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<i>I don't know if Robert
even remembers it by now</i>

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<i>but I met him first.</i>

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<i>That night, all those years ago,</i>

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<i>leaning against the kitchen cabinets,
wasted on cheap beer…</i>

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<i>I made him laugh</i>

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<i>and it was so spontaneous and natural.</i>

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<i>I knew he felt it too.</i>

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<i>But then she walked over,
and I introduced them.</i>

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<i>"Robert, this is Nancy."</i>

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What is it?

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Oh, my God.

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It doesn't even look like her.

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It's Nancy obviously,
but it doesn't look like her.

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I defended Davide.

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I really thought
this didn't make any sense.

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It doesn't.

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Everyone gets to see this now

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and think whatever they want
before I've even had a chance to…

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I know, but…

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I hope you know that whatever it is
that you are feeling, you can tell me.

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I mean, it's…

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bad enough to imagine her
with someone else,

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but seeing that…

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I thought that when they had
the guy in custody, there'd…

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be some sense of relief.

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There's none.

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Do you feel any?

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No. Not really.

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Despite all that… I still love her.

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I'd give anything to get her back.

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Is that crazy or…

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No.

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No, it's not crazy.

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This is me.

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- Hey.
- Yes?

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Thank you for coming with me today.

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It was nice being
somewhere important to her.

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Even if it was just for a little bit.

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- Thank you.
- Thank you.

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Oh, shit.

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Hey.

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Well, I came to confront you
about leaving me on "read," but… wow.

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I'm sorry.

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You know, if you had other plans,
you could've just told me.

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I had previous plans to go
to the ballet with a friend,

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and I'm… I… My phone was on silent.

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You know, it feels like
you don't take me seriously.

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I thought we both understood
that I'm not interested in serious, J.

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That's not what I meant.

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What I meant is you don't respect me,
like, as a person.

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I do.

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J, this is not an easy time
for me right now.

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It's not really even
about tonight, though, right?

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I mean, after
the St. Patrick's Day party, you…

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you come over two hours
after you said you would.

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The night your friend died,

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I mean, you text me at 9:00 p.m.,
you show up at 1:00.

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- What is that about?
- No, it was just after 10:00.

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- No, it was definitely later than that.
- No, it wasn't.

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El, I stayed up.

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We should not be talking
about this in the street.

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I think we should go upstairs.

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I think we should open a bottle of wine

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and maybe try to talk
about this like adults.

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- Yeah?
- You said wine.

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It's the wine that got you,
not the adult part.

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Morning.

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- Hey.
- No milk. No sugar.

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Just coffee grounds and hot water.

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- Your favorite.
- Thank you.

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Yeah.

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You're gonna be late for work.

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You know, I think my boss will understand.

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Oh, wow.

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You know, I didn't know
you were into fishing. Are you?

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I'm not.

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Okay, well, you know, if you wanna learn,
I know this great spot at Lake Gregory--

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J, you should really get to the office.

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Yeah. No, I… I should.

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Let me do that. I'll… I'll see you there.

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Yeah.

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- I call chocolate.
- I wanted the chocolate one.

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Too bad. I called dibs.

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I'm sorry, sweetheart.
I have to honor the dibs.

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Backpacks on in 20 minutes, girls.
What do you say to Aunt Ellie?

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- Thank you, Aunt Ellie.
- Welcome.

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- Thank you.
- Is it too much sugar?

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There's no such thing.

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I wish you were my mother.

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So, what were you gonna tell me

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- about the ballet?
- That's it.

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Okay, so, what, I'm just not allowed
to use the car anymore?

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This is what happens, Marcus.

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When you sit in my car and vape in secret,
it's gonna keep doing this.

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- I wasn't vaping.
- Hey, guys.

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- Hey, El.
- Eleanor.

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Hey, Mom, could you tell him
to cut me some slack?

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- I'm trying to ask for a jump.
- Sweetie.

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- Why don't you go outside with your dad?
- Let's find the jumper cables.

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- I am so sorry about all of this.
- No, it's okay.

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I promise, you will have
my full attention.

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- I'm just gonna…
- Let me just make some room.

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- Oh, God. I'm so sorry.
- Oh, no, no, that's okay. I'll get it.

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I'll get it. Ellie, let me get that…

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- What is this?
- It's nothing.

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Nothing? It's a police report.

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They're public records.

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Yes, but why do you have them?

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Because something doesn't feel right.

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I know Davide was arrested,

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but he was arrested for robbery,
not murder,

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because of some
random informant's testimony.

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I mean, come on, it's sketchy.

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The news is trying to connect it to Nancy,
and it's not.

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So, you're investing
a lot of time on this.

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Don't do that. Don't make me sound
like I'm fragile.

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I get enough of that around here.

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Okay.

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Thank you.
I just couldn't get myself to do it.

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I get it.

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I keep staring at old text messages
from her that I can't delete.

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Yeah.

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- Was this your breakfast?
- I haven't had much of an appetite.

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Something else going on?

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It's just I don't wanna bother you
with it on top of everything else.

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What is it?

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Kit asked me today what I'm doing
for Cora's birthday this weekend.

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I totally forgot about it.

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So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ
for some silent disco

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that I have no idea if she's even into,

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and I'm googling
"17-year-old girl birthday party."

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Careful. You don't wanna end up on a list.

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Thanks. Now, I feel like
an idiot and a pervert.

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What kind of father forgets
his own daughter's birthday?

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I can't believe it.

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- One married to Nancy.
- Yeah.

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You've never had to
think about any of this.

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Yeah, but I wanna at least try, you know?

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It's her first birthday after…

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Nancy always made them magical.

