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<i>I don't know if Robert
even remembers it by now</i>

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<i>but I met him first.</i>

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<i>That night, all those years ago,</i>

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<i>leaning against the kitchen cabinets,
wasted on cheap beer…</i>

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<i>I made him laugh</i>

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<i>and it was so spontaneous and natural.</i>

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<i>I knew he felt it too.</i>

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<i>But then she walked over,
and I introduced them.</i>

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<i>"Robert, this is Nancy."</i>

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What is it?

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Oh, my God.

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It doesn't even look like her.

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It's Nancy obviously,
but it doesn't look like her.

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I defended Davide.

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I really thought
this didn't make any sense.

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It doesn't.

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Everyone gets to see this now

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and think whatever they want
before I've even had a chance to…

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I know, but…

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I hope you know that whatever it is
that you are feeling, you can tell me.

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I mean, it's…

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bad enough to imagine her
with someone else,

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but seeing that…

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I thought that when they had
the guy in custody, there'd…

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be some sense of relief.

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There's none.

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Do you feel any?

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No. Not really.

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Despite all that… I still love her.

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I'd give anything to get her back.

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Is that crazy or…

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No.

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No, it's not crazy.

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This is me.

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- Hey.
- Yes?

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Thank you for coming with me today.

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It was nice being
somewhere important to her.

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Even if it was just for a little bit.

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- Thank you.
- Thank you.

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Oh, shit.

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Hey.

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Well, I came to confront you
about leaving me on "read," but… wow.

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I'm sorry.

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You know, if you had other plans,
you could've just told me.

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I had previous plans to go
to the ballet with a friend,

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and I'm… I… My phone was on silent.

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You know, it feels like
you don't take me seriously.

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I thought we both understood
that I'm not interested in serious, J.

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That's not what I meant.

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What I meant is you don't respect me,
like, as a person.

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I do.

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J, this is not an easy time
for me right now.

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It's not really even
about tonight, though, right?

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I mean, after
the St. Patrick's Day party, you…

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you come over two hours
after you said you would.

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The night your friend died,

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I mean, you text me at 9:00 p.m.,
you show up at 1:00.

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- What is that about?
- No, it was just after 10:00.

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- No, it was definitely later than that.
- No, it wasn't.

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El, I stayed up.

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We should not be talking
about this in the street.

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I think we should go upstairs.

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I think we should open a bottle of wine

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and maybe try to talk
about this like adults.

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- Yeah?
- You said wine.

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It's the wine that got you,
not the adult part.

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Morning.

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- Hey.
- No milk. No sugar.

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Just coffee grounds and hot water.

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- Your favorite.
- Thank you.

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Yeah.

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You're gonna be late for work.

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You know, I think my boss will understand.

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Oh, wow.

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You know, I didn't know
you were into fishing. Are you?

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I'm not.

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Okay, well, you know, if you wanna learn,
I know this great spot at Lake Gregory--

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J, you should really get to the office.

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Yeah. No, I… I should.

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Let me do that. I'll… I'll see you there.

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Yeah.

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- I call chocolate.
- I wanted the chocolate one.

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Too bad. I called dibs.

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I'm sorry, sweetheart.
I have to honor the dibs.

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Backpacks on in 20 minutes, girls.
What do you say to Aunt Ellie?

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- Thank you, Aunt Ellie.
- Welcome.

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- Thank you.
- Is it too much sugar?

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There's no such thing.

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I wish you were my mother.

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So, what were you gonna tell me

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- about the ballet?
- That's it.

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Okay, so, what, I'm just not allowed
to use the car anymore?

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This is what happens, Marcus.

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When you sit in my car and vape in secret,
it's gonna keep doing this.

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- I wasn't vaping.
- Hey, guys.

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- Hey, El.
- Eleanor.

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Hey, Mom, could you tell him
to cut me some slack?

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- I'm trying to ask for a jump.
- Sweetie.

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- Why don't you go outside with your dad?
- Let's find the jumper cables.

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- I am so sorry about all of this.
- No, it's okay.

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I promise, you will have
my full attention.

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- I'm just gonna…
- Let me just make some room.

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- Oh, God. I'm so sorry.
- Oh, no, no, that's okay. I'll get it.

