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[crowd cheering]
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[announcer] Delaney with the puck!
He's trying to fend them off!
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Delaney shoots!
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He scores!
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Ransom wins!
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[cheers and applause]
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Hannah. Hannah.
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We won.
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[band playing percussive music]
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["This Too Shall Pass" by OK Go playing]
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♪When the morning comes...♪
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Uh, excuse me, gentlemen.
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The UN has declared
an international band emergency,
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and they say that my dad
is the only man for the job.
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An international band emergency?
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Have they called Prince?
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They tried, but he is famously dead.
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Good God, this is worse than I thought.
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- Sorry, guys.
- [Hannah laughs]
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You're so weird.
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Also, can we hit Dairy Queen
on the way home?
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What? Are you saying the international
band emergency was a ruse?
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Is Prince even dead?
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Han! Honey, you were phenomenal.
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Uh, how was I?
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Mm, you were okay, too.
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Ah, yes!
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[laughs]
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Okay, can I help you?
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[Greg] I just want to know
how your new song is coming along.
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[breathing heavily]
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It must be going well,
because you missed three cues tonight.
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The muse waits for no one.
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[Greg]
Oh, does the muse play clarinet?
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Because we're looking
for a new alternate first chair.
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[panting]
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[woman] Just write, Hannah.
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[breathing heavily]
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["This Too Shall Pass" playing
over headphones]
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- [knock on door]
- [Allie] Han?
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I'm gonna skip the game today.
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Got an extra monster cookie
if you want one.
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[knocking]
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Hannah?
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Babe, you okay?
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[music stops]
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Yeah, yeah, sorry, I'm...
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I'm not super hungry.
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Uh, don't worry about me, I'm-- I'm good.
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[Allie] Okay, love you.
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[dramatic music playing]
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- [breathing heavily]
- [heart pounding]
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[breathes sharply]
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[Dean]
Look at those smug motherfuckers.
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Their ten-game streak ends now.
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[exhales] Not if their new center
has anything to say about it.
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[Dean] Please, he's been skating
in fucking cornfields.
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- Iowa, or whatever.
- [Birdie] Indiana.
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Kid's fast as fuck. Physical, too.
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Doesn't matter. Nothing's getting past us.
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[speaking Czech]
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[Dean] Yeah, see? Simms gets it.
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Yeah, come on, boys.
Let's get it.
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Fuck, yeah. Let's go.
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[door closes]
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He also doesn't back down from anything.
Same as Garrett.
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Oh, shit. Papa Graham's mad early.
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No pressure, man.
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Garrett, good to see you.
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[sighs]
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Looks like you got
a tough one out there today.
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- Feeling good?
- [door opens]
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Yeah, you know what?
Don't worry about me. I'm ready.
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Sorry, I left my phone in the car.
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It's okay.
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Hi, Garrett.
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[gasps]
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Cindy.
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Good luck out there today.
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Yeah.
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Thanks.
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[dramatic music playing]
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[cell phone vibrates]
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[vibrating continues]
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[breathes sharply]
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[Allie] Sean, I am so sorry
that you had to find out like that.
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I never meant to hurt your feelings.
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But also, literally, how dare you suggest
that I am incapable of being alone?
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Like, that's so fucked of you,
Sean. So fucked.
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Again, could not be more sorry.
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- Please just call me back or text me or--
- [voicemail beeps]
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[computerized voice]
Please hang up or press one to re-record.
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- Oh.
- Allie, what are you doing here?
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Uh, this is the drama building.
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I'm in the correct place.
What are you doing here?
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This is perfect. You're not busy, right?
I need a huge favor.
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No, Beau, sorry, I can't
take on anyone else's stress today.
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I am emotionally raw.
I'm the shell of a woman.
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Okay. Okay. Thank you, Ira.
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You, too, Ira.
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Bye, Ira.
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Sorry about that.
Ira is not great at ending conversations.
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Jo, this is Allie. Allie--
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You're Joanna Maxwell.
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Yeah, Allie's a fan.
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Nice to meet you.
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Wait, are you Allie Hayes?
Don't we have the same agent?
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You know who I am.
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Joanna Maxwell knows who I am.
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Well, you can just call me Jo.
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Yo, respectfully, there is literally
no way I can make that happen.
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- [chuckles]
- Joanna's back here doing a master class
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with the seniors,
because she's so famous.
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Definitely not famous.
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And because she's so famous,
she has this big self-tape.
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- It's a same-day audition.
- Last time I read with Jo,
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I got in trouble
for my voice
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- being "stiff and distracting."
- Well...
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So, I thought that maybe
you could read with her, Allie,
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so I could go do literally anything else.
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- [scoffs]
- What?
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- Beau...
- Uh-huh?
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You don't just ask someone
to be your reader.
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- There's an etiquette, fool.
- Mm-hmm.
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Sorry about him.
I couldn't ask you to do that.
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It would derail your entire day.
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No, no, no, derail it, please.
Seriously, it is not a problem.
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I would be honored
to read with the Joanna Maxwell.
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- [whistle blows]
- This is it, folks.
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The start of our
long-awaited game with St. A's
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and their new center, Aaron Delaney.
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[rock music playing]
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[Jules]
And we're underway here in the first.
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Hawks take possession.
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[grunts]
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- [crowd groans]
- [Jules] Oh, shit.
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Brutal hit from Aaron Delaney.
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Seems the new guy's fitting right in with
St. A's legendary trash-talking bullies.
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- [grunts]
- [crowd groans]
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- [groans]
- Whoa! How is that not a penalty?
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Hawks regain possession.
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Graham starts out
from behind his own net and...
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- Oh! Delaney says, nope.
- [crowd groans]
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[Jules]
He shoots... and beats
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Simms's blocker side
for the goal.
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[crowd jeering]
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Come on, Graham.
It's not fun if you don't fight back.
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Fuck you.
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[laughs]
Take it easy, princess.
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Whoo!
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Hey, come on, bro.
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- Shake it off. You got this.
- [crowd audio fades and distorts]
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[Garrett]
Wellsy, where are you?