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<i>I'm not gonna give a speech, I swear.</i>

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Sixteen years ago,
the greatest gift came into my life,

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and today, we get to celebrate her.

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So, without further ado,
the birthday girl.

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My baby girl Cora.

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Have fun tonight.

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I just don't wanna fuck it up.

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I could help.

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I mean, I've been to my fair share
of Nancy festivities.

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I think I could try to figure it out.

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- It's not too much?
- It's Cora. What's too much?

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- There is no too much.
- Thank you.

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Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

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- Just send me what you have so far, okay?
- Yeah. Okay.

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Detective Ganz, are you looking
to buy in this neighborhood?

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Not with what they pay me, sadly.

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She's beautiful.

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- Thank you.
- Incredible lines.

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Not many people would custom paint
a vintage 450 SL, though.

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Then again, if money is no object,
what does it matter

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if you devalue a classic
in mint condition?

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- To each his own.
- Yeah.

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Have a good day.

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Actually, if you don't mind…

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I'm sure you've seen this picture.

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- Yeah, it's all over the news.
- Yeah. I have studied this picture a lot,

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and what I can't get over is the…
the look on Mrs. Hennessey's face.

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Right? She looks relaxed,
not a bit out of place.

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But it doesn't track.

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What does a Pasadena socialite
have in common with this crowd?

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She wasn't always a socialite.

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She had a life before Robert.

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What kind of life?

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A tough one.

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Alcoholic mother, abusive stepfather,
trailer park.

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It was not easy.

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Yeah, yeah.
No, we looked into her history.

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That kinda makes this even more peculiar.

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- Why?
- Well, a woman like that,

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what does she have in common
with Robert and his family?

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Or with you?

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Is my friendship under investigation?

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No. It is not.

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Is the robbery charge just bullshit?

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I feel like you wouldn't be
asking me all this

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if you had a real case against Davide.

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Are you looking into someone else?

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Thank you for your time.

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- Shit.
- Roll down your window!

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You have no right to be following me.
This is harassment.

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I want your name and your badge number.

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I'm not a cop.

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I work for Donovan.

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Okay.

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Have you ever been to a war zone?

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The loss of life, it changes you.

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So, I had them apply for asylum,

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pulled some of those governmental strings
we talked about, and…

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Long story short, they now have
a thriving dental practice.

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Their daughter just graduated
from Vassar last year.

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That's incredible.

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Well, when your heart is speaking to you,
you ought to listen.

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Ladies, if you'll excuse me,
I have just a little business to tend to,

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but I'll see you at the pool
a little later.

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That's cute. You use my stories
to pick up women?

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It's a good story.

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And Mom and I do
fund your little charity thing,

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so it's also my story.

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"Little charity thing"? Thanks, Donnie.

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The daughter went to Ohio State,
by the way.

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Vassar sounded better.

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- Wow.
- So, my guy Winston said you can sprint.

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Yeah, when I'm compelled to.

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In some families,
when somebody's friend dies,

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they buy them flowers or a basket
or even offer a hug.

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Can't relate.

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They say it's the curse
of the well-bred and the wealthy.

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- Okay.
- Not enough hugs.

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Too much emotional sublimation, you know?

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Right. Since your man Winston
is done stalking me,

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and you can see
that I'm very safe, very sound,

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maybe you guys go home.

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I would love to.

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I have better things
to do than babysit you.

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- But…
- But when tragedy strikes,

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you do have a tendency
to get unpredictable.

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- That's not fair.
- No?

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No.

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- When Dad died--
- Don't… No… Don't do that.

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Do not bring him into this.

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I was in a very different place back then.

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Seriously?

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If I had confronted you without evidence,
you would have denied it.

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This is two old friends grieving.

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Those look like pretty big smiles

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- for grieving.
- We are honoring the passion

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of somebody we loved.

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E, you and I both know
you love to fix a broken toy.

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Especially a certain nice Caucasian one.

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- Maybe if you'd joined the BSU…
- What?

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- …or some Black sorority…
- Here we go.

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…you'd be with a Jamal or a Terrell

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- instead of stuck on you-know-who.
- I cannot.

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You're an ass.

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Why don't you just admit that you have
a blind spot when it comes to Robert?

00:17:32.177 --> 00:17:33.637 align:center
And you always have.

00:17:35.222 --> 00:17:36.223 align:center
Are you done?

00:17:36.807 --> 00:17:38.809 align:center
Stop fucking following me.

00:18:47.878 --> 00:18:48.879 align:center
They had a warrant.

00:18:49.796 --> 00:18:51.965 align:center
A warrant for what?

00:18:52.758 --> 00:18:54.300 align:center
Some of Nancy's things.

00:18:54.301 --> 00:18:55.885 align:center
Our financial records.

00:18:55.886 --> 00:18:59.389 align:center
They wanted to see if I stood to gain
anything from having my wife killed.

00:19:00.098 --> 00:19:01.349 align:center
Oh, my God.

00:19:01.350 --> 00:19:03.060 align:center
And they took my laptop.

00:19:03.644 --> 00:19:05.811 align:center
I was gonna call Kit,
but she would've called my father,

00:19:05.812 --> 00:19:08.148 align:center
and he would've turned this
into a whole shitstorm.

00:19:10.400 --> 00:19:12.527 align:center
I think they're just doing
their due diligence, Robert.

00:19:12.528 --> 00:19:14.779 align:center
- They're not gonna find anything.
- Of course not.

00:19:14.780 --> 00:19:17.281 align:center
I didn't… I wasn't implying that…
I was saying that--

00:19:17.282 --> 00:19:18.449 align:center
You're right. I'm sorry.

