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[dramatic music playing]

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[Tyson sighs] Oh, yes.

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-Have everybody had a good holiday?
-[Adonis] Yeah.

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I've had a brilliant holiday.

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I've done a wedding,
yachts, restaurants with views.

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And biggest of all,
I've not been tortured.

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I've been out the way of everybody.

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There has been still people
recognizing you,

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but not as heavy, is it,
as back in the UK?

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[Tyson] Do you ever just wanna
go away completely and vanish?

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[Paris] You could never vanish.

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I often think about it.
A bit of a peaceful life.

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[Paris] Would be nice.

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This is what I'm sayin'
about movin' away from the UK.

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What?

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What the heck is going on?

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Oh. Right.

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Imagine moving to a climate like this,
though, all year round.

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This is so strange to me
because he loves Morecambe so much.

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He's just crazy.

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I think it's a must.

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I would have no friends!

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[Tyson] Me mind's made up.

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Let's leave Morecambe Bay.

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[music fades]

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[energetic music playing]

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[Tyson] People must think
I'm living at Asda, mustn't they?

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We're always in Asda. When are we not?
Have you got a pound coin?

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Uh… bottles and dummies are that way.

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[Paris] Go this way, and we'll see
if there's a shirt for Prince.

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-There's a giant T-shirt, look.
-[Paris] And there's the linen shirts.

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-Tyson, my lad.
-[Tyson] Hello, my lass, how are ya?

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-[woman] I'm grand. How are you?
-[Tyson] I'm cushty.

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-[woman] Do you know who I am?
-Yes.

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-[woman] Who am I?
-Mary Beard.

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-[chuckles] That's right.
-Hello, how are you?

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[Mary] Hello, sweetheart, Paris,
are you all right?

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Very good, thank you.

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[Mary] When can I bring me books
for you to sign?

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Whenever you want, love. Bring it down.

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[Mary] Morecambe Boy'd have to bring me,
all right?

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-Who?
-[Mary] Morecambe Boy.

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[Mary] You call my grandson Morecambe Boy.

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[curious music playing]

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-Morecambe Boy?
-[Mary] You call him Morecambe Boy, yeah.

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-I've called him it in the past, have I?
-[Mary] Yeah.

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Maybe once, about ten years ago?

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-It'd be eight years ago.
-[Tyson] Oh, right.

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-Oh, that could be a number of people.
-Yeah.

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-Has he got red hair?
-No, he's…

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-Blond?
-Bit like yourself.

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I should've said absolutely handsome,
then, shouldn't I?

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-You should have, yeah.
-[chuckles]

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This is standard behavior, yeah.

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You know him well.
He's been training with you in't gym.

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Some random person's probably got
a picture of me somewhere

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and told his mother he knows me,
you know what I mean?

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Then obviously they go on then
and make up massive stories,

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"We're best mates.
We go together all the time."

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I probably met this person once.

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Have you got me confused
with somebody else?

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I don't think so.

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-You sure?
-How would I confuse you?

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I know him well?

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Yeah, he knows your uncle John.

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Me uncle John? Morecambe Boy?
Who the fuck's that?

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-[Mary] In Marbella.
-[Tyson] How long ago?

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-About eight years.
-I'll leave youse reminisce.

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Eight years ago?

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About.

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It comes with the territory
of what I've achieved.

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Come down whenever you want.

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Just exhausted with it all.

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Yeah, go on, mate,
take yourself a picture.

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There were some smart shorts round
the other side, Tys. Shall we get 'em?

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[whispers] He gets them everywhere.

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Come, come. Jump in, jump in.

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Look, they're still going.

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That's quite nice,
but I don't think he'll wear that.

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[Tyson] Yeah, go on, take a picture.

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-Uh…
-There you go. The middle one.

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[Paris] You wouldn't be nowhere
without your fans.

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They are great, and I've got great fans.
Tyson's got amazing fans.

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But when you've got people coming up
to you saying, "Can I get a photo?"

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-"Can I get a photo? Can I get a photo?"
-[beeps]

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…sometimes it kind of pulls him down
a bit.

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Come on, then, mate.

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[Paris] And even though
he's putting a smile on,

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I don't think
that's how he feels in his heart.

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-[Tyson] Right, let's go.
-[somber music playing]

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[music intensifies]

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[Adonis] Get the ball, Rico!