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- [breathing heavily]
- [woman] Just write, Hannah.
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[vibrating]
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[ominous music playing]
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[breathing heavily]
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- [sniffling, gasping]
- [vibrating continues]
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- [stick hit echoes]
- [Jules] Nasty cross-check by Delaney.
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Vipers are absolutely dominating
the Hawks right now.
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Hawks can't play the zone.
Vipers collect the puck
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in the Hawks' zone.
Are you kidding?
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The Vipers are relentless.
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There's is a slashing penalty
on St. A's 29.
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- [woman] Just write, Hannah.
- There's Delaney again.
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What the actual fuck?
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Delaney shoots.
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[breathing heavily]
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[Jensen] Well, that wasn't
the first period I was looking for.
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Graham, Delaney's shadowing you.
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Move the puck. Look at Birdie and Dean.
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We got two periods left.
Your turnovers are killing us.
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- Don't worry about us. We're good.
- [imitates buzzer]
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Fuck that. I'm not good.
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[Jensen] Let's just work as a team
and try not to do it all ourselves.
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- No more one-on-one sloppiness.
- I got it, okay? Fine.
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Hey, cut the attitude, Graham.
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I mean it.
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Hey, Delaney's trying
to take you out of the game,
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so take their defenders out, too.
As soon as the puck comes in,
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- you just get rid of it.
- Who died and made you coach?
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I'm out there, too, man.
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Okay, then worry about yourself,
all right?
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Okay, fine.
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I don't know what your problem is,
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but I suggest you do
whatever it takes to work it out.
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Fucking quick.
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[exhales heavily]
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[exhales]
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[phone line rings]
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[cell phone vibrating]
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[soft piano playing]
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[piano volume increases]
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[gasps]
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Sorry. Sorry. Uh...
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I-I couldn't be in my room, so I came.
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And I-I heard.
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Who was that you were playing?
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It's actually an original.
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Part of a series I wrote
when my son first went off to day care.
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[chuckles]
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Kind of exploring the emptiness of time.
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Wow. Y--
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- You're incredible.
- Ah.
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I would hope so.
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- [plays notes]
- That's why I'm here, right?
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You okay?
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Yeah, I finally get it.
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When you said,
"Write music that lets people in."
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Like, just now, I-I didn't know
it was about your son, but I felt it.
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That's a sweet compliment.
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Just having a hard time taking it,
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because of the general melancholy.
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Uh, it's...
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It's just that I don't think
I could ever write anything
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that comes close to doing that.
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- Come on, that's not true.
- No, it is.
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I-I can't do what you do.
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Letting people in.
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- Hannah--
- No, it's okay.
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Um, I made a mistake trying to do this.
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Anyway, uh, it's been an honor
to be a part of your class.
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I really hope we can keep in touch.
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Not on my student email,
because if I don't do the showcase,
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then I-- I won't be here
next semester, but, um...
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I'll send you my old one.
It's a Yahoo, for some reason.
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[Daveed]
Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold up.
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Hannah, Hannah, Hannah,
Hannah, Hannah.
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Just, if you don't come back here
right now, okay?
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I'm still your advisor for as long
as you're here, so, talk to me.
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Get your money's worth.
[exhales]
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I have been doing this a while.
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I mean...
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Like, doesn't it hurt?
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Doesn't what hurt?
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Ripping yourself open over and over again.
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Letting people see all the weird,
jagged pieces of you.
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Is that what it feels like?
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Yeah, well, it doesn't feel good.
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I don't subscribe to the notion
that art has to be painful.
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In fact, if done right,
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allowing people into our truth,
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that can even be healing.
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Yeah, I don't-- I don't know about that.
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In-- In my experience,
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whenever I tell someone my truth, it...
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it ends badly.
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Well, that doesn't mean we have
to close ourselves off for good.
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It doesn't?
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No, that just means we have to cling
to the people who see us and smile.
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There has to be someone like that
in your life, right?
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[soft, tender music playing]
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, there is.
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Then, with love, what the hell
are you doing here talking to me?
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- [laughs]
- Taking up my rehearsal time.
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[laughs] Yeah, you're--
You're right.
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Sorry. Um, I'm gonna...
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Thank you. Thank you, Daveed.
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Anytime.
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- [voicemail beeps]
- [Garrett] Hey, hey, it's me.
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Um, are-- are you okay?
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Or did I-- did I do something wrong?
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Just, you said you were coming,
and you're not here.
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And I-I really wish you were here.
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You always help me
get out of my head, and...
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I could just really use a Coach Wellsy
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pep talk right now, so...
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Yeah, just...
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Uh, if you could just
let me know you're okay.
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I'm here.
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Okay.
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[crowd cheering]
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Heavy into the second.
Briar's trailing 3-1.
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You can tell Graham is frustrated
with this incessant coverage.
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- Move it!
- Fuck you!
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Up, G.
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- You got Logan!
- Come on, man! Get rid of it!
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- You got Logan! Move it!
- Heads up, G!
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- Can't keep up, Daddy's boy?
- Fuck!
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- [Delaney] Come on, then!
- [Jules] Woof.
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Someone hold Garrett's hair back,
because he is getting sloppy.
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[Logan] Go! Go! Go!
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[Jules] Delaney banks the puck to himself
past Graham and breaks up the ice.
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No! Fuck!
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[Jules] Delaney sends the puck
behind the Hawks' net.
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The Hawks are on their heels again.
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The pass comes out front
to Delaney, and...
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- [groans]
- [crowd jeering]
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[whistle blows]
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[player] Hey, we need the trainer!
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[Jules]
What an absolutely brutal hit from Delaney
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and a brutal end
to the second period for the Hawks.
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Birdie sure got his bell rung.
Let's hope he's okay.
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[Logan] How you doing, Birdie?
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[Birdie] Everything's so fucking bright.
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Okay. You're not going back in.
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Rogers, you're up.
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I'm gonna put you on D for the third.
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- Me?
- Yeah.
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Just keep your feet moving. Di Laurentis.
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Yeah, I'll look out for him, Coach.