00:19:18.450 --> 00:19:20.536 align:center
I just… This whole thing is just…

00:19:22.955 --> 00:19:26.250 align:center
Maybe this isn't the best time
to throw a birthday party.

00:19:29.378 --> 00:19:30.754 align:center
I disagree.

00:19:32.172 --> 00:19:35.175 align:center
I think we have to keep on living,
you know?

00:19:35.968 --> 00:19:37.761 align:center
Cora deserves some normalcy.

00:19:38.679 --> 00:19:39.763 align:center
As do you.

00:19:41.390 --> 00:19:43.392 align:center
And I think
it's what Nancy would've wanted.

00:19:52.943 --> 00:19:56.946 align:center
So, if we are gonna add
someone to the team in Liberia,

00:19:56.947 --> 00:19:58.699 align:center
my vote would be Chelsea.

00:19:59.449 --> 00:20:00.784 align:center
Has she volunteered?

00:20:01.285 --> 00:20:04.078 align:center
No, but she's shown some initiative.

00:20:04.079 --> 00:20:06.582 align:center
She has great local connections
I think might help us.

00:20:09.960 --> 00:20:12.379 align:center
El… El.

00:20:13.797 --> 00:20:15.381 align:center
Yes, I'm sorry.

00:20:15.382 --> 00:20:16.842 align:center
Yeah. No, it's all good.

00:20:17.551 --> 00:20:19.427 align:center
I can reach out to her, though,
if you'd like me to.

00:20:19.428 --> 00:20:20.429 align:center
Sure.

00:20:22.389 --> 00:20:23.472 align:center
Hey, J.

00:20:23.473 --> 00:20:25.141 align:center
This isn't gonna happen,

00:20:25.142 --> 00:20:29.980 align:center
but the police investigation
is getting kinda complicated, so…

00:20:31.523 --> 00:20:35.818 align:center
if someone were to ask you about me…

00:20:35.819 --> 00:20:38.238 align:center
I know. I got it.

00:20:39.031 --> 00:20:40.531 align:center
I won't say anything, okay?

00:20:40.532 --> 00:20:41.700 align:center
No, you can.

00:20:42.618 --> 00:20:44.536 align:center
You can tell them
that I was at your place.

00:20:48.916 --> 00:20:51.000 align:center
- I thought we were being discreet.
- We are.

00:20:51.001 --> 00:20:55.630 align:center
But, you know, if somebody asks,
then we wanna be helpful.

00:20:55.631 --> 00:20:56.881 align:center
- Ellie.
- Yes?

00:20:56.882 --> 00:20:58.049 align:center
Do you have a second?

00:20:58.050 --> 00:20:59.134 align:center
Yes, of course.

00:20:59.885 --> 00:21:01.719 align:center
Can you give me a second? Sorry.

00:21:01.720 --> 00:21:03.222 align:center
- Oh, yeah. Of course.
- Thank you.

00:21:05.766 --> 00:21:07.141 align:center
What's up? You okay?

00:21:07.142 --> 00:21:08.143 align:center
It's my mom.

00:21:09.019 --> 00:21:10.937 align:center
Someone has to pick her up
from the police station.

00:21:10.938 --> 00:21:12.689 align:center
What? What do you mean?

00:21:27.621 --> 00:21:29.664 align:center
I've contacted an attorney.
He's on his way.

00:21:29.665 --> 00:21:32.375 align:center
She is not going to answer any questions
until he gets here.

00:21:32.376 --> 00:21:33.668 align:center
We're not arresting her.

00:21:33.669 --> 00:21:36.128 align:center
I just need someone
to take her off our hands.

00:21:36.129 --> 00:21:37.505 align:center
I don't understand.

00:21:37.506 --> 00:21:41.300 align:center
I found out that your friend
has been harassing my officers.

00:21:41.301 --> 00:21:42.718 align:center
- What?
- Last week alone,

00:21:42.719 --> 00:21:46.889 align:center
she submitted 20 public records requests,

00:21:46.890 --> 00:21:48.850 align:center
and today she crossed a line.

00:21:48.851 --> 00:21:50.853 align:center
Next time, handcuffs.

00:21:57.192 --> 00:21:59.569 align:center
- What the hell did you do?
- Doesn't matter.

00:21:59.570 --> 00:22:01.738 align:center
No, actually it matters a lot.

00:22:03.198 --> 00:22:04.783 align:center
- I may have used the C-word.
- What?

00:22:05.534 --> 00:22:07.785 align:center
- While throwing a stapler.
- Oh, my God.

00:22:07.786 --> 00:22:09.370 align:center
- At a wall.
- Okay.

00:22:09.371 --> 00:22:11.081 align:center
- Not a person.
- Are you okay?

00:22:11.707 --> 00:22:14.542 align:center
Look, they wasted all of this time
on this Davide thing.

00:22:14.543 --> 00:22:17.879 align:center
And meanwhile,
they won't look at any of my leads.

00:22:17.880 --> 00:22:21.007 align:center
I circled every single David
in our college yearbooks.

00:22:21.008 --> 00:22:23.801 align:center
I found every David
that she follows on social media.

00:22:23.802 --> 00:22:27.221 align:center
I even found a William David
who owns a flower shop in Texas,

00:22:27.222 --> 00:22:29.932 align:center
and she liked his post on Pinterest,
and I just…

00:22:29.933 --> 00:22:31.350 align:center
I know it sounds crazy, but…

00:22:31.351 --> 00:22:33.478 align:center
- Do not be mad at me for asking this.
- What?

00:22:34.771 --> 00:22:36.189 align:center
Are you taking the…

00:22:36.190 --> 00:22:37.565 align:center
No, El, come on.