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[laughs]

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-Prince!
-What?

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-[Tyson] Did you feed the dog?
-No.

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[Tyson] Go and feed him.

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This'll be a laugh now,
opening a few letters.

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"Urgent. Mr. Tyson Fury, boxing champion,
Morecambe, Lancashire."

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That should not be coming to my address.

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Fuckin' hell.

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This is… this is
what I've got to contend with

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on a daily matter, yeah?

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It says, "Hi, mate.
On the Monday morning, 28th July,

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I received, uh… news
that no parent wants to hear."

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"My son has fell from a cliff."

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They go on and invite me to a dinner.

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[squeals]

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Literally, every time the post comes,

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I get stuff like… like that.

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What's this?

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Uh, "Tyson, I would like to invite you
to our giant gathering

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on Wednesday 3rd…
money-raising day… fundraiser."

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It's just usually begging letters.

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It's usually like,
"I'm in debt. I need 500 grand."

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"Can you pay it off for me?"

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Or, "I need you
to pay me student loan off, 80 grand."

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There's nothing any good
coming from these letters, ever.

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At the end of the day,
you can't have it all.

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You can't just be, like,
a world heavyweight champion

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and just be, like,
non-famous, no-one cares,

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but I've been in Morecambe for 17 years,

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and there's no personal life.
Everything's public.

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Where I live, where me kids go to school,

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it's all public stuff,
so there's no privacy.

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Privacy doesn't exist.

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[pensive music playing]

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[Rico crying]

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[Paris] Behave. Hello? Stop now.

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Give me the water gun.

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Behave, kids.

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Tyson seems hell bent
at the minute that he's gonna move,

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but this is the same with Tyson
on everything.

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Tyson has bipolar,

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so Tyson is all for it,
and then the next day isn't,

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so I'm not convinced.

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-What are you looking at?
-I'm just looking at, um… some places.

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Possible places.

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[sighs] Oh, I'm tired.

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[Tyson] In some exotic places.

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-Look at that.
-Oh, Bahamas?

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No, I definitely don't wanna live
in the Bahamas.

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Which sensible-thinking woman would say,

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"I don't wanna live in the Bahamas
in a mansion"?

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I love a holiday there,
but I don't wanna live there.

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Is this just 'cause
you're sick of everyone torturing ya?

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Privacy, a new life, a fresh start.

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I just want
a new… a new start, Paris, a new life.

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A new me, a new you, a new everybody.

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Can you not look closer to home?
My mam and dad's getting old.

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If they wanna come to you, they can.
Wherever you are.

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If any of my family wanna see me,

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they get in a fucking car
and come and see me.

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And if they don't, get fucked,
the lot of youse.

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[pensive music playing]

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Would anything make me happy?
That's the question.

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I'm not too sure. I'm not too sure.

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But if I've got something in me mind,
I wanna go do it.

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And I usually do it
and think about the consequences after.

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There's still a lot to decide on though
'cause it's a big move.

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I've got to sort out the school.

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-We need dentists.
-Yeah.

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-Doctors.
-Yeah.

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-Everything.
-It's just one day, though, innit?

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[sighs] Tyson, I'm walking out.

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I… I ain't doing this
over and over and over and over again.

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It's like, if I go forward,
you come back at me.

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Yeah. Continue, then.

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-I don't…
-Let's get on with it.

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Your home life is everything.

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Samuel Johnson said this.

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"The result to all ambition
is to be happy at home."

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So, if you've got a billion quid
in the bank,

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but your home life's dog shit,
then what's the point?

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You have to be happy at home.

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[woman] How are you feeling?

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So, how am I feeling?
Severely apprehensive.

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Very nervous.

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Um… not mentally prepared.

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We's nine people
with nine individual lives,

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all have to be moved
to a different location,

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um, which Tyson doesn't seem to understand
is a hard feat… hmm.

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There you go, but that is life.

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[intriguing music playing]

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[Tyson] I can't wait to get gone now.

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Just wanna be gone. I just wanna be away.

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I'm really excited
for a new start, actually.

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Find another house
and find another country.

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Just… I just want a peaceful life,
and I don't get that here.

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I've done what I've done,
retired, new chapter, new life.

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Uh, a life
of just, like, just normal, like,

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just not… not famous
and not doing anything. Just…

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Just a normal life.