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- Fuck Aaron Delaney, man.
- There's no way that was an accident.
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He knew exactly what he was doing.
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Okay, guys, anything can happen
in 20 minutes.
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[Tucker] Maybe we switch to a one-two-two
trap to really cut off their outlets,
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amp up the pressure?
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[Logan] That won't work.
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It doesn't matter what we do.
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We were getting our asses kicked
before Birdie got domed.
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- We know what the problem is.
- You got something to say?
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You know you're locked off.
I told you to get rid of it.
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- Logan, come on.
- No, everyone is thinking it.
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Garrett Graham's got to do it all himself,
and now, we're down by two.
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Stay in your lane, Josh.
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Guys, come on. It's not that deep.
16:58.230 --> 17:01.271
No, it fucking is for some of us, Dean.
It is that deep.
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I'm not gonna let us lose this game,
because Phil Graham's son
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gets to do whatever he fucking wants.
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You don't know
what you're talking about.
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- Come on.
- You gonna fight me now?
17:11.063 --> 17:12.605
Hey! Calm down.
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[Logan] We're on the same team, G.
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Don't you get that?
17:17.938 --> 17:20.229
You're not the only one
who can play hockey.
17:20.230 --> 17:22.312
You're not the only one
who's been busting their ass,
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and you're not the only one who wants
to beat these motherfuckers!
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We are on the same team!
17:30.521 --> 17:32.062
Logan, just give him a second
to calm down.
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I don't need your fucking help, Tucker.
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[breathes deeply]
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[tense music playing]
17:44.146 --> 17:45.063
Fuck.
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[sighs]
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- Hey.
- [door closes]
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[sighs]
18:04.771 --> 18:06.230
Need a pep talk?
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What's going on?
18:08.438 --> 18:09.895
Are you okay? Where were you?
18:09.896 --> 18:10.979
I'm fine.
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- I called, but you didn't--
- No, I know. I'm...
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I'm sorry. I should have texted.
18:14.646 --> 18:18.645
I w-- I was dealing with something
that kind of took over for a minute there,
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um, but I'm-- I'm here now.
18:20.396 --> 18:21.895
You're dealing with what?
Are you okay?
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Yeah, I'm fine. Okay?
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Just, you know, it didn't matter
as much as being here for you.
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[sighs]
18:32.480 --> 18:34.105
Please just text me next time.
18:35.063 --> 18:36.313
I was worried about you.
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I know. I know.
18:43.730 --> 18:47.270
Okay, focus up.
Graham, what's going on out there?
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Everything.
18:49.521 --> 18:51.145
I'm playing like shit,
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getting pressured like crazy,
making stupid mistakes.
18:54.230 --> 18:56.520
Everybody's counting on me
to be in control,
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but I just got in a stupid fight
with Logan, because...
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Your dad's here.
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[sighs]
19:06.188 --> 19:07.438
With Cindy.
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We can't let him win.
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It gives him power.
19:16.355 --> 19:19.729
This is how we win. We just--
We show up, and we live our lives.
19:19.730 --> 19:21.479
- Okay? We can do that.
- [sighs]
19:21.480 --> 19:23.187
Right?
19:23.188 --> 19:24.188
Yeah.
19:25.105 --> 19:26.437
And as for everything else,
19:26.438 --> 19:28.688
we can just start with the small stuff
and work your way up.
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Small stuff?
19:30.688 --> 19:32.562
Yeah, whatever that means for hockey.
19:32.563 --> 19:35.312
I guess the small stuff
could be stop playing like shit.
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[both laugh]
19:36.646 --> 19:39.437
- Okay, yeah. I can do that.
- [chuckles]
19:39.438 --> 19:42.354
Delaney's kicking my ass, though.
Guy's a fucking monster.
19:42.355 --> 19:44.271
[inhales sharply and sighs]
19:48.730 --> 19:49.688
Wellsy.
19:51.438 --> 19:52.813
Are you sure you're okay?
19:54.105 --> 19:55.354
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
19:55.355 --> 19:57.021
- I'm...
- [soft, tender music playing]
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I'm good.
20:02.063 --> 20:03.271
I promise.
20:05.938 --> 20:06.896
Okay.
20:08.021 --> 20:09.730
[crowd cheering]
20:19.146 --> 20:20.063
Hey, Graham.
20:26.146 --> 20:27.438
I love you.
20:29.188 --> 20:31.104
I love you, too.
20:31.105 --> 20:33.188
[tender music continues]
20:52.271 --> 20:54.188
[tense music plays]
21:00.480 --> 21:02.979
[buzzer]
21:02.980 --> 21:06.312
Graham and Delaney meet center ice,
ready to start the final period.
21:06.313 --> 21:07.563
[whistle blows]
21:12.021 --> 21:14.438
What? Nothing to say this time?
21:20.271 --> 21:22.021
[crowd cheering]
21:26.896 --> 21:27.854
[man] Delaney, you suck!
21:27.855 --> 21:29.729
Hey, that hit was bullshit, man.
You all right?
21:29.730 --> 21:31.895
- Yeah, yeah. Let's go.
- I got you.
21:31.896 --> 21:33.688
[upbeat percussive music]
21:35.313 --> 21:36.770
[Jules] Hawks in their own zone.
21:36.771 --> 21:40.145
Vipers forecheck, recover the puck,
and get it back to the point.
21:40.146 --> 21:42.354
Clutch deflection by Tucker
gets the puck back to Graham.
21:42.355 --> 21:44.521
But can he get past Delaney?
21:45.188 --> 21:48.229
Graham puts on the brakes,
spins and drops to Tucker.
21:48.230 --> 21:50.520
- Tucker shoots.
- [Tucker] Yes!
21:50.521 --> 21:52.187
- Scores! Hawks score!
- [crowd cheering]
21:52.188 --> 21:53.520
Whoo!
21:53.521 --> 21:55.937
[rock music playing]
21:55.938 --> 21:57.938
Let's go! Yes!
21:58.771 --> 21:59.937
Good pass, G!
21:59.938 --> 22:01.021
Let's go!