00:22:37.566 --> 00:22:40.651 align:center
I haven't taken more
than an aspirin in six months, okay?

00:22:40.652 --> 00:22:41.653 align:center
Okay.

00:22:43.447 --> 00:22:45.115 align:center
I'm sorry, I can't let this go.

00:22:47.409 --> 00:22:49.411 align:center
But she told you, El.

00:22:50.537 --> 00:22:53.207 align:center
She shut me out,
and you got to hear things…

00:22:54.875 --> 00:22:56.043 align:center
And now I never will.

00:22:56.877 --> 00:22:58.211 align:center
She shut me out too.

00:22:58.212 --> 00:23:00.214 align:center
There's so much shit I don't know.

00:23:02.132 --> 00:23:05.177 align:center
I wish I could just distract myself
like you can.

00:23:06.887 --> 00:23:08.388 align:center
With work and Robert.

00:23:11.016 --> 00:23:15.394 align:center
I think tonight we should just have
a very relaxed evening, okay?

00:23:15.395 --> 00:23:16.479 align:center
I'm gonna get some takeout.

00:23:16.480 --> 00:23:18.564 align:center
I'm gonna bring it over for you
and the kids and Howard.

00:23:18.565 --> 00:23:20.984 align:center
We're just gonna… chillax.

00:23:21.610 --> 00:23:23.194 align:center
- Okay.
- Okay? Okay.

00:23:23.195 --> 00:23:24.779 align:center
Didn't realize anyone said that anymore.

00:23:24.780 --> 00:23:26.197 align:center
I do.

00:23:26.198 --> 00:23:27.491 align:center
We'll chillax.

00:23:49.012 --> 00:23:51.098 align:center
Hey, I just came to drop…

00:23:51.682 --> 00:23:53.934 align:center
Robert. Hey.

00:23:55.102 --> 00:23:56.270 align:center
Robert!

00:23:59.147 --> 00:24:01.358 align:center
- Hey.
- Hey.

00:24:02.067 --> 00:24:03.652 align:center
That looked cathartic.

00:24:04.361 --> 00:24:05.529 align:center
Yeah.

00:24:06.446 --> 00:24:10.366 align:center
Whenever I wanna drink, I come down here
and hit some balls instead.

00:24:10.367 --> 00:24:12.160 align:center
How long have you been out here?

00:24:14.872 --> 00:24:16.999 align:center
I guess I really wanted a drink.

00:24:18.417 --> 00:24:19.876 align:center
Everything okay?

00:24:19.877 --> 00:24:21.335 align:center
Have you heard from the police?

00:24:21.336 --> 00:24:23.212 align:center
They dropped off a few of Nancy's boxes,

00:24:23.213 --> 00:24:24.506 align:center
but aside from that, nothing.

00:24:25.132 --> 00:24:26.800 align:center
Did hear from your brother, though.

00:24:28.177 --> 00:24:29.595 align:center
Are you joking?

00:24:30.512 --> 00:24:31.846 align:center
I was pretty shocked he called me.

00:24:31.847 --> 00:24:33.015 align:center
It's… It's been so many years.

00:24:33.599 --> 00:24:36.143 align:center
What… I don't… What did he want?

00:24:36.977 --> 00:24:39.270 align:center
- Offer his condolences.
- Right.

00:24:39.271 --> 00:24:42.190 align:center
- The guy never liked me.
- Come on.

00:24:42.191 --> 00:24:43.859 align:center
Did… Did I ever tell
you what he said to me?

00:24:44.776 --> 00:24:46.861 align:center
- No.
- It was on that fishing trip

00:24:46.862 --> 00:24:49.155 align:center
with your dad.
Freshman year. Spring break.

00:24:49.156 --> 00:24:50.281 align:center
Yeah.

00:24:50.282 --> 00:24:52.074 align:center
About an hour after we arrived,

00:24:52.075 --> 00:24:55.995 align:center
Donovan cornered me and told me
that you were strictly off-limits.

00:24:55.996 --> 00:24:57.372 align:center
Romantically speaking.

00:24:58.290 --> 00:25:00.082 align:center
Why would he do that?

00:25:00.083 --> 00:25:02.835 align:center
I'm sure he was just
doing the big-brother thing.

00:25:02.836 --> 00:25:04.254 align:center
I wouldn't hold it against him.

00:25:04.796 --> 00:25:06.506 align:center
I'm gonna hop in the shower.

00:25:06.507 --> 00:25:07.508 align:center
Are you sticking around?

00:25:08.091 --> 00:25:09.718 align:center
- I'm not sure.
- Okay.

00:25:24.775 --> 00:25:26.443 align:center
What decade do you think we're living in?

00:25:28.320 --> 00:25:30.613 align:center
I've been out in the sun a while.
You're gonna have to give me a second.

00:25:30.614 --> 00:25:32.031 align:center
Do you think this is the dark ages

00:25:32.032 --> 00:25:35.618 align:center
where you get to decide who I date,
and who I don't date?

00:25:35.619 --> 00:25:38.496 align:center
Because despite
what you and our mother believe,

00:25:38.497 --> 00:25:41.290 align:center
I am an adult. I'm an adult.

00:25:41.291 --> 00:25:43.960 align:center
I'm somebody who people look up to
and rely on.

00:25:43.961 --> 00:25:47.130 align:center
I make responsible decisions
about what I want and what I do.

00:25:48.257 --> 00:25:49.258 align:center
Okay.

00:25:50.259 --> 00:25:51.927 align:center
All right, why don't you have a seat?

00:25:52.469 --> 00:25:54.596 align:center
Tell me what
we're so worked up about today.