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I'll get it. Ellie, let me get that…

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- What is this?
- It's nothing.

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Nothing? It's a police report.

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They're public records.

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Yes, but why do you have them?

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Because something doesn't feel right.

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I know Davide was arrested,

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but he was arrested for robbery,
not murder,

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because of some
random informant's testimony.

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I mean, come on, it's sketchy.

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The news is trying to connect it to Nancy,
and it's not.

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So, you're investing
a lot of time on this.

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Don't do that. Don't make me sound
like I'm fragile.

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I get enough of that around here.

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Okay.

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Thank you.
I just couldn't get myself to do it.

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I get it.

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I keep staring at old text messages
from her that I can't delete.

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Yeah.

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- Was this your breakfast?
- I haven't had much of an appetite.

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Something else going on?

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It's just I don't wanna bother you
with it on top of everything else.

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What is it?

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Kit asked me today what I'm doing
for Cora's birthday this weekend.

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I totally forgot about it.

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So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ
for some silent disco

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that I have no idea if she's even into,

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and I'm googling
"17-year-old girl birthday party."

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Careful. You don't wanna end up on a list.

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Thanks. Now, I feel like
an idiot and a pervert.

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What kind of father forgets
his own daughter's birthday?

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I can't believe it.

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- One married to Nancy.
- Yeah.

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You've never had to
think about any of this.

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Yeah, but I wanna at least try, you know?

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It's her first birthday after…

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Nancy always made them magical.

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<i>I'm not gonna give a speech, I swear.</i>

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Sixteen years ago,
the greatest gift came into my life,

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and today, we get to celebrate her.

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So, without further ado,
the birthday girl.

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My baby girl Cora.

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Have fun tonight.

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I just don't wanna fuck it up.

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I could help.

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I mean, I've been to my fair share
of Nancy festivities.

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I think I could try to figure it out.

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- It's not too much?
- It's Cora. What's too much?

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- There is no too much.
- Thank you.

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Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

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- Just send me what you have so far, okay?
- Yeah. Okay.

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Detective Ganz, are you looking
to buy in this neighborhood?

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Not with what they pay me, sadly.

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She's beautiful.

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- Thank you.
- Incredible lines.

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Not many people would custom paint
a vintage 450 SL, though.

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Then again, if money is no object,
what does it matter

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if you devalue a classic
in mint condition?

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- To each his own.
- Yeah.

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Have a good day.

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Actually, if you don't mind…

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I'm sure you've seen this picture.

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- Yeah, it's all over the news.
- Yeah. I have studied this picture a lot,

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and what I can't get over is the…
the look on Mrs. Hennessey's face.

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Right? She looks relaxed,
not a bit out of place.

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But it doesn't track.

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What does a Pasadena socialite
have in common with this crowd?

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She wasn't always a socialite.

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She had a life before Robert.

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What kind of life?

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A tough one.

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Alcoholic mother, abusive stepfather,
trailer park.

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It was not easy.

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Yeah, yeah.
No, we looked into her history.

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That kinda makes this even more peculiar.

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- Why?
- Well, a woman like that,

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what does she have in common
with Robert and his family?

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Or with you?

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Is my friendship under investigation?

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No. It is not.

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Is the robbery charge just bullshit?

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I feel like you wouldn't be
asking me all this

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if you had a real case against Davide.

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Are you looking into someone else?

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Thank you for your time.

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- Shit.
- Roll down your window!

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You have no right to be following me.
This is harassment.

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I want your name and your badge number.

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I'm not a cop.

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I work for Donovan.

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Okay.

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Have you ever been to a war zone?

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The loss of life, it changes you.

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So, I had them apply for asylum,

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pulled some of those governmental strings
we talked about, and…

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Long story short, they now have
a thriving dental practice.

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Their daughter just graduated
from Vassar last year.

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That's incredible.

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Well, when your heart is speaking to you,
you ought to listen.

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Ladies, if you'll excuse me,
I have just a little business to tend to,

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but I'll see you at the pool
a little later.

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That's cute. You use my stories
to pick up women?

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It's a good story.

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And Mom and I do
fund your little charity thing,

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so it's also my story.

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"Little charity thing"? Thanks, Donnie.

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The daughter went to Ohio State,
by the way.