22:01.646 --> 22:03.438
[players cheering]
22:07.063 --> 22:08.270
Whoo!
22:08.271 --> 22:10.062
I like that! I like that, Tuck!
22:10.063 --> 22:14.105
Okay, Briar, looks like we've decided
to get off our knees and stop sucking.
22:26.146 --> 22:27.646
[whistle blows]
22:28.563 --> 22:30.520
And... cut.
22:30.521 --> 22:32.062
Wow. Okay.
22:32.063 --> 22:34.895
Holding back tears?
I mean, such a smart choice.
22:34.896 --> 22:36.479
Beau wasn't kidding.
22:36.480 --> 22:39.937
You really are
a much better reader than he is.
22:39.938 --> 22:42.687
And you have cuter clothes.
Thank you for this, by the way.
22:42.688 --> 22:44.396
You got it. Of course.
22:44.938 --> 22:48.354
God, it is just so fun to be hanging out
with someone who's, like,
22:48.355 --> 22:50.270
actually doing the thing, you know?
22:50.271 --> 22:53.479
You're auditioning for a TV show
on your day off from Broadway.
22:53.480 --> 22:54.604
It's so chic.
22:54.605 --> 22:58.145
Oh, I think you'd feel differently
if you saw me hiding my pin curls
22:58.146 --> 23:01.395
under an old baseball hat
with my falsies barely hanging on.
23:01.396 --> 23:04.062
Ah, you've got to know
how cool that sounds.
23:04.063 --> 23:06.354
Broadway's hard, dude.
23:06.355 --> 23:10.520
It's... Like, I know I'm super lucky.
23:10.521 --> 23:13.604
But, oh, my God, I'm also so exhausted.
23:13.605 --> 23:14.645
[laughs]
23:14.646 --> 23:17.730
I don't have time for anyone.
My dating life is in shambles.
23:18.980 --> 23:20.854
That, I can relate to.
23:20.855 --> 23:22.145
Ooh.
23:22.146 --> 23:25.229
I smell token straight boy drama
in the theater department.
23:25.230 --> 23:26.646
No, it's, like...
23:30.313 --> 23:32.895
Okay, well, can we still
be peers in the industry
23:32.896 --> 23:34.479
even if I tell you all my messy bullshit?
23:34.480 --> 23:37.187
Oh, that's literally the only way
we'll be peers in the industry.
23:37.188 --> 23:38.313
[both laugh]
23:40.146 --> 23:43.145
My ex, like, found out
I hooked up with someone
23:43.146 --> 23:46.812
and just got, like,
all scrunch-faced and, like,
23:46.813 --> 23:49.645
just basically accused me
of not being able to be alone.
23:49.646 --> 23:50.812
Ugh.
23:50.813 --> 23:52.729
Boys are so silly.
23:52.730 --> 23:54.479
So, you fucked a little.
23:54.480 --> 23:56.395
It's not like
you're in a new relationship.
23:56.396 --> 23:59.937
Thank you. I've hooked up
with this new guy a couple of times.
23:59.938 --> 24:01.812
But this isn't about him. It's about me.
24:01.813 --> 24:04.520
- I am capable of being single.
- Yeah.
24:04.521 --> 24:06.979
I mean, you're sleeping
with other people, too, right?
24:06.980 --> 24:08.771
[panting and laughing]
24:09.730 --> 24:10.813
Totally.
24:14.688 --> 24:16.687
- Except...
- Except, you're not.
24:16.688 --> 24:18.062
It's okay.
24:18.063 --> 24:22.520
It'd be different if you and this new guy
were texting all the time or had, like,
24:22.521 --> 24:25.354
cute, gross nicknames
or something like that.
24:25.355 --> 24:26.980
[vibrating]
24:30.021 --> 24:31.937
Oh, no, you do.
24:31.938 --> 24:34.437
So, how long have you been
hooking up with new guy?
24:34.438 --> 24:38.854
Like, a month... ish.
24:38.855 --> 24:41.645
Bitch, I hate to break it to you.
You're in another relationship.
24:41.646 --> 24:44.520
Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
24:44.521 --> 24:46.896
Hey, I can see
I've caused some turmoil here.
24:48.480 --> 24:50.145
We need to get off campus.
24:50.146 --> 24:52.730
Somewhere with alcohol.
24:53.688 --> 24:54.979
[chuckles]
24:54.980 --> 24:57.063
["A-Game" by Chloe Qisha playing]
24:57.980 --> 25:00.563
- [bartender] ID?
- Hey, can I do an old fashioned?
25:03.271 --> 25:04.230
Thank you.
25:05.646 --> 25:07.105
Nice fake.
25:07.896 --> 25:09.312
Excuse me?
25:09.313 --> 25:11.480
Just saying,
it's not the worst one I've seen.
25:12.355 --> 25:15.479
Oh, no. No, this... This is real.
25:15.480 --> 25:17.104
Please. I work at a bar.
25:17.105 --> 25:19.187
I can spot one, like, five booths away.
25:19.188 --> 25:23.063
Maybe you need any glasses,
because it's definitely not fake.
25:26.355 --> 25:28.187
Your name is Carter St. James.
25:28.188 --> 25:30.062
The Fifth.
25:30.063 --> 25:31.813
Mm. Yeah.
25:32.896 --> 25:33.979
Nobody's named that.
25:33.980 --> 25:35.646
That's a name from Glee.
25:36.730 --> 25:39.312
Well, I guess I'm lucky they don't ask
too many questions here.
25:39.313 --> 25:40.271
[bartender] There you go.
25:41.355 --> 25:42.771
I guess I am, too.
25:49.146 --> 25:50.354
What are you doing?
25:50.355 --> 25:51.855
That guy was hitting on you.
25:53.063 --> 25:55.021
- So?
- [laughs]
25:55.980 --> 25:59.395
Look, you want to prove
you're not in a relationship?
25:59.396 --> 26:01.729
The best way to do that is
to sleep with someone new
26:01.730 --> 26:03.062
who you'll never see again.
26:03.063 --> 26:06.645
I don't think hopping to yet another man
is the answer.