00:25:55.556 --> 00:25:56.640 align:center
You called Robert.

00:25:58.976 --> 00:26:01.144 align:center
That was fast. You two talk a lot, huh?

00:26:02.479 --> 00:26:06.440 align:center
He told me what you said
back then when you first met him.

00:26:06.441 --> 00:26:08.944 align:center
That you forbade him from dating me.

00:26:09.736 --> 00:26:11.154 align:center
That's a deep cut.

00:26:11.989 --> 00:26:13.197 align:center
Do you wanna tell me why?

00:26:13.198 --> 00:26:14.365 align:center
Come on, E. We both know why.

00:26:14.366 --> 00:26:17.619 align:center
No, I really don't.
I think I might need to hear you say it.

00:26:18.203 --> 00:26:19.204 align:center
All right.

00:26:21.874 --> 00:26:22.875 align:center
I see it.

00:26:24.418 --> 00:26:29.255 align:center
You're both smart, sensitive,
like-minded people.

00:26:29.256 --> 00:26:33.677 align:center
In a vacuum,
if the rest of the world doesn't exist…

00:26:34.803 --> 00:26:38.098 align:center
you're the perfect interracial
Ken and Barbie.

00:26:39.224 --> 00:26:41.310 align:center
- But because the world doesn't--
- Not the world.

00:26:42.060 --> 00:26:44.478 align:center
- His family.
- No, you don't know anything

00:26:44.479 --> 00:26:47.356 align:center
- about his family.
- The Hennesseys are old money,

00:26:47.357 --> 00:26:49.066 align:center
bone-deep entitlement.

00:26:49.067 --> 00:26:53.613 align:center
They think accountability is a myth,
and ethics are a joke.

00:26:53.614 --> 00:26:56.200 align:center
Who do you think pulled the strings
to get Davide arrested?

00:26:56.992 --> 00:26:59.702 align:center
That is a classic
Hennessey move right there.

00:26:59.703 --> 00:27:01.787 align:center
Closing ranks to protect their own.

00:27:01.788 --> 00:27:04.458 align:center
No. You sound ridiculous right now.

00:27:05.000 --> 00:27:06.834 align:center
Robert did not kill Nancy.

00:27:06.835 --> 00:27:09.337 align:center
She had a lover. His name was David,

00:27:09.338 --> 00:27:10.922 align:center
and David killed her.

00:27:10.923 --> 00:27:14.383 align:center
- So maybe Robert found out about David.
- He didn't know about David.

00:27:14.384 --> 00:27:16.552 align:center
He didn't even know about the affair
until I told him,

00:27:16.553 --> 00:27:18.680 align:center
and by the time I told him,
Nancy was already dead.

00:27:19.473 --> 00:27:20.682 align:center
Wait a second. You…

00:27:22.935 --> 00:27:26.729 align:center
You told Robert
that his wife was stepping out on him?

00:27:26.730 --> 00:27:27.731 align:center
Yes.

00:27:28.524 --> 00:27:30.107 align:center
Because he was worried.

00:27:30.108 --> 00:27:32.401 align:center
He was gonna call the police,
and I wanted to help.

00:27:32.402 --> 00:27:36.240 align:center
It seems like all you do lately
is help Robert.

00:27:38.700 --> 00:27:40.535 align:center
You wanted to be his backup plan.

00:27:40.536 --> 00:27:44.455 align:center
You have no idea
what you are talking about.

00:27:44.456 --> 00:27:45.707 align:center
- Oh, no?
- No.

00:27:58.637 --> 00:28:00.638 align:center
I can't believe Mommy went to jail.

00:28:00.639 --> 00:28:04.225 align:center
I didn't.
I was practicing civil disobedience,

00:28:04.226 --> 00:28:06.353 align:center
which we all have a right to do.

00:28:09.356 --> 00:28:11.357 align:center
But I'm sorry that I scared you guys.

00:28:11.358 --> 00:28:12.942 align:center
- I wasn't scared.
- Okay.

00:28:12.943 --> 00:28:13.944 align:center
Dad was.

00:28:19.032 --> 00:28:21.200 align:center
What? Hey, I'm still working on that.

00:28:21.201 --> 00:28:22.493 align:center
I think we're done here.

00:28:22.494 --> 00:28:24.370 align:center
That is, unless anyone
wants to help me clean up.

00:28:24.371 --> 00:28:25.496 align:center
- Not it!
- Not it.

00:28:25.497 --> 00:28:26.873 align:center
Hey, hey. No, no, no. H…

00:28:26.874 --> 00:28:28.375 align:center
Get… Junie, get back here.

00:28:28.917 --> 00:28:30.919 align:center
- I'll help. I'll help.
- Thank you.

00:28:32.629 --> 00:28:33.630 align:center
They were scared.

00:28:34.214 --> 00:28:36.257 align:center
They don't wanna say it, but they were.

00:28:36.258 --> 00:28:39.428 align:center
You just left with no explanation,
and then we get a call from the cops.

00:28:43.098 --> 00:28:44.516 align:center
I know she meant a lot to you,

00:28:45.392 --> 00:28:46.727 align:center
but so does your family.

00:28:48.604 --> 00:28:50.898 align:center
They… They're still here. They need you.

00:28:51.481 --> 00:28:53.567 align:center
- We need you.
- I don't know how to…

00:28:54.109 --> 00:28:56.236 align:center
I don't know how to let it go, okay?

00:28:58.822 --> 00:29:02.242 align:center
Thank you, Eleanor,
for the help and the noodles.

00:29:03.827 --> 00:29:04.870 align:center
No problem.