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And I've always said there's a lot
to be thankful for in a normal life,

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having a normal way of going on
and a normal… a normal existence.

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That's fine for me. I can handle that.

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-[Tutty] Night, Mam, night, Dad. Love you.
-[Paris] Come on, bedtime.

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-Good night now!
-[Tutty giggles] Night-night!

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Oosh!

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This is the one I like.
It's in Lancashire.

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350 acres.

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Sheds, buildings, outbuildings…
It's got everything.

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Everything that I would want
on a property, this has.

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[somber music playing]

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Apart from it's in the wrong country.

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The wrong country.

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[music intensifies]

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Since Tyson let me know
that he wants to move out of Morecambe,

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I've found I worry more
about his mental health.

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Tyson can believe he's all right,
and I know he's not.

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I can look at Tyson,
listen to him for five minutes,

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and think, "I know
exactly what headspace you're in."

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[music fades]

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[Tyson] This is, like, a formal
dining room that never, ever gets used.

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You know big houses,
I think they're a waste of time

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because all these rooms do
is collect rubbish.

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When you can do anything
and have anything you want,

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you don't appreciate nothing.

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All those wins I had,

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all the 17 years of being undefeated,

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it didn't make me feel anything.
I had no feeling.

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But when I lost, I enjoyed that

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because I felt something
for the first time in years.

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The loss that I had to Usyk
was heartbreaking.

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Like, on the night, I… I…

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I didn't think, 100% didn't think
they was gonna give Usyk a decision.

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Because I didn't believe I'd lost,

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it… it was just a feeling,
like an emotional feeling.

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So, yeah, it was, um…
it was… it was hard to take.

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If I'd have… if I'd have won them fights,
I'd have felt nothing.

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It would have been meaningless to me.

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But because I didn't win 'em,
I felt something,

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which I… I… I can identify now
as beautiful feeling.

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You're not right in the head.
-I know I'm not.

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But what I'm saying is,
I was able to feel… feel something.

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If you're not a happy person already,

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material stuff or getting
everything you've ever wanted

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will only make you worse

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because it'll take away
your dreams and your goals.

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I wrote a poem in here, yeah.

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Who Am I?

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Who am I?

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Go on.

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Tyson Fury is my name
But that is not who I am

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I am the guy
Who sacrifices most things to win

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I am the guy who would sacrifice his life
Rather than deny Jesus

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I am a very complex person
Who thinks differently to others

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Pain is my friend

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I found comfortable positions
In the most uncomfortable environments

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I am the man who's working
When you're enjoying life

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I have found what King Solomon said
To be true

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The best things in life
Is to eat, drink, and enjoy work

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And if you can do that
It's a gift from God

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Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ
And you will not fail

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The rest is hot air

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You was in a deep session that day,
weren't ya?

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No, I'm just saying,
like, all of that there, that poem,

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Who Am I?, is true.

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Like, a boxing match, does that define
a human being? No.

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Does winning everything and having
everything define a human being?

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Having all these experiences
that I've done, been all over the world,

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I've dined with kings. I've dined
with emperors and rulers of countries.

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I'm actually a man who sits here
and wants nothing in life.

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I know, but that's a problem, isn't it?

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I know because when you give up
the passion to want…

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Yeah, you give up the passion to live.

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You frighten me when you talk like this.

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-[Tyson] I know.
-You are not right.

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You're not right in the head. When you do
all this dark talking, I don't like it.

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-[sniffles] I don't like all that.
-[somber music playing]

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[Tyson] You're gonna make me cry now
if you keep on.

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[Paris sobs softly]

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Where has that come from?

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Because that's what you think like.

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Your head ain't right, and you get there
and think all that stuff,

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and then you get yourself in a depression.
[sniffles]

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This conversation is taking me back
to Tyson 2016.

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Um… not wanting to train,

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not wanting to exercise,
not wanting to engage in life.

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Asking what is the point in living,

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asking why should he survive,
why should he live, what's it all for.

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Alcoholism,

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um… drug abuse,

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and coming home,
crying his eyes out on the sofa,

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totally in depression,
asking, "What is the point in life?"

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This is amazing
because we're able to feel.

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-This is feeling.
-Oh yes, you're freaky.

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-[Tyson] No, no, I enjoy this.
-No. Yes.