26:06.646 --> 26:08.812
You're a relationship girlie, right?
26:08.813 --> 26:12.562
The best way to get over that
is to have no-strings-attached fun.
26:12.563 --> 26:15.145
But there legit has to be no strings.
26:15.146 --> 26:20.021
And that guy has "no fucking strings"
written all over him.
26:25.605 --> 26:29.354
I don't know, having sex with someone
and not getting to know them at all, like,
26:29.355 --> 26:31.145
doesn't it feel a little...
26:31.146 --> 26:32.396
Slutty?
26:33.146 --> 26:35.979
- Yeah, that's part of it.
- I was gonna say "meaningless."
26:35.980 --> 26:38.729
Allie, you're in college.
26:38.730 --> 26:41.562
You have the rest of your life
to have meaningful sex.
26:41.563 --> 26:45.188
Don't you want to know what being single
and slutty has to offer you?
26:48.938 --> 26:50.979
Hey, you with the cheekbones.
26:50.980 --> 26:53.021
Hey! Hey, hey, what are you doing?
26:56.063 --> 27:00.145
♪Tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight...♪
27:00.146 --> 27:01.312
What's up?
27:01.313 --> 27:04.604
If my friend wanted to have really hot,
meaningless sex with you,
27:04.605 --> 27:08.020
but the only caveat was that you couldn't
learn anything about each other,
27:08.021 --> 27:10.937
and you had to promise
not to call her after,
27:10.938 --> 27:12.520
would you be cool with that?
27:12.521 --> 27:14.646
Oh, yeah, most definitely.
27:15.521 --> 27:17.437
[Joanna] Great. Buy her a drink.
27:17.438 --> 27:19.145
This one's mine now.
27:19.146 --> 27:23.312
♪And maybe I'll be your number one girl ♪
27:23.313 --> 27:24.937
What do you say?
27:24.938 --> 27:28.354
♪Tonight, tonight,
tonight tonight ♪
27:28.355 --> 27:30.354
[crowd cheering]
27:30.355 --> 27:32.562
Coming out of the last time-out
with two minutes left,
27:32.563 --> 27:34.520
it's looking real good for the Hawks.
27:34.521 --> 27:36.729
Graham and Logan
have been having a blast out there.
27:36.730 --> 27:37.854
We love that for them.
27:37.855 --> 27:40.563
And more importantly, we love it for me.
27:43.355 --> 27:47.313
[disquieting, tense music playing]
27:51.938 --> 27:52.770
[whistle blows]
27:52.771 --> 27:55.229
- That's what I'm talking about.
- Let's fucking go, baby.
27:55.230 --> 27:57.645
- Any final words of wisdom, Cap?
- Let's win this fucking thing.
27:57.646 --> 27:58.770
- Let's go!
- Whoo!
27:58.771 --> 28:00.729
- Let's go!
- [Jules] This is it, folks.
28:00.730 --> 28:03.146
It's looking like the last face-off
of the game.
28:03.855 --> 28:04.937
[Delaney] Hey, man.
28:04.938 --> 28:06.688
Everything they say is true.
28:07.438 --> 28:09.521
Playing against you has been really fun.
28:11.021 --> 28:12.230
Yeah, all right.
28:15.521 --> 28:18.312
Graham, you know what's gonna
be even better than me beating you?
28:18.313 --> 28:19.645
What's that?
28:19.646 --> 28:21.646
[ominous music playing]
28:23.355 --> 28:25.980
[breathing heavily]
28:27.230 --> 28:29.312
Beating you in front of that lying slut.
28:29.313 --> 28:32.645
[music distorts, intensifies]
28:32.646 --> 28:34.855
[distorted clatter]
28:51.813 --> 28:52.979
- [gasps]
- [music cuts out]
28:52.980 --> 28:55.020
[players shouting]
28:55.021 --> 28:57.020
[whistle blowing]
28:57.021 --> 29:00.062
[players] Garrett! Garrett!
29:00.063 --> 29:01.730
[whistle blows]
29:02.938 --> 29:04.438
[music intensifies]
29:40.438 --> 29:41.355
[gasps]
29:42.938 --> 29:44.188
[coach sighs]
29:45.563 --> 29:46.605
[grunts softly]
29:47.188 --> 29:48.480
[groans lightly]
29:52.730 --> 29:54.645
What are they going to do?
29:54.646 --> 29:55.980
The NCAA?
29:57.396 --> 29:58.730
Guess we'll find out.
30:01.230 --> 30:03.062
Aren't you gonna
yell at me or something?
30:03.063 --> 30:06.063
Why would I yell at you
if I need you to actually hear me?
30:09.230 --> 30:10.520
- Coach...
- Garrett,
30:10.521 --> 30:12.230
you're on the brink of greatness.
30:13.146 --> 30:16.855
But I can't help you get there
if you're not in it for the right reasons.
30:18.438 --> 30:21.062
And after that hot-headed bullshit?
30:21.063 --> 30:22.855
I'm not sure that you are.
30:25.105 --> 30:26.812
[Jensen sighs]
30:26.813 --> 30:31.021
Either way, I won't condone
that kind of behavior on my ice.
30:31.855 --> 30:34.646
As of now,
you're suspended for four games.
30:47.396 --> 30:50.605
- [door opens, closes]
- [exhales sharply]
30:55.771 --> 30:57.646
[intense music plays]
31:05.021 --> 31:05.938
[door slams shut]
31:08.730 --> 31:09.812
[Garrett sighs]
31:09.813 --> 31:10.979
Garrett.
31:10.980 --> 31:13.979
No, we have an agreement.
I don't win, you don't talk to me.
31:13.980 --> 31:16.020
Clearly, this is an exception.
31:16.021 --> 31:18.645
- Move.
- No, hang on. Just listen.
31:18.646 --> 31:19.687
[sighs]
31:19.688 --> 31:20.980
I'm proud of you.
31:30.146 --> 31:32.854
- What?
- That was some tough old-school hockey.
31:32.855 --> 31:34.146
[chuckles]
31:35.313 --> 31:37.145
I just got suspended.