00:29:17.799 --> 00:29:19.175 align:center
He has a right to be concerned.

00:29:19.176 --> 00:29:20.552 align:center
I know. I know.

00:29:22.179 --> 00:29:24.932 align:center
Okay, so I need you to keep an open mind.

00:29:26.767 --> 00:29:27.850 align:center
About what?

00:29:27.851 --> 00:29:31.313 align:center
I found an address for Davide.

00:29:32.940 --> 00:29:35.775 align:center
- No.
- Aren't you sick of them

00:29:35.776 --> 00:29:38.945 align:center
thinking that we don't deserve answers
because we're just her friends?

00:29:38.946 --> 00:29:40.863 align:center
- Of course, I am.
- He painted her.

00:29:40.864 --> 00:29:42.490 align:center
He partied with her.

00:29:42.491 --> 00:29:45.117 align:center
He may know something about what happened.

00:29:45.118 --> 00:29:47.162 align:center
We can't just interfere
with the investigation.

00:29:51.667 --> 00:29:53.085 align:center
She doesn't talk back.

00:29:54.253 --> 00:29:55.546 align:center
Who?

00:29:56.421 --> 00:30:00.259 align:center
There's this grief counselor on YouTube,

00:30:02.010 --> 00:30:06.515 align:center
and she suggests that you talk
to your deceased loved ones.

00:30:07.474 --> 00:30:08.975 align:center
So I've been trying that.

00:30:08.976 --> 00:30:12.186 align:center
You know, when people
aren't in the house or asleep,

00:30:12.187 --> 00:30:14.022 align:center
so they don't think I'm crazy.

00:30:15.607 --> 00:30:17.358 align:center
And I just talk to her.

00:30:17.359 --> 00:30:21.320 align:center
I tell her, you know,
how Artie just lost another tooth,

00:30:21.321 --> 00:30:24.658 align:center
and how Howard may have a lead
on a new job, and…

00:30:27.452 --> 00:30:28.620 align:center
But she doesn't answer.

00:30:34.042 --> 00:30:35.377 align:center
She doesn't talk back.

00:30:39.256 --> 00:30:41.091 align:center
And I have so many questions.

00:30:43.177 --> 00:30:44.178 align:center
Please help.

00:30:54.855 --> 00:30:55.938 align:center
Hello.

00:30:55.939 --> 00:30:57.815 align:center
Leave me the hell alone.

00:30:57.816 --> 00:31:01.569 align:center
Sir, we're not reporters,
we're not police officers.

00:31:01.570 --> 00:31:03.613 align:center
We're friends of Nancy's.

00:31:03.614 --> 00:31:05.032 align:center
We just want to talk.

00:31:06.074 --> 00:31:07.575 align:center
Go away.

00:31:07.576 --> 00:31:08.701 align:center
No.

00:31:08.702 --> 00:31:10.871 align:center
We will not go away.

00:31:11.788 --> 00:31:14.333 align:center
- Let us in. Please.
- Mary.

00:31:15.000 --> 00:31:16.792 align:center
Are you out of your fucking mind?

00:31:16.793 --> 00:31:19.505 align:center
Please. She was our friend.

00:31:21.340 --> 00:31:22.341 align:center
Please.

00:31:54.581 --> 00:31:58.126 align:center
She saw my work at a collector's
and reached out.

00:31:58.710 --> 00:32:02.380 align:center
I thought she was one of those white women
who, no offense,

00:32:02.381 --> 00:32:06.259 align:center
wanted me to paint what they think
is their true authentic self.

00:32:06.260 --> 00:32:07.553 align:center
But after a few sketches,

00:32:08.720 --> 00:32:10.721 align:center
it was clear
that she was someone different.

00:32:10.722 --> 00:32:13.057 align:center
She wanted me to paint her scars.

00:32:13.058 --> 00:32:15.601 align:center
She said they were
from an accident that she caused.

00:32:15.602 --> 00:32:18.229 align:center
She said the scars were her fault?

00:32:18.230 --> 00:32:20.106 align:center
They most definitely were not her fault.

00:32:20.107 --> 00:32:25.111 align:center
Davide, from the photo, it seemed
like you two knew each other so well.

00:32:25.112 --> 00:32:28.197 align:center
I don't even remember that picture.

00:32:28.198 --> 00:32:29.949 align:center
She was barely at the party.

00:32:29.950 --> 00:32:31.325 align:center
I think the guy she brought

00:32:31.326 --> 00:32:33.077 align:center
- wasn't having a good time.
- What?

00:32:33.078 --> 00:32:34.745 align:center
What do you mean the guy that she brought?

00:32:34.746 --> 00:32:36.832 align:center
Davide, do you remember
what he looked like?

00:32:37.916 --> 00:32:38.917 align:center
He was white.

00:32:39.751 --> 00:32:41.544 align:center
Do you think she could've been
with Robert?

00:32:41.545 --> 00:32:43.964 align:center
No. No, he had never seen that photo.

00:32:45.883 --> 00:32:46.966 align:center
Can you look at this…

00:32:46.967 --> 00:32:49.051 align:center
- He would've told me.
- Hold on.

00:32:49.052 --> 00:32:50.720 align:center
Can you look at this photo for me?

00:32:50.721 --> 00:32:52.597 align:center
Do you recognize this man?

00:32:52.598 --> 00:32:55.391 align:center
If I remembered anything
more than his race, I would've said so.

00:32:55.392 --> 00:32:57.101 align:center
I told the police. It's on them.

00:32:57.102 --> 00:32:59.770 align:center
- You barely looked at the photo.
- No, you've asked your last question.