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Like, the tears that's come to my eyes now
is because of you being sad, not me.

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-That's good, innit?
-[Tyson] But I'm able to feel.

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Yeah, well, I look at you
talking all like that,

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and you just freak people out.

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You're freaky.
It's not good. It's not… it's normal.

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And you need to just… saying,
"I've got nothing. I want nothing."

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That's just depression, isn't it?

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[Tyson] But I don't. It's not depression.

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-You can't not want. You've got a family.
-[Tyson] No, no, no. I'm not depressed.

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[breathes deeply]

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That's a good… a good chat. I came in here
for a coffee and a sit down.

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I know, but you've took us
on an emotional roller coaster.

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No, I didn't. You did.
I came in for a coffee. [sniffles]

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[poignant music playing]

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[Tyson] Come on, me boy.

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Seeing her upset is hard work.

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Like, if you care about someone
and they're upset,

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then that makes you upset as well.

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So, yeah, it's hard.

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As you've seen, like,
her being emotional made me emotional.

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[Rico] Dada.

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[Tyson] But at least
we're feeling something.

14:04.320 --> 14:06.280
And I've been unable to feel
for a long time

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because nothing mattered to me at all.

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And now I can feel again.

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So I need to thank Oleksandr
for that, to be fair.

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I know he doesn't…
He's, like, explained it away.

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He doesn't mean,
"Oh, there's no point in living,"

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but when he's like,
"Who am I? What's the point? What's this?"

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and it's all things
he used to say years ago,

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it, um… it brings up bad memories,

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and it also brings up the fear
of, "Where's this going?"

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Um… so yeah.

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I think he's realized he's retired,
and he is retired now.

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I think this is where he's at.

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I think this is where this mental state's
come from because I think his head has…

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his eyes has opened to "I am retired."

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I don't think he is gonna box no more.

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And I think he's maybe
just sort of understood that,

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and this is where
these deep thoughts is stemming from.

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[poignant music swells]

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[music fades]

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[upbeat music playing]

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[Venezuela] Say, "Grandad."

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[Adonis] Grandad!

15:28.040 --> 15:29.800
[Paris] Grandad, she's got your breakfast.

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[John] Come on. Hey, there's a good girl.

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-[Paris] There. Look at that.
-[John] Good girl. Thank you very much.

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-[Tyson] Oh, look at that for a breakfast.
-[John] Very nice too. Thank you.

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This is how you feed
a two-year-old, Dad, look.

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A one-year-old. He's only a tiny boy.

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I'm gonna take Venezuela
on a driving lesson.

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Learn her how to drive.

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I think it's a necessity
to be able to drive, don't you?

15:51.479 --> 15:55.439
Well, it's independence, then, in't it?
They can get about, can't they?

15:55.520 --> 15:59.280
-Yeah. What's Tommy doing now, then, Dad?
-He's busy every day, in't he?

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He's… he's either doing a podcast,
doing filming, or doing summat.

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I don't think he's got a spare minute,
to be honest.

16:06.719 --> 16:09.680
[Tyson] Yeah, I think
the normal life is underrated.

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Everybody wants to be famous,
everybody wants to be rich,

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but they don't know
what comes with it all.

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-They don't know the shit they have to do.
-Yeah.

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Or their privacy.
I'll tell you what it is, right.

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You exchange your privacy
and your whole life,

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your personal life, your everything,
for fame and money.

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That's the exchange.
You can't have 'em both.

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You can't have privacy and fame and money.

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But you can have privacy
and have a normal life.

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And I'm not so sure which is the best.

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That's why I've been contemplating moving,
because I want privacy.

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-You're not gonna get that.
-Privacy.

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Load of shit.

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[Venezuela] I'm just putting
trainers on now.

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Hurry up, then. We've gotta go, love.
We've got things to do.

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-I want privacy more than I want fame.
-You think you do.

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-I don't want fame.
-I've…

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I… I've had all my life of privacy,
and I tell you what, it's shit.

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To me, it's silly.
To me, it's stupid, and it's sad, really.

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You've gotta be around family.

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Like they say, family first, isn't it?

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But will he listen to common sense?
I say not.

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You, Dad, you ain't getting tortured
every second of the day, are you,

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if you leave the doors?
You can have somewhat a normal life.

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I don't go in them places to get tortured.

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I don't, and that's the thing.