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Vassar sounded better.

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- Wow.
- So, my guy Winston said you can sprint.

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Yeah, when I'm compelled to.

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In some families,
when somebody's friend dies,

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they buy them flowers or a basket
or even offer a hug.

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Can't relate.

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They say it's the curse
of the well-bred and the wealthy.

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- Okay.
- Not enough hugs.

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Too much emotional sublimation, you know?

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Right. Since your man Winston
is done stalking me,

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and you can see
that I'm very safe, very sound,

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maybe you guys go home.

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I would love to.

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I have better things
to do than babysit you.

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- But…
- But when tragedy strikes,

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you do have a tendency
to get unpredictable.

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- That's not fair.
- No?

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No.

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- When Dad died--
- Don't… No… Don't do that.

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Do not bring him into this.

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I was in a very different place back then.

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Seriously?

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If I had confronted you without evidence,
you would have denied it.

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This is two old friends grieving.

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Those look like pretty big smiles

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- for grieving.
- We are honoring the passion

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of somebody we loved.

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E, you and I both know
you love to fix a broken toy.

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Especially a certain nice Caucasian one.

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- Maybe if you'd joined the BSU…
- What?

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- …or some Black sorority…
- Here we go.

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…you'd be with a Jamal or a Terrell

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- instead of stuck on you-know-who.
- I cannot.

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You're an ass.

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Why don't you just admit that you have
a blind spot when it comes to Robert?

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And you always have.

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Are you done?

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Stop fucking following me.

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They had a warrant.

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A warrant for what?

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Some of Nancy's things.

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Our financial records.

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They wanted to see if I stood to gain
anything from having my wife killed.

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Oh, my God.

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And they took my laptop.

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I was gonna call Kit,
but she would've called my father,

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and he would've turned this
into a whole shitstorm.

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I think they're just doing
their due diligence, Robert.

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- They're not gonna find anything.
- Of course not.

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I didn't… I wasn't implying that…
I was saying that--

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You're right. I'm sorry.

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I just… This whole thing is just…

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Maybe this isn't the best time
to throw a birthday party.

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I disagree.

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I think we have to keep on living,
you know?

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Cora deserves some normalcy.

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As do you.

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And I think
it's what Nancy would've wanted.

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So, if we are gonna add
someone to the team in Liberia,

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my vote would be Chelsea.

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Has she volunteered?

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No, but she's shown some initiative.

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She has great local connections
I think might help us.

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El… El.

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Yes, I'm sorry.

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Yeah. No, it's all good.

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I can reach out to her, though,
if you'd like me to.

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Sure.

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Hey, J.

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This isn't gonna happen,

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but the police investigation
is getting kinda complicated, so…

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if someone were to ask you about me…

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I know. I got it.

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I won't say anything, okay?

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No, you can.

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You can tell them
that I was at your place.

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- I thought we were being discreet.
- We are.

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But, you know, if somebody asks,
then we wanna be helpful.

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- Ellie.
- Yes?

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Do you have a second?

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Yes, of course.

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Can you give me a second? Sorry.

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- Oh, yeah. Of course.
- Thank you.

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What's up? You okay?

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It's my mom.

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Someone has to pick her up
from the police station.

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What? What do you mean?

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I've contacted an attorney.
He's on his way.

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She is not going to answer any questions
until he gets here.

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We're not arresting her.

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I just need someone
to take her off our hands.

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I don't understand.

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I found out that your friend
has been harassing my officers.

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- What?
- Last week alone,

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she submitted 20 public records requests,

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and today she crossed a line.

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Next time, handcuffs.

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- What the hell did you do?
- Doesn't matter.

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No, actually it matters a lot.

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- I may have used the C-word.
- What?

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- While throwing a stapler.
- Oh, my God.

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- At a wall.
- Okay.

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- Not a person.
- Are you okay?

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Look, they wasted all of this time
on this Davide thing.

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And meanwhile,
they won't look at any of my leads.

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I circled every single David
in our college yearbooks.

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I found every David
that she follows on social media.

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I even found a William David
who owns a flower shop in Texas,

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and she liked his post on Pinterest,
and I just…

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I know it sounds crazy, but…

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- Do not be mad at me for asking this.
- What?

