
out there.

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Well, it's good for my tomatoes.

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I'm growing heirlooms this
year, mostly yellow valencia.

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So, I hear you fainted.

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Offred: Yes. Okay,
well, your pressure's fine.

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Do you have any other symptoms?

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Dizziness, stomach pains?

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Double vision?

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No. That's good.

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According to your chart,
it's ceremony night.

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Yes.

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Well, fainting isn't uncommon
on ceremony nights.

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How are the waterfords?
Are they treating you okay?

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Yes, they treat me very well.

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You know, you can talk to me.

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I can't do much about your
situation, but I'm a good listener.

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All right, then.

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While you're here, I might
as well have a quick look,

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make sure that everything is
in fighting shape for tonight.

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This might feel a bit cool.

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Just relax.

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You're ripe. Right on schedule.

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It doesn't really matter.
Waterford's probably sterile.

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Most of those guys are.

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Offred: Sterile.

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That's a forbidden word.

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There's no such thing
as a sterile man anymore.

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There's only women who are
fruitful and women who are barren.

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I can help you.

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It could be
the only way for you.

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If waterford can't get you
pregnant, they won't blame him.

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It'll be your fault.

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It'll only take
a few minutes, honey.

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I can't.

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It's too dangerous.

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Thank you.

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That's a good girl.

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Mommy loves you.

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Mommy loves you.

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Oh, god damn it!

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Fuck!

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God damn it!
God fucking damn it!

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We're home.

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Look, I'm sorry
this is happening to you.

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I wish... you wish what?

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What do you wish?

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So, are you dying?

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Dehydrated.

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You need to
take better care of yourself.

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Everything is in working order
for this evening?

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Yes. Did he check?

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Yes. He checked.

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Good.

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Mrs. Waterford,
I know I failed you.

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I... I disappointed you
and myself.

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And I will do my best to
not let it happen again.

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I've learned my lesson.
I'm so sorry.

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Please, let me out.

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Please.

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Serena: Go back to your room.

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How did you survive her?

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Just please talk to me.

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Aunt Lydia:
Blessed be the pure in spirit

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for theirs is
the kingdom of heaven.

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Handmaids: Blessed be the pure in
spirit for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

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Offred: Aunt Elizabeth?

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One of the toilets
is overflowing again.

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Oh, dear.

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Don't make a fucking sound.

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Anyone see you?

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One sound and I push this
into your neck.

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You know I'll do it, right?

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Over here. Over here!

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Please don't hurt me. Shut up.

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Take your clothes off.

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Hurry up! Hurry!

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Do it, faster!

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Sit here.

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Sit here.
Put your arms around the pipe.

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Put your arms around the pipe!
Okay.

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Please.

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I know this wasn't your idea.
Shut the fuck up.

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You okay? Yeah.

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What?

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It's an eye for an eye, right?

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I could shove this down your
throat and burn your tongue off.

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Or your cunt. Moira!

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Let's go. Come on.

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Just remember I didn't.

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If it ever comes to that.

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Help me!

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Help!

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Offred: Shit. Just look meek.

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Guard: Where are you
taking this handmaid?

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Open the gate.

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Yes, ma'am.

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Commander Fred:
Blessed be the fruit.

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Offred: He can'tbe in here yet.

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First is household staff, then
the wife, then the commander.

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And he knocks. He has to knock.

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He can't be in here.

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Sorry, did I startle you?

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I just wanted to say hello.

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I haven't seen you in a while.

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Hello.

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I was thinking perhaps

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we could have a rematch tonight.

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Scrabble.

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Nine o'clock in my office?

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What do you think?

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Well, who's an early bird today?

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Blessed be the fruit.

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May the lord open.

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Commander Fred: "And when
Rachel saw that she bear Jacob no children,

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"Rachel envied her sister
and said unto Jacob,

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"'give me children
or else I die.

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Fred.

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What are you doing?

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Serena: Let me help you.

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Does that feel good?

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Go back to your room.

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Offred: I'llbe blamed.

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I'm not blameless.

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He tried to talk to me
before the ceremony.

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He tried to connect.

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That's what he needs.

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You can wet the rim of a glass

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and run your finger around
the rim and it will make a sound.

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This is what I feel like,
this sound of glass.

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I feel like the word "shatter."

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We've just gotta get
to the city.

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The collective has some
safe houses.

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Where are we?

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They probably
didn't take us far.

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Most of the girls are
from the city.

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Where are the street signs?

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Guard: Negative.

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Where are we?

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Come on.

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Stand by, two.

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Offred: Which track goes
to Boston?

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We can't get on the wrong train.

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Just stay here for a second
and I'll go ask someone.

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Hey, it'll be fine, right?

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I'm an aunt.

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I'll scare the shit out of them.