31:37.146 --> 31:38.229
Four games.
31:38.230 --> 31:41.354
Yeah, that is not ideal.
31:41.355 --> 31:44.312
But hey, it happens, right?
You get worked up. You lose your cool.
31:44.313 --> 31:45.770
Part of the game.
31:45.771 --> 31:47.354
But shit will rain down, though.
31:47.355 --> 31:50.354
NCAA will be on your ass, but don't worry.
31:50.355 --> 31:52.813
I'll call the Bruins.
I'll take care of this.
31:53.563 --> 31:56.938
No one will keep
Phil Graham's son off the ice.
31:59.688 --> 32:00.980
So, that's it, huh?
32:03.021 --> 32:04.313
Excuse me?
32:05.063 --> 32:07.438
As long as I have "Graham" on my back,
32:08.105 --> 32:11.104
I can just beat people up
with no consequences
32:11.105 --> 32:12.771
for the rest of my life?
32:14.188 --> 32:15.230
Like you.
32:17.146 --> 32:19.021
I don't know what you're talking about.
32:20.313 --> 32:21.313
Yes, you do.
32:25.063 --> 32:27.979
You know, I don't remember you
complaining about being a Graham
32:27.980 --> 32:29.687
when you landed the best coaches,
32:29.688 --> 32:32.020
when you got on the best teams
with the best equipment.
32:32.021 --> 32:33.230
With the best bruises.
32:34.521 --> 32:37.895
Right? Easy to write it off when your kid
plays such a violent sport.
32:37.896 --> 32:39.604
I did what I had to.
32:39.605 --> 32:42.145
That's fucking bullshit. And you know it.
32:42.146 --> 32:45.687
I don't want to hear what a terrible dad
I was for making you tough.
32:45.688 --> 32:47.687
For wanting you to have the best.
32:47.688 --> 32:49.354
Oh, fuck you!
You don't want the best for me.
32:49.355 --> 32:51.395
- It was never about me.
- Of course it was!
32:51.396 --> 32:53.395
You're about to play for the Bruins.
32:53.396 --> 32:54.688
I made that happen.
32:55.813 --> 32:58.854
You can hate the name
on the back of your jersey all you want,
32:58.855 --> 33:01.521
but it doesn't make you better than me.
33:02.355 --> 33:04.437
It just makes you ungrateful.
33:04.438 --> 33:06.355
I will never be like you.
33:10.605 --> 33:11.980
You already are.
33:15.938 --> 33:17.646
Stay the fuck away from me.
33:19.396 --> 33:21.438
Stop calling. Stop coming to my games.
33:22.480 --> 33:23.813
We're fucking done.
33:31.688 --> 33:33.480
[slow, somber music playing]
33:49.230 --> 33:50.520
What the hell, Garrett?
33:50.521 --> 33:53.104
I really can't do this right now.
Can you just please get in the car?
33:53.105 --> 33:55.146
- No. What was that?
- Are you serious?
33:56.521 --> 33:57.771
You're mad at me?
34:01.105 --> 34:02.271
You lied to me, Hannah.
34:02.855 --> 34:03.770
I didn't lie to you.
34:03.771 --> 34:06.104
You did. You looked me in the eye
and told me you were okay.
34:06.105 --> 34:08.187
You promised me you were okay.
34:08.188 --> 34:10.312
You just had to make it through one game.
34:10.313 --> 34:12.480
- Oh, my God.
- One hour. That's it.
34:14.188 --> 34:17.313
I had to go back out there
and play against that piece of shit.
34:18.230 --> 34:20.895
- Do you not trust me, or what?
- Garrett, you lost your shit on him!
34:20.896 --> 34:23.605
- You didn't hear what he said.
- I know what he fucking said.
34:27.355 --> 34:31.270
What? Did he call me a whore?
A liar? That I wanted it?
34:31.271 --> 34:34.645
Who cares?
I heard it every day in high school.
34:34.646 --> 34:36.688
I wasn't just gonna stand
there and listen...
34:37.563 --> 34:41.187
- I was fucking defending you!
- Well, I didn't ask you to do that.
34:41.188 --> 34:44.105
I didn't want you to.
I didn't want anyone to.
34:46.230 --> 34:49.020
People in Ransom
didn't just turn on me, Garrett.
34:49.021 --> 34:51.187
They turned on my family.
34:51.188 --> 34:52.479
My parents lost friends.
34:52.480 --> 34:53.896
My dad got fired.
34:54.688 --> 34:56.687
You want to know why I didn't tell you?
34:56.688 --> 34:59.645
It's because every time I tell someone
the truth, it fucks everything up.
34:59.646 --> 35:01.395
It ruins people's lives.
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And it happened again.
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No, my life isn't--
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No, tell me you didn't
just put your season at risk.
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Your future with the Bruins.
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How do you think that makes me feel?
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You blow this all up for me.
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What do you want me to say?
You want me to apologize?
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Say I'm sorry? I'm not.
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I could face that asshole a hundred times,
and one hundred fucking times,
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I'd beat the shit out of him again.
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Yeah, well that scares me, Garrett.
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It scares me that you would risk
everything for me
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when I'm telling you it's not what I want.
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I worked so fucking hard
to put it all behind me.
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I scare you?
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What? No, what? Of course not.
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- That's what you said.
- Garrett, you're not listening to me.
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Fuck.
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[breathing heavily]
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My dad was right.
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Your what?
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This is who I am, Hannah.
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This is just how I'm programmed.
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No, you're not. You're not Phil.
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I am. I fucking am.
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Do you think I like being like this?
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[sighs] You know, maybe
not right now, but someday...
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you're gonna look at me the same way
Cindy looked at me.
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And that would kill me, Hannah.
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Garrett.
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- Garrett!
- No, no.
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I'm not good for you.
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You shouldn't be...
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This is over.
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This needs to be over.
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[score intensifying]
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[woman] Just write, Hannah.
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[breathing heavily]
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I just want you to write down
what happened...
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in your own words.
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Okay?