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Are you taking the…

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No, El, come on.

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I haven't taken more
than an aspirin in six months, okay?

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Okay.

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I'm sorry, I can't let this go.

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But she told you, El.

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She shut me out,
and you got to hear things…

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And now I never will.

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She shut me out too.

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There's so much shit I don't know.

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I wish I could just distract myself
like you can.

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With work and Robert.

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I think tonight we should just have
a very relaxed evening, okay?

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I'm gonna get some takeout.

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I'm gonna bring it over for you
and the kids and Howard.

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We're just gonna… chillax.

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- Okay.
- Okay? Okay.

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Didn't realize anyone said that anymore.

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I do.

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We'll chillax.

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Hey, I just came to drop…

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Robert. Hey.

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Robert!

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- Hey.
- Hey.

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That looked cathartic.

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Yeah.

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Whenever I wanna drink, I come down here
and hit some balls instead.

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How long have you been out here?

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I guess I really wanted a drink.

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Everything okay?

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Have you heard from the police?

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They dropped off a few of Nancy's boxes,

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but aside from that, nothing.

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Did hear from your brother, though.

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Are you joking?

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I was pretty shocked he called me.

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It's… It's been so many years.

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What… I don't… What did he want?

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- Offer his condolences.
- Right.

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- The guy never liked me.
- Come on.

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Did… Did I ever tell
you what he said to me?

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- No.
- It was on that fishing trip

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with your dad.
Freshman year. Spring break.

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Yeah.

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About an hour after we arrived,

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Donovan cornered me and told me
that you were strictly off-limits.

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Romantically speaking.

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Why would he do that?

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I'm sure he was just
doing the big-brother thing.

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I wouldn't hold it against him.

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I'm gonna hop in the shower.

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Are you sticking around?

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- I'm not sure.
- Okay.

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What decade do you think we're living in?

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I've been out in the sun a while.
You're gonna have to give me a second.

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Do you think this is the dark ages

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where you get to decide who I date,
and who I don't date?

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Because despite
what you and our mother believe,

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I am an adult. I'm an adult.

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I'm somebody who people look up to
and rely on.

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I make responsible decisions
about what I want and what I do.

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Okay.

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All right, why don't you have a seat?

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Tell me what
we're so worked up about today.

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You called Robert.

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That was fast. You two talk a lot, huh?

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He told me what you said
back then when you first met him.

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That you forbade him from dating me.

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That's a deep cut.

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Do you wanna tell me why?

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Come on, E. We both know why.

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No, I really don't.
I think I might need to hear you say it.

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All right.

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I see it.

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You're both smart, sensitive,
like-minded people.

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In a vacuum,
if the rest of the world doesn't exist…

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you're the perfect interracial
Ken and Barbie.

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- But because the world doesn't--
- Not the world.

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- His family.
- No, you don't know anything

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- about his family.
- The Hennesseys are old money,

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bone-deep entitlement.

26:49.067 --> 26:53.613
They think accountability is a myth,
and ethics are a joke.

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Who do you think pulled the strings
to get Davide arrested?

26:56.992 --> 26:59.702
That is a classic
Hennessey move right there.

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Closing ranks to protect their own.

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No. You sound ridiculous right now.

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Robert did not kill Nancy.

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She had a lover. His name was David,

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and David killed her.

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- So maybe Robert found out about David.
- He didn't know about David.

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He didn't even know about the affair
until I told him,

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and by the time I told him,
Nancy was already dead.

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Wait a second. You…

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You told Robert
that his wife was stepping out on him?

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Yes.

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Because he was worried.

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He was gonna call the police,
and I wanted to help.

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It seems like all you do lately
is help Robert.

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You wanted to be his backup plan.

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You have no idea
what you are talking about.

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- Oh, no?
- No.

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I can't believe Mommy went to jail.

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I didn't.
I was practicing civil disobedience,

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which we all have a right to do.

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But I'm sorry that I scared you guys.

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- I wasn't scared.
- Okay.

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Dad was.

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What? Hey, I'm still working on that.

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I think we're done here.

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That is, unless anyone
wants to help me clean up.

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- Not it!
- Not it.

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Hey, hey. No, no, no. H…

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Get… Junie, get back here.

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- I'll help. I'll help.
- Thank you.