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If I don't leave me house,
what's the point of living?

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I don't want all the messing about
with people. I'm not interested.

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-Are you ready?
-Yeah.

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[dramatic up-tempo music playing]

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[Tyson] Well, Venezuela,
do you think you can drive a gears car?

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[Venezuela] I know how to. I just can't.

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It's all right driving an automatic.
Anyone can drive an automatic.

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-It's not hard.
-It's like a go-kart.

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It's rev and go, yeah?

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Yeah, time has flew.

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It feels like yesterday
she was a little kid.

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Now she's getting to be a young adult,
so giving her a little lesson.

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You know, I'm not a driving instructor.

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Just trying to do the best I can,
show her a little few tips. That's it.

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Rule number one is what
when you get in a car?

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-Belt.
-Belt.

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Always first because… save your life.

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I'd love to be able to drive.

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I can get from A to B going somewhere
without having to rely on someone.

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-[Tyson] Clutch, brake, revver.
-[Venezuela] Clutch, brake, rev.

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-What do I put me foot on first?
-The clutch, obviously.

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[woman] Where do you think the first place
is gonna be you're gonna wanna drive?

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Probably the shop.

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[Tyson] You rev and let the clutch out.
Just do it.

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Yeah, for it to go bang like that.

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It won't.
Let it out slowly, the clutch, and rev.

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Right, just shush, then.

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[revs slowly]

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Easy. Yay! Yes!

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Change into third. Push straight up.

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-Straight up, go.
-[adventurous music playing]

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That's first.

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Keep going… keep going round.
Keep going round.

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You're doing well. Don't panic.

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You're only learning. Keep going.

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Straight up, go.

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-First.
-First.

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Keep going round. [chuckles]

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I remember taking me mother's car
when I was about ten.

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I drove it about ten miles
and then come back,

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and on the way home,
I clipped the wing mirror.

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Nope.

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And I thought, "Me dad's gonna kill me."

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"What have I done?
Why did I take the car?"

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Usual old regrets.

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-Let's try second.
-[Venezuela] What? What way is second?

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-[clattering]
-There goes the gearbox!

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[woman] How do you know
how to drive a car at ten?

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Don't know. Just seen someone else do it.
Monkey see, monkey do, I suppose.

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Foot down, now third. Third.

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-What way's third? Up.
-Third. Go. Go. Go.

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-[Venezuela] Is that fifth?
-[Tyson] Yeah, let it out.

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-[giggles]
-Turn it round, turn it round.

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You hit a third.
You've hit a first, second, and a third.

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-[flatly] I'm amazing.
-[Tyson] Right.

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The last one we're gonna do
is an emergency stop.

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Right.

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I do find it difficult, you know,
but me dad's very calm when I'm driving.

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Straight down, fast now.
Put your foot down. Foot down! Foot down!

19:47.800 --> 19:49.800
It is down. Heck!

19:49.880 --> 19:52.520
Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Foot down!

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Stop!

19:56.159 --> 19:57.080
No.

19:58.679 --> 20:00.159
I don't know what's happening.

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[laughs]

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Not an emergency stop.
That was a slow stop.

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So should I take my nostrils off on that?

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No, you should… When I say stop, that's…
You've failed your test now.

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-That's an immediate fail.
-Okay.

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Because you just run a child over
or smashed into something

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'cause you didn't stop when I said stop.

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-Go on, away we go.
-I hate… I hate driving.

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[upbeat music playing]

20:25.840 --> 20:27.360
I love this food. It's nice.

20:27.960 --> 20:29.760
[Adonis] I hate broccoli.

20:29.840 --> 20:32.040
These make you big and strong,
don't they, sister?

20:32.120 --> 20:33.000
Yep.

20:34.480 --> 20:37.040
I hope he don't shout at her.
It'll knock her confidence.

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-That's what is gonna happen.
-[Paris] Obviously.

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When she can't get it in gear,
he's gonna start screaming. [sighs]

20:41.960 --> 20:43.000
Do you know what?

20:43.080 --> 20:45.720
We was talking, was chatting away,

20:46.760 --> 20:51.800
and he's, uh, started talking all deep,
like, "Who am I?" and "What am I?"

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And he wrote a poem.

20:54.200 --> 20:55.440
What's it consist of?