38:58.021 --> 38:59.730
[Hannah breathing heavily]
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[whimpering]
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[panting]
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[phone line ringing]
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- [all laughing]
- [cell phone ringing]
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Han, honey, I'll tell you what.
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I am missing my euchre partner
right about now.
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Hanny, save me. I bet the house.
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Dad says hi.
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What's up?
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Mom.
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Han?
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Is something wrong?
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Yeah, my-my-my bike.
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My-My bike is wrong.
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Okay. We can fix the bike.
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No, I don't think we can, Mom.
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Is she okay?
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[Carrie] Okay. Tell me.
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Why can't we fix your bike?
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Because...
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Because, um...
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Because I lost my scholarship.
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I'm gonna need you
to connect some dots, honey.
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No, I wasn't gonna tell you, because
I wanted to figure it out on my own.
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Um, so I was--
I was gonna win the pop showcase
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and get another scholarship.
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But Garrett and I broke up,
because he played St. A's,
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and he got into a fight,
and it's all my fault.
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And now I have to walk home.
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Okay. Okay. Breathe.
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[crying]
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Breathe.
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So...
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a lot to unpack there.
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Let's start with the small stuff
and work our way up.
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Okay?
41:12.063 --> 41:14.479
First off, let us figure out the money.
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We always do.
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Don't worry about the grant.
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We will find a way for you
to be at Briar next semester.
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How can I not worry about it
when it's my fault?
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[sobbing over phone]
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I'm the reason that you can't afford it
in the first place.
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Like, I'm the reason
for the therapy bills and the lawyer.
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I ruined your lives, and I-I'm sorry.
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I'm-I'm so sorry.
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[sobbing] I'm sorry.
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What did you do wrong?
41:50.938 --> 41:52.145
What?
41:52.146 --> 41:54.145
Well, if you're feeling guilty,
41:54.146 --> 41:58.521
then it must mean
that you did something wrong.
41:59.271 --> 42:02.146
So, what is it, exactly?
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Uh...
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I should have...
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You went to a party, sweet pea.
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You were a high school kid
who had a drink, that's all.
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You didn't do anything wrong, Hannah.
42:23.563 --> 42:28.520
That night and everything that happened
after that is not on you.
42:28.521 --> 42:33.896
There's nothing that you could've
or should've done.
42:34.480 --> 42:37.479
And as far as ruining our lives...
42:37.480 --> 42:39.813
I am fine, and so is your dad...
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despite being terrible at euchre.
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[laughs]
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Yeah, he really-- He really is so bad.
42:50.271 --> 42:51.854
He's the worst.
42:51.855 --> 42:53.562
[Hannah laughing]
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But I love him.
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And we love you.
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So, will you let us do our jobs
and take care of you?
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Are you nodding?
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Yeah. Yeah, I'm nodding.
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[laughs]
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Good.
43:13.896 --> 43:14.896
[laughs]
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[rock music playing indistinctly]
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[Carter] So, how's your ice?
43:21.480 --> 43:22.729
Oh, uh...
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Yeah, it's good.
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- Right.
- Good ice.
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Okay, did you change your mind?
It feels like you changed your mind.
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- No, no, no. I'm super into this.
- It's... that's...
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- Okay.
- Promise.
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Right.
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You're kind of a shit liar.
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[both laugh]
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Look, the benefit of being strangers
is you don't owe me anything, right?
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You know...
43:48.230 --> 43:49.604
It's really not you.
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I-- You are very charming
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and have the kind of body that suggests
you work out on federal holidays.
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Well, I take Memorial Day off.
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Only human.
43:59.771 --> 44:00.938
Okay.
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It's just...
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It has recently come to my attention
that I'm a serial monogamist,
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um, which I don't want to be.
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You know, I love love,
but I also love sex.
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And-And I don't want to not have one
just because I'm waiting for the other.
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Sure.
44:15.355 --> 44:19.480
Which is why
I became involved with someone.
44:20.521 --> 44:23.730
- You have a boyfriend?
- Oh! Oh, my God, no, no. Can you imagine?
44:24.938 --> 44:28.520
But we are at the very least something.
44:28.521 --> 44:31.354
Like, some weird baffling thing.
44:31.355 --> 44:35.145
More weird or baffling
than this conversation?
44:35.146 --> 44:37.937
Okay, well, I am trying to explain
myself to you, Carter St. James.
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Right. Sorry, sorry. Continue.
44:40.355 --> 44:42.895
I want to have hot, meaningless sex.
44:42.896 --> 44:44.145
- I do.
- Mm.
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But the last time I tried,
44:45.646 --> 44:48.437
I just ended up hurting someone
that I really care about.
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So...
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I just, like, I want to do it
the right way this time.
44:55.230 --> 44:56.270
Yeah, I get that.
44:56.271 --> 44:57.938
You do?
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God, now I'm gonna have to go back
and tell the living theater legend
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that I'm not fun,
and I can't be slutty.
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Okay.
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Here's what's gonna happen.
45:15.771 --> 45:16.979
I'm gonna kiss you.
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You're gonna kiss me back.
45:18.688 --> 45:20.937
- Pull my hair. Just really sell it.
- Mm.
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And then you can go back
to your clearly very invested friend.
45:28.980 --> 45:33.145
And you can brag
about how hot and meaningless it was.
45:33.146 --> 45:34.395
Okay?
45:34.396 --> 45:35.979
One kiss, and I'm bragging?
45:35.980 --> 45:39.605
Oh, it's gonna be
a really good fucking kiss.
45:42.980 --> 45:44.520
Bullshit.
45:44.521 --> 45:46.396
Only one way to find out.