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They were scared.

28:34.214 --> 28:36.257
They don't wanna say it, but they were.

28:36.258 --> 28:39.428
You just left with no explanation,
and then we get a call from the cops.

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I know she meant a lot to you,

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but so does your family.

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They… They're still here. They need you.

28:51.481 --> 28:53.567
- We need you.
- I don't know how to…

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I don't know how to let it go, okay?

28:58.822 --> 29:02.242
Thank you, Eleanor,
for the help and the noodles.

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No problem.

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He has a right to be concerned.

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I know. I know.

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Okay, so I need you to keep an open mind.

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About what?

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I found an address for Davide.

29:32.940 --> 29:35.775
- No.
- Aren't you sick of them

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thinking that we don't deserve answers
because we're just her friends?

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- Of course, I am.
- He painted her.

29:40.864 --> 29:42.490
He partied with her.

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He may know something about what happened.

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We can't just interfere
with the investigation.

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She doesn't talk back.

29:54.253 --> 29:55.546
Who?

29:56.421 --> 30:00.259
There's this grief counselor on YouTube,

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and she suggests that you talk
to your deceased loved ones.

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So I've been trying that.

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You know, when people
aren't in the house or asleep,

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so they don't think I'm crazy.

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And I just talk to her.

30:17.359 --> 30:21.320
I tell her, you know,
how Artie just lost another tooth,

30:21.321 --> 30:24.658
and how Howard may have a lead
on a new job, and…

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But she doesn't answer.

30:34.042 --> 30:35.377
She doesn't talk back.

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And I have so many questions.

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Please help.

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Hello.

30:55.939 --> 30:57.815
Leave me the hell alone.

30:57.816 --> 31:01.569
Sir, we're not reporters,
we're not police officers.

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We're friends of Nancy's.

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We just want to talk.

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Go away.

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No.

31:08.702 --> 31:10.871
We will not go away.

31:11.788 --> 31:14.333
- Let us in. Please.
- Mary.

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Are you out of your fucking mind?

31:16.793 --> 31:19.505
Please. She was our friend.

31:21.340 --> 31:22.341
Please.

31:54.581 --> 31:58.126
She saw my work at a collector's
and reached out.

31:58.710 --> 32:02.380
I thought she was one of those white women
who, no offense,

32:02.381 --> 32:06.259
wanted me to paint what they think
is their true authentic self.

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But after a few sketches,

32:08.720 --> 32:10.721
it was clear
that she was someone different.

32:10.722 --> 32:13.057
She wanted me to paint her scars.

32:13.058 --> 32:15.601
She said they were
from an accident that she caused.

32:15.602 --> 32:18.229
She said the scars were her fault?

32:18.230 --> 32:20.106
They most definitely were not her fault.

32:20.107 --> 32:25.111
Davide, from the photo, it seemed
like you two knew each other so well.

32:25.112 --> 32:28.197
I don't even remember that picture.

32:28.198 --> 32:29.949
She was barely at the party.

32:29.950 --> 32:31.325
I think the guy she brought

32:31.326 --> 32:33.077
- wasn't having a good time.
- What?

32:33.078 --> 32:34.745
What do you mean the guy that she brought?

32:34.746 --> 32:36.832
Davide, do you remember
what he looked like?

32:37.916 --> 32:38.917
He was white.

32:39.751 --> 32:41.544
Do you think she could've been
with Robert?

32:41.545 --> 32:43.964
No. No, he had never seen that photo.

32:45.883 --> 32:46.966
Can you look at this…

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- He would've told me.
- Hold on.

32:49.052 --> 32:50.720
Can you look at this photo for me?

32:50.721 --> 32:52.597
Do you recognize this man?

32:52.598 --> 32:55.391
If I remembered anything
more than his race, I would've said so.

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I told the police. It's on them.

32:57.102 --> 32:59.770
- You barely looked at the photo.
- No, you've asked your last question.

32:59.771 --> 33:00.856
This…

33:01.690 --> 33:03.901
I was put in jail. And for what?

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I did nothing. Nothing.

33:06.570 --> 33:09.489
Okay. We've taken enough of your time.

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Thank you.

33:15.412 --> 33:16.580
Where were you?