00:32:59.771 --> 00:33:00.856 align:center
This…

00:33:01.690 --> 00:33:03.901 align:center
I was put in jail. And for what?

00:33:04.651 --> 00:33:06.569 align:center
I did nothing. Nothing.

00:33:06.570 --> 00:33:09.489 align:center
Okay. We've taken enough of your time.

00:33:10.741 --> 00:33:12.034 align:center
Thank you.

00:33:15.412 --> 00:33:16.580 align:center
Where were you?

00:33:17.456 --> 00:33:18.582 align:center
Excuse me?

00:33:19.374 --> 00:33:21.460 align:center
Your best friend was in a death spiral.

00:33:22.252 --> 00:33:24.337 align:center
She was drowning in her own misery.

00:33:24.338 --> 00:33:25.672 align:center
That's what I saw.

00:33:26.256 --> 00:33:27.673 align:center
That's what I painted.

00:33:27.674 --> 00:33:30.259 align:center
So, where were you
when she needed you the most?

00:33:30.260 --> 00:33:31.594 align:center
She wasn't hiding it.

00:33:31.595 --> 00:33:35.098 align:center
If you didn't see it,
it's because you didn't want to.

00:33:36.600 --> 00:33:38.769 align:center
Come on. Come on, let's go.

00:33:42.397 --> 00:33:45.399 align:center
I'd like the centerpieces
to be a bit more consistent.

00:33:45.400 --> 00:33:48.486 align:center
And I'd like three people at every corner.
I don't want a bottleneck.

00:33:48.487 --> 00:33:50.780 align:center
- No. The entire time. Okay? Thank you.
- …your fault.

00:33:50.781 --> 00:33:52.073 align:center
Your fault.

00:33:52.074 --> 00:33:53.908 align:center
- She did not--
- You did not.

00:33:53.909 --> 00:33:55.160 align:center
I told you over and…

00:34:04.294 --> 00:34:06.129 align:center
Hey. Everything okay?

00:34:06.672 --> 00:34:08.381 align:center
Despite my strong objection,

00:34:08.382 --> 00:34:11.717 align:center
my family went ahead and hired that
crisis PR firm to pressure the police.

00:34:12.469 --> 00:34:14.179 align:center
They're the ones who leaked that photo.

00:34:14.763 --> 00:34:16.014 align:center
Can you fucking believe it?

00:34:16.889 --> 00:34:19.476 align:center
They're the reason Davide Boyette
was arrested. My family.

00:34:20.101 --> 00:34:21.477 align:center
That's disgusting.

00:34:21.478 --> 00:34:24.147 align:center
They thought it would
help keep the press off of us.

00:34:24.773 --> 00:34:26.189 align:center
Apparently, who gives a fuck

00:34:26.190 --> 00:34:29.069 align:center
if an innocent man has to sit
behind bars for weeks?

00:34:30.362 --> 00:34:34.533 align:center
And you've never met him, right?

00:34:35.324 --> 00:34:36.408 align:center
Never met who?

00:34:36.409 --> 00:34:37.411 align:center
Davide.

00:34:38.203 --> 00:34:40.289 align:center
I mean, the first time you saw him
was on the news.

00:34:40.998 --> 00:34:43.541 align:center
Eleanor, you were here.
We saw him together.

00:34:43.542 --> 00:34:44.709 align:center
What are you getting at?

00:34:44.710 --> 00:34:47.295 align:center
I'm… No, I'm not getting at anything. I…

00:34:49.047 --> 00:34:52.841 align:center
I just know what it means
to be from a powerful family.

00:34:52.842 --> 00:34:56.428 align:center
Sometimes you can't see
how they're pulling the strings.

00:34:56.429 --> 00:35:01.143 align:center
Well, you managed
to make your own way in the world.

00:35:01.852 --> 00:35:03.520 align:center
- You think?
- Yeah.

00:35:04.146 --> 00:35:08.567 align:center
I constantly feel them
looking over my shoulder.

00:35:10.444 --> 00:35:12.529 align:center
Yeah, but you do the things
that matter to you.

00:35:15.073 --> 00:35:17.075 align:center
I admire that.

00:35:17.576 --> 00:35:18.952 align:center
Always have.

00:35:20.287 --> 00:35:21.288 align:center
Dad?

00:35:22.206 --> 00:35:23.207 align:center
Dad!

00:35:26.919 --> 00:35:28.836 align:center
- Hey.
- Why are Mom's things boxed up?

00:35:28.837 --> 00:35:30.881 align:center
I was… I was just organizing.

00:35:31.465 --> 00:35:33.299 align:center
You can't get rid of them.

00:35:33.300 --> 00:35:35.051 align:center
Cora, that's not what this is.

00:35:35.052 --> 00:35:36.344 align:center
You have to understand,

00:35:36.345 --> 00:35:38.930 align:center
it's very difficult for me
to have her things all around…

00:35:38.931 --> 00:35:40.933 align:center
So, what? You're just gonna erase her?

00:35:42.351 --> 00:35:44.810 align:center
No. No, he can't do that.

00:35:44.811 --> 00:35:46.354 align:center
That's impossible, Cora.

00:35:46.355 --> 00:35:48.105 align:center
This is all I have!

00:35:48.106 --> 00:35:51.400 align:center
What's in these boxes
is all I have of left of my mom.

00:35:51.401 --> 00:35:52.735 align:center
I understand, sweetie. I…

00:35:52.736 --> 00:35:54.696 align:center
Cora. Come here.

00:36:02.955 --> 00:36:06.959 align:center
You know my car belonged to my dad
before he passed?

00:36:08.335 --> 00:36:12.339 align:center
And he gave me this necklace.