45:47.605 --> 45:49.521
["we never dated" by sombr playing]
45:51.813 --> 45:55.854
♪How come we never even dated ♪
45:55.855 --> 46:01.104
♪But I still find myself
thinking of you daily?♪
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♪Why do you always leave me aching ♪
46:05.521 --> 46:10.354
♪When you were never mine
for the taking?♪
46:10.355 --> 46:14.395
♪How come we never even dated ♪
46:14.396 --> 46:18.980
♪But I still find myself
thinking of you daily?♪
46:19.730 --> 46:23.687
♪Why do you always leave me aching ♪
46:23.688 --> 46:27.521
♪When you were never mine
for the taking?♪
46:28.480 --> 46:30.687
♪I can't make you love me ♪
46:30.688 --> 46:33.395
♪No, I can't make you love me, babe ♪
46:33.396 --> 46:35.312
♪I can't make you love me ♪
46:35.313 --> 46:38.145
♪No, I can't make you love me ♪
46:38.146 --> 46:40.187
- Go the fuck off.
- [giggling]
46:40.188 --> 46:42.854
Making out with a hot stranger at the bar?
Who is she?
46:42.855 --> 46:44.855
I am she. She is me.
46:46.355 --> 46:48.271
I'm actually so proud I could cry.
46:48.938 --> 46:51.896
You have to admit you had fun.
46:53.230 --> 46:54.605
[both laugh]
46:55.271 --> 46:57.145
[dog barking]
46:57.146 --> 46:58.646
[door opens]
47:16.313 --> 47:17.730
[Garrett sighs]
47:22.230 --> 47:23.188
So?
47:25.980 --> 47:27.438
I'm out four games.
47:28.188 --> 47:29.605
[sighs]
47:31.605 --> 47:33.355
Yo, what's going on with you, bro?
47:35.896 --> 47:36.980
Where'd that come from?
47:39.521 --> 47:41.063
I don't want to talk about it.
47:42.271 --> 47:43.938
You never do.
47:46.813 --> 47:48.105
[chuckles]
47:48.938 --> 47:52.563
Yeah, I just thought that,
you know, maybe...
48:04.980 --> 48:06.855
You know, for a second there, I...
48:08.063 --> 48:10.021
thought we were
on the same team again.
48:12.063 --> 48:14.687
["Massachusetts" by Jensen McRae playing]
48:14.688 --> 48:18.105
[door opens, closes]
48:19.646 --> 48:21.145
[indistinct chatter]
48:21.146 --> 48:25.687
♪When someone tells me
they're from Massachusetts ♪
48:25.688 --> 48:28.771
♪Now I always ask, "What part?"♪
48:31.146 --> 48:35.270
♪I wonder if you kept
the pilgrim ashtray ♪
48:35.271 --> 48:38.562
♪If it's still propped up
on your bar cart ♪
48:38.563 --> 48:39.813
[door opens]
48:40.396 --> 48:43.979
♪Could make a grand
off of the chain you bought me ♪
48:43.980 --> 48:47.313
♪But goddamn, it's not for sale ♪
48:49.688 --> 48:53.854
♪When someone asks me
who's my favorite Batman ♪
48:53.855 --> 48:56.605
♪I'll think of you and say
"Christian Bale"♪
48:58.813 --> 49:00.645
♪As long as I live ♪
49:00.646 --> 49:02.979
♪I'll remember the names ♪
49:02.980 --> 49:07.812
♪Of your favorite beers
and your video games ♪
49:07.813 --> 49:10.020
♪The look on your face ♪
49:10.021 --> 49:12.395
♪When you turned 26♪
49:12.396 --> 49:14.604
♪And your dad got too stoned ♪
49:14.605 --> 49:17.562
♪Yeah, that one's gonna stick ♪
49:17.563 --> 49:21.312
♪You broke me to pieces
but I root for you ♪
49:21.313 --> 49:26.687
♪Even though everything
went up in flames ♪
49:26.688 --> 49:31.062
♪I'll never forget
how I bloomed for your gaze ♪
49:31.063 --> 49:35.729
♪Or your wall of guitars
or your video games ♪
49:35.730 --> 49:38.646
♪Or your video games ♪
49:40.271 --> 49:43.396
♪Or your video games ♪
49:46.021 --> 49:47.895
♪Pick up your phrases ♪
49:47.896 --> 49:50.145
♪Now I say, "It's aces"♪
49:50.146 --> 49:53.230
♪But it always sounds so fake ♪
49:55.771 --> 49:59.229
♪I wonder if your tongue is turning over ♪
49:59.230 --> 50:02.938
♪Anything I used to say ♪
50:04.938 --> 50:08.604
♪It's getting darker, so I turn you down ♪
50:08.605 --> 50:12.729
♪But I can't turn you off ♪
50:12.730 --> 50:13.854
♪Oh, oh ♪
50:13.855 --> 50:18.145
♪As long as I live
I'll remember the names ♪
50:18.146 --> 50:22.979
♪Of your favorite beers
and your video games ♪
50:22.980 --> 50:27.729
♪The look on your face
when you turned 26♪
50:27.730 --> 50:29.854
♪And your dad got too stoned ♪
50:29.855 --> 50:32.604
♪Yeah, that one's gonna stick ♪
50:32.605 --> 50:36.437
♪You broke me to pieces
but I root for you ♪
50:36.438 --> 50:41.063
♪Even though everything went up in flames ♪
50:42.355 --> 50:46.520
♪I'll never forget
how I bloomed for your gaze ♪
50:46.521 --> 50:51.020
♪Or your wall of guitars
or your video games ♪
50:51.021 --> 50:53.980
♪Or your video games ♪
50:55.313 --> 50:58.688
♪Or your video games ♪
51:24.063 --> 51:28.812
♪At least I'm treading water
and not about to drown ♪
51:28.813 --> 51:31.604
♪I'm not trying to find you, babe ♪
51:31.605 --> 51:33.645
♪You're just around ♪
51:33.646 --> 51:36.604
♪Everything reminds me of you ♪
51:36.605 --> 51:41.437
♪Even now, even now, even now ♪
51:41.438 --> 51:43.604
♪As long as I live ♪
51:43.605 --> 51:46.020
♪I'll remember the names ♪
51:46.021 --> 51:51.187
♪Of your favorite beers
and your video games ♪
51:51.188 --> 51:55.438
♪The fire in my gut
that I've chased ever since ♪
51:56.230 --> 51:58.396
♪You set the bar ♪
51:58.980 --> 52:01.646
♪You're gonna stick ♪