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Blessed be the fruit.

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Guard: Blessed day,
under his eye.

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Moira: Could you help me?

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Which train goes to Boston?

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That'd be this track right
here. Moira: This track?

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Blessed day, miss.
Do you need some help?

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Yes, thank you.

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Do you know
which train goes to Boston?

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It's coming in now.

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It's hard without
the signs, right?

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They're going to
replace them soon, I think.

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Where's your partner?

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You shouldn't be out alone.

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Can I see your ID card?

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Where are you posted?

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Offred: Moira, you wouldn't
stand for this shit.

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You wouldn't let them keep you
in this room for two weeks.

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You'd find a way out.
You'd escape.

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Get up.

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Get your crazy ass up.

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How was your trip?

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Stressful.

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I was in Mexico to coordinate
a trade delegation.

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Lot of difficult personalities,
you have no idea.

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Maybe I should let you
win again.

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That's very nice of you,
but I prefer a fair fight.

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Twenty-six.

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It's archaic, I think.

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Would you like to challenge?
Sure.

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Hand me the dictionary.

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Lower shelf.

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Did you ever study Latin?

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Oh, yes.

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My parents thought it
would help me with the sats.

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Here it is. "Sylph,
a thin and graceful girl."

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You were right.

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Offred: Has she been here?

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My predecessor.

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Knower of Latin.
Scratcher of words.

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Am I not the first
he's invited to this room?

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What happened?

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Did she say the wrong thing?

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Did she displease him, the
divine emperor of this house?

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And what price did she
pay for her insolence?

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I'm sorry. Please.

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Please, I'm sorry.
Please, please, please.

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Sorry.

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The most painful thing is
not the betrayal of trust, June.

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Do you know what's most painful?

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The most painful thing
in this entire ugly incident

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is the ingratitude.

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Don't you realize the
opportunity you have been given?

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Yes, yes, I try to.

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You were an adulterer,
a worthless slut!

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But god found a way
to make you useful.

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So, where's the gratitude?

43:37.532 --> 43:38.867
I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry. Shh, deah

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I know.

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God will Grant you
his forgiveness.

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But actions do
have consequences.

43:52.923 --> 43:55.425
Chickens always come home
to roost.

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Aunt Elizabeth.

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No. No, please...

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Please.

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Please, I'm sorry. Please.

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Please, please, please. Aunt
Elizabeth: Take off her socks.

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Aunt Elizabeth: Back to bed!

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You did let me win.

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Maybe.

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How about a rematch?

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Tomorrow, after the ceremony.

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It's a date.

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Can you do me a favor?

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Sure. Anything...

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Within reason, of course.

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I was just wondering if you
could translate something for me.

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I think it's Latin.

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Nolite te bastardes
carborundorum.

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Where'd you hear that?

45:46.036 --> 45:47.120
Does it mean something?

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Not really.

45:58.882 --> 46:00.175
It's a joke.

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Oh? How is it a joke?

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It's only funny
if you know Latin.

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Actually,
it's probably only funny

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ifyou're a 12-year-old boy
studying Latin.

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It doesn't really translate.

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It's something like,

46:35.377 --> 46:37.837
"don't let the bastards
grind you down."

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"Don't let the bastards
grind you down."

46:49.641 --> 46:50.850
Thanks.

46:53.269 --> 46:54.354
Where'd you hear it?

46:57.232 --> 46:58.358
From a friend.

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Did you know her somehow?

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What happened to her?

47:16.251 --> 47:17.252
She's dead.

47:24.384 --> 47:25.385
What happened to her?

47:27.637 --> 47:28.763
She killed herself.

47:29.389 --> 47:30.682
Hung herself from the ceiling.

47:31.182 --> 47:32.225
I don't know.

47:33.893 --> 47:35.353
I suppose she found her life

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unbearable.

47:40.400 --> 47:41.443
And you want...

47:45.905 --> 47:47.574
You want my life to be bearable.

47:51.077 --> 47:52.162
I would prefer it.

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It has been so hard.

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Being alone in that room
all the time.

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I know Mrs. Waterford is
trying to teach me a lesson.

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I know.

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I know she's right.

48:19.856 --> 48:21.191
I have so many flaws.

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But it has been so long.

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I'm afraid
I'm starting to give up.

48:40.418 --> 48:41.920
I certainly wouldn't want to
give up.

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Like my friend.

48:49.928 --> 48:51.012
That would be a tragedy.

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Offred: There was an offred
before me.

50:44.459 --> 50:45.793
She helped me find my way out.

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She's dead.

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She's alive.

50:54.135 --> 50:55.136
She is me.

50:57.055 --> 50:58.181
We are handmaids.

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Nolite te bastardes
carborundorum, bitches.