20:55.520 --> 20:59.399
It was, "Who am I? What am I?
What am I? And what am I?" Scary material.

20:59.480 --> 21:02.080
When you've got someone
who's done everything in life,

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so clever, achieved so much,

21:04.120 --> 21:07.280
and he's reading a poem saying,
"It doesn't matter. It's all for nothing."

21:07.360 --> 21:09.240
-Scared me to death.
-It's a bad sign, innit?

21:09.320 --> 21:11.040
-It's his depression creeping in.
-Yeah.

21:11.120 --> 21:13.120
Set me off full tears, full crying.

21:13.200 --> 21:16.280
I thought, "Look at this.
He's going back down the rabbit hole."

21:16.919 --> 21:19.760
-Why is he doing that though?
-I'll tell you what I think.

21:19.840 --> 21:21.520
I think after Usyk fight,

21:22.120 --> 21:24.440
I think he had a few months
of he accepted it,

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and it was like he moved on from that.

21:26.919 --> 21:29.520
The thing that's done him is
he knows he's stopped boxing.

21:29.600 --> 21:33.800
He knows, deep down, it's done.
He knows, deep down, it's done.

21:33.880 --> 21:38.240
He's not the Gypsy King now, is he?
He's just Tyson Fury at home.

21:38.919 --> 21:40.280
With his wife and kids.

21:41.280 --> 21:43.720
His mind isn't screwed right,

21:43.800 --> 21:46.320
so when he starts sitting around
just thinking,

21:46.399 --> 21:49.159
"What am I doing today?
What's the point in today?"

21:49.240 --> 21:50.760
"What's the point in living?"

21:50.840 --> 21:52.800
It's back where we was
three, four year ago.

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No, we don't want that. I'm too old
to go down that road with him again.

21:56.720 --> 21:58.840
-He nearly killed us last time.
-Yep.

21:58.919 --> 22:01.280
Poor old Tyson. He's not fulfilled, is he?

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Normal stuff where you think,
"You know what? I've got everything."

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Look around me and think, "Yep,"
get up every morning smiling.

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-Yeah.
-[John] He doesn't.

22:08.480 --> 22:10.040
-No.
-[John] He's a worry, isn't he?

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I don't know anymore, me.

22:12.120 --> 22:15.000
That's it. There isn't an answer.
Just keep an eye on him, isn't it?

22:15.520 --> 22:18.360
She's probably getting the brunt of it
more so than me

22:18.880 --> 22:20.159
because she's living with him.

22:20.240 --> 22:24.000
But, listen, it just shows you
how unwell the man is at times.

22:24.640 --> 22:27.439
I speak to him on a daily basis,
and I can see he's unwell.

22:28.919 --> 22:32.240
He's probably worse now
than what he's ever been, in my book.

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We are all mad.

22:34.600 --> 22:35.720
Me father said it.

22:35.800 --> 22:39.000
Your breed are all not the full ticket.

22:41.000 --> 22:42.120
How was driving?

22:42.640 --> 22:43.720
[Venezuela] Amazing.

22:44.280 --> 22:45.760
-Can you drive?
-[Venezuela] No.

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-Okay.
-It was, uh… interesting, to say the least.

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Did she get it going?

22:51.280 --> 22:53.439
She got it going, and she did learn a bit.

22:53.520 --> 22:54.840
Ooh, I'm freezing.

22:54.919 --> 22:56.880
Why don't we pull the wagon out,

22:56.960 --> 22:59.360
get it on the back of the truck,
get it out, yeah,

22:59.439 --> 23:01.720
and we'll do some pads outside
at the gypsy wagon?

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-How's that sound?
-Very good.

23:03.640 --> 23:05.960
-Do you know what I mean?
-Yes, excellent. Let's go.

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Let's go and do it now
before you change your mind.

23:08.919 --> 23:11.880
We've got about a three-minute window
before you change your mind.

23:11.960 --> 23:13.840
Oh, can I really be bothered?

23:13.919 --> 23:14.880
See what I mean?

23:14.960 --> 23:16.200
I'm only joking, Dad.

23:16.280 --> 23:19.480
[jaunty music playing]

23:19.560 --> 23:21.679
[John] Perf… Whoa, whoa, whoa, that'll do.

23:21.760 --> 23:24.640
[Tyson] Dad, just check them straps
and make sure they're tight enough.