00:36:13.757 --> 00:36:17.844 align:center
And I even have a fishing rod of his
hanging on the wall in my apartment

00:36:17.845 --> 00:36:20.179 align:center
because I want to feel his presence.

00:36:20.180 --> 00:36:22.766 align:center
So I keep all of those things
really close to me.

00:36:24.434 --> 00:36:25.602 align:center
So you can do that.

00:36:26.436 --> 00:36:29.272 align:center
You can look at all this stuff and just,

00:36:29.273 --> 00:36:33.110 align:center
whatever reminds you of her,
you take that. You keep it close to you.

00:36:34.444 --> 00:36:35.945 align:center
And the rest of it,

00:36:35.946 --> 00:36:38.949 align:center
we will make sure
to put somewhere very special.

00:36:39.491 --> 00:36:42.744 align:center
Like, maybe the Ojai house.

00:36:43.912 --> 00:36:47.249 align:center
That way you can go there
whenever you want to feel her presence.

00:36:48.458 --> 00:36:49.459 align:center
Okay.

00:36:51.712 --> 00:36:53.796 align:center
You don't have to let go of your mom.

00:36:53.797 --> 00:36:56.633 align:center
Your dad would never ask you to do that.

00:37:07.436 --> 00:37:08.437 align:center
Sweetie.

00:37:11.982 --> 00:37:13.066 align:center
Hey, thanks.

00:37:19.781 --> 00:37:21.742 align:center
I don't blame her for calling it off.

00:37:22.451 --> 00:37:24.870 align:center
She'll probably have more fun
back at school anyway.

00:37:27.289 --> 00:37:29.123 align:center
I really fucked up this birthday.

00:37:29.124 --> 00:37:32.084 align:center
I'm the one who insisted
that you throw her a party.

00:37:32.085 --> 00:37:34.129 align:center
You've done nothing but help.

00:37:34.713 --> 00:37:36.465 align:center
I think Cora just needs some time.

00:37:37.633 --> 00:37:39.050 align:center
It's so unnatural, you know?

00:37:39.051 --> 00:37:41.178 align:center
Nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent.

00:37:41.720 --> 00:37:43.347 align:center
No one prepared us.

00:37:46.141 --> 00:37:49.561 align:center
You know, part of me was relieved
when the police came and took her things.

00:37:50.395 --> 00:37:54.106 align:center
I don't want to erase her,
but everywhere I look

00:37:54.107 --> 00:37:58.819 align:center
is something of hers just shouting at me
about this secret life that she had.

00:37:58.820 --> 00:38:00.948 align:center
A fucking affair that she kept from me.

00:38:02.783 --> 00:38:05.619 align:center
It's deafening. It's all around.

00:38:09.498 --> 00:38:13.252 align:center
Well, I think that the Ojai house is gonna
be the perfect place for all this stuff.

00:38:14.002 --> 00:38:15.003 align:center
Yeah.

00:38:15.629 --> 00:38:18.048 align:center
It's gonna be hard to go out there alone.

00:40:05.322 --> 00:40:08.157 align:center
She used that on every person
in my family.

00:40:08.158 --> 00:40:09.826 align:center
Everyone hated it.

00:40:10.327 --> 00:40:11.994 align:center
And nothing made her laugh harder.

00:40:11.995 --> 00:40:14.915 align:center
Every time she used it,
she would laugh for hours.

00:40:22.714 --> 00:40:24.007 align:center
That's funny.

00:40:33.976 --> 00:40:36.395 align:center
I didn't know how much pain she was in.

00:40:37.938 --> 00:40:43.150 align:center
How could I have not seen
what she was going through?

00:40:43.151 --> 00:40:44.820 align:center
Hey, none of us did.

00:40:46.196 --> 00:40:47.447 align:center
I missed it.

00:40:48.198 --> 00:40:50.200 align:center
I just… I just missed it.

00:40:51.451 --> 00:40:54.161 align:center
Hey, it's okay. So did I.

00:40:54.162 --> 00:40:55.247 align:center
Oh, God.

00:44:06.396 --> 00:44:09.441 align:center
<i>She asked me once if I liked Robert.</i>

00:44:14.404 --> 00:44:16.823 align:center
<i>I remember how quickly I said no.</i>

00:44:22.412 --> 00:44:27.084 align:center
<i>She must have known I was lying.
How could she not?</i>

00:44:31.922 --> 00:44:36.802 align:center
<i>I was never as good as she was
at pretending.</i>

00:44:37.761 --> 00:44:40.347 align:center
<i>At creating my own reality.</i>

00:44:43.308 --> 00:44:45.894 align:center
<i>So maybe this is my chance.</i>

00:44:47.521 --> 00:44:49.398 align:center
<i>And maybe she would understand.</i>

00:44:50.190 --> 00:44:53.109 align:center
<i>Because she was lying too.</i>

00:44:53.110 --> 00:44:55.069 align:center
<i>Lying to Robert.</i>

00:44:55.070 --> 00:44:56.446 align:center
<i>Lying to all of us.</i>

00:45:07.082 --> 00:45:11.086 align:center
<i>Nancy, I need to start with an apology.</i>

00:45:11.837 --> 00:45:14.256 align:center
<i>My reaction was extreme.</i>

00:45:15.424 --> 00:45:19.928 align:center
<i>I was horrible to you
and I'm sorry I scared you so badly.</i>

00:45:20.470 --> 00:45:22.889 align:center
<i>But you can hardly
blame me for being angry</i>

00:45:22.890 --> 00:45:24.641 align:center
<i>when you're sleeping with someone else.</i>

00:45:28.145 --> 00:45:30.981 align:center
Hey. You okay?