33:17.456 --> 33:18.582
Excuse me?

33:19.374 --> 33:21.460
Your best friend was in a death spiral.

33:22.252 --> 33:24.337
She was drowning in her own misery.

33:24.338 --> 33:25.672
That's what I saw.

33:26.256 --> 33:27.673
That's what I painted.

33:27.674 --> 33:30.259
So, where were you
when she needed you the most?

33:30.260 --> 33:31.594
She wasn't hiding it.

33:31.595 --> 33:35.098
If you didn't see it,
it's because you didn't want to.

33:36.600 --> 33:38.769
Come on. Come on, let's go.

33:42.397 --> 33:45.399
I'd like the centerpieces
to be a bit more consistent.

33:45.400 --> 33:48.486
And I'd like three people at every corner.
I don't want a bottleneck.

33:48.487 --> 33:50.780
- No. The entire time. Okay? Thank you.
- …your fault.

33:50.781 --> 33:52.073
Your fault.

33:52.074 --> 33:53.908
- She did not--
- You did not.

33:53.909 --> 33:55.160
I told you over and…

34:04.294 --> 34:06.129
Hey. Everything okay?

34:06.672 --> 34:08.381
Despite my strong objection,

34:08.382 --> 34:11.717
my family went ahead and hired that
crisis PR firm to pressure the police.

34:12.469 --> 34:14.179
They're the ones who leaked that photo.

34:14.763 --> 34:16.014
Can you fucking believe it?

34:16.889 --> 34:19.476
They're the reason Davide Boyette
was arrested. My family.

34:20.101 --> 34:21.477
That's disgusting.

34:21.478 --> 34:24.147
They thought it would
help keep the press off of us.

34:24.773 --> 34:26.189
Apparently, who gives a fuck

34:26.190 --> 34:29.069
if an innocent man has to sit
behind bars for weeks?

34:30.362 --> 34:34.533
And you've never met him, right?

34:35.324 --> 34:36.408
Never met who?

34:36.409 --> 34:37.411
Davide.

34:38.203 --> 34:40.289
I mean, the first time you saw him
was on the news.

34:40.998 --> 34:43.541
Eleanor, you were here.
We saw him together.

34:43.542 --> 34:44.709
What are you getting at?

34:44.710 --> 34:47.295
I'm… No, I'm not getting at anything. I…

34:49.047 --> 34:52.841
I just know what it means
to be from a powerful family.

34:52.842 --> 34:56.428
Sometimes you can't see
how they're pulling the strings.

34:56.429 --> 35:01.143
Well, you managed
to make your own way in the world.

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- You think?
- Yeah.

35:04.146 --> 35:08.567
I constantly feel them
looking over my shoulder.

35:10.444 --> 35:12.529
Yeah, but you do the things
that matter to you.

35:15.073 --> 35:17.075
I admire that.

35:17.576 --> 35:18.952
Always have.

35:20.287 --> 35:21.288
Dad?

35:22.206 --> 35:23.207
Dad!

35:26.919 --> 35:28.836
- Hey.
- Why are Mom's things boxed up?

35:28.837 --> 35:30.881
I was… I was just organizing.

35:31.465 --> 35:33.299
You can't get rid of them.

35:33.300 --> 35:35.051
Cora, that's not what this is.

35:35.052 --> 35:36.344
You have to understand,

35:36.345 --> 35:38.930
it's very difficult for me
to have her things all around…

35:38.931 --> 35:40.933
So, what? You're just gonna erase her?

35:42.351 --> 35:44.810
No. No, he can't do that.

35:44.811 --> 35:46.354
That's impossible, Cora.

35:46.355 --> 35:48.105
This is all I have!

35:48.106 --> 35:51.400
What's in these boxes
is all I have of left of my mom.

35:51.401 --> 35:52.735
I understand, sweetie. I…

35:52.736 --> 35:54.696
Cora. Come here.

36:02.955 --> 36:06.959
You know my car belonged to my dad
before he passed?

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And he gave me this necklace.

36:13.757 --> 36:17.844
And I even have a fishing rod of his
hanging on the wall in my apartment

36:17.845 --> 36:20.179
because I want to feel his presence.

36:20.180 --> 36:22.766
So I keep all of those things
really close to me.

36:24.434 --> 36:25.602
So you can do that.

36:26.436 --> 36:29.272
You can look at all this stuff and just,

36:29.273 --> 36:33.110
whatever reminds you of her,
you take that. You keep it close to you.

36:34.444 --> 36:35.945
And the rest of it,

36:35.946 --> 36:38.949
we will make sure
to put somewhere very special.

36:39.491 --> 36:42.744
Like, maybe the Ojai house.

36:43.912 --> 36:47.249
That way you can go there
whenever you want to feel her presence.

36:48.458 --> 36:49.459
Okay.

36:51.712 --> 36:53.796
You don't have to let go of your mom.

36:53.797 --> 36:56.633
Your dad would never ask you to do that.

37:07.436 --> 37:08.437
Sweetie.

37:11.982 --> 37:13.066
Hey, thanks.

37:19.781 --> 37:21.742
I don't blame her for calling it off.

37:22.451 --> 37:24.870
She'll probably have more fun
back at school anyway.

37:27.289 --> 37:29.123
I really fucked up this birthday.

37:29.124 --> 37:32.084
I'm the one who insisted
that you throw her a party.

37:32.085 --> 37:34.129
You've done nothing but help.

37:34.713 --> 37:36.465
I think Cora just needs some time.

37:37.633 --> 37:39.050
It's so unnatural, you know?

37:39.051 --> 37:41.178
Nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent.

37:41.720 --> 37:43.347
No one prepared us.

37:46.141 --> 37:49.561
You know, part of me was relieved
when the police came and took her things.

37:50.395 --> 37:54.106
I don't want to erase her,
but everywhere I look

37:54.107 --> 37:58.819
is something of hers just shouting at me
about this secret life that she had.

37:58.820 --> 38:00.948
A fucking affair that she kept from me.

38:02.783 --> 38:05.619
It's deafening. It's all around.

38:09.498 --> 38:13.252
Well, I think that the Ojai house is gonna
be the perfect place for all this stuff.

38:14.002 --> 38:15.003
Yeah.

38:15.629 --> 38:18.048
It's gonna be hard to go out there alone.

40:05.322 --> 40:08.157
She used that on every person
in my family.

40:08.158 --> 40:09.826
Everyone hated it.

40:10.327 --> 40:11.994
And nothing made her laugh harder.

40:11.995 --> 40:14.915
Every time she used it,
she would laugh for hours.

40:22.714 --> 40:24.007
That's funny.

40:33.976 --> 40:36.395
I didn't know how much pain she was in.

40:37.938 --> 40:43.150
How could I have not seen
what she was going through?

40:43.151 --> 40:44.820
Hey, none of us did.

40:46.196 --> 40:47.447
I missed it.

40:48.198 --> 40:50.200
I just… I just missed it.

40:51.451 --> 40:54.161
Hey, it's okay. So did I.

40:54.162 --> 40:55.247
Oh, God.

44:06.396 --> 44:09.441
<i>She asked me once if I liked Robert.</i>

44:14.404 --> 44:16.823
<i>I remember how quickly I said no.</i>

44:22.412 --> 44:27.084
<i>She must have known I was lying.
How could she not?</i>

44:31.922 --> 44:36.802
<i>I was never as good as she was
at pretending.</i>

44:37.761 --> 44:40.347
<i>At creating my own reality.</i>

44:43.308 --> 44:45.894
<i>So maybe this is my chance.</i>

44:47.521 --> 44:49.398
<i>And maybe she would understand.</i>

44:50.190 --> 44:53.109
<i>Because she was lying too.</i>

44:53.110 --> 44:55.069
<i>Lying to Robert.</i>

44:55.070 --> 44:56.446
<i>Lying to all of us.</i>

45:07.082 --> 45:11.086
<i>Nancy, I need to start with an apology.</i>

45:11.837 --> 45:14.256
<i>My reaction was extreme.</i>

45:15.424 --> 45:19.928
<i>I was horrible to you
and I'm sorry I scared you so badly.</i>

45:20.470 --> 45:22.889
<i>But you can hardly
blame me for being angry</i>

45:22.890 --> 45:24.641
<i>when you're sleeping with someone else.</i>

45:28.145 --> 45:30.981
Hey. You okay?