23:24.720 --> 23:27.040
-How sure are ya?
-[John] Ah, listen.

23:28.520 --> 23:32.240
It's an original Bill Wright's wagon
from 19-something.

23:32.320 --> 23:35.040
But, you know, my heritage isn't
in a field somewhere

23:35.120 --> 23:37.880
with no fucking facilities,
no shower, no toilet, nothing.

23:37.960 --> 23:38.880
Hell no.

23:38.960 --> 23:41.000
My heritage is gettin' up in the morning

23:41.080 --> 23:44.159
in a bed that's fucking monstrous
that I dreamed of as a kid

23:44.240 --> 23:46.600
so I could have all me family in
at one time.

23:46.679 --> 23:48.560
That's my dream,
and I'm living that dream.

23:48.640 --> 23:51.120
Well, Dad, time for the open road.
Are you ready?

23:51.200 --> 23:53.600
Here we are playing gypsy in 2025 again.

23:53.679 --> 23:54.600
Get up!

23:54.679 --> 23:57.520
But, don't get me wrong,
it's nice to follow tradition.

23:57.600 --> 23:59.399
There's something special about that.

23:59.480 --> 24:02.320
That was the Rolls Royce of its day.
It was the best of the best.

24:02.399 --> 24:03.800
When older gypsy people died,

24:03.880 --> 24:06.919
they used to put all their possessions
in them and set fire to them.

24:07.880 --> 24:10.640
They don't do that anymore.
That's why there's not many left.

24:10.720 --> 24:12.399
[music fades]

24:12.480 --> 24:14.120
[Paris] Tyson needs stuff to do.

24:14.200 --> 24:18.480
Whether it's frivolous and pointless,
it's all stuff to keep his brain busy.

24:18.560 --> 24:20.600
[suspenseful music playing]

24:20.679 --> 24:23.720
[Paris] Meanwhile, I'm sat here wondering
where we're gonna be living.

24:30.000 --> 24:34.720
It's making me nervous, that thing.
I'm thinking, "Wow, it's so big, innit?"

24:35.800 --> 24:37.720
Oh! It's nearly fell off. Ugh!

24:37.800 --> 24:41.520
Your mind's going, man. It's perfect.
It can't go anywhere. It's strapped on.

24:45.240 --> 24:46.520
[Tyson] Get some speed up. Go!

24:48.240 --> 24:50.679
-Straighten up, Dad. Straighten up.
-[Prince] Pull.

24:51.200 --> 24:52.080
[Tyson] Straighten…

24:52.600 --> 24:55.159
Bloody gypos arrived again, buggers.

24:56.399 --> 24:58.960
They've come to desecrate countryside.

25:01.040 --> 25:02.399
-Boys?
-[Johnboy] Yep.

25:02.480 --> 25:04.200
Get the chairs out, please.

25:04.280 --> 25:06.960
This is it.
This is living the dream, this.

25:07.040 --> 25:09.679
Look, somebody had a shit
and left the paper on the ground.

25:09.760 --> 25:13.000
-[Prince] Might be a dog.
-Can a dog wipe its arse on toilet paper?

25:13.080 --> 25:16.080
-[Tyson] No, you are right.
-There. It's not a fucking dog, is it?

25:16.159 --> 25:19.280
Prince, go over there
and do pad work on that grass.

25:19.360 --> 25:21.880
[Prince] Johnboy.
I am absolutely binging at boxing.

25:21.960 --> 25:24.919
[Tyson] Absolutely beautiful.

25:25.000 --> 25:27.520
[Johnboy] Come on.
I'm not gonna hit you hard, am I?

25:27.600 --> 25:29.439
[Prince] Phone's gonna fall out me pocket.

25:31.199 --> 25:33.320
[John] When I was talking
to Paris earlier,

25:33.399 --> 25:37.240
she's a bit, uh… I don't know,
worried, let's say, about ya,

25:37.320 --> 25:38.640
the way… the way you are.

25:39.439 --> 25:41.040
Not struggling in any way?

25:41.120 --> 25:43.600
Kind of stressed about moving
and all that.

25:44.280 --> 25:48.080
But, if you're not happy
in a certain situation, leave.

25:49.199 --> 25:50.480
Hence the situation I'm in now.

25:50.560 --> 25:53.399
I've gotta get myself out
because I'm not happy.

25:53.480 --> 25:57.120
Tyson, look at your family, at your wife,
and say, "These have suffered enough."

25:57.199 --> 25:59.360
"I'm not putting them through anymore."

25:59.880 --> 26:01.720
You know women today,

26:02.320 --> 26:04.280
they take a lot on board
you don't even see.

26:04.360 --> 26:07.240
All these years
of watching what she's watching

26:07.320 --> 26:10.600
and suffered what she's suffered,
how do you know she's okay?

26:11.199 --> 26:12.760
Give her a thought as well.

26:12.840 --> 26:15.760
-That's what you need to do.
-She is a normal-minded person.

26:15.840 --> 26:20.320
Nobody's built of stone, Tyson.
You know, pressure can cause anything.

26:20.399 --> 26:23.360
Worry can cause…
Worry's a bigger killer than cancer.

26:23.880 --> 26:26.600
I've got to make
a lot of big decisions lately,

26:26.679 --> 26:30.159
and it's to do with all of our futures.
Do you understand? So…

26:30.240 --> 26:32.120
Let me tell you… give you some advice.

26:32.199 --> 26:34.280
Anything stresses you out immensely,
don't do it.

26:34.360 --> 26:35.560
Yeah.

26:35.640 --> 26:39.080
You're gonna get days where you think,
"I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that."

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But when sense kicks in,
you know enough's enough.

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-[dramatic music playing]
-[seagulls calling]

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-Hey, babe.
-Hey, Mousey.

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[Paris groans]
What you looking at on there?

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Just the new boxing rankings.
I've been retired eight months,

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and I'm still rated at number one.

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-So not too shabby.
-That's good, innit?

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So, what's happening
with this house, Tyson?

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[sighs] Well, I thought about it,

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and we're not leaving.

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We're not leaving.
I worked too hard to give in to people

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to make me, force me
to go out… out me own home.

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-Your bipolar's playing up again.
-It's not.

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Two days ago, we was leaving.
Now we're staying.

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You can change your mind.
Everybody's allowed to.

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They are, but I find with you

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that if you're a bit displaced in life
and you're a little bit low,

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I don't mean depressed,
I just mean a bit low,

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I find that that's
when you are very impulsive.

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Obviously because…

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-[Paris] It occupies your mind.
-…one, I don't have a job.

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Two, I don't have anything
to do in the day.

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And three, if I sit on me arse all day,
nothing will ever happen, will it?

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So you have to be spontaneous.
You have to be fucking get-up-and-go.

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Am I gonna sit here and drink tea all day?

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[tense music playing]

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This is typical Tyson.
Tyson was all about moving.

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"We're going. We're definitely leaving.
We need privacy. We need space."

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And, lo and behold,
Tyson isn't going anywhere.

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Um… you know, it is what it is.

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He's given me sleepless nights
of thinking about everything I have to do,

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but, heck,
at least I don't actually have to do it.

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Well, I'm glad anyway.
I don't wanna move anywhere.

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Quite content where we are.

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[splutters] It's nice
to be contented, isn't it?

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I am contented.

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I don't think you're contented
in anything you do.

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[Tyson] I don't think I'll be contented
wherever I move.

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That's the traveler in me.

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I'm glad we're not moving

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because I didn't wanna take on
the stress of all of that.

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I don't either.

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-I don't think the kids wanted to move.
-[Tyson] We're happy in this house.

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We are not leaving.

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Good job I'm flexible, innit?

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[dramatic music playing]

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I'm thinking
about buying a Scottish island

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just in case
a zombie apocalypse breaks out.

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Ah.

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I don't think Tyson will ever find peace.

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I don't know if I'm coming or going.
One minute I'm happy, the next, I'm sad.

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Is that the behavior
of a mentally ill person? I don't know.

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I can't differentiate anymore.

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-I know I've got an injury.
-[groans]

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I don't know how much damage I've done.

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I think you really need an operation.

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If you don't,
you might never be able to fight again.

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Training is my medicine.
Without training, I'd be suicidal.

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Facts.

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Do I wanna fight again?

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Do I wanna get carried out the ring
on a stretcher and potentially die?

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If you're gonna put yourself
in a dangerous situation

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so you can have a bit of fun
in the ring again, don't do it.

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[dramatic music continues]

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[music ends]